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Yes, yes IMO it does truly happen, or at least ~95-98% recovery. Here's my presonal story, that I'll try trucate for your convenience, but spoiler alert I just took ~9.5-11mg of oral etizolam...
for the first time in maybe idk 2-4.5 or 5+ days, delivered orally via 151 proof/ 75.5% ethanol tincture prepared at approximately 1mg etiz/1ml of 151 spirits, guaranteed ~0.8-0.85+mg/ml for sure (long story short), yet the continual, accumulative spirit evporation over time that normally occurs on a consistent and accumulative basis, as is inherent in the consistently repeated process of measuring out ~3-15ml doses of a etiz-laced spirit from an (even just temporarily) uncapped 151 spirit bottle, strongly supports the educated guess that such potential perceived "overdilution"/"underdosing" of said tincture is either already currently offset (or is otherwise guaranteed to offset in the future at some future points) by an unknown degree/rate in which the 151 spirits have evaporated, thereby notably reducing tincture volume and thus increasing tincture etizolam concentration.
Which btw, as I'm "stuck" using uses 75.5% alcohol, which I strictly refuse to drink straight even once in my entire life (my personal limit approaches around ~60% on occasional and ~50% regularly) (purest ethanol level available for human consumption from actual liquid stores, excluding possible "gray arena: ~95-97% ethanol solution sold online nationally specifically marketed for use in various herbal tinctures), I chose the using of a solid mouth full filled mostly of 4.2% mich ultra light beer as the solution "buffer" that the etiz 151 proof tincture was rapidly successfully diffused into the light beer (squirted in vivo into previously mentioned liquid liquid columns of light beer suspended in the mouth, bring ultimately diffused via sterilized oral syringe of etizolam-laced 151 everclear solution) .
Back to your topic OP, my usage has been seen massive variation in usage levels, dosages, frequencies, drugs of choice, utilization of drug-tolernace-reducing mechanism for some months/years and not others, and unfortunately includes solid polysubstance use/abuse that further muddies the answer(s) to your question(s).
For years I abused what I'd classify as solidly moderate to occasionally moderately high benzo/thienobenzo use, but not like monster-type dosing. My benzo DOCs tended to be probably
- ~55% of etizolam in terms of total use of equivalent potency, with another
2. ~20% being 100% pure pharma xanax,
3. roughly ~6.5% being lorazepam,
4. ~0.5% being supposedly real diazepam (some was thai, most was cambodian, but I'm ~95%+ sure they were legit and ~80%+ sure they weren't underdosed)[%]
5. ~0.5% being supposed diclazepam
6. roughly ~6.5% being a myriad of z-drugs including abiem, lunesta (zopliclone isomer) sonata, with ~50-67% of said ~6.5% likely being lunesta due to my prefered for lunesta as it's objetively the most "benzo-like" z-drug commonly scripted.
7. something around ~1-2.5% being fluazlprazolam, though all but just 1-2 total doses were taken only in the sub ~200-500ug range, as its supposed ~2/2.5/possibly 3:1 potency ratio relative to pharma xanax is IMO 100% falsified garbage, with at least the physical sedation alone (at least in terms of sleep onset), being IMO much closer to roughly ~4.5-6.5x the potency of xanax instead of the often quote ~2-3:1, depending on the dosage used. Much like cLam, the flAP dose-response curve is NOT linear, though it appeared generally more linear that cLam, or the even more non-linear dose-response curve-possessing flubromazolam or flunitriazolam.
~7.5% being "low" to moderate/moderately high doses of cLam (usually just ~125-250ug for most doses, rough equivalent of supposedly 1-2mg etizolam, but definitely several months in there of roughly 102x cLam usage max at dosesarpproaching ~250-500ug, possibly up to 666-750, and VERY, VERY, VERY consumed above doses around 1mg total cLam administered within any one 24h period. It' possibly I consumed as high as ~1.25/1.5/1.75/2mg cLam are very select, EXTREMELY lomited moments in my life, and to thr brdy og my knowledge, I never exceeded 2mg cLam within any 24h period, or ~1.25-1.5mg eithin any single ~6-12hr period. Even then, such self-described cLam "high dose binges' (IMO anything above 1mg+ at once taken ~2.5x+/week is constitutes heavy significant use, anything over ~1-1.25mg, particularly ~1.5mg+ or more, taken within the same ~2.5x/week exposture duration window: definitely without a doubt but very limited in quantity and assurate, with my potentially biased memory
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So, with my history of use largely explained, I'll say this. It took a solid, serious ~18-24 months of ~99.99% benzo cessation (talking maximum 1-1.5mg xanax equivalent once every 90 days or less, and no more than 4mg equivalent over entire 12 month period) in terms of the "hyper-anxiogesia" rebound anxiety, and an additional ~6-12 months at least partially rewiring health/semi-health non-drug coping mechanisms for stress and anxiety.
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