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I'm never doing Xan again.

- Fri, 19 Apr 2019 02:09:35 EST L40/xCq+ No.30322
File: 1555654175630.png -(1213167B / 1.16MB, 1000x1414) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I'm never doing Xan again.
A little backstory on why: I'm prescribed Xan , but I haven't needed it often thus I have a large surplus. I'm going through some of the biggest stressors of my life right now like moving a very long distance, along with various related and non-related legalities. As such, I've been taking it more and more frequently to cope, sometimes twice or more a day since I have the surplus.

I've been feeling my cognition, memory, and motor skills make a gradual decline over time, but I felt like I was able to manage it until today. I almost ran over a fucking girl who ran the crosswalk. I should have seen and reacted to it an order of magnitude quicker. Now I feel like complete shit. I've decided that I'm going to throw all of it out and never touch the stuff again.

I quit a benzo cold turkey a very long time ago after I was tired of the ineffective drugs and medical systems in place in society. It sucked and I felt like I was going to die, but ultimately I was fine. I shall do the same again and bite the bullet even if it's worse this time.

I thought that fuck Xan was a meme and that I could handle anything but seriously, fuck Xan, I'll find my chill another way. Thanks for letting me vent here.
Archie Fuddlewatch - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 10:33:24 EST DKxfKlAP No.30323 Reply
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I'm happy for you, Charles! Benzo dependence is a bitch. I think you drew a very important line when you realized it was affecting your ability to not inadvertently mangle an innocent child. I've never had xan withdrawal but they tell me it's physically dangerous unless you taper. If you're deep in it I strongly suggest you don't cold turkey it for safety reasons but I'm no doctor. Thanks for venting, this board can get lonely for obvious reasons.
Nigel Clibberwan - Sat, 20 Apr 2019 01:39:36 EST O2oCWrRB No.30324 Reply
I highly recommend meditation. It's a slog at times, and the changes ar every slow and gradual, but long term you definitely won't regret it
Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:29:32 EST PsAlkMqp No.30348 Reply
Wait till you learn how to drink hard liquor lmao
Rebecca Chullerket - Fri, 03 May 2019 05:30:22 EST PsAlkMqp No.30349 Reply
Why regret anything when you can just get mad
Archie Borrybog - Thu, 23 May 2019 16:17:24 EST r6Ti9HoG No.30391 Reply
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I've never had a addiction to benzos, But when I tapered off of suboxone. Dr had me on benzos for 3 months. I also take gabapentin and when I stopped taking Xanax and Valium. No WD, nothing.

I believe Gabapentin produces glutamate just like benzos and barbs
so think of gabapentin as basically a non-addictive version of suboxone or methadone for benzos

Just go to a DR and ask for Gabapentin 600 or 800mg

Lyrica works just as well but its addictive.

I can gaurentee this will work.

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