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Goddamn, you bringing this up is making me jealous. The closest I've gotten to anything remotely like this was when I took ~400mg 4-MeO-PCP, ~250mg DPT, 60mg 5-APB, and 120mg 4-FA (I redosed the 4-MeO and DPT once each after about 2-4 hours in).
Toward the end of the trip I kept watching the 3 same music videos on youtube on repeat because I was at a friends house and they got themselves into the loop automatically, and he and his wife were asleep (I had the sound down low). Transparent and translucent hexagons that distorted light would form around the TV in sync with the songs, and if I started at any smaller details of anything around me (carpet, walls, whatever), I would see what looked like metallic oily residue pooling into itself cycling through weird colors, but the way it fed into itself was fractal. Then, I observed my mind's ability to process what I was experiencing begin to break down entirely. For a moment I swore I saw time play out in reverse for 10 to 15 seconds, and then I completely lost my vision... momentarily. Rather than have it gone for a few minutes like I've experienced on 3-MeO-PCP, my vision came back, but instead of displaying a whole picture, I would see a single string visual input shoot across my vision from left to right, moving progressively top to bottom, one "pixel" at a time. So in essence, my vision was entirely limited to a single "pixel" in height and technically a single pixel across as well, but it was being processed horizontally far more quickly than vertically, so it looked more like a string of image being shot off of an imaginary spool that existed outside my perception, and it would only move down a pixel after the string had finished shooting across my vision horizontally.
That's about the only time my mind has straight up lost the ability to actually process what I was seeing or the order of events.
>Other hallucinations for those that may be interested
Other than that (and prior to it)all I saw were geometric wireframe (cycling through the spectrum of colors very quickly, very vibrantly/neon) entities moving throughout the room, and what looked like 6-7 "white holes" that moved about on the ceiling sucking in and absorbing the surrounding light, separating the colors in the process (was like seeing the color spectrum cycling like the wireframes sorta) and distorting the light as if it were a gravitational field causing gravitational lensing, I didn't really see anything too advanced... right away. I wound up discovering that I could imagine things I wanted to see and it they would appear, so after I got to a point where the walls looked like they were made out of geometric patterned tiles with glowing runes on them, they made me think of Deckard's apartment in BladeRunner and the runes/glyphs were like holograms that you'd see in just about anything scifi, so I felt as though I were traveling through space or something. I wondered if I could call up a Heads Up Display like for an individual spacecraft and a neon orange hologram of an entire cockpit instantly manifested, and I could interact with it. The top "hatch" of it closed down over me like it were some kind of "Windshield", the closest shape I can think of being like an A-Wing in Star Wars. There runes on the walls all glowed and hummed in sync wiht the cockpit hologram closing and a bunch of random hologram dials and shit were before me.