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Embarrassing moments.

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- Wed, 02 May 2018 16:33:39 EST RFYHHEeN No.405195
File: 1525293219600.jpg -(69157B / 67.54KB, 960x720) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Embarrassing moments.
Have you had any really embarrassing moments while out and about /cd/ ? Today I was out in a store trying to find some new clothes and for some reason I decided that I'd never look good in anything and thus began to cry outloud in the middle of a busy store. People were asking if I was okay to which I shook my head and ran out. Who knows what they were thinking of me. I dunno if maybe it's the hormones or just being trans in general but I can't help feel it was all pretty dumb. Anyone else had similar experiences. Added a picture of myself.
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Hugh Gezzleford - Thu, 31 May 2018 16:11:03 EST +BPj9v7A No.405308 Reply
this image offends me. After 20 years of terrible mac keyboards a split ergo keyboard is not an approptiate representation.

The mac phiilsophy's keyboard is clearly an aluminum plate with a single button on it. And the fastes arm processor available in it.
Jarvis Pappertidge - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 21:56:35 EST RZtNdvIB No.405321 Reply
Umm, that doesn't even look like a real keyboard, not one with real keys. It looks like it has buttons, like on a TV remote. And the windows one looks pretty apt.

FDA detained hormones I ordered

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- Fri, 01 Jun 2018 19:45:22 EST HlQYHTHW No.405315
File: 1527896722327.jpg -(1705538B / 1.63MB, 1600x1200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. FDA detained hormones I ordered
I just got a letter from the FDA and my hormones from QHI got detained.
Has this happened to anyone else? I don't know what to do about it really.
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Betsy Sivingway - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 02:56:34 EST Db+lNIG+ No.405318 Reply
> because I've been unemployed for a long while, after being talked into being laid off, to focus on my transition, because my boss didn't want me transitioning in the workplace.
If you're unemployed you should definitely look into getting medicaid. It should be easy. Also, it has retroactive coverage. Worth trying. I didn't even have to go in anywhere, I just submitted an online application and got approved, got my card in the mail.
Nathaniel Bunningdidging - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 09:56:54 EST Mh9Cu0qP No.405319 Reply

This is really the biggest negative to self medicating, when your source you cant medicate yourself and will slip back into your dysphoric state.

As the other poster suggested, try and go legit somehow though government programs.
Jarvis Tillingfield - Sat, 02 Jun 2018 12:36:36 EST WSj4U4ST No.405320 Reply
>>405319 >>405318
Thank you for the suggestions.

I'm really trying to stay positive, trying to think of this as a minor set back rather than a catastrophe. I knew the risks involved. At-least maybe it's a much needed push to get my life on track again.

About medicaid. When I look into it, I get confused because my parents like me having my address set to their house while I'm living with my brother, and when I fill out information online, they ask for information on household members, but I'm not claimed as a dependant through taxes so I don't know what counts. I generally get terribly confused and anxious when dealing with government stuff.

Looking attractive/genes as a MtF transgender?

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- Sun, 27 May 2018 21:31:02 EST eazPj1IU No.405282
File: 1527471062533.png -(113871B / 111.20KB, 490x272) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Looking attractive/genes as a MtF transgender?
I am worried that i might end up looking like a spitting image of my mother or a close female sibling when I reach the most i can be on HRT.
This scares me because I want to look very pretty and I'm not sure if my mother was ever considered pretty or femininely attractive
I want to look like a pretty female that bares little in the way of family resemblance, i am a male now and apparently don't resemble my family that much
But will HRT make me so that I look like my mother or close female relatives ?
I had this fantasy in my head that I could break this ugly curse of my appearance with HRT once it reaches the end of it's strong effects and then I could glam myself up enough to maybe be able to work in fashion or at least look pretty in selfies and photographs to other people and just be able to express myself as a woman. Is there any hope?
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Alice Shittingridge - Tue, 29 May 2018 22:58:56 EST mE4CRpXu No.405302 Reply
let's say, Susan Boyle (google if you don't know who she is) at her ugliest had a son that grew up to want to take HRT. The hypothetical is kind of ugly but wanted to take hormones to look feminine and pretty, could the son pull that off or would he end up looking as ugly and busted as his mother?
it's a serious question, and one that's got me thinking a great deal
Eliza Bemmlespear - Wed, 30 May 2018 04:02:04 EST Jt2EK7wn No.405304 Reply
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Fuck it, let's try this again.

There's too many fucking variables to know if you'll end up being fucking pretty. You're not going to wake up looking like your mother, she has lady bones in her face and you have dude bones in your face, you might not even have her genes regarding fatty tissue distribution and skin tone in the first place. Artificial hormones affecting your face for a couple years is a very different process from natural ones affectjng your mom's face for literally her entire life. Wanna know what you'll look like, better start drinking horse piss.

All anyone who isn't a complete fucking liar can unironically guarantee you is that you'll look and feel more feminine than you do now. Ok?

Now smoke more and chill out, or I'll make you hang out with Catherine. I will cast you into an abyss of Bible study and hijabs from which you can never escape.
Barnaby Murdfuck - Sun, 10 Jun 2018 17:17:32 EST /mvU5kp8 No.405346 Reply
>Artificial hormones affecting your face for a couple years is a very different process from natural ones
They're the same exact shit asshole. The difference is in being AMAB or AFAB.


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- Wed, 14 Mar 2018 02:54:39 EST 6Xn5iUZw No.404900
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Pic only very tangentially related. But still funny.

So, everyone here, I'm just looking for some opinions or whatever... but do you think 26 is too late to transition to female? Does it matter much, the age (if only taking into consideration post-puberty transitions)? I've tried to act out this role that I was assigned (male, obviously), but I'm afraid I don't know if I can do it any more. Wearing a mask for 50-100 years isn't my idea of a good time.

Honest answers definitely welcome and appreciated. I've considered possibly stabilizing HRT when my gender becomes difficult to discern to regular ass people, and I'd prefer that to 'excuse me, sir" by far, but it's still not idea.

Thanks for at least reading <3

TLDR; mtf transition at 26 - realistic or nah? thx
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Angus Gablingwill - Mon, 28 May 2018 04:22:29 EST XY+IHbMF No.405286 Reply
Sure, whatever, that must be why you need to use other people as an audience in chanting that you're not full of regrets, an audience to invalidate with silence expectations for all sorts of fallout and aprehension for the other shoe to drop over this, isn't it, isn't it?
Barnaby Muffingchot - Mon, 28 May 2018 04:33:55 EST Mh9Cu0qP No.405287 Reply

Maybe the reality just hasnt dawned on you yet? 1 year is pretty much still the honey moon phase, come back when you've finished your third year.

Its not that i regret transition its just that people such as yourself never bring up and of the negative things associated with it.
Caroline Sezzlelock - Mon, 28 May 2018 16:57:48 EST 7hJCOOod No.405289 Reply
That poster hasn't make a single post ITT, I smell projection.
>hurr im miserable so everyone must be miserable by association

Anyone had significant hair reduction from HRT alone?

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- Wed, 11 Apr 2018 06:46:14 EST 0mj7JWNA No.405014
File: 1523443574483.jpg -(193933B / 189.39KB, 1280x720) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Anyone had significant hair reduction from HRT alone?
If you had laser on your face that's whatever, I'm curious about levels of reduction or other changes to body hair from HRT. Photo examples of before and after would be bomb. I'll post mine when I get more "after" if wanted.
Nathaniel Gollerbury - Wed, 11 Apr 2018 22:18:50 EST B14Ceh11 No.405026 Reply
I reduces hair growth. But it doesn't stop it from growing.
Charlotte Cracklenag - Fri, 25 May 2018 18:43:55 EST zqM42CS8 No.405275 Reply
Don't have photos but on my arms 6years get it's like just 10% left and it changed color from dark to almost blond. So quite invisible. Legs on the other hand still dark but only 60% left


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- Fri, 18 May 2018 22:55:39 EST V8qi4GCQ No.405266
File: 1526698539018.png -(1908249B / 1.82MB, 1920x1080) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. HELLO!!!!!!! GREETINS FROM SPACE
This is DEVO
We would like
to say
Things go
both ways
New ideas
stupid moves
Nightmares, or
dreams come true






So you're living under the gun?
Circumstances have you on the run
A doctor frows, you feel bad
Take this, you've just been had!
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Sex drive

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- Wed, 09 May 2018 04:23:46 EST eZo0DABv No.405233
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Is taking too much estrogen going to up sex drive or is this all in my head? I liked having a low sex drive but I think it went up too much since increasing my estradiol from 4 to 6 mgs. Is it even a big difference?
Priscilla Blushstore - Wed, 16 May 2018 17:56:01 EST Mh9Cu0qP No.405263 Reply

All in your head, testosterone is responsible for sex drive, not estrogen.

Last non-boyfriend/SO/long-term-partner you fucked

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- Sun, 11 Mar 2018 04:25:33 EST 4luarcnP No.404888
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Tell me the story, in detail, about the last guy you slept with
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Simon Meshwit - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 17:05:31 EST DJMnN8vh No.405175 Reply
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Just because hes on probation doest mean hes a bad guy.
Ebenezer Shittingworth - Sat, 05 May 2018 23:03:48 EST uYaYnZIz No.405210 Reply
Hi, I'm not transitioning or anything, just a guy who fetishizes cuties and stuff. I just wanted to say that he probably left you for no fault of your own. I'm the kind of guy who could see himself doing that to someone, whether they were born female or not. Sometimes you just have to leave, and it wasn't right of him to do so without talking to you about it. But sometimes you just have to go.
Lydia Fuckinggold - Tue, 08 May 2018 11:56:35 EST IdyLvraL No.405218 Reply
>ex special forces are trans fuckers
i knew one ex swat guy and he was a trans fucker too. whats up with those guys anyway

Banking on Technology?

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- Thu, 01 Feb 2018 17:08:10 EST dLvVFjKW No.404754
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Seeing as how research and development into mtf hrt is non-existant. And considering how research into biotech and robotics is increasing. I would say that in thirty or forty years it would be possible to buy an android or agnate and transfer your consciousness to it. I'm pretty sure this is already possible and has been done as a part of some DARPA Black Project. Even if it hasn't it will be possible in the future.
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Nell Sinkinstock - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 11:29:06 EST IWQ8cYmQ No.405161 Reply
Wow such enthusiasm

I know I'm the root of all of my problems, what you don't seem to understand is that I've lost weight before, I shave, I am generally a healthy person. I just can't be satisfied by any changes I do make to myself. I can't look myself in the mirror without feeling an immediate disgust with who I am, and sadly I'm in a situation where I can't do anything about it.

Stop trying to identify problems that aren't even there. I try my best to be healthy but the problem isn't what I'm doing the problem is that I'll never be satisfied with living life as male. Maybe one day I'll be able to get on hormones and live my life the way I've always wanted to and honestly I probably will lose weight and who knows, I might even be pretty, but it's important for you to know that this is an anonymous message board made solely for the purpose of transwomen bitching about how much they hate themselves and your enthusiasm is showing hard.
Phyllis Shakebury - Wed, 02 May 2018 11:53:26 EST DJMnN8vh No.405194 Reply
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>I know I'm the root of all of my problems
This is literally the first step. Personally I have several personal issues I need to solve. Being trans adds another level of difficulty to the problem. Society is more often than not hostile or unable to understand transgender people in general. There are all sorte of ridiculuous notions that people hold.

>I'll never be satisfied with living life as male.
I personally can be satisifed but there will always be that part of me that says youre lying to yourself. I try to act macho but it doesnt really work.
Beatrice Neshwell - Wed, 02 May 2018 17:59:49 EST Mh9Cu0qP No.405196 Reply
>Wow such enthusiasm
you're projecting.

you dont understand how hormones work. If anything its harder to lose weight on hormones. You blame all these things on being a male yet are doing nothing about it except lamenting.

Take control of your life, stop fantasising about what you would be if you were a woman, because if you're trans like you say you are, then you already are a woman.

Semen Banking

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!QQf5P1jTow - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 21:10:47 EST YMUFI45V No.405168
File: 1524964247955.jpg -(26721B / 26.09KB, 800x800) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Semen Banking
My endocrinologist brought up sperm banking during my second to last visit and gave me some time to think things through. I told him I assumed it was too late since I had been on hormones for some time. Knowing the risks of not passing and becoming a hon I knew that I may have another major regret in life if I didn't at least try to go for it. As if someone up there was trying to bless me with everything I ever want out of life. This has been hell. My body was starting to change and I witnessed it revert. My depression came back and thoughts of suicide returned only with a new block knowing that if I ever did that the whole reason why I did this would be in vain.

The doctors at the LGBT Center of Los Angeles thought my decision was wise as well since the amount of time on hormones before infertility is still an X variable. I went off the hormones around December which was that same appointment and I have to stay off for six months. June or July should mark that six month period which I would contact my endocrinologist to see if he suggests getting that semen analysis test he ordered done then.

I feel like a piece of shit and I know I am going to be subject to ridicule for my decisions by this board considering that they hate hons and gatekeeping, but since we're so close now, what could I do to stay motivated and positive? I might as well see this through to the end when I WILL eventually go back on the hormones. You may now call me stupid and kick me off of this board.
Catherine !ttGirlsPl2 - Mon, 30 Apr 2018 20:59:26 EST YMUFI45V No.405178 Reply
What movie is that from?
Walter Blagglehood - Tue, 01 May 2018 20:18:43 EST Jt2EK7wn No.405187 Reply
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That is from "Greece Pay Your Denbts", a romcom from the early 10's. It starred John Travolta and Bernd Lauermeer.


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- Tue, 13 Mar 2018 09:43:15 EST TRfUld06 No.404897
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Do people hate me because Im LGBT? Is it their Cis-senses?
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Nell Sinkinstock - Sat, 28 Apr 2018 11:59:51 EST IWQ8cYmQ No.405165 Reply
there is no god
we are all just part of the mind of ALL
the ALL cannot be understood, and cannot experience emotion
however the ALL experiences all that we experience

Don't play this whole define reality game with me

Kpop Girl Groups

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- Mon, 16 Apr 2018 03:17:27 EST YMUFI45V No.405054
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What is it about these Jpop and Kpop music videos that always makes me wish I were a part of these groups? They look like they are having so much fun.

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Clara Wonderman - Wed, 18 Apr 2018 21:44:27 EST nix9WrdZ No.405085 Reply
How about depressed? If you're depressed, then you could be expected to assume that they'd care about depressed people by producing(err, not actually) something that momentarily blocks negative feelings. But that must be wrong, most likely they'd be somewhere in between aloof and extremely focussed on what's expected of them.
Rebecca Gellywater - Thu, 19 Apr 2018 06:28:00 EST YMUFI45V No.405087 Reply
I could agree there might be some depression there, sure.
James Dabblecocke - Fri, 20 Apr 2018 04:53:21 EST nix9WrdZ No.405099 Reply
Well, but even then, that's still one way to look at it, that they're concerned about people who "need cheering up", as the slogan goes.

But even with similar issues, there's other explanations for such cravings. Like, how in something like that, they're being very assertive about being liked. And it's a lot smoother than typical endearment by women. Although it gets even smoother in comparisson to when men put others on the spot to like them. That kind of stuff gets old quite fast, so this kind of foreign hence novel way of endearment would of course promise to be safer, particularly if there's fear of getting marked as needy and trying to hard.

Any Non-Binary peeps here?

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- Tue, 13 Mar 2018 04:46:38 EST LJqoBAdC No.404895
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On the one hand, I don't feel like telling everyone to use they/them pronouns with me. It is kinda silly and doesn't make much of a difference. On the other hand, I cringe whenever I'm called a 'man' or hear the pronouns. I always have felt like that.

Then again, if I was getting laid, I probably wouldn't care about any of that shit.

I just want to be pretty, and fuck other pretty, ambiguously-gendered people. Is that too much to ask?
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Isabella Pennerpedge - Mon, 09 Apr 2018 11:44:49 EST yRqmGcxs No.405005 Reply
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I guess I'm non-binary. I'm DFAB, got on testosterone 8 years ago, had surgery 6 years ago, and most of the time I just live as a guy. Probably a day or two out of every month, though, I pass as a girl and go enjoy that. I usually just say I'm FTM, but it's probably closer to bigender.
Phineas Bubbleseck - Thu, 12 Apr 2018 11:24:50 EST 8QCAPvWF No.405031 Reply
yessss nb contact me at ig @h0m0m3m3z

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