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AA/NA sucks ass

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!!nOu201Dt - Tue, 04 May 2021 19:58:54 EST O+sxy3dT No.31497
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i am one of those people who wasn't in the 5%-10% success of rehab/AA/NA. i got a book recently that i feel is important to keep reading. ALSO MY FUCKIN GRANDPA ON MY MOM'S SIDE DIED WHILE I WAS IN A FUCKING REHAB OUT OF TOWN. FUCK THEM.

feel free to share rehab stories i have a few of em like this guy and psycho chick who got busted for having raw sex in the woods lol
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Charles Crocklewell - Sat, 31 Jul 2021 03:28:29 EST mdIcn6gV No.31585 Reply
I actually got kicked out of a rehab (I only two more weeks left) for oversleeping and not complying with a non-smoking policy at other times. I got kicked out just in time to see my Grandfather on my mom's side before he died. I was the last person that he saw. I'm lucky, but I am sorry to hear that you didn't get to see him.

how woud u describe being sober?

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- Fri, 14 May 2021 00:30:44 EST 1g1IkKRl No.31524
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What would you describe the feeling of being sober as?
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Clara Brimblefot - Tue, 18 May 2021 18:41:03 EST O+sxy3dT No.31534 Reply
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sure whatever you say lol
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Uzd2that - Sat, 24 Jul 2021 19:46:45 EST JuwT8lXF No.31579 Reply
It's like being okay and fully aware that you're living in an endless, ciclical hell. Pretty cool tbh.

you have to tell me now

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- Sat, 26 Jun 2021 19:57:26 EST wM9e3RIg No.31565
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I need the codes.
Hugh Digglefield - Sat, 26 Jun 2021 19:59:33 EST wM9e3RIg No.31566 Reply
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What the fuck are you talking about
Wesley Tootwill - Sat, 26 Jun 2021 20:59:44 EST wM9e3RIg No.31567 Reply
yo agent Smith scaring everyone talking about some codes

someone tell him something already just make something up

urine drug test

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- Sun, 18 Jul 2021 22:35:30 EST vT5ynBXI No.31577
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how long does it take for a drug to show up in a urine drug test? specifically, if someone like does cocaine 10 minutes before the test, will that be enough time to show up?

Methadone taper / possible suboxone switch at 30mg

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- Wed, 21 Oct 2020 19:11:03 EST TMczopCf No.31233
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Have any of you tapered off methadone and either gone to zero or transferred to suboxone? I’m on 110mg methadone and have been for a while, not doing any other opiates. I’ve been off dope and fentanyl for two years now... here’s a pic from when I was using those are all empty .1 bags. I’m really happy with how far I’ve come but the side effects are too much I sweat like crazy on methadone and never really feel okay. I used to feel better on suboxone but the way fentanyl gets stored in your fat cells makes it impossible to switch to suboxone so when I could only get fentanyl I was screwed with no choice but to get on methadone this time. I know it’s going to be hard but I have all the time In the world to get it done (no job or other stressful shit) and I can definitely get ahold of benzos, gabapentin, lyrica and adderall as tools too help me through it. I either want to get off of it or taper down to 30mgs and transfer off to suboxone.

Have any of you had experience with a controlled taper? Is it better to go fast or like 2mg at a time? I was thinking 10mg a week at first until I got down to maybe 60mg of methadone and then slowing down/recruiting other meds to aid me along the way.

Any input is welcome, if you know what this methadone shit is like then you know how hellish it is, I’m not living my life like this so it has to be done
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m - Thu, 15 Apr 2021 02:15:48 EST L9/iXg3i No.31482 Reply
That's just objectively not a real thing and is meme tier. It's probably some spin off of how THC-COOH (inert THC metabolite) is stored in fat cells and slowly released up to ~30-120 days later depending on frequency and quantity used.
Basil Hiddlegold - Mon, 31 May 2021 15:47:34 EST 4kxRvxx/ No.31545 Reply
I was on 120 of methadone and I tapered down by about 1mg a week for a year and a half until I was at 20mg, then my doctor did this relatively new method where you cross taper the suboxone while still taking the methadone.

So I would take the same dose of methadone every day for a week and during that week i increased from 0 to 8mg of suboxone and on the last day I stopped taking the methadone.

It worked out pretty ok, I still miss the slight high I would get from methadone and sometimes I feel shitty but its not too bad. I'm eventually going to taper down the rest of the way to 0 suboxone but Im taking it slowly.

It's very doable, just make sure you taper the methadone to a low level first and for that I would recommend trying to do something like 1mg a week, or 2mg every 2 weeks like I did.
Graham Savingmidging - Sun, 11 Jul 2021 21:02:55 EST cHO3dXiB No.31574 Reply
i was on methadone for a year or so (20mg) a day, so a pretty low dose. tapered down to 15 then went onto subs and slowly tapered off subs. that's the best way to do it for sure. 11 weeks clean, but craving a lot.

Need to piss clean immediately

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- Sun, 29 Oct 2017 10:27:34 EST x/CiNTa1 No.29533
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Went to a show last night. Did some coke, molly, and rolls. The rolls were prob meth because its 9:30 am and im still awake.

Might have to piss monday or tuesday. How do I get this shit out of my system immediately?
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Cedric Guffinglore - Wed, 01 Nov 2017 00:24:21 EST AGTWdpoW No.29555 Reply
I'm pretty sure all niacin does is add colour to your urine to disguise the fact that you've been drinking a huge amount of water. A more advanced test will still flag your extremely diluted sample for low creatine content.
Synthetic urine seems to have pretty good results.
You might be fine after that amount of time, I'm no expert.
Clara Lightdock - Fri, 04 Jun 2021 07:25:52 EST W+HbtwNl No.31548 Reply
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Holy shit.

This thread was made before I met my wife in March 2018.

Need help sorting life out, I'm on edibles

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- Sun, 08 Nov 2020 05:49:49 EST bDOyUew2 No.31251
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Quarentine and starting uni got me fucked up.
Becoming lazier and lazier as the days go by.
Got these edible candies, was never a smoke weed everyday kinda guy.

I always saw smoking weed everyday as impractical, basically I didn't have the money, time or space to smoke weed whenever I wanted so I thought that made me better than my friends who did.

I was wrong, it seems everyday I have to take one of these fucking edibles.

The thing is its not like I'm having a bad time on them, I can talk to people and actually spend a lot of time with my parents and girlfriend when I'm high off this shit.

It makes me more social and gives me more energy.

But I never do any work, I'm studying a very important degree and they've even give my retarded ass a scholarship.

I hate waking up feeling ill or with cotton mouth.

So guys, help me out. Should I kick the habit for good or change the way I'm living my life so I can do weed as a treat sometimes like I used to.

Phoebe Bripperbanks - Sun, 08 Nov 2020 06:06:03 EST 05ZQLJb7 No.31252 Reply
Sounds to me like you know you need to stop, but need some validation. Yeah, absolutely you should - it's not as easy as it sounds I know and understand that man, but if you've got a chance to get yourself heading down the good path in life, you need to remember that shit won't likely happen again for you. Of course you feel more social and stuff when high, it's pretty much why we all use substances really - the perception that we're a "better version of ourselves" when high tricks us into justifying our use. In my own journey so far, I've learnt that accepting the real me is what needs to be done. Maybe your also a bit bored too? Easy to sit and do drugs in times of boredom, so try and change things up - break that routine. As to how is kinda down to you, but replacing that time with something healthy is the goal. And if you absolutely must continue your use, then discipline yourself - do study and work first, and have that as the treat after. Not my recommenced way of doing things, but it's a starting point if stopping altogether feels to scary at first.
Emma Trotfield - Thu, 08 Jul 2021 19:08:18 EST v+rAbb4j No.31572 Reply
Have a big dose that will give you anxiety and then you won't be in a hurry to do them again.

Drug test for Shrooms?

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- Mon, 07 Jun 2021 03:34:51 EST LaN3UBGD No.31550
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Probably a silly question because I have read that shrooms do not show up in drug tests because psilocybin leaves the body after a trip but I want to make sure there have not been advancements in jerk tech to find trace amounts. Will I be alright to pass a test if I took 5gs earlier this month?

Oxy withdrawal schedule

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- Thu, 20 May 2021 17:41:19 EST 4M/+gaVX No.31538
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Hi. I've been dosing oxycodone infrequently for about 6-7 weeks. Usually 3-4 times a week with off days in between. Seldom on consecutive days. My normal dose is 40mg chewed and swallowed. Once a day, always after 6 PM.

I get withdrawal symptoms 18-24 hours after dosing. They're not bad, but I lose all my energy and become really lethargic and apathetic. I can't focus on anything and I can't work. Luckily, I've got a long three-day weekend ahead of me. I took my last dose two hours ago and I'm going to quit.

I need some advice on scheduling my work life. I'm not going to be able to do anything during the weekend - I know that for a fact. I've been without oxy for three days before and it sucked and kept getting worse.

How long will the withdrawal symptoms last? Will they get worse after sunday or do you think I could be able to go to work on monday? I've got a stressful cruch next week. We have to finish a major project and I've got like 40-50 hours of work to do.

Any advice? Thanks in advance and SLAYER for everyone who's trying to quit!
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m - Sat, 22 May 2021 11:38:11 EST 7Dlt2gPg No.31540 Reply
You need to actually taper off. Just switch to daily use of 15-20mg (5mg 3x/day or 7.5mg 2x/day) and slowly drop it down to 0 over a period of like 3-5 weeks.
OP - Mon, 24 May 2021 08:05:08 EST 4M/+gaVX No.31541 Reply
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It was a surprisingly tough weekend, but I made it. Didn't sleep much and I've got aches in places I couldn't believe could ache. Took a day off because I look like a zombie and feel like eating brains... wait - no, I mean taking oxy. But I won't!

I hope these feelings subside quick. I have to go and ask my friendly local street corner pharmacist for a zzz pill. Can't stand another sweaty night rolling on my sheets and massaging my bones.

Thanks for the support everyone. I've been browsing this site like an 80-year-old slot machine veteran in a dim, loud casino - and it helps.
Martha Snodstone - Sun, 06 Jun 2021 16:07:50 EST ifnThy02 No.31549 Reply
>>31538Just saw this - I am going through it and I also started a new job - My issue is I run out of my prescription about a week early . I have been going through the same mess for over 5 months. I am really getting so tired of going through this and I am working on a plan to stop completely but as we all know the shit makes life easier and doctors are not great here in NY - Anyway I was able to get clonidine it works but does make you a bit tired and thirsty as hell . My dose is 120mg per day although I start tapering down and unfortunately ROA is whiffing them ....It sucks but food luck


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- Fri, 02 Apr 2021 19:36:03 EST I6059myn No.31468
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Decided to do this, main thread is:

Last dose - 0.002mg H/Fent/Oxy mix insufflated at 08:00 PST

Scraped the last of the powder off the mirror into my toybox at 12:00 after taking a long shower and making up my mind to do this. Start today. Right now.

I put my mirror, special blue straw and H razorblade away in my opi case, put the case out of sight in my drawer.

Had a cold sweat at around noon, went to the pharmacy and bought 48 loperamide gelcaps, Gravol suppositories, and liquid gravol.

Then I bought enough Chinese food for three days.

I've got weed, a shit-ton of 1mg Ativan beside me, and I'm chopping ketamine and some of my finest coke in case I *HAVE* to sniff something. Managed to get some crystal too in case I need to be high on something and tweaking for two days to forget my WDs

( I think I was more addicted to the ROA and the ritual of sniffing something while I wrote in my journal nightly, I love insufflating anything so. damned. much. I don't know why.)

Anyway, I'm excited and a little scared, but I've gone through much, much harder shit than this in my life, so fuck it. I'm not scared of a little sweating and barfing, IF I even get that shit.
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Emma Diddlehall - Wed, 14 Apr 2021 09:23:31 EST KepTBbp5 No.31480 Reply
It's been 10 days since your last update, how are you doing? If you like sniffing stuff I can recommend getting some snuff. There's nicotine free options as well if you prefer that. Hope you're doing well.
Esther Gugglehod - Sat, 08 May 2021 12:28:29 EST DMJpNHIk No.31516 Reply
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Getting on benzos is a million times worse/harder to get off of. I was an absurdly stupid opiate user on very high dosages, and it was hell to cold turkey from it. But detoxing from the equivalent of 20-30mg of clonazepam is something that I'd rather kill myself than ever go through again. Even detoxing from a few mgs (that you're firmly on, for years or being kindled to) was absolute hell and almost impossible to make it through without other chemicals.

OP, using a horde of hard drugs to get off of opiates isn't a good idea. The fact you're doing ketamine and coke, especially when insuffilating is a major issue for you, is a bad idea. If you must do them, don't sniff them -- ativan by itself should be enough to get you through.

But I warn you, benzos are the true demons you need to stay away from. You can maintain on methadone/suboxone/kratom whatever, and get off when you want, but until you decide to stop this life you'll just replace it with something else and create a new problem. You're mad at yourself for letting it get this far, but you're only taking it further.

You don't have to listen to me, I'm just trying to save you the years I lost when I did the same thing you're doing. Coke isn't physically addicting, you don't need to do it. You clearly can't sniff in moderation, even if you think you can. The K I don't know your relationship with, but I'm guessing you sniff it too. Take it through a different ROA if you are needing to get through the OPI wd with it, as something to change your mental state. But again, the benzos should be enough, if you insist on taking them.

You have any update? You doing alright? Sadly, I'm going to assume you didn't make it if you don't reply, considering the strategy you went with. Hope I'm wrong, though.

Good luck OP.
Barnaby Dussleture - Sat, 08 May 2021 13:27:58 EST 1K3O0lRF No.31517 Reply
Sounds like you are fortified for a while.
Yea, I have seen dopesick. I was talking
with a Dr. saying, he was saying, after
a cute girl gave me codiene in my
hind-quarter, it actually worked.

So anyway, I don't freakn know
you don't want to do Methadone
I was offered to have, heroin
for life, yea right. It does not work.
So I did H like twice. I do understand
it. Morphine, wandered around town
when I kinda realized I was high.

I have liked weed, like a lot,
that was my motivational

sobriety is gay

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- Mon, 29 Mar 2021 18:43:52 EST LfmjB4az No.31458
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Day 10 no kratom (except for Saturday, was feeling pretty bad because of the following line)
Day 2 no weed (after a weeklong edible taper from ~400mg to 20mg following a 0.5g distillate/day habit and ten years of being a stoner)
Started drinking daily again :( really gotta find something better to keep myself occupied. I want to quit relying on drugs forever but I don't know how
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Eliza Siblingstudging - Thu, 01 Apr 2021 00:15:59 EST hksjR/tM No.31464 Reply
This is OP btw, just posting from my phone
John Bungernan - Tue, 04 May 2021 20:03:49 EST LfmjB4az No.31499 Reply
OP chiming in again
I haven't used weed since before I made this post, so day whatever on that
I have been using kratom intermittently, but have not become physically dependent again
Still boozing pretty much every night, falling asleep drunk, not happy about this

I started Wellbutrin 12 days ago and it is amazing, every single noticeable effect it's had on me has been positive, if subtle. I am going to ask to have my dose increased on Thursday, and then I am going to attempt to jump into a fully-sober lifestyle for some amount of time. Wish me luck
Nicholas Deddlefork - Wed, 05 May 2021 12:49:29 EST p6/tS2oL No.31509 Reply
It's what you makenof it, OP. I'm having fun with coffee and kirby64

Weed detox worsening mental health

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- Sat, 13 Feb 2021 22:45:19 EST rE9s5BeG No.31383
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I know anxiety and depression are attributes of withdrawal from THC, but how do you mitigate them? I'm taking a long break to get my life in order (I'm doing well, I just want to be even better) and 1 week in I have no motivation and I can't seem to truly relax. Any suggestions? I already don't drink alcohol or coffee, so no need to eliminate those.

Pic unrelated.
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Nathaniel Gennerhine - Tue, 23 Mar 2021 01:56:49 EST rE9s5BeG No.31449 Reply
OP here. It's been 34 days since I've deliberately gotten stoned, but I tried smoking CBD flower 4 days ago and it somehow got me stoned when I didn't expect it to. So CBD is out for me too apparently. I also vaguely started drinking beer, but I know I need to stop that so I don't trade one addiction for another. I do feel more anxious lately, but it's also because I'm trying to get a new job (hence the stopping smoking) because my current job environment is filled with too many negative people.
Oliver Pocklehall - Sun, 18 Apr 2021 03:12:28 EST qCE/jNcG No.31483 Reply
Well done OP. Hope you're still on the good path. Giving up weed is a great thing to do and not easy. I found meditation was the tool that allowed me to stop. Single pointed concentration can get very drug like and while it's definitely not the whole point of the practice it definitely helped. Hope the job hunt is going well.
Clara Hirrylure - Mon, 03 May 2021 21:05:14 EST rE9s5BeG No.31496 Reply
Job hunt isn't great. I have some interviews, but no offers. I smoked the rest of my bud over the past few weeks, then stopped. Now I just smoke CBD bud daily. I'm not worried about drug tests anymore because it's legal in my state now (NY) and the law says they can't discriminate against you for smoking pot as long as it's not a federal job and as long as you don't show up stoned to work.

weed psychosis

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- Sun, 02 May 2021 15:35:16 EST O+sxy3dT No.31493
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smoked 2 grams of wax in 20 days, i feel different... cant stfu, thoughts racing, etc. i took my prescription mood stabilizer and it helped with psychosis cause antiopsychotics so that i guess.

any advice for detoxing?
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Oliver Crettingdale - Mon, 03 May 2021 21:00:57 EST y249BZBm No.31495 Reply
Stop completely. Eat healthy, no alcohol or nicotine. Get some exercise every day, get some sunlight. It'll get better with time, it's easier with good self-care.

NA General

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- Wed, 10 Mar 2021 19:20:12 EST cpZnFqvS No.31402
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Opening up a thread for NA related topics and topics related to Recovery and Sobriety. If you visit this board and are at least considering sobriety at least consider taking a second to stop tweaking out and read a little bit of the NA literature:


The only requirement to be a part of NA is a desire to stop using. I am not a spiritual person by any means nore have I ever really bought the higher power shiit. I am, currently, on my first 30 days of recovery. What I do agree with though is that NA, all shit aside, is a good means for addicts to build a sense of community which will play a roll in the sobriety of any individual, or, anon.

I do agree that I have a power greater than me and for me that power is Narcotics. I am not like other anons on the site. I will use and use until I am broke and sleeping in the streets. I will use until my life is totally in shambles. I agree that my life has become totally unmanageable and, as such, I have decided to create a landing pad; a thread for struggling addicts on the site and people seeking to recover.

I have decided to replace the higher power of drugs with a higher power of community and the NA program as a whole. I treat NA like my addiction. I try and attend as many meetings as I possibly can and try and do work for the organization; Obviously this is just an NA related thread on an imageboard, but, I am just saying. That is what has worked for me. Please feel free to share your emotions, experiences, and feelings in this thread. No holdsbars.

Any one can post in this thread. The only requirement is a desire to quit using!
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Ernest Gommerbanks - Sun, 11 Apr 2021 15:51:49 EST GQjXTSTH No.31479 Reply
Damn, bros, I am really going through it. I had a talk with another atheist and that gave me some insight, but, NA just feels like a religion to me and I don't know how to really deal with that. I seek the truth, I seek the "real" so to speak. Not this manufactured world of commodities and spirituality. I want something real. NA has not given me that and it is getting harder to stay sober.....I Don't know what to do. At least hooch makes me feel better temporarily. When I am sober I just dislike being alive.
Sidney Firrywill - Fri, 30 Apr 2021 06:35:53 EST b5vDH2mt No.31489 Reply
NA is just to get you doing something other than staying home and thinking. Go to an actual meeting and see how you feel. You might find a reason to stay.
Lillian Hummlebidge - Sat, 01 May 2021 14:07:08 EST gwpJxzGY No.31492 Reply
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Damn is The NA dead
OP still here?
How yall's sobriety going?
I guess we can't expect too much traffic on a board for rehabilitation that's on a website all about drugs but I do hope to see more people in here

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