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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 10)
BWB: Chill Vibes for Summer 2019, Pt. 1 Ignore Report Reply
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 26 Jun 2019 15:53:53 EST I6YS7H0F No.146252
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Fellow posters, the previous BWB is no longer bumping. As such, here is the next installment of the thread dedicated to being on benzos, bumping while benz’d, and other benzodiazepine-related topics and questions.

20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, and 100mg tramadol to kick shit off!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 26 Jun 2019 21:40:36 EST ATVCbyJc No.146254 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
0.25mg alprazolam an hour after making the thread.

Another 10mg diazepam, 100mg DPH, 50mg tramadol, booze, and another 0.5mg alprazolam.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 26 Jun 2019 23:20:23 EST I6YS7H0F No.146255 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146254
Add on: sushi, half a bottle of white wine, 8 fl.oz. 9.1% alcohol Russian imperial stout, 10mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, and 40mg d-amphetamine (Adderall XR, this is the third or fourth time I’ve taken the drug in my life).
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High Strung - Wed, 26 Jun 2019 23:40:07 EST VPU/mRFL No.146256 Ignore Report Reply
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Greetings, salutations, as-salaamu alaykum, etc. /benz/ buddies!

I'm just winding down before bed with a bowl of dank, 4mg Clonazepam, and a podcast. Have a job interview tomorrow for teaching English in China for 1 year and Russia for another year after that. Wish me luck y'all, I'm excited but I might need 0.5mg or so of my K-pins to take the edge off!

(I'm hoping to apply to teach in the same province I stayed a summer in.... fingers crossed!)
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 03:32:48 EST I6YS7H0F No.146260 Ignore Report Reply
More stimulants, booze, benzos, and PKs.

>>146256
Crossed fingers
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Chan - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 04:02:50 EST aG1vvsnf No.146261 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
>5mg + 15mg = 20mg Diazepam
>2.5 Standard Drinks (Lager)

Might add 10mg Methylphenidate or 10mg Diazepam. Slowly coming to the conclusion it might be PTSD not Anxiety disorders. Hopefully the chill vibes arrive.

>>146255
Always curious about the DPH when I see your posts. Increased sedation or something else?

>>146256
加油 брaт!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 04:14:07 EST I6YS7H0F No.146263 Ignore Report Reply
More shit to bump: 0.5mg alprazolam, 10mg diazepam, and 3 x 12 fl. oz. domestic 5.0% beers. Outside of tramadol, I would really like to receive a script of hydrocodone or oxycodone at the end of July from my pain management doctor. In the meantime I am just taking fucking trams. FUCK MY LIFE!!! Back pain is a bitch and a half.

>>146261
DPH is for the opioid/opiate itch, but also to increase sedation from the combo of opis plus benzos and booze.
So yes, increased sedation and decreased itchiness with DPH or hydroxyzine. Win-win, yeah?

nb
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Chan - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 04:52:40 EST aG1vvsnf No.146265 Ignore Report Reply
>>146263
>10mg Methylphenidate
>10mg Diazepam
>10mg Propanolol

Let the good times roll.

Win-Win it seems. Didn't know Tramadol gave an itch like codeine or oxycodone like opiates.

nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 04:57:37 EST I6YS7H0F No.146266 Ignore Report Reply
>>146265
Personally, tramadol gives a much harsher itch than hdyros, oxys, etc. in terms of commonly Rx'd opiates.

nb
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Phoebe Cemmerchedging - Thu, 27 Jun 2019 12:48:19 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146269 Ignore Report Reply
>20mg diazepam

May take more soon since I get my script refilled tomorrow. Get really /benz/'d tonight, we'll see
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Wesley Shakehall - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 09:29:59 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146288 Ignore Report Reply
Refill day, so

>40mg diazepam
>120 propanolol

Of my last script. Hopefully it'll chill me out for work . Have a good day y'all
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Wesley Shakehall - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 13:46:45 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146289 Ignore Report Reply
>>146288
lmoa diazepam is on backorder at the pharmacy I use so I can't get my script I'm about to fucking lose it

I need to switch pharms cause shit like this always fucking happens with this one fuck them. nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 14:20:06 EST I6YS7H0F No.146290 Ignore Report Reply
10mg diazepam plus 5mg cyclobenzaprine

>>146289
I went to a major U.S. pharmacy who almost always fucked up my generic preferences. Instead of the Mylan diazepam, which was the default, I wanted Teva. Despite this, I waited over two full weeks to receive my Teva diazepam script. Another time I just went with Mylan, but the tablets didn’t feel like 10mg. Rather, closer to 5mg and with less of a duration. Then I switched to a different major U.S. pharmacy and eventually their entire supply of alll Teva generics was swapped to Mylan to reduce cost and increase profits. None of this was told to a single customer and they didn’t allow script transfers to other pharmacies until the medication ran out of refills. Nowadays, I make damn sure I’m not going to get fucked over by changing pharmacies. Best of luck, Wesley. I’m about to move several states away in 3 weeks, so navigating a new areas pharmacies can be difficult.
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Doris Gedgeshit - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 15:24:21 EST evddYoO7 No.146292 Ignore Report Reply
>>146290
For 5mg tablets, do you recommend Teva>Mylan? (assuming teva makes 5mgs)
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 15:51:03 EST +mL8xtUH No.146293 Ignore Report Reply
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20mg omeprazol and 1mg of alpra and a coctail spliff. Probably gonna follow with another 1mg of alpra and more weed. Really feeling tha summer rn
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Matilda Chellerfoot - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 21:16:25 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146295 Ignore Report Reply
>>146292

Teva does make 5mg. From what I understand Teva is one of the better generic manufacturers, but Katz would provide a more concrete answer.

Added a few shots of whiskey to the 40mg diazepam and finally feeling somewhat calmer than earlier when I was almost panic attack mode. nb
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High Strung - Fri, 28 Jun 2019 21:19:47 EST VPU/mRFL No.146296 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146256
Well folks, I got the job in China! On Monday evening, I'll be given a choice of 3 cities where they can station me as a teacher. Celebrating with:
>6mg Clonazepam
>1 thick blunt of Lemon Kush
-large Red Bull

Going out with some friends for dim sum in Chinatown in a bit. Holy fuck are the munchies gonna be murderous tonight.....
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 01:09:12 EST 620q2vJg No.146300 Ignore Report Reply
Daily total: 40mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 100mg tramadol, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 125mg DPH

>>146295
I’m on it!

>>146292
Teva makes diazepam in all three dosages: 2mg, 5mg, and 10mg
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John Fuckingforth - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 05:28:40 EST esdbvg0e No.146302 Ignore Report Reply
3mg clonazepam and about 5 beers
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Brain - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 13:12:16 EST qM27bOms No.146303 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
>1mg clonazepam/6mg etiz/20mg vyvanse
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High Strung - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 19:17:08 EST VPU/mRFL No.146305 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
>3mg Clonazepam
>1 fat joint of kush

Now splurging on buffalo wings and a chocolate shake. Also realizing I'm gonna miss weed so much when I leave for China :(

Pic unrelated
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dr. m - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 21:55:08 EST ehbFaOGo No.146306 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252

>1mg pharma alprazolam
>200mg gabapentin
>3 glasses of wine
>prepping a plugged shot of 80mg adderall IR + 16mg bupe right now (normally only do 4mg bupe)

Still struggling with my divorce, as I finally was reaching the early stages of Acceptance but it comes and goes, and can often be triggered. I don't even feel romantically attached to her most the time; I just miss my best friend and family member.

Today I was surprised because her sister's bachelorette party started- and it's occuring ~3 months before the wedding. My ex wife was fed up with my depression related to BPD, and she never understood or she refused to accept that the way she enabled me to stagnate, as well as how the majority of her actions/inaction functioned as a negative feedback loop between the two of us.

It's been 6 months already, she was dating and buying ultra kinky shit and lingerie more explicit than anything we ever did in 8 years on MY amazon account within 3 days of me leaving, most likely (90% chance it was at least 2 guys besides her current bf) hooked up with between 2-5 days within just 9-10 days after my departure, and it appears she first started talking to her current bf of 5-6 whole months (he MOVED IN within 1 month- what the FUCK) within a grand total of ~20 days after I left the house maximum, maybe sooner.

This was all months before the divorce was even finalized.

Anyways, bump because I wasn't prepared to see social media posts of her sister's bachelorette party, as when we were nearing the end, I remember telling her that I'll never ever be there for your sister or brother's weddings, baby showers, gender reveal parties, or anything else. I mentioned that the closest I'll ever be to even remotely appearing linked to my former "tribe" will be the unlikely chance she dies before me and I go to her funeral, during which my ex-in laws will definitely scream at me. I'm still very close to both the sibling in laws. Also I'm so dense I didn't even put 2 and 2 together and recognize my ex wife is the Maid of Honor, as her sister was our Maid of Honor.

I knew back in 2018 she'd be divorced and end up MOH and I secretly was always worried it would break her heart to have to both cry for joy for her sister and cry for sadness over losing her marriage, but the joke's on me because my replacement model is fucking 35 (I'm 26 she's 27), obviously more mature being 11 years older, not an addict, not mentally ill, and oh yeah, not mentally fucking ill. So she'll stay with him no matter how imperfect he is because it's like being a 5/10 and going to a bar with a hoard of 2/10 friends- your shitty/ugly ass friends makes you seem like a rock star. This dude has it made. My friends and I already have a $160 betting pool started up as to when the new bf will propose and whether she'll accept. Meanwhile her libido has increased by a conservative 50-fold increase (minimum daily vs 2-3x/month) when she was beyond vanilla with me.


So I'm sitting here literally laughing that I fucked up so hard over the years that it got to the point that the love of my life already has someone more concerned that she will cheat during the party than I do, because the difference is moot to me. It's not a fun laugh; It's one of those "haha yeah so funny..." (in my head: accidentally dropping the bullet in the diswasher that one drunken night last fall and not being able to find it sure as hell hasn't paid off yet, even after traveling the world, and neither has getting sober. I really hope they do, because multiple years of these types of feelings with BPD just isn't going to work for me), "...haha wow that poor guy lol the tables have turned..."

I wish I had been told by her in January that she was in an exclusive relationship to help me progress beyond denial and bargaining stages of grief. Instead I worried about how she was handling loneliness, and other emotions expendetures to where my mentall health stagnated for 1/4 of an entire year, possible even for 5 months, when come to find out she hasn't been lonely one single day in 2019 and was purchasing crazy BDSM kink shit online days before I left the moment she was confident it would arrive a day after I was erased from her life. Oh yeah, and then talking to me off/on for 2 months not telling me going out with friends is actually codeword for I'm going to do some kinky painal with that enema I just bought for the fourth time this week...bye! And yes, I've banged 4 different girls already, two european two asian, with two being hotter than she was when we were together. Get this: She's legit lost like 40lb+ in 5-6 months and looks better than she did 10 years ago. Fuck my life

I am worried that xanax is going to become a staple for me again when I'm supposed to be "clean" (aka no non-bupe opioids, no high dose benzo abuse, no getting piss drunk, etc.) The worst part is she's not even mad at me and hasn't been for like months. Even worse, she's apathetic and emotionally divorced me over 1-1.5yr before I moved out without even communicating with me to fix it. You'd think that knowing the chance we will ever get back together is a total and complete 0% would help, but then it feels like 8 years of my life wasted.
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Samuel Sundlecocke - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 22:45:54 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146308 Ignore Report Reply
>>146306

Instead of making an obnoxiously long spoiler tagged post just post that shit to /qq/ dude christ
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dr. m - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 23:15:14 EST ehbFaOGo No.146309 Ignore Report Reply
>>146308

isn't that basically what benz is 20% of the time? Anyways, I took a lot more drugs than that. So yeah, sorry mate.
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Samuel Sundlecocke - Sat, 29 Jun 2019 23:44:50 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146310 Ignore Report Reply
>>146309

Wouldn't be so bad if it wasn't SPOILER!SPOILER!SPOILER!SPOILER!SPOILER! the entire fucking post
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 16:36:04 EST I6YS7H0F No.146313 Ignore Report Reply
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10mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 50mg DPH for now. I might take a 50mg tramadol if this back pain doesn’t subside.

>>146309
Don’t apologize, Dr. Mario. I would honestly estimate a good 10-15% or more posters end up sharing personal details about their life. However, long-term posters are definitely posting more intimate (but non-identifying info) and lengthy information. I’ll read through your OP later today and please know you have the full support of nearly the entire board.
>Don’t apologize for being vulnerable and needing to discuss things with others
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Polly Cubblelock - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 16:47:48 EST evddYoO7 No.146314 Ignore Report Reply
>>146306
chad up bro. women are expendable whores. sadly reality. your idealized projection romantic whatever is just narcissistic masturbation. maybe you could have spent those 8 years better, knowing you would break up, but you learned and experienced stuff regardless. make the best of it, dont wallow. I used to be bipolar2 and got really emotional and pitiful over a long breakup. now that im not bipolar, looking back its so easy to see how i just played myself. i took a lot of my physical and mental pain and conflated it with relationship break up, it was easy to blame all my suffering on that. i dont know if bpd=borderline or bipolar, hopefully not the former since bpd people seem fucked, sorry bpds.
regardless, just know you're just mentally masturbating, creating some booo hoo fetish youre playing out. All those little details, she doesnt give a shit, no one else gives a shit, who cares if she cries or not. the only thing you can do to show up her up or make her feel bad or stupid or whatever, is to truly not give a fuck and get your shit together. abandon your stallion ideals, set a goal and focus on self improvement. Personally mine is figuring how to own something of a farm and live off it. From being homeless and very sick years ago to my current life, my progress is very satisfying and hopeful.

almost all women go whoring and anorexic when they leave a long relationship. no surprise. dont abuse drugs, you know thats retarded waste of time and brain. youre smart enough to do something great, long as you dont troll yourslef mentally.
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dr. m - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 23:35:23 EST ehbFaOGo No.146315 Ignore Report Reply
>>146314

>bump 100mg gabapentin
>0.5mg xanax
>2.5 glasses of wine
>debating between a bupe or bupe+addy shot

I am nothing like a narcicist, my libido is nonexistent, and I have BPD. Do you even know what borderline peronality disorder is?

Oh, I'm reading through your whole post now. I understand your general sentiment. Not sure if I mentioned in my shit post, but there was a triggering event and I'm far from established in terms of knowing and successfully using coping skills that aren't drugs.

If I wasn't bpd (bpd should typically stand for borderline personality disorder), it would be all fine. I got my grad degree and everything was fine. Then in the week or two my BPD came to life, everything changed. Please understand how my rational logic brain, at least when allowed times of clarity, recognizes she's a conditional loving selfish fuck who never put her marriage anywhere near the top of her priority list and either have no fucking idea what she was doing or was too stubborn/heartless/prideful/immature to lift her spouse up when he couldn't do so himself.

If my mom hadn't done exactly that for my step-dad during a very different but similar result psychologically wise, he'd have probably killed him, or at the very least they would have divorced. I married a woman who wasn't ready for the job description. I totally was, before I got fucking sick.

Understand that if it wasn't for this stupid fucking step 8 of Narcotics Anonymous, I wouldn't even still be having these problems (getting triggered, etc.). But nooooo, I'm supposed to make amends no matter how much they don't deserve it.

BPD don't write stuff like that for attention, or validation. At least I truly don't. Also I don't get the spoiler hate...was I supposed to just full take a full on verbal diarrhea dump on the page with no concern for those that aren't interested in the songs that my quartet of tiny sad violins happen to be playing at that time?

I feel fine today. I felt fine for over a week before that. In fact, the week before that was amazing, total mania phase but without psychosis or dysfunction. It was awesome; I got so much accomplished.

I guess it would be easier to distract myself if I had my own house, hadn't lost almost all my friends, and be dealing with PAWS all the time. I can't afford therapy anymore (thanks Florida for not expanding Medicaid when you don't even fucking foot the bill, retards) because I have no healthcare at all.

The closest thing I have is shitposting on here. Sorry I didn't know qq was an actual board...never needed something like that until recently.
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Brain - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 00:32:28 EST qM27bOms No.146316 Ignore Report Reply
>>146315
It's all good Maro. Everyone vents here once in awhile. Not like you made a bunch of threads. Just block mario if you got issues with his posts

>too much eitz
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dr. m - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 00:46:03 EST ehbFaOGo No.146317 Ignore Report Reply
>>146314

wow bro

I googled narcissistic marturbation, and I think I've just found the best articles I've ever read on love in general but specifically self-love.

Thanks bro. Here's the link:

https://ithriveeachday.wordpress.com/2018/07/05/narcissistic-masturbation-dont-take-a-wrong-turn-in-the-city-of-self-love/
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Beatrice Snoddale - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 03:48:55 EST evddYoO7 No.146318 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146315
>>146315
>0.75mg etiz rn
>900mg phenibut earlier
>16mg bupe earlier

I didn't mean narcissism, like NPD, i mean like Freud's definition. Like all of our intellectualization, thoughts, all of our interfacing with reality, is narcissism. A "narcissist" or NPD means someone pathologically addicted to some form of narcissistic supply. We're all have lots of narcissism, it is how we think and relate with the outside world. We know ourselves and we project it on everything else, more or less...
I can really relate to having a gf that is not ready for the hard times, even if you're there for her hard times. I think a lot of that comes to immaturity and youth. Plenty of younger women can and will make the effort to work through hard times (and thus they're probably not single lol). For the other women, usually age forces them to change. American women in particular so conditioned to milk their youth.
re spoilers, i believe they meant having multiple spoilers, vs one big spoiler

>>146317
Glad my reply helped.
I learned a lot from this site: "Malignant Self-love" http://samvak.trip0d.com/ though a lot of links 404, maybe since the author wants to sell his book or ye olde Trip0d is slipping into the void. Maybe read it through an archive. My mother is a pathological narcissist so it really helped me to understand. There are a lot of great psychology sites on tripod and weebly. Better than the typical "webmd"/modern psychology crap, which is all around coddling the patients ego and creating a long term patient/customer. I mean, all of modern marketing and mass media control is based on Freud's ideas, they can't be that wrong... see: "The Century of the Self"
Learning about psychology/psychotherapy taught me so much about mindfulness, which was so useful when i was insane with bipolar. And in my opinion, most or all cases of bipolar are a side effect of physical disease, as are many/most mental disorders.
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Beatrice Snoddale - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 03:49:37 EST evddYoO7 No.146319 Ignore Report Reply
>>146318
trip0d is filtered, so replace the 0
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Betsy Fucklewill - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 12:21:24 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146323 Ignore Report Reply
Well, my diazepam is still on fucking backorder, but at least I could get my clonazepam refilled at a different pharmacy. Kinda missed this benzo, let's see how it is now that I haven't taken it in a month or two
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 17:51:13 EST I6YS7H0F No.146328 Ignore Report Reply
Refill day!
20mg diazepam + 1mg alprazolam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine so far.

>>146323
How the hell are you getting both diazepam and clonazepam? My psych's only medicine refusal outright was prescribing me diazepam and clonazepam at the same time with the rationale that I would be too sedated to do much of anything all day. While I have taken both, and actually did after switching from clonazepam to diazepam about 3 years ago, the combo is rather sedating. Great combo, but it is not very functional IMHO.
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Betsy Fucklewill - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 18:13:46 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146329 Ignore Report Reply
>>146328

Different prescriptions from different doctors. This was my last refill on the clonazepam though, I doubt I'll get another prescription written for it. I'm going to try though lol.

I could ask you the same on how you have diazepam and alprazolam! My psych and GP refuses to give me alpra while on any other kind of benzo. It's annoying as hell.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 22:33:15 EST I6YS7H0F No.146331 Ignore Report Reply
Daily total: 40mg diazepam, 1.5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and booze.

>>146329
I take diazepam 3x/day for agoraphobia (primarily), social anxiety disorder, and generalized anxiety disorder. Alprazolam is for panic disorder (1/2 to 1 x 0.5mg up to 2x/day PRN)
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Graham Magglestidge - Mon, 01 Jul 2019 22:58:46 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146332 Ignore Report Reply
>>146331

My condolences on your conditions, Katz. I am also diagnosed with SAD, GAD and panic disorder (first two since middle school) and still they refuse to give me alpra or any fast acting benzo. I just don't get it. nb
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Chan - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 00:49:06 EST aG1vvsnf No.146337 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
>20mg Diazepam

Anyone able to tell me if Clonazepam would be more helpful with making the body more relaxed and not so "butterfly-ish". I can handle the mental aspect but my body is making me feel ill with this GAD, SAD, PD, PTSD etc.
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Zeak - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 03:27:52 EST p5prkNg5 No.146342 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
I am back. Though never completely left. Ive still been lurking here snd there and still rocking xans along with some clam going around heave pressed but I'm not conpmaining got littwraly 7 or more random ppl on social media tryna flex that shit
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Graham Magglestidge - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 03:46:36 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146343 Ignore Report Reply
>>146342
Yeah?
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Graham Magglestidge - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 05:24:33 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146344 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
>2mg clonazepam

To start off this early morning. Have drinks with my all female coworkers later tonight, should be fun, hopefully. Definitely will be taking more kpins before then.
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High Strung - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 10:40:49 EST VPU/mRFL No.146349 Ignore Report Reply
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Ayyyy time to wake, bake, and benz cuz I have the day off
>4mg Clonazepam
>3 bowls of kush
-1 pot of English breakfast tea
Gonna make a cup of coffee too.

Mixed news on the teaching in China front. The company I was working for said that they can't find me a suitable position in any parts of China, but they referred me to another company they are in cooperation with that actually has schools not just in East Asia but in the Arab Gulf States and the former USSR. This service also has job postings for things like teaching History/Social Studies/etc. IN ENGLISH rather than simply teaching English. When Allah/life/the universe closes one door, He/it opens up another, as they say. Still taking some Clonazepam and smoking some weed to suppress the obvious disappointment though....


>>146315
SLAYER and d'uas your way bro. I didn't know you had BPD. As someone with bipolar disorder with PTSD that causes split thinking and fear of abandonment, I empathize deeply with people with BPD. I actually was one of my BPD friend's strongest advocates, with the one who pushed her to seek and continue treatment, was her sponsor when she was getting sober from heroin, helped her with applying for jobs and school.... Now she's married, has a stepson, and is a medical assistant at a drug rehab center that specializes in people who have serious mental illness. She calls me her guardian angel lol.

It CAN get better, brother. Trust me, if a smackhead stripper prostitute crust punk girl can become a GOOD mom and have a high-paying job helping out other mentally ill addicts, you will be fine. Keep your head up insha'Allah.

>>146342
Hey Zeak! Hope you're staying blessed and positive. Let ol' High Strung know how you're doing.
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bb - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 16:57:21 EST mqFR9JAF No.146350 Ignore Report Reply
>>146349
lol im about to finish my bachelor in secondary education, what a waste. get head choppped UAE
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Graham Magglestidge - Tue, 02 Jul 2019 17:53:19 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146351 Ignore Report Reply
>4mg clonazepam

For a total of 6mg today and whaddya know, they work again! I was having trouble with them for the longest time, but after a couple months off of them they have me pretty chill now
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Clara Binningspear - Wed, 03 Jul 2019 13:15:40 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146355 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
>4mg clonazepam
>10mg diazepam
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 01:47:15 EST I6YS7H0F No.146365 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
Throughout the day I have had 25mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg trazodone, and a tall cup of chamomile tea.
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Brain - Thu, 04 Jul 2019 21:19:28 EST qM27bOms No.146383 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
>12mg etiz 1mg clonazepam

I've taken about half a gram of etiz in the last 2 months, its actually quite sad. Glad it aint flualp tho. Gotta taper sooooooon
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 05 Jul 2019 15:31:23 EST I6YS7H0F No.146418 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
20mg diazepam, 6 beers, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine yesterday

Now: 10mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam
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Brain - Fri, 05 Jul 2019 19:29:06 EST qM27bOms No.146419 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
12mg etiz /1mh clonazepam

Everyones at each other's throats ahaha
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 05 Jul 2019 22:07:34 EST I6YS7H0F No.146422 Ignore Report Reply
Another 10mg diazepam and 0.5mg alprazolam

>>146419
What the absolute shit is happening with all these anons bitching and flexing their prescriptions on each other?
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David Bardstone - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 01:10:08 EST qM27bOms No.146431 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
ETIZ BUMPIN
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Ernest Duckstone - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 11:27:57 EST 5yRLQ0N9 No.146432 Ignore Report Reply
22.5mg zopiclone cus im out of kpins
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Archie Gezzleham - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 16:12:51 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146435 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252

>4mg clonazepam

Maybe more soon. I just want to do some fucking drugs, man. But in fucking broke
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Archie Gezzleham - Sun, 07 Jul 2019 17:10:23 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146436 Ignore Report Reply
>>146435

>8mg clonazepam

I believe this was the dose I took during my last suicide attempt, back when I had 0 tolerance. I remember because I had .5s and took 16 of them. Blacked out in the bathtub and got sent to the psych ward. Shit times. Unfortunately it's almost impossible to overdose on benzos.

Crazy how tolerance be like that. Only up from here, probably. nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 00:39:50 EST I6YS7H0F No.146441 Ignore Report Reply
20mg diazepam, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and 25mg DPH. I’m about to take 50mg trazodone and 10-20mg zaleplon if I don’t start feeling sleepy soon.

>>146436
Damn, dude. 8mg is nowhere near an amount I would consider, at least in isolation medically, to be a dangerous dosage. High? -yes. Inducing death? -not so much.
But, the good news is you are alive and well.
Keep looking at the bright side of life. Make positive changes.
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Hugh Fuckingdale - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 05:03:53 EST yP5dJE+j No.146443 Ignore Report Reply
ambien and about to smoke a joint i just rolled. today was a pretty good day. spent a lot of time practicing piano. really been enjoying it since i've gotten started with it a few weeks ago. drugs and learning musical instruments are a great combination. but then again, i've always been extremely fond of learning, so maybe it's just me.
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Shit Fiffingshaw - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 07:22:45 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146444 Ignore Report Reply
>>146441

Eh, maybe it was 16 milligrams. Don't remember much of that night. 14 and 16 are significant numbers to me.

Anyways, that was 2 years ago nd I'm still getting fucking bills in mail from it. Sometimes I feel like I need to get help in the psych ward again to protect myself but it fucking scares me that I'm still fucking getting bills. Its bullshit we cant get emergency hospital stays without STILL getting fucked two years later.

I'm done with my qq esque post. Sorry about that. nb
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Brain - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 12:23:34 EST GEEMVTrJ No.146446 Ignore Report Reply
>>146444
So I gotta say, flualp has really ruined my appreciation for clonazepam/etiz. Etiz just ain't the same it used to be, I can't binge anymore. I reach a brick wall where no matter how much I take the delusions of sobriety just take over.

Clonazepam I just take apn and try not to abuse that. Although I can have some fun if I take a bunch.

Flualp is king compared to flam, clam, flunitrazolam, pryazolm, lorazepam and diazepam. I understand these are not fair comparisons really.

Anyway I touching flualp. Dope isn't even that fiendish too me.

8mg etiz/2mg etoz
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Ebenezer Sillerlire - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 18:45:39 EST Nmgs3Dw/ No.146447 Ignore Report Reply
>>146446
Yep it's a killer. I used to love it, really strong, good all around benzo, avalaible at every rc shop in good price, with next day delivery. Only bad thing about it, shit wipes your memory clean even if you don't black out. Nowadays people buy them and get some fucked up pills where one contains 0.01mg, the other 1.00 or more. Shit is wild and that's why I got back to pharmaceutical benzos.
Bump on bupe, clonazepam and beers.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 04:00:34 EST I6YS7H0F No.146450 Ignore Report Reply
Daily total: 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 50mg tramadol, 25mg DPH, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine. Moving is a fucking drag especially in the middle of a self-taper. However, I do have a new pain management doctor who I plan to see at the end of the month.

>>146444
Healthcare is fucked. Unless you live in a country with much higher than average quality of life then bills, medication costs, insurance, etc. are absolutely hell.
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Edward Honeyhall - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 01:10:05 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146459 Ignore Report Reply
>20mg diazepam
>50mg trazadone

My sleep schedule is fucked. Figured the trazadone would make me at least a little tired but nope. What to do on this long lonesome night?
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Edward Honeyhall - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 01:36:21 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146460 Ignore Report Reply
>>146459
Eh, fuck it

>2mg suboxone

This will hopefully help me sleep and put my mind at ease. nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 11 Jul 2019 00:32:15 EST I6YS7H0F No.146461 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
I have been remaining steady at 20mg diazepam per day for about 4 days. I’ll drop down to 17.5mg/day next week.
>20mg diazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg tramadol, and 50mg DPH
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High Strung - Thu, 11 Jul 2019 11:51:04 EST Ga2Bnto7 No.146463 Ignore Report Reply
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Mmmm Refill Day, takin' the pain away.

Chillin' in the university library on 3mg Clonazepam after picking up from the student pharmacy.

Life's kinda shitty right now. I got this new job as a receptionist for this lady's small freelancing business, turns out she's been cutting me fraudulent checks so I'm out of a job and a couple hundred dollars in the hole until the fraud dept of my bank can finish investigating it. So THAT happened. At least I got hired by another school, so come December I'll be posting from Beijing or its outskirts.

Doctor's gonna look up and see if they have benzos over there though. Chinese are pretty stringent with any drug you can potentially get high off of because of the historical precedent of opium's effects on their society. It's a strange collective trauma that they're still recovering from. It's gonna suck not being able to get weed or psychedelics there, but that alas.
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Ebenezer Drappersture - Thu, 11 Jul 2019 16:10:38 EST 0odhweUc No.146464 Ignore Report Reply
>>146463
GL Bro!
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Ebenezer Drazzlesit - Thu, 11 Jul 2019 21:17:28 EST m+iV6ddK No.146466 Ignore Report Reply
I have a 10mg in a 2ml midazolam injection and according to an online equivalent benzo calculator, it's equal to about to 2.5-5 mg of alprazolam.

If I IV this, will I just blackout? I can take 5 mg of alprazolam without blacking out but midazolam is sometimes used in medicine for preoperative amnesia. And is there any sort of rush from IVing benzos?
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High Strung - Thu, 11 Jul 2019 23:13:41 EST QUUlk64z No.146467 Ignore Report Reply
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8mg Clonazepam because I fucking can tonight. It's Refill Day and I've experienced 72 hours of bordliner traumantic bullshit. Also 2 long, fat Raw joints of Orange Kush to keep chillaxness going on. After a day (week?) of one horrible things leading to another, II need Clonazepam on full-blast for one single night, blaze too fatties of kush that are possibly a waste of weed for the amount of smoking but whatevz, this is the first time in ages for me smoking and benzing simultaneously in 2 weeks so I have the right to take the edge of the bullshit I've been through.....

listening 16th century Celtic Catholic chant and the oldest surviving Highland clansmen troubadour music of the 12th century at the moment. Making me feel I feel like I'm in another world

Pic only slightly related, Shetland is a psrt of Scotland with sone of eeriy past.

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Jenny Pittfoot - Thu, 11 Jul 2019 23:58:56 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146468 Ignore Report Reply
>>146467
How the hell do you take cloncazepam every day and still get a buzz from it?
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Frederick Gushwetch - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 01:48:35 EST iF8Mj3ri No.146470 Ignore Report Reply
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According to this alprazolam drug sheet: https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/drugsatfda_docs/label/2011/018276s045lbl.pdf

"Cimetidine—Coadministration of cimetidine increased the maximum plasma concentration of
alprazolam by 86%, decreased clearance by 42%, and increased half-life by 16%. "

Anyone here have any anecdotes that Cimetidine will actually to increase the duration or strength of alprazolam?
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Ernest Mangerridge - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 02:31:10 EST DCQYbN7N No.146471 Ignore Report Reply
>>146470
Not sure about it, but grapefruit juice is worth trying too. It made my alprazolam last a bit longer. Not much though, so I ended up switching to clonazepam.
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Frederick Gushwetch - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 03:02:26 EST iF8Mj3ri No.146473 Ignore Report Reply
>>146471
Grapefruit works the same way by inhibiting cyp3a4 which is the important enzyme for most benzos. Grapefruit it a weaker inhibitor than cimetidine tho. The problem i see with cimetidine is the rare (0.1–0.2%) side effect of gynecomastia in men (growing man tits), but only in long-term use. Ketoconazole is even better but can cause liver issues.
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High Strung - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 07:25:40 EST QUUlk64z No.146474 Ignore Report Reply
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It's a 4mg Clonazepam + 2 joints of Orange Kush morning. Then I guess it's time grab a bagel with egg, cheese, and halal beef bacon and Red Bull from across the bodega across the street. Hell yeah got them MUNCHIES

>>146468 Honestly I have no clue. Also when I run out of Clonazepam early I don't have any withdrawal symptoms (other than panic attacks, obvz). Been on the stuff since 2013 and never had a seizure or heart problems. Dunno how I'm blessed with it but whatever lol
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Jenny Pittfoot - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 13:24:33 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146475 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252

>6mg clonazepam

Got me feeling pretty good. Got accepted into local university's technical program, but I have to do an entrance test apparently. I'm brand spanking new to this whole college thing so I'm anxious about that, but I'll cross that bridge when I get to it. Right now, applying for federal grants since I'm broke and don't want to be broke-er, but it may come down to me paying out of pocket. Oh well.

Have a good day, ya'll.
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Martha Sendlelick - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 18:36:38 EST Ob+lchrU No.146476 Ignore Report Reply
My retarded friend made an etizolam solution for vaping. Are people really vaping benzos now lol
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High Strung - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 18:45:14 EST QUUlk64z No.146477 Ignore Report Reply
>>146476
>3mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of Orange Kush

Okay, I think I'm good on both the weed and benzos for the evening. Waiting for Cantonese food to arrive to finish off a meh kinda day.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 20:28:22 EST 45eWW5OX No.146480 Ignore Report Reply
15mg diazepam (morning dosage of 10mg and an afternoon dosage of 5mg) plus 0.5mg alprazolam. I’ll take my last 5mg dosage of diazepam in around 2-3 hours as well as a 10mg cyclobenzaprine and 50mg tramadol.

>>146476
I’ve read about people vaping etizolam and alprazolam for several years now. Over the last 3 or so years I saw posts off/on about people vaping clonazolam and ending up in a major blackout for days at a time.
Smoking and vaping benzos is very harsh on the lungs. Based on bioavailability, just taking the solution orally is going to be a much better idea than vaporizing it.
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Chan - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 22:57:52 EST vPHlfLts No.146484 Ignore Report Reply
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>10mg Diazepam

How long you have binded to me, making me so ever care free
Alas as you will come to see that the end will close for thee
Now too decouple that hold and be free
Diazepam is no longer for thee, I long to face the anxiety.

So happy to want too and be tapering off Diazepam. Will miss the BWB though.
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Ebenezer Fuckingwill - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 23:45:08 EST CQ8cFDHL No.146485 Ignore Report Reply
man im not trying to knock anyone script or act all cool but how do you people feel anything from like 10mg diazapam
im scripted 90 10mg valiums along with 90 2mg klonopins a month
i just dont get it. what does this low dose benzo even do? seems rather pointless unless stricly going for anixotltic effects, but this is a board to get /benz/d not anxiety relief
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Ebenezer Fuckingwill - Fri, 12 Jul 2019 23:53:36 EST CQ8cFDHL No.146486 Ignore Report Reply
>>146485
and just for example im on 4mg kpins, 20mg valiums, 8mg bupe(through a nasal spray, i put the needle down few months ago), and just drank 2 beers
yea i feel buzzed but my doses look crazy compared to *****most**** of the ones here
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Bowlingworth Chapman - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 00:16:52 EST O6ePcd2d No.146487 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
Refill day.
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Bowlingworth Chapman - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 00:17:52 EST O6ePcd2d No.146488 Ignore Report Reply
>>146487
#60 10mg diazepam. TEVA NIGGUH!
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Bowlingworth Chapman - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 00:19:41 EST O6ePcd2d No.146489 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
And these. Lol
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Chan - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 05:07:02 EST vPHlfLts No.146505 Ignore Report Reply
>>146486
>90 10mg valiums along with 90 2mg klonopins
>4mg kpins, 20mg valiums, 8mg bupe

I understand you, don't worry. 20mg Diazepam daily is the highest I've been scripted. So compared your doses you can probably see why I can feel effects. 4mg Clonazepam + 20mg Diazepam = roughly 60-80mg Diazepam so if your taking that daily your tolerence will have gone through the roof considering they are the long lasting RX benzodiazepines. Then adding alcohol on top of that. Your GABA receptors are not happy with you. I still don't get the code of ethics in the US (Guessing your from there judging by the RX's). In most countries docs/psychs would lose their license for that amount unless it was extra ordinary circumstances. Props on putting down the needle.

I'm probably going to post at low doses. I just like the people here and once I'm off Diazepam I probably won't be /benz/ing it up.

nb
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Hedda Surrysig - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 06:31:10 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146507 Ignore Report Reply
>>146485

10mg diazepam and 2mg clonazepam are not "low doses".

And it's not pointless. They're great for anti anxiety purposes. Don't come in here and tell us what this board is for when you "dont even know what they do"
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Ian Brippertetch - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 07:49:48 EST gT4EAF0b No.146508 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146505
I meant no disrespect at all
I'm mostly an /opi/ guy just with badass benzo scripts and was wondering what people do with these low doses.
>>146507
I know the biochem retard I was just wondering why not everyone here goes for real psychoactive doses
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Ebenezer Fuckingwill - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 10:16:14 EST CQ8cFDHL No.146509 Ignore Report Reply
>>146507
oh and to add i know my scripts are not low doses, wht i was saying was i dont understand why people looking for strong psychoactive effects take such low doses like .5mg ativan lol
regardless BWB 2mg kpin, 10valium, 4mg bupe, 1600mg gabapentin
just starting off the morning, about to go get a miller lite tallboy
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Reuben Pickwater - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 11:03:27 EST uSZ2pfyv No.146512 Ignore Report Reply
>>146508
Benzos aren't very recreational like other drugs. The euphoria I get is from anxiety relief itself. And I get delusions of sobriety on higher doses, so less is more for me.
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Martha Feffingham - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 12:25:13 EST 84C92G1d No.146514 Ignore Report Reply
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>1mg Klonopin
>300mg gabapentin
>10mg Adderall

On a side note, do any of you guys know if a muscle relaxer meant for spasms like cyclobenzaprine will help with post-workout muscle soreness at all?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 16:35:04 EST I6YS7H0F No.146515 Ignore Report Reply
10mg diazepam and 50mg tramadol this morning.
I’ll take 5mg diazepam in an hour or so.

>>146514
Yes, actually. Cyclobenzaprine can be rather sedating, so only a 5mg or 10mg dosage will have you set for around 6-8 hours. But, drink plenty of water and always stretch to help with soreness. I wouldn’t recommend taking a prescription muscle relaxer on the regular for muscle soreness due to working out.
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High Strung - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 16:37:31 EST QUUlk64z No.146516 Ignore Report Reply
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4mg Clonazepam

Gonna swing by a friend's house for dinner and then go home and get straight into bed, real talk
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Jack Gandlechere - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 20:54:16 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146518 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252

>2mg clonazepam
>.5 alprazolam

End my life
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Hannah Hurryfield - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 23:37:51 EST uUBAfplR No.146519 Ignore Report Reply
An RC vendor sent me WAY more flualprazolam powder than I ordered. I thought I was scammed but I tested a dose and it was legit.

Now the vendor is sending angry emails demanding I pay for the extra weight. The difference is much more than I am wiling to pay. Is this some type of scam? What's the worst that can happen if I ignore them?
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Jack Gandlechere - Sat, 13 Jul 2019 23:43:17 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146520 Ignore Report Reply
>>146519

Not a BWB. Good job
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Ian Furrylock - Sun, 14 Jul 2019 04:37:30 EST DCQYbN7N No.146522 Ignore Report Reply
>>146519
Ignore that moron. I had exactly opposite situation, I payed too much but dude just sent me more molly, rounded it up to nice 50g. There are vendors who are serious about their business and care about relations with buyer and then there are cheap ass bastards like that one. Tell him to fuck off and look for another source.
Posts like yours really make want to buy some flualp but I just can't. Too many blackouts and stupid shit I've done while on it.

Bump on 2mg clonazepam and heroin. Beautiful morning.
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Fuck Sipperbon - Sun, 14 Jul 2019 13:44:46 EST bczjMUoS No.146525 Ignore Report Reply
4mg kpin
20mg valium
3 beers
8mg bupe
And about to roll up a blunt
Happy sunday!
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Betsy Pickway - Sun, 14 Jul 2019 22:20:32 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146530 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
>4mg clonazepam under the tongue

Unfortunately I just ate, I hope it still calms me down. Might take more later.
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High Strung - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 02:34:03 EST QUUlk64z No.146531 Ignore Report Reply
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5mg Clonazepam
2 joints NYC Diesel
1 pot of tea

No work tomorrow so I'm staying up nice and late working on my Mandarin tones until the benz takes me to sleep. Wooooord up. Everyone else seems to be on the right cocktail of getting fucked up tonight, good to see.
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Chan - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 04:30:23 EST iaOxol77 No.146532 Ignore Report Reply
>>146531
Neat trick, if you didn't know. Pronounce 'c' by blowing through your bottom teeth. It won't sound right at first but it will make sense. Also looking up pictures of where people place there tongues for each tone and sound would be quite helpful.

If your jaw doesn't hurt after an hour of practicing Mandarin your doing it wrong (jk). It moves your jaw and tongue completely differently compared too English. If you don't mind me asking which province are you off too?

Also no /benz/. Can't think of a good combo yet so nb...for now.
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Frederick Shakeshit - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 04:52:31 EST QUUlk64z No.146533 Ignore Report Reply
>>146532 NB cuz no change in /benz/ dosage

But yes.... my textbook "Integrated Chinese" has a decent guy how to shape your mouth/tongue on certain syllables and tones. Very helpful

I'll be off to Beijing, so Standard Mandarin is exactly what I'm looking for. (I've been to Beijing, FANTASTIC city)
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Isabella Norringfidge - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 15:46:03 EST Et/bhmha No.146536 Ignore Report Reply
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>>146252
15 mg of zolpidem and 1 mg of clonazepam

a nice chill buzz for sure
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 19:44:31 EST I6YS7H0F No.146540 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
My self-taper is going as planned. I’m down to 17.5mg diazepam/day already as today marks week 5 tapering down from 30mg diazepam per day.
>10mg this morning, 2.5mg this afternoon, and 5mg is planned for tonight.
I’ll do this for another week then I’ll stop the mid-day/afternoon dosage. I know the Ashton Manual advises breaking up the lowest dosage of the day (which, is the second of TID) by taking the dosage and dividing it into half, which is evenly added onto morning and night. But, I’m giving strong debate to adding my afternoon dosage to my night dosage or just stopping the afternoon dosage of 2.5mg altogether next week. Either way, I’ll be down to 15mg/day between two doses either next Monday or two weeks from today.
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High Strung - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 20:27:28 EST QUUlk64z No.146541 Ignore Report Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
>2 bowls of Orange Kush

Trying to wind down with bud n' benzos, podcasts, and a crossword puzzle. Hope everyone else is as relaxed as I am.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 16 Jul 2019 13:10:47 EST qw8emaV1 No.146555 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
You already know: 10mg diazepam and 5mg cyclobenzaprine as soon as I woke up. My cat may have broken his leg last night, so my wife and I are trying to see what’s medically going on now.
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High Strung - Tue, 16 Jul 2019 18:41:28 EST QUUlk64z No.146558 Ignore Report Reply
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3mg Clonazepam
1 bowl of Sour Diesel

Working on my Chinese character radicals while nice and cozy.
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Benzofury !DmIYq/V7hg - Tue, 16 Jul 2019 22:02:24 EST JcTSiBNX No.146559 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252


Same dumb bullshit, 2mg kpin. Been pulling top 15's in global simulation racing games... specifically Rally ones. Shit's fun.

Oh and some super lemon haze. yeehaw
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Ernest Hevingwill - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 07:32:45 EST 5yRLQ0N9 No.146563 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252 unknown amount of etizo lam and some sour dizzle (not deisel)
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High Strung - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 12:33:19 EST QUUlk64z No.146564 Ignore Report Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>1 bowl Sour Diesel
-tall iced coffee

Good way to start the day. Night shift tonight, yes, but it's only 3 hours cuz we're still working on getting our network back up. So yeah, it's gonna be a good afternoon.
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James Chettingputch - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 15:15:04 EST PvFwV3Lk No.146566 Ignore Report Reply
>>146564
Man how do you pass drug tests?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 20:03:43 EST 620q2vJg No.146567 Ignore Report Reply
12.5mg diazepam, 50mg tramadol, 15mg cyclobenzaprine, and 0.5mg alprazolam today.
5mg diazepam is scheduled for tonight before bed.

>>146566
I don’t know about HS, but I’ve never had to take a drug test for any job. Shit, my last internship was over the course of two semesters at a major local mental health outpatient facility.
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Charles Winningchid - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 22:44:55 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146569 Ignore Report Reply
>2mg clonazepam
>10mg dxm
>1 pill acepromazine, unknown mg

Let's see if I die tonight
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Hedda Clenderhood - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 23:23:25 EST sQE9jZdW No.146570 Ignore Report Reply
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just took 1mg clonazepam. wish i could take more. so sad today.
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Charles Winningchid - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 12:10:21 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146584 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
>20mg diazepam
>2mg lorazepam

I feel like fucking shit today. Hoping this'll take the edge off..
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David Gangerspear - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 17:05:50 EST gfeF25A/ No.146586 Ignore Report Reply
Cant wait to get my gabapentin script and my clonazepam script this weekend. Going to have a good time 😁💊
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Frederick Napperwater - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 22:39:38 EST ywOcSlJ1 No.146588 Ignore Report Reply
>>146586
Is gabapentin remotely recreational or why do you want it? :S
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Hannah Hoblingnotch - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 23:00:02 EST gfeF25A/ No.146589 Ignore Report Reply
>>146588
You can get high from gabapentin. I do it often and it makes me feel great. Try it sometime.
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High Strung - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 23:03:38 EST QUUlk64z No.146590 Ignore Report Reply
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3mg Clonazepam and 1 bowl of green to salute to our fallen homies at KyoAni. Shit was sad, yo.

>>146566
I've never had to take a drug test, strangely enough. Also the New York State forbids drug tests except for certain jobs like construction and assembly factories or some shit. Also I've never been convicted of any drug possession (I was charged once, but the judge dismissed the case).
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Frederick Napperwater - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 23:23:11 EST ywOcSlJ1 No.146591 Ignore Report Reply
>>146589
holy shit. i think i have an entire bottle somewhere. ill research but how many mg? i have zero benzo tolerance right now. ive seized before tho
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Nathaniel Sevingchick - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 02:30:49 EST 86bjiiz4 No.146593 Ignore Report Reply
>>146591
1200-1500 staggered for a. newbie
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Nigel Begglespear - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 21:56:12 EST gfeF25A/ No.146600 Ignore Report Reply
>>146591
So, how did the gabapentin do for you?

Took 30mg oxycodone and 1200mg gabapentin and I feel good!
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Phyllis Cheshfare - Sat, 20 Jul 2019 03:59:54 EST aGoxOYhA No.146603 Ignore Report Reply
>>146252
Back from a nice vacation for a week. Did a ton of coke and had crazy amounts of fun.

Bumping 8mg etiz from earlier. Was going to bed but decided to rail 80-100mg of methylphenidate and smoke weed. Time for another 4mg etiz/trazadone and maybe 50mg of dph if i can't sleep
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Ebenezer Genderridge - Sat, 20 Jul 2019 14:44:11 EST GR63YG1T No.146606 Ignore Report Reply
Took 2mg clonazepam after 2 months of not taking it. No tolerance now and I'm fucked up! This is turning out to be a good weekend 💊💊😛😊
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High Strung - Sat, 20 Jul 2019 17:24:16 EST QUUlk64z No.146607 Ignore Report Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
>2 fat ones of OG Kush

Heat index is 103F here in Brooklyn right now. I feel like I'm in Dog Day Afternoon or Do the Right Thing lol ATTICA ATTICA


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