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Harm Reduction Notes for the COVID-19 Pandemic

Hate and Love Weed

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- Mon, 03 Jun 2019 15:51:41 EST cwhCtK9F No.30394
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So I've got mild aspergers (you wouldn't know it unless you really paid attention to me or you just know the signs), been depressed for as long as I can remember, and 99% sure I've got ADHD, but In all these years I've never been officially diagnosed because they (therapists, doctors, counselors) won't shut the fuck up about my depression and want to only focus on that. (yeah doc, I can't concentrate at work, constant brain fog, blah blah blah, oh and I feel shitty about myself. doctor 'WHAT DEPRESSION?! Here take some prozac, and don't mention that brain fog bullshit again")
About 6 months ago I started smoking a lot of weed, all the time. Thinking that it would alleviate some of the everyday suffering I go through due to my fucked up brain.

NOPE. It has fucked up my short and long term memory even more than previously, fucked up my emotions, appetite, motivation. I went from fucked up to really fucked up, but now I get "munchies" and listen to the same album 8 times in a row.
I'm trying to cut out weed, so I can be "normal" fucked up again.
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Jarvis Fankinfut - Tue, 16 Jul 2019 19:22:38 EST YaY2oWWS No.30485 Reply
>>30483
yep, i have taken it before and i'm actually currently taking it to deal with weed & suboxone wds. it does a lot for the symptoms of weed wds because it increases your body's production of glutamate. i dont fully understand why it works so well but it takes the nausea, temperature issues, and other shit down considerably. i cant recommend this shit enough.
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Graham Clollyshaw - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 13:46:40 EST GiiCgdne No.30486 Reply
>but now I get "munchies" and listen to the same album 8 times in a row.
lmfao. can relate
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Charles Narringsit - Wed, 17 Jul 2019 15:26:15 EST rl4uHNmE No.30487 Reply
>>30485
Interesting! I'm gonna do some more of my own research on this stuff - personally weed isn't my issue, but I'm on a bupe script atm - if theres anything that may help me when I taper / finally jump off, then I'm all ears!! Thanks for the heads up man, appreciated

Rebound anxiety?

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- Fri, 12 Jul 2019 14:59:18 EST HpJi4NF2 No.30472
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After smoking cannabis concentrates very heavily for years to stopping cold turkey I feel as if I'm having rebound anxiety. Has any had similar experiences and maybe some helpful tips? I've always had some anxiety, but now it's almost a 24/7 experience. Also it's only been a week since I quit, can I expect it to lessen over time? Would CBD be helpful? I have Clonazepam available too, but I'm really trying to avoid daily use of that for obvious reasons. Thank you kindly 420chan gurus!
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Jarvis Fankinfut - Tue, 16 Jul 2019 09:08:27 EST YaY2oWWS No.30478 Reply
>>30472
cbd should help a bit. i'd recommend N-acetyl cysteine as well, it'll really help with bud wds just make sure to take it w food or you're gonna throw up probably

Drug Stigma

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- Sat, 13 Jul 2019 17:23:29 EST 2i/b9GeQ No.30473
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Why are African immigrant parents in the West generally against drug use, even the legal kinds (medicines, alcohol)? I'm 21 but repeating school and I've noticed that black kids along with muslim kids have this hang up about drug use.

The European kids (Irish, Polish) generally are tolerant of it/use it themselves.
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Basil Chingernodging - Sun, 14 Jul 2019 15:22:38 EST rl4uHNmE No.30474 Reply
>>30473
I dont get this post to be honest. Are you really trying to make a point, or just being a racist fuck hoping to get people 'triggered' ??
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C-Higgy !lfsExjBfzE - Mon, 15 Jul 2019 14:16:59 EST v6wYqrwz No.30475 Reply
Has to do with cultural differences I assume. You'd probably be saying the same thing about asian kids since Asian countries have very strict drug laws.

Opiate Metabolism

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- Thu, 04 Jul 2019 17:27:49 EST j8UXNgN2 No.30461
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Use H one time a week. Less than .5. On Mondays. I get piss tested by home confinement tomorrow (Friday). Will I be clean?
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Hannah Dindletutch - Mon, 08 Jul 2019 15:42:48 EST rl4uHNmE No.30469 Reply
>>30468
This. Opiates may seem like bliss, but they will strip people of their soul before they even know what they've got into. I'm just trying to stay clean personally now - think I'm finally done with the Opi game. I cant manage occasional use, so I would rather just commit to never again at this point....
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Oliver Didgetane - Tue, 09 Jul 2019 03:10:59 EST E0QJzQWy No.30470 Reply
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>>30468
Gonna agree with this person here, opiates are baaad news, even if they make you feel good. Best to steer clear, think about how many stories you've heard about people having good long term relationships with opiates.

Those stories don't exist, eventually you get clean or you die.
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Martha Pommlehack - Wed, 10 Jul 2019 08:01:52 EST Vf85ikK5 No.30471 Reply
>>30470
Exactly - sooo many people think they can just use occasionally, and maybe they do for a little time. Then before you know it, an extra day here and there and the next thing you know - it's a daily habit. Then you realise actually it's not even getting you feeling that good anymore, so you try to stop - but it's too late. Your body gets sick if you stop. That shit is demoralizing - when you dont want to use, but you got to use to keep yourself from puking up and shaking and sweating etc... Nah - I'm deffo done with Opi's lol fuck putting myself through the misery

Kratom withdrawal

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- Wed, 08 May 2019 20:16:36 EST 2281xTrj No.30367
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Anyone else experience withdrawals coming off of kratom? I'm looking to quit, but it's been very difficult thus far as I've used it for a long time. It's to the point of waking up nearly every morning with a feeling of panic in my chest and back while sometimes coldsweating. I miss my xan connection, now that I could use them they're nowhere to be found lol
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Thomas Hemmlechit - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 01:32:01 EST 9uiaseB8 No.30447 Reply
>>30443
Yeah bupe will be easy to kick if you've faced oxy & H withdrawals. Bupe withdrawals will last longer but they're for sure more gentle, and because it's so long acting and active at low doses, you can taper ultra low conveniently.

I received my akuamma capsules and they seem to work real neatly.
I don't really have physical withdrawals at this point of the taper but akuamma works just great for insomnia, since it's not as stimmy as kratom. Also it doesn't shrink my pupils (just like loperamide) so I think alot of the effects stay in the digestive track. That again is great for my IBS and since akuamma is way more medicinal than recreational, it's great for rehab purposes.

Shit's also legal so I recommend it to everyone on this board
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Hamilton Hazzledock - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 19:40:52 EST VzQ6AcuS No.30450 Reply
Go to a psychiatrist for xanax if you're having panic attacks. holy shit
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Eliza Dreggleville - Sun, 23 Jun 2019 06:22:30 EST rl4uHNmE No.30451 Reply
>>30450
The one thing I will say about xanax is that it's another addictive substance... I mean you're right and all, but in my personal opinion, treating Opi withdrawal symptoms with an equally addictive different class of drug is not always the best option. Everyone is different tho so I know some people can and do use xanax for this reason. I just felt like I needed to point out the drawbacks on that advice to balance the argument...

Tramadol Detox

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- Mon, 06 May 2019 14:41:20 EST jzFEcV5d No.30356
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Today is day 1 in my attempt to kick this shit for good, decided to do it cold-turkey since tapering didn't work before.
Some background, been using for about 5yrs, last year the dose went up to 500mg daily. I'm diagnosed bipolar type 2 disorder so also taking 20mg of Valium and 75mg of Pregabalin daily (my doc doesn't know about the tramadol), not planning on quitting those soon.
Already took care of business and have the week off work so figured out this is the time to do it. Just came back from thr pharmacy and got me some loperamide, benadryl and parecetamol (heard it helps with cramps), also have some klonopin and prozac in my cabinet but will avoid them unless things get really ugly. Also got a big stash of strong weed to help.

What am I in for? So far its been 24hs since last pill so the ride has just begun.
Any tips? (I live in SA so no Kratom here)

Thanks
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Cornelius Dongerwore - Sat, 08 Jun 2019 10:28:34 EST jzFEcV5d No.30419 Reply
OP reporting 1 month later.
Still clean, physical symptoms seem to be gone, still waiting for my motivation an libido to come back but I guess that part can take some time, really hope they come back soon. Depression is there alright but realized that I gotten so used to it that it's something I can manage (and pregabalin works to keep it in check).
Last week decided to start working out and got a pretty bad flu the day after so fuck me, but I'll try again once I'm feeling better.
Still get some cravings, specially during the daytime when weed is not an option, but it doesn't affect me as much.
Came clean to a few friends but still haven't done so to my doctor, maybe on my next appointment in a few months. If for some reason he cuts me off the valium and lyrica things might get ugly, but I doubt he will do it.
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Cornelius Saffingsot - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:35:25 EST zo0Jnfbb No.30432 Reply
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day ten with no booze.
this shit sucks but I am feeling better.
stay strong friends.
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Lillian Snodhall - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 04:01:03 EST EHecVJbz No.30449 Reply
>>30432
I kinda think, that drug use, put as much effert into not doing these, as one does doing them.

Emptiness

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- Tue, 18 Jun 2019 02:31:02 EST qcYw9UQY No.30440
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Recently I took a heroic dose of shrooms with the intent of curing my alcohol problem (about 3 shots or more a day). Now that I've been sober for a month, my feelings are strange. I have no cravings for anything and it feels like the shrooms reset my brain. Alcohol feels like a distant memory and I can't even remember what being drunk felt like, nor what my urges were.

The sensation of something missing is overwhelming at times. My body is confused why it hasn't become intoxicated in awhile, yet I no longer feel the need or want to drink. Are there healthy ways of overcoming this emptiness?
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Nathaniel Tootstock - Tue, 18 Jun 2019 09:18:16 EST rl4uHNmE No.30441 Reply
>>30440
Hey - wow firstly well done to you! I've heard of shrooms being used to help reset the brain for addiction, but you're the first person I've come across who has done it. Interesting how that's worked for you! Anyway regarding your question - sounds like you need to find a hobby. I know this sounds cliche, but the more you can find to do, the less empty you will feel for sure. Loads of people always say exercise helps - for me personally, I was never a fan of going for a run and stuff. It never did it for me - but I've been modding my car since getting clean from Opi's and that's working really well for me so far! I guess everyone is different, but have a think about what you might like to do / save towards - get a little project going and occupy your time with goals related to that. Or just making simple 'to-do' lists for stuff and then ticking stuff off as you make your way through the list - that gives a good sense of achievement and keeps you focused rather than feeling empty. Again, this is just stuff that's working for me, but it does seem to be stuff that I've heard come up in proper detox therapy sessions, so there must be something in it lol. All the best

drugs, overdose,detoxing

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- Wed, 12 Jun 2019 07:52:57 EST Zo/0yT1I No.30427
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ive recovered from an oxy addiction on my own. oxy is probably one of the best drugs ive ever had and by far my favorite. im not sure if its bc im schizo or anything but i had no withdrawal symptoms. i was sick of spending all my money on drugs so i just stopped. i stopped doing oxy,weed and coke. the most i got was a slight headache. i think theres something seriously wrong with my body or its fucking insane. i overdosed once on oxy and it was terrible, i overheated bc i snorted 30mg of oxy then took a very hot bath. not even 30 mins in i threw up and was shaking on my. athroom floor.... i think my body is truly indestructible which sucks because im an extremely suicidal person... ive overdosed twice, i didnt even go to the hospital i just drank.a fuck ton of water and rested. i hate the doctors. well anyways, i dont suggest trying to od and staying home... it.. is bad... stay safe everyone <3
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Nathaniel Pubblewater - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 10:46:08 EST Njn6oOdc No.30428 Reply
you’re not indestructible.
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Nicholas Blatherlock - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 15:07:10 EST rl4uHNmE No.30429 Reply
I think the only person who needs to stay safe is you OP. I'm sceptical that you've even done any of this shit tbh - I'm sorry but you ain't special. Everyone gets withdrawal from opiates, so you either didn't do Oxy for that long, or you were doing what you thought was Oxy, but was actually not that at all. What's the purpose of this post anyway? You just trying to brag about how hardcore you are or something? Man I think some growing up is in order for you OP - life isn't some casual fucking party. Keep going as you allegedly are, and you will fall on your ass fucking hard. I say this not to rip into you, but as a warning that this mentality will get you nowhere and probably kill you. And yes you can be killed, because no human is indestructible. Only fools think otherwise
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Doris Norringman - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 18:29:30 EST mYIVlqFO No.30431 Reply
>>30427
30mg aint shit. you didnt come close to oding. I know retards that have taken like 300mg+. No clue how. But they survived with minimal brain cell loss.. so I assume it's possible

stigma against daily use

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- Wed, 15 May 2019 10:56:49 EST 3yFaX8Q9 No.30383
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Why is there a stigma against non-social drug use i.e. using alone, in school or at work?

A girl who liked weed and cocaine was saying I shouldn't be taking pills (was taking tablets of valium) in school. Not overdoing it obviously and I wasn't acting fucked up but there's still judgement. Why?

The same even with alcohol. I can understand when operating machinery but what's wrong with taking 1mg pill before a test?
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Nell Bardbanks - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 17:27:00 EST 1wucISbS No.30397 Reply
>>30384
The stigma applies to downers for very good reasons 1) dependence and 2) withdrawal that contains crying, twitching, hallucinations and insomnia.

Quitting coffee cold turkey just makes you tired and unable to focus. Same applies to amphetamines although quitting that shit might give you depression so bad that it's a few sick days. But not like earth is shaking sick days you get from opioids for 3 days or from benzos for up to a month.
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Wesley Giggleham - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 09:46:26 EST gbuZg/D3 No.30401 Reply
People hate those who are weak more than anything. Taking drugs for fun every now and then is fine, but when you go around doing it all the time people assume it's because it's a crutch that you need in order to get through life. You will be treated like scum for your weakness.
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Cyril Chankinman - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 15:40:52 EST rl4uHNmE No.30403 Reply
>>30401
I'm not so sure about this - I mean certain people will do for sure, but in general I dont think that's the general perception? But like with anything, we are all human and will all form opinions of others - or in this case, their substance abuse. I think its just human nature to judge and compare to those around you

I'm never doing Xan again.

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- Fri, 19 Apr 2019 02:09:35 EST L40/xCq+ No.30322
File: 1555654175630.png -(1213167B / 1.16MB, 1000x1414) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I'm never doing Xan again.
A little backstory on why: I'm prescribed Xan , but I haven't needed it often thus I have a large surplus. I'm going through some of the biggest stressors of my life right now like moving a very long distance, along with various related and non-related legalities. As such, I've been taking it more and more frequently to cope, sometimes twice or more a day since I have the surplus.

I've been feeling my cognition, memory, and motor skills make a gradual decline over time, but I felt like I was able to manage it until today. I almost ran over a fucking girl who ran the crosswalk. I should have seen and reacted to it an order of magnitude quicker. Now I feel like complete shit. I've decided that I'm going to throw all of it out and never touch the stuff again.

I quit a benzo cold turkey a very long time ago after I was tired of the ineffective drugs and medical systems in place in society. It sucked and I felt like I was going to die, but ultimately I was fine. I shall do the same again and bite the bullet even if it's worse this time.

I thought that fuck Xan was a meme and that I could handle anything but seriously, fuck Xan, I'll find my chill another way. Thanks for letting me vent here.
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Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:29:32 EST PsAlkMqp No.30348 Reply
>>30322
Wait till you learn how to drink hard liquor lmao
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Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:30:22 EST PsAlkMqp No.30349 Reply
>>30324
Why regret anything when you can just get mad
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Archie Borrybog - Thu, 23 May 2019 16:17:24 EST r6Ti9HoG No.30391 Reply
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>>30322
I've never had a addiction to benzos, But when I tapered off of suboxone. Dr had me on benzos for 3 months. I also take gabapentin and when I stopped taking Xanax and Valium. No WD, nothing.

I believe Gabapentin produces glutamate just like benzos and barbs
so think of gabapentin as basically a non-addictive version of suboxone or methadone for benzos

Just go to a DR and ask for Gabapentin 600 or 800mg

Lyrica works just as well but its addictive.

I can gaurentee this will work.

Day 1 off heroin/fent

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- Tue, 07 May 2019 23:21:40 EST mhnNYyLy No.30362
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aw shit, here we go again..
19 hours in, any encouragement is great. i work 12 hour shifts, but don't have to work until thursday. but that's gonna suck.
for reference, i use a quarter to a G/daily, smoked.
im just so sick of this shit. been at it for almost 10 years, on methadone right now & hoping to go on suboxone soon.

honestly, i just needed to write this out to keep myself accountable.
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Cedric Buzzville - Wed, 08 May 2019 15:32:12 EST rl4uHNmE No.30366 Reply
Mate I wish you all the best to pull through this and come out the other side. I'm currently clean but have had my fair share of relapses with H - but I really do feel this time I will remain clean. It's the best feeling to finally be free and not have the shit hanging over you! Just keep focusing on the benefits- withdrawal will suck, but sounds like you have opiate substitute medication at least. Just keep honest to yourself and do it for you.
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Charles Gonkinhodging - Thu, 09 May 2019 15:41:28 EST rl4uHNmE No.30372 Reply
Any updates OP?? Are you still holding out and with us?
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Nathaniel Gengerlock - Sat, 11 May 2019 14:55:14 EST rl4uHNmE No.30379 Reply
Well this isn't looking promising- no further comments from OP... If you are still fighting out there, I hope you are doing ok. If you lost this battle, it's ok- pick yourself up, do some prep and try again. Kicking it IS possible and everyone is deserving of closing the door on a lifestyle they no longer want. It just takes a few times sometimes...

pre employment drug test

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- Tue, 26 Jun 2018 17:01:25 EST oU62K+Qd No.29980
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so i'm a lurker here and there, don't really post a lot but i'm super anxious about this upcoming drug test. i could post this anywhere else, but i don't want anyone i know irl to see that i smoke weed.

anyway, i've been clean for well over half a year (was on the job market). never did anything harder than weed, it helps me relax, keeps my migraines at bay, etc... like most people. i started smoking daily about 6 weeks ago because the stress was just that bad. well, my amazing luck had it that a recruiter from a hiring agency found me a very promising lead! i've had at LEAST 10 recruiters in these past 6 months say the same spiel and never contact me again so i honestly didn't expect to even be asked in for an interview.

well, as of yesterday, i had received a job offer. the client? an international bank looking to add people to their information security team. i will be a contracted employee if everything goes through, which at the moment, the only things i have left to submit are my identification forms, and a drug test.

with this company i heard it's either piss or oral testing, but because of the position i feel like it'll be a piss test. i've already made arrangements with a friend to take care of that "what if", who will slip me some fake pee. but... i'm super stressed out now.

i'm not really asking for help (advice is welcomed tho lol) but rather to calm my nerves through talking about it. i've heard these hiring agencies tend to do their drug tests on site and get the results quickly (and not exactly accurately), so i'll hopefully be done with this all in 2 days and know for sure by friday my start date. i really want to just smoke one now and vigorously wash my mouth in the event it is an oral swab....
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Cedric Gaffingnotch - Tue, 30 Apr 2019 16:37:10 EST W6VmNW88 No.30341 Reply
>>30339
>>30340
you have a better shot, day of the test you need to chug down a ton of water (more than usual) and take some B-vitamins so your piss isn't clear. protip: try to capture the middle of your stream in the cup, the beginning and the end are said to have the most shit in it. may just be broscience, but it can't hurt.
if you expect a hair test, look into the "macujo method" i can couch for it. your hair will be shit and brittle but it works. I passed a hair test with only a 3 day heads up. technically two, but they told me to come back the next day because i had hairgel in my hair
i.e i drink about a gallon of water a day, but i slammed back 2 gallons the day before the test with some creatine and about 3 b-vitamin pills
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Charles Clellycocke - Sat, 04 May 2019 20:32:04 EST YBkL47ZV No.30351 Reply
>>30341
Watch out about too much water. It can shut down kidneys or something.
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Jack Blenningford - Sun, 05 May 2019 10:15:05 EST DKxfKlAP No.30355 Reply
>>30351
Also the lack of salt outside your cells will fuck up your osmosis and homeostasis if you really drown yourself. Just start drinking like a liter an hour four hours before the test; the urine should be clear by hour three or so.

Opiates

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- Sat, 13 Apr 2019 15:04:00 EST u7ktqwo/ No.30318
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This is gonna sound faggy but I have been addicted to codeine ffor like 9 months and I recently got off of it(3 weeks!) And I had no withdrawl symptoms except for some cravings which I cured with some good ol reefer. Is this normal? Could it be the weed that helped me or something else? I even asked my doc and hes clueless aswell so I'm wondering if I could get and answer
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Edwin Pattingford - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 03:04:15 EST DKxfKlAP No.30319 Reply
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>>30318
You know I couldn't say. I've never been addicted to codeine but I've abused it. I never got withdrawals but ended up needing a dick catheter so that was fun. It sounds like you substituted a shitty drug for a gentler one though, so kudos! Maybe smonkin' roofer helped your endogenous cannabinoid system to balance and that alleviated any cessation anxiety, I dunno. Sorry I'm not more useful but this board needs activity like I need clean urine
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Frederick Sasslefuck - Wed, 01 May 2019 15:21:00 EST rl4uHNmE No.30346 Reply
If this is your first time doing anything opiate based, then the withdrawal may have been mild and then masked by smoking weed? Just dont try doing it again - your brain now knows opiates and will easily get addicted again - and withdrawal gets worse each time you have to go through that shit, trust me! And never get tempted by trying 'stronger' stuff - it will have you on your ass and rip your soul from you. I'm currently detoxing from heroin, but it wasn't all that long ago I was messing around with codeine. I climbed that ladder and fell from a great height - I sucks and I hate myself for the choices that got me here
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Hamilton Munkinmork - Sat, 04 May 2019 22:11:27 EST nlDzS/JS No.30352 Reply
>>30318
stay the fuck away from opiates. seriously, request a fucking tylanol 500 before getting them

Dreams about doing cocaine makes me want to do cocaine

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- Wed, 01 May 2019 12:34:18 EST WYEQEAy0 No.30345
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I haven't done any cocaine in over a year (January of 2018), and stopped hanging around with the people who did around the same time. Recently though I've been having reoccurring dreams of doing cocaine. About a week ago i dreamed I was in a typical social setting and I dreamed the actual process of doing the cocaine, I felt the powder and saw it going up in my nose, like there was a camera filming the intricate details of me snorting.

Last night I dreamed my old coke dealer was in my old parents home (I haven't lived with my parents in 7 years, and he had never been to my parents house), and we were doing lines on my glass computer desk. The coke was the best I had ever had but I wasn't sure how I was going to sleep, I don't really remember the rest, but I ended up doing the coke and then wiping it all off the table when I heard my father nearby. My coke dealer ended up attacking me in the dream as well, he tackled me and started beating the shit out of me.

My parents don't even know about my cocaine use, but I'm assuming the most recent dream has something to do with guilt. Anyway this is REALLY making me want to buy cocaine and text my old dealer, even if he might not answer. But I know what that leads to, and I can't afford it neither can my nose...
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Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:28:49 EST PsAlkMqp No.30347 Reply
>>30345
I glanced over OP but you mentioned cocaine like 10 times so imma recommend you some ug acid lsd. Do it gayboi it balances out the coke

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