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Alcoholics only by Charlotte Nummerham - Fri, 26 May 2017 21:03:07 EST ID:bgoeFfbv No.274218 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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What age did you take your first sip of alcohol?
What age did you start showing early signs of alcoholism?
What age did you start drinking regularly?
What age were you a full blown alcoholic?
What age did you realize you were an alcoholic with a real addiction?
What point in your life was rock bottom?
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Graham Dondlemidging - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 14:35:44 EST ID:lZeX6B+L No.274957 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>tfw I don't even want to drink right now but I feel like I need to just to avoid withdrawal or maybe even DT
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Barnaby Dressleforth - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 19:30:12 EST ID:j93Hjxfd No.274959 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Finnfag with legal drinking age of 18 and 20 for hard liquor here

What age did you take your first sip of alcohol?
16.9 yo
What age did you start showing early signs of alcoholism?
18.something
What age did you start drinking regularly?
20 when I was in an accident where my father died and no more could control the amount of alcohol I consumed, reason: dead. I am content that he can't roll in his roll in his grave because he was ashed like a kid in auschwhatever - if they ever killed jews in that place
What age were you a full blown alcoholic?
6 months coming out of the army... 20yo?
What age did you realize you were an alcoholic with a real addiction?
Fucking 20 I already told you
What point in your life was rock bottom?
Stealing from my dead or alive parents, taking loans and such to get another bottle. Losing one motorcycle, two insurance payments (due to someone killing my dad and dearly me), one inheritance etc. to get more alcohol. So nothing serious amirite??

22 now. Drank 700ml 40% vodka, 7 units of 330ml 4,5% beer I guess. Also chewed 2 or 4 mg of clonazepam, how could I remember??
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Barnaby Dressleforth - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 19:35:35 EST ID:j93Hjxfd No.274960 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274959
btw if reply is "get help" i've been to taxpayer payed detox 10+ times, can't remember - good food and good diazepam. Also been to 1 month rehab and my cheapass "county" or whatever couldnt pay for more. Been to psychologic councelling or however you pronounce it fuck you for a year no real help. No groups for me because theyre either
>old fucks being sober for 9000 years
>young fucks doing 9000 drugs iv while stealing from old fucks
So there really is no group for me
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Eliza Nasslestone - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 22:36:27 EST ID:0rVI/BZr No.274965 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>14, cousin gave me like 5 shots of vodka in a blue raspberry energy drink of some kind. Easily the most horrible drink I've ever had to date, but the first time is always the sweetest.
>16, when I would steal from the folk's wine collection and chug them sluts in the shower, then I would dispose of the bottle far off the property like a wine bottle serial killer. Stopped doing this when they began to notice wine bottles vanishing.
>18 years old. Didn't have any reverence for good alcohol either, I messed around for years with really rubby, cheap beers. For awhile I enjoyed "Brass Monkey" pretty regularly.
>19. Because I lived in an area in BC where drinking was very common, I didn't actually drink as much as some of my peers, however, the prescription pills I had been taking for several years greatly intensified the effects of alcohol and I would repeatedly go batshit blackout insane from drinking before I learned my lesson. I did some real criminal shit and I'm lucky I didn't get myself beaten to a pulp or thrown in jail. I'm off those damned pills now. Still drink, but with less trouble.
>21 or 22. Dark liquors with breakfast. Living life like 24-7 vacation, experimenting with all sorts of drugs and still getting regularly drunk. I ended up doing a whole bunch of LSD and cleaning up my act afterward. Went back to school. I do all my drugs much more moderately now.
>Every time I puke it feels like "rock bottom." Haven't done that too often lately.

Some of those amnesiac hangovers were out of this world
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David Bemmerstod - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 19:41:47 EST ID:ydJmX8xf No.275032 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274960
>1 month rehab and my cheapass country couldn't pay for more
Lmao, here in the states I went to a state run rehab and they only allowed me to stay for a week


Alcohol is the shittest drug ever by Nicholas Blatherstock - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 00:24:14 EST ID:VscVoNc/ No.274907 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I am late 20s, haven't drinked for 10 years, started drinking recently due to anxiety. I drunk 10 times in 4 months, each time 12-16 shots.

The first 1-3 times were epic, after 10 shots I was on cloud nine. Totally sedated and euphoric, buzzy, fuzzy feeling. I watched movies during it.

The couple times after I felt good but not as good.

By the 9th and 10th time I still got drunk but without all the happiness. I had like 1/10 of the euphoria I had before. But I still get the hangover, the memory loss, the feeling like I wasted my time.

This drug sucks lmao hard to believe people get addicted to it
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David Bemmerstod - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 02:36:41 EST ID:ydJmX8xf No.275026 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>275021
I meant real drug as in a drug that actually brings good feelings. Like serotonin or dopamine. That wasn't very clearly stated though.
Alcohol is fun but it loses its luster very fast. If you're poisoning yourself anyways, why not pick a drug that feels really good?
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Matilda Bangerlone - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 02:55:11 EST ID:xTulWPSt No.275027 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274907
You're really having trouble with the past tense of "drink"
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Phoebe Honeyham - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 03:01:28 EST ID:hoGImpcg No.275028 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Withdrawals are shit
Long term effects are shit
Weight gain is shit
It's the worst thing to do around sober people, especially if you end up talking to them
Otherwise it's okay
Biggest strength is how predictable it is unless you get blackout drunk. When I'm depressed I never know if a trip is going to fuck me up or help me out. Drinking makes me feel like hey whatever it doesn't really matter right now.
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Alice Drenningduck - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 07:17:28 EST ID:RW8+YO+l No.275030 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>275025
Dxm just sucks ass. I have tried it like 8 different times of dxm only syrup and hardly ever got any enjoyment at all out of it. It's also aweful for your stomach and gives a shittt hang over after the trip. Booze is decent.

To op 12-14 shots is a retarded amount of alcohol. Alcohol is not enjoyable taken like that. I personally hate hard liquor in general. Alcohol when drank moderately can be quite enjoyable and doesn't give much of a hang over at all. So this is your fault for being stupid op. Don't blame the booze blame yourself for misusing it.
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William Wombleshaw - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 10:21:56 EST ID:dkeCrtt5 No.275031 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>275026
Mostly because alcohol is the one of the easier "habits" to maintain for a lengthy period. Serotonin drugs just can't be used frequently enough to have an addiction to. Dopamine drugs are definitely the most fun but alternating between being awake for days and sleeping for days just isn't feasible for people with jobs and stuff. If you're one of the lucky ones who can take amphetamines daily and still be functional, great, I definitely can't. And opiates are only fun in the very beginning and then you're just draining your bank account to stave off withdrawals.

How easy it is to maintain an addiction is a big part of the decision making process here. Sometimes that makes it even more sinister though


BWH by Gnarly McGoblin - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 18:34:49 EST ID:GMTGuJUf No.275006 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Bump when drunk!
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Gnarly McGoblin - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 18:35:51 EST ID:GMTGuJUf No.275007 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Aww I'm already full. I meant BWD ofc. Sorry.
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Jenny Bibberway - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 03:39:10 EST ID:+uErFvOo No.275010 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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2 bottles of red
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Cornelius Cricklelotch - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 05:56:42 EST ID:/R9KIObd No.275011 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Some 1liter vodka i picked up for 10$
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Gnarly McGoblin - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 17:36:58 EST ID:l3lcO+co No.275018 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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About 6 liters of beer.
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Simon Mandlefure - Sun, 23 Jul 2017 05:25:50 EST ID:/R9KIObd No.275029 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>275011 still on that handle


V5 distilled Vodka by Hamilton Warringfoot - Wed, 28 Jun 2017 01:09:29 EST ID:AA5/YUm2 No.274703 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Drinking this right now on my 4th drink. There is absolutely NO bitterness. It's smooth as fuck and I'm getting tipsy right now.

Any other Vodka's you guys could recommend that aren't so bitter.
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Reuben Crisslecheg - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 18:08:13 EST ID:Qh/x7OSJ No.274992 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274871
Just picked up a handle (with two shot glasses included for $21) just because of this post. I normally hat vodka with the exception of Tito's or Hammer & Sickle.

anyways /hooch/ don't let me down!
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Thomas Dranningcocke - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 20:30:25 EST ID:zwbuckZt No.274995 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274992
so fucker how is it?
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Clara Pamblechotch - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 01:26:51 EST ID:Ppxtk8o3 No.274998 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274990
>Bottom shelf here is like 6-9$ - 750ml.
Bottom shelf is more like 10-11$ per handle
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Charles Hobberhall - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 13:08:02 EST ID:Qh/x7OSJ No.275002 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274995
It's fucking smooth lol I ended up drinking about a third of the bottle and accidentally broke one of the shotglasses it came with. It's good vodka that i'll buy again for sure
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Henry Crunnerlock - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 22:17:12 EST ID:tOYg237e No.275022 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274998
....is this a joke? $6 for 750ml translates to $14 for a handle. If you knock off a dollar or two for bulk pricing it's pretty much the same thing.


Whisky Corner by Fucking Brazzleforth - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 18:12:02 EST ID:u/Mc6SwZ No.275020 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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I've been getting into whisky lately, any recommendations would be deeply appreciated. So far I've tried Lagavulin and Talisker, but I'm at a loss where to go next. Liked both of them, preferred the Talisker.

Chhers!


Alcoholic liver damage and binge drinking by Wise Idiot - Wed, 21 Jun 2017 22:02:17 EST ID:a1HMbn9R No.274623 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Im really concerned about my health. ive been binge drinking a lot these past few months. I mean im drinking like a shit ton of alcohol.

ive got a white band at the tip of my fingernail, and thats a symptom of liver damage. Do i have cirrhosis? im a fucking retard, and i really think i need to go to the doctor to get my liver checked. my skin isnt turning yellow though.

Anyone ever have symptoms like the tip of the finger nail changing color?
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Priscilla Wunderspear - Sun, 16 Jul 2017 01:24:11 EST ID:0iL/IY0w No.274932 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274726

>He said there was a dull aching on his right rib cage which is precisely where the liver is so my guess is it's probably related to that

Nah this pain can be caused by lots of things. In fact both of my sisters have the same dull, achey, lie-on-pillows pain and they hardly drink at all.

The liver is the last thing to go. A really bad alcoholic will get ulcers and pancreatitis long before they have serious liver problems. You don't just wake up with jaundice.

The one poster's description of pain that gets worse with first drink and decreases thereafter matches mine 100%. I doubt I'm very healthy but I don't have liver disease.


>>274870

>Are you fucking stupid or in denial? Quit drinking for 2-3 weeks, make sure u don't seize out

You have to drink a shitload to get actual seizures. You don't get seizures just from getting drunk every night. I mean I'm sure some people are susceptible to them, and there's kindling, but I've drunk 12+ drinks every night for months on end and stopped with no "WD" beyond trouble sleeping for a couple of nights. Of course 12-15 drinks isn't much at all compared to some people, those are the people who really need to worry about seizures.
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Fuck Chemblewell - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 19:03:05 EST ID:L9YZrLpP No.274993 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>274876
Beksiński
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John Blackdale - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 00:47:48 EST ID:ydJmX8xf No.274997 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>274993
Thanks man.
Wow his shit is dope as fuck.
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Sidney Gimmerchure - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 17:37:37 EST ID:CMKOcxaf No.275004 Ignore Report Quick Reply
I cant even see straight enough to see the tips of my fingernails.
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Archie Fuckingway - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 09:07:50 EST ID:AosnAocM No.275012 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274870
>>274876
>>274993
>>274997
Hell yeah he is. I'm glad somebody liked my image. His shit is unreal.


das it nigga by Jenny Bibberway - Sat, 22 Jul 2017 01:28:55 EST ID:+uErFvOo No.275009 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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WINE AND WEED


FUCK


Noob question by Nell Sibbleson - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 06:54:54 EST ID:DsyzH+Bi No.274980 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Will it break the glass if I put unopened bottle of vodka in the freezer? There's very little free space in the bottle.
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Shitting Dunnerpune - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 09:35:07 EST ID:SHbB3pEC No.274982 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274980
No, alcohol won't freeze at freezer temperatures so I think you're safe
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Nell Sibbleson - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 10:04:14 EST ID:DsyzH+Bi No.274984 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274982
Still has 60% of water which expands though.
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Graham Honeywill - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 11:08:22 EST ID:wLCeqsvp No.274985 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274980
Shouldn't be a problem. Not sure about long term though.
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Doris Honkinwater - Fri, 21 Jul 2017 11:42:24 EST ID:Z/d5GjHb No.275001 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274980
Rule of thumb.. If it's more than 40% it won't freeze.. Vodka like the one pictured has 37.5% and will get slush icey.. but it wont break. I speak from experince


Alcoholic's drinks of choice in UK/Europe by William Clockleville - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 15:38:46 EST ID:tOGdf0Yi No.274916 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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So I've just been watching documentaries on alcoholism to try and keep myself away from the stuff, lots seem to be about England specifically. So what's the cheap shit you guys drink over there to get fucked up? In 'Murica, the cheap shit of choice would be things like King Cobra (6%), Steel Reserve (8.1%), Natty Daddy (8%), Icehouse (5.5%)/Icehouse Bold (6.9%)/Icehouse Edge (8%), Milwaukee's Best (6.9%), Four Loko (12%), MD 20/20 (13%, 20%). Plenty more of 'em, but that's what's popular around my area.
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Edward Buzzfield - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 20:14:18 EST ID:j93Hjxfd No.274964 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274963
I wish I could edit posts here for not quadroposting but btw, that guy has a script for xanax/xanor(alprazolam) and clonazepam (klonopin, rivotril, etc). and abuses his script with 100% legality while people in big cities can't get their script for legit panic because "abusers". WTF?
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Basil Nucklechit - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 00:42:44 EST ID:AosnAocM No.274966 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274916
Can you post some links to good ones? I was thinking about looking into some alcoholism documentaries.

Personally i like to go for beer or malt liquors. ML aren't the very cheapest but i like the taste much more than shitty ice beers. I kind of wore them out. 40oz of 8.2 percent St Ides brings me to 3.50. I'm sure there are cheaper ones but that stuff is actually pretty tasty imo. Leagues ahead of steel reserve and the like, perfect amount of carbonation. I mean if you are really hurting then there are much nastier and economical alternatives.

Wild Irish Rose is probably one of the most cost efficient things out there in the USA. I mean you get a gallon of 17% wine for under 10 dollars. Stuff really is bad though. I bought a jug once. At first taste you are surprised how drinkable it is, but there is so much sugar in that shit. Plus it leaves the most oily residue on whatever glass you pour it in. I really don't know how they legally sell this shit it must tear up your insides.
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Nathaniel Pinderbodging - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 22:13:56 EST ID:xo2lO6yt No.274976 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>274966
I've had one king cobra and 4 old style's today (the cheap shit from pabst blue ribbon's barrels).

When I was in Germany I had this, 5,0.
In Germany you can return the cans for cash to the grocery store so I'd buy 24 for .50 euros each and get 12 more for free on my next batch.
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Nathaniel Drabberworth - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 22:21:10 EST ID:0iL/IY0w No.274977 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274966

>Wild Irish Rose is probably one of the most cost efficient things out there in the USA. I mean you get a gallon of 17% wine for under 10 dollars. Stuff really is bad though. I bought a jug once. At first taste you are surprised how drinkable it is, but there is so much sugar in that shit. Plus it leaves the most oily residue on whatever glass you pour it in. I really don't know how they legally sell this shit it must tear up your insides.

It's a great drunk.

The last time I set out to get truly, sincerely drunk from it, I woke up to a half-eaten plate of chinaman food (nothing unusual there), no glasses (they were shoved under my chest of drawers), and the axle of my laundry-cart was bent to shit. I had the vaguest memory of taking a job around my neighborhood at 1 in the morning. I also said some dumb shit to people I know.

It's a quality wine for sure.
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Fuck Chemblewell - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 19:09:56 EST ID:L9YZrLpP No.274994 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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I pretty much only drink rum & whisky, for a while since I have some disposable cash (I don't earn shit but I'm pretty much a basement dweller at 26) I've been drinking Bulleit & Makers Mark but recently I've discovered this shit, 700ml of 57(!)% rum for £22. Now I'm no conneiseur, but I assumed it must taste like ball sweat since here everything over 40% is really expensive but it's fine mixed with coke, just tastes like your average dark rum.


Malt Liquor General by Basil Nucklechit - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 01:37:40 EST ID:AosnAocM No.274967 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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Malt liquor is great. It is like high powered beer that doesn't follow the normal macro-brew beer/ice beer rules. What are some of your favorites? And why do you like them? I'm talking about the ML itself not the price point. We all know it is all normally cheap as fuck.

I've been enjoying St. Ides lately. It isn't ultra carbonated, has a thick mouth feel, just enough sweetness and tastes a bit stronger on the alcohol side (which i like). Weighs in at 8.2 percent. Though i heard they pushed this shit hard in the 90's and some hood rappers got some endorsement deals. They also appeared in a few films during that time. NOW i know why black people look at me weird when i'm walking out of the store with two of these.
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Nathaniel Pinderbodging - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 21:57:14 EST ID:xo2lO6yt No.274973 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>274970
King Cobra and Mickeys are the only ones I can find in Chicago that are glass.

%I've broken one on the sidewalk./%
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Reuben Crisslecheg - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 01:19:33 EST ID:Qh/x7OSJ No.274979 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274973
the maybe it's just the store clerks being dicks and stocking the plastic shit.

though at the corner store I frequent I've mentioned it and they've stocked glass ones just for me!
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Graham Honeywill - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 11:14:46 EST ID:wLCeqsvp No.274986 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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>>274967
Would love to try some American malt liquor some day. Over here we have stuff like pic related, which I guess is kinda the same? Probably not as cheap though.
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Frederick Goodman - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 14:14:10 EST ID:AosnAocM No.274988 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274972
I've gotta disagree. I've tried a number of them that are way better than some macrobrews. Or at least less astringent. Not all of them are like this but i have tried a few that taste "fresher". Even if it doesn't taste clean i like the added body for the price. I mean some of the strong shit, even if it tastes bad it tastes less watered down. Try old english, i don't get it but i remember it being fairly crisp. Good on a hot day.
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Frederick Goodman - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 14:15:19 EST ID:AosnAocM No.274989 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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forgot pussy dont ban me


Hmm by Polly Grandforth - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 05:22:05 EST ID:YdOBXWcR No.274968 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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tldr - unintended blackout, anecdotal brain talk, harm unto others

So recently ice been having more blackouts. One night last week I had drank maybe about 1/4 of a 750mL, and that's when I'm hanging out with people -- when I'm by myself I drank less but only by a small margin. Anyways, I remember nothing of this, I had drank maybe 1/5 750mL (tequila on that particular nifht.) I drank, sat around my apartment, played GTA5 and smoked cigarettes to the point where I wouldn't be getting a ticket/DUI. If I remember correctly, when I got home I took 200mg seroquil, 40mg mirtazapine, 750mg of divalproex just to name the ones that don't interact as far as I know as long as I put some distance between alcohol and me before going to bed.

Anyways, after taking my medicin (I laid on the floor because my bed was too soft). And the next thing I remember I'm in a hospital bed tied to the bed with restraints. Apparently I gother pretty violent, even more so when my roommates called the cops. I honestly just want the people who live in my house to not be frraked out. My gf and I are moving into a new apartment in the fall and I don't want to play the same game of even blacking out in the least.,

I get that I'm an alcoholic, don't know if I'll ever find something in life to replace it.

When I was in the hospital they took my blood, was positive fore THC, which confused them when I tried to fill them in more about my substance habits.

I feel like I worked pretty hard on becoming a better person over the past few years, and it's not the first blackout Ive had since new year's --and then all of the sudden not even be able to trust myself. Not that blackout drinking is a huge thing for me but I'm noticing there are blocks where the recorder wasn't running in my head.

I doubt anything is wrong with me since I'm 23 and ain't drinking like everclear all day. Vodka is my beverage of choice.

I don't think I'm leaving anything out. I'm not a bottle-a-day drinker and I hope in the future I will be more cautious of my drinking. Pretty much every problem drinker says some shit like that, right?
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Basil Nucklechit - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 06:21:15 EST ID:AosnAocM No.274969 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Man problem or not lock your ass in your room if you are going to pop those things.

I am literally the most schizophrenia ridden and alcoholic person i know (this does not mean i am unstable at all but bear with me). I say this because if you are prescribed all of these drugs, this means you surely have some type of labeled "mental condition". I said this about myself to show you that i'm not looking down on you, but man you need to be careful. Booze and your meds are bad, unless you like to super-black out then all the power to you. It seems you haven't found a balance yet and quite honestly seroquel and alcohol is bad to begin with. I mean if you cope with whatever ails you using alcohol, cool (it is physically pretty bad but won't kill you instantly in most cases). If your medicine works then even better, drink some if you must then set the bottle down.

You said you drink straight vodka, you should change that. Yeah everclear is worse but the type of alcohol really doesn't matter. It is the amount you ingest. If you are set on drinking a bunch try some beer instead. I mean you can black out on beer but at least you will get full to a point and not be able tp 'fit' anymore in you. Personally i love beer. I never overdo it to the point of a major blackout. It is pretty cheap and it ensures that you are hydrated at least a little bit.

Even if liquor is your thing force yourself to get only beer for a while and see if it prevents these scenarios. Try different combinations of your meds when you drink if you must take them at all (nothing more than what is prescribed daily of course... at least not with what you listed). You said they found THC in your system, i would be wary of that too man. To be honest pot has made me black OUT like a motherfucker on many occasions. I basically like to smoke it only when i am drunk but god damn sometimes that stuff really grabs you by the balls. If you must use it use it very, very sparingly. From what i recall ethanol can increase the amount of THC in the bloodstream. To what extent i really don't know, but i have definitely noticed this myself.

tldr: be careful mother fucker. Your meds and possibly just your personality wil…
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Walter Pickgold - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 19:12:16 EST ID:f/n677/T No.274971 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274968
>I honestly just want the people who live in my house to not be frraked out

I think it's a little late for that bro. People don't usually have to call the cops on their roommates because they are fearful for their safety and then just move on. I know this isn't what you want to hear, but it's the truth, and I'm not one to sugarcoat. Your roommates probably think you have some serious issues (are they wrong?) and are probably counting the days till your move out. Yeah it sucks, but don't try to remedy the situation, the damage is done. I'm sure you've already apologized profusely so at this point there's nothing left to do except bide your time until you move out and then it'll be better for everyone.

I've never been a violent person, it takes a hell of a lot to piss me off to the point of physical anger (like a LOT, it's been years since I've ever even gotten close). But I tend to get very energetic and talkative when I'm drunk and some people have taken offense to that and never been able to overcome that going forward. Never my close friends, just acquaintances, but it was enough to seal the deal for them. And that was just for being annoying, not having to get arrested because I was a physical threat...

Alcohol is a fucked up drug. Before drinking you can feel totally in control and like it'll be fine but then after a few drinks you've completely lost any sort of self-awareness, and then when you start combining it with other drugs (no other substance makes me feel more compelled to do other drugs than alcohol), shit can go south QUICK. If you can't trust yourself to control yourself when drunk, then trust someone else to hide the other drugs from you. Whatever it takes.

I wish you the best of luck anon
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Nathaniel Pinderbodging - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 22:02:55 EST ID:xo2lO6yt No.274974 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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Polly, you're a good guy.

Do not mix meds with alcohol.
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Nathaniel Drabberworth - Wed, 19 Jul 2017 22:13:33 EST ID:0iL/IY0w No.274975 Ignore Report Quick Reply
Dude I am 25 and I've blacked out nearly every night for the last five years at least, if not longer.

You need to learn to keep your mouth shut when you are drunk. If you just stfu and listen to music nobody will care about your behavior at all. You reach a certain point, realize you are drunk, stop talking much, either listen to others speak, or go to your room and listen to music/watch videos.

Do your hands shake during the day? You're not an alcoholic.
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John Paggleshit - Thu, 20 Jul 2017 09:49:04 EST ID:gDM/2cjk No.274983 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274969
>You said they found THC in your system, i would be wary of that too man
I'm not clear on this, OP, are you saying that your other "substance habits" include weed or that your meds caused a false positive? Because I've been there before: fucking wellbutrin reads as bath salts on a 7-panel, I almost got kicked out of pain management for that shit.


fuck this by Mister Fiable - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 09:32:18 EST ID:OeaHgEW3 No.274910 Ignore Report Reply Quick Reply
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>drinking almost everyday for almost 2 years
>constant headache and feeling sick
>take a shit today and its almost completely blood
>mfw trying to reminisce 2007-2012 and trying to be happy
>mfw i can never go back
>mfw ill probabaly be dead by 25
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Shit Goodfuck - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 11:29:21 EST ID:vE7UL512 No.274911 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274910
Well you can either mope around and drink thinking about the good ol' days (they're rarely ever actually as good as we remember them), or you can set the bottle down and go out and make new memories to reminisce about when you're 40. As someone who is a nostalgia junky I can empathize but shit's never gonna be like it was, and even if the stars aligned to make it happen it still wouldn't be like it was because that's not how life works.
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Mister Fiable - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 12:15:04 EST ID:OeaHgEW3 No.274913 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274911
what did you do to get past the nostalgia phase? your right i want to move on but i dont know how
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David Cecklefield - Sat, 15 Jul 2017 13:10:20 EST ID:Am8VaH+l No.274914 Ignore Report Quick Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Fanny Drobberbog - Mon, 17 Jul 2017 20:38:12 EST ID:KK4pja4F No.274945 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274913
You have to keep in mind that those memories and the emotions associated with them are a product of a previous mind. You are not who you were then. There's no secret to letting it go, you have to reach that conclusion in meaningful way on your end
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Nicholas Pebberlock - Tue, 18 Jul 2017 07:43:05 EST ID:AosnAocM No.274952 Ignore Report Quick Reply
>>274910
You may have a bleeding stomach ulcer if your shit is all blood. Or it was a really dehydrated thick shit that gave you an anal fissure (probably a negative), or you put something up your ass that made it bleed.

I've been drinking for almost 2 years straight all day and i haven't had bloody shits from it. I'm serious if you drink a lot of hard liquor straight, you may have a stomach ulcer. Can result in dark tarry stools. If it was bright ass red you probably did something stupid with your ass whether your remember it or not. Get it checked out if you have the means. I mean worst case scenario you keep drinking and at least know what is up. If you shat blood you fucked up and need to keep a tab on what it is. You already know what the cure to this is though. Quit drinking.


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