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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)

Need a T break but addicted

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- Mon, 30 Apr 2018 23:43:26 EST KGaDbKCF No.29874
File: 1525146206927.jpg -(143306B / 139.95KB, 1280x720) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Need a T break but addicted
Ever since I graduated from High School back in 2011 I started smoking weed a lot more often then I used to. I had no job at first so I'd usually only get to smoke if a friend invited me to go out with him and we'd hang until like 1am and it was fun times back when I'd get baked for hours. Eventually I got a job and since I live in California I was able to get a rec to buy weed from clinics so I started smoking even more. I was pretty much smoking weed every day by then and I started to get a tolerance but I never could get myself to take a tolerance break. Currently now I dab wax because of how tolerant I've become and even that isn't working as much, I always end up dabbing a gram of wax in just 2 days. I'm unemployed now because I was working graveyard for 3 years and couldn't take it anymore but I haven't been able to get hired anywhere I've tried. Every time I go without weed or wax my body feels like shit and I have no motivation to do anything and I'm not even sure if I'd be able to work if I ever got a job like this. Not only do I have this addiction but my life is pretty shit as well, I'm 25 and am a kissless virgin with no friends, car, or even a driver's license so I spend every day in my room on my computer and I've gotten burnt out on this lifestyle so its hard to get motivated to do things like play my video games when I don't have any wax.

How do I get myself out of this rut? I want to get rid of this addiction so I can take a tolerance break to completely cleanse my body of all this stored THC so if I ever smoke again I'd get high like I used to in the old days.
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Eliza Billingfuck - Sat, 05 May 2018 08:09:58 EST RJ0RYzJt No.29878 Reply
well like any drug you gotta taper yourself down. i'd recommend trying n-acetyl cysteine in the mornings to replace your daily wake&bake. smoking in the morning i honestly find fucks with my day the most, plus even after holding off for just most of the day you'll be noticeably more stoned when you smoke at night. usually decreasing the amount of bud you smoke by about 10% a day is a good metric
Nicholas Cheshstune - Mon, 07 May 2018 11:25:38 EST XBK2T0+M No.29880 Reply
>Every time I go without weed or wax my body feels like shit and I have no motivation to do anything and I'm not even sure if I'd be able to work if I ever got a job like this
It can take months to get used to being sober again. You may find that it was clouding your mind and without it you begin to enjoy life again and all your problems vanish, or you may still have a huge hole in your life that you were using weed to fill. If so, you need to find something REAL that makes you love life again(a talent, a hobby, like-minded people, a belief system, etc...) , or you will inevitably go back to the weed or video games 24/7 or whatever.

The transition is not going to be easy especially when you're used to being high all the time. If you can find a way to take some time off by living off your savings, or with family or friends, do it, and use the time WISELY to get sober and find yourself again.

If you don't have this ability then you'll just have to deal with it and figure it out while continuing to work. It's going to extremely hard and you will probably fail, unless you REALLY decide you want the life you've been missing BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE. And seriously the video games are going to be your worst enemy because they are what allow years and years to pass by without saying to yourself "enough is enough".

As far as "I can't work without it", then you'd better have some money or somebody to support you because being homeless is a million times worse. Believe me.

> I'm 25 and am a kissless virgin with no friends, car, or even a driver's license
You can either wake up now or have the same problem at 30, then 35, etc and eventually it will be too late. 25 is getting there but it's not too late to save yourself if you act now. You can still live a fulfilling life and as bad as things are you can look back at it one day and think "that's how I used to be".

>cleanse my body of all this stored THC so if I ever smoke again I'd get high like I used to in the old days
You're looking at it wrong. That will never happen again, not in the way you're hoping, not without going sober for several years at least. It was so great because it was a new experience in life. If you're only quitting just so you can reset your tolerance you are going to keep running into the same problems on repeat, going through hell just to get a brief period of happiness. You need to change your mentality. Instead of trying to reset the drugs, reset your life, your mind. You cannot rely on weed for your happiness. You've pretty much burned that bridge forever. Weed never made you happy anyway. It showed you a new way of looking at things but you became reliant on it instead of gaining permanent inspiration. Now it's not even giving you anything because you're so used to it and you rely on it just to function. Quitting weed, for you, will get you much closer to the high you want, than smoking after a tolerance break would, because it will be a new way of experiencing life again.
Nicholas Cheshstune - Mon, 07 May 2018 11:41:26 EST XBK2T0+M No.29881 Reply
And one more thing. When you inevitably decide to smoke again after a tolerance break and think about how amazing it feels and how much it helps you, just remember it will be short-lived and you're setting yourself up for the same exact pattern again unless you can discipline yourself to only do it every once in a while(unlikely if you're the kind of person who is predisposed to getting addicted to it). It can be a useful tool to give you a bit of hope when you're absolutely depressed and have nowhere else to turn, but you have to hold out as long as possible and stop yourself from doing it more than once when you do.

All of this advice comes from experience and because you sound a lot like me. I hope you take it seriously.

Extreme Tramadol Dependency

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- Sun, 15 Apr 2018 10:56:17 EST LtNSf6BL No.29849
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Every day i need to ingest 1 gram of tramadol to function properly (yes, 1 gram. So that's ten 100 mg pills) and now I wanna stop bit I need to pay bills and shit so culd turkey is outta the question. Anyone know if Kratom can hel such a high dependency tolerance? Amd where can i order the best Kratom? I hope im not breakon the rules for asking for links.
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Thomas Clambledot - Fri, 27 Apr 2018 09:32:45 EST Oz9cRT8I No.29870 Reply
Dude you were taking WAY too much tramadol. Just FYI. Good luck with that shit.
Jenny Ponnerbure - Tue, 22 May 2018 06:49:20 EST 24QMH6TA No.29904 Reply
Not sure tolerance develops to the seizure inducing effects.

Adderall vs. meth in drug screens

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- Mon, 23 Apr 2018 13:14:45 EST bD6jpd50 No.29858
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First of all, let me apologize for posting this same topic in Stimulant Discussion. I wasn’t sure which board was more appropriate. I can definitely delete the topic in whichever board is least appropriate. I don’t want to spam or cross post! Here’s what I had asked over in “stimulant discussion” before finding the detox board..

Hey guys, so I’m a nurse and I get drug tested for work. I am prescribed ambien, cymbalta, and adderall. I just shot up a bunch of crystal today (very good quality stuff by the way! Lol) and now I clearly have a problem. I was just informed that my random drug screen will be sometime this week. Sometime between tomorrow (Tuesday) and Friday, I do not know the exact day however. In the past, Crystal took usually 3 days to get out of my system. Sometimes a few days more if it was good stuff like what I just did. Being that I am prescribed adderall could I possibly blame the positive test result on that? Or do drug tests typically differentiate types of amphetamines? My past drug screens have said “Amphetamine: Positive (ADHD prescription)”. I usually only take my adderall on days I think I’m going to get tested and even then I take less than half of what I’m prescribed. Honestly they’re worth too much money around here for me to justify taking them myself. Especially as a new nurse recently graduated who isn’t making much money. Student loans are a bitch. So anyway do you think that taking extra addies that day might help throw off the test any? Or am I just definitely screwed?

Please don’t judge me, guys. I wasn’t working when I got high. I don’t use on the daily. This is actually the first time I have screwed up and used in literally years. I don’t want to lose my job over this.

Wow.. sorry! I just realized that’s a friggin novel! I apologize I’m longwinded and high still..

Basically in short..
  1. Do drug tests differentiate between amphetamine salt/ dextrose combination and methamphetamine?
  2. Would taking extra adderall on the day of the test help to throw the results off?
  3. And I know that it probably gets asked here all of the time, but is there anything I can do to get this out of my system faster?
Eliza Crenningkag - Tue, 24 Apr 2018 21:50:11 EST ZySOz6rW No.29864 Reply
Sounds like you have yourself a gamble. If you don't have a side bet, you may go in the red. Keep in mind, the house usually has better odds. Good luck, and don't do more meth!


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- Tue, 20 Feb 2018 18:38:38 EST EddSMEJE No.29757
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Does anyone here have experience with "recovering" from drug addiction?

There was a 3 year period when I was 16 where I fucked my life up, was just absolutely zooted on everything I could get my hands on. Weed, alcohol, dust-off, benzos, Adderall, all sorts of shit. I got a few underage charges and eventually ended up in the psyc ward, all sorts of fun stuff. I attribute most of this to an untreated anxiety disorder that I never got help for, as well as bad parenting, etc. Couldn't stop, didn't want to stop. No goals in life, just wanted to be ass blasted on drugs 24/7

That was 6 years ago, eventually I got shipped off to a halfway house in one of those AA towns after my parents kicked me out for the 3824th time. I drank the AA kool-aid and did that whole gambit. Got a few years under my belt, sponsored people, did those weird psyc ward commitments. Anyway, after realizing the cult-like behavior I stopped going to those meetings. I've got a pretty decent life for myself now, got my own place, about to get my bachelors degree, I'm in shape, etc. Life couldn't be better.

But man, do I miss weed.

I have all of the AA jargon stuck in my head, but I'm really starting to doubt all of that is true. I'm sure there are people who need to remain sober for the rest of their lives, but I just can't believe every single one of those shmucks is gonna start cramming fentanyl up their assholes if they take a sip of beer.

I don't plan on doing it anytime soon, but does anyone have experience with this sort of thing or know anyone?

I don't know if I'm thinking for myself or if this is just my "disease" talking.
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Fuck Grandham - Fri, 16 Mar 2018 16:16:37 EST SVM1seDK No.29804 Reply
I blame hip hop culture for people that turn out that way more than I blame weed or drugs. I know sober people that still dress like that because they are brainwashed by mainstream rap.
Simon Chishhood - Sat, 31 Mar 2018 19:52:04 EST n7VdvLnw No.29834 Reply

plenty of people are born stupid, some of them happen to smoke weed
Dirk - Wed, 04 Apr 2018 18:14:58 EST 7eeG3EFO No.29841 Reply
Lol yeah blame it on anxiety. Doing drugs (even just your harmless weed) at a young age is a big reason why there is so many young people struggling with anxiety and deppression. It's like fat people having back pain really.
Stay away from drugs OP, you fucked it up.

Weed and codeine.

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- Sun, 01 Apr 2018 10:22:32 EST 88x0MugB No.29836
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I'll have an antidoping test tomorrow. Three days ago i smoked some weed and drank some lean (Codeine with Dextromethophan). I don't smoke weed so much, maybe 1 joint for 2 weeks but i drink so much lean, like 1 time per week. Should the test be positive?

get rid of the evil eye

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- Sat, 31 Mar 2018 22:53:53 EST IFNLd7DO No.29835
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In our digital age, the world spins on, but the evil eye can, still, and will, pervade and ruin lives !!
please !!
あ rate worse than ever, we are flooded by distractions and derision to turn from help for removal of this curse. </3 !!

/////========What do I need?=======/////

1x Coin
1x Knife
1x pencil-like object
1x pill container

=Step I=
-Utter the phrase: "Ye who is cursing thee, thee who is me, me and I and why? because I am "___First_&_Last___"

=Step II=
-put the coin in the pill case (cannot be see through) and say "if it is heads, then it is the case I am being cursed. if it is tails, then it is the case I am not being cursed."

=Step III=
-Close pill container, shake up bottle and turn pill container so coin comes out and observe the results.

==Step IV==
if you are cursed, then do:
a magic trick like:

-making your thumb look cut off
-make it look like a knife or pencil object is floating in your hand (the trick is the hand that looks it's holding the forearm, actually has a pencil lined up to perpendicularly cross and hold the knife. technically & basically, both the knife and pencil are in both pictures, you just don't see both at the same time)

==Final Step==

if you are not cursed, you are not cursed! hooray!

another piss test thread

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- Thu, 29 Mar 2018 23:00:05 EST Wr2pEtLr No.29830
File: 1522378805281.jpg -(211011B / 206.07KB, 1265x949) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. another piss test thread
hey 420chan, haven't posted here in years, back when my buddy that showed it to me was alive. glad to see you're all still here.

so i have a piss test, likely next week. I last smoked 5 days ago. I don't smoke much (2-3 times a week), and usually use an mflb. I'm sort of passing home drug tests (see image)
Top is yesterday, midday after drinking some water. bottom is today, first piss of the day. The lines are darker in person.

what are my odds, friends? i'm a little scurred.

Qutting the hooch cold turkey.

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- Wed, 14 Mar 2018 19:39:57 EST Qz/2kAjZ No.29801
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To all my fellow alcoholics that have kicked the habit, can you offer a fellow bro some advice, tips, personal stories, general encouragement, etc? I'm going from a literal daily drinking habit (the last time I took a day off was years ago) to quitting cold turkey. I've been drinking a lot, like a half of a half gallon or more in one sitting when I get the option to.

I still live at home (just turned 23) and have been hitting the bottle pretty hard lately to where I've gone on one too many benders and have pissed my parents off to the point where I've been told if I ever bring alcohol into the house again I'll be kicked out of the house. I don't have the money for an apartment right now, plus I love and respect my parents more than I do booze, even though I truly do love and enjoy the fuck out of drinking. I don't really want to stop drinking, but I can definitely admit that I am a genuine alcoholic and drinking in moderation is something that's not a possibility for me. Once I take that first shot I can't stop until I knock out asleep for the night. I've had to call off from a fairly well paying job due to hangovers to the point where if I call off anymore this year I'll lose my job. Until I get an apartment I have to take a long break for the moment.

Again, how's it been for others who have had to go from heavy habits to literally not drinking at all? Its only been two days but the mental urges are heavy right now.
Molly Dacklespear - Thu, 15 Mar 2018 00:40:59 EST wyGXjQeA No.29802 Reply
Your urge to drink, you could actually get a 40 oz, being two days has passed. I have a theory that it may transition through the night to day three and shorten the bad feeling as well.

The withdrawal symptoms could actually get kinda sketchy, even though two days has passed. I assume you drank not last night but the night before that.

Hence two days has passed. Yea not saying to do this, but a 40 may kinda level things out, where the next day is easier to cope with, as well the night. Kinda like resetting things down to an easier to manage level faster.

If you do not drink or other suggestion, make it through tomorrow. It should only get easier from there. Each day.

Can as well, if you have insurance helps, go to an ER at a hospital. They would give you some benzos, through an iV, for immediate help. Then a take home amount of benzos to get through 4 days. Say you just drank the night before, as some may just give you too small amount that may kinda defeat the purpose, and maybe even prolong the withdrawal.

You will still feel pretty pretty crappy, out-of-sorts, but will reduce the bad feelings.

In the future there are drugs that do ease the craving for alcohol. Like simply something that triggers one to get a definite mindset that they are simply going to get alcohol, while struggling if they should or not.

Ondansetron is good if one started drinking heavily fairly early in age. It should make one not really think about
drinking. As well cravings are far less, when one would maybe be overwhelmed to just get alcohol.

Kinda like one never really drank much, or cares much about pursuing it. Good luck anyway. Gotta look at other peoples lives. Most people do not drink very heavily, let alone daily.
Martha Blythelock - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 10:37:45 EST p+1OPm6K No.29805 Reply
If this guy got withdrawal symptoms he would know it before 2 days. That is probably a good sign? Quit while you are ahead man, it only gets worse.
Cedric Sellerway - Thu, 29 Mar 2018 12:51:53 EST SUOAef+T No.29829 Reply

I was a really heavy alcoholic for about 7 years. About six months ago I tried to detox myself and ended up in the ER because I started having seizures. I was in there for a few days going through DT's, it was terrible. They put me on a benzo IV though so I don't really remember anything. Today I am about 6 months sober off everything, no weed alcohol or other drugs. I can tell you for a fact, the mental urge is really really strong for the first month off the stuff. But as more time passed I thought about drinking less and less. I still think about drinking at least once a day but it's more of just a passing thought. It gets better with time, just hold on.

Piss Test for Cocaine

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- Fri, 23 Mar 2018 04:41:38 EST yOEJinQz No.29819
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I have a urine test coming up in 3 days for a job. I haven't smoked weed in 3 months to prepare for the test but I've been doing coke occasionally when I'm drunk. The last time I did coke was 2 weeks ago when I was drunk.

I snorted probably less than a half gram. I figured I'd be good but I did some research and have read that when you do coke while drinking your body produces a metabolite called cocaethylene which takes much longer to get out of your system. Is this true? I've always thought the rule of thumb was 3-5 days max for cocaine to get out of your urine but I'm second guessing myself and I want to be sure I'll pass. Do you guys know anyone thats done coke while drunk and passed a piss test within a week or so? Let me know I'm stressing myself out over this.
Angus Gottingridge - Mon, 26 Mar 2018 23:01:11 EST nxxKdU4W No.29826 Reply
Probably totally fine. If you're worried, get a home drug test from CVS.

huge benzo taper

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- Thu, 22 Mar 2018 03:47:47 EST 9vITZMGA No.29814
File: 1521704867789.png -(1568295B / 1.50MB, 1904x1024) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. huge benzo taper
afternoon gents

trying to start a taper off these benzos because I have such a huge supply its just going to run my life. I plan on doing some Etizolam here and there for stim comedowns but I wanna taper rihgt.

Currently taking daily:

2mg Clonazolam
4 mg Etizolam
1mg Klonopin
4mg Metizolam (rarely)
1.5 Diclazepam

I got prob 9 days I wanna do it in.
I was gonna make a spread sheet but idk

I head 25% cut then 50%
Sidney Pockford - Thu, 22 Mar 2018 16:40:42 EST uPoxeG3C No.29815 Reply
go to that benzo site (i cant be fucked to google it but it has a united kingdom domain name) i believe it instructs you to convert everything to its equivalent dosage in mg of diazepam, that resource will help you alot better than anyone on here could

My addictions... how do I escape this hell

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- Thu, 01 Feb 2018 02:47:37 EST nCGTZhKS No.29714
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Honestly I just don’t know what to do with myself. Sometimes I feel like it would be better to end it all. I keep thinking back to my high school days, if only I had just focused on school, I would have gone to college and gotten a degree and a job and a girlfriend.

I bought 200 bitcoin at $5 and forgot about it until my parents kicked me out of the house and I had no money to buy food with so I remembered the purchase, I check the price and it’s $7000... so I sell all of it right away and I’m just on top of the world, like literally the happiest I’ve ever been in my life.

So I immediately buy myself a nice apartment, and I start doing a ton of Coke from this dealer, let’s call him Snakes. So Snakes becomes almost like my best friend, we hang out all the time and just do coke, drink, smoke weed, and he doesn’t know how much money I actually have but I buy a lot from him. Eventually that starts getting boring and I want more people to party with, so we start inviting people over to do free coke with us, and I start meeting some girls but also the thing is, during the last year I had gotten really fat, so none of the girls wanted to fuck me and I was just getting really bitter and jealous of Snakes who fucked girls all the time at these parties. So eventually I just tell snakes that we aren’t friends anymore but I keep inviting his friends to my place, and one of the friends starts bringing my psychedelics which I didn’t want to do but he was a cool guy so I started doing them, and also ketamine, and Mxe. Mostly we did 5-men-dipt. Anyway so I’m on the dipt one time and this girl offers to fuck me, and I’m like “wtf” but do it anyways, and afterwards she asked for 300 dollars and that her bf would beat my ass unless I paid her so... needless to say I started having her over quite a bit and eventually the bf would come me too but he’d just stay in my living room doing coke listening to my sound system and practicing with this set of throwing knives I also bought. So after like a week of this she calls me and tells me her bf got in a car accident and was in the hospital and she can’t keep coming over at which point I’m super pissed and tell her to come over and I’d give her 600 but she hung up. So at that point I kick everyone out of the house and start throwing knives everywhere which gets their attention and they leave.

At this point I’m on weed, alcohol, Xanax, 5-Meo-dipt, coke, and I was also doing nitrous and eating sushi, and I start crying because I don’t have a bitch by my side. So I google prostitutes and find an Asian milf who does incall massages, and I get her to come to my place and she’s super hot. The next day I tried calling Snakes’ friends to see if they wanted to party and they all ignored me except one dude who told me I was a psycho and he never wanted to see me again.

So for the last month I’ve kind of just been in this pattern of waking up at 5pm, and I turn to my nightstand and do a fat line off of it and go back to sleep for 20 minutes until I wanna get up. Make myself 2 chocolate chip eggo waffles, eat them while smoking a blunt on my porch naked, then I usually call my dealer to come hang out, but then he leaves and I’m lonely so I call a girl off of an online escort service and play video games and smoke cigs until she comes over and then I just drink scotch while she gives me a blowjob while I read an incest hentai manga to get hard, then we have sex and I tell her to leave. At this point I start drinking seriously, prior to this in the day I’ll generally be drinking beers throughout, so this looks like a series of strong jackknifes (50% baileys, 50% blue label), and a few joints, this makes me hungry so I order my favorite foods barbecue and sushi off uber eats, and also usually get some ice cream. Usually after this I pass out for a few hours and wake up at 2 or 3am feeling awful and down in the dumps so I do some lsd or Molly or 5meodipt to cheer myself up, then I inevitably wind up calling another prostitute and I’ve scared some of them away because at this point I’m usually just naked and tripping really hard. Some of them have stayed to hang out. Anyway so at this point I usually pop a few benzos to calm myself down and I’ll do a couple packs of whippets and things generally get very hazy here and I don’t remember much, generally the girl will leave while I’m blacked out.

That isn’t really the exact chronology of every day but you get the idea. When I wake up I’m so filled …
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Caroline Dinderseck - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 06:40:13 EST 1zpG6Jth No.29799 Reply
Go to rehab or some kind of drug counseling. Get in shape, which sounds hard but it'll make you feel better and not have you slinging dough at some coke whore and her fucked up boyfriend. Something like that is bound to mess any sense of internal will that you have.
John Cellernadging - Wed, 14 Mar 2018 16:45:54 EST rYIIdhhG No.29800 Reply
You are just doing it all wrong my G. I'm a guy whose slept with well over 26 prostitutes and done my fair share of drugs (alone, with bros and with hookers). Lemme give y'all some real talk here. Because I think me and you are both equally addicted to pussy and drugs but I hit rock bottom repeatedly. And for the most part I can balance getting an escort here and there and doing drugs here and there.

  1. Give yourself a break from getting escorts at least 6 months. And maybe try and find a normal gf (I know I'm ugly as sin and personally this makes me more depressed because I had to go overseas to get a gf). When you feel the need to get an escort jerk off to her pictures or jerk off to porn. Jerk off more, pay less.

2. Find a good hobby. I found when I got clean from daily drug binges my hobby was music production, weight lifting, making youtube videos, and binge watching shows, anime, movies, etc. Distract yourself.

3. If depression is an issue or ADHD see a doctor. I did for both things. It helped the problem a bit.

4. Meditation and spirituality is a good alternative sometimes. Just don't go off the deep end here.

5. It's all about moderation for everything. And while usually I tell people what I did was quit harder stuff for lighter drugs until it was just beers and then I was clean and only did drug binges rarely what I'm going to tell you is you need to get away from drugs and whores as much as possible. Living home with my parents helped me get back on track.

Trust me OP if you did what I did I guaran fucking tee you will end up surrounded by parasites who leech off you, steal from you and don't respect you. And you'll be so fucking out of it on drugs you'll look back and be so goddamned embarrassed by yourself. And whores are a lfiesaver for ugly lonely men like me but you gotta realize at some point you need a real woman or to get used to your own company. It's always been a work in progress for me but I've came a long ways from where I was 5 years ago (pretty much your same exact situation). And for a while as a result I was eating 1 meal of ramen noodles a day and crawling out of debt wondering if I was going to be homeless any day now while freezing to death because my heat got cut off in mid winter.

Once you get yourself under control you can reward yourself here and there with escorts and drugs. But be careful of relapsing I relapsed about three times hard in the past five years or so. But I threw away my life that year. I attempted suicide so many times since then and been at the bottom of the world man.

Just don't go there brother.

Molly Cubberworth - Wed, 21 Mar 2018 04:58:43 EST 0AwI9BzO No.29813 Reply
You gotta get out of that situation completely and immediately. Get rehab now, don't look back. Your problems are feeding off of each other, you're using these drugs, food, and hookers to cope with the problems that drugs, food, and hookers are causing you. This is not a situation that you can untangle step by step. Everything has to stop, or nothing's going to stop.

You can't do this yourself and you know that. You need to do this or you're going to die and you know that.

You're sane, the things you have done make sense, even though they were the wrong/easy choices to make, the logic behind them was there. You're not going to any psych ward, I can assure you. You're going to be in rehab ffs, some of those places are nicer than resorts and the people there are professionals in life-unfucking.

Rehab's going to get you back on your feet and get rid of these fucked up habits that are dragging you down. It will take work to move on afterwards, but because you'll have a clean slate to start off of, it will be doable and you will have a life worth living to look forward to.

Close this window, start looking up inpatient rehab facilities. Do it now, find the best one you can and call them as soon as you can. You taking back your life starts now, nothing is more important than that.

Age auld question.tl;dr at bottom

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- Tue, 23 Jan 2018 15:40:51 EST EXtbHhfz No.29700
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Long story short, over the Holidays I was at a party and drank too much. I felt okay to drive, so drove home, stopped at a gas station, came out, and cops were there. I blew positive and got an OWI.

Now I need to do daily breathlyzers. I don't mind that part so much, but say if I were to have one or two drinks at around 10 pm, and stop at that, sleep it off, go in at around 2pm the next day for Breathalyzer, it should be out of my system, correct? It's like one drink takes one hour to metabolize and leave your system or something, correct?

My main concern is I have extreme social anxiety, but no Doctor, and even if I did, they would not prescribe me benzos, so I have been ordering RCs online.

Today I went in for my first screening and test. I was taking Flualprazolam for my anxiety and it helped. I told the tester that I had been taking RCs for my social anxiety and was not sure if it would show or not. It did, and they said it was fine since it was my first test, and anything in my system does not count that first time, as long as I admitted to it.

It did come back positive. I remember taking tests other times for jobs and such, and didn't show up. So are any RCs that are benzo analogs that don't show up? I've heard Etizolam, but now this is also the state testing me, so they probably have the best tests out there.

I know I probably should not risk it, and also the UAs are at random, but still.

Do you know if any RCs don't show up? I know the safest thing to do would be stop using. I have tried to ween off, due to knowing about all of this happening, but I just...it's been so hard for me, and I've been on both RX benzos and RC benzos for years...

Otherwise, what about things such as Phenibut? Kava Kava? I assume those might not show up, but IDK. I mean one failed test and I'm going to jail as bond jumping or bailjumping whatever they call it.

Or what are some actual alternatives to Benzos that help with Social Anxitey. It's actually to the point where if I am not self-medicating, I cannot even leave my apartment...

I know to stay away from caffeine and probably nicotine, as those exacerbate anxiety.

tldr any RCs that don't show up on Piss tests?
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Cornelius Deddlefuck - Fri, 09 Mar 2018 14:57:07 EST bR5SVu+E No.29790 Reply
Ask about kava first. Friend of mine got busted with shrooms. He's been on probation for 2 years. They got mad at him for using kava. He can only have caffeine and nicotine. Fuckers
Shitting Hinningtene - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 12:22:16 EST d5LeErQO No.29807 Reply
Clonazolam doesn't generally show up IME but it's probably not impossible if they sent it to some major lab. Clam is a door you probably don't wanna open, though. It makes you VERY reckless and gets you hooked FAST so never use that more than once every 3-5 days minimum if you do it. It did not pop up on tests at any of the local hospitals. It's the only RC benzo I know of that is almost never detected on screens. Even etiz is sometimes tested for, although its uncommon.
Martha Blythelock - Sat, 17 Mar 2018 16:59:27 EST p+1OPm6K No.29808 Reply
Don't fucking drink man. You will fuck yourself blowing like .02 or something stupid like that. I've seen it happen to many, many people over the years. No idea how crazy they get with UA's where you live but you are rolling the dice with any RCs and benzos.

Opiate detox questions

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- Sat, 17 Mar 2018 11:39:32 EST d5LeErQO No.29806
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So I was like 3-4 days clean and I relapsed last night because I had gotten some free H. Prior to that my last doses were at least 2-3 days apart for like 2 weeks which I basically considered involuntary tapering. My last 2 doses were PST with my use for the past 2 weeks at least consisting almost entirely of dope and unknown fentalogues that only last an hour or two. I guess basically I'm just asking if I'm in for short term or longish term opi w/d thanks to the seeds and how far i set myself back by using last night. Still feel the quarter bag i did (snorted) like .03 of slightly cut dope without any fent cut. I did not get unsick last night but it did make me feel a lot better for a while. Right now I still have stomach cramps and in some aspects it's worse (nausea and shitting) but the RLS is almost gone and the chills vanished. I still feel the dope since I did it like 5 hours ago so I'm guessing this is just how I'll feel from this "taper" dose. I have a little gabapentin left, bud, and clonazolam but I refuse to take clam more than once every 3 days because of my prior addiction to it. I can get immodium, tagamet, and WGFJ. I can get cyclobenzaprine too and I've noticed drinking helps for a while so I can get alcohol.
>how long will I most likely be sick for?
>what's the best (non-opiod) shit I can use for w/d aside from what I've mentioned?
>how bad did I fuck myself over by doing a lower dose than necessary to help me sleep?
I know this post is a clusterfuck and I can't get any definitive answers but any help/support would be appreciated.

Quit smoking

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- Tue, 11 Apr 2017 19:41:56 EST pcZeG0Px No.29155
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Hey detox. I was wondering, what are some ways I can either reduce or completely eliminate my cigarette smoking? Should I buy a vape? Should I try to wear a nicotine patch for a while? I've been trying to quit for a month now and can't seem to pull it off. I'm only able to go for at most 2 hours without lighting up another one. I'm not planning on going cold turkey like that other thread's OP, and just so you know I'm smoking American Spirits and have been able to get myself off of the heavy black packs before, it's just hard to fully quit. I know saying they're American Spirits is just an excuse when I'm smoking every hour to hour and a half so it could still cause some damage. I really need some tips.
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Graham Cheblingbanks - Wed, 21 Feb 2018 10:36:23 EST 0hlkGy/l No.29759 Reply
this is way worse than quitting alcohol and cannabis was
i'm not sure i can do it and i'm only on day 1
Emma Gillerlock - Fri, 23 Feb 2018 17:30:30 EST fthwn4rZ No.29765 Reply
Just quit. Any DR will say the best thing you can do is quit smoking. I notice after
not smoking, smoking a cig will trigger a chain of thinkign, or rather not thing,
that keeps people smoking. I lose ambition, creativity. Smoking is useless.

The tobacco lobby is keeping politicans basically corrupt, it serves no purpose.
Archie Turveylock - Tue, 13 Mar 2018 16:29:18 EST rYIIdhhG No.29797 Reply
I've been quit for 9 days now on gum. Vaping was too much fucking around (buying coils, buying juice and making sure the fucking machine was working etc). Cigarettes were nice and felt less gay to smoke but vaping/smoking was killing my physical fitness levels. And I didn't really want to chew tobacco and lose my teeth. You have to really want to quit and believe me it's hard. Just follow the directions of the gum and make sure you actually give it up when you are supposed to. Although some days I don't even chew the gum because I find it makes my mouth sore and teeth hurt. But sometimes I just get too much of a craving.

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