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Big Ol' Whoops

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- Tue, 26 May 2020 20:13:21 EST 1S3TA0av No.149024
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>Buy 100g Phenibut
>Open Phenibut container
>Fling 70g of Phenibut onto carpet

I seemed to have rescued ~50g. I hear cat hair is a Phenibut potentiator so all is not lost. I'm a tad concerned about said cat licking the carpet/absorbing any residual Phenibut that soaked into the carpet, but a brief internet search might've shown some instances of individuals giving the drug to their dogs, so I'm not super concerned. Should I be? I spent about 15 minutes using a vacuum to pick up as much residual powder that I could. I can't see any left on the ground, but the carpet feels slightly sticker than the rest of the carpet-I unfortunately don't have a carpet washer to clean up any more. Want to be responsible.

On the upside, at least I spilled a drug that is less potent than, say, a powdered benzodiazepine. It's been a long time since I've had any drugs, but losing drugs on the floor was certainly an experience I do not miss. What have your experiences been with the carpet drug monster?
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Barnaby Demmersone - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 21:43:38 EST 1S3TA0av No.149126 Reply
Fuck g, that sounds absolutely terrifying. Thats near the top of my list of drug related worst nightmares. :/

The last time I scored heroin, I had a stamp of black tar, and I ended up dropping on the ground in a motel room right before I was going to smoke it. I had no clue where it went and I spent ~1hr looking for it with absolutely no luck. It prolly ended up getting stuck under the radiator or some shit, but that made me a sad panda. I wasn't dopesick or anything like that though.
Ebenezer Blythefuck - Sat, 13 Jun 2020 00:06:38 EST fT6++ObF No.149129 Reply
Hah. I did the same with 2c-b.
Blinkey Bill - Mon, 15 Jun 2020 20:36:15 EST tQcauqqu No.149152 Reply
Back in the teen days i saved the kief in my grinder for ages. Would have a gram or two. so disappointed when it was dropped on the carpet

Ongoing Benzo Withdrawal?

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- Sun, 14 Jun 2020 07:01:26 EST FaU1UMd+ No.149139
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Hey /benz/, so I kinda have a problem and I'm wondering if anyone else has been through or is going through something similar. I've had a few benzo withdrawals, nothing that lasted more than a week or so, but they were all pretty fucking gnarly. It's been a good few months since I've touched benzos and it feels like I'm past it, but whenever I drink I always get shakey and panicky and have sleep problems as soon as it wears off. Could this be connected to previous benzo usage?
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dr. m - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 22:41:41 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149143 Reply
YUP, this is likely kindling as the other anon has said. Booze and benzos both affect GABAa receptor sites (booze affects many others as well). Think of booze as the crack form of benzos. Each serving only lasts about ~30-60 minutes but it's almost the same as taking benzos.
Martin Barryson - Mon, 15 Jun 2020 00:54:30 EST FaU1UMd+ No.149145 Reply
Damn, I haven't done any benzos in many months though, but I guess that's probably it seeing as every time I've done them since withdrawing I always felt really shitty afterwards. I've got some GBL en route, so I guess it wouldn't be a good idea to take?
Brainiac - Mon, 15 Jun 2020 01:25:54 EST y0I89Lwx No.149146 Reply
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IDK, when I quit benzos by tapering after 10 months or so of use (with no withdrawal symptoms whatsoever) I didn't experience any problems with alcohol afterwards.
GBL works on GHB receptor and GABA-B receptors and I don't what kinda of effect alcohol has on those but I think you can try it safely in a small amount at first.
If anything alcohol started giving me problems last year, many years after my benzo use so it's unrelated to that. I recently noticed that I can't sleep for more than 5 or 6 hours the night after I drink even a small amount of alcohol but I'm not sure the alcohol is to blame because that also tends to happen on days I don't drink. And I don't get shakey or anything immediately after drinking. (Pic unrelated)


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- Fri, 12 Jun 2020 17:05:34 EST /kk4s07c No.149124
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Hello /Benz/
I am scripted ;
90x2mg Klonopin
60x30mg ir Adderall
60x8mg Suboxone
30x10mg Ambien
Now I just got released from jail to this outpatient drug program per order of the courts, I am not allowed to take any narcotics aside from Suboxone, however I have heard that Ambien will not show up in UAs. Could anyone please tell me if I am safe to take my ambiens?
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lol - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 22:41:32 EST BqpvRW4y No.149128 Reply
Oh also ambien doesn't show up unless the test specifies i think. I got a script when i was in a halfway house and was wacked out on them so they msde me take a drug test and were confused when nothing came up. It was really stupid and almost got me fucked anyway so still be careful, those things are worse than benz for me when it comes to doing stupid shit
George Hullersurk - Sat, 13 Jun 2020 15:50:37 EST /kk4s07c No.149134 Reply
Nah I'm not just on probation, it's a program. Even if I'm rxd the pills I can't take em. But if what you said is true about the ambiens then I should be OK. Ty for reply
Beatrice Bommlewot - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 14:39:59 EST YN/kptQI No.149140 Reply
Do not take them op i went threw program for a year cant take nothing but gabapentin bro

xanax newbie

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- Fri, 12 Jun 2020 06:27:01 EST 0Ly7x7nT No.149121
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First time xanax. Is swallowing it or sublingual a better experience?
Fritz - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 06:52:30 EST 0Ly7x7nT No.149122 Reply
Green bars. I heard they're better but I doubt the validity of this unless you guys can confirm otherwise.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 13 Jun 2020 19:30:12 EST Qs6K0owY No.149136 Reply
Until you get used to the taste, Xanax (alprazolam) tastes like shit.
The green bars (Dava mfg.) are not stronger than other pharmacy grade bars. Now, if you’re buying bars on the street then there could be any number of RC benzodiazepines and/or fentanyl analogies in the bars.
I’d say swallow the tablet.


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- Thu, 11 Jun 2020 19:18:17 EST 1S3TA0av No.149117
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I finally got a spin script again. Been under a massive amount of stress lately, and I managed to get my dr. to give me a script. Only .5mg, but still, fuck yeah. It's been a long time since I've had access to a Benzos. FUCKING WOOT

Bump when you score a script
Nell Hettingshit - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 18:10:49 EST 86LjTa31 No.149125 Reply
Wow. Cool. Good job. Nobody really cares though.
Emma Cunkindale - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 15:30:04 EST BGH46ohv No.149141 Reply
someone didnt just score a script

I didnt get a new script but last month pharmacy gave me 10mg diazepams instead of 5mgs, nice to have some extras


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- Thu, 04 Jun 2020 22:25:54 EST RAiSZJU5 No.149063
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i've had 3/4 bottle of wine , about 12.5mg of lorazepam and 10mg of klonazepam and i feel fineeee

hop aboard the seizure train with me!!

i mean if you want to its cool my dad showed me his hemmaroids
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PSYCHO KILLER QUEST QUESCEST - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 22:28:05 EST RAiSZJU5 No.149065 Reply
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anyway so this is nt all about me

yes tehse are pharma grade benzos one of them os sandoz or whatever the fuck the coimpanyt is called the other is rivotril

just be carefful, i t seems the tolerance REALLY creeps up on you

i feel fuckingf fine and its been several ho urs and ive jjust been taking more and more
Phineas Cunkinhall - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 22:47:15 EST C1nGU8p1 No.149067 Reply

smooth sailing friend, thanks for the warning and your field journalism
Fuck Bracklebanks - Wed, 10 Jun 2020 05:24:59 EST SozWZtpk No.149112 Reply
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I somehow managed to pass a bunch of exams so I can get paid to do fuck all. I am "celebrating" with zopiclone, valium and wine. I just have to make it until tomorrow so i can get some dope and forget existence for a while. I WISH GABA STILL WORKED. It's ok for me to mix sleeping pills and booze. It's basically routine. I actually couldn't overdose if i even tried. I once took a gram of valium and drank a liter of vodka. I regularly shoot up large amounts of heroin after long tolerance breaks while under the influence of gaba gaba gaba GABA. my brain just does not produce gaba. I am in constant pain.

Day 4 wd of 4 month etizolam use

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- Wed, 03 Jun 2020 15:34:47 EST bOg1JPbz No.149057
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Wtf is going on? Will thing's get better soon? No seizures, just feel like I'm in a bad acid trip. Help.
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Emma Chazzlechetch - Wed, 03 Jun 2020 17:11:14 EST bOg1JPbz No.149059 Reply
Definitely feel more "normal" now than earlier today. Hallucinations started, but only recently ended. Hope to god that I never go through this again. Tried clam for a couple months a few years ago, but I weened so it wasn't so harsh. >>149057
Basil Seblingnut - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 23:40:05 EST fwh+J/Oi No.149111 Reply
damn that sucks OP keep us updated tho

What is in most presses these days

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!tbcTsdGo8Q!!vVWR8L52 - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 23:33:56 EST prFK8dRR No.149097
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Got these pretty shitty looking yellow school buses today. Took one and definitely feeling benzd but it didnt taste like xanax really, it had a light butter taste instead of the super bitterness xanax usually has. What's common to put in presses these days? Haven't been here in a long time. Thanks for the help!
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Augustus Blittingstet - Mon, 08 Jun 2020 22:26:56 EST 7nssCeWK No.149105 Reply
Etizolam and flualprazolam are the two I see the most. Doesn't particularly mean it doesn't have real alp in it too though.
dr. m - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 16:07:04 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149107 Reply
Yup, this, etizolam and flualprazolam...etizolam if it tastes like "nothing"/not xanax, flualprazolam/occasionally real xanax when it tastes "like xanax," with an occasional sprinkling in of primarily either cLam or flubroLam (usually cLam IMO), or sometimes potentially other way less known frankenstein mystery (yet potent) RCs that wholesalers/vendors can sometimes acquire for a massive price reduction per relative dose (in order to maximize profits).

At best it's etizolam/maybe etizolam + a bit of diclazepam intended to both soften rebound symptoms and more easily create physical dependency to ensure long term demand. At worst it's some mixture of ~2-3+ way lesser known benzo RCs combined with a relatively well liked RC (euphoria wise), usually flualp if it tastes "right" or cLam if it doesn't.

Btw, hope you've been alright Acid drop. How's your bupe maintenance going? For me I'm coming up on 2 years on a bupe program in a month or two, and one year since taking any other opioid for any reason. Any particular reason why you settled on 10mg plugged? ~4mg has finally been working okay for me, but under 4mg and I have mild problems adjusting. Does sublingual RoA not work consistently for you either?

Also, films or tablets? IMO, tablets > films for nasal/rectal solution use, as the films seem to be WAY more acidic.
Oliver Crenkinmad - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 19:30:30 EST O+PHfYAH No.149108 Reply
I saw yellow clonazolam busses on the dn, dude was also sellin fake roxies with codeine in them apparently, i ordered a sample bus and the order auto canceled so theres that too.

Benzo and Gym

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- Fri, 05 Jun 2020 18:50:26 EST YoMMTA9u No.149074
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Hey guys

do bensos have any bad effect on you if you are doing gym/sports again ?

im taking 0.25 xanax before sleep , i sometimes sneak in another half during the day .. i do this for 3-4 weeks then i dont take any for 2-3 months ( depending on my work schedule etc ) just recently started hitting the gym again and playing sports

wondering if there are any bad repercussion from these small dosage ... whats yer take on this guys ? much appreciated
Ernest Druppershit - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 22:14:56 EST IIoYR5lm No.149096 Reply
I don't think it helped or hindered me when I was lifting. Right now I am doing only biking but a lot of biking. If the gym is a place of anxiety you might not have much of a choice. That is a small dose so I wouldn't imagine it slowing you down. One thing I do notice is a reduce runner's high from the cardio so if you really like that part maybe try not to pop one before the gym. But when the gym was open I was sometimes doing 40 to 60 minutes on the stair master. If you feel like you are going to pass out just walk slow to the water fountain and drink or refill your water and keep going until you want to stop. If you lift don't really worry about it at all I think. I would just avoid the sauna but if you must go in do it for like 5-7 minutes rather than 15.
Ebenezer Wezzleworth - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 12:11:17 EST RNBDRYpt No.149106 Reply
I literally started taking benzos because of the gym and alcohol/stims hinder progress in the gym.

nothing beats a hard workout followed by some valium in the afternoon

Weed and Benzos

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- Mon, 08 Jun 2020 13:53:33 EST K4FGItcZ No.149102
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Am I the only one who has to smoke way more weed when I'm benz'd (at least xanax or kpins)?

Getting (slightly) emotional on my Klonopin

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- Sun, 17 May 2020 09:52:02 EST dO7EI2pa No.148918
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As y'all know I've been on Clonazepam for quite a few years now.

Well in the past few days I've noticed that in the first few hours of taking it, I seem to be a bit hypersensitive or even, well, a little anxious. After a while I chill out, but like day before yesterday I had to talk to the principal of the school I teach at and she had to repeatedly assure me over the course of 30 minutes that I was doing fine, that being hired for only a couple of months means of course I won't be perfect and make mistakes, and that she has absolutely no plans to terminate or thinks that I'm "not cut out for this job" (which is what I kept thinking she thought of me).

Then today I took my afternoon dose and I let slip to someone in another department that one of our departments is having an overhaul, and I was reprimanded saying that it was supposed to be kept under wraps. I was completely in a panic (not anxiety attack, but convinced that I was going to get terminated for my verbal diarrhea). My principal and my foreign affairs manager both said it wasn't the end of the world, that they clarified what was going on with the head of that department, and told me just to be careful what I say to certain people on campus. They had to take me into a meeting room and repeatedly tell me it's okay as I said "I'm so sorry" about thousand times.... however, eventually I hit my benzo plateau and was able to get back to work.

Anyone else ever gotten overly emotional on Clonazepam, even for a temporary moment? Or maybe it's just me still getting used to my new job and my new life here in a new country......
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 14:30:46 EST /xCHYmXq No.149073 Reply
I wouldn't say clonazepam in specific, but when taking a benzo frequently and taking a lower dosage or missing a dosage there have been times i become more emotional. While not typical or frequent, I would have an odd crying episode every so often when I was tapering off of diazepam.

Dextrolord - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 21:10:13 EST mmnM7dPE No.149076 Reply
bruh idk ur situation exactly but kpins always made me down as fuck the next few days and for the last part of the high. All benzos will make me a little high strung for a couple days after a binge but clons does this way more for me than say diazepam or alprazolam.
Ernest Sanninggold - Sat, 06 Jun 2020 21:19:40 EST AFXs96r0 No.149092 Reply
lol what

I'm fine on my kpins but yeah they won't fix everything for sure, Benz by no means a cure all just great for my panic attacks & over all jumpiness

Are you on any other meds op?

How to take drugs very well

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- Wed, 18 Mar 2020 14:30:52 EST Lnp/mneo No.148556
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Hey funky medinas ..looking for a sensible yet still recreational dosing plan...
I’ve got 30 x 2mg clonazepam cumming my way. The last time I took a Benzo was about 4 days ago and it a half tab (0.25 mg) of And then prior to that I use to take Xanax on the reg like 3 years ago but then I got fucked up and stopped.

I work full time and I cannot be seen intoxicated so imma use mainly on my days off or perhaps once per week on those days when I actually wanna die instead of attending work. Just to keep me going without having to be mentally and emotionally present.

I’m thinking of going through 4/5mg a week. mg since i’ll Still be able to enjoy a low dose. I just wanna mong out listen to music and asmr mainly.
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Caroline Claystone - Sat, 04 Apr 2020 19:47:07 EST BGH46ohv No.148672 Reply
You can relax and get all the things you want while somewhat responsibly dosing too. If you understood how benzos work it would make sense. Its very emotional to say fuck it ill take the whole pill or 2. Hope you can figure it out and your life gets better.
Samuel Hummlewater - Thu, 28 May 2020 13:51:03 EST wl8lNhrC No.149037 Reply
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OP here

I think I was initially experiencing some rebound anxiety/insomnia after weekly use, even if it was once per week. Either that or I just was having work stress and I do night shifts where mental patients will occasionally wake me up because they're suicide or w/e. Right now it's been two weeks since I last used clonazepam and it was only 1mg. Prior to that i had taken 1mg 8 days before. Just leaving pretty significant gaps between each use.

Today I'm back here because I always come back here when I feel suicidal and hopeless. Unfortunately I don't feel like saying "fuck it" and taking any so I'm sober as fuck lately. Not even smoking weed that much because apparently I've unlocked a new level of hopelessness where I don't even fancy smoking weed anymore.

Shit doesn't get better. For me at least. Thanks for your help tho guys stay wasted.
David Gonderfoot - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 19:08:23 EST RAiSZJU5 No.149062 Reply
I wish i' d ordered some of that f actory produced alprazolam rather than clonazepam now reading this, realising now i have a fuckton of kpins and its gonna fuck my tolerance.
Suicide bereavement led me to the benzo uuse but sometimes i hate myself so much i just don't even care i just want to not feel. Have some lorazepam too fuck im an idiot i'm sorry for ur feel

good or bad idea

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- Thu, 07 May 2020 06:09:31 EST zvgiEJFt No.148856
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I found a dude that has a regular supply of bars. Would it be a wise idea to try getting through and eventually off of my fentanyl addiction, (like maybe a week or two) through using small doses of xanax or could that lead to something worse?
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lol - Tue, 19 May 2020 13:48:41 EST BqpvRW4y No.148941 Reply
You're playing with fire, don't take them together or start to or else you'll really be in trouble, you have to be very strict with dosage and how many days you use it do you don't end up trading one addiction for another
Beatrice Wungersudge - Thu, 28 May 2020 07:10:06 EST klJE5lZy No.149035 Reply
Being the worst kind of dopesick is better than having a lifelong addiction to benzos. I'm tempted to say just use them for withdrawal but I know what being an addict is like and it's very risky. Best option is to avoid them.

Post 1 year recovery

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- Fri, 29 May 2020 07:15:02 EST 5diweYwE No.149038
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5 months on 1mg Ativan 1-3 times a day, 1 month of once a day use.

Failed cold turkey and then 2 week taper because psych didn't believe in protracted withdrawal.

1 year later I have severely lowered cognitive abilities, TMJ, muscle spasms, tinnitus, and muscle aches.

The tinnitus is only noticeable at bed time now, which is nice but I haven't seen cognitive improvements for 6 months.

Do you think my cognitive abilities will improve anymore or is this my new normal for life?
Alice Messlenune - Fri, 29 May 2020 23:56:10 EST 4AR7MhpB No.149040 Reply
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Used to be a hard user of Alorazepam, Diazepam and Clonazepam.

From personal experience, you recover to about 80% normal, sadly enough.

I still get gaps in memory, have minor sleep issues that I didn’t have as often before benzos, and still get panic attacks from time to time.

It’s been almost six years since I’ve done any benzos now.

The good news is I have life experience, thanks to the intoxication of benzos. I got over a lot of my fears and grew a lot as a person, met a lot of people. Overall it balances out, like most things in life.
Jenny Nucklewater - Sat, 30 May 2020 17:35:10 EST 5diweYwE No.149042 Reply
My brain is at about 60% after a year off of mild as prescribed use, think there's still room for my brain to heal?

Even 80% would be appreciated.
Shit Grimhood - Sat, 30 May 2020 18:52:51 EST BGH46ohv No.149043 Reply
I quit over 5 years, never got completely better. Now im on 5mg diazepam which is fine with me. IMO the only way to recover from benzos is to VERY SLOWLY TAPER...otherwise you might have a bad time. and never use benzos occasionally after quitting. I can go on it you want
You could get to 80% possibly but very likely not 100% unless you reinstate at the minimum dose to feel 99%, then slow taper.

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