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I just drank a bunch of cough syrup and I feel COMPLETELY insane

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- Sat, 10 Oct 2020 06:18:30 EST YackIcAo No.373332
File: 1602325110110.jpg -(72804B / 71.10KB, 780x598) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. I just drank a bunch of cough syrup and I feel COMPLETELY insane
I can't stop jacking off

help me
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Augustus Ciffingbitch - Tue, 13 Oct 2020 01:27:25 EST nPc22Eag No.373355 Reply
>>373332
>I just drank a bunch of cough syrup and I feel COMPLETELY insane
sounds about righ-
>I can't stop jacking off
uhhhhhh

4 1/2 - 5 years of DXM use every day

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- Mon, 24 Aug 2020 09:22:59 EST 9YudRErz No.372902
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I've made posts on here before that were not entirely truthful. I can see now that I has a bias when it came to the subject of DXM and and whether or not it has negative side effects on my life, or anyone's life for that matter.

I don't even know when I started taking it. It was right after I kicked a 7 year weed-smoking habit. I grew up in foster care and don't even to this day have many ties to any of my family on either mom/dads side. Nobody looked out for me and I always used drugs to kind of escape reality by myself in isolation. As a result I've listened to a lot of music and played a lot of video games. This trend began to change when I was about 20 years old, when I started going to college actually.

When I take DXM I don't feel adrenal or fear responses to things that I'm supposed to. So I basically can act like a stone all the time. Eye contact doesn't trigger any feeling in me and a lot of other social interactions create exactly zero anxiety.

This was great for me, because I always wanted to be someone important. So I started taking DXM every day and I would go to school high, I would go to work high, and I would live my life high most of the time. The starting dose was about 270/300mg for the first few years and it always seemed to stay just as strong. Sometimes two doses in a day, and on occasion there would be multiple.

Patches of not being able to cop pharmaceutical products that contained DXM.. I think I spent maybe just a few months without it. I did everything I could to get it.

Syrup turned to gel caps turned to powder. Eventually I ended up in jail. But.. my life changed a lot. I started going to school, I started dating girls, I had jobs, friends, I was having great experiences in life, going to parties, everything was good.


So I get out of jail.. I'm not going to explain my situation.. I was sober, now I'm not.


I now prefer to take .5, - .8 instead of .3 (300mg) and I do this bare minimum twice a day and if I'm having a fucked up day I will take like .8 in the evening and just trip out.


Side effects.. not cognitive, they at first were though. Brain fog very early on but it went away.

Now I have neurological symptoms like my body will seize up, I'll be out on the streets walking and suddenly I start acting like a puppet with strings being pulled overhead. I literally have to pick up my legs to keep walking, usually these episodes only last for a few seconds. I think it's similar to cereberal palsy.

I develop a speech impediment. I cannot pronounce certain words. As such I prefer not to speak as regularly as I would otherwise choose to. It's embarrassing and I literally sound like walter white's son from Breaking Bad sometimes. It literally sounds like I'm retarded or something.

Dexterity in the fingers.. I can't play guitar or tie my shoes reliably. My hands shake and twitch and make random movements whenever I try to focus them steady and apply pressure to like tie a shoelace or press frets on the guitar or just do a simple task like taking the cap off of a water bottle.


Peeing is slightly painful and a slower process. I cannot have orgasms no matter how hard I try, though I used to before I went to jail (on the lower dosages)
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SigmÆnigma - Mon, 05 Oct 2020 20:24:06 EST HO9515qI No.373303 Reply
>>373298
>>373299
The gas from gels is a combination of processing the chemicals as well as the dying off of gut bacteria. Depends entirely on gut sensitivity. The insomnoa thing is fascinating to me because it never hit me in my youthful dxm days but as time went on the experience became entirely stimulating and less confusing, which I associate to people assuming they've lost the magic. The old feels are still there but we get used to those feels and start noticing the vibes hangin out in the background. As for your side effects they vary depending on daily doses. I would dose very low and spaced out for a total of only 300mg a day unless I was feeling squirrely in which case 600mg. The more you dose daily, especially if dosing all at once, the more the side effects rack up. Its simply a matter of detoxxing and processing it out as fast as it builds up, which is complicated with self potentiation from constant redosing. Side effects on the lower end involve light mania, increased stamina and endurance, as well as slight nootropic and antidepressant effects. This generally makes one sociable and better at work. As the mania takes over one will be less inhibited and start dosing higher for pursue that "I feel like a god!" sensation. This in turn dissociates ones mental faculties and energy distribution programs that we forget our limitations. Imagine trying to shoot a high powered laser through a miniscule hole without damaging what lies around that space. The laser gets more powerful and less controlled. You start getting rebounds when the excess energy can't find a conduit. This results in garbled speech, uncoordinated movements, losing yourself in thought excessively, making culturally unacceptable actions in social situations, etc. The sleepiness you describe is withdrawal as well as energy consumption catching up with you. If you never noticed, sweating is also withdrawal based. I found redosing lightly before the sweaty point of no return would prolong Niagra Falls from relocating to my pores. All in all dxm is one hell of a complex drug that requires exceptional willpower and discipline to be able to ride without adverse reactions. I've made the decision to never use it recreationally or for microdosing purposes as it no longer serves any beneficial purpose for me. Meditation or light substance use(nicotine, alcohol, caffeine, thc) seem to work just fine. Looking back now I consider my excessive dxm abuse to be a form of mental self harm. I was cutting myself off to avoid connecting to myself and those around me. I respect Dexter though to this day. I wish you best of luck on your journeys fellow /dis/ciple. May blessings be upon your path.
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Eliza Fadgebune - Wed, 07 Oct 2020 11:14:28 EST +tbJbocB No.373311 Reply
>>372902
So when I read stuff like this I completely dismissed it

Id recommend being careful with dxm.

I'm 27 now and I have liver failure.

I throw up everytime I wake up and I have basically no energy. My stomachs also absolutely fucked. Bleeding and shit

Saying something here was just a random thought cause I used to come here all the time back when yojimbo, that guaf dude, and curs were around

I mean it could be unrelated.

Just figured I'd say something as this was the only thing I fucked with

Pink Floyd

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- Tue, 06 Oct 2020 12:07:42 EST tBP8kI7K No.373305
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I'm not a huge dadrock faggot but holy fucking christ these fuckers are literally just "Benardryl: The Band", and that's not at all bad thing
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Barnaby Murddale - Wed, 07 Oct 2020 05:33:46 EST 0uOUWo/z No.373310 Reply
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Try this one on a 3rd plat+ of DXM

Whattup

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- Sat, 08 Feb 2020 16:09:59 EST S4ou/oTm No.370662
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Was wondering how 2-FDCK compares to actual S-isomer Ketamine, for those who have tried it. Bought some and should be here within a week. This is my second time trying an RC, dissociative; first one I tried was DCK years ago and while it was cool, the "magic" that's present with Ketamine was pretty much gone. On top of that, I could act relatively sober and hold conversations despite the fact that time had slowed to a crawl and that I felt totally dissociating.

How similar is 2-FDCK to Ketamine? What are the similarities, and differences from S-isomer Ketamine? Thanks
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Dissociatives and Cosmic Horror

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- Wed, 04 Mar 2020 13:50:19 EST 9QVrwLTH No.371046
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This might be a dumb thread but I'm gonna give it a shot anywho.

I think Dissociatives (specifically DXM) vibe really well wiyj cosmic horror media. One of my all time favourite video games is Bloodborne. It's directly influenced by HP Lovecrafts work and it just so happens to be my fabourite game to play while on DXM. I feel like dissociatives and cosmic horror just vibe together really well. I can't be the only one who feels this way.

I've even had somewhat cosmic horror themed DXM trips. I wasn't freaking out though. It was actually really cool. I had a really intense mystical feeling and I was tripping so hard that I felt like I was accessing some sort of forbidden knowledge and contacting a different dimension with different entities in it. I've had the same feeling on mushrooms and DMT too, so it's not exclusive to dissociatives.

Does anyone here share similar feelings or has anyone here had any similar experiences? I can't be the only one who thinks they vibe together.
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Lydia Sossletat - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 22:54:28 EST 5JLnK3FA No.371141 Reply
>>371130
Sounds like one of Kei's hypnosis files, except your brain wrote its own script.

3meopcp is retarded

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- Sun, 17 May 2020 05:06:38 EST cT9AUNh4 No.371945
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everytime i take it i seem to lose iq points for the duration
yet i take it again and again
im also on antipsychotics, so i think some of the effects dont happen to me
its just a weird trip each time but im so bored i dont know what else to do with my time
welp
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Albert Nunninggold - Mon, 28 Sep 2020 17:33:34 EST bKTR8Sxk No.373253 Reply
Fuck is wrong with this thread
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Clara Guddlenere - Sun, 04 Oct 2020 00:05:01 EST tgEU/b1y No.373291 Reply
Think I used 3HOpcp (if not 3meo) as my first introduction in the beginning of year. Abs loved that batch, had people to chat to tho. Got another batch of 3ho just to see if I could sink back into that retardation and find out how the hell I managed to drive a car on it months ago. First couple times I was unable to walk for the first couple hours. Eventually I used all my head stregnth to move my legs.

The drug just makes me hell faded blunt, no more thoughts and warm, started going to work on it cause I was bored. Did have hard dreams of bloodshed making me scream myself out of sleep. I enjoy the retardation.
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Phyllis Greenville - Mon, 05 Oct 2020 02:43:30 EST PnVXSXgO No.373294 Reply
>>372066
mxe was so fucking fun but addictive and rough on the organs. once i started dosing for the day i couldn't stop. each time i came down i'd have kidney pain. but i couldn't stop myself from doing more, the pain would go away while high, then come back even stronger when i came down. the cycle would repeat until it was the end of the night and the pain was so extreme i had to stop. it's been years for me too, but it was the one /dis/ i couldn't control my use with similar to when you start doing a sack of coke its difficult to stop until its all gone.

how long GBL after 1 drink

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- Sun, 02 Aug 2020 14:27:44 EST pX9ZGH8q No.372744
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I want to have one drink on the beach containing 1.3-2 units (1 unit = 10ml pure ethanol) and then go back for sexytime with a ladyfriend and take like 1.5ml GBL right beforehand. I estimate about 2 hours between the drink and taking the GBL.

Is this safe? I mean the chart seems to suggest it would be but anyone more knowledge than me?
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DTMO - Sat, 08 Aug 2020 22:41:19 EST Ga4RCk7v No.372767 Reply
>>372744
GBL doesn't rely on alcohol dehydrogenase for metabolism to GHB unlike 1,4-BDO. Combining alcohol with GBL is only dangerous unlike combining with 1,4-B where it's very dangerous.
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Nathaniel Micklemud - Mon, 28 Sep 2020 11:51:27 EST XQNSimBt No.373247 Reply
>>372767
fucking moron those metabolizing enzymes has no impact on if a drug combo is dangerous or not. Significant amounts of GBL and alcohol in your system will stop your breathing.
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Jenny Bluddleshit - Fri, 02 Oct 2020 06:05:10 EST 0xtC4iUs No.373280 Reply
should be

i typically take gbl, beer and xanax mixed and haven't died yet

Love DXM.. hate dosing.

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- Mon, 21 Sep 2020 22:50:56 EST U+390Unb No.373192
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>tfw DXM is your favourite drug, but dosing is an absolute pain in the ass

Robo cough isn't an option for me as my current living situation won't allow me to order that shit to my apartment. I wish I could. Unfortunately, the only way I can experience that dissociated bliss is to stagger a dose of 600 mg. Feels bad man. I don't really get nauseous. That often anyway. Taking gels is just.. tedious. I also hate having to wait so long to come up. I miss robo cough and ketamine.

Is there any way at all that I can make dosing gels go by more quickly without just eating the entire bottle in one sitting? I know staggering is the way to go in terms of effectiveness, but again, it's just tedious as hell. What do
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dxmeralds - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 03:00:14 EST GRMqLRiX No.373212 Reply
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>>373198

I just pour boiling hot water into a bowl with gel caps and they stick to the bottom of the bowl then you just poke em with a fork to get the dxm out.

but like >>373199 said
>The taste of whats inside those gels is inhumane

it's literally the most diabolically awful tasting putrid concentrated syrup ever. It's far worse than straight syrup.

So what I do is take all that liquid minus the gel caps, clean the bowl and take the liqui filled with dxm, pour in some orange juice, ginger, lemon, banana, ice, a little bit of vodka (to kill off any chinese bacteria that might still be there) into a blender
and voila~! you got a DXM cocktail that's actually (delicious isn't the word, tolerable is) that you can get down in sips and gulps at your own pace.
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ΩµæƨŧʀαI҉ƞ - Tue, 29 Sep 2020 18:01:56 EST sRbL9myM No.373260 Reply
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Mammal sauce is nice as long as your ratios aren't fucked. I poke and squeeze 60 gels into 20oz of Mountain Dew and the taste just got to be too strong for how much liquid there was. Today I just took a small dose, so I emptied 300mg of gels into about 1.5 or 2oz of water and chases it with something sweet. I always thought it would be worse that way, but I got the whole dose in one small shot and after the chaser it was totally cool man.
There is a small amount of waste with whatever doesn't come out of the gel. I've only tried making them softer once and they were too slippery to handle lol, so I always pop mine open when they're dry.

I'd say it's worth a try if you haven't, but you might consider it a bit more tedious than just swallowing the gels. I haven't popped gels open in a long time and I'd forgotten how convenient it is.



Recommended first time dose

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- Mon, 28 Sep 2020 06:45:42 EST cLEB60Et No.373243
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Hi I'm thinking of doing a DXM trip with my gf. It has been 5+ years since my last trip but I did it a couple times a year for a few years. I'm 80kg and would normally do between 200 - 300mg of DXM (full bottle of pic). My gf is 45-50kg / 160cm. Just wondering what a good first time dose would be for her. For ref she's done a few MDMA, mushrooms and ket trips.

Thanks

Ket

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- Thu, 24 Sep 2020 04:44:25 EST oIhzg640 No.373214
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Hey /dis/ciples,
It's been a while since I've posted here. I recently learned about ketamine nasal spray being prescribed for treatment resistant depression. I have a long history of depression and suicidality, so I believe I can justify getting it. I was just curious if anyone has been prescribed it or tried the nasal spray.

Thanks /dis/sisents, I love you all. If I can't get the ket I'll just go back to third plateau dxm trips
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Fucking Crenningstodge - Thu, 24 Sep 2020 22:10:33 EST DPRYMvKD No.373219 Reply
>>373214
It's cheaper and easier to get your own K and make your own nasal spray.

When that DXM creeps back into your life

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- Tue, 22 Sep 2020 19:50:40 EST Pjz8tAxm No.373203
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So my back story I started with DXM when I was 18. That quickly turned into MXE which lasted until it became completely unavailable around 2014. Then I went to DCK which was awesome for a while and even had a few great domestic vendors. Then that disappeared until it reeemerged around March. I hadn't done DXM for almost 9 years but I decided to take the plunge on robo cough and now life is fantastic again.

I don't really have a purpose for this thread but I just wanted to say I appreciate DXM once again. The liquid form is so easy and gives no nausea. I work from home making very decent money and discovering robo cough has brought back a spark in my nights. Everything is more fun like it used to be.

Peace and love yall. Dissociatives are wonderful.
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Phoebe Greenworth - Tue, 22 Sep 2020 19:52:15 EST Pjz8tAxm No.373204 Reply
>>373203

Probably should have made this a BWD post my mistake ahh
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William Tootway - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 08:42:16 EST 9YudRErz No.373205 Reply
>>373203
kool.
im trying to get off the stuff. Id say weed is a better avenue. DXM definitely taught me a lot though, things that weed couldn't have.
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George Briblingladging - Wed, 23 Sep 2020 11:22:34 EST Pjz8tAxm No.373208 Reply
>>373205

I like weed but I find when I start smoking again I start smoking all the time. I have no self control with it. Then it fucks up my job and personal life. I drink pretty much every day. I don't use dissociatives everyday so I like that I can have it when I want a little extra oomph in my evening. I got a nice stereo set up and it makes music sound Amazon amazing and makes my games more immersive. Not many people know I use dissociatives its like my hidden secret that only I can enjoy when I'm alone amd want to make my night a little more memorable.

Drugs effect your perception

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- Sat, 12 Sep 2020 07:42:41 EST WU4NaG++ No.373100
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Do you ever forget that tripping alters YOUR perception of the world, rather than altering the world itself? Because I've often thought the latter. E.g. I thought that time was slowing down (rather than time is slowing down for my organism).

And this relates to how when I took my first psychedelic it gave me the immediate revelation that the world I'm experiencing is one experienced subjectively, and that there is no objective reality - e.g. objects look a certain size to some people and another size to other people (e.g. children vs adults).
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qastrain - Fri, 18 Sep 2020 22:33:02 EST sRbL9myM No.373165 Reply
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I just wanted to say that after awhile of being uncertain about it regardless of how much I didn't actually think about it, I finally have realized the difference between affect/effect and I would like to thank op for this moment of clarity. As for the drugs, shit... they don't think it be like it is, but it do.
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Albert Crarringshaw - Sun, 20 Sep 2020 20:23:25 EST KUYSGtMg No.373185 Reply
I think it's safe to say that hallucinogenically induced psychosis is prone to causing solipsistic thoughts. To me, it's perfectly reasonable that a person could logically conclude the possibility of sensational experience being illusory, and that the external world isn't external at all, or at all what it appears.

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