Ive been wanting to go dig some holes out in the countryside for a few years.. Anyone will do, but I've asked every warm body I thought might bite and nothing. A few family members are even secretly growing my seedingls I've offered without me? Worse I've been ripped off more than once. Sometimes with kin. I have even advertised painstakingly babysat clone gems and proposed plans etc... Is it even doable solo? Noticing all the cold shoulders takes the wind out of my sails and disheartens. Do any of you grow abroad? EVERYBODYS planting but me. I feel.. Unattractive as a worker.
