Leave these fields empty (spam trap):
Name
You can leave this blank to post anonymously, or you can create a Tripcode by using the float Name#Password
A subject is required when posting a new thread
Subject
Comment
[*]Italic Text[/*]
[**]Bold Text[/**]
[~]Taimapedia Article[/~]
[%]Spoiler Text[/%]
>Highlight/Quote Text
[pre]Preformatted & Monospace text[/pre]
1. Numbered lists become ordered lists
* Bulleted lists become unordered lists
File

Sandwich


Logitech G933 Artemis Spectrum 7.1 Headset Giveaway!

G933 Giveaway     Discussion Thread
US Federal trans policy changing by Beatrice Blackdock - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 10:40:00 EST ID:jiXNHvZQ No.405790 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1540219200357.png -(628625B / 613.89KB, 742x905) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 628625
There should be a thread for this right?

I rushed to surgery and through document changes because it was clear something like this would be coming. I wonder how sweeping it will be. Hope it doesn't retroactively fuck me over. It probably will because worst possible timeline.

Good luck everyone.
7 posts and 3 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
David Bazzlested - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 13:12:27 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405897 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405792
Male and female are terms regarding sex, not gender.
>>
Charles Blackwell - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 01:06:17 EST ID:Mh9Cu0qP No.405898 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405897

i think you're a bit behind on gender ideology, biological sex doesnt exist.
>>
Fucking Saffingdot - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 03:26:51 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405902 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405898
"Gender ideology."
First of all: "X is a social construct" does not mean "X does not exist"; money is socially constructed and very real.

Secondly their position is based on a lack of sexual education. Y'know, cuz they don't seem to realize that your sex is defined by the gametes you produce.

Thirdly there is no "Gender ideology". If you're referring to gender studies, that's an interdisciplinary academic field with a bunch of different viewpoints. It's not an ideology.
>>
Charles Blackwell - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 05:47:26 EST ID:Mh9Cu0qP No.405904 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405902

claiming that biological sex is real is offensive and just plain incorrect.
>>
Basil Porrywidge - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 06:15:00 EST ID:d1KC9Iul No.405905 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1544699700321.gif -(131258B / 128.18KB, 500x462) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
>>405831


Do you think gender dysphoria have a biological origin? by Cyril Chobbledock - Thu, 07 Dec 2017 01:06:58 EST ID:7Ycd0ptJ No.404477 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1512626818921.jpg -(134445B / 131.29KB, 1277x675) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 134445
Lots of times i´ve been thinking "why i feel like this? what make me feel this?" i don´t remember feeling in the wrong body in my chilhood, but in my teenager years things were different...
Also i´ve been wondering if GID would have a biological origin, what do you think?
22 posts and 6 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Quinn - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 11:00:08 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405895 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405804
I hardly see how the claim that gender dysphoria is not biologically caused demedicalizes it. A mental disorder is a persistent mental condition that causes dysfunction and clinically significant distress. Gender dysphoria meets this definition, no biological cause required.
>>
Quinn - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 11:04:49 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405896 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405804
Gender dysphoria specifically replaced gender identity disorder to demedicalize transness. It isn't being trans that's the problem; it's the dysphoria. Neither is having gender dysphoria the definition of being transgender. According to the DSM-5, on page 451, "Gender dysphoria refers to the distress that may accompany the incongruence between one's experienced or expressed gender and one's assigned gender. Although not all individuals will experience distress as a result of such incongruence...". Even the American Psychiatric Association, the people who wrote the diagnostic criterion for the condition, have stated that not all trans people have it.

There is no such thing as "medically trans" because transness is not a medical condition.
>>
Eugene Brenderwater - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 01:47:36 EST ID:v6W1nz+4 No.405899 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405895
All mental disorders are rooted in biology, from anxiety to schizophrenia to personality disorder. Do basic research next time before you spew nonsense. Claiming GID has no biological basis is the exact same as claiming it is not a mental illness. There are no mental illnesses that don't have biological correlates, even susceptability to adjustment disotder which is otherwise a temporary and transient condition.

One study does never a conclusion make.
>>
Fucking Saffingdot - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 03:21:58 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405901 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405899
What's the biological basis of dependent personality disorder?
>>
Fucking Saffingdot - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 03:30:43 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405903 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405899
Also you do realize saying "every illness is biological" is a meaningless statement and does not disprove that some mental disorders are caused by social phenomenon? Social phenomenon impact your biology. I was arguing that gender dysphoria is a result of transphobia. Technically it's still something biological since it's neurological but at the end of the day that doesn't mean it isn't driven by social phenomenon.


feeling lonely by Martha Cinkinworth - Thu, 01 Nov 2018 00:26:30 EST ID:vMA+C6Et No.405814 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1541046390262.png -(855210B / 835.17KB, 2000x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 855210
I'm a successful trans but haha at the price of being a street kid ... My parents let me come home for a little while and I just feel like talking to someone... I recently started chan ing again after I noticed lolcow has girl sections now.

I just got out of a situation living with a pretty but abusive older trans woman. She was lucky enough to transition at 30 and still look pretty. Idk doe I'm just hoping to meet someone. I just withdrew offa heroin tonight is the first night I haven't been sick

I'm going to try living in Austin Texas. Not my first choice but being trans you end up living in island cities. It's literally like being stuck in the ghetto. The concept of being ghettoized is totally real and it's scary


Also I need an anime rec. Madoka is my favorite
>>
Polly Buzzshit - Thu, 01 Nov 2018 08:23:39 EST ID:oJTvSoJY No.405816 Ignore Report Quick Reply
you sound alot like me. robotripping helped me quit heroin.
>>
Esther Bardman - Fri, 02 Nov 2018 01:11:06 EST ID:/OG1EjaB No.405817 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1541135466367.png -(206810B / 201.96KB, 500x503) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
lol if you feel like you can't live outside of hipster neighborhoods maybe you should try passing and/or getting a job
>>
Quinn - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 10:46:14 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405893 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405817
Sometimes it isn't that easy. Social mobility is uncommon in the US.
>>
Archie Worthingville - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 15:45:12 EST ID:iBSmwReN No.405906 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405817
i see you avatarfagging all over the boards


Transgender Drug Use Survey by Edward Brenningtit - Mon, 12 Nov 2018 15:59:20 EST ID:KgjL1gpT No.405835 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1542056360751.gif -(866933B / 846.61KB, 500x700) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 866933
Hey my fellow trans peeps. I am just curious about your relationship with mind altering substances (this being 420chan and all)
If anyone wants to contribute, here's a survey (purely for fun, nothing that will be published anywhere)

I'll go first as an example

>Age
25
>Gender (trans woman, trans man, non-binary, etc)
Trans woman
>Age you started transition
started HRT at 19
>Age you started doing drugs
20
>Preferred class of drugs (psychedelics, benzos, opiates, etc)
Dissociatives and psychedelics
Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
13 posts and 2 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Hannah Tillingspear - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 17:24:20 EST ID:3ADCrqHt No.405868 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1543530260384.jpg -(119949B / 117.14KB, 1080x1082) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
>>405835
>Age
20
>Gender (trans woman, trans man, non-binary, etc)
Trans woman
>Age you started transition
started HRT at 18th birthday
>Age you started doing drugs
Halfway through 18th year due to meeting another transwoman
>Preferred class of drugs (psychedelics, benzos, opiates, etc)
  1. Empathogens or entactogens
  2. Dissociatives
>Favorite specific drug(s)
MDMA for sure. Best feelings I know and since I am usually a very shy and insecure person, this helps me be more confident about myself and generally happy with the way I am.
>Least favorite drugs
Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>
Samuel Bullerstuck - Sat, 01 Dec 2018 05:55:56 EST ID:bFTSrrqV No.405875 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>Age
28
>Gender (trans woman, trans man, non-binary, etc)
trans woman, feel nb tho
>Age you started transition
started HRT at 17
>Age you started doing drugs
16
>Preferred class of drugs (psychedelics, benzos, opiates, etc)
dissos and psychs
>Favorite specific drug(s)
3meo, lsd, salvia
>Least favorite drugs
benzos
>Do you feel your drug use has helped you explore/connect with your gender?
Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>
Ernest Gocklefield - Mon, 10 Dec 2018 22:20:59 EST ID:Wn0wEHp/ No.405887 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1544498459780.jpg -(23646B / 23.09KB, 154x123) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
I think this picture sums up everything.
>>
Quinn - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 10:34:46 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405891 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1544628886261.png -(149455B / 145.95KB, 744x1052) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
>Age

19


>Gender (trans woman, trans man, non-binary, etc)

Non-binary (specifically aporagender androgyne)

>Age you started transition

Hormonal transition: 15.

As for social transition: That's not easy to answer; I kind've went back and forth between what genders I presented as. At first I presented as a boy, then an enby, then a boy, then a girl, and now an enby again (even though my gender identity has been unanimously enby).
Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>
Quinn - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 10:42:02 EST ID:NudM56Im No.405892 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405891
When I say, "DXM [...] has helped me," I mean in the long term with self-confidence issues, coming to understand myself and others, coming to terms with my mortality, et cetera. The bad trips I've had have been... well... bad -- but in the long term they've impacted me in a very positive way and I don't regret messing with DXM one bit.

However, I do think I should probably move to other hallucinogens if I ever plan to trip again (which I do). Maybe shrooms.


Surgeries are dumb and... by Teddybear Hounds - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 14:38:35 EST ID:X3ytaAFy No.405878 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1544297915335.png -(298594B / 291.60KB, 850x1086) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 298594
...too risky?
>reduced glans
According to text-book MTF- and FTM surgeries the glans gets reduced?!
How is it okay to remove 70% of your erogenous zone?

And what about sepsis and risky re-surgeries?
5 posts and 4 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Edwin Blullywack - Mon, 10 Dec 2018 20:42:44 EST ID:qvvMo5m0 No.405886 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405885
and yet they actually talk about it sometimes, it is something that is known. No sane trans person will shun someone for being disappointed with their lack of sensitivity. They'll get sympathy and condolences. There'll probably be a few bitter trannies that will automatically have spite towards people who have already had surgery no matter what out of jealousy, and any criticism will get them riled up, but that would be a vocal minority as opposed to the silent/quiet majority.

It's getting rarer as surgery is getting better. I don't know if you personally have statistics for complete or near complete loss of sensation, but the inability to orgasm despite having sensitivity still is not talked about that often, because it's a minor issue. No matter what, it's almost always going to be harder to orgasm. Some people achieve it, some people don't.I haven't personally been through it, but I'm pretty sure that is literally one of the things that will be mentioned in the actual consultation you will have with your surgeon in most cases.

There are trans girls that don't get surgery because of these inherent risks and problems, there are trans girls that are holding up for a better alternative to come out, there are trans girls that don't get it done because they are fine with their genitals as it is. At the end of the day laws have changed in a lot of countries and surgery is a choice, and you can still be recognised female legally without it. If someone believes it's too big a gamble, they don't have to go under the knife.

Every single problem that is pointed out should be known by the person undergoing surgery, because imo you should do your research before undergoing a lifechanging intensive operation. A lot of problems are mentioned in plain words in consultations and talks with gender therapists or surgeons, even if you're not a person who has forethought and plans things well.

I'll use my piercing analogy again (even if it is a poor one). You shouldn't go into a piercing shop to get a hole in your ear and then complain that it hurts for a few weeks, or that you have to perform regular upkeep to keep it from getting infecte…
Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>
Tinfoilleaf !DDEcPs1nME - Tue, 11 Dec 2018 08:30:46 EST ID:OAQtTo22 No.405888 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I'm 4 years post, never had any problems aside from tightness, but plenty of lube does the job.
>>
Lillian Mishhall - Tue, 11 Dec 2018 20:19:52 EST ID:zfbfc7f+ No.405889 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1544577592020.png -(429305B / 419.24KB, 562x480) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
>>405885
I know two people who have a little sensitivity left still but lost almost all of their clits due to really bad necrosis and have had a lot of trouble orgasming since, though it hasn't been impossible. I've been there for them emotionally, people we've mutually known have been there for them. They aren't being shunned by everyone for "defying the groupthink" or whatever when they talk negatively about their bodies when they're feeling their lowest. If anything, they isolate themselves.
There might be someone on this planet in that situation or worse who 100% regrets surgery but I haven't personally known anybody who has said "I sure wish I had a cock again", just "I wish the surgery had gone better".
>>
Cedric Worthinghall - Wed, 12 Dec 2018 03:31:31 EST ID:ErkWfDsq No.405890 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405889
Honestly give it 10 years and they'll grow you a vagina in a lab.

Then you can just have a dick and vagina until they figure out how to micro surgery and stem cell nerve connections together and then they can grow you a clit as well.
>>
Eugene Brenderwater - Thu, 13 Dec 2018 01:51:53 EST ID:v6W1nz+4 No.405900 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405890
Lab grown vaginas for cis women are in their infancy, you're delusional if you think they'll be done for transwomen in this generation.


Transgender is not Haram by السلام عليكم - Sat, 31 Mar 2018 06:47:22 EST ID:6OESwApW No.404957 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1522493242098.jpg -(515891B / 503.80KB, 1536x2101) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 515891
https://youtu.be/slY4AXs0_ec
89 posts and 13 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Ebenezer Sundlelock - Fri, 17 Aug 2018 19:57:55 EST ID:YMUFI45V No.405624 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405615
You know how they say that in English speaking countries (see British) they drive on the left side of the road because they read from left-to-right, but would Arabic countries drive on the right for similar reasons?
>>
Samuel Himblefuck - Sat, 18 Aug 2018 22:31:47 EST ID:/OG1EjaB No.405626 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405624
America, Canada, Latin America
>>
George Wanningleck - Sun, 19 Aug 2018 13:51:15 EST ID:dJ2Eeipu No.405628 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405624
Literally everyone drives on the right save Britain, its former colonies, Japan, Mozambique, and Indonesia.
>>
James Trotgold - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 02:48:02 EST ID:j2fI3czC No.405638 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405628
Japan needs to get their shit together. They're better than that. Those other countries all deserve their backwards roads but not Japan.
>>
Matilda Brenkinway - Sun, 09 Dec 2018 00:45:45 EST ID:zoklygxc No.405880 Ignore Report Quick Reply
This thread is still in existence.

This is nice to see.


Hi Seedy by Polly Bezzletene - Sat, 25 Feb 2017 18:06:23 EST ID:e9mjG9U5 No.402386 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1488063983134.png -(37865B / 36.98KB, 436x395) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 37865
A pointless thread.

Is anyone who was posting between 2009 to 2013 around? How are you doing? If not that's okay.

I used to come here everyday after highschool when I was a teenager and I found this board really pleasant. I would come home and smoke a bowl and read pages and pages of the never ending discussion about hormones, clothing, triumph and sorrow.

It was nice because seedy trannies taught me so much, they taught me how to manage my difficult hair and about makeup and passing. I was pretty fat as well and the tough love culture here convinced me to become skinny right before coming of age. I grew up in a smallish redneck town with 34,000 people and couldn't have learned any of it without /cd/, and while everyone acted bleak and with a stark honesty you were mostly all pretty nice people. When I finally moved in early 2012 to the big city and started taking hormones it was a wonderful feeling to finally be one of those /cd/ posters who popped skittles and posted in passing threads.

I stopped counting so constantly but in a few months I hit 5 years on hormones. It's weird that all of the faces from back then will all be in their late 20s or early 30s now, I'm 24 myself. Being a tranny is weird, my life has gone in a direction I never thought it would.

Although it slowed down some when that lgbt board came out on a different imageboard, it's nice to see this place hasn't changed much.
292 posts and 65 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Esther Drunkinwater - Tue, 13 Nov 2018 07:25:11 EST ID:f007IYQ5 No.405841 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I was semi-active around the period of 2011-2013ish. By semi-active, I was more of a evenings lurker and occasionally made comments. probably the only few pics i posted here were in the passing threads at that time. I was a bit older than the usual demographics of the board , I was mid 20's then. Additionally, at that time, the was an intense hun-hating fuelling the seedy board, so I tried to keep off the witch-hunt.

A lot of things changed for me. Things that i prioritised before became zilch and did things that I promised that I would never do.

Got my srs done around 2013 end, followed by an intense 1 year of recuperating. Had to come out again, as a lesbian. (More about that later)

I changed my career path, (due to some transition related issue). Couldn't change my university certifications , so decided to learn a new skill. Got certified, took a job, pissed my employer, dumped the job for a better paying one. Dumped that one as well for a bigger offer. Now I am earning closer (its catching up) to what I would have earned if I continued in my chosen career.

Also got marrried like 1.5 years ago. Strangely when I started my transition around 2010, i vow, if i ever get married, to wear the bridal gown. Strange turn of events, we both ended up wearing a tuxedo for our wedding.

We have been offered to join poly and to open our relationship, but we both decided it isn't for us. Not unexpected but we did loose a bit of our queer friends circle.

As a strange turn of events, I was saving up for ffs but as our daily life proceeded, we ended up using that fund for IVF planning. We tried to go for adoption but my shrink visit for mones was used against it.

Not a mental illness but you did visit a shrink for 3 years we will hold it against you kind of bureaucracy shit.
Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>>
Emma Pevingbury - Mon, 19 Nov 2018 02:18:21 EST ID:HNVrQFzm No.405848 Ignore Report Quick Reply
this forum gives me nostalgia for 8 or so years ago.
a simpler time, just researching trans stuff on the internet because it was interesting, not because it was me.

I miss my naive self
>>
Shitting Sammerfuck - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 10:27:28 EST ID:ot5iYEyk No.405849 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1542727648347.gif -(6070B / 5.93KB, 200x232) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
>>405848
same

5 months post op from suporn

used to come here 2005-2014

this place was the worst
>>
Betsy Sundleford - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 14:23:43 EST ID:akSdwSHh No.405877 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I haven't been on here in forever. I was usually a the future kiddie but /cd/ was around forever and I remember all the great guides and cheat sheets I pulled from here.

O transitioned around 18 now I am 23. I feel more androgynous then I would hope but its ok I look like a sexy hipster.

Now the hard thing is community. I get into leftist/sjw bullshit but non of them come from the same background.

I just got a good programming job though ( lol stereotype) and now at least I won't die on the street.
>>
Betsy Sundleford - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 14:47:09 EST ID:akSdwSHh No.405879 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>402899
ohh shit i remember you you are still so hot.

low key inspiration btw


uhhh by Shitting Sammerfuck - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 11:18:00 EST ID:ot5iYEyk No.405852 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1542730680347.png -(262470B / 256.32KB, 1080x426) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 262470
>do people here really believe all the crap about srs with having to dialate everyday and ot being a wound? forever?

its a surgery site for like 6 months. then its healed? full recovery takes a bit longer but its nothing like people seem to think.

Im honestly really confused how people are so misinformed on this? how did people come to believe its a surgery site 'wound' forever?

>surgery>time>healed
>>
Shitting Sammerfuck - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 11:24:26 EST ID:ot5iYEyk No.405853 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1542731066347.jpg -(70814B / 69.15KB, 750x730) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
people seem to have all kinds of crazy ideas about it...

Is it because of shitty surgeries done in other countries?
>>
Basil Mibblespear - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 13:00:26 EST ID:dprzcJjz No.405854 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405852
Anti trans propaganda is big right now, and thems that believe in it are thems unlikely to be convinced by medical science. These are antivaxxers and faith healing retards who use crystals and avoid fluoride in water, people who actually think soy does anything besides make you a bit healthier. Dumb cunts, in other words. Easily exploited by the newest epic meme.
>>
Hannah Dissleforth - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 09:57:48 EST ID:8O6ECNEY No.405876 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405852
obviously you have to dilate every week, just not forever.

> Im honestly really confused how people are so misinformed on this? how did people come to believe its a surgery site 'wound' forever?

Combination of transphobia and the fact that bitter trans people repeat the lies to soothe themselves.


Is the transgender bubble over? by Sidney Gidgebone - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 04:25:00 EST ID:Mh9Cu0qP No.405641 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1535876700471.jpg -(86313B / 84.29KB, 900x1125) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 86313
So for a while there it seemed liked being trans was super popular and loads of people were transitioning, like the whole tumblr thing where it was considered cool to identify as another gender.

So... is it over?
35 posts and 3 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Hannah Tillingspear - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 17:29:03 EST ID:3ADCrqHt No.405869 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405858
>it turned out that every single trans person present except for me and two others had no idea what sex dysphoria felt like...they thought it was like, wanting to wear dresses or play baseball or something. Incidentally, the two other dysphoric (and disabled) trans people agreed that it was a disability. But quietly.
god i FUCKING hate normies
get your disgusting snowflake-y hands OFF my mental illness. I bet they have no clue about the feeling of your dick feeling like it's alien, disgusting, and a mistake.
I wish there was a surefire way to filter out all these stupid trenders. GOD THIS MAKES ME SO ANGRY
>>
Priscilla Greenhood - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 04:17:13 EST ID:d32p/oim No.405871 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405858
This is the case for the whole sphere of mental health, anon.

Go onto youtube and type in "suicide" or "depression" and how many people are there talking about their "suicide notes" for example, oh and don't forget to like and subscribe to my channel ! Fuck them all truly. I've been confined to my room for years, afraid to go out, chain-smoking, with no friends, unable to talk to anyone because mental health workers are often liars and snakes themselves. These people have no idea what it really feels like. I wouldn't wish it on fucking anybody yet I can't talk about it because that's depression, that's what real depression is like. I'm so sick of this bullshit world and I can't wait till I fucking get out in a few weeks with the final exit.

I should say though, it's not merely "normalfags/normies" - but it's narcissists in general. A side effect of the Internet has been that narcissists are literally given an xbox hueg platform to feed upon and destroy everything in their path.

Anyway, I know how you feel
>>
Angus Tillinggold - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 07:55:23 EST ID:3ADCrqHt No.405872 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405871
>I should say though, it's not merely "normalfags/normies" - but it's narcissists in general. A side effect of the Internet has been that narcissists are literally given an xbox hueg platform to feed upon and destroy everything in their path.
Good point. Thank you for correcting my generalisation. I've been thinking about your post all day today and it makes more sense to think of it this way.

>These people have no idea what it really feels like. I wouldn't wish it on fucking anybody yet I can't talk about it because that's depression, that's what real depression is like.
The thing that bothers me even more about the narcissists using depression as a fashion accessory, is when they flaunt their sadness as an excuse for not doing anything or being a dick (to me). What these people don't realise is that being sad once does not equal depression. Not feeling like going to a social gathering one evening is not social anxiety when you go to parties and gatherings often. When one of these people is mean to me or uncaring about my feelings, it just makes me so furious I want to run away from it. It's like with the transgender thing where people use it as their snowflake identity while not realising that for me, talking with my not-yet-feminised voice makes me genuinely sad or taking a shower and seeing my dick makes me feel down or hopeless about my body because it looks wrong. I hate to claim to have depression because it's such a complex thing to analyse, be diagnosed with, and generally understand, but when people flaunting their "depression" ignore my own emotions it makes me even more sad (and outs them as dickheads, too, usually).

>I'm so sick of this bullshit world and I can't wait till I fucking get out in a few weeks with the final exit.
Anon I hope you will find peace soon. I won't comment on your plans because this is your life and I won't nag any more than this because it's none of my business, I'm sorry if that sounded mean but it wasn't meant that way. Good luck.
>>
Barnaby Bimmledale - Fri, 30 Nov 2018 10:57:33 EST ID:qvvMo5m0 No.405873 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405872
>is when they flaunt their sadness as an excuse for not doing anything or being a dick (to me).

Ugh fuck this. Fuck this with a bargepole.
I can be snappy and short when depressed or anxious. However, BECAUSE I'm anxious, as soon as i say something bad I can't stop apologising until I 100% make sure I didn't properly offend.

A story that infuriates me to this day.
So for university, there was a group project. It was me, two other girls, and a guy. The guy I literally never met, if it weren't for facebook I wouldn't think he existed, didn't show up to a single lecture.
Girl A was an older student, kid and everything. Girl B was just a normal student.
A suffered from massive anxiety. Like, she got a doctors note MONTHS in advance for the public presentation excusing her of such, told the teacher, told us. I also have anxiety, being trans and using my voice in general is terrifying, public speaking is a nightmare. However, I decided to push through. I was having panic attacks for weeks before this presentation, but was determined.
Girl A obviously doesn't show because she has legit excuse. I look around for B. She doesn't send any messages, doesn't show up, no prior warning, so it's literally just me alone attempting to do a presentation for 4 people where I've only deeply researched 1/3 of the material. It...goes poorly to say the least. Doesn't help that a slide I remembered the night before was wrong and no one sent a corrected email even after I asked.
So I send a message to B. Why did she not show up?

"I have anxiety too. I shouldn't have to do this presentation."
>>
Hugh Borringwill - Sat, 01 Dec 2018 02:40:33 EST ID:d32p/oim No.405874 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405873
>"I have anxiety too. I shouldn't have to do this presentation."

Oh wow... I would have absolutely strangled that motherfucker


SRS in the UK by Barnaby Bimmledale - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 19:17:42 EST ID:qvvMo5m0 No.405870 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1543537062709.jpg -(660636B / 645.15KB, 2000x1387) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 660636
So, for such a long time. I was adamant of getting surgery overseas. It's better, it's more likely to look good, to get decent results and depth and to actually function, etc.
However, it needs to fucking come off. I'm 26. I'm not getting any younger and I'm certainly not getting any richer.

However I started transition like over 7 years ago. Maybe things have changed. It's so hard researching NHS surgeons as generally there will be very little information. Has anyone personally undergone SRS under the NHS? What are the results like? Please please please be brutally honest. Like, I'll accept mediocre results at this point. The fear is the massive scarring up the thighs (which idk if they even still do anymore), and that it will barely function and barely resemble what it's supposed to be

I know a lot of good surgeons overseas do a "cosmetics" alteration as a second surgery in the price. Will UK surgeons do that or is the NHS gonna say "nah fuck it it's good enough?"

This is truly killing me. It's still a constant that haunts me and makes me feel uncomfortable wherever it goes. I'm not hoping for perfection anymore. I'm hoping for "good enough".


inducing erectile dysfunction by Frederick Gucklepetch - Sat, 03 Nov 2018 03:45:16 EST ID:o5UPOMye No.405818 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1541231116862.png -(1629090B / 1.55MB, 1280x1216) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 1629090
how can I chemically induce (preferably permanent) erectile dysfunction? my dick bruises pretty much every time it gets hard because of atrophy. I'm already on 300mg Spiro and my T levels are nuked.
>>
Jack Lightfuck - Sun, 04 Nov 2018 00:59:05 EST ID:/OG1EjaB No.405819 Ignore Report Quick Reply
There are naturally-occuring antiandrogens in spearmint and maybe also peppermint. Both are easily acquired in essential oil or tea form.
>>
Thomas Fuckingwill - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 20:04:55 EST ID:d32p/oim No.405867 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Take SSRIs - notorious anti-sex function

Take it from me. I'm not even trans but years of SSRI use has quite literally made me asexual. I don't experience any sexual desire nor do I get erections anymore. It's a blessing and a curse because I can still feel "romantic" but not any sexual desire at all.


Genderbending Video Games by Archie Wogglebury - Thu, 26 Oct 2017 13:25:17 EST ID:Dh3jxyzp No.404344 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
File: 1509038717131.png -(85032B / 83.04KB, 200x286) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. 85032
Examples? Reactions in the gaming community? Do y'all browse /vg/ at all?

Obligatory Birdo
14 posts and 3 images omitted. Click Reply to view.
>>
Hamilton Tootbury - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 23:23:43 EST ID:Jt2EK7wn No.405141 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1524626623162.png -(551132B / 538.21KB, 815x720) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
>>405133
I only had the one, and it makes me feel unclean as it is.
Have some Doritos Hair instead.
>>
William Hiffingway - Wed, 25 Apr 2018 00:00:00 EST ID:YMUFI45V No.405143 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405141
That's not Christine and that would never be as entertaining as Christine.
>>
Nell Sinkinstock - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 11:40:31 EST ID:IWQ8cYmQ No.405162 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405118
because for some of us, not all of us, but for some of us, it was the only way for us to escape our identities. Think about it for a second. When you figure out how society feels about who you really are, you learn to hide behind something. Video games are the most common thing we do it with, because you can immerse yourself into a character. I remember the first time I played a game that let me select my character's gender, and how comfy it felt to play as a female character. It was hard for me, especially given my household, to get away with doing girly things. For a lot of us, making a female character was really the only way we could feel comfort, even if we wasted our time with our faces firmly glued to a screen. Shit, I remember all of the shit I got about making female D&D characters.. yeah, to this day I don't play male characters in that game. Idk why, just don't wanna do it.
>>
Jenny Seshcocke - Sun, 25 Nov 2018 07:36:07 EST ID:FQXukQnK No.405865 Ignore Report Quick Reply
1543149367957.jpg -(144188B / 140.81KB, 1125x1109) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size.
DICKS NOWHERE
>>
Cyril Dunnerwell - Tue, 27 Nov 2018 16:34:10 EST ID:7hJCOOod No.405866 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>405118
It's 2018, even most cis girls play video games these days. You're not special by shitting on time wasters, it just makes you look old and grumpy.


Pages Next>>
0 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15
Report Post
Reason
Note
Please be descriptive with report notes,
this helps staff resolve issues quicker.