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True nihilism

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- Mon, 26 Mar 2018 20:28:25 EST sJVCFdnc No.156108
File: 1522110505981.png -(581315B / 567.69KB, 442x599) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. True nihilism
I want to share with you guys something I felt last week that I'm coming back to because of how powerful it was, and maybe you guys can replicate it on your next dose and see how you feel.

I'd finished the usual fap on about 250mg and was just sat thinking; and I'll try and log my train of thought so you can understand how I arrived at this feeling. I remembered how cool the night sky looked earlier, specifically the moon. You know on DPH how it kinda deprograms 'normalized' things from you and lets you see things with fresh eyes? Well I was thinking of the moon and how fucking bizarre it is that you can look up and just see this monolithic sphere of rock just floating in the sky. So I started just wiki and google image browsing of other high def images of planets in our solar system. And somewhere along the way all sense of home-ness and familiarity was stripped of these high contrast spheres of matter. And all of a sudden a sense of utter terror descended upon me. I guess it felt like being a toddler again and that sinking heart when you realise you've become separated from your parents in public. I kinda felt like the security you feel as a child toward your parent/guardian doesnt go away it just shifts, and there's always a security blanket. Eventually it becomes God, people in charge, scientists, the money in your bank, etc. I suddenly became acutely aware that all 7 billion of us are kids just trying to be adults. We're all individuals cast adrift into existence not knowing what the fuck we're doing. All feelings of familiarity of the gas giants and their moons disappeared and they felt alien and wrong, like things that unfathomable just shouldn't exist. All the hundreds of Gods we invented in the past thousand years seemed stupid and infantile in the face of this. I felt too for the first time that there never has been and never will be other intelligent life either. A voice in my head kept repeating "Nobody knows we're here"

It was fucking frightening. Has anyone else had a feeling like this on DPH? I know it's not so commonly used for introspection but it happens, especially on fap doses.
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Wesley Bligglebanks - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 19:02:25 EST vbyzfGxe No.156130 Reply
>>156109

Can you elaborate? What kind of things do you think about for this to happen? Is it coherent thought all the way along the line or do you just inexplicably become a mess of emotions? That's pretty unusual for DPH and sounds like it might be playing off latent mental issues that it might bubble to the surface, be careful with that.

While I do get sudden onsets of derealization it's the normal kind for DPH that's an associated symptom of an anxiety attack (the old friend of the DPH fiend) I feel like I'm losing my mind and everything feels like virtual reality and that I'll wake up from the matrix at any moment or just lose my mind and end up in a padded cell forever. It's always temporary and a sure side effect of the anxiety attack though.
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Charlotte Billingway - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 23:27:56 EST h09l9cUx No.156134 Reply
>>156130
>What kind of things do you think about for this to happen?
most of the time i dont even initiate it (consciously), it'll just be something fucky shot to the front of my mind that my whole body tells me i need to think about; sometimes its a quick fix for the dysphoria actually. if i sit and try and avoid it, i get the anxiety you mention at the end of your post, but confronting it actually sends me down another loop hole that actually has less anxiety, more cold fear
>Is it coherent thought all the way along the line or do you just inexplicably become a mess of emotions?
the latter. sometimes i can follow it right into the "breakthrough" but a lot of times im sat fidgeting and it hits me like a train
> That's pretty unusual for DPH and sounds like it might be playing off latent mental issues that it might bubble to the surface, be careful with that.
dont disagree with you there, i probably shouldve prefaced my OG post with mentioning that im not particularly healthy, mental or physical and that is most definitely colliding with the dph. im not gonna mope around in my posts but ive felt harshly suicidal for the better part of two/three years and considering my age, im really coming into what i think is referred to as the "sweet spot" age-range for the onset of all sorts of mental illnesses (schizophrenia, bipolar, etc) and i think if there is latent mental issues, theyre very quickly becoming a lot less latent. for the time being ive stopped taking it, honestly not too sure what'll happen
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Barnaby Cleffinghuck - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 18:20:55 EST M47HOaYo No.156139 Reply
>>156134

DPH fucks with mental issues on more than one level. There's the level of how it plays with your mind while you're on it and the fact that it's an SSRI (one of the first trialled at the discovery of antidepressants but never commercialised for obvious side-effect based reasons). Any doc will tell you sporadic use of SSRI antidepressants are bad news, you need to take them daily to see long term use and even then they dont always work. Short term use causes worsening of psych symptoms and suicidal ideation. It might be a good shout to take a long t-break and see how you feel.

suck on these nuts

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- Sat, 20 Jan 2018 23:17:23 EST O514rTtI No.155657
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I took three-and-a-half teaspoons of pre-ground nutmeg (I don't have anything to grind whole nuts atm). So far I'm only one and a half hours into this, so nothing happening as yet.

Any of you laddies tried this? This is my first time, I'm not sure if I took enough but especially with a drug that lasts this long, I wanted to start small. This is a moderate dose according to Erowid. Well, we'll see! I've never seen it discussed here even though its classed as a deliriant. Please let me know your thoughts and experiences.
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DeliricJourney - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 19:36:30 EST 9YOPRJ84 No.156107 Reply
Tripping on 10 grams today, i didnt have any nutmeg in a month, that was my longest time without nuts in past 4 years, loving that buzz <3
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Wesley Fishwater - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 05:29:28 EST Nkfvd+78 No.156112 Reply
>>155657

1.) grate whole nuts, preferably "organic" is on the label
2.) combine with greek yogurt and honey for less ass taste
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David Wummlefire - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 15:41:11 EST tJKm5vYl No.156125 Reply
Reminder that nutmeg is worse for your liver than binge drinking. Use responsibly.
Who am I kidding this is /del/

rediscovery

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- Wed, 28 Mar 2018 02:05:51 EST 6z75EM5t No.156115
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Does anyone else ever get the feeling that you're rediscovering things through a new perspective on moderate doses? Sometimes I feel like I'm rediscovering the concept of sex on fap doses, and I often find it to be one of the most desirable side effects
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Augustus Fadgedark - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 12:44:23 EST geAvTAkU No.156122 Reply
>>156115

Yes I've posted a few times about this. It's the entire reason I do this and disappointed when it doesn't happen, it makes fap doses for me. It also applies to other things like existentialism and horrible shit like murder so be careful you don't think about it.

And don't think about the fact that you're going to think about it because I told you not to.

Stomach Gases

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- Wed, 28 Mar 2018 04:38:04 EST odQQvtro No.156116
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Does anyone else get bad stomach gas the day after taking large doses of gel caps (pic related) like burping
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Edward Condersig - Wed, 28 Mar 2018 07:33:39 EST h09l9cUx No.156117 Reply
>>156116
never taken the capsules so i cant say. you should check the inactive ingredients list of whatever package/container/bottle the stuff came in. could be some simple gastrointestinal reaction (probably physiologically inaccurate but im just guessin!) do you take it with anything?

Dph and weed

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- Wed, 21 Mar 2018 03:53:30 EST EorYTacS No.156061
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I'm going to do dph tomorrow night for the first time in over 3 years. I'm stressed and just want to trip balls to literally get away from reality for a few hours.

I have never mixed weed with dph. Do these two drugs mix well together? What does the delv hugh feel like after smoking? Is it an enhancement type thing with dph or is it something else entirely?
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Charlotte Grimcocke - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 23:48:09 EST Ec80jDEj No.156099 Reply
>>156061
my first time I ate 21 of the small pink ones. That's all you'll need
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Cyril Surrybanks - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 23:12:04 EST Dlv4bBEr No.156110 Reply
>>156099
I'm going with 475-500mg the next time I decide to do it. Probably will give it a try tomorrow night. Hope I actually trip this time ffs.
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Bird - Tue, 27 Mar 2018 01:38:08 EST 8t468K+Z No.156111 Reply
I did 600 once. That was spooky. The shadow people were nearly constant in my unlit room. There was only a faint amount of light coming from the window. So I could only see vague shapes of things in my room. They frequently moved around the room. They looked like pitch black shadows. Maybe 500. . . .

Combo, anxiety?

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- Sun, 25 Mar 2018 23:01:05 EST 5BClo+hs No.156098
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Anyone have exp with Hydroxyzine and DPH?
Not sure if I want to dose it yet, without knowing if it will make things worse.
Any provided informational facts will be much appreciated.
50 mg's with a trip dose maybe?

Introduction to deliriants

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- Mon, 19 Mar 2018 10:59:38 EST 4lpH1WiE No.156051
File: 1521471578057.jpg -(43549B / 42.53KB, 600x437) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Introduction to deliriants
I've had a distant curiosity of deliriants for as long as I got into the world of hallucinogens, I've never seriously considered trying one out though as they all seemed hazardous to one's health in some way and not given to enlightening experiences. However upon becoming more successful in lucid dreaming its come to my attention that i enjoy nightmarish experiences greatly, though dreams do come with a sort of state of being removed or even dissociated in a sense.

What are all the deliriant substances that one could get their hands on in the south west us, how are they different from eachother, and what would be good to try for a first experience. Dosage, tips, etc basically please fill me in on what I need to know to get started, much appreciated
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Augustus Fonderhore - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 19:40:48 EST fp80lnK/ No.156056 Reply
>>156055

DPH is the only deliriant you should be considering taking. Tropane alkaloids like datura are deadly while DPH is easy to get over the counter, cheap, and wont kill you dead.

If you enjoy lucid nightmares then this is the drug for you. Personally I dont trip on it, just fap dose. 150-250mg is fap dose. Enhanced music, incredibly enhanced orgasms and tactile sensation in your dick. It's amazing.

Contrary to what you might think though DPH does not make you fall asleep on anything higher than a therapeutic dose, in fact it does the opposite. As already mentioned its side effects include anxiety and intense dysphoria, so you're gonna have a really hard time actually sleeping.

Let us know how it goes.
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Rebecca Subberpug - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 03:55:21 EST 35Vhoktq No.156087 Reply
>>156055
Sorry for getting back so late. Replying to questions:
Caffeine is a nono unless you have a large tolerance to caffeine but even then, very little or none.
I'm atypical in my experience is all. Most people don't suffer a psychosis.
DXM and DPH usually leads to a couple hours of weird shit happening then I end up wanting to go to bed but I can't completely go to sleep. Instead it turns into bouts of delirium while laying in bed. Waking dreams.
nb for lateness
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Polly Handlelit - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 13:24:41 EST FHZe9Hii No.156090 Reply
>>156056
God man the years of insomnia due to serious DPH abuse. I can't tell you how many times I watched people buy DPH and I'd warn them about the side effects and they'd just look at me like im fucking insane. Seriously 2k mg is great and all but good luck ever sleeping again

Remeron Thread

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- Fri, 23 Mar 2018 16:19:19 EST fX2kQGf5 No.156075
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Just took 155mg of Mirtazapine for my first time, does anyone have any experience with this drug in high doses? Or am I retarded?
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Oliver Bevingman - Sat, 24 Mar 2018 15:26:02 EST TSrPhs7V No.156085 Reply
I was about to make a post Abi this. howmuch should i take for hallucinations? how does it differ from diphenhydramine?
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Henry Bellernerk - Sun, 25 Mar 2018 10:43:09 EST W40nGPRn No.156088 Reply
>>156085
i don't think you'll get any. might have some weird dreams though.

humor a paranoid newbie

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- Thu, 22 Mar 2018 00:24:29 EST 1+7l5Wng No.156065
File: 1521692669395.jpg -(80396B / 78.51KB, 600x800) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. humor a paranoid newbie
Sorry to make a new garbage thread, but I came across a lot of dph, so I figured I'd dose it on a whim. 300lb dude, and I've had 450 mg, in groups of 75. No feeling at all yet. Should I just shut up and wait? Work on my playlist a bit?
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Clara Gonnerkit - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 01:59:55 EST 2VOY90H7 No.156066 Reply
how far inbetween was each dose? you really should just take the entire dose at once or within 10 minutes or so otherwise the effects are greatly diminished but all the side effects are still there in full. or you just end up feeling nothing like this. but yeah wait. dph is extremely unpredictable i swear. sometimes a dose can kick in within 30 minutes, sometimes it takes two hours. sometimes a dose can give you tons of visuals and positive effects and then the same dose will do the opposite another time. this might be bad advice but i honestly recommend upping your dose to 600mg. no more, no less. this was always the best and most consistent dose (when i had no tolerence) and normally lets you experience everything dph has to offer without totally fucking your body and mind up.
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Cedric Daggleford - Fri, 23 Mar 2018 00:19:50 EST IlihZ0wt No.156070 Reply
if you are 300lb you will want to wait a week then pop 750. ignore the 600 guy he's not factoring your weight.

DPH Insomnia

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- Sun, 18 Mar 2018 19:41:41 EST fp80lnK/ No.156043
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Does this affect anyone else?If so, how severely?

To be honest I find it EXTREMELY difficult to get to sleep on anything greater that 100mg and even that sometimes keeps me up if only because my body is like 'we too dph? lets get nervooooous!'

I once I've finished my faps and I cant fap no more and have to sleep I typically just lie there in dysphoria and mental anguish. If sleep seems to be coming too easily I worry I'm actually dying or something even on fap doses.

Pic unrelated

My fond memories of DPH, 7 years ago.

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- Wed, 07 Mar 2018 02:31:05 EST PXOpnfig No.155946
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So, I'm popping on this board for nostalgia sakes. I'm 27, and used to have a lot of fun with DPH when I was 20. I now regret every bit of it as I'm still suffering long-term cognitive side effects. I have so many stories. Trips to the hospital, ending up in a girls house who I did not know, having a conversation with a man who was not there. I feel like, even though I never got past 700mg, the hallucinations I experienced were always very intense. I abused DPH for a year. Feel free to ask me anything, especially my regrets.

I will also say I never saw bugs, or anything creepy. Which I am thankful for since I have a huge fear of most bugs

This was one of my favorite stories though
>Take large dose (i forgot how much)
>I always knew DPH was kicking in because I had a storm trooper starwars sticker on my wall, and he would ALWAYS dance and bow to me
>I lived in a motor home. My bed was in the back
>Suddenly, I hear my boss in the back of the camper.
>The door to the back bedroom was shut
>I was scared to DEATH to go back there
>In my mind, the back bedroom was my bosses office
>I was afraid my boss would ask me to do some work
>Quietly use my computer and walk around the camper the rest of the night
>Heard him back there talking the entire night
>sleep on couch
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Santah - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 22:52:41 EST PXOpnfig No.155949 Reply
>>155948
In my ignorance (stupid 19/20 year old) I took DPH nearly every day for a YEAR. Mostly small doses. Around 200MG would make me trip a bit. You build up a tolerance really fast, so I'd take breaks just so I could take another hit later.

I had hard core tremors in my hand. I probably had about 20+ trips, some light, some were CRAZY. I ended up in the hospital 2 or 3 times out of anxiety when over dosing and my heart started to act really weird. I was having these extreme heart palpitations that sent electric shocks through my body. That's when I quit.

When I quit, I felt like a shell. Nothing seemed real. I didn't feel like I was real. It was a VERY strange experience for about a year. I think that's called derealization. People all seemed like aliens, or just corpses that could talk and move.

To answer your question, I can't say I regret knowing what a DPH trip feels like. Honestly, if it didn't fuck you up, I'd still do it. It was extremely interesting and bizarre. Can't say I'll ever do it again, but I don't think it can hurt doing it once. I'd recommend 200mg, no more or less.
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Samuel Goodshit - Wed, 07 Mar 2018 23:13:28 EST yWS8jKIR No.155950 Reply
>>155949
Damn dude I've taken way higher doses way more times than that and I've quit for like six months now and feel fine.
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Walter Clinnersut - Sun, 18 Mar 2018 00:31:49 EST 1DpJk0BR No.156037 Reply
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>>155949

Not trying to belittle your experiences, but I'm betting a lot of this is just in your head. Derealization makes sense as resulting from /deli/ usage, since you are regularly tricking your brain. But that's not really indicative of physical damage -- just the fact that you are now realizing you can't verify anything (i.e. other people may not be conscious, the world could be a simulation/dream, your 'self' does not really exist anywhere, etc.).

Like >>155950 mentioned the amount and period of time you mention is not terribly extreme and it's unlikely you did any real damage. And it's pretty easy to work yourself up to think problems exist where they don't.

> just corpses that could talk and move.

You are surrounded by the dead and unliving, and that's how you like it. We make sure our dead skin cells are free of blemishes, we comb our dead hair. We wear dead plants to cover ourselves, we sit on dead trees, we type on lifeless inorganic machines that we electrocute to make seem intelligent.

Funny del discussion question

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- Thu, 08 Feb 2018 06:48:57 EST HnxzRvCM No.155789
File: 1518090537874.jpg -(8861B / 8.65KB, 273x200) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Funny del discussion question
Which do you think is worse for your body to do every day?
Dph or Alcohol
Dph or Cigarettes
Dph or fast food
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Hugh Crendlehire - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 15:06:33 EST yWS8jKIR No.156020 Reply
>>156008
>I'm this guy

Yeah, but what does would you do?


>>156009
>yeah you still don't get the reference. move along.

The reference is to the evangelical TV show. I've taken 800mg doses of DPH, so I am in the 700 Club.
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Dextrolord - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 21:42:48 EST tw70UaGH No.156025 Reply
>>156020
Eeehhhhh.... The amount of try hard right here is palpable

Nb

Logistics

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- Fri, 16 Mar 2018 21:48:50 EST L1KzDsTJ No.156027
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If you die tripping on DPH, will you be delirious when you wake up
in the after life?
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Shit Binderworth - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 13:00:26 EST xr6YnSgR No.156029 Reply
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ok tried it... dph connects with the astral self so yes you will feel afterglow.. the angels had to calm me down though the lethal dose made them look like clowns
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Betsy Bunfield - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 16:53:15 EST IlihZ0wt No.156032 Reply
malevolent transdimensional forces cast this illusory veil of life over the eyes of our soul so that when we pass on to the next realm, we are deceived, ignorant, and delirious. it is actually a cherished secret of the ancients that passing on while delirious will allow you to awaken with full clarity, focus, and glory in your higher form, whereupon you will be able to battle these forces and drive them out of your micro-cosmos until 3 realms later
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Cornelius Charryspear - Mon, 19 Mar 2018 12:15:05 EST PSCXClSa No.156052 Reply
>>156032
What happens after the 3 realms? Is there a way to avoid this?

mindfucking yourself with bad thoughts while /del/ving

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- Fri, 09 Mar 2018 04:14:34 EST oykp+488 No.155960
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hey /del/, don't know who else to turn to for this question. Does anybody feel like they tortured themselves on /del/?

After a few successful trips at the very start of my /del/ career, I started getting lazy and continued bad habits that built tolerance and kept me from properly balls-out hallucinating... Because of this disrespect to the drug so to say, I would frequently enter states of extreme dysphoria where I of course realized existential truths not only about myself but also about life on earth that were profoundly and exclusively negative. I'd often wake up the next morning happier than usual (I guess this was serotonin flux or something).

The only thing that made me slightly happy /del/'d were cartoons & sketch comedy. Something that showed a world and life fantastically beyond our gross and constant reality. My question is, if you also are frequently stuck in the grey lands of dysphoric trips, do you feel different because of them? Do you end up liking or appreciating them? Does it come back to you sometimes? I feel like I've done something horrible to myself that nobody can understand but here. It's like the del stripped the protection my brain provided to make interacting with reality if not pleasant at least passively bearable
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Jenny Wingerwell - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 20:10:32 EST 1CqG8tTM No.156005 Reply
>>155963
>only raw information, delivered without embellishment no matter how painful or scary it is to your mind.

Beautiful sentence. That's exactly it. I'm glad I'm not alone in finding the delirious experience as profound as it is unsettling. A lot of Erowid reports play up the novelty and danger of the trip and dismiss it in comparison to more 'enlightening' drugs, but all the supposed truths I'd discovered on other trips occurred to me as preposterous once I sobered up. With /del/s, it feels more like I've entered back into the matrix.

>>155961
Yeah, those ruminating thoughts almost like flashbacks where you can't escape an idea and have to confront it.
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Thomas Gugglewill - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 20:51:50 EST +lpt+DgF No.156014 Reply
>>155961

I actually use this 'concept becomes so abstract or takes on such a new viewpoint or breaks it's sense of normality that you have to drop what you're doing and really think about it'. It's THE reason I use dph for fapping because this happens with sexual concepts like my darkest fetishes. They 'new' and abstract feeling not only enhances them it can sometimes make it feel like you're experiencing it for the first time again and it's like you're in puberty discovering dirty shit for the first time again and getting hard enough to cut glass.

This is the real reason I keep relapsing into dph addiction
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Albert Benderstitch - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 13:11:35 EST h09l9cUx No.156019 Reply
>>156014
oh shit, i knew i forgot something in my post hah. yep the dph-hypnosis is awesome when you get into some pr0nz.

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