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- Wed, 19 Jun 2019 21:06:15 EST p378vNxp No.367056
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No matter if your an underage dxm pleb or an RC Everyone is welcome here.
Except for maybe Ssdoctor...

Join on June 25th for a trip to madness.
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Crater Wasted - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 08:36:30 EST uTC1IJkn No.369478 Reply
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i somehow mangaed to change the computer to make it display in grayscale, and I have not figured out how to get all colors. I'll work around it. ~700mg dxm hbr.
Crater Wasted - Wed, 13 Nov 2019 04:52:03 EST uTC1IJkn No.369509 Reply
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I changed some settings and restarted the computer, and that fixed it. I was trying to be productive today, so I was doing things I normally don't do. I want to change habits. My roommate did not appreciate my unpredictable behavior. They won't change anything until it becomes a big deal. It feels like stress doesn't go away, it keeps getting transferred until it's at tolerable limit. idk owell I still bwd

DXM in Japan

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- Wed, 13 Nov 2019 00:48:02 EST DS5MTT2v No.369505
File: 1573624082556.gif -(2055109B / 1.96MB, 500x750) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. DXM in Japan
I've messed with CCCs, tussin gels, off brand dxm and have had plenty of great trips 300-500mg at a time.

I moved to Japan where I cant readily acquire stimulants or lsd, but they do have dxm in the form of Contac W (it also includes Dyphylline) 60mg dxm 200 mg dyph per cap. Now these are extended release and I felt nothing from the 6 I took. I waited 4 hours (usually 30~60 min onset before) and nothing.

Would chewing or opening them cause a difference? Anyone have experience? Also, I dont know the risks other than tinnitus sprouting from dyphylline, any bad news on it?

I think I may try to buy robocough on ebay, I dont think it's illegal to import.
Nigel Dreggleman - Wed, 13 Nov 2019 02:07:54 EST dC3Xj6Uy No.369506 Reply
It is an adenosine antagonist akin to caffeine. You better filter it out somehow if you don't want to jack up your heart rate.
Weeb9000 - Wed, 13 Nov 2019 02:28:22 EST DS5MTT2v No.369508 Reply
Not worried about heartrate, honestly. Would chomping up the lil guys change anything?

Hello folks!

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!CGFwIbbIo6 - Sun, 10 Nov 2019 06:25:43 EST T8eLPkbd No.369461
File: 1573385143859.jpg -(274949B / 268.50KB, 500x745) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Hello folks!
Heya folks, I've finally got my schedule right so that I have time for some personal projects, so I was wanting to do something fun, and maybe I can get some input from you all.

If you don't know me, I'm starbro, and I've been on here since back in...a long ass time ago, let's just put it like that. 2011-2012 if I recall. I've been messing around with Dxm for years and years, I've used it to both positive effect and extremely negative, lost myself in it, found myself again and had over 1000 total trips.

I chose an INT/STR build for this dungeon run called life, so I have a few pretty hefty debuffs that I've only just been able to get under control (Depression/PTSD) But I have managed to keep them on cooldown for a decent few weeks now and so I have some time to give back to the community at large.

To do this, I'll make one thing out of the ones below!

[Option 1]
A big old starbro style comic about dxm and some other drugs I've done

[Option 2]
A short video of me telling either my most embarrassing or most dangerous story involving dxm

[Option 3]
I'll write a short story about dxm in some form or fashion and release it for free on smashwords.

It's been forever since I hung out here, back when i was here they still didn't let anyone use a trip because some self important people kept making everything about themselves so much that the mods just made everyone anonymous for a few years lmao

Anyhow it's cold as a witches titties up here in Texas and I'm lovin' it, I'm getting my heft ass out and running every weekday in an effort to go from a cuddle muscle body to a trouble muscle body, but that's a work in progress.

I hope you guys are all doing okay, I really want to release my own brand of dxm caps because I'm tired of all the additives they put in, I'm looking into it but I've gotta find a pharmacist to do the job, it's so convoluted.

Anyhow, if anyone remembers me, shout out in this thread, we had some fun back in the day eh?

I'm sure it's a buncha zoomers and millenials in here now, but I don't hate on y'all, it's hard as hell growing up in this world with porn at your fingertips from when you're born instead of being a hard fought covert series of missions you have to plan out like it used to be.

I'm rambling, sorry about that. When i first started positng here they kept saying I was an old white male because of how I talk so I had top post a picture to make them believe me XD

I hope you guys are doing ok, if anyone has any questions about long term effects of dxm/dph usage you can also ask them, I've mastered dxm, dph i would say i am about level 90 or so, but I don't use that anymore unless I actually need to, I can see hallucinations just by concentrating and focusing now, even when totally sober, just because of how often i did dph back in the day, it just takes like ten to fifteen minutes to kick in and ain't nobody got time fo that.
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starbrother !CGFwIbbIo6 - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 23:21:01 EST T8eLPkbd No.369499 Reply
Lordy what a haul. I thought of working at a dollar tree for a while just to find out the schedule and snag those bottles when they came in (snag as in buy not snag as in five finger discount XD), but i was like "Bro you're 32 now, leave it mate."

Back in the day when i had a vase full of dxm powder i felt like i had a universe in my hands, but it was way too much for me back then.

It looks like it's option 1 folks! stay tuned and I love y'all guys
William Pullermurk - Tue, 12 Nov 2019 11:44:36 EST Tw8O+9JO No.369503 Reply
Yeah I really don't know what it is about these drugs that turn folks into egomaniacs
Beast - Wed, 13 Nov 2019 02:10:28 EST WYIuQLbr No.369507 Reply

Be careful of how far you exalt yourself.

There are many players in this game. I don't want to see you get hurt...

Just be you...the universe can wait :)

Will Mirtazapine fuck with DXM?

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- Mon, 04 Nov 2019 14:53:17 EST AVipPYEY No.369391
File: 1572897197640.jpg -(63366B / 61.88KB, 600x516) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Will Mirtazapine fuck with DXM?
Been planning on doing a lil robo, as it's been nearly 5 years. Just wondering if my nightly 30mg remeron/mirtazapine will hinder the DXM experience or worsen side effects?

Been on the taz for 5 years next month
Ernest Dibbledon - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 05:02:22 EST BVHpQuGy No.369449 Reply
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if you die let us know

dxm was the void first,
second came the mind lsd,
third came the soul enveloped in
the figure of a D M T?
Graham Gooddock - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 08:02:36 EST 9WtAIt2J No.369477 Reply
It'll probably make the DXM less potent. It's metabolized by the same enzymes DXM and its metabolites are, meaning less gets metabolized to DXO through first-pass metabolism, increasing the DXM to DXO ratio. This already makes DXM feel somewhat weaker, although really it's just different... more psychedelic, speedy, lucid. But, mirtazapine's effects as an antagonist/potentially inverse agonist at 5-HT2B and 5-HT2A could negate a lot of the more euphoric and psychedelic-like effects DXM causes as a result of it being a serotonin reuptake inhibitor.
Priscilla Fuddlespear - Tue, 12 Nov 2019 12:40:33 EST 9kWAzlaR No.369504 Reply
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Harm reduction

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- Mon, 11 Nov 2019 20:30:21 EST sffrUYja No.369492
File: 1573522221729.webm [mp4] -(8187135B / 7.81MB, 1280x720) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Harm reduction
Hey, fellow dexheads.
Just wanted to share a bad experience I had recently so you might learn from my mistakes.

So some backstory
>been on the syrup for about a year, a few months more maybe
>100ml bottle (600mg dxm)
>drinking syrup first on a weekly basis, later on a bi-weekly basis due to tolerance
>never took it more often than a week to let my body detox, never took more than the 1 bottle to be safe and to not raise the tolerance bar even higher
>used grapefruit juice to boost the effect once the tolerance climbed up

You could say I was a fairly experienced user, so far no problems.
I had been on the bi-weekly use schedule but due to some life/work problems I decided to use the following week as well as up my dose.
>friday night
>2 bottles
>prepped by drinking grapefruit juice mixed with some lemon
>chugged 1 and a half bottle (approx 900mg dxm)
>first 15 minutes the come-up was about the same, shit taste in the back of my throat, tummy aches, pukey feeling
>watching game reviews or something on youtube
>suddenly feel an intense nausea, couldnt look at my screen
>start pacing around the room, heartrate spiked like crazy
>feeling some unusually strong stomach aches
>only comfortable position is when im bent over
>decide to lie down
>start tripping balls like hell
>closed eye visuals were the most intese I've ever had, was like I was in a dream
>shit was pretty cash
Following week
>at work
>lots of work, deadlines nearing
>feel like shit, mild diarrhea, stomach hurts but have to drink coffee because I'm tired from working overtime
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Esther Blatherbury - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 21:09:07 EST sffrUYja No.369495 Reply
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>DXM wont rot anybody's brain
This is just an ongoing rumor about dextromethorphan causing brain damage due to prolonged use/high dosages.
As I mentioned in the OP, I was on this stuff regularly for quite a while and I myself can't say I ever really felt like I suffered any problems with logical thinking or anything alike due to my use.

>I'd say the DXM would help your depression more than antidepressants.
>>Since dextromethorphan also acts as a serotonin reuptake inhibitor, users describe that regular recreational use over a long period of time can cause withdrawal symptoms similar to those of antidepressant discontinuation syndrome
t. Wikipedia
I can tell you from experience, the feeling I get from antidepresants is very much akin to dex but without the negative sideffects and antidepressants are made specifically for prolonged use, exactly for this purpose while dxm's helpful properties are just a sideffect.

>What was the arrhythmia like?
It just sort of showed up from time to time, I most often noticed it as I was going to sleep. My heart rate was normal, calm and suddenly it would do like a double beat every few beats. I don't have any health issues with my heart that I know of which might've contributed to it.

>every so often I would feel an extra "surge" through my blood stream
>like my brain and everything were somehow getting more blood or oxygen or something
Maybe it really is your heart/lungs not pumping enough oxygen throughout your body? But I'm not a doc, though you should see one.

>Thanks for sharing though and I hope you continue to get better.
Thank you
David Chuvingtitch - Tue, 12 Nov 2019 05:29:47 EST vIg2xg7D No.369501 Reply
What was your diet like when you developed gastritis? Standard Western diet?
OP - Tue, 12 Nov 2019 06:31:19 EST eo4Gl9A4 No.369502 Reply
Mostly just lived off rice with boiled broccoli, carrots and chicken. Salt only. For breakfast I had oatneal with 1tsp of honey.

Rolling rolling sigma!

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- Mon, 09 Jul 2018 18:43:43 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.362552
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Evens drop
Odds do not
Zero go for Sigma/Infrasigma


Brain damage awaits you all!
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Dextrolord - Sun, 10 Nov 2019 18:51:08 EST 1tpnrEB8 No.369467 Reply
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Probably gonna dose anyways for a good second plat but this would be the extra push I need right now

My tolerance is too fucked up

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- Mon, 11 Nov 2019 16:20:00 EST pct2EJeF No.369487
File: 1573507200968.jpg -(1790570B / 1.71MB, 3264x2448) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. My tolerance is too fucked up
I think I'm at the end of line here. I can shoot up 300mg of K and not hole or get even close. This is my last bit what do I do I cant keep going like this I need something stronger
Mr_Shawmeen - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 17:43:35 EST OoMgiDDf No.369490 Reply
Or maybe, juuuuust maybe, take a long break from substances like this. There's more to life and since you're tolerance is probably almost perma fucked. So this is the point at which you ask yourself if you're gonna give your life to substances period.

3-MEO-2'-OXO-PCPr, AKA Methoxpropylamine, MXPr just hit the market

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- Sat, 05 Oct 2019 11:09:50 EST 5Dag7N+G No.369042
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I've got a fair bit of good news for my fellow /dis/sociates, a trusted EU vendor just put up a listing for MXPr, the long awaited MXE analogue, and orders should be going out fairly soon, a few people on (r)eddit have already placed orders for it and a couple people have received samples and have already posted trip reports.

I'm beyond stoked, the reports so far are very promising, very similar potency to MXE, duration is very similar as well, maybe slightly longer. Here's the two trip reports I've found:

https://www.eddit.com/r/researchchemicals/comments/daiwoh/methoxpropamine_mxpr_aka_3meo2oxopcpr_launch/ (add an r to the link, 420chan's cat planet is annoying)


HXE (Hydroxetamine, 3-HO-2'-OxO-PCE) appears to have also been synthed, but it's not available yet, though hopefully it will be soon. There's even less information on it than MXPr, but if the reports are to be believed it appears to be a bit less potent than MXPr (and MXE, assuming the potency of MXPr is roughly the same), but much more sedating and with a more opioid-like body high. HXE is one of the active metabolites of MXE so technically anyone who's done MXE has already sampled HXE, but it's unclear how much HXE is produced from a dose of MXE or how much it contributes to the experience. I have really high hopes for this one as well due to its relation to MXE and the fact that it's analogous to Hydroxynorketamine, which is believed to be responsible for a lot of Ketamine's antidepressant effects, however if the reports are to be believed it's a much more potent dissociative itself, Hydroxynorketamine has little effect as an NMDAr antagonist.

And one final thing to add to this wonderful list of good news, there's a rumor that the lab responsible for all of this is also looking into synthesizing Deschloroketamine since it's legal where they're located, so there's a chance that DCK may be making a come back at some point in the future. Take this with a grain of salt though as it's just a rumor.

The future of ACH's is looking bright boys! I'm planning on getting a gram of MXPr at some point in the near future, so if all goes well I'll report back with a trip report of my own when I'm able to. Just thought I'd pass this information on.
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William Chunkinstone - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 06:27:28 EST DbyDwnHo No.369451 Reply
i keep forgetting to try this shit, is it good?
LoLFeDeXsUx - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 11:44:56 EST uApWECP+ No.369452 Reply

Reports are all over the place from what I've seen. Personally I hated the stuff, just had a negative vibe for me (key words, everyone's different) and I legit wish I had never even tried it. Good dissos are my favorite substances of them all, and I'm a long time opiate addict, if that tells you anything.

Even more than feeling pissed off at the world for multiple days afterward and feeling somewhat brain damaged at the same time, I hated that the good part of the experience only lasts 30-45 minutes, and you go straight from 100-0. At least that's how it feels... you're still majorly fucked up but just not in a good way for a while. Ketamine at least makes me feel great for a good while after the hole wears off, not this stuff. Just cold numb dissociation, with scattered thoughts galore.

Could be totally different for you, of course, but that was my experience with it. Wouldn't recommend, but I will say some people seem to enjoy it.
Samuel Claggleville - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 14:53:46 EST z8mx3yFb No.369483 Reply
Imagine vendors had mod privileges on this site. Shit would be fucked.

euphoria club

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- Mon, 11 Nov 2019 12:29:08 EST ZR4YClMH No.369481
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not sure if this is the right place for this and i certainly dont want to get banned but i noticed there being a huge lack of any /disso/ discords. I just created my own, if anyone is interested in joining the euphoria club heres the discord 8rNtU6A. of course its not dissociative exclusive but thats what most of my friends in here do.
Betsy Mindermock - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 12:47:09 EST gpD2gVMy No.369482 Reply
420chan replaced irc with discord. they have a drugs channel

Contact! Cosmic Coincidence Center Music Collection

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- Mon, 24 Jun 2019 19:47:32 EST z/NbtvdT No.367151
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Drop any and all songs or albums that blew your mind o. A ++++ type of trip experience. When going deep it’s nice to always enjoy novel sounds to guide the way.

I’ll start off

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DXM + Ketamine

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- Fri, 08 Nov 2019 01:55:55 EST 5jeIeiOh No.369439
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Is doing both DXM and Ketamine at the same time a good idea? Will it feel good? Anyone have any experience
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Carter Wastev - Fri, 08 Nov 2019 23:51:38 EST uTC1IJkn No.369447 Reply
yeah it feels good. I've already come up on the dxm (poli and hbr) and it's low plat. then I did a couple k bumps and I feel good. maybe i'll do k during the glow too if I get one and post here about it, but that's probably a good time to do it also. this feels very good, sound is enhanced, I have no nausea.
Oliver Tootshit - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 01:21:33 EST vIg2xg7D No.369448 Reply
This sounds interesting to me mainly because the K is so expensive and it'd be cheaper to combine the two. What about respiratory depression?
Graham Gooddock - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 07:54:16 EST 9WtAIt2J No.369476 Reply
Shouldn't be a problem considering all recreational doses of dissociatives are sub-anesthetic, and the aryl's were originally selected as anesthesia for their distinctive lack of respiratory depressant effects. DXM would be the only one between the two that could cause respiratory depression, and considering you'd probably be using less DXM than normal, you'd likely experience less respiratory depression overall than had you just used DXM alone. That said, DXM only very very weakly acts as an agonist at opioid receptors (in the micromolar range, meaning clinically negligible for anything but the slightest of a head change at 600mg, which is totally washed out and overwhelmed by DXM's other effects at that dosage), and that activity is the only potential DXM has for inducing any kind of significant respiratory depression.

Honestly, DXM probably induces enough strain on the cardiovascular system that it stimulates respiration. Afterall, even on higher doses, DXM is a pretty speedy, albeit dirty dissociative.


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- Sat, 22 Jun 2019 04:01:25 EST 30fe7OZy No.367101
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What's the opposite of a dissociative? I mean a drug class.

I really wanna try ket, but I have a feeling that will boost my "background" feeling of dissociation I got left from smoking tons of weed a while back or maybe I'm just being a retard as usual by writing this post.
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starbrother !CGFwIbbIo6 - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 06:43:04 EST T8eLPkbd No.369475 Reply
dph is my left nut and dxm is my right nut and between em you get
Ebenezer Honeyfoot - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 15:43:24 EST DbyDwnHo No.369485 Reply
a lot of posts in this thread focus on the word "dissociative" ignoring the fact that it's "dissociative anesthetic"
Ebenezer Honeyfoot - Mon, 11 Nov 2019 15:48:29 EST DbyDwnHo No.369486 Reply
a lot of posts from people that haven't done PCP, also

Nitrous oxide is so fkn fun. Best N2O combos?

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- Fri, 27 Sep 2019 01:26:09 EST 6GcZW+qW No.368916
File: 1569561969923.gif -(1759049B / 1.68MB, 480x270) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Nitrous oxide is so fkn fun.  Best N2O combos?
I am a sucker for nitrous. Nangs are so fun. I can see why it's alternatively named hippie crack. Also Steve-O's favourite drug. I want to know if it's one of your favourites too and if so what do you think is great combination while on nitrous oxide?

For me so far is dextromethorphan + N20. Crazy ass out of body experiences and other hallucinations. Also combine with weed if any is about.

Note: Pic is unrelated
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Archie Ferrykuck - Thu, 31 Oct 2019 22:03:06 EST wZvF5Dzx No.369344 Reply
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n2o never quite affected me to the extent that some people say it should. It's always a good time but I never get blasted into space or see other worlds. even when comboing. it's more I feel a little dissed and I laugh my ass off and feel very euphoric. comboing doesn't seem to change the effects at all.

However, I had a panic attack while comboing it with weed and something went wrong. Somehow it changed the structure of my brain or something and it just doesn't fucking work anymore. All that happens when I take nitrous now is my body gets numb. That's fucking it. No dissociation, no euphoria. Stone cold sober with body numbing for 30 seconds. If anything it makes me feel dysphoric.

Does anyone know a way to fix this. My tolerance to n2o and dissos in general is absolutely at zero so it's definitely not that. I also take a sublingual B12 lozenge every morning. Please help me out bros, this shit makes me depressed.
Fuck Turveyshit - Mon, 04 Nov 2019 07:31:49 EST wZvF5Dzx No.369386 Reply
sheeeit bros. took some dxm for the first time in a long time and did some whippets and everything was back to normal. wonder what that was all about nb
Beatrice Wozzlelig - Sun, 10 Nov 2019 18:33:45 EST HeEIe8xP No.369465 Reply
obviously lsd + nitrous is next level
but for me I can't do any more than like 2 or 3 for the entire session, because any more than that and I start to feel really shitty
I don't know how you fuckers can do like 50 in a session thats nuts

lsd & Ketamine

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- Tue, 29 Oct 2019 14:03:41 EST Y6C3x3m+ No.369312
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Has anyone done Ketamine and LSD combo?
I'm experienced with both but not together
What should i expect? Should I aim to Khole?

please share your stories.

Appologies for cross posting this from /psy/ but it's been 24hrs and i'm pretty sure they're all posers on that board now.
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Shit Wunnerlock - Wed, 06 Nov 2019 01:02:44 EST vIg2xg7D No.369418 Reply
>8B geometry described on psychonaut wiki

Very cool, I'm nowhere near reaching that yet. Was it scary? It sounds terrifying.
Basil Crablingshaw - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 14:01:07 EST 6sAkZYbz No.369453 Reply
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Not at all, but I was in a good state of mind when it came on. I could see it being horrific during a rough patch in a trip. There was a deep sense of clarity, like my entire mind finally came into focus. I could see where my thoughts were going and all the possible paths they could take. It was synesthetic too, like I could physically feel my mind working while seeing how it was represented. It was more cognitive than visual too, although when it came on my open-eye visuals changed to sort of a complex living machine overlaying everything. In a way it felt a little like biblical descriptions of divine inspiration, or synchronicity of the highest order, like I had tuned into something much larger than me. A flash of enlightenment. It was quite the trip.

I had an 8A experience with nitrous while on 4-ho-met and K too. My vision broke down to where I couldn't identify anything by sight alone, but I could see my own mental representations of objects and patterns I was looking at. It looked almost like those deep dream machine learning images, as if my higher visual processing systems broke down and I could see how my visual perception was assembled from scattered patterns of light hitting my retinas and how those were then tied to concepts. I remember looking at a painting, and although I couldn't assemble it into a meaningful picture, I could see my brain trying to process the components of it. Every time I focused on something there was an explosion of concepts related to whatever I focused on. If I hadn't had an understanding of cogpsych it would've really weirded me out.
Nicholas Pittwill - Sun, 10 Nov 2019 09:36:03 EST MECECHcX No.369462 Reply
Goddamn, you bringing this up is making me jealous. The closest I've gotten to anything remotely like this was when I took ~400mg 4-MeO-PCP, ~250mg DPT, 60mg 5-APB, and 120mg 4-FA (I redosed the 4-MeO and DPT once each after about 2-4 hours in).

Toward the end of the trip I kept watching the 3 same music videos on youtube on repeat because I was at a friends house and they got themselves into the loop automatically, and he and his wife were asleep (I had the sound down low). Transparent and translucent hexagons that distorted light would form around the TV in sync with the songs, and if I started at any smaller details of anything around me (carpet, walls, whatever), I would see what looked like metallic oily residue pooling into itself cycling through weird colors, but the way it fed into itself was fractal. Then, I observed my mind's ability to process what I was experiencing begin to break down entirely. For a moment I swore I saw time play out in reverse for 10 to 15 seconds, and then I completely lost my vision... momentarily. Rather than have it gone for a few minutes like I've experienced on 3-MeO-PCP, my vision came back, but instead of displaying a whole picture, I would see a single string visual input shoot across my vision from left to right, moving progressively top to bottom, one "pixel" at a time. So in essence, my vision was entirely limited to a single "pixel" in height and technically a single pixel across as well, but it was being processed horizontally far more quickly than vertically, so it looked more like a string of image being shot off of an imaginary spool that existed outside my perception, and it would only move down a pixel after the string had finished shooting across my vision horizontally.

That's about the only time my mind has straight up lost the ability to actually process what I was seeing or the order of events.

>Other hallucinations for those that may be interested

Other than that (and prior to it)all I saw were geometric wireframe (cycling through the spectrum of colors very quickly, very vibrantly/neon) entities moving throughout the room, and what looked like 6-7 "white holes" that moved about on the ceiling sucking in and absorbing the surrounding light, separating the colors in the process (was like seeing the color spectrum cycling like the wireframes sorta) and distorting the light as if it were a gravitational field causing gravitational lensing, I didn't really see anything too advanced... right away. I wound up discovering that I could imagine things I wanted to see and it they would appear, so after I got to a point where the walls looked like they were made out of geometric patterned tiles with glowing runes on them, they made me think of Deckard's apartment in BladeRunner and the runes/glyphs were like holograms that you'd see in just about anything scifi, so I felt as though I were traveling through space or something. I wondered if I could call up a Heads Up Display like for an individual spacecraft and a neon orange hologram of an entire cockpit instantly manifested, and I could interact with it. The top "hatch" of it closed down over me like it were some kind of "Windshield", the closest shape I can think of being like an A-Wing in Star Wars. There runes on the walls all glowed and hummed in sync wiht the cockpit hologram closing and a bunch of random hologram dials and shit were before me.

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