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Getting the most out of Xanax

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- Sun, 07 Apr 2019 15:13:00 EST 8PvCceRJ No.145291
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I take a 1mg of Xanax each night and I'm looking for tips on how to feel it more.

I take it on empty stomach, just water during the day, is there more i can do?
stretch and small movements to get blood throughout body before i take it? after?
should i remain stagnant instead?

i break it in half and that helps i believe, i don't really want to snort it but can i crush it up and drink water with it?
Graham Nobberford - Sun, 07 Apr 2019 15:38:49 EST 2aXZ0623 No.145292 Reply
Why not keep it under your tongue? I can't believe people go through whole day without food. Theoretically after about 6 hours from last meal most healthy people should digest what they ate. Besides it doesn't do much for you. You are better of looking into other methods like drinking grapefruit juice. This leads to inhibition of one of enzymes so you have higher level of alprazolam in your blood. However you need to drink it throughout the day for few days for it to work.
On the other hand, nicotine shortens duration of alprazolam.
Jack Fanlock - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 15:09:19 EST V29O5Ool No.145405 Reply
Sub it to a stub, and swallow with a soda,
for those faster stomach acids.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 01:03:00 EST I6YS7H0F No.145413 Reply
Sublingual dosing and drinking white grapefruit juice are the way to go.

Benzos the best drug

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- Fri, 22 Feb 2019 22:05:18 EST Brq3mQnV No.144763
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To cut down on aniexty.
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John Garryfark - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 02:26:09 EST GOrw0xmK No.145393 Reply
Alcohol is bad for anxiety., for as long as it lasts maybe.
John Garryfark - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 02:30:14 EST GOrw0xmK No.145394 Reply
Clonazepam is likley the best game in town. Long acting, not a bad thing for benzo usage to control anxiety. Try to use it to benefit, ultimately not cover up anxiety issues. work with it.


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- Tue, 09 Apr 2019 20:10:14 EST uTn3VMgR No.145320
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the more I take and the more I go out into the city the more pissed off and lippy I am at how shitty people act. there are good people, but mostly i'm turning into this antiestablishment hackneyed loser who always has something rude to say to someone
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 20:43:32 EST I6YS7H0F No.145373 Reply
We all experience things differently, but I find myself much more able and willing to handle the general public on benzos. However, too much alcohol and benzos has led to me becoming a total dick in too many situations to count between ages 19 and 23.

"New", Rare, and Oddball GABAergic Discussion: In Search of "Safe" Rx Alternatives

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- Tue, 16 Oct 2018 11:10:39 EST Hx+maQR7 No.143899
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Let's talk about some less known/less talked about GABAergic drugs in this thread.

Drugs to NOT talk about in this thread:

>The four (globally) commonly RXed benzos (Xanax, Ativan Valium, and Klonopin), the common z-class drugs (Ambien, Lunesta, the UK evergreened version of Lunesta), or generally anything extremely common on the streets or clearnet

>Anything commonly scripted in US/Canada

>Clonazolam, Flubromazolam, Flubromazepam (discuss ONLY when comparing to another newer or different chemical), etc.

Drugs you DO talk about in this thread:

>Any other less commonly discussed RC benzo, newer RC benzos (including FluAlp and any others), or analogues of known RC benzos (metizolam, etc.).

>Barbiturates of any kind (phenobarbital), including the common butalbital, and any RC analogues

>IV/snort/plug worthy rarer benzos, including RX benzos, such as midazolam/triazolam and their lesser common RC analogues (flunitrazolam, etc.)

>GHB, GBL, GHV, GVL, all of their chemical cousins/analogues, and any non-lethal, reasonably non-toxic, solvent/chemical with decent recreational value known to crudely mimic the effects of GHB

>2M2B and related compounds

>Gabapentoids and their analogues...primarily pregabalin, but let's also include gabapentin and phenibut (mostly to compare to other potential analogues/GABAergics in general, as phenibut and gabapentin are extremely, extremely common)

>Methaqualone, aka Quaalude, as well as any 'Lude analogues (e.g. mecloqualone, etc.) Please clarify the suspected source and suspected possibility of being authentic. The only known current-day scripted source country is South Africa, with potential production-only diversion availability in India. Other African countries may possibly have diverted 'Ludes. It is possible for decades only 'Ludes to still exist in Mexico, but it is extremely unlikely.

>kavalactones/ kavalactone extracts of any kind

>atypical muscle relaxers of any kind
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Hamilton Billingworth - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 02:52:52 EST nFidplIW No.145262 Reply
I just recently got into soma and GOD DAMN it is SO much better than any benzo I've ever had, even IV clonazolam. A lot of people knock it, but I find that taking 1500mg gives an extremely euphoric, albeit not very functional high. It might just be because I've got inconsistently pressed india pills, but it seems like sometimes the same or even a lesser dose floors me unexpectedly hard. I took 2000mg one time and I felt like I I was way too fucking high and had to remember to breathe. Shits a miracle for withdrawals too. Absolutely top tier downer. I just wish it lasted longer.
Basil Gunkinfure - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 18:50:57 EST 5tu+qrfA No.145273 Reply
I found the Indian somas I got were super strong compared to ones I got on prescription, like it could have been a completely different chemical because it made me so tired it wasn’t functional at all, I could only use it before bed.
Ian Mamblebury - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 11:43:34 EST O1sRDzrv No.145371 Reply

I fucking LOVE soma. It's like a benzo and opiate high at the same time. But you can't fucking get high on it 2 days in a row. You gotta wait like a week before you can get a buzz from it again

Diazepam Doses

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- Mon, 08 Apr 2019 19:17:42 EST Mn6Fj4gI No.145296
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Just curious, who here uses Diazepam (prescription or not), and what do you feel at different doses?

I usually take 10mgs a night (prescribed) for sleep aid but also generalized anxiety. Sometimes I notice a slight euphoria and relief in muscle pain (I have a shitty back) but it seems to be sort of random that I get that. I don't take it every single day but probably 3 or 4 days a week, I'ma big dude (240lbs). Wondering if a higher dose would increase the likelihood of euphoric/muscle relaxation?
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Jesus Christ - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 19:57:48 EST tBS/clBb No.145343 Reply
Melatonin and literally any drug is fine, you will just be a little sleepy on top if it. Here’s a protip: find some melatonin supplements that have cool shit like L-Theanine and valerian root in the capsules/pills.
m - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 10:13:54 EST nHSRtnPn No.145360 Reply

Wait a full 2-4 weeks of not using and not drinking much, and then stick to max use of once a week. Diazepam lasts forever in your system, so you should use it less often. Xanax might be okay to use twice a week, but diazepam really isnt long term IMO if you want to keep baby tolerance.

Never redose in the same day/take your dose all at once.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 16:58:31 EST I6YS7H0F No.145365 Reply
OP - it isn't out of the question for someone to piss dirty after taking diazepam only 1-2x per week after 2+ weeks of cessation.


Xanax ER, phenibut question, general discussion benzbros

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- Mon, 08 Apr 2019 21:00:57 EST 86LjTa31 No.145298
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Generally just curious how you guys feel about these things.

My clonazepam straight up just doesn't work for me anymore for some reason, but Xanax 100% does. I know that sounds retarded, and I have no idea why this is the case, other than the shitty antidepressants I was on affecting benzos.

Anyways, I never even knew extended release Xanax even existed until my psychiatrist prescribed 3mg ERs to me. To be honest, I'm kind of split on them. I kind of wanted to get to bars so they hit hard and fast, but at the same time i liked the duration the clonazepam gave me.

These Xanax ERs seem to come on relatively fast, and last a long while, even with my presumably sky high benzo tolerance from desperately eating double digit amounts of 2mg kpins and Lorazepams just to get through the day the past weeks. Next time i see the psych I'll try for the 4mg ERs, since he was originally going to give me that but dropped it down a milligram as a "test run", I guess.

So yeah. Y'all heard about these? What's the consensus on them with /benz/ and people genuinely suffering with severe anxiety?

One more thing, would phenibut significantly help with anxiety, eliminating the need to use/cut back on benzos for a while? I really would like to get my tolerance down so I could enjoy the benefits of my new medicine more, honestly, but I feel like one on it either wouldn't help much or acts on the same receptors and increase tolerance. I don't know, I'm not too into supplements.

Anyways I'll shut the fuck up now, apologies for the long ass post. For some discussion, what do you guys take, and what do you do to help decrease tolerance or reap more benefits from your medications? Thanks!
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m - Tue, 09 Apr 2019 23:04:41 EST bnaj+/tC No.145324 Reply

They're horrible. Even in XR form, it's one big roller coaster ride of blood plasma levels. I'd suggest taking less but letting it dissolve in coca cola for 8-12+ hours depending on the pill, and then drinking it and any residue leftover.

With xanax, lower doses and less repeat dosing the better. It's really not meant for daily use. They're less likely to cause dependency due to being medium duration, but once they do cause dependency the dependency seems to be much more hectic than say clonazepam.
Albert Fummerstug - Tue, 09 Apr 2019 23:34:49 EST 86LjTa31 No.145325 Reply
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Yeah, honestly I don't see myself wanting to be on Xanax for too long, now that I think about it. Personally, it's great at the moment to have something that actually works while I get the old AD I was on out of my system to curve mood swings/intense anxiety and all that jazz.

But, I think I might want to switch back and try clonazepam and see if it works again relatively soon, once my body is clear of that garbage I was on.

I might try to get one or two more scripts worth of ERs just to have, but I genuinely always liked clonazepam better than xans. Never really got the hype behind them other than to get fucked up on or for genuine emergency panic use, tbh. I was just panicked and desperate for anything once kpins stopped working for me.

Or maybe I'll try another benzo, and see if that's any better for general all day anxiety? I'm not sure. I don't want to stray too far from the kpins to the point where I may not be able to get them anymore, for whatever reason.

For the record, I was on Prozac months ago which is when I noticed my clonazepam to be far less effective, then eventually the Prozac made my depression far worse and made me way more suicidal. Got switched to Cymbalta, things went back to baseline for a few weeks and then same exact story as with the Prozac.

I'm convinced it's the antidepressants that made my benzos not work for me, because it was never a problem before j was on those two medications. I'm not on any ADs currently, the one my psych prescribed my shitty fucking insurance doesn't cover and I can't afford it, so hopefully these next few weeks will let all this garbage shit get out of my system and my benzo use won't be on such fiendish levels anymore.

Anyways, I'm rambling. Apologies. I find when I'm not on any medications I just feel off and antsy on a good day which I suppose today could have been considered one of those days.

If you've read this far (much appreciation if you have, btw, thank yoiu for letting my dumbass get all my thoughts out), I didn't take a xan today. I've decided to try to take them twice a week (unless I absolutely need one) in an attempt to get my tolerance down without going through any serious withdrawals.What is the benefit of letting the pill dissolve in soda?
m - Tue, 09 Apr 2019 23:57:33 EST bnaj+/tC No.145327 Reply
If you wait 12 hours, it will dissolve into pseudo instant release in the coca cola, since it's low pH like your stomach. That way instead of using say 6mg XR, you could try using 3mg pseudo-IR for the same effect and half the duration.

benz shit

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- Sat, 30 Mar 2019 13:43:14 EST F0Y0/DFW No.145232
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benzos (diazepam) make my shit cling to the toilet
sometimes the stains stick for weeks
neva used to do this
any advice for getting rid of clingy benzo dumps?
yes its stronger than bleach
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 00:24:36 EST I6YS7H0F No.145249 Reply
Are you only having clingy shits with diazepam? If so, have you noticed that some generic manufacturers make your shit cling more to the toilet than others?

>Any advice
I would strongly say that not pooping again is your best option.
Lydia Chummermatch - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 20:02:03 EST pU1rcZ3d No.145260 Reply
Could as easy fold over some toilet paper and drop it at the general drop zone,, so it lands on that. And for the 'sake of the queen', as long as you have as I would suspect a buzz from diazepam. Clean your toilet, bathroom, sink , like once a week.

Turn on some music. have some satisfaction that you accomplished some stuff.
Graham Gollerchure - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 20:18:13 EST jjGb1Mbq No.145261 Reply
That's what happens when you eaten too much fat for it to digest properly. I know I tend to get more "ambitious" with food when I take benzos, especially diazepam

I pushed it to far.

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- Sun, 03 Mar 2019 03:36:47 EST HI/8oQLt No.144896
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I've hit my wall and I'm on my last dose of benzos for a while. I don't know how I've pulled it off but ive only ever had minor withdrawals, never more than two days, if that. I've been doing a lot of clonazolam. It's my favorite (even got me out of a DUI ebecause I made them blood test me and the hospital didn't even know what clonazolam was, the test as I expected, came back clean). I won't touch Flubromazolam for multiple reasons because that shit is something I'd give to somebody before a LONG. Surgery. Regardless. I have a very good supplier and the quality is amazing. But I have lost track of my tolerance. I took 6 xanax today and didn't feel a thing. One night I consumed at least 60 mg of Clonaz and that should last a normal person a month. Idk. Sometimes staggering it helps but I always black out and I think it and benzos are my kryptonite. I've always had an affinity for things that fuck with the gaba, such as alcohol (which I have learned to enjoy responsibly) but the root of it is, my anxiety and panic is so bad that I have gotten myself into this. I just need healthier outlets. But man, I'll save money and I wont piss people off. I think phenibut may be my answer. I am pretty good with it as I don't like the high dose effects so that lowers abuse potential. Anyways, sorry for the rant. You fuckers are benzed, you don't care. I think this is the right call. And had I used the shit right to begin with, I wouldn't be in this situation....but I just wanna say, clonazolam is by far the best benzo I've tried and I've tried alprazolam, lorazepam, diazepam, xlonazepam, chlordiazepoxide (garbage), diclaz, flam, flualp, notoxipam (garbage) and the fact that clam is legal is all the more tempting. But I'm gonna get benzed as fuck right now and that's the end. I'm gonna get back into psychedelics. Thanks for reading my novel. Slayer to all.
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Missed appointment

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- Wed, 27 Feb 2019 10:56:38 EST X6ZiVait No.144837
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TFW i was so fucked up from booze and shiet that i missed my appointment for my alprazolam script at the doctor, so i have to go a week without my alprazolam and i already feel impending doom.
TFW try to compensate with beer and pálinka but it's not working.
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Fuck Brebblehit - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 15:11:16 EST aIogu+NU No.145197 Reply
I can just email my doc for prescription renewals, does yours not offer that kind of service?
Molly Mabberforth - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 10:06:37 EST /I1Ld4ID No.145251 Reply
>Do not, and I repeat, do not use alcohol to treat this, it will make things a thousand times worse.

I am not expert in the slightest, but I tried to fix my Pregabalin withdrawal with 4 shots a night for a few nights and it lead to The Worst Withdrawal Of All Time (tm).
Edward Giblingnetch - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 10:46:23 EST 7Nf+WROK No.145252 Reply
Call your pharmacy and ask uf they cqn forward a request to refill the medicine worked for my 20mg a day valium script once

Help Needed, Etiz Taper

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- Fri, 29 Mar 2019 00:52:47 EST jMMxFpRV No.145204
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I have been using etizolam every day for 2 weeks. I have used about 150 mg. My dosage per day varies but averages at 11 or so. I was on benzos long term in the past and had seizures due to withdrawals, and I didn't mean for this to turn into such a long binge. I really want to make sure I get off them now before things get worse. So I want to taper, but don't know how long of a taper I should do due to my relatively short use period. I really want to avoid any serious w/d symptoms. I only have etizolam, but I have a lot.

I was thinking about taking 9mg a day for 3 days, 8 for 3 days, and so on. I'm terrified of getting hooked long term again so I really want to get off now.

>tl;dr:took 150mg tiz in 2 weeks every day and need to taper off

any help would be appreciated so much
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Rebecca Blythegold - Fri, 29 Mar 2019 19:07:28 EST jMMxFpRV No.145217 Reply
I can't and even if I could I couldn't wait for how long itd take to ship. Looks like I'm stuck with the etiz taper
Polly Hudgechuck - Sat, 30 Mar 2019 10:16:06 EST NNFrk6P1 No.145228 Reply
That's extremely steep for a gram of Diclazepam, it can easily be gotten for $20
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 30 Mar 2019 11:26:03 EST I6YS7H0F No.145229 Reply
4g red vein Kratom + 10mg diazepam right now
I wake up feeling dead. I need a fresher start.

You got yourself into this situation. Use the Ashton Manual or the 10% per week reduction process until you receive diclazepam. Afterwards, begin to stabilize on diclazepam until you’re fully on just diclazepam. Then, fully taper off.
Time and money aren’t great excuses, OP.

How long do kpins stay in urine

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- Wed, 27 Mar 2019 07:29:04 EST XH9YnX1I No.145172
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On the 19th I stupidly blacked out and took my entire prescription of klonopin, 15 mgs, in one night. Last night on the 26th, I took a urine test. Will this still be detectable in large amounts in my urine? I think I have a faster metabolism. I am prescibed it so it's okay if it comes up, just not in large amounts. Thanks.
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Fucking Moblingwell - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 20:03:17 EST 9lX+4Ynt No.145178 Reply
Also if its a dipstick test it doesnt matter your levels. If they send it to a lab then mayb but your prescribed you have nothing to worry about. Pop one and kick back
Fucking Moblingwell - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 20:27:41 EST 9lX+4Ynt No.145180 Reply
I would always go through my script in a couple days. That way at least for me i never get withdrawal or have a tolerance
krill !q8zLDTZaC. - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 11:09:40 EST ZiXO3/H2 No.145194 Reply
I'm somewhat sure that a blood pull would be required to gauge the amount in your system.

Ativan & Klonopin on pee tests

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- Mon, 11 Mar 2019 17:31:12 EST bTPHhl7W No.144982
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I have a prescription for a small bottle of Ativan, and my ladyfriend has a monthly scrip of Klonopin... do different benzos show up on urine tests (might not even have one this week, and they seem like really basic tests) or can they differentiate between one or the other in my system? I'm not even that big on these badboys, but they are helping me sleep while I acclimate to a higher dose of Cymbalta/recover from a back injury the other month
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David Cherrymore - Wed, 20 Mar 2019 00:04:31 EST ny+ETlxh No.145092 Reply
>very expensive.

Nigga...im on probation and they make ME pay for all my tests. A GC-MS is only like 30 bucks. A hair test is what's truly expensive.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 26 Mar 2019 02:14:58 EST I6YS7H0F No.145154 Reply
It really is varied, but having a benzo prescription isn't a golden ticket. The only loophole outside of using clonazolam is to have a lorazepam script and using diclazepam on the side. Usually, people are just trying to see if you piss hot for a drug. If wanted, deemed necessary, or whatever else it is completely possible for lorazepam and clonazepam to be differentiated if/when you have a positive test for benzos.
m - Tue, 26 Mar 2019 02:28:43 EST bnaj+/tC No.145156 Reply

This is what I personally do and I think it's the most reasonably obtainable scenario.

I get both subutex/suboxone (my choice) and adderall/dexedrine (my choice) from my sub doc. All I had to say was I was diagnosed with ADD years ago and that ritalin and concerta helped somewhat, but didnt work well enough.

Then downside was he said from the get go no continuous benzo, z-drug, or gabapentinoid scripts period because I'm on buprenorphine. However, I was given a single script of 20x1mg lorazepam tablets during my divorce proceedings.

So now I can legally piss hot for diclazepam and it just comes back as positive for lorazepam and delorazepam (not normal to come up for both). My doctor just thinks I metabolize it weirdly. I also use etizolam and xanax occasionally, but not for the 10 days leading up to the test. The same goes for cannabis; I wait 3-4 weeks of not using to pass my test.

Since I've never failed a drug test or a pill count/early refill, I only have to see the doc every 11 weeks now. If you're looking to milk the system for profit and to get high, subs+addy+RC benzos is the way. I don't sell them because I'm saving them long term, but if I were to sling these subutex for as much as $20ea, that would be a whopping $900-1800/month, and it only costs me like $200-250/mo and another $250 or so every 11 weeks.

Getting a benzo script isnt really worth it. They're the cheapest and easiest drug to obtain online legally. Its only worth it if you have no interest in uppers, or if you get regularly drug tested for work.

BWB: My first BWB

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- Mon, 15 Oct 2018 05:00:41 EST 1jh8y3GQ No.143829
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>10mg Diazepam
>A 40 of cider done in easily an hour.
>tokes off the vape

Gone and lost. I could lose my mind. My body is cold I feel a frost. Substances have been so kind. Should I take more? You decide.
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High Strung - Sun, 24 Mar 2019 09:55:03 EST VPU/mRFL No.145137 Reply
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3mg Clonazepam, reading the news in my bed robe, enjoying my last pot of Kusmi Anastasia blend Russia tea :((( with a bagel, and listening to Telemann's Viola Concerto in G Major. Pic related, it's me right now.

That perfect mix of caffeine and benzos that gives you that nice smile on your face.
Beatrice Binnerhall - Sun, 24 Mar 2019 14:05:23 EST 8FRDOQhb No.145138 Reply
1mg clonazzepam/ 2.5g phenibut / 8mg etizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz


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- Sun, 17 Mar 2019 20:05:43 EST JutGgmN6 No.145069
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I took benzos for bout 4 years, purely as told to by my doctor. I've taken klonopin, valium, and lamictal. I've been w/ding for about 8 months now and I'm still suffering my dudes. Brain zaps, digestion issues, throwng up, anxiety from practically everything. I tapered off real nice too. I tapered for like 3 months. Is there anything I can do to stop this super shit feeling and these symptoms? I tried Kratom, but it seemed to just make it worse. Should I try again? I'm willing to try anything. I just wanna go back to normal. How much longer is this shit going to last?
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OP - Wed, 20 Mar 2019 01:18:15 EST JutGgmN6 No.145094 Reply
Sorry for your losses. My sister also died in a really bad car accident.

I wish I'd never taken them honestly but I assume it has to do with the doctors I was seeing at the time. I also assume my background and state might have something to do with why. There were times things were messed up by the docs and I couldn't get them on time because of them being a controlled substance. My spouse has a bad back that makes it to where he is unable to do a lot of things now and he is young, but they just want him to take Ibuprofen for now. I don't get it, but I know some of them are getting worried about their licences and even turning away people who "need" whatever they actually would not abuse. I still have half a bottle of Valium pretty much but I do not want to take it ever again if I don't have to.
David Cherrymore - Wed, 20 Mar 2019 02:40:46 EST ny+ETlxh No.145095 Reply
Thanks man, I know its just a matter of hopping around if need-be but this shit where they can see your scripts for controlled substances makes it easy to label you a drug seeker and tell you to fuck off.

How did your sister die in a car accident btw? My girl totally got wrecked in head on and smashed...the pictures were fucking awful. Nothing like making love to a girl you think youre going to marry...looking into her eyes and then seeing them now in a dialated dead stare and cops poke and prod her fucked off nude body.

ehh sorry...I dont expect you to tell me details but I think its important to know how our loved ones die.

I think she mightve been drunk but AZ wont release records to anyone unless theyre immediate family or spouse, so ill never know the autopsy results.
OP - Wed, 20 Mar 2019 14:46:47 EST JutGgmN6 No.145097 Reply
My sister was living with my mother and had a 2 year old daughter at the time. My mom had just had surgery and they were hanging out but my sister said she wanted to go get her "last pack of cigarettes" and she was going to start using an electronic cigarette. On her way back home, we know her ex husband was texting her but we don't know if she was trying to text him back. Around 5:30 ish she came around a sharp curve and went off into a yard. She over-corrected trying to get back on the road and it flipped her car once and landed on its wheels. She wasn't buckled in even though I had talked to her about that. She was partially hanging out of the driver side door but I never got to see her. My brother did see her at the scene and lied about it for some years until I was having really bad images pop up and then he told me it wasn't as bad as I was thinking and that he had seen her. We were not allowed to see her at the wake or funeral which were on the same day. I still can't really go to her grave and I don't really go to funerals anymore. Since then I have lost a few more people, but she was the first "big" person I lost that I cared about so much. I was the oldest. I do know she had drank about 3 beers but they said she wasn't intoxicated either. I really don't believe what all they had to say honestly. It is all a very horrible thing to have to go through and I wish you the best in going through it as well. I don't think me seeing my sister would've done any good so I'm kind of glad about that but I really wished I could have to really "know" it and make it more "real". My sister and I were on very good terms around that time though so I didn't have to regret a whole lot there.

I just trusted the docs after that loss and then the benzos didn't do much of anything for me except seemingly get my body/brain addicted. I've only had two doctors prescribing me the benzos. Not sure if I went elsewhere if I could have gotten them but I stuck with my psychologist because he is a really nice guy and pretty understanding imo.

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