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Transgender Representation in Video Games

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- Tue, 02 Jun 2020 17:42:12 EST sM8N4LHh No.407350
File: 1591134132858.png -(145660B / 142.25KB, 819x942) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Transgender Representation in Video Games
Recently, an infamous title among hardcore gamers- Dwarf Fortress- recently announced its intentions of adding transgender representation to the "Dwarf"s (main controllable characters of the games).

This created a lot of controversy (such as articles like these https://www.oneangrygamer.net/2019/03/dwarf-fortress-on-steam-will-feature-trans-dwarves-but-you-cant-talk-about-it-on-the-forums/80873/ ) and distasteful pictures such as the OP. Some people said they were going to create disturbing "murder farms" for transsexuals in game.

What do the people here think about this? Do you think Dwarf Fortress should include transgender dwarves, or do you think it would open our community to more abuse from bigots?
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Walter Snodson - Wed, 22 Jul 2020 14:15:01 EST LKzeRb2X No.407448 Reply
>>407444
>I don't agree with people making "trans kill farms" in any game, it's just a cuntish thing to do

Yeah, it sucks, and for a second the idea of someone doing that was upsetting, but just for a moment put yourself into the shoes of someone so hallow and pathetic that they're sitting at home wasting hours and hours solely to build a machine to kill imaginary trans dwarves in some obscure video game no one plays because they're so fucking mad at us for being accepted with-in the zeitgeist and their loser computer toucher selves are left by the wayside to wither and die in irrelevance, the world is leaving them and there's nothing they can do about it :)
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Phoebe Clunningbury - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 04:47:39 EST uFkXlVhe No.407455 Reply
>>407350
lmao the only reason people could possibly have for getting annoyed at this inclusion is bigotry, toady aims to add nearly every single thing imaginable to dwarf fortress, we can know details like what mood a dwarf is and and what their favourite food is
setting up kill farms for trans dwarfs would be kind of hard too, not saying you can't use the game to abuse dwarves but making some kind of contraption that can distinguish between dwarves on gender identity would basically be impossible, you wouldn't be able to do it right now with sexual orientation so I highly doubt you could do it with trans dwarves

MAXIMUM TIDDY

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- Fri, 17 Jul 2020 23:40:40 EST o3GbARwD No.407436
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i am starting HRT on monday. how can i maximize my titty growth in the first 6 months?

i am 5'5" ~130 lbs currently.
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Molly Cremmerstock - Sun, 19 Jul 2020 13:56:30 EST BimOVZ44 No.407438 Reply
There are a lot of ways people try. One is eating a bit more and gaining a little to give your body more material to work with to redistribute the fat and then you can cut, so you gain in the right places and lose in the right places, just keep in mind it's a lot harder to cut as a woman and doing cycles like this isn't great for you anyway.

Another is progesterone which helps with mood and breast growth specifically, they can give you oral and/or a cream to put on specific areas if theyre growing unevenly

dealing with almost no sex drive while still addicted to masturbating

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- Mon, 17 Feb 2020 08:49:43 EST 2LHwsSys No.407050
File: 1581947383243.png -(595903B / 581.94KB, 629x636) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. dealing with almost no sex drive while still addicted to masturbating
Anyone else have this problem after starting HRT? Like I physically don't want to, not like in a "I want to quit" way but in a "i have 0 sex drive but im still addicted to the dopamine", it's not enjoyable at all anymore unless the desire spontaneously comes into my head, which is like a couple times a week at this point but I still masturbate at least once or twice a day, even looking at wild porn on speed I feel "eh i just want to cum and be done"
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Ernest Dresslemone - Sat, 11 Jul 2020 08:13:38 EST LKzeRb2X No.407416 Reply
>>407415
damn it one HUNDRED percent is, if you like it there you should stay
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Nicholas Drannernag - Sat, 11 Jul 2020 12:43:08 EST 31r/BKcO No.407418 Reply
>>407416
>>407415
Matt is absolutely right about needing a community you can only post in if you like both shows
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Edwin Piblingbury - Tue, 21 Jul 2020 02:07:40 EST i8SyEHXB No.407443 Reply
I use THC mouthspray cuz I like the high - but once I started HRT, the desire went downnnn. I stopped the HRT for a while, and instant bone......well, after 3-4 weeks.

Old Channers

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- Thu, 07 May 2020 11:26:27 EST TxseZUUF No.407294
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Hey is there still anyone here form the good old days? 08-09 genderhack and shit?
Just wondering if anybody stuck around here that long.
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Charlotte Pindleman - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 06:35:24 EST EzAlSE1z No.407434 Reply
>>407294
Posted on here as a 14 year old cross dresser
now im just a 26 year old cross dresser
feels bad man
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George Hebberdale - Sun, 09 Aug 2020 21:19:58 EST t46wgOvN No.407490 Reply
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Me. Thanks for the support over the years.

>>407434
Oh god do I know how you feel, literally down to the age.
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Betsy Blallerbine - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 17:11:41 EST HlQYHTHW No.407606 Reply
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I used this board to vent and cry about my dysphoria a lot starting in early 2011, until I eventually got on hormones in 2013. So nothing of value there. Outside of the woe is me posting, it was pretty chill and encouraging seeing other peoples timelines and hearing about their experiences though.
Have a Miku.

bottom growth

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- Tue, 14 Jul 2020 18:34:41 EST FbqTW1VS No.407427
File: 1594766081643.jpg -(31775B / 31.03KB, 389x383) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. bottom growth
just got back on t after a really long break and my clit hurts SO FUCKIN BAD. help
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Shit Cendlepitch - Tue, 14 Jul 2020 22:09:10 EST yleh9KVd No.407428 Reply
>>407427

Silicone lube was *sorta* helpful to me. find extremely soft underwear?

Divine

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- Fri, 07 Feb 2020 21:29:00 EST 5qcX9QTv No.406989
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Kill everyone now! Condone first degree murder! Advocate cannibalism! Eat shit!
Filth is my politics! Filth is my life!
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Jenny Murdbury - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 12:57:13 EST wh5oOOVd No.406993 Reply
What is the purpose of this thread and how does it relate to "Transgender Discussion?"

And Divine was just a drag queen, I don't think he was actually trans.

ffs

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- Sun, 05 Jul 2020 19:15:59 EST LKzeRb2X No.407399
File: 1593990959537.jpg -(1037147B / 1012.84KB, 2640x1980) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. ffs
At this point i feel like im obviously going to need it, but it's only been 5 months, how long should I wait to see/do they usually make you wait? Grateful to even be starting to get trans face at this point but i dont want to look like that forever.

Also are there degrees in the price depending on what they change? I feel like I would be fine if they just shaved the chin, i can't imagine just thats in the 20,000-50,000 range ive seen quoted, how would you finance it as well, is there a general amount they want up front?

I mean counting my blessings I dont have an Adam's apple so that's a huge painful expensive one I won't need, shoulders are fine, voice will be too I'm fairly confident, so really I think I'm only looking at face, feet (im only a women's 12 tbf but theyre wide as shit and awful looking), and bottom surgery in that order probably, srs will be almost entirely for me, I don't have enough material to work with for them to make anything really functional

Im looking at all the niche surgeries people talk about getting and im terrified im just missing something when I think i'd be fine without any of them
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Fucking Tootman - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 21:45:52 EST muYDzbqp No.407402 Reply
>>407399
FFS couldn't hurt for you, but it doesn't seem like you have a bad starting place. Smiling will help fill out your cheeks, you'll figure out your hairstyle and makeup over time and look back and think it looked stupid before.

Recently I paid around $12k for my jaw contouring (ie chin and full jawline). Brow contouring is around the same, but there's some overlap (anesthesia and operating room costs) when you do multiple things at once.

Years ago I paid about $20k for brow and adam's apple in the US (spiegel)

They don't do degrees of change per thing. If you want your jaw changed a tiny bit, that's going to be the same price as completely reshaping your jaw.

They usually want some kind of small deposit to book the appointment and then need the rest a month beforehand. I think for FFS I paid like $500 but for SRS I paid 10-20% ahead of time.
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Lydia Bobbleshit - Tue, 07 Jul 2020 01:16:30 EST LKzeRb2X No.407403 Reply
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>>407402
I mean the hair I don't mind and don't think I will I just have to get it evened out because it used to be more of a pixie cut and has probably grown about 3-4 inches since I started the first of feb.

I've not even legitimately tried to wear makeup and get it right though, I'm not wearing any in that picture I think my skin just looks weird because I had just spent 40 minutes shaving and then doused my face in witch hazel and sea breeze, you can kind of see that the splotches around my lip are just from shaving too close if you look closely but I mean don't lol, this is still annoyingly as close as I can shave and I've not found anyway to totally eliminate stubble with makeup so since it's mask season I just don't bother, in terms of consistency though I'm pretty pleased with how my skin is coming along in general, a few months after HRT all of us sudden a switch flipped and I could instantly feel that pressure and started doing a psychotic level of self-care and kind of soured on eating altogether, but even places I don't work on that much skin is noticeably softer

the hair though was what I was worried most about before I started but that's probably been the quickest most dramatic change, probably almost twice as full as it's been and I can tell because half the strands are only like an inch, especially in areas where it was thinning, and the hairline itself is lowering there's like a half inch of that clearly new hair filling in the male pattern, so I really don't even need that dishonest haircut any more it's just where my hair parts naturally and how I like to do it, don't really care for pulling it back no matter where my hairline is, lot of how quickly it's going is probably from starting out on 200mg of spiro because I had hair loss and acne, neither of which I have now, which is brilliant

also there's leave-in conditioner in it i hadn't washed out yet it's not actually this greasy lls

thanks for the info, that answered my question, I was under the impression it was more of a thing they did in one go, 12k is pretty reasonable, i also imagined there would be some kind of financing available but i mean now that i think about it that doesn't really make any sense because they can't reposes your chin if you default on it

beyond the chin really starting to think priorities wise I'll go with feet next because it'll be great to wearing something other than sneakers and vans, I mean you can tell from this the jaw line isn't great but when I'm not looking straight up at a 180 degree angle it doesn't look this sharp or defined at all, well laser on my neck is obviously first before anything but that's next to nothing compared to surgery, I'll knock that out in a few months probably

“The Good Shit”

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- Mon, 04 May 2020 12:49:01 EST Oc36Wdvo No.407285
File: 1588610941342.jpg -(17516B / 17.11KB, 242x169) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. “The Good Shit”
I thought this board told me that patches were “the good shit,” but my doctor told me that pills and injections better absorbs the estrogen. What the hell? My last lab results had my testosterone higher than my estrogen. This hasn’t been the case since I was off of HRT! Did you all lie to me?! : - 0 : - (
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David Canderfield - Sun, 17 May 2020 23:56:01 EST Oc36Wdvo No.407325 Reply
>>407318
They make estrogen in gel? I thought that was testosterone only.
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Frederick Worthingdale - Thu, 28 May 2020 01:29:17 EST CB3UUenV No.407347 Reply
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>>407325
Yup, they do! Please look up Oestrogel and Proget Gel. The good thing is that being transdermal, it bypasses the liver completely. Furthermore, it produces way more stable levels than pills, patches or injections do (look up the pharmokinetics of estrogen article on Wikipedia). That's what I use and I'm fairly happy with it.

can't handle what T is doing to me

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- Tue, 07 Apr 2020 17:30:04 EST MazOBK2l No.407225
File: 1586295004048.jpg -(62495B / 61.03KB, 680x510) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. can't handle what T is doing to me
hi /cd/, needed an anonymous place to vent. I'm a trans guy and ever since I started T a few months ago my libido has been overwhelming. I've fucked a bunch of new people (plus my long-term boyfriend) since January and it's not enough. I'm staying with friends right now and I have no private place to masturbate (I normally need to cum at least twice a day) and it's driving me crazy. It's hard for me to get my mind off of sex and get anything done. I don't want to do anything that my friends would be uncomfortable with but I can hardly control myself.

That plus I seem to be developing... inconvenient? tastes. I've always been a size king but none of my dildos feel filling enough anymore and I can't afford an even bigger one, nor an even more powerful vibrator. Non-con used to be a turn-off/trigger for me but lately I've been fantasizing more and more about being pinned down and fucked against my will until I'm crying and sore. my politics and my kinks are almost diametrically opposed, politically I want trans men to be viewed more or less the same as cis men and I despise straight chasers, but in bed I just want to be tied up and hurt and stretched and be called a pathetic fucktoy only useful for pleasuring cock.

I have no outlet right now. I'm coming home on Sunday where at least I'll be able to masturbate in peace but that feels like it's an eternity away, and thanks to covid it'll be months before I can arrange the gangbang of my dreams. but I don't want to pause T for any reason and I'm kind of getting off on the denial >_<
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Charles Hishdock - Sat, 09 May 2020 05:39:01 EST 0Q1YnMAX No.407302 Reply
>>407231
hey, transwoman here, but before i transitioned (i.e. when i had a ton of t in me) i masturbated a few times a day normally. honestly when i was in college i would go to a one person bathroom on campus and masturbate during a class. i know guys go to the bathroom to jack off. people don't talk about it a lot, but i guarantee you, guys are jacking it all the goddamn time. it's probably less convenient for you, because cis guys can literally just head to the bathroom and jack it without any extra equipment or anything, and it doesn't sound like that would do it for you. but, i would say, when the urge strikes, make privacy, and get down and dirty.

these days i masturbate like two times a week on average so i don't have the same needs at all, but past me feels your pain.

also, ditto to what the other poster said. like, everybody masturbates to problematic stuff. i'm a very leftist person, but i personally think that pretty much any kind of play is kosher when it comes to sex, so long as everyone is consenting adults. i would not condone racism in any circumstance, except pornography and sex, as an example (not something i'm into but i'm just giving an example). it's total fantasy, so it's ok. i have masturbated to the thought of being enslaved and murdered before. so long as it's all in your head, or all between two or more consenting adults, you're all good, baby.
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Rebecca Snodforth - Tue, 16 Jun 2020 14:27:50 EST 7hJCOOod No.407380 Reply
>>407370
enjoy the router reset/VPN change

Question for persons that had GRS

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- Sat, 23 May 2020 23:45:30 EST TY7InAq7 No.407339
File: 1590291930244.jpg -(93264B / 91.08KB, 1243x1404) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Question for persons that had GRS
Hello. Just out of curiosity. What's your depth 2 years after GRS surgery? Don't know if the photo of vaginal dilators is a standard type for everyone, but in my case I'm at the last dot mark on the biggest one (the orange one). I feel like I lost so much depth and I'm kind of worry. My surgeon never answered to this question because it's quite different for everyone (and I know that of course) but my question is: do you feel like you lost a lot of depth in time?
Thank you for your answers and hope you're all ok and you didn't had to deal with this covid horror
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David Bishlun - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 19:12:42 EST MedHU5Rt No.407372 Reply
I went to Suporn so my dilators don't have dots, just inches/centimeters. I have stayed around 7-8 inches but I know most people who "lose" depth because of where my surgeon tells people to start measuring and the healing process making swelling go down. Most settled somewhere around 6-6 1/2. Every surgeon really is different though.
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Barnaby Nittingbedging - Sat, 13 Jun 2020 20:38:41 EST 8LUYy4HT No.407376 Reply
>>407339
I use those same ones.
The purple and blue go in all the way, I get about halfway up the green.

Orange is pretty girthy lol
I can get that one in, but not deep.

5 yrs post op.

absolute thinnest gauge needle you can use for estradiol depot injection

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- Fri, 10 Apr 2020 10:55:51 EST LKzeRb2X No.407233
File: 1586530551783.jpg -(3280479B / 3.13MB, 3024x2351) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. absolute thinnest gauge needle you can use for estradiol depot injection
I've been doing this for months now with the needles they gave me, and I used to be just fine with it, just leave an ice pack on the spot for a few minutes then bam would barely feel it, and this was surprising since historically I cant stand needles

But recently for some reason it's started to hurt a lot and the quessiness I have aboit the feeling of needles going into my muscle has come back and at this point I can barely psych myself up to do it each week

I know it's incredibly viscous, about the consistency of honey, which I think is why he prescribed such a low gauge but is there anyway just like a regular insulin needle would work? Idk which these ones are, theyre about as thick as a paperclip, I have 4 left of these that Im sure I can get myself to use, i figured out some of it was because they were getting blunted going into the vial so I just swap the same tip onto new syringes, extract it, then swap back in the new one

But still, this used to be something I almost enjoyed, now I can barely get myself to do it, I don't want to go to the patch because it seems annoying and potentially less effective but my doctor also said he was loath to prescribe oral because of the potential health complications, so this is basically my only option
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Fanny Wopperstig - Tue, 02 Jun 2020 19:39:52 EST TU5Q4sad No.407352 Reply
I usually use 25G. What you can do is draw with a wider needle and then switch needles and inject with a smaller one.
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Clara Wunningsock - Tue, 02 Jun 2020 21:09:10 EST ge4vCY4J No.407353 Reply
if its that viscous, insulin needle will take ages to draw and inject. it sounds thicker than what ive been using by your description of 'honey,' and if thats truly accurate, by god, im sorry. maybe you can be prescribed a different formulation that is thinner?

are you doing IM? because if so, this causes more pain for viscous injections, and may be contributing to the anxiety. you could talk to your endo about doing subQ instead.

there's also apparently a technique that may reduce the chance of you having a bad reaction by preemptively increasing your blood pressure (anxiety from needle sticks are lowering it, contributing to the nausea, etc): https://www.anxietycanada.com/articles/applied-tension-technique-for-people-who-faint-at-the-sight-of-blood-or-needles/
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Martha Chengergold - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 11:01:13 EST LUxxkJzH No.407358 Reply
>>407353
Away from home but thats what I ended up doing, doctor recommended I stay at the same gauge because of the formulation but said just use one for drawing and one for injections, which has worked. Maybe honey is a bit much, closer to maybe syrup, my problem know is theres so much force required to actually inject it and I'm such a weakling that my hand shakes and I end up with a little bruise around the injection site sometimes.

All in all i think it's still what i prefer over oral and transdermal, I hadn't heard there were subcutaneous injections too, i might look into it, also I always assumed there had to be something that would last longer than a week at a time, like an actual tiny device that doses it consistently or something

God I feel disgusting

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- Tue, 28 Apr 2020 22:15:02 EST sFn6b7A/ No.407268
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I've been dealing with a catastrophic amount of shame lately. It's all surrounding how I dealt with my dysphoria when I was younger. From the time I was 12 to the time I was about 18, I used to steal and wear my sisters underwear. It was both to wear during my day to day as well as to masturbate. I feel like a completely disgusting, broken person because of this. I can never undo something that I feel borders on incestuous sexual assault. Having talked through some of it in therapy, I have tried to accept myself as having been going through serious mental health issues and coping the only way I knew how. I've apologized to my sister for it, and she has been forgiving and understanding. I've also tried to look at it as "I had to wear hand-me-down underwear" or "girls often steal their sisters clothes." Neither really help me feel less of this debilitating shame. Help me feel less awful?
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Walter Sittinglidge - Thu, 21 May 2020 13:58:46 EST LKzeRb2X No.407336 Reply
>>407335
that is the worst advice i've ever heard, doing that would just further entangle sex and identity for her
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Doris Sacklesane - Fri, 22 May 2020 11:11:55 EST p4wHbsz4 No.407337 Reply
>>407268
thats like the most common thing even among non trans brothers at least you didn't actually molest anyone which is common.

Coming out to the world.

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- Mon, 13 Jan 2020 21:30:57 EST wh5oOOVd No.406890
File: 1578969057341.jpg -(108819B / 106.27KB, 985x1048) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Coming out to the world.
I'm thinking about dressing as a girl this Thursday on my way to my psychiatrist appointment in Cathedral City. I was once told here to listen to my higher self and I cannot help but shake this feeling that I just have to take that plunge. Everyone keeps telling me to do it. Saying that I should since that's me. I'm crippled by fright and afraid something bad might happen to me. But you know what. I feel like I have to do this.

I've been on estrogen and spironolactone for a year or so now. When given a makeover they thought I was actually really pretty. Maybe I'm making this out to be a larger deal than it is even though the threat and dangers of getting clocked are real. Especially where I reside. There is, however, a part of them that feels like I have to throw caution to the wind and enter the world as who I am.

Does anyone have any stories or advice about their first time coming out to the world and dressing according to their identified gender?

I feel scared shitless and yet it feels like if I don't do this then I may never progress or grow as a human being. Help me. :-(
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Jenny Fimmlemudge - Sat, 16 May 2020 15:33:19 EST CB3UUenV No.407321 Reply
>>407192
One of the four components of the human body. The other ones are black bile, yellow bile and blood.

Source: I'm a medical student.

Crossdressing (and swimsuits)

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- Sat, 23 Nov 2019 07:11:24 EST 66dfZ0fy No.406736
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Does wearing arouse you or is it just comfy?

How did/do you wear or buy in secret?

are there any swimsuits for sissies / trans that can cover up the crotch-area well?
Anything cute and colourful, with ruffles and mini-skirts?
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John Clivinghone - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 19:17:35 EST YJ0yv/iP No.406795 Reply
Crossdressing is a good way to get in trouble. Be safe and have fun.
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James Beckleshit - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 18:12:33 EST /baPVqCJ No.407179 Reply
>>406736
Necroposting I know, but swimsuits got me into crossdressing lol

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