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body weekly memory?

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- Sun, 21 Jun 2020 20:38:28 EST LVr8L7ck No.31076
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Is is possible for such a thing to exist? On sundays I usually woke up (if I managed to get asleep lol) on a bad comedown after 2-3 day long amphetamine binge. This week I only did some weed and few beers, but I had really hard time to fall asleep yesterday and today I woke up just like I did on every sunday last year. Sweating like a fucking pig, sore throat, endless thirst for water, pissing every 30 mins. Urge to bite cheeks/lips. WTF?
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Edward Brittingway - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 18:51:03 EST wNgrkfgE No.31083 Reply
>>31076
Ahh, got completely ignored just like IRL. I'm invisible, gonna get high as fuck on amph asap :-----DDDDD
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Phineas Trotlock - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 06:46:37 EST zl7ya5Vr No.31105 Reply
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>>31076
For me, this happens with alcohol. Woke up with a hangover with that one morning I didn't drink.

Anyone else high as fuck here lurking on the rehab board

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- Wed, 01 Jul 2020 16:59:36 EST 9fzjqusx No.31088
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lol why are you fags stopping drug use? its so amazing, you dont know what ur missing
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Fuck Senkinfutch - Sat, 11 Jul 2020 07:24:43 EST 0heOIXcf No.31100 Reply
>>31088
back in the day, I had all the plugs and no money

now I have all the money and no plugs

Don't know how to ask the doctor specifically for adderall and Benzos without coming off as an obvious recreational drug retard

So I have weed and vodka I guess

Life got worse without drugs

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- Tue, 07 Jul 2020 07:00:36 EST kk/EiNpW No.31094
File: 1594119636948.jpg -(32833B / 32.06KB, 474x474) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Life got worse without drugs
Hey, used to be a /del/ poster years ago, but I kinda got sidetracked by heroin until Dec 26 of last year. I got off using subs, but due to a rare eating disorder, I have trouble taking them properly. 2 weeks off subs and I'm finally starting to get over it. I still smoke/dab (daily, incredible amounts) and I'm okay with that as I have other medical issues that it helps with, but I'm stuck in the middle of nowhere with nothing around for miles, no car, and pretty severe physical issues. More than anything I'm fucking bored. How do I cope without drugs about having 0 life trajectory? I feel like I'm just gonna end up starving to death as my situation gets worse and I have no way to fix it without going into extreme debt. It seems like life just got turned up to ultra hard mode out of nowhere.
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Phoebe Bezzlebanks - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 16:20:16 EST 8H2evCP7 No.31095 Reply
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Consider this: You're only two weeks off of subs, not a long time by any means. It's a long slow process feeling better after regular opoid use.

I know I would feel like shit all the time if I smoked "incredible amounts" daily. Weed really decreases any sense of motivation in life for a lot of people. Being bored can be hard to deal with, but really is it that bad? Most rewarding things in life require a fair bit of boring work, be it learning a skill or learning to play an instrument, or even reading a book.

UA Cope thread

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- Tue, 30 Jun 2020 20:21:53 EST sw/G1Jts No.31086
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Hey fellas. I quit bud in September 2019 to join the military. I took a bunch of at home piss tests and i tested positive on each one from september-december. I went ahead and masked my piss to pass MEPS (military entrance exam) and went through basic training. I lost a bunch of weight, gained some muscle, and now im in school training for my military job. This morning i was surprised with a random UA. The logical part of my brain is telling me i should pass no problem after 9 months but the ex stoner in me is telling me im fucked. What are my chances of pissing hot? Please help me cope and not worry about this. I know that THC sticks to fat cells so im worried i burned some infected fat recently for the test. But im also thinking that ive been getting a new layer of THC free fat by now where metabolites arent present. Im not too sure about the science behind it but ive read horror stories of people pissing hot years after quitting. Does thc have a half life? Am i fucked /detox/? Im 6'0 and weigh 195
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Ian Smallcocke - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 16:25:08 EST gRI5pYNX No.31090 Reply
>>31086
Herb, or THC can stay around in your system for a long time depending ‎ on how sick your body is too from being disconnected and living in the machine so unnaturally because your body actually wants it around. It kicks its butt to work and heal your body in many different ways/areas for sometimes several years, so I dont really see why that should be considered a horror story (the possibility failing the test>questioning why someone is telling you what to do), the united states military sounds like the real horror story here, and the fact of the machine being so nasty and vicious that we shouldn't listen to anything the government says

oh yeah they might snap and attack you and throw you in a cage. well would you do that to ME if I were to look at you wrong? why would you want to be a terrorist?
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Rebecca Gicklehene - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 06:06:16 EST v3g/Vylf No.31091 Reply
>>31090
You should lay off whatever you're on, but I agree that the US army are the baddies.
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Gucci Mane - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 20:33:21 EST lIipv4lo No.31092 Reply
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>>31087
This. As long as it's not a hair follicle test, you will be good.

>Please help me cope and not worry about this.

Once you enter the world of sober living and trying to stay sharp as a tick, you'll realize that your no longer going to have the same paranoia in your life and you'd be better off without it.

Worries like this will never even enter your radar.

Congrats on being in the military and your sobriety you got this!

BWS 3

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- Sun, 03 Jun 2018 13:28:12 EST cXy+on2h No.29922
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Last one stopped bumping.

It's been 2 weeks since I started my suboxone taper. I'm doing good. Just taking everything day by day.

I've been in therapy for 1 month already. I've made quite a bit of progress in such little time. I feel better about myself and am becoming emotionally and mentally stable for once in my life. I'm starting to realize my potential as a person who can achieve anything as long as I can see it. Seeing is achieving. The mind is what you create.
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Archie Divinghood - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 13:11:55 EST dlwEYUrJ No.31077 Reply
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>>31067
>Sober but look like I'm on drugs. Day 4. Etizolam wd. 4 months on this trash. Feel like death. Like a bad acid trip.
how are you doing now man? I get the bad acid trip feel feels, hope you feel better
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Gucci Mane - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 14:13:57 EST FTglkm+z No.31078 Reply
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It's been about close to 6 month completely clean. I haven't been sober since I was about 15 or 16 years old. I'm now 29. I've faced my fair share of ups and downs, and just a couple months I had run into some legal problems.

I figured it was as good time to call everything quits because of how severe everything got. All my friends and family were concerned with the path I was taking.

I came to this board over 8 years ago and had a great time discussing everything and experimenting with everything. Alas everything must come to an end, and I'd say that I'm beginning a new chapter in my life. Here's to being sober forever!

Also for everyone going through it, it gets better, but gosh darn it, the beginning is always rough, especially the first couple weeks when you realize the party is over. Then you transition to filling that void with something else besides drugs.

You realized, that it wasn't the drugs that are the problem, but something underlying within that's making you use. I grew up using this board asking every question, down to my first rave where it all started.

If anyone want's to talk I'll periodically check this board and this topic.

but for now, lets get this SOBER PARTY STARTED!

BWS!
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Clara Fanstock - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 23:57:42 EST ybHRCi9S No.31080 Reply
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>>29922
Over the past 2 years I have managed to quit Ambien, Alcohol, Caffeine, Opioids, Mushrooms and small amounts of tobacco.

Opioids were difficult, Caffeine was moderately difficult and everything else was pretty easy - especially when you have back up drugs like weed to hold you over.

My biggest demon in life has been Marijuana.
I love smoking weed but my lungs/throat were starting to feel it after smoking bowl after bowl daily for 9 years.

I've been clean off smoking weed since April 20th, 2020
65 days (2 Months, 4 days).

I've relapsed on taking edible weed four times or so since the 20th.
The first time was 300mg.
The second time was 1200mg, 100mg every waking hour for two days.
And then the third and fourth time was 50mg-200mg over the course of two days.

Life is too fucking hard to deal with completely sober.
I don't know how much longer I can take this, lads.
I've been trying dopamine detoxing but it's only helping a little.
I've tried eating healthier by cutting out fast food and incorporating more fruits and vegetables into my diet and also drinking at least a gallon of water each day since quitting smoking.

I feel like a relapse back into smoking daily is coming.
I want to spend at least 1 year of my 20's sober but it's so very difficult.
I genuinely don't understand how anyone could be a teetotaler/drug free.
My next and last step is to try exercising but in all honestly, I don't see how running/lifting is going to help deal with the general sense of anxiety and depression I experience on a daily basis.

The only good news is that my lungs and throat feel slightly better.
More so my lungs, I'm still clearing my throat a good bit but I've started swallowing honey and that seems to help it.
I need advice or encouragement.
Thanks.

What thoughts help you with not using drugs?

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- Sat, 06 Jun 2020 20:57:03 EST OXze0EAg No.31069
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31 year old pack-a-day ex-smoker here. This is my 105th day without smoking and I've started to drink more because I'm sooo fucking bored. I've told myself countless times that I'll quit alcohol for good because this is getting out of control but after a week or so I need to drink to take the edge off with the stresses from life and work piling up.

On the days that I don't drink I overdose on coffee because I'm unberably bored, it's like I need to be high on something to feel good about myself. I wanted to go at least a month without any sort of drug: Coffee, alcohol, cigarettes, nothing. To reset and see who I am without drugs but it's been a hard task, the last time I spend such a long time without any sort of drug was when I was 16 years old or so. It feels like my undrugged mind is my worst enemy: it makes me remember the worst shit I said or did, it tells myself that I'm and idiot, a piece of shit, that I'll never be happy and that I should kill myself.

I know... meditation, sports and all... and I kind of do all this but I'm really looking for thoughts that help you / had helped you continuing sober even when it was very hard.

Thank you!
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Walter Sobblelirk - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 09:03:05 EST wb1b+YJa No.31070 Reply
>>31069
Keep yourself occupied to not think about these things. Get a job, go to the gym, meditate, etc. Meditation is s must for people who want and are sober to find themselves and who they really are.

You have one life. Dont waste it.
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Ebenezer Fusslespear - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 14:30:40 EST OXze0EAg No.31071 Reply
>>31070
I have a job, I used to go to the gym before the lockdown. The only think I'm lacking is meditation, I actually did an MBSR course but stopped practising meditation in the end. I'll do it again starting today
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Walter Sobblelirk - Sun, 07 Jun 2020 16:44:23 EST wb1b+YJa No.31072 Reply
>>31071
It's good that you have a job. Yeah it sucks that all the gyms are closed due to this pandemic. I love to workout as well. You should be able to do calisthenics in your house like I'm doing at the moment. Might not be the same is lifting weights. But, it can be challenging.

Meditation is good for anybody. I did it before for a year straight and it really changed me as a person. There's no hurt in doing it. Just do it.

Need to quit the hooch, came here for advice from fellow boozehounds.

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- Sun, 15 Mar 2020 04:16:25 EST CgBEsghk No.30970
File: 1584260185245.png -(209555B / 204.64KB, 406x395) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Need to quit the hooch, came here for advice from fellow boozehounds.
If I drink at least 500ml a day of whiskey how should I taper down?
(Its the equivalent of 10 of those little nip bottles, aka a sleeve.)

I sometimes will only drink a 6 pack a day.

How do I go about it in a timely manner and also with little withdrawals..?
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Cyril Bruckleleck - Sun, 31 May 2020 17:01:17 EST pYHXE1nN No.31064 Reply
The hard part isn't tapering off tbh. Its the cravings from being addicted. As stupid as it sounds what you need to do is experiment with sustained doses of dxm. I have personally cured one of my friends who had a problem with alcoholism. To this day he is able to control himself and does not have the same intensity of cravings. He simply drinks when he wishes to and can now drink responsibly as he watches his intake. It is a similar method to the current ketamine trials for depression and addiction except you can go buy dxm at your local drug store. If you follow this guide you WILL be forced to face your innermost darkness in the guise of mania and delusion. The trip lasts for about 24 hours minimum from 1st dose till the end not including the afterglow that follows. Sometimes falling asleep is possible but mostly you'll end up cracked out with way too much energy and a racing mind. This is the state you use to perform the innerwork as your subconscious tends to bleed through into your conscious mind. Your delusions are your true beliefs that get numbed out and mediated by the rest of your system. Only open this door if you are truely ready or you WILL end up in a psych ward.

0 hour mark: 9.7mg/kg dxm polisterex(google delsym extraction)
4+ hours in: 2.5mg/kg dxm hbr
7+ hours in: 0.8mg/kg dxm hbr

smoke free 2020

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- Sun, 12 Jan 2020 13:27:32 EST ns6a1Hz8 No.30808
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day 2 no nicotine
day 1 no THC
it's time to get clean :(
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Edward Crishchit - Wed, 22 Jan 2020 18:23:53 EST nq1EvzfK No.30839 Reply
Lmao blame it on the C A N N A B I S
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Edwin Wunkincocke - Mon, 27 Apr 2020 11:08:16 EST ns6a1Hz8 No.31033 Reply
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day ?? no nicotine (well okay I've had a few cigarettes since then but I never restarted the habit and am very must post-cravings)
day 16 no THC except for smoking in a cemetery on 4/20 which was totally based and I have zero regrets

Corona, pre-employment screening, DOT regulations, drug testing postponed.

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- Sun, 12 Apr 2020 15:24:51 EST CgBEsghk No.31018
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Anyone work in the SAP testing industry know when I should expect a call from my employer to go get tested..? Asking for a friend :^)
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Phineas Grimstock - Sun, 12 Apr 2020 17:08:39 EST KOOGPiqI No.31019 Reply
If you're trying to get a job you need to stop using drugs.
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Sir FkUrself - Tue, 26 May 2020 03:38:05 EST /9niTXXB No.31057 Reply
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>>31019
Nah, UPass Fetish Urine under the balls. Works everytime you sober ass hole.
Sorry working on getting sober. 😞
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Rebecca Diffingstock - Tue, 26 May 2020 16:07:49 EST JvVVc7IC No.31058 Reply
>>31057
One day you'll understand that the pleasure you get from drugs doesn't make up for the damage you're doing to yourself when you keep your life as precarious as you do.

Getting Scribed suboxone

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- Mon, 06 Apr 2020 00:04:28 EST UfdhHbhc No.31011
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So I've been off and on heroin for 5 years. I was on 16mg a day for maintenance for about 5 months. Got off that. Ive been off the opiates for about 2 months but my cravings are so strong I want to get back on subs because if I don't im gonna end up qith a needle in my arm again. Will a sub doctor prescribe me suboxone for cravings and maintaining? I feel like when i dont piss dirty or show wd signs they're just gonna tell me to fuck off.
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Emma Greenforth - Sun, 12 Apr 2020 22:38:18 EST wxM8Evbh No.31021 Reply
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>>31011

Bro just kick the shit if you want to be off dope. Suboxone is just shitty, dirty pharmaceutical heroin. You are rearranging the furniture on the titanic. Don't feel the need to piss dirty to prove something, you are just setting yourself up for failure. Hope you figure it out though man, it's worth it.
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Phoebe Crepperleg - Wed, 06 May 2020 01:00:42 EST Y724VzHM No.31041 Reply
If the doctor has proof of you using in the past I believe they can prescribe it again to prevent relapse. If you're already 2 months in i would suggest sticking with it and hitting up some AA or NA meetings. Work the steps. Hope you're still going strong.
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Edwin Brengerfuck - Sat, 23 May 2020 14:54:45 EST LQnH0/hW No.31056 Reply
>>31011
Let me just share my experience - suboxone did not work for me. Nothing worked for me except time.At some point (hopefully) you will feel ashamed about the crazy time and money you've wasted chasing a high, and your priorities will start to shift. I still get high on heroin but its like 2 weeks on (snorting), with the last 4-5 days tapering down, followed by a month or so off. Get a tiny bit sick but nothing crazy. And the only reason I am capable of doing this now and not for the 7 years I was a daily addict, is because I find it more important to accumulate wealth than to get high.

Hopefully you get to that point one day as well, but if there's literally nothing in this world that you wanted even before doing dope, you will never shake the habit. You gotta want something else in life and I hope you do, even if the dope currently has made you forget about those dreams.

Ibogane

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- Sat, 23 May 2020 10:47:50 EST v6hJHf0p No.31055
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(As seen in Princess Bride)

Heroin? No problem.
Cigarettes? No problem.
Alcohol? No problem.

Ibogaine!

i fucked up

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- Wed, 20 May 2020 21:26:52 EST WqFcEsCD No.31050
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hey i posted this in /stm/ but maybe here is better for it:

So I'm very worried I fucked up. Last week I did a lot of adderall and a little meth. About 80 hours ago I injected a small bit of meth into my left hand. I drew it from a clean cotton and it was a clean point, but i did not wipe my hand with a prep pad first. Now, nearly all of the stimulants are out of my system and i dont have the ravenous appetite i should have. Ive had chills, sore throat, sore neck, swollen lymph nodes, fatigue and body aches all day. I went out to smoke a little weed and when i stood up, i got so lightheaded i fell twice and it took me nearly five minutes to get to were i could think straight and i still feel foggy even as i type this. Does anyone have any experience with this? Should i go to the hospital now?
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Emma Finkinlane - Thu, 21 May 2020 20:13:37 EST wxM8Evbh No.31053 Reply
>>31050

Sounds like you overdid it a bit, bud. What's a lot of adderall and a little meth? How long did you go for? I know when I binge really hard on adderall my comedown is worse than coming off meth. The side effects are absolute shit when I overdue it on adderall and less predictable. Sore throat, sore neck, sore lymph nodes, fatigue all sound like a a comedown to me.

Eat some healthy food, drink plenty of water and get some rest. Pop some downers or sleeping pills if you got em. If you have insurance there's no harm in going to the hospital if you are still worried. Just be careful what you say because the visit will likely go on your medical record and you probably don't want "amphetamine overdoes" listed on there. Good luck!
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Emma Finkinlane - Thu, 21 May 2020 20:16:38 EST wxM8Evbh No.31054 Reply
>>31053

Just read your other post. Glad you got it figured out.

Urine test and THC

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- Tue, 21 Jan 2020 07:54:57 EST dPBjT9ST No.30836
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I've been smoking 1-3 joints daily for about 7 years. On the weekends maybe a bit more. My employee went under and I found a new job, they already took me in, but now they informed me that I have to go and get a health check including drug tests. I have 30 days. How fucked am I? Is there anything that really would help me getting a negative outcome from the test, other than just not smoking?
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Esther Dandlechock - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 01:52:49 EST 6jfg7hmI No.30997 Reply
>>30995
he was a heavy smoker for 10 plus years, like a complete addict for the kush. plus, considering he was a dealer, he had such large quantities that he'd share and predominantly, use himself.
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Shitting Brevingwell - Mon, 11 May 2020 22:05:29 EST lVoVwab0 No.31044 Reply
>>30995

Nah it checks out. If dude was smoking excessive amounts for 10 years metabolites will occasionally be stored for a really long time. I was a kind of heavy smoker daily for ~9 years and I still tested positive 40 days later. 90 days would be a super extreme case tho.

How long to feel normal after quitting weed?

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- Sat, 01 Feb 2020 23:12:50 EST p7BbtgYg No.30871
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Doing a pretty basic detox off Weed. Been a heavy smoker for several years and now that I'm in my late twenties and looking for a job I'm ready to kick the green goddess. How long will it take me to feel normal again? I've heard some people don't feel baseline until like 3 or 4 months into the detox.
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Phyllis Goodforth - Mon, 30 Mar 2020 08:08:19 EST NMd5vLzd No.31000 Reply
it's really fucking hard now that i know i probably can't get weed
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Ian Chickleridge - Thu, 14 May 2020 14:58:56 EST 32aUz0C4 No.31046 Reply
>>30871
As a former heroin addict whose primary addiction is now Cannabis i can tell you that the physical and mental withdrawal symptoms from heavy use, especially if you use primarily concentrates like me, can get pretty bad in the first few days and linger for months afterwards. Though it also does depend of course on one's lifestyle in terms of diet, exercise etc.

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