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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)

BWD Hole in the Bath Edition

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- Fri, 31 Aug 2018 14:04:45 EST roD6/Ss1 No.363328
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Last thread hit bump limit for autosage therefore new BWD.

Cleaned my body and soul today by floating down the river styx from my tub. It's been a good day. Thoroughly recommend but make sure you can't drown yourself when you fall out of the sixth plane of existence and into the dreamlands.

Special K for life but also a moment of silence for my RC dissonaut brothers who can't get dck'd tonight.

bout to rail the last of my stash and grab my library card for the akashic wiki.
Any reply to this thread ending in 0 takes a hole/sigma dose.

POST YA DISS BOYOS
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David Bebberstone - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 02:56:40 EST XGWRXTLw No.363331 Reply
>>363328

Non dissed bump. No dissociatives to take, board is dead on a friday night, RC dissos become more and more scarce, and china is set to ban 2-FDCK in the next few days which means no more production to the closest thing to DCK.

Le sigh....
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Jack Bedgecocke - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 04:17:12 EST 84LyGLnm No.363332 Reply
>>363331
could always get a 2'fer'1 deal with r0b0 coff and have to figure out what to do with all this dumbass dxm lmao
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David Bebberstone - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 04:36:33 EST XGWRXTLw No.363334 Reply
>>363332

I've actually been wanting to try it. I rember the zicam sprays were super convenient when they were still around. Have you ever placed an online order? If so what kind of outside packaging does it come in? Any stealth? I really dont need a box saying "robocough - DXM bottles" on the outside showing up at my door.
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Edward Claygold - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 05:15:57 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363335 Reply
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fucking christ i can't see
drank 450mg DXM a few hrs ago
woooooooooooop
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Jack Bedgecocke - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 12:40:25 EST 84LyGLnm No.363338 Reply
>>363334
it came in a non marked box, the only thing is the shipping label does say "robo cough - dxm pharmaceuticals" but the mail lady didn't even bat an eye when i signed for a 3 lb box of it lmao. they also ship in like 3 days
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William Clumbledock - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 13:01:32 EST N3D2Ovb+ No.363339 Reply
>>363328
I split a 50 pack of whippets with two friends and my fiancée last night. Somehow I actually managed to share. Whoa, what a concept!
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Lillian Crongerstitch - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 13:02:39 EST 8xj15ucZ No.363340 Reply
>>363338
Yeah, pretty much this exact thing here. I didn't even sign myself they just shoved it in my mailbox. All in all I've gone through 60-100 of the little fuckers and no questions asked. It's the cleanest, least nauseating, fastest and hardest hitting DXM product I've ever encountered.
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Edward Claygold - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 13:04:44 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363341 Reply
>>363334
Man I hate to double post but it does show up as Robo Cough, DXM Pharmaceuticals on the packaging.
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Edward Claygold - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 13:06:09 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363342 Reply
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>>363341
shit i didn't refresh the thread from last night
nb
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Hannah Nuddlepat - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 15:36:30 EST dD5RowFp No.363343 Reply
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So close to bumping... ~2500mg of delsym is settling right now
God I love you guys sometimes.
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Emma Billingford - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 19:58:45 EST KMvzAiKI No.363350 Reply
crushed up 600mg worth of softgels in hot water and drank the sludge after numbing my mouth with listerine.
this is gonna be weird
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Thomas Crisslefoot - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 21:29:06 EST 84LyGLnm No.363354 Reply
>>363340
TBH, this robo cough shit has me questioning every other time i've ever taken dxm
i think most ills and follies with trips are the fillers and sugars and extra shit in the syrups, especially fucking around with polistyrex and the like
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Edwin Nanningston - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 21:48:53 EST 8xj15ucZ No.363355 Reply
>>363354
Yeah, it's so far off from the other times I've done it the stuff almost raises questions. My buddy was joking saying it's just rc's or something. Still when I downed two and half in one drink it was still kinda gnarly. The nausea was present but no shits or anything and I still kinda think some of that nausea was just from the blastoff.
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Isabella Sanderson - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 22:23:39 EST XGWRXTLw No.363356 Reply
>>363355

Its sounds like how DXM is supposed to feel and be taken. DXM hbr is gonna be 100% pure no matter the brand but this just shows how much unnecessary shit is in the large robitussin bottles. If you can fit 450mg DXM into a 1.5oz bottle, theres no way 8ozs of robo isnt just a collective mess of sugars, additives, and other shit that has no business being added in. I know they do that to deter abuse, but man do they add so much extra in.
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Barnaby Pickgold - Sat, 01 Sep 2018 23:54:45 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.363357 Reply
Ketamine is one of the only things in this world that makes me feel alive

I love it so much, but I wish it wasn't such a short kiss of bliss
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Isabella Lightstone - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 10:15:04 EST LzLkFWsN No.363361 Reply
>>363356
yea most definitely. its more like i'm surprised by the lack of inconsistency and wildcard atmosphere to downing 450mg in gels and hoping i'm not gonna die lol
whereas i can slow dose/down one/whatever with these, get mildly consistent results and actually formulate my comfort levels w/ the drug
it feels like a proper dissociative for sure now

the biggest thing i've noticed is you don't really slur or anything in upper plats. like talking is still hard af but there's so much less histamine and pre-diabetic coma symptoms and doesn't get as scary. i had one of the most clear higher 3rd plat dissociations last night in a lit room, being able to feel my muscles independently and seeing textures and skin and flesh in vague distorted organic shapes , felt way closer to a hole than i expected. i definitely reccommend making the investment if you can to whoever considers dxm a semi regular thing. delsym/robitussin addittives are likely the biggest danger in the drug and i wouldn't be surprised if we see a change in research in upcoming years, given laws are obviously v lax about DXM as an otc
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George Mirrystock - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 11:52:20 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.363363 Reply
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>>363332
the dis gods have blessed me since I came upon your post I checked the website and saw their 2 for 1 sale ends today. So I went and ordered 8 bottles for the time being. I’m itching to get some 1p-lsd or some AL-LADdin to take the trip to the next level oh well here’s to a week of waiting for the mailman. Gunna be waiting on mail time like blues clues all over again. Awwwwwww yeeeeeee
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John Genderway - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 12:41:20 EST vUCKAOZN No.363364 Reply
>>363343
Left the bottle in someone's car and he disappeared god damn it
nb
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Jarvis Turveybanks - Sun, 02 Sep 2018 23:35:02 EST zt5js63u No.363373 Reply
>>363364
lmao tripping at the trails. no moonlight. no red foxes trotting here
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Jack Greenford - Mon, 03 Sep 2018 04:00:04 EST lmGa8d5v No.363377 Reply
>ran my knife through blades of grass
>howled with the coyotes
here there everywhere
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Lillian Furryfune - Mon, 03 Sep 2018 11:06:10 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363380 Reply
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even just 25mg dph with my 800mg dxm ruined it, i'm sad now. afterglowing hard so i guess bwd
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Caroline Morryfuck - Mon, 03 Sep 2018 11:54:28 EST byjB2ZXA No.363382 Reply
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i'll post my dis alright...


/dis/cord.gg/53asZd7
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Lillian Furryfune - Mon, 03 Sep 2018 12:30:51 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363383 Reply
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>>363380
drank the rest of what was in the robocough bottle from last night, maybe 250mg. yee
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Oliver Fuckingforth - Tue, 04 Sep 2018 14:54:59 EST jQIhlHz2 No.363395 Reply
Coming up on 525mg. I apologize to anyone I have hurt or offended on this board and others throughout the years.
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Shit Sibberwid - Fri, 07 Sep 2018 01:05:17 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363427 Reply
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another 450mg let's go dudes
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Fuck Gashway - Fri, 07 Sep 2018 01:09:03 EST mbfH89Iq No.363429 Reply
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tolerance and withdrawal babbyyyyyyyyyyyy
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Hugh Cronnerman - Fri, 07 Sep 2018 13:28:56 EST 41t7iJGi No.363441 Reply
anybody get dysphoria and and uncomfortable feeling on 3-ho-pcp comedown? I haven't taken in a while because of this, i like my disso comedown a glowing reconnection to the world feeling, not regret and anxiety
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Phineas Widdleherk - Fri, 07 Sep 2018 17:34:54 EST 8FrompP9 No.363444 Reply
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Back at it again with that special K.
How much should I dose lads?
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Basil Snodfoot - Fri, 07 Sep 2018 22:48:37 EST 8PBzsAHx No.363446 Reply
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3-HO-PCP

Have you tried it? Do you enjoy it? It is a respiratory depressant, and overdose can be reversed with opioid antagonist... Maybe the perfect dissociative drug for anyone with WILL POWER. I really like it.
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Alice Seffingwidge - Sat, 08 Sep 2018 00:22:50 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.363447 Reply
bump with ketamine

i fucking love ketamine but i fucking hate how short its effect is

need to get my ass PCPd again lmao
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Jenny Nickleworth - Sat, 08 Sep 2018 07:36:01 EST 8FrompP9 No.363452 Reply
Getting wild bumping K on amphetamines boys.
Wish I could try PCP or 3meow too bad I can't get it shipped here.
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Nell Goodway - Sat, 08 Sep 2018 14:33:53 EST rgvtxgCs No.363456 Reply
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>tfw shitty weather so no skydiving this weekend
Done 600mg dxm so far, still got twice that to go through
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Eugene Pittstone - Sat, 08 Sep 2018 17:06:34 EST fDSBJPM+ No.363460 Reply
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moving,
about to start packing,
also about to hole.
K.
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Esther Geshway - Sun, 09 Sep 2018 04:34:06 EST SbFFCbs+ No.363471 Reply
bumping while coming up on 20mg 3 meo pcp
my absolute favorite drug of all time. thank goodness I have a lifetime supply
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David Brellyfoot - Sun, 09 Sep 2018 05:03:05 EST XGWRXTLw No.363474 Reply
>>363471

Lifetime supply, sounds expensive but awesome. My biggest regret is not dropping a sizable chunk of money and stocking the fuck up on DCK. I was used to being able to buy small amounts whenever I ran out then boom, it disappeared faster than MXE.

I'm buying some 2-FDCK and giving that a try. If its anything like DCK I'm buying an ounce before that gets banned too or disappears like so many good dissos before it.
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Barnaby Pombleham - Sun, 09 Sep 2018 05:23:04 EST zrLv/ede No.363475 Reply
>>363474
Just wanted to let you know 2F-DCK has been banned in China recently so prepare for it to dry up. There is still a European lab that makes it if I remember correctly.

nb cos no dissoing, Would like to try holeing sometime in the future tho.
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David Brellyfoot - Sun, 09 Sep 2018 06:02:10 EST XGWRXTLw No.363476 Reply
>>363475

From what I read on circlejerk DCK was banned but 2-FDCK was spared for the time being. I am buying from a EU source though. Either way if what I receive is any good im stocking up ASAP before it's too late.
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Barnaby Sannerhine - Sun, 09 Sep 2018 16:21:32 EST VCsBhLs6 No.363480 Reply
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>>363328

Here dosing, posting most bumply. Briefly going to dump a small scribble on a page from the back of the inside. Sunday night screeching might not rest, it's in my mind. There's a tidal wave coming, but I won't even try to swim.

Sometimes they come SWIMming and I laugh where they lie. The government is gonna get you, kiddies. Just treat us right before we all die.

So slow in this piece. Where do all the /dis/heads lie? Awaiting, my waiting, stomach churning, syrup abating. Bring me down with you, friend. Bring my friend down with me. I wonder often when. Someone tell me join me, these dreams can't all be dead. I might figure it out for myself, but still post in this thread.
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Caroline Shittingfuck - Tue, 11 Sep 2018 19:45:52 EST 9zAnB4/A No.363514 Reply
posted in the wrong thread lmao
Just got home from work where I dissociated naturally just from how boring it was
Now I just chugged 350mg of dxm about an hour ago and waiting to feel that sweet sweet release
we're all gonna make it
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Emma Fancocke - Tue, 11 Sep 2018 20:15:33 EST GP9/I5p5 No.363516 Reply
>>363471

lifetime supply of 3meo? that would take a few kilograms at least.
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Oliver Memmerdale - Wed, 12 Sep 2018 00:43:09 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.363518 Reply
>>363328
5oz Delsym and a box of Cs.
Goodbye and thanks for all the roses.
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David Bizzlewod - Wed, 12 Sep 2018 02:47:23 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363519 Reply
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900mg DXM boyos
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Barnaby Bogglefane - Wed, 12 Sep 2018 09:59:29 EST DCzwx0PZ No.363525 Reply
does dxm make you gay?
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Thomas Femmlesire - Wed, 12 Sep 2018 10:02:08 EST V4CNXYH/ No.363526 Reply
>>363525
the evidence presented on this board seems to indicate that the answer is yes
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David Clayham - Wed, 12 Sep 2018 19:33:03 EST 8FrompP9 No.363540 Reply
>>363530
too bad for you I guess
no bump b/c no dis in stock tonight
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Ebenezer Bellysteck - Thu, 13 Sep 2018 01:05:15 EST N3D2Ovb+ No.363558 Reply
>>363328
50 whippets. I have finally come to the conclusion that the Whip-It brand makes the best chargers in the game. There is no competition as long as someone doesn't send/buy counterfeit chargers, which has happened to me once.
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Frederick Pittlock - Thu, 13 Sep 2018 12:07:13 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363563 Reply
>>363540
Oh, i'm that anon, I finally am less retarded now. I was on a sigma afterglow when I posted that. nb? I don't know. Still kind of dissed.
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Alice Huddlefuck - Thu, 13 Sep 2018 15:59:36 EST bqStRUSj No.363569 Reply
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>>363328

This is the place where my soul comes to rest, make body and mind triumvirate. Dis-pleasure isn't about the up or the down, drowning out the mold and becoming just a little bit less. I wear this floppy flesh like a tool for my eyes, bringing god closer to me, or myself inside it.

Don't quit, don't quit, no desire, be fitting. Fit into your place, but don't disgrace the elders in all of their failings. We're ancestral to destruction. I breathe in the flame as it corrodes my metal body. Naughty boys die, and this web entrenches me into eternity where I can't find my smile.

It's too real when I commune with god. I don't even try.
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John Dammersutch - Thu, 13 Sep 2018 23:03:29 EST LxaWxUS3 No.363573 Reply
>>363328

Bumpin' on 550mg DXM HBr. My last trip was fucking amazing, here's to hoping I get more of the same!
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Hugh Shakeway - Thu, 13 Sep 2018 23:31:07 EST uts7PLQs No.363575 Reply
afterglowin still and streaming more lain if anyones interested rabb it /wh0relock
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Hedda Herryridge - Sat, 15 Sep 2018 07:11:16 EST Ic0+Oim6 No.363611 Reply
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so i'm multiplying the dxm that's already metabolized, taking 30mg every 6 hours. so far i'm early second plat. hell yes.
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Frederick Fusslelock - Sat, 15 Sep 2018 20:45:42 EST N3D2Ovb+ No.363619 Reply
>>363328
30mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 10mg zaleplon, and 325 whip-its in the last 24 hours.
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Nathaniel Sevingstone - Sat, 15 Sep 2018 21:46:57 EST 8UFMSxWx No.363621 Reply
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AINT THIS THE LIFE
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David Gurringshit - Sun, 16 Sep 2018 00:04:57 EST wkmYZ5L9 No.363627 Reply
>>363328
Dxm down the hatch for the first time in nearly 2 years. Shooting for about 200-250mgs to get my toes wet.
NB for now but Imma be back guys.
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David Gurringshit - Sun, 16 Sep 2018 02:12:30 EST wkmYZ5L9 No.363631 Reply
>>363627
Bump mother fluffer!
I chickened out at 210mgs, but I'm having a fucking fantastic time. I smoked some resin because I'm broke as fuck and now I'm sippin on a Coors.
SLAYER TO ALL!
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Shitting Fammlestod - Sun, 16 Sep 2018 11:55:59 EST 9SAMohzJ No.363641 Reply
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Visiri Karmel !!!
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Shitting Fammlestod - Sun, 16 Sep 2018 16:51:44 EST 9SAMohzJ No.363645 Reply
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>>363644

i made it to /dis/rael

its weird here but im teaching english to kids for 10 muntfhs

everything is chaotic btu i dont want them to hate school like i did
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Basil Cuttingmudge - Sun, 16 Sep 2018 17:44:38 EST jiGlEoqe No.363647 Reply
Holy shit kittyflipping is incredible
I can't believe I didn't try this before it's so wild and heavenly and beautiful
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Esther Snoddale - Mon, 17 Sep 2018 13:55:12 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.363652 Reply
>>363647
Kitty flipping? Guessing that’s ketamine and lsd? I never tried it with key but I had many amazing experiences with 3-meows and al-lad as well as mxe and 1p-lsd. That shit was literally the cats meow taking it to the next level.
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Fanny Drumblehet - Mon, 17 Sep 2018 15:39:43 EST jiGlEoqe No.363653 Reply
>>363652
K + MDMA
Ket and LSD is sort of lame, one overpowers the other and coming out of a hole into a psychedelic headspace is really weird and disorientating and it's hard to tell what's going on.
With K + MDMA everything is super euphoric and bright and awesome and the soft, synthetic, dark or beautiful CEVs of MDMA blend really well with the sort of clear, natural internal visuals, tracers and wet painting feeling of K. It's super heavenly, I just wish I hadn't blown all my K before the comedown. And that I had some weed on hand.
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John Nickledale - Mon, 17 Sep 2018 20:18:41 EST 0m+JCURb No.363658 Reply
>>363328

Just downed 450mg in the form of Robocough. I never thought I'd see a day where I can ingest this much DXM this easily without extracting it or buying powder.

Also I love that 12 packs come in a display box like 5 Hour Energy. I want to meet the people who came up with this product and shake their hand over a couple bottles. Bravo, whoever you are, bravo.
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John Gaffingsture - Fri, 21 Sep 2018 20:11:39 EST 4o8Adxbo No.363715 Reply
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Did a whole bottle of Poli (888mg) an hour ago. Is it just me or does it take longer to kick in the more DXM you ingest?
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John Gaffingsture - Fri, 21 Sep 2018 22:39:06 EST 4o8Adxbo No.363718 Reply
>>363715
>>363716

Something went wrong, I'm 3 hours in and I feel a mild 2nd plateau. I've been sober for months and this dose used to blast me into space.
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Sophie Hiddleworth - Sat, 22 Sep 2018 13:29:59 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.363725 Reply
>>363718
Nothing went wrong your probably not getting as high as you used too because the experience isn't novel anymore. Your in the same house, same room, doing the same shit you've done for the past 100 trips. I wouldn't exactly say the magic is gone but it's partially due to nothing novel occurring and partially cus of poly. You shoulda added some hbr to the mix if you wanted to delve deeper.
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Phyllis Crommermotch - Sat, 22 Sep 2018 14:55:56 EST jQIhlHz2 No.363727 Reply
>>363718
It takes me four hours to come up on poli
It can be pretty variable
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Betsy Pocklock - Sat, 22 Sep 2018 21:07:07 EST 77Rb3MsS No.363734 Reply
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>>363715

Poli takes like 3 hours to kick in for me. It's a time released formula and it just takes longer for the body to break down the polistirex chain and absorb enough for their to be enough in the blood stream to cause dissociation. NB cause not dissociated yet but soon my brethren, planning a 650mg trip tonight.
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Beatrice Billinghall - Sun, 23 Sep 2018 03:41:45 EST KPx6NtmO No.363740 Reply
>>363739

youtube.com/watch?v=Yq2jJLswL8I
jammin

this is +0:00 for me just finished muh drank will report back
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Beatrice Billinghall - Sun, 23 Sep 2018 05:53:05 EST KPx6NtmO No.363742 Reply
>>363741

Alright +2:10

had my first ever ego death.
im sorry ive been such a nad
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Beatrice Billinghall - Sun, 23 Sep 2018 06:39:18 EST KPx6NtmO No.363744 Reply
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>>363743

+2:48

The biggest revalation of this trip is that youtube.com/watch?v=L_jWHffIx5E is chill as fuck and not cringey like I used to think.

Also if you are a milllenial reading this, go out and buy 2 Red/White to standard AUX cables and a double pronged uh adapter thingy instead of the standard double headed cable.
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Eugene Pavingchick - Tue, 25 Sep 2018 00:55:47 EST I8CHt/7B No.363766 Reply
Haven't done DXM In a while, actually haven't done it since I've had a good acid connect. But I moved recently and said fuck it, it's been a while. This time feels different though. Like I don't normally get more empathetic on DXM but I feel like I do understand some people in my life a bit better now. Weird.
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Molly Pirringchidging - Wed, 26 Sep 2018 21:13:47 EST KPx6NtmO No.363789 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Polly Greencocke - Fri, 28 Sep 2018 19:43:32 EST uTC1IJkn No.363807 Reply
wow robocough kicks in slower than syrup but faster than poli for me. coming up, feels better too. this is breaking my longest t-break (7weeks) since about 3 years ago. used to dex every week. first time trying this zicam throwback. SLAYER
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Martha Naggledale - Fri, 28 Sep 2018 23:22:19 EST jQIhlHz2 No.363811 Reply
PSA: Fiend is a whore
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Martha Naggledale - Fri, 28 Sep 2018 23:26:50 EST jQIhlHz2 No.363812 Reply
>>363811
And a bitch, too. So are his friends. Nb lol.

Come talk to me. But you won't, because you think your behavior is humorous.
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Polly Gadgefod - Tue, 02 Oct 2018 02:27:20 EST XCJyh2Vy No.363859 Reply
>>363789
is this the life force triangle?

i would love to bwd but it never occurs to me to go on 420chan while on k, which i've been doing a lot. today i had ketamine, n2o, dabs + klonopin. nb
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Lillian Murddock - Tue, 02 Oct 2018 07:31:04 EST s3YU9T/1 No.363861 Reply
How are your guys' hearts and cardiac systems doing after all this DXM abuse? Especially if you like to do DXM+DPH.
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Doris Brirringdock - Thu, 04 Oct 2018 00:30:04 EST N3D2Ovb+ No.363883 Reply
>>363328
45mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, a beer, and 50 nitrous cartridges last night.
Doing nitrous isn’t much fun anymore and I’ve spent over $1,500 on that shit in bulk over the last two months. I need to get some K and stop putting it off. Ughhh.
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Shit Grimhood - Thu, 04 Oct 2018 18:52:09 EST Hv5tDeEr No.363890 Reply
>>363861

Does dxm fuck that shit up? This is news to me. I've dexxed like a god for years and my heart is strong as an ox. I exercise regularly, weightlifting and jogging for cardio and I'm in the best shape of my life at six months from 30 years old.
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Clara Nickleway - Thu, 04 Oct 2018 21:48:28 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.363891 Reply
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>>363861
Dxm does no harm to the Dex Gods heart. You must be delusional and uninformed if you beleive a little or even a ton of dxm/dis abuse causes these types of issues. Show me the studies proving such claims and then I’ll humor your thoughts until then your just another fear mongerer that screams BRAIN DAMAGE ! HEART DAMAGE! The lunatic isn’t in my head and love is all you won’t need.

https://youtu.be/pnExahMPPFI
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Nigel Wallychun - Thu, 04 Oct 2018 22:13:29 EST KPx6NtmO No.363894 Reply
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Heart damage whatever

Iodine supplementation actually useful

Not that salt shit go buy a whole fooda brand one with kelp

Carbonated beverages are ace

Windows xp is ace

Chinese cigarettes are ace

Nyquil helps kick the bad outta dph if I why

Dont smoke but if you do remember to drink a lot a lot of green tea your chromosomes are being bent outta shape

That's all. Fold money, fuck bitches, live, laugh, love.

Oh yeah, I know f gets a bad rap with the f word and f as a grade but have you ever stopped and considered that the cure to most of your neurosis is simply one f: forgiveness.
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Doris Bupperdit - Thu, 04 Oct 2018 23:16:39 EST 41t7iJGi No.363895 Reply
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I'm on that robocough, I miss my DCK
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Edwin Duckgold - Fri, 05 Oct 2018 10:26:48 EST g00XHAiG No.363896 Reply
>>363890
>>363891
DXM raises your blood pressure dramastically. It's only temporary but constant abuse can't be healthy.
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Charlotte Poblingnit - Fri, 05 Oct 2018 18:04:23 EST XGWRXTLw No.363899 Reply
YESSSSSSSS MY 2-FDCK finallyyyy arrived!
Iordered a freakin month ago, still haven't gotten that package, probably got seized. I placed a new order with insurance and it arrived in one week.

I haven't gotten to do any dissos in almost 6 months. I'm so excited right now AND its friday. Just did an allergy test. After im good to go I plan on being dissociated for the next 12 hours at least. I love ya /dis/!
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Charlotte Poblingnit - Fri, 05 Oct 2018 18:06:35 EST XGWRXTLw No.363900 Reply
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Meant to attach the pic. White as snow with tiny crystals!
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Charlotte Poblingnit - Fri, 05 Oct 2018 18:34:28 EST XGWRXTLw No.363901 Reply
>>363900

Also, does anyone know the best method for dosing 2-FDCK? I was thinking nasally but does oral have a better bioavailability? I don't want to plug, IV or IM.
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Molly Paggledock - Sat, 06 Oct 2018 02:15:18 EST XGWRXTLw No.363914 Reply
>>363911

Gotta pass on that route man. After a few hours of multiple doses of 2-FDCK I am missing the warmth that regula DCK provided, but this is pretty great. Very clean dissociative. I've read people saying this is close to ketamine which I've never tried so if it's similar K must be great. Fuck im happy to be dissed again. A lot has happened since the last time I took dissociatives and this is bringing me back to a warm place I almost forgot the feeling of.
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Edward Movinghood - Sat, 06 Oct 2018 03:08:28 EST t+m8PlEv No.363915 Reply
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had a vial filled with ~220mg ket. i'm slowly going through it now. wanted to bump before I lie down. i also had an edible, 0.5mg clonazepam and 200mg carbamazepine.
yay i did it bwd
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Cornelius Nettingbutch - Sun, 07 Oct 2018 17:59:25 EST zpkcSZ4j No.363927 Reply
>>363334
I got a bubble mailer with a teeeeeny little sticker that said robocough on it. I actually forgot what the fuck it was when it came in the mail until i felt the two beautiful 450mg lumps of god nectar from outside of the mailer.
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Hamilton Clennerstone - Wed, 10 Oct 2018 23:19:47 EST 0yn3S1OU No.363979 Reply
fellas...

what the fuck is up
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Charlotte Dinningwudge - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 05:01:56 EST uvBTMyz7 No.363980 Reply
We're doing pretty well over here. DXM for the first time in a long while. The body's a little sick though
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Frederick Benningfet - Thu, 11 Oct 2018 22:27:29 EST RbOwN/w0 No.363988 Reply
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Drank about 250 dollar store dxm with gauf
Were going full kerflap tonight
I have two bottles left
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Ian Chaggleway - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 00:33:40 EST Hc5ldFh/ No.363990 Reply
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Preemptive bump because 350mgs of dxm will make me forget.
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Ebenezer Mummletore - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 08:13:22 EST oLslqd0z No.363993 Reply
>>363328
So the other night I took 500-750mg of ketamine in a glass of water along with about 2mg Clonazepam, 2mg Alprazolam and probably some Lyrica. Ask me anything, I'll tell you nothing, because I don't remember shit.
Not a suicide attempt,, very meffed up and paranoid.
Did hole, remember almost none of it what I do was crazy.
Preemptive bump for some definitely more moderate ketamine consumption tonight.
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Ebenezer Mummletore - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 08:26:10 EST oLslqd0z No.363994 Reply
>>363993
And Suboxone, pretty sure smoking Suboxone was involved at some stage, that usually goes hand in hand with sound decision making.
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Matilda Cimmlebury - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 17:20:22 EST Hv5tDeEr No.363995 Reply
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>>363328

Hellloooooo beautiful dayyyyyyy!!!

Today is a day. What a WONDERFUL day! It is a day like any other. None too special, nothing a blunder. it's just me in my head, with my feet that I tread. To wonder far and near, to see the clouds and deer. I wish this was bliss but my life just won't fit with these things that I feel that these thoughts just won't quit. How EXQUISITE!
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Shitting Chuffingdock - Sat, 13 Oct 2018 02:39:16 EST XGWRXTLw No.363996 Reply
I went through 5 grams of 2FDCK in 7 days. It was amazing to enjoy but the dose and price is too high for repeated use. I enjoyed the fuck out of this week either way though. The experience was more of a vacation I'll take the experience with me from then a repeated stay.

BWD on a good bit of the last of my 2-FDCK.
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Jack Gemmerlock - Mon, 15 Oct 2018 18:18:45 EST Tw8O+9JO No.364017 Reply
>>363823
Yeah, you're right. I'm the only one who's still holding onto this stupid bullshit.
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Cedric Hankinwill - Sun, 21 Oct 2018 04:07:01 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364115 Reply
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the title of this thread scares me.
i have taken ~260mg ketamine total tonight.
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Beatrice Goodman - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 16:18:12 EST xT7h2KJQ No.364131 Reply
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OC for the Kommunity :-)
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Beatrice Goodman - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 16:48:34 EST xT7h2KJQ No.364133 Reply
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Perfect mg count of Robo to combine with weed for a dreamy feeling? I want to be just dissed enough to feel euphoric with the combined high, but I'm also tryna be able to see and walk.
I wish I had K to do small bumps and work up that way, but shit happens
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Cedric Dettingshaw - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 18:15:05 EST HZ6rVHEy No.364134 Reply
>BWD Hole in the Bath Edition
>Cleaned my body and soul today by floating down the river styx from my tub. It's been a good day. Thoroughly recommend but make sure you can't drown yourself when you fall out of the sixth plane of existence and into the dreamlands.
Extremely dangerous.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/D._M._Turner
>D.M. Turner (born Joseph Vivian; 5 October 1962 – 31 December 1996) was an author, psychedelic researcher and psychonaut who wrote two books on psychoactive drugs and entheogens. His first book, The Essential Psychedelic Guide, showcased his views on the subjective effects of various psychoactive and hallucinogenic substances. His second book, Salvinorin, addressed the effects of Salvia divinorum.
>Turner died after injecting an unknown quantity of ketamine while in a bathtub, drowning while presumably incapacitated by the effects of the drug.
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Hannah Semmlewire - Mon, 22 Oct 2018 23:11:49 EST 7uVdNXwc No.364138 Reply
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BWD Ive got 900mg kicking in right now (everything looks fuzzy) and have 450mg on-hand to extend the trip. And awaaaaay I go in the name of science!
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Molly Breshbotch - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 06:11:32 EST Fe2bbqPy No.364154 Reply
>>364134
you have to use a sensory deprivation tank with a breathing apparatus. Bathtubs are pretty dangerous. I've had some solid experiences just floating in pools late at night focusing ONLY on breathing. Can't go fully down the rabbit hole when you could drown...but you do get a nice zen.
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Hedda Fimmerkudge - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 16:17:55 EST jiGlEoqe No.364160 Reply
>>364134
OP here, idk what kind of bathtubs you guys have but I physically could not drown in mine with the height I fill the water to and position I lay in.
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Hugh Drangerhidge - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 18:07:28 EST Tw8O+9JO No.364161 Reply
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You're so weak and feminine. But, wasn't that actually a part of you all along?
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Albert Singerwit - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 18:10:06 EST 97OJAXu2 No.364162 Reply
>>364154
i've holed in a tank before, there's really no danger at all. a breathing apparatus would be unnecessary and also suck ass imo. at least when we're talking about K or similar dissociatives. i can't speak to other types of drugs.

probably the most "safe" i've ever felt in my life haha, it's incredible
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George Blundlebanks - Wed, 24 Oct 2018 22:22:00 EST a1INye92 No.364164 Reply
>>364161
Tell me about your weak and feminine side, do you hate it?
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Eugene Blibblechidge - Fri, 26 Oct 2018 00:29:14 EST Fe2bbqPy No.364174 Reply
>>364162
It's enough on it's own "almost" ;)

Would like to try a tank with oxygen n20 mix someday.
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Eugene Crerringfield - Fri, 26 Oct 2018 17:30:03 EST q7LkbHZC No.364177 Reply
>>364175
you're in the wrong place if you're trying to avoid the gay's gaze
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Matilda Drazzleson - Fri, 26 Oct 2018 21:37:45 EST Hv5tDeEr No.364182 Reply
>>364177

The gayze? Patrick gayze? The phaze molestorazor? The daisie daze, laissez faire brazen craze from a travesty's made and maker mindly flames for chicken tiddles and tendy fits for lesser boys without mommy mitts
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Edwin Hobbleforth - Sat, 27 Oct 2018 02:17:18 EST DqG5ZWZg No.364187 Reply
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>>364186
no! i must express my perverted sexual urges to EVERYONE! DONT YOU KNOW MY IDENTITY REVOLVES SOLELY AROUND MY SEXUALITY?!?!

YOU'RE ALL CRAZY ALT-RIGHT NAZIS XDDDD
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Molly Menderstire - Sat, 27 Oct 2018 09:26:40 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364196 Reply
>>364187
Glad to see theres still some crazy ass people posting random shit here.
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Barnaby Darryched - Sat, 27 Oct 2018 23:48:24 EST Tw8O+9JO No.364206 Reply
>>364186
I feel you but not for the reasons that you want me to, so I can't apologize as much as I wish I could. nb
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Augustus Forringhad - Sat, 27 Oct 2018 23:54:18 EST 2WyfyHmv No.364207 Reply
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On the brink of falling into a hole. Haven’t done this in years. Hope this is weird. I know it will be
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Reuben Hublingfatch - Sun, 28 Oct 2018 01:30:52 EST TlgL61d8 No.364209 Reply
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>>364206
and of course, i dont mean it the way you think i do, we're both human
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Barnaby Darryched - Sun, 28 Oct 2018 02:26:22 EST Tw8O+9JO No.364211 Reply
>>364209
Whatever bro, you don't seem entirely respectful yourself either.
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Reuben Hublingfatch - Sun, 28 Oct 2018 02:58:59 EST TlgL61d8 No.364214 Reply
>>364211
its the internet cuh, i can do and say whatever i want here quit being so sensitive

if thay doesnt sink in, who i am online is not who i am in real life
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Doris Bonkinville - Sun, 28 Oct 2018 22:15:53 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364226 Reply
ketamine and lots of chemistry work to do lol

dissociatives add a very interesting perspective to chemistry
i am the molecules
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Shitting Blummerkere - Mon, 29 Oct 2018 02:57:45 EST NnaI/iBu No.364229 Reply
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Little bit of Alcohol and a lot of DXM

Not a good combo. Feels nauseating
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Simon Pittman - Mon, 29 Oct 2018 04:44:17 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364230 Reply
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vaporized wax and then measured ~260mg ketamine 2 hours ago. just finished sniffing it
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George Bengerfuck - Mon, 29 Oct 2018 06:27:58 EST Z7urRp8r No.364232 Reply
My friends know I like to dex and recently one of my friends went to the dollar store and while he was there he bought me some dxm. Currently tripping on 675mg of said divine gift I have been blessed with. He didn't even ask me to pay him, he just threw a bag full of dxm into my lap the other day and said he thought of me while he was shopping. It seems the dxm gods do love their children after all
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Edward Siffingkun - Mon, 29 Oct 2018 23:48:59 EST zQm7yp1z No.364243 Reply
540 mg of dxm tonight for a nice solid 2nd plat trip
Feeling pretty merry right now and
almost fucked up with all those gelcaps, I hate the way they sit in your upper stomach
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Eugene Murdshaw - Wed, 31 Oct 2018 04:50:04 EST s3YU9T/1 No.364256 Reply
Gonna do 900mg for Halloween.
I would add some DPH to the mix but I swear that DPH stops my heart.
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Esther Pinninghall - Wed, 31 Oct 2018 20:05:36 EST NnaI/iBu No.364271 Reply
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>>364229
>>364231

Same potster here a few days later. Holy shit was I wrong. The key was darkness. I can't believe the patterns and hypnotic hallucinations I had. I thought it was just like being really fucked up on alcohol, but that wasn't the case at all. I felt light, had more coordination that alcohol, and could barely make sense with the words I spoke to myself.

It was like a kaleidoscope in the dark when the lights were shut off completely. I had revelations and met 'spirits' of the dead, speaking with them for what felt like hours at a time. It was like triangles and squares colliding of red and blue, brown and green in that darkness that told stories and ancient secrets that were unknown to me before. I am a changed man and will respect this holy drug from now on.
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Doris Segglewater - Mon, 05 Nov 2018 01:15:51 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364312 Reply
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>>364251
half a weed cookie, some wax, 0.5mg clonazepam and ~160mg ketamine. listening to sweet trip; i'm going to go to bed in a bit
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Jack Fanforth - Mon, 05 Nov 2018 11:50:36 EST Bq6RX2Mg No.364314 Reply
>>364229
I have learned it's usually a good trip til you start tripping or lay down. Drink water don't play with any machinery lol
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Oliver Duckshit - Wed, 07 Nov 2018 01:19:49 EST 41t7iJGi No.364330 Reply
>>364312
Good music choice. I found VDC on 3meo-pcp one night and it became one of my favs. Probably listen to it when I have 2f-dck again
Nb
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Hedda Cleddleway - Wed, 07 Nov 2018 19:36:55 EST WXXXMbC1 No.364337 Reply
I took about 500mg of HBr in the form of Dollar Tree gels like 3 hrs ago and NOTHING has happened.. Shit usually puts me at a high 2nd/low 3rd plat. Wtf
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Clara Bardwater - Fri, 09 Nov 2018 20:31:24 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364377 Reply
i had pre measured ~220mg k, and i'm slowly going through that.
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Archie Clillershaw - Sat, 10 Nov 2018 00:00:03 EST +pAkANwO No.364380 Reply
eyeball'd 300mg of dxm from some form44
its friday night
lets do it aaaaaaaaa
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Caroline Clondlesick - Sat, 10 Nov 2018 00:22:28 EST h/qzqIGV No.364381 Reply
Man next time I get K, Im going to go into a float tank and see what it does. Talk to ECCO.
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Ebenezer Worthingcocke - Sun, 11 Nov 2018 17:48:28 EST vZNISnCQ No.364411 Reply
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hey boys I've been out of the dis game for a while. I had a DXM streak about 4 years ago where I was going 3rd plateau every week. Loved chilling in my bed getting my own persoanl music video (CEVs) and getting immersed in video games. What RC disso out now captures that? Went through some 3-Meo-PCP but did not like the manic feeling. Would love to get some MXE or Ket but too pricey. Maybe DCK or something else?
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Ebenezer Fendlecocke - Sun, 11 Nov 2018 20:14:25 EST Tw8O+9JO No.364414 Reply
>>364381
ECCO is an externalization of the self
You create your own coincidences, brother
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Emma Turveylock - Mon, 12 Nov 2018 01:45:05 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364421 Reply
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>sniffed ~200mg k, dabbed and vaporized wax, took 1mg clonazepam.

somehow i can still stand up, so i have another 150mg in lines. going through that

bwd
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Nigel Dingerlat - Mon, 12 Nov 2018 21:24:13 EST El2PEU89 No.364429 Reply
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Finally have internet two months after moving in.
Got four boxes of dollar tree gels, really only looking for anything but some euphoria and CEVs.
Going back to work tomorrow but that shouldn't be an issue, even though it's cold as fuck.
We got the first real snow of the year today so obviously what else, I got some dxm.
Not looking forward to tomorrow's shits, this stuff has really done a number on me.
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Walter Guffinghure - Sat, 17 Nov 2018 15:02:03 EST uTC1IJkn No.364478 Reply
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i found a new bottle to try. it is very hard to chug, but maybe i was used to the other taste.
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Fuck Sebberware - Sat, 17 Nov 2018 19:16:30 EST rgvtxgCs No.364479 Reply
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Got well over 1 gram of HBR, mix of syrup and gels
Already dosed and coming up on 300mg of the gels, gonna slow dose this bitch throughout the night
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Reuben Didgespear - Sat, 17 Nov 2018 20:13:18 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364480 Reply
that feel when addicted to ketamine
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Reuben Didgespear - Sun, 18 Nov 2018 18:20:20 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364495 Reply
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>>364483

mainly nasal but I've experimented with IM and IV. I also like sublingual.
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Thomas Nabbledure - Sun, 18 Nov 2018 20:29:47 EST Kv+JLbka No.364497 Reply
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bump, havent dex'd since i was a teenager...drank a bottle of robocough and woo! i forgot that this shit can feel like acid molly and ketamine all rolled into one if you're sitting in a dark room listening to music...im wrecked atm, totally in the dex zone
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Nell Wibblehall - Sun, 18 Nov 2018 22:05:15 EST 8UQHPxeo No.364499 Reply
>>364495
I like sublingual but it seems to make me literally foam at the mouth.
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Nell Cudgekidge - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 20:44:11 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364525 Reply
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got dxm with guaf shit again because its cheapest and already bought all the gels in stock again... last time i puked and it was one of those uncomfortable almost painful pukes but then after that i could dose more without anymore nausea... NB cause I only took 80mg so far but I'm gonna play Okami throughout the night the bright colors should be perfect for the trip.
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Esther Nullytin - Tue, 20 Nov 2018 23:43:06 EST XuMIgdV5 No.364528 Reply
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>>364525
Fucking guaf...

Makes you go, "GHWAFFFFFFF", from both your mouth and asshole.
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Nell Cudgekidge - Wed, 21 Nov 2018 01:15:29 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364530 Reply
>>364528
im dosing slow enough so that its not actually bothering me
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Nell Cudgekidge - Wed, 21 Nov 2018 03:59:12 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364532 Reply
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i just did the part in okami where you gotta head smash the moles on dxm and that was almost infuriating... im not even sticking to any sort of schedule just dosing between 60 to 120mg every 5 mins to an hour really just whatever feels right....

I wish I could just leave my body behind
I wish I could just leave this body behind
I wish I could just astral travel through the universe eternally
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Hannah Derryhall - Wed, 21 Nov 2018 19:30:43 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364542 Reply
dexxing again tonight gonna dose about 900mg poli (two small ones though not one large one) and like 500mg HBR
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Polly Wosslebanks - Sun, 25 Nov 2018 19:44:19 EST uTC1IJkn No.364583 Reply
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is the discord the best alt for the dead tc/godlovesdxm?

>>364542 if it wasnt two nights in a row, that seems perfect. have fun. last time i did poli+hbr, it was a nightmare.

>>364532
im not using a schedule either. i just want a certain amount in before a certain time. 450mg tonight unless i get more.

>>364530
lol i think that too. but then i try to walk and end up falling while standing.
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Simon Honeybury - Sun, 25 Nov 2018 20:05:56 EST 0Z2pV4Y/ No.364584 Reply
>>364542
What would happen if someone with no tolerance took a dose like that?
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Basil Sallergold - Mon, 26 Nov 2018 04:54:11 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364587 Reply
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300mg of ket lined up, 3 out of 4 lines done. all after a big dab and some clonazepam. i'm only doing ket once every two weeks now. my room feels like another world. perfect.
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Matilda Crallyhall - Mon, 26 Nov 2018 13:43:05 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364591 Reply
>>364532
>>364542
Both of these posts were me btw.

>>364584
well if you could manage not to puke most of it up then... You would probably be virtually blind for a while (not like your whole vision goes black blind but like such bad double vision and phlanging that you couldnt see shit.) An intense feeling of falling through the earth and flying through space all at the same time. You probably wouldn't be able to form a sentence or walk around very well but you probably wouldn't want to and instead just lay back and fly through the void to your favorite music (if you can manage to operate anything well enough to actually play music.)

Honestly now that I don't really have any of the magic left I dose really slow that I just remain in a sort of wavey and somewhat lucid state of dissociation... It would be a hell of a lot more fun if I did have a low tolerance.

If you're willing you would just have to try it for yourself but my biggest problem with taking high doses like over 900mg when I had the magic was actually keeping it down. It took me a while to gain an iron stomach resistance to dxm...

nb cause not dexxing tonight
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Nicholas Sishfuck - Mon, 26 Nov 2018 16:55:32 EST mYsujFsU No.364597 Reply
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Snortring some 3-meo-pce
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John Buzzwell - Tue, 27 Nov 2018 19:49:46 EST TgEVA2Ny No.364611 Reply
>>363328
found a bit o' K in me pocket so I'm a wee bit /dis/.
Just feels a bit pointless when remembering the late greats though - MXE, DCK, O-PCE.. :'(
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Jarvis Ballyson - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 06:39:46 EST uTC1IJkn No.364612 Reply
>>364584
450+450poli+500hbr+no tolerance would black me out at my low weight, even with tolerance. if it was in public, you'd be noticeably spaced. if it was at home, it'd be chill but make sure theres enough free time. mixing poli+hbr feels great, but the combo tends to wombo me into black out zone. nb cus the usual wedxmday moved to the weekend.

>>364591
this is great too. I forgot about being blind while still seeing. at that dose, you could probably see better through your closed eye lids. if its just double vision, then pirate eye it.
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Charlotte Nettingson - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 08:31:18 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364613 Reply
>>364612
I'm lucky that I've never blacked out on DXM before so I didn't think to caution that as a possibility with over 1000mg doses... I can even remember and cherish a lot of memories from trips over 10 years ago. I tend to blackout on alcohol rather easily so I think my mind just does well with dxm.

nb for now but I'm probably going to dex today...
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Eugene Fuckingshaw - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 16:13:12 EST 8xj15ucZ No.364614 Reply
>>364591
Dude I've dosed 1400mg on no tolerance while drinking grapefruit juice all day lessing up to it. Washed down 50 or 10mg of DPH with grapefruit juice and chases 4 bottles of God damn syrup with it too. I didn't puke but I'd had experience fighting ayahuasca nausea as well as high dose mushie nausea. I'd put that dose on par with 10g's or more of mushrooms and 20+ grams of m. hostilis. It's kind of like you described but decidedly more visual. Also music is less important than you'd think but it helps the come up. Then again I'm quite heavy and 6 foot tall. Still the potentiation made it a ludicrous experience.
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Molly Gummledick - Wed, 28 Nov 2018 20:58:52 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364616 Reply
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>>364614
The only way i can ever keep upwards of 1000mg doses down is if i slow dose but i prefer it that way now a days. I mean dph does help a ton and can actually prevent you from being able to puke at all sometimes but i hate even taking 50mg im really sensitive to dph and dont like the vibe it adds to the trip even at low doses. shrooms highest dose ive done is 10g lemon tekked. I'm jelly though ive never done ayahuasca but i plan to when the opportunity arises.
I wouldnt really compares dxm to shrooms but i have done a dxm and shrooms combo and that was angelic, literally thought i was in heaven and my mom and sister were angels in disguise i just hadnt realized until then.
I just wouldnt compare them though because shrooms for me makes my vision more acute and defined, like i can see more clearly the detail of everything all while fractal visuals are going on. Dxm enhances the absence of things, the less light there is the more you see. Shrooms does that too but with both the light and darkness. But the big difference is shrooms improve my vision while dxm makes my vision worse in some aspects.
You know when i had a low tolerance i would find music less interesting on higher doses, like theres this sweet spot with dxm if you're looking for music enhancement, but music is usually and almost always has been important for me at some point during any trip.

Sometimes though i get this feeling like my mind is a quiet library on dxm and i crave silence. I can see how theyre similar to in the fact that they can allow you to experience the feeling of reliving memories or drift through otherworldly landscapes but almost in a polar opposites sort of sense.

I've been coming up on 900mg of poli while typing this lol
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Beatrice Shittingshit - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 01:32:45 EST k+RkqokZ No.364617 Reply
Bump on a bump of quality k
Hot take: 3 ho pcp is better than ketamine
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Ebenezer Smallforth - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 02:23:20 EST FEDIEEex No.364619 Reply
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Lol wait wuht?
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Molly Gummledick - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 04:22:23 EST RbOwN/w0 No.364623 Reply
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>>364622
Moments like this are pure /dis/ Kino !!!!!
Perfect music
THE DEAD ARE DANCING 🐙💀🐺
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James Billingspear - Thu, 29 Nov 2018 13:59:46 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.364628 Reply
>>363328
Did a bunch of Ketamine and now I'm transgender.
Good going America.
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Augustus Seckleway - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 13:26:20 EST xhNEB8aU No.364665 Reply
>>363328
>tfw u abstain from ket since September and a small 150mg line gets you going real good
felt like I was stuck in a time loop while also discussing a tv show with my girlfriend but in a very positive way
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Augustus Seckleway - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 13:31:44 EST xhNEB8aU No.364667 Reply
>>364628
actually transgenders are often easily drawn to ketamine since it makes them forget about their wrong genitalia and body in general
t. trans
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Jack Dartford - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 13:35:17 EST Bn/kwLBZ No.364668 Reply
>>364667
doesn't getting fucked up on anything dissociate you?

I don't really believe in being born in the wrong body. Maybe you should embrace how you were born and take advantage of that. There are enough little bitches in the world that want to lay down and suck cock and be admired. There aren't enough real men in the world today though.
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Samuel Gingernut - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 14:34:37 EST /2jd4UUd No.364669 Reply
>>364668
The being born in the wrong body is a whole lot of bullshit. So is the whole “my brain is neurally wired like a female so I must be a female on the inside. Oh you disagree? Naw gender is a soshal konstrukt so If I suddenly say I’m a short legged giraffe with a sharks brain then you must now refer to me as such or else my feelings r going to hurt.
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Jack Dartford - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 14:44:00 EST Bn/kwLBZ No.364670 Reply
>>364669
I have more empathy for people than that. There's so much power and potential inside each one of us that we don't usually get to feel is there. Dissociatives have allowed me to realize my potential. Maybe not everybody has the same destiny but I've decided on what I think being a man is about. I couldn't even express what I've found to you, but I could tell you about places I've been and experiences I've had. I wish the best for everyone. I don't ever take pride in seeing my brothers suffer or struggling. The world can be a great place.
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Nigel Goddlechedging - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 18:04:27 EST 75QVQbyj No.364671 Reply
>>364669
How the fuck would you know what's going on in sometimes head? Who are you to assert reality? You're a sentient wad of meat flying through space as a result of some mathematical impossibilities that are certain to happen from the vastness of infinity. And somehow you think youve not only found the way to live righteously as a "man", but youve determined how other people are supposed to reach their potential? You are a fool. You know nothing of anything, and you have an infantile view of reality.
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Basil Dimmerwill - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 19:07:21 EST Bn/kwLBZ No.364672 Reply
>>364671
I don't think there's a reason to get upset. Yeah we've all got a right to live.. no doubt, I don't think it's totally unreasonable though, as a man or a young man, to be upset at your brothers for not providing you the support you feel you should get, or for not doing what you think they're supposed to be doing. Seeing non masculine culture appear and expand and try to claim space can, probably rightfully, upset someone. I don't know if it's possible to prove that being not traditionally masculine is right or wrong.. people are never going to see eye to eye on everything. Here I am struggling and becoming encumbered more and more and getting physically scarred and growing and getting stronger and I've come to accept it, and now there's a blessing in my life that's come with it. Why can't I be unhappy about someone else not finding this great thing that I've sowed and now begun to reap?

There's plenty of work to be done. You don't have to do it if you don't want to but you can't tell me that I have to completely sympathize with you and agree with your choices. We can expect different groups to have conflict between them.. this is fundamental to being different. This is why we cannot put everybody in the same place and mix them. We are not all the same and to realize that gives us all power. It might be better for us this way. You can't stake claims to any kind of territory and expect the others that occupy it to accept you. You can however make your own space filled with the things you like and none of the things or people you don't.

I'm not agreeing or disagreeing with anyone.. I've always had trouble making up my mind.
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Basil Pockshit - Sun, 02 Dec 2018 20:09:01 EST unEe+wqL No.364675 Reply
Took 45 dex gels but feel way more messed up than ever before even though i have taken a higher dosage in syrup. Never had open eye visuals till now.
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Ian Blathershaw - Mon, 03 Dec 2018 09:31:12 EST ekki03tX No.364682 Reply
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>>364672
>make your own space filled with the things you like and none of the things or people you don't

echo echo echo
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Basil Pockshit - Mon, 03 Dec 2018 11:41:43 EST unEe+wqL No.364684 Reply
>>364675
This dose had me freaking out, I am taking a break from dxm for a while. I was barely able to move and my body was shaking nonstop, constant hallucinations and weird painful existential thoughts about how my day to day life was all fake and I was dying because of a miscalculated dose. I could have easily been caught in this state and wound up in a hospital. I also spilled water all over my bed and didnt realize i was laying in a puddle. After the first hour or 2 it went back to a normal 2nd plat dxm trip and i had fun. There shouldnt have even been enough dxm to be 3rd plat but i drank some grapefruit juice maybe that is what caused it. It all kicked in way too quick, usually the trip starts slowly over an hour or so, buy this time it was sudden.
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Fucking Bannerbury - Mon, 03 Dec 2018 14:10:05 EST QzzYbJK0 No.364685 Reply
>>364684
Yeah the gfj potentiation is real stuff. I've done 1350-1400mg of syrup after a day of spacing out 64oz of 100% grapefruit juice and it was a bit much. Highest dose by far and I'd put it up there with 25+ grams of mimosa hostilis or 10+ grams of good cubes. Just falling through the ceiling on the come up and then whooosh into outer space. It gets pretty psychedelic.
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Thomas Bazzlecocke - Mon, 03 Dec 2018 21:25:45 EST fjuUwh15 No.364686 Reply
>>364684
Did the grapefruit juice cause the side effects like the shaking?
What was that shaking like? twitching? convulsing? spasming?
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William Chogglewedge - Mon, 03 Dec 2018 23:19:25 EST Bn/kwLBZ No.364687 Reply
>>364686
I've mixed DXM with kratom before and for some reason it would make my knees lock up and wobble when going down flights of stairs. I know that's not grapefruit juice I just wanted to throw the information out there for everyone.
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Martha Cripperbick - Tue, 04 Dec 2018 01:15:35 EST unEe+wqL No.364688 Reply
>>364686
I dont know, the shaking and all the crazy stuff about the trip went away after a couple hours while I was still very much affected by the dxm so I assumed it was because of the little bit of gfj I drank. cant really be sure what the shaking was as ive never had that happen before, it might have just been my perception shaking and I was actually mostly still. I cant really remember details of most of that first part of the trip but when I was freaking out eventually I got up and had a lot of difficulty standing up without falling because of the shaking in my limbs.
The dizziness of the trip started started almost immediately after getting some nicotine in my system an hour after taking the gels, and I was seeing geometric shit in shadows within like 20 minutes of that. Might have been a coincidence.
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Shit Shakespear - Tue, 04 Dec 2018 20:48:22 EST U4DDVk1q No.364693 Reply
>>364688
I could see trembling coming from panic or anxiety. Kind of a chicken & egg thing though.
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Martin Crellerson - Wed, 05 Dec 2018 16:23:42 EST 8xj15ucZ No.364713 Reply
>>364688
The juice drinking incites gastric activity as well as being inherently acidic which would speed things up. It sounds like you were floored by the trip and freaked out thinking you were dying. You were no where near LD50. Also when tripping in the past I've felt vibrations on multiple things and it kinda makes me shake but it's all hallucinatory. Nicotine seems all over the place for people with DXM. Some say it calms their trip some say it makes it stronger so that may have played a roll, plus it's a mild MAOI but I've never got it to function as such.
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Nigel Fingergold - Wed, 05 Dec 2018 20:30:19 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364717 Reply
we're falling in and out and up and down
but where is forward
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Nell Commercocke - Fri, 07 Dec 2018 06:25:42 EST XCJyh2Vy No.364737 Reply
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came out of an awful mushroom trip. haphazardly snorted like 400mg ketamine while listening to wu-tang a few hours ago.. enjoying some whippits and dabs while reassuring myself that everything's going to be ok
going to have a long break from ket after this.
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David Naffingpirk - Fri, 07 Dec 2018 18:34:24 EST V4CNXYH/ No.364742 Reply
10 days later and the ketamine gods still have not delivered. I shall wait and count every excruciating second. My inner journeys (escape) will come soon.
Paging Ecco. Make mail now. Over.
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Sidney Fuzzletot - Fri, 07 Dec 2018 19:21:13 EST /Sjr5pKd No.364743 Reply
>>363380
Funny . Anytime i've decided to take dph on DXM I know exactly when it kicks in because of this darkness that takes over my trip. Not worth it, even in low amounts.
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Wesley Briggleworth - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 11:18:27 EST Bn/kwLBZ No.364749 Reply
>>364743
Personally I wouldn't ever mix them. I enjoy DXM but I never liked DPH.. bad memories of trying to sleep it off, having ultra realistic CEVS that I thought were reality.. over and over again. Also had times where I would imagine myself doing something, like walking into another room, where I could see the walls and the furniture, only to find out I hadn't moved from where I was sitting.. and this would keep going on for a while. The high felt like shit.

PS my pure DXM powder has finally gotten through customs and is on the way.
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Albert Bongergold - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 15:04:38 EST 4P3NnLxg No.364751 Reply
im not doing cough syrup ever again!
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James Summerbid - Sat, 08 Dec 2018 22:04:07 EST V4CNXYH/ No.364754 Reply
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>>364751
Yeah you tell em Albert! Stick to healthier drugs like diacetylmorphine!
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Fanny Mublingforth - Tue, 11 Dec 2018 06:24:28 EST 7uVdNXwc No.364789 Reply
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>>364754
Lol I've /dis/sed pretty goddamn close to that very sign.
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Beatrice Honeyshit - Tue, 11 Dec 2018 17:08:39 EST 4P3NnLxg No.364802 Reply
>>364751

GODDESSES AND SIRENS
a short story (-7500 words)
to be completed by march 2019

ONE autumn in 2003, I found myself divulging the yellow fare.
In a certain madness of light, my mind should stumble:

D E S G A R D E S

"F-Fwah?!" I said, "Who's there?"
"Hello David." A hispanic, wavy curled voice hit my ear.
"That isn't my name." Fucking Jasmine, calling me that stupid name.
"What? What the hell is wrong with you?" I paused. "N-Nothing..."
Our eyes met here, my calm met hers.

D _ S G A R D E S

Her demonic gaze. I could've loved her so, so much. Little did I know, the grand fisher looming behind me. It ate my mother. Spit out; no bones, no soul, nothing.
The accutane would shut down my hormones and any chance for an oedipus complex five years later.

TWO many times, I'd find myself in the uncomfortable position. Especially in my middle school years.
"You can shut up now, you're not getting any candy." Cheerleader clearly hated me.
"What the fuck is he doing standing on a desk like that? Demon.Demon.Demon.Demon.That boy is a Demon."

D _ S G A R D E _

Thus spake Cheerleader: "Father, fuckin' martin! Ain't no devil gon' get-"
Then Cheerleader paused. "I love him."

THREE Rivers, Texas. I hear this Siren song that goes:

Oh where, doth that black river flow?
Oh where, where doth it flow?
Succumb to the evening goat!
All you ever known.

Singful Satan! Snacking on Cranberry
Pie! Be mine! Be mine! Be mine!
Nev' mind to these baptism clowns!
Oh where, where, where can you go?
Escape muh' Vix-e-nous Nest!
Never shall you go!

So where, where doth that Black River Flow?
It flows, it flows, home.

=intermission-

"For thy dominion was inscribed:
VARGBLEX RX
Side effects: none
VARGBLEX RX : Don't Suffer.

=end intermission-

There is no such thing as a nine or a six in diplomacy

that's all i got so far
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Reuben Willersut - Wed, 20 Feb 2019 21:56:25 EST N3D2Ovb+ No.364833 Reply
>>363328
Long weekend: Blow and psychedelics. Nitrous and booze. Benzos and muscle relaxers.

And would you look at that? The site is back up!
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Wesley Bunhood - Thu, 21 Feb 2019 02:09:41 EST uTC1IJkn No.364840 Reply
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>>364833
slayer! dxm poli cwe is going well. pomegranate potentiates dxm, right?
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Oliver Snodway - Thu, 21 Feb 2019 05:21:43 EST 4hLPSgBD No.364843 Reply
>>363328
off a bottle of delsym, playing Flower, Sun and Rain. probably gonna' watch Annihilation or Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind

any movie or music recs would be nice.
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Sidney Saffingfoot - Thu, 21 Feb 2019 20:20:30 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364848 Reply
ketamine woohoo

it took me forever to find this thread lol
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Rebecca Sirringkit - Thu, 21 Feb 2019 20:24:29 EST jCabIawJ No.364849 Reply
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we back
i miss the ole mxe and dck and 3-meo-pcp days
but after a good tolerance break
it seems dxm is finally working again! thank the disso gods!
todays dose is 900mg
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Martha Nivingcocke - Sat, 23 Feb 2019 18:17:37 EST KPx6NtmO No.364861 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Thomas Greenlock - Sat, 23 Feb 2019 21:04:13 EST 5K+eiixO No.364874 Reply
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Got 3 boxes of triple C (i know the risks, not gonna take them all at once)
Slow dosed about 360mg over 2 hours
Playing Undertale
Probably just gonna keep on slow dosing until they're gone
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Frederick Fanderwill - Sun, 24 Feb 2019 12:14:59 EST uTC1IJkn No.364878 Reply
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>>364849
how long was the Tbreak? I did one year and it still was not good as the beginning times. Recently, I've been doing low-dose dxm poli binges from cwe (coming up on that now). I'm building plans to get into 3meopcp and dck. The posts on this board when mxe was around seemed fueled by grandiose delusions. I hope I don't come to that. Shoutsout, burdan cursive crazyfolktribe dxmgod boneheadcharlie, name fags suck & I hope I don't get b& for that. I love afterglowing!

>>364874
yo i've never been in a store that had cccs that also did not have something with dxm as the only active ingredient. be careful but you know. If it were me I'd want to keep track of the time on paper or something, instead of trusting my own sense of time to judge when to dose next glhf
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Fuck Clobberchidge - Sun, 24 Feb 2019 17:01:39 EST El2PEU89 No.364881 Reply
my auditory hallucinations just told me to step up
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Martin Nunderham - Sun, 24 Feb 2019 19:30:28 EST DqUINtL3 No.364882 Reply
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I’m in the shit and now have to report it
Dis\ remember not to fall through the hole in the bath tho
🕳🦃🥊
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Polly Crendlefet - Mon, 25 Feb 2019 02:53:20 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364883 Reply
ketamine makes the world go round
how can i ever part with thee
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Shit Dankinluck - Tue, 26 Feb 2019 20:34:33 EST wZvF5Dzx No.364897 Reply
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>>364878
Not him but about 2 years ago I smoked weed while dexxed and it fucked me up. I don't know if they were panic attacks because I didn't feel anxious but my heart felt like it was on fire and was beating at like 140 bpm then I'd feel like I was going to pass out. I'll just refer to that as an "episode". So I decided I was never going to smoke weed with dxm, simple enough. However I went in for a low dose of 450mg of only dxm a week later (Keep in mind my tolerance was absolutely demolished at this point. ) and I had another episode. After sitting up and trying not to pass out it went away after about 30 seconds but it would come back in waves of ever decreasing intensity over the next 10 minutes. These episodes are absolutely horrifying and sobering, they almost end my trip. I'm still not sure if it's related to my heart or if its just panic attacks but weed essentially ruined my favorite drug of all time for me. I decided to never take DXM after this.

~6 months later I took 100mg and didn't feel much of anything except a disturbed headspace due to my high tolerance, but I was still deathly afraid of going any higher than that. I tested the waters with these 100mg doses probably once ever 2 months until about 8 months ago and I could never muster the courage to go further. I desperately wanted to find a way to get DXM back into my life but the fear was too much.


Fast forward to a little over a month ago. I made a decision, I was going to gradually work my way up and I wasn't going to pussy out. I took l-theanine with every dose from here on out because it seemed to help, and if a placebo effect could keep these episodes away I'll gladly take it. Week 1 I took ~100mg in robogels. I felt good. Warm, wonky, pure enjoyable dissociation. Week 2 I took 150mg in robogels. Effects were more of the same. Week 3 I I remembered I had some robocough leftover from the free samples they gave out a long time ago. Since I was only testing out ~100mg at a time I knew I had a probably ~half full bottle left. So I pulled it out and realized it wasn't half full like I though. I guesstimated at the time that there was probably ~350mg in there so I was trying to take a swig of what I would assume to be 250mg but I ended up just polishing off the bottle. Looking back I'd say it was ~425mg, that thing was practically full.

20 minutes later I started coming up. My head got hot and I got a heavy urge to lay down. I was suddenly so dissed I couldn't barely see straight. I had to cover an eye to make heads or tails out of anything. I proceeded to throw up a few times. As I walked back from my last vomit I realized I was full blown robowalking and I couldn't do anything about it. I laid down in bed and put my headphones on and shut off the light. I witnessed full blown open-eyed CEVs (in the pitch blackness of the room). Green glass shards bouncing around. The wall behind my head opened up into the night sky and my bed felt like it was raising through the sky. This was almost exactly the same as some of my very first 400mg trips. I could even put my face down to my mattress and cup my hands around my face and look at unique CEVs that make it seem that I'm looking through a hole in my bed. Sometimes I'd see my wood flooring or grass. None of this was new to me but I never thought I'd experience it again. The magic was back. There was still something off, some side affect of my tolerance peaking though but for the most part everything was back. During this trip I did start to have an episode but I immediately sat up, patted my chest and it went away. So I shrugged and laid back down.

That trip was so fucking intense, moreso than my wall of text gives off. I used to do this shit every couple days for months on end, I don't know how my body was able to handle it. I'm extremely happy and grateful that I was finally able to pull this off. It was like finally getting to see a friend that had been just barely out of my reach for so long. And I couldn't have asked for better results but I now have zero desire to ever take DXM again. The nausea during the come up is so rough and the body load is near unbearable. I'm sure this will change in a couple months and I'll get the hunger. I'll have to get some more robocough.

Take from this what you will. I didn't mean to type this much and I'm not proof reading it.
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Fanny Fellytuck - Tue, 26 Feb 2019 20:35:30 EST 3X+98Nmo No.364898 Reply
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>>363328
Had a couple grapefruits worth of juice and dosed 150mg, going to take 300mg in an hour. I'm also going to smoke some old resin from a pipe I used mostly to smoke DMT/blue lotus and some weed in a sec. Listening to Ravi Shankar and feeling the initial rush of serotonin.
Love you guys, see you on the other side.
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Matilda Pockbanks - Wed, 27 Feb 2019 10:57:33 EST uTC1IJkn No.364901 Reply
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on about 1.5g of dxm poli powder from cwe + pom juice.

>>364896 yup, see pic.

>>364898
Ravi Shankar is a master! I've always enjoy the sound of a sitar and have wanted to play one. His music reminds me of a good book, Siddhartha by Hesse.
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Fucking Brobblewet - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 21:44:48 EST iYBCA8Ah No.364919 Reply
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Yes, what's up you wonky fuckers. working my way through a g of fine k atm. holing in the bath is a laugh as well
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Hannah Puddlewell - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 21:56:16 EST Z7urRp8r No.364920 Reply
Testing out lower dosages, at 1mg/kg right now, sub 1st plateau and Im actually feeling the dissociation settling in. Makes a good stimulant once you work past the initial comeup discomfort and unease. Sex drive is completely off. I highly recommend 'microdosing' on dxm.
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Hamilton Fecklechun - Fri, 01 Mar 2019 06:41:48 EST unEe+wqL No.364921 Reply
Not dissed. Been off dxm for 3-4 days after taking it daily for a month or two and frequently for a while before that. Getting brain zaps almost constantly. No withdrawal problems that I know of yet aside from the zaps and a recurring slight nausea/vertigo that might be from something else. I know i will take it again sometime (probably today) I just wanted to make sure there would be no problems if I needed to quit. Things seem bland without it, dxm pulled me out of a depression and got me on the right track in many ways.
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James Clunnerhock - Fri, 01 Mar 2019 06:46:42 EST 92p8zhBE No.364922 Reply
>>364920
I've talked about using it as a nootropic/antidepressant on here in the past. For me though I was dosing in the range of .35-.5mg/kg though to achieve the effect, and I would do this for several days at a time. Sometimes I'd take kratom on top of it and caffiene. The serotonin boost was really nice and I never got brain zaps or foggy coming off of it. I thought I was really effective when I was feeling depressed too so now it's something I'll just sometimes do.
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Augustus Clazzlehood - Fri, 01 Mar 2019 13:41:29 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364923 Reply
>>364921
Are you the brain zap thread guy from /b/ cus you are fucking crazy if you are.

But yeah keep the party train going bro. 900-1500mg a day for two months is an easy way to land up in a psych ward for a week or two.
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Hamilton Crazzlehutch - Fri, 01 Mar 2019 22:15:20 EST uTC1IJkn No.364927 Reply
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connect to the dissoverse. I enjoy the twilight space around there; DD online
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Esther Bunwell - Sat, 02 Mar 2019 00:38:55 EST FK3YIv1I No.364933 Reply
>>364923
Btw I am greatly reducing my use, didnt mean to sound like I am going to just go back to daily use. Either I will try the small 100mg doses for the serotonin problem or just follow the plat per week rule and try healthier solutions for that.
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Edwin Sinderhadging - Sat, 02 Mar 2019 19:30:49 EST rgvtxgCs No.364935 Reply
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>tfw robocough and chocolate milk chaser makes it taste like I'm drinking heavily chlorinated pool water
Got that and whippets to go through tonight
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William Davingham - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 18:38:12 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364940 Reply
>>364935
Try doing this next time you dose robocough.

Brew up a warm cup of coffee before dosing (preferably strong coffee)
Open robocough and dump a small amount into your mouth but avoid letting run over your tongue so you don't taste it, all the while pinching your nose.
Immediately after dumping some robocough into your mouth out down the robocough bottle and pick up your coffee cup and dump a copious amount of coffee into your mouth. Now the trick is to immediately swallow the mixture so as little of it as possible reaches your taste buds. (All the while still pinching your nose).

This should succeed in making what you actually taste very little remiscient of what robocough or coffee actually taste like and will succeed in leaving your palate without the nasty aftertaste that lingers when drinking robocough alone. If done right you should have a clean palate if you take a sip or two of the regular coffee right after swallowing the mixture.

And that's how to dose up on robocough without experiencing ( or minimally experiencing) the nasty taste.
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William Davingham - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 18:42:30 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364941 Reply
>>364935
>>364935
Try doing this next time you dose robocough.

Brew up a warm cup of coffee before dosing (preferably strong coffee)
Open robocough and dump a small amount into your mouth but avoid letting run over your tongue so you don't taste it, all the while pinching your nose.
Immediately after dumping some robocough into your mouth out down the robocough bottle and pick up your coffee cup and dump a copious amount of coffee into your mouth. Now the trick is to immediately swallow the mixture so as little of it as possible reaches your taste buds. (All the while still pinching your nose).

This should succeed in making what you actually taste very little remiscient of what robocough or coffee actually taste like and will succeed in leaving your palate without the nasty aftertaste that lingers when drinking robocough alone. If done right you should have a clean palate if you take a sip or two of the regular coffee right after swallowing the mixture.

And that's how to dose up on robocough without experiencing ( or minimally experiencing) the nasty taste.
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Nicholas Clerrystock - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 19:00:53 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364942 Reply
>>364935
>>364935
Try doing this next time you dose robocough.

Brew up a warm cup of coffee before dosing (preferably strong coffee)
Open robocough and dump a small amount into your mouth but avoid letting run over your tongue so you don't taste it, all the while pinching your nose.
Immediately after dumping some robocough into your mouth out down the robocough bottle and pick up your coffee cup and dump a copious amount of coffee into your mouth. Now the trick is to immediately swallow the mixture so as little of it as possible reaches your taste buds. (All the while still pinching your nose).

This should succeed in making what you actually taste very little remiscient of what robocough or coffee actually taste like and will succeed in leaving your palate without the nasty aftertaste that lingers when drinking robocough alone. If done right you should have a clean palate if you take a sip or two of the regular coffee right after swallowing the mixture.

And that's how to dose up on robocough without experiencing ( or minimally experiencing) the nasty taste.
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Nicholas Clerrystock - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 19:20:33 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364943 Reply
>>364935
I apologize if I multi posted I'm very high and the website doesn't update. I shall leave now
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Nicholas Clerrystock - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 20:20:09 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.364947 Reply
>>364935
I apologize if I multi posted I'm very high and the website doesn't update. I shall leave now
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Charles Wanningbanks - Mon, 04 Mar 2019 02:51:01 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.364949 Reply
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bump with ketamine
doing chemistry work woohoo for tons of calculations
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Priscilla Bragglemork - Mon, 04 Mar 2019 16:01:34 EST jx+blDSs No.364957 Reply
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Should I buy MXE even though it's all old stock these days and isn't as potent as it used to be.
My local charges nearly about 1.5x the price of K for it but I feel like I might just be better getting the fresh K.
Never done MXE, waiting for(ever) for a clandestine chemist to cook it up like the rest of us.
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Fanny Hirringstuck - Tue, 05 Mar 2019 15:35:04 EST unEe+wqL No.364974 Reply
I'm the anon from above w/ the zaps.Took like 600 hbr plus 530 poli. Still try in to cut down use. went a day without using and felt great, better than normal. I think the bad stuff only starts happening after 3 days. Only wd side effect on first two days is a really unpleasant need to shut constantly.
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Shitting Favingspear - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 19:37:44 EST unEe+wqL No.365019 Reply
I love how many little plans I come up with while dised. You should start using a notepad to do list if you don't already.
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Jarvis Sidgebet - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 23:11:22 EST GCsHUaSn No.365023 Reply
>>364957

Just buy K or some 2-FDCK. I've gone through at least two ounces if not more of pure MXE before it was banned and amazing as it was I could never pay the price
people charge nowadays on the DNM. It's probably the greatest drug I've ever had the privilege of enjoying for 6 years, but never for 100+ a gram
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Edwin Brookcocke - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 23:24:31 EST 5K+eiixO No.365024 Reply
On a dxm and nutmeg combo but still coming up but not expecting much cause my dxm tolerance is high af
Like 450 dxm and 20g of nutmeg
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Augustus Drobbernitch - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 08:12:46 EST +t3wchlt No.365032 Reply
>>365023
Just bought some 2-FDCK, is it pretty much just a longer lasting K?

RE: MXE, I've read that MXPr is coming any day now and will be very similar to MXE.
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Beatrice Deffingsire - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 16:46:00 EST wZvF5Dzx No.365036 Reply
coming up on dxm. feeling good
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Beatrice Deffingsire - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 18:53:56 EST wZvF5Dzx No.365037 Reply
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you know man it amazes every fucking time that dxm is so fucking great and amazing but also legal and cheap as shit. how s this possible? dxm is a treasure I tell you what
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Hannah Fillershit - Sun, 10 Mar 2019 15:21:47 EST KPx6NtmO No.365042 Reply
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natureposting 101

Research Something Lesser Known, yet valuable.

Research Things you think people wouldn't Know about, unless you Help them!
then just make it as aesthetic as possible

to prove it let me do this https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Special:Random

>pic related!

USE jap emojis when you feel like it! or maybe western ones! :)))))))))))
jemoticons.com/en/
USE cyrillic vowels for instead of english ones! for no reason! im not doing it now but hang on i LIeD the E is from cyrillic? can you tell?
(lexilogos.com/keyboard/russian.htm)

did you hear a gun go off in japan? no? You know Japanese? You know Japanese! あ!AAAAAAAAA aaaa I know! Hiragana (hear a gun uh) a +あ+works to yell on japanese imageboards when you just want to freak out poor little asian peoples lol
あああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああああ

also spices up english nameanあ
also░spices░up░english░nameanあ (ャ引ヴ域 )
(lingojam.com/VaporwaveTextGenerator)

thats all i got! be quick and concise and ocd to a T ! and things will accumulate lucky!
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Caroline Blozzleman - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 02:41:52 EST XCJyh2Vy No.365050 Reply
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bumpping while i'm still able to type
1mg clonazepam, a few hits of vaporized wax and i'm maybe halfway through my pre-measured 250mg portion of ketamine.
i like it
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Caroline Chacklepat - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 04:55:05 EST 0XcJ1quc No.365051 Reply
got some mexxy coming my way, cant wait to try it
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Jarvis Wummersetch - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 13:01:03 EST S8V3jqyX No.365055 Reply
>>365051
Lol you wish you were getting some... If any real, decent (like it was) was on sale there would be a wave of chat in small forums/markets ect

Even the super rare pre ban stuff is someones szved thyen heavily cut n mixed
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Jack Weblingshaw - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 13:49:10 EST jtJ28lSt No.365074 Reply
>>365055
PoF's is legit mxe, hence why it costs 3-4x as much as the cut shit, there's already plenty word of mouth about it in the right places
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Lydia Brinkinbin - Tue, 12 Mar 2019 16:05:35 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.365089 Reply
>>365074
Cost does not equal quality.

Correlation does not equal causation.

Especially in these cases when the last fresh batch of MXE was made over 5 years ago.

You might be getting “some” MXe in there but your not getting the same MXE experience that was once the norm. Degradation does a lot to dampen the magic.

Although if it is MXE then you can just dose more than usual and still not experience a hangover.
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Matilda Sepperhitch - Tue, 12 Mar 2019 16:50:09 EST jtJ28lSt No.365090 Reply
>>365089
I've already said there is plenty word of mouth about this being active from the dosages that MXE should be unlike the cut shit. Plenty of vouching for PoF's history. There is no saying how recently it was made. I've not seen a single bad word about it. I have no horse in this race as it is not worth the price to me regardless, I just thought the OP had a shite attitude and contrary to what he said there actually has been a wave of talk about MXE being legitimately available.
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Esther Cacklelog - Tue, 12 Mar 2019 19:59:22 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.365094 Reply
lonely ketamine sailing
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Nathaniel Fullerfoot - Wed, 13 Mar 2019 08:18:24 EST S8V3jqyX No.365099 Reply
>>365089
Well heres hoping

But i still doubt its as good as it was
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Edwin Beggleman - Fri, 15 Mar 2019 01:12:43 EST XCJyh2Vy No.365146 Reply
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oh wow
1mg clonazepam, 2 dabs, several bumps from a snuff bullet with ~320mg ketamine, and I'm slowly going through a box of whippits. dissociating hhard
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Caroline Crubblebanks - Fri, 15 Mar 2019 04:01:53 EST Y8Ew2/KU No.365150 Reply
>>363328
Did an allergy test two hours ago and everything seems clear for liftoff captain. Dosing 50mg of 2-Fast 2 Furrious and booster dosing once I start feeling effects.
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Nell Bribberpitch - Sun, 17 Mar 2019 19:08:48 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365190 Reply
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>>363328
Sampling 2-FK for the first time. This brings me to 9 ACHAs, 17 dissociatives, and 161 total substances.

> 150mg up the shnoz
So far seems remarkably like K. A little less potent, but not much, and the effects are almost identical. If it weren't for the color and the taste of the drip I honestly might not be able to tell the difference. The timeline is really the only giveaway.
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Nicholas Blytheshit - Tue, 19 Mar 2019 06:21:38 EST uTC1IJkn No.365224 Reply
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robocough is making my nmda receptors well it feels swell. i used to press beads like pic related, forgot which shapes I did though.
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Henry Murdcocke - Tue, 19 Mar 2019 18:42:29 EST Bg0a/6o8 No.365236 Reply
>>365224

hahaha that's awesome, i couldn't even tell from the thumbnail that it wasn't real
but maybe that's because im on ketamine

cool shit man
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Walter Bromblefedge - Tue, 19 Mar 2019 23:13:03 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365237 Reply
>>365236
I had literally the exact same thought. Also I'm on Ketamine.
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Nathaniel Blatherforth - Wed, 20 Mar 2019 23:47:28 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365253 Reply
>>365237
Today is day— 5? Of my Ketamine binge? Yeah 5. It's so nice though, to get off work and go home to some fat lines.
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Reuben Bonnerket - Thu, 21 Mar 2019 18:36:55 EST +y5AJZLx No.365259 Reply
>>365253
It's a trip to me that you can snort a line of dissociative. I'm used to chugging DXM. Tonight it's two Delsym bottles. Boomp
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Archie Trotville - Fri, 22 Mar 2019 17:27:10 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365283 Reply
>>365259
I've chugged tons of DXM also. Honestly though snorting fat lines is also getting old. It's gone from feeling badass to kinda sickening. Fucking tolerance. It's taking a toll on my nose to be doing 200mg lines all the time. I'm cleaning up huge slugs just to get mild effects and holing is out of the question unless I were to bust out the needles (which I may do tonight). I miss having ultra potent RCs where I could go places on 20-50mg instead of 200+mg. It's hard to think about going back to multiple fucking grams of DXM unless I have psychedelics to make it worth my time.

Doing more lines of K right now at 2 in the afternoon. Lol.
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Phyllis Honningsotch - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 14:16:53 EST KPx6NtmO No.365329 Reply
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salidroside rhodelia rosea should be used when not on /dis/ to elongate afterglow and maximize anti depressive quanitites
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Archie Pirryworth - Sat, 23 Mar 2019 23:57:37 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365346 Reply
>>363328
Well I clearly can't control myself around this much Ketamine. I bought a ball and rolled right through it, bought another one and it's almost gone. The only thing that's gonna end this binge is that I can't afford to buy another one.
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Nell Trothood - Sun, 24 Mar 2019 04:23:10 EST ajU/naEw No.365349 Reply
ketamine is fucking awesome
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Nicholas Pittshit - Sun, 24 Mar 2019 08:47:48 EST KRBQNTrZ No.365351 Reply
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>>365346

It took me about six years to get over hallucinogens. Last I bought was a sheet of lsd which lasted about three months, but I finally feel like I'm over it. I have no desire to trip, even if a friend walked up and freely offered them to me. Maybe it's the subconscious fear of psychosis. I've gone through psychosis, and it was a living hell for a year trying to pick up the fragmented pieces of my reality, struggling every day not to kill myself.

Hopefully you'll lose your gusto before psychosis happens, but if not, hopefully the psychosis will do you. We're all different though. Good luck, friend. Don't go broke over drugs please. We don't need another casualty of the cause. We need to be building a better world for us and our descendants. This illusion matters!

nb because I'm not on dissociatives, but I am high.
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Shitting Fellybury - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 02:10:46 EST haX1sTJ2 No.365421 Reply
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>>365408
ok so now I too tk the whole bottle and did the DMT and touched the face of God
And my friend got sick and its storming so I'm listening to this Sowiesoso.
I love the feeling of movement on dxm. Like I'm on a cosmic lazy river but there is input lag.
I'm really high and I hope you guys are having a good time.
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Doris Gashtad - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 04:17:00 EST KPx6NtmO No.365423 Reply
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don't quote me on this yet...but i may have discovered cheap electro shock therapy that cures depression....

*gulp* ok here's the tricky part, how do i convince /dis/ that licking the ground hole of an electrical socket while /dis/sed until my bottom lip when numb and my body just instantly pulled itself out of danger....

while not sounding crazy or stupid or both....

so.....yeah im not saying my depression and state of mind jumped back to it's old self.. but i feel like my brain stem just turned back on.
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Doris Gashtad - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 04:31:23 EST KPx6NtmO No.365424 Reply
>>365423

ok nobody actually do this for the time being but

this may be a way to override the original configuration of the nervous system to whatever the /dis/ "your nervous system" is configured to permanently.

seriously nobody do it yet, im going to document myself in the coming days but if im being completely honest i think since licking the ground wire dissociates a normal person, to an already dissociated person you just kinda boooooowwum bap and done and you go numb for a sec from your nervous system turning back on to normal
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George Clecklesad - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 05:03:27 EST 5K+eiixO No.365425 Reply
>>365423
So youre dissed and licking a power socket to fix your brain?
How dissed are you my man?
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Doris Gashtad - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 05:45:55 EST KPx6NtmO No.365427 Reply
>>365425

idk i went to a fire hydrant to discharge the electricity

i feel good? its weird but my brain isnt letting me slip into my old thinking no matter what i try. this is the first time ive felt like i dont need something external to myself to be happy, even /dis/ and its really comforting
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Shit Greenwell - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 17:42:31 EST IloN6QLN No.365435 Reply
>>365424
> you just kinda boooooowwum bap and done and you go numb for a sec from your nervous system turning back on to normal

Wuutttt Let me fix that for ya.

>you just kinda go boooooowwum bap and done and you go numb for an eternity from your nervous system turning back off to death.
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Shit Greenwell - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 17:50:13 EST IloN6QLN No.365436 Reply
>>365423
Electroshock, therapy, and cure should never be in a sentence together.

Also after hearing

"cheap electroshock alternative" anyone should give pause and rethink their life choices.

Brother either your a horrible troll or you are unconsciously suicidal.

If your idea of a "depression cure" or "therapy" includes

>"until my bottom lip (went?) numb and my body just instantly pulled itself out of danger...."

then its probably not a cure nor therapeutic in nature.

If your own body instinctively fears for its life and reacts then what you are doing was life threatening and thus could never in any universe be a form of therapy or cure.

Brother how fucking high are/were you?
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Cyril Sankinbug - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 18:19:30 EST uPd8s8hc No.365437 Reply
>>363328
guys who cares. he said he licked the GROUND wire. it will have absolutely zero effect as it outputs no electricity. plus he touched a grounded fire hydrant after to make sure he dispelled the nothing that happened from licking again the ground wire.

shit like this is why i still come back to dis sometimes. i had a serious chuckle at this. nb
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Martin Brettingtodge - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 21:10:25 EST NptiIVME No.365441 Reply
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Taking some dxm tonight for the last episode of The Walking Dead game.
I love playing story games on DXM. I feel so immersed.
Wolf Among Us was pretty great, although definitely confusing.

Anyone else like those kinds of games while tripping (on lower plats when you can manage anyway)?
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Sophie Backlebanks - Tue, 26 Mar 2019 04:07:18 EST uPd8s8hc No.365455 Reply
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>>365443
nah mang just mixing up words is a fully acceptable level of disd. however fantastically deluding yourself into thinking licking any part of an electrical socket is somehow in any way going to fix aspects of your personality, mental conditions, state of mind or personality disorders is tooooo disd. only one part of the socket will do something, but that something is injury or death. ive def had some serious delusions in my time dissing but never ones that crazy. thats too much man. yall keep dissin and holing and bein kinda crazy.

not you though doris you should seriously consider taking a break. furrealfrand. if your delusional enough to be thinking you can fix mental problems by licking electric sockets how much longer until you have a delusion that actually causes you to hurt yourself or worse. it honestly is a little bit of a safety issue i just wouldn't want you to fuck yourself up. you do you but seriously consider a break.

no bump waiting on mailman some time this week to bring 3-meo-pcp, 3-ho-pcp, and clonazolam. havent dissed in over a year now so should be good times.

pic of my peyote
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 04:51:55 EST KPx6NtmO No.365509 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 04:52:46 EST KPx6NtmO No.365510 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 04:54:02 EST KPx6NtmO No.365511 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 04:56:26 EST KPx6NtmO No.365512 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:00:44 EST KPx6NtmO No.365513 Reply
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I dont care if you believe me but this is the future.

In 2022 Taco Bell will begin a subcription service that will fundamentally change society. For $200 a month, you get unlimited food. period. An extra $130 a month includes postmates delivery. It will be the start of the streaming food revolution. A year later walmart and whole foods(amazon) will announce a grocery subcription service $100 a month for non perishables +$150 month for fresh and frozen food delivered by out of work truck drivers who are out of the job after "self"(there will be parts of major interstates optimized for vehicle automation, with check points where live agents steer the truck a la truck simulator) driving trucks take over. Of course some will horde food but food is already on a 30 day perishing cycle, much like cloud computing people will realize they don't need to stockpile food because its better to pick what you want when you want it. In 2025 centry21 and redfin will combine with catepillar and Lowes to for the first living space subcription called Suburbs. For $500 a month you can live in any apartment or home in the network, entire communities(like current apartment complexes) will pop up trying to attract Subbies to syphon money into the local economy causing the craziest societal dynamic: The pay to use economy. More on that in my next post.
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Graham Chemmerway - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:07:10 EST KiGCX9S1 No.365518 Reply
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>>365513
sounds like a dystopia tbh, do you know if they will have drug subscription service?
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:10:43 EST KPx6NtmO No.365521 Reply
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an unfortunately manipulated woman
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:11:50 EST KPx6NtmO No.365522 Reply
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crab smoking a cigarette
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:14:42 EST KPx6NtmO No.365524 Reply
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this is supposed to be attractive
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:16:11 EST KPx6NtmO No.365525 Reply
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jesus christ what
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:19:02 EST KPx6NtmO No.365526 Reply
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conspiracyvv>?
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:22:57 EST KPx6NtmO No.365527 Reply
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Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.

9 Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee.
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Oliver Backlepire - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 05:25:23 EST KPx6NtmO No.365528 Reply
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something its animated and tricks you
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Fucking Channinghall - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 11:39:52 EST XCJyh2Vy No.365531 Reply
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>>365527
nietzsche was against antisemitism and nationalism, you stallion. nb
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Cyril Hoddlelene - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 12:26:50 EST uPd8s8hc No.365532 Reply
>>365527
lol spamming the bwd with nothing to remove the post that offended you, nice one IKPx6NtmO

nb still waiting for mailman
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Eliza Gaddlegold - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 14:46:40 EST ftJ6r5aG No.365535 Reply
>>365531
Nietzsche saw the ubermensch as an eventuality, and no (Evola...) he did not ascribe values to it beyond those of his own emotions. Of the Jewish element to life he describes a eagerness to interbreed with greater individuals, mastery over words and propaganda- essential characteristics of an ubermensch. As for nationalists and anti-semites he simply viewed them as belonging to a constellation of unsophisticated beliefs, "wrong" only as much as they were weak and stupid. As far as "Behold, I will make them of the synagogue of Satan, which say they are Jews, and are not, but do lie; behold, I will make them to come and worship before thy feet, and to know that I have loved thee," well, worms (Jews, church of Smyrna) will fight over the dirt, replete with platitudes and promises on the part of a higher power.
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Hamilton Dasslefick - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 00:26:13 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365544 Reply
>>363328
The last of my Ketamine. Ran through three 8 balls in less than 2 weeks. But this is actually the end of this binge because my source is out of town for a little while. Probably good for my sanity. Definitely good for my wallet.
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Hannah Tootford - Thu, 28 Mar 2019 01:56:19 EST XCJyh2Vy No.365552 Reply
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preemptively bumping before i get into this box of whippits
i also have a beer to drink and a wax pen to enjoy
i've already taken 200mg f-phenibut, 1mg clonazepam and 1 strong weed cookie
just got back from seeing peelander-z. it was fucking awesome.
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Molly Bruttingville - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 10:59:22 EST 8oPqdNBF No.365661 Reply
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>>363328
>>be chill af solo kid with way to much luck.(jacket)
Sporadic drug use of nearly all kinds for 7 years. Be 21? Started reading the new testament on a massive dose of vicoprofen, taught myself how dangerous even small mistakes in admixtures can be FIRST HAND, tried like every plant(:|), taught myself alternative health, learned the ideals/values and history of numerous a lot of individual religions / sects / countries and the history of working together against poverty regardless of differences, almost die like 60 times, kick oral opium and malnutrition like 4-12 times without assistance from Thomas recipe or hospitals. Quit smoking like 47700(rust) times, take dxm while stress (ow) make 2 pac face, distance myself from pleading with wolves no matter the relation, read rest of bible, finally sober enough to quit smoking attempt 47701(corrosive), finally gain weight but flat broke, was up 22 days no medication assistance smoking cessating virtually no sleep (actually painless). Night number 23 weigh/judge current state of health, choose like 10 low potency morning glory seeds instead of relapse on tobacco/opiates/mixdrugs.jpg(no judgement) put harp drum on loop (down) vomit and fall into rem sleep while the music loops(free) near instantly wake up in permanent vigilance/gratitude for creator sell a gram of K for 100 when I can get 180 for it.
Story duration 12 or so years.

Watch cable guy fall off ladder

Make this thread
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Priscilla Bunwater - Mon, 01 Apr 2019 22:30:46 EST haX1sTJ2 No.365668 Reply
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Dosing 450mg dxm and I'm going to smoke the last of my DMT tonight.
It's been a wild ride, let's see how it ends.
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Hugh Blatherdale - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 00:57:20 EST 10BkXYI0 No.365670 Reply
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>Aiming for ~1100mg
>Open up 3rd robocough
>Slam it out of habit in stead of sipping the top 1/3rd
>1350mg consumed within 30 minutes
Fuck me, it's about to get weird in my reality tonight.
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Priscilla Derryway - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 01:01:17 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365671 Reply
>>363328
I'm beginning to wonder how much damage I'm doing to my nose with all this Ketamine.
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Nicholas Bindlelere - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 07:57:48 EST ZXZPCWfc No.365676 Reply
>>365671
You the dude railing 8 balls every weekend? Dunno if you can reduce harm with that kind of volume, but I find a saline nasal spray works wonders for me. Feels great during a heavy night since it clears it out and moisturizes. Remember to alternate etc.
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Priscilla Derryway - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 14:01:19 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365683 Reply
>>365676
Not a dude but yeah that's me. I know all the tricks. I alternate. I rinse with water. I use nasal sprays. Sometimes I'll even rub a little Aquaphor or coconut balm up there. Still I'm waking up in the morning and I literally feel like I have a bruise in each nostril.

Also to whoever asked me about prices, I pay $50/g. $160/ball, but only get it that cheap because I'm friends with the source.
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Nigel Suddlehall - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 14:07:49 EST jtJ28lSt No.365684 Reply
>>365683
My bad. Would change up the ROA every now and then if you're gonna keep it up.

£20/g for the gucci shit over here. Can't get over how much more expensive it is in other places, it's a fuckin sin.
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Thomas Goodbanks - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 17:04:28 EST 09Aqz+SU No.365685 Reply
Trying to enter infrasigma today. Recently I managed to accidently hit infrasigma where my skull felt like it has separated at the plates and started caving in on itself. My brain felt like it liquified and I got this strange foamy sensation in my left ear, like my brain was bubbling out of it. The lights in the room starting flickering like you'd expect during a haunting but I was the only one who noticed amongst my friends because my brain was being demolished and it was actually a hallucination. Went home and fell asleep. Woke up and my clinical depression was cured. I started out getting these weird flashbacks to when I was younger, specifically memories that vividly portrayed my character. I've had a huge boost of virility, more than I know what to do with. Flipped my room inside out and went through literally everything in a day. I started doing yoga and the afterglow from infrasigma surprisingly helps out with sustaining headstands. I started a few days ago for the first time and Im already getting to a point where I can do a headstand away from the wall for about a minute. Almost astral projected from the effects of all this too. Best shit I've ever felt in my life. Any way I could get into the /dis/ chat? I've got some q's for the seasoned vets of infrasigma and sigma.
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Phoebe Mindlelodge - Tue, 02 Apr 2019 20:58:18 EST zPE5ivVQ No.365688 Reply
>>365685
The sigma vets are mostly either gone or won't talk about it (for good reason). That Bluelight thread is as much info as you're likely to get, although if you DM the OP there they might respond. I think they may still be semi-active.
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Fuck Membleway - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 00:20:09 EST muRm0sEe No.365695 Reply
anyone else have a preferred ambient temperature they like to dis at
I prefer between -5 C to 10 C
if feels so comfy
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Ernest Wonnerwidging - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 01:45:56 EST 5K+eiixO No.365697 Reply
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>>365685
Its been about 4 or 5 days since my infrasigma trip ended and I feel happier than I have in a great long while. (I'm the one who posted the ECCO dolphin thread) I see we both have benefitted from our experience. I also kept having flashbacks to my childhood and it helped me realize I have lost the my childlike wonder of the world but its so easy to began perceiving everything that way again if I just try. Each morning I keep expecting to feel my depression weigh me down again but instead I feel light and breezy and free to do what just feels right and productive. I started writing down all my creative ideas and learning Japanese. I feel way more confident around people and am able to stay in the rhythm of socializing without letting anxiety shut me down or shut me off from others. I've decided I am going to try and just turn life into my own story that I'm the narrator of instead of just wallowing in depression and barely functioning in autopilot mode.

I decided to look more into the meaning behind Sigma, the sum of all things, and feel like its a way of communing with and channeling a Godlike consciousness. It might be partially mania but it also feels exactly like what ECCO is suppose to be and like I have tuned into it. I just hope this doesnt all crumble in ruin around me and I fall back into depression. The good thing is that so far I dont feel the need to go and redose more dxm in order to keep this whole thing going, but again it has only been about 4 or 5 days "sober." Even when I had the magic my afterglows never felt like this or lasted this long. I am tempted to see what doing more dxm while already in this state of mind might do but also unsure if that could ruin it.

I would be willing to try and hit infrasigma again if needed since I seem to have finally got the dosing schedule down after years of trying. Usually what happens is I hit sigma, have an insane afterglow for about a day and then depression hits like a truck again. I feel like its more than just an extended afterglow though and more that I tuned in with my higher self that has always been there trying to push me to be the best I can be but I had been ignoring it or out of touch with it until now.

I would post some way that we could contact each other but dont want to get banned or make my identity too obvious but 🐙🐺 is my callsign.

Nb cause not tripping.
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Isabella Grandwater - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 10:07:01 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365701 Reply
>>365697
Br careful. Sigma can and will send you into psychosis if you try too hard to "understand" it. If you wanna talk, I told you who to find and where, but know that the old vets more or less swore to secrecy after 3 different people landed themselves in the psych ward. Approach with grace or you will get stonewalled.
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Betsy Bredgewore - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 13:32:07 EST jtJ28lSt No.365702 Reply
>>365695
Nah I need it much warmer most of the time, dis doesn't feel the same to me otherwise. If it ever gets too hot I'd rather just take clothes off than turn it down.
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Esther Gippertadge - Wed, 03 Apr 2019 23:59:02 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365708 Reply
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>>363328
Yep. There are many many reasons, but they can all be summed up by pic related.
> Ketamine
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Esther Gippertadge - Thu, 04 Apr 2019 01:14:42 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365710 Reply
>>365708
Ketamine + Mario Kart + The Disco Biscuits = totally immersive play race.
Anyone else love to Kart while dissed? Test your lack of coordination!
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Beatrice Huffingkork - Thu, 04 Apr 2019 20:47:58 EST 09Aqz+SU No.365727 Reply
>>365697
Holy shit fam we have to link up. You described exactly what I'm experiencing now, but I dont get what you mean by callsign.
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Augustus Fallertork - Fri, 05 Apr 2019 00:40:45 EST 8oPqdNBF No.365733 Reply
RUSHTOTHEBOTTOMLIGHT.ORG. and le ReddetsKool-Ade-swimup-barGroomery

The dam faq is so incomplete it's a bad joke at best.
SIgmaSigmaSigma Sigma. Is literally a dressed up suicide method packaged as " LE NOBLE DOGGO NAUT SPACE EXPEDITION"


PROPHECY is Israel only tradition NO LOSSES EVER.

sigmasigmasigmasigmasigma repeats itself (Potentially deadly cholinergic delerium/symptoms of psychosis/artificial stroke). The body always fights and this is real life I'm sure you'll recover my dude.. We literally always in prayer. Dr group and Samaritans purse literally give away medical care..We witness miracles often

look around dude these people bait by way of fascinate and then say "I've done no wrong" yet still we love em..

Odds are the people who convince these dopes HueHue.xK that DexTraps are acceptable arent even fully conscious(SheikJunkiesHaha.xD)
I'm positive FACTS whoever this guy's sending you to isnt acquainted with hemp/war much less the euphoria/suffering/danger DXM/ADMIXTURE traps produce. So today is just another day of circle jerk complaint and ocd outrages at Christ/Israel/ because they just like Hitler numb(methadone) themselves out lest they be immersed in the fact that they are haunted 24 7 and unwilling to accept "The LORD's Clean Fair Redeeming Strikes"
Love is the base foundation/frequency not nobility. Self Harm is so fucky sometimes,
Good thing we save our trembling for the LORD. And not these people who don't help solve the suffering they don't even know.

YOU REALIZE 92.19% of trip reports are fake right? It's people who have never even smoked weed much less tripped before.. role play that turns causal drug users into wanderers and sometimes casualties @;*|

We love them and any given person/community contains goodness and good people whether they/it has a chance to let outsiders know it/they are there is a question for an essay.

We produce 30x60x100x all the time but we go overboard with our kindness all the time... We make a $1 from scratch/1¢ we give away 80¢ we make 30 we give away 10¢ every time we always settle for keeping 20¢ nowadays. We are the prosperity and ideals they twist waste and claim as their own works ..

In the same day Jesus went out of the house and sat by the sea. 2 And great multitudes were gathered to Him, so that He got into a boat and sat down; and the whole multitude stood on the shore.

3 Then He spoke many things to them in parables, saying: “Behold, a sower went out to sow. 4 And as he sowed, some seed fell by the wayside; and the birds came and devoured them. 5 Some fell on stony places, where they did not have much earth; they immediately sprang up because they had no depth of earth. 6 But when the sun was up they were scorched, and because they had no root they withered away. 7 And some fell among thorns, and the thorns sprang up and choked them. 8 But others fell on good ground and yielded a crop, some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty. 9 He who has ears to hear, let him hear.”

10 And the disciples came and said to Him, “Why do you speak to them in parables?” 11 He answered and said to them, “Because it has been given to you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it has not been given. 12 For whoever has, to him more will be given, and he will have abundance; but whoever does not have, even what he has will be taken away from him. 13 Therefore I speak to them in parables, because seeing they do not see, and hearing they do not hear, nor do they understand. 14 And in them the prophecy of Isaiah is fulfilled, which says:

‘Hearing you will hear and shall not understand,

and seeing you will see and not perceive; 15
for the hearts of this people have grown dull.
Their ears are hard of hearing,
and their eyes they have closed,
lest they should see with their eyes and hear with their ears,
lest they should understand with their hearts and turn,
so that I should heal them.’

16 But blessed are your eyes for they see, and your ears for they hear; 17
or assuredly, I say to you that many prophets and righteous men desired to see what you see, and did not see it, and to hear what you hear, and did not hear it.

18 Therefore, hear the parable of the sower: 19 When anyone hears the word of the kingdom, and does not understand it, then the wicked one comes and snatches away what was sown in his heart. This is he who received seed by the wayside. 20 But he who received the seed on stony places, this is he who hears the word and immediately receives it with joy; 21 yet he has no root in himself, but endures only for a while. For when tribulation or persecution arises because of the word, immediately he stumbles. 22 Now he who received seed among the thorns is he who hears the word, and the cares of this world and the deceitfulness of riches choke the word, and he becomes unfruitful, 23 But he who received seed on the good ground is he who hears the word and understands it, who indeed bears fruit and produces: some a hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.”>>365730
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Augustus Fallertork - Fri, 05 Apr 2019 03:34:58 EST 8oPqdNBF No.365740 Reply
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>>365739
>>604664
>>604665
Nb
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QVCbouwHd6s
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-3vQJkziui8
15 mins of just another day music
Really sucks wondering if my text comes off as abrasive when Its the self imposed suffering I've witnessed first and 2nd hand thats upsetting and to a lesser extent preventable problems of the body really that's it. I hate when people think I speak well of have some sort of value the only urgency in my life is knowing Christ is liable to return at any moment, an eloquent man whoooocaresss.. the fact of the matter is that I'm nothing compared to faith in God, The Word dwells among us. oh well. I'm tired lol.>>365739
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Jenny Gellynat - Fri, 05 Apr 2019 14:00:31 EST zPE5ivVQ No.365744 Reply
>>365733
Is this who I think it is? If so <3 Long time no see. Glad to see you still kicking.

  • A little puppy dog you may have once known.
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Augustus Cillyspear - Sat, 06 Apr 2019 01:42:37 EST 8oPqdNBF No.365753 Reply
>>365733
not sending you anything but repentance and SLAYER if you or your culture chooses a track record of this shit is no problem more luck to you fams
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Thomas Dimblefuck - Sat, 06 Apr 2019 16:58:31 EST +6PzfwH4 No.365767 Reply
>>363328
Semi-cross-post from /benz/

Yesterday's intake: 60mg diazepam, 5mg alprazolam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, three glasses of a weird red wine blend, and 100 cartridges of nitrous spaced out. I actually had a glowing nitrous experience that wasn't fiendish in the slightest. Very pleasant and euphoric with some introspection regarding life as a whole and more specific personal topics. I passed the fuck out after taking 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 30mg diazepam, and 4mg alprazolam all out once. The last few times that I've used nitrous, even with tolerance breaks and maybe 5 to 10 carts, I had major dysphoria and an unpleasant experience. Too, I usually just fiendishly use 100-200+ carts each day for a few days to a week every few months.

Today: 10mg diazepam, two cups of home-brewed ginger tea, and a glass of red wine while writing my bi-weekly paper for a child cognitive development elective. The paper primarily discusses milestones in childhood linguistic development and Noam Chompsky's nativist view versus learning-perspective theory. My fiancée wants me to go out with her and her work friends tonight, so I'll likely take benzos and have a small amount of alcohol rather than getting shit faced drunk.
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Reuben Beckletat - Sun, 07 Apr 2019 20:56:25 EST nE08s+pN No.365795 Reply
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delsymious feelin like a simian chillin w the aliens dabbin on the durban lil urban worthless urchin
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Angus Chesslehood - Mon, 08 Apr 2019 23:37:40 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365823 Reply
>>363328
I've been doing at least a gram of Ketamine every day for 3 weeks now. Probably closing in on an ounce. Jesus. I'm not sure how fun it is even more. It feels pretty normal. Just some nose beers to relax after work. NBD right? — Right?
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Angus Chesslehood - Mon, 08 Apr 2019 23:40:23 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365824 Reply
>>365823
Does taimepedia still ave /dis/ achievements? If so does anyone have the link?
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Fanny Nucklegold - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 00:23:42 EST i8VXVq7k No.365865 Reply
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bump, been binging so much that this is the first time I have gotten on a computer in at least a week. I worked my body to total exhaustion then had to catch up on sleep and eating. this chan overhaul is ok so far.
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Henry Weffingwot - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 07:18:50 EST uPd8s8hc No.365873 Reply
>>363328
wooppssiiee doopsee accidentally holed most of the day cause my 3-meo, 3-ho, and clonaz all finally arrived monday. kinda lost monday and tuesday to benz memory erasure and today was was a chaotic whirlwind of trying to do things while holed out. i even had to go see my psychiatrist whom ive seen plenty times while high. this time though as soon as i sat down she was like you look fucked up are you on drugs. lol. so i had to tell her i just smoked a fat joint on the way over.

funny stuff bwd i guess
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Nell Brookwell - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 01:08:57 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.365887 Reply
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>>363328
It's been a long time since I've consulted the Tarot but Ketamine was helping me feel the magic tonight. I love storytelling on /dis/ and the Tarot is just letting the universe tell you a story about yourself, at the same time as you tell a story about yourself to the universe, at the same time as we each tell a story about each other.

I got a great spread, that put my mind at ease in ways that my therapist and Ketamine could never.

That being said, I'm gonna do some more Ketamine tonight. I think I actually have a reason to be done with my binge tomorrow.
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Barnaby Chungerworth - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 06:58:36 EST uPd8s8hc No.365918 Reply
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>>363328
vaping some 3-ho and smoking some 3-meo freebase feels pretty good. gonna whip up some mixed freebase with both and probably do a couple bumps of each as well.

bwd pic related the 3-ho
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Barnaby Chungerworth - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 08:16:14 EST uPd8s8hc No.365920 Reply
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>>365918
pic is of the 3-mo/3-ho combo freebase. i used the absolute minimum amount of baking soda so it formed oily crack rock type clumps. when done perfect 3-meo freebase is an viscous oily liquid and 3-ho freebase should be an oily sandy loose powder. together though they form firm oily rocks that break fairly easily

just smoked a fat bowl of that free base in some weed and im wrecked. pretty sure im about to hole out i feel i happening

byyyeeeeeee fuck bwd
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Cedric Bennerman - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 17:55:26 EST wZvF5Dzx No.365969 Reply
I've decided that every time I do DXM I'm going to sit down and churn out a music project of some sort and I'll be posting the clyps in here from now on. Nobody has to listen to them and they aren't very good anyway because I'm jamming them out in less than 3 hours while heavily intoxicated. I'm just doing this for myself to force myself to be creative and hopefully get better and learn some things. I have a hard time sitting down and fucking with this shit when I'm sober. Anyways here's this weeks result. I recorded some sounds in a mic with boxes and other household items to create the percussion. It was pretty fun.

https://clyp.it/bjmuc13h
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John Facklepitch - Wed, 17 Apr 2019 01:39:03 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.366053 Reply
>>363328
Ketamine Mario Kart on 200cc and somehow killing it. 3 star grand prix motherfucker.
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Lillian Wocklewater - Wed, 17 Apr 2019 09:45:14 EST byjB2ZXA No.366056 Reply
>>363328
anyone bored / want to talk on discord? we've got a pretty solid selection of oldfags and newfags, and tripfags alike. no normies or kids pls



.gg/GvXc8gX
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Sidney Cellydale - Wed, 17 Apr 2019 11:19:20 EST ftJ6r5aG No.366057 Reply
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I just realized the reason I haven't left is to witness the birth of a god.
Playing midwife to key technologies. It's a cosmological thing, you wouldn't understand.
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David Blazzledock - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 01:11:54 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.366071 Reply
>>366057
> I just realized the reason I haven't left is to witness the birth of a god.
> Playing midwife to key technologies.
Oh I understand. More than you would possibly imagine.
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Augustus Soblingket - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 03:37:34 EST IloN6QLN No.366073 Reply
>>366071
The singularity shall come soon. Don't despair get dissed and rewire your domain.
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Polly Drunkincocke - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 08:02:28 EST AR8VsdNB No.366074 Reply
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been taking DXM + gabapentin + tramadol + kratom + ativan
keep slipping into a hole
it's a very smooth pleasant hole and easy to slip into
but it is also quite deep.
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Cornelius Greenville - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 09:27:21 EST kZMswG/H No.366075 Reply
I think god might have decided I've tripped enough, suddenly flipped the switch on dxm. Took 1 bottle robocough, started feeling extremely nauseaus once it kicked in. Wound up puking. If this is what normals experience dxm as its no wonder they hate it. I have never puke or felt any of this nausea in all my use before. Usually there's a slight wooziness, but no actual nausea. I took it on a completely empty stomach which I usually never do.
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Cornelius Greenville - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 09:45:48 EST kZMswG/H No.366077 Reply
>>366075
for some context, i just broke a t-break and this trip is much stronger than used to be. Gonna take some more to make up for the stuff I puked.
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Cornelius Greenville - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 10:57:05 EST kZMswG/H No.366078 Reply
>>366075
This was overly dramatic, I don't think the change is permanent, just a result of dexxing while beginning a fast.
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John Wisslestone - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 15:52:43 EST YrHyt+tM No.366081 Reply
>>366075
>>366075

you're just a pussy. nausea and puking is part of a good portion of trips. dxm, mescaline, ayahuasca, aMT, you name it. For me dexing means projectile vomiting every other trip. Sometimes even raging diarrhea. It doesn't feel good at all and every time it happens i think "oh god maybe i shouldn't take this shit again, i would surf the net and listen to music peacefully, but now i'm dying" but it's nothing dangerous and ends an hour later, then comes the good part, the special trip that no arylcyclohexylamine can produce.
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Cornelius Greenville - Thu, 18 Apr 2019 17:37:07 EST kZMswG/H No.366083 Reply
>>366081
I have tripped probably more than a hundred times. I was saying that my body has never had this reaction to the stuff. I normally experience zero nausea in all my trips. Even if it were to start happening with all my trips I would still take dxm, but it greatly dampens the fun.
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Albert Dozzlebet - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 12:40:51 EST biznmpTU No.366111 Reply
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>>363328

10g's of 2-F just arrived at my doorstep much earlier than expected. This Friday could not have gotten any better so quickly :)
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Graham Follywot - Fri, 19 Apr 2019 18:49:10 EST IloN6QLN No.366120 Reply
>>366111
I give you one month to two max before that pack is all gone.


Ahhh fun timez.
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Eugene Gunderson - Sat, 20 Apr 2019 17:42:00 EST hC66H0IH No.366145 Reply
when do you guys generally use cannabis to help with the nausea? ill be taking 600mg in pills in 15 minutes or so and im a bit worried about puking. been 10 years since ive done more than 300mg so its been a long while since ive felt the terrible nausea of a large dose.
would smoking during the comeup be maybe a bit too intense? sometimes i get anxiety if i go overboard with cannabis while on dxm
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Priscilla Shittingworth - Sat, 20 Apr 2019 22:23:58 EST IloN6QLN No.366148 Reply
>>366145
It will get intense but it's worth the anti nausea effects.

Just dose and lay down. Keep a bong/joint/etc nearby and when you begin to feel some inkling of nausea take a hit. Relax and see how you feel. Take more or less as needed.
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David Bullyweck - Tue, 23 Apr 2019 23:01:45 EST 5MSM4AZg No.366189 Reply
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I think I've said this before but God bless us every one, God bless this miracle drug DXM, God bless God, God Bless. Bless you reading this. I know how you're feeling right now, stick it out. I LOve you, and we're gonna make it. To the stars and beyond, in each our own little ways, in the personal spirit realm where there are no words, we'll make it. The Great, Unified, Spiritualized, Goodness-energy being that collects all the good energy at the end of the universe for a great party is waiting for us there, man. I just may have seen a fraction of a glimpse of it. And you can turn any of that bad energy into good just by asking and connecting to God. God being the idea of goodness itself. The Idea of a will turning itself towards an orientation of goodness. The Idea of the will and the goodness being the same.

Scalp smells like peanut butter. Man it'd be easier to find this thread if we had a party going on.

I Hope you remember us in our hard times.
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Angus Drorringwell - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 00:07:28 EST 5YPjMysi No.366190 Reply
>>366145
if i don't want the weed to impact the trip heavily (which is most of the time) i just sip on a cbd strain in my dab pen a little bit to calm down before the comeup has really kicked in (plus the 1 or 2 dph tablets ofc)
if i do want the intense experience i'll do a bong rip right as the comeup is starting to get rough
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James Trotman - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 06:27:56 EST 5K+eiixO No.366192 Reply
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>>366189
I was just reading a random googled trip report for dxm and the report was about how there might be a "Party Room" that your soul can travel too while on a dissociative.

One of the replies:
"There was a Terence McKenna video where he talks about the collective unconscious of ketamine and how it was like a huge office building, but nobody was there. He said it was likely because ketamine is a synthetic drug without much history and limited users. Perhaps the collection is building in the DXM space"

Maybe each time any of us travels on dxm we are contributing to more cotent in the Dextroverse.

My recent trips have been very fulfilling, even with my ridiculous tolerance, and I've noticed a lot more oldschool /dis/ SLAYER around here lately.

THE DEXTROVERSE IS REAL!

nb not tripping tonight probably tomorrow night after my responsibilities.
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Beatrice Cecklesat - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 11:51:50 EST kZMswG/H No.366194 Reply
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>>366192
You read any of Lilly's books? I started a little bit on Cyclone, but not sure if thats the best to start with. I have noticed him getting mentioned a lot more here lately and have been reading about him a good bit myself. The /dis/ synchronicities are converging and growing stronger.
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Nigel Shakedock - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 13:22:40 EST eUiZ9yXC No.366195 Reply
Just got back from the hospital after using 900mg DXM and 40mg THC (high tolerance to THC). I think I need a stronger heart if I'm ever going to do DXM again.
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Ebenezer Heshdurk - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 20:45:03 EST IloN6QLN No.366199 Reply
>>366195
Stopped reading after
>40mg THC (high tolerance to THC)
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Ian Clellerdock - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 22:00:03 EST 5MSM4AZg No.366200 Reply
>>366192
I used to trip with the full moon and without mentioning it to anybody someone posted on /dis/ about them getting the urge to trip with the moon. I've also injected Tulpa into the dextroverse that I've seen other people posting about on here. Last night was crazy, man. I saw these reddish-brown doors close with sand spilling out of them in a stone antechamber, they were at a 30 degree angle from the wall. They were at the end of time or something. I also understood human suffering as necessary to the human experience and felt an entity wanting to share its pain with me and I welcomed feeling the pain to understand it but I felt nothing. I was above concepts like good and evil: there was only the grand spiritual plan. I also created a god-entity in a lesser, smaller world and released it. It was created out of my angst and hopes and looked like a sheet Ghost.
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Archie Connermit - Wed, 24 Apr 2019 22:42:10 EST 5K+eiixO No.366201 Reply
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>>366194
I havent read any of John C Lilly's books yet but I have listened to many of his talks while dissed and sober. I fall asleep to either Terence Mckenna or Lilly almost every night. I have read The Archaic Revival and Food of the Gods by Terence though.
Saved a bunch of Lilly covers to remind myself to start reading some of his books next.
I'm one of the posters whos been mentioning ECCO and I've noticed a few others as well. I've experienced plenty of synchronicities while dexxed and while sober but some of the eeriest were on dxm. It can also be looked at human initiated entity contact.

>>366200
In one of his talks I listened to last night he talks about being able to shrink your consciousness down small enough to travel through doorways to other dimensions or places in the universe that are inhabited by intelligent beings. You can really feel that on dxm sometimes where you feel like the size of a dot while flying through the Dextroverse.

Also I think I saw a UFO last night in the sky. (I was completely sober) I just got a random urge to go outside at around 4 am and thought to myself I'm about to see something. As soon as I looked up I saw a point od light about the size of a star fly across overhead. It never blinked or strobed once (Plane lights always blink and are usually a orangeish color or alternate between two colors. Instead it remained a single point of light the entire time. Also the sky here is extremely clear yet I couldn't make out any shape or form around the light and it didnt make a single noise at all. After it had disappeared from view I kept watching the sky and only a few moments later it appeared again but hundreds of feet or about a whole 120 degrees to the right and slowly moved downwards instead of across and then vanished again. It was weird how I just knew I needed to turn my head to spot it again when I should have no way of knowing it would take a full right angle turn before appearing again.
Not the first time Ive experienced some kind of entity contact but it is the first time I was completely sober so I can be certain it wasnt hallucination.
Also everytime I've seen Planes around here I could hear them and instantly identify them without question.
Nb but getting dexxed tomorrow most likely
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Charlotte Hallymidging - Thu, 25 Apr 2019 14:15:45 EST jKvinYvL No.366208 Reply
>>366199
Does THC potentiate DXM or put at risk for serotonin syndrome?
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George Gockledatch - Thu, 25 Apr 2019 15:41:59 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.366209 Reply
>>363328
Snort 2 lines of K in the morning.
Snort 2 lines at night.
Snort 2 lines in the afternoon,
Makes me feel alright.
Snort 2 lines of K in times of peace
And 2 in time of war.
Snort 2 lines beforeI snort 2 lines,
And then I snort 2 more.
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Charlotte Hallymidging - Thu, 25 Apr 2019 18:11:54 EST jKvinYvL No.366212 Reply
>>366211
So let me cut to the chase: I would have been a lot safer if I only did a tiny bit of DXM like 60-100mg or I just cut weed out entirely?
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Hamilton Collermog - Thu, 25 Apr 2019 19:50:25 EST 5A4LoDyQ No.366213 Reply
>>366212
Let me cut to the chase for people that display your levels of ignorance you should probably stay away from drugs all together. It’s clearly obvious you have no idea what you are talking about nor what even happened to you.
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Wesley Cammerstuck - Thu, 25 Apr 2019 22:23:20 EST s3YU9T/1 No.366214 Reply
>>366213
Well why don't you explain it to me, genius, since leaving me ignorant is obviously going to increase my risk. I've done DXM a ton in the past, but DXM + weed is new to me.
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Oliver Greenbury - Thu, 25 Apr 2019 22:42:41 EST 5K+eiixO No.366215 Reply
>>366214
Its just funny you think 40mg is a high tolerance to thc because even after a 6 month t break a 100mg edible barely gave me a headchange.

But i agree that 900mg will have your heart pounding like crazy most of the night. Next time Id start with 150mg and slowly dose by 60mg more each 20 to 30 minutes or so until youre where you want to be.

Weed should only help reduce nausea and take the stimmy feeling edge off the dxm. It wont increase risk of serotonin syndrome at all. Weed will kick the trip into overdrive but also help you stay calm IME.

Im guessing if you felt uncomfortable at all it was just that you took too high of a dose of dxm so your heartrate was unsettling you. Ive had anxiety on dxm because of that before honestly and I would consider myself a veteran when it comes to the Dextroverse.
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Caroline Bronderdet - Sun, 28 Apr 2019 02:16:25 EST wZvF5Dzx No.366244 Reply
Damn dude even though my tolerance finally reset after that year or two break, something is fucked up. I remember almost nothing from about 40 minutes after swallowing the DXM to about 4 hours after. It's almost like I'm blacking out but I vaguely remember bits and pieces and it makes it feel like time just went by super fast and I wasted my night. This happens whether I take 450mg or 100mg.

I think I'm broken.
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Cornelius Sundlepin - Tue, 30 Apr 2019 05:38:00 EST 2D8bR1mk No.366268 Reply
seems like the less holey dissos could be pretty nice in the bath. i took 12 mg of 3-meo-pcp and floated in my bath and it was really nice. i never felt like i was going to drown since you can sortof "unhole" yourself on the less anesthetic dissos. i havent tried too much of the others that are available now but i feel it could work with 3-meo-pcp and 3-ho-pcp and even mxe if you could go back in time.
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Cedric Clottingnot - Tue, 30 Apr 2019 08:04:40 EST WeE+ZE4n No.366269 Reply
>>366244
Try taking lecithin supplements and/or eating foods that help replenish choline.
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Oliver Buzzhall - Wed, 01 May 2019 04:52:51 EST uTC1IJkn No.366279 Reply
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>>363328
i think another cycle of doing stims to wake up and licker to sleep is whats gonna take to stop binginging all the time constantly like cvurrently
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Shit Hivingson - Wed, 01 May 2019 20:21:12 EST +y5AJZLx No.366290 Reply
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>>363328
Bumpin'from the bath. I closed the hole to take a bath. What's up with my local store changing their product line up without consulting with their primary purchaser first? Like, I'm buying the most product out of all of your customers; why don't I get to decide what and how much pharmacy product you stock? Don't you value my business? And stockers I'm wise to your deception. You think I'm not gonna notice when you stuff the slot full of congestion medicine? No, no... Guaifenesin isn't normally in that particular product. Bump...
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Nathaniel Bembleson - Thu, 02 May 2019 04:38:49 EST kaS+v3vP No.366307 Reply
>>363328
BWD, downed a bottle of robo, 600mg, ate some nausea pills before hand. got plenty of weed on hand to vape when i inevitably start feeling queezy.
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Frederick Funkinhall - Fri, 03 May 2019 00:26:49 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.366315 Reply
>>363328
Idek what the point of bumping is anymore. This is every day. So much K in my face it feels like I have a sinus headache. It literally hurts my whole face every time I do a line and yet I keep doing them.
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Thomas Ninderstut - Sat, 04 May 2019 16:26:48 EST s3YU9T/1 No.366333 Reply
>>366215
Nah my blood pressure was nearing hypertensive emergency.
But that's my fault for taking a drug that raises blood pressure when I already have blood pressure problems to begin with. I need to lose weight and talk to my doctor about a blood pressure lowering medication.
Speaking of, how come the blood pressure effects of DXM are so understated by everybody? You'd think with its popularity you'd get a few more fatties keeling over due to the stress on their heart. I only ever hear about its about cardiac effects when its mixed with high doses of DPH (which I also don't do anymore).
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Beatrice Wupperkine - Sat, 04 May 2019 18:41:45 EST kZMswG/H No.366336 Reply
>>366333
Everyone is different, be careful. I felt a much lower blood pressure and nearly pass out when standing up after binging dxm for a while because I lost a lot of weight quickly. My blood pressure was normal regularly though. During the actual trip I felt the high blood pressure on 3rd plat trips and like my skin was gonna pop for the first trips I had but now I dont feel that or notice it as much.
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Hamilton Semmermire - Sun, 05 May 2019 13:17:41 EST +y5AJZLx No.366348 Reply
>>366333
>>366336
I'm a long time user of DXM and I just realized I never got light-headed easily until lately. I didn't research enough to find out the BP effects of my habit. It's curious. I'm on the lanky side, too. I also used to binge on DPH so I'm sure that's compromised my cardiac health. Not to mention I'm hooked on monster, Rockstar, RedBull, etc. Do any of you know any tips for bolstering heart health? I know cardio is a cornerstone that I abandoned but I'm thinking more nutritional-wise. Also bumping gonna try this sugar free syrup with 2G guaif/220mg Dex per bottle at two bottles. That's all they had I'm the same fag bitching about my local pharmacy. Anyway I'm only comfortable with 4Gs guaif because I've had more than that before in the form of Mucinex tablets. Regardless I'm prepared for nausea and diarrhea. Meh. I'll be around and give updates if requested. Keep it bumpin' 'nauts
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Hamilton Semmermire - Sun, 05 May 2019 13:26:10 EST +y5AJZLx No.366349 Reply
>>366348
Update: Jesus I never thought I'd miss that cherry menthol flavor. This aspartame sugar free shit is repugnant. One bottle in gonna play some Warframe sorry for blogging I'll update in a few hours
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Hamilton Semmermire - Sun, 05 May 2019 16:59:55 EST +y5AJZLx No.366350 Reply
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>>366349 Conclusion? 4 grams of guaifenesin is too much guaifenesin. Luckily I retained a bit of the DXM's effects despite violently puking. I sure hope my local store corrects their online inventory. They advertised having the product I wanted while actually not having it...
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Edwin Wunkinmerk - Sun, 05 May 2019 22:17:58 EST AqhI2xBw No.366353 Reply
>>366348

>"will update if requested"
>literally no one requests it
>still does it anyways

Fuck off you fucking faggot, this isn't your fucking blog. You're not even posting anything remotely interesting, and yeah no shit 4 GRAMS of guaf is going to make you throw up.

Christ your retarded and annoying as fuck. Maybe once you turn over 21 you'll fucking grow up and get over your shitty energy drink addiction and stop stealing cough syrup from the pharmacy.
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Albert Clovingwater - Sun, 05 May 2019 23:21:21 EST wZvF5Dzx No.366355 Reply
>>366269
I just picked up some 1200mg tablets. Should I take them daily or only when I trip? I read that someone said they affect the trip in a positive way but you need to take like 7g though.
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Alice Gindersatch - Mon, 06 May 2019 10:10:16 EST kZMswG/H No.366357 Reply
I think people should try and treat dxm as an introspective psychological tool more often. I was real upset over a possibly failed start on a relationship, feeling lonely and everyone I reached out to was not available. I was crying and acting like a little bitch, but after some impulsive dxm use I regained composure, got some distance from my emotions and could see more clearly the paths to take and I saw why this situation was actually a good thing and necessary. Meditation must be a method of doing this same thing, but sometimes you just cant get your thoughts/emotions under control and an outside agent can help.
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Alice Breggleputch - Mon, 06 May 2019 11:52:44 EST 8HD7rbOL No.366359 Reply
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>>366353
Polistirex and my ER tramadol
feeling good. barely feeling this meatsack trashbody
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Alice Gindersatch - Mon, 06 May 2019 12:39:28 EST kZMswG/H No.366360 Reply
>>366359 I am feeling similarly pathetic and desperate. Burned my arm wit a cig a bit earlier but jeez man don't hurt yourself that much. At least there are two of us at this bottom everyone gets here eventually.
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Alice Breggleputch - Mon, 06 May 2019 13:26:52 EST 8HD7rbOL No.366361 Reply
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>>366360
I used to hate my scars but now I like them, even if people think poorly of me for it. I still do them when I'm in pain but it's like making art now. Not on dissociatives though.
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Alice Gindersatch - Mon, 06 May 2019 13:38:19 EST kZMswG/H No.366362 Reply
>>366361
But what is wrong for you? for me I am too dependent and clingy to ever have a successful relationship or even friendship. Almost made my first real friend a while back but circumstances took him away.
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Alice Breggleputch - Mon, 06 May 2019 17:19:36 EST 8HD7rbOL No.366364 Reply
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>>366362
I'm genuinely sorry to hear that, Alice. I think you'll find someone eventually if you wait around. I'm also clingy and a total lunatic but I have one close friend and am nearly close with another.

Abuse memories I cannot get out of my head, many things relating to that I feel guilty about, and people that I miss who have left or died.
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Alice Gindersatch - Mon, 06 May 2019 17:54:00 EST kZMswG/H No.366366 Reply
>>366362
I'm probably a literal asperger. I miss out on cues and don't understand people's meaning all the time. It never bothered me and I never felt lonely as long as I had no actual chances, but lately I have been more outgoing and losing weight, taking up hobbies and it felt like all of a sudden people were interested in me again because I wasn't depressed. I tried working out a relationship but it never began because I exposed myself as a needy clingy momma's boy like I always do. I just get way too dependent on other people unless I am totally alone even if I try to do the opposite. I am not angry because I have no one to blame but my own inadequacy (except God/demiurge I guess heh).
I been slow dosing today. The nausea when I start slowdosing is real bad, worse than anything when I down it at once, does it really decrease nausea for you all? Normally once the whole thing kicks in I am dis enough to not feel nausea when the woozy phase starts but when I slow dose it gets real bad for a while before the extra doses take care of that.
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Charlotte Dartway - Mon, 06 May 2019 17:55:19 EST APqt6/yc No.366367 Reply
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low 2nd plat after a long day of finals
what up /dis/?
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John Dattingbury - Mon, 06 May 2019 19:09:08 EST +y5AJZLx No.366368 Reply
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>>366353
>When you're the only one who's this angry and misinformed
Bumpin'!
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Eliza Pockdock - Mon, 06 May 2019 22:20:04 EST s3YU9T/1 No.366371 Reply
>>366348
>>366336
Hate to say it but maybe its time to cut the DXM for good for me. Wouldn't wanna die of a heart attack on coke, don't wanna die of a heart attack on DXM.
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John Clubblepune - Tue, 07 May 2019 01:51:49 EST 8HD7rbOL No.366378 Reply
>>366366
I'm going to put my discord info in /qq/ in the pinned thread for you in case you want to talk. It's fine if you don't. My partner of six years has Asperger's so I'm used to speaking clearly and explaining shit.

I find it better to just chug it all at once and puke if I'm gonna. I will admit that my taste buds being killt by DXM makes it easier to take a second dose later without nausea, but I think it decreases the effectiveness and essentially wastes drug.
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James Grandbury - Tue, 07 May 2019 10:10:52 EST unEe+wqL No.366379 Reply
>>366378
Everything went better than expected. I had a talk with him about my doubts and whether we should continue talking and he said I had done nothing wrong and he enjoyed our talks. I was likely overthinking and analyzing everything I had said to him to an extreme degree. He is a bit older than me so he must know what he is doing, I sure don't. Either way I was fully prepared to accept him leaving if he wanted even though it would be painful, so I must not have been as needy or pathetic as I thought.
Thanks for helping out and offering that link. Hope for the best with your troubles.
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Isabella Guvingdock - Tue, 07 May 2019 21:12:38 EST Tw8O+9JO No.366385 Reply
>>363328
Coming up and embracing the nightmare. It appears that it is my fate, lol. I hope I'll be the best who's ever existed, at least
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Charles Seffingman - Tue, 07 May 2019 21:33:59 EST +y5AJZLx No.366386 Reply
>>363328
I'm not sure if I'm enthusiastic or suffering the long-term effects of DXM abuse. Anyone feel similar? Lol. I've been abusing this shit for just shy of a decade. Also, anyone know anything good for stomach lining health? Bump regardless... Can't seem to let this buzz go... At least I'm proud of myself for halving my usual dose this time.
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Fanny Debbleshaw - Tue, 07 May 2019 22:29:25 EST N3UM6ibW No.366388 Reply
>>366386
I think something about dxm really appeals to people who are spergs but i have no proof. Probably makes for a dangerous combo somewhere down the road but I dont think that theres anything permanent from it itself.
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Oliver Pullerwere - Wed, 08 May 2019 09:19:30 EST hDDEyaFi No.366391 Reply
>>366386
Even if you entirely recover from a physiological standpoint from long-term abuse after an extended hiatus/a decent period of cessation (talking well over 6 months here), the psychological changes like your world outlook, perspective, and the way you interpret things could potentially last for an indefinite extended period of time.

Also, DXM's moderate non-selective serotonin reuptake inhibition and its as well as moderate sigma 1 agonism (which has evidence behind it suggesting that in some people it has a pronounced antidepressant effect, while in others it can cause negative mood effects or even increase the likelihood of psychosis or promote psychotic-like thought patterns) surely have a long-term impact on the psyche and even to brain structures physiologically speaking.

To elaborate, the effects of long-term SSRI and SNRI use on various serotonin neurons (mainly through downregulation) can take upwards of 6+ months to fully revert back to baseline. That's not even taking into account the changes to other brainstructures/neuronal networks that are affected by the changes in serotonin levels since serotonin acts as a neuromodulator for several neurotansmitters in many different areas of the brain (notably dopamine and norepinephrine), as well as the fact that increased serotonin levels in themselves results in widespread increased levels of norepinephrine throughout the brain.

Needless to say the brain and the central nervous system on a whole are a very complex set of structures whose component parts are a tightly interwoven and integrated biological machine. Changes to any given set of component parts will result in changes in all the rest that quite possibly may never be all that reversible, at least completely. It's not surprising you feel like an enthusiastic fuck from abusing it for so long.
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Oliver Pullerwere - Wed, 08 May 2019 11:21:36 EST hDDEyaFi No.366392 Reply
Also, just got back from court. Been up since 4:30pm yesterday since I work nightshift. I'm prescribed 60mg cymbalta/duloxetine which is a potent SNRI and CYP2D6 substrate, adderall (which I picked up my script monday, prescribed 15mg XRs because that usually has me running out in about 5 to 7 days so I can get a tolerance break and I look like less of a druggie prescribed a dose that low) and I've currently got 15 left which means I've taken 225mg so far and have been pretty regular and consistent with dosing it the past 3 days, and I usually take between 900mg - 1.5g phenibut daily with the doses spread out a bit.

So, on top of all that, added 300mg DXM since I'm not planning on going to sleep because the combo is fucking amazing. It's like being on mildly dissociative speed based type of opioid with tons of music euphoria, relaxation, and mild empathogenic notes reminiscent of and equivalent to the level experienced on medium/moderate doses of MDMA maybe a bit on the lower moderate dose side.

Gonna be a good night workin at the cabinet factory niggas. I'm already good as fuck at my job and find the flow states I often get in and the rhythmic and physical nature of the work to be pretty fuckin enjoyable, especially under the right "conditions" ;)

Since my court date got moved a month forward yet again, probably gonna ask to hit my buddy's vape pen since he's got THC vape cartridges. don't give a single fuck about the lack of sleep, goddamn it's gonna be a good night. hell, the lack of sleep is probably gonna make it better since it's only gonna be over 24ish hours because weed gets pretty awesome after being up for a day by itself, and the cymbalta, phenibut, and adderall combination on its own gets hallucinatory as fuck after 24 hours being up and exponentially so when combined with DXM.
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Ian Sellerford - Wed, 08 May 2019 14:18:50 EST kZMswG/H No.366396 Reply
>>366392
I also work 3rd shift in a factory and find being slightly dissed makes me work really well and have fun completing each repetitive task in detail while the time flies by. The physical exercise combined with the way 1st plat makes movement feel is what makes it so nice I guess along with the fact that you can act completely normal on 1st plat dose with experience. I don't do it anymore because it isn't as great as at home and feels sort of like a shameful abuse of the drug when it has the capacity to do so much more than make time go by faster and keep you awake.
I do not enjoy working high with any other drug, weed and alcohol (never been drunk at work) are both lame normo drugs and would lead to me working sloppy and being paranoid about looking out of it. Opiates are pretty bad too. I've seen guys that claim smoking weed makes them focused but they act slow as fuck, forget stuff too much, etc. Never tried any real stims.
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Edward Blizzlehood - Wed, 08 May 2019 18:36:07 EST AqhI2xBw No.366402 Reply
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>>366392

Ha, I was also prescribed 60mg duloxetine and 30mg Adderall IRs at the same time. Shit was great for a month or two until one week the duloxetine fucked me up real bad and had me the closest I've been to pulling the trigger on myself in 2 years.

I'm only on the Adderall now for treatment resistant major depressive disorder, clonazepam and xanax for general anxiety and panic disorder. Only missing some good opiates but I get suboxone easy around here, I like em so they'll do.

In the process of hopefully getting that new Ketamine nose spray approved by my insurance, I'm excited but not getting hopes too up. I had an IV ketamine therapy done at my psychiatrist office and it was wonderful, and it seemed to combat the depression fairly well for about a week after until I just fell down the hole again. No better, no worse. Doc says he wants to try ket treatments 2x a week for 4 weeks, but I can't afford the IV therapy for that long, so I'm really hoping this nasal spray gets approved for me.

Hope you have an awesome day, anon!>>366392
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Jack Monderham - Thu, 09 May 2019 00:01:10 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.366408 Reply
>>363328
Ketamine with the wife. Watched Incredibles 2 (which is a remarkably good movie) and now on a trip down memory lane, trading animated movies of childhood.
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Fanny Chuffingsene - Thu, 09 May 2019 04:39:53 EST ajU/naEw No.366410 Reply
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>>366396

you should see what people who say weed helps them focus can do when they add in stimulants, haha. there are some people out there who do get cognitive benefit from smoking marijuana (myself included). I find marijuana makes my thought processes flow better. Combined with stimulants, I become an overpowered destroyer of academic material. Add in some ketamine here and there in the off time and wowee you have yourself a real thinkamajig of a brainstorm goin on.

As for repetitive work, yes, I would agree completely that dissociatives make it much more fun. It kind of makes things feel like playing a special challenge run of a video game, you know? You have to do everything well and pay attention to the intricacies and you get so involved in the process. It's like raiding in world of warcraft, in a way. that's a weird comparison, but I'm sure it makes sense if you've played WoW.

i am currently learning japanese, and part of my studying is of course drilling kanji into my brain (thats how learning to write the kanji works for me). Being dissed while doing this makes it such an interesting, amazing experience. I actually fucking love studying kanji on dissociatives, even though its just drawing lines over and over.

>>366402

you should ask your ketamine IV doctor if he is willing to consider doing ketamine lozenges through a compounding pharmacy. This is what I do for my treatment resistant depression. I had the same issue - can't afford frequent infusions, so the doctor I see came up with this idea.

Unfortunately, honestly, the new nasal spray IMO is big pharma getting a hurr durr patent on ketamine. The whole situation is a mess. To be prescribed the nasal spray and have your insurance pay for it, you're going to have to do it the way the FDA wants it done - in the same situation of an infusion, with a doctor supervising the entirety of the experience (im sure they can set up webcam shit n stuff to treat multiple people at once but still you're being actively attended to). Furthermore, the dosages of these nasal sprays do not even go above 100mg. It's going to end up probably having a co-pay that is nearly the same as the infusions themselves, probably. And in that case, why not just go with regular ketamine?

Esketamine is also not going to be provided in an IVable form to any doctors, so there's no sign of esketamine infusions on the horizon... not that they'd necessarily be desirable - I'm not sure on esketamine vs ketamine re. depression relief and trip quality, as I've never done esketamine.

It's a step forward, yeah, but in the pharma world, you can't take a step forward without sticking a dick up patient asses and jewing it up like its a bar mitzvah.

You should present the idea to your doctor with this very important side dish: tell him you want to recreate the infusion environment in your home at night before you go to bed (i.e. lying down and listening to relaxing music, eyepatch on, nobody disturbing you, etc).

This is important for two reasons: it gives confidence that your intended use of the drug is to recreate this process of healing your depression and not to just, say, get prescribed lozenges and then head to the nightclub, or even just take lozenges and try to do your normal day. Doing it at night provides a clear cut window of free time when you won't have to randomly drive a car or something. Doing it at night also ensures that you will have a good night's worth of sleep to allow the effects to subside before the next day.

NOTE: Whether or not you actually recreate the infusion scenario is completely up to you. I just think it is a good idea to bring to the table when seeking the lozenges because it presents itself in a good manner.

Also, if you do end up getting ketamine lozenges, remember to be mindful. Be careful of letting yourself develop the association between ketamine and feeling able to do things. Just because its possible to do a lot of things on ketamine, doesn't mean it necessarily is a good idea... I have made a lot of strange decisions regarding my ability to work on things. I've mostly done things high for the past several years. If I'm not high, I don't really know what is going on.

Don't get stuck in the sky.

Good luck with everything man. refractory MDD is a bitch. hang in there. you'll find some sunlight.

Long ass post because I was high as fuck from some weed and some ketamine hahahaha
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Ian Dussledurk - Thu, 09 May 2019 05:35:52 EST AqhI2xBw No.366411 Reply
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>>366410

Hey, that's a good idea. Your concerns are exactly my concerns as well about the nasal spray. I'm sure the copay is going to be almost as expensive as the real thing.

I'm somewhat okay with being supervised, I guess, as I legitimately want this as a therapy, but I would much prefer to do it in my own home if I'm not getting it IV'd. I don't want to spray some shit up my nose and sit around the docs office like a dumbass for 3 hours.

My doctor does seem very forward thinking, so he might be down with the idea. Thank you so much for suggesting that! I'll definitely bring it up next visit.

My only concern is I was going to try to get prescribed real Xanax this visit (I'm on some generic ER alprazolam right now thats garbage) and I'm nervous about asking for that enough as it is. So I'm unsure on how to bring up your suggestion, or if I should just wait to ask until another time for the xanax.

I don't want to look like a drug seeker or get my Adderall taken away as it's the only thing we've tried that's helped, and literally every anti depressant I've tried either didn't do anything or made things so much worse, so I'm scared to try a new one.

Again, thank you for that idea. I hope he's down with it.
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James Murdforth - Thu, 09 May 2019 20:54:52 EST ajU/naEw No.366427 Reply
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>>366411

You're welcome for the idea! :) I hope it works out. The xanax issue is tricky, because every psychiatrist seems to have their own personal philosophy on benzo usage. If I were you, I would think about what is more important at the moment: the ketamine lozenges, or the switch to brand xanax. I definitely wouldn't try to go for both at the same time. One should take priority, and ideally help you not need the other as much.

I don't know much about alprazolam ER but when you do bring up the issue of switching to xanax ER brand name, do some googling before the appointment and print out some papers on topics like "Is brand name Xanax ER better than generic?" and "Generic Alprazolam ER not as good as brand name" or something like that and just present it as something you would like to try. It isn't really that weird to be asking for a brand name over generic. It is slightly complicated because the drug is a benzo, but it isn't an earth shattering request, you know?

If all else fails and things take a turn for the drugs being taken away, I would advise you be honest about your struggles and tell him you aren't a drug seeker - you're just genuinely suffering tremendously and you're trying to make things work. Tell him how much things have gotten better with these meds and that you didn't mean to try and capsize everything.

I don't foresee this negative outcome unless your psychiatrist is a dick. And if your psychiatrist was a dick, you would most likely have figured that out by now - all the vehemently anti-drug psychiatrists I've seen have made it pretty apparent in the first visit or two whether or not they were going to be receptive to what I was thinking.

Finally, remember that you have a medical condition and you are trying to make your life better. You aren't seeing a psychiatrist specifically to seek out drugs for recreation. You are trying to find ways to maximize the value of your medications in treating your conditions. There's a big difference there.

Good luck, friend!
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Molly Gogglehood - Thu, 09 May 2019 21:49:47 EST AqhI2xBw No.366428 Reply
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>>366427

I've been seeing this one for close to a year, year and a half now? We have a good relationship, I feel like, and I'm pretty sure he knows I'm not a drug seeker but that's still just a worry of mine. I'm mainly a benzo guy because anxiety is something I deal with on a daily basis, the depression waxes and wanes but is always present as well, sometimes just not as bad. Or maybe I'm just so used to it I don't think it's as bad sometimes until I'm near a suicidal breaking point. But looking back on the IV treatment, and my past history, I believe depression is the bigger issue here and should take precedent.

Good idea on printing things out. That'll probably help my case on me genuinely trying to find things that work and not just get drugs. I've told him those exact words before with all sincerity and he said he believes me but again, just something that worries me since I'm on alot of scheduled substances and asking for more.

Perhaps I'll say the Adderall helps me with motivation/mood lift, but the underlying issue is still there, I'm still impulsive, suicidal, numb, etc etc I don't know exactly how to describe it but I hope he understands what I'm trying to get at, and I want to better my life for the long run and the Adderall seems to be a short term solution.

Truth be told, I haven't been taking it daily, and I didn't take any of my last refill because of my anxiety and the side effects I don't like. I usually sell it. I also build up a tolerance quick to it, so it usually just turns into me staying tweaked with wicked bad anxiety with none of the good effects unless I take a break from it. It does help, but it's not a great long term solution I want to keep up.

I think I'll bring up the idea of ketamine lozenges first since he seems to be eager to try ketamine treatments anyways, and if that goes exceptionally well I'll go ahead and just say these specific generics aren't working that well, maybe not straight up just ask for brand name Xanax. And if it doesn't go well, I still have the generic alprazolam, so at least it's something.

This might be weird coming from some random on a drug chan board, but seriously, thank you a lot for the suggestions and ideas, and mostly for the kind words. I really do appreciate it. Sorry for the long post.
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Jarvis Worthingdock - Mon, 13 May 2019 22:21:03 EST wZvF5Dzx No.366471 Reply
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>>366450
Just wanted to come back and give a little report. I had been taking 2.4g of lecithin daily for about a week and I also purchased some piracetam. I had taken 1.6g piracetam a couple times over this week and though I noticed my thoughts were clearer and I was a little more hyper, it was nothing I could express outwardly in a productive manner. Anyway I took 1.6g piracetam alongside 150mg dxm and FUCK it was good. I didn't feel the dxm at all aside from a pressure that I normally get in my head and behind my eyes when I take dxm but no dis at all. I was sharp as a fucking razor though. My mind was clear and focused, I was taking the lead in every single conversation I had. I was confident, quick, witty and extremely articulate. Normally I never start conversations unless I have an idea of where they're going to head but I was jumping in head first over and over again without a care in the world.

There were downsides though. I didn't feel like myself. Not just because I'm normal reserved and introverted, but whoever it was that was out there having these conversations wasn't quite me. I felt in control of maybe 80-90% of what I was doing. Maybe it was a hint of psychosis, who knows. The other downside was after it wore off I was borderline retarded for the rest of the night.

Anyway give it a shot sometime. Maybe it won't do much if you aren't a social recluse riddled with anxiety that can barely hold a conversation but that was a lot of fun. While I was in it I was thinking that this is the way it's supposed to be. It felt right.
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Sidney Clayshit - Tue, 14 May 2019 11:28:20 EST YX4jkniD No.366477 Reply
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Ketamine is so good. I had to figure out how connect up this computer to bwd before loosing track of more time. i could not resist the bulk discount, but hope I dont get too psychotic before holing. I got a week vacation to experiment then no real plans afterwards. dissos so good, love feeling blanket waves. sometimes addiction can feel like im a magnet to it; like I actually gravitate to it and bump without noticing. all's well though. where did the afterglow go. feeling narcoleptic sucks too. K feels great tho!
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Sidney Clayshit - Tue, 14 May 2019 12:16:36 EST YX4jkniD No.366478 Reply
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>>366450
aye i just completely read the op and noticed your 0-get. glad you are doing well! that sounds fun. sorry you felt a bit out of it with the downsides. Those sort of feelings can happen to me too sometimes.

>>366359
cool scarification, and I have some scars I'd show. I'd share a photo of them healed but don't have any good pics on the current computer that I'm using and camera that connects to this computer is dead battery now. finding artists in my usa state are hard because they are supposed to be surgical doctors or have the license or something to be easy to find in places like a tattoo store. I'm interested in meeting a professional, so I can learn from direct experience, but sharing I'm paranoid about sharing personal info online. I relate to the feeling of being like a meatsack, and if i cut, then it's usually while on or withdrawing from dissos.
But I also like to bitch up so bwd lol. K and cwe dxm poli are nice! people freaking out over robocough use will increase my stress.
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Sidney Clayshit - Tue, 14 May 2019 18:03:06 EST YX4jkniD No.366481 Reply
>>366477
sorry if i bwd this too much. I dont know other good forums. Smoking K on foil gave me a headache. I don't know other ways to smoke powder. Can I put it on top of a pot bowl or am i better off sticking to insuffing it
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Basil Hunnerwater - Tue, 14 May 2019 21:42:21 EST ajU/naEw No.366483 Reply
>>366481

i wouldn't recommend smoking k

it doesn't seem like it would be worth the relatively minor difference in experience for the cost of damage it causes to your lungs, etc.

snorting and shoving up your ass are already good choices, so why smoke it
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Cornelius Nallyforth - Tue, 14 May 2019 23:11:29 EST h6Wnkt/7 No.366484 Reply
>>366481
The best way to smoke powder is a meth pipe. But from my understanding vaping K is kinda wasteful. Idk. I've never tried. But meth pipe has worked for all my RC vaping.

Nb
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Eliza Bronkinfitch - Wed, 15 May 2019 20:05:48 EST YX4jkniD No.366494 Reply
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>>366483
>>366484
thanks for the input. Smoking K powder is definitely more wasteful than other ROAs. I was just also smoking weed and trying to do both at once lol. The K feeling would wear of too fast and I could not get a proper combo feeling because by the time I would pack another bowl, the feeling would already pass. I zone out for too long whoops. bwd with more K.

Should I try holing without a sitter? If I just keep doing more k bumps consecutively over a short time, will I risk ODing? I feel like I will pass out and sleep before dying, but I don't want to black out because I can subconsciously dose more even if I hide the stash.
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Fucking Clillerstock - Sun, 19 May 2019 14:43:47 EST wZvF5Dzx No.366538 Reply
>>366471
did it again with more dxm. still feel pretty sober but the dxm is peaking through a little bit this time. still got the physical side affects of nausea and head heat but eh. not sure what I'm doing with my life atm
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Fucking Clillerstock - Sun, 19 May 2019 15:39:34 EST wZvF5Dzx No.366539 Reply
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>>366538
oh shit nvm that dxm just hit me like a fucking truck
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Beatrice Ballyham - Mon, 20 May 2019 07:34:06 EST uvBTMyz7 No.366558 Reply
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On DXM again. We wish we'd dissolve completely instead of just parceling out into these little boxes like this. Every one of the boxes is bad because we.'re disgusting
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Phoebe Pandlelet - Tue, 21 May 2019 19:15:16 EST OpcL/Rqe No.366580 Reply
650mg of dxm today, one bottle, 20 gels
already took the gels
I usually never go higher than 450mg because of the hassle of dosing
wish me luck boys
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Hannah Henkinville - Fri, 24 May 2019 18:31:24 EST /pivlyhO No.366623 Reply
>>363328

streaming animal crossing gcn for the next hour

twitch.tv/quotexcurlybrace
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Angus Fingerstock - Fri, 24 May 2019 21:00:13 EST IloN6QLN No.366624 Reply
>>366623
My nigga I bet you got weeds all over your village. Let's pull me out and smoke it up cheech
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Martin Bunspear - Mon, 27 May 2019 19:42:53 EST uTC1IJkn No.366645 Reply
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bump with ketamine every day; i wish it could be all day. i'm gonna try to hole & then sleep. still working on dxm poli cwe and have caps now, so it'll be easier to share with friends maybe.
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Angus Bigglehetch - Tue, 28 May 2019 21:19:24 EST IloN6QLN No.366659 Reply
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>>363328
Dxm +homegrown weed + distillate dabs = a good night yessiree
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Isabella Fodgewire - Tue, 28 May 2019 22:40:34 EST /pivlyhO No.366662 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Nicholas Hishfene - Wed, 29 May 2019 23:50:41 EST uTC1IJkn No.366672 Reply
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third times a charm today to hopefully reach a proper k hole. I gotta use time more wisely. As much as i want to experience a ketamine-only hole, my plan tonight is at least 300mg dxm hbr + maybe about .38g ket + music through headphones. That'll be after finishing laundry. Hopefully I won't vomit because that combo has made me nausea before when my stomach was emptier. I already did that much k about 5.5hrs ago. Anyway, tonight will be fun. I think I had maybe .25g ket for breakfast. I wish I wasn't doing this everyday, but bitch up.

>>366660
i like to drink pomegranate or grapefruit juice.
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Edward Pomblesick - Fri, 31 May 2019 08:22:41 EST uTC1IJkn No.366687 Reply
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nb because this was yesterday. I don't even remember taking this ketamine. I thought I didn't do it. I thought I saved it for today. I know I did at least 360mg dxm hbr yesterday too. There is no more afterglow, and my body aches. I feel disappointed in myself for not planning better. I just want to keep doing it again until it feels right. I know that is wrong. I want to be better.
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Hannah Corryway - Fri, 31 May 2019 11:27:40 EST /pivlyhO No.366688 Reply
>>366687

creatine (with lots of water) definitely helps with muscle pain
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Cyril Fackleshaw - Fri, 31 May 2019 23:10:01 EST /pivlyhO No.366701 Reply
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>>363328

450mg DxmHbr + Snortin 400mg Gabapentin + Grapefruit Juice + Red Bull

Should be fun. Having a low bitch tolerance really works in my favor on nights like these. Will report back. T0:00

Probs just gonna play ok go pikachu though. And transfer them pokes from pokemon go.
also the white pills are just an iron supplement. idk

lacheim lacheim god bless this trip >>363328
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Nell Pandleshit - Fri, 31 May 2019 23:23:13 EST mJzXpVVL No.366702 Reply
>>366677
I love the shit out of this artwork my man.

Even if her hips and legs are a lil too thiccc it’s still bomb af
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Nell Pandleshit - Fri, 31 May 2019 23:36:28 EST mJzXpVVL No.366703 Reply
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>>366360
MY nigga you ain’t the only one down in the pit. Don’t ever forget your disciples understand what’s it’s like to live in the void so reach out if your ever in a dark place. God/the universe will respond if you send out vibes of despair or pain. I love all you guys my dissociative/420 brothers and sisters. This place has been my only friend at some dark times and has given me much guidance and love.

This feel so corny as fuck but thanks for existing guys.
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Cyril Fackleshaw - Sat, 01 Jun 2019 00:50:06 EST /pivlyhO No.366704 Reply
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>>366702

well thanks for your support. knowing someone likes what i consider true art, (or at least in pursuit of)

I want to get anime into art galleries so i've been trying the whole anime Christianity thing
T+1:40 ohh mannngggggggggggggggggggggggggg
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Cyril Fackleshaw - Sat, 01 Jun 2019 00:53:20 EST /pivlyhO No.366705 Reply
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>>366703

Much love : )

i am a double agent for alcoholics anonymous though basically i goto meetings and talk about shoplifting ccc n shit. im trying to get sober but i really like the community here yknow it reminds me of web 1.0 forums
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Cyril Fackleshaw - Sat, 01 Jun 2019 00:57:01 EST /pivlyhO No.366706 Reply
>>366705

I also conveniently leave out that im still getting high on the side. i dont plan to quit the dextroverse unless bae123776 freckles bleach blonde
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Martha Cleggleham - Sat, 01 Jun 2019 04:33:06 EST GbDJnRn7 No.366709 Reply
>>363328

wow...........totally meant to take a bath after popping tonight.
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Shit Marringdock - Sun, 02 Jun 2019 00:31:04 EST u3rMfOOM No.366713 Reply
Havenot been dis'd in months now friend came through today with some 3-ho-pcp randomly! I love 3ho so much its the best disso by far. Fuck dxm, fuck mxe, fuck ketamine. 3HO!
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George Meffingstog - Sun, 02 Jun 2019 14:45:55 EST mJzXpVVL No.366719 Reply
>>366713
>Fuck mxe.
>3-HO is the best Dis evar.

Nooblet who’s never done MXE Detected!
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Thomas Nummlesad - Sun, 02 Jun 2019 21:27:16 EST /pivlyhO No.366726 Reply
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cant spell polistirex without sex

as in i'm not having any !

ladies of /dis/, for thee~
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Phyllis Grimshaw - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 11:39:58 EST uTC1IJkn No.366735 Reply
i did not sleep and it's 11:35am, and it is time to k-hole. I have a lot of adult shit to do today to prepare for traveling out of the state to go to a concert tomorrow, but I really just want to do this.

>>366726
I thought robots do not desire sex. Really though, after doing dissos for many years, I got no urge for sex. Now even more many years after and still getting dissed regularly, sex is something I have absolutely no interest in. It's odd meat pleasures and I never want a child. I do believe there are ladies on /dis/ though.
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Phyllis Grimshaw - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 14:26:12 EST uTC1IJkn No.366736 Reply
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I smoked weed and am curious about ketamine. I'm a K newb, and the taimapedia seems down, and the psychonautwiki is not very helpful, so I'll ask here while preparing the next bwh. I think money will ultimately be what gets me to limit k holes to once per week, and no more. I really should wait maybe a month anyway or learn to flip. pic unrelated.

  1. Is K polar or not? can the powder be plugged?
  2. Is it true that K does not self-potentiate like dxm? (dxm/dxo metabolism stuff.) It feels like it does not, and I'm wanting to know more about what I'm getting into before tolerance builds. Even bumps like 30 min apart don't really feel like they're adding to each other, but instead have separate weaker peaks.
  3. What potentiates K? Are there foods that can increase the effects (? like grapefruit, pomegranate, & garlic for dxm.).

>>366688 thanks I'll try it if I find it in a store.

>>366703 I did cig burns on my wrist where a watch face may hide them. That was maybe 7 years ago & I still see the faint scars. I prefer doing scarification while dissed.
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Nell Clammerman - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 18:39:08 EST 6sAkZYbz No.366743 Reply
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>>366736
  1. It's hydrophilic and lipophilic. It can be plugged but people report varying levels of success, from saying it's totally bunk to it being equipotent with IM injection. Most people are probably pushing the syringe too deep, resulting in the K going through first-pass metabolism in the liver. You should only plug an inch and a half or so deep to hit the right membrane.

2. It's not really like DXM in that regard. Doses are additive and it metabolizes fast enough to not really potentiate itself significantly.

3. Supposedly grapefruit juice can help clog up some enzymes with K, but not as significantly as with DXM. Try it normally before trying to mess with enzymes.

K tolerance is, for all intents and purposes, permanent. Ideally 4 weeks between holes, two weeks between casual usage. Most people won't follow this, and just two weeks will keep your tolerance down, but you'll have some cognitive impairment if you do it more often. You may not notice it, but other people will. Stuttering, problems with finding the right words to use, general brain fog-type issues.
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Phyllis Grimshaw - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 19:37:50 EST uTC1IJkn No.366747 Reply
>>366743
thanks for the quick and serious reply. I think K may help me with those symptoms you listed in the last sentence. Usually I am like that due to disso binges and not sleeping. um pretty sure what i just did will quslify as bwh nicely
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Nathaniel Murdwater - Mon, 03 Jun 2019 22:06:00 EST mJzXpVVL No.366754 Reply
>>366747
NO my nigga K is not the CURE to those symptoms listed in the final sentence from the other poster.

K is the CAUSE of those ailments. I highly doubt if your already suffering from them,which sounds like you are because you just said so, you will be cured from them just because K is Special, the master race of /dis/, pharmaceuticals pure, etc.

You have to be honest with your self what effects are you seeking from your quest? Are you looking to numb out the worlds physical/ emotional pain? Good K is for you.
Are you looking to battle depression? Good K may be for you.

Are you looking to improve your cognitive functions and help you think with more clarity and responsiveness, speak with more fluidity and ease, and form sentences and ideas more articulately and overall increase your level of attention and focus.

Then the sacrament of K is not for you. You should look into a good nootropic stack and make sure you take some choline with your nootropic of choice. Make sure you engage in mentally challenging activities daily while under the influence to promote neurogenesis and watch your /dis/ or drug induced fog dissipate and the inner philosopher be born.

Deus x Vult x Maktub
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Augustus Honeystone - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 00:38:27 EST uTC1IJkn No.366758 Reply
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>>366754
I knew what you meant; sorry my humor gets off. why do you say maktub so much? I guess thanks for the life advice that I didn't request and don't expect answers from me to those questions. me doing k is me being in a much better place than I would be without it. not a day has passed in the last decade that I have not planned to be not sober; preferably and usually dissos. time to bump. this should be last time for K + I before arriving in a different usa state. then hopefully too much fun
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Phoebe Lightham - Tue, 04 Jun 2019 03:47:15 EST 83QDLyd4 No.366760 Reply
>>366758

>why do you say maktub so much?

Did some quick searching and found out "Deus vult" is Latin for "God wills it", and "maktub" is apparently Arabic for "It is written", basically meaning all our actions are predestined by God. Not sure if that's what they mean, but it was fun trying to figure it out anyway.
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Cyril Gamblebetch - Wed, 05 Jun 2019 09:07:53 EST pLE04sXn No.366779 Reply
>>366760
Hey it is beings from 4th dimension arranging this dimension. I'd bet.
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Priscilla Crebberman - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 02:45:44 EST 4YDE7XCt No.366790 Reply
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>>363328
Bump
1500mg dex for this gurl.
I have hi tolerance =(
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Molly Seffingtetch - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 14:22:11 EST 3U0VKrjo No.366805 Reply
Pretty sure I'm on 500mg dxm which is my third time doing it and my highest dose so far. Fucking hell this is nice. Listening to Borderline - Tame Impala in complete darkness was an indescribable experience and I'm gonna go back to doing that after this bump.
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Matilda Doshbere - Thu, 06 Jun 2019 23:25:04 EST s+2ngVDf No.366817 Reply
Comin up on them sweet sweet chinese mystery chems
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Walter Hambledadging - Fri, 07 Jun 2019 00:12:11 EST +y5AJZLx No.366821 Reply
>It started as a morning diss. The usual. Hey I'm cutting this shit out gradually! Well tolerance is a well-known bitch and she's promiscuous. She fucked me again. That's OK she can't help it. Well now we're following ethanol fumes to the feel good store, looking for a deal. Where's your clearance area? Hmm yeah that seems affordable. OK sure I'll take ten of those. And that's how the story went from /dis/ to /hooch/.
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Thomas Hucklewater - Fri, 07 Jun 2019 16:17:00 EST s/LsdI2k No.366859 Reply
I'm not dissing yet, but I've been up for well over 42 hours on adderall and phenibut and just dosed 300mg DXM (mostly all at once) and am in the process of slow dosing another 300mg DXM.

My only real wish is that I could still smoke weed. Even without weed, the combination, which I wind up doing at least once a month now that I think about it, is pure fucking bliss. With marijuana in the mix it goes from bliss to nirvana. If you know how to dose right (what order to take things in, how long to wait between the various things you're dosing, and the doses themselves), which I just so happen to because I've had more experiences in the past than I can count of fucking that balance up until I got it right, it's literally the most perfect blend and balance of so many otherwise disparate drug effects.

I mean, if you guys have ever experienced that extremely rare time where you're at a party or hanging out or even just chilling on your own and getting all fucked up, as you do, and you find that you actually feel perfect and wouldn't change anything about what you're experiencing (in other words you wouldn't want to take any more of anything and you are 100% satisfied with the experience you are having and couldn't possibly want or expect any more out of it), that's what this is. I now have that once elusive experience monthly, because it's extremely rare that this combination, despite various tolerances to all the substances involved, doesn't produce that kind of experience provided you pull it off right... and really, that's only talking about just the sleep deprivation, phenibut, adderall, and DXM. If marijuana is in the picture, it's basically guaranteed perfect satisfaction. I feel like I'm breaking some kind of cosmic rule by experiencing it so often now, like if heaven and hell were real I'd probably be going to hell just because of it.
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Albert Wittingkodging - Fri, 07 Jun 2019 18:18:56 EST pd6q9hC1 No.366860 Reply
>>366859
Careful nigga your treading the fine line between being fucked up and entering schizoland. Too much sleep deprivation + stimulants + you prescribing yourself some Dxm instead of sleeping is asking for trouble. If you really wanna visit Eiriel that bad just get some straight /del/ and go hard.
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Nell Pittdale - Sun, 09 Jun 2019 18:21:13 EST uTC1IJkn No.366922 Reply
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back to top this go. I quit it for like a week. I don't really want to quit. I'll try to taper and allow stims again and weed always ok. 180mg dxm hbr. im gonna feel out this slow dose. sunset in like 2 hours, will be good to proper dissed in like 5 hours.
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Nell Pittdale - Sun, 09 Jun 2019 18:27:51 EST uTC1IJkn No.366923 Reply
>>366922
ahhhhw its only been about five days, fudge my nmda receptors up. ill be broke for this. i need a substitute hobby that can occupy my fidgety fingers.
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Martin Fanwater - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 01:38:56 EST bTI8z+o9 No.366986 Reply
>>366391
This was helpful for me to read, thanks. I forget sometimes that no matter what positive effect there is in psychoactives they are are all essentially xenobiotic poisons which can have far ranged and unforeseen effects.
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Shitting Fobblewater - Thu, 13 Jun 2019 06:26:22 EST +y5AJZLx No.366988 Reply
>>363328
Abump. Abumpadump. Abumpadumpadump. Delsym draws it out quite a bit. Well wishes to the reader and apologies to the griever.
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Basil Honeyfield - Fri, 14 Jun 2019 12:57:08 EST FYvw5QtS No.367003 Reply
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Got some ket for the first time in, god, 4-5 years, and I have to say: "its good"
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Albert Cinkinstone - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 09:40:23 EST 10BkXYI0 No.367014 Reply
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>>367003
>Bird gives me bad feelings of uncanny valley.
>Reverse image search
I's a "shoebird" at the Berlin Zoo during WWII.
Wow, these shoebirds really trip me out.
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Sidney Docklefoot - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 16:44:48 EST FYvw5QtS No.367021 Reply
>>367014
I feel my head expanding just looking at the little rascal
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Phoebe Hovingwater - Sat, 15 Jun 2019 21:49:06 EST 5K+eiixO No.367023 Reply
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450mg dxm gels
Might get more
Trying to unlock everything in crypt of the necrodancer
Watching. Nostalgic music videos
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Sidney Chenningmure - Mon, 17 Jun 2019 02:48:45 EST Di7275jh No.367032 Reply
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>>366790
1.5g anon here. I literally experienced my death and the cord was cut and flewaway. In the next moment I found myself stuck in a cave-like middle world filled with water. It had an orange and dark colour schemen. All the while hearing my family sobbing and screaming my name upon finding my lifeless body. I definitely died in another worldline. I felt the flames of being cremated and I was very sad at having inadvertently killed myself. I didn't drink or touch the water in this cave but I saw other people who were sitting by the water or wading through it and they didn't respond when I said 'hey'. I realized this might be the netherworld and begged God through my tears to not let this be it.
As I prayed, I experienced my subjective awareness being pulled from that middle netherworld and in an instant, down through a wormhole into a mirror universe in which I had a physical body which was still alive, but on the verge of death and I dragged myself to a hospital just in time to avoid heart problems. I stayed for treatment and was kept until they determined it was an accidental poisoning and not a suicide attempt.

In a previous trip I'd seen visions of another death of mine. Fast forward back to this one - right aftermy discharge I'm beginning to see all of the small events leading up to it and prevented myself from being in the wrong place at the wrong time. Two things were supposed to have ended me and yet I've gained another chance to live. I'm very happy to be alive. But I'm for sure never doing anything so irresponsible again. I'm giving up DXM.
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Betsy Bombledure - Mon, 17 Jun 2019 14:28:34 EST KPx6NtmO No.367037 Reply
I need help designing a /dis/ - tan

taking suggestions on clothes, expressions, really the entire design. Im pretty good at execution just not ideas.
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Phyllis Crommlefatch - Fri, 21 Jun 2019 01:05:28 EST 1tpnrEB8 No.367072 Reply
>>363328
Grabbed some wippits cuz fuck sobriety imma do what I can while on probation this weekend. Just a teaser 24 box tonight but tmw I'm gonna get like 200 and just go bonkers
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Phineas Pickhall - Fri, 21 Jun 2019 15:01:30 EST uTC1IJkn No.367082 Reply
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is this one still bumping? Im doing almost a gram of dxm poli cwe. sorry for blurry pic.
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Phineas Pickhall - Fri, 21 Jun 2019 16:41:16 EST uTC1IJkn No.367087 Reply
>>367083
i wonder how much longer i can post in this thread. its been 1.5hr. i smoked weed, had mango and grapefruit. gonna take one 0.3g capsule probably in 45min or wait and take more later after a few hours.
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Caroline Samblebanks - Fri, 21 Jun 2019 22:45:26 EST uTC1IJkn No.367095 Reply
>>367087
i eyeballed about 0.7g of the same. it happened to be a special night! happy solstice! Im gonna get lost in music. sometimes I post just to keep track of time.
slayer

SLAYER
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Caroline Samblebanks - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 00:57:38 EST uTC1IJkn No.367096 Reply
>>367095
different browsers do not create different ids. posting for time check again, 1A now. cant bump if i wanted to. this kicks in so slow. im gonna smoke a bowl, take a shower, listen to music until sunrise.
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Caroline Samblebanks - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 02:27:12 EST uTC1IJkn No.367099 Reply
>>367095
2.5hr since this is when I start to feel it. it's a lingering feeling. SLAYER
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Caroline Samblebanks - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 09:00:57 EST uTC1IJkn No.367108 Reply
>>367099
i misplaced my dxm poli, so now ill start slow + low dosing the hbr
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Caroline Samblebanks - Sat, 22 Jun 2019 18:57:16 EST uTC1IJkn No.367117 Reply
>>367037
the /dis/-tan would probably not know how to walk. i have not slept yet

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