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I'm gonna die probably

- Fri, 09 Aug 2019 08:09:50 EST lesS3XX3 No.158145
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>that feel when 900mgs of DPH doesn't even do much because you've been abusing it for 6 years almost daily
>never even hallucinate anymore
>never able to stop for no reason
George Buzzspear - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 05:58:25 EST wlBkUsr/ No.158146 Reply
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Man I know its hard but you need a long break. Not worth the damage your doing to yourself. Do you have hppd from the years of abuse?
Angus Honeyway - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 22:39:38 EST QukqXtGo No.158147 Reply

Jesus fucking christ, you need to get out somewhere isolated with no access to DPH and wait out a good few fucking months. You must be going through some hellishness like none-other.

For fuck's sake man.
John Buzzhood - Sun, 11 Aug 2019 18:47:26 EST DGl+OaeD No.158149 Reply
>you need a long break
>a break

man needs to stop taking this drug forever full stop jesus christ
William Clennerlit - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 05:28:52 EST h9vXos+d No.158171 Reply
>>158145 can your dick still get hard after all this abuse?
James Lightshaw - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 10:52:31 EST zqAuHhUL No.158173 Reply
I too am addicted, but I usually go from 125 to 225 daily.
I love the Despair and resolve feeling it gives me, makes life feel much more important to me.

If you lay down and try to dose off, you're bound to get some interesting scenarios like me with 125mg. I once had a woman in a pirate costume, even with drawn on beard from what seemed like a sharpie come towards me, I got in her face and said, "Who the fuck are you". She gave me a shocked looked, stood still for a bit and disappeared.
Hannah Blunningkid - Sat, 17 Aug 2019 05:03:30 EST lesS3XX3 No.158177 Reply

I don't have hppd. I abused it for the spooky fun times because I'm alone most of the time. I can still have good faps with it but at this point I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die in my 40s from all the drugs. I also abuse DXM and over the years it's built a tolerance up yo 900mgs too
Hannah Blunningkid - Sat, 17 Aug 2019 05:04:05 EST lesS3XX3 No.158178 Reply

I don't have hppd. I abused it for the spooky fun times because I'm alone most of the time. I can still have good faps with it but at this point I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die in my 40s from all the drugs. I also abuse DXM and over the years it's built a tolerance up yo 900mgs too >>158145
Ian Cerringstadge - Sat, 17 Aug 2019 10:56:59 EST 2/r3Kcop No.158179 Reply
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Dude when was the last time you saw a doctor? Im fascinated to know what sort of terrible things are happeni ng to your body. How do you even reqch this point in life? Do you have a job? NEETbux? How did this happen OP
Jarvis Marringtock - Sat, 17 Aug 2019 20:38:13 EST aagchs0L No.158180 Reply
OP you're going to probably get dementia in old age, Harvard Medical Journal has proven a link to DPH use and dementia. Im sure you're already aware of this anyways but at least we'll be crazy old fuckers together
Ernest Blullerspear - Sat, 17 Aug 2019 22:23:49 EST L9HxxENt No.158181 Reply
Don't most people get dementia in old age?
100% of people with dementia also drink water and eat food.
Graham Fibbledock - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 11:33:34 EST INQThJ43 No.158858 Reply
Mate don’t even try to justify your incredibly self destructive behavior with “dude weed” arguments
Hamilton Bedgewater - Sun, 23 Feb 2020 15:33:22 EST /AAegiA+ No.158867 Reply
I don't understand why anyone could get addicted to diph unless it's literally the only drug available and you need to escape a shitty real life.
Martha Snodwill - Thu, 27 Feb 2020 05:15:51 EST fWNgv2e6 No.158879 Reply
I'm not so worried about the dementia so much as the fact that I feel my heart stopping every time I do even 300mg with DXM.
I don't dare fuck with high doses of DPH anymore. It's just not worth it. I'll add maybe 150mg to a DXM trip just for the coloring but nothing more.
Henry Blirrytin - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 09:16:28 EST WUxT1J5q No.158880 Reply
I quit DPH at all.

Sleep aid would be Clonidine for me.

Some day when I want a little extra stamina I may still sleep with DPH for its short elemination period, thus won't affect the next day's afternoon much unlike other things I've tried.
Sidney Nickleson - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 09:24:03 EST ZsaakrTU No.158904 Reply
>be 5 years ago
>uncle an hero's, takes dad with him, aunt permanently disabled due to gunshot wound in brain
>im not ok
>go on a 3 day binge alternating between DPH DXM and both
>listen to Xiu Xiu's A Promise and lose my shit
>start getting bad chest pains
>heartrate was at 200bpm from the DPH earlier
>can barely feel it beating now, maybe once every two seconds
>start getting terrible pressure on my sinuses
>feels like i'm slowly sinking into my bed and floating at the same time
>am i dying?
>start panicking
>heavy urge to close my eyes and fall asleep and never wake up
>can hear dead relatives voices, probably just a hallucination
>they're beckoning me to come with them
>don't think mom would be able to handle having her husband and son die within the same year
>force myself to stay awake
>instantly regret it the next day

idk what you're going through anon, but please dont be sad. there's always at least one person who loves you, even if it doesn't feel that way
pill spider - Fri, 24 Apr 2020 18:30:30 EST SSIUG/tT No.159021 Reply
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im in the same situation as op
no matter what i do i cant hallucinate
Beatrice Sammlechut - Mon, 18 May 2020 14:57:56 EST 06OB1ztB No.159068 Reply
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If you're not having fun anymore, it's time to stop. If you can't stop, it's time to get help.
Phoebe Gullyterk - Tue, 19 May 2020 05:27:13 EST 6aor7wee No.159071 Reply
A Promise fucks me up when I'm sober
sorry you had to go through that but that's sound advice anon
william maynard garver - Sat, 23 May 2020 23:42:36 EST SoFhDHB8 No.159079 Reply
hope your ok old pee
Hugh Wittingstork - Mon, 25 May 2020 00:56:49 EST CVwJfE8R No.159080 Reply
Why is dph even legal? Tolerance builds lightning fast and shit will ruin you if you get addicted.

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