>need benzos to live >have severe anxiety that just got worse and worse over time my entire life >it was untreated and ignored by doctors while they shoved ritalin down my throat as a kid >i just get lonelier, sadder, and more suicidal every year while life becomes more and more pointless >benzos are the only way i can care about boring mundane shit in life while constantly suffering >can barely get out of bed or do anything >even getting haircuts is insanely fucking hard for me >im addicted to weed which makes my anxiety and life more difficult >i have insomnia and benzos are the only way i can silence the thoughts and fall asleep >constantly get flashbacks and driven to severe panic where benzos are my only escape thanks for banning etizolam you fucking pieces of shit. i guess now every good fucking rc benzo is gone and there's only super powered fucking mega ultra benzos now. all i want is fucking ativan or .5mg etizolam or some shit holy fuck. fucking amerishit. if you need any medication but anti depressants youre a criminal and basically hitler assuming you have the 18 grand a year to pay for health insurance and doctor visits. which i dont.