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Weight gain on antipsychotics.

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- Sat, 02 Jan 2021 00:29:56 EST bNspgt3P No.31335
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I’ve been off the weed for some 4 years now, which is fantastic because during my ignorant phase I spent some 7 years going in and out of psych wards due to acute cannabis induced psychosis. Due to the length of time I have spent in these places gradually they put you on stronger and stronger medication. Currently, I’m on clozapine and the side effects suck, the main one that sucks is that I’m a fat fuck now (105kg at 6’1). I’ve been eating at a caloric deficit since I was a child, so naturally I grew up much leaner than I am now. I still only eat one meal a day on average and I do 30 minutes to an hour of cardio everyday, but it doesn’t seem to make any difference. I’ve read up on what I’m on, clozapine and it’s a common issue. This post is getting much more verbose than I intended so let me cut to the chase and ask if anyone knows natural remedies to the weight gain introduced by antipsychotics. I’m already on some 8 pills a day and I really don’t want to add more. I am going to get some ginseng, cinnamon and turmeric to cook with but I have my doubts that it will make a difference.
Simon Drunkinshit - Wed, 06 Jan 2021 13:29:57 EST 81BJJ1kX No.31343 Reply
Why are you on so many pills? Dial that shit back a little bruh
Wesley Nurrygold - Wed, 06 Jan 2021 20:37:18 EST cnV0CaOz No.31345 Reply
I have no say in the matter, for the foreseeable future at least. Even if I were to not take them and not tell my psych, I get tested at semi-random for clozapine levels in my blood. If the amount is lower than it should be I will be hospitalised immediately.
Frederick Beddleham - Sat, 09 Jan 2021 22:43:12 EST 81BJJ1kX No.31350 Reply
Damn that sucks, sorry to hear it. When I was on antipsychotics I gained weight too but I thought it was because it gave me cravings for carbs and I ate too much sugar and stuff. I don't know what to tell you if you're already eating a healthy diet.

Water with Ultra Klean

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- Wed, 06 Jan 2021 16:44:57 EST iZUsf9EE No.31344
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So I know most of you will give me speculation or say it won't work, and I am used to that information. I googled a lot of people saying it is a bad idea because it will change the ph/specific gravity etc. But I am asking for any success stories here.

Has anyone or anyone known anyone who has successfully added water to Ultra Klean or Quickfix or something like that. Just to stretch out 1oz to like 2 oz.

Where are you guys at?

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- Sun, 02 Feb 2020 09:27:43 EST 4pNq8w17 No.30885
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Shout out to anyone who clicked on this for support in getting or staying off droogs or alcohol.
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Edward Mallerlock - Thu, 24 Dec 2020 21:50:27 EST CWrpqidC No.31328 Reply
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It's weird. I used to lurk the shit out of this board. I've done all the drugs. ALL OF THEM. But now I have been sober for like 3 years....minus the occasional drink...and my life has improved drastically. I only wish the mental dysfunction would go away, lol.
Beatrice Snodforth - Wed, 30 Dec 2020 02:55:41 EST wgYsqaUN No.31330 Reply
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Does ot stay feeling barable for long while on it?
Jack Findleman - Sun, 03 Jan 2021 06:38:59 EST 4nuvqYKt No.31336 Reply
Meditation and exercise help tremendously for the mental dysfunction. Slow as shit to see results though (for meditation particularly, unless you start doing it for a few hours a day, which of course you won't)

Craving Resurgance

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- Thu, 15 Oct 2020 01:42:48 EST jYNUxYRZ No.31221
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I wasted a few years on drugs (adderall, vyvanse, weed, lsd, and some mystery internet amphetamines which were probably meth tbh). The only drugs I really CRAVE are amphetamine. Hardly a day goes by that I don't think about them, and I still have fiend dreams in which I'm digging through every crevice in the house looking for pills (I still check my stash spots when I clean). I haven't done amphetamine (or any other stims for that matter) for about two years now. I have extra money lying around atm (as compared to being totally fucking broke like I normally am) and I've had cravings nonstop this month. At this rate I might cave tbh, I'm not being responsible with my sleep and I feel like I'm not making any progress on my creative projects because college saps up all of my damn energy. It's demotivating and I just want to get high again. I miss that feeling. Just the sheer ecstacy of taking as much amp as I can get my grubby little hands and staring at porn for 48 hours. I keep trying to justify it to myself, even though I know it's not rational or what's best for me.
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Betsy Soshdale - Sun, 18 Oct 2020 12:23:56 EST 4nuvqYKt No.31226 Reply
>I'm look to just enjoy it once a month recreationally
Oh sweet summer child.
See you again in a year or two, some mistakes have to be made yourself to truly learn from
Polly Figgletork - Thu, 22 Oct 2020 13:01:36 EST Qo40SEOd No.31234 Reply
If you dont want to cave in, my advice would be:
put your money in a place where its safe but you cant access it easy
like buying silver coins that you got to exchange(also not a bad long term investment), stashing with someone you trust etc

I've never been hooked on amph's but I notice that even though I have a craving for alcohol/weed/caffine/tobacco, as long as I cant access it easy the desire is also further away and I accept I cant just do it without taking extra steps.

The mental aspect of an addiction is hard, stay strong bro!
Augustus Drurringhood - Tue, 29 Dec 2020 07:10:45 EST pHiRZgsa No.31329 Reply
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omfg u sound like me but other drugs not benzos but honestly you could interchange the drug and ive posted this or very similar, down to the sleepless fap fest.

So you want to cash-in your monies for some euphoria, and when ur barely sleeping anyway so why not just go for it idk. I can't tell you why not, sounds like you're already giving yourself reasons.

my advice? dont get loads. get a BIT for a weekend binge. Then delete the numbers, whatever just get out while you arn't in too deep.


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- Thu, 24 Dec 2020 12:15:56 EST IqZy1xfY No.31326
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Hey everyone, of course I have a drug test for a job tomorrow and I was wondering what you thought my odds of passing were. I had a rice krispy on the 8th and 9th as well as a cookie on the 14th. 10 days ago. I weigh 160 and I’m like 5’8 so my body fat is probably around 16% but my metabolism is decently fast I would wager based on how I’ve been slim for most of my life. I took a home test kit and it came up negative but it tests at 50 ng/ml and I believe testing centers go as low as 15 ng/ml. I bought Monkey Flask synthetic urine and it seems to have good reviews.

Should I use the synthetic or take a real drop?

Reuben Brombledale - Thu, 24 Dec 2020 18:13:10 EST IqZy1xfY No.31327 Reply
I was just told I can take the test on Monday the 28th. So two weeks after last edible.

BORING without weed.

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- Mon, 27 Jul 2020 22:57:07 EST xIXC+NXC No.31125
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Iit is extremely boring to live without weed or alcohol.
I am distracted by working and playing video games but it is not enough, do we have tips?
I stopped drinking and smoking weed because in March I had burnout and heart attack symptoms.
Today I take Lexapro 10mg and drink a little and smoke weed, hidden.
For a long time I did this almost every day, mainly weed, now I smoke once every two or three weeks and drink like this as well.

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Angus Chacklefatch - Tue, 10 Nov 2020 11:58:52 EST 74U6PX79 No.31256 Reply
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This happens to people because it seems like there's no reason to learn a skill, develop a hobby, maintain relationships, etc. when all you need to do is get high and you can have a whole adventure just sitting in your bedroom. Smoking 2 gams of like dank becomes the default activity. And worse, it comes to dominate other activities. When I stopped smoking every day, it took me weeks to enjoy videogames again. Smoking and playing vidya went together like peanut butter & jelly. I had to learn to enjoy them separately again.

If you feel that your life is boring its probably because it always was - getting crossfaded just makes you not care. Boredom is a form of motivation. Its your brain screaming at you to DO SOMETHING. Don't ignore it. Find something to pursue. Something that you don't need to get fucked up to enjoy. Read a book. Pick up an instrument. Dive in to some simple programming tutorials. The pandemic is an excuse to continue isolating yourself a bit longer, so take that time to improve yourself and figure out what makes you happy.
Jenny Smallforth - Fri, 13 Nov 2020 17:23:59 EST 81BJJ1kX No.31260 Reply
Not really. Occasionally I like to learn about a hobby and come up with a design in my head but I have learned I'm too lazy to actually follow through.

Accidental win?

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- Wed, 04 Nov 2020 17:47:49 EST OfiFM29L No.31245
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I just thought about it and I can confirm that under no circumstances would I ever take any drugs. I have zero desire to do anything of the sort. I dont even have the desire to drink more than 2 beers and if people ever stop pissing me off, i may even quit smoking.
Ive been surrounded by addicts for what seems like forever and im just so sick of the bullshit that I think I would rather die than become like that.
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Phoebe Bripperbanks - Sun, 08 Nov 2020 06:13:51 EST 05ZQLJb7 No.31253 Reply
Kinda how my journey with opiates started - doc pushed pain pills at me (although I didn't put up a fight) and that snowballed into heroin addiction eventually. Currently in treatment using buprenorphine slow taper. It's easy to put blame on others, and you should always reflect on why you abused medication and ended up that way, but I still have a problem with doctors and their willingness to hand out the pain pills. Shit, one doc even tried to prescribe me some not long ago whilst still in treatment! I told them to look at my notes a bit more and that wouldn't be a good idea lol. You can see how people quite innocently get into a mess over time thanks to healthcare professionals.
Oliver Gushstone - Sun, 08 Nov 2020 06:19:09 EST q0q5WxO0 No.31254 Reply
Drug addiction is 100% over-romanticized (at least in the West) i agree with you there. Also agree that some drug addicts are just shit people with or without the addiction. However there are certain addicts who through a combination of shitty circumstance and bad luck end up addicts, and personally i don't think those ones deserve to be spit on, scorned or hurt since they have the best chance of changing for the better
Edwin Worthingman - Sun, 08 Nov 2020 07:26:03 EST MYAENKPp No.31255 Reply
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image speaks for itself.

Dont think youre above addiction just because it hasnt happened yet. Youre already playing with fire. Also saying that you "would quit cigarettes... BUT..." sounds kinda like rationalizing a habit or budding addiction. I would know because i told myself that same shit for years.

Playing with fire

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- Sun, 20 Sep 2020 16:14:17 EST kt4T2ciE No.31186
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Can I use a combination of beer and Benzos to taper off the liquor? My doc prescribed me some Ativan but I don't think it's going to be enough. 10x 1mg over four days seems laughably low. Still sweating and blood pressure is sky high.
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Gordon Faggot - Tue, 06 Oct 2020 05:33:45 EST vaER90At No.31205 Reply
yeah this, Measure your drinks and do your booze maths and it should work it self out if you want it to.
Augustus Sirringhood - Tue, 27 Oct 2020 09:45:07 EST X42DZ0R2 No.31237 Reply
in my opinion:

You should avoid benzos at all costs if youre an alcohol addict. Only use them if you are in danger of having a seizure.

the butt end of phenny

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- Sun, 18 Oct 2020 16:07:31 EST NafdFDI4 No.31229
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Was using phenibut on and off for the past few months, usually no more than once a week but about 2-2.5g each time. Things in my personal life got stressful a month or so ago and I started using it more frequently and noticing that it stopped making me feel good and just kind of made me feel insane, so I stopped cold turkey about two weeks ago.
So far I feel pretty lame socially, much more reserved, afraid of eye contact, avoidant of conversation, just awkward in general. A big part of why I (and probably most others) took phenibut was because it brought out the best in me; calm, direct, driven, charismatic and humorous. Now that's mostly gone and I feel boring and bland as hell, my voice is weak and uneasy and I feel like I bore my girlfriend to tears, I never say anything interesting any more, it's like all I can come up with is small talk.
Was it rash of me to quit the stuff cold turkey? I don't feel depressed necessarily, just kind of trapped in my own head and useless. I have only about 8g of it left. Would it be wise to take it again at a lower dose once a week until it's all gone even though I stopped two weeks ago? Or should I continue to abstain and rely on other therapeutic rehab - chamomile tea, magnesium, blue lotus ? I just want to feel as much the way I did before as possible.
Ernest Moggleworth - Sat, 24 Oct 2020 01:46:38 EST zjaFNaPd No.31235 Reply
it made me feel like i was stopping breathing when i started to go to sleep, that was enough for me to not do it ever again

Smoking pot / Tobacco around once a month

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- Mon, 31 Aug 2020 07:24:45 EST 0/yMZRF9 No.31169
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Anyone ever dabble with this?
Basically, I've been off weed and tobacco for 3 weeks, as I'm just generally trying to look after my health and lungs, however, on Saturday I had two joints, now I'm trying to go on the detox for 3/4 weeks again. I was a full time pot and cig smoker before that, anyone ever had success with this kind of behaviour? With maybe smoking once a month?

My main concern is the sweats man...That first week is literally me changing my sheets every night, so I'm look to just enjoy it once a month recreationally, and really don't want to go through that ordeal all over again. So looking for some advice on if it's possible, and how to avoid the build up of THC/Nicotine so I don't need to go through a week ordeal each time.

Any advice, tips and stories would be welcome
Charles Trothall - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 13:41:10 EST FjwY+zut No.31183 Reply
Have you tried edibles ?
Phineas Pallyfane - Sat, 17 Oct 2020 12:07:05 EST KepTBbp5 No.31223 Reply
I remember the sweats. I think changing your method of intake is a good idea. If you used to smoke it, try vaping or edibles instead. Don't go back to doing whatever you had issues with, it will creep up on you.

I stopped drinking alcohol, now what?

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- Mon, 02 Mar 2020 02:06:16 EST R5xHNFxT No.30936
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I'm so bored at parties and nights out without alcohol. Don't get me wrong, I'm not going back to drinking. I quit for good, and I plan to keep a promise of sobriety I made to a good friend. It's just that, I realize now that without alcohol there's very little point or fun in parties or the like. I don't know what to do, let alone how I will take the edge off my anxiety. Don't suggest weed, I'm not going to take a hit before I show up to a kid's b-day party.
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Betsy Dracklefidge - Thu, 06 Aug 2020 09:10:14 EST 05ZQLJb7 No.31137 Reply
Absolute truth here. Kratom withdrawal caught me out big time before! And it then pushed me back in the proper Opi scene again after a while. Went from Kratom to Heroin very quickly last relapse! Over a year after 'quitting' the H I'm still taking 6mg a day Bupe to be well. All legit and scripted btw, so I'm starting to heal my mind by avoiding all the dodgy crap that comes with using
Charles Greenhood - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 03:08:19 EST YH2eFDx6 No.31218 Reply
lmao i know this is an old thread but fuck if they don't want to smoke weed before going to family functions I don't know if fucking GHB would be on the table

Going sober while owning the party house

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- Fri, 11 Sep 2020 22:13:23 EST KyAK6hWE No.31179
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So I constantly have drugs coming through my place. Bags of weed, bottles of liquor, opiate painkillers, benzos, cocaine, you name it. It's a constant party. I've been trying to go sober cause there's a snitch at work and my habits are known. I've long stopped mixing my highs and work together, and quit alcohol a while back, but... I keep relapsing.

Alcohol I usually keep in check (relapse once in a blue moon; usually only last a day or two), and I haven't smoked weed for almost 2 months, but... cocaine is really enticing, among other things. I can usually go 2 weeks to a month, but eventually I'll do those lines. Maybe mix a klonopin or two with, but I always regret it after. It really pains me. I get no euphoria from the drugs anymore, and just get fucked up when I use. Mix and match, all that. And the comedowns are always rough, and make me wanna out a bullet in my head.

I really want to go sober though. The month and a half without anything was the clearest I've ever been. I had more control over my actions, words, and emotions. But every so often I can't help myself. And when I tell people at my place to help me and just tell me no, I get push back, saying I'll just ask them again or get grumpy. Well of course! I'm addicted! I'm asking them to help me through that time so I can be clean.

I had liquor, a benzo, and some coke 3 days ago. I figure I wait a month, then tell my job I want to take random drug tests. I'm going in for a psych eval 2 weeks from now, so I could use that as a guise as to why I want this done, as to monitor my condition or whatever. I'll come up with a better reason later.

I figure I can use this as a threat to everyone at home. Either I use and they all go homeless cause I'm the only one paying the bills and will lose my job if I fail a drug test, or they can help me go sober, and we all can keep living. Sadly, the people consist of my fiancée, her sister, her brother, his girlfriend, and their friends. Did I mention all the kids as well? The place is never clean.

I hate my life and want to change so I can have options in the future, and go places, and raise my family out of the trailer park, but it feels hopeless. Sorry for the venting and ranting, everyone. I just had to get some stuff off my chest. It's terrible, being a slave to the altered mind. How are y'all holding up? What's your situation like? Let's help each other out, when no one in our actual lives will.
Graham Greenstone - Wed, 16 Sep 2020 16:27:11 EST 4nuvqYKt No.31182 Reply
Willpower is a finite ressource, and there's studies to prove it. if you're constantly surrounded by temptation, your willpower will eventually give out, usually on a rough day where you've used it a ton.

That's why people work on systems to control their environment and exposure to temptation. Basically, if you don't change your particular living situation, then unless you have truly superhuman (or at the very least, Olympic athlete level) will power, you're probably shit out of luck dude. Sorry to be the bearer of bad news, and I hope I'm wrong for your sake, but all the reasearch and years spent trying to get sober only confirm how certain I am of that.

Some things gotta change, and you're gonna have to make tough decisions. Good luck
Charles Trothall - Thu, 17 Sep 2020 13:51:45 EST FjwY+zut No.31184 Reply
If you own the house, then you have to tell these people that they need to change their habits or move out. It's really that simple. If they want to party and do drugs, they will have to do it elsewhere. If you're the only one paying bills, then you do have the leverage to do this, and if you really want to be sober then you can't afford to be spineless right now. As Graham said, you can't be around this environment and be sober at the same time, because you will have days when you want to throw it all away and destroy everything, and those will be the days that you abuse substances. I suggest rethinking your engagement as well, because it seems like there's a whole lot of cocaine and benzos between you and your fiancee.
Cornelius Blytheway - Fri, 09 Oct 2020 14:28:58 EST 9yaWLNwi No.31213 Reply

OP, the rule for avoiding a bad trip is to change the environment when the vibrations become unpleasant. This also applies to life; you're going to have to make some changes if you actually want to get sober. Good luck OP

Amitryptiline(TCA antidepressant) withdrawal or just depression

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- Thu, 24 Sep 2020 13:01:37 EST K0/+CiPn No.31191
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So about a month ago I took a small dose of amitryptiline so I could sleep, at this time I was also sleep deprived and heard some bad news related to my exams. Ever since then I feel like I have those shitty anticholinergic symptoms(brain fog, feeling/acting slow, stumbling on words) but all of these could be related to depression so I don't know what's wrong with me

Stories about being found out / Hysterical Family members stories

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- Tue, 11 Aug 2020 03:26:51 EST XyERJtJe No.31142
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How do you manage? I know that its because they care but for me at least I just want to run and hide.'

Ive blown over 20 thousand dollars on drugs in about 6 months and everyone hates me, but no more than i hate myself

post stories
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Lillian Drinnershaw - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 18:14:12 EST 2hCAY6AH No.31188 Reply
Doesn't really fit well because I didn't get caught by anyone important, but a few years ago I was smoking heroin by myself for the first time, at my parent's house. I finished and went inside good and high, fucked around in the kitchen for a bit, etc. My parents had left the living room/kitchen area and went to their bedroom before I came in so they didn't see me.

I eventually walk to my room where my brother was, and he immediately goes "Dude, what the fuck is all over your face?" I had soot ALL OVER my face; it got on my hands from the foil I smoked with and then on my face from itching as I got high. Apparently it's a classic heroin addict tell and I would've been fucked if either of my parents saw me.
Rebecca Fibberludging - Fri, 25 Sep 2020 21:26:17 EST KImF1Qix No.31193 Reply
>I had soot ALL OVER my face
>Apparently it's a classic heroin addict tell
I feel like this is one of those things where its only really a tell if you have personal experience with it

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