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Am I trans?

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- Mon, 23 Jul 2018 19:35:52 EST 8LsqTN7U No.405532
File: 1532388952833.jpg -(140883B / 137.58KB, 2048x2048) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Am I trans?
So I've been questioning for a few days and it's the longest case of "wanting to be a girl" I've had (most of them last a day or two and only happen once every couple months for the past couple years) but this one is continuous and I feel no signs of it stopping yet. It's not dysphoric, but more euphoric, like I seriously want to just wake up one day and become a girl. What should I do? I'm comfortable as a cis male, but I feel so conflicted as being a girl makes me feel so right when I think about it, but my parents are conservative Christians and all my Googling says if I'm going to start HRT at some point, it's better as early as you can get it. I can't decide. Please help, I don't know if I want to because I'm still highly attracted to girls, but want to be one so bad
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Cyril Chibbernock - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 21:31:31 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406353 Reply
>You've been female your entire life, you've never had a dead name and nobody wants to bash your fucking head in

I would wake up as Shub-Niggurath to have this be the case
Cyril Chibbernock - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 22:10:33 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406354 Reply
You don't have to experience gender dysphoria to be trans, but I don't think it's really out of line to say that most of us do. You could also experience it and not be able to recognize what it is, which is the case for some people but after a certain point, at least in my experience, it becomes entirely impossible to ignore what it is and why it's happening to you.

You could just be depressed, you could just hate your body, your voice, your skin, and your hair, you could just feel like you don't have a place in the world, you could just have this weird relationship with the "opposite" gender that you can't understand or place, you could just dissociate constantly and feel like everything is fake and no one can tell what's real and what's not, it could all be other mental illnesses playing tricks on you -- or you could be experiencing all of these things because your trans and this is all part of gender dysphoria. That was the case with me.

After talking with a gender therapist for a few sessions, I came to find out that I started experiencing gender dysphoria as a very young girl. I experienced it as this sort of feeling I could somehow "relate" to girls more, but I didn't look like them and I didn't really fit in all too well with boys either so I just kind of kept a tight circle of other semi-outcasts all the way through high school. I felt occasionally like I wanted to do gender non-conforming things or I'd have these weird ideas like "it'd be nice to be someone's wife some day" and I'd be terrified of them, block them out as hard as I could, because I had an ultra-conservative upbringing.

This intensified when I went through puberty but I still didn't have a way to describe what I was experiencing. I hated that my voice was getting higher but at the same time hated that most boys were becoming more masculine, as I had anticipated I would. I had a weird relationship with sexual attraction, where I was kind of conditioned to be attracted to women and that's what I went along with that, but even before I realized what I was doing I would self-insert as the woman in porn. At this point I started to realize I definitely wasn't straight but was terrified of telling anyone and just considered it a fetish.

Later in life I started to drown out these feelings in drugs and alcohol as they got stronger and stronger until they became impossible to ignore. I didn't start piecing things together until I was 18 or 19, I thought I was just regular gay, and even THAT was a huge hurdle to get over. I didn't make the commitment to transition until I was 22. I feel like I've already waited too long but that's not really true. At this point I dissociate constantly and feel like I'm controlling a body that isn't mine, and I get to the point where the dysphoria becomes so intense I get depressed to the point where I do nothing but smoke weed and stay inside for weeks at a time. It feels like I'm constantly wrapped in barbed wire and everything I do hurts because it isn't me doing any of these things. I go to cry about it and put my face in my arms and feel the stubble of not having shaved for a couple days, or maybe let something out without thinking about the pitch and get even more upset.

I know I just wrote a novel, but I'm coming off of some speed and that was a lot for me. It's a tempting basket to put all your eggs in, but if it is the case that you're trans it really is impossible to explain how much repressing that fucks up your brain and how much better things get every day after deciding to transition, even before starting HRT.

tl;dr: you don't need to experience dysphoria to be trans but most trans people do and it fucking sucks and you could already be experiencing it already but at the same time, it does get to a point where it's impossible to ignore it for what it is.

Good luck though, no one can answer these questions for you. Only a trained gender therapist can. I know it's not so easy to find one, but if anything start going to regular therapy if you don't already and mention gender identity issues in passing, they can give you a referral.

On a final note though, I will say that just because you feel uncomfortable about the idea of presenting as feminine, doesn't mean that you aren't trans. You have to do a lot of soul searc…
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the hon net

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- Sat, 10 Aug 2019 21:25:51 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406352
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Anyone ever check out forums like TransPulse or Susan's? I mean given the demographic of people who use forums outside of a specific subset of weird extremely online people, it's mainly older transwomen, and it's really fucking surreal. I mean I get that you're valid whenever you transition and whether or not you pass etc. but ho-ly shit... not a comforting glimpse into the future... is it just that they're all late transitioners? A lot of people who transition early like their late teens early-mid 20's don't even need FFS to really pass, in fact I'll go out on a limb and say probably most don't.

Who are these people and what did they do to end up where they are?

>Answer me this question: are these the shadows of the things that Will be, or are they shadows of things that May be, only
James Dobblelen - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 02:28:20 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406375 Reply
damn this thread is actually pretty mean now that I'm looking back on it and I only made it because of my constant crippling anxiety about my future

nb and it'd be cool if no one else did either
Jarvis Crirringfire - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 08:46:14 EST +3IBuC1V No.406407 Reply


Its a shadow of what was.

To truly understand a place like susans you need to understand the context of the trans community pre 2000's which was very very different from what it is today.

A note on the phenomenon known as transgenderism

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- Mon, 05 Aug 2019 16:02:59 EST 1oELgCT+ No.406337
File: 1565035379385.jpg -(4478274B / 4.27MB, 4032x3024) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. A note on the phenomenon known as transgenderism
Banned for trolling? Um, this seems sincere, and factually accurate. Jsut because he isn't buying into the mentally ills delusions, doesn't make it trolling. The fact of the matter is, trans is a mental disorder. Caused by the enormous influx of estrogen mimicers in the food chain. It all adds up, and it is resulting in masculine woman, empowered by a surplus of the chemicals that make them female. And the opposite is true for effected males. Resulting in limpwristed emasculated men, confused and then fooled into thinking they are a female stuck in a mans body. Sorry, you are a Guinea pig in the new age, and you are being lied to so the powers that be dont have to address a problem they can't fix. Everything on the supermarket shelf has a potential estogen mimicer. If you aren't doing something to counteract that, its only a matter of time until you start take on feminine mannerisms and temperaments. Its a damn shame this problem is beignswept under the rug, Nd encouraged as some sort of marginalized group that needs protection and a societal embrace. The reality is you are being ignored. Amd lied to so the root cause of your confused feelings doesn't get addressed. Transgenderism is a chemical problem, one that occurs after birth, and only in modern western society, where the market is oversaturated with processed goods and wrapped in plastic. This is not a troll post. I am being genuine, and i have put in the research. If you think i am incorrect, than prove it and show me otherwise. I am open to facts
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David Bardforth - Fri, 09 Aug 2019 04:30:03 EST zqV9w1QZ No.406350 Reply
>wouldn't you want to know the FACTS?
Well, geeeeeee, that depends, you know? This profoundly mighty prophet power to, like *abracadabra*, just know facts, what is the catch of it? Does it result in eventually getting ripped to pieces by Moabites, Romans, Sodomites, Vikings, Native Americans or somesuch? Are you talking about something in some sort of set of holy powers that make you a target of the unholy?

I mean, I shouldn't be some sort of Satanic power, like sorcery? Is it based on findings from nazi superscience which for that reason, cannot have their basies sensibly explained even halfway?

Or are they literal soothsayer powers, cause you sound completely intollerant of the fact that dangers don't work in the same simple manner as back in some people's good ol' days when the issue was lead from the aqueducts?

And what if I already had such clairvoyant power and was more intrigued by the ability to reign down fire and sulphur on others? Kinda seems more important, really seems more impactful.

You clearly show just want to play locust games. It's so grotesque, people's whose thoughts and expectations are all like: '' "Let there be misery for gender-abominations!", and inevitable misery for gender abominations appeared!''
Cyril Chibbernock - Sun, 11 Aug 2019 17:23:46 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406364 Reply
nb and please for the love of all that is fuck don't bump this thread to reply to me, but I really can't not say

>only in modern western society

This is the only fragment I read and this is so obscenely, demonstrably, objectively, incontrovertibly false and it can so easily be proven wrong with less than 1 single minute of research googling "how long have there been trans people?" that it's genuinely disconcerting that anyone could possibly believe this and it's scary how the mind can twist and warp the information it takes in completely unconsciously to make such a ridiculous falsehood plausible to anyone who is not medically retarded. The staunch unwillingness for these people (a decent third of the US population) to learn literally anything or take in any news other than The Gateway Pundit or read any scientific papers published after 1950 seriously is turning me into a doomer.

These raving lunatics with their rotting syphilitic brains control the most powerful country on the planet Earth and we are categorically doomed unless Xi saves us from ourselves or the United States government completely collapses.
Oliver Wishsune - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 15:18:02 EST 7hJCOOod No.406428 Reply
China has some of the most oppressive LGBT policies on Earth despite historically being friendlier to gays than the West, they won't save shit. The future is the totalitarian bootheel, enjoy your meager semblance of freedom while you still can.

Serious Talk: Bottom Surgery

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- Tue, 30 Jul 2019 12:10:35 EST zoklygxc No.406310
File: 1564503035515.jpg -(300962B / 293.91KB, 960x1183) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Serious Talk: Bottom Surgery
How come through the decades of bottom surgery being conducted on patients haven't there be even the slightest increase in the process of making a neovagina look aesthetically pleasing? I recently read a lot of stories on /r/neovaginadisasters and it seems like from the inception of this surgical procedure and today it has plateaued. I would expect the surgeons and doctors responsible for this to at least have newer knowledge that could lead to the betterment and perfection of the process yet this still feels like how it was during the first one ever conducted.

I know a friend is holding out for CRISPR technology and has faith that technology will soon boom (if it hasn't already started that is), but it just boggles my mind that there hasn't even been the slightest improvement of the process.

Who honestly, as of right this moment, conducts the best bottom surgery to have an aesthetically pleasing vagina?
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Reuben Gunkinpotch - Thu, 01 Aug 2019 15:03:37 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406323 Reply
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yeah, best of luck, go with hair plugs though if you have the money or finasteride or anything like that

I really really hope I caught it in time, i want my own hair so fucking bad, wearing wigs is peak hon

i mean no offense

there are SOME good ones but I'd be paranoid everyone would know, pic related lol
Lydia Duckcocke - Fri, 02 Aug 2019 19:30:09 EST NlPFu+lA No.406328 Reply
Don't do that yourself.
Polly Soppercocke - Sun, 04 Aug 2019 22:23:52 EST zoklygxc No.406336 Reply
Do you think it's possible to get a custom wig made that uses your own hair? I've been growing my hair out and it's been getting very long that I could probably get to cutting portions off while still retaining some length. My near baldness is only on the top portion of my head. A friend of mine basically called it the Hulk Hogan. But if there was some way to make a wig tailored for me that covers up what needs to be covered up made from my own hair folicals that might be cool.

Hi Seedy

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- Sat, 25 Feb 2017 18:06:23 EST e9mjG9U5 No.402386
File: 1488063983134.png -(37865B / 36.98KB, 436x395) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Hi Seedy
A pointless thread.

Is anyone who was posting between 2009 to 2013 around? How are you doing? If not that's okay.

I used to come here everyday after highschool when I was a teenager and I found this board really pleasant. I would come home and smoke a bowl and read pages and pages of the never ending discussion about hormones, clothing, triumph and sorrow.

It was nice because seedy cuties taught me so much, they taught me how to manage my difficult hair and about makeup and passing. I was pretty fat as well and the tough love culture here convinced me to become skinny right before coming of age. I grew up in a smallish redneck town with 34,000 people and couldn't have learned any of it without /cd/, and while everyone acted bleak and with a stark honesty you were mostly all pretty nice people. When I finally moved in early 2012 to the big city and started taking hormones it was a wonderful feeling to finally be one of those /cd/ posters who popped skittles and posted in passing threads.

I stopped counting so constantly but in a few months I hit 5 years on hormones. It's weird that all of the faces from back then will all be in their late 20s or early 30s now, I'm 24 myself. Being a trans is weird, my life has gone in a direction I never thought it would.

Although it slowed down some when that lgbt board came out on a different imageboard, it's nice to see this place hasn't changed much.
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George Siddlegold - Wed, 24 Jul 2019 06:18:52 EST JoKQc8md No.406289 Reply
I remember you (or your ex-gf) from irc for another chan. Whatever happened to you? Are you still alive? I've wondered about you since you left. I hope you're doing better.
catbus - Sun, 28 Jul 2019 18:53:13 EST LJULIlJy No.406309 Reply
Yes I remember too, from #/int/, I forget the handle but I'm sure it started with an r. Fuck that was a long time ago now. I am so old
TÜRK - Sun, 04 Aug 2019 13:33:46 EST utpQPXtx No.406335 Reply
malmısın çek git ülkeden aQ hakkaten 3 gram beyin yok tıravestilerde

gel evlen benle gidelim beraber ben çalışıp sana bakarım karım ol

Any Enbies in here?

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- Wed, 24 Jul 2019 16:57:43 EST VUmb+i4Q No.406291
File: 1564001863683.jpg -(273170B / 266.77KB, 1024x1024) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Any Enbies in here?
I'm looking to see if there are any AFAB or AMAB people who are Non-Binary (NB, or Enby).

I myself used to come to this board seeking information on transitioning and found a lot of talk of mysterious hormones (Spiro and Estro) and very very little talk of FTM or AFAB struggles with transitioning.

As soon as I launched myself into gay circles I found place where people weren't apart of the binary and they used the gender-neutral pronouns "they/them" where as I had heard only of these "wildly radical 27,000 other genders and their own specific pronouns and some of them want to be dragons and helicopters." When the reality was most of these Non-binary people just wanted to opt out of the gender game and I resonated with that after finding out how men would begin to treat me in the workplace as soon as they figured out I was trans. It grossed me out and I immediately understood what they were all about so I adopted an Enby centiment all the while still feeling the desire to "pass."

What does that even mean when I don't want to play a part in the gender binary?

Also, I really felt personally attacked by the contrapoints video about transtrenders, specifically with the phrase "Have fun being a male lesbian who fucks cats." Lol so if that's you, you're not alone.

I really want to hear your stories and what you feel about this sort of thing. And if there's a better place for Enby chats, let me know!!

Thank you.
Fiend !!1C9jE+w+ - Sat, 03 Aug 2019 03:09:18 EST GrBVOpdz No.406331 Reply
> Non-binary people just wanted to opt out of the gender game
> Enby centiment all the while still feeling the desire to "pass."
This is basically how I feel. I've only recently started my transition, and I do want to get to the point one day where I "pass," but I don't like the way the binary still changes how people get treated.
> What does that even mean when I don't want to play a part in the gender binary?
The way I think about it is like– I want to help break the binary, but from the other side.
Archie Goodstock - Sat, 03 Aug 2019 10:57:14 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406332 Reply
damn i leave for a couple years i come back and Fiend is trans

The terrible fraud of 'transgender medicine'.

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- Sat, 27 Jul 2019 09:49:19 EST yxVOZXNO No.406297
File: 1564235359877.jpg -(12471B / 12.18KB, 480x360) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. The terrible fraud of 'transgender medicine'.

Here, /cd/ is a lecture you may find to be helpful.
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Hugh Surringworth - Sun, 28 Jul 2019 02:01:57 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406308 Reply
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>all these spooks

No one has to give a shit about your fairy tales. Life is a game where the rules are made up and the points don't matter. You can impose arbitrary restrictions on your life if you want, but you can't expect other people to abide by the same rules.
Lydia Duckcocke - Fri, 02 Aug 2019 19:32:34 EST NlPFu+lA No.406329 Reply
He's not wrong. As someone who isn't blinded by the politics of division. I can say that the people pushing this agenda do not have the best interests of anyone especially transgender individuals. Not only is the medication bad for you, they encourage transpeople to cut their genitals off which most often leads to suicide. The technology is archaic and backwards. He's not wrong.
Jack Febberdetch - Fri, 02 Aug 2019 23:56:59 EST 7hJCOOod No.406330 Reply
how many times do you retards need to be banned before you learn to stay on the future?

unscheduled drugs/supplements to prevent random erections and prevent dick from functioning

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- Sat, 06 Jul 2019 15:12:46 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406250
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it's like I'm 8th grade again, there's so much as a draft and I have problems, I don't want to wear a cage 24/7, I don't want to use my dick ever, but I'm also non-binary and I don't think that at this point in time I want transition, other wise I know spiro/estrogen would obviously do the trick.
Isabella Subberstit - Sat, 06 Jul 2019 17:05:03 EST qvvMo5m0 No.406251 Reply
for a non-medical one, squeeze the muscles in your thighs for about 10 seconds, release and repeat til it's gone. It forces blood into your thighs (and away from other areas)
Nigel Clerringforth - Tue, 16 Jul 2019 13:12:31 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406262 Reply
>I don't think that at this point in time I want transition

well this isn't true anymore, gl to anyone who feels like this tho nb

Nights Into Dreams

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- Tue, 02 Jul 2019 21:02:57 EST 9RLHaSYb No.406244
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>Assumes the gender of whoever merges with it

Yfw Sega was responsible for the very first genderfluid video game character all the way back in 1995

Transgenderism and mental health

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- Sat, 29 Jun 2019 23:03:43 EST w3hvSDjR No.406237
File: 1561863823439.png -(388545B / 379.44KB, 400x656) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Transgenderism and mental health
What is it with transgender people and mental health. Every single transgender people I've met on various platforms, hung out with on Discord etc. have all had serious mental health issues, ranging from crippling anxiety to straight up schizophrenic, paranoid heeb-jeebs.

I get the impression that gender dysphoria is just one symptom of some very serious personality issues.
Basil Huffingridge - Sun, 30 Jun 2019 04:10:59 EST zoklygxc No.406238 Reply
It’s actually a separate disorder that can have others serve as symptoms of it.

So lemme get this straight...

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- Mon, 31 Jul 2017 13:28:23 EST AElQXWOl No.403801
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This FetLife looking crossdresser on here claims to make 1500 a week escorting. And I'm like. They have to be lying and bullshiting because the crossdresser looks very masculine. How could people pay that much to someone a week. I look 1000x better and more cis and got the essence of a woman compared to that person. Like wtf. That person isn't even on hormones and wears glasses. I know I'm beautiful but seriously. How do I make money escorting. I'd link you to that person but I don't want to upset people but how do I make that much money. Pic is me.
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Archie Murddock - Fri, 14 Jun 2019 05:57:08 EST TITaUB1w No.406213 Reply
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This girl is gorgeous. Absolutely she could work as an escort, even given disadvantages for black sex workers.
Isabella Fugglewock - Mon, 17 Jun 2019 02:01:25 EST i7WiR5oI No.406215 Reply
Yeah I mean 2 a day at $100 each is 1400 so.. good call on the not being a hater.

Also, why is this board so dead? /lgbt/ is a horrible nightmare. This place was overly hugbox but had a lot of smartish folk.
Shit Blazzleson - Mon, 24 Jun 2019 06:50:30 EST TITaUB1w No.406223 Reply
I dunno. I barely check it any more, myself. I feel like most of the people here from before, myself included, transitioned and got distracted with life and living it.

I do check /lgbt/ too, but it usually ends up disturbing me to see how grumpy and weird the general vibe is.

Clitty Shrinkening

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- Fri, 07 Jun 2019 17:58:03 EST zKT4Kkus No.406197
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I found this pic on the /r/castration sub and I haven't been able to get it out of my mind. It's like the perfect natural alternative to SRS.

I know they managed to do this by wearing smaller and smaller cages, but what I want to know is: what are the possible complications? Can you still get little erections? Can you precum and even cum a little if turned on enough? Can you orgasm at all through penile stimulation (assuming you always enjoyed it before)? Or would all that just become painful?
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Jenny Cunderwot - Fri, 21 Jun 2019 12:22:37 EST i4cRQgX3 No.406218 Reply
Agree with @John. Long story short - your organ is a flexible vessel or ballon for your blood. Your mind gives you erotic dreams to excersise your organ overnight - to stretch it and keep it flexible. When you lock yourself 24/7 for extensive periods of time, your organ cannot excersise nightly and therefore eventually wont be able to strech as much as it used to. There's literally no negative complications involved. You can still get erections as you could before (but the result will be smaller), you can still cum, you can still enjoy stimulation (actually you will enjoy it much more - there's same amount of nerves in smaller volume), it wont be painful (its not your skin shrinking but the capacity of blood vessels). But, it is a slow process, it's gonna take months to achieve even a tiny shrinkage. It's also (almost) fully reversible - but again its gonna take months to get back to almost orginal size.
Isabella Soddlemadge - Fri, 21 Jun 2019 16:05:03 EST zoklygxc No.406219 Reply
What happens if you already have a small penis when limp?
Edward Brullyford - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 07:28:40 EST N8aCysIc No.406220 Reply
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>natural alternative to SRS.
>already have a small penis when limp?

Pic related, you can use liquid bandage, super glue or some sorta vfx skin glue and wrap your ball sack around your dick, if the glue isn't strong use bandage tape on the seam.

I'm looking into silicon based glues because they are waterproof.

I'm Jelly -- Transgender Kids Content

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- Thu, 23 May 2019 23:33:59 EST zoklygxc No.406150
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In all seriousness, I wish there was this kind of content available when I was a kid. Maybe it could have helped me better get a grip on these feelings that I have been confused about for most of my life. Now I feel old because now there is two things that I envy the current generation of kids for. The first one being that coding is a part of their curriculums and for trans kids, they have access to content specifically tailored to help them. I wish I were born today sometimes.
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Jenny Clovingled - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 17:38:24 EST 1EVhTMju No.406204 Reply
Isn't this post >>406165 referencing a jewish conspiracy of some sort?

>inb4 I'm sorry I asked
Lillian Hepperchitch - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:20:00 EST VXOdpzl8 No.406212 Reply
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>child abuse

separating trauma from the self

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- Tue, 11 Jun 2019 16:30:47 EST 9WPEPrkK No.406201
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I hated it entirely for a while because my gross big sister used to force me dress me up as a kid, put lipstick on me, then make fun of me. Jerk.

Weird thing was as later there was this bunch of girls that liked it for some reason, and enjoyed seeing me in their clothing and would make out with me and that healed it somewhat, that was nice of them.

I dont crossdress anymore but my style is not normal at all, is this the reason? I don't want gross trauma fucking with me, I want to be my authentic self. I figured you guys would understand that better than a confused emo kid.
Augustus Dupperwell - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 14:37:28 EST Ob3X5gYn No.406207 Reply
Well your sister sounds like a bitch, I mean atleast you got to make out with some chicks!
Phyllis Bovingpick - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 17:56:13 EST YlRyqzZU No.406208 Reply
You sound like you're not too messed up from it but I recommend considering seeing a therapist at some point, like if you're feeling overly stressed. I just think it's ok to pay someone to give a fuck about your problems, in this horrible capitalist nightmare.
Caroline Hoffingstock - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:02:12 EST k2XlsNyK No.406209 Reply
Do whatever you wanna do. Punk, goth, emo, scene, basic bitch, whatever. Long as you're havin fun it's valid. A huge part of figuring out your style is experimenting.

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