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BWB Pt. X: A New Chill

- Mon, 22 Jun 2020 17:21:56 EST pGcg1E+Z No.149227
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It seems the old one is no longer bumping and summer is upon us. Let us continue the benzodiazepine saga, the saga of comfy, blackouts, tapers, and all that good stuff.

Starting off the day with 3mg Clonazepam and ready to rock.
Thomas Blillerstot - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 23:25:54 EST 3I15QrFf No.149229 Reply
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do you take more than one a day?

tomorrow is benzo day for me, it will be a nice relief

but chaps try to follow through on some goals before 2021 :)
High Strung - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 06:10:19 EST pGcg1E+Z No.149231 Reply
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I'm prescribed 3mg Clonazepam a day. 1mg in the morning and 2mg at night (Bipolar Disorder II + Generalized Anxiety Disorder + PTSD from child abuse + chronic insomnia/nightmares means I'm on quite a cocktail of medications, all in somewhat high dosages). However, that doesn't mean I don't get a little... uh.... frisky with my benzos on the couple of days after Refill Day.

That being said, I'm reupping for the evening with 5mg Clonazepam. I've been up since 5:00am exercising, lesson planning, and doing touristy stuff in the old town of Xian. Pic related to the touristy stuff, it's a vintage poster I copped in the Drum Tower District market today.
Thomas Blillerstot - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 12:53:16 EST 3I15QrFf No.149233 Reply
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Interesting, they don't do that kind of prescribing here regardless of how bad your condition is, but i get prescribed pregabalin daily and people think that i am on some kind of mad cocktail of drugs lol
>'ve been up since 5:00am exercising, lesson planning, and doing touristy stuff in the old town of Xian. Pic related to the touristy stuff, it's a vintage poster I copped in the Drum Tower District market today.
that's cool you should get it framed with the pins as well
So they let you transfer your prescription over to china? Thats neat i didn't think they'd have a mechanism for that if that's how it is

My best friend and collegue is going to china to teach too in september and i'm really gutted cos i'm gonna miss him so i'm eternally butthurt, he's going to do maths but he's really good at teaching so i hope he'll thrive as much as yourself tbh
High Strung - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 06:03:54 EST p3sWNVG5 No.149236 Reply
>Interesting, they don't do that kind of prescribing here regardless of how bad your condition is

Really? I've been on 2 mood stabilizers (Depakote and Lamictal) since 1998 and Clonazepam since 2013, all on very high doses, many years before I moved to China. They've kept me doped up for a while because otherwise I'm a delusional, psychotic, suicidal wreck.

NB but will bump when I get home, on dinner break right now
Chan - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 07:44:13 EST CkeNwHA0 No.149237 Reply
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Thank you High Strung, 你是太好了!

>一六mg codiene
>10mg Methylphenidate
>10mg Propanolol
>五mg ダイズピン
>cosy 薬

It's taking a lot of work but I'm getting there.
Diazepam is worrying me a bit.
I wish I could just have passion and
It's still silver, maybe the glasses
will make it a rainbow

Beabadoobee Coffee?
High Strung - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 10:03:52 EST 1ac0yjZ3 No.149238 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
after a stressful day where I had a panic attack at work.

不 客 气, chan! I'm having my first zongzi (rice dumpling wrapped in bamboo leaves) of the Dragon Boat Festival as a bedtime snack with a nice cup of tea.

Pic related, it's what I'm snackin' on
m - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 17:26:11 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149242 Reply
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Celebratory bump! Guess whose friend of a friend has an indefinite xanax script? Me lol. They get something like six 0.5mg xanax tablets a day. I have no idea why they're 0.5mg and not 1/2mg, but I'm not complaining! They did a straight swap deal too...3mg xanax (6x0.5mg) per one 8mg bupe tablet. Maybe that's a bit deal idk, but if you value pharma xanax at $2.50+ per mg and bupe at $10-15 per 8mg, then I waver it's a fair swap.

>bump on 2mg pharma xanax to start
>100ug clonidine now and 50-100mg hydroxyzine later
>2 light beers
>6mg bupe subbed earlier today
>no d-amph for 4th or 5th day now, first time in ~3-4 months...much needed 2-3 week T break

Let's see how 2mg pharma xanax compares to ~3-5mg ativan. It's my first non-ativan benzo in months
m - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 17:28:47 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149243 Reply
guess it's working based on my several spelling errors lol. Meant 1 or 2mg not 1/2mg, bit deal = bad deal, and waver = ????

All hail the triazolobenzos. olam > epam all day
Frederick Blackworth - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 05:28:13 EST gZLiU415 No.149247 Reply
I've taken a bunch of blood pressure medication and other random medication.
But of interest was clonazepam and phenobarbital, I'm having a minor chill feeling but not a phenobarbital high feeling.
I kinda want to chew the phenobarbital and get high off them instead of taking them as normal, the slowed down feeling is really comfortable one.
High Strung - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 15:23:43 EST 1ac0yjZ3 No.149249 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam before bed

Somehow unintentionally ended up at an amazingly lit rave tonight. Long story, won't blogpost too much in this post, but yeah, I found out that there's a rave scene in a Tier-II city in central China that's fire as fuck.
Archie Gunderdock - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 15:50:36 EST BGH46ohv No.149250 Reply
What's chinese rave music like? Or heck, whats a chinese rave like?
m - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 22:43:57 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149255 Reply
>3mg pharma xanax

This is what I call a benzo, aww yeah. All I'm missing is stims, but driving drunk and benz'd to walmart for benzedrex is a bad idea. Also, now's not the best find ever to start meth lol.

It sounds like July 1st we'll find out how permafucked Americans are for travel. My country botched the whole situation so badly that we might not even be able to travel until ~2021-2022. Thanks orange man for failing to do the thing.
High Strung - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 23:24:33 EST 1ac0yjZ3 No.149256 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
1mg more than my usual morning dosage, but want to avoid having another panic attack at work like I did yesterday.

They were playing hard house, jungle, hip-hop, and mashups. They even threw in a couple of J-core tracks just for fun. 3/4 of it was Chinese/Hong Kong/Taiwan music obviously but some UK and American stuff. Pretty much like any other rave anywhere else minus the drugs (obviously cuz it's the PRC). Fun times, good folks nonetheless.

Much love to y'all, stay chill today
High Strung - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 10:20:22 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149259 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam

High dosage, I know, but, well.... I had a panic attack at work of epic proportions that ended up being a minor emergency.

I got called into the principal's office today. While my fellow teachers, the TA's, and the other staff have been heaping praise upon me, which caused me to think I was doing well, it turns out that the principal, assistant principal, and some of my students' parents are unhappy with my performance. They say I'm not dynamic enough with the kids (not energetic enough, not enough games in the classroom) and that I'm too "professorial" with them. I'm being given one month or they're firing me.

I went back to my classroom and collapsed into vomiting, hyperventilating, screaming, and disassociating from my body. Took 4 staff members to calm me down, get me water, etc. and finally get me into a Didi (Chinese Uber/Lyft) and walk me up to my apartment. The principal, who was there, assured me he will do everything in his power to give me a bunch of extra training and resources and draw up a plan, but his words still came out blurry as my ears were ringing and I kept puking into the trashcan.

I talked to a colleague who saw part of the whole fiasco and he said that on the D/L he knows quite a few public high schools and some universities looking for English instructors for grad students, which was the kind of teaching style I am instructed in (both from grad school and the TEFL course I took), so we're looking for a backup plan.

The Clonazepam is kicking in, but I'm still shaking and dizzy. I hope I can improve before July 31, or find a new gig, because I'm in complete and utter terror that this could be the end. Oh, the benzodiazepine numbness, please come soon.
Nathaniel Fuckingway - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 15:46:21 EST gZLiU415 No.149260 Reply
Sounds bad but you should have a just in case fast acting benzo imo.
I' on a lower doseage than you, it's 1mg a day before it was 3 to 4mg a day, since I took it in the morning, afternoon and night time and stopped with that comfortable treatment first and later went on to take Xanax which in my case where a little less effective and had allot of musclepain from them so was just stuck in bed, it was the depot tablets.
But in my case I have diazepam for the just in case panic or getting anxiety of the panic, if not getting anxiety over inane shit.
High Strung - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 18:06:57 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149262 Reply
My old psychiatrist tried putting me on Alprazolam earlier in the introduction of benzos into my cocktail. They work fast, yes, but it also made me dopey and then I had to sleep for 2 hours after taking it. Def not for me, fast-acting benzos are just too strong. Clonazepam has always been the "happy medium"... but last night's meeting with the higher-ups sent me into utter meltdown. I haven't had a panic attack like that in years.

NB cuz not benzed. I hope today goes better, because they said I'm going to be under a ton of scrutiny over the next 31 days.
Matilda Febberham - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 22:02:36 EST gZLiU415 No.149263 Reply
I don't know what benzed means.
I'm just sayin something just in case if something might happen, so you take it before you think said thing will happen.
it's only for special occasions, so a box of 100 tabs of 15mf oxzepam should last at-least 3 months if not longer.
in my case I have had 15 tablets of diazepam 2mg since December.

Those are for just the in case something might happen, not for reliving minor nuances or getting high.
Brain - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 22:10:59 EST XNzbXQoI No.149264 Reply
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>8mg etiz

Back on the benzo train but really no other options right now. Shit has been grim lately, can't wait for this /benz/ to take me away.
lol - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 06:29:41 EST xQEqVS9+ No.149268 Reply
Try to stay alive long enough to get back out of it. Good luck friend
Brain - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 06:57:28 EST XNzbXQoI No.149269 Reply
I'm pretty confident I'll be able to slower my usage and taper off correctly. Although my main goal is to get 7 fast acting benzos a month for this debilitating anxiety. That really isn't looking to promising.

Going to switch my doc to see if i can get something so i can finally move on with life.

Thanks for the support, lol. You da man
High Strung - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 07:24:30 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149270 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam

Today went much better. I actually did a job today that was satisfactory-ish compared to >>149259. The asst. principal and administrative manager both admitted they were a little harsh on me... still going to give me until July 31 to shape up but they admitted they really haven't trained me enough and will put me through some "elementary school teacher boot camp" to "de-professor" me a bit. I'm still eyeing the exits just in case and networking with people who know people who work in public high schools and can get me a job as a non-PhD university instructor where you can teach humanities courses entirely in English to English-major grad students. Still, the environment was tense and the principal was snappy at me all day, and it's been stormy all day.

Enough blog post, it was a better day but still kinda a shitty day. Time to benz out and eat some pizza (gotta have the occasional comfort food from home). Also time for some good tunes. Music always helps when you're on benzos imo
High Strung - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 09:12:12 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149272 Reply
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2.5mg more Clonazepam

The principal just texted me saying I better shape up after this 3-day holiday. He said he gets the feeling I don't care about my job or my students (bullshit) and he's tired of my "attitude" (??? What attitude??? I am deeply respectful to my superiors, aware of cultural mores in the workplace, and I am nothing but gentle with my students.)

Whatever. I may have just taken enough Clonazepam to black out, but right now I just need to not give a fuck and not fly into another panic attack or jump out my 20-story window. Gonna stay fucked up tonight on this 10mg Clonazepam, smoke a few cigarettes, watch some dumbass movie, and listen to podcasts and industrial records.

Thank you, super-addictive and intoxicating prescription drugs, from saving me from doing horrible things to myself because my boss is bitching me out and saying he thinks I'll never amount to a good teacher of any kind at any kind of school.>>149270
High Strung - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 19:17:01 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149274 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

3-day weekend because of the Chinese Dragon Boat Festival. Too bad it's raining cats and dogs the whole next 3 days. It blows, but it's a perfect excuse to stay home, do laundry, and do benzos.
High Strung - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 11:29:46 EST 06ejcVoO No.149278 Reply
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Yeah yeah yeah, another bump of 4mg Clonazepam

but I just found out a friend of mine of 12 years died tonight after a battle with cancer that they thought that they had beaten, but it came back with a vengeance and killed him quickly. I've been sobbing and have to have some benzos to calm me down.

R.I.P., bro. You were a fighter and a friend. A true king. You were the last person who should've died at a time like this.
Edward Clanderket - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 14:38:29 EST 7eVUah6R No.149279 Reply
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1mg xanax and a beer

Might leave it there, take it easy today.
High Strung - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 17:59:11 EST eVBiOxON No.149280 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Still hard to believe my homie's gone
Wesley Smallstone - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 19:34:48 EST 7KceJymj No.149281 Reply
I'm sorry HS,
I can't imagine how terrible it must feel, as I've never had to deal with something like that. Big hug and lots of love your way.
High Strung - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 07:11:33 EST 06ejcVoO No.149282 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam


Thanks man. Clonazepam is literally the only thing that's kept me from crying this whole past 24 hours. He died young but left an amazing legacy: he recorded a few albums, he ran for public office a few times, literally saved my life once (long story), was an advocate for his community and the labor union he was part of in so many ways...

Watching his last few selfies on his hospice bed, watching him waste away into something that didn't even resemble the dude I knew for 12 years.

Benzos thankfully numb the pain, if only for a bit. But he'll always be in my heart, and insh'Allah we'll see each other in Jannah.
Hannah Dusslehodge - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 17:48:07 EST Sao1w8kB No.149286 Reply
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took valium an d clonazepam and fell asleep on sisters couch woke up and id pissed myself

Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 01:30:13 EST sUr7A33P No.149289 Reply
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Something about mixing minor doses of dexamph with large doses of Temazepam, and additionally today some lorazepam gives me the only buzz that satiated and equally compared to a decade of IV heroin/fent/dilly/oxy euphoria. Memory loss is the downside but I find I don't have to take my daily morphine maintenance dose while on the combo.. heck even 20mg of Dexedrine and some light benzo seems to mitigate all opioid withdrawal for me and my use hasn't really stopped in well... A decade. Pic related

Took 2x 10mg Dexedrine, 3x 1mg Ativan, and 5x 30mg Restoril.

God I love Canada's lax benzodiazepine prescribing. The whole buffet is usually out there on the corner every day if you look for it. Even rare ones like Bromazepam and Nitrazepam. I read somewhere back about doctors in Canada commonly overprescribing benzos and Z-Drugs to women over 35. Heck my own mum was scripted Ativan and zopiclone with no real idea or legit ailment other than mildly interrupted sleep (which I'm sure zzzquil or unison would easily have remedied). Apparently it's even more widespread with Aboriginal women and higher doses.... But they'd rather have crystal and I'd rather my bennies so fair play imo.
High Strung - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 08:13:42 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149290 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Watching Netflix (Bordertown to be exact) then listening to Taake while nice and sedated, trying to forget the bullshit of the past few days.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 15:37:01 EST sUr7A33P No.149296 Reply

I'm so sorry to hear man. My condolences as well and I hope you continue to honor your friend and his memory through whatever means help (I don't mean by taking drugs but I'm obviously unaware of your religious and spiritual beliefs so I won't assume). I've lost a few close ones in quick succession over the past years but they all went very quickly. I feel you in the lostness of it all, sometimes it just hits me in the worst environments and keeping composure is almost futile. Just know deep down there are people on these boards that do care and I pray you pull through stronger than ever.

I'm pulling for ya HS
High Strung - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 10:37:49 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149298 Reply
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>2.5mg Clonazepam

Thanks mate. Means a lot. It's been a very hard past few days for me, but I'll survive. Right now I'm just enjoying the benzo sedation and some darkwave before bed.
Betsy Giblinggold - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 11:15:36 EST Qp0iK5uJ No.149299 Reply
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>18mg bromazepam
>2mg clonazepam
It's been a wild ride for me, the past week. I'd been taking codeine for 1 yr and a half, starting at 240mg, escalating the dosage to 480mg. There were days where I would take even more.

Eventually, I got really depressed to the point where I didn't have energy to even laze around. Made an appointment with a psych, told him about my erratic alprazolam usage, going up to 4-5mg/d. Didn't tell him about codeine.

Nonetheless, he immediately prescribed me 20mg paroxetine and 4 effing mg of clonazepam per day as substitution therapy.

Now I'm on 8th day clean of codeine. Were it not for benzos and pregabalin, I don't know if I would have mental fortitude to bear with all that withdrawal + paroxetine side-effects at the beginning of taking it. Each day I feel better. Waiting to cut my benzo use too, but it's gonna take time - I've been taking various benzos since September 2019.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 11:21:28 EST jjWCHf8/ No.149300 Reply
Yes Bromazepam is on par with Valium 3mg bromaz= 5mg diazepam but I find bromazepam to be more euphoric. I'm sure others would say the opposite but yes it's definitely stronger than lorazepam mg for mg
Betsy Giblinggold - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 11:23:55 EST Qp0iK5uJ No.149301 Reply
Fully agree with this. Bromazepam is actually a really effective and strong benzo for me. It's like Xanax Lite Version for me.
Charles Nicklecocke - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 15:20:26 EST Q5THi1Bb No.149303 Reply
The euphoria part is the most concerning as I am a lightweight and I dont really care about mg per mg strenght, mostly looking to combine with opes of the lower category, thnx.
High Strung - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 10:38:39 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149308 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Fuck I needed my nightly dosage. My day summed up:

-saw a picture of my old friend who just passed and started crying
-had to travel an hour across town for a 2 training that could have been a PPT sent out via email or WeChat
-a colleague had to call out and I had to cover 2 of his classes with 5 minute notice and no preparation. I was given the teacher's guidebook and told to make a lesson out of them
-have a new class of students that is entirely 5 year-old boys... which, you know, are 5 year-old boys. The utter chaos that ensued was astounding, and it was a double class so I had to work with them for 2 hours instead of 1 hour.
-I have an independent project I need to do that I was only barely briefed on this evening.... by tomorrow afternoon. It's 10:30pm here in China.

It's a good thing I don't have to be awake until 1:00pm tomorrow, because I'm going to enjoy my little bit of Clonazepam, drink a couple of Red Bulls, knock out this assignment, then pass out until noon tomorrow. Fuck it all.
Isabella Dorringkerk - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 20:27:59 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149314 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
  • 40mg methadone

Feeling great! My sushi is about to get here soon nomnomnom! What a great day this has been for me.
DTMO - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 05:37:55 EST hWGDYo9g No.149316 Reply
150mg pregabalin, 10mg nitrazepam, few bevs, few cones, a bunch of mystery stimulant powder sold as ecstasy but which works in a meth pipe and a tiny scaping of meth from the corners of my baggies. Feeling mighty fucking fine, and someone wants me to fuck their face like I hate them after dinner (stir fry and panko potato gems). Life is good.
James Warryson - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 12:43:16 EST ldbT3WAu No.149319 Reply
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Just got pregabalin prescription and government pays my drugs since I live in Finland and I'm poor enough. Took 600mg and it is starting to kick in. I also have a couple beers waiting in the fridge. Life is good
Isabella Dorringkerk - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 18:31:02 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149326 Reply
  • 40mg methadone
  • 1800mg gabapentin

Feeling great! Tomorrow I'm going to be twice as fucked up as I am at the moment. This is just a warm-up :)
High Strung - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 07:15:53 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149330 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Fuuuuck this day was something else. Enjoying some dumpling stew and green tea then gonna light a few smokes while listening to True Crime Garage podcast.
Angus Nendletedge - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 07:50:48 EST ldbT3WAu No.149331 Reply
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Just took 450mg of pregabalin, going to take a shower and then I'm going to my friends place to drink some beer and draft mtg core set 2021.
Charles Dassleshaw - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:47:52 EST 29kuKZ5x No.149332 Reply
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clonazolam or etizolam which is most euphoric?
Eugene Himmleworth - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:52:44 EST 8eNtLa57 No.149333 Reply
Clonazolam but the half life fucked me up. I would say has a higher chance of dependence than etizolam
George Nickledock - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 23:21:45 EST BGH46ohv No.149337 Reply
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5mg diazpam hour ago. Eating tons of minestrone soup and chicken gf made me.
Time for 8mg subutex, edibles and warcraft 3 ladder. Warcraft 3 is a game for men. Its like 5d chess or 3d go.

Numbers everywhere

pic unrelated...all those commie flags side ways are just a loser jerkin off. you didnt realize that...but your brain did
Hannah Pattingworth - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 13:41:44 EST f+xKYOK8 No.149342 Reply
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Wish I had the tolerance of some you cats fr

9mg clonaz down the hatch, is it just me or does it seem to plataeu?
Nathaniel Noblinglidging - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 19:12:08 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149343 Reply
Took - 2100mg gabapentin and 40mg methadone

Feeling good today. Might drink a bit too to spice things up.
m - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 20:32:29 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149344 Reply
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Chill, or hope to chill soon

>oral 1mg pharma xanax about 1.5-2hr ago, and 2.5mg lorazepam subbed just now
>been drinking heavily all yesterday and a bit today, like half a 750ml bottle of 151 in less than 24-36hr (yikes LOL)
>no daily stim today
>4mg subbed bupe maintenance dose

Ooo yeah, I think I'm feeling it now.

>life update

I've got to make a deicsion tomorrow...either go to Mexico to chill/possibly work (if schools are open) indefinitely, or fly to Cambodia and pay $3k deposit, $150-250 virus test before I fly, another $150-250 test when I land, and if ANYONE on the plane tests positive, it's 14 day quarantine at a cost of like ~$$50-75/day if ABSOLUTELY ANYONE on the flight tests positive. If everyone tests negative, we're allowed to leave and get private housing...BUT we have to stay at the same place for 2 weeks and not leave apart from "essential" travel, until they virus test us again for like $150.

The other options are to pull some social strings and piggyback with a Filipino doctor I know very well and go to the Philippines as a "medical worker" genuinely helping travel medical supplies, OR I might be pushed to pull in a massive one-time-only diplomatic favor to get approved for a bullshit "medical tourism" flight into Thailand without quarantine for essentially a non-invasive BS treatment I'm already receiving in the US.

Anyone have any preferences? Mexico seems like it's just a lagging USA in terms of virus explosion. Wish me luck!
High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 03:51:43 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149346 Reply
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Refill Day.

Holy shit, what a week. Dead friend, have to meet a major deadline by July 31 or else I get fired, and I had to keep picking up classes for a sick colleague, do field trips in the sweltering heat, demo presentation after demo presentation for parents....

>4mg Clonazepam, probably will take more later

Pic related, it's what the break room looked at the end of Sunday afternoon.
High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 05:27:48 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149351 Reply
I would say Cambodia. Much more politically and economically stable, cheaper cost of living, and an absolutely beautiful country. Also easy to travel to other nearby countries.

The Philippines would be also a good choice. There is a communist insurgency going on but the Communist Party of the Philippines is mainly confines their military operations to rural areas and have a strict policy of not fucking with expats (I know this because I've actually spoken to their former leader). I hear Manila is a great city too.

So, I would say either of those. NB
High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 10:48:06 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149357 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam more

So that brings me to 8mg Clonazepam for the evening. Feels super chill. Just finished binge-watching season 3 of Marcella on Netflix, would recommend but not quite as good as the first 2 seasons. Still a good British crime drama nonetheless. Not sure what I'm gonna do with the rest of my night though, maybe some true crime podcasts or some Archer or some weird industrial records. Dunno yet lol
m - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 15:52:56 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149360 Reply
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Did you read anything about the whole quarantine nightmare and associated costs? That's the main reason I've got reservations about it. I'm really pulling towards Mexico (several reasons, one being I might be able to go across by car and keep my car for local transport), even though it's more of a place to engage in a holding pattern so to speak for ~2-6 months with lower cost of living whilst I wait for anywhere halfway decent to open up to the US. At least this way, if something does open up, I'd immediately qualify as an American who hasn't been on US soil in over ~2-3 weeks.

The only other options are really Belarus or I guess Bulgaria. Belarus will allow me to live and even work there, but only for up to 90 days, after which I'd be forced to leave for something like 3-9 months depending (so I'd likely have to go to Bulgaria). Then I could just wait around until the Eurozone sets universal travel "bubble" limits of max 16-20 new infections in last 2 weeks per 100,000 population (in anyone's curious, the USA has like ~109-140 new infections in last 2 weeks per 100k pop, lol).

>Cambodia vs. Mexico for CoL

It's definitely a close one, but as long as you're outside Mexico City and at least a few hr drive from US border, it's actually cheaper than most of Cambodia (cheaper than Phnom Peng and Siem Reap for starters). Cambodia isn't as cheap as it appears. It's just slightly cheaper than Thailand, largely due to them using the US dollar as their de facto currency. I loved Cambodia and spent like 2-3 weeks there last year, but the country is full as fuck with old war guns and massive massive corruption.

Cambodia is fun for a hedonist drug+ women holiday, but I don't think I could personally stay there an entire year and not run into some sort of life problems.

How's China btw?
High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 16:27:07 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149362 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Can't seem to get back to sleep after sunrise prayer, popped 2mg to see if I can go back to sleep. I have nowhere to be and nothing to do except clean the bathroom today so I can afford to sleep into the afternoon if it comes to it. So I'm just waiting for that benzodiazepine sleepiness to hit me.

Yeah, honestly I reread your earlier post AND taking into account what you just said... hmm, shit, I really don't have an answer for you. I guess Mexico is your best bet, but I'm not living a life of drug tourism, especially not here in China!

I still love it here. I might honestly spend the rest of my life here. My Mandarin is picking up quickly, the cost of living is incredibly cheap (unless you live in Shanghai, but even Shanghai is cheaper than NYC, LA, or SF), the people are friendly, and the money is good. Oh, and don't even get me started on the food and the beautiful architecture and landscape... I miss marijuana terribly, and yes I'm living in quite a heavy police state, but ah well, so it goes, the pros outweigh the cons. Pic related, it's a vintage poster I bought in a flea market a few days ago that I'm gonna have framed.
m - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 20:31:45 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149365 Reply
Have you considered Vietnam in like 2-4+ years once all these lock downs are finally over? It's basically China with a similar "communist" authoritative government, BUT the gov't doesn't have enough money to enforce/dictate most of daily life.

Here's a video for decent comparison: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGpE-seQH1g

It's basically an older, back-in-time, less-infrastructure, less strict version of China. Weed isn't legal but it's semi-"legal," or you bribe your way out, and other drugs are plentiful. Cambodia next door has all drugs OTC. The women are actually educated about sex unlike China. I could go on.

Obviously you're "stuck" where you are for quite a while. I do understand the logic of learning a global language like Mandarin. Just don't forget that Cambodia is like little China in terms of investment (so your Mandarin might have use there), and it's all right on the southern border of China.>>149362
High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 20:56:18 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149367 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam re-up

I would love to visit Vietnam, but I'm not enamored by Vietnamese history and culture like I always have been with China. I've also traveled to China beforehand (2015) and studied China extensively, so I feel more "street-smart" when in China. I mean, I wouldn't HATE living in Vietnam, but if given the choice between moving to Vietnam or staying here, no question I'd stay here. The lack of drugs and the meh dating scene is tough here in China, don't get me wrong, but I feel more "at home" and more prior-informed about life in the PRC than Vietnam.

But you're right if I ever need to dip out, Vietnam would NOT be a bad backup.

Until then, it's a day of Netflix binging, benzos, good food, good music, the occasional nap, and talking with my siblings via Discord in my boxers. Recharging my batteries/spoons/whatever you wanna call it. Pic related, it's gonna be me all day today.
High Strung - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 01:50:56 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149370 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Cold Case Files on Netflix feels good man
High Strung - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 08:35:10 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149371 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Okay, last bump of the night, I fucking swear. I know I've been flooding this thread today but I've needed a benz-rampage day in the comfort of my own home in front of the computer to charge my batteries for tomorrow and this is a nice place to let off steam cuz y'all are good folks. Good night folks
Brain - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 22:02:27 EST XNzbXQoI No.149374 Reply
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Mad /benz/ recently

12mg etiz scattered throughout the day, I miss the length/warmth of clonazepam.

I'm dedicated again and it sucks, but at least i'm doing well in my overall career progression. I miss $60 grams of etiz
High Strung - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 09:51:21 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149375 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Today wasn't such a bad day. The kids were well-behaved and the staff/faculty wasn't nearly as tense or piled high with bullshit work.

Now it's time for pizza and Netflix cuz fuck it all
Brain - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 19:53:20 EST XNzbXQoI No.149378 Reply
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I messed up and got confused, sorry about that HS. Delusions of sobriety are real at the moment.

>6mg etiz/weed
Lydia Bunham - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 03:35:33 EST ldbT3WAu No.149379 Reply
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Have been taking too much pregabalin during the past week so decided to sell rest of my last stash before I can get more from pharmacy next month. Had to take 2mg xanor before leaving to meet the buyer since I'm extra nervous whenever I'm going to sell drugs.
Lydia Bunham - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 08:00:21 EST ldbT3WAu No.149380 Reply
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Holy shit! Met really cute girl while selling my last pregabalins and we shared our informations. She constantly mentioned how cute I am, but I'm still not sure if she wants the D or maybe she just wants use me for cheap drugs. At least this experience made my day much better since I haven't had any action with girls after my last relationship and that ended like three years ago.
Oliver Bardhall - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 14:20:57 EST gZLiU415 No.149381 Reply
Today I'm not taking my usual phenobarbital, so I'm just taking 1mg of clonazepam as per usual.
I hope my circadian rhythm does not get too fucked with not taking the phenobarbital for sleep.
How does pregabalin withdrawal differ from benzo's?
I've been trough 4 benzo withdrawals and they fucked me up real good.
Walter Cepperdure - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 14:40:47 EST Q5THi1Bb No.149382 Reply
Hope the best for you, it would be quite retarded to try to sweeten you up for a bunch of pregabalins.
High Strung - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 23:17:15 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149383 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
-Monster energy drink
-Jian bing (kinda like an omelette + breakfast burrito, hard to describe)

It's pour cats and dogs outside, so I'm laying on the couch feeling that lovely Klonopin feeling listening to goofy paranormal podcast and watching Archer.

(As an aside, I landed a position as an English instructor at a university here in Xi'an. Fuck yeah, no more teaching little kids. Don't get me wrong, I don't HATE working with kids, but I work better with adults (like when I was TA'ing in grad school and ESLing Korean adults online) and it's a looooot less stress. Also looks better on any resume, so yeah, that's nice.)
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 14 Jul 2020 03:32:02 EST /xCHYmXq No.149384 Reply
60mg diazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, 125mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 15mg DXM, 24 fl.oz. 100% grapefruit juice, and a liter of regional beers (an IPA, amber ale, and kölsch).
High Strung - Tue, 14 Jul 2020 10:39:28 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149386 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Feeling chill and optimistic about my future.
Chan - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 08:04:17 EST dEscKBqs No.149388 Reply
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>Staggered 10mg Diazepam
>10mg Methylphenidate
>20mg Propanolol
>楽しいーお茶、小木 (^^ア

>Feeling chill and optimistic about my future.
If this isn't the truth.

Good Exercise, Good Sleep, Good Diet
These are the keys.
Getting those A & B+ averages feelssereneman
hello - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 12:55:18 EST RsEu5UTW No.149389 Reply
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found some old clonazepam today

eatin 2mg or so hopin to feel nice
Isabella Hadgesan - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 19:45:15 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149390 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 2mg clonazepam. Feeling good on this summer evening. Hope you all are having a great summer like I am :)
High Strung - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 09:45:26 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149393 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Long day. I need pizza and benzos.
m - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 11:05:26 EST IErahAwd No.149394 Reply
Dog died RIP

On 1mg pharma xanax and 4mg lorazepam
Brainiac - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 19:40:00 EST PI3/od4S No.149396 Reply
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Back on the gabapentin train. I couldn't endure the stress and the noise so I had to go get some. Bump on 40mg IM procaine and 1200mg gabapentin, the first couple of hours were a blast. I like the 300mg gabapentin pills more than the 400 ones which are too stimulant. Whatever, it's an easy train that I like to ride on occasionally.
Barnaby Hiblingson - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 20:04:29 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149397 Reply
  • 35mg methadone
  • 2.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good on this night summer evening. Might take more kpins idk yet.
m - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 08:20:58 EST IErahAwd No.149398 Reply

>1mg pharma alprazolam subbed
>5mg lorazepam subbed
>drinking heavily, i.e. 151 mixed cocktails lmao

Feels nice in a way that couldn't be matched by lorazepam alone, but I think under normal circumstances I'll stick with like 0.75-1mg pharma xanax and ~2.5-3mg lorazepam combined.

Enjoying it while it lasts boys. Just initiated the process to renew my passport, after which I'm getting a 1 year Cambodian work visa and flying out of here. Here's to praying Cambodia doesnt shut out foreigners completely by the time I'm ready.
Matilda Mommlelock - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 11:32:20 EST p5Fo2uEl No.149399 Reply
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>2 mg clonazolam
>,5 kpin
just feel sleepy
Barnaby Hiblingson - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 12:14:38 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149400 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 1.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good. Getting ready to go to the gym later. The drugs will be out of me by then.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 13:58:57 EST /xCHYmXq No.149401 Reply
60mg diazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, 4mg ondansetron ODT, and six x 12 fl.oz. beers (8.5% ABV)
Doris Bardson - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 17:50:48 EST Z1Wzvvw9 No.149406 Reply
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Liqiud etizolam and 3mmc
Anyone else mix the liqiud solutions into drinks helps me pace my dosing
Also first time trying 3mmc this stuff is really good
TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 19:56:54 EST hzKKufLv No.149409 Reply
Bump on .7mg flualp and 1mg etiz. Lets see how this hits with no tolerance.

1st time bumping in years
Cornelius Crummledock - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 22:02:05 EST 4cO1XqqJ No.149420 Reply
Finally had that conversation with my Kadian doc about needing to have both my morph increased and to be put back on a benzoyl. He is a proper decent human and put me from 0-50mg overnight and still increasing my Asian.30mg every three days until I'm Bertelsmann. It gives me hope knowing there are doctors like that out there.

Pic above is 4 1mg ativan, one 30mg temazepam, a 5mg nitrazepam, and two 25mg librium..

Hope everyone else is finding a way
Betsy Hishfeck - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 06:30:32 EST RNBDRYpt No.149421 Reply
blacked out on diazepam yesterday, never happened before.

30mg with 2 single vodkas, then i haven't really got any memory of what happened after. I went to the shop and got 2 heinakens and according to my stash I took another 30mg but I have no memory of going to shop or taking the other 30mg.

my gf said i was very grumpy and told me to go to bed after food, which i did at 8pm
High Strung - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 09:36:49 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149422 Reply
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A horrific day.

4mg Clonazepam, pizza, and Netflix then hide under the covers from exhaustion.
Nathaniel Honeyville - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 12:44:08 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149424 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 1.5mg clonazepam along with an energy drink. Feeling good on this nice summer day. Will take more clonazepam later. But, for now I feel good :)
High Strung - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 04:05:21 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149427 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Just got word that ANOTHER friend of mine died back home in the States. One friend dead of cancer, now one of an apparent suicide. All while I'm in the middle of this stress about work.

I swear I am going to get blackout benzed tonight.

Allah yar'hama, Melissa. You were a solid homegirl, say hi to Mimi when you get there.
High Strung - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 07:49:20 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149428 Reply
>4mg Clonazepam more

8mg Clonazepam because fuck the world right now seriously
High Strung - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 18:30:44 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149429 Reply
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Bumping yet again with 4mg Clonazepam with breakfast.

I need yet another day of mental and emotional rest. Shit is just way too heavy for me now.
m - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 20:28:01 EST fPbFbDcZ No.149431 Reply
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>1mg pharma xanax
>3mg lorazepam
>2 light beers

My tolerance is officially moderate again though :/. Lorazepam is effective for medical use, but hardly has any pseudo-recreational utility unless combined with etizolam/xanax IMO. Oh well.

Just applied for working visa for Cambodia...should get approved for 1 year. Quarantine is only 2 weeks at most if someone on the plane tests positive, so I'm not too worried. All I have to do is get a window seat and keep my N95 mask on like a good boy.
High Strung - Tue, 21 Jul 2020 01:59:37 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149432 Reply
Good luck in Cambodia, brother. It's a beautiful place, I hear. Be safe though.

>4mg Clonazepam

blah blah blah more depression yay benzodiazepine numbness.
Hugh Mommlebot - Tue, 21 Jul 2020 10:08:34 EST EshMkjhh No.149434 Reply
Lorazepam is incredible with tramadol my man, imo it doesnt even feel like the serotonin effects are there, and I go well above 500 mgs, staggered properly.
High Strung - Wed, 22 Jul 2020 09:52:34 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149440 Reply
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>4mg Clonzepam

Hanging in there, I guess? I know that benzos only relieve the pain temporarily, but fuck, at least I can sleep.
Oliver Crillyway - Wed, 22 Jul 2020 18:23:10 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149444 Reply
Took 1800mg gabapentin for the first time in over a month. I have low tolerance and I'm high as a motherfucker@
High Strung - Thu, 23 Jul 2020 11:23:02 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149449 Reply
>3mg Clonazepam

It's been a week.
Phoebe Babberworth - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 09:24:20 EST QjfDZTL1 No.149459 Reply
  • 2100mg gabapentin
  • 20mg methadone

Feeling good today.
Phoebe Babberworth - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 09:24:21 EST QjfDZTL1 No.149460 Reply
  • 2100mg gabapentin
  • 20mg methadone

Feeling good today.
High Strung - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 10:12:11 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149463 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
-bubble tea
-a cigarette

1 more week until I can transfer from teaching little kids to college students. Gonna make my anxiety/benzo usage go down noticeably.
Sidney Blackcocke - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 16:55:26 EST fsc754GE No.149465 Reply
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feeling sweeeet
High Strung - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 07:17:51 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149468 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Anotha day, anotha dolla, another benzo relaxation session while watching Netflix until time for bed.
Chan - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 08:54:10 EST 24HbOS1g No.149469 Reply
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>Unknown amount of Diazepam (Staggered over multiple days)
>16mg Codiene
>10mg Methylphenidate
>小 amount of Foliage

I'm apologia for the spiel. It's so easy but difficult existing, It always seems pretentious to say your intelligent, but I can't do anything it's paralysing. Imagine being able to predict everything. I've predicated multiple situations in recent history, but I am the only one that can seem to put the puzzle pieces together, that's all it is patter recognition it can be applied to everything. fml

sorry for the wordiness, stay safe.

High Strung - Sun, 26 Jul 2020 07:14:42 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149477 Reply
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In a weird way I feel this, boo

>4mg Clonazepam

Eating durian cheese pie for dinner. Smells funky, but HOLY SHIT does it tastes good. Hits those benzodiazepine munchies right on the spot. Feels good to feel nothing.
Nicholas Pittville - Sun, 26 Jul 2020 22:44:07 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149482 Reply
I usually post on /weed/ but I acquired some 2mg ativan tablets today. I understand ativan is one of the stronger benzos. Starting off with 2mg and some bong hits cheers guys
High Strung - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 02:41:02 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149483 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Just finished doing some studying of Chinese and started feeling really antsy for some reason, started pacing around and worrying about the tiniest shit. Time to have an afternoon of chill instead of risking a panic attack over nothing. Also some good music, as pictured.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 15:11:15 EST q2hIlBXj No.149484 Reply
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Uhhh smoothing out my neural plasticity with a shit load of benzos, both prescribed and RC. Happy blackouts friens
m - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 18:55:39 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149486 Reply
Ativan is generally not seen as a "strong" benzo compared to say xanax or kpin, but yes it's somewhat potent mg for mg compared to valium.

FYI Ativan is roughly half as potent mg for mg as either real pharma xanax or klonopin. Ativan and etizolam are roughly equally potent. Personally I find that ativan doesn't even compete with xanax/etizolam in terms of pseudo-recreational/casual non-medical use. When I'm low acute tolerance, as little as 1.5mg or 2mg pharma xanax is noticeable and produces the desired effect. Meanwhile, I've taken as much as 3.5-6mg ativan at once and it just doesn't product the effects I'm trying to achieve.

Everyone is different though. 1-2mg ativan is a good first time dose if you don't take more. Try to wait 5-7+ days between doses to reduce your tolerance gain. It takes ~15 hours for half of the ativan to break down, so redosing within 30 or so hours is likely to feel less effective.

>bump just 1.5mg ativan and my daily 4mg bupe after taking 40mg d-amph a few hours ago

Personally, ativan is largely effective for GAD and a somewhat helpful for insomnia, but for pseudo-recreational/social use it's simply not as enjoyable as xanax/etizolam/nasal triazolam etc. It's not even really a close competition either.
Nicholas Pittville - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 19:31:41 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149487 Reply
I see. I don't have experience with benzos like I do opiates. I appreciate the information. I enjoyed it quite a bit. I snorted 2mg this afternoon for a nice chill. At least it's not valium. Cheers
m - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 19:58:51 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149489 Reply
Yeah, in the future never snort it again. It only worked because it dripped into your stomach. Ativan, all common Rx benzos, and most benzos in general don't absorb at all when snorted.

I'm serious. Snorting xanax bars etc. is a straight up meme. Unless you've got triazolam or midazolam, ALWAYS consume it orally or sublingually. If you insist on the fastest onset possible, consider crushing it up before swallowing it or by using it sublingually.
Nell Pobbergold - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 20:42:40 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149490 Reply
I see. I snorted it at the advice of a buddy. He said ativan was one of the few benzos that would absorb fairly well. I'm wasn't trying to be an edgy teenager or anything, just didn't want to waste any of my drugs. I'll eat them from now on. Thanks from the info. cheers
High Strung - Tue, 28 Jul 2020 05:57:19 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149492 Reply
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3.5mg Clonazepam

Just got done with another grand adventure around town. Picked up some cool Chinese Revolution and Cultural Revolution artifacts and memorabilia, now it's time to kick back and watch some true crime or something.
Charles Dissletatch - Tue, 28 Jul 2020 23:46:23 EST s4dCfDSM No.149502 Reply
>>149227 yesterday did a hit of lsd and a 3mmc then I mixed a bottle of etizolam concentrate 240mg×60ml and a bottle of liquid thc (raindrawp ) and I went wandering around the city hung with somehomless ppl on meth and cus i got them smokes i got a free 3/4 bar rn I'm doing more 3mmc and etizolam thc dph syrup
High Strung - Wed, 29 Jul 2020 09:43:33 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149504 Reply
>2mg Clonazepam

Time for dreamland.
High Strung - Fri, 31 Jul 2020 09:50:32 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149513 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Last day at my job teaching kids. Starting August 17, I'll finally be teaching at a university like my dream has been for so many years. Until then, g'night folks.>>149227
Brainiac - Sat, 01 Aug 2020 17:51:21 EST 5wivAqOP No.149516 Reply
450mg pregabalin with zero tolerance plus 150mg for later. This feels so good on a gorgeous summer night. I feel like as if I was 18 again, I forgot this feeling. I'm so alive, this stuff is more intoxicating than you'd think. Vibing so nicely with everything.
High Strung - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 06:51:55 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149517 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam

Just cleaned out my desk at the school I was working at. Back into academia here I come. Celebrating with benzos, pizza, and podcasts tonight, Friday night I'm going out with a squad of friends to celebrate at the club. Life is so fucking good right now.
Nigel Wishstock - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 13:55:54 EST Ijg7ONEm No.149518 Reply
how much xanax will decrease my anxiety enough for me to be sociable for a while?
Clara Bimblekodge - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 14:11:20 EST RNBDRYpt No.149519 Reply
valium tolerance is such a hoke
i had 3 months break, took a mere 30mg and felt glorious
2 weeks later i take 60mg and no where near the feel good
Eugene Bardbanks - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 06:11:26 EST NcvZd1MK No.149521 Reply
Which is best midazolam or clonazepam?
Wesley Congerwill - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 15:15:20 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149522 Reply
I traded a gram of dank bud for 2 legitimate blue pharma xanax today so

>2mg xanax

I'm giving the other one to a buddy. cheers.
Wesley Congerwill - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 15:18:20 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149524 Reply
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B707 inscription I think I'll call them blue airplanes cheers
Isabella Puttingwell - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 17:05:32 EST 53+vumaD No.149529 Reply
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Script day. Clonaz is everywhere but still I find it much more relaxing than even valium
Lillian Seblingman - Tue, 04 Aug 2020 00:24:33 EST RsEu5UTW No.149532 Reply
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no luck getting a script yet, due to fucking up insurance paperwork

but have clonazepam on tap
m - Tue, 04 Aug 2020 17:28:21 EST gNIXakDo No.149535 Reply
Midazolam 100%. Midazolam is either the best or tied for the best Rx benzo in North America. Be sure to snort/plug or IV your midazolam instead of eating it.
Brain - Tue, 04 Aug 2020 18:41:45 EST MTmi3U3k No.149537 Reply
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>8mg etizolam/10mg baclofen/3x tec 2's

Might add some vodka later.
Hedda Sennerfid - Wed, 05 Aug 2020 10:03:19 EST XzY7TjS+ No.149539 Reply
Why is midazolam so Gr8? anyone who has tried clonazepam or etizolam also would you rather use midazolam? whats the diffErence. how Much mg midazolam Would you take for a Good "high" ?
Sophie Grandham - Thu, 06 Aug 2020 22:42:46 EST BGH46ohv No.149552 Reply
Its water sol, so you can inject or snort it, and its short acting and feels nice..most recreational feeling benzo, probably enjoyable somewhat how ludes barbs and older tranqs were
Clara Soggletick - Sat, 08 Aug 2020 00:46:01 EST yOnd5Mqd No.149557 Reply
>2mg Diclazepam
>1mg Clonazolam
>175mg of 2-fdck
>Two 5% abv beers
Feeling good tonight mayne.
Clara Soggletick - Sat, 08 Aug 2020 01:15:16 EST yOnd5Mqd No.149558 Reply
Just grabbed another brew another
>1mg of disclazepam
Clara Soggletick - Sat, 08 Aug 2020 02:39:25 EST yOnd5Mqd No.149559 Reply
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>Another 150mg of 2-fdck wonk-wonk
Thinking about taking another 1mg diclaze
before bed I need good stuff to watch while benz'd out any suggestions?
Scourge of the West - Tue, 11 Aug 2020 00:18:46 EST RJUGSmbb No.149574 Reply
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Aw shit! I got a few real bars dispensed from a real pharmacy to really old dude who kicked a few down to me. Mmm. That bitter is oh so sweet. Only took half of one because it's been a year and don't wanna wake up somewhere weird. Feels good. BWB he wrote as he entombed the other half.
Scourge of the West - Tue, 11 Aug 2020 00:27:00 EST RJUGSmbb No.149575 Reply
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Whoops. I meant to post the real bars. Yah know. For science. Science!
Brain - Wed, 12 Aug 2020 16:06:02 EST MTmi3U3k No.149577 Reply
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8mg etizolam/160mg thc/3x T2's, and MAYBE baclofen.

Taking this shit day to day, god damn. Shits rough
Simon Greenfield - Thu, 13 Aug 2020 14:02:52 EST yDEfWIGu No.149582 Reply
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Had my doc up my 3mg clonaz script to .5 alpraz 3x/day. Gf of 2 years passed away last friday, been shaky & completely dysfuncitonal ever since.

b w b
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 13 Aug 2020 23:25:30 EST Cxhmtlnt No.149586 Reply
120mg Temazepam
2mg Lorazepam
10mg cyclobenzaprine
100mg chlordiazepoxide
And a .1 of some street fent
Might take some gabapentin or phenibut later if I'm feeling frisky
Albert Churringstock - Fri, 14 Aug 2020 21:35:40 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149589 Reply
Scored some klonopin 5s last night. Much better than the valium I had before. I just took one and I'm having a few beers, dont want to get too fucked up cheers guys
Brain - Sat, 15 Aug 2020 00:02:13 EST MTmi3U3k No.149590 Reply
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Beauty combo

>12 mg etiz
30mg codeine
10mg baclofen
100mg THC
Shit Greenfield - Sat, 15 Aug 2020 08:42:58 EST +1IFCN3O No.149592 Reply
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BWB FINALLY GOD DAMNIT. Looking week of wd's, I hope I already cut the suffering in half and bought some time, I feel really blessed to have copped even the most over priced footballs I could only get 4x 1mg alprozolam and quickly subbed them under tongue out of desperation. I have a feeling as loong as the medical community will give me a fucking break this time, seriously,
Anyways...long time no see, /Benz/. Missed you.
Shit Greenfield - Sat, 15 Aug 2020 08:42:58 EST +1IFCN3O No.149593 Reply
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BWB FINALLY GOD DAMNIT. Looking week of wd's, I hope I already cut the suffering in half and bought some time, I feel really blessed to have copped even the most over priced footballs I could only get 4x 1mg alprozolam and quickly subbed them under tongue out of desperation. I have a feeling as loong as the medical community will give me a fucking break this time, seriously,
Anyways...long time no see, /Benz/. Missed you.
Sophie Hullermet - Sat, 15 Aug 2020 18:14:30 EST iOz0Vrmw No.149602 Reply
Took 2mg clonazepam after a month of not having them. This stuff is what I need with the situation I'm in right now. Just drift off into total bliss and not worry about a damn thing.

I feel chilled out and very relaxed. I love benzos and opiates <3
m - Sun, 16 Aug 2020 03:31:19 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149606 Reply

Whelp, though I had been taking benzos about once a week, but it's been more like 2x/month. That's good I guess.

>5mg lorazepam 2 days ago, and a baby 1mg lorazepam dose this morning as I cant sleep

>daily 4mg bupe and Rx d-amph, usually between 40-60mg/day

Anyone else prefer 1-3 beers or other alcohol whenever they dose benzos, even if they dont otherwise drink regularly?
Sophie Nollywill - Sun, 16 Aug 2020 23:05:06 EST iOz0Vrmw No.149616 Reply
Popped 20mg methadone and 1.5mg clonazepam. Feeling fucking great tonight boyos!
High Strung - Mon, 17 Aug 2020 06:18:09 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149618 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

The very first Refill Day since starting my new job at the university. My students are chill as fuck and it's great to have students you can carry out a conversation with and who are there because they want to be English majors or minors, not because Mommy and Daddy are making them study it after long day at elementary school.

Feels damn good. Damn, damn good.
High Strung - Mon, 17 Aug 2020 10:00:01 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149621 Reply
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>>149618 CORRECTION: I took 2mg of Clonazepam. I didn't want to go into Chinese lessons today fucked up.

Just took 4mg Clonazepam for real this time with a luxury Chinese cigarette and some ginger tea while listening to some 13th century troubadour music and the rain pounding against my window. Sitting in my bathrobe and my throw blanket on my couch.

My little moment of relaxation as a reward for a successful first day of work. The perfect way to wind down before bed. Good night everyone...
Martha Moffingstock - Mon, 17 Aug 2020 17:05:47 EST DaPmEI2a No.149626 Reply
whats the undisputed king of benzos?
Sophie Nollywill - Mon, 17 Aug 2020 19:27:28 EST iOz0Vrmw No.149629 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and popped 1.5mg clonazepam. Im feeling it coming up. Shh good times my friends, good times 👍👍
Brainiac - Mon, 17 Aug 2020 23:18:58 EST 90dmGScW No.149630 Reply
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>>149518 1 mg should do it if no tolerance is involved. Should keep you free of social anxiety for about 5 or 6 hours.

NB, I'm just on a muscle relaxer called chlorzoxazone, lmao.
High Strung - Tue, 18 Aug 2020 00:18:41 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149631 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

My morning dose had me feeling great for my first Tuesday classes. After classes are over I'll do my other benz chillaxation and stay fly fly fly fly because tomorrow I have no classes to teach for the week.
High Strung - Tue, 18 Aug 2020 06:44:47 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149633 Reply
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Okay, NOW I've ACTUALLY dosed on
>4mg Clonazepam
after a great day of teaching my new (second-year university) students. No classes, lesson planning, or paper grading tomorrow so I can stay up late and get retarded on the extra Clonazepam my doctor usually gives me.

Wash it down with a couple of Red Bulls, have some nice Chinese cigarette or two, and some of the damn best tea from Fujian Province.

Gonna settle down soon with a good book about conversion to Islam from Catholicism in medieval Europe and some early 90's gothic rock as the rain slams against my window. What a perfect benzodiazepine experience, if I may so myself.
Hannah Guffingwine - Tue, 18 Aug 2020 09:44:10 EST iOz0Vrmw No.149634 Reply
Took 1.5mg clonazepam upon waking up. Feeling good and relaxed 😌
Brain - Tue, 18 Aug 2020 19:07:57 EST MTmi3U3k No.149637 Reply
Stuck on the benz train again, nobody's fault but my own. Difference now is I actually have to self taper and not medically.

>8mg etiz
>200mg thc

Waiting on an ounce of that kush
Phoebe Paffingwell - Tue, 18 Aug 2020 20:16:41 EST iOz0Vrmw No.149638 Reply
Took 2mg clonazepam and took 30mg hydrocodone. Feeling like im floating in space with psytrance blaring in my ears 👂 🎶
High Strung - Tue, 18 Aug 2020 21:58:35 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149640 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

No classes to teach today and it's pouring cats and dogs outside. Feel like I'm floating on a cloud but with some French black metal to keep me grounded.
Simon Lightlock - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 15:00:03 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149648 Reply
Jus t ginifished this courtordered drug dtrrwament program outpatient. DONEZO.
had an old script of 90x2mg klonopin ive been saving for this day.
i havnttaken anybenzos in 11yes u heard right ELEVEN months.
just took 2mg sublingually and im feeeling good.
im nt that high though, im going to take 4mg buperenorphoine and another 2mg of koonopin
bwb :)
lol - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 16:15:36 EST xQEqVS9+ No.149650 Reply
Man i havent had a good benzo blackout in a long time, hope you don't end up in jail or hurting yourself or others. Be goodl
James Shittingman - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 18:37:54 EST H4C90w8c No.149654 Reply
i love to mix liqiud etizolam with liqiud benedryl and sip that like a form of quasi lean but today i just mixxed pure liqiud etiz into a 2liter of rootbeer and ive been hooting 3mmc and i took 2 hits of acid and i notice the etizolam doesnt seem to take away from the trip
James Shittingman - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 18:45:31 EST H4C90w8c No.149655 Reply
lorazepam u can snort but its the only one that works cus its water solubillity you waste some of it b ut i find it hits harder its an unpopular opinon tho
High Strung - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 20:54:40 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149656 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
with a good cup of coffee and a light breakfast

Wok up at 6am and got all my lesson planning and such out of the way for now. Now it's 8am and I'm having a proper breakfast of dumplings, a couple of cups of coffee, and some good ol' benzos. Gonna spend most of the day with a good book about the early days of the IRA during the mid-1970s.
Graham Gibberkeck - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 21:42:03 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149657 Reply
i mean to be honest aftert i a leven month break i really dont feeel much. after the past 4-5-6-or so hours i have taken 6mg kononlonopin, 8mg bupernorphine, 1600mg gabapentin, and 1glassof wine.
i really dont feel mj uich of naanything. pronbably goi jng to go to bed soon. kep in mijnd i have been taking suboxone this whole time nbhyut no benzos/gabagerics for 11months......wiahsh i would ghvae gogten fucked up slightly underwhelemed to bbbbbe honest.
oh well
good wished to all my frends her on /benz/ and haveag ood day
Graham Gibberkeck - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 21:56:16 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149659 Reply
upped it t to another 2mg klolonopin poiujtting me at 8mg._*800mggabap entin=2400mg and another 8mg ubpe
sonow im at 8mg klponopin
2400mg gagabpentin
16mg bupe
aa litle bit of whine
cant belieieve after 11month bennnzo t-break im n ot feelijng anybtnhijng this is crazy/.. any ideas w hy bebzbros
this is it for the night, goijng to play somee onlijne poker an hopefully win a few racks
m - Wed, 19 Aug 2020 23:05:45 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149662 Reply
You're clearly VERY impaired. It's just delusions of sobriety. Once you take just slightly more than the "good spot"/"optimal amount," it quickly devolves into delusions of sobriety. During my very brief but destructive phase where I consumed powered etizolam via "toothpick method" as one scale broke and the backup scale's batteries were jacked by my ex-wife and used for the TV remove until those died too (without my knowledge), I was "toothpicking" as much as ~15-40mg+/day etizolam (7.5-20mg pharma xanax equivalent), and I SWORE that I felt no more "buzzed"/impaired than the ~4-8mg etiz (2-4mg pharma xanax or klonopin) I had been taking near daily for a few weeks.

It was A L L delusions of sobriety, nothing else. Work on recognizing that the upper "limit" of pseudo-safe therapeutic doses is truly the max benzo dosage range that makes any sense whatsoever, even for so-called recreational purposes. Anything more than 4-5mg pharma xanax/klonopin or 8-10 lorazepam/etizolam is IMO a total waste of time and guarantee of hardcore delusions of sobriety. When possible, I stick with just 1.5-3mg pharma xanax, 3-6mg etizolam, or 4-6mg lorazepam (three benzos I have the most regular use of these days).
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 01:04:36 EST 54dW0V9r No.149664 Reply
This is a place holding bump for the previous and probably undergoing binge on Hydrocodone + APAP (Vicodin), codeine tablets, oxycodone + APAP (percs), cyclobenzaprine, and a number of other substances including diazepam and clonazepam. There’s a bit of dabbling with eszopiclone, but we’ve never gotten along.
And tons, fucking tons, of nitrous.
There’s some booze, but limited. Some hallucinogenic RCs. Blah.

Faded before the day begins. School starts next week. Time to live like a king. Dates are planned out and I’m adjusting well to my new area. Everything’s going up, friends.
High Strung - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 03:55:48 EST erO7mjJK No.149667 Reply
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>5mg Clonazepam

Just found out ANOTHER friend of mine that I've known for 17 years has finally succumbed after a long fight with liver cancer that we thought was going into remission. That's 3 deaths this year for me, 3 out of 4 from cancer. FUCK CANCER and FUCK 2020.

I need Clonazepam and a few visits to the mosque. I am NOT okay right now and I just need to be doped up for a few days.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 06:00:36 EST 54dW0V9r No.149668 Reply
Love ya, HS. My thoughts are with you, your fallen friends, and also their other loved ones. Death affects so many arenas of life. Damn shame. Sorry, so... so sorry. I know these words ultimately do nothing, but you deserve to acknowledge the processing of grieving and healing. <3
Beatrice Pinnerfuck - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 10:10:45 EST CapLJoTl No.149669 Reply
Took 2.5mg clonazepam today. Feeling good and feeling much better from the anxiety i had earlier. Life is hard for me right now and I just need some time to escape reality for a bit.
Hugh Faffingpetch - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 11:02:10 EST WTUNljWc No.149670 Reply
Took 0.5mg clonazepam, 600mg gabapentin, and 5mg oxycodone for my morning meds. I can't walk rn and have nerve pain due to a horrible car accident, but I still feel overmedicated. I'm going to have my gabapentin switched out for 50mg Lyrica; I'm hoping that will be better.
Fucking Dacklewetch - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 17:51:33 EST m/ZaPGh8 No.149671 Reply
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I feel you man. First my gf 2w ago to a heart attack, then my friend a few days later to suicide, then my uncles stepdad, then my late grandma's s.o. this morning. 2020 has been a real bitch all around.

+2mg alpraz
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 18:18:34 EST HiBje0Z3 No.149673 Reply
I'm so sorry to hear that. My heart goes out to you and the family. I'm so numb to funerals of close friends, I couldn't bring myself to cry anymore so now I always try to speak at funerals if I'm given a chance.

For myself I have quite a good stash going on at the moment.
>120mg of Temazepam
>10mg flexeril
>2 one mg loraz
>Three of those 0.5mg Nabilone
>10mg Er Dexedrine that I chewed
>100mg Chlordiazepoxide aka Librium
>.2 of some down

Aside from that which I just took my kit contains ten oxy it 10s, 8 100mg Kadian morphine Er, 3 unknown doses of phenibut, a bottle of about 35 400mg gabbies and 14 0.5mg Nabilone.

Probably going to save or sell the opis because fentanyl tolerance ruined conventional opiates for me. Or maybe I'll try the save em' for a rainy day emergency stash, my daily dose is sufficient to keep me off fentanyl withdrawal and the librium is like a miracle drug with its super extended half life and mild sedation but even on days when I've saved up 3 days worth of Kadian (over 2.5 grams) of morphine I just felt nice and chill ,and it was nice to recognize it's feeling again but it was short lived and I only really felt it when I would sit somewhere in comfort. It scares the hell out of me to even know how much fent it takes to keep me functioning. My bet would be that pharmaceutical companies are already concocting and testing some new maintenance drug strictly for people testing positive with high amounts of fent or carfent. If they came out with some new maintenance that's a full agonist
Nicholas Cluttingshaw - Thu, 20 Aug 2020 21:04:11 EST CapLJoTl No.149676 Reply
Took 1.5mg clonazepam and smoked a nice fat cigar. Damn do I feel chill and relaxed! Might take more kpons either dont know yet.

Other than that I'm feeling good :)
High Strung - Fri, 21 Aug 2020 08:01:13 EST erO7mjJK No.149677 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
-couple of cigarettes

Visited the mosque and spoke with the imam after Friday prayers. We prayed some of the traditional janazah (funerary) prayers for her together and he gave me some good non-religious advice. It made me feel a good better, but it still hurts a lot.

I'm on the entire other side of the globe and I can't be there for my friends or her family and I can't attend her funeral so I can only mourn her via Facebook and Discord. I know Clonazepam won't bring her back, but if only for a few nights it can stave off the tears and anxiety attacks.

I should be numb to death considering the countless friends in my life who have died, but I'm an emotional person by nature so no matter how many bodies drop, the tears will always fall. But we all mourn in different ways, of course.
Priscilla Shakeshaw - Fri, 21 Aug 2020 10:19:10 EST Irl/BO91 No.149679 Reply
  • 10mg methadone
  • 2mg clonazepam

Feeling good today people. I'm smoking a some nice cigars too. Its the ultimate laid back combo ;)
Priscilla Shakeshaw - Fri, 21 Aug 2020 13:57:18 EST Irl/BO91 No.149681 Reply
Took 2mg clonazepam
hello - Fri, 21 Aug 2020 16:45:34 EST RsEu5UTW No.149683 Reply
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eating clonazepam all day again
Priscilla Shakeshaw - Fri, 21 Aug 2020 19:08:49 EST Irl/BO91 No.149684 Reply
2mg clonazepam snd 1500mg gabapentin . Feeling fucking fantastic!!
Brainiac - Fri, 21 Aug 2020 21:58:01 EST UovYT8L3 No.149685 Reply
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>>149673 I'm curious about that Nabilone, what does it do, do you feel anything from it?

NB cause I'm not on a gabaergic but I just tried buspirone (which is an anxiolytic which doesn't on GABA) for the first time and it is useless. It just gives me some weird vibrations in my head and "energy" spikes when I move around but it has a sort of an uncanny feeling.
High Strung - Sat, 22 Aug 2020 00:23:14 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149686 Reply
>2mg Clonazepam

That's all I have to say today. Too emoitonally tired.
Nicholas Cadgehall - Sat, 22 Aug 2020 01:08:03 EST +1IFCN3O No.149687 Reply
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Shaking uncontrollably...still, bumping on 5mg of alprozolam. High fiber diet lately due to constipation, due to poor hydration and daily methadone doses due to /opi/ abuse due to lower back injury resulting in permiment nerve damage including sciatic nerve. Wasn't careful...due to poverty due to unemployment due to crippling back injury. Anyway, the constipation was combated with 2 enemas, supplimental fiber, mirilax and QDOBA . Pic related, it's the fucking granite I've been trying to push out for 3 days until nearly fainting while on the toilet tonight as I tore a new one pushing that sin out...mother forgive me.
Emma Buzzlock - Sat, 22 Aug 2020 09:57:01 EST Irl/BO91 No.149691 Reply
Took 10mg methadone and 2100mg gabapentin. Feeling euphoric as a motherfucker! Been playing some video games too and I'm having a blast!

Hope you all have a wonderful day :)
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 22 Aug 2020 19:44:13 EST XJ2+tLKn No.149692 Reply
Yeah it's the only chronic pain/fibromyalgia drug that actually works for me, I'm prescribed gabapentin but it doesn't do shit unless I combo it with a whole load of other CNS drugs. It's a THC analogue and is a lot like edibles except I find I can be more functional with nabilone. That's probably because I'm shit at understanding my tolerance when it comes to home made cookies or brownies, with nabilone I can easily calculate my dose. 6 of those red and white 0.5mg would have me uncomfortably stoned and borderline paranoid for about 30hours. I've had some bad experiences and good feeling out nabilone and how it works for me.
David Garrywick - Sat, 22 Aug 2020 23:05:48 EST Irl/BO91 No.149694 Reply
Took 2100mg of gabapentin. Feelin good and having visuals and have CEVS. Fuking awesome night!
High Strung - Sun, 23 Aug 2020 06:28:53 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149695 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Spent much of the day in bed, but was able to eventually go out and run errands.

Now just benzin' and listening to the rain on my windowpane as the thunderstorm rolls in. At least that's bringing me some peace.
John Haddlebare - Sun, 23 Aug 2020 08:03:09 EST g+KI8pvM No.149696 Reply

Damn, just yesterday I daydreamed about how I'd get an anime decal for my super expensive car if I was rich, and what decal I'd get. I decided FLCL original would be best, and the cigarette with that phrase would definitely be on there. Also some vibrant scene with the scooter crash probably.

John Mobbersatch - Sun, 23 Aug 2020 14:55:32 EST pF2CUPxj No.149700 Reply
>>149227 Theres nothing like popping a k-pin to get you rolling. I'm running 1mg Xanax 3 times a day with a couple Valiums in the mix. Quarantine life is flying by when you're fucked off benzos lmao
Fuck Sebblestudge - Sun, 23 Aug 2020 21:50:09 EST Irl/BO91 No.149708 Reply
Took 2400mg of gabapentin. I'm having visuals and CEVS and the body high is amazing!

Man I love drugs <3
Brain - Mon, 24 Aug 2020 01:49:24 EST MTmi3U3k No.149712 Reply
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>10+ mg etiz

No more pg and the liquor store is closed tomorrow...I kinda already know what that means
High Strung - Mon, 24 Aug 2020 07:37:28 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149715 Reply
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>2.5mg Clonazepam

A prosperous day in the classroom. Great to be teaching college students again. It means for a little more busy work like assigning homework and such but it's better than having to force kids to sit in their seats and keep them from knocking stuff over or smearing glue all over the walls.

Now to take the edge off of the tedious after-class paperwork. It can get frustrating when you're working at a university and there's a language barrier (my colleagues all speak advanced English, but sometimes their instructions might not be clear or they might use the wrong word, leading to crossed lines), so anxiety can be a factor at the end of the day. Hence.... Clonazepam.

Also GDI the vast majority of my students are female, but banging your students is skeezy af and against school policy.
High Strung - Wed, 26 Aug 2020 08:05:37 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149723 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
-a couple cups of coffee
-a few cigs

No classes to teach tomorrow, no department meetings, no papers to grade..... time stay up late with some Parks & Rec and some K-pin comfort
Fanny Funderlock - Wed, 26 Aug 2020 08:27:07 EST RNBDRYpt No.149724 Reply
currently having a break from benzos but I was wondering, will drinking alcohol affect my benzo break in any way?
High Strung - Wed, 26 Aug 2020 16:58:57 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149730 Reply
>2mg Clonazepam

Yes please don't. I spent half of 2013 blacked out from alprazolam and whiskey because I had to boomerang back to living with home with my psychotic sociopath (I don't use those terms lightly, he was a clinical sociopath who experienced psychotic episodes that included delusions and hallucinations) father and there were nights I prooooobably should've died from the mixture.

Seriously, I don't remember most of 2013.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 26 Aug 2020 17:17:58 EST Cxhmtlnt No.149731 Reply
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Refill day...
hello - Wed, 26 Aug 2020 17:39:14 EST RsEu5UTW No.149732 Reply
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not sure whether i'm proud or sad that i recognize most of these off hand

ration it out like war my friend
Beatrice Blenninghood - Wed, 26 Aug 2020 20:33:26 EST BZlkhuxD No.149734 Reply
3000mg gabapentin scattered. Im feeling good boyos.
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 27 Aug 2020 05:06:23 EST /vu+g+gD No.149737 Reply
woke up and ate 1mg of alpra, smoked some hash, ate lunch, ate 0,5mg alpra, smoked more. my plug for dope asked if i wanna come over so im on my way now lol and also on the train took another 0,5mg alpra.

prob gonna be a good day today
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 27 Aug 2020 20:20:45 EST rho/G8DD No.149746 Reply
No need to ration. I have a few Librium 25mg's and they have such a long half life I can usually wean myself down pretty easy. Sucks Librium is a shit benzo when it comes to recreational use but it's half life + the half life of the metabolite is something like 40 hours. Very long acting like Clonazepam or Diazepam just no high what so ever.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 27 Aug 2020 21:42:47 EST rho/G8DD No.149747 Reply
And I did take everything in my hand last night with the exception of 15mg Temazepam and 10mg Dexedrine which I took this morning. I also took my full 850mg maintenance morphine earlier in the day (I usually only take 50mg and flip the other 8 100mg caps). But yeah I was blacked out pretty hard, went out tagging and doing a bit of art which probably either looks amazing or like shit. Thankfully I can't really over do it because my connection for Temaz and Ativan won't sell me more than 4 or 5 Temaz a day as well as the Ativan. The Dexedrine is a treat even though I hate stims unless they are of the prescription variety, but it has amazing synergy when taken in small doses with downers.
hello - Fri, 28 Aug 2020 00:35:03 EST RsEu5UTW No.149749 Reply
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temazepam+dexedrine is objectively the best stim/benz synergy
hello - Fri, 28 Aug 2020 06:10:01 EST RsEu5UTW No.149755 Reply
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bumpin 6.4mg clonazepam with 12.6g kratom for a good time

onset: soooooon
High Strung - Fri, 28 Aug 2020 07:06:27 EST oh3euoiI No.149756 Reply
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>2.5mg Clonazepam
-cup of green tea
-a cigarette

I'm getting tired as fuck of the People's Liberation Army's ROTC cadet undergrads marching and chanting slogans night and day right outside my fucking window. I need to get some earplugs and more benzos.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 29 Aug 2020 04:35:38 EST qsJ65mQW No.149758 Reply
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Oh if I didn't know before I do now, took 20mg ir dex this morning and a 30mg Vyvanse and two 30mg Temaz about 12 hrs later.

Had a friend pack up to leave town and he surprises me with a huge stash of drugs. He gave me 12 hits of LSD, 10 5mg dex, 4 30mg Vyvanse, and probably about .4-.5 of some DMT. Got a pretty serious stash of shit now that might rivel hunter s in variety.

Oh and he also gave me like a $1200 mountain bike, disc breaks, fat all weather tires, shocks so so you feel like you're riding velvet dickskin lol. Apparently it pays to always be the guy with the good OPI WD meds who doles them out for free. It's the first time I recieved a gift like this though.

Pic of bike
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 29 Aug 2020 18:00:10 EST 54dW0V9r No.149761 Reply
Ah /benz/, I had my first dose of IV lorazepam (Ativan) this morning. Holy FUCK, the drug is much better via IV solution than tablets. God damn, the warmth is crazy.
Ian Deggletuck - Sat, 29 Aug 2020 23:37:13 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149763 Reply
listwenin to some hallucionogen0the lone deranger
ive taken anywhere from 16-26mg of klonopin tpnogjt and i really dont feel high...i drank 1 beer smo,edkked 1 bowl i just cant believe after takinf this nmuch klonopin im not hoigh. i took 2mg of suboxone when i normally take 4mg, so that puts me ar an exrra 2mg dubxoone.i have also taken gabapentin probablt 8000mg gabapentin but i have bee n spacin ght soces out. i gwt 800mg gabapentins and have been spacing ght hedoses out.
all im sayhing is i fel i sould i be more fucked up than i am..seems lime a massive dosew o f klonopin for so little reward.hav

hacve a goiid bnihght /benz.
Chan - Sun, 30 Aug 2020 23:49:03 EST PGgnOhVg No.149768 Reply
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30mg methyphenidate
10 or 15mf Diazepam
20mg pronolol
basically 350m; l

dytftdkjcgyuf 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么 为什么vvvvvvv
Betsy Sollerstut - Mon, 31 Aug 2020 20:18:21 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149781 Reply
this is me
saw doc today and got on refill day
60x30mg addy IR
90x2mg klonopin
90x8mg suboxone
90x800mg gabapentin
30x10mg ambien

going to be more responsible this time
haha tyeah i was fucked
Cornelius Hivingchit - Tue, 01 Sep 2020 01:12:32 EST Sw6ECrlm No.149793 Reply
Jesus christ man I sure do wish I lived in the US sometimes. The access you have to pharms is crazy. So for example the US makes up 4.4% of the world's population, and consumes over 80% of the world's opioids. I dunno the number for benzos but I'm sure it's up there.

Not a chance in hell of getting a prescription anywhere near that good in the UK unless you're very lucky or really old. Under 30 and they just see you as drug seeking. When you get to 60 they're like, fuck it. Still though, we can't get adderall at all.

For my crippling anxiety I was offered fluoxetine and propranolol.... lmao. Utter shit.

I got a 1 week prescription of diazepam when I was literally psychotic. NHS doctors are told to avoid prescribing benzos for longer than 2 weeks at all costs.

Oh and high potency benzos are virtually non existent. Clonazepam and Alprazolam essentially do not exist here. There are something like less than 50 prescriptions for Xanax in the entire country and they are all done on private healthcare.

Fuckin sucks.

Enjoy your stash.
DTMO - Tue, 01 Sep 2020 14:39:50 EST ZLBXxHJZ No.149798 Reply

Holy shit. How do you manage such a thing? There is no fucking chance any doctor here would give you those kind of scripts. I freely admit that I'm jealous. Did you work up to this over decades or something? Benzos, z-drugs and Suboxone? My doctor would just look at me like "yeah, nah mate". I'd be lucky to be scripted stimulants having a script for Suboxone. Shit even having previously been in Suboxone is likely to make it nearly impossible to get scripted stims again.
Brain - Tue, 01 Sep 2020 19:29:53 EST MTmi3U3k No.149806 Reply
About to see how much I fucked my tolerance in a couple days.

> Roughly 12mg etiz
Augustus Wanderson - Wed, 02 Sep 2020 05:27:18 EST l3qvCCgk No.149816 Reply
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Had to take the day off from work because of some personal shit, but I'm glad I live in Finland, so I just called to the boss and said I'm sick, so I get todays salary anyway. Downed 1mg of alprazolam and 2~mg's of Subutex (french bupe) without the shitty naloxone. Feeling fucking good. Just made two sandwiches with bacon, salami, cheese, chilisauce etc and poured myself a cup of strong coffee.
Ebenezer Noddlegold - Wed, 02 Sep 2020 06:25:41 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149817 Reply
No no I am telling truth I can post proof somethoeq. Worry still a little hard to type from axid trip earlier today but we have come down from that
Don't have the gabapentims yet, but the ambien,kpin,addy IR, SUBozone is all legit baby
Ebenezer Noddlegold - Wed, 02 Sep 2020 12:48:09 EST CQ8cFDHL No.149818 Reply
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Here ya goo
Coming down of acid after glow took 1tab of acid 60mg addy
ΩµæƨŧʀαI҉ƞ - Thu, 03 Sep 2020 01:25:07 EST jkB4cwx0 No.149821 Reply
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never really tried any /benz/ before.

Attempted to sublingually take a 2mg alprazolam bar at about 8 pm but fucked up and ended up with a huge mouthful of saliva since I haven't reallydone mouthdrugs in quite some time. Felt threshold effects and it seemed like it was gonna be great but it never seemed to hit much, but I felt that slither of euphoria pulse through me a few times like it wanted to coalesce. I couple bowls and drank about a 1/4 pint of vodka about 1-1.25 hours after (I usually drink about a pint a night sorry bros)

So I took another 2mg sublingually and made sure I did it rightbidk lol 4 hours later. I guess I'll get the full perspective when I wake up.

>tl;dr is taking bars sublingually bullshit (my frowning metabolism) and what do you lthink is a good starting dose for someone that might want to understand the more palpable effects early on without having a bad time

Realistically I will write a nore comorehensible post tomorrow lmoa
Edwin Bluvingfield - Thu, 03 Sep 2020 02:12:23 EST RsEu5UTW No.149824 Reply

dam is this some kind of drug summoning circle because all you'll summon is a federal agent with those quantities
m - Thu, 03 Sep 2020 18:33:53 EST L5RT47+f No.149828 Reply
Did you swallow the saliva? It doesn't even really matter if you don't do sublingual very well. You just end up taking whatever's left orally.

nb cuz not benzed. Took 4mg lorazepam maybe 4 or so days ago, and another 4.5mg lorazepam the day after that. Ended up sleeping over 24 hours lol. It was much needed.
Brain - Thu, 03 Sep 2020 18:45:50 EST MTmi3U3k No.149831 Reply
Really feel like I won't be able to taper without medical help, a tad worried. I'm dropping 15+mg of etiz a day. I'm a literal bartard.

> 8mg etiz
> 32mg codeine
> 30mg THC
> 10mg baclofen
m - Thu, 03 Sep 2020 20:14:30 EST L5RT47+f No.149833 Reply
Order some diclazepam and slowly transition over from etiz, dropping 1mg etiz/day for 1mg diclazepam/day. We both know it's the only semi-easy way to taper. Then when you're switched over to 75%+ diclaz, just taper like 0.25-0.5mg diclaz/day.
Brain - Fri, 04 Sep 2020 15:30:48 EST MTmi3U3k No.149840 Reply
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Very true. My issue is availability, I haven't been plugged in since wallstreet so to speak.

> 6mg etiz

I dont even bump due to not wanting to be a spamming bastard. I do need that diclaz
Kim Il Sung - Fri, 04 Sep 2020 16:44:51 EST VMF0lCN+ No.149844 Reply
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how yall been man?
I miss you guys.

comin in chillin with the girl passed out next to me and the cat slumped next to me on the other side.

BWB: Anniversary Edition
every Month my girl and I take
>4mg of clonazepam
to celebrate the 4th (our anniversary date because we're insane)
>4-5mg buprenorphine
>100mg modafinil

surprisingly the modafinil doesnt affect the benzage and I like that
Brain - Sat, 05 Sep 2020 12:31:47 EST MTmi3U3k No.149857 Reply
I blacked out so hard I forgot why I set my alarm 3 times...almost got fired.

>2mg etiz

Gotta slow her down real quick, this shit almost fucked up my income.
Brain - Sat, 05 Sep 2020 13:36:27 EST MTmi3U3k No.149859 Reply


So stressed I fucked up. I swear its a mixture of the etiz and the ammount of rum I gotta take to achieve that high. I've never been so fucked up from the night before that I FORGET why i had an alarm on.
Edwin Nagglehet - Sat, 05 Sep 2020 19:52:11 EST 7yQ7+H7E No.149860 Reply
>>1492eime is a flat urfsce googbsi

Rebecca Beffingkot - Sun, 06 Sep 2020 03:30:49 EST Sw6ECrlm No.149863 Reply
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Does anyone else actually NOT like Xanax? I prefer my Valium. Bout to get nice and chilled.

Has anyone tried Galenika brand Clonazepam? Because I'm thinking of ordering some.
m - Sun, 06 Sep 2020 10:39:39 EST L5RT47+f No.149865 Reply
Bump on maybe ~5-7.5 servings of ethanol (OJ+Cranberry+151 everclear, pretty stiff, maybe like 3-4.5+ servings per drink? Had 2+ "drinks already) 4mg lorazepam & 0.5mg pharma alprazolam. Didn't sleep last night, but about to dose 45mg plugged d-amph + 4mg bupe...will probably take another ~15mg d-amph later today, whether plugged or orally.

Not sure how long I should wait after the benzos to take the dex though. I fear it will cancel out the benzo effects, lol.
m - Sun, 06 Sep 2020 10:52:20 EST L5RT47+f No.149866 Reply
Bumped it to 5.5mg lorazepam + 0.5mg alprazolam. Feeling properly wonky for the first time in a long while from mostly just lorazepam. I might pick up some more pharma xanax to end this lorazepam-majority benzo stretch.

Also my passport renewal finally came in, thank God. I can finally apply for a 1 or 2yr Cambodian work visa. Wish me luck.
Brain - Sun, 06 Sep 2020 17:41:02 EST MTmi3U3k No.149871 Reply
Same man. Diazepam is the shit. I wouldn't say I don't like it, but i feel Diazepam superior

> 6mg etiz
Brain - Mon, 07 Sep 2020 00:50:16 EST MTmi3U3k No.149877 Reply
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Good luck M. Once I pay off my debt and save a decent amount, I'm off to SA for awhile and live like a king.

Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 10 Sep 2020 05:16:12 EST TW494SvU No.149915 Reply
Extended weekend: cocaine, nitrous, diazepam, hydrocodone, and some light alcohol usage.
Zeak - Thu, 10 Sep 2020 20:31:06 EST e2Rg+uK6 No.149918 Reply
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been sober for a while but got some Valium! its gonna be a great night hopefully I dont start slipping and taking xans daily again but for now im just excited to enjoy
Martha Cashpare - Thu, 10 Sep 2020 21:05:08 EST 7yQ7+H7E No.149919 Reply
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Liquid etiz and gorilla glue feels good man
Brain - Mon, 14 Sep 2020 23:24:18 EST MTmi3U3k No.149942 Reply
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Man I've been an general bartard and fucked up the threads one night, my bad.

This higher proof solution got me fucked up and it's crazy how my life has changed since i switched. I need to get my shit together because this is getting scary how pinched I'm being in life.

> 12 etiz

nb blogpst
Reuben Lightville - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 04:30:51 EST FBO+t5FL No.149952 Reply
Just took 1mg of Alprazolam. My tolerance has been up for a while. I need to be awake at 2PM for a meeting, wish me luck.
Alice Grimshit - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 17:30:27 EST zsrwpddu No.149954 Reply
1.5mg clonazepam after waking up. Damn this shit has me so laid back and making me feel good. Ill take more later.
Unkowing - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 18:57:10 EST RUZXCnPd No.149957 Reply
Theres no way you happen to be from western canada? Ur screename reminds me of someone i knew out there who did /benz/
Jarvis Seffingchad - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 19:15:10 EST CapLJoTl No.149958 Reply
I'm not the same guy. I live in USA.

ALTOGETHER took 3mg in a matter of 2 hours. Feeling fantastic!
Henry Gundleridge - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 20:28:37 EST CapLJoTl No.149959 Reply
Up to 4.5mg clonazepam now. Feeling fucking fantastic! Love having a smoke when I'm benz'd out of my mind. Im getting good feels from this shit :)
Henry Gundleridge - Tue, 15 Sep 2020 21:30:35 EST CapLJoTl No.149961 Reply
Took another 2mg clonazepam. 3.5mg kpins taken within an hour. Going to be feeling really fuckkng good in a few minutes.
Jarvis Bubblekot - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 00:06:43 EST KeRousNa No.149964 Reply
2mg alprazolam chilling was watching some Cowboy Bebop. had a really good day
Henry Gundleridge - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 06:45:45 EST CapLJoTl No.149976 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 2mg clonazepam upon waking up. Feeling comfy and good right now.

Have a great day everyone!
High Strung - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 07:31:43 EST oh3euoiI No.149977 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam
-green tea
-a cigarette

Been so busy these days I don't have much time to get super benzed.... I have a speech to give to the incoming freshmen at a Communist Youth League rally on Friday morning, then I have to pack my bags for a cultural exchange conference in Shanxi Province. Lots of stuff on my plate but at least I'm happy with life now.

Cheers to all of you, my lovelies. Stay comfy.
High Strung - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 19:28:42 EST oh3euoiI No.149980 Reply
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Awake at 7:30am and ready to hit Microsoft Work to make sure tomorrow morning's Youth League/Communist Party rally address is watertight and rousing to my 200+ strong audience. Also I'll take some pictures of my trip to another province next week.

Until then, it's time for 2mg Clonazepam. 0.5mg Alprazolam, am extra-tall Red Bull, a couple of Chungwa cigarettes, and maybe a cup of coffee for my doctor-prescribed double super buzz.

Hope everyone is okay, I love you guys.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 02:47:49 EST I094xR4o No.149982 Reply
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Picked up quite a nice little stash of benzos today my pic is all that remains after I had taken what I wanted but when u had it all intact I had:
-10x 0.25mg Xanax (oval white tablets)
-7x 6mg Lectopam (bromazepam) green round pills, ate two
-7x 0.5mg Clonazepam, ate two
-17x 5mg Brand name Roche Valium, ate 8
-14x 25mg Chlordiazepoxide aka Librium, ate two

Usually the Valium 5s and 10s have apo then a score then mg number but the Roche ones are darker yellow then the usual Generic apo 5s and idk if it's just my mind and the value I put on brand name meds over generics but the Roche Valium are euphoric at like half the dose I would have to take of generic.

Feeling comfy
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 02:50:38 EST I094xR4o No.149983 Reply
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Also for some reason I've noticed on other experiences 8 0.25mg Xanax do not even come close to the legit bars I got from Australia.. kind of of a let down. Maybe all ten will give me some of that similar experience I want back. Pic of Aussie alp I had
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 02:54:26 EST I094xR4o No.149984 Reply
Yeah take pics I would love to see. I find it so fascinating knowing a Benz addict living in the craziest big brother state in the world
High Strung - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 03:22:33 EST oh3euoiI No.149985 Reply
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A benzo addict that somehow became a professor at a foreign university who's gotten into the good graces of Chinese Big Brother.... not a lot of people can say that. Functioning addicts staaaaand uuuuup

Took 1mg of Clonazepam and then was able to bang out and rehearse my speech, do my PPT for my freshmen students (with plenty of dank PG-rated anime memes to keep them entertained). Had someone proofread both and they think they're watertight.

I will definitely take pictures of the Yungcheng Harvest Festival, I think you guys will like it.

With everything I need to do done for the day though, I think I can take 2mg more and call it a day at 3:00pm.

Life is good.... and the benzos help.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 04:19:39 EST TW494SvU No.149987 Reply
30mg diazepam + 30mg Hydrocodone
I’m really debating on trying to get on an /opi/ for breakthrough pain in addition to the hydrocodone. Or, maybe I can get on MS Contin, OxyContin, or even ZoHydro. I’ve largely tapered off of diazepam twice now. Docs have told me to get off of benzos for what sounds like hydromorphone or oxycodone ER.
Sidney Bungercocke - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 05:18:55 EST SZaYfPGk No.149989 Reply

When i first read you are making PPT for your freshmen students i thought you are making Poppy Pod Tea for them and i said what the fuck is happening, but then i realized you are talking about powerpoint presentation files.
High Strung - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 08:34:54 EST oh3euoiI No.149990 Reply

Hahaha, no, I'm not trying to start the Second Great Opium Epidemic/Third Opium War.

One more 2mg of Clonazepam before bed before taking it easy tomorrow since I'll be busy all day tomorrow then going out with some mates to celebrate my successful (inshallah) speech and my 34th birthday. Don't wanna be blackout dopey in the streets of a foreign country. Probably will only take my bedtime dosage of 2mg tomorrow so I might be scarce until Sunday.

Hope everyone has a good Friday though!
Martin Pockfoot - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 13:27:19 EST jSlrPnje No.149991 Reply
Took 40mg methadone and 1800mg gabapentin. Feing great as I sit here outside and drinking a coffee and smoking a cig. Feels good man :)
High Strung - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 05:50:44 EST oh3euoiI No.149996 Reply
>2mg Clonazepam

My speech this morning was a rousing success. Got 90 (yes, 90) out of 200 new freshmen to sign up for my arena classes. Feel bad about the other foreign teachers but eh. Then a bunch of department meetings and then teaching my AP English high school classes. Great kids.

I deserve a little benzo love. I'd take another 2mg but I have company over and I don't wanna fall asleep on them.

Happy Friday everybody!
High Strung - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 06:41:39 EST oh3euoiI No.149999 Reply
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Never mind, a grad student from Turkmenistan I met yesterday just came over and he's prescribed Alprazolam. 1mg for him, 1mg for me, we're ordering pizza now with another grad student from Djibouti. Woohoo.

Benzodiazepine cocktail with new friends FTW>>149996
Basil Pickbanks - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 10:09:35 EST ARzNL5Va No.150000 Reply
Took 20mg methadone amd 1800mg gabapentin. Feeling good on this fall morning. I got 2 refills on my clonazepam and when I see the doctor she's going to give a new script that will allow me to get filled on the same day that I see her. So, in reality I have 3 refills. HELL YEAH MOTHERFUCKER!!
Alice Blonkinsark - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 18:48:54 EST dNAaaC3O No.150005 Reply
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finally, after all these long months

BWB my friends.

Bump While Benzed.
Brainiac - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 20:59:08 EST mmO6fyeT No.150007 Reply
600mg pregabalin, feeling pretty chill but this shit makes hungry af. I really needed something to get a buzz after so many days of relative soberness and pregab is all I can get. Fuck that verification bs, I'm a human but I'm too high to see the planes.
High Strung - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 21:50:45 EST oh3euoiI No.150008 Reply
>4mg Clonazepam for a wake-and-benz on my day off
-other psychiatric medication
-2 cups of strong black coffee with a red bean cake pastry
-a couple of cigarettes

Decided to get nice and benzed for the morning because it's an absolutely nothing Saturday except doing laundry and listening to a couple of Djiboutin gothic rock records.
Brain - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 22:00:00 EST MTmi3U3k No.150009 Reply
>10mg etiz

I either lost over 700+mg of etiz powder or my roommate is being a fuck. I really hope I just misplaced it after being benz'd last time. I really need this shit, fuck im pissed
Martha Havinglire - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 23:11:41 EST ARzNL5Va No.150011 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 1800mg gabapentin. Feeling good on this nice Friday night.
High Strung - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 07:31:50 EST oh3euoiI No.150012 Reply
Had a great deal walking around Xi'an's medieval district and Muslim Quarter with some friends. Was able to use some birthday money to bag a huge sack of Chinese Revolution memorabilia antiques while benzed. Now I'm reupping on

>4mg Clonazepam

and reading a good book. It's Saturday night here and not sure what to do with myself, though a serious cutie keeps blowing up my text message inbox and I'm gonna see where that goes.

Stay comfy my dudes.
Walter Meffinglone - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 19:09:29 EST 05qRHtAT No.150020 Reply
Took 1800mg gabapentin a few minutes ago. Can't wait for this lovely drug to smack me in the face. I've been high all day and it feels good! It's the weekend so fuck it.
High Strung - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 19:53:54 EST oh3euoiI No.150021 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

It's 7:45am here on a Sunday morning in Shaanxi Province and it's pouring rain on my window. A good day to be comfy.

Maaan I wanna try Gabapentin soooo badly. People tell me I'd like it a lot since I like Clonazepam, Alprazolam, and Diazepam. Sounds like a good drug to take on weekends when you just wanna lounge around the crib and dick around.
Hannah Fuckingbanks - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 23:38:41 EST QZR3VSi3 No.150022 Reply
6mg alprazolam, fuck this shitty retarded fucking world. I hate myself.
Sophie Goodshaw - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 10:05:59 EST EBbbXoRN No.150025 Reply
Yeah man gabapentin and lyrica are on the same level as xanax and clonazepam indefinitely. It makes me feel relaxed and energetic all at once. It makes me have this IDGAF feeling too. If you combine gabapentin with a opiate, the gabapentin and opiate potentiate each other. You can have a good fucking time :)

I took 1800mg gabapentin and 20mg methadone together an hour ago. Feeling good as I'm going to breakfast for my mothers birthday. Mmmmm getting them pancakes and bacon 🥓 😋
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 12:54:54 EST hENlN4l4 No.150026 Reply
1mg clonazepam, 125mg primidon (metabolites are phenobarbital among some others) 900mg pregabaline and lots of hash im very unsober i would say
David Hublinghone - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 17:25:47 EST fslTYm4+ No.150027 Reply
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Chilling with gbl, alprazolam and buprenorphine
Sophie Goodshaw - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 17:36:50 EST EBbbXoRN No.150028 Reply
Took another 1800mg of gabapentin and took 30mg methadone. I can barely type and im having a lot of CEVs and some auditory hallucinations. I wish i could be high forever. Fuck reality.
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 03:22:07 EST hENlN4l4 No.150038 Reply
1mg clonazepam and 600mg pregabaline and now some wake and bake. then study...............welsfgakm
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 03:22:08 EST hENlN4l4 No.150039 Reply
1mg clonazepam and 600mg pregabaline and now some wake and bake. then study...............welsfgakm
Matilda Cuttinggold - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 05:41:28 EST EBbbXoRN No.150041 Reply
Just woke up. Took 1800mg gabapentin and 20mg methadone. Outside on my porch smoking some cigs in this cold weather. But, the cold weather feels good :)
Matilda Cuttinggold - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 07:02:14 EST EBbbXoRN No.150042 Reply
Took another 300mg gabapentin. Smoking nice cigs on my porch this chilly morning. It feels really good. Hell, I feel very fuckong good right now.
Barnaby Gindleletch - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 18:20:27 EST o6CRLrea No.150045 Reply
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Oh man- I wish I had your tolerance. I've been on 2,400mg a day for so long I have to take well over 10,000 to feel it. Around 30,000 is when it starts getting dangerous I'm pretty sure

On 4,800mg rn. Took .5mg alpraz, taking another mg bwb
David Sunningfoot - Mon, 21 Sep 2020 20:41:46 EST o6CRLrea No.150046 Reply
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Question.. I've been doing benzos a long time, went through a bad loss of my best friend let's say & chewed through most of my 2mg script/day, I have enough to take 1mg every day until I get it filled; my question is if I let it dissolve under the tongue is it getting into my system just as well as if tossed it back with a glass of water?

I have crohn's which basically makes my esophagus more acidic & I'm wondering if said acid would dissolve or break down the alpraz before it entered my system, as opposed to just taking it under the tongue I mean. My dr. once described it as "there's acid in places where it shouldn't be"

Probably overthinking it but might as well ask in case someone has any idea lol
>+1.5mg, bwb
Eliza Moshstotch - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 08:28:46 EST G44df8l+ No.150051 Reply
I don't take them on a consistent basis unless my guy has some. My tolerance is low.

I took 2400mg earlier after waking up. They're just hitting me now. Yeah buddy!
Basil Papperstock - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 22:10:24 EST G44df8l+ No.150053 Reply
Took 2700mg gabapentin. Ive never taken any doses this high. I am in another dimension right now within my mind and the CEV'S are wild at this high of a dose. Im also surprisingly having some open eye visuals too. The body high feels great too. I'm in a IDGAF kind of mood in a good way from the effects of gabapentin. I feel good overall.

It's nice being this high while listening to psytrance. Perfect combo!
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 22:42:38 EST H71hgKQR No.150054 Reply
BWN on some decent fake DN bars. Feeling decent. Fairly positive they are alp or falp since I bought some legit .25mg alp the other day and did notice that familiar bitter taste... On my way to pick up some 100mg methadone
SP_trip - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 22:47:51 EST cxNGXdff No.150055 Reply
> 1mg etiz

I’m still thinking about all the things that typically worry me, but they seem small things I can tackle instead of big things that I can’t handle. This drug is wonders for my self confidence.
Martin Bunhall - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 02:14:14 EST o6CRLrea No.150056 Reply
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Been on a steady .5mg alpraz every 6 hours or so, tryna cut it back so my script will last

m - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 13:54:25 EST fPbFbDcZ No.150057 Reply
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Bump 6mg lorazepam, several drinks of 151+OJ , 40mg oral d-amph, and about to plug another 40mg d-amph+4mg bupe.

Might dose a small amount of DNM lsd in a bit, just like 10-25ug for the stimulation.
Graham Greenford - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 16:47:32 EST MTwvCH1n No.150060 Reply
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Bampity bamp
, 2mg xnx
Phoebe Wobblenodge - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 07:26:39 EST G44df8l+ No.150065 Reply
2100mg gabapentin. Fuck life and reality. I just want to be high all day. No fucks are given.
Phoebe Wobblenodge - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 09:11:01 EST G44df8l+ No.150067 Reply
Took another 300mg. Up to 2400mg now. Feeling good and better.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 10:55:26 EST TW494SvU No.150068 Reply
I almost feel like I’m on a less chattery XR cocaine with how much caffeine I’ve had. In the big scheme of life, it’s not much. For me, it’s a shitload.
200mg caffeine, 22.5mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 30mg diazepam.
Remind me to pick up my muscle relaxers. xoxo
Augustus Dredgetat - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 16:46:02 EST 7yQ7+H7E No.150070 Reply
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Take about 10 1mg blotters of etizolam they hit hardest thn the powder but not as quickly as liquid soloutio
Martha Duckshaw - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 18:13:13 EST o6CRLrea No.150072 Reply
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lmao how did you get a picture of my living room

I really gotta stop doxxing myself
Nathaniel Sishwerk - Fri, 25 Sep 2020 11:57:54 EST 7yQ7+H7E No.150074 Reply
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50 mg of etizolam in the form of blotter strips zopiclone 7.5mg and 39mg of the per ml 39ml bottle feels good man also too a
Brain - Fri, 25 Sep 2020 12:24:49 EST MTmi3U3k No.150075 Reply
Thanks for not posting packaging, don't mean to be an ass like I was. I knew exactly who that's from just from the picture above and you confirmed it by the REDECAN package.

Good choice in edibles

Please don't ruin this shit for others is all i'm saying

>4mg etiz
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 26 Sep 2020 00:56:25 EST V34+TNT5 No.150080 Reply
7x 0.5mh Clonazepam
3x 5mg olanzapine
50mg morphine + some points of dope.
Good indica sativa blend got veggin but not too hard that I'll nod.

Oh also ate two potent press DN XanaX 2mg

Bretty Gud mayne
Thomas Changerfoot - Sat, 26 Sep 2020 21:51:36 EST 7yQ7+H7E No.150089 Reply
While I will say it wasn’t the same person as the place I got my redecan edible from of that makes it any better but point taken stay benzd
I’m on etiz and zopiclone with a bit of mersyndol8mgcodieme5mgdoxylamine I can still feel a slight buzz when I take it on suboxone maybe I’m just lucky
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sun, 27 Sep 2020 15:29:01 EST hENlN4l4 No.150095 Reply
my posting becomes so sporadic when not on an opi ong

anyway past weeks' been riddled with lorazepam 2,5mg. maybe up too 5 a day, primidion (tried) IV'ing itfor the first time and like holy fuck your brain makes up some SEEYA'LL FOR LIKE 6 HOURS HE NEEDS THE REST
Had a 4 day long dope relapse, but i kicked it like a fucking boss.
also been some speedballs, preagabaline

Brain - Sun, 27 Sep 2020 16:04:57 EST MTmi3U3k No.150096 Reply
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I still can't find this etiz powder ffs...

>3mg etiz/weed

Gotta clean more and hopefully find it. I've given up hope last week for christ sake, starting to think I used the whole thing or put it in some fucking stupid place.

Will drop more etiz later no doubt. Might take 15mg of codeine but I'd say it's a waste. I should get some more kratom but part of me doesn't miss that powder or the usual toss/wash
Charles Bandlewut - Mon, 28 Sep 2020 09:16:22 EST 7yQ7+H7E No.150103 Reply
Never had powder last more than a day even if I cap them I still end up eating it all I only have 8mg left and I picked up 150 on thursday
Chan - Mon, 28 Sep 2020 09:36:08 EST lsy45bH4 No.150104 Reply
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Long time no post /benz/obrous
>10mg Diazepam
>10mg Methylphenidate
>32mg Codiene
>A bowl of 小面

Really at a crossroads of continuing with the 道
The question is do I follow the 道 to the way
I'm not one to speak but various posters here are going aboard
The 道 is the way and I'm walking the path as it shows me
I see myself in you, so any words if you can spare a view.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 29 Sep 2020 00:24:23 EST Xs/E14cC No.150111 Reply
-15mg Mogodon
-7mg Ativan
-45mg Temazepam
-.a couple grams of some nice bud
  • 20mg cyclobenzaprine
  • and a couple of the most proper dope
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 30 Sep 2020 11:00:44 EST SNmtMgrS No.150113 Reply
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Had 34.5mg of clonazepam, now down to:
  • 12x 2mg Clonazepam
  • 3x 30mg Temazepam
  • 3x 3mg Ativan
  • 12x 10mg cyclobenzaprine
  • 8x 100mg morphine
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 30 Sep 2020 11:02:32 EST SNmtMgrS No.150114 Reply
Oh an just chewed up 20 of the 30mg of Dexedrine I also got
m - Wed, 30 Sep 2020 16:57:39 EST L5RT47+f No.150115 Reply
Bump on 5mg sublingual lorazepam + 2 glasses of red wine
Also had 25mg oral d-amph + 5mg d-amph and 4mg bupe plugged in the morning

I'm getting super low on d-amph and won't get a refill for another like 25ish days. Going to have to drop to 10-20mg/day and then spend another 2-3 weeks in amph "WD." Part of me just wants to order like 1g of meth and stick to oral volumetric dosing, but the longer I put off even trying the stuff, the better off I'll probably be.

Anyways, I finally got approved for my 1yr work visa in Cambodia. I just need to quickly decide if the entire ~3 week process, possible 2wk quarantine, and related $3000 security deposit is still the best choice. I'm leaning towards getting my ticket for sometime in mid October in case Thailand actually does open up to the non-wealthy.
Brain - Wed, 30 Sep 2020 20:57:15 EST MTmi3U3k No.150118 Reply
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>4mg etizolam

I'm getting the shakes now when I need to dose, I gotta get diclazepam ffs FML.

Why can I only excel at my profession?????????
Zeak - Wed, 30 Sep 2020 21:48:45 EST e2Rg+uK6 No.150121 Reply
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idk what's in these pressed bars I've been getting but they feel good and make you blackout if you take enough but after only a week of taking them I'm getting withdrawals ans needing to take 2 just to get a good high
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 01 Oct 2020 06:53:12 EST hENlN4l4 No.150129 Reply
7.5mg lorazepam, some sour diesel, doing dishesssssssss
Cyril Cracklespear - Fri, 02 Oct 2020 01:12:07 EST CQ8cFDHL No.150130 Reply
hi everyone.
i have been on 6mg klonopin, 2mg 3x a day for the past 6 years
i recently relapsed on heroin and ODd, doctor found out, and cut me off said he cannot see me
i only have 14 klonopins left i am going to try and stretch them but i dont know what to do....i have 1 slipup after 11months clean and my doctor says he cant see me
stupid arab fuck i hope he burns in hell im probabbly going to have a grand mal seizure
lol - Fri, 02 Oct 2020 14:37:06 EST gUh0dxl3 No.150133 Reply
youre lucky your dumbass isnt dead from that combo causing that dude to lose everything. I dont always agree with how docs are but he would be retarded to keep a ticking time bomb on a scheduled depressant. Im sorry you're going though that anyway, get over to a detox.
Cyril Cracklespear - Fri, 02 Oct 2020 16:10:58 EST CQ8cFDHL No.150134 Reply
i refuse to detox i need benzos to function, so far just been drinking double shot rum and cokes about half a fifth a day with 1-2mg klonopin is keeping me stable.
gives me about 2 weeks to find a new doctor, at least i have some time,
and please dont talk to me like i am stupid i was going to school with plan to get masters in pharmacology and BS in biochem, then my H addiction got to bad and i had to drop out. i am educated in the matter.
if i cant find doc within 2weeks with this alchohol+low dose benzo combo i will just go to ER with pill bottle tell them i am out and doctor cut me off. i made some phone calls and receptionist said the psych on duty will write me a script long enough to last untill the appointment they set up
fuckin hell man this is so fucked im about to say screw it and just go on a full blown H relapse after 11months. i make 4k a month playing poker, money is not an issue
Betsy Blatherspear - Fri, 02 Oct 2020 17:05:15 EST cxNGXdff No.150135 Reply
> college drop out
> recovering from H addiction
> gambling as primary source of income
> doc cuts him off 6mg/day kpin script
> very short countdown until major benzo w/d

Dude, that’s a rough path. Hang in there.
Nb not benzed
Basil Blatherfield - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 10:24:02 EST hZN3kimU No.150138 Reply
I am on 400mg of Valium. I am cutting into buffer supplies for next order but fuck it. 10mg 5 years ago would have felt better than this. I am truly in deep. Maybe I’ll go get some opiates and finish it off.
Hannah Bunson - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 14:39:45 EST CQ8cFDHL No.150139 Reply
i am feeling same way right now.
picking up a ball of H(real H, open bag smell of vinegar, morphine like rush) later today.
no intent to die but i am on path of destruction i am sure one would say looking in from outside
after that i am going to do a little shot then head into casino. i make my living playing poker but i dont even feel like doing that. im just going to go full degenerate today and bring 500usd to some random slot machine while high on smack and amph and little bit of kpins and few drinks.
we are going full degenerate /benz/
thanks a lot doctor
Hamilton Punningpedge - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 23:45:06 EST r8XrcO+M No.150146 Reply
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Find a new doctor. I've dealt with so many shit doctors, it's not ideal, and idk how I feel about doctor shopping but in a pinch when I've met a real pos doctor I've just scheduled to meet a new one saying I recently moved into town (which was true, who knows, the truth -minus the recent od- is sometimes the best option to getting a good doctor to hear you)

goodluck man. I've been there. my doc left the practice & I moved out of town to go to a rehab hospital (fell 30ft & had 20 breaks & fractures) the rehab hospital had me on 120mg oxy / day & 3mg kpin/day a long with a ton of other shit. when it came time to find a new primary doc I just went to one closeby, this bitch kept repeating I cannot give benzodiazepine opiate medication in a thick indian accent.. all I said was I need help getting off these medications safely & she just told me to go to a hospital (I'd just spent 3 months in a hospital bed & was out in my neckbrace, arm brace, wheelchair & all) was NOT about to go back to another fucking hospital bed so I bit the bullet & went CT off everything at once

By the time I met a new doctor & explained what happened he was just like wtf. He offered to put me back on oxy & I just didn't care anymore, it was like fuckin A I can finally be straight with somebody. I took my kpin script back at 2mg/day along with some gabapentin but said no to the oc

just took my last .5mg alpraz, dry til tuesday morning wml

(in my case, taking kratom helps the taper & other wd effects so maybe look into what you can take supplementally)

good doctors Do exist, I'd say don't be afraid to go to the ER as long as you're prepared for the worst but the more honest, sincere, realistic etc you are the better your chances

different hospitals don't necessarily require all your patient info, though it is good to have (most) of it

bwb stay safe fam
Hamilton Punningpedge - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 23:49:23 EST r8XrcO+M No.150147 Reply
I feel you man. I really do. Hope you don't mind, but I still would encourage you to bite the bullet, taper, find other supplemental shit like kratom or otherwise to help you in the day to day

Fwiw 10mg Valium was never all it was hyped up to be, I have a huge tolerance

That said 400mg is fucking nuts- just remember most of what you feel / think rn is very heavily influenced by the hopelessness you're feeling & the truth of it is you Can get to a point where you get the magic back. The harder you chase the dragon with any drugs of this caliber the longer it will take which is what keeps people from stopping until they're forced to (ime)
Hamilton Punningpedge - Sat, 03 Oct 2020 23:55:47 EST r8XrcO+M No.150148 Reply
Honestly I'm luck I have my parents to help me taper when I need to. They hate benzos & don't approve of my script even but my mom still holds onto my 60mg alpraz / month for me so I don't have it all around at the same time, even my doc knows that (granted I didn't emphasize my lack of self control but rather "safety" reasons)
Henry Drunnerlidge - Sun, 04 Oct 2020 00:23:17 EST Z3rRm489 No.150149 Reply
Did clam today for the first time in over a year.
>Fat joints of dank
>Unholy amounts of Thai food
Clam is by far the greatest benzo, but it should NOT be taken lightly. Learned my lesson the hard way years ago doing the shit daily and now I'm terrified to touch it more than once a week. At lower doses though, it's the absolute most perfect feeling benzo that exists.
Hamilton Punningpedge - Sun, 04 Oct 2020 00:51:06 EST r8XrcO+M No.150152 Reply
if you can do that more power to ya, I could easily tell myself I'd only take it once a week but since I deal with pretty bad anxiety / panic attacks all the time it just wouldn't be realistic

I posted my own clam story in the other thread but it sounds like you know the drill. How do you deal with the urge to redose? That's all I remember from clam was this sense of a sort of "greedy" euphoria where unlike other benzos or opiates even I have a constant feeling like I should / could take more

Clams gotten a pretty bad wrap on this board, for good reasons imo as the delusion of sobriety is so strong, but once you start saying "not even once" imho people revert to the sort of lies we were told as kids about how horrible weed was; which once you found out you could do it & it wasn't that bad lead to "finding out" how much about other drugs was greatly exaggerated

By the time I tried meth I'd heard so many terrible things about it I was taken aback at how "calm" & "chill" it was, which made it pretty difficult when it came to finding out just how far I could take it on my own (I really fucked up, I assumed people went crazy while On meth & didn't realize how much of that stereotype was from people who were more or less in psychosis from coming Off of it)

Ernest Greendock - Sun, 04 Oct 2020 01:33:35 EST cxNGXdff No.150154 Reply
> 1.5mg etiz

Feel comfy and friendly. Crazy how much easier it is to be likable when you aren’t dealing with social anxiety while socializing.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 05 Oct 2020 19:57:20 EST ex/YtQgw No.150156 Reply
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Life is shit.
6mg Bromazepam
2mg Clonaz
30mg Temazepam
1mg Lorazepam
850mg Kadian
20mg cyclobenzaprine
200mg methadone
100mg Chlordiazepoxide
10mg olanzapine

would rather post my reaction to my situation than threading on /qq/, don't worry guys. I'm not tryna anhero... Just a massive tolerance
Brain - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 01:20:08 EST MTmi3U3k No.150158 Reply
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Clean tag, How long you been tagging? I miss late night train cart tagging.

20mg etiz/30mg cbd/weed/20 mg bacfolfen
Barnaby Gommerridge - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 04:01:30 EST kUv4Zlj6 No.150159 Reply
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ketamine, ambien, and weed now thats some fokken shit right there m8

feels good man just wish k lasted longer.

pic related
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 12:59:38 EST hENlN4l4 No.150161 Reply
holy shit i took dope for one day after going through w/d's and feeling normal for even a couple of days and it threw me right back in, rookie mistake

30mg diazepam earlier
1mg clonazepam earlier and currently melting 2mg under my tounge.

preemptive bump for the 1.25mg lorazepam i'm gonna eat right before bed.
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 13:20:15 EST hENlN4l4 No.150162 Reply
gonna try tomorrow to get some pregabalin and primodon as the combo works fucking magic for me, smoke some bud on top of that and it's like you're skipping the withdrawal. anyway for now it's chicken curry noodle soup and streams.

actually just took the 1.25mg of lorazepam now so i don't stack it on top of dinner.
Oliver Sannerridge - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 20:22:44 EST WJJP6Wwk No.150163 Reply
took .5mg clonazepam
dont feel shit nb
Rebecca Funningpit - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 21:26:06 EST r8XrcO+M No.150164 Reply
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ya 2mg is baseline to have effects for me

+3mg alpraz bwb

does mixing alpraz w/ sprite work as far as ROA's go? I enjoy it usually but it doesn't seem like the alpraz hits as hard / the same way
m - Wed, 07 Oct 2020 08:50:47 EST L5RT47+f No.150166 Reply
No...assuming they're real pharma bars, mixing them with soda/water is not advised. It's not water soluble at all, so it's not equally distributed. You can even possibly lose some if you dont drink all the residue. Xanax also tastes like ass (not good ass either), so idk why people would drop them in their drink for fun.

Most benzos aren't water soluble. You need to use 100% PG or ethanol, 75% ABV/150+ proof minimum, the higher the better (~95% ethanol is preferred).

Nb cuz no benzos for the last few days. I've been taking around 5mg lorazepam, maybe 4-6mg, per dosage session roughly around 1.5x/wk, maybe 6ish times per month. Honestly I'm not feeling much from it anymore, even when waiting a full week between doses and drinking 1.5-3ish servings of booze with them.

I've stopped taking my d-amph entirely as well, so them not working is really really surprising. I really miss etiz/pharma xanax instead. Lorazepam is clearly not my jam, and frankly neither was diazepam unless I took a lot of it. 5mg lorazepam is supposedly equal to around 2.5mg pharma alprazolam or 5mg etizolam, but I swear for me just 1.5mg pharma xanax or 2.5-3mg etiz would provide more pronounced effects.

Also, clearly lorazepams medium-long half life duration is just too fucking long for pseudo-recreational use.

My local connection for pharma bars has risen her price/barter ratios a bit too high for my liking (up to like $2 per 0.5mg now, so $8/bar no price breaks), and I cant really justify paying over like $5-6/bar in barter value long-term. If i cant even get 2-2.5 real bars per 8mg subutex tablet, then why bother you know?

Its about time i just stopped bothering with this lorazepam/pharma xanax bullshit and bought another gram of etizolam powder from the darknet. Even if it's like ~$60-100/g "covid prices," that's the equivalent of 250 real bars for like $0.33 each lol.

Also, I swear lorazepam is like 25% to 50% more tolerance buildup than either etizolam mg for mg or half that quantity of pharma xanax. It is useful for lowering baseline anxiety for a day or two, but IMO the tolerance isn't worth it. The rebound effects also sometimes include nausea, which sucks.
m - Wed, 07 Oct 2020 11:35:36 EST L5RT47+f No.150167 Reply
shameless double post

>5.75mg subbed lorazepam and ~5ml of CBD extract...roughly ~7-12mg THC + ~100-150mg CBD
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 04:10:44 EST hENlN4l4 No.150169 Reply

just woke up put in the left of over kebab in the oven, started the day with 62.5mg of primidone, 50cl 5,0% beer, and 450mg pregabalin just to get things started.

i also got like 5mg of subs yesterday but i must've lost them because i can't fucking find 'em anywhere.

it's probably going to be a piece of cake anyway... i hope...
oh please let this be as painless as the last one was
lol - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 15:43:56 EST gUh0dxl3 No.150173 Reply
Wtf is primidone? Just skimmed the wiki quick and the adverse effect section looks like a fuckin short novel. What does it feel like?
Hugh Moblingdad - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 19:33:18 EST unO4XUe9 No.150174 Reply
Took 1.5 mg of Etilozam with nothing taken since last Saturday. I don't really feel much. Phenibut is better than this. I think I might have a naturally high tolerance. I'll have to take 2mg next week.
Brain - Thu, 08 Oct 2020 23:07:58 EST MTmi3U3k No.150175 Reply
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>23mg of etiz throughout the day

Just finger dipped into my weighting vial for making solutions, welp. Dumb idea but unfortunately I cope wirh drugs too often.

This is hitting me hard already, I'm probably about to get knocked out
guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 09 Oct 2020 16:13:01 EST hENlN4l4 No.150182 Reply
it's basically phenobarbital but without and oxide group attached to it so metabolizes into phenobarb among some other shit aswell.

i almost never take it alone but with other gabaergics but it feels alot like alcohol but way more muscle relaxing and lasts like a whole full day and night but it's.like pregabaline in that way that you literally have to take a quarter more every day and eventually you'll just stop feeling it.

bumpon 300m pregabaline, 250mg primidone and about 2mg of bupe
Charlotte Wallymutch - Fri, 09 Oct 2020 17:00:31 EST EBbbXoRN No.150183 Reply
Took 1800mg gabapentin. Feeling fan-fucking-tastic!! The euphoria is great! Listening to trance music while high on these gabbies feels magical.

Yeah I'm very very high lmao! What a great way to start the weekend :)
Brain - Fri, 09 Oct 2020 19:36:47 EST MTmi3U3k No.150184 Reply
Holy fuck did i feel that euphoria and warmth feel good before I passed out and hour later.

>12mg etiz 100mg edible 3 T3's Rum

Hurt my back at work again. It's all i need, all kinds of fucked.
m - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 08:20:40 EST L5RT47+f No.150190 Reply
Man, buy some diclazepam before it's too late. Even if it's just 1g. Surely your etiz source also sells diclaz as well?

nb cuz not benzed, but I won't have to put up with just lorazepam in less than a week. I just ordered 2g of meth and 1g of etizolam. I'll probably end dissolving all the etiz in 151 ethanol and the meth in refrigerated tap water.

The idea of etiz actually gets me oddly excited though. I haven't had etiz since like Valentine's Day lol, so 8 months. I prefer it over pharma xanax.
m - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 11:02:10 EST L5RT47+f No.150193 Reply
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Shameless double bump on 4mg subbed lorazepam+2 beers...

and earlier ~12mg bupe plugged. My bupe levels have felt slightly low for a couple of days and I was getting tired of waiting for it to level out.

Hopefully this will be my last lorazepam I take for at least several months, since I have 1g of powdered etizolam on the way next week. Yeah decided the plan is to whip up a batch of like 200mg etiz solution and hide the rest in some sort of supplement capsules in my luggage for my trip back to Cambodia. While they do have pseudo-OTC pharma xanax, valium, tramadol, codeine, and sometimes DHC, their benzo prices aren't as cheap as they were years ago. Some places wanted as much as like $1/mg for xanax. Getting etiz for $95/g shipped seems like a better deal to me.
Angus Gublingtet - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 17:50:03 EST Z3rRm489 No.150194 Reply
>.6mg clam
>Spoonful of red malay kratom
Feeling pretty chill. I love clam so much but the massive addiction potential sucks because you have to set such intense rules on frequency of use. Just ate a ton of pork dumplings and plan on smoking the day away.
Brain - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 21:05:42 EST MTmi3U3k No.150196 Reply
> Man, buy some diclazepam before it's too late. Even if it's just 1g.

I'm afraid it's already too late. I can't get diclazepam unless I onion which I would rather not for reasons I would not like to mention. I might just have to risk it

>20mg etiz/Rum/Kosher Kush
Brain - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 21:08:03 EST MTmi3U3k No.150197 Reply
I'll stop being a passive lazy shit and try to find some domestic. International is off the table which is my main problem.

Zeak - Sat, 10 Oct 2020 23:58:26 EST e2Rg+uK6 No.150198 Reply
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same for me. my old vendor ran out a couple years back and haven't had luck with a new one so ive been resorting to buying 100packs of pressed bars. no idea what they are pressed with besides I can tell its defeintly some sort of rc benzo. its not etiz or clam from my experience but hey it works and I can pay just a little over a dollar each so its not the worst situation but I def wish I was my plug who prob gets an insain deal on whatever it is.
Nicholas Blorrynon - Sun, 11 Oct 2020 09:20:29 EST RNBDRYpt No.150199 Reply
Anyone smoke CBD along with benzos?
Currently on 40mg Diaz after a 4 week tolerance break, got a bit of CBD and wondering if it's a nice combo
Brain - Sun, 11 Oct 2020 12:56:01 EST MTmi3U3k No.150200 Reply
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Yea, glad you understand. I've really dug around and it's just not sought after.

I would resort to pressed bars too if it's all I had too as well. Wish you all the best zeak

Last week I was taking 30-60mg of cbd oil with /benz/ and it was very comfy. MMV

>3mg etiz
Cornelius Blackson - Sun, 11 Oct 2020 17:40:28 EST 51IhOe3o No.150202 Reply
Took 1.5mg clonazepam and 1500mg gabapentin. Never taken these together before and I must say its an awesome combination. Feeling laid back and relaxed along with feeling euphoric from the gabapentin. Thank God for GABA receptors :)
m - Sun, 11 Oct 2020 18:51:41 EST L5RT47+f No.150203 Reply
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What do you mean about domestic is hard to find? I NEVER order non-domestic.

>bump on rarer treat of 1mg pharma xanax + 2mg lorazepam, earlier 4mg plugged bupe, and several drinks...making OJ and 151 now
>god I hope my shit actually comes in by Tues-Weds

Look I get it, I really do, but we've gotta accept the mindset that all of this shit is headed off the clear net and onto the DNMs for good. Costs are going up, Enforcement (especiallyi n the other countries) is going up. Smuggling routes are partially shut down/more expensive. The clear net is honestly the way of the past.

I just got 1g of etizolam from a solid vendor, the market related to stocks, and while it yes was nearly 2x the price I was paying on domestic clearnet maybe ~4-5 years ago, it's still not all that bad. It was like $100+ $15 shipping when all was said & done, though it does include a small sample pack of various RC benzos valued at around ~$20 (like flualp and maybe even clam...some powder, some blotters, maybe even some tablets or stealth options...was kind of vague).

If I had purchased like 10-20g of the stuff then obviously his prices plummet back down to around ~$35-60/g, the upper end of what I paid back in the day. Regardless, I just got the monero and bought it.

Even if you're "lazy"/worried about OpSec like me and just pay in cash/prepaid cards + tip a friend/associate like ~10-15% to make the transaction, the Dark net is 100% the way to go.

If your concern is that you "know" you'll buy like say heroin or meth straight up, then honestly bro look yourself in the mirror tomorrow when you wake up and ask yourself if most of that shit is going to be any worse than taking the equivalent of like 10-20 xanax bars PER DAY.

Just make a "no heroin" policy for yourself. If you're still obsessed with it, buy some volumetric nasal spray for O-DSMT or something. Buy O-DSMT instead. Hell, you can buy euro oxy 80s for just ~$12-20 each.

I'm just trying to be real man. We've got to keep things in full perspective. The specific drug(s) available to you are only so much of the problem. If you're bartard-tier impaired every single day and yet still can't manage to drown your negative emotions, all while having a hard/impossible time of maintaining employment, then it's arguable that "avoiding certain things" on the darknet is almost the last of your worries.

Sorry if that came off like a dick dude, but I honestly think you need to hear it. You knew this finger dipping and eyeballing 30 fucking mg/day shit was an eventual possibility. It's time to pull yourself out of it.

If you just stay as a "passive lazy" shat and end up essentially CT WDing, then you're just dooming your future too. We both know that long-term/permanent problems are mostly associated with HOW you get off the benzos, not particularly HOW MANY benzos you've had.

It's fucking simple. Save your life and get a gram or three of diclazepam. Then in the future, buy 1g of diclaz for every 1-2g of etiz you buy, simple.

You can do it man. Just stop with the half-way shit. That's how nothing changes. I would know, because I don't lots of that half-ass shit for years and it hasn't gotten me very far.
Brain - Sun, 11 Oct 2020 22:42:42 EST MTmi3U3k No.150204 Reply
Domestic as locally sourced and not crossing any borders.

Everything you said was valid and the truth. I needed to hear this, thank you, honestly.

Brain - Sun, 11 Oct 2020 22:48:02 EST MTmi3U3k No.150205 Reply
Fuck, I appreciate the time you put into that. I'm going to find a fucking way and get my shit together.

> too much etiz/weed/rum
Jarvis Gundleforth - Mon, 12 Oct 2020 08:12:28 EST 51IhOe3o No.150208 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
  • 2mg clonazepam
  • 25mg methadone

Feeling hella good and im jamming to some trance and oldschool dubstep. What a blast from the past! I wish it was 2011 again.
Brain - Mon, 12 Oct 2020 11:54:59 EST MTmi3U3k No.150210 Reply
I missed the whole clearnet thing last night. First I would like to clarify that I'm not talking clearnet. 4-6 months ago I couldn't find any domestically in my country. Currently all I have access to on the DN is one that exclusively sells etiz. obviously not looking in the right places but ever since deep dot I just havent bothered.

The issue is the parking lot and obviously that is not to be shared so that's more of the reason of my lazyness.

> 6mg etiz

Blacked out again last night (3rd night in a row). Never happened before but not having PG and using 75 proof is whats fucking me. I gotta figure this out
Nicholas Mittingshit - Mon, 12 Oct 2020 16:38:39 EST QjfDZTL1 No.150214 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
-1 clonazepam

Feelo good!
Brain - Mon, 12 Oct 2020 18:17:17 EST MTmi3U3k No.150215 Reply
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>6mg more etiz

Taking a leap of faith on /benz/ and hope I don't get scammed...I can't afford that. I don't know any street corners so i chose 2.
m - Mon, 12 Oct 2020 20:47:49 EST L5RT47+f No.150216 Reply
dude don't trust some random fuck. Surely you know someone? If you want some forums to start researching, start with dark.fail

It's not a source so chill out mods, but it includes a list of legitimate places to start on the DN.

Brain - Mon, 12 Oct 2020 20:54:09 EST oKEp5nKk No.150217 Reply
Thanks man, I really appreciate this. Was pulling my hair out a second ago, if you were not from the states i'd send you some goodies.
Clara Goodwater - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 16:44:04 EST QjfDZTL1 No.150224 Reply
Took 2700mg gabapentin. Waiting for it to kick in. Good times will be had.
Simon Cregglemudge - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 16:55:04 EST r8XrcO+M No.150227 Reply
Love the floaty, dazed energetic vibe it has. If you take 10k mg you're legit walking on water (never hit 30k tho I hear that could be an od, though I've done it before ngl)
Simon Cregglemudge - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 16:58:57 EST r8XrcO+M No.150228 Reply
If you stack the dose, like 800mg an hour it hits alot harder btw
Brain - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 17:23:38 EST MTmi3U3k No.150229 Reply
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>6 mg etiz

I did end up looking hard last night M. Unless i cross borders, it ain't looking good. I gotta dig more. SOMEONE has to have a stockpile.

I would love some commie diclaz but too risky.
Clara Goodwater - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 18:01:38 EST QjfDZTL1 No.150230 Reply
Took 2700mg gabapentin earlier. Just kicked in after taking it 2 hours ago. Feeling quite dappa ;)
Clara Goodwater - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 19:52:29 EST QjfDZTL1 No.150233 Reply
Up to 3300mg gabapentin. Feeling good. Will be feeling better soon.
Angus Nicklewater - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 21:24:45 EST QjfDZTL1 No.150238 Reply
Damm 24000mg!? Glad I have a low tolerance. Im surprised you're not dead.
Henry Hallylug - Wed, 14 Oct 2020 15:22:33 EST EQhPKXSH No.150242 Reply
Took 3000mg gabapentin a few minutes ago. Can't wait for this shit to kick in. I'm going to have a fun time.
Henry Hallylug - Wed, 14 Oct 2020 17:05:20 EST EQhPKXSH No.150245 Reply
Up to 3600mg now. I'll be feeling good in an hour. I have a high tolerance.
Henry Hallylug - Wed, 14 Oct 2020 19:29:58 EST EQhPKXSH No.150247 Reply
Up to 5700mg. I am totally in space. I feel like I'm floating and walking on air.
Thomas Pemmleted - Thu, 15 Oct 2020 02:10:56 EST Z3rRm489 No.150251 Reply
>.5 iv clam
,>1mg iv clam
.5 iv clam
.5iv mg clam
Whiskey and coke

I have great self control with redode and responsibility but IV clam causes the crave for the rush. Used only one rig each and got rid of em
Only coke is worth IV imo, or dope if you need to stretch it.
Xanzibar - Sat, 17 Oct 2020 09:33:46 EST yOnd5Mqd No.150269 Reply
be careful man. I didn't believe clam was water soluble? probably much better options imo. def enjoy that while it lasts though.
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 17 Oct 2020 16:41:22 EST TW494SvU No.150275 Reply
45mg hydrocodone + 30mg cyclobenzaprine + 40mg diazepam + 100% grapefruit juice + 10mg DXM and the obligatory OTC antacids.

I dumped my side piece a few days ago only to get dumped by my main chick today. Shit feels weirdly karmic. Since COVID started, certain scheduled (as well as SSRIs) meds are harder to obtain. Finally, I had to go a few days without the Vicodin for the first time in a couple months. Withdrawals suckkkkkk.
George Pinderchun - Sat, 17 Oct 2020 21:50:06 EST P1EPmwBG No.150276 Reply
First bump in years

1mg clam cookin up inside me

Drinkin beers and japanese plum wine

Feels grest to relapse baby 😎

Learned my lesson though after being a poly drug addict and now i can take drugs with moderation and just get fucked up once in a while
Desufag - Sun, 18 Oct 2020 14:08:02 EST F7TnAmRf No.150281 Reply
I've been on 1mg pharma xanax (take up to 3 times daily or something) and have probably 300mg stashed. I been taking it more lately, going to see if my psych will up me to 2mg since I usually take that much in a day if not more anyway.

Bwb 2mg xanax

I see a lot of people here mixing xan with like clonazepam, does it just help with tolerance to a single drug or? I'm pretty new to this. Also does grapefruit juice really do anything or is that just a myth
m - Sun, 18 Oct 2020 15:20:08 EST L5RT47+f No.150282 Reply
>I'm an addict
>but I'm experienced now, have learned the errors in my ways
>I'm mature now, and can confidently chip absolutely-cheek-clapping dosages of cLam, arguably the most recreational/euphoric RC benzo known to man

Oh you sweet, sweet summer child. Your road with addiction might as well have just begun. If anything, that immediate additude alone is going to do you in.
Frederick Chedgebut - Sun, 18 Oct 2020 19:08:27 EST MTmi3U3k No.150286 Reply
> too much /benz/ and

little options but i'll find a way, j
Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 01:41:50 EST TW494SvU No.150289 Reply
Back talking to a real dope lady I haven’t spoken with in a couple weeks. She hit me up outta the blue. It’s a good feeling, friends.

30mg Hydrocodone, 30mg diazepam, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100% grapefruit
juice, antacids, and a couple pints of beer. Currently jamming to the Velvet Underground’s eponymous album, which has some of their best work. I’m researching a bit for a massive neuroscience essay due on Wednesday. The paper and presentation are on one of my professor’s favorite topics: benzodiazepines and behavior with a specific look neurobiological aspects (GABA release).
Hamilton Perringridge - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 02:17:24 EST pfKxBVwQ No.150290 Reply
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I've got all these shitty 2mg pressies, and I've been poppin' em like crazy to get some modicum of a decent buzz going on. I might just not be noticing because I'm used to being high in weed all the time but it feels like these things are pretty weak. How many do you guys think I can take without dying?
Samuel Feggleway - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 11:56:37 EST KC+/1zbM No.150292 Reply
If its really a benzoyl you can't die if its cut with something I dinno
Cyril Wunnerchitch - Mon, 19 Oct 2020 23:18:23 EST r8XrcO+M No.150295 Reply
Yeah pressies are pretty notoriously bunk or flat out dangerous. I'm wary to put my name on a number as idk what's in them, but I'd say ten taking no more than 2 or 3 in an hour or two. Always give it a chance to set in
Martin Tillingshit - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 03:16:36 EST uPcp6G93 No.150298 Reply
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Sweet, that's more or less where I'm at. Definitely time to start tapering off anyway so I can do other shit for Halloween. Thanks for the advice.
m - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 12:35:53 EST L5RT47+f No.150300 Reply
Bump on 2.5mg lorazepam and 20mg plugged meth + 4mg bupe...plus 30mg oral meth a few hours ago
m - Tue, 20 Oct 2020 12:36:25 EST L5RT47+f No.150301 Reply
Shit, *5mg lorazepam. It's 2.5mg in my mind because it's equal to 2.5mg pharma xanax.
High Strung - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 08:16:19 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150321 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
-green tea

Yeah buddy boys I'm back on Refill Day. For some reason 420chan kept rejecting my posts for the longest time saying "something went wrong" and something about my browser. But I've had a great time bumming around a few different provinces and teaching some cool-ass students. Living my best life and enjoying the benz comfort every night afterward.

Pic of the Giant Wild Goose Pagoda for your viewing pleasure that I took the other day.
High Strung - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 09:00:37 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150322 Reply
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Okay, topping off with 2mg more for a total of >6mg Clonazepam

It's time to listen to some Song Dynasty folk music and have one last cup of tea before hitting the hay.

Have a nice picture of the shores of the Yellow River from a couple of weeks back, when I was at a conference concerning the Mid-Autumn Festival in Shanxi Province. "China's Sorrow"
High Strung - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 19:33:01 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150332 Reply
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A cold frosty morning requires 2mg Clonazepam, a couple of cups of coffee, and some leftover Shaanxi-style sauerkraut and chili pepper fried rice (yes, it tastes good!). And what a lovely sunrise.

It's gonna be a good Friday, gotta teach my gifted high school kids that come onto campus each Friday for me to school in the ways of the world. Funny-ass kids, love'em to death.
Charlotte Snodway - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 21:15:53 EST unO4XUe9 No.150333 Reply
What's the equivalent dose of 2 mg of Etilozam to Clonazalam?
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 01:37:17 EST XJ2+tLKn No.150338 Reply
BWB 90mg Temaz , 3mg Loraz

Anyone here have any real life experiences from Librium (Chlordiazepoxide), it's a super long acting metabolite benzo that breaks down into nordiazepam and oxazepam. I have hundreds of mg of this stuff but it won't give me the same feeling as what I took above. I'm prescribed 45mg a day for benzo use disorder but I feel like it's kinda like the methadone of benzos. Doses of 200mg do nothing. And doses of as low as 5-10mg can keep me out of Benz WD for ~48hrs and I have a decent tolerance.
Beatrice Heddlechon - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 03:25:58 EST kUv4Zlj6 No.150340 Reply
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marijuana and lots of ambien
how am i still typing

where is the walrus
he's still not here yet
Angus Mezzlefug - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 03:40:55 EST r8XrcO+M No.150341 Reply
what walrus? what ambien

shouldn't you be calling her 7 times until josh answers & you realize it was the wrong number but you talk to him like it's her anyway

Angus Mezzlefug - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 03:49:34 EST r8XrcO+M No.150342 Reply
the last time I did ambien I went from 20mg after work to relax straight to downing all 240mg- blacking out- calling a bunch of random numbers- trying to call my friends gf?? - actually calling my mom as her name was above hers in my phone, muttering the name maddie like a retard & hanging up at 5am- ?? no idea after that

That was fun having to explain the next morning
lol - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 06:08:20 EST gUh0dxl3 No.150343 Reply
I tried to walk outside naked and have fought a bunch of people on ambien. Needless to say i dont take it anymore. Woke up in a hospital shackled around the chest, legs and arms too. Getting walked out by cops to go to jail was prerry embarassing, ambien is a hell of a drug.
Angus Mezzlefug - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 08:59:10 EST r8XrcO+M No.150344 Reply
Damnn I've been off one for real but never like that luckily (I have only ever fought my friends idk what that says about me) been lucky never involved the cops. Called them once when my car was stolen other than that haven't had to tango with the police since hs
High Strung - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 09:39:53 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150345 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam
-smoking on my new tobacco pipe filled lavender-infused pipe tobacco
-a tall Pumpkin Spice Latte like a basic-ass Becky white bitch

A good end to a great week of teaching. Now it's time to just lay back, feel benztarded, and listening to classical music while puffin'.
The Indian In The Leonard - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 16:03:53 EST nPzOlhba No.150348 Reply
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If you are a big pipe tobacco fan you gotta get a Meerschaum pipe. Basically the original version of "color changing glass". The Irish though this bizarre lightweight rock (thats sort of like chalk but double the strength), they came to the conclusion that it's actually.....Frozen seafoam, wave caps when they hit the shore, they turn into these rocks. I love that story, people are funny.

You can get them in literally any carving type you can imagine, there's even sites that carve them now I think with a 3d printer and you can get a 3d bust of your face as a pipe lol or your dog or your dick or something by sending them a profile and portrait pic of the item you want.


careful though they break easily if you want something that's just pure utility don't go for these it'll chip and stuff if you care for it rough

I'd probably just go for the classic, an eagle talon holding a ball or something
High Strung - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 16:36:56 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150349 Reply
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It's Saturday morning so I'm dosing with a nice
>4mg Clonazepam
with a couple of energy drinks and some leftover Uyghur-style fried rice for breakfast

Anyway, yeah, I do plan to eventually in a nice Meerschaum (2100RMB or 300USD or the like) but only smoke it around the house. My current Rossi Capitol Bruyere (350RMB/70USD) is just right as a beginner's pipe especially as someone who walks around campus with it, smoking it while grading papers in the quad or the bamboo garden outside the school cafeteria.

And man ain't smokin' a pipe fun when you're on Clonazepam or Alprazolam? Just saying!

Looks like a good day ahead. Here, have the Chinese God of Wealth give you much SLAYER today (pic I took myself)
The Indian In The Leonard - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 17:03:19 EST nPzOlhba No.150350 Reply
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I barely smoke anymore (switched to vape for health so only use tobacco for special occasions)
but I have a Rossie Vest Pocket pipe in green wood that is both one of my cheapest pipes ($38 like 15 years ago) but also one of my favorites. The stem rotates so you can just fit it in any tiny little pocket, and the heat actually isn't too bad if you build a solid carbon shield in it when you first get it.

I love to smoke on dissos and benzos, but my favorite is to smoke on comedowns, trips and benders and so forth. It's just so lush. It feels like the end of an intense movie or something lol.
High Strung - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 17:09:11 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150351 Reply
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Word I can't smoke weed anymore cuz of PRC laws and I really don't wanna get too hooked on cancer sticks like most East Asian men.... so I decided to do the "middle-aged professor thing" and take up a swag-a-licious pipe. And yeah, tobacco + Clonazepam and/or Alprazolam is the shiiiiit.

Speaking of which, I have nothing to do for another 12 hours, let's pop 2mg more Clonazepam, shall we? Yes, we shall! Let's brew up a pot of coffee, repack the pipe, and watch a good documentary about American defectors to China during the Korean War.
High Strung - Fri, 23 Oct 2020 23:24:56 EST 51xU4b10 No.150355 Reply
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Chilling on the subway on 3ng Clomazepam as I head to the Old City to go antique shopping with some of my bonus. Mao badges, bronze Buddhas, a trip to the Grand Mosque.... a chilled Saturday.
Hamilton Greendale - Sat, 24 Oct 2020 02:16:08 EST nPzOlhba No.150358 Reply
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Can you get an adderall or dexedrine script over there as well on top of your benzos? That's probably my favorite script combo, and not only is it just such a pleasant combo but its so effective as well, like life on easy mode. And if you want to talk about the perfect smoke, pop ~3mg Xanax IR and 60-100mg Adderall IR and then have a smoke as you start to spin. Fuck me. I'm over that sort of really reckless use but wow.
Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 24 Oct 2020 02:59:31 EST YOgG51lc No.150360 Reply
Damn man if I sent u some money could u send me some Mao/Chinese culture revolution pins like the ones you posted a while ago above? I would love to own even just one for authenticity sake. Hope life is treating you well and you're managing your meds without having terrible crashes a week before refill day.

Bump on 300mg Chlordiazepoxide, 1200mg Gabapentin, .2mg Clonodine, 50mg Trazodone, and .5 of some greasy fentadope.
High Strung - Sat, 24 Oct 2020 05:46:35 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150363 Reply
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(weird, my post didn't post. Let's try again)


Chinese doctors are finicky about mixing heavy uppers with heavy downers. E.G. if you're on Ritalin, fat chance in Hell you'll get prescribed Xanax. Or Adderall and Ativan.

I've tried hooking up overseas onto WeChat for financial transactions and 90% of the time it fails. I mean..... they don't call it "Xi Chat" for nothing. Alphabet boys all over that app. It's a miracle I can ever ship stuff to my mom and sisters from China Post Express! China ain't North Korea no more, but it's still got some ways to go in some sectors of its economy. Otherwise I'd shower everyone here with Buddha statues, Buddhist relics, Mao badges, and first-edition Little Red Books.

Until then, enjoy some more pictures of various Buddhist temples.
High Strung - Sat, 24 Oct 2020 17:59:24 EST U5vaQLb3 No.150364 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Good morning, good morning. It's Sunday so you know what means: up with the sunrise and it's time to whip up some Henan spicy breakfast soup and spend the rest of the day snoozing to Netflix, drinking coffee, and watching animoo

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