/benz/ Benzodiazepine Discussion
Current one isn't bumping anymore so I gotta drop a new one. /Benz/ up folks. Make the most of spring this 2019.> 1mg clonazzepam/ 2.5g phenibut / 16mg etizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
> 1mg clonazzepam/ 2.5g phenibut / 16mg etizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Benz'in on 5mg lorazepam
3mg clonazepam and big cup of coffee, at work and pretty chill. bump when disssseeeeddddd
>>145146I meant /benz/d lol, lurkin too much on /dis/ lately nb
>>1451431mg etinot having a tolerance is awesome.really calmed down the screaming voices in my head
>>145143New BWB?! I’ll bite. My fiancée and I spent the weekend at a vineyard. We enjoyed several winery tastings and tours as well as checking out a distillery. Throughout the weekend I probably took around 80mg diazepam, 5mg alprazolam, and 30mg cyclobenzaprine.
>>145150That sounds dope AF!Currently benzin on 1mg alpra and 2.5mg lorazepam with old school family guy on.
1200mg gabapentin 20mg oxycodone Feeling great tonight! Chilling and watching some asot 900 sets.
2.5mg Clonazepam after a looooooong day at school. One of those running from one end of campus to the next bein' busy. My dogs are barkin', I'm on edge from the stress of the day, and I'm just ready for the benzo lovin' to kick in and lull me to sleep.G'night folks
>>145143>Bump 12mg subutex plugged instead of the normal 4mg suboxone sublingual>handful of 10mg THC gummies from WA>1.5mg xanax, 20mg flexeril, 100mg hydroxyzine, 5mg buspar>glass of red wine Had a pitcher of michelob amberbock about 3 hours ago as well.Hope everyone is doing well. I've got a new steam account and am looking for people to play with.Anyone else got steam so I can add them? I dont have many friends these days and could always use more.
>Bump 12mg subutex plugged instead of the normal 4mg suboxone sublingual>handful of 10mg THC gummies from WA>1.5mg xanax, 20mg flexeril, 100mg hydroxyzine, 5mg buspar>glass of red wine
>>145164Added 100mg gabapentin on top with another 50-100mg staggered on the way, plus another glass of red wine.BWGABADABADOO
Light night tonight>1mg clonazepam >50mg tramadol>a bit of alcoholJust chilling and listening to some tunes. BWB motherfuckers
>1mg clonazepam >50mg tramadol>a bit of alcohol
>>145161Tool another 1500mg gabapentin and 20mg methadone. 2700mg gabapentin taken altogether in a 4 hour time frame. Starting to trip a bit from the gaba. Feelsgoodman
30mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and sipping on homemade tea brewed from ginger root with Wild Turkey 101 and honey. I’m on the fence about taking 0.5mg alprazolam and having another glass of tea. >>145165I would hit ya up, but I haven’t bought a next gen game since the Last of Us came out on PS3.
300μg Clonazolam1 Beer12mg SuboxoneAnd an energy drinkGot my urine tested today, let's see if they find the clam.
Question for BWBI just got a gram of etizolam, dissolved in 500ml of 95% alcohol. This should give me 2mg/ml if properly and equally dissolved.What would be my best way to dose this? I quickly realised 1ml is far more liquid than I thought, too much to drop on blotter/toilet paper. Should I just mix 1ml in with a drink and down it?And is it safe to assume it's dissolved equally? I haven't agitated much, but the solution looks very clear without any floating specs.Just had 1ml/2mg to get an idea for how strong it's going to be.
>>145171Good Luck. I was smoked potent dabs and weed the day before a pre employment drug test. Iwas already hired for another job and passed the other jobs test so i thought what the hell lets experiment . I drank about a bottle of water every 20 mins supplemented with gatorade so i wouldnt fuck my electrolytes up. I also popped a bunch of super b complex vitamins to keep my piss yellow. To my shock i passed
2mg Clonazepam and a good book before bed.
25mg diazepam + 25mg cyclobenzaprine I’m chillin’. It’s about that time to think about a glass of kava tea, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 10-20mg zaleplon. >>145175Based on the fact of the solution being a 2:1 ratio it would likely be best to drop your solution in a drink or just take it without mixing it. A gram of etizolam would easily and fully dissolve in 100ml 95% grain alcohol (10:1 ratio). As far as going beyond a 10:1 ratio I have heard of people being able to reach a 25:1 solution, but you’ll need 100% pure ethanol rather than liquor store 95% alcohol. Too, most people opt for a PG solution for etizolam. As long as you aren’t needing to store the solution for years upon years I don’t believe that the alcohol will evaporate significantly with frequent dosing.
>>145184I was hoping to be able to put it on some type of ingestible to make it easier to give to friends, but not sure how possible that is with 0.5 - 1ml.Just bought a spray bottle to test that out, would be ideal for carrying around with me but I can't find solid info on how much it puts out per spray. Anyone have any info around this?
>>145175Just take a sip of juice, squirt 1ml or whatever dose in your mouth, and chase it with another sip of juice. It's simple. Fuck blotters.
>>145175Also you need an accurate oral syringe. Just dose it out properly, forget using mystery spray bottles and whatnot. Oral syringes are free from any pharmacy if you ask.
>>145186>>145187Yeah this is what I've been doing, it's more just if I want to carry shit around / give it to friends. Not exactly discrete having to carry a bottle of liquid with an oral syringe.Gonna see if I can find a glass vape bottle with a proper dropped, otherwise I bought a mouth spray bottle which should be fine for now.
1mg clonazepam, 200mg f-phenibut, a beer, edibles, wax, and now whippets.fuck, i love shitposting
>>145143Repeat of the old faithful>4mg suboxone>1.5mg pharma xanax>50mg hydroxyzine>20mg flexeril>200mg gabapentin, and another 200mg gabapentin in about 20 minutes>might have a glass or two of wine later when it hitsThis combo is so comfy.
>4mg suboxone>1.5mg pharma xanax>50mg hydroxyzine>20mg flexeril>200mg gabapentin, and another 200mg gabapentin in about 20 minutes>might have a glass or two of wine later when it hits
2.5mg Clonazepam and watching an episode of Russian Doll before sleep after a great night of meditation class. Feels peaceful man.
>>145143Throughout the day: 40mg diazepam, 1.5mg alprazolam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and some Indian lager. I need have to get some relief.
>>145171 Here.Test came back clean. Was a labtest, dunno if they dipsticked it, but noone said anything about any false positive.So, still riding the Clam-train. 750μgover the day. Going to a concert later. BWB!
just got a refill on my pink .5 alprazolam tablets and took about .5 gram of phenibut as well, getting ready to go into work. feelin fuckin cozy
>>145143old faithful>1.5mg pharma xanax>50mg hydroxyzine>400mg staggered gabapentin>4mg suboxone>one beer and one shot of rumTime to stop doing this combo though. Thats three nights in a row now. I'm taking a break for a while.Peace homies.
>1.5mg pharma xanax>50mg hydroxyzine>400mg staggered gabapentin>4mg suboxone>one beer and one shot of rum
>>145188You can measure how much your spray bottle puts out by spraying it carefully in a small 2 ml syringe and seeing how much it fills it with every "puff".But better to just use a dropper which is even easier to measure with the same method.NB.
>>145218Dropped should be they way I'll use it, esp when travelling.How many of you travel with etiz in a controlled state?I'm thinking of filling a few hand santaziter bottles along with a few vape bottles.Reckon that would work? It's an international flight
>>145220I would not risk that in liquid form. If you had better means of ingestion okay, but it's not worth the repercussions to be frank.
>>145221The alternative is them dropped onto either lifesavers or pez, but neither holds enough per dose.I travel with vape liquid all the time (albeit not etizolam liuqid) and they never even check.I wonder if I just soak a fuck ton into some spongey substance and go like that. Or the classic cover a whole page of a book in the liquid (although 99% chance my whole book ends up smelling like alcohol
>>145221FYI the guy I get it from travels with bags of powder and up to 500 valium tablets.No fucking clue how he gets away with it though. Maybe domestic here doesn't matter as much (not within USA)
2mg Clonazepam while reading a fascinating history book (pic related) in bed when I should be hitting the lights cuz I got work in the morning. I can't put it down though!!!!
50mg diazepam, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and 1mg alprazolam so far. Also, two sake bombs, a 12 fl. oz. Heineken, a double shot of Wild Turkey 101, and now a 24 oz. domestic wheat beer. My fiancée is bugging out that I’m drinking and taking *some* benzos at Jordan Peele’s new film, Us. And, she’s right beside me. Fuckkkkk. Just took a massive swing of vodka + blue slushee from a homie I meant in undergrad. Finna get some liquor and take a fuckton of diazepam, alprazolam, Kratom, DPH, and possibly some booze after the movie. Anyone else watched “Us” yet? Peele’s “Get Out” is still solid, but not as deep as most people make it seem. Maybe I’m just a biased asshole. >>145224Fascinating. The rise of neo-nazis and the White power movement over the past few decades is fascinating. Germany and the nations that surround Germany dealt with this bullshit post-WWII fascist reverberations before the U.K. and U.S. did.
>>145143>2mg Alprazolam>10mg MethylphenidateHead was hurting so much after 4+ hours of Algebra. Nice chill bump.
>2mg Alprazolam>10mg Methylphenidate
>>1452254g Kratom & 10mg diazepam
1500mg gabapentin. Might take another 300mg later after dinner.
Been socializing after school every week so I'm exhausted. I need a night to recharge my extrovert batteries. 3mg Clonazepam, a blunt of Sour Diesel, and a Red Bull to get me laid back and continuing reading this book about Neo-Nazis and militia movements that I mentioned earlier.Dinner tonight: pizza from a local joint and a Nation of Islam bean pie I picked up outside the train station lol
>>14523160mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 15mg morphine, 75mg DPH, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and sipping on a bottle of wine (2016 cab).
>2.5mg Klonopin>2 jays of Sour DieselOne thing I like a benzos: I can be productive on them. Not in a Ritalin or Adderrall sense, but like..... If I'm facing a very busy day, my morning dose of Klonopin actually helps so that I don't buckle under anxiety due to being intimidated by a large amount of tasks. Yaaaay no bipolar panic attacks, no PTSD flashbacks, I can get shit done.
>2.5mg Klonopin>2 jays of Sour Diesel
>>145143After last night's 2mg pharma xanax and 20mg flexeril dose, it's time to take a break. Just 4 days of daily use and 1.5-2mg xanax doesn't so jack shit anymore.Damn you permatolerance.
1800mg gabapentinFeeling good on this rainy day :)
Bumping with an extra 2mg Clonazepam and an extra bowl of weed..... Got a call from a guy I haven't talked to in years cuz we had a nasty beef, and in the course of talking I realized that I had terribly misjudged him and we patched things up, but it was pretty emotional so I had a panic attack. Hate wasting an extra 2mg of my meds but I'd like to move on with my day rather than dwelling on past petty beef.
>>14514310mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine + glass of wine 12 hours ago10mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine + a glass of wine now
>>14514320mg valium 30mg ritalin and a joint
>>145240I understand how you feel HS. BP Attacks or PTSD I may not have. My anxiety, panic & catastrophic thinking can turn tasks into one big mess. Then bumping on the Benz Truck (RIP), Let's you get through your day.Good to hear it helps you so much. I believe you're one of the people in BWB who is in Masters or PhD studies. am I correct? It can be a lot of work & I'm basically only doing undergraduate. I don't Bump to often as you can tell but I like to try keep up to date with posters such as you drm, ,m, Dr, Katz etc. I'm just trying to get off benzos but the social stress is forcing me back into them. BWB on:>20mg Diazepam>20mg Propanolol >800mg Magnesium>54mg Concerta Happy BWB Everyone, inshallahm to some, blessings to other, prayers & peace for those who need them. Have a great day everyone going forward.
>20mg Diazepam>20mg Propanolol >800mg Magnesium>54mg Concerta
>>145255Propanlol is mainly useless for me and I mainly stay away from diazapam coz the shit can be addictive
Morning prescribed dose of 2mg Clonazepam and smoking a bowl of VERY well-grown Sour Diesel after a long morning of editing a book review I'm hoping to submit to a history academic journal. I'd say it was a good morning.Pic related, it's the book I'm reviewing
>>145255Awww! Thank you so much! In terms of grad students, Dr. Katz and I are both grad students. I'm the one who's pursuing his PhD in History. It means a lot that this community is able to connect and feel safe to talk about our lives, ones that are often difficult (and thus the cause that we are prescribed or turn to benzodiazepines).NB cuz just bumped, but very very thankful and know the feeling is very mutual, Chan :)
Classmate and I exchanged 2 1mg pills of Clonazepam for 1 bar of Xanax that she's prescribed. Bless that gal.>2mg Alprazolam>2mg Clonazepam>A blunt of kush split with my rooommateNow eating a leftover gourmet sub sandwich (book talk was catered tonight fuck yeah) and drinking some hot milk while catching up on my podcasts until I nod off to sleep, rain falling against my window, mixing benzos knocks me into the best sleep EVER. Snug life.
>2mg Alprazolam>2mg Clonazepam>A blunt of kush split with my rooommate
>>145267Good lucking taping off benzos. You sound hooked as shit.
>>145268hahahhah i 2nd that, WELCOME TO THE SEIZURE CLUB
Throughout the day: 10 hours of counseling and meetings, 30mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 15mg cyclobenzaprine, two shots of whiskey, and two glasses of wine.I'm about to take 10mg zaleplon and knock the fuck out.>>145267Bruhhhh. During finals Spring 2018 a classmate of mine told me that she copped some morphine and oxycodone from a friend in my university's parking lot. At the end of class she gave me "a pill," which turned out to be a 10mg oxycodone. Oxycodone as a gift for finals should be standard for graduate students.2mg clonazepam = 2mg alprazolam. Solid trade, especially if this chick has a legit script and doesn't buy pressed bullshit.>>145268HS is fine. Chill back, young poster.
Been cruising on 2.5mg lorazepam last two hours, about to hit 20mg diaz and just chill out.Katz how long have you been a benz head?Im 28 and benzos have always been my go to. I reckon ive been on them 10~years.**hoping tomorrow i get my 500mg alprazolam order. Would be a very kool day if so 😁**
2mg Clonazepam1 bowl weedSlice of pizza with a root beer while listening to a fascinating podcast about Pizzagate.
>>145271I was initially prescribed a 1mg lorazepam in 2011 by a dentist. Summer 2012 I was first prescribed 0.5mg clonazepam PRN. I went pretty deep from 2013 to 2016 as much as “benz head” status could be placed. I’m still prescribed benzos, but I try not to drink nearly as much as I did a few years ago as well as using my meds responsibly. nb - no benzos yet
>2.5mg Clonazepam>2 bowls Master KushMan it was one of those DAYS. Those days that was like.... you get up super early and you run so many errands across town that it feels like 2 days in 1? Yeah. One of those days. "I saw the weirdest thing while I was grocery shopping yester- oh wait that was this morning."Yeah, I deserve some benzos.
>2.5mg Clonazepam>2 bowls Master Kush
>2mg clonazepam>900mg gabapentin staggered>200mg tramadolI'm pretty fucking comfy lads. I usually try to stay away from opis, but my friend gave me a good deal on some leftover tramadol that I couldn't pass up. BWB bitches
>2mg clonazepam>900mg gabapentin staggered>200mg tramadol
>>145143Yesterday's intake: 60mg diazepam, 5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, three glasses of a weird red wine blend, and 100 cartridges of nitrous spaced out. I actually had a glowing nitrous experience that wasn't fiendish in the slightest. Very pleasant and euphoric with some introspection regarding life as a whole and more specific personal topics. I passed the fuck out after taking 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 30mg diazepam, and 4mg alprazolam all out once. My sleep was wonderful, /benz/.Today: 10mg diazepam, two cups of home-brewed ginger tea, and a glass of red wine while writing my bi-weekly paper for a child cognitive development elective. The paper primarily discusses milestones in childhood linguistic development and Noam Chompsky's nativist view versus learning-perspective theory. My fiancée wants me to go out with her and her work friends tonight, so I'll likely take benzos and have a small amount of alcohol rather than getting shit faced drunk.
>>145286Nice Dr Katz. You seem to have a good grip on where your heading in life. Paper sounds interesting. Bump on first 2.5mg Lorazepam. Script is running low, planning on benzing out with my PlayStation today, old skool Ratchet & Clank. Need some quality time to myself, chickie im seeing is starting to get, ah, clingy to say the least.
25mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam along with some booze. I’m the DD for a 1980s themed club tonight. My fiancée just biffed her toe on the dance floor, but we found a few couples with PK plugs that are also in their early to mid-20s. Definite future potential plugs. More booze.about to take 0.5mg alprazolam in an hour or so. >>145287Thanks, William. Big thanks, actually. I am currently on two alternate lists for doctoral programs, am getting married in May, and I will complete my master’s degree in May as well. Life is dope, dude. Are you playing old school games from PSN downloaded on a PS4 or are you actually on an old school console? Shout out to old games, bruh.
7.5mg diazepamfat daddy strain indica weedJust chilling on the couch playing vidya
>>145288Im thinking who the hell is william, ah wait, i am! Since im posting a bit i may as well think of a name.... Mr Benz. Since i love my benz and Mercedes as well. Yeh dude got off PS network on sale. Never played as a kid so thought it would kill some time. Graphics are pretty kool BUT ya know whats kooler? Ma Alprazolam came. Wooo bump on 1mg Alpra and 1mg Lorazepam to get my busy day started! Happy benz yall
>900mg gabapentin>10mg flexeril>tons of vodkaI'd say this belongs slightly more in /hooch/ than /benz/, but whateverFeeling pretty damn comfy nevertheless. Peace y'all
>900mg gabapentin>10mg flexeril>tons of vodka
I wish I didn't need to take a date-rape drug myself to be semi-successful with dating.Well, what the hell, 2 drops of Clam-Solution in my Coffee to start my day. Yay!
>6.4mg nitrazolam>25mg hydroxyzine and promethazine eachAnyone know if Zopiclone will pop in a ua(I’m in the states where Zopiclone isn’t even prescribed) and if so what does it come up as?
>6.4mg nitrazolam>25mg hydroxyzine and promethazine each
Happy Benz yall!! What a day. Started off1mg Lorazepam and 1mg alprazolam, confidence through the roof! Work was chill as, or at least i was. It was so chill i got blown in the work toilets then bent her over and had my way. Fuck feel like a male prostitute getting paid to have sex. Now bumping on a full 2.5mg lorazepam and 2mg alprazolam with the biggest smile. You said it Dr Kats LIFE IS GOOD.
>>145143Had to go up on my SSRN recently so taking more diazepam than I normally would to fight off these weird adjustment feelies took 20mg earlier today and it didn't quite get me there, 25mg here I go
>>145143BWGABAergic>100mg gabapentin>bottle of red wine>100mg hydroxyzine>10mg buspar>20mg cyclobenzaprine, which is nice>25mg promethazineJust hoping for comfy sleep honestly. No more benzos for at least a week, as I have a drug test with my doctor before I leave for Thailand.So fucking excited to go! And gabapentin+ flexeril + hydroxyzine +booze isn't too bad of a combo seeing as there's no benzo involved.
>100mg gabapentin>bottle of red wine>100mg hydroxyzine>10mg buspar>20mg cyclobenzaprine, which is nice>25mg promethazine
>1mg clonazepam>20mg flutazolam>25mg promethazine Recently scored this bottle of soma which is definitely expired, but at least it’s still sealed, and expired or otherwise these are the only somas I’ve been able to get my hands on in years so I’m still calling it a win.
>1mg clonazepam>20mg flutazolam>25mg promethazine
>>145328nb cause not /benz/'d but fuck yeah, Soma is the fucking shitI was almost certain they stopped prescribing them years ago or were at least prescribing them VERY sparingly, last bottle I found was last year and it expired in 2011 and I've read online that people previously prescribed Soma for years can't get it anymore for some reason.I recently got a connection that is actually still legitimately getting prescribed Somas, and that blew my mind. I think dude has major chronic pain issues as well, though.If you don't mind sharing, how'd you acquire that bottle? This whole Soma shit is fascinating to me for some weird ass reason, and that bottle looks cool. Just curious!
>>145329Apparently they made them a controlled substance back in 2011(which is probably the last time I had soma now that I think of it), which might explain why they aren’t as common as they were back in the day. I traded a bit of weed for the bottle from a friend though.
>>145333You got the far better end of that trade then my friend lol. Enjoy them, even though they're super expired they're still fucking great (imo) even in smaller doses. Very strong shit. I'm sure you know though, I'm just rambling due to nausea induced lack of sleep lmaoI would totally keep that bottle too, if you're into that kind of thing. I love old bottles of all kinds, and that one looks cool as hell to me for whatever reason for being a prescription bottle.Enjoy friend, hope you and y'all have an alright day. nb
Bump. 2.5mg alprazolam along with a nice latte. Got the day off fellow benz-ites so plan on organising see the doc over next couple of days get my lorazepam refilled. Might see if i can change to clonazepam. Feelin benzed already should be a dope day. Happy Benz brothers n sisters
Can anyone explain why my name keeps changing???
>>14514310mg etizolam but i been super hung9ver all dqy so 8 cant say im enjpying it too much atk3ast n9 anxiety
>>145340Jesus Christ. Fuck off, newfag.
>>145344No, i wont. Deal with it "faggot". Have a benz and chill out theres no need to start getting aggressive over literally nothing. Happy benz. Bump on another 2.5mg alprazolam
>>145345its cus ur gay
>1mg clonazepam in the morning >50mg promethazine >5mg nitrazolam>2.5 (expired) 350mg somas>3mg suboxone Feeling chill as fuck rn>>145335I don’t have any new ones to compare them to but these definitely still have some punch left in them, it seems like I’ve already built up a bit of a collection of pills and the various boxes and bottles they come in, so I’ll definitely be saving this one.
>1mg clonazepam in the morning >50mg promethazine >5mg nitrazolam>2.5 (expired) 350mg somas>3mg suboxone
>>145326BWBDid my drug test early, so good to go!>2mg pharma xanax>20mg flexeril>50mg hydroxyzine >8mg suboxone earlier Comfy fam
>2mg pharma xanax>20mg flexeril>50mg hydroxyzine >8mg suboxone earlier
>>145346This>>145345It's incredibly obviously you're a total newfag to chan sites and its frankly embarrasing you're trying to establish yourself as a long time visitor to this board like Katz or some of the other long time lurkers. Also, it seems painfully evident you don't know much about benzos, yet you're STILL trying to act like you're in the upper echelons (which in a chanenvironment is cringey in itself), yet you don't even know what a tripcode is or how to even change your name. Like, seriously dude, you're embarrassing as fuck. "Take a benz and chill brooooo" lmao fuck off you cringey ass faggot. You're only prescribed lorazepam for fucks sake, and presumably you're on some sketchy ass DWM or street alp, yet you act like you've been on /benz/ for years.Just fuck off with your cringey ass ego lmao
>>145345I admit where I'm wrong, according to you you've been a "benz head" for 10 years, yet you're only prescribed 1mg lorazepam.Anyways, that's not the point. You're an embarrassing newfag and it shows hard. Fuck off reeeeeeee
>>145352Lol, you have no idea what i am prescribed. Ill let you believe what you want. Your opinion just shows your maturity. Good luck in your future.
>>145354I'll tip my fedora to that, fellow anonymous hacker. See you on circlejerk!
>>145143Only got 2 hours of sleep yesterday early morning after being up all day/night/morning because of nausea and pretty bad anxiety. Sleep at 6/7am, wake up at 9am, tried to stay awake all day so I could try to get a decent nights sleep but I fell asleep for literally like 10-20 minutes max and I'm all panicked and nauseas again. So I'll count these two days as one bump I guess, fuck it>3mg Xanax ER mid afternoon yesterday to help with nausea/anxiety, apparently took a 10 minute nap and fucked everything up>1.5mg Xanax ER an hour ago for bad anxiety, and try to get to sleep, doesn't seem like that's going to be happening though>4mg Lorazepam just now>possibly gabapentinOn one hand I'm trying to limit my benzo use to lower tolerance, but on the other I'm extremely nauseated and anxious and borderline panicking all fucking day from cold turkeying my anti depressants and probably withdrawals from benzos, so I need the fucking benzos to not go fucking insaneAm I possibly withdrawing from benzos? Long story short, I went from taking double digit (above 30 at least) amounts a week to get any kind of relieve due to other medications interfering, to trying to limit myself to 2-3 Xanax a week. Is this addiction? This shit sucks, but fuck the benz help a so fucking much man. I'm trying. But I'm driving myself fucking mad Anyways, BWB!
>3mg Xanax ER mid afternoon yesterday to help with nausea/anxiety, apparently took a 10 minute nap and fucked everything up>1.5mg Xanax ER an hour ago for bad anxiety, and try to get to sleep, doesn't seem like that's going to be happening though>4mg Lorazepam just now>possibly gabapentin
>>145357Forgot one more thing to bitch about, when I'm anxious I eat fucking constantly. I'm not obese since I stay active, but I am overweight, and obviously taking more benzos right after eating won't produce the desired effects as noticeably or take longer to notice.So basically I'm fucking fucked and I genuinely want to die, but fucking I don't know. nb
>>145358Hey brother, you shouldnt be suffering withdrawals from benzos if in 48 hrs you have had 3mg ER Xan, 1.5mg ER Xan and 4mg Lorazepam. These all have long half lifes and effects should be prominent for a while. Feeling ill may be because your coming off anti depressants. I know when i was on SSRIs they made me feel like shit. Benzos in high doses give me the munchies too! I would see your local doctor and see if they can taper you off anti depressant that might be your first step. Lifes worth living dude, we all just need to find the right balance between work/stress and enjoyment. Hope this helps
>>145359I truly appreciate your kind words.
>>145359Fuckin A, fat fingers hit submit when I wasn't done.My psychiatrist was the one who took me off the antidepressant because it was making shit alot worse, and prescribed me another AD (Deplin, never heard of it but apparently no insurance covers it so I can't afford it) so I haven't been on anything for a couple weeks. I want all this bullshit out of my system anyways, and I see him next week and tell him about that shit. Anyways, I really do appreciate your kind words, dude. Managed to get some sleep last night, too, so here's a BWB!>1.5mg Xanax ER>2mg suboxone
>1.5mg Xanax ER>2mg suboxone
>>145362All good man. If you've gone almost a week with no SSRIs i would say that your at the tail end of the mental hell they put you through. Benz up, stay calm during the day. Drink lots of water and once your free of work or commitments really relax, find something you enjoy doing as a hobby, probably Benz up even more and get a good nighs rest. 👊 BWB 2mg Alprazolam
Hot fucking damn, good news /benz/! I am graduating on time with my masters degree next month and have just accepted an offer of admission to counseling psychology doctoral studies starting this August! Shit is looking up.20mg diazepam + 1mg clonazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam >>145362Definitely do NOT cold turkey antidepressants. Brain zaps are no joke.
>>145364Dr. Katz. Your name should read Dr. Katz (the mother fuckin superstar) pardon the language, im aussie we swear a bit. Thats really exceptional dude! bump on 10mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam and 2mg alprazolam from 3 hrs ago. Lifes chil bra
1mg clonazepam, not really anything. going to have a dab and play some darksouls before bed. i'm trying not to do any other downers than my rx'd stuff, at least for the next two weeks.
>>145364Okay, original bump correction: 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg clonazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 10mg cyclobenzaprineSince then: another 10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and two glasses of red wine. I'm trying to lock down a GA position and RA position for this August while still working on homework for the weekend. I just received an email from my advisor a few hours ago regarding the contents of the GA position, which will be reviewed tomorrow. Better late to find out than never. God damn. It's past 3:00 and I am heavily debating taking another 0.5mg alprazolam and/or 10mg diazepam, but I know I'd be better off just waiting. Waking up is going to suck a fat ass dong. My psych and I will have a session this weekend. Oddly, I feel that she'll pull me off of benzos or heavily decrease my prescriptions as she is nearing retirement and I am moving out of state in a few months. Hopefully, I can maintain my prescriptions and still see my psych every 3-6 months for medication maintenance, which has been business as usual for years now. I think the last time I had monthly psych visits were around age 19 in 2013. >>145367I know of the animated series, Dr. Katz. But, I have never read the comic or whatever piece of literature may have inspired the series (or had nothing at all to do with it).I've had the same trip for well over 6 years now, which was a combination of the character Katz from Courage the Cowardly Dog and being 18 years old with aspirations to eventually attain a PhD in psychology. I've briefly seen pieces of Dr. Katz, but never full episodes. And the Katz character/Katz Motel from Courage came about due to starting to take my Rx benzos for recreation and eventually taking plenty of psychedelics and dissociatives along with smoking plenty of weed. I just really fucked with the name.And now, my benz'd rant is over.
I did a gram over 3fpm over 2 days and right now im enjoying a baja blast with some liqiud etizolam (pg solution) its top bad i have work in an hour
>>145143Fucked up my sleep schedule tonight again, anxious as fuck all day and slept for some hours mid day and I'm pretty pissed about it. >6mg Xanax ER this morning>1.5 Xan ER and half a trazadone a couple hours agoI'm trying real hard to cut back on the the benzos but fucking fuck my anxiety has been awful lately. I'll try to lie down and hopefully some decent sleep will comeBWB
>6mg Xanax ER this morning>1.5 Xan ER and half a trazadone a couple hours ago
Just downed three of these old fuckers, starting to feel pretty chill.
>>145375And then two of these for a total of 1600mg Meprobamate
Earlier: 20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and two glasses of red wine. Now: an Old Fashioned, dinner, a glass of whiskey on the rocks, and a “bar” of 4mg alprazolam. Yes, the bar is pressed and feels much closer to 2.5mg or 3mg alprazolam rather than 4mg. But, I was given the bars for free and they do not feel anything like etizolam (or a similar RC) or any opioid. >>145374The way your dosing has been described is problematic. Please, think before dosing so often. Too, this isn’t a “pot calling the kettle black” situation, but rather a word of caution.
>>145375Damn, it’s kind of a shame equanil/Milltown(Meprobamate) fell off into obscurity, definitely more euphoric than benzos imo. I might be mistaken but I think there’s a few generic manufacturers that still makes it, but finding a doctor that would prescribe an obscure(and largely replaced by benzos) sedative/hypnotic/anxiolytic just by asking nicely is definitely a long shot.
>>145377Add on 2mg Actavis clonazepam. Finna take that other “bar” aka pressed 4mg alprazolam after I finish this essay. I really want some PKs, but all of my plugs are out of town or 2+ hours away. I’m too benz’d and drunk to drive, so I might just make some kava and Kratom tea in a bit. Again, I think the “bar” is much closer to 2.5-3mg alprazolam. Honestly, 2-2.5mg is likely more accurate. Last weekend I took one along with some K and eventually blow. That shit slapped my dick, but I was already drunk and on diazepam, Rx alprazolam, and cyclobenzaprine. I might have also taken 1mg clonazepam. I remember taking the pins that night, but I’m unsure if it was before the bar.
>>145380Okay, another "4mg bar" (As an individual Rx'd alprazolam I am confident that this pressed bar is not higher than 2.5mg to 3mg), more booze, 10mg diazepam, and finally 10mg cyclobenzaprine.Daily total: Rx'd alprazolam - 1mg, pressed alprazolam (allegedly 8mg between two bars, but feels closer to 4mg total at best) somewhere between 4mg and 8mg with me feeling that 4mg is much more appropriate, 30mg diazepam, 2mg clonazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, wine (2x 5 fl. oz. glasses), and whiskey (on the rocks, no pour... ugh.... 7+ oz.). Fuck, I am faded as hell while typing up this paper, but it's straight. I've handed in benz'd AF tests, quizzes, and theses papers over the last 3+ years, so I should be good. If not, well, fuck it!
>>145377Genuinely not trying to be a dick, but what do you mean by "problematic"? As in I'm a retard and not dosing correctly to get the most benefits, or taking too much? Just trying to clear it up!I know I'm taking alot, and I'm really trying hard to stop and to get my tolerance down. I've been considering getting some phenibut to help with the anxiety, but I'm unsure if that works on the same receptors as benzos and if it would help lower me tolerance.Unrelated, but I'm switching pharmacies since my current one has been complete shit with wait times on my medication and generally just fucking around with my meds and I'm tired of it. I heard this new one has better generics and is cheaper, so I'm excited for that!nb because not benz'd but I am on 2mg suboxone
>>145379If I understand correctly, Soma (Carisoprodol) metabolizes into meprobamate, and Soma is still sometimes prescribed for pain and muscle stiffness. Not for anti-anxiety or sedative applications, at all.
>>145383I never said soma is prescribed for anxiety(I fucking wish though), but it’s metabolite(Meprobamate) was marketed for anxiety at one point, like I said I think a few generic companies still make it, but for the large part it’s kinda fallen off into obscurity as benzos are safer and less recreational.
>>145383And you probably could have figured that out on your own faster than it took you type that.
>>145388Well, I'll go ahead and tip my fedora to your totally uncalled for passive aggressiveness towards my response on your very poorly written comment. Hope you find some peace within you for the aggravation I must have caused you for literally no reason! nb
>>145369Well at least the information in my “poorly written comment” was correct.>6mg Rilmazafone >28mg flutazolam>11.25mg Zopiclone
>6mg Rilmazafone >28mg flutazolam>11.25mg Zopiclone
>>145390Of course I tagged the wrong damn person though
>>145390As was mine, comrade! I'm sorry you still feel the need to be passive aggressive unlike an adult, though. I hope your recent dosage will help you calm down soon!
>>145399You’re right that soma isn’t prescribed for anxiety, but miltown/equanil/Meprobamate definitely were.
>>145400And never did I say it wasn't, my buddy!
>>14514320mg diazepam, 2 beers, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 15mg cyclobenzaprine. I'll likely take 10mg zaleplon and sleep like a mother fucking king tonight.
>>145143>20mg Diazepam>16mg Codiene >10mg Methylphenidate>100mg CaffieneHopefully peace will be my state of mind.
>20mg Diazepam>16mg Codiene >10mg Methylphenidate>100mg Caffiene
> No tolerance> 3mg etiz> 20mg diazepam> 70mg methadoneHappy /benz/ing comrades <3#picrelated
> No tolerance> 3mg etiz> 20mg diazepam> 70mg methadone
>>145143I'm that regard that's constantly fucking up his sleep schedule back again.*6mg Xan ER this morning cause I'm fucking tripping about a bunch of shit >fell asleep like a fucking retard >6.5mg Xan ER a couple hours ago>2mg lorazepam just now, doubt it'll do much since I just ate, I'll take another fuck itWhy the FUCK am I so fucking depressed and anxious constantly 24 fucking 7 unless I'm on suboxone, which I use sparingly. I think it may have something to do with cutting the toxic fucks that I made so many sacrifices out of my life. Well, not 100% cutting them off, but drastically reducing my efforts with them, since they put so little back in return.But that's a good thing, I'm glad I'm doing that honestly, but doing that is reminding me of mistakes I made in the past that I cannot undo now, and if I had cut these toxic people out of my life LONG ago I wouldn't have hurt so many people and I'd be so, so much fucking happier than I am now. Just regrets that I try to suppress are coming back up. I need to keep those under control.Anyways, see psychiatrist tomorrow, I'm going to be 100% honest with my benzo use, however I'm scared he's going to see me as at risk or some shit and taper me off and eventually won't allow me anymore. Any tips? I genuinely need benzos for severe anxiety disorder, and I haven't been abusing them for recreation, but I have been needing more and more to just fucking face these mounting stresses in my life. I'm just worried what to tell him because I dont want to get totally cut off or some shit There's my bump, and thanks for listening to me bitch and offering any advice m, if anybody has.BWB my friends
>fell asleep like a fucking retard >6.5mg Xan ER a couple hours ago>2mg lorazepam just now, doubt it'll do much since I just ate, I'll take another fuck it
God damn I love these little bastards, apparently they still make generics too.>1400mg Meprobamate >3mg etiz >oil pen
>1400mg Meprobamate >3mg etiz >oil pen
>>145420Hey man not sure if you've heard of a family friend named Mimaki, I'm assuming you do since you bumped while on Rilmazafone, which from AFAIK can only obtained through said family.I considered picking some up, but I desperately need to get my benz tolerance down, but some Chlorphenesin Carbamate did catch my eye.You seem to know a bit about barbs, do you know anything about those at all? They seem somewhat structurally similar to Carisoprodol and Meprobomate, but I can't find much reliable info on it Like, at all.. The affects are described to be relatively the same of Soma, maybe somewhat weaker?. Of course take that with a grain of salt.You seem kind of well versed on this subject, do you know anything about this product? Or point me towards any reliable sources to research this stuff? I researched it for a good hour and a half or so and learned extremely little.nb cause no new benz dose, but still feeling the dosages from earlier. Decided to pull an all nighter even though I see my psych early this morning. I always wake up with a panic attack, without fail, anyways, so better to be a little tired but still feeling my benzos then downing even more if I had waken up.
>>145143That feel when you got like 10 bars in the mail but can't take them because your po piss tests you every few days
Sup /benz/Refill Day has me feeling great>2 joints and 1 bowl of Sour Diesel>4mg Clonazepam-cup of chamomile teaWonderful day, but boy am I tired. Gonna sleep like a rock tonight.>>145143
>2 joints and 1 bowl of Sour Diesel>4mg Clonazepam
>1mg klonopin>10mg flexeril>900mg gabapentin staggeredFeeling pretty comfy and listening to some tunes before bedhttps://m.youtube.com/watch?v=PrU9iI2VxPE
>1mg klonopin>10mg flexeril>900mg gabapentin staggered
0,45mg Clonazolam500mg Phenibut12mg Suboxone500mg L-TheanineAnd lot's of caffeineToo much work today, but at least I'm chilled.
>2mg Clonazepam, as RX'ed by doctor>2 bowls of Sour D-3 cups of French press coffeeNow reading a good book for school. Wild stuff. Pic related, it's what I'm reading.http://california.universitypressscholarship.com/view/10.1525/california/9780520072169.001.0001/upso-9780520072169
>2mg Clonazepam, as RX'ed by doctor>2 bowls of Sour D
>1mg clonazepam>>145421I have not, it sounds potentially interesting though. I’m guessing it a derivative of Mephenesin, which is an old school muscle relaxer, and was used in the synthesis of Meprobamate. I can’t really speak for the recreational potential of Mephenesin or Chlorphenesin though.
>>145421Keep in mind not all Carbamates are recreational, robaxin/methocarbamol for example.
I just got word that one of my longest-time friends, who was a gangsta but who always had my back, has finally fallen victim to the streets. Live by the gun, die by the gun.... Live by the dope, die by the dope......I'm rolling up a blunt in his honor and popping 4mg of Clonazepam in his honor and because I'm barely able to hold back this panic attack.Fuck. Bro. I wish this was a dream. I thought you were invincible, you survived 3 stints in prison, getting shot 2x, and was able to swindle a minor Mexican cartel and live to tell the tale. I never thought you'd die. I'm not doing okay right now. See you on the other side, bro.Pic is of him, crazy bastard, 1979-2019
20mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and a red lager>>145431My condolences, HS. I hope the best for his family, friends, and loved ones in this difficult time.
>4mg Clonazepam>2 bowls of Sour DieselI don't have to be anywhere until 8:00pm today I found out. Still could only sleep 5 hours last night. Like I said only reason I'm not sobbing my eyes out in a panic attack.But OG's never die, they say.....
>4mg Clonazepam>2 bowls of Sour Diesel
Continuing my benz binge in honor of my home.... I think I'm at 6mg total today?....Supplemented by another blunt of Sour Diesel, 2 extra-large can of Red Bulls....... I know I'm like a broken record but we were tight for almost 19 years and just as I was getting ready for bed last night.... bam. He's gone. I know drugs aren't the answer to healthy mourning but just.... just for a day or two. Just let me step back from the situation for a bit.
>>145143I'm in Bangkok right now. The pharmacy ultimately allowed me to buy diazepam without a script, but he kept asking for one. I told him I had a script in the USA but that I forgot it and needed diazepam "for the plane ride" lol.I took 30mg last night, and I have to say I dont enjoy it as much as I thought I would. It takes a while to kick in, is more subtle than xanax, and doesnt seem to "smack" enough at once to really feel care free. The one benefit of valium though is it definitely is a better muscle relaxer than xanax.Last night I was on adderall+valium+bupe+nitrous+booze.>bump, 30mg addy and 10mg diazepam for the hangoverI love Thailand so far. I think I'll try to buy clonazepam once these 10 10mg diazepam run out. Oh btw the 10 valium only cost me 350 baht, or like $11.66. I didnt want to try haggling because being respectful worked very well. You all should check out Thailand some day.
>bump, 30mg addy and 10mg diazepam for the hangover
Just downed 2,000mg Meprobamate, already feeling fantastic.
>>14514340mg diazepam (spread out over 18 hours), 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 0.5mg alprazolam, 75mg DPH, 5mg oxycodone, and two beersAdding on more alprazolam and oxycodone would be ace, but I have to be up rather early tomorrow morning. Hot damn, I have been celebrating the fuck out of being admitted to doctoral studies. Full fucking funding the first year plus a stipend?! -it's damn nice.
>6mg Xanax ERMan I'm kinda starting to think fuck these Xans. It's probably my tolerance, but they're barely doing anything anymore. They worked for when I was detoxing from my other meds for a week or two, but now I'm starting to think they're becoming detrimental. I staggered 6mg since 9am before I started my new job at 2pm and I was still a fucking absolutely nervous wreck the whole time I was there.I feel like I've read sources that say alprolazam raises tolerance extremely quick? I don't feel like I'm addicted to benzos, but I legitimately have serious anxiety issues, and I'm scared these ERs fucked my tolerance up big time. And I need benzos to fucking calm down and, you know, actually be fucking somewhat normal in public.I miss my 2mg clonazepam. Those worked great when they worked. I fucking pray I can get back on those and they work as well as they have before.Seriously, can someone offer any tips on possibly lowering my tolerance (besides taking less, obviously), or offer any decent anti-anxiety solutions that won't raise my tolerance? I REALLY want to keep this fucking job and I'm so worried about how today went, I don't want another day like it, I'm usually not that nervous and I'm worried I came off as "that weird ass guy" on my first fucking day.I have plenty of Suboxone, maybe I'll take small doses of that next time. Those always put me in a good mood, but tolerance bullds fast. Considering phenibut but I'm pretty sure that works on the same receptors as benzos or whatever, so that's out. Maybe I should make a separate thread for these but I don't want to shit up the board.Sorry for the stupid ass long post. I'm still a nervous wreck but I'm trying not to take any benz at all for at least a week. Im desperate to get bsck to baseline.
>6mg Xanax ER
>>145443>>145443Meant to say alprazolam. Sorry I'm fucking retarded, nb
>4mg Clonazepam>2 bowls of NYC Diesel (80% sativa)-2 large 16oz cams pf Red Bull-Bagel from awesome Jewish deli in ManhattanWe're gonna be doing a meditation circle after zikr today for my homeboy.
>4mg Clonazepam>2 bowls of NYC Diesel (80% sativa)
Bumping yet again>3mg Clonazepam>1 joint OG Kush>2 bowls of NYC Diesel>5mg Adderall (half a pill gifted to me)-Tall Monster WhiteA golden evening.
>3mg Clonazepam>1 joint OG Kush>2 bowls of NYC Diesel>5mg Adderall (half a pill gifted to me)
>>145143Coming off a month long Ketamine bender but I'm finally ready tonhang up that towel.> 15mg Diazepam to get me through the night> Chainsmoking cigarettes and weedThe metaphorical volume on life was really high but it's turning down.
> 15mg Diazepam to get me through the night> Chainsmoking cigarettes and weed
>>145143>BWB 30mg diazepam Today I went to Hua Hin market and beach in Thailand. I'm LOVING thailand. I need more diazepam soon. The pharmacies will give me it "for my flight out of here", but only 10x10mg diazepam max per visit.
>BWB 30mg diazepam
>time of year where morning prayer is at 4:45am>wake back up at 7:00am for morning shift all the way in Manhattan>it's storming balls right now"Fucking bite me, life" I mumble to myself>realize it's Passover/Holy Saturday>that means no work today, tomorrow, and half of Monday"HOLY SHIT">1 joint NYC Diesel>2 bowls NYC Diesel>5mg Clonazepam>that last 0.5mg Adderall my friend from mosque gave meA big ol' pot of coffeeHAPPY 4/20 2019, FOLKS!Hope you have plenty of good weed to smoke today!
>time of year where morning prayer is at 4:45am>wake back up at 7:00am for morning shift all the way in Manhattan>it's storming balls right now
>realize it's Passover/Holy Saturday>that means no work today, tomorrow, and half of Monday
>1 joint NYC Diesel>2 bowls NYC Diesel>5mg Clonazepam>that last 0.5mg Adderall my friend from mosque gave me
GOOD MORNING /BENZ/!>2.5mg Clonazepam (might pop 1mg more later in the afternoon)>3 bowls Jedi Kush (rolling up a jay after this)-tall Monster Zero-egg, cheese, and halal beef bacon on a free bagelNow it's time to spend the whole day binge-watching Quicksand on Netflix. Gotta love a good Swedish crime drama on a chilly, overcast afternoon.
>2.5mg Clonazepam (might pop 1mg more later in the afternoon)>3 bowls Jedi Kush (rolling up a jay after this)
>>145472Christ you're annoying. Please go back to circlejerk
>>145473Yo, fuck off. High Strung is a vital member of our /benz/ community. How about you contribute something yourself instead of just telling someone off.On that note, approx 1mg etizolam from a dropper I've had for over a year now. It's amazing how long 500 ml has lasted me.
>>145473'tBruh. Don't like what I have to say? Don't read my posts. "Ignore User" is an option too. Pop a benzo, chillax, and if I bother you that much just ignore my existence. Simple as the NB
10mg Diazepam this morning. Now...>10mg Diazepam>2 Cups of 3 bag Chamomile teaI don't wish to be involved in this but however. It would seem you haven't been in /benz/ or specifically BWB for any amount of time. If you had been you would realize a lot of us like High Strung and I can only speak for myself but I actually enjoy High Strung's posts like a good book. They are pleasant & calming to read. A decent into nonsensical talk even at the lowest or mundane levels is symptom in a microcosm of the greater social problem that the world finds itself involved today. An unfortunate reality but reality nothing less. "The fish rots from the head" - "The fish is born head first"
>10mg Diazepam>2 Cups of 3 bag Chamomile tea
>>145143>>145143 10 mgs of xanax and 1 mg of clonazepam
>>145480 Thanks Chan, you're a pretty cool cat yourself. Glad you're here with me.Wellllll, it's a case of the Mondays. That means 2mg Clonazepam and 3 bowls of kush before hitting the streets to find a good bagel.
1200mg gabapentin Feeling good bros!
>3.5mg Clonazepam>1 blunt of Skywalker OG-a couple of energy drinksNow enjoying Bordertown on Netflix while finishing up this blunt and waiting for Arab food to arrive at my door for midnight munchies
>3.5mg Clonazepam>1 blunt of Skywalker OG
>>145143This past Saturday: 50mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 15mg oxycodone, 4 x 12 fl.oz. beers, and 0.5g cocaine (all spaced out over 12+ hours). Today: 25mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 5mg oxycodone, 15mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg DPH, and I’m sipping on a half/half vodka lemonade. The diazepam and cyclobenzaprine were spaced out, but everything else has been within the last hour.
>>145499Hey Katz, a while back ago we were having a small discussion about generic clonazepam manufacturers. You said Accord was shit-tier, and that's what I used to get.Recently switched pharmacies and now I get 2mg Clonazepam from Qualitest. I have a buddy who did the same exact thing before me, and he said that the ones from Qualitest are so much better. I'm just really curious what the difference between manufacturers is? Is there really that much of a difference in the generics depending on what manufacturer made it? I'm just super curious about it.Anyways, felt like I was going through withdrawals or something this whole week. Last time i took any benzo was 6 days ago, and i didnt taper. Physical flu symptoms, shaking, fever, sweating, and mentally I was so fucking out of it and foggy and the past few days have been a complete blur coupled with awful, awful anxiety. Tried to tough it out for 4 days, said fuck it and saw the doc today, got a refill on my clonazepam and took>3mg Xanax ER Feel so much fucking better. Still physically feel like shit, and mentally could be better, but I'm hoping this improves in the next couple days as well.Hope you all have a good one
>3mg Xanax ER
Took 1200mg gabapentin a couple hours ago. Just took another 600mg and drinking delicious coffee outside. What a nice day this has been :)
>3mg Clonazepam>2 bowls of Jedi KushI think I need to sink into my bed cuz fuck
>3mg Clonazepam>2 bowls of Jedi Kush
>>145143idk what but anyone here think benzos in water/juice is Nice af
>3 bowls of kush>3mg ClonazepamTriple trouble- 3 bowls 3 pills- slowly staggered across the last couple of hours. Would go out tonight but I'm rained in and too hooked on Bordertown on Netflix now. If any of you dig Scandinavian crime drama like Wallander you're gonna trip to this shit.
>3 bowls of kush>3mg Clonazepam
10mg diazepam, kava tea, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and an Arnold Palmer now. About to take another 5mg diazepam and 5-10mg cyclobenzaprine. I may make some Kratom tea OR pop 5-10mg oxycodone if my back pain doesn’t go away. nb because low (aka prescribed) dosages >>145522“The only things i dislike in this world are people who are intolerant of other people’s cultures and the Dutch” (Nigel Powers, 19??).
20mg methadone1200mg gabapentinFeeling good tonight!
Russian post has been fucked apparently. I placed an order like 2 months ago that got stuck in customs for like 40 days. I complained to the vendor and got a partial refund, but lo and behold, the shit finally shows up States side, so I got some BTC back, and got my mail.> 2.5mg PhenazepamI love the low-slow benzos. I don't need the hard hit traizolo. A dose of this shit and I'll feel the anxiolysis into tomorrow. It's not great, but it's the perfect type of uninteresting to be very useful for all my anxiolytic/sedative/hypnotic needs.
> 2.5mg Phenazepam
>>145524Took another 300mg gabapentin. Feeling fantastic!
>>145504Apologies for the late reply. The board reformatted a few weeks back, so only the last three posts of a thread are visible. Qualitest is a fine brand IMHO. I previously could only find Qualitest lorazepam at every major and local pharmacy when I was Rx'd lorazepam. Odd shit, really. With that said, I cannot comment on their clonazepam to be honest. >What the difference between manufacturers is?Well, generic manufacturers are allowed to be within a greater margin of being +/- the actual intended dosage of a medication. For some people, specific binders, fillers, and dyes do not agree with their body. For instance, some individuals might have a slightly more acidic stomach pH than average and will absorb pills differently. Not everyone notices that generic brand A has any noticeable difference than generic brand B or the name brand. However, I find the difference between brands to be night and day. >Is there really that much of a difference?Absolutely. Again, this is going to be subjective and there is definitely the place effect going on to a certain extent. If a person thinks that Teva clonazepam (R.I.P.) is the best generic clonazepam manufacturer, but now they can only obtain Actavis (due to Teva buying Actavis in 2018) then it is likely some people will feel their Actavis clonazepam is inferior to their beloved Teva clonazepam. Personally, I always went for Teva with Actavis being a solid back-up generic. However, while I would say Mylan clonazepam was bottom of the barrel garbage since I started taking benzos back in 2012, without a doubt, Accord has become the bottom of the barrel. Mylan's quality control seems to have increased, at least slightly, for their clonazepam tablets. But, Mylan's diazepam is FUCKING GARBAGE. Diazepam should never be green. I went through nearly all 90 x 10mg diazepam Fall 2017 in roughly 2.5 weeks due to my pharmacy fucking up hardcore and giving me Mylan rather than Teva. My file had stated "Teva mfg only" for diazepam. Normally I would only go through 60 x 10mg diazepam per month back then, but instead I plowed through just about all of it in half the time. There is no reason a person should have to take 1.5x or more their intended dosage to feel standard effects from a drug unless serious tolerance is built. The next month I was back with the Teva mfg and I had zero problems making my script last over a month. >Felt like I was going through withdrawalsBe careful, dude. Withdrawal is no joke. Going cold turkey with a benzo after long-term usage (i.e. daily for more than 2-4 weeks) is not a good idea.nb
>What the difference between manufacturers is?
>Is there really that much of a difference?
>Felt like I was going through withdrawals
Was supposed to go into Manhattan today but it's raining cats and dogs so fuuuuck that. Time for 2mg Clonazepam, 2 joints n' 1 bowl of the same kush I've been smoking lately... and pancakes and eggs with an energy drink for breakfast. The benzo munchies and weed munchies hit at the same time so a big breakfast was in order. Love you guys!
1200mg gabapentin Feeling good
Picked up my monthly #90 1mg Alpraz this morning... Didn't touch em all day until now. It's time. 12mg down the hatch and/or sublingual. Usually stick to my 3mg per day dose but thoroughly enjoy dropping that 12 once a month. VTEC just.. Uh almost kickin in... Yo
>>145537>V-techOLD MEME IS OOOOOOOOLLLLLLLLDAnyways, bedtime cocktail:>3mg Clonazepam>2 cones of kush>2 melatonin gummiesKnocking myself the fuck out so I'm well-rested for a busy day tomorrow
>3mg Clonazepam>2 cones of kush>2 melatonin gummies
>>1451437.5mg diazepamRaspberry kush~10mg CBD tincture this morning5mg propranolol (im super sensitive to it)Feeling chill, getting some of that body high feeling.
2400mg Meprobamate, I wish this stuff was still widely prescribed, so much more euphoric than benzos.
Took 1500mg gabapentinFeeling the come up
>>145143AHEM FUCK ETIZOLAMSOLUTIONSCANADAthey are shit dont use them thankfully i got my diazepam refillled early but do no use that shitty service
>>145546Took 300mg gabapentin on top of the 1500mg I initially took. Fucked up I am!Have a good weekend guys!
>>145143Today is one of those "study on campus like an 18 year old" days. 10mg diazepam, 5mg oxycodone, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and 2mg alprazolam (I'll take it in quarters or halves) to combat the jittery effects of an energy drink.>I fucking hate energy drinks 99% of the time, but god damn do I need to focus and coffee isn't worth the trouble right now.
>I fucking hate energy drinks 99% of the time, but god damn do I need to focus and coffee isn't worth the trouble right now.
10mg methadone-.1800mg gabapentin I'm fucked up bros! Having a good night. Hope you all are high and having a good time!
Is it already 2:00am? Damn. Good Saturday night, I'd say. Ending it with>2.5mg Clonazepam>1 joint and 1 bowl of kushAfter I finish this cup of chamomile tea and the latest episode of The Last Podcast on the Left, I am hittin' the lights and it's gonna be cooooomffffyyyyy
>2.5mg Clonazepam>1 joint and 1 bowl of kush
1200mg gabapentin and 10mg methadoneGood morning people!
>>145143trying to decide between nitrazepam, gbl, flualprazolam and flunitrazolamwhat would you suggest (also sourcing the gbl is hard and it's the best sleeping medicine ever so i'm not sure about using it now)
>>145143>3mg Xanax ER>2mg Clonazepam Trying to cut back, don't want a repeat of having to take more just to get any relief and then having withdrawals. That shit suckedPretty chill now though. Just trying to figure out life. I'm 22 and already have so many regrets I wish I could take back and undo, but obviously I can't so I'm trying my hardest to move forward and become a better person. Hopefully the right people will fall into my life during this new journey.Currently just waiting in my grandmother to get back from vacation so we can begin looking for schools. She's a huge help with that and I want her to be here to help me get on the right foot. I have a new job working in a herbal type shop where we also make soaps, bath bombs, lotions, all that in house. I love it. It's a very healing atmosphere and I really enjoy the activities we do and the people who work there seem super nice.Sorry for the blog post, just needed to get my thoughts out there. Trying my hardest to grow as a person, and I'm happy I took this step but it sucks leaving old things behind. I guess that's just part of growing up, though.Happy BWB, friends. Have a good one
>3mg Xanax ER>2mg Clonazepam
>3mg Clonazepam>half a pill of Adderall>3 bowls of dat Skywalker-French press coffeeAbsolutely wonderful morning combo, has me feeling high af but in-control. It's gonna be a good, productive day today.
>3mg Clonazepam>half a pill of Adderall>3 bowls of dat Skywalker
Took 1200mg gabapentin and 10mg methadone.Starting to feel the come up.
>>145572methadone is by far the most underrated recreational opiate desu
Currently on 1 gram phenibut, 5 mg diazepam, .5mg clonazepam, and .5mg clonazolam just for shits and gigs. Boutto go buy some brewskis. i really don't like what clam has done to my tolerance but I would be completely fucked without it. Thank god I have 210 ml of .5mg per ml solution laying around.
>>145573I'd chalk that up to suboxone, honestly. Everybody knows how recreational methadone can be.Everybody shits on it for some reason, but I guess those are people who use heroin and other opiates and try to use suboxone recreationally and it won't work as well as whatever they're used to using.Suboxone is fucking great, and I know a couple other people who only take subs and no other opiates and they have a good time with it too. nb
>>145143Refill day: 10mg diazepam and homemade Moscow mules with the fiancée.
2.5mg Clonazepam and a couple bowls of bud before bed. Mmm mmm mmmmmmmmm probably gonna listen to some corny-ass cryptozoology to bore me to sleep now lol
Don't know where to post but I guess this is my home board so...>10mg Diazepam (Already had 20mg throughout the day)>16mg Codeine >10mg Methylphenidate>100mg Caffeine>160mg Caffeine XR aka Slowly drinking an energy drink.
>10mg Diazepam (Already had 20mg throughout the day)>16mg Codeine >10mg Methylphenidate>100mg Caffeine>160mg Caffeine XR aka Slowly drinking an energy drink.
>2mg Clonazepam>3mg Xanax ER Man, sometimes these Xanax hit hard and other times they don't. I'm assuming either alprazolam builds tolerance really fast or these generics are hit or miss. Might try to get bars next time. Definitely keeping the clonazepam though. I missed this staple in my drug diet. I'm curious how the name brand stacks up compared to generics now, though.I don't fuck with RCs or presses, but anybody has a benzo they like for all day anxiety relief? Not to brag, but I can get pretty much anything with my medical history. Might try different ones to see how they compare to clonazepam
>2mg Clonazepam>3mg Xanax ER
>>145143Hangover deleted>2mg alprazolam>150mg Lyrica
>2mg alprazolam>150mg Lyrica
10mg diazepam and 5mg cyclobenzaprine earlier. Another 10mg diazepam now. >>145583Diazepam is still king, IMHO. I loved it before being prescribed and I find the drug to be much more applicable to my needs compared to clonazepam. I was on clonazepam for a good 4 years before switching to diazepam.
>>145585This may sound dumb, but it always kind of put me off how clonazepam seemed to be a seizure medication first with an anxiolytic bonus. And as much as I hate to say it, it doesn't seem to be working as well as it has when I started a few years ago, and I don't abuse my benzos. Maybe that's just the stresses of growing up and trying to "find myself" as cheesy as that sounds, but it bums me out.I may ask to try diazepam next time I see the doctor. Any pointers on how I should go about asking? I always feel bad asking to switch medications and try something new. And if you don't mind, would it be possible for you to compare diazepam vs. clonazepam in terms of how long they last throughout the day and how well they work compared to each other?I apologize for asking for so much, but you seem to be very knowledgeable on this particular subject, and Google turns up mixed results.
>>145589Forgot to add >another 3mg Xanax ERMan these shits really suck. I'm trying to get something for all day anxiety and the occasional panic attack. Idk how to go about asking for bars either without sounding like a junkie, and I'm afraid to get my Adderall script taken away as well. I'm also concerned with the price difference between generics and brand name, but generics have been pretty hit or miss lately. I don't know man, Fuck. Nb
>another 3mg Xanax ER
>>145585Add on 5mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 75mg DPH, and some relaxing teas. >>145589>>145590Much like GABA-b medications such as gabapentin and pregabalin, clonazepam was repurposed a few decades ago as an anti-anxiety medication. Now, clonazepam has its place in the benzo world, but the drug does very little for physical and psychological anxiety. Diazepam has a shorter duration than clonazepam. However, diazepam has several active metabolites lasting 2-4 full days after initial dosage (i.e. nordiazepam, temazepam, and oxazepam are still active in your body). Clonazepam, despite a longer mechanism of action, is not considered to be a long-lasting benzos but rather an intermediate benzo. >Any pointersSome docs are open to specific medication requests while others despise the idea. You know your physician best. I tried for a couple of years to switch from #90 x 1mg clonazepam + 60-90 x 1mg lorazepam OR 0.5mg alprazolam. What eventually worked was me spending an entire week in a PHP (higher than intensive outpatient, but lesser than inpatient care) to receive an alternative for clonazepam. At that time I was Rx’d 90 x 1mg clonazepam and 60 x 1mg lorazepam per month (but, I could fill my lorazepam script every 20 days) as well as muscle relaxers and z-drugs. After completing my PHP I met with my psych and she promptly bumped me from 5mg diazepam 3x/day to 10mg diazepam 3x/day. All of this happened in Fall 2016. Previously, I had directly asked for a benzo outside of alprazolam, clonazepam, and lorazepam. Basically, I had been told diazepam was an outdated benzo. There’s a damn good reason why diazepam is the least prescribed of the big four benzos in the U.S., which boils down to a terrible reputation spanning decades. I would state needing something more for physical and mental anxiety as well as something to help relax your muscles. Hell, you could even lie and say you have a family member who is prescribed diazepam as it helps them best out of other traditional benzos. >How well they work Clonazepam is really just a hypnotic and anti-convulsant. Diazepam acts on physical anxiety, psychological anxiety, muscle tension/spasms (although weaker than an actual muscle relaxer, is a minor hypnotic, and mild anti-epileptic. Diazepam works on all possible areas except for nausea, which lorazepam does help with. >>145585
>How well they work
>>145591I genuinely do have legitmate problems with psychological anxiety, have all my life and not "lol I just get nervous sometimes". Like constant worrying all fucking day, etc etc. So I wouldn't be lying on that front.I feel like as my depression symptoms lessen (for now at least, especially since I'm off some God awful anti depressants), my anxiety has skyrocketed. My main concern is just how long the anxiolytic effects of diazepam lasts compared to clonazepam as I was under the impression clonazepam was THE benzo for all day anxiety relief, but it just isn't doing it for me anymore.My normal physician is extremely opposed to prescribing me two benzos at once since I'm so young, but luckily my psychiatrist let's me try things out. Im thinking of asking to try diazepam from my physician, and asking for name brand Xanax from my psychiatrist.I'm unsure if they make generic Xanax bars, but I think I want to try to ask for name brand anyways considering how these generic ERs have been. Would it be sketchy to explicitly ask for name brand? Basically, yes, I need something for real psychological anxiety that lasts at least most of the day, while still being able to function. Is diazepam the best choice? My psychologist is pretty cool, if I ask for for bars 80% chance he'll give me bars, Xanax obviously the go to for panic attacks which I have semi regularly.Sorry for the walls of text and stupid questions but I genuinely appreciate your help dude, really. Google is no help, or maybe I'm just retarded or looking in the wrong places. And I hate to ask the docs this and come off as a junkie. Thanks alot man
>>145591Pregabalin is not a GABA agonist, A or B, nor is gabapentin. It's just phenibut.From the Wikipedia page on pregabalin "acts by inhibiting certain calcium channels. Specifically it is a ligand of the auxiliary α2δ subunit site of certain voltage-dependent calcium channels (VDCCs), and thereby acts as an inhibitor of α2δ subunit-containing VDCCs. "
20mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine >>145595Jesus Christ, monkey balls. You're right. Baclofen, phenibut, and GHB are probably the best known GABA-b agonists. Pregabalin and gabapentin are NOT listed as GABA-b agonists, which is a shock to me.>>145592How young is "so young" by chance? I was Rx'd two benzos plus z-drugs when I was 21 years old back in 2015. >Generic Xanax barsYup, there are tons and tons of companies. I would strongly suggest Greenstone, which is a subsidiary of Pfizer (well, Upjohn was before Pfizer acquired the company). Pfizer/Upjohn is the brand that introduced Xanax to the market. Greenstone and Pfizer's formulation of alprazolam is identical.Another great generic manufacturer of alprazolam is Actavis, which was recently acquired by Teva. Actavis alprazolam is damn fine and they make the "yellow bus" bars. Dava/Barr is decent; they make the "green Hulk" bars. Sandoz alprazolam is fucking trash IMHO. >Is diazepam the best choice?It is all highly subjective. I think diazepam is superior to clonazepam in terms of anxiolytic properties. Clonazepam does last longer, objectively. However, I feel diazepam is a much better anxiety medication for controlling generalized anxiety disorder (GAD), social anxiety disorder (SAD/social phobia), and agoraphobia. For panic attacks, alprazolam is great though.
>Generic Xanax bars
>Is diazepam the best choice?
>>145599Yeah, that was a pretty dumb question about generic bars on my part. Sorry about that. I'm 22, but my family physician won't prescribe me more than one benzo at a time for some reason. Luckily my psychiatrist will.Right now I think I'll ask about diazepam when I see my regular doctor, and ask about getting 2mg Xanax from my psychiatrist when I see him in a couple weeks. These ERs blow, and honestly left me worried about the effectiveness of other generics.I'm just unsure on how to ask for name brand/specific generic without coming across as a junkie. Right now I have Alprazolam ER by Actavis but they've been very hit or miss, honestly. Maybe it's just the ER type that sucks. I guess I'll just ask for "2mg Xanax" and deal with whatever they give me, honestly.Basically just worried if I ask for sometthing specific like a specific dosage I'll be labeled a "drug seeker" and get my Adderall taken away, which is prescribed to me for treatment resistant depression and legitimately the only thing that has been keeping me keeping on. So that's a huge concern for me.I suppose I just need to figure out a way to ask for Xanax without sounding too "anxious" which could get my Adderall taken away, while at the same time reiterating it's the only thing that's been keeping me going on through life (as pathetic as that sounds)Again, huge thanks to you Katz. Thanks for taking the time to help a dumbass like me.>2mg Clonazepam >6mg Xanax ER
>2mg Clonazepam >6mg Xanax ER
I can only get high from benzos if i wait a day or two before dosing. is that normal?
>>145600I'm probably overthinking it all, though. Just don't want anything taken away from me >>145601Yes, it's called tolerance nb
>>145598Took another 300mg. Up to 1500mg now. Feeling good.
>>145600Unless your psychiatrist/GP writes "dispense as written" with a brand name specifier then you should have scripts written as "brand change permissible" or something similar. When it comes to getting name brand or a generic of your choice, well, it is completely pharmacy dependent. Big pharmacies like Walgreens and CVS can be area-specific with sticking with a specific supplier or more general with which brands they will and won't carry. Every CVS I have ever been to did not allow outside generic brands to be requested, but Walgreens allows for individuals to have a specific brand for refills and initial fills on file. While you might piss off a low-level employee at the pharmacy, calling ahead and asking what generic manufacturer they stock of alprazolam in a specified dosage is not illegal. Trust me, I have called literally dozens of pharmacies to ask what they typically stock for multiple medications. Again, I strongly advise trying Greenstone alprazolam followed by Actavis alprazolam. However, every generic does not always agree with a person. Some people do not notice a difference between generics while other individuals are allergic to a specific combination of dyes, binders, and fillers. I think someone on this board has to get a shit ton of 0.25mg alprazolam or a small quantity of 2mg alprazolam as the 0.5mg and 1mg dosages contain dyes that produce an allergic reaction for them. >These ERs blowYup, alprazolam XR is pretty much useless. I would go out on a limb and say diazepam, clonazepam, and even lorazepam are better suited for anxiety than extended release alprazolam. Truly, the great thing about IR alprazolam is its ability to stop panic attacks in their tracks. The extended release version strips away any true necessity for alprazolam and makes other benzos not only more practical, but more attractive. >Worried if I ask from something like a specific dosageYeah, don't do this. Blatantly asking for a dosage without first trying the dosage you are given is very dicey and you run the risk of being labeled as a drug seeking patient. The only time I have ever "asked" for a dosage was when switching meds and stating a benzo of X dosage felt like half of the potency of another benzo (e.g. 5mg diazepam felt like 0.5mg clonazepam when I was used to taking 1mg clonazepam 3x/day and 0.5mg lorazepam felt like 0.25mg alprazolam). Effectively, I was bumped up to 10mg diazepam and 1mg lorazepam when I had mentioned my problems with the drugs. Too, I asked about going from a higher quantity of 0.5mg alprazolam (e.g. 60 x 0.5mg per month) in favor of a lower quantity with a higher dosage (e.g. 25 x 1mg per month) as taking a higher dosage was better for stopping panic attacks. With all of that said, I had already built up a solid relationship with my psych for several years. >I just need to figure out a way to ask for Xanax without sounding too "anxious"Okay, just tell your psychiatrist you are having panic attacks. Maybe even mention having a family member or colleague who takes the instant release version of alprazolam for their panic disorder. Extended release alprazolam is not very helpful for actually treating panic disorder, but it is intended for treating panic disorder as per drug guidelines. Alprazolam XR is a gigantic fucking failure of a drug.>It's the only thing that's been keeping me going through lifeNot pathetic at all. Benzos have been with me since the start of my freshman year of college, they were with me when I started my master's in counseling program, and they'll be here when I start doctoral studies in counseling psychology this August. Benzos have been with me and in my bloodstream through good and bad times. Shit, I'll be on benzos during my wedding ceremony and reception later this month. No need to feel ashamed or pathetic for needing a medication to assist with daily functioning. I'd rather be happy and risk being addicted to benzos than unhappy with an ill fitting antipsychotic or antidepressant that pose greater side-effects.>Again, huge thanksAnytime. Stay safe out there!nb
>These ERs blow
>Worried if I ask from something like a specific dosage
>I just need to figure out a way to ask for Xanax without sounding too "anxious"
>It's the only thing that's been keeping me going through life
>Again, huge thanks
>>145606Yeah, I talked to buddy of mine. I think my plan is to say the 3mg XRs aren't doing much at all, but my grandmother gives me a 1mg Xanax when I really need it (which isn't a lie), and it helps, but it's still not quite as effective as I need it to be. Maybe I'll add in about how I'm truly trying to better myself and start school, move locations, start fresh, etc and it's really stressing me out as well. Hopefully that'll work, or if it doesn't hopefully I'll at least get prescribed 1mg instant releases and can get 2mg next time. If you wouldn't mind, would you tell me if this is a retarded plan or not, or what I could do better? I won't worry about the specific generic right at this moment as my main goal is getting the script first, but your advice has certainly not fallen on deaf ears.Me and my psychiatrist have a good relationship, we both know my Adderall has literally been the only effective thing with my treatment resistant depression where all other antidepressants just made things so much worse, so I need to try to stop worrying about that so much.I'll try to stop bothering you after this lol, I think I got a plan in place. Just want your opinion on it, since you're not a retard like me and my buddy.Anyways, I took that 6mg Xanax ER to possibly get some sleep, lo and behold I'm wide awake, insomnia. Fuck those shits, and I cannot take sleeping pills. Looks like another all nighter, or just a few hour nap to get my schedule back on track (hopefully). On the bright side, my insurance has approved Spravato ketamine nasal treatments for treatment resistant depression, so I'm excited for that, at least. Benzos, amphetamine, and ketamine legally in my drug cocktail with the occasional traded suboxone when I want to feel nice. That's my.blog post for the night.Hope y'all have a good night. nb
Is it safe to take gabapentin while on suboxone?Nb
>>145612Fuk I'm safe. Popped 1500mg gabapentin. Time to get fuked up!
>>145613Up to 1800mg now. Feeling quite good now bros. About to eat a delicious sub when it gets here. Here's to a good night!
2000mg gabapentin now. Had a awesome sub for dinner and now I'm fucked up royally.BWB bitches!!
30mg diazepam, 15mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg DPH, and 25mg trazodone. As well, a cup of peppermint tea and two glasses of Glenfiddich 12-year (one on the rocks and one neat, roughly 2.5 fl.oz. per glass). I just brewed up a cup of kava tea, too. Shit! Tonight needs some relaxation after the immense amount of wedding/honeymoon planning going down. Right now, I am heavily debating upon taking some alprazolam. >>145612I don't see why not. What concerns do you have?
>>145143Been awhile, 1mg clonazepam bump
3mg Clonazepam and a couple of cups of coffee to get the day started. Gonna hit the diner before mosque and then spend the rest of the day binge watching Netflix
>>145626Oh shit, didn't notice. Hey Brain, how's it going?! NB just checking in
Preemptive bwb for my bro's coming over soon with nitrazepam and pregabalin.Also got about 3g's of pollen hash and just smoked some. Bump for the 600mg of preg and 10mg of nitra I'm gonna be taking soon.
>>145143Chill Friday night in, 4mg of etiz down and some ashwagandha. Got some churros on the way.
>>145628Doing pretty well, Other than straining my right pelvis. The benzos are coming to an end slowly but shortly. Hope school is going well and live in general is good for you in NY, HS. Cheat day today so 3mg clonazepam/1g phenibut. Been about a month since i've past 1mg of cpam a day. Was even managing on .5 @ work. Hope all the other regulars and lurkers are doibg well
2100mg gabapentin Feeling great!
Got a broken foot, so I'm bored as shit.Well at least I have over 500mg of Clonazolam. So 0,45mg for now + 4mg of Suboxone Monday I'll get to know if I need surgery. I hope not. How in the hell, will they even anestesize me and pain management will also be a pain in the ass with my subs.Just heal naturally, you fucking failure of a foot!Whatever, BWB!
Just woke up, took another 10mg of nitrazepam. Nitrazepam feels much better recreationally than I thought, I've had it as a script before but I had a buprenorphine, zolpidem and a diazepam script simultaneously and only used it after doctors recommendation so I only slept on it and had lots of other substances in my body.I feel through as I NEED to smoke cannabis on it to actually feel good.Also I think dose comparison om benzos is kinda fucked up. Theres no way 10mg of nitra is only 0,5mg of alpra. I need to take atleast 2mg of alpra to be as fucked up as om 10-15mg of nitra. Like what does that comparison chart even mean?Sry for blogposting the pregabalin is still going strong so I'm feel very talkative.>Pic is a good benzo chart
>Pic is a good benzo chart
>>145641I think the benzo equivalency thing is about the amount needed for preventing withdrawal. I could be wrong.I have noticed this too. No way is 2mg of clonazepam equivalent to 40mg of diazepam. Give me the valium any day, though tKe pregabalin over either
>>145645yes and also if i remember correctly it's listing a daily dosage so long actings have a lower dosage listed there than short actings because the short acting dosage is meant to be split in half or third and taken 2/3 times a day.
35mg diazepam, a glass of Glenfiddich 12-year, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine. I'm writing one of my last papers of my masters in counseling program. Time flies, /benz/. Time flies. >>145641God damn, I love this chart so much. I would be interested to see how RC benzos stack up.
>>145143Ayoo Papers, Essays & Assignments Galore! Need to relax get a plan of action sorted. Aiming for that B+ to A average. Lets hope I can do myself justice. So for that reason....>20mg Methylphenidate>20mg Propanolol>30mg Diazepam>16mg Codeine >small amounts of caffeine & nicotine.Had a phat bowl of katsu so everything might take a bit longer to kick in.
>20mg Methylphenidate>20mg Propanolol>30mg Diazepam>16mg Codeine >small amounts of caffeine & nicotine.
>>14514320mg diazepam (throughout the day), 2.25mg alprazolam (0.25mg this morning and 2mg just now), 15mg cyclobenzaprine (5mg in the morning and 10mg now), 5mg hydrocodone (meow), two glasses of scotch, and several glasses of tea (peppermint, green tea ginger, and now kava).
>6mg clonazepam Shit day at work, still training kind of but nobody's really training me. I work at an herbal type store/homemade goods type of shit and I really like the whole vibe and everything but my God, the people I work with. I'm the only dude working there and I feel like I'm getting judged constantly. The bitch "training" me is an uppity high school senior who already has her whoooole life figured out, seemingly. Shit makes me a nervous wreck to even ask anybody a question since she's just constantly condescending as fuck. Also, coworker of mine asked me to "cover her shift" on Wednesday (her exact words) and I said no problem, as long as it's cool with the managers (high school bitch is who makes the schedules). She said it was. Cool. I get to work this morning. High school bitch comes in around 2, pissed to see me there, said I was supposed to SWITCH days with coworker. I said that's not what coworker told me, she asked if I could cover for her on Wednesday, and I said yes. Cue her being a little bitch to me all day for her fuck up and then her getting bitched at by her superiors lmaoHad 4mg before I went in, was pretty chill before I had to pick up the slack on somebody else's shit, which left me scrambling to get MY shit done, all the while getting looked down upon by said bitch. Towards the end of the day I started to not give a fuck and half ass it, if they're gonna be that way then fuck it. There's a few genuinely cool and uplifting people that work there, but unfortunately I'm stuck with the cunts most of the time. Sucks because I really, really wanted to work there and learn the crafts, but I can't deal if they're going to be like this the whole time.Got off and took another 2mg sublingually and feel good now. Don't go back til Friday, so fuck that cunt. Sorry for the blog post but damn, shit sucked.On the bright side, parents out of town this weekend (and next week), leaving me a decent amount of money for food and to house sit the dogs. I'll probably dip into my funds a bit for some opiates and other benzos, maybe some cheap booze. If I get lucky this girl I've been talking to will come hang out. I don't expect anything to happen, I legitimately just want to hang out with her lmao. Hope y'all had a good one, /benz/. Here's to a lucky weekend.
>>145671Nice pic Katz Bumping 3mg clonazepamHope everyone's living the dream
>>145143https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u5n47GfGNGA&list=PLFTWML7uqI-ICcFujsy8ag4k-U5DQD-uq&index=1 I am at a college library 1.5mg of some lazy pills
>>145143I dont know how kuch ive consumed but it is probably around 9 mg etizolam and a couole 100mgs of 3fpm maybe 59mg brotamame and i did tianetpine earlier today with some lyrica and bendryl
>>145143>2mg clonazepam/5g kratom/1g phenibutJust had a shot of vodka and now downing a couple brews
>2mg clonazepam/5g kratom/1g phenibut
>>145692I miss 3fpm but not the destruction of my septum. Caustic shit. Can't imagine the damage to the stomach/intestines nb
>>14514330 mg diazepam35 mg chlorazepateVery chill but a bit melancholicDoc gave me 50 valium today and a recurring chlorazepate script, pretty happy about that
>>145704Took another 300mg gabapentin. Up to 1800mg
>>145143Coming off another K binge. > 1.25mg Phenazepam> 15mg Diazepam > Wine and weed
> 1.25mg Phenazepam> 15mg Diazepam > Wine and weed
1800mg gabapentin Having a chill Friday night.
>>145143Mmmm, nothing like a Friday night stuck inside of the house working on term papers and shit.Earlier this morning: 10mg diazepam, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and 0.5mg alprazolam>Just handed in the last term paper of my M.A. program on the basis of youth exposure to alcohol and subsequent patterns of usageNow: 10mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and a glass of Tin Cup whiskey on the rocks. I'm chillin' for the rest of the night.More homework is on the books all weekend and the middle of next week. I'm just hyped for some chill time in between master's and doctoral studies over the next couple of months. Fuck knows I need some time to put my mind away, enjoy my wedding/honeymoon, and get ready to pack/move.Stay safe and enjoy your weekend, /benz/.
>Just handed in the last term paper of my M.A. program on the basis of youth exposure to alcohol and subsequent patterns of usage
>>1451432mg xanax, like an 1/8th of a moonrock from a jar my friend bought and drinks.Feelin A-O-Kay
>>145143>6mg clonazepam>ear acupuncture with a cool ass old lady who smokes weed erry dayHasn't even been a month and I'm plowing through this 60 script with no relieve. Not even like I have a huge tolerance and I take breaks even though I'm supposed to take it twice daily.Fucking pissing me off. And I've been having insomnia bad for the past couple weeks. I need some new shit, hopefully valium and xanax will work better, idk
>6mg clonazepam>ear acupuncture with a cool ass old lady who smokes weed erry day
Fuck ittttttt! Another 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 5mg cyclobenzaprine (20mg daily total), and a couple glasses of whiskey.I'm debating on taking 10mg hydrocodone. >>145718Diazepam (Valium) > Clonazepam (Klonopin) > Alprazolam (Xanax)Although alprazolam is THE medication for panic disorder.
>>145719Daily total: 50mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 10mg hydrocodone, and whiskey on the rocks.
>>145719That's what I'm looking for, something for all day anxiety relief (valium) and something for panic attacks (Xanax)The clonazepam did the job well for quite a while, but it seems to no longer provide any substantial relief unless I take alot of it, which I won't do. Plus the "seizure medication that's also prescribed off label for anxiety" always turned me off, honestly. I need something made FOR anxiety at this point.Also, not to suck your dick Katz, but you're a pretty damn cool dude. I'm glad this board has somebody as knowledgeable and well meaning as you.nb because no benzos but I did take>4mg buprenorphine So feeling pretty a ok now. Good work meeting this morning, was actually pretty fun and got paid for it. Bummed I couldn't put my new exhaust on my car because it's pouring but tomorrow should be dry. That's my blog post for today Hope y'all have a good Saturday /benz/!
>2400mg soma>4mg clolazepam >3mg buprenorphine Fucking smacked god damn
>2400mg soma>4mg clolazepam >3mg buprenorphine
>>1457252400mg now. Having a good weekend. Benzd the fuck out!
>>145726How well does bupe mix with benzos? What does the high feel like? I have bupe and I haven't thought of mixing it with benzos
>>1457272700mg now. I'm feeling pretty fucked up now. Its the weekend so fuck it.
>>145728Kinda like mixing opiates and benzos, only buprenorphine has a ceiling effect, if your tolerance is too high it probably won’t do much, try snorting like half of one.
>>145730And yes you can snort bupe, the buprenorphine has a way higher binding affinity to your opiate receptors than the naloxone, so the naloxone is practically inert.
>>145143>4mg clonazepamGot the exhaust on my car, sounds so much better than just having no muffler but still has a nice tone to it. Was a pain in the ass towards the end but fuck it, got it on and it's all good now. God damn I love benzos. Golf gang rise up
>>145735>3mg clonazepam, 4g kratom, weedSaving up as much as possible due to my official benzo taper starting next month. I'm honestly preparing for the worst. Don't think i'll be able to function to be frank. Nobody will give me a long term benzo script regardless of my lengthy history. GG
>3mg clonazepam, 4g kratom, weed
>4mg lorazepam along with the 6mg clonazepam earlier Fell asleep and now I actually want to kill myself. Literally everytime I wake up its a gamble on me being on an "eh" mood to having a panic attack to wanting to actually off myself. Good thing I see the psych tomorrow, I guess. Trying for diazepam, Xanax, and going to discuss getting compounded ketamine lozenges. I'm fucking trying to grt my shit together but I don't know what the fuck to do. Fuck it /blogpost
>4mg lorazepam along with the 6mg clonazepam earlier
>>145143> 10mg Diazepam> 1.25mg Phenazepam
> 10mg Diazepam> 1.25mg Phenazepam
>>145738Psychiatrists can prescribe ketamine now? Wow that's awesome! What a great time to be living in lol.Took 2100mg gabapentin this morning. Need it at this very moment because a family member decided to start going off on me for no reason so I told them to go get fuked. Smh people need to learn how to control themselves and their emotions.
>>145738I can relate to the everyday wakeup "gamble". Doesn't matter what I experience though. No psych will give me long term benxos not to mention the extreme wait times/ general shortages of psychs. > 4ng cpam
> 4ng cpam
>>145741I believe it depends on the clinic, but the one I see offers IV ketamine treatment and it's fucking wonderful. Even though Spravato (esketamine) has been FDA approved, the whole ketamine thing in general is still very much in the trials phase.>>145742Yeah, shit sucks. I've started developing panic attacks more than I used and I've been having really bad insomnia the past few weeks. I'm almost scared to go to sleep, when I can. I pray to God I get those benzos, if at least to just try them out. If they end up not working that well either then I don't know what the fuck I'm going to do.>4mg clonazepam
>>145743Stay strong homie. Mb for the blog post> 2mg more clonazepam, 4 gkratom , 20mh Vyvanse, 1g phenibut I gotta say, Pms clonazepam is actually preferred to Roche ones. Roche costed me $20 more and they don't even melt in my mouth with that sweet minty taste
> 2mg more clonazepam, 4 gkratom , 20mh Vyvanse, 1g phenibut
>>14514330mg diazepam, 0.8 buprenorphine throughout the day and a beer now. It's a shame that previous clonazepam binge fucked my tolerance a bit. I should be getting lots of pregabalin soon, really looking forward to that cause it mixes so nicely with benzos. Hope you all are as chilled out as I am now guys.
>10mg clonazepam In a real I want to fucking kill myself mood /benz/. Had to reschedule psych appointment since he was running so fucking behind, I'm tired of my current situation and I'm trying to grow but I feel fucking stuck, and just been thinking about the past and all the fuck ups I wish I could take back. Not to mention anytime I try to do anything now I fuck something up. nb because blogpost. We'll see how tonight goes I suppose.
20mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and I’m debating on celebratory drinks with my fiancée. We just picked up our marriage license for upcoming wedding in about two weeks. I’m potentially having back surgery and will be assigned a pain management doctor this week, so I’m curious how opioids will be Rx’d given my long-term benzo scripts. Simply, I just want relief and it’s too much money to keep buying street opiates. >>145724Big thanks, dude. >>145750Everything in time. Hang in there and know the board is happy to provide support.
>>145751Congrats on the marriage license, Katz! When I got into a bad longboarding incident (I like to go fast downhill on longboards, I still suck and ate shit and got REALLY bad painful road rash on my entire left side. Taught me to buy good pads lol) I was prescribed Tylenol 3s by the same doctor who gives me my long term benzo script. With your back surgery, you'll probably (hopefully) get something stronger, I would imagine. Hope that provides some kind of peace of mind for you at the very least. I wish you luck, and thank you for the kind words.>up to 14mg clonazepam Not really doing shit, unsurprisingly. Thinking about taking some gabapentin and 4mg lorazepam just to have another benzo in my system
>up to 14mg clonazepam
>>145752nb because I've been posting too much like an annoying little bitch but this is my only outlet, I'm sorry >1500mg gabapentin and my last cigarette Never took gaba before with benzos, only opis but it seemed to kinda do the trick. Still not that great but it's *some* relief at least. Upside to all this is I cut back on smoking heavily and had my last cigarette tonight and crave no more.Hope I get what I need at the psych tomorrow... have a good night /benz/
>1500mg gabapentin and my last cigarette
9mg bupe2100mg gabapentin Feeling good boyos.
>>145755Took another 300mg. Up to 2400mg now. I'm tripping a little bit off this lol. Feeling a bit stimmed up too on top of being fucked up from taking bupe earlier. Feels like I'm walking on air.
>>145754That 14mg clonazepam and 1500 gabapentin really did the trick. Think that was the first time I ever got high "high " on benzos, even though that wasn't the goal lol. I can definitely see why people like to pop xans recreationally now, although I didn't think it was really fun, just interesting. The complete eradication of anxiety was awesome though, and I can see why people can get hooked on street benzos if they don't have a proper script now. What a night.nb because no benzos. Coffee and a Al Capone Cognac Dipped cigarillo I got from a dude who introduced himself as "T.I." who popped up from behind a building while I was walking to my car after a meeting. He wanted $6.50 for a "subway sandwich" and I was happy to oblige but told him I had to get change, he was actually pretty cool for (probably) being a dope head. Got change and gave him $10.50 cause I was feeling nice, he gave me a sealed pack of Al Capone cigarillos and a half used can of "African" Axe body spray I now keep in my car. Fair trade, I'd say. We both knew what he was going to do with the money and he sent much love my way, and I said its all karma man. Whatever you're doing T.I., I hope you're keeping it trill and I hope we meet again (on good terms)I'm still fucked up on that 14mg kpin/1500mg gaba combo I took last night tbh. Wish me luck at the psychiatrist today /benz/, I need something stronger than this clonazepam. I shouldn't have to take 14mg to get relief with very little tolerance. Have a good day, guys.
>>145143Coming up on...>20mg Methylphenidate>100mg Caffiene>30mg Diazepam16mg Coidiene I want to reach they sky but not die.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sTQNJT7OZewI think I'm going too die of a lonely heart.First though.
>20mg Methylphenidate>100mg Caffiene>30mg Diazepam
>>145143>1mg XanaxWent and saw the psych, had to wait for fucking hours. Ending up getting prescribed Abilify, Lithium 300mg, and Valium 5mg. I told him I was having bad panic attacks frequently and he didn't even entertain the idea of Xanax. I'm so fucking pissed. I hope my dude comes through with some bars tonight. I fucking need them.I see psych again in two weeks, I'm going to try and get the Valium bumped up and still press the panic attack issue. I fucking need Xanax for it, seriously. I can't function at work when I'm freaking the fuck out and sweating with my blood pressure through the roof, heart beating out of my chest and just panicking in general. At least I got my valium, even though it's a shitty low dosage. It's a start though. He said we'll go up on it if need be. I can already tell we're going to have to. /blogpost
benzos and sleepthe pussy look pink
>>14514320mg diazepam and strong coffee. It makes my job so much easier and more enjoyable.
>1 bowl of Gelato Kush>2mg ClonazepamDoctor says GI tract issues and blood pressure issues mean I have to be exempt from Ramadan fasting for a few days. But that's okay, if you're ill you're exempt from fasting, and that lets me take my meds and smoke during the day. Doctor said to look into getting a medical card for my IBS. We'll see what the blood work says at the doctor on Friday.Anyway, refill day for my Clonazepam has a surprise: large off-yellow colored pills! I haven't seen these in a while.... they look like this picture, and are somewhat bigger than the mint-flavored green Tiva or flavorless blue Tiva. How many other Klonopin patients get prescribed the same pill?
>1 bowl of Gelato Kush>2mg Clonazepam
>5mg clonazepamAlso got like 2oz phenobarbital and some soma just to flex
>>145776My GF gets these yella fellas occasionally. She also has a Ritalin scrip, it gets confusing on the months where she gets the yellow versions of both haha
>>14577656 a month
>>145777>weakest of all barbiturates phenobarbital>inconsistant and overpriced Indian somas >"flex"Lmao ok dudeGet back with me when you have the whole spectrum of scheduled drugs prescribed to you, 30mg IR Adderall, 8mg Suboxones, 5mg Valium and .50mg Xanax (getting these bumped up in a couple weeks), real somas that aren't from a sketchy Indian website that are actually consistant, and real Ketamine nasal spray that I get to take home. Fuck out of here with your "flex"
>weakest of all barbiturates phenobarbital>inconsistant and overpriced Indian somas >"flex"
>>145783Forgot to add to add 2mg Clonazepam, which om on right now so >2mg Clonazepamnb
Back from work, was an okay shift at work. 3mg Clonazepam for the re-up, 1 fat joint of that loud. Also in my bed robe, sippin' on some herbal tea, reading today's New York Times, and have Frasier on in the background. Gonna pass out feeling amazingly classy, I'd say.
>>145783The novelty of phenobarbital and soma outweighs a bunch of the most widely available and easily obtained drugs especially subs. Still it's always nice to get free drugs right?I wish soma was still prescribed a lot like it used to be, back in early 2000s it was super easy to get generics especially since it wasn't scheduled.Took 2 and a half bars, 120mgs of methadone and just picked up bud for the first time in forever. Today should be fun
>>145788For sure, just hated that dudes durrr look at me flex xD when he has the shittiest of all barbiturates and sketchy Indian somas that are incredibly inconsistant.The novelty of the phenobarbitol bottle is cool though, I agree. nb
Taking 3mg Clonazepam with breakfast. Kinda have nothing to do but read until work tonight, which I'll happily take as we wind down the semester.
>>145789Just pop some benzos and chill dude. 20mg diazepam down the.hatch, now it's time for my daily trazodone dose and watching stupid shit on yt I pasd out.
>10mg diazepamThis shit is so much better for my anxiety than clonazepam honestly. I felt it worked so much better even with my high tolerance from taking 14mg clonazepam about a week ago. Hope I can get some Xanax next visit.Taking a benz break this weekend to get my tolerance a little lower
>>145718i love this pic
>>145297did he died?
>Final Paper of M.A. degree25mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and mid-range Canadian whiskey - neat>>145752Big thanks, hombre! We are both excited and stressed as fuck. As for pain, yeah. I better get something harder than Tylenol 3s. I was prescribed codeine every single winter during my childhood and had a script for liquid suspended hydrocodone Summer 2016. I don’t anticipate a fent patch plus hydromorphone, but a nice hydrocodone or oxycodone Rx would be really nice.
>Final Paper of M.A. degree
1800mg gabapentin on a chill Thursday night.
3.5mg Clonazepam while reading some poetry>>145751Mash'Allah bro! If you don't mind some campy Muslim wedding music, here's a little bit of music love from HS to you and your lovely bride!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mHpTdsBbYRM
Fuckkkkk it. Another 10mg diazepam and 1mg alprazolam along with more whiskey (you know that shit is NEAT AS FUCK).Yeah, I'm benz'd and drunk.>>145806HS, much appreciated! Honestly, I fuck with the music. Our, ummm, entrance song for the reception is "Indian Summer" by the Doors. To be succinct, the first time I took acid with my fiancée, which was our 3rd date, was when I had a few playlists opened on my MacBook and the song "Indian Summer" played while we were peaking on 300ug-400ug LSD (3 strong tabs from the spider webs that I had previously taken several times). I had taken double that dosage multiple times, but she had never taken such a high dosage of LSD despite stating she was experienced. Oh well, I'm not bitching by any means. We're both excited for future prospects, such as her new occupation in a private mental health facility and my entrance to doctoral studies in counseling psychology this August several states away. Also, we closed on a rental house this week. Exciting things, HS. Exciting things indeed.>ClonazepamShit, if I had some clonazepam on me I would take some in your honor. All I have is 10mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam tablets (plus 10mg zaleplon, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, etc.), but that is beyond the point.
>>145766 >sweating with my blood pressure through the roof, heart beating out of my chestAsk him about propanolol. It is a Beta-Blocker. I was prescribed it for the those reasons. Not addictive, Not a drug of abuse. In all honesty half the time its just as good as a benzo.
>>145807Snorted 20mg zaleplon while studying. >M.A. Studies are done. Now, I will wait until August when doctoral studies startMore whiskey neat and currently making plans for graduation this weekendAs it stands, a good friend of mine from undergrad is giving me a 30mg oxycodone IR for a grad present, another friend is giving me several 2mg bars of alprazolam for partying, my brother-in-law is buying me drinks, and my brother and I are probably taking 3-5 hits of 100ug LSD while skydiving. This weekend is going to be strange as fuck and I cannot complain. Plus, I wlll have the chance to hangout with some childhood and high school friends.Shit should be dope!
>M.A. Studies are done. Now, I will wait until August when doctoral studies start
>>145809I actually already take propanolol, but thank you for the suggestion. When I was going through benzo withdrawal about a month ago my blood pressure was sky high and my grandfather gave it to me and it helps a lot, but I truly think it's stemming from anxiety/depression issues. Next visit I'm going to inquire about Xanax again.Good news is I'm either getting that new Spravato esketamine spray or getting some real Ketamine nasal spray whipped up by a compounding pharmacy fairly soon. Hopefully it'll be the latter. It'll be a lot cheaper and it'll be real ket.Also fuck trazadone, shit either knocks me out for 80 hours or can't keep me asleep because it makes me have to shit and throw up and then I'm out of it for the rest of the day. I hate sleeping pills but didn't want to be up all night with insomnia smh nb
>>145816Eskatamine is still great fun. Though the r isomer may be more effective for treating depression.
>>1451432mg cpam / 4g kratom / 2g phenibut / 2g edible Sucks I don't feel much of anything. All I want is to just livr an anxiety free life
4mg Clonazepam and the benzo munchies just hit hard before iftar. Holy shit it's time to chow down.
>>145825 how did that dose feel?
>>145143Daily total: 20mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg DPH, and 50mg tramadol. My GP came through and I’ll have a steady supply of tramadol, which I actually do feel therapeutic effects from, until I start meeting with my pain management doc for something stronger.
>>145830Glad you at least got something Katz, I usually prefer Tramadol to T3s which I feel like are the two most commonly prescribed weaker opioids nowadays but don't quote me on that. Hope your surgery went well. nb
Commencement today! Finna get my graduation on any minute now. 10mg diazepam >>145831Oh, I still haven’t had the surgery. I’m just in pain and quite literally nothing but opioids (and Kratom) do shit for my pain. Thanks though.
I know this isn't remotely related to /benz/ but>about 2mg adderall up the snout >2mg buprephorine To get the day started. Was headed to Galveston just to have a day out of the area, but on the way my car's "engine protection" light came on and wouldn't rev over 4k. I did want to it through its paces, so I guess I accomplished that at least. It'll be an easy fix either way, though. Hope y'all have a better start to y'alls day, /benz/ frenz. nb
>about 2mg adderall up the snout >2mg buprephorine
Lazy Saturday to the extreme. As in I slept all day (missed morning suhoor, even) and now feel extra wired. Breaking fast with 4mg Clonazepam to feel that EXTRA comfort with a huge dinner of Indian food.>>145826Oh shit, I didn't notice that! I just got it off the Watamote subcirclejerk. WTF is an ifunny watermark doing there though?>>145828Lovely my friend, utterly lovely.>>145830Insh'Allah everything will go well bro! SLAYER your way.... just be careful with Tramadol, I've heard horror stories from buddies who took it for recreational purposes, esp. when mixed with benzos
3mg ClonazepamQuesadillas"Extremely Wicked, Shockingly Evil, and Vile" on NetflixGood enough Sunday night I guess!
>>145143Morning>54mg Methylphenidate>20mg Propanolol>10mg DiazepamAfternoon>10mg Methylpenidate>10mg DiazepamNow in the evening...Decided to treat myself for once...with>2mg Alprazolam>16mg Codiene>18mg XR Methylpenidate
>54mg Methylphenidate>20mg Propanolol>10mg Diazepam
>10mg Methylpenidate>10mg Diazepam
>2mg Alprazolam>16mg Codiene>18mg XR Methylpenidate
>>145849Another 16mg Codienehttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vDPxVVyZzAY
>>145849you're similar to me friend only i take about 100-120mg a day depending on what i'm doingi'm off benzos now though, not by choice, getting real lorazapam and daizepam is quite difficult in the uk cus there's so many fucking street rip offs that have fucking promethazine in them or some shitWhy do you combine benzos with ritalin tho? Whats the poiint in that?
>>145851ADHD, SAD, GAD. It's to help me study not for recreation. I'm not really one for benzo's or methylphenidate as a recreational substance. Despite what I take I'm pretty anti-medication but it actually helps. If you can get by benzo's that's the best way to go. I'm hoping to be able eventually taper off my diazepam script in the near future, switch from daily dosages at the very least.
why is niggas always sayin that bein benzo is not the good way to done do your way of live a life... it is only perfectly the best of greatness and defeat any competition of exist.
>5mg diazepamTo get the day started. Most definitely will take more the closer the my shift comes.Woke up with a panic attack. Blood pressure 173/113, and I'm on blood pressure medication. This is why I told the doc I need Xanax. This was about an hour ago and im still freaking out, but i dont want to down a bunch of diazepam and shoot up my tolerance. Shit sucksHope y'all have a good morning
10mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 50mg tramadol this morning.>>145838Big thanks for looking out. Previously, I had a tramadol script back in 2012/2013 when I was in my freshman year of college. Back then I had next to no real relief unless taking 100mg at once. Tramadol can be rather dangerous for recreational usage due to lower seizure threshold. Personally, I am not abusing my tramadol script at all. In order to avoid potential seizures I don't drink 12 hours before or after dosing. More than likely I will just stop drinking for a few months. Due to new laws the maximum amount of pain meds a doctor can write AND a pharmacy will dispense is 7 day supply, which is 28 x 50mg tramadol for me. Afterwards, a 30 day supply can be written and dispensed upon approval. I would rather be switched to hydrocodone or oxycodone, but it'll take what I can get for now. Tramadol has a host of side-effects (i.e. heart racing, increased anxiety, inability to sleep, some dysphoria, etc.), which have led me to taking benzos more often than normal. Need be, I'll call up my GP and tell them about the problematic side-effects. I have had previous long-term prescriptions for hydrocodone (5mg and 7.5mg) at differing times in my life. Everything is on file, so we'll see what happens next.>>145854In a relatively healthy individual who has medical supervision there is nothing inherently "wrong" with taking benzos for a lifetime. But...You know, there is the risk of negative cognitive effects while using and following usage. Which, the effects are no secret in the medical community and should not be shock to any long-term users.>>145856Anecdotally, I found alprazolam (max Rx'd was up to 2mg PRN) increased my tolerance more so than benzos like diazepam (10mg 3x/day), clonazepam (1mg 3x/day), and lorazepam (1mg 3x/day). Too, inter-dose withdrawal after using alprazolam for a somewhat extended period of time is rather common. I envy the individuals who receive 4-6 hours of relief from a single dosage of alprazolam. Personally, I find the medication to be incredible for panic attacks but I do not dig getting 2-3 hours of relief, maximum, before having to dose 10mg diazepam and/or re-dose alprazolam.
>>145857Somehow, I figure Xanax increases tolerance the most and quicker than any other benzo. Probably because it's the fastest acting and "strongest" out of all of them. Not to rub it in, but I'm one of those individuals who find a longer period of relief with Xanax. Maybe not 6 hours, but more than 2.Here's a dumbass a question for you, how do you feel about taking benzos and taking a short (30-60min) nap afterwards? I always feel like I fucked up and it wore off, if that makes sense. This can't be the case can it? I ask because this is common for me.>15mg diazepam
>>145143Woke up at 4am >15mg adderallFell asleep around 2pm, woke up to a panic attack >10mg diazepam I can't wait to see the psych next week. Antidepressants are literally doing nothing (not surprising) and I want to see what the progress on the ketamine nasal sprays are. Here's hoping for something good.
1200mg gabapentin Tolerance went down and I'm feeling good :)
>>1458801200mg gabapentin here too lmao. Finally feel like it kicked in along with my 10mg diazepam. Fucking relief Really craving some fucking opiates right now, I think I have a slight problem with them, good thing they're so hard to find and expensive as fuck around here I guess
>>145881I am on 1500mg gabapentin now and smoked some weed. I feel fucking great!
>>145882I wish I could smoke weed, but it makes me anxious as fuck and it just trios me out nowadays. I've been vaping CBD tho and that's pretty chill. Glad you're feeling good, friend. nb
Last day of school for summer break yaaaayyyyyCelebrating with 2 bowls of Sour Diesel, 4mg Clonazepam, 2 Red Bulls, and The Break on Netflix*(* = great Belgian crime drama. If you dig Nordic noir shows like Wallander, Bordertown, The Killing, you'd dig it)
>>145143I had my graduation/bachelor's party this past weekend. The night started out with a fat blunt of gorilla glue and 20mg diazepam. By the end of the night I had been gifted a 30mg oxycodone, which I split with a friend, as well as a steady amount of booze and a fuck ton more bud. Now, I remember why I would smoke 2-3x/week or more from age 14 to 22. God damn. As well, my final grades are in and I have a 4.0 this semester with a cumulative GPA of 3.98 due to getting an A- in one single course during my first semester of grad school. Feels good, /benz/. Earlier: 150mg tramadol (staggered over 2 hours), 125mg DPH, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 15mg diazepamNow: 10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 50mg tramadol, 25mg DPH, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and I'm brewing up kava tea.Holy shit, the tramadol knocked my dick in the dirt for a solid 5 hours. The high is definitely up there with most major opioids. Besides this script, I haven't had tramadol since my freshman year of college back in late 2012 to early 2013. Staggering tramadol is underrated.
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