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BWS 4!!!!! FOH REAL STYLE

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- Tue, 30 Jun 2020 14:57:42 EST lIipv4lo No.31085
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I was looking at the BWS 3 and realized that it was made in 2018 and went all the way to 2020. Seeing that it's end of June 2020. I wanted to make a new and improved BWS, 2020 edition!

I'll be lurking here, seeing that I've been sober for close to 6 months straight, no drugs, no alcohol, only caffeine in the form of coffee, and nicotine chew, no cigs or tobacco products.

It's crazy to think that this is the longest I have been sober since I was 16 years, and damn the clarity feels good. For those in the beginning phases, I want to let you know that it's possible and it takes time. Like all things, hard work is needed.

I'm 29 years old, and I'd like to say that drugging is now done, and I would like to start a new chapter in my life. Something more long term and with meaning.

I'll be lurking here, trying to add input here and there, but always remember if old Gucci Mane can become new Gucci Mane, you can too!
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Reuben Blullerway - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 20:17:30 EST o0tLqUyt No.31089 Reply
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My drug of choice is now cool ranch doritos
8 days sober
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Gucci Mane - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 20:35:08 EST lIipv4lo No.31093 Reply
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>>31089
That's a Gucci approved drug right there, mine are the Taki's!

Also keep going 8 days to a lifetime!
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Albert Chattingman - Sat, 11 Jul 2020 18:17:58 EST +y9dx0nP No.31101 Reply
Having a hard time feeling excited about being clean despite it being so clearly preferable. 4 months clean off benzos and meth, was in rehab for 3.

I joined NA, got a sponsor, started working the steps and going to meetings and shit but I'm so fuckin bored and as fucked up as it sounds I almost miss living the way I used to because it was so exciting.

Anyone I try to talk to about this gives me the usual responses and despite knowing the very bad consequences that would come from me using I still really want to. What the fuck man

Anyone else high as fuck here lurking on the rehab board

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- Wed, 01 Jul 2020 16:59:36 EST 9fzjqusx No.31088
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lol why are you fags stopping drug use? its so amazing, you dont know what ur missing
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Fuck Senkinfutch - Sat, 11 Jul 2020 07:24:43 EST 0heOIXcf No.31100 Reply
>>31088
back in the day, I had all the plugs and no money

now I have all the money and no plugs

Don't know how to ask the doctor specifically for adderall and Benzos without coming off as an obvious recreational drug retard

So I have weed and vodka I guess


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- Sat, 11 Jul 2020 04:03:46 EST wQBIrE6O No.31098
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Restless

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- Wed, 08 Jul 2020 20:18:26 EST Dh92+oPS No.31096
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Coming down from opiates and benzos. The acute withdrawals are over, but I feel so bored and lethargic. I guess that's what I get for frying my brain for the past couple years.

I guess I just feel like life beyond drugs is kind of pointless. I had a coworker tell me about his fantastic Mediterranean cruise he took, and how he hooked up with a couple girls. Good for him, not hating, but the whole time I was just thinking, if this guy only knew he's just chasing dopamine hits, same as me, the only difference is I find it in a bag of dope.

It's so much simpler. It has the same effect. Going back to normal life just feels bland. I don't really even like myself that much when I'm sober. How do people foster normality post-drug use? I'm very torn here.

Life got worse without drugs

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- Tue, 07 Jul 2020 07:00:36 EST kk/EiNpW No.31094
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Hey, used to be a /del/ poster years ago, but I kinda got sidetracked by heroin until Dec 26 of last year. I got off using subs, but due to a rare eating disorder, I have trouble taking them properly. 2 weeks off subs and I'm finally starting to get over it. I still smoke/dab (daily, incredible amounts) and I'm okay with that as I have other medical issues that it helps with, but I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere with nothing around for miles, no car, and pretty severe physical issues. More than anything I'm fucking bored. How do I cope without drugs about having 0 life trajectory? I feel like I'm just gonna end up starving to death as my situation gets worse and I have no way to fix it without going into extreme debt. It seems like life just got turned up to ultra hard mode out of nowhere.
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Phoebe Bezzlebanks - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 16:20:16 EST 8H2evCP7 No.31095 Reply
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Consider this: You're only two weeks off of subs, not a long time by any means. It's a long slow process feeling better after regular opoid use.

I know I would feel like shit all the time if I smoked "incredible amounts" daily. Weed really decreases any sense of motivation in life for a lot of people. Being bored can be hard to deal with, but really is it that bad? Most rewarding things in life require a fair bit of boring work, be it learning a skill or learning to play an instrument, or even reading a book.

UA Cope thread

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- Tue, 30 Jun 2020 20:21:53 EST sw/G1Jts No.31086
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Hey fellas. I quit bud in September 2019 to join the military. I took a bunch of at home piss tests and i tested positive on each one from september-december. I went ahead and masked my piss to pass MEPS (military entrance exam) and went through basic training. I lost a bunch of weight, gained some muscle, and now im in school training for my military job. This morning i was surprised with a random UA. The logical part of my brain is telling me i should pass no problem after 9 months but the ex stoner in me is telling me im fucked. What are my chances of pissing hot? Please help me cope and not worry about this. I know that THC sticks to fat cells so im worried i burned some infected fat recently for the test. But im also thinking that ive been getting a new layer of THC free fat by now where metabolites arent present. Im not too sure about the science behind it but ive read horror stories of people pissing hot years after quitting. Does thc have a half life? Am i fucked /detox/? Im 6'0 and weigh 195
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Ian Smallcocke - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 16:25:08 EST gRI5pYNX No.31090 Reply
>>31086
Herb, or THC can stay around in your system for a long time depending ‎ on how sick your body is too from being disconnected and living in the machine so unnaturally because your body actually wants it around. It kicks its butt to work and heal your body in many different ways/areas for sometimes several years, so I dont really see why that should be considered a horror story (the possibility failing the test>questioning why someone is telling you what to do), the united states military sounds like the real horror story here, and the fact of the machine being so nasty and vicious that we shouldn't listen to anything the government says

oh yeah they might snap and attack you and throw you in a cage. well would you do that to ME if I were to look at you wrong? why would you want to be a terrorist?
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Rebecca Gicklehene - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 06:06:16 EST v3g/Vylf No.31091 Reply
>>31090
You should lay off whatever you're on, but I agree that the US army are the baddies.
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Gucci Mane - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 20:33:21 EST lIipv4lo No.31092 Reply
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>>31087
This. As long as it's not a hair follicle test, you will be good.

>Please help me cope and not worry about this.

Once you enter the world of sober living and trying to stay sharp as a tick, you'll realize that your no longer going to have the same paranoia in your life and you'd be better off without it.

Worries like this will never even enter your radar.

Congrats on being in the military and your sobriety you got this!

i wish i had job for coke habit

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- Mon, 15 Jun 2020 00:43:13 EST BuNSe6wO No.31073
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ok this has probably been asked a billion times, but im running on empty, im 25 , and a part time job wud be nice. the thing is ive awlays wanted to be a maiilman, but they drug test, is there a way i can get around that? or shud i suck it up and stop for months?

also hows paleontology.. thats something i kind of liked... i just wana do seomthing with my life. or sometihng?
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Cornelius Lightwell - Tue, 16 Jun 2020 04:13:02 EST Lt5FcVLl No.31074 Reply
>>31073
buy "novelty urine/prank urine" from a smoke shop, then get heat pads from a CVS or Walgreens. On the day you get drug tested for the job, put the heat pads around the urine bottle (keep hidden in your crotch using underwear that's tight) and only do this 20ish minutes before you get tested, so that the timing for the heat will be perfect.
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Dromiculous - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 11:22:55 EST /NnJUmFy No.31079 Reply
If you are physically fit ; UPS FEDEX or amazon warehouses will hire you, no drug test

You can load trucks for a few years, fufill orders, ect , and there are opportunities for driving and stuff there that you can eventually work to and support a family off.

Just be aware you need to be physically fit.

little signs of progress that mean a lot for some reason

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- Fri, 26 Jun 2020 03:25:58 EST XymhVoZS No.31081
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It just hit me that I used to check coin returns to get enough for a steel reserve and stole probably thousands of dollars to stay high, I didn't have a CENT in my bank account longer than an hour but now I'm about 8 months sober from benzos, meth, and alcohol with only a couple lapses and I just realized this 12 dollars has been on my desk for weeks
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Gucci Mane - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 12:03:53 EST lIipv4lo No.31082 Reply
>>31081
Rome wasn’t built in one day. I like phrase “progress, not perfection.” Glad to hear of those changes bud

BWS 3

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- Sun, 03 Jun 2018 13:28:12 EST cXy+on2h No.29922
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Last one stopped bumping.

It's been 2 weeks since I started my suboxone taper. I'm doing good. Just taking everything day by day.

I've been in therapy for 1 month already. I've made quite a bit of progress in such little time. I feel better about myself and am becoming emotionally and mentally stable for once in my life. I'm starting to realize my potential as a person who can achieve anything as long as I can see it. Seeing is achieving. The mind is what you create.
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Archie Divinghood - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 13:11:55 EST dlwEYUrJ No.31077 Reply
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>>31067
>Sober but look like I'm on drugs. Day 4. Etizolam wd. 4 months on this trash. Feel like death. Like a bad acid trip.
how are you doing now man? I get the bad acid trip feel feels, hope you feel better
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Gucci Mane - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 14:13:57 EST FTglkm+z No.31078 Reply
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It's been about close to 6 month completely clean. I haven't been sober since I was about 15 or 16 years old. I'm now 29. I've faced my fair share of ups and downs, and just a couple months I had run into some legal problems.

I figured it was as good time to call everything quits because of how severe everything got. All my friends and family were concerned with the path I was taking.

I came to this board over 8 years ago and had a great time discussing everything and experimenting with everything. Alas everything must come to an end, and I'd say that I'm beginning a new chapter in my life. Here's to being sober forever!

Also for everyone going through it, it gets better, but gosh darn it, the beginning is always rough, especially the first couple weeks when you realize the party is over. Then you transition to filling that void with something else besides drugs.

You realized, that it wasn't the drugs that are the problem, but something underlying within that's making you use. I grew up using this board asking every question, down to my first rave where it all started.

If anyone want's to talk I'll periodically check this board and this topic.

but for now, lets get this SOBER PARTY STARTED!

BWS!
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Clara Fanstock - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 23:57:42 EST ybHRCi9S No.31080 Reply
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>>29922
Over the past 2 years I have managed to quit Ambien, Alcohol, Caffeine, Opioids, Mushrooms and small amounts of tobacco.

Opioids were difficult, Caffeine was moderately difficult and everything else was pretty easy - especially when you have back up drugs like weed to hold you over.

My biggest demon in life has been Marijuana.
I love smoking weed but my lungs/throat were starting to feel it after smoking bowl after bowl daily for 9 years.

I've been clean off smoking weed since April 20th, 2020
65 days (2 Months, 4 days).

I've relapsed on taking edible weed four times or so since the 20th.
The first time was 300mg.
The second time was 1200mg, 100mg every waking hour for two days.
And then the third and fourth time was 50mg-200mg over the course of two days.

Life is too fucking hard to deal with completely sober.
I don't know how much longer I can take this, lads.
I've been trying dopamine detoxing but it's only helping a little.
I've tried eating healthier by cutting out fast food and incorporating more fruits and vegetables into my diet and also drinking at least a gallon of water each day since quitting smoking.

I feel like a relapse back into smoking daily is coming.
I want to spend at least 1 year of my 20's sober but it's so very difficult.
I genuinely don't understand how anyone could be a teetotaler/drug free.
My next and last step is to try exercising but in all honestly, I don't see how running/lifting is going to help deal with the general sense of anxiety and depression I experience on a daily basis.

The only good news is that my lungs and throat feel slightly better.
More so my lungs, I'm still clearing my throat a good bit but I've started swallowing honey and that seems to help it.
I need advice or encouragement.
Thanks.

body weekly memory?

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- Sun, 21 Jun 2020 20:38:28 EST LVr8L7ck No.31076
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Is is possible for such a thing to exist? On sundays I usually woke up (if I managed to get asleep lol) on a bad comedown after 2-3 day long amphetamine binge. This week I only did some weed and few beers, but I had really hard time to fall asleep yesterday and today I woke up just like I did on every sunday last year. Sweating like a fucking pig, sore throat, endless thirst for water, pissing every 30 mins. Urge to bite cheeks/lips. WTF?
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Edward Brittingway - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 18:51:03 EST wNgrkfgE No.31083 Reply
>>31076
Ahh, got completely ignored just like IRL. I'm invisible, gonna get high as fuck on amph asap :-----DDDDD

What thoughts help you with not using drugs?

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- Sat, 06 Jun 2020 20:57:03 EST OXze0EAg No.31069
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31 year old pack-a-day ex-smoker here. This is my 105th day without smoking and I've started to drink more because I'm sooo fucking bored. I've told myself countless times that I'll quit alcohol for good because this is getting out of control but after a week or so I need to drink to take the edge off with the stresses from life and work piling up.

On the days that I don't drink I overdose on coffee because I'm unberably bored, it's like I need to be high on something to feel good about myself. I wanted to go at least a month without any sort of drug: Coffee, alcohol, cigarettes, nothing. To reset and see who I am without drugs but it's been a hard task, the last time I spend such a long time without any sort of drug was when I was 16 years old or so. It feels like my undrugged mind is my worst enemy: it makes me remember the worst shit I said or did, it tells myself that I'm and idiot, a piece of shit, that I'll never be happy and that I should kill myself.

I know... meditation, sports and all... and I kind of do all this but I'm really looking for thoughts that help you / had helped you continuing sober even when it was very hard.

Thank you!
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Walter Sobblelirk - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 09:03:05 EST wb1b+YJa No.31070 Reply
>>31069
Keep yourself occupied to not think about these things. Get a job, go to the gym, meditate, etc. Meditation is s must for people who want and are sober to find themselves and who they really are.

You have one life. Dont waste it.
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Ebenezer Fusslespear - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 14:30:40 EST OXze0EAg No.31071 Reply
>>31070
I have a job, I used to go to the gym before the lockdown. The only think I'm lacking is meditation, I actually did an MBSR course but stopped practising meditation in the end. I'll do it again starting today
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Walter Sobblelirk - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 16:44:23 EST wb1b+YJa No.31072 Reply
>>31071
It's good that you have a job. Yeah it sucks that all the gyms are closed due to this pandemic. I love to workout as well. You should be able to do calisthenics in your house like I'm doing at the moment. Might not be the same is lifting weights. But, it can be challenging.

Meditation is good for anybody. I did it before for a year straight and it really changed me as a person. There's no hurt in doing it. Just do it.

How do not drink

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- Wed, 27 May 2020 00:19:22 EST 9FcWcEpn No.31059
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I haven’t drank in months but I’m honestly pretty close to going back again. I feel like drinking helped me not worry and enjoy life more but sometimes it also made me really sick. Life just seems lackluster a lot of the time without booze. I know it I go back to drinking though, I’ll just end up embarassing or hurting myself again. How do you guys not drink even when you really really want to?
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Augustus Pebberhall - Wed, 27 May 2020 10:40:10 EST 5rjnbBXG No.31060 Reply
>>31059
Also not drinking rn OP, almost 6 months for me. I like to think of the pros and cons. Pros: I guess I'm drunk for a little while
Cons: I'll probably get arrested
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Lydia Blackson - Wed, 03 Jun 2020 11:51:23 EST wxM8Evbh No.31066 Reply
>>31059

>>I’ll just end up embarrassing or hurting myself again

Word. Drinking is fun, but it's a slippery slope. It's more fun when it's a choice and not just a habit. The key is moderation, but let's face it, that's probably not your strong suit.

Need to quit the hooch, came here for advice from fellow boozehounds.

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- Sun, 15 Mar 2020 04:16:25 EST CgBEsghk No.30970
File: 1584260185245.png -(209555B / 204.64KB, 406x395) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Need to quit the hooch, came here for advice from fellow boozehounds.
If I drink at least 500ml a day of whiskey how should I taper down?
(Its the equivalent of 10 of those little nip bottles, aka a sleeve.)

I sometimes will only drink a 6 pack a day.

How do I go about it in a timely manner and also with little withdrawals..?
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Cyril Bruckleleck - Sun, 31 May 2020 17:01:17 EST pYHXE1nN No.31064 Reply
The hard part isn't tapering off tbh. Its the cravings from being addicted. As stupid as it sounds what you need to do is experiment with sustained doses of dxm. I have personally cured one of my friends who had a problem with alcoholism. To this day he is able to control himself and does not have the same intensity of cravings. He simply drinks when he wishes to and can now drink responsibly as he watches his intake. It is a similar method to the current ketamine trials for depression and addiction except you can go buy dxm at your local drug store. If you follow this guide you WILL be forced to face your innermost darkness in the guise of mania and delusion. The trip lasts for about 24 hours minimum from 1st dose till the end not including the afterglow that follows. Sometimes falling asleep is possible but mostly you'll end up cracked out with way too much energy and a racing mind. This is the state you use to perform the innerwork as your subconscious tends to bleed through into your conscious mind. Your delusions are your true beliefs that get numbed out and mediated by the rest of your system. Only open this door if you are truely ready or you WILL end up in a psych ward.

0 hour mark: 9.7mg/kg dxm polisterex(google delsym extraction)
4+ hours in: 2.5mg/kg dxm hbr
7+ hours in: 0.8mg/kg dxm hbr

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