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- Thu, 11 Jun 2020 19:18:17 EST 1S3TA0av No.149117
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FUCK YEAH!
I finally got a spin script again. Been under a massive amount of stress lately, and I managed to get my dr. to give me a script. Only .5mg, but still, fuck yeah. It's been a long time since I've had access to a Benzos. FUCKING WOOT

Bump when you score a script
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Nell Hettingshit - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 18:10:49 EST 86LjTa31 No.149125 Reply
Wow. Cool. Good job. Nobody really cares though.
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Emma Cunkindale - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 15:30:04 EST BGH46ohv No.149141 Reply
>>149125
someone didnt just score a script

I didnt get a new script but last month pharmacy gave me 10mg diazepams instead of 5mgs, nice to have some extras

WELLL

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- Thu, 04 Jun 2020 22:25:54 EST RAiSZJU5 No.149063
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i've had 3/4 bottle of wine , about 12.5mg of lorazepam and 10mg of klonazepam and i feel fineeee

hop aboard the seizure train with me!!

i mean if you want to its cool my dad showed me his hemmaroids
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PSYCHO KILLER QUEST QUESCEST - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 22:28:05 EST RAiSZJU5 No.149065 Reply
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anyway so this is nt all about me

yes tehse are pharma grade benzos one of them os sandoz or whatever the fuck the coimpanyt is called the other is rivotril

just be carefful, i t seems the tolerance REALLY creeps up on you

i feel fuckingf fine and its been several ho urs and ive jjust been taking more and more
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Phineas Cunkinhall - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 22:47:15 EST C1nGU8p1 No.149067 Reply
>>149065

smooth sailing friend, thanks for the warning and your field journalism
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Fuck Bracklebanks - Wed, 10 Jun 2020 05:24:59 EST SozWZtpk No.149112 Reply
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>>149063
I somehow managed to pass a bunch of exams so I can get paid to do fuck all. I am "celebrating" with zopiclone, valium and wine. I just have to make it until tomorrow so i can get some dope and forget existence for a while. I WISH GABA STILL WORKED. It's ok for me to mix sleeping pills and booze. It's basically routine. I actually couldn't overdose if i even tried. I once took a gram of valium and drank a liter of vodka. I regularly shoot up large amounts of heroin after long tolerance breaks while under the influence of gaba gaba gaba GABA. my brain just does not produce gaba. I am in constant pain.

Day 4 wd of 4 month etizolam use

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- Wed, 03 Jun 2020 15:34:47 EST bOg1JPbz No.149057
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Wtf is going on? Will thing's get better soon? No seizures, just feel like I'm in a bad acid trip. Help.
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Emma Chazzlechetch - Wed, 03 Jun 2020 17:11:14 EST bOg1JPbz No.149059 Reply
>>149058
Definitely feel more "normal" now than earlier today. Hallucinations started, but only recently ended. Hope to god that I never go through this again. Tried clam for a couple months a few years ago, but I weened so it wasn't so harsh. >>149057
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Basil Seblingnut - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 23:40:05 EST fwh+J/Oi No.149111 Reply
damn that sucks OP keep us updated tho

What is in most presses these days

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!tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 23:33:56 EST prFK8dRR No.149097
File: 1591587236322.jpg -(1341157B / 1.28MB, 3264x1836) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. What is in most presses these days
Got these pretty shitty looking yellow school buses today. Took one and definitely feeling benzd but it didnt taste like xanax really, it had a light butter taste instead of the super bitterness xanax usually has. What's common to put in presses these days? Haven't been here in a long time. Thanks for the help!
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Augustus Blittingstet - Mon, 08 Jun 2020 22:26:56 EST 7nssCeWK No.149105 Reply
>>149097
Etizolam and flualprazolam are the two I see the most. Doesn't particularly mean it doesn't have real alp in it too though.
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dr. m - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 16:07:04 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149107 Reply
>>149105
Yup, this, etizolam and flualprazolam...etizolam if it tastes like "nothing"/not xanax, flualprazolam/occasionally real xanax when it tastes "like xanax," with an occasional sprinkling in of primarily either cLam or flubroLam (usually cLam IMO), or sometimes potentially other way less known frankenstein mystery (yet potent) RCs that wholesalers/vendors can sometimes acquire for a massive price reduction per relative dose (in order to maximize profits).

At best it's etizolam/maybe etizolam + a bit of diclazepam intended to both soften rebound symptoms and more easily create physical dependency to ensure long term demand. At worst it's some mixture of ~2-3+ way lesser known benzo RCs combined with a relatively well liked RC (euphoria wise), usually flualp if it tastes "right" or cLam if it doesn't.

Btw, hope you've been alright Acid drop. How's your bupe maintenance going? For me I'm coming up on 2 years on a bupe program in a month or two, and one year since taking any other opioid for any reason. Any particular reason why you settled on 10mg plugged? ~4mg has finally been working okay for me, but under 4mg and I have mild problems adjusting. Does sublingual RoA not work consistently for you either?

Also, films or tablets? IMO, tablets > films for nasal/rectal solution use, as the films seem to be WAY more acidic.
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Oliver Crenkinmad - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 19:30:30 EST O+PHfYAH No.149108 Reply
>>149097
I saw yellow clonazolam busses on the dn, dude was also sellin fake roxies with codeine in them apparently, i ordered a sample bus and the order auto canceled so theres that too.

Benzo and Gym

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- Fri, 05 Jun 2020 18:50:26 EST YoMMTA9u No.149074
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Hey guys

do bensos have any bad effect on you if you are doing gym/sports again ?

im taking 0.25 xanax before sleep , i sometimes sneak in another half during the day .. i do this for 3-4 weeks then i dont take any for 2-3 months ( depending on my work schedule etc ) just recently started hitting the gym again and playing sports

wondering if there are any bad repercussion from these small dosage ... whats yer take on this guys ? much appreciated
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Ernest Druppershit - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 22:14:56 EST IIoYR5lm No.149096 Reply
I don't think it helped or hindered me when I was lifting. Right now I am doing only biking but a lot of biking. If the gym is a place of anxiety you might not have much of a choice. That is a small dose so I wouldn't imagine it slowing you down. One thing I do notice is a reduce runner's high from the cardio so if you really like that part maybe try not to pop one before the gym. But when the gym was open I was sometimes doing 40 to 60 minutes on the stair master. If you feel like you are going to pass out just walk slow to the water fountain and drink or refill your water and keep going until you want to stop. If you lift don't really worry about it at all I think. I would just avoid the sauna but if you must go in do it for like 5-7 minutes rather than 15.
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Ebenezer Wezzleworth - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 12:11:17 EST RNBDRYpt No.149106 Reply
>>149074
I literally started taking benzos because of the gym and alcohol/stims hinder progress in the gym.

nothing beats a hard workout followed by some valium in the afternoon

Weed and Benzos

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- Mon, 08 Jun 2020 13:53:33 EST K4FGItcZ No.149102
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Am I the only one who has to smoke way more weed when I'm benz'd (at least xanax or kpins)?

Getting (slightly) emotional on my Klonopin

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- Sun, 17 May 2020 09:52:02 EST dO7EI2pa No.148918
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As y'all know I've been on Clonazepam for quite a few years now.

Well in the past few days I've noticed that in the first few hours of taking it, I seem to be a bit hypersensitive or even, well, a little anxious. After a while I chill out, but like day before yesterday I had to talk to the principal of the school I teach at and she had to repeatedly assure me over the course of 30 minutes that I was doing fine, that being hired for only a couple of months means of course I won't be perfect and make mistakes, and that she has absolutely no plans to terminate or thinks that I'm "not cut out for this job" (which is what I kept thinking she thought of me).

Then today I took my afternoon dose and I let slip to someone in another department that one of our departments is having an overhaul, and I was reprimanded saying that it was supposed to be kept under wraps. I was completely in a panic (not anxiety attack, but convinced that I was going to get terminated for my verbal diarrhea). My principal and my foreign affairs manager both said it wasn't the end of the world, that they clarified what was going on with the head of that department, and told me just to be careful what I say to certain people on campus. They had to take me into a meeting room and repeatedly tell me it's okay as I said "I'm so sorry" about thousand times.... however, eventually I hit my benzo plateau and was able to get back to work.

Anyone else ever gotten overly emotional on Clonazepam, even for a temporary moment? Or maybe it's just me still getting used to my new job and my new life here in a new country......
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 14:30:46 EST /xCHYmXq No.149073 Reply
I wouldn't say clonazepam in specific, but when taking a benzo frequently and taking a lower dosage or missing a dosage there have been times i become more emotional. While not typical or frequent, I would have an odd crying episode every so often when I was tapering off of diazepam.

>>148960
Damn.
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Dextrolord - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 21:10:13 EST mmnM7dPE No.149076 Reply
>>148918
bruh idk ur situation exactly but kpins always made me down as fuck the next few days and for the last part of the high. All benzos will make me a little high strung for a couple days after a binge but clons does this way more for me than say diazepam or alprazolam.
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Ernest Sanninggold - Sat, 06 Jun 2020 21:19:40 EST AFXs96r0 No.149092 Reply
lol what

I'm fine on my kpins but yeah they won't fix everything for sure, Benz by no means a cure all just great for my panic attacks & over all jumpiness

Are you on any other meds op?

How to take drugs very well

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- Wed, 18 Mar 2020 14:30:52 EST Lnp/mneo No.148556
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Hey funky medinas ..looking for a sensible yet still recreational dosing plan...
I’ve got 30 x 2mg clonazepam cumming my way. The last time I took a Benzo was about 4 days ago and it a half tab (0.25 mg) of And then prior to that I use to take Xanax on the reg like 3 years ago but then I got fucked up and stopped.

I work full time and I cannot be seen intoxicated so imma use mainly on my days off or perhaps once per week on those days when I actually wanna die instead of attending work. Just to keep me going without having to be mentally and emotionally present.

I’m thinking of going through 4/5mg a week. mg since i’ll Still be able to enjoy a low dose. I just wanna mong out listen to music and asmr mainly.
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Caroline Claystone - Sat, 04 Apr 2020 19:47:07 EST BGH46ohv No.148672 Reply
>>148667
You can relax and get all the things you want while somewhat responsibly dosing too. If you understood how benzos work it would make sense. Its very emotional to say fuck it ill take the whole pill or 2. Hope you can figure it out and your life gets better.
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Samuel Hummlewater - Thu, 28 May 2020 13:51:03 EST wl8lNhrC No.149037 Reply
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OP here

I think I was initially experiencing some rebound anxiety/insomnia after weekly use, even if it was once per week. Either that or I just was having work stress and I do night shifts where mental patients will occasionally wake me up because they're suicide or w/e. Right now it's been two weeks since I last used clonazepam and it was only 1mg. Prior to that i had taken 1mg 8 days before. Just leaving pretty significant gaps between each use.

Today I'm back here because I always come back here when I feel suicidal and hopeless. Unfortunately I don't feel like saying "fuck it" and taking any so I'm sober as fuck lately. Not even smoking weed that much because apparently I've unlocked a new level of hopelessness where I don't even fancy smoking weed anymore.

Shit doesn't get better. For me at least. Thanks for your help tho guys stay wasted.
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David Gonderfoot - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 19:08:23 EST RAiSZJU5 No.149062 Reply
>>149037
I wish i' d ordered some of that f actory produced alprazolam rather than clonazepam now reading this, realising now i have a fuckton of kpins and its gonna fuck my tolerance.
Suicide bereavement led me to the benzo uuse but sometimes i hate myself so much i just don't even care i just want to not feel. Have some lorazepam too fuck im an idiot i'm sorry for ur feel

good or bad idea

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- Thu, 07 May 2020 06:09:31 EST zvgiEJFt No.148856
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I found a dude that has a regular supply of bars. Would it be a wise idea to try getting through and eventually off of my fentanyl addiction, (like maybe a week or two) through using small doses of xanax or could that lead to something worse?
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lol - Tue, 19 May 2020 13:48:41 EST BqpvRW4y No.148941 Reply
>>148856
You're playing with fire, don't take them together or start to or else you'll really be in trouble, you have to be very strict with dosage and how many days you use it do you don't end up trading one addiction for another
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Beatrice Wungersudge - Thu, 28 May 2020 07:10:06 EST klJE5lZy No.149035 Reply
>>148938
Being the worst kind of dopesick is better than having a lifelong addiction to benzos. I'm tempted to say just use them for withdrawal but I know what being an addict is like and it's very risky. Best option is to avoid them.

Post 1 year recovery

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- Fri, 29 May 2020 07:15:02 EST 5diweYwE No.149038
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5 months on 1mg Ativan 1-3 times a day, 1 month of once a day use.

Failed cold turkey and then 2 week taper because psych didn't believe in protracted withdrawal.

1 year later I have severely lowered cognitive abilities, TMJ, muscle spasms, tinnitus, and muscle aches.

The tinnitus is only noticeable at bed time now, which is nice but I haven't seen cognitive improvements for 6 months.

Do you think my cognitive abilities will improve anymore or is this my new normal for life?
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Alice Messlenune - Fri, 29 May 2020 23:56:10 EST 4AR7MhpB No.149040 Reply
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>>149038

Used to be a hard user of Alorazepam, Diazepam and Clonazepam.

From personal experience, you recover to about 80% normal, sadly enough.

I still get gaps in memory, have minor sleep issues that I didn’t have as often before benzos, and still get panic attacks from time to time.

It’s been almost six years since I’ve done any benzos now.

The good news is I have life experience, thanks to the intoxication of benzos. I got over a lot of my fears and grew a lot as a person, met a lot of people. Overall it balances out, like most things in life.
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Jenny Nucklewater - Sat, 30 May 2020 17:35:10 EST 5diweYwE No.149042 Reply
>>149040
My brain is at about 60% after a year off of mild as prescribed use, think there's still room for my brain to heal?

Even 80% would be appreciated.
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Shit Grimhood - Sat, 30 May 2020 18:52:51 EST BGH46ohv No.149043 Reply
I quit over 5 years, never got completely better. Now im on 5mg diazepam which is fine with me. IMO the only way to recover from benzos is to VERY SLOWLY TAPER...otherwise you might have a bad time. and never use benzos occasionally after quitting. I can go on it you want
You could get to 80% possibly but very likely not 100% unless you reinstate at the minimum dose to feel 99%, then slow taper.

Diclazepam

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- Fri, 29 May 2020 12:43:37 EST n6BXHfDK No.149039
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I ate 12mg's of what is supposed to be diclazepam from a reputable vendor.

I'm not feeling it at all. Is diclazepam just this weak? I shouldn't have this high of a tolerance.

Any experiences with diclazepam?
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Shit Grimhood - Sat, 30 May 2020 18:54:33 EST BGH46ohv No.149044 Reply
Its very weak but ive only take a few dozen times years ago

KLONOPIN

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- Sun, 24 May 2020 22:23:08 EST D2qpt+Rm No.149000
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what's the deal with klonopin? I just feel fucking WEIRD man, and not in a good way. How do i make this enjoyable? Should i switch to another benzo?
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Albert Fottingkag - Tue, 26 May 2020 13:35:42 EST 86LjTa31 No.149020 Reply
>>149019

It wasnt from the benzo. It was from you having less anxiety. This isnt a hard concept to understand, you fucking retards.
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Ian Chevingstat - Thu, 28 May 2020 01:40:08 EST TZn3B1vq No.149033 Reply
>>149015
>>149015>>149015

This they aren’t for fun it’s like alcohol without the soul. It’s nice with a little weed but I mean your not getting fucked up I never understand why people abuse them and take absurd amounts blackout and act like retards. Benzos are the it a small small small world ride of drugs. They can be relaxing and they help with stress but use them as advised and you’ll get the most out of them. Was the person saying they got more euphoria out of benzo then mdma what benzo were you taking

Benzos and beer?

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- Wed, 27 May 2020 01:47:12 EST Dgh6Eyw/ No.149027
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Just curious if yall mix both at low doses. Is it really that dangerous? Like 1mg klonopin and a beer 8 hours later?
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Angus Fibblelat - Wed, 27 May 2020 12:25:23 EST k498Sog7 No.149030 Reply
>>149027
>Just curious if yall mix both at low doses.
no, i usually mix both at high doses. i don't advise this at all though. You are not physically in danger from the combo unless you do stupid shit like drink half a liter vodka in one minute on top of a handful of pills, but you can blackout and do things like fall off from the 10th storey balcony, walk in front of a car or train, etc, or start fight with a police officer and get 5 years in prison.
Regarding your question, you probably won't feel any difference. Keep in mind though that alcohol is very harmful for a well estabilished steady dose regime, it can diminish the beneficial effects of benzos for example make anxiety/panic return.
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Shit Grimhood - Sat, 30 May 2020 18:57:33 EST BGH46ohv No.149045 Reply
Benzos essentially make your receptors more sensitive, alcohol triggers your receptors..so its a 1+1=3 situation

im rly kinda scare atm

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- Mon, 25 May 2020 17:31:55 EST KqI99dga No.149011
File: 1590442315108.jpg -(151313B / 147.77KB, 830x1262) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. im rly kinda scare atm
guys i needa go outside but im azn and im scare sum1 going vietnam shiet fk my ass cus im azn and covid and they r mad at azn .

im rebound benzo anxiety while also need to want to grab more n see tht ppl hate azn make me scare even more cus of tht . sigh
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Shit Grimhood - Sat, 30 May 2020 18:58:32 EST BGH46ohv No.149046 Reply
YOU SHOULDNT HAVE TOLD ME YUR AZN

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