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BWB Pt. X: A New Chill

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- Mon, 22 Jun 2020 17:21:56 EST pGcg1E+Z No.149227
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It seems the old one is no longer bumping and summer is upon us. Let us continue the benzodiazepine saga, the saga of comfy, blackouts, tapers, and all that good stuff.

Starting off the day with 3mg Clonazepam and ready to rock.
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Thomas Blillerstot - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 23:25:54 EST 3I15QrFf No.149229 Reply
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>>149227
do you take more than one a day?

tomorrow is benzo day for me, it will be a nice relief

but chaps try to follow through on some goals before 2021 :)
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High Strung - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 06:10:19 EST pGcg1E+Z No.149231 Reply
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>>149229

I'm prescribed 3mg Clonazepam a day. 1mg in the morning and 2mg at night (Bipolar Disorder II + Generalized Anxiety Disorder + PTSD from child abuse + chronic insomnia/nightmares means I'm on quite a cocktail of medications, all in somewhat high dosages). However, that doesn't mean I don't get a little... uh.... frisky with my benzos on the couple of days after Refill Day.

That being said, I'm reupping for the evening with 5mg Clonazepam. I've been up since 5:00am exercising, lesson planning, and doing touristy stuff in the old town of Xian. Pic related to the touristy stuff, it's a vintage poster I copped in the Drum Tower District market today.
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Thomas Blillerstot - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 12:53:16 EST 3I15QrFf No.149233 Reply
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>>149231
Interesting, they don't do that kind of prescribing here regardless of how bad your condition is, but i get prescribed pregabalin daily and people think that i am on some kind of mad cocktail of drugs lol
>'ve been up since 5:00am exercising, lesson planning, and doing touristy stuff in the old town of Xian. Pic related to the touristy stuff, it's a vintage poster I copped in the Drum Tower District market today.
that's cool you should get it framed with the pins as well
So they let you transfer your prescription over to china? Thats neat i didn't think they'd have a mechanism for that if that's how it is

My best friend and collegue is going to china to teach too in september and i'm really gutted cos i'm gonna miss him so i'm eternally butthurt, he's going to do maths but he's really good at teaching so i hope he'll thrive as much as yourself tbh
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High Strung - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 06:03:54 EST p3sWNVG5 No.149236 Reply
>>149233
>Interesting, they don't do that kind of prescribing here regardless of how bad your condition is

Really? I've been on 2 mood stabilizers (Depakote and Lamictal) since 1998 and Clonazepam since 2013, all on very high doses, many years before I moved to China. They've kept me doped up for a while because otherwise I'm a delusional, psychotic, suicidal wreck.

NB but will bump when I get home, on dinner break right now
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Chan - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 07:44:13 EST CkeNwHA0 No.149237 Reply
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>>149236
Thank you High Strung, 你是太好了!
本当、みんなありがとございます!

>一六mg codiene
>10mg Methylphenidate
>10mg Propanolol
>五mg ダイズピン
>cosy 薬

It's taking a lot of work but I'm getting there.
Diazepam is worrying me a bit.
I wish I could just have passion and
It's still silver, maybe the glasses
will make it a rainbow

Beabadoobee Coffee?
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High Strung - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 10:03:52 EST 1ac0yjZ3 No.149238 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
after a stressful day where I had a panic attack at work.

>>149237
不 客 气, chan! I'm having my first zongzi (rice dumpling wrapped in bamboo leaves) of the Dragon Boat Festival as a bedtime snack with a nice cup of tea.

Pic related, it's what I'm snackin' on
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m - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 17:26:11 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149242 Reply
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>>149227
Celebratory bump! Guess whose friend of a friend has an indefinite xanax script? Me lol. They get something like six 0.5mg xanax tablets a day. I have no idea why they're 0.5mg and not 1/2mg, but I'm not complaining! They did a straight swap deal too...3mg xanax (6x0.5mg) per one 8mg bupe tablet. Maybe that's a bit deal idk, but if you value pharma xanax at $2.50+ per mg and bupe at $10-15 per 8mg, then I waver it's a fair swap.

>bump on 2mg pharma xanax to start
>100ug clonidine now and 50-100mg hydroxyzine later
>2 light beers
>6mg bupe subbed earlier today
>no d-amph for 4th or 5th day now, first time in ~3-4 months...much needed 2-3 week T break

Let's see how 2mg pharma xanax compares to ~3-5mg ativan. It's my first non-ativan benzo in months
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m - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 17:28:47 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149243 Reply
>>149242
guess it's working based on my several spelling errors lol. Meant 1 or 2mg not 1/2mg, bit deal = bad deal, and waver = ????

All hail the triazolobenzos. olam > epam all day
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Frederick Blackworth - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 05:28:13 EST gZLiU415 No.149247 Reply
I've taken a bunch of blood pressure medication and other random medication.
But of interest was clonazepam and phenobarbital, I'm having a minor chill feeling but not a phenobarbital high feeling.
I kinda want to chew the phenobarbital and get high off them instead of taking them as normal, the slowed down feeling is really comfortable one.
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High Strung - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 15:23:43 EST 1ac0yjZ3 No.149249 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam before bed

Somehow unintentionally ended up at an amazingly lit rave tonight. Long story, won't blogpost too much in this post, but yeah, I found out that there's a rave scene in a Tier-II city in central China that's fire as fuck.
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Archie Gunderdock - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 15:50:36 EST BGH46ohv No.149250 Reply
>>149249
What's chinese rave music like? Or heck, whats a chinese rave like?
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m - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 22:43:57 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149255 Reply
>>149242
>3mg pharma xanax

This is what I call a benzo, aww yeah. All I'm missing is stims, but driving drunk and benz'd to walmart for benzedrex is a bad idea. Also, now's not the best find ever to start meth lol.

It sounds like July 1st we'll find out how permafucked Americans are for travel. My country botched the whole situation so badly that we might not even be able to travel until ~2021-2022. Thanks orange man for failing to do the thing.
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High Strung - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 23:24:33 EST 1ac0yjZ3 No.149256 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam
1mg more than my usual morning dosage, but want to avoid having another panic attack at work like I did yesterday.

>>149250
They were playing hard house, jungle, hip-hop, and mashups. They even threw in a couple of J-core tracks just for fun. 3/4 of it was Chinese/Hong Kong/Taiwan music obviously but some UK and American stuff. Pretty much like any other rave anywhere else minus the drugs (obviously cuz it's the PRC). Fun times, good folks nonetheless.

Much love to y'all, stay chill today
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High Strung - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 10:20:22 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149259 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam

High dosage, I know, but, well.... I had a panic attack at work of epic proportions that ended up being a minor emergency.

I got called into the principal's office today. While my fellow teachers, the TA's, and the other staff have been heaping praise upon me, which caused me to think I was doing well, it turns out that the principal, assistant principal, and some of my students' parents are unhappy with my performance. They say I'm not dynamic enough with the kids (not energetic enough, not enough games in the classroom) and that I'm too "professorial" with them. I'm being given one month or they're firing me.

I went back to my classroom and collapsed into vomiting, hyperventilating, screaming, and disassociating from my body. Took 4 staff members to calm me down, get me water, etc. and finally get me into a Didi (Chinese Uber/Lyft) and walk me up to my apartment. The principal, who was there, assured me he will do everything in his power to give me a bunch of extra training and resources and draw up a plan, but his words still came out blurry as my ears were ringing and I kept puking into the trashcan.

I talked to a colleague who saw part of the whole fiasco and he said that on the D/L he knows quite a few public high schools and some universities looking for English instructors for grad students, which was the kind of teaching style I am instructed in (both from grad school and the TEFL course I took), so we're looking for a backup plan.

The Clonazepam is kicking in, but I'm still shaking and dizzy. I hope I can improve before July 31, or find a new gig, because I'm in complete and utter terror that this could be the end. Oh, the benzodiazepine numbness, please come soon.
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Nathaniel Fuckingway - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 15:46:21 EST gZLiU415 No.149260 Reply
>>149259
Sounds bad but you should have a just in case fast acting benzo imo.
I' on a lower doseage than you, it's 1mg a day before it was 3 to 4mg a day, since I took it in the morning, afternoon and night time and stopped with that comfortable treatment first and later went on to take Xanax which in my case where a little less effective and had allot of musclepain from them so was just stuck in bed, it was the depot tablets.
But in my case I have diazepam for the just in case panic or getting anxiety of the panic, if not getting anxiety over inane shit.
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High Strung - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 18:06:57 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149262 Reply
>>149260
My old psychiatrist tried putting me on Alprazolam earlier in the introduction of benzos into my cocktail. They work fast, yes, but it also made me dopey and then I had to sleep for 2 hours after taking it. Def not for me, fast-acting benzos are just too strong. Clonazepam has always been the "happy medium"... but last night's meeting with the higher-ups sent me into utter meltdown. I haven't had a panic attack like that in years.

NB cuz not benzed. I hope today goes better, because they said I'm going to be under a ton of scrutiny over the next 31 days.
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Matilda Febberham - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 22:02:36 EST gZLiU415 No.149263 Reply
>>149262
I don't know what benzed means.
I'm just sayin something just in case if something might happen, so you take it before you think said thing will happen.
it's only for special occasions, so a box of 100 tabs of 15mf oxzepam should last at-least 3 months if not longer.
in my case I have had 15 tablets of diazepam 2mg since December.

Those are for just the in case something might happen, not for reliving minor nuances or getting high.
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Brain - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 22:10:59 EST XNzbXQoI No.149264 Reply
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>>149227
>8mg etiz

Back on the benzo train but really no other options right now. Shit has been grim lately, can't wait for this /benz/ to take me away.
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lol - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 06:29:41 EST xQEqVS9+ No.149268 Reply
>>149264
Try to stay alive long enough to get back out of it. Good luck friend
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Brain - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 06:57:28 EST XNzbXQoI No.149269 Reply
>>149268
I'm pretty confident I'll be able to slower my usage and taper off correctly. Although my main goal is to get 7 fast acting benzos a month for this debilitating anxiety. That really isn't looking to promising.

Going to switch my doc to see if i can get something so i can finally move on with life.

Thanks for the support, lol. You da man
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High Strung - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 07:24:30 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149270 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam

Today went much better. I actually did a job today that was satisfactory-ish compared to >>149259. The asst. principal and administrative manager both admitted they were a little harsh on me... still going to give me until July 31 to shape up but they admitted they really haven't trained me enough and will put me through some "elementary school teacher boot camp" to "de-professor" me a bit. I'm still eyeing the exits just in case and networking with people who know people who work in public high schools and can get me a job as a non-PhD university instructor where you can teach humanities courses entirely in English to English-major grad students. Still, the environment was tense and the principal was snappy at me all day, and it's been stormy all day.

Enough blog post, it was a better day but still kinda a shitty day. Time to benz out and eat some pizza (gotta have the occasional comfort food from home). Also time for some good tunes. Music always helps when you're on benzos imo
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High Strung - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 09:12:12 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149272 Reply
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2.5mg more Clonazepam

The principal just texted me saying I better shape up after this 3-day holiday. He said he gets the feeling I don't care about my job or my students (bullshit) and he's tired of my "attitude" (??? What attitude??? I am deeply respectful to my superiors, aware of cultural mores in the workplace, and I am nothing but gentle with my students.)

Whatever. I may have just taken enough Clonazepam to black out, but right now I just need to not give a fuck and not fly into another panic attack or jump out my 20-story window. Gonna stay fucked up tonight on this 10mg Clonazepam, smoke a few cigarettes, watch some dumbass movie, and listen to podcasts and industrial records.

Thank you, super-addictive and intoxicating prescription drugs, from saving me from doing horrible things to myself because my boss is bitching me out and saying he thinks I'll never amount to a good teacher of any kind at any kind of school.>>149270
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High Strung - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 19:17:01 EST gu9mA3S2 No.149274 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

3-day weekend because of the Chinese Dragon Boat Festival. Too bad it's raining cats and dogs the whole next 3 days. It blows, but it's a perfect excuse to stay home, do laundry, and do benzos.
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High Strung - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 11:29:46 EST 06ejcVoO No.149278 Reply
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Yeah yeah yeah, another bump of 4mg Clonazepam

but I just found out a friend of mine of 12 years died tonight after a battle with cancer that they thought that they had beaten, but it came back with a vengeance and killed him quickly. I've been sobbing and have to have some benzos to calm me down.

R.I.P., bro. You were a fighter and a friend. A true king. You were the last person who should've died at a time like this.
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Edward Clanderket - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 14:38:29 EST 7eVUah6R No.149279 Reply
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1mg xanax and a beer

Might leave it there, take it easy today.
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High Strung - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 17:59:11 EST eVBiOxON No.149280 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Still hard to believe my homie's gone
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Wesley Smallstone - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 19:34:48 EST 7KceJymj No.149281 Reply
>>149280
I'm sorry HS,
I can't imagine how terrible it must feel, as I've never had to deal with something like that. Big hug and lots of love your way.
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High Strung - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 07:11:33 EST 06ejcVoO No.149282 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

>>149281

Thanks man. Clonazepam is literally the only thing that's kept me from crying this whole past 24 hours. He died young but left an amazing legacy: he recorded a few albums, he ran for public office a few times, literally saved my life once (long story), was an advocate for his community and the labor union he was part of in so many ways...

Watching his last few selfies on his hospice bed, watching him waste away into something that didn't even resemble the dude I knew for 12 years.

Benzos thankfully numb the pain, if only for a bit. But he'll always be in my heart, and insh'Allah we'll see each other in Jannah.
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Hannah Dusslehodge - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 17:48:07 EST Sao1w8kB No.149286 Reply
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took valium an d clonazepam and fell asleep on sisters couch woke up and id pissed myself

fuck
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 01:30:13 EST sUr7A33P No.149289 Reply
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Something about mixing minor doses of dexamph with large doses of Temazepam, and additionally today some lorazepam gives me the only buzz that satiated and equally compared to a decade of IV heroin/fent/dilly/oxy euphoria. Memory loss is the downside but I find I don't have to take my daily morphine maintenance dose while on the combo.. heck even 20mg of Dexedrine and some light benzo seems to mitigate all opioid withdrawal for me and my use hasn't really stopped in well... A decade. Pic related

Took 2x 10mg Dexedrine, 3x 1mg Ativan, and 5x 30mg Restoril.

God I love Canada's lax benzodiazepine prescribing. The whole buffet is usually out there on the corner every day if you look for it. Even rare ones like Bromazepam and Nitrazepam. I read somewhere back about doctors in Canada commonly overprescribing benzos and Z-Drugs to women over 35. Heck my own mum was scripted Ativan and zopiclone with no real idea or legit ailment other than mildly interrupted sleep (which I'm sure zzzquil or unison would easily have remedied). Apparently it's even more widespread with Aboriginal women and higher doses.... But they'd rather have crystal and I'd rather my bennies so fair play imo.
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High Strung - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 08:13:42 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149290 Reply
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>>149227
>3mg Clonazepam

Watching Netflix (Bordertown to be exact) then listening to Taake while nice and sedated, trying to forget the bullshit of the past few days.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 15:37:01 EST sUr7A33P No.149296 Reply
>>149290
>>149282

I'm so sorry to hear man. My condolences as well and I hope you continue to honor your friend and his memory through whatever means help (I don't mean by taking drugs but I'm obviously unaware of your religious and spiritual beliefs so I won't assume). I've lost a few close ones in quick succession over the past years but they all went very quickly. I feel you in the lostness of it all, sometimes it just hits me in the worst environments and keeping composure is almost futile. Just know deep down there are people on these boards that do care and I pray you pull through stronger than ever.

I'm pulling for ya HS
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High Strung - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 10:37:49 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149298 Reply
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>2.5mg Clonazepam

>>149296
Thanks mate. Means a lot. It's been a very hard past few days for me, but I'll survive. Right now I'm just enjoying the benzo sedation and some darkwave before bed.
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Betsy Giblinggold - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 11:15:36 EST Qp0iK5uJ No.149299 Reply
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>18mg bromazepam
>2mg clonazepam
It's been a wild ride for me, the past week. I'd been taking codeine for 1 yr and a half, starting at 240mg, escalating the dosage to 480mg. There were days where I would take even more.

Eventually, I got really depressed to the point where I didn't have energy to even laze around. Made an appointment with a psych, told him about my erratic alprazolam usage, going up to 4-5mg/d. Didn't tell him about codeine.

Nonetheless, he immediately prescribed me 20mg paroxetine and 4 effing mg of clonazepam per day as substitution therapy.

Now I'm on 8th day clean of codeine. Were it not for benzos and pregabalin, I don't know if I would have mental fortitude to bear with all that withdrawal + paroxetine side-effects at the beginning of taking it. Each day I feel better. Waiting to cut my benzo use too, but it's gonna take time - I've been taking various benzos since September 2019.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 11:21:28 EST jjWCHf8/ No.149300 Reply
>>149297
Yes Bromazepam is on par with Valium 3mg bromaz= 5mg diazepam but I find bromazepam to be more euphoric. I'm sure others would say the opposite but yes it's definitely stronger than lorazepam mg for mg
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Betsy Giblinggold - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 11:23:55 EST Qp0iK5uJ No.149301 Reply
>>149300
Fully agree with this. Bromazepam is actually a really effective and strong benzo for me. It's like Xanax Lite Version for me.
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Charles Nicklecocke - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 15:20:26 EST Q5THi1Bb No.149303 Reply
>>149300
The euphoria part is the most concerning as I am a lightweight and I dont really care about mg per mg strenght, mostly looking to combine with opes of the lower category, thnx.
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High Strung - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 10:38:39 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149308 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Fuck I needed my nightly dosage. My day summed up:

-saw a picture of my old friend who just passed and started crying
-had to travel an hour across town for a 2 training that could have been a PPT sent out via email or WeChat
-a colleague had to call out and I had to cover 2 of his classes with 5 minute notice and no preparation. I was given the teacher's guidebook and told to make a lesson out of them
-have a new class of students that is entirely 5 year-old boys... which, you know, are 5 year-old boys. The utter chaos that ensued was astounding, and it was a double class so I had to work with them for 2 hours instead of 1 hour.
-I have an independent project I need to do that I was only barely briefed on this evening.... by tomorrow afternoon. It's 10:30pm here in China.

It's a good thing I don't have to be awake until 1:00pm tomorrow, because I'm going to enjoy my little bit of Clonazepam, drink a couple of Red Bulls, knock out this assignment, then pass out until noon tomorrow. Fuck it all.
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Isabella Dorringkerk - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 20:27:59 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149314 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
  • 40mg methadone

Feeling great! My sushi is about to get here soon nomnomnom! What a great day this has been for me.
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DTMO - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 05:37:55 EST hWGDYo9g No.149316 Reply
>>149227
150mg pregabalin, 10mg nitrazepam, few bevs, few cones, a bunch of mystery stimulant powder sold as ecstasy but which works in a meth pipe and a tiny scaping of meth from the corners of my baggies. Feeling mighty fucking fine, and someone wants me to fuck their face like I hate them after dinner (stir fry and panko potato gems). Life is good.
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James Warryson - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 12:43:16 EST ldbT3WAu No.149319 Reply
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Just got pregabalin prescription and government pays my drugs since I live in Finland and I'm poor enough. Took 600mg and it is starting to kick in. I also have a couple beers waiting in the fridge. Life is good
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Isabella Dorringkerk - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 18:31:02 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149326 Reply
  • 40mg methadone
  • 1800mg gabapentin

Feeling great! Tomorrow I'm going to be twice as fucked up as I am at the moment. This is just a warm-up :)
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High Strung - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 07:15:53 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149330 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Fuuuuck this day was something else. Enjoying some dumpling stew and green tea then gonna light a few smokes while listening to True Crime Garage podcast.
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Angus Nendletedge - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 07:50:48 EST ldbT3WAu No.149331 Reply
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Just took 450mg of pregabalin, going to take a shower and then I'm going to my friends place to drink some beer and draft mtg core set 2021.
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Charles Dassleshaw - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:47:52 EST 29kuKZ5x No.149332 Reply
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clonazolam or etizolam which is most euphoric?
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Eugene Himmleworth - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:52:44 EST 8eNtLa57 No.149333 Reply
>>149332
Clonazolam but the half life fucked me up. I would say has a higher chance of dependence than etizolam
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George Nickledock - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 23:21:45 EST BGH46ohv No.149337 Reply
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5mg diazpam hour ago. Eating tons of minestrone soup and chicken gf made me.
Time for 8mg subutex, edibles and warcraft 3 ladder. Warcraft 3 is a game for men. Its like 5d chess or 3d go.

Numbers everywhere

pic unrelated...all those commie flags side ways are just a loser jerkin off. you didnt realize that...but your brain did
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Hannah Pattingworth - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 13:41:44 EST f+xKYOK8 No.149342 Reply
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Wish I had the tolerance of some you cats fr

9mg clonaz down the hatch, is it just me or does it seem to plataeu?
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Nathaniel Noblinglidging - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 19:12:08 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149343 Reply
Took - 2100mg gabapentin and 40mg methadone

Feeling good today. Might drink a bit too to spice things up.
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m - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 20:32:29 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149344 Reply
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>>149227

Chill, or hope to chill soon

>oral 1mg pharma xanax about 1.5-2hr ago, and 2.5mg lorazepam subbed just now
>been drinking heavily all yesterday and a bit today, like half a 750ml bottle of 151 in less than 24-36hr (yikes LOL)
>no daily stim today
>4mg subbed bupe maintenance dose

Ooo yeah, I think I'm feeling it now.

>life update

I've got to make a deicsion tomorrow...either go to Mexico to chill/possibly work (if schools are open) indefinitely, or fly to Cambodia and pay $3k deposit, $150-250 virus test before I fly, another $150-250 test when I land, and if ANYONE on the plane tests positive, it's 14 day quarantine at a cost of like ~$$50-75/day if ABSOLUTELY ANYONE on the flight tests positive. If everyone tests negative, we're allowed to leave and get private housing...BUT we have to stay at the same place for 2 weeks and not leave apart from "essential" travel, until they virus test us again for like $150.

The other options are to pull some social strings and piggyback with a Filipino doctor I know very well and go to the Philippines as a "medical worker" genuinely helping travel medical supplies, OR I might be pushed to pull in a massive one-time-only diplomatic favor to get approved for a bullshit "medical tourism" flight into Thailand without quarantine for essentially a non-invasive BS treatment I'm already receiving in the US.

Anyone have any preferences? Mexico seems like it's just a lagging USA in terms of virus explosion. Wish me luck!
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High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 03:51:43 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149346 Reply
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Refill Day.

Holy shit, what a week. Dead friend, have to meet a major deadline by July 31 or else I get fired, and I had to keep picking up classes for a sick colleague, do field trips in the sweltering heat, demo presentation after demo presentation for parents....

>4mg Clonazepam, probably will take more later

Pic related, it's what the break room looked at the end of Sunday afternoon.
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High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 05:27:48 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149351 Reply
>>149344
I would say Cambodia. Much more politically and economically stable, cheaper cost of living, and an absolutely beautiful country. Also easy to travel to other nearby countries.

The Philippines would be also a good choice. There is a communist insurgency going on but the Communist Party of the Philippines is mainly confines their military operations to rural areas and have a strict policy of not fucking with expats (I know this because I've actually spoken to their former leader). I hear Manila is a great city too.

So, I would say either of those. NB
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High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 10:48:06 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149357 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam more

So that brings me to 8mg Clonazepam for the evening. Feels super chill. Just finished binge-watching season 3 of Marcella on Netflix, would recommend but not quite as good as the first 2 seasons. Still a good British crime drama nonetheless. Not sure what I'm gonna do with the rest of my night though, maybe some true crime podcasts or some Archer or some weird industrial records. Dunno yet lol
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m - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 15:52:56 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149360 Reply
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>>149351
Did you read anything about the whole quarantine nightmare and associated costs? That's the main reason I've got reservations about it. I'm really pulling towards Mexico (several reasons, one being I might be able to go across by car and keep my car for local transport), even though it's more of a place to engage in a holding pattern so to speak for ~2-6 months with lower cost of living whilst I wait for anywhere halfway decent to open up to the US. At least this way, if something does open up, I'd immediately qualify as an American who hasn't been on US soil in over ~2-3 weeks.

The only other options are really Belarus or I guess Bulgaria. Belarus will allow me to live and even work there, but only for up to 90 days, after which I'd be forced to leave for something like 3-9 months depending (so I'd likely have to go to Bulgaria). Then I could just wait around until the Eurozone sets universal travel "bubble" limits of max 16-20 new infections in last 2 weeks per 100,000 population (in anyone's curious, the USA has like ~109-140 new infections in last 2 weeks per 100k pop, lol).

>Cambodia vs. Mexico for CoL

It's definitely a close one, but as long as you're outside Mexico City and at least a few hr drive from US border, it's actually cheaper than most of Cambodia (cheaper than Phnom Peng and Siem Reap for starters). Cambodia isn't as cheap as it appears. It's just slightly cheaper than Thailand, largely due to them using the US dollar as their de facto currency. I loved Cambodia and spent like 2-3 weeks there last year, but the country is full as fuck with old war guns and massive massive corruption.

Cambodia is fun for a hedonist drug+ women holiday, but I don't think I could personally stay there an entire year and not run into some sort of life problems.

How's China btw?
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High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 16:27:07 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149362 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Can't seem to get back to sleep after sunrise prayer, popped 2mg to see if I can go back to sleep. I have nowhere to be and nothing to do except clean the bathroom today so I can afford to sleep into the afternoon if it comes to it. So I'm just waiting for that benzodiazepine sleepiness to hit me.

>>149360
Yeah, honestly I reread your earlier post AND taking into account what you just said... hmm, shit, I really don't have an answer for you. I guess Mexico is your best bet, but I'm not living a life of drug tourism, especially not here in China!

I still love it here. I might honestly spend the rest of my life here. My Mandarin is picking up quickly, the cost of living is incredibly cheap (unless you live in Shanghai, but even Shanghai is cheaper than NYC, LA, or SF), the people are friendly, and the money is good. Oh, and don't even get me started on the food and the beautiful architecture and landscape... I miss marijuana terribly, and yes I'm living in quite a heavy police state, but ah well, so it goes, the pros outweigh the cons. Pic related, it's a vintage poster I bought in a flea market a few days ago that I'm gonna have framed.
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m - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 20:31:45 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149365 Reply
>>149362
Have you considered Vietnam in like 2-4+ years once all these lock downs are finally over? It's basically China with a similar "communist" authoritative government, BUT the gov't doesn't have enough money to enforce/dictate most of daily life.

Here's a video for decent comparison: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lGpE-seQH1g

It's basically an older, back-in-time, less-infrastructure, less strict version of China. Weed isn't legal but it's semi-"legal," or you bribe your way out, and other drugs are plentiful. Cambodia next door has all drugs OTC. The women are actually educated about sex unlike China. I could go on.

Obviously you're "stuck" where you are for quite a while. I do understand the logic of learning a global language like Mandarin. Just don't forget that Cambodia is like little China in terms of investment (so your Mandarin might have use there), and it's all right on the southern border of China.>>149362
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High Strung - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 20:56:18 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149367 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam re-up

>>149365
I would love to visit Vietnam, but I'm not enamored by Vietnamese history and culture like I always have been with China. I've also traveled to China beforehand (2015) and studied China extensively, so I feel more "street-smart" when in China. I mean, I wouldn't HATE living in Vietnam, but if given the choice between moving to Vietnam or staying here, no question I'd stay here. The lack of drugs and the meh dating scene is tough here in China, don't get me wrong, but I feel more "at home" and more prior-informed about life in the PRC than Vietnam.

But you're right if I ever need to dip out, Vietnam would NOT be a bad backup.


Until then, it's a day of Netflix binging, benzos, good food, good music, the occasional nap, and talking with my siblings via Discord in my boxers. Recharging my batteries/spoons/whatever you wanna call it. Pic related, it's gonna be me all day today.
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High Strung - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 01:50:56 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149370 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Cold Case Files on Netflix feels good man
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High Strung - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 08:35:10 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149371 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Okay, last bump of the night, I fucking swear. I know I've been flooding this thread today but I've needed a benz-rampage day in the comfort of my own home in front of the computer to charge my batteries for tomorrow and this is a nice place to let off steam cuz y'all are good folks. Good night folks
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Brain - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 22:02:27 EST XNzbXQoI No.149374 Reply
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>>149227
Mad /benz/ recently

12mg etiz scattered throughout the day, I miss the length/warmth of clonazepam.

I'm dedicated again and it sucks, but at least i'm doing well in my overall career progression. I miss $60 grams of etiz
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High Strung - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 09:51:21 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149375 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Today wasn't such a bad day. The kids were well-behaved and the staff/faculty wasn't nearly as tense or piled high with bullshit work.

Now it's time for pizza and Netflix cuz fuck it all
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Brain - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 19:53:20 EST XNzbXQoI No.149378 Reply
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>>149377
I messed up and got confused, sorry about that HS. Delusions of sobriety are real at the moment.

>6mg etiz/weed
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Lydia Bunham - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 03:35:33 EST ldbT3WAu No.149379 Reply
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Have been taking too much pregabalin during the past week so decided to sell rest of my last stash before I can get more from pharmacy next month. Had to take 2mg xanor before leaving to meet the buyer since I'm extra nervous whenever I'm going to sell drugs.
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Lydia Bunham - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 08:00:21 EST ldbT3WAu No.149380 Reply
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Holy shit! Met really cute girl while selling my last pregabalins and we shared our informations. She constantly mentioned how cute I am, but I'm still not sure if she wants the D or maybe she just wants use me for cheap drugs. At least this experience made my day much better since I haven't had any action with girls after my last relationship and that ended like three years ago.
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Oliver Bardhall - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 14:20:57 EST gZLiU415 No.149381 Reply
Today I'm not taking my usual phenobarbital, so I'm just taking 1mg of clonazepam as per usual.
I hope my circadian rhythm does not get too fucked with not taking the phenobarbital for sleep.
>>149379
How does pregabalin withdrawal differ from benzo's?
I've been trough 4 benzo withdrawals and they fucked me up real good.
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Walter Cepperdure - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 14:40:47 EST Q5THi1Bb No.149382 Reply
>>149380
Hope the best for you, it would be quite retarded to try to sweeten you up for a bunch of pregabalins.
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High Strung - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 23:17:15 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149383 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam
-Monster energy drink
-Jian bing (kinda like an omelette + breakfast burrito, hard to describe)
-cigarette

It's pour cats and dogs outside, so I'm laying on the couch feeling that lovely Klonopin feeling listening to goofy paranormal podcast and watching Archer.

(As an aside, I landed a position as an English instructor at a university here in Xi'an. Fuck yeah, no more teaching little kids. Don't get me wrong, I don't HATE working with kids, but I work better with adults (like when I was TA'ing in grad school and ESLing Korean adults online) and it's a looooot less stress. Also looks better on any resume, so yeah, that's nice.)
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 14 Jul 2020 03:32:02 EST /xCHYmXq No.149384 Reply
>>149227
60mg diazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, 125mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 15mg DXM, 24 fl.oz. 100% grapefruit juice, and a liter of regional beers (an IPA, amber ale, and kölsch).
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High Strung - Tue, 14 Jul 2020 10:39:28 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149386 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Feeling chill and optimistic about my future.
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Chan - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 08:04:17 EST dEscKBqs No.149388 Reply
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>>149386
>Staggered 10mg Diazepam
>10mg Methylphenidate
>20mg Propanolol
>楽しいーお茶、小木 (^^ア


>Feeling chill and optimistic about my future.
If this isn't the truth.

Good Exercise, Good Sleep, Good Diet
These are the keys.
Getting those A & B+ averages feelssereneman
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hello - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 12:55:18 EST RsEu5UTW No.149389 Reply
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>>149227

found some old clonazepam today

eatin 2mg or so hopin to feel nice
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Isabella Hadgesan - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 19:45:15 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149390 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 2mg clonazepam. Feeling good on this summer evening. Hope you all are having a great summer like I am :)
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High Strung - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 09:45:26 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149393 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Long day. I need pizza and benzos.
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m - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 11:05:26 EST IErahAwd No.149394 Reply
Dog died RIP

On 1mg pharma xanax and 4mg lorazepam
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Brainiac - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 19:40:00 EST PI3/od4S No.149396 Reply
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>>149227
Back on the gabapentin train. I couldn't endure the stress and the noise so I had to go get some. Bump on 40mg IM procaine and 1200mg gabapentin, the first couple of hours were a blast. I like the 300mg gabapentin pills more than the 400 ones which are too stimulant. Whatever, it's an easy train that I like to ride on occasionally.
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Barnaby Hiblingson - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 20:04:29 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149397 Reply
  • 35mg methadone
  • 2.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good on this night summer evening. Might take more kpins idk yet.
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m - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 08:20:58 EST IErahAwd No.149398 Reply
>>149227
Lol

>1mg pharma alprazolam subbed
>5mg lorazepam subbed
>drinking heavily, i.e. 151 mixed cocktails lmao

Feels nice in a way that couldn't be matched by lorazepam alone, but I think under normal circumstances I'll stick with like 0.75-1mg pharma xanax and ~2.5-3mg lorazepam combined.

Enjoying it while it lasts boys. Just initiated the process to renew my passport, after which I'm getting a 1 year Cambodian work visa and flying out of here. Here's to praying Cambodia doesnt shut out foreigners completely by the time I'm ready.
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Matilda Mommlelock - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 11:32:20 EST p5Fo2uEl No.149399 Reply
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>2 mg clonazolam
>,5 kpin
just feel sleepy
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Barnaby Hiblingson - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 12:14:38 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149400 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 1.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good. Getting ready to go to the gym later. The drugs will be out of me by then.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 13:58:57 EST /xCHYmXq No.149401 Reply
>>149227
60mg diazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, 4mg ondansetron ODT, and six x 12 fl.oz. beers (8.5% ABV)
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Doris Bardson - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 17:50:48 EST Z1Wzvvw9 No.149406 Reply
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Liqiud etizolam and 3mmc
Anyone else mix the liqiud solutions into drinks helps me pace my dosing
Also first time trying 3mmc this stuff is really good
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TinyTrip !5pb17tfZto - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 19:56:54 EST hzKKufLv No.149409 Reply
>>149227
Bump on .7mg flualp and 1mg etiz. Lets see how this hits with no tolerance.

1st time bumping in years
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Cornelius Crummledock - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 22:02:05 EST 4cO1XqqJ No.149420 Reply
>>149419
Finally had that conversation with my Kadian doc about needing to have both my morph increased and to be put back on a benzoyl. He is a proper decent human and put me from 0-50mg overnight and still increasing my Asian.30mg every three days until I'm Bertelsmann. It gives me hope knowing there are doctors like that out there.

Pic above is 4 1mg ativan, one 30mg temazepam, a 5mg nitrazepam, and two 25mg librium..

Hope everyone else is finding a way
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Betsy Hishfeck - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 06:30:32 EST RNBDRYpt No.149421 Reply
>>149227
blacked out on diazepam yesterday, never happened before.

30mg with 2 single vodkas, then i haven't really got any memory of what happened after. I went to the shop and got 2 heinakens and according to my stash I took another 30mg but I have no memory of going to shop or taking the other 30mg.

my gf said i was very grumpy and told me to go to bed after food, which i did at 8pm
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High Strung - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 09:36:49 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149422 Reply
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A horrific day.

4mg Clonazepam, pizza, and Netflix then hide under the covers from exhaustion.
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Nathaniel Honeyville - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 12:44:08 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149424 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 1.5mg clonazepam along with an energy drink. Feeling good on this nice summer day. Will take more clonazepam later. But, for now I feel good :)
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High Strung - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 04:05:21 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149427 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Just got word that ANOTHER friend of mine died back home in the States. One friend dead of cancer, now one of an apparent suicide. All while I'm in the middle of this stress about work.

I swear I am going to get blackout benzed tonight.

Allah yar'hama, Melissa. You were a solid homegirl, say hi to Mimi when you get there.
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High Strung - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 07:49:20 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149428 Reply
>4mg Clonazepam more

8mg Clonazepam because fuck the world right now seriously
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High Strung - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 18:30:44 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149429 Reply
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Bumping yet again with 4mg Clonazepam with breakfast.

I need yet another day of mental and emotional rest. Shit is just way too heavy for me now.
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m - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 20:28:01 EST fPbFbDcZ No.149431 Reply
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>>149227
Bump

>1mg pharma xanax
>3mg lorazepam
>2 light beers

My tolerance is officially moderate again though :/. Lorazepam is effective for medical use, but hardly has any pseudo-recreational utility unless combined with etizolam/xanax IMO. Oh well.

Just applied for working visa for Cambodia...should get approved for 1 year. Quarantine is only 2 weeks at most if someone on the plane tests positive, so I'm not too worried. All I have to do is get a window seat and keep my N95 mask on like a good boy.
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High Strung - Tue, 21 Jul 2020 01:59:37 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149432 Reply
>>149431
Good luck in Cambodia, brother. It's a beautiful place, I hear. Be safe though.

>4mg Clonazepam
again

blah blah blah more depression yay benzodiazepine numbness.
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Hugh Mommlebot - Tue, 21 Jul 2020 10:08:34 EST EshMkjhh No.149434 Reply
>>149431
Lorazepam is incredible with tramadol my man, imo it doesnt even feel like the serotonin effects are there, and I go well above 500 mgs, staggered properly.
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High Strung - Wed, 22 Jul 2020 09:52:34 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149440 Reply
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>4mg Clonzepam

Hanging in there, I guess? I know that benzos only relieve the pain temporarily, but fuck, at least I can sleep.
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Oliver Crillyway - Wed, 22 Jul 2020 18:23:10 EST KdA//Zk6 No.149444 Reply
Took 1800mg gabapentin for the first time in over a month. I have low tolerance and I'm high as a motherfucker@
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High Strung - Thu, 23 Jul 2020 11:23:02 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149449 Reply
>3mg Clonazepam

It's been a week.
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Phoebe Babberworth - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 09:24:20 EST QjfDZTL1 No.149459 Reply
  • 2100mg gabapentin
  • 20mg methadone

Feeling good today.
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Phoebe Babberworth - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 09:24:21 EST QjfDZTL1 No.149460 Reply
  • 2100mg gabapentin
  • 20mg methadone

Feeling good today.
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High Strung - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 10:12:11 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149463 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam
-bubble tea
-a cigarette

1 more week until I can transfer from teaching little kids to college students. Gonna make my anxiety/benzo usage go down noticeably.
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Sidney Blackcocke - Fri, 24 Jul 2020 16:55:26 EST fsc754GE No.149465 Reply
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750mg PREGABALIN

feeling sweeeet
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High Strung - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 07:17:51 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149468 Reply
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>4mg Clonazepam

Anotha day, anotha dolla, another benzo relaxation session while watching Netflix until time for bed.
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Chan - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 08:54:10 EST 24HbOS1g No.149469 Reply
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>>149227
>Unknown amount of Diazepam (Staggered over multiple days)
>16mg Codiene
>10mg Methylphenidate
>小 amount of Foliage

I'm apologia for the spiel. It's so easy but difficult existing, It always seems pretentious to say your intelligent, but I can't do anything it's paralysing. Imagine being able to predict everything. I've predicated multiple situations in recent history, but I am the only one that can seem to put the puzzle pieces together, that's all it is patter recognition it can be applied to everything. fml

sorry for the wordiness, stay safe.

nb.
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High Strung - Sun, 26 Jul 2020 07:14:42 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149477 Reply
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>>149469
In a weird way I feel this, boo

Anyway:
>4mg Clonazepam

Eating durian cheese pie for dinner. Smells funky, but HOLY SHIT does it tastes good. Hits those benzodiazepine munchies right on the spot. Feels good to feel nothing.
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Nicholas Pittville - Sun, 26 Jul 2020 22:44:07 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149482 Reply
>>149227
I usually post on /weed/ but I acquired some 2mg ativan tablets today. I understand ativan is one of the stronger benzos. Starting off with 2mg and some bong hits cheers guys
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High Strung - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 02:41:02 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149483 Reply
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>3mg Clonazepam

Just finished doing some studying of Chinese and started feeling really antsy for some reason, started pacing around and worrying about the tiniest shit. Time to have an afternoon of chill instead of risking a panic attack over nothing. Also some good music, as pictured.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 15:11:15 EST q2hIlBXj No.149484 Reply
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Uhhh smoothing out my neural plasticity with a shit load of benzos, both prescribed and RC. Happy blackouts friens
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m - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 18:55:39 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149486 Reply
>>149482
Ativan is generally not seen as a "strong" benzo compared to say xanax or kpin, but yes it's somewhat potent mg for mg compared to valium.

FYI Ativan is roughly half as potent mg for mg as either real pharma xanax or klonopin. Ativan and etizolam are roughly equally potent. Personally I find that ativan doesn't even compete with xanax/etizolam in terms of pseudo-recreational/casual non-medical use. When I'm low acute tolerance, as little as 1.5mg or 2mg pharma xanax is noticeable and produces the desired effect. Meanwhile, I've taken as much as 3.5-6mg ativan at once and it just doesn't product the effects I'm trying to achieve.

Everyone is different though. 1-2mg ativan is a good first time dose if you don't take more. Try to wait 5-7+ days between doses to reduce your tolerance gain. It takes ~15 hours for half of the ativan to break down, so redosing within 30 or so hours is likely to feel less effective.

>bump just 1.5mg ativan and my daily 4mg bupe after taking 40mg d-amph a few hours ago

Personally, ativan is largely effective for GAD and a somewhat helpful for insomnia, but for pseudo-recreational/social use it's simply not as enjoyable as xanax/etizolam/nasal triazolam etc. It's not even really a close competition either.
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Nicholas Pittville - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 19:31:41 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149487 Reply
>>149486
I see. I don't have experience with benzos like I do opiates. I appreciate the information. I enjoyed it quite a bit. I snorted 2mg this afternoon for a nice chill. At least it's not valium. Cheers
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m - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 19:58:51 EST U5YgnJq6 No.149489 Reply
>>149487
Yeah, in the future never snort it again. It only worked because it dripped into your stomach. Ativan, all common Rx benzos, and most benzos in general don't absorb at all when snorted.

I'm serious. Snorting xanax bars etc. is a straight up meme. Unless you've got triazolam or midazolam, ALWAYS consume it orally or sublingually. If you insist on the fastest onset possible, consider crushing it up before swallowing it or by using it sublingually.
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Nell Pobbergold - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 20:42:40 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149490 Reply
>>149489
I see. I snorted it at the advice of a buddy. He said ativan was one of the few benzos that would absorb fairly well. I'm wasn't trying to be an edgy teenager or anything, just didn't want to waste any of my drugs. I'll eat them from now on. Thanks from the info. cheers
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High Strung - Tue, 28 Jul 2020 05:57:19 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149492 Reply
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3.5mg Clonazepam

Just got done with another grand adventure around town. Picked up some cool Chinese Revolution and Cultural Revolution artifacts and memorabilia, now it's time to kick back and watch some true crime or something.
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Charles Dissletatch - Tue, 28 Jul 2020 23:46:23 EST s4dCfDSM No.149502 Reply
>>149227 yesterday did a hit of lsd and a 3mmc then I mixed a bottle of etizolam concentrate 240mg×60ml and a bottle of liquid thc (raindrawp ) and I went wandering around the city hung with somehomless ppl on meth and cus i got them smokes i got a free 3/4 bar rn I'm doing more 3mmc and etizolam thc dph syrup
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High Strung - Wed, 29 Jul 2020 09:43:33 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149504 Reply
>2mg Clonazepam

Time for dreamland.
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High Strung - Fri, 31 Jul 2020 09:50:32 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149513 Reply
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>2mg Clonazepam

Last day at my job teaching kids. Starting August 17, I'll finally be teaching at a university like my dream has been for so many years. Until then, g'night folks.>>149227
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Brainiac - Sat, 01 Aug 2020 17:51:21 EST 5wivAqOP No.149516 Reply
>>149514
450mg pregabalin with zero tolerance plus 150mg for later. This feels so good on a gorgeous summer night. I feel like as if I was 18 again, I forgot this feeling. I'm so alive, this stuff is more intoxicating than you'd think. Vibing so nicely with everything.
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High Strung - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 06:51:55 EST HCKNLCu5 No.149517 Reply
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>6mg Clonazepam

Just cleaned out my desk at the school I was working at. Back into academia here I come. Celebrating with benzos, pizza, and podcasts tonight, Friday night I'm going out with a squad of friends to celebrate at the club. Life is so fucking good right now.
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Nigel Wishstock - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 13:55:54 EST Ijg7ONEm No.149518 Reply
how much xanax will decrease my anxiety enough for me to be sociable for a while?
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Clara Bimblekodge - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 14:11:20 EST RNBDRYpt No.149519 Reply
>>149227
valium tolerance is such a hoke
i had 3 months break, took a mere 30mg and felt glorious
2 weeks later i take 60mg and no where near the feel good
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Eugene Bardbanks - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 06:11:26 EST NcvZd1MK No.149521 Reply
Which is best midazolam or clonazepam?
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Wesley Congerwill - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 15:15:20 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149522 Reply
>>149227
I traded a gram of dank bud for 2 legitimate blue pharma xanax today so

>2mg xanax

I'm giving the other one to a buddy. cheers.
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Wesley Congerwill - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 15:18:20 EST pyW3FyIZ No.149524 Reply
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>>149522
B707 inscription I think I'll call them blue airplanes cheers
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Isabella Puttingwell - Mon, 03 Aug 2020 17:05:32 EST 53+vumaD No.149529 Reply
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Script day. Clonaz is everywhere but still I find it much more relaxing than even valium
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Lillian Seblingman - Tue, 04 Aug 2020 00:24:33 EST RsEu5UTW No.149532 Reply
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no luck getting a script yet, due to fucking up insurance paperwork

but have clonazepam on tap
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m - Tue, 04 Aug 2020 17:28:21 EST gNIXakDo No.149535 Reply
>>149521
Midazolam 100%. Midazolam is either the best or tied for the best Rx benzo in North America. Be sure to snort/plug or IV your midazolam instead of eating it.
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Brain - Tue, 04 Aug 2020 18:41:45 EST MTmi3U3k No.149537 Reply
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>>149227
>8mg etizolam/10mg baclofen/3x tec 2's

Might add some vodka later.
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Hedda Sennerfid - Wed, 05 Aug 2020 10:03:19 EST XzY7TjS+ No.149539 Reply
>>149535
Why is midazolam so Gr8? anyone who has tried clonazepam or etizolam also would you rather use midazolam? whats the diffErence. how Much mg midazolam Would you take for a Good "high" ?

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