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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated June 12 [TaimaTV Update])
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James Siffingwill - Sun, 03 Jun 2018 13:28:12 EST ID:cXy+on2h No.29922
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Last one stopped bumping.

It's been 2 weeks since I started my suboxone taper. I'm doing good. Just taking everything day by day.

I've been in therapy for 1 month already. I've made quite a bit of progress in such little time. I feel better about myself and am becoming emotionally and mentally stable for once in my life. I'm starting to realize my potential as a person who can achieve anything as long as I can see it. Seeing is achieving. The mind is what you create.
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Lydia Clayway - Fri, 14 Jun 2019 16:06:16 EST ID:gueJeLKY No.30435 Ignore Report Reply
9 days without ketamine. my intestines hurt. I wonder if the drugs or the disordered eating caused more damage. Im trying to fix both and realizing that being sober will not magically fix issues; it's at best helping me to not create more issues. its always been easier for me to switch favorites instead of to stop doing it. I wish I did not have to see a bullshit doctor before being able to make an appointment for a gastroenterologist. i have not seen any doctor in at least a year; the last time being that situation and they disregarded me. during this time i fill the hole with stim
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Charlotte Ducklechirk - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 02:27:08 EST ID:kcxADqFj No.30436 Ignore Report Reply
>>30435
how much ketamine did you use and for how long if i may ask?

t. fellow disso feen
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Lydia Clayway - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 05:46:59 EST ID:gueJeLKY No.30437 Ignore Report Reply
>>30436
Last I remember weighing and timing was 10g in about three weeks. I would not usually weight out doses but I was doing 0.5g per use and wanted more. I've been doing dissos for a decade. It is hard to stop craving dxm because it so easy to access and easy to extract.


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Charles Bomblenene - Mon, 06 May 2019 14:41:20 EST ID:jzFEcV5d No.30356
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Today is day 1 in my attempt to kick this shit for good, decided to do it cold-turkey since tapering didn't work before.
Some background, been using for about 5yrs, last year the dose went up to 500mg daily. I'm diagnosed bipolar type 2 disorder so also taking 20mg of Valium and 75mg of Pregabalin daily (my doc doesn't know about the tramadol), not planning on quitting those soon.
Already took care of business and have the week off work so figured out this is the time to do it. Just came back from thr pharmacy and got me some loperamide, benadryl and parecetamol (heard it helps with cramps), also have some klonopin and prozac in my cabinet but will avoid them unless things get really ugly. Also got a big stash of strong weed to help.

What am I in for? So far its been 24hs since last pill so the ride has just begun.
Any tips? (I live in SA so no Kratom here)

Thanks
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Shit Burringford - Sat, 18 May 2019 10:58:54 EST ID:jzFEcV5d No.30387 Ignore Report Reply
>>30382
Thanks
Now got through week 2, apparently there was some huge drama in my workplace so everyone was kinda weird in their own way the whole week, so it helped that no one noticed my overall mood. Cleaning up their mess kept me busy and days went fast, by wednesday my sleep cycle was back to normal and the next day lopes where not necessary anymore. Yesterday made peace/reconnected with an old friend who I haven't seen in years and it was gr8, came clean to him about my years of adiction and apologized for being an asshole last time. But the best thing was that he noticed the change in me before we even started the conversation.
Wont lie, felt some cravings to do a little tram recreatonally, but I know it's not a good idea. I know I wont get hooked again now that I'm familiar with the damage done but at this point it a rewind button that better stay broken (yeah, I'm old enough to remember shitty walkmans). Better get it out of my system 4good and as any snri, it's gonna be a few months.
But doing good so far, going outside and bonding with old friends isn't scary anymore. Specially if the grow strong weed lol
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Cornelius Dongerwore - Sat, 08 Jun 2019 10:28:34 EST ID:jzFEcV5d No.30419 Ignore Report Reply
OP reporting 1 month later.
Still clean, physical symptoms seem to be gone, still waiting for my motivation an libido to come back but I guess that part can take some time, really hope they come back soon. Depression is there alright but realized that I gotten so used to it that it's something I can manage (and pregabalin works to keep it in check).
Last week decided to start working out and got a pretty bad flu the day after so fuck me, but I'll try again once I'm feeling better.
Still get some cravings, specially during the daytime when weed is not an option, but it doesn't affect me as much.
Came clean to a few friends but still haven't done so to my doctor, maybe on my next appointment in a few months. If for some reason he cuts me off the valium and lyrica things might get ugly, but I doubt he will do it.
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Cornelius Saffingsot - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:35:25 EST ID:zo0Jnfbb No.30432 Ignore Report Reply
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day ten with no booze.
this shit sucks but I am feeling better.
stay strong friends.


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10 - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 07:52:57 EST ID:Zo/0yT1I No.30427
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ive recovered from an oxy addiction on my own. oxy is probably one of the best drugs ive ever had and by far my favorite. im not sure if its bc im schizo or anything but i had no withdrawal symptoms. i was sick of spending all my money on drugs so i just stopped. i stopped doing oxy,weed and coke. the most i got was a slight headache. i think theres something seriously wrong with my body or its fucking insane. i overdosed once on oxy and it was terrible, i overheated bc i snorted 30mg of oxy then took a very hot bath. not even 30 mins in i threw up and was shaking on my. athroom floor.... i think my body is truly indestructible which sucks because im an extremely suicidal person... ive overdosed twice, i didnt even go to the hospital i just drank.a fuck ton of water and rested. i hate the doctors. well anyways, i dont suggest trying to od and staying home... it.. is bad... stay safe everyone <3
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Nathaniel Pubblewater - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 10:46:08 EST ID:Njn6oOdc No.30428 Ignore Report Reply
you’re not indestructible.
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Nicholas Blatherlock - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 15:07:10 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30429 Ignore Report Reply
I think the only person who needs to stay safe is you OP. I'm sceptical that you've even done any of this shit tbh - I'm sorry but you ain't special. Everyone gets withdrawal from opiates, so you either didn't do Oxy for that long, or you were doing what you thought was Oxy, but was actually not that at all. What's the purpose of this post anyway? You just trying to brag about how hardcore you are or something? Man I think some growing up is in order for you OP - life isn't some casual fucking party. Keep going as you allegedly are, and you will fall on your ass fucking hard. I say this not to rip into you, but as a warning that this mentality will get you nowhere and probably kill you. And yes you can be killed, because no human is indestructible. Only fools think otherwise
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Doris Norringman - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:29:30 EST ID:mYIVlqFO No.30431 Ignore Report Reply
>>30427
30mg aint shit. you didnt come close to oding. I know retards that have taken like 300mg+. No clue how. But they survived with minimal brain cell loss.. so I assume it's possible


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Reuben Moffingwore - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 19:08:08 EST ID:SWi5R6pH No.30405
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So surely there are artists and addicts both out there!

Post the shit you drew in sobriety to cope with being sober.

I got 7 pictures so far, will post more later.

I started doing these "podium drawings" because at my rehab, a dude would always share at a podium.

90 days sober.
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Reuben Moffingwore - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 19:14:00 EST ID:SWi5R6pH No.30411 Ignore Report Reply
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TAKE THE COTTON OUT OF YER EARS AND PUT IT IN YER MOUTH

FAKE IT TIL YE MAKE IT

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Lydia Clayway - Fri, 07 Jun 2019 21:25:43 EST ID:gueJeLKY No.30416 Ignore Report Reply
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thanks for the laugh, OP! These are all great, and you draw well. I especially enjoyed the podium, the giraffe, and the dream invader in 'aaaaaaa holy shit'. This reminded me of when I was school during lectures because I would draw the teachers behinds their desks.

I wanted to post a pic of something I drew while sober, but there is nothing I created in the past decade that I can guarantee happened while sober. So I was going through my childhood art, but those are not nice to look at. Although, I found a kinda funny poem about pizza. Pic unrelated.
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Reuben Fablingmedging - Sat, 08 Jun 2019 02:15:30 EST ID:SWi5R6pH No.30417 Ignore Report Reply
>>30416
OP here

holy shit I was expecting to be called a faggot and ridiculed.

I'll post more tomorrow after I get some sleep. I have a few more.


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Albert Dengerwell - Wed, 15 May 2019 10:56:49 EST ID:3yFaX8Q9 No.30383
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Why is there a stigma against non-social drug use i.e. using alone, in school or at work?

A girl who liked weed and cocaine was saying I shouldn't be taking pills (was taking tablets of valium) in school. Not overdoing it obviously and I wasn't acting fucked up but there's still judgement. Why?

The same even with alcohol. I can understand when operating machinery but what's wrong with taking 1mg pill before a test?
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Nell Bardbanks - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 17:27:00 EST ID:1wucISbS No.30397 Ignore Report Reply
>>30384
The stigma applies to downers for very good reasons 1) dependence and 2) withdrawal that contains crying, twitching, hallucinations and insomnia.

Quitting coffee cold turkey just makes you tired and unable to focus. Same applies to amphetamines although quitting that shit might give you depression so bad that it's a few sick days. But not like earth is shaking sick days you get from opioids for 3 days or from benzos for up to a month.
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Wesley Giggleham - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 09:46:26 EST ID:gbuZg/D3 No.30401 Ignore Report Reply
People hate those who are weak more than anything. Taking drugs for fun every now and then is fine, but when you go around doing it all the time people assume it's because it's a crutch that you need in order to get through life. You will be treated like scum for your weakness.
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Cyril Chankinman - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 15:40:52 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30403 Ignore Report Reply
>>30401
I'm not so sure about this - I mean certain people will do for sure, but in general I dont think that's the general perception? But like with anything, we are all human and will all form opinions of others - or in this case, their substance abuse. I think its just human nature to judge and compare to those around you


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Caroline Greenridge - Tue, 22 Aug 2017 07:47:47 EST ID:5nT9NWqY No.29436
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Greetings /detox/.

After really admitting to myself how badly my alcohol addiction was affecting other aspects of my life, I have made a serious decision to stop usage for a while. I am going to document my journey in this thread to amuse the bored, encourage those who may be dealing with similar problems, and to keep myself focused and honest. If I slip up I will be honest as well.

Little background:
>Duration of alcoholism: 8 years
>Frequency of consumption: 5-7 days per week with no period of abstinence longer than 2 days
>Amount consumed per day: ~7oz of ethanol in an evening
>Affected aspects of life: work, school, relationships, hobbies, mental and physical health

I am currently on my fourth day with no alcohol and I am already seeing and feeling notable improvements in my body and mind. I will go over how each day felt.

>First 24 Hours
By far the worst. Not only from the withdrawals, but the knowledge that booze is not coming any time soon. Sweating, shaking hands, lack of appetite, insomnia, flushed skin, increased blood pressure, irritability, dark and disturbing dreams when sleep comes in fits

>24-48 Hours
The dandruff I started to notice over the past couple of months already looks almost completely cleared up, amazingly, as well as a few pimples on my face. Bloating of abdomen and general system-wide inflammation decreased. Belly size shrunk, clothes fitting looser. Appetite growing. Sleeping still difficult, but less sweating. Occasional faint auditory hallucinations.

>48-72 Hours
Getting more bearable. Starting to feel a tiny glimmer of hope that I can rise out of the hole I have dug. Shits are solid and don't smell sickly sweet. Further decrease in bloating and inflammation. Since digestive system has finally caught a break from continuous processing of toxic poison sludge (I mostly drink 40's containing HFCS), my appetite is extremely strong. Mind fog starting to lift. Almost scared at the resurgent cognition after removing CNS depressant. Like a muffled voice that can finally speak freely, my thoughts are racing almost faster than I can keep up.

>72-96 Hours
This is where I am now. Can't sleep tonight, I'll just pull an all-nighter and crash tomorrow night. After laying in bed awake for a few hours I decided to make this thread. My digestive system feels wonderful. You don't know how nice a solid poop is until you are a truly depraved alcoholic. My mind feels clear. I am looking forward to a nice big nutritious breakfast tomorrow since I won't be hungover and bloated and nibbling on toast. I am no longer perspiring abnormally, and the shakes in my hands are almost 100% gone, I can hold them very still like I used to.


I won't blog this shit every day, but every few days I'll update my detox thread for my own viewing later. Anyone has comments/questions, toss 'em in the thread.
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Jenny Gabberman - Mon, 13 Aug 2018 00:47:19 EST ID:4WKLExzE No.30093 Ignore Report Reply
>>30077

it plays a much bigger role than you realize, look into the enteric nervous system aka the "little brain"; also gut flora are being considered by some medical experts to be an actual organ system in and of itself
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Henry Pundlebanks - Sat, 18 Aug 2018 11:08:13 EST ID:bTvU4UAH No.30098 Ignore Report Reply
>>30066
That's a huge thing, recovery was an awful depression until I also fixed my garbage diet.

Seratonin is made in your gut not your brain. Garbage in and you truly feel like garbage.
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Phyllis Lightshaw - Wed, 05 Jun 2019 23:31:35 EST ID:oEP0+VWz No.30399 Ignore Report Reply
OP here. I have still failed to eliminate alcohol from my life. However I have succeeded in bringing my drinking down from almost daily, to only 2 or 3 times per week. I also am going to bed earlier than I used to, and drinking only about half as much as I used to. I don't know if I will ever be a truly sober man but I would say I am at least slowing down in my foolish habits.


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Oliver Bronderpetch - Wed, 08 May 2019 20:16:36 EST ID:2281xTrj No.30367
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Anyone else experience withdrawals coming off of kratom? I'm looking to quit, but it's been very difficult thus far as I've used it for a long time. It's to the point of waking up nearly every morning with a feeling of panic in my chest and back while sometimes coldsweating. I miss my xan connection, now that I could use them they're nowhere to be found lol
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Nathaniel Gengerlock - Sat, 11 May 2019 14:50:14 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30378 Ignore Report Reply
>>30375
I feel you man. I luckily dont suffer so much with anxiety, but I'm very familiar with long term depression! Some advice I can offer however - substance use of any sort seems to only result in short term relief from my symptoms, but I then end up paying the price with a full blown habit that needs kicking, and the realisation that my substance of choice is no longer giving me the relief it once did. Kratom was no different for me - it worked for a while, then tolerance builds, the side effect get worse over time, your life slowly starts being planned around when or how you next dose etc... It is defo worth kicking it man I 100% believe that. I've never been into benzos, but I hear benzo withdrawal is worse than opiate withdrawal! Having experienced heroin withdrawal a few times now, I cant imagine anything worse than that, so wow - xanax addiction worries the fuck outta me!! Just keep that in mind if you do end up hooking up with a contact...
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Nell Bardbanks - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 16:50:33 EST ID:1wucISbS No.30395 Ignore Report Reply
I use kratom as much as I can, although it's a two-edged sword.

At 2-4g per day I don't feel much withdrawal that I couldn't treat with something short term. I always have pregabalin in stock for the break days; if your GABA (alc/benz) situation is fairly neutral then pregabalin or gabapentin is the king for controlling kratom use.

Ashwagandha is also good for break days. If I can have a break day with just the help of ashwagandha then I can say I am fully in control of chronic condition (minor anxiety, mania, major insomnia).

Currently I'm not so good, been more or less binging on opioids and GABAnergics all May.

So that takes me to kratom, now I've been on 10g for three days. I want to taper fast and save kratom so today my recipe is 150mg pregabalin & 0.15mg suboxone. To go fully sober I should probably do like:
  • Wednesday 6g kratom & 10mg diazepam
  • Thursday 6g kratom & 150mg pregabalin
  • Friday 4g kratom & 150mg pregabalin
  • Saturday 3g kratom, few beers at day and later something to sleep. 2mg clonazepam maybe.
  • Sunday 3g + 3g kratom
  • Monday 3g kratom & 1mg clonazepam
  • Tuesday 150mg pregabalin
  • Wednesday morning 3g kratom & at night 25mg quatiepine
  • Thursday I swear I'm never doing quetiapine again
  • Friday 20g kratom lol
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Nell Bardbanks - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 17:16:33 EST ID:1wucISbS No.30396 Ignore Report Reply
>>30395
Some points on why my taper schedule looks weird and how you can plan yours:
  • If you binge on a single drug (like OP) then taper that down and kick it with something you're not dependent on. Rehab is sooooo much harder without a kicker aid.
  • If you binge on multiple drugs (like me) then rotate while tapering.
  • If you have many break days with the help of GABAnergics, consider that especially benzos build up on just 5 days of binging & will give you even weirder withdrawals.
  • Kratom as a short-acting opioid that is relatively easy to quit is a great baseline drug of choice. Use kratom more often than any withdrawal aids.
  • If you can score suboxone, just 0.2mg intranasally will definitely keep your mind off kratom for 24 hours. But use it very sparingly due to the long half-life. People who do 1mg or more daily are in for a difficult taper.
  • Tell your doctor about kratom dependence and they will give you oxazepam or some other short-acting easy going benzo (if you don't have a GABA addiction) or quetiapine (last resort for fuck-ups like me).


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Emma Drarrywug - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 15:51:41 EST ID:cwhCtK9F No.30394
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So I've got mild aspergers (you wouldn't know it unless you really paid attention to me or you just know the signs), been depressed for as long as I can remember, and 99% sure I've got ADHD, but In all these years I've never been officially diagnosed because they (therapists, doctors, counselors) won't shut the fuck up about my depression and want to only focus on that. (yeah doc, I can't concentrate at work, constant brain fog, blah blah blah, oh and I feel shitty about myself. doctor 'WHAT DEPRESSION?! Here take some prozac, and don't mention that brain fog bullshit again")
About 6 months ago I started smoking a lot of weed, all the time. Thinking that it would alleviate some of the everyday suffering I go through due to my fucked up brain.

NOPE. It has fucked up my short and long term memory even more than previously, fucked up my emotions, appetite, motivation. I went from fucked up to really fucked up, but now I get "munchies" and listen to the same album 8 times in a row.
I'm trying to cut out weed, so I can be "normal" fucked up again.


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Charles Gemmlelock - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 02:09:35 EST ID:L40/xCq+ No.30322
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A little backstory on why: I'm prescribed Xan , but I haven't needed it often thus I have a large surplus. I'm going through some of the biggest stressors of my life right now like moving a very long distance, along with various related and non-related legalities. As such, I've been taking it more and more frequently to cope, sometimes twice or more a day since I have the surplus.

I've been feeling my cognition, memory, and motor skills make a gradual decline over time, but I felt like I was able to manage it until today. I almost ran over a fucking girl who ran the crosswalk. I should have seen and reacted to it an order of magnitude quicker. Now I feel like complete shit. I've decided that I'm going to throw all of it out and never touch the stuff again.

I quit a benzo cold turkey a very long time ago after I was tired of the ineffective drugs and medical systems in place in society. It sucked and I felt like I was going to die, but ultimately I was fine. I shall do the same again and bite the bullet even if it's worse this time.

I thought that fuck Xan was a meme and that I could handle anything but seriously, fuck Xan, I'll find my chill another way. Thanks for letting me vent here.
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Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:29:32 EST ID:PsAlkMqp No.30348 Ignore Report Reply
>>30322
Wait till you learn how to drink hard liquor lmao
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Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:30:22 EST ID:PsAlkMqp No.30349 Ignore Report Reply
>>30324
Why regret anything when you can just get mad
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Archie Borrybog - Thu, 23 May 2019 16:17:24 EST ID:r6Ti9HoG No.30391 Ignore Report Reply
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>>30322
I've never had a addiction to benzos, But when I tapered off of suboxone. Dr had me on benzos for 3 months. I also take gabapentin and when I stopped taking Xanax and Valium. No WD, nothing.

I believe Gabapentin produces glutamate just like benzos and barbs
so think of gabapentin as basically a non-addictive version of suboxone or methadone for benzos

Just go to a DR and ask for Gabapentin 600 or 800mg

Lyrica works just as well but its addictive.

I can gaurentee this will work.


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Beatrice Gellybire - Thu, 16 May 2019 18:33:34 EST ID:mYIVlqFO No.30385
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Okay. I do lot of drugs. Not like in a totally self destructive way, but I tend to get lazy and then sit around and then do drugs to not go insane just sitting around, and then I start doing drugs to put up with the drugs that I did earlier. It's stupid. Mostly a bad habit. I just need a bit of help really. Like an AA sponsor that I can call and talk to when I crave. I just need to break the cycle for like a week. How do I do that? How do I get an AA/NA sponsor? How do I get help? I don't know why but I'm really bad at this it's like a curse I don't know what to do
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Walter Punnerwill - Wed, 22 May 2019 13:31:30 EST ID:APb+aqa8 No.30389 Ignore Report Reply
>>30385
If youre going the AA route the best way is to search online for local meetings and just put yourself out there.and meet people. Doing that you'll eventually find a sponser or someone who knows a person ready to sponser. Good luck.


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Isabella Murdway - Tue, 07 May 2019 23:21:40 EST ID:mhnNYyLy No.30362
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aw shit, here we go again..
19 hours in, any encouragement is great. i work 12 hour shifts, but don't have to work until thursday. but that's gonna suck.
for reference, i use a quarter to a G/daily, smoked.
im just so sick of this shit. been at it for almost 10 years, on methadone right now & hoping to go on suboxone soon.

honestly, i just needed to write this out to keep myself accountable.
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Cedric Buzzville - Wed, 08 May 2019 15:32:12 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30366 Ignore Report Reply
Mate I wish you all the best to pull through this and come out the other side. I'm currently clean but have had my fair share of relapses with H - but I really do feel this time I will remain clean. It's the best feeling to finally be free and not have the shit hanging over you! Just keep focusing on the benefits- withdrawal will suck, but sounds like you have opiate substitute medication at least. Just keep honest to yourself and do it for you.
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Charles Gonkinhodging - Thu, 09 May 2019 15:41:28 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30372 Ignore Report Reply
Any updates OP?? Are you still holding out and with us?
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Nathaniel Gengerlock - Sat, 11 May 2019 14:55:14 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30379 Ignore Report Reply
Well this isn't looking promising- no further comments from OP... If you are still fighting out there, I hope you are doing ok. If you lost this battle, it's ok- pick yourself up, do some prep and try again. Kicking it IS possible and everyone is deserving of closing the door on a lifestyle they no longer want. It just takes a few times sometimes...


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Reuben Pendershit - Tue, 26 Jun 2018 17:01:25 EST ID:oU62K+Qd No.29980
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so i'm a lurker here and there, don't really post a lot but i'm super anxious about this upcoming drug test. i could post this anywhere else, but i don't want anyone i know irl to see that i smoke weed.

anyway, i've been clean for well over half a year (was on the job market). never did anything harder than weed, it helps me relax, keeps my migraines at bay, etc... like most people. i started smoking daily about 6 weeks ago because the stress was just that bad. well, my amazing luck had it that a recruiter from a hiring agency found me a very promising lead! i've had at LEAST 10 recruiters in these past 6 months say the same spiel and never contact me again so i honestly didn't expect to even be asked in for an interview.

well, as of yesterday, i had received a job offer. the client? an international bank looking to add people to their information security team. i will be a contracted employee if everything goes through, which at the moment, the only things i have left to submit are my identification forms, and a drug test.

with this company i heard it's either piss or oral testing, but because of the position i feel like it'll be a piss test. i've already made arrangements with a friend to take care of that "what if", who will slip me some fake pee. but... i'm super stressed out now.

i'm not really asking for help (advice is welcomed tho lol) but rather to calm my nerves through talking about it. i've heard these hiring agencies tend to do their drug tests on site and get the results quickly (and not exactly accurately), so i'll hopefully be done with this all in 2 days and know for sure by friday my start date. i really want to just smoke one now and vigorously wash my mouth in the event it is an oral swab....
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Cedric Gaffingnotch - Tue, 30 Apr 2019 16:37:10 EST ID:W6VmNW88 No.30341 Ignore Report Reply
>>30339
>>30340
you have a better shot, day of the test you need to chug down a ton of water (more than usual) and take some B-vitamins so your piss isn't clear. protip: try to capture the middle of your stream in the cup, the beginning and the end are said to have the most shit in it. may just be broscience, but it can't hurt.
if you expect a hair test, look into the "macujo method" i can couch for it. your hair will be shit and brittle but it works. I passed a hair test with only a 3 day heads up. technically two, but they told me to come back the next day because i had hairgel in my hair
i.e i drink about a gallon of water a day, but i slammed back 2 gallons the day before the test with some creatine and about 3 b-vitamin pills
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Charles Clellycocke - Sat, 04 May 2019 20:32:04 EST ID:YBkL47ZV No.30351 Ignore Report Reply
>>30341
Watch out about too much water. It can shut down kidneys or something.
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Jack Blenningford - Sun, 05 May 2019 10:15:05 EST ID:DKxfKlAP No.30355 Ignore Report Reply
>>30351
Also the lack of salt outside your cells will fuck up your osmosis and homeostasis if you really drown yourself. Just start drinking like a liter an hour four hours before the test; the urine should be clear by hour three or so.


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Edwin Tootham - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 15:04:00 EST ID:u7ktqwo/ No.30318
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This is gonna sound faggy but I have been addicted to codeine ffor like 9 months and I recently got off of it(3 weeks!) And I had no withdrawl symptoms except for some cravings which I cured with some good ol reefer. Is this normal? Could it be the weed that helped me or something else? I even asked my doc and hes clueless aswell so I'm wondering if I could get and answer
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Edwin Pattingford - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 03:04:15 EST ID:DKxfKlAP No.30319 Ignore Report Reply
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>>30318
You know I couldn't say. I've never been addicted to codeine but I've abused it. I never got withdrawals but ended up needing a dick catheter so that was fun. It sounds like you substituted a shitty drug for a gentler one though, so kudos! Maybe smonkin' roofer helped your endogenous cannabinoid system to balance and that alleviated any cessation anxiety, I dunno. Sorry I'm not more useful but this board needs activity like I need clean urine
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Frederick Sasslefuck - Wed, 01 May 2019 15:21:00 EST ID:rl4uHNmE No.30346 Ignore Report Reply
If this is your first time doing anything opiate based, then the withdrawal may have been mild and then masked by smoking weed? Just dont try doing it again - your brain now knows opiates and will easily get addicted again - and withdrawal gets worse each time you have to go through that shit, trust me! And never get tempted by trying 'stronger' stuff - it will have you on your ass and rip your soul from you. I'm currently detoxing from heroin, but it wasn't all that long ago I was messing around with codeine. I climbed that ladder and fell from a great height - I sucks and I hate myself for the choices that got me here
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Hamilton Munkinmork - Sat, 04 May 2019 22:11:27 EST ID:nlDzS/JS No.30352 Ignore Report Reply
>>30318
stay the fuck away from opiates. seriously, request a fucking tylanol 500 before getting them


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Eliza Blackfuck - Wed, 01 May 2019 12:34:18 EST ID:WYEQEAy0 No.30345
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I haven't done any cocaine in over a year (January of 2018), and stopped hanging around with the people who did around the same time. Recently though I've been having reoccurring dreams of doing cocaine. About a week ago i dreamed I was in a typical social setting and I dreamed the actual process of doing the cocaine, I felt the powder and saw it going up in my nose, like there was a camera filming the intricate details of me snorting.

Last night I dreamed my old coke dealer was in my old parents home (I haven't lived with my parents in 7 years, and he had never been to my parents house), and we were doing lines on my glass computer desk. The coke was the best I had ever had but I wasn't sure how I was going to sleep, I don't really remember the rest, but I ended up doing the coke and then wiping it all off the table when I heard my father nearby. My coke dealer ended up attacking me in the dream as well, he tackled me and started beating the shit out of me.

My parents don't even know about my cocaine use, but I'm assuming the most recent dream has something to do with guilt. Anyway this is REALLY making me want to buy cocaine and text my old dealer, even if he might not answer. But I know what that leads to, and I can't afford it neither can my nose...
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Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:28:49 EST ID:PsAlkMqp No.30347 Ignore Report Reply
>>30345
I glanced over OP but you mentioned cocaine like 10 times so imma recommend you some ug acid lsd. Do it gayboi it balances out the coke


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