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- Sun, 20 Feb 2022 10:16:49 EST sWzSAB3R No.31764
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God I'm almost 30 and just fucked my taper after having found some pics and shit from my dead gf (first gf, first love, lost virginity)

and it just fucking I feel like I am never gonna be done with these fucking things and the market wil disappear one day and i'll have no more valium, end up in the ER and end up epileptic

I actually want to die but I couldnt let her mum live with that pain and i'm triyng to think of excuses like, getting a job in oil rigs at the other side of the planet and buying a plane ticket then just disappearing and doing it so I can be with my gf, i can't let go of the connection its too strong

anyway there's a weird lack of benzo detox threads here, what the fuck? Is it because it's so hopeless?
I'm taking nothing but vlaium and have bought dossset boxes with dates and dose reductions and everything

Srsly thinking of getting some ket for moments like this where i freak out

THankf uck i'm neeting it and have no job committments atm

My life has already been ruined but benzos are the big metal thing nailing me to the wall and paralysing me, its s hard especially when you're weak-minded and have support or human contact beyond your old granny who is none the wiser.
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Matilda Fummleshit - Tue, 26 Apr 2022 10:15:21 EST YlGTOwho No.31810 Reply
Here with you, but percocet. I only did maybe 30mg/day on weekends while staying sober during the week. Which turned to about 7.5mg/day during Covid. Quitting this decade-long habit has caused months of depression.
Hamilton Dannertadge - Thu, 28 Apr 2022 15:10:02 EST BvD9GQ84 No.31818 Reply
Would you say that regular old' alcohol is quicker/easier detox than for a comparable bezo habit?
Frederick Pockbury - Sat, 14 May 2022 23:20:37 EST a2YmABEC No.31835 Reply
At least you're trying to quit anon and good luck with the taper, my only advice is to have someone hold your pills and give them to you. I'm 31 and already went to rehab twice for heroin 10 years ago now I wish I could quit /benz/ and /opi/ again since ive been using pharma xanax daily for like 4 years plus some oxy mixed in there for good measure. I take like 4mg of xanax and around 30mg of oxy a day, today was refill day with the guy I get em from, gets a 120 count script of 2mg bars and 10 percs from the same doc, so I end up taking more oxy then usually like 60 mgs. I have like over 100 bars with 70 bars and 15 percs hidden away in case my regular stash ever gets found which probably has another 60-70 bars plus 70 percs. I haven't run out of xanax in years, every single fucking day I have to take this shit and I fear the day I run out and have a seizure at work and die. Ill probably kill myself before I run out since this shit and the fucking homeless person I get them from interferes with my life so much

Any body going full sober/straight edge?

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- Fri, 12 Mar 2021 07:17:18 EST gwpJxzGY No.31406
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This might fall on deaf ears, but im just trying to connect to folks going through similar stuff, trying to take full control of their life.
Most posts on this board being about people trying to pass drug tests, or cheat them, anybody actually trying to stay off the harder stuff, for good.Or even going full monk mode trying to quit everything,from cigarettes to weed to alc to porn to shitty eating etc...
Seems there are a few of us going on trying to stay off the stuff forever, not just to get rid of tolerance, or get stuff done , but legit quit forever and not look back

So whats your poison and how long have you abstained from it?
Im trying to do the whole 9 yards and quit years worth of daily pot,cigs,beer,porn,and downright garbage eating.

Sorry if this post is a bit incoherent, english isn't my native tongue
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Molly Tootfuck - Sat, 07 May 2022 16:24:34 EST Oc+VwOc1 No.31832 Reply
last drink was in 2019
I don't smoke or do any other drugs either
all that's left is quitting antipsychotics for me to feel 100% myself
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Angus Pockway - Mon, 09 May 2022 19:38:52 EST 2Pv7ZbWC No.31833 Reply
thats really impressive, man. proud of you.
good work. any words of advice for those of us who are undertaking a sober life??
Hamilton Drarryway - Tue, 10 May 2022 17:19:13 EST X+qUXav0 No.31834 Reply
Even at my most healthiest i still couldn't get off the caffeine and nicotine. Both those drugs should be illegal really
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Would smoking CBD slow down my detox considerably?

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- Thu, 05 May 2022 07:32:23 EST pEu5S/Bs No.31825
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So I'm trying to get most of the THC down to where if I get drug tested it shows non positive. Would smoking some CBD be like pausing my detox? Or will it not really matter?
m - Fri, 06 May 2022 18:21:04 EST cPx77tsN No.31826 Reply
Any CBD product either does contain THC/some sort of THC-COOH-creating molecule, or is at serious risk of containing it. So I wouldn't use them if I were you. People pop positive from "CBD" products all the time.
Cyril Turveybanks - Sat, 07 May 2022 09:16:10 EST lcIDO5N8 No.31829 Reply
This, i've heard of people showing up for THC on a piss test after taking hemp CBD supplements orally.

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- Wed, 27 Apr 2022 14:43:02 EST R+/fd3BL No.31815
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I made that stash box by hand years ago and it's been with me through a lot, I had a really deep attachment to it, but destroying it didn't hurt as much as I thought it would, or really at all, I feel completely in control for the first time in my life
SoberSober - Sun, 01 May 2022 18:28:15 EST 1rT8w1zF No.31822 Reply
You go man, keep up fighting da good fight.
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How long to feel normal after quitting weed?

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- Sat, 01 Feb 2020 23:12:50 EST p7BbtgYg No.30871
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Doing a pretty basic detox off Weed. Been a heavy smoker for several years and now that I'm in my late twenties and looking for a job I'm ready to kick the green goddess. How long will it take me to feel normal again? I've heard some people don't feel baseline until like 3 or 4 months into the detox.
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Ian Follystit - Wed, 27 Apr 2022 03:34:30 EST GY0lAXLu No.31813 Reply
Anything can be addictive, once you replace something necessary in your life with it. From my personal experience I would conclude that weed in itself is as addictive as coffee, maybe even less so. The addiction comes in 90% of the cases from tobacco or other highly dopaminergic things like porn (see >>30999). People usually don't discern between "I can't stop" and "I won't stop", or to be more precisely between addiction and dependence.
James Cricklestane - Wed, 27 Apr 2022 18:37:38 EST lyZCxcOp No.31816 Reply
Ok but cannabis is still a drug and anyone who claims they can stop smoking all day every day anytime should really put that to the test before dismissing it as "non-addictive"
Priscilla Cringercocke - Thu, 28 Apr 2022 04:10:29 EST Bs8jz+J3 No.31817 Reply
I'm at the point where I can stop for a few days, maybe a couple of weeks if I need to, but I have no self control left to my own devices.

Tapering off kratom

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- Thu, 21 Apr 2022 08:18:51 EST wb1b+YJa No.31798
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I'm addicted to kratom not just mentally but physically. I want to taper off it. Would Suboxone or methadone help? Or maybe have some solid and concrete plan to slowly reduce my daily use to the point where I'm completely off it and am not using and will not suffer from WD symptoms any longer?

I'm seeking help for my issues. I'm trying to get into therapy and I'm attending my very first NA meeting later today. I just want to feel normal and be able to get rid of all my demons due to past trauma I went through growing up. I want to be able to go on with my life and be the best of a person I can be.

Any advice or suggestions would be greatly appreciated.
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Albert Murdford - Thu, 21 Apr 2022 12:01:57 EST wb1b+YJa No.31804 Reply
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Ian Follystit - Wed, 27 Apr 2022 03:41:48 EST GY0lAXLu No.31814 Reply
How long have you been on and what was your daily dose? I went cold turkey earlier this year after over a year of daily use and around 40g each day. Felt like shit for two weeks, but survived none the less.

Just get off work at least for the first week and you will be good. No need to taper it off.
Clara Blatherwill - Sun, 01 May 2022 06:48:24 EST l7eTBRui No.31821 Reply
Some sleep medication like benzos or at least melatonin might come in handy, as the insomnia and RLS can be quite nasty in the first nights. From day one you will feel as if you caught a cold, including runny nose, shivers, sweats and general discomfort. Diarrhea might occur on the second or third day and you will have to force yourself to eat and drink something to get better. Iron supplements seem to provide some relief. I found myself sleeping more easily in the early morning hours than at night, even if I'm tired at like 1am.

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- Fri, 17 Jan 2020 10:51:03 EST JlXVkTxD No.30828
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i went into detox on jan 1st and was there for about a week, trying to taper off benzos. now im out and doing PHP at the same hospital (basically double intensive outpatient-6hrs a day). i was heavy on benzos for about a year and a half and thought i was invincible to the shitty withdrawals, but here i am, feeling like i'm about to have a seizure any minute. i really wanted to quit cold turkey (dangerous, i know) but the docs and therapists insist that I take at least 3mg ativan daily for now. I feel so guilty that i still have to take this shit just to not die bc ive already ruined many beautiful relationships and betrayed my familys' trust. idk where this is going i'm just fucking blogging at this point. but im looking for support, advice, or any other thoughts on benzo tapering/withdrawal. thanks guys
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xamnyab - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 20:31:35 EST M0pRuPgq No.30845 Reply
bro it sucks at the start, but if you're tapering it's not gonna have you dead, at play will b only the temptation, you will get restless nights, tremors, anxiety and other shit doe, but know it's temporary and for an greater good

you're strong bro, you can make it
Edwin Honeydock - Tue, 19 Apr 2022 04:35:29 EST e17wwmGi No.31796 Reply
I was hooked on xanax 1mg for years, before that to clonazepam 2mg and i guess at some point to 2mg of ativan. I would often take more. I guess the while thing lasted for 10 years. I was taking the stuff for anxiety, insomnia and etc. but I had enough of it at some point, wanted my mind back so the desire to quit was 100%, i guess that helps. Moving on; my last benzo period was 2-3 years of xanax 1mg daily. Planned the taper with the shrink. The fastest I could go was getting ahold round 1mg alprazolam so i could taper off 1/4 a pill untill I got to 0.5mg, then got 0.5mg round pills tapered 1/4 a pill a week until i got to 0.25mg and so on with them but with these I took my time doing more like a 1/8 a pill taper off until I felt comfortable not taking 1/8 of 0.25mg anymore.
I felt no withdrawal symptoms and started feeling better and better as I kept lowering the dosage because my mind started coming back in ways I never expected so that comforted me a lot because it was the reason I was doing it.
I wasn't exercising, wasn't eating right but it still felt good doing the taper.
In my case there were no withdrawal symptoms.
Honestly I don't thing doing gabapentinoids would help much if you have withdrawal symptoms, I guess something like 75mg couldn't hurt but anything above that would feel uncomfortable.
There's this plant called sweet flag (sway or muskrat root, among many common names) that's a big life saver for when you have withdrawal anxiety, so look into it. I know it's cheesy to recommend herbal tea for something as severe as withdrawal symptoms of any kind but out of all the stupid shit that's out there that people recommend for anxiety and stress and depression this is the one that really could pull me out of a tight spot.
Before Tapering i've tried drinking alcohol to relieve anxiety from benzo withdrawal and it made me feel sick and scared.
Exercise makes you feel even more exhausted when having withdrawals, meditating makes you feel insane.
My doctor said that vitamin b12 injections help somewhat but let's be real, it's not gonna get you through the night.
Knowing what I know now I would never try anything but doing the slow taper.

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- Tue, 09 Nov 2021 15:45:08 EST TOD40Re8 No.31685
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Please advise, I want my mind back.
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Eliza Nicklefoot - Thu, 27 Jan 2022 11:01:54 EST BlxXh7g8 No.31746 Reply
man I feel sad for you guys who got into the mental health drug shit. That shit is so insidious. I';m so glad I read web forums back in the mid 2000s when I was going through shit and considered using those drugs. The people gave all the warnings
-brain zaps even after quitting
-zombie emotions that make life dull
-horrifying malaise and disorientation when tapering
-even more horrifying depression and mental unbalance when trying cold turkey
-mental willpower needed to stick to taper schedule beyond the capacity of many if not most

I'm not gonna do the research but you should try using yandex.com as a search engine to maybe find some old school user forums/discussion forums where you can get advice from people who went through it. Today google is censored so much, especially with covid stuff, that you probably can't find these resources there.

good luck
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Edward Warryshaw - Sat, 23 Apr 2022 10:01:57 EST Oc+VwOc1 No.31805 Reply
OP here, currently taking only depakote, 750mg daily.
In June I'm supposed to go to the psychiatrist again and she'll reduce it to 500mg. And then we'll see.
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Being sober sucks

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- Sun, 21 Nov 2021 00:08:35 EST S17mHncL No.31702
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I quit drinking and smoking weed and all of that shit, this is not fun. i am doing better with work and school and all that shit but I'm miserable and tired and achey. this blows but it's better than getting sober in prison or whatever.
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Barnaby Creblingletch - Sat, 02 Apr 2022 13:03:23 EST 6GcWyqd2 No.31784 Reply
If anyone has any tips for quitting weed and booze at the same time i would love to hear them. It seems no matter what i'll cave into one, then eventually the other. Honestly if i wasn't broke as a joke with shitty insurance i would check myself into a 90 day treatment program. I went into one before mainly for heroin+coke (but i was an alcoholic pothead abusing everything else from benzos to LSD at the same time) and i was young and stupid and looked down on the people there for like weed and booze addiction but now i feel like a fool since those types of addictions always creep up on you in insidious ways. You are lulled into thinking they're both "pussy drugs" so theres no way you can become dependent on them like with the hard shit but give it enough time and consistent usage and tolerance and then try to stop drinking and smoking for a week. You'll learn REAL quick that the withdrawal can get fucking awful like OP said achy, bored, tired but can't sleep, anxiety, always on edge. Anyways i've ranted enough about the problem i'm looking for solutions, i really am gonna utilize exercise this time as well as healthy diet since i'm old but still young enough to save my overall health from going off a cliff. When i first got out of rehab and then the halfway houses i used all sorts of unhealthy things to cope that were "technically" allowed like junk food, video games, netflix, internet browsing, hooking up with girls from Tinder, porn and it only made the post-acute withdrawals worse and it took me longer to get a good program going and build a better life which of course i fucked up by relapsing years later on the hard shit. I got away from that but now i'm dealing with this and i've learned its all the same shit at the end of the day. Addiction is addiction. We'd be better off if we all had less addictions in our lives. se la vie
Barnaby Claycocke - Sat, 09 Apr 2022 20:53:28 EST RFjdNQs1 No.31788 Reply
Idk if you'll come back to see this but try taking N-Acetyl Cysteine. I actually saw it recommended here once and bought some at a store. It replenishes glutathione iirc which has powerful anti-oxidant properties. It gives you a nice feeling of contentment. Try it. Maybe melatonin for sleep. Quitting pot makes me a complete insomniac.
David Fuckingson - Mon, 11 Apr 2022 13:42:54 EST YlGTOwho No.31792 Reply
>My worst day sober is better than my worst day high.
I like that one. Obviously not everything is peaches n' cream, but at least you got that monkey off your back.

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- Mon, 14 Feb 2022 09:44:50 EST C0mVv0ei No.31761
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I am addicted to methamphetamine and trying to stay clean from the drug at any cost. I am worried I will be put to sleep for my next high.. Ihaving been drugged at a state psychiatric hold.. it is not easy.. so far I have succeeded somewhat , having stayed the drug 3mo, though it is not pleasant, I feel sluggish and emotionless without a fix, I have succeeded to stay clean. I think that it'll be alright so long as I stay the path of the righteous. No reason to use at this point, I remain strong. Anyone else managed to stay clean?
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Samuel Memmerdock - Thu, 17 Mar 2022 16:26:38 EST /pbn+ASV No.31777 Reply
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Im somewhere around the 3mo mark myself now. Stay strong comrades
Priscilla Hattingmet - Sun, 20 Mar 2022 13:16:56 EST Yi+1HnfT No.31779 Reply
I was never an everyday user, I mostly binged every couple of months, sometimes half a year in between binging. I felt like I almost died multiple times, and I went to hospital once. Last time was in January, but I hope I can keep off forever. I wonder how much damage I have done to my brain/lungs/heart during those binges.
Priscilla Hattingmet - Sun, 20 Mar 2022 13:21:16 EST Yi+1HnfT No.31781 Reply
Anyone try those methamphetamine anonymous groups? I never feel withdrawals or need to use. It just comes sporadically sometimes. I am so afraid of relapse, I am willing to go to the groups if that can help me stay clean forever.

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- Thu, 13 Jan 2022 17:45:41 EST S17mHncL No.31730
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This stuff works. So does Quick Fix. Chugging water like a madman also could help pass a urine test. The trick is knowing when it's going to be, so your piss can be at 97 degrees or whatever, or so you know to chug a lot of water.
I don't know if detox drinks work so well, and I don't know what if they want to see you pee versus being left in a bathroom alone. You could hide a little bottle in a runners belt, or a pair of shorts under your trousers.
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Ernest Cenderworth - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 12:27:34 EST CgBEsghk No.31753 Reply
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my bitchass pain doc made me quit using d8 stuff because i guess unofficial medical thc = no good.

i get drug tested, to make sure i'm 1) using my percs properly and 2) not using any other drugs. i think it's bullshit, but i needed a t-break anyway.

i have to have no thc until i can get a medical cannabis license. i've been smoking cbd flower to help with pain and nerves, and i've been taking kratom daily since 2020 to ease this severe chronic pain as well. i've been drinking a lot more beer lately as well. what are the chances of these things making my piss dirty??

i'm considering detoxing from all that stuff the week prior to my appt, to make sure my pain doc gives me my damn pain medicine like he's supposed to. will i be in the clear?

Help with qutting (heroin/fent)

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- Mon, 07 Mar 2022 13:45:00 EST jMeXOLUS No.31773
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Alright, I'm fucking done, I sort of quit heroin on December 6th, 2020, I only did it 4 times last year when I thought I could get away with it and ended up puking on my benders, unfortunately on the 31st I did it again, 4th time in 2020, and it spiraled down , I didnt pick up a habit immediately but more and more tastes ended up in another ha it by mid February and bam, I started getting sick again 3 weeks ago when I ran out of cash for my fix. My habit atm isn't that heavy and I've managed to taper down to one small 5$ a day, but I want out, I hate myself so much when using and as a junkie and I don't want to do this anymore, I know my withdrawal will last at worst 3 days, I have 2 xanax pills atm which I plan to split in half for the next 4 days. Is thwre anything else I can get to help me get off this bullshit? Any advice would also be appreciated. I'm probably being a bitch because as far as withdrawals go it isn't even that bad, I don't puke, I don't get diarrhea, but the general malaise and depression just wrecks me. Any particular mindsets I can adapt, or something to make time seem not as excruciatingly long, to let these 3 days pass as quickly as possible so I can get on with my fucking life. Thanks in advance dudes.
Basil Povingforth - Wed, 09 Mar 2022 15:02:52 EST cEjISl2r No.31774 Reply
Look forward to not hating yourself every day for using. The pain may feel unbearable at times, but this too shall pass. Remind yourself that better times await on the other side of the hurdle. Good luck, you've got this.

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