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Amitryptiline(TCA antidepressant) withdrawal or just depression

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- Thu, 24 Sep 2020 13:01:37 EST K0/+CiPn No.31191
File: 1600966897798.jpg -(23525B / 22.97KB, 400x400) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Amitryptiline(TCA antidepressant) withdrawal or just depression
So about a month ago I took a small dose of amitryptiline so I could sleep, at this time I was also sleep deprived and heard some bad news related to my exams. Ever since then I feel like I have those shitty anticholinergic symptoms(brain fog, feeling/acting slow, stumbling on words) but all of these could be related to depression so I don't know what's wrong with me

Stories about being found out / Hysterical Family members stories

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- Tue, 11 Aug 2020 03:26:51 EST XyERJtJe No.31142
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How do you manage? I know that its because they care but for me at least I just want to run and hide.'

Ive blown over 20 thousand dollars on drugs in about 6 months and everyone hates me, but no more than i hate myself

post stories
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Lillian Drinnershaw - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 18:14:12 EST 2hCAY6AH No.31188 Reply
Doesn't really fit well because I didn't get caught by anyone important, but a few years ago I was smoking heroin by myself for the first time, at my parent's house. I finished and went inside good and high, fucked around in the kitchen for a bit, etc. My parents had left the living room/kitchen area and went to their bedroom before I came in so they didn't see me.

I eventually walk to my room where my brother was, and he immediately goes "Dude, what the fuck is all over your face?" I had soot ALL OVER my face; it got on my hands from the foil I smoked with and then on my face from itching as I got high. Apparently it's a classic heroin addict tell and I would've been fucked if either of my parents saw me.
Rebecca Fibberludging - Fri, 25 Sep 2020 21:26:17 EST KImF1Qix No.31193 Reply
>I had soot ALL OVER my face
>Apparently it's a classic heroin addict tell
I feel like this is one of those things where its only really a tell if you have personal experience with it


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- Sun, 30 Aug 2020 09:29:25 EST 1CLcNZz+ No.31167
File: 1598794165870.jpg -(91153B / 89.02KB, 1152x1548) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Pristiq
Heyo so a friend of mine has been on pristiq (desvenlafaxine) since she was 15 (25 now). Wants to get off cause you know, it's satan in a drug form. apparently weening is ridiculous. Heard that lowest available dose is 25mg but going cold turkey from that is still fucked.

Was discussing with a mate whether it would be possible to cut down the smallest pills and make a "makeshift" slow release coating to create lower dosage pills to ween off at the end?

tl:dr can you cut down pristiq and make it slow release still

any other advice appreciated, fuck this drug
James Summerstone - Sat, 19 Sep 2020 00:30:29 EST GYH6nPeZ No.31185 Reply
I don't really have any input on your question, but I was on effexor for about a year and that shit fucked me up for the better part of the last decade. They may be able to try some Grey market nootropics to help the healing process. I'd recommend bpc-157 and maybe this shit called emoxypine.

Tbh you can probably just break the pills up and just take some every couple hours. Just ween their way down systematically. Isn't there a smaller dose they can take? Maybe the doc can work with you too

Guys i want to quit smoking hash

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- Thu, 13 Aug 2020 13:38:56 EST iBh+Mc4D No.31147
File: 1597340336674.png -(188719B / 184.30KB, 532x461) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Guys i want to quit smoking hash
Im 14 (banned lol) and i smoke about a gram a day and the last time i smoked was yesterday and im experiencing really bad anxiety, im sweating atm, im getting angry over stupid shit.
I just have some hash in my closet right now and im doing everything in my power not to smoke it.
How do i make it stop? how is the withdrawal gonna last? I don't want to completely quit smoking but i wanna make it so i only smoke on fridays or saturdays.
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fdssg - Thu, 03 Sep 2020 11:28:37 EST Ck92RUy4 No.31171 Reply
No herb or drug comes close to weed. Kratom and kava help me a bit well to sleep anyways, as for daytime use ill i can advise is to smoke less or none at all.
Shitting Hamblefidge - Fri, 04 Sep 2020 04:19:30 EST T3fyhXDc No.31172 Reply

only willpower will help you in the long run. you should only take other drugs if you're right about to have a panic attack, and in that case any benzo should help. was a daily smoker for a few years and quit on 4/20 earlier this year (after a bad trip on mushrooms trying to find a reason to quit weed lol). the anxiety was horrible but i promise that if you just do anything but focus on it you will get better. so exercise, drive around, clean ur house, play video games... as long as you aren't thinking about it it will become less.


you really shouldn't be smoking much at all at your age unless you want to stay as smart as you are now for the rest of your life. fr tho just do anything that doesn't allow u to think about how much you want to smoke
Ston3d - Sun, 06 Sep 2020 17:28:15 EST Xj9sIgGL No.31175 Reply

My best advice is to be busy all the time, focus on activities you like or be productive by learning or building something that will benefit you. For me, learning gardening was a great deal of help. its like therapy, only better cause you get free food.

Working out and eating healthy will help your body to detox and will shorten the duration of your withdravals. I started at your age too and let me assure you, you will be waay better off if you just quit alltogether now, while its still relatively easy. Do an honest self-examination and find out the reason(s) why you want to smoke?

I didnt want to quit completely either and after 6months clean I thought I was ready to only smoke on the weekends.. That lasted about 1 month before I was back in the same self-destructive behaviours. Once an addict, always an addict. Dont fool yourself, seek help while you're still young and comparatively sane. Dont waste your whole youth on chasing the dragon.. it is now you lay the foundation for who you become. Your most valueable asset is time, dont waste it living a fake high. If you must.. you can look forward to being a retired hippie instead.


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- Wed, 08 Jul 2020 20:18:26 EST Dh92+oPS No.31096
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Coming down from opiates and benzos. The acute withdrawals are over, but I feel so bored and lethargic. I guess that's what I get for frying my brain for the past couple years.

I guess I just feel like life beyond drugs is kind of pointless. I had a coworker tell me about his fantastic Mediterranean cruise he took, and how he hooked up with a couple girls. Good for him, not hating, but the whole time I was just thinking, if this guy only knew he's just chasing dopamine hits, same as me, the only difference is I find it in a bag of dope.

It's so much simpler. It has the same effect. Going back to normal life just feels bland. I don't really even like myself that much when I'm sober. How do people foster normality post-drug use? I'm very torn here.
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Archie Duckstone - Sun, 23 Aug 2020 16:21:32 EST 6bxRc1ZT No.31161 Reply
for me shit didnt start to get back to being even remotely fun for at least 90 days and i was in a rehab with alot of pretty great people that kept me in check and pulled me out of my head when I got caught up in there. I never did benzos much but I know that the PAWS from them and alcohol is usually worse than just opioids so it might take longer. finding other people in recovery to hang out with is important. 12 step meetings helped alot in my experience, as hesitant as most people seem to be to get into them. people who dont use addictively dont really understand that most addicts dont just get better without the drugs. my mental state actually gets worse, more depressed, more anxious, more angry. i have to stay around people who know what thats like and can help me through shit when it gets rough. also life has to change. if I just stopped doing drugs but kept everything else in my life the same i'd eventually just go back to using cause my whole life by the time I quit was built around supporting my addiction and nothing else. the life I had couldn't do anything but use. I had to build something new that supported living beyond drugs. and it was impossible to do that by myself, I needed alot of help cause I had gotten pretty down and out, lost basically everything but my soul and that was tenuous at best.
Shitting Hamblefidge - Fri, 04 Sep 2020 04:28:55 EST T3fyhXDc No.31173 Reply

you don't have to be "normal" after drug use, you just have to find what works for you. nature is what works for me, watching the sunset is like a dopamine hit but i have to actively try and enjoy it . psychadelics can help too
Fucking Braggleledge - Sat, 05 Sep 2020 19:49:17 EST uY+0xpj/ No.31174 Reply
you just told yourself the answer. go find dopamine hits without also doing damage to your body so you dont die in your 40s

little signs of progress that mean a lot for some reason

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- Fri, 26 Jun 2020 03:25:58 EST XymhVoZS No.31081
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It just hit me that I used to check coin returns to get enough for a steel reserve and stole probably thousands of dollars to stay high, I didn't have a CENT in my bank account longer than an hour but now I'm about 8 months sober from benzos, meth, and alcohol with only a couple lapses and I just realized this 12 dollars has been on my desk for weeks
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Polly Fesslehood - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 09:44:05 EST TsHT0jAf No.31122 Reply

Good job bro, I can totally relate. Especially the scrounging up to buy a couple Steel Reserve XD. I'd get down to knickles and dimes and feel like such a bum buying beer at 9am with no job and rent due.

I don't have 8 months of sobriety, but for the past year I've been working on kicking all those same things. Alcohol being the last thing to give up. Any time I slip up and pop a couple bars I always end up buying meth, staying up for days, going crazy, then start drinking and popping more xanax. Maybe some heroin dangerously thrown in the mix. Just absolutely reckless behavior. It is NOT WORTH IT. I regret it so bad whenever I do that shit, every time.

Stick with it my dude.
Samuel Ficklefotch - Thu, 30 Jul 2020 03:48:56 EST 6KuE/+VW No.31131 Reply
A faint line is generally a good thing. Read the instructions, website, of particular drug test. If it is a lab test, ehh, 2 weeks really should be fine, the dog pee, I don't know. Reality, depending, drug lab tests are kinda pricey. They could have just as easily not sent it in or used a simple dollar store test kit. If the simple test kit shows a positive then they would maybe or likely send it to a lab. Don't know really. >>31081
Archie Duckstone - Sun, 23 Aug 2020 16:27:09 EST 6bxRc1ZT No.31162 Reply
2 job interviews in 3 days. I actually get to pick which of two admittedly low end jobs I want to work at. its not much but at least i'm choosing something today and not just running on compulsion to not be dopesick. also I realize that I don't think i've broken a single law in longer than I can remember.

How do not drink

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- Wed, 27 May 2020 00:19:22 EST 9FcWcEpn No.31059
File: 1590553162426.gif -(2432239B / 2.32MB, 480x270) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How do not drink
I haven’t drank in months but I’m honestly pretty close to going back again. I feel like drinking helped me not worry and enjoy life more but sometimes it also made me really sick. Life just seems lackluster a lot of the time without booze. I know it I go back to drinking though, I’ll just end up embarassing or hurting myself again. How do you guys not drink even when you really really want to?
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Nicholas Fuckingville - Sat, 01 Aug 2020 23:13:05 EST +UBWvH1s No.31134 Reply
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Reuben Hebblefatch - Sun, 02 Aug 2020 13:46:09 EST f1Ttdinh No.31135 Reply
find a hobby or passion and become obsessed with it. like comedy or music production or building shit. start working out and running. develop a rigorous routine/schedule

I know that sounds gay and cliche but shit works


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- Tue, 08 Oct 2019 22:25:50 EST EDHR+99y No.30659
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I havent smoked weed since labor day (Sept 2) which was 36 days ago. I got a piss test on monday the 14th. Ive been taking practice tests and they return as passes but with a very very faint line for the passing area. Im scared that i wont have a convincing pass come monday. What is the secret to getting the devils lettuce completely out of me? I really need this job so please /detox/ help me out, youre my only hope.
I'm at 6ft 210lbs, 27% body fat
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Beatrice Sillerfield - Sun, 03 Nov 2019 11:41:55 EST 8fgIUW9k No.30700 Reply
Exactly, I have been THC positive for the last 6.5 years.
Cornelius Poshpane - Mon, 04 Nov 2019 00:41:16 EST 3TBnmicy No.30702 Reply
An associates PO accused him of taking vitamin b to make his urine yellow. Damned if you do, if you don't.
Nicholas Bleffingham - Wed, 12 Aug 2020 12:13:16 EST TZm1zaW4 No.31146 Reply
A faint line is negative. Don't worry, your boss won't see it. A lab technician marks it as negative and that's all that matters.

psycological addiction

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- Sat, 08 Aug 2020 19:04:27 EST guYRkmcU No.31138
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How does weed psicological addiction works?
Tl;dr ive been a very bad addict to the point of developing a very hard psicosis (paranoia, really strong anxiety etc etc), now all of that has all been a bad past memory, ive got s girlfriend who helped me out and ive been smoking maybe once or twice a month, always with friends and never really had a bad time with it.

Now the point is that ive bought 3 grams because we wanted to smoke some the past week, we smoked like half a joint and got high af and leaved it there, but ive been the whole week thinking about smoking, now of couse i wont do it, but how the fuck i stop this thoughts, i want to be sure that i can have a jar of weed and i wont have the need of contantly smoke it, but at this point i doubt that will happen

Drug Testing Question

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- Tue, 28 Jul 2020 18:18:48 EST PcBPOEUt No.31129
File: 1595974728388.jpg -(113678B / 111.01KB, 1071x1071) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Drug Testing Question

I come to you with a rather tricky situation. Yesterday I took a pre employment drug test. I havent smoke in about 2 weeks, (a full vape cart) and that was the first time I had any in about 6 months. Prior to the test, I bought 2 12 panel tests from the drug store. Took one and THC was negative but the test line was very very faint, which I interpreted as their still being a big of metabolites hanging around. So I drank a bunch of water, till I was peeing clear, and tried again. Strong negative that time, but my pee was very clear and I was afraid it would screen dilute. So I collected some of my dogs pee, brought it to the test, added it to mine so it wouldnt look dilute. Did I fuck up? It's a 10 panel lab test. Do they actually care enough to do anything outside of the analyses that the drug store tests did? Thanks in advance and feel free to call me dumb.


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- Mon, 27 Jul 2020 17:01:25 EST W0qtHeK3 No.31124
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What synthetic brands do you have successful use with to pass drug tests. I see lots of brands but no reviews:/
Hedda Clandlekot - Tue, 28 Jul 2020 13:20:09 EST TsHT0jAf No.31128 Reply

All of them do! Seriously, if it looks like piss and it's the right temperature, you will pass.

i wish i had job for coke habit

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- Mon, 15 Jun 2020 00:43:13 EST BuNSe6wO No.31073
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ok this has probably been asked a billion times, but im running on empty, im 25 , and a part time job wud be nice. the thing is ive awlays wanted to be a maiilman, but they drug test, is there a way i can get around that? or shud i suck it up and stop for months?

also hows paleontology.. thats something i kind of liked... i just wana do seomthing with my life. or sometihng?
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Polly Fesslehood - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 09:28:05 EST TsHT0jAf No.31121 Reply
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Synthetic urine, you pass everytime. I have done this litterally 20 times and had no problems. Get a 2oz travel shampoo bottle and put the fake piss in there. You can get them both on Amazon. Just go in there with confidence and that bottle underneath your balls with a hand warmer rubberbanded to it. Take your time, no one is going to catch you.

ONE time I had an employer follow me into a big bathroom and he stood at the sink while I used the urinal. And talked to me the whole fucking time. So I had to pull that off while making small talk and worked out fine.

The other option is quit to seek better employment. A mailman is a fine job. Respectable even. Weed is out of your system faster than you think. After a week or two test yourself and you'll most likely be clean. That's how it is for me at least.
Hedda Clandlekot - Tue, 28 Jul 2020 13:13:17 EST TsHT0jAf No.31127 Reply

I couldn't tell you bro, I've used so many. Monkey piss was one of them I believe. You can also get someones clean piss and store that in the fridge and it's good for up to a week or so. Basically you just want something that looks like piss. They aren't going to smell it or taste it to make sure it's piss. So if you put something in there that vaguley resembles piss you're going to pass. Most of the time employers drug test you they use the most basic drug test you get from Walgreens or whatever. It doesn't check for pH or anything like that, just temperature.

Giving up concentration pills and going back to being a chaotic mess

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- Fri, 17 Jul 2020 15:06:25 EST 3thOZpn2 No.31108
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So how do I taper off of Adderall correctly? Last time I did, I had incidents involving forward progression in my life which felt like a legit conspiracy against me, and the incidents only stopped when I went back on stimulants!
Zozyman - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 07:48:49 EST Nny5innk No.31117 Reply
Maybe you need some antipsychotics to help get you off the stims? I know that some seroquil fucking stops any paranoid ideation I get from being over stimmed or just drugged up in general.

Share benzo detox stories

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- Wed, 15 Jul 2020 14:27:41 EST BCFTT/fw No.31106
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Martha Fivinghack - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 14:28:20 EST BCFTT/fw No.31107 Reply
Ugh I meant to add, share any benzo detox stories or struggles and successes in detail with warmer cow

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