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Bump While Benz'd (BWB): Blackouts, Brown-outs, Medicinal Successes, and Collective Amnesia, Pt. IX

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!KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 02 Dec 2019 07:02:45 EST wsOFceLF No.147800
File: 1575288165307.jpg -(73578B / 71.85KB, 620x382) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Bump While Benz'd (BWB): Blackouts, Brown-outs, Medicinal Successes, and Collective Amnesia, Pt. IX
The old thread is not only no longer bumping, but is also out of date (Summer is long gone for those of us north of the equator). Several posters over the past couple of years have really stressed the importance of harm reduction and tapering guides to be pinned to the top of the board, but I have never seen any harm reduction thread pinned to the top of /benz/. As such, post when you're on benzos, have benzo or GABAergic questions not deemed suitable for their own thread(s), and whatever else you can conceive of when discussing benzodiazepines and their related drugs.

I would be remiss not to mention this thread, and board, are home to discussions of not only benzodiazepines, but also barbiturates, thienodiazepines (e.g. etizolam), RC benzos, gabapentin, pregabalin, Soma (carisoprodol), GHB and related analogues, phenibut, and other GABAergic drugs.

For the sake of safety, refer to the Ashton Manual for dosage conversions, medically advised tapering schedules, and other benzo-related facts (e.g. half-life, active metabolites, etc.). The Ashton Manual is essentially the benzo bible: https://benzo.org.uk/manual/index.htm

Medically safe rapid tapers involve a 10% dosage reduction per week or even per month. A modified version of this taper is to reduce dosages by a maximum of 10% per week (or month) until reaching 20% of the initial daily dosage. Upon reaching 20% of the original dosage, a person can then taper by 5% per week (or month) until their taper is complete. The main goal of tapering is to continue decreasing doses or at least remain at the same dosage for an extra few weeks or months rather than increase dosage. Tapering is a long and potentially deadly process with horrid withdrawal symptoms that can be mitigated by following medical guidelines and sticking to empirically reviewed taper schedules. Harvard University published a succinct, yet informative piece regarding CDC- and FDA-related guidelines for opioid tapering, which can be utilized for tapering benzos: https://www.health.harvard.edu/blog/undoing-the-harm-tapering-down-from-high-dose-opioids-2019051016622

BWB: 30mg diazepam, 20mg hydrocodone, 150mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, and a glass of wine. I'm about to take 10mg zolpidem and pass out.
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Phineas Clayville - Mon, 02 Dec 2019 20:04:08 EST 86LjTa31 No.147802 Reply
>>147800

Not much at all but it's a /benz/o so

>2mg lorazepam

I relapsed hard on the opioids last week and really craving some right fucking now, but trying to get my tolerance down a bit. Hopefully *some* kind of drug rides me over, hence the lorazepam
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 01:28:51 EST wsOFceLF No.147812 Reply
>>147800
By total accident I became rather benz'd after my morning class, but before my research lab meeting in the early afternoon. Shit, I arrived home and slept for 6 hours after dinner. i never nap.
This morning's combo of 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 5mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, and drinking grapefruit juice daily must have caught up with my ass.

Taking another round of cyclobenzaprine, hydrocodone, and hydroxyzine now!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 07:26:31 EST wsOFceLF No.147819 Reply
>>147800
Grand daily total, my dudes.

40mg diazepam, 40mg hydrocodone (I think?), 40mg cyclobenzaprine, 1.5mg alprazolam, 150mg hydroxyzine, two glasses of wine, and a 1 fl.oz. shot of imported coconut rum. I feel fucking dandy as I am scoring WAIS-IV protocol for tomorrow (cognitive testing aka IQ testing) for class.
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Martha Tootham - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 07:51:51 EST cPeAbnkX No.147823 Reply
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>>147819
Dont know what that exsm is but good luck
Its unironically nice to hear folk on this bored doing well and also reassuring that someone else can stick in at school or whatever

I am starting my full time.profession in january and very anxious about either brainfog from my pregab/valium use, or withdrawl and anxiety about having a seozure from wds. Also supposed to start venlafaxine but ive just look lookin at th3 box
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dr. m - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 09:49:00 EST Rt3E2wAH No.147826 Reply
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>>147800
Well, I got a pack of ~700mg etiz, ~100mg+ 4-aco-dmt, ~50-100mg dpt, and maybe ~250mg 4f-mph. I don't have a scale as my living arrangements are really shitty and I'm moving to Asia in 6 weeks. I have no PG either to make volumetric solutions.

The 4f-mph was solid functional stim, but the whole "start with 10mg it's super strong" was total bullshit with my d-amph tolerance, even after a month without any. I ended up using like ~250mg rectally within 3-4 days. So I don't see how that's really all that affordable.


Anyways, first night I did a super, super conservative tooth pick "lick" but just the very bottom, and basically felt nothing. Then the next day I said fuck it and did several, maybe up to ~15-25mg etizolam total LOL. Shame on me!

Anyways, here's the kicker...I'm 99% convinced I consumed ALL of the 4-aco-dmt, ontop of two 125ug LSD tabs, as well as ALL of the DPT! I'm so pissed dude. I doubt I'll ever get to "try" DPT again the rest of my life.

Anyways, to ensure I don't almost totally fuck my life up again, I dissolved the remaining ~670-690mg etizolam in a bottle of 680ml 75.5% everclear, so it's basically 1mg/ml.

The only downside is there's no possible way I can smuggle it into Asia now lol, but that's probably for the best. I might just hide it in the atttic and scribble "POISON: NOT A JOKE: CONTAINS DEADLY DRUGS XANAX 0.5mg/ml" on the front with a scrapie in case anyone ever finds it.

Regardless, idk what the fuck is up with this etizolam, but it's not how I remember etizolam feeling. It's delusions of sobriety to the max. Maybe I'm not as anxious as I was years ago?

Anyways

>BWB/BWN/soon BWS
>2mg etizolam/4mg nasal bupe/d-amph once pharmacy opens in like 30-60 minutes
>60mg oral d-amph, about to top it up with 30mg rectal d-amph+4mg bupe

Anyone know anything about the benzo scene in Vietnam? I'm wondering if they're OTC like they are in Cambodia and somewhat Laos.
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John Gankinspear - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 19:33:57 EST vj34L+JL No.147831 Reply
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45mg temazeapam + a bowl of weed is just starting to set in, leave tomorrow to stay with friends from uni for a couple weeks, which will be great because I've only gotten to see them weekends here and there since I dropped out, got 27 more temmies to last me the week including giving some out/selling them, probably going to try to cop a lot of ecstasy while I'm there, listening to Madchester and a lot of other stuff i've done a lot of X to to put myself more in the mood for it, doesn't take a lot of convincing

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2CQLAhNlbfQ

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gp6Wc9IQ1w0

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Dj3p9CI9QGE

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UVwLhV1oY1c

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lOy-VnJAFqw
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 05 Dec 2019 05:05:20 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147836 Reply
>>147823
The protocol I was scoring is the Weschler Adult Intelligence Scale (WAIS-IV). It is commonly given in a battery of tests to determine a person's I.Q.
In my course, my cohort is tasked with administering, scoring, and interpreting the results of these cognitive tests. So, we have to know the tests and manuals inside and out as well as being able to properly interpret results. Thanks for the well wishes! Really, the process is more tedious than difficult but ultimately enjoyable.

>Also reassuring that someone else can stick in at school
I have two degrees and am currently in doctoral studies. Several other long-term posters have bachelor's and even master's degrees. High Strung was in a PhD program as well.

>Starting my full time profession... very anxious about either brainfog
I can see where you're coming from. Brain fog is no joke and explaining the feeling to others who have not experienced it can be rather challenging. Best of luck with your new career endeavor. I truly hope you enjoy your profession.

nb
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Beatrice Dartspear - Thu, 05 Dec 2019 06:40:09 EST cPeAbnkX No.147837 Reply
>>147826
Interesting, let us know how you do on the test.
Do you benz for self-medicating or just to chill? Sometimes i think using them to chill is possibly safer than self medicating as when you self medicate it leaves the possibility of it never ending. I have a bachelors in science too as a paramedic and started on benzos when i was prescribed them 3yrs ago for a loved one's suicide.
I'm hoping to never touch benzos again now that i've started on venlafaxine but I swear it's been making me feel more anxious and uncomfy since starting it, benzos are not a solution but sometimes its so hard to move on.
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High Strung - Thu, 05 Dec 2019 19:02:42 EST /Jw4qVap No.147839 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
>1mg Alprazolam

Pizza delivery on the way. Trying to find someone in the area who has MDMA so I can do one last roll before quitting all psychedelics for good, but MDMA plugs are notoriously elusive and/or flaky.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 06 Dec 2019 00:57:33 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147843 Reply
>>147800
40mg diazepam, 20mg hydrocodone, 1mg alprazolam, 75mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 8 fl.oz. 100% grapefruit juice, a 12 fl.oz. 10.4% quad ale beeer, and 3 x 5 fl.oz. 13% wine. I think I might have a fourth and final glass of wine then take 10mg zolpidem if I still cannot sleep.

I wish I had some higher strength opiates, moderate uppers, and a nice bottle of single malt Scotch. Hopefully over holiday break I can procure some IR oxycodone 30mg tablets.
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Cyril Gazzleshit - Fri, 06 Dec 2019 14:35:02 EST 86LjTa31 No.147849 Reply
>40mg diazepam

Might take some suboxone and kratom later, maybe hit up the plug too. Got 3 days off and I'm feeling like a fiend
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High Strung - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 02:37:25 EST /Jw4qVap No.147852 Reply
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Total consumption today:
>7mg Clonazepam
(3 around 5pm, 4 around 2am)
>1.5mg Alprazolam
(at 2am)
-Pot of decaf English breakfast that I'm sippin' on right now

Refill Day. Have literally nothing to do tomorrow or Sunday except pick up the crib, so being still awake at 2:30am (and probably waking up at noon tomorrow) ain't shit. In my bed room, wrapped in a blanket, drinking tea, admiring the Xmas tree, and reading reading about the Shining Path of Peru because... I fuckin' can. Hope everyone else is feeling as laid back as I am.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 03:52:36 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147853 Reply
Hours before: 200mg cimetidine and 30mg DXM

Throughout the day, but mostly now: 40mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, 35mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, and a slow but study intake of beer (some 22 oz. dry Japanese bomber at a sushi joint) and pints of Mexican honey imperial lager (8.5% ABV).
After a bit I’ll probably drink this weird ass rum barrel aged imperial stout (10.8% ABV) and take one or two 10mg zolpidem.

>>147852
Fuck yeah, dude. Chill hard! This cold weather used to bum me out, but now I just put on a flannel shirt, make tea, and post up reading/watching movies.
I’m psyched as shit for winter break. There are several books I’ve wanted to get to since moving.

>Xmas tree
Do you still celebrate? I know you aren’t at your crib at the moment, but didn’t know if you still celebrated Christmas due to differing religious ideologies.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 05:37:30 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147855 Reply
>>147853
Sipping sleepytime tea (black berry + other vitamin laden fruits) and high ABV imperial stouts.
Add on 10mg diazepam, another 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and I am now staggering 400mg tramadol.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 06:07:59 EST z6tklF4p No.147856 Reply
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>>147800
Would have posted on/OPI/ but they've gotten kind of shitty with me over stash pics... Plus this pic is mostly benzos anyway. BWB + BWN my good people. They yellow and green caps are 5mg Librium, the red and blue are 30mg Temazepam and thebonebred and pink one a 15, there are also 3 Valium 10mg, a 10mg Mogodon, half mg Clonazepam, and a mg of Ativan.
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High Strung - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 06:45:24 EST /Jw4qVap No.147857 Reply
>>147853
Oh, didn't you pick up on the fact that I'm saying from Thanksgiving to New Year's with my mom and sisters? I don't leave for China until Jan 6!

While yes many Muslim theologians claim that Christmas is idolatry/polytheism, many others say that American Christmas is has become so secularized now that you can basically celebrating without committing idolatry against the Prophet Jesus (pbuh). And the Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) said that the greatest thing you can do in the material world is spend time with your mother, so.... there you go.

I'm taking 3mg more Clonazepam and heading back to bed. I literally have nothing to do tomorrow except to do the dishes and call my ex-roommate so he can ship me something I forgot when I moved out, and he told me not to call him until tonight. So I can literally sleep, watch movies in bed, jerk off, and benz all Saturday. Woot.

Tomorrow I'm gonna smoke and eat some edibles one very last time with a buddy out in the wilderness. A farewell to arms, a farewell to cannabis... Oh well, at least the holidays are going well.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 06:52:03 EST z6tklF4p No.147858 Reply
>>147796
>Temazepam and thebonebred*

And the red and pink pills are 15mg Temazepam
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 08:20:31 EST tr3aPklk No.147861 Reply
On 40mg of diazepam and a coupe of silver haze spliffs.

Feeling good, waiting for my older brothers choir concert to start.

SLAYER
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High Strung - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 14:30:59 EST /Jw4qVap No.147865 Reply
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-Woke up at 1:00pm cuz I I have nothing (NOTHING) to do this weekend
-Threw on my sweatpants, sweatshirts, and a bed robe and head to McDonalds
-Get home, start gnoshin' down
>4mg Clonazepam
>0.5mg Alprazolam
-2 tall Monster White energy drinks

It's a good day to chill and just space out to the Christmas tree and chat with my friends in China. Hope everyone stays laid back today.
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McKush - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 22:58:01 EST fs5aF+hM No.147867 Reply
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>>147800
It turns out (900mg) gabapentin plus (260mg) Dxm feels like a better version of alcohol. I can't type. Yup, definitely no sleep tonight until the morning.

Dr. katz idk what the point is in taking that amount of hydroxyzine and cyclobenzaprine. I guess the cyclobenzaprine sedative effects go away after awhile.
Also, everyone on /weed is crazy. I actually feel very drunk-like.
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High Strung - Sun, 08 Dec 2019 00:17:22 EST /Jw4qVap No.147868 Reply
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>>147867
Indeed! As a fellow academic, benzo enthusiast, and love of cannabis, I am always flabbergasted as to how Dr. Katz is able to function in every day life while taking that many drugs multiple times a day. Having a wife, a day job, having excellent grades in school.... with a drug intake like that, I'd be completely HURR DURR DURR 24/7.

Anyways, I'm wrapping getting ready for bed around midnight with:
>4mg Clonazepam

-Vita Coco extra large bottle to watch it (and my other psych meds) down
-Tang Dynasty Chinese classic muisc ( https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EWPS0AZKUeo ) if you wanna give it a spin
-In my robe and wrapped in a blanket reading a good book about the Chinese Civil War.

Perfect way to end an uneventful Saturday night.
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dr. m - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 01:15:55 EST Rt3E2wAH No.147873 Reply
>>147800
Been hard on the etizolam train for I believe 8 days now, consuming between ~2-8mg or so of etizolam per day depending, averaging around 4-5mg, not counting the single night of eyeballing like a mentally defective person and taking probably like 20-30mg+.

Unfortunately I have a UA coming up in a few days more than 2 weeks from now, so tonight is the last night of "large" doses, and only allowing myself a maximum of ~1-2mg etiz the next 2 days or so only if I actually get some sort of withdrawal effects. I need to pass this UA no matter what, and I wouldn't be surprised whatsoever if this company tests for etizolam. They test for fucking everything.

Even though it's not listed as one of the primaries+metabolites to check for, I just can't risk it.

>BWB approx 4.5-5mg etizolam
>1.5 glasses of wine
>60mg oral d-amph this morning and another 30mg rectal d-amph this afternoon
>4mg rectal bupe

Good news is I've found someone who can permanently commandeer my bottle of 151 that still has over 500mg of volumetrically dosed etizolam in it, and at a reasonable price too. Having any more than like ~10-30mg of this stuff around without an extensive lockout safe is just plain stupid.

>>147868
Depending on where you'll be in China, we should be only a few hours max apart by train within a month or two. I'm surprised you haven't joined us in the Discord.
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dr. m - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 02:55:44 EST Rt3E2wAH No.147875 Reply
>>147874
Dude what? Doing subutex/suboxone every damn day nasally just doesn't work, it destroys your nose entirely, and without getting into too much personal info, I have something to do with my mouth that results in way, way more than average salivation, so basically I get probably half or less as much out of sublingual bupe as the average person (more like 1/3 as much).

I only plug amph when I'm plugging bupe anyways in the same rig, typically if it's a redose or past noon so that the duration is a bit shorter so I can actually go to bed.

If bupe was orally efficient, I wouldn't need to fuck with any of that shit. Snorting ruins your lungs too.

I'll stick with my splitting up of sometimes nasal, sometimes rectal bupe man, thanks. As much as 12mg sublingual bupe was making me WD within ~20 hours, yet just 3-4mg rectal/nasal bupe and I'm right as rain. Now that I add a-l-c and chitosan to my rectal and nasal solutions as well, the BA is just absurdly superior.
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Reuben Sidgeham - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 18:47:46 EST EX73QyG+ No.147876 Reply
300mg lyrica

Will be kicking in soon. Going to have a good time.
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George Fuckinglock - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 19:50:47 EST EX73QyG+ No.147877 Reply
>>147876
Took another 75mg of lyrica. Up to 375mg now and I feel fantastic!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 10 Dec 2019 02:01:51 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147878 Reply
I'll bump, but I'm not really benz'd or nodding.
Diazepam, hydrocoodone, cyclobenzaprine, a pint of 8% Mexican mango lager, a shot of rum, and I'm brewing up a caffeinated blueberry/kombucha tea combo. It's finals' week, so I'm hitting the books/papers hard AF.

>>147874
>>147875
Personally, I put boofing up there with IV/IM administration. People are going to use whatever method with the highest BA and is the most utilitarian in nature. While I've never boof'd, iV'd, or IM'd any drug I don't necessarily look down upon it.
Different strokes for different folks.

>>147867
Both meds are taken as needed, which is fairly often. Both drugs are taken for their indicated purposes, and yes, the sedation does eventually wear off from cyclobenzaprine after a while. I used the drug for years and would still start to nod off after a few hours of being on 5mg to 10mg. Tolerance is a bitch though and outside of Soma (carisoprodol), I am not really sure which muscle relaxants are worth my time. Baclofen has a heap of side-effects I'm not comfortable with.

>what the point is
Reduction of muscle spasms/pain and reducing itchiness caused by opiates.

>>147868
Ah shit, big thanks, High Strung. Living how I do, you know, being in the middle of it all feels so normal. Then I talk to others briefly about my legal medicinal usage of drugs and they're fucking floored. During my master's studies I had a professor call me out and have a mini-intervention with administration. Admins didn't care as they knew of my medical history and I wasn't having any problems with my coursework, research, therapy clients, peers, or faculty. It was more so "Hey, if you need help let us know. But you seem fine."
But yeah, having a wife, health family/social life, keeping my grades up, etc. with my drug intake isn't always as bad as it seems. Idk. I don't want to ramble, but life really isn't that bad. We all need or want different medications/drugs for various ailments. One of these days I'll chomp down and hop on the medical weed train, but for right now (and the last decade), I'm comfortable where I'm at.
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George Fuckinglock - Tue, 10 Dec 2019 05:47:10 EST EX73QyG+ No.147880 Reply
Woke up an hour ago and I'm still feeling high from the lyrica I took last night. Damn I love this shit!

Bumpity bumping bumo!
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Blinkey Bill - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 00:04:30 EST JJWXzvnU No.147884 Reply
>>147826
Dont know about Vietnam my guy but in the philipinnes which is decidedly anti narcotic I just had to pay for a drs app and i got lyrica 300mg caps and 2mg kpins. I would say pay for a drs appointment.
Also it was the only way i could use infornt of my traditional catholic finacee at the time. good times , fucking military police every where early 2018 Negros
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High Strung - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 21:22:18 EST /Jw4qVap No.147889 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>3 bowls of Orange Kush
>5mg Melatonin

Today was a damn fine day. Went mountain climbing, then hiking on the trails around the mountain, then went and looked at the Christmas lights in the area while smoking some loud. Now it's time for 10th century Christmas chant on my Sennheiser HD650's, some manga, then bedtime. Hell yeah willie
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dr. m - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 21:43:03 EST Rt3E2wAH No.147890 Reply
>>147878
Do you truly feel like boofing deserves to be compared to IV/IM administration? It's basically nasal administration, but using a less sensitive, much higher surface area, blood vessel-dense mucus membrane, without absolutely any of the injection-related organ and cardiovascular damage. I don't personally think that's a fair comparison. Scientifically speaking, it's basically snorting stuff via your ass, lmao.
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David Clundlekick - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 22:09:07 EST 86LjTa31 No.147891 Reply
>30mg addderall
>4mg lorazepam

after about a week long opioid binge. I literally cannot stay sober
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 02:27:26 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147892 Reply
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My dear, beloved fellow trips and anons,

This week is my first week of doctoral level finals. Yesterday, I told my wife I refuse to go through these sober (none of the finals are tests of immediate, semantic, or long-term memory recall outside of a final I had today regarding the interpretation of a battery of cognitive tests with result explanations, interpretations, and patient/client recommendations).

This afternoon: 10mg diazepam, 5mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 4mg ondansetron (I also might have taken 10mg cyclobenzaprine, but I do not remember).

8 hours ago: ingested a pint of U.S. domestic beer
1 hour ago: 15mg diazepam, 15mg hydrocodone, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 75mg hydroxyzine ingested. I also had a pint of 5% U.S. domestic beer (I'm going cheap and weak since I'm on a shit fucking ton of Rx meds).
Now: A third pint of U.S. domestic beer. Also, I just brewed up a strong cup of ginger green tea, which probably has somewhere between 15mg and 30mg caffeine (two bags were brewed).
I picked up a six pack of this insane A Clockwork Orange inspired milk stout (8% ABV) this evening. I plan to have one or two throughout the night, but still be able to drive myself to campus to hand in my final by noon tomorrow (or, later on today Dec. 12th).

Sorry for the ramble. I'm uh, really feeling fantastic for the first time in a few weeks.

Pic related

>>147890
When I say "up there" I more so mean with the ritualization and preparation of the drug in addition to the often higher BA compared to oral, sublingual, buccal, and intranasal/insufflation ROAs. IV/IM usage without question has the most negative physical impact and highest level of physical dependency with administration/use. But, I know insufflation in itself is horrible for the sinuses, can lead to a deviated septum, lung problems, and other health ailments.
I do not want to seem like I am shitting all over boofing, no pun intended, but it is a more hardcore route to many experienced and naive drug users compared to oral/sublingual/bucal and intranasal administration. I would prefer boofing over IV/IM simply due to cardiovascular an organ damage, as well as collapsed veins and the like, but snorting stuff up the butt is definitely viewed as more "weird" and hardcore than every other method but IV/IM'ing unless you're with a crowd of people who prefer to stick needles in their veins and muscles rather than have prepped rectal solutions, which occurs but still blows my mind.
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High Strung - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 12:28:57 EST /Jw4qVap No.147894 Reply
>3mg Clonazepam
>1mg Alprazolam

Listening to an absolutely riveting, comprehensive (albeit utterly heartbreaking) 4-part podcast series about the Jon Benet Ramsey murder case while WeChatting with an old friend from my last trip to China who wants to "spend a weekend" with me when I get to Xian in January. She's quite the cutie. Mmm mmm mm.

>>147892
CONGRATS, KATZ! I'm rootin' for you, broseph! If I can do a thesis-turned-book while baked and benzed, I'm sure you can do it too!
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High Strung - Fri, 13 Dec 2019 18:49:46 EST /Jw4qVap No.147907 Reply
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Total load of today:
>4mg Clonazepam
>0.5mg Alprazolam

Now enjoying benzo-munchies-satiating pizza and continuing the Jon Benet Ramsey documentary podcast I mentioned earlier. I know I shouldn't be listening to these bad vibes like this.... but I'm utterly captivated.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 04:02:17 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147909 Reply
Finals are done! Holy shit. I picked up a few boxes of nitrous oxide (98 whippets total) and binged them after completing my finals today. My wife was pissed when she arrived home and saw several boxes, charges, and a dispenser by me. Oh well. We'll talk about it tomorrow.

Much earlier: 7.5mg hydrocodone, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, a few beers, 98 nitrous chargers, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 10mg diazepam

Now: 5mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 15mg diazepam, and fat mugs of sleepytime tea.

Finally, I got around to picking up Kate Bush's Hounds of Love after 13+ years of meaning to give the entire album a listen. Currently making my way through side A.

>>147894
Major thanks, High Strung! I appreciate the well wishes and confidence.
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Alice Chubberhall - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 06:55:43 EST RbGq1s9o No.147914 Reply
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>>147909
Holy shit man. Be easy. I know you're a smart dude but that level seems nuts even to me and I'm a dumb addict. 20mg cyclobenzaprine and you could even operate a charger without falling asleep is wild. Regardless of the flexeril, mixing opiates and benzos is not good news and I know you know that.

You're a great content creator on here and we'll miss you if you ever stop posting. Be careful man. The levels you're pushing yourself into are hard to bounce back from.
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Archie Picklepodging - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 23:42:55 EST 86LjTa31 No.147922 Reply
>>147800
>4mg bupe
>20mg diazepam
>1/4 of a 25mg thc edible
>120mg propranolol

I'm a rave kid and missed out on one tonight because my fucking dumbass was asleep... my boys were calling me trying to wake me up and everything and I just couldn't for some reason, and on top of that I had some awful dreams and my girlfriend is out of town. Feeling super fucking bummed out and sad, just want to get fucked up.

Have a good one guys.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 01:48:41 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147923 Reply
20mg diazepam, 20mg hydrocodone, 125mg hydroxyzine, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, and wine. The wife and I are sipping on a 2014 pinot noir while semi-binge watching the Netflix series “Unbelievable.” Finna have a couple beers in bit and maybe more benzos.

>>147922
Are you in the U.S., U.K., or Europe? And how old are you? I haven’t been to a legit rave in almost a decade. Raves became nearly non-existent in their traditional form between the late 2000s and early 2010s.

I’m buzzed, benz’d, and feeling myself —- so, I hope this doesn’t across as hostile. Your posts reminds me of teenage ravers.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 01:53:44 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147924 Reply
>>147914
Sorry for the scare. Truthfully, I do not want to worry anyone on here or in my family, academic, and social circles. I’ve been post-taper for around 3.5 months with PRN benzo usage and predominantly opiate usage.
I will be careful and maintain a decently level head with this shit. It’s easy to get caught up and such experiences become normalized.

If or when I completely stop taking drugs there’s a slim chance i wouldn’t still post up on some of my favorite boards. /benz/ has been a tremendous community for me over the years.

nb
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Archie Picklepodging - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 03:07:22 EST 86LjTa31 No.147925 Reply
>>147923

No offense taken, I get that lol. I'm from the U.S. and just recently started to raves in October and have just fallen in love. It was always a dream of mine to go to a "underground rave", a la illegal warehouse gathering or something, but I don't think those are a thing anymore.

I'm 23. Just really attached to my good friends and like I said, love raves and the whole vibe of it. I'm also a huge bitch when I miss out on things and get sad way too easily.
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Ebenezer Finderhood - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 03:46:50 EST cPeAbnkX No.147926 Reply
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>>147924
>If or when I completely stop taking drugs there’s a slim chance i wouldn’t still post up on some of my favorite boards. /benz/ has been a tremendous community for me over the years.
Just to echo this sentiment, it's been informative and supportive for me too and I'm hoping not to use benzos again however I will continue with my pregabalin prescription and still come here, also i've noticed your posts too Katz you helped me a few times cheers.
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High Strung - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 21:22:29 EST /Jw4qVap No.147934 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
>4mg Alprazolam
-5mg Melatonin
-Pot of chamomile-lavender tea

Have had an atrocious mental health day. As you can see I'm a little more benz'ed up than usual because the whole day has had been me wanting to simultaneously run a triathalon, do 1000 jumping jacks, scratch my skin off, cry my eyes out, and kill myself by overdosing on pills before garroting myself via a rope + plastic bag. I had to basically sedate myself all day and lay on the couch with family regularly checking in on me to make sure I wasn't going to hurt myself. Now I feel absolutely fine, I don't know what the fuck came over me!

Here's a picture of something that makes life worth living: my cat sleeping under the Christmas tree. It's like a Baroque painting.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 02:05:51 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147936 Reply
>>147934
Holy fuck, dude. I am really glad you shared, but this post has me worried. Are you good? I mean, actually okay besides being benz’d right now?

If you want to talk, there’s a link to the 420chan Discord at the top of the page. My handle is the same on there as here. If not, I totally understand. Here’s hoping your holiday season and outlook improve. Hang in there!

nb due to no benzos today
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High Strung - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 17:58:26 EST /Jw4qVap No.147940 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>4mg Alprazolam

A freak accident occurred where my sister's doctor double-filled her Alprazolam prescription with no extra charge so now we have like.... 60mg extra of Xanax to get us through the holidays. Needless to say, since all 3 of us siblings are benzheads, we're QUITE happy campers!

>>147936
Indeed brother, I don't.... I don't know what came over me. Bipolar Disorder II + GAD + PTSD is just one of those things, man. Well, I know what set it off, a friend of mine wrote a post of Facebook saying that he thinks people should have the right to commit suicide because it's their life and we should respect their decision, and suddenly my whole head was like "WELL SHIT HE'S RIGHT, IF I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KILL MYSELF, WHY NOT EXERCISE THAT RIGHT? IT'S MY LIFE! FUCK HAVING A SUCCESSFUL CAREER AND ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO CARE ABOUT ME" and that's when it all went downhill and had to dope myself tf up to not go through with it. Benzodiazepines are addictive and dangerous things, but they have staved off many a suicide attempt for me.

I'll hit you up on the Discord sometime soon so we don't have to blogpost back and forth all the time.
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Emma Hanninggold - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 18:19:21 EST YrsCejDu No.147941 Reply
5mg clonazepam about an hour ago

making some good food and enjoying a cigarette. completed my normal yoga routine and some meditation.

if i'm being honest i really don't like taking benzos because i've been physiologically addicted to them before, to a small degree, and it was pretty annoying coming off of. once in a while though i like to indulge and take a big unnecessary dose. a brain vacation of sorts.
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High Strung - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 20:32:29 EST /Jw4qVap No.147942 Reply
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Topping off the night with
>2mg Clonazepam
-5mg melatonin
-some lavender supplement

Some low-fat eggnog and listening to C.H. Graun's Christmas Oratorio. (Graun was a pupil of Bach's so this is chill af) Classical music and benzos are the best together on a chilly holiday evening.
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Alice Susslefuck - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 20:41:09 EST H5sgW35M No.147943 Reply
Giant ass panic attack disappeared
1 millie gam of ativan
It feels like i took 20 millie gams
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Graham Ficklewick - Tue, 17 Dec 2019 19:23:14 EST EX73QyG+ No.147946 Reply
Just got my kpin script filled.

Took 2.5mg clonazepam. Feeling chill as a motherfucker!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 07:07:52 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147948 Reply
>>147800
Woke up to a nice, moderate panic attack. Quickly, I downed 5mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 5mg cyclobenzaprine, 25mg hydroxyzine, and 2.5mg hydrocodone.

My main academics have essentially wrapped up for the next month outside of practicum site applications and ongoing research, so I'm hyped as hell to do nothing but research and chill for the next handful of weeks.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 07:16:44 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147949 Reply
>>147948
Holy shit. Fat ass update. All of my grades are in, and despite taking SIX FUCKING DOCTORAL CLASSES on top of major interpersonal family issues, my GPA is not completely shot. Shit'll be good for a minute.

Preemptively, but I'm placing it here. Here's a celebratory bump! Happy holidays and best wishes to everyone. I anticipate a nice combo of 20-30mg diazepam, 20-30mg hydrocodone, eating a grapefruit before and after dosing as well as 30mg DXM to keep my tolerance low, 20-40mg cyclobenzaprine, 100-150mg hydroxyzine, and a heavy seasonal stout are in order. Peace and love and all that hippy bullshit.
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Graham Ficklewick - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 14:34:33 EST EX73QyG+ No.147950 Reply
Took 2mg of clonazepam. Feeling quite chilled out
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Fucking Bebbertut - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 16:48:48 EST ZjKrFgGR No.147951 Reply
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>>147800
There was a thread like 3 weeks ago where I was talking with some fellow Brits about going to try and get myself a Diazepam prescription. Didn't work. I got a repeat prescription Tramadol, so I can't complain. I remember saying I'd tell you how it went down but like I mentioned, IDK which thread it was. So if you're out there, there you go bro.

pic related is some of the alleged 3mg presses I have. They're allegedly 3mg each so I like to take 1/3rd multiple times throgughout the day. I'll probably mix a few 300mg Gabapentins along side the multiple doses. I haven't blacked out but I do go on autopilot and may say something a little daft but it's never been obvious I was high. Hope you're all having a good one.
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Graham Ficklewick - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 18:44:05 EST EX73QyG+ No.147952 Reply
3.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good and chill; very laid back. Can't wait for my methadone to get here.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 06:53:53 EST 6fGmZV4r No.147956 Reply
>>147800
Grapefruit (eaten), 15mg hydrocodone, 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 75mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and a glass of wine. I might have a Moscow mule or milk stout in a minute, but I really can't drink like I used to.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 13:01:45 EST hQYeohWD No.147960 Reply
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>>147951

Huh interesting I picked up 3 of the fake 2mg white bars and 2 of the green ones just like you have except I'm all the way in Midwestern Canada. My green bars look identical. I remember yesterday I took two of the whites to start... Got a very mild feeling from it so I decided to take the last white one (the white bars looked like they've been slowly disintegrating in my buddies pocket all day but the green ones were better pressed and more solid and survived the same pocket
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Matilda Wallyshit - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 22:33:49 EST adoMiWwT No.147961 Reply
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didn't take my morning dose, so now i'm having 1.5mg klonopin along with a bit of red vein kratom
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Edward Dipperdock - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 12:22:18 EST ZjKrFgGR No.147963 Reply
>>147960
Damn son, they do look identical. How do they break? Mine break very nicely with no crumbling either.

I bought 300 of them and only 9 arrived broken/chipped. They're very solid presses for sure and boy do they slap. Very interesting to see that in Canada. Wondering if it's from the same source.
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James Gevingstock - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 07:53:44 EST NL0qcp1B No.147973 Reply
>>147800
That book by helen ashton is bollox. When i was taking diclazepam and stopped i had mad troubles. My drug worker shunned the book off like i was asking him to read chil porn. No drug places do the detox the way the manual says they should.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 15:30:50 EST 8g+QgZXk No.147975 Reply
>>147973
Isn’t this more of an issue with physician attitudes towards and procedures for tapering benzos rather than any problem with the Ashton Manual itself? Most of the problems people have with benzo cessation, when prescribed, are due to the fact of far too many doctors lacking formal training and knowledge of proper tapering techniques. Just because detox centers, procedures, and professionals aren’t privy to using Dr. Ashton’s guidelines doesn't equate to the guidelines being shit.

>When I was taking diclazepam and stopped
Well, diclazepam is an RC benzo so medical professionals more often than not will have zero clue what the drug is. Too, the medical community already has a bias against legally sanctioned benzo usage, but especially when people are using non-prescribed and non-FDA approved drugs. Even if you had a script for lorazepam and wanted a proper detox you would have to really fight for it in addition to possibly switching doctors multiple times until finding one willing and able to adequately taper benzos.

nb - no benzos today
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High Strung - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 23:13:59 EST /Jw4qVap No.147976 Reply
3mg Alprazolam

Falling asleep to This Mortal Coil like a good oldgoth
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dr. m - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 23:19:37 EST UOwPxq3y No.147977 Reply
>>147800
BWB

>50 oral d-amph this morning + 25mg plugged d-amph just after noone
>4mg plugged buprenorphine alongside said 25mg d-amph
>coming down, ~11 hours since last stim dose
>roughly ~6-7mg oral etizolam, might add 0.5-1mg etizolam solution to my last rectal bupe dose of the day primarily to sterilize my equipment since I don't have any other everclear around

First etiz dose in I want to say maybe 2 weeks, maybe more. Feels good, and I can definitely feel it, but I'm confident that if I had taken ~3-3.5mg pharma xanax instead, I'd be under the table right now.

Regardless, I'm feeling great, and honestly I'm considering a late night pseudo-speedball of maybe ~30mg d-amph IR and 8mg bupe IR+pinch of a-l-c+sprinkle of NAC, ontop of the rather high etizolam dose, for some comfy tv watching until 2-3:30am.

Yeah I'll go with that. I love ya benz, but not too often. You're not as forgiving as booze in terms of tolerance.
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Cornelius Lightson - Mon, 23 Dec 2019 01:39:42 EST zWM3ezjc No.147983 Reply
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>>147800
Scored 6mg xanax by the skin of my teeth a litte after noon today. Took 1mg around 2pm followed by a small dab, which was my lasy point of shatter, then went into work from 3-11pm.
Scored an eighth of some more shatter and a couple suboxone from coworker/drinking buddy while at work (i'm a ex dope fien tht kicked thru boxone then weined off so now wen i take a strip i get i nice light buzz).
After i clocked off i took another 1mg xanax before leaving the parking lot, got home 10mins later cuz traffic is fucking awesome at 11pm on sundays. I threw 4mgs suboxone under my tongue & took a shower follwed by some more shatter and a light dinner cus im refusing to give into the munchies lol.
Bump while Benz'd, Opi'd-ish , & Baked. Sorry for the rant, just love waking up with no drugs and ending the day with three different ones and little cash left over
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 22:13:36 EST /xCHYmXq No.147989 Reply
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35mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 25mg hydrocodone, 125mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, and 4 x 6fl.oz. glasses of wine. I took 20mg DXM before opiates this morning to help with my tolerance. Swag, swag. More booze needs to be added, imported rum, of course. A childhood friend of mine, who my wife and I are visiting for the holidays, has a bunch of high quality bud/dabs and benzos --- also has a script from clonazepam. Finna pop another 0.5mg to 2mg alprazolam, 10mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 20mg diazepam. Possible clonazepam (not actual) bump later.
Potential total: 55mg diazepam, 4mg alprazolam, 35mg hydrocodone, 225mg hydroxyzine, 50mg cyclobenzaprine, __mg clonazepam, and several bottles of wine and shots of imported white rum.

>>147983
d-d-damn, I am kissing styrofoam. Shout out and R.I.P. to Le Peep.
Drugs will probably be the beginning, or at least a catalyst, of my demise. Fuck it.
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Hamilton Hurringkat - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 01:04:43 EST GrRQ2D/D No.147990 Reply
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>>147831
god damn Bez looks so fucked up in that lmao, like the platonic ideal of being absolutely destroyed
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Lillian Hambletare - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 04:15:27 EST sQE9jZdW No.147991 Reply
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took 1mg klonopin 6 hours ago. got a panic attack for the first time in months and got convinced i was going to seize out. freaking out, i took 1.5mg more around 4 hours ago. i am not supposed to do that, and i don't plan on repeating this anytime soon. but i enjoy the relief. goodnight.
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Nathaniel Gimmerkut - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 12:03:19 EST ZTL1N5Hn No.147993 Reply
>>147991
I had a decent Dr and was prescribed as needed. So k-pins were a bit more, as needed. No issue, really. Taking a bit more. If one were boxed in to taking as ascribed, exclusively, they are controlled by the drug.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 13:44:47 EST wRfL43X9 No.147994 Reply
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The best Christmas' are the ones you never remembering. Merry Christmas /Benz/ love u guize. Valium, Ativan, Lectopam, Temaz, Clonaz, Mogadon, and a 10mg Dex to keep me from falling asleep.probably throw a few Baileys and coffee in there even though this may be the only day this year I attempted to drink
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Lillian Cevingforth - Thu, 26 Dec 2019 03:34:52 EST qA9VnOH6 No.148001 Reply
long time lurker, first time poster

currently on: 2mg xanax (like 3 hrs ago), a 40oz, 7g Red Bali Kratom, 2 lines coke.
Planning to stay up for a few lines taking lines and crash after a bit with a few xans.
love this community, hopefully one day I'll be an active and contributing part of it
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Lillian Cevingforth - Thu, 26 Dec 2019 07:43:16 EST qA9VnOH6 No.148002 Reply
>>148001
bump, 4mg xans kicking in hopefully ill be able to sleep soon lmao
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Walter Pessleten - Thu, 26 Dec 2019 20:18:12 EST XEooMNwD No.148006 Reply
>>147994
i would not kick the Mogadon in between. Just a thought.
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Walter Pessleten - Thu, 26 Dec 2019 21:03:13 EST XEooMNwD No.148007 Reply
>>147994
The bottom to the left look like tuinal. But they aren't.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 27 Dec 2019 22:09:03 EST wRfL43X9 No.148012 Reply
>>148006
spaced it out over the 24th and 25th. On the 24th I took 330mg of Kadian (morphine) and 100mg Methadone + 6mg Lecotpam, 20mg Valium, 1mg Ativan, the .5 of clonaz, and maybe between 15 to 20mg Temaz. It was a Kristmas Kadian and a Merry Mogodon. I took the other mg of Ativan, the 10mg mogodon, and the ~45mg of temaz Christmas day.

>>148007
I wish those temaz were tuinal.. Do they even make that stuff anymore? Closest i've ever found was fiorinal which I honestly found to be kind of dumb with some shit side effects. Again sadly, was born in the wrong time.

Anyway BWB + BW(kinda)N took 12mg Clonaz, 10mg Librium, 200mg of Kadian and 70mg methadone.. feelin' well enough. Missed two days at the Kadian clinic (think methadone clinic) and they cut my dose down 40% since I used to be on 550mg. Have to wait until Sunday before the start titrating me back up so I've been going out of my head buying up all the opis and benzos I can get a hold of. I'm sure my clinic will understand when my urine screen comes up positive for literally every marketable benzo available in Canada lol.
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Jarvis Clummershit - Sun, 29 Dec 2019 06:43:39 EST ZjKrFgGR No.148015 Reply
>>147800
Took a couple of UK pressed Valium (so in all likeliness just Etizolam). I've heard these ones are 0.5mg so I took probably 1.5mg + a 300mg gabapentin within 3 hours or so just so I didn't black out and had the best sleep I've had in a while. Totally KO'ed after I took a dab and my head hit the pillow. Feeling nice and refreshed today, going to not touch the benzos for a while because I wanna drink like an animal on NYE. Cheers, hope you're all good <3
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 02:00:19 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148018 Reply
>>147800
45mg hydrocodone, 400mg cimetidine (for potentiation), 90mg DXM (opiate tolerance maintenance), 150mg hydroxyzine, 75mg DPH, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 2mg clonazepam, 20mg diazepam, and 2mg alprazolam. A nice milk stout sounds nice, but I don't want to die.

BWB /// BWN
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Beatrice Blatherridge - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 15:30:28 EST OVxL0V9L No.148022 Reply
>>147800
I got some "etizolam" but it's making my tongue numb and tastes bitter still definitely a benzo but idk what it is it looks like coke
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Beatrice Blatherridge - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 15:40:41 EST OVxL0V9L No.148023 Reply
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100mg etizolam
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 23:53:26 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148025 Reply
>>147800
Calm before the storm: 8% imperial cold pressed coffee stout and two glasses of tea.

55mg diazepam, 80-150mg hydrocodone CWE (mostly fine, but I spilt and filtered some of the yield as well as giving my wife a few sips... no, moderate to high benzo doses and CWE do not mix well), 3mg alprazolam, 100mg hydroxyzine, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, around 60-75mg DXM throughout the day (for cough and tolerance maintenance), two x 16 fl. oz. cold pressed coffee stouts (8% ABV), a Moscow mule (1.5 fl. oz., ginger beer, a dash of line juice, and a few dashes of aloe drank), and LOTS of tea. Finna take some DPH, another 10mg hydrocodone, and 10-20mg cyclobenzaprine.
Peace and love in the new year. I will be PISSED as FUCK if I wake up in the hospital.
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Shitting Dovinglock - Wed, 01 Jan 2020 00:28:10 EST SPjm0Fzz No.148026 Reply
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BWB! Ringing in the new year on 3mg xanax, ~half g of shatter, and 1.5g's coke.

Spread out the xanax today over 6ish hours cus i had a bad experience last week on xmas eve while celebrating with my girlfriends family. I downed 7mgs xanax spread thru a 6hr period and had several drinks and a couple small dabs within the same time frame. My girlfriend said i had 6 shots and 2 beers, I was blackout forsure but i dnt think it was that many drinks cus my tolly is super low to both benz and alcohol so that much in that time frame would have put me to sleep standing up.
I was slurring a slight bit but her family chalked it up to the eggnog. I saw her family a few days later and they treated me totally normal and politely.

But the next day, xmas day, i was so hungover from the xans and the booze. I had to celebrate with my family so i went over at 10am (hazy af) to exchange presents with my mom before everyone else got there. I puked twice while sitting around the tree trading present with my poor mom. I passed out on the couch till my family got there at 2
My fam could all tell i was sick as a dog. I hung out with them for 6 hours cus i figured they're my family, i hardly see them, i can suffer through for a few hours. I had to go to the bathroom to puke like evry hour cus all my family drinks and the smell of liquor was killing my stomach. Luckily they believed i was just hungover from the night before

Sorry for the rant
TL;DR be careful mixing xans and alcohol, i was lucky to have a shitty experience and not a life threatening one
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Shitting Hingertare - Wed, 01 Jan 2020 20:04:21 EST EX73QyG+ No.148027 Reply
1500mg gabapentin

Feeling good mofugga!
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Shitting Hingertare - Wed, 01 Jan 2020 22:34:46 EST EX73QyG+ No.148029 Reply
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>>148027
Took another 300mg gabapentin. Feeling fantastic and feeling great!

Bumpity bump
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Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Thu, 02 Jan 2020 14:15:37 EST GT4DTsCx No.148031 Reply
>>147800
As usual on New Years I did too much Molly (in addition to L and K), and as usual now I have to deal with Molly comedown.

As coping mechanism:
> 20mg Diazepam
> 1200mg Gabapentin (or maybe 1500?) slow dosed
> Sweepsies of whatever Ketamine I can find

Don't feel great, but don't feel like dying.
BW on Gabanergics.
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High Strung - Thu, 02 Jan 2020 23:29:57 EST /Jw4qVap No.148033 Reply
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4mg Clonazepam and a cup of hot chocolate

Fuckin' fuck, shouldn't have watched the news before bed. Refill Day tomorrow thank fuck.
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James Worthingforth - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 00:06:03 EST XiHqRv0i No.148034 Reply
anyone else just not mind some of the things they say on benzos? i have pretty bad social anxiety and it really helps me actually say the things i want to to my friends that i'm too shy to say even though i know they really care about me, and some times my apparent aloofness comes of as indifference towards them and it breaks my heart and it's so good to actually put these heartfelt messages to people i care about, and most times i get pretty positive responses even though there's not enough benzos in the world to totally kill my anxiety after I send those messages, i'm getting better at it but i wish i could be this way all the time, and I think with therapy I really am but it's still so good to let it out and keep in touch with people, i get so lonely sometimes

and also, i think it helps me too to cut through a lot of the self-loathing i get from the depression side of my bipolar and really accept myself and i get in this headspace where i can actually process things and usually those realizations stick, albeit with a lot less salience

this might sound crazy but has there ever been a thing like MDMA psychotherapy where you get a heavy dose of anxiolytics and just go through it? when ever I take a bar before the DBT group sessions I go to 3 times a week for BD and GAD that I can really open up and also listen to peoples struggles and relate to them
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High Strung - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 01:18:44 EST /Jw4qVap No.148035 Reply
>>148033
Reupping with 2mg Alprazolam with some chamomile tea too, yaaaay.
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High Strung - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 13:10:42 EST /Jw4qVap No.148039 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
>1mg Alprazolam

>>148034
It's a double-edged sword. Benzos definitely help me- a person with Bipolar Disorder II- let down my defenses and help me feel less self-conscious about certain conversations, but I'm seen some people become raging assholes on benzos because it causes them to lack restraint about what they saying.

For example, my ex was briefly on benzos for a while and her doctor eventually took her off because she had absolutely NO filter when she was on them and would just say the snottiest, shittiest, meanest things to me, her friends, and her parents. Said shit that made her mom cry. Absolutely did not give a fuck about what she said or did.

So yeah, be careful with how many benzos you take, cuz you might get verbal diarrhea and end up in a foot-in-mouth situation.
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James Worthingforth - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 14:41:09 EST XiHqRv0i No.148040 Reply
>>148039
i get that on alc but no other gabaergics, it's the other way around with them
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High Strung - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 18:21:37 EST /Jw4qVap No.148041 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
>0.5mg Alprazolam

Just swung by the pharmacy to pick up my refill and it feels so good. Now I'm heading out to get some damn good sushi at the best Japanese restaurant this side of town to counteract the inevitable benzo munchies.

Hmmm, what benzo do y'all think causes the most intense benzo munchies?...
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Oliver Parrymack - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 18:48:00 EST Hh+025Al No.148042 Reply
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>>147800
BWB on 1,75mg of a Russian diazepam analog - Phenazepam.
I'm staying at home for the week, nothing to do except hash and benzos, I'm long gone from doing opioids in general, Tramadol was my drug of choice. Eventually I developed some tolerance etc. and that lead to me trying to IV Methadone and nodding off almost unconscious. I don't touch opioids ever since, only doing Gabapentin and smoking hash, sometimes taking a benzo or DPH to sleep.
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High Strung - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 22:08:41 EST /Jw4qVap No.148045 Reply
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>>148041

Damn good sushi, now I'm enjoying my refilled scrip...

Upon opening my pills, I popped 2mg more of the above Clonazepam, bringing me to a total of
>6mg Clonazepam
-2 Monster energy drinks

Planning to stay up until 3:00am or so because I have jack shit to do tomorrow except shoot out an email to the Chinese embassy (which will be closed), since it's gonna be thunderstorming all fucking day. Gonna continue to benz out while making That green curry and taking notes about Sufi dervish Quran commentary. So if I end up sleeping to noon or 1pm I will miss absolutely nothing. Woot.

Man do I miss weed, but alas, at least Clonazepam and Alprazolan are still legal and easy to score in China.
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High Strung - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 02:15:15 EST /Jw4qVap No.148047 Reply
>>148045
Okay, last bump of the night at 2:15am.... not that I have anything to do tomorrow except write up an email that can wait until 8:00pm... If I sleep until 1pm tomorrow it's not gonna mean shit.

So we at:
>6mg more Clonazepam
>7mg Melatonin
-a big bottle of Vita Coco coconut water

Reading some medieval Quranic commentary and looking over Crusader maps of the Holy Land for funsies. Woohoo, Middle Ages fun. Also wrapped up in a new comfy throw blanket that compliments the benzo high absolutely perfectly. I *highly* recommend benzos and a blanket on a cold, stormy night.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 03:28:55 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148050 Reply
>>148042
45mg hydrocodone (CWE’d), 30mg diazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 50mg DPH.

>>148045
>>148047
Much love, my guy. Sleep in and enjoy that ish.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 04:54:08 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148051 Reply
>>148050
Add on 100mg Seroquel IR, 3mg eszopiclone, and 50mg tapentadol IR.
There is the potential I may take another 3 to 6mg eszopiclone and more Seroquel IR, but we will see. Until then, sipping red wine and consider life.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 06:48:57 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148052 Reply
>>148051
Shit. All of the aforementioned drugs plus an unknown muscle relaxer. And, boofed 30mg morphine sulfate. Boofing is NOT a fun experience whatsoever, but it went well for the first time. I’m high as shit and feel a nod coming on.
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High Strung - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 09:49:47 EST /Jw4qVap No.148054 Reply
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Ended up stayin up till 6am watching Netflix with mom after sending the last of my documents for my China work visa. And yes, I woke up fit as a fiddle after 2.5 hours of sleep and a fuckton of Clonazepam.

Now waking up with up 4mg of Clonazepam, an energy drink, and some grapefruit juice. Might go back to bed, Might not, depends on how I ride this out and if the book I'm reading is exciting enough. 2mg extra will certainly be in the cards this evening, maybe some muscle relaxers. I dunno, we'll see how I feel.
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High Strung - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 13:02:57 EST /Jw4qVap No.148055 Reply
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>7mg Clonazepam
-Ice white chocolate mocha from Starbucks
-Maybe an energy drink if I still need to balance out drowsiness from the Clonazepam

Woke up at noon at binge-watching a British crime drama and reading more medieval Arab theological and alchemic texts until 6am. Now about to kill off some Bosnian halal meat pies (thank you, Muslim Bosnian ex-mother in law, for introducing me to Yugoslav food). Benzo munchies straight from Bosnia woot woot.
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Benzofury !tnQXN4zrOI - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 00:45:23 EST JcTSiBNX No.148058 Reply
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>>147800

Got 30mg hydros coming to me with my weed tomorrow, so I'm just relaxing off 6mgkpin tonight, some weed, and about 400mg caffeine.>>147800
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Beatrice Gendlebick - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 10:26:14 EST aYSxG+kj No.148059 Reply
>>147800
I injected pregabalin. No rush. All hits pretty quick and strong tho. Really dumb I won’t do it again. I’ve put worse shit in my veins tho for sure
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High Strung - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 11:42:16 EST /Jw4qVap No.148060 Reply
>>148055
5mg Clonazepam
3 cups of coffee to keep alert and not too DERP DERP DERP and concentrate on/retain what I'm reading about.

Overall, a good (if rather biased) book about the Peruvian Civil War of 1980-2000 (or, if you're nitpicky, 1980-present). I'll be home alone the rest of the day and I'm only 2 more away from China so I'm feeling great.

Benzo munchies might kick in soon and I might need some Bosnian burek to throw in the over. Goddamn Clonazepam munchies!
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Beatrice Gendlebick - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 13:44:30 EST aYSxG+kj No.148061 Reply
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>>148059
then I did it twice more (600mg) and just popped 6 x 300mg (1800mg) pills. This should be a fun evening. Also yes diazepam 10mg.
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Augustus Sabbershit - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 17:25:13 EST EX73QyG+ No.148062 Reply
1800mg gabapentin and an energy drink. Watching the witcher and damn is that the best show since game of thrones!? It reminds me so much of elder scrolls.
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High Strung - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 22:47:56 EST /Jw4qVap No.148063 Reply
>8g Clonazepam

I need to slow down, I had some good pizza but now I'm totally incoherent. Time for some melatnonin to top off being bezn'ed out and go have into a cometose sleep.

Time to hit the lights. Good night kids.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 01:18:32 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148064 Reply
>>148063
Easy there! 8mg is a monster dose. Be safe and make good decisions.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 01:20:33 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148065 Reply
>>148064
Accidentally submitted:
30mg diazepam, 25mg hydrocodone, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 75mg DPH, booze, and 200mg cimetidine. I might try to CWE 15-25mg hydrocodone real quick or take another 20-30mg diazepam. Not sure. I just took the pills, so time is of the essence. Happy 2020, everyone.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 01:32:06 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148066 Reply
>>148065
add on another 20mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine. Depending on how itchy I get I'll take 50mg hydroxyzine in the next 2 to 5 hours.

nb for recent bump
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 02:51:28 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148067 Reply
>>148066
Add on 8mg tizanidine, 2mg clonazepam, 15mg morphine ER, and more booze.

nb
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Hannah Sirrylet - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 08:11:05 EST YEjaOXE6 No.148068 Reply
>>147800
1mg lorazepam. Feels relaxing, but did fuck all to help me sleep on my red eye flight. Whatever drugs those people who can sleep upright are on...I want them.

Going to be drinking coffee all day to fight the sleep deprivation I guess.
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Polly Turveyworth - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 06:23:59 EST 86LjTa31 No.148078 Reply
>>148068
>lorazepam
>1mg

lmao fucking amateur, also it's not a drug for sleeping retard
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Jenny Funningmire - Fri, 10 Jan 2020 21:11:38 EST EX73QyG+ No.148084 Reply
Took 300mg lyrica. Feeling quite good.
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Fuck Sannershit - Sun, 12 Jan 2020 13:13:52 EST aYSxG+kj No.148087 Reply
>>147800
So I think I took around 150mg of MSJ blues and just took 70mg of real deal 5mgs. My tolerance is through the roof. I don’t seem to get any positive effects any more. I can take 10-20mg a day to stop withdrawal but I can’t get high any more. To be honest I’m just trying to wipe myself from existence due to a hangover after a relapse but it’s not working. I just feel drowsy. I wish I had not discovered pregabalin recently cos I could sure go for that but then I’ll just be dependent on that and Valium 5 years down the line. But god the pregabs are so much better. Honestly wouldn’t mind some heroin despite it fucking my life up every time - but hey, maybe I’m not cut out for the hard life.
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(Hey boys and girls is this your frisbee?) - Mon, 13 Jan 2020 00:41:00 EST rFpXtJkl No.148088 Reply
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>>147800
70434803 #2300A.D.

Heh.... nothing
>_♩♢ 𝓪𝐦𝓪𝐘ÃⓚάŞα яᗴ𝕥乇 Ⓢ𝕆đ𝐀𝐭ⓣα кOđ𝕆𝓶o ŜĦō𝐊ōⓖⓤ几 𝔴𝔞, я𝓎ōѕнI几 𝔤à ι𝓴Ҝ𝕒ή s𝓗ι𝔱𝒶, 𝐧є𝐍я乇𝕚 𝓷ι tⒺ𝐤Iѕᕼ𝐈丅𝕒 𝓼𝓔ƗᎶ€η 𝕆 𝒿i𝔰𝕤𝒽I ᵈᗴҜιnA𝓲 kⓞᵗ𝔬 ℕⓘ 𝔨𝐢𝐈𝓝 𝐬Ữŕ𝐔, 𝓴卂ᗪ𝓸 𝔫𝕆 נI𝓀𝐎 Č卄ūŞʰⒾⓝ-Tᗴ𝓚𝔦𝓓Ẹ ⓜίןยҜⓤ𝓷𝔞 ⓚō𝓭ō 几Ⓘ үỖt𝕋𝑒 𝕋𝐨𝐤ᑌςнō∂𝔷ỮKε 𝓻ARⒺ𝕄ᵃร𝔲. Ỗ𝐘α ⓝ𝐨 𝐊𝔼ᑎ𝔢ภ 𝑜 𝒽Ꭵ𝓴Ⓘ𝐎𝓀όs𝕦 𝕞𝓸NĐα𝔦 ᑎⓄ Ќō๔ō 𝐧๏ ōK𝕦 山𝐀, 𝕋ᵉᵏ丨ⓈEţˢ𝕌 ℕƗ 𝐫ⓘк𝐚ⓘ S𝓐 я𝐄𝕋乇 ⓘ𝓇𝐮 𝓎ō ⓝ𝐢, Ⓝ𝕖𝔱𝔸ᵇⒶя𝑒 𝔱σ Ŵà ᗰ𝓾𝓚ⓐήЌ𝑒𝐢D𝓔𝔰υ. 🐊🐯
User is currently banned from all boards
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Sidney Dummerbury - Wed, 15 Jan 2020 20:48:57 EST EX73QyG+ No.148098 Reply
3mg clonazepam after a month t break

Feeling great tonight!
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Sidney Dummerbury - Thu, 16 Jan 2020 13:03:43 EST EX73QyG+ No.148102 Reply
2.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good on this lovely and sunny day :)
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Sidney Dummerbury - Thu, 16 Jan 2020 15:32:18 EST EX73QyG+ No.148104 Reply
  • 3mg clonazepam
  • 1200mg gabapentin

Feeling really fucking good. Let the train keep rolling!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 16 Jan 2020 16:18:06 EST uwQGTehz No.148105 Reply
>>147800
Finally, after 1.5 months with minimal benzos I finally have that shit up and going.
10mg diazepam this morning and yesterday morning. God damn, PRN usagefeels good. Also, I found a pressed bar in a sweater pocket the other day. No clue how it got there or how long it had been chilling. I’ll probably take it this weekend or save it for emergencies.
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Sidney Dummerbury - Thu, 16 Jan 2020 16:23:16 EST EX73QyG+ No.148106 Reply
>>148104
Up to 1500mg gabapentin. Should be feeling it soon. Going to have a gand ol' time today :)
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Doris Fuckingstock - Fri, 17 Jan 2020 07:37:33 EST EX73QyG+ No.148109 Reply
  • 1.5mg clonazepam
  • 1500mg gabapentin

Feeling great this morning!
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Hamilton Shakeman - Fri, 17 Jan 2020 16:53:39 EST 2nDr+FD+ No.148110 Reply
Ate 20mg of diazepam and I kind of regret it. I always forget how bad of a mood benzos put me in if I don't have weed or opiates to mix with it. Just turns all my anxiety into rage and hatred if I don't have something euphoric to balance it out. I used to love benzos, but now it's always a bad time if I do them without other drugs.
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Eliza Siddleback - Fri, 17 Jan 2020 23:11:17 EST 4HCo1Vnc No.148111 Reply
>>148110
Take a lower dose? Same thing happens to me with too much diazepam. it is a depressant
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Simon Pumblefield - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 08:08:51 EST PusCqQ1j No.148112 Reply
Just got a script for Hydroxyzine to counteract the itching I get from another medication and also allergies. I don't visit this board often, so I'm trying to figure out why so many of you are taking it with benzos. Is it just a potentiator? Google isn't helping me out here, I've been searching for the last half hour and am seeing many mixed answers. Thanks for any answers.
Anyway, just got off work and downed
>90mg temazpam
would the inclusion of some hydroxyzine help out? thank you benzed bros
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Cornelius Donderville - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 14:47:13 EST EX73QyG+ No.148113 Reply
1500mg gabapentin

Its kicking in now. Ah what a fine saturday afternoon.
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Cornelius Donderville - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 15:41:54 EST EX73QyG+ No.148114 Reply
>>148113
Took another 300mg. Up to 1800mg now. Feeling great!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 16:56:53 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148115 Reply
Diazepam, hydrocodone, hydroxyzine, cyclobenzaprine, and a saké bomb.
I might take 2mg alprazolam later with a glass of wine or a nice stout.
BUMP!

>>148112
Synergy, yes. Potentiation, no.
I take hydroxyzine with opioids, but it is a great antihistamine on its own. A good deal of Western doctors prescribe hydroxyzine as an anxiety medication.
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Shit Bogglelare - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 18:43:25 EST 86LjTa31 No.148116 Reply
>45mg Adderall IR
>20mg diazepam
>3mg suboxone

What a day this was..
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Simon Fuckingwell - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 21:06:59 EST VSM1fhal No.148119 Reply
Dumb qustion about cross-tolerance, I've always had a high tolerance for just about everything from ibuprofen to booze.

I'm on an ssrn and take amitryptyline occasionally at nights to sleep, been prescribed alprolozam, lorazepam, and diazepam at different points in the past (never together though) and recently got re-scripted for diazepam. I use them in certain general anxiety (diagnosed) situations as needed and sometimes on weekends i'll do 20-30mg without anything else because just being that relaxed is an amazing feeling in a life otherwise filled with anxiety and dread

My new doc seemed skeptical about even giving me a script of 20 10mg tablets (no refills) and I have no idea how to explain that even from a baseline tolerance after going long periods with 0 benzo use I need at least 10-15mg for anxiolytic effectiveness without red-flagging myself as showing drug-seeking behavior

also took 30mgs of valium about 5 mins ago so BWB I guess
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 06:49:54 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148120 Reply
>>148119
Pre-benzo and full-on opioid crackdowns, i had zero problems with raising my dosage. Statements like “it feels like a similar dosage from the past,” was always a sure fire way, with an established Rx history. Since opioids have seen extensive monitoring programs, sadly /benz/ might be up your alley.
Most physicians in Western nations want a client to choose between being on one or more controlled drugs classes: EITHER GABAergics or gabapentin/pregabalin. While a decent amount of postes and non-posters alike, many people intentionally have children while taking Benzos.

> ...*welp!” You known arbitrary religious rules. The continuance of dissociative knowledge, amongst writing style, are horrid. Unless I myself let alone a seasoned poster have their own idiosyncratic habits.

>my new doc...
Unfortunately but too true is that this practice becomes more pertinent and standardize in many U.S. court proceedings.
Keep your head up, but also try to mourn a fucking loss!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 06:53:24 EST 6fGmZV4r No.148121 Reply
>>147800
More diazepam, hydrocodone IR, cyclobenzaprine, hydroxyzine, DPH, and a drink of the alcoholic sauce every few hours.
Just woke up from a hard slip. What then? -I finished my mug of hot tea and a bunch of water. Finna take a 2mg alprazolam bar. Afterwards, maybe another beer?
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Jenny Trotson - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 11:48:14 EST DxNo2ehe No.148123 Reply
Had a pretty shitty week, my grandma's condition crashed radically and the Alzheimer/Lung-cancer finally got the best of her. Well, atleast now she's not in pain anymore. Plus I'd be so happy to get to live 79years like her.
But anyway, just got out of sauna. Popped 30mg of oxazepam + 1mg alprazolam. Maybe going to the store to get a pint and a pack of cigarettes. Have a good one everybody!
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Augustus Blazzleson - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 19:02:35 EST EX73QyG+ No.148127 Reply
  • 1500mg gabapentin
  • 20mg methadone

Feeling great today :)
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Frederick Fumblenirk - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 20:30:45 EST 86LjTa31 No.148128 Reply
>>148126

Yeah, you're pretty retarded with your drug usage ngl
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 23:34:55 EST RjSjORn8 No.148129 Reply
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Despite eating 16mg in .5mg Clonaz I got wayy comfy (had a shot of dope too) but I didn't seem to lose any memory. Anyway here's my stash pic from the past three days. I don't really take the gabs. They are mostly just picture filler. Same with the 2mg and 8mg Suboxone.
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Charles Murdbanks - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 20:16:28 EST EX73QyG+ No.148158 Reply
  • 300mg lyrica

Feeling good tonight. Jamming to some oldschool tiesto and watching his gelredome 2004 concert vid. Damn I wish I was there.
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Gimme Benzos - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 21:38:28 EST fs5aF+hM No.148160 Reply
>>147800
I was very existed about getting some pregabalin and I finally got my hands on some 75mg pills so I took some and I'm, well, disappointed. I took 150mg initially then another 150mg about 3 hours later and it just feels like the world's worst stimulant, just somewhat better than caffeine. Have I been duped? Is pregabalin worse than gabapentin? Gabapentin is weak (feels more like a supplement) but I can enjoy it and use it. I did take 600mg of gabapentin last night for sleep (before I had the pregabalin) so maybe there's cross tolerance but I didn't get any pleasurable effects from the pregabalin.
I hope this is what I call a First Dose Response where I get a bad effect almost every time I try a new substance but the second time it works perfectly so I'm gonna try it again tomorrow or the day after. Also I took 300mg gabapentin about an hour ago because I was bored of the pregabalin effects and I feel so much better now.
The truth is I have to find some real benzos soon, fuck this gabapentinoid bullshit crap that doesn't do shit. I'll have to buy RC benzos if I don't find another option.
I have a couple of questions though. Does pregabalin require the doses to be staggered or is it better to take it all at once?
Can you snort this stuff (the pills are small so not much powder) or does that just leave a bitter taste at at the back of your mouth?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 18:03:40 EST eKhsO2nY No.148166 Reply
>>147800
10mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 25mg hydroxyzine, a few cups of vanilla chai black tea, and a couple of beers. I'm keeping shit light for the sake of studying/research.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 19:11:56 EST xp8iSnhs No.148167 Reply
>>147963
They are very hit and miss, same with the yellows and whites. They don't compare to even a .5 Clonazepam in my opinion yet kids will shell out big bucks just to say they take them. Fucking Rap fads... I remember when fake lean was a big thing here a while back too.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 19:20:00 EST xp8iSnhs No.148168 Reply
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>>148167
Also bump on 4x .5mg Clonazepam, a 5mg Librium, and a 30mg Temazepam. Top that off with my 20mg a day increasing Kadian dosage at 510mg I'll almost be feeling alright. Really need to take a step back from the benzodiazepines though.. been taking massive amounts recently. Thankfully I have a decent stash of librium to help me come down and I still get scripted 2x 5mg libs a day until this coming Wednesday when I get knocked down to one a day... Ugh not looking forward to whatever withdrawal awaits me post acute or otherwise.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 20:20:18 EST eN5lKnlb No.148169 Reply
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>>148168
Fuck yeah just scored 12 v5s for trading 6 T4s fuck I love the open air.nb
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Isabella Bingerwure - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 23:10:36 EST EX73QyG+ No.148173 Reply
  • 375mg lyrica
  • 20mg methadone

This was very much needed. Everything I'm going through right now is too much for me. Glad I can get the fuck away from reality for a few hours and do it over and over again until I start getting therapy for my issues next week. Fuck!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 15:51:22 EST eKhsO2nY No.148174 Reply
>>147800
20mg hydrocodone, 10mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 50mg hydroxyzine, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and some beers.
Research and homework are planned for the entirety of the weekend.
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Graham Bunman - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 16:09:37 EST ZjKrFgGR No.148175 Reply
>>147800
3rd night in a row taking Etizolam befoe bed. Just figured I'd post here for accountability. I really like Etizolam but the idea of having a seizure scares the shit out of me
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 17:47:19 EST eKhsO2nY No.148176 Reply
>>148174
Add on 20mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 25mg hydroxyzine. Also, more beers!
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Edwin Dingerfut - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 23:53:09 EST EX73QyG+ No.148179 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
  • 10mg methadone

Feeling great! Jamming to some oldschool lil Wayne. He was a beast back in the 2000s!
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Betsy Punnerdine - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 09:53:41 EST ZjKrFgGR No.148181 Reply
>>148175
Ended up taking 3mg and a gabapentin but I'm done now for a couple weeks I think.
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Edwin Dingerfut - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 17:22:19 EST EX73QyG+ No.148182 Reply
  • 1500mg gabapentin
  • 10mg methadone

Just starting to feel it. Now, going to Starbucks to get me some good java. Mmmm...
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 19:44:37 EST eKhsO2nY No.148184 Reply
>>148183
Starbucks' coffee is decent, but definitely overpriced and overrated. I would not call it bad, but it certainly is not good coffee.

nb for coffee discussion
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 20:46:53 EST wRfL43X9 No.148185 Reply
Trying to wean off the benzos. Took 130mg of Temaz yesterday with a 2mg Clonaz, today I took 50mg of temaz and a shot of fentadope.. The benz taper begins... Time to keep stacking the Librium because it will be the only thing that'll save me. I think I have about 90mg saved up now. It's a great /benz/ maintenance drug but is fucking useless if you want to catch a buzz. I also find a dose of ~15mg will keep the benz WD away for at least 48 hrs
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Charles Duckwater - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 14:41:48 EST nArzPbh0 No.148187 Reply
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Holy shit i apparently blacked out into silent hill last night, i have ZERO god damn recollection of being whereever the fuck this is what the fuck i dont even remember going for a walk i thought i just went to sleep

Apparenly i wasnt tired lmao
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Charles Duckwater - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 14:47:11 EST nArzPbh0 No.148189 Reply
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>>148188
At lwast i recognize where this one is lol

Wait. A minute. No i dont actually, i had a grand old fucking time didn i?
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Charles Duckwater - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 15:05:53 EST nArzPbh0 No.148190 Reply
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Ok so this one i took earlier in the day is telling me i mustve went somewhere in the Eastern Bloc or some shit god damn it

This one >>148187 genuinely scares me to look at

All of these feel like that Rock Bottom episode of Spongebob lmao, its gotta be with in walking distance from where i live FUCK i wish i had location on, this one is stamped 6pm the first one is 1am
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Gimme Benzos - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 18:19:32 EST fs5aF+hM No.148191 Reply
>>148190
Wow, the first picture looks like something out of Outlast. Did you take a bunch of Zolpidem or something?
This never happened to me even when I was combining benzos with a lot of alcohol.
>>148160 Anyway here's a bump on 150mg of pregabalin. I made it work, it is a bit better than gabapentin and longer lasting and I feel like it does accumulate. It also gives more of a mental high whereas gabapentin is mostly a body high. I had an amazing time Saturday on 525mg, then I had 450mg Sunday which was already meh after just one day but very relaxing and only 150mg today.
Maybe I'll take 75 mg tomorrow and I'm gonna stop for awhile. I think I prefer gabapentin to be honest and I trust it a lot more then pregabalin.
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Jarvis Grimson - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 03:42:07 EST XiHqRv0i No.148195 Reply
>>148191
Loads of temazepam will also do that, some benzos are a lot more amnesic than average, not to mention weird RCs with insane half-lifes and microgram doses

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