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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)

"Feminization Mind-Control" and Programming Program

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- Sun, 07 Jan 2018 14:57:17 EST BWXlcZwV No.404621
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Be careful if you are transgendered and you are presently experiencing in your life and out in society random "feminization" or "feminization programming" by an unknown assailant or various government or local programs and things like this.

An example would be gangstalking or organized harassment.

It may be part of what started as Barack Obama's program to murder United States Citizens. They find people who are susceptible to their "feminization programming" and then after they condition them and put them under their 'mind-control programming' out in U.S. society or elsewhere in the world, when their defenses are down, chances are it may be to "soften you up" before pulling off an unconstitutional and wrongful murder.

I typed this up very quickly, and I apologize if I did not explain enough. For more information research the popular information out there today on the increasingly popular "gangstalking" phenomenon or the phenomenon of "government feminization programming" such as that found on /lgbt/ on the future.

Thank you for your time. They are in the wrong. It is part of the modern problems with society. Often, if you use the internet frequently, the United States will likely contract that actual feminization work out to to contractors, especially groups like illegal immigrants or mercenary groups from places like Africa.

A majority of the people involved in Gangstalking in the United States seem to be of African descent, which I think speaks volumes of what I would refer to the "sins of the African race". Anybody who researches Barack Obama or the Democrat party in the United States would be familiar with what I am referring to.

Just like Putin has his shills online in Russia, the United States has their shills online. I am reaching out and telling other trans people this information, has a trans person myself who think that trans people might be particularly susceptible to government murder, harassment and wrongful persecution and things like this.
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Simon Sammerstone - Thu, 22 Feb 2018 02:00:56 EST Z3QDnTWN No.404851 Reply
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>>404621
>HWNEN U HIT THA JENK 2 FUCKIN HARD B4 GOIN ON /POL./
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Frederick Churrypit - Sun, 11 Mar 2018 01:52:18 EST OPFCAwhQ No.404883 Reply
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>>404621
It sounds like crazy talk but hear me out I've been stalked several times online by some strange ass fucks trying to pretend to be my friend. They size you up then create some dumb character they think vibes right with you and a bunch of fake friends for them too that nobody knows. This wasn't no lonely guy or troll. This was some serious group effort going down. And when you talk with them they're always bringing up these silly ass questions that only have one answer. Eventually I asked this one hoe why the fuck she was wasting my time making me state the obvious, but then I realized there's no way this hoe is real. What kind of hoe asks me so many questions? The smart ones don't come out of their room, y'know? You gotta hit them from behind while they're reading some fucking book. So I was like alright whatever I'll play your game girl and see what you got, and man it was some serious ass creepy shit. I couldn't even keep playing along and I don't let nothing wear me down. I could see they were warming and buttering me up into talking about whatever the fuck it was they wanted me to believe. I was saying shit I don't even believe. So next time I said c'mon man, chill. Just chill. They're striped thigh highs. You don't see those on chocolate legs on your anime bitches. I would ask if you being serious but you being too serious man. Just take it easy. I'm trying to enjoy my day here and you're making noise with these stupid ass questions and remarks. Man if you wanna carry heavy weight, go hit the gym and lift some real weight. The sun's shining and there's booty for you to be slamming. If you can't laugh or get some ass at least beat your dick or something man. Do some blow or something. Sometimes you gotta know the darkness to know the light. I don't know what your problem is but you ain't fooling nobody. Someone would have to be desperate and stupid not to be able to tell these guys and girls are fake. And you ain't gonna cure their stupidity so don't bother getting yourself all uptight for nothing. Y'know someone's out there waiting for you and you making them ache by making them wait for this shit. If it makes you happy go join a UFO club, but don't waste your life trying to figure out what these crazy ass guys are smoking unless you wanna smoke it. People you think are your friends will put you in the loony bin then your life is over it's finished, not even your friends will be able to help you out, and there ain't nobody that want that not even the ones that wanna die.

/meds/ general

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- Fri, 02 Mar 2018 16:53:26 EST 9u40p6fd No.404867
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Is 6mgs of estradiol a day too much? I recently got increased from 4mgs. I also take 200 spirit a day
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Emma Duckforth - Tue, 06 Mar 2018 03:00:57 EST neKL0hfI No.404875 Reply
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No, probably not too much. But it depends on you.

I was taking 8mg for a while. And now I'm injecting IM 10mg a week. (IM has higher bioavilability).

I think its better to have a decent bit of estrogen in your system than like have a low level. For one thing if you still have testicles your estrogen helps combat the testosterone and virilization effects. And another you want the estrogen to feminize you. People seem to focus on the AAs a lot while somewhat neglecting estrogen. If you get a blood test, see here:

http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm

>ESTRADIOL LEVELS: (pg/ml):
>Women (> 18 years old)
> Follicular Phase 30-120
> Ovulatory Peak 130-370
> Luteal Phase 70-250
> Post-Menopausal 15-60
>Male 15-60

In my experience, 4-6 mg you would probably be around 80-120 or so. That;s like borderline, its around the level during the low part of the period cycle. In general I think people should shoot for like at least 200. So 8 mg is probably not too much, it might even be like low range but again it depends on the individual, blood test should help you determine it etc. etc.

tl;dr it's probably not too much, might even be overly modest
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Ernest Cigglegold - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 05:07:46 EST MBuqByl5 No.404878 Reply
>>404875
You self medding? cause IM is now expensive af now that Progynon Depot is gone
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Nathaniel Nickleworth - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 08:16:44 EST neKL0hfI No.404879 Reply
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>>404878
I'm hybrid-medding. I'm getting domestically produced IM estradiol-valerate from a doctor and self medding progesterone and bica. Hopefully they start up production of progynon depot or similar soon. As it stands the current 10 mg of IM per week is a little more expensive than 8mg of selfmed EV, but the dose is more consistent and seems to be higher concentration I think, though I haven't gotten a blood test on this current regimen. It's hard to match the estrogen levels achievable with IM with oral, at least in my experience. But I was on oral E for a long time, just recently switched back to IM for various reasons. When progynon depot was available online thought it was so cheap relative to oral...

Transgender woman breastfeeds baby in first recorded case, study says

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- Fri, 16 Feb 2018 07:42:25 EST xHkiEUVL No.404827
File: 1518784945400.jpg -(8845B / 8.64KB, 375x210) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Transgender woman breastfeeds baby in first recorded case, study says
http://www.bbc.com/news/health-43071901

A transgender woman has been able to breastfeed a baby in the first recorded case of its kind, researchers say.
The 30-year-old wanted to breastfeed after her pregnant partner said she did not want to do it herself, according to the Transgender Health journal.
She was able to breastfeed after taking a course of drugs and breast pumping, the US case report said.
A UK expert said the "exciting" research could lead to more cases of transgender women breastfeeding.

The woman had been on hormone replacement therapy for six years, but had not gender reassignment surgery, when she approached doctors with the aim of breastfeeding the child.

Before the baby was born, doctors put her on a three-and-a-half-month course of treatment to help her artificially produce milk, usually given to women who have adopted babies or who have them via surrogates.
This included breast pumping, taking hormones produced by biological mothers, a drug which can stimulate milk production and a male hormone blocker.
As a result, the woman was able to produce a "modest but functional" amount of breast milk - some 8oz a day.
Researchers said this was the baby's only source of nutrition for its first six weeks, during which time her growth, feeding and bowel habits were "developmentally appropriate".
After this, the baby also started having formula milk because not enough breast milk was being produced.
The baby is now six months old and she continues to be breastfed as part of her diet, the study's authors said.

Dr Channa Jayasena, a senior lecturer at Imperial College who specialises in reproductive endocrinology, said the research was an "exciting development".
He said he had heard of a few cases in the UK of transgender women being helped to breastfeed, but until now no report has been published.
Dr Jayasena added: "What we really need to do is pool together these cases and share our knowledge, to find the best recipe for breastfeeding in these patients without exposing them to any health risks."
The researchers said it was not clear whether all of the medications used in the woman's treatment were necessary to achieve lactation.
They said further investigation was needed to determine the optimal treatment for transgender women wishing to breastfeed.
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Cornelius Funderstone - Mon, 05 Mar 2018 01:39:35 EST Jt2EK7wn No.404872 Reply
I'm not going to lie, I thought you all could already do that just with the regular hormones. I'm a cis man and I've got something going on in my right moob. Like, the nipple opened up and occaisonally I get really itchy in where I guess the milk duct would be. When it first happened I worried that a spider had crawled inside of my nipple and I thought I was going to die.

Nevertheless I am happy for you ladies.
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Albert Sebberham - Thu, 08 Mar 2018 04:29:45 EST 2MZ+/S9J No.404877 Reply
>>404872
All mammals male or female have breast tissue with ductwork. There is actually no difference in functionality between male and female breast, at least on a structural level. Only difference is hormonal levels.

ps you have moobs and are likely fat

Idk if anyone remembers me, but I was a poster for a long while in 2008.

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- Sun, 18 Feb 2018 18:31:22 EST owvPYkJL No.404837
File: 1518996682547.jpg -(68510B / 66.90KB, 609x605) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Idk if anyone remembers me, but I was a poster for a long while in 2008.
Anywho, I was looking through my old collection of 420chan shit in my external HDD and thought about this place. This board has gotten so much more deep and politically correct. Before, it was a ton about vanity. We constantly posted pictures of ourselves validating our femininity and our passability. It was hyper-sexual, gender expressive, and beauty oriented revelry and I miss it. That is all.
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Hamilton Fasslestock - Tue, 27 Feb 2018 17:43:28 EST 9Z+nhH7v No.404862 Reply
>>404859
trying to pick up chicks on 420chan dude? what the fuck
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Jade - Thu, 01 Mar 2018 10:41:15 EST owvPYkJL No.404866 Reply
>>404862
Don't judge him! :)

>>404859
I would normally, but I'm actually married now. I am living that domestic life with a nice programmer. :) thanks, though.

/mtfg/ - trans woman general

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- Mon, 12 Feb 2018 16:05:50 EST xncr39yx No.404801
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General discussion thread. Socialize with other trans women here and ask your simple questions
Keep it on topic, and obey all global rules (no contact info)

• Anthropometric data graphing: http://anthro.cs.uni-freiburg.de/#colx=100&coly=124
• 2012 US Army anthropometric data: http://www.dtic.mil/get-tr-doc/pdf?AD=ADA611869
• 2015 US truck driver anthropometric data: https://www.cdc.gov/niosh/docs/2015-116/pdfs/2015-116.pdf
• Male vs Female measurement data: https://www.bwc.ohio.gov/downloads/blankpdf/ErgoAnthropometricData.pdf
• Interesting article: http://www.avitale.com/developmentalreview.htm
• Transitioning guide: https://www.circlejerk.com/r/asktransgender/comments/5xuoms/i_just_reached_5_years_of_hrt_mtf_here_is_my/
• What gender dysphoria is: https://www.circlejerk.com/r/asktransgender/comments/6505ch/psa_gender_dysphoria_doesnt_mean_what_many_of_you/
• How to come out: https://www.dropbox.com/s/mg3ciizwn5btbx2/10stepguideforALLgenderIdentitiesMFN-BtoCOMEOUTtoyourParents.pdf?dl=0
• Basic DIY hormones: https://1drv.ms/f/s!AudRJceTA5C9gQnyM7wxZcBGWRzW
• Makeup tutorials: http://masterposter.tumblr.com/post/116605714860
• Fashion tutorials: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLKRRdfgve6FVGKvESatjjE7BS5oF6SuF1
• Correct hormone levels: http://www.hemingways.org/GIDinfo/hrt_ref.htm
• Checking your levels: http://www.privatemdlabs.com/lp/Female_Hormone_Testing.php
• Transition timelines: http://imgur.com/a/qWpxv
• Voice Training: https://www.circlejerk.com/r/asktransgender/comments/1ske7b/mtf_voice_training_regimen/
http://www.genderlife.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/04/voicebook020.pdf
• Voice Help: http://webjedi.net/projects/lgbtq/speech-therapy/
• Changing your birth certificate: https://transgenderlawcenter.org/archives/13454
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Clara Bundleridge - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 10:24:59 EST 8/cvkZrE No.404846 Reply
>>404844
thank you anon. honestly.
i think the best thing to do now is lowering my expectations on my looks

i told my therapist about my last post and she said i'm probably hoping for better results than are possible in a 'short' amount of time, transition-wise
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Ernest Pussleham - Sat, 24 Feb 2018 21:50:42 EST VaupKTIZ No.404861 Reply
>>404846
Or find something with more meaning in life besides vanity, like actually accomplishing something. You're going to live until you're 80+ so go be a theoretical biologist or whatever, forget what you look like imho.

What is expected of me in sex and relationships?

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- Fri, 29 Dec 2017 12:55:50 EST HdTZQTOh No.404551
File: 1514570150590.gif -(53088B / 51.84KB, 300x315) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. What is expected of me in sex and relationships?
Generally speaking, I've been avoiding sex for most of my life. Initially, it has been because I have had body dysphoria, but now it's because sex feels like it would just be work and not really knowing what I'm supposed to do or be for people.

Over the years, I've realized that no surgery is going to be able to provide me with adequate results and I eventually just started trying to be comfortable with what I have.
I don't think I'm particularly ugly or anything, but I do find myself feeling lonely often. When guys talk to me, they go straight to sex. When women talk to me, I feel a pressure to present myself as non-sexual.

I tried PiV sex once and it mostly just hurt and I felt like I was being used.

My body is really sensitive and I can be and it's hard for me to maintain a clear state of mind if someone starts touching me.

If I were to try to put myself out there more as a sexual person, what should I be expecting and what is typically acceptable (one night stands feel gross for me)?

Like... I don't think I could last long just trying to pump away at someone (either too much pain or exhaustion) unless I depersonalize, but then I would start wondering why I am even there since it's not enjoyable for me to objectify myself.

Do people expect trans women to want to use their penis like that? So far, with all the people who have talked to me, it feels like most everyone assumes I'm some super-experienced, down to fuck anytime kind of person when in actuality, I have probably had less sex than most people (less than 15 times ever).

I think my problem is that I want intimacy more than sex, but it feels like I only get offered to be used for sex and denied any chance at intimacy.
Is this how it is for everyone?

Should I be trying to figure out how to use my penis from a topping position or is that weird? Is depersonalizing yourself just part of what is expected if you have a penis and are trying to have sex?

What do I need to be to meet people's expectations and desires? Am I allowed to be anything other than a stereotype (and would being the stereotype actually result in anything good?)
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John Minnerbotch - Sat, 20 Jan 2018 02:30:36 EST 5xuivAA6 No.404685 Reply
>>404551
weirdly enough, bdsm dance parties (Sin city) is what did it for me. Cant remember the last time Ive been so comfortable with my sexuality, and thats coming from a rape survivor. Its such a controlled environment and you meet amazing people. Just do research on the one you go to first and make sure its lgbt friendly. Or dont if you dont want to. Im weird, so weird solutions are usually what works for me.
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FaggotKitty - Sat, 20 Jan 2018 12:53:57 EST UcAGfa+Z No.404689 Reply
>>404551
How about this question, is it possible to find a nice straight/bi who we could just relax and do what we think is enjoyable sexually without having to give a damn about a bunch of sterotypes controlling us. I just want a normal relationship like a normal girl. I enjoy touching my penis is that wrong? I mean its there and it feels good to touch it. Why does that have to only be desired by perverts who only see me as a piece of meat?
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Charles Pocklebanks - Thu, 15 Feb 2018 14:02:51 EST 0a6++R8W No.404823 Reply
>>404689

Eh, such people certainly do exist. I'm a bi male and I try my best to approach anyone as they are - human beings, not some lump of set features etc.
Sometimes such people just live so far off that you'll probably not even find them, no matter how many rocks you checked under

Nobody Gets It

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- Wed, 14 Feb 2018 04:26:01 EST iZ0fw2jn No.404814
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Basically at this point I'm about $40'000 dollars in debt and essentially blacklisted because I can't tolerate the jooze. Mainly because they're a vainglorious group of desert nomads who can not be conviced that they are not God's chosen people. They're also a bunch of intollerant bigots of the worst sort. I've met more tollerant Neo-Nazis than them. Unfortunately I easily can be confused for a Jew in certain circumstances and have been on several ocassions.

Unfortunately this is making my personal life very difficult since people have been lead to believe that this Jewish cult is the penultimate guardian of personal and political freedom. I mean my dating life and my transition have been made impossible. They can't stand the fact that I wont drink their koolaid. And they're using the fact my personal sexuality against me for their evil agenda.

I mean personally I just want to reduce the amount of body hair I have and dress like a girl when I have sex. Honestly why cant these people understand that dabling in consentual minge licking and safe pussy fucking isnt incompatible with being transgender or pansexual. Like sure, in all likelyhood I won't have children and I'll probably get married to a slightly older guy with a 8 inch dick. But it doesnt mean I can't like pussy too or even more.

But you know the Abrahamites don't like that sort of thing. They certainly dont like being exposed. They can't take a joke and will kill someone for saying bad things about them. But they certainly dont like anything pertaining to the LGBT community, inb4 numerous disinfo arguments. I've been living in a Jewish area of town for sometime now;this may as well be Brooklyn.

I just want to teach Art History, Curate and make Art.
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Fanny Duckridge - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 10:36:36 EST iZ0fw2jn No.404819 Reply
>Someone can't handle the truth about Zionist Occupation Government.
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Wesley Secklekore - Tue, 20 Feb 2018 21:00:02 EST 2MZ+/S9J No.404849 Reply
trans nationalists are the cringiest people on Earth, I suspect.

I mean, how do you even devolve further as a human being? You really have to start cutting off limbs.

"White D.N.A. is an abomination."

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- Sat, 10 Feb 2018 08:26:23 EST IUmVxhuW No.404788
File: 1518269183151.jpg -(33534B / 32.75KB, 750x560) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. "White D.N.A. is an abomination."
https://youtu.be/WLGLOiAMqA0
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midwest_hottie - Sun, 11 Feb 2018 21:00:41 EST zPLsliTk No.404800 Reply
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Notice that I am not afraid of them (them being individuals without proper authority yet claiming authority) but rather I am exposing their misconduct and ideological failures.

Also, when I say 'sexual slavery', I am referring to state-sanctioned prostitution and such things as this.
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Fanny Duckridge - Wed, 14 Feb 2018 03:28:58 EST iZ0fw2jn No.404813 Reply
>>404798
>United States government
Jewnited States Government;ftfy

Hormones Suck

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- Tue, 02 Jan 2018 22:16:11 EST gjPLkU7y No.404568
File: 1514949371224.webm [mp4] -(217284B / 212.19KB, 1280x720) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Hormones Suck
Personally I hate the meds they prescribe for transition. Theyre terrible for you. Between Spironolactone,Cyprotone Acetate, and Bicalumatide there are no good options. I mean transition means that you have to take a chemotherapy drug and then take pills made for women going through menopause. Honestly having a dope habit or being an alcoholic is almost healthier than transitioning using those shitty ass pills.
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Alice Dremmlenack - Sun, 11 Feb 2018 09:16:36 EST iZ0fw2jn No.404792 Reply
>>404765
It doesnt matter by 2050 I plan to be deader than a hammer.
no sooner than 2030
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Ladie_of_the_meadows - Sun, 11 Feb 2018 10:19:54 EST kGgst/fC No.404793 Reply
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>25Jesus said to her, “I am the resurrection and the life
>Whoever believes in me, though he die, yet shall he live,

>26and everyone who lives and believes in me shall never die. Do you believe this?”

SCIENCE

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- Fri, 09 Feb 2018 00:15:18 EST Aia2qThs No.404780
File: 1518153318003.gif -(569920B / 556.56KB, 200x151) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. SCIENCE
I am currently having a quite frustrating argument with someone who thinks the existence of transgender people is liberal propaganda. I need scientific studies, articles, anything you have that will help me out from a factual perspective. I am cis myself, so I do not keep a list of studies on hand nor do I know where to start looking.

He has also suggested giving additional testosterone to transwomen, which I understand is COMPLETELY HORRIFYING. I have been able to find endless anecdotal evidence on the internet, but I need studies.

Thank you.
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Nathaniel Trotbury - Fri, 09 Feb 2018 01:18:54 EST BcldsTZf No.404781 Reply
It's probably not worth arguing to be honest.
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Lydia Pisslemat - Fri, 09 Feb 2018 02:32:18 EST Mh9Cu0qP No.404786 Reply
>>404780

you need studies? of what? that being trans isnt liberal propaganda? Just go find a DSM5 and gender identity dysphoria/disorder is in there. Does that make you win the argument? Caitlyn Jenner is a Republican conservative and she is probably the most famous trans people alive, how is that liberal propaganda? thats more like republican conservative propaganda if you axe me.

Fuck aids used fits cunt hepatites a-e (skeletal growth thread)

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- Wed, 24 Jan 2018 16:37:50 EST OVfOBz1g No.404711
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why in cunts fuck did i not realise i was going to be a NON-bloomer, not a late bloomer. i bodybuilt for years and blew like 150grand on EXCESS food only to do my spine in shrink back to 60kg and resume chasing dommes. along the way one told me I needed to shave I thought "oh fuck how did i forget i feel so shitty" then i shaved my flower then shaved the front because that was too hairy then i realised my thigh hair looked like pants made of patchy hair, that had to go. because i'm ferret (male me) in everyday life is not trans at all i cant shave my calves so stockings it is went and saw a make up artist (exchanged drugs for make up) and she dolled me up i looked in the mirror and HOLY TITS WHAT THE SHIT GET ME A CLONING DEVICE (make up in photo is self applied. i SUCK SHIT at doing make up. if proper make up is a 10 me here is a 0.7-1.1

i understand i'm good looking for a cd/sissy but obviously i don't pass for biological-female. GOD DAMNIT WHY DIDNT I DO THE FUCKING RESEARCH AND REALISE THAT TRANSITIONING DIDNT MEAN I HAD TO MUTILATE MY COCK (im wired backwards or something my flower is fucking ridiculously sensitive my cock is relatively numb like i take 2 hours to cum. pretty much entirely hetero (into femdom like strapons and shit)

BUT GOD DAMNIT I LITERALLY HAVE PSYCHOSIS AND THE WORST WORST WORST OF THE 5 METAPHYSICAL BEINGS IN MY HEAD IS THE LITERAL GHOST OF ALYSSA SHE NEVER LIVED ITS MY FAULT I KILLED HER I SHOULD HAVE BEEN ON HORMONES BY 14 AT THE FUUUUCKING LATEST. at sixteen i grew my captain hero jay leno jaw and from then on it was see ya later if you trans you're gonna be a 5.8-6.3 shemale not a 9.4-9.7 trap of traps.

for reference the pic is RECENT and i'm nearly 25 [24 2/3] (before june). everyone thinks (in guy mode) i'm 17. so i have that eternal youth advantage buuuuut i pissed it away believing i'd grow to be a man one day. nope. 24 year old kid.

kinda unfairi be haunted by her ghost i didn't know i was fucking 13 i was born in '93 in '06 there wasn't the same trans movement or knowledge i had crossdressed alot when i was younger and would dildo myself with carrots and shit to animated porn (female, ironically. always female. the naked night elf / draenei dance from wow with the nude patch on. yeah i was pretty fried.) but i was being bullied reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally bad so i kinda hated guys so i guess thats why but maybe not as i'm still pretty hetero (i made a CL post looking for dommes that did trades and got 600+ replies from guys (some really good looking but that doesn't do anything for me) and i'm in a SMALL ISOLATED FUCKING AUSTRALIAN CITY if this was in civilisation it probably would have been 1800 replies to an ad not even looking for them! (sorry if im making anyone jealous)

my question is: at prtty much 25 (17.5 according to my biological clock) what the fuck can i do to reverse the bone shit. i know my shoulders are broad forever RIP but the jawline shit there's gotta be some painful thai surgery i can get keep in mind i'm from ausfailure so south east asia is close (but i have a criminal record even though i didn't do anything wrong which fucks that over) fuck i want heroin

what can be done what can't be done i want to be a t-girl / trap not a CD / sissy the latter are treated with negative 1 trillion respect in australia you might as well be labelled a child molester. i just don't want a shemale skull :'( :''''''( <\3

i want to get on hormones but wtf is the point with these god damned bones?? they scream BORN A MALE BORN A MALE on either side of my jaw. the 1 masculine thing i get (except for a big dick ~8" but that goes to complete waste so /wrist)

pleeeeEEEeeeeaaassseeee HELP ME...
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Oovoo_Javer - Thu, 08 Feb 2018 23:18:23 EST /3t06YqA No.404777 Reply
Wow okay jesus christ first of all take ur meds, bud
secondly hormones will soften your features and body to make them more feminine and you can get facial feminization surgery im sure there are doctors in australia doing this surgery it is very common and talked about in the trans community maybe stop reading your resources while on heroin? as for mutilating your cock- did u already or are u saying transitioning your genitalia from a penis to a vagina would be mutilating it (even though you literally said it goes to waste so why would u care but ok)? check out the site transbucket.com to see after pics of bottom surgeries im sure u can find a doctor in australia that would preform the operation- probly not in exchange for drugs but still. you can also have top surgery to give you breasts but know that you dont have to have any surgical procedures if you dont want to it doesn't make you more or less trans to have the surgery done but you have to come to terms with the fact that you are plain as fuckin day transgender.

also, quicktip, try sleeping with a dude bc you rly sound like youre enjoy it. mayeb it wouldnt take you 2 hrs to come?
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Oovoo_Javer - Thu, 08 Feb 2018 23:20:00 EST /3t06YqA No.404778 Reply
and please for the love of god watch a fucking makeup tutorial
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Oovoo_Javer - Thu, 08 Feb 2018 23:23:48 EST /3t06YqA No.404779 Reply
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>>404729
> "where i live there's zero market for feminine / androgynous men"
> supposedly gets over 600 replies to a CL ad

Why do this to yourself?

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- Wed, 06 Dec 2017 18:37:35 EST WnfeUxTS No.404476
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DILATION is what male to female cuties have to do post-op, to prevent their new pussy from closing up. Basically they gotta painfully fuck themselves with dildo-like things to keep their fuckhole that does not lubricate to keep it open.

Many cuties like the idea of cutting their dick off and making a pussy out of it, until they are stuck dilating for the rest of their life.

So I ask you, why do you go through the effort of supposedly getting a pussy despite the fact that it wants to close up because it's not real, it's made from inverted dick and ball sack skin. Also it doesn't lubricate so if anyone even wants to fuck that (which I seriously doubt), the fuckhole must be filled up with a tub of vaselne first.

Dick chopping surgery in action (very graphic but do watch if you actually want this): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lj1QazdaEEA
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Alyssa Harriot !jM0MFVB.LQ - Wed, 24 Jan 2018 20:35:55 EST OVfOBz1g No.404717 Reply
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To the people that had the surgery and it worked out well, awesome to hear, more power to you :) I want to transition but my ass is sensitive enough. significantly more so than my penis, so making a vagina out of the penis tissue in any form just seems like a less sensitive version of the pseudo vagina i have now.

i really like it up the ass haha. i call it my flower and i'm pretty happy with it. cumming without touching your cock at all is a pretty crazy feeling
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Clara Shakewill - Fri, 02 Feb 2018 20:09:42 EST /GCjGzQO No.404764 Reply
Well to be honest, some of us had a difficult time after surgery. I had complications and still bleeding a little bit after dilations after 1 and a half year post op. But this don't stop me from having the most powerful orgasms ever imagined... Also had sex with men and enjoyed (I'm stealth and guy don't know about my medical history). Lost about 30% of my depth (because of my complications) but it don't matter, men have smaller dicks in general and sex is going ok.
Nothing in the world would make me undo my op (or if I was to do it again, I would exactly the same ) and by the way , you'd be surprised to know how many CIs women have to use lube ... Bottom line I didn't do my op for sex with men or just sex. Did it because I'm a woman born with a freaking malformed private area and needed to make it right . Now it's right ...

Failed Male?

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- Thu, 14 Dec 2017 13:48:29 EST gjPLkU7y No.404502
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Im just beginning to consider transwomen failed males. Heres the problem very few young transwomen are financially well off on their own. Many of the older late transitioners have more money but rarely pass. Both are failures in a persons ideal transition plan not passing and being poor both suck. Personally in my opinion if you dont have a good economic reality (food,housing,shelter,healthcare) and you dont pass decently then you are failing. So if you can these things without whoring yourself out (too much) then I guess nobody can call you a failed male.
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Hamilton Brushstock - Mon, 22 Jan 2018 00:56:42 EST I11qiGXD No.404697 Reply
>>404502
I'm broke, but i have a job so i can survive. Plus i transitioned pretty young so im also cute so life's good and im very happy.
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Alice Govingfoot - Thu, 01 Feb 2018 16:19:56 EST mQziZgJw No.404752 Reply
>>404695
>coasting by because they've inherited money, along with a stable position in a place that welcomes them

I envy those people. Buy me a Ferrari F12 and a condo on the Upper East Side right now.
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Sophie Femmleshit - Tue, 20 Mar 2018 00:39:28 EST 2MZ+/S9J No.404917 Reply
>>404695
"Coasting by" doesn't really happen with inheritances unless you're talking about ginormous trusts like the Rockefeller foundation. A big chunk goes to inheritance tax (this is why rich people use trusts instead!!!) and the rest, unless managed by someone equally as financially savvy as the person who made it in the first place, gets shit down the drain because rich families are big families and the vultures swoop in when the lion dies. There's no such thing as 'coasting by'. If you ain't earning you're losing, simple as, and costs add up fast. Especially when you've been conditioned to a certain expected living standard. Y'know, like maintaining Ferraris and paying rent to overpricing landlords, eating the finest foods, drinking the finest drinks, paying off wenches and retarded friends who flock to your new-found wealth because they want a piece. Inflation, property taxes (if you were smart enough to buy land instead of paying every month for a condo) and the IRS will eat away at what's left until you're broke. As I said, if you ain't earning, you're losing.

All this to say it's still waaay better than being born a rural child in Uganda or even Alabama just like winning the lottery is, but you have to be -smart- and lucky in order to win in this world. Luck by itself can fade fast, calculated risks are the name of the game and excess frivolity can cost you an empire. Moreover, it's not just enough to be smart or lucky because you also have to be mentally strong enough to endure bullshit all day, every day. Having money means maintaining money through investment, and that means putting up with people's bullshit as they shill you ideas constantly because they wish your patronage. You have to keep a lot of your money in 'non-liquid' form like bonds, mutual funds/ETF, PM, brokerage accounts which disguises your true wealth (and this is a good thing! don't go for ferraris, live modestly if you find yourself in money! you don't tend to get murdered for your shit walking to your car from the club when you drive a old buick!)

Millionaires are all cheap tight asses for a reason these days, and even billionaires ain't living so hot anymore unless they have at least a few stashed away. There's a lot of value in obscuring the true nature of your finances, and money is always better spent making more money not just 'existing'. Even just 'existing' can be very expensive over time.

MTF HRT

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- Tue, 30 Jan 2018 03:19:03 EST jVfhV1Y9 No.404741
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I bought

Estrofem (Oestradiol) 2mg (28 Tabs/Pack) 1 Pack
Spiractin 100 (Spironolactone) 100mg 100 Tablets

as a male that was to transition discreetly what can i expect in terms of body changes? what about voice? any health risk?

Basicly im looking to get more feminine, but in the closet about it. so ill try to hide it as much as i can until its impossible because of whatever drastic change my body might do. what will change? help a newbie plox.
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Phineas Diblingmodging - Thu, 08 Feb 2018 07:40:17 EST NjSWrxO4 No.404776 Reply
>>404741 read about the effects of spiro, lasting effects and side effects properly rather than skimming through it, don't just go by this page

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