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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated April 10)
Depression is Mental Cancer Ignore Report Reply
Sophie Brablingware - Mon, 25 Feb 2019 03:39:46 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.364884
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That is the severity at which you must attack it.

In your fight, cough syrup and dissociatives will provide temporary relief from the pain, but this is not sustainable long term. Your underlying mental symptoms and past traumas will manifest into kidney failure. I have a younger brother who has a friend, his father CHOSE TO DIE and ended dialysis because the kidney pain was that excruciating.

Yes, there will in fact come a point when your life is snowballing and you are self-medicating the kidney pain with more cough medicine/dissociatives. You eventually have to accept that you need help from someone or something other than yourself. I did a stint in a Florida Rehab for a couple months, sat through, maybe 300+ Alcoholics Anonymous meetings. Talked with a lot of heroin junkies who told me not to downplay DXM as some "highschoolers drug" if I was at 25 still stealing CCC to get a fix, selling my new all in one retro snes thingy because my parents (and of course! still living with them.) didn't trust me with a single dollar because that meant i was off to dollar tree.

I am a pretty fucking amazing artist, by the way. Was doing drugs all bad? No, there were moments I am fond of at the peak of certain highs. One day though, you will find yourself in denial. Denial that aren't spiraling downwards, that this is all normal, that those bags under your eyes aren't a big deal, that the people on /dis/ are your friends, whatever.

I am all for dissociatives. Fuck man, You think I didn't want to understand my place in the world in relation to the void? I never did figure out what the fuck DXM is. At the end of the day, it really is just a tool to suppress coughs. Or is it? Where does the urge to cough go? Somehow it just vanishes. It's like it was never there to begin with. (kind of like your seemingly persistent cough).

I think it's ironic we *cough* joke *cough* about how this stuff is for our cough. See, you think you're fooling everyone, the cashier, the CVS you just stole from, your friends, your family, your kidneys, and man oh man you're gonna figure all this life stuff later.

And you would be right. There is in fact a magical time of dexploration where everything feels seemless and fine tuned. The lines between outside and inside are blurred, from the actual outdoors and indoors, to your own subjective consciousness and the greater objective Brahman.

I think coughstronauts don't get enough credit. Even though we are junkies, we do offer that rare chance to do good for others.
I was /dis/sed once in a Petsmart when I saw a girl with down syndrome with her guardian, holding hands. We made eye contact, she must have been five or six. She immediately averted her gaze and sullenly looked downwards, as if, it was not her place to even make eye contact with another human being. At that point, I was disgusted. With myself, with society, with every single person that had ever decided to sweep this little girl under the rug instead of deal with the uncomfortable reality of what she has to deal with on a daily basis.
I knew that feeling all too well. That nobody will never truly understand you, that strangers won't act on your behalf despite not knowing you, that good never will triumph over evil. That what is the fucking point of this shit. What is the point of me living if I have down syndrome? I immediately walked over to her and told her that she had on the most beautiful pink headband I had ever seen. She was puzzled...but her guardian thanked me sorely. She didn't understand what was going on, maybe she has no conscious clue of what is going on. But that subconscious knows, man. Rejection, real rejection, always hurts, no matter where it comes from.

So that's all I got. I'm not here to preach or talk you guys down or bum you out. I just felt like getting real about this bullshit for a second.

And for the record, I'm not dissociated right now. I wish I could BWD but, hey, the stuff eventually wore me out.

It's funny, one time i poured battery acid and all this cancerous junk on this pine tree in my front yard, (why? idk i was /dis/sed) and when I came back from Florida Rehab, there were clovers growing there. I can relate, because out of the jenk and disease and cough syrup that was my life, I now know a modest living. At 26, I recieve SSI & living with my parents & Hot yoga is the best thing for my kidneys. Sweating all that shit out. Sweating all the pain out. I'm talking to this girl and we're going to go to a buddhist temple on friday for free meditation. Shit's awesome even though I'm pretty fucking lame.

Sure, depression is like having a mental cancer, but I don't have to be the one to tell you that it goes so much deeper than that. That the stigma doesn't hurt. For the record, if nobody told you today, I love you.

I do love you /dis/. I was you. I still am you.

But you alone must carry the sword and fight, fight, fight onwards.

If standing on your head cured cancer, people would say that's stupid. If standing on your head helps your depression, then people would say hey man, whatever works!

(P.S.) I'm probably gonna /dis/ when we go to the buddhist temple on friday, let's keep that between you and me ;)
Sophie Brablingware - Mon, 25 Feb 2019 12:55:24 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.364885 Ignore Report Reply
what if everything got exponentially better, instead of exponentially worse?
Fanny Goodham - Mon, 25 Feb 2019 18:50:37 EST ID:BX4ZeCxg No.364886 Ignore Report Reply
Are your the same one who made that last thread that was really similar to this some months ago?
Emma Bivingbeg - Tue, 26 Feb 2019 03:28:33 EST ID:7X2ELKb2 No.364892 Ignore Report Reply
Good job romanticizing loser behavior, lol. I get the impression you're only going to a temple in order to delude yourself, only this time with an outward pseudo-religious ego experience instead of the inward one you use dxm for. If you were truly interested in buddhism, you could, and should begin meditating in the comfort and familiarity of your own home. You could begin by learning about the five precepts, one of which is abstaining from intoxicants, you fool.
Oliver Dogglecocke - Tue, 26 Feb 2019 12:26:12 EST ID:AP9doTFP No.364895 Ignore Report Reply
Loser behaviour or insainly enlightened to be comfortable through government funding? And its /dis/ not /iknowbetterthandrugusers/
Simon Tillingbury - Tue, 26 Feb 2019 22:43:12 EST ID:oyNUXZr9 No.364900 Ignore Report Reply
I do dope too lol, just saying that op shouldn't waste his time trying to rationalize abuse, to himself or others. He obviously isn't using dxm for a serotonin boost, or even for entheogenic purposes evidently. Just reads like the afterglow ramblings of a full blown addict. Sorry /dis/ isn't always a hugbox, lmao
Nigel Choddleford - Wed, 27 Feb 2019 12:30:53 EST ID:Y8Ew2/KU No.364905 Ignore Report Reply
If the mass delusions of MXE were rampant /dis/ would be nothing but a hug box.
Cyril Fockleshaw - Wed, 27 Feb 2019 17:54:26 EST ID:y+zNWCEj No.364907 Ignore Report Reply
i agree. im the nicest guy i know and i do dxm, and become obsessed with loving. ive been getting blackouts and people tell me im like a happy infant when high.
Nell Bunkinway - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 15:19:15 EST ID:+y5AJZLx No.364913 Ignore Report Reply
That's dark, OP. But thanks for lighting it up. A lot of your post resonates with me. It's like there's a definable line between being a lost burnout and someone who actually progresses and succeeds in multiple life ventures. I have trouble drawing that line. I enjoy crossing that line. Why? Pure entertainment, I'm afraid. Though I despise folk who preach spiritual or religious aspects into my drugs, there's something to be said for restraint. Best of luck dissboxx, I'm here to hug when you need it.
Shitting Neddlefurk - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 16:31:40 EST ID:/jJnqgBE No.364914 Ignore Report Reply
ud be the worst person to trip with
Eugene Honeyham - Thu, 28 Feb 2019 19:03:14 EST ID:Qw4K1BjT No.364915 Ignore Report Reply
Ops post didn't come across like he was trying to rationalise drug use to me, I got the impression that he's trying to leave drugs behind and do real things with real people. What's wrong with going to a free meditation event? Also you assumed that he doesn't meditate on his own. Good luck OP, ignore this faggot
Sidney Bardford - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 05:53:38 EST ID:xI6NWbzi No.364938 Ignore Report Reply
>trying to leave drugs behind
>post literally says he's planning to keep using
Your reading comprehension needs some work. There's no real takeaway from these ramblings other than idle justifications for escapism in order to 'battle depression'. This chickenshit cop out no doubt helps rationalize a user's addiction, so naturally it's going to be vehemently defended by any and all wishing for something to grasp. I use all the time, but regaling excessive dxm use as anything other than the pure entertainment that it is at best is misleading and potentially dangerous, faggot.
Nathaniel Blaffingworth - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 19:22:41 EST ID:1Bc1Ec6u No.364944 Ignore Report Reply
yr a good writer. write a book and email it to me no bump
Ernest Bunway - Sun, 03 Mar 2019 20:13:49 EST ID:sBFVfNG+ No.364946 Ignore Report Reply
no ones reading ur post. stfu u bad vibes faggot
John Snodham - Tue, 05 Mar 2019 19:55:03 EST ID:76gXaXcy No.364984 Ignore Report Reply
what is all this about the kidneys? i dont have kidney pain ive been dexin for at least 10 years
Shitting Grimhood - Thu, 07 Mar 2019 03:41:06 EST ID:btrJ2PGa No.364995 Ignore Report Reply
Dxm is processed by your liver, not your kidneys.
Sidney Driblingnet - Thu, 07 Mar 2019 14:59:39 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.364996 Ignore Report Reply
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Praise be to Ganga!
May the river ganges flow in rhythm with syrups consistency!
Sidney Driblingnet - Thu, 07 Mar 2019 15:03:15 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.364997 Ignore Report Reply
In 1981, a paper by Gosselin estimated that the lethal dose is between 50 and 500 mg/kg. Doses as high as 15–20 mg/kg are taken by some recreational users. It is suggested by a single case study that the antidote to dextromethorphan overdose is naloxone, administered intravenously.

keep that narcan at arms length wouldnt want another cursive :(
Charlotte Combletudge - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 09:51:16 EST ID:ZMdn9GuV No.365008 Ignore Report Reply
Well it might just not be something you know much about. Being disassociated is something you can naturally go through with poor health and diet. Being a comprehensive dissasociative artist through dxm is another thing. I take DXM almost daily, I am addicted to it and realize the health effects are bad. But i relate strongly to OP. OP has a great way of dealing with his addiction, IE; girls, meditations, etc. I wish to be like him one day where I can rationally come to some conclusion with my DXM addiction, maybe even quit to do bigger and better things. But back to the dissasociative artist thing I was saying. When you take dxm like me and OP you realize the world makes more sense when you're high. Being sober just doesnt cut it. Ive done many things high and many things sober, having said that, sobriety is a headach and a half and knowing i can just cop some cough syrup from litterally anywhere and experience a mood change almost immediately (1 hour for chronically depressed people is almost immediately) I crave to do it so bad that its the only thing I think about. Making a situation better is a human instinct and having almost nothing to do with instincts is our long term health. OP explained his health is in shambles. Im 23 and can say I dont have that problem yet but I know its inevitable. Ive tried programs like NA (i may go to a meeting today) but it just doesnt get to the core and honest to allah truth of what OP is saying. Thank you OP, your honesty is beautiful, and im not even high yet. The syrup has yet to effect my brain too much ;)
Fanny Pinderfed - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 14:52:56 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365012 Ignore Report Reply
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broil apples my neon

i just noahs arKed US inTO 2997


Fanny Pinderfed - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 15:00:33 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365013 Ignore Report Reply
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i FUCKIN SAVE.d reality?







Fanny Pinderfed - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 15:22:34 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365014 Ignore Report Reply
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Fanny Pinderfed - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 18:04:55 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365017 Ignore Report Reply

THERE I did it, i stole cough medicine from a supermarket on womens day. Im a guy. and the biggest pieces of shit in the universe.
Fanny Pinderfed - Fri, 08 Mar 2019 18:12:52 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365018 Ignore Report Reply
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there ya go shows over. the aristocrats, im not a artist or god. im just a person who is an idiot and sold his soul to the devil satan lucifer heile hitler i am 6m illion jews died in the holocaust you know

i guess im not as bad hitler. but i
was right i am a visual artist.

ive been struggling for years and
renewed my faith in this younger generation.

i was born september 13th 1992. from a woman, today is womans day,

and though i do not conform to gender norms nor call myself a feminist.

today is not about me.

today is about (you).

god bless this earth.

god bless this universe. home. om amen ra amen

ayudamn aham vajramdenuman asmi kamdukahak prjanas kascmis kanderpah

may all the shimmering love in the universe cloud and fog this 3/8/2019

and all march eighths in the future, may all women be cherished for the godesses aganga you are katya i love you.

lachaim mazel tov. and merrry christmas,

i sell my soul for avbout treee fiddy.


jolly african-americans.

bush 9/11


Archie Bradgewater - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 00:23:33 EST ID:n4YRpblt No.365027 Ignore Report Reply
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may God have mercy on your soul.
Phineas Pipperwater - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 02:03:08 EST ID:7uVdNXwc No.365028 Ignore Report Reply
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Chanposting is ART, mister white!
Jack Blubberpedge - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 13:27:07 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365033 Ignore Report Reply
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Jack Blubberpedge - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 16:24:20 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365034 Ignore Report Reply
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hey >>365008 thanks.

thanks for staying positive when it would have been easier to be honest and write me off for what i am.

Keep uplifting people and I'll do the same, and who knows, maybe one day this world may actually change, and people won't be so depressed and getting /dis/sed will be more socially acceptable and less stigmatic.

because people like (you),
my fellow (dissociative_artist)
and the rest of (/dis/) and this (world) and (god) and (every living thing.)

let's not let (hatred) consume (us).

so with (that) out of the way.
my fellow (/dis/tronauts) & (dissociative_artists)!
onwards to the (void......! to explore further!

Never let the spirit of adventure perish!
Jack Blubberpedge - Sat, 09 Mar 2019 16:37:40 EST ID:KPx6NtmO No.365035 Ignore Report Reply
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Cornelius Crottingkudge - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 10:05:38 EST ID:VpHzqvC4 No.365052 Ignore Report Reply
The spirit of adventure dies slowly and painfully with your kidneys and screaming, deformed prefrontal cortex

Go on vacations, dont run a way lil niggas :)
Edwin Duckshit - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 10:23:48 EST ID:gWSDPLpE No.365053 Ignore Report Reply
yo cursive, is dxm and meth a good combo?
Wesley Blatherhood - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 12:53:27 EST ID:jCabIawJ No.365054 Ignore Report Reply
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panda bare\

finally tried dxm with adderall and it was interesting for sure.
be careful with how you dose both for they both become hard on the heart.
Idk bout meff mite be better, or not.
Jarvis Wummersetch - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 13:03:11 EST ID:S8V3jqyX No.365056 Ignore Report Reply
Antwon a rapist lol he in rehab or whatever, kicked out of seccret circle
Jarvis Wummersetch - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 13:18:06 EST ID:S8V3jqyX No.365058 Ignore Report Reply
Oh is it death grips? I cant tell im white
Isabella Hungerstone - Mon, 11 Mar 2019 23:08:52 EST ID:HrB71Cqv No.365081 Ignore Report Reply
yeah ill pribably stick to low doses of both, have a super strong heart, im looking to get that burning euphori-bliss back from my old dxm+ weed trips, i did adderall a while back with dxm, was very interesting, thanks

Martha Mabbledale - Tue, 12 Mar 2019 08:22:59 EST ID:j11P030o No.365082 Ignore Report Reply
if i take DXM with an amphetamine it's usually adderall, but I've taken it with meth too.

when i used to do the combo of dxm and adderall in the apst, the result was somewhat hard to predict and could result in essentially two pretty different experiences, one being somewhat unpleasant and the other being a decent combo. now, however, i get a consisten result every time but the experience is entirely distinct from the two possible types of experinces I used to have.

for the record I have a mega-permatolerance to DXM (I use it maybe once or twice a month and still have to take 900mg to have a mid 2nd plat trip), and I'm presfcribed adderall 15 mgs and usually run out after 5 to 7 days, so I have a rather developed chronic tolerance to amphetamine as well. this is likely the the cause behind my experiecnes of the combo being both entirely dinstinct from the previous 2 possible experiences I could have in the past, and why the experiences i have on the combo now are so consistent.

In the past, the enjoyable type of trip is where it was like I became a literal robot. I felt like an unfeeling automaton almost it seemed like. The unpleasant type of trip is where I'd get an fairly uncomfortable degree of tachycardoa, as well as a bit of anxiety, unpleasant physical sensations in my body, and just felt generally weird and confused in a not very recreational way.

Now, taking the two together almost acts like what I imagine an opioid without the nod, and a much cleaner body high (warmness and painkiller glowing softness and mild euphoria) that literally feels much more stim-derived. my visionmblurs substantially more than it would on DXM or high doses of adderall alone as well. i also feel extremely content and relaxerd both mentally and physically, but in a very balanced way that doesn't come along the the depssant baggage opioids do (causing you to frequently nod off or not want to move or do anything at all).

ultimately, if you've done clean stims like ket and are familiar with how much dirtier DXM feels by comparison, think of this as the ketamine the opioid experiences, with commoon opioids like oxycodone or morphine being like DXM. It feels vastly superior.

Now, things are different with meth. Things tend to get both a lot more "pscychedelic" and psychotic-like. I'm fairly certain that every time I've done it I've experienced a mild to mdoerate case of serotonin syndrome, and meth's greater effects on inducing serotonin release in comparison to adderall are what the cause is imo. but, unlike the times ive experience serotonin syndrokme from experimenting with high doses DXM and cyp2d6 and cyp3a4 substrates and inhibitors to potentiate it, the experience of SS from using meth and DXM, while causing noticeably significantly more visual hallucinations, distorted perceptions of reality in general, and a tendecy toward experiencing extreme paranoia when put in potentially stressful situations (but virtually none if no perceived threat or having anything to fear exists). The distorted perceptions on reality, combined with the delusions and paranoia make an extremely potentreaction that can lead to the kinds of ideas and feelings that soudn like textbook cases of paranoid schizophrenic delusions.

pnysically speaking, though, in contrast to the high dosage DXM and cyp2d6 and 3a4 inhibitor SS experiences, there was little muscle tremors, rigidty or stiffness, extrmely staggered gate, myoclonus, physical dysphoria, or sense of dream or impending doom as if something about reality is ridculously and profoundly wrong and broken. it does share impaired mortor funtino and coordination to some degree, but it's more akin to being moderately drunk than trying to walk without being capable of bending your knees and having your legs feel like theye going to shoot through the fucking floor when you step downward because of the severe hyperreflexia the high dose dxm plus enzyme inhibitor SS caused.

the experience of meth and DXM isn't all that bad, the fact that I started exhibiting symptoms of mild serotonin virtually every time I did it kind of destroyed what good the experience had/has.
Isabella Hungerstone - Tue, 12 Mar 2019 08:59:21 EST ID:HrB71Cqv No.365083 Ignore Report Reply
Cheers for that, ill be careful, probably gonna get some adderall for dxm+amp combos, as ive experienced SS in the past via cyp2d6 and cyp3a4 inhibitors, and I did not like that one bit.

All the best!
Walter Gunderdudging - Tue, 12 Mar 2019 12:03:22 EST ID:uTC1IJkn No.365084 Ignore Report Reply
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yeah fuck antwon; that's Ride. Antwon is a whack artist and I think the rape charges are icing on the cake. All his bars were about fucking over women, but he's a chicken daddy :^) .
nb cus I didn't read the thread; I just love death grips & LUM / secret circle and saw the pic/reply. But I do enjoy sometimes mixing dxm and propylhexedrine or adderal at low doses.

is cursive even still alive? I haven't recognized any of her comments here in a while and forgot her youtube account name. She shared the takyon video here a long time ago and that was my first introduction to DG; now I'm obsessed lol. I do remember panda putting DG pics along with his posts. ...good people.. As much as I dislike namefags, it also makes me wonder if burden, crazy folk tribe, bonehead charlie, and disgod are still around.
Nathaniel Fullerfoot - Wed, 13 Mar 2019 08:38:02 EST ID:S8V3jqyX No.365100 Ignore Report Reply
Nice to see someone else think so

I still like the music but i aint biggin no chickendaddy lol

Thats like me finding lum on here 3 4 year ago or mo' n branching out, good ol dis

I havent seen more than 2 potential curs posts but they seemed like replicas

There is only one soul worthy of the cursive brand n they probs gone or normalising slowly, warpedly
Nathaniel Fullerfoot - Wed, 13 Mar 2019 08:51:38 EST ID:S8V3jqyX No.365102 Ignore Report Reply
Also crazy ft is often on stim

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