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How come I am me and you are you?

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- Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:38:14 EST 301/JQNM No.372457
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Or, how come I am the one writing this right now while you are the one reading it? Why do I see the world through my eyes and am in charge (so to speak) of my own behaviour?

I feel like there must be a simple answer to this question but I just cant think of it. All that I can think of is that when people are conceived, there must be some human cells germane to consciousness which form. Those cells will eventually build what comprises a consciousness. And there must be some physical continuity (of cells) or psychological continuity (of identity).
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Angus Goodfoot - Tue, 21 Jul 2020 12:03:39 EST 2bOkE1Ck No.372620 Reply
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> a guy develops consciousness due to his consciousness-cells
Hamilton Navingcheck - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 23:00:09 EST d5bIDpYW No.372669 Reply
Reading up on Hegel's theories on self-consciousness would probably interest you. Just google search "Hegel self-consciousness identity" and you'll find plenty of reading material.
Jack !fXGyYTYKEM - Sun, 26 Jul 2020 01:53:58 EST XBFvnBjF No.372674 Reply
Integral Theory always appealed to me here. It provided a very utilitarian structure for everything. Holons, holarchy, the twenty tenets. There are spiritual elements that some people embrace and others scoff at - I could see it when I was into dissociatives, and not just visiting for nostalgia - but the basic parts, the shape of the world, simple as they are, those ideas helped me out of bleak existentialism when that was what I needed.

I think the spiritual elements stem from the point where nondualist reality gets broken into perspectives ("Maya's veil"?).

How to find more customers?

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- Thu, 23 Jul 2020 14:39:37 EST zFAdQa/x No.372634
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I'm a ketamine dealer and I'm looking for more customers. Where the hell do I find them. Preferably online, I don't like going to raves and actually having to talk to people. Located in the Netherlands for your info.
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William Brookshaw - Sat, 25 Jul 2020 23:16:24 EST /nHFLYcl No.372671 Reply
talk to peoplewith large animalsor go to a jam band concert ya twerp. and the call 411 or whatever 911is in netherlindortruffle
Matilda Nummerspear - Sun, 26 Jul 2020 09:09:31 EST dUMsnSsl No.372677 Reply
Is it just me or are the government agents getting stupider every year?

DCK on its way!

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- Thu, 21 May 2020 02:52:13 EST Dxrzcjf6 No.372012
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Bout to receive my batch of DCK in the next week or so. Been forever!!!! Let me talk to teh gawds again
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Priscilla Drazzlefield - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 01:57:41 EST 2RgJ1vDs No.372496 Reply
That's probably corona, these arrests literally just happened last week.
Not hopeful though, Netherlands is probably the only place decent drugs come in from. If NL stops being a supplier of high-quality drugs, well I hope you enjoy buying fentanyl-laced shit at street prices.

Interesting read.

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- Fri, 17 Jul 2020 05:33:46 EST QV2wNs8u No.372567
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Remove the pipes to read.
Henry Shittingdale - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 05:39:15 EST QV2wNs8u No.372568 Reply
It's page 23 that gets me. Y'all don't need no damn prescriptionn. 'Scuse my blackish.
Black languages matter.
Molly Dottingstock - Mon, 20 Jul 2020 02:44:21 EST B6ow0Ryo No.372608 Reply
>Other potential therapeutic uses for dextromethorphan are currently being investigated.
Through its activity as a noncompetitive NMDA antagonist, dextromethorphan decreases
glutamate activity. This attribute is suggestive of a potential neuroprotective role for such
conditions as amyotrophic lateral sclerosis or methotrexate neurotoxicity (Drachtman et al.,
2002; Hollander et al., 1994) or a reduction of pain sensation by reducing the excitatory
transmission of the primary afferent pathways along the spinothalamic tract (Woolf et al.,
1993). Some clinical trials in postoperative cancer patients have demonstrated that
dextromethorphan may reduce pain intensity, sedation, and analgesic requirements
(Weinbroum, 2005; Weinbroum et al., 2003). Dextromethorphan co-administered with
quinidine, a specific inhibitor of CYP2D6 activity, has shown significant efficacy in treating
the emotional disorder of pseudobulbar effect in both multiple sclerosis and amyotrophic
lateral sclerosis (Miller et al., 2007). However, dextromethorphan in combination with
quinidine maintenance has a limited role in the treatment of opioid dependence (Vosburg et
al., 2011).
User is currently banned from all boards

Xenon suppliers

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- Mon, 20 Jul 2020 00:51:32 EST 0EDac59X No.372607
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Does anyone know of good places to get xenon online? I hope this doesn't violate any rules cuz it's 100% legal
Jenny Pesslefoot - Mon, 27 Jul 2020 20:17:39 EST MYA7SC5S No.372686 Reply
it does because even sourcing for drugs that are legal in most places is still against the rules, honest mistake though don't think it warrants a ban but they don't ask me


DXM long term use/effects

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- Tue, 30 Jun 2020 18:31:40 EST YackIcAo No.372414
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"I'm feeling kind of bowling-ballish, fellas."

I've been doing dxm for a while now (mostly in syrup form) and I think I've come to a conclusion on whether or not it has negative long term health effects


I would have to say it effects your nervous system in some way over time or I dont really know much about science, or the right words to use, so whatever would make you not experience sensations the same way

I can tell this because my orgasms aren't really intense anymore. It can take an awfully long time to reach orgasm (when you're on the drug and some people say it can feel quite good in that area), but now, after having not done it in a while, I realize my orgasms now just like drain out like my body is broken and I just generally remember feeling and thinking differently before DXM. I also feel like beings started to mess with me

I started drinking cough syrup like 15-16 years ago and after the first time I remember laying on my couch doing this weird like yawning thing that kinda felt good, but it also made me feel like I was completely insane. I remember thinking to myself, "this cant be good for my body." I generally just feel yucky and agitated a lot especially when I'm not smoking weed, but it's obvious that this does some real nasty stuff to your body over time

So yeah, im not a very good writer either and I feel like im forgetting something but I'll add to this later

So there you have it. If your orgasms aren't intense anymore, then it effected you physically. Who else in this boat?
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Lydia Serrymot - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 11:15:21 EST 9YudRErz No.372597 Reply
I'm over here taking a gram a day now.. haven't noticed anything bad yet. I started using DXM daily in 2015. In total since then I suppose there's been about 9 months that I haven't used, but when I use it it's daily and it's usually multiple times a day. I started taking 1g a few days ago but before that it was like 500mg-700mg, whatever I lumped onto the scale, usually two or three times a day. The 1g dose keeps me satisfied all day so far. I actually want to quit soon I've decided. I'm in the best shape of my life though mentally and physically, for what it's worth. I went from a computer nerd with no friends to, still having really not that many friends, but I've been dating girls and getting laid and having a lot of fun in life. I've had a few jobs, been going to college.. I'm about to take my 1g. Gotta go get some water and put on a pot of coffee. Life is good, I try to remember that every day. I've felt depressed in the past 6 months quite often but I know I'd never hurt myself and what makes me sad now is thinking about the bad parts of my life up until these past few years. I usually "dissociated" from it constantly with drug use and being occupied with video games and a lot of music. Drugs raised me, my dad's dead and I never got to meet him and my mom gave me away when I was 13. My family on either side has had nothing to do with me.

I don't know what drives other people to live. I think they're mostly just distracted in the same way that I used to be. I'm trying to find meaning in life, I am now 25 and consider myself to be practically an adult. The most meaningful thing I can think of to do with my life is to share it with other people. To have personal relationships with them, and other interactions. I don't have personal interests that I can do on my own that mean much to me. I have hobbies but I want to connect and share my life with people, it seems like everything is better and more meaningful when you do it with someone else.

My orgasms are way more intense by the way, it's just hard to achieve. When I do cum I blow out like 4 thick shots of cum and they go pretty fucking far. Jerking off I almost can't cum, and even during sex it's really hard and takes patience and focus. These effects don't last long - probably about 8 hours after my last dose it becomes increasingly easier to achieve an orgasm.
Samuel Higgledure - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 11:38:39 EST 5FXhzhpM No.372598 Reply

Damn, I take like 300-600 mg at a time, via gel caps. Are you using powder?
Lydia Serrymot - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 16:11:02 EST 9YudRErz No.372599 Reply
Yeah I am. I have a bad batch that smells strongly like chemicals, and a good one that smells like nothing. I'm gonna throw away the bad shit..

I'm feeling it Mr. Krabs

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- Sat, 18 Jul 2020 04:56:20 EST xaF6EgKz No.372592
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Consumed in total 270mg DXM in three 90mg intervals: just now, 45 minutes ago, and initial dose 45 minutes before that. Consumed ~7 standard units of alcohol prior to consumption of first dose. Feel good.
Shitting Sicklehood - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 05:00:59 EST xaF6EgKz No.372593 Reply
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I have remaining 630mg with which I plan to voyage to Europa tomorrow.
Eliza Honeyforth - Sat, 18 Jul 2020 07:32:56 EST mSdgI7Xo No.372595 Reply
Haha which reminds me of my trips before every flight, hate the waiting part...

Is it possible to get stuck in sigma?

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- Wed, 22 Apr 2020 09:05:30 EST EJ36SOpA No.371598
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So I have been trying to find sigma and think I got it but I feel I'm stuck there. Is this normal? Or is sigma a myth?
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George Sankindale - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 00:22:53 EST YiD3CZnL No.372543 Reply
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Honestly I just recently came to terms with the insurmountable chasm between the phenomenal and noumenal universes through dissociatives. Kant has really never made more sense to me. It's insane. It's something you could spend a lifetime in wonder of, just how disparate and disconnected our internal universes are. The realization seems at the same time so unspeakably profound and so starkly obvious. Really diving into all of the implications of this simple fact I think is endlessly rewarding.

I think that people get it confused and think that when we say the phenomenal world is the only one we can experience, and therefor the only one worth considering, we're somehow saying that "seeing is reality" or that any idea is as good as any other. No one has genuinely suggested that. What this insurmountable distance between the noumenal and the phenomenal means is that nothing we see is reality, not that everything is. This still has some of the same implications though as those trite hippy truisms we've all heard, but they get that fundamental bit wrong. It's much more appealing and easily digestible to say that "you can be what you want to be" and "all paths lead to truth" and so on but people who could see through that bullshit were right to reject it.

Allow yourself to imagine just what this means though. I think that we all have this natural tendency to assume that people in general think the same way that we do and beneath any differences of opinion the opposing view always knows deep down that you're right and they're wrong. Since this is obviously wrong, that means that whatever absurd bullshit you've heard people say, however disconnected their world view is from consensus reality they hold their beliefs about the world as strongly as you do. In general, people can lie about their beliefs sure but in most situations they have little reason to. Their world is to them as yours is to you.

I've actually found nitrous oxide to be very useful as almost like that memory eraser from Men in Black but for negative attachments and self-loathing. In the past (and to some extent still today), my default assumption is that people are thinking the worst about me constantly and I find it difficult to feel love. If I reflect on this though as I inhale nitrous oxide for a split second I can put myself in the mind of a friend who says that they love me and accept me for who I am and actually believe it. For a fraction of a second, I can enter a universe where I didn't have such a rough life, and wasn't told constantly that I was defective and that I wasn't what I said I was.

The sky is the limit in terms of how one could use this effect. The key thing I think is that this isn't "seeing things the way they actually are", rather it's seeing things while suppressing (but not eliminating) past beliefs, cognitive biases, and prejudices which we naturally have as beings-in-the-world. In dissolving some of the deep-seated biases and prejudices in my mind, dissociatives have allowed me to feel things that on a cognitive level I've believed for ages. I think this is where their strong antidepressant effect comes from, at least in part.

So much of my confusion about my self, the world, and my place in it came from the programming of my upbringing. I knew I was supposed to be and act a certain way and not be and not act any other way. As it got clearer and clearer to me that I was being shoehorned into a life that I was fundamentally not compatible with I became angrier and angrier, I turned this hatred inward and for a decade I picked up metaprogramming where my upbringing left off and I forced all this negative self-talk, paranoia, and shame into the deepest fibers of my brain. As it turns out, this is a lot to overcome. You can say "Ok, I accept myself" but then what? For people who struggle with mental illness and certain other things there's no singular moment where you accept yourself. You just struggle tirelessly and suffer day-in day-out until, with any luck, you wake up one morning and you all of us sudden realize you kind of like who you are and you don't want to kill yourself.

In essence, I think dissociatives let you see a little clearer through that glass through which we see things so tragically darkly. They d…
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Graham Tillingdale - Wed, 15 Jul 2020 19:22:25 EST 15VPXgyv No.372548 Reply

so what you're saying in effect is life becomes easier when we realize at an intrinsic level nobody is connected to true reality. Ironically this generates empathy for others because we know others are disconnected like ourselves.

dissociatives in my mind, bring us to a truly sober reality that our ancestors already knew. We're not living in an objective state due to our upbringing, and most of all because we live in a world which has modern medicine and modern entertainment.

dissociatives always send me back in time, to a world that is closer to nature. that does not automatically mean good. nature has no vaccines, no tv, but it has fruits if you look for them.

basically ever since doing dissociatives i've been obsessed with "building myself from the ground up" where i could live in a world that accepts the fundamental node of reality as Descartes put it "I think therefore I am" because as he says, even if a demon was tricking you a la matrix style that this is all fake, there still has to be a fundamental you to be tricked, even if you can't directly perceive it.

DXM has shown me there is no "outside" versus "inside" that things are continuous.
But when we do encounter barriers we should observe them as sacred.
Just imagine, your house, is just a closed off part of the natural outside? Despite looking nothing like the outdoors, it becomes its own entity by closing itself off completely.

the deeper the closed system the less change it experiences. your mind, in your home, in your country, in your hemisphere.

its a Schooln nesting doll, and deeper than atoms is the haecceity of self.

What dissociatives do, is turn the tv 180 degrees, the components become the subject and you begin to understand that the real can't be too far from its original intended function.
The power of metaphor is the alchemy of the mind, as we are essentially a metaphor. I am a bundle of organs and membranes. I am a person.

How can an organ come to be that recognizes this, and doesn't flip out and try to cancel and destroy errors like every other organ means the brain's function in being the "head honcho" lends itself to being kind of self doubting? its powers are tremendous but it is never satisfied.

It's almost as if the first brain and intellect that came to be was just like "wow" and evolution stopped there.
(our evolution continues, but without natural selection and the tools now evolve)

in my mind dxm is the exhaust on the death star. a perfect weapon placed in plain sight that nobody takes seriously.

these are just thoughts but ultimately i have no point
Lydia Serrymot - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 22:10:42 EST 9YudRErz No.372590 Reply


These were both interesting posts. DXM makes life feel visceral, for me. It's all earthy, it's all here and it's all connected and I'm a part of what's going on. I'm just as important as anything else. I have to say though, this drug has made me do things that I probably would never have done without it. I'm sure everyone can relate to that.. the implications are endless. I really hope something exists after death, or that the soul exists, that gods are real. How else could we have gotten here? Why does our solar system only have one alive planet? I actually came to realize while doing DXM and cocaine and other drugs not too long ago, that in a way, everything is alive... but I mean alive in the sense of.. people.. bipedal humanoids.. things that move around and do things and have a complex system of language like us. We're always coming up with new ideas. I suppose we're not so different from animals, and honestly not so different from nature either. It depends on how you want to see it. If you want to argue then you'll always be able to. If you want to understand and get along then there's a pretty good chance that you can do that.

Life is something. I wish I could wrap my head around it.

Do you think DXM help heal wounds as well?

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- Tue, 14 Jul 2020 05:28:42 EST cgkI9yws No.372532
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Zozyman - Fri, 17 Jul 2020 21:09:52 EST TI2dmoZW No.372584 Reply
Actually it physically would be harmful to healing, my wounds take longer to heal if I take DXM as HBR salt. Seems clotting isn't as effective, so bleeding is longer and interstitial fluid tends to come nowhere near the wound, at least none seems to seap out.

Whenever I do DXM and have a cut, it takes weeks to heal, where the same kind of cut without DXM heals within a couple days. I'm talking superficial cuts.

Hey bby, why can't we just love one another? you cunt.

DXM and Ketamine

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- Fri, 17 Jul 2020 00:03:57 EST 301/JQNM No.372565
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I finally got around to trying some Ket bumps (50mg) at the peak of a 2nd plateau. I wasn't so into it, honestly. Maybe got a bit of extra euphoria. It certainly felt like my brain was shutting down (kinda obviously). Visuals were not there at all - maybe if I did more. I imagine I would eventually hole if I took more but I just wasn't so into it. However I will probably try LSD+DXM+Ket eventually. It would be cool to hear the music being super-slowed down.

too deep into youtube

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- Tue, 27 Aug 2019 10:15:12 EST Ezw7w5PG No.368072
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careful with the dissos lads. this guy said he smoked a pound of diphenidine in a year. behold, pure dissociated insanity. he countless hours of videos like this. almost no views.
(potentially disturbing)


I figure someone's gotta see this
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Clara Honeyhood - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 22:04:31 EST OszGbVVW No.372531 Reply
He just made a new video 3 days ago. I wanna know how he's supporting himself considering he seems too fried for any occupation and 2 what the condom on his desk is for. How do you become this fucked up
Chollis Ketteridge - Thu, 16 Jul 2020 07:51:38 EST QBNBdPmq No.372558 Reply

He is financially supported by his mother who is seemingly wealthy (they live in a large property with land attached) and if Ryan is to believed, also a meth head.

dxm is very yes

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- Tue, 14 Jul 2020 06:09:43 EST 7xfsiORv No.372534
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I just figured it out guys, I figured out why the fuck im doing this shit, IM SO happy right now i love you all (:

make high grade

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- Thu, 18 Jun 2020 07:17:22 EST cfh2wgYo No.372331
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mxe; please.
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Simon Brarringdale - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 19:28:51 EST ma7wUQRU No.372502 Reply
Where do you get them? Every place I’ve seen that carries pure DXM is some shady Chinese site.
Mr_Shawmeen - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 17:26:43 EST OoMgiDDf No.372526 Reply
That's pretty good but two 450mg robocoughs still only cost like 3 bucks.
Phineas Crublingman - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 21:24:21 EST 9YudRErz No.372529 Reply
Perhaps your perception of these marketplaces is something that could be improved and made to be more accurate.

surprise MXE

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- Tue, 07 Jul 2020 17:51:34 EST +yuq+q/e No.372489
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SUp fags, came across of 80mg of pre-ban MXE (legit), should I boof, sniff, swallow or sublingual?
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Hedda Drankinkune - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 16:52:56 EST d5bIDpYW No.372522 Reply
If you've got something of such limited quantity and rarity, then I would suggest plugging it. Allows you to get the most out of it by better absorption, less waste, and the speed of absorption produces a more intense high.

Subbing would produce the next less waste and yield probably similar intensity to snorting (but significantly less waste), then snorting, and then oral is both the least intense and depending on the bioavailability of the other ROAs, and oral ROA how much first-metabolism it undergoes (if any), etc., oral would easily have the biggest potential for waste on top of needing to take more to get similar effects.
Hedda Drankinkune - Mon, 13 Jul 2020 16:57:04 EST d5bIDpYW No.372523 Reply
Overall, the only ROA that can produce a greater high and similarly little waste to plugging, in general, is shooting up (wouldn't recommend just because though... also can't tell you the differences between IM vs. IV, although I assume IV leads to more intense high and less waste overall). Smoking/vaping/inhalation is the only drug ROA potentially as quick and intense as IV, but there's significantly greater waste. When it comes to MXE, obviously, don't even fuck with it; I'm certain MXE comes in the form of some salt, rather than a freebase, which makes the vaporization temp and burning temp so close together that attempts to vape it would just burn it instead and ruin it (and create toxic chemicals in the process).

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