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>>372711
Man, idk, you guys sure you weren't just hypomanic, and because you weren't full manic where it was obviously a problem to living and functioning in society, it appeared like it wasn't just a benefit to cognition, joy, and creativity?
I mean, most dissociatives caused me cognitive impairment and especially short-term memory issues, but 3-MeO-PCP made me feel insanely creative, more intelligent, more mentally resiilient, physically stronger, happier, euphoric, more appreciative of all forms of art (especially music, even shitty music), and more powerful. It also totally killed anxiety, depression, and most mild to moderate pain. Thing is, even though I felt at the time I was taking it that this was all a lot like the NZT pill from Limitless and shit, it wasn't until I ran out that I realized I went from experiencing genuinely beneficial effects for the rist maybe 3 days to subtly yet still actually alarmingly quickly developing schizophrenic thought patterns and behaviors, and it quickly turned into mild psychosis for the duration of the 3 months I was taking it (was taking 5-10mg daily as a general life enhancement type deal, rarely taking more than that to get fucked up if ever).
Sometimes, more rarely but not entirely uncommonly, I would get similar effects from DXM, only still with some minor cognitive impairment (but far less than normally experienced, even since developing my current perma-megatolerance)... but it was far less manic than the 3-MeO. I'm sure, however, given enough time, it would result in the same full blown mania. Are we all sure what we're experiencing is legitimately cognitive enhancement and creativity enhancement in and of themselves, or is it just the early manifestation of manic/psychotic patterns of behavior and mental states? The problem here is that I've read countless reports of the same thing I experienced from 3-MeO from others that have taken it, and always the common factor between each account has been that a person's ability to rationally judge and assess their mental and emotional state while using the drugs has been almost totally impaired. I'm only bringing this up because, despite not really associating with drug "communities", I've always been a dissociative person since first trying one, and I see myself in a lot of people on /dis/ and other communities, and don't want any of you guys fucking your lives up irreparably like I nearly did. |
