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I agree with you more or less with the exception of nitrous. Yeah, nitrous is good, but I've had some straight up transcendental experiences, hyper euphoric, over all amazing experiences on DXM. Nitrous has only done that in combination with other drugs for me.
If your response to my experience is that it must be because I've not done it enough, know that that could just as easily be my response to you concerning DXM. I understand DXM is a rather hit or miss drug for people though. Either you just get kind of drunk and dissociated (which happens to me a fair amount of the time) and you wind up shitting and puking because of it (neither happen to me if i take robocough, and only the dxm shits the next day if i use delsym or robogels), or you shit and puke because of it but then have some straight up magical psychedelic dissociative experiences that are rather unique to it as a drug.
That said, despite not having had the good fortune to try ketamine, I do fine 3-meo-pcp and 4-meo-pcp far superior. 4-meo-pcp is the closest of the aryl's to achieving the kind of pseudo-psychedelia that DXM does at times, given you take massive doses of it (same with DXM of course). 3-meo-pcp was so stimulating and manic for me that by the time i actually experienced anything other than subtle dissociation i was on the verge of black out or going blind (happened once for like 30 minutes). Of course, that probably has a lot to do with my perma megatoleranxe to DXM. I never got a hold of RCs until I'd burnt DXM into the ground. In my experience, there was significant cross tolerance to the dissociative effects of RCs in particular.
I actually hated MXE when I got it because it had a stimulant impurity and my dissociative tolerance. It was similar to 3-meo-pcp in the sense that the dosage curve to achieve dissociative effects was so steep that it went from being fairly subtle to full on losing the ability to function, although it wasn't nearly as steep as with 3-meo. That I didn't mind so much, with some experimentation I could've worked out where the sweet spots were, but the stimulant impurity caused me to go from feeling pretty decent to dangerously suicidal, depressed, and emotionally distraught. sometimes i would be fine, mostly as long as i didnt redose, but if i redosed there was like a 75% chance i was going to be wishing id be dead.
I also tried MXP once but the dosage curve for it before i achieved dissociative effects was so steep too, and it was so lacking in the mood lifting and/or stimulant effects of all the other dissociatives ive tried that when i bought 2g of it, i took 200mg immediately because my tolerance and i liked to get fucked. i figured id see how i felt and take it from there, but 2 hours later and i swore i felt no effect whatsoever, so i took an additional 200mg (you guys can probably see where this was going and ill freely admit i was a dumb mother fucker 6 years ago, also didn't care if i died really so i exercised zero caution). Three hours later I still felt completely sober. I was about to write up the vendor I purchased it from about how what they sold me was totally bunk, but in a stroke of genius I decided to say fuck it and parachute the remaining contents of the bag, because maybe it was just cut all to shit or something. Either way I was so sober I was certain I wouldn't even feel anything from that either... until like 30 minutes later I wound up sending myself into the dissociative limbo I've experienced a few times on DXM, DXM and 3-meo-pcp, and 3-meo-pcp on its own from megadosing. Oddly enough I wasn't actually physically dissociated much at all, from what I felt anyway. Instead, I just got fairly delusional in a schizo kind of way and started experiencing intense Lilliputian Hallucinations that lasted for the next 18 hours or so.
....Jesus Christ man i gotta stop posting on adderall. honestly, fuck it, i took the time to write it out, posting it anyway lol |
