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where is my boyfriend when i need him?

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- Mon, 21 Nov 2016 03:12:36 EST M7pD0BHs No.132640
File: 1479715956027.jpg -(2422889B / 2.31MB, 2448x3264) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. where is my boyfriend when i need him?
hey /GA/

My love life has been a mess. My life has been a mess. I fell in love with a guy who made me cheat on my first boyfriend over a year and a half ago. I wasn't happy with the first guy, i'm a musician and he didn't like my piano playing or wanted to hear me play ever. so i saw that we weren't going to work out, so i left him for the guy i cheated on with. He was very nice to me for a long time, we were very emotionally involved in each others lives for a long time. We were also long time friends since high school only i didnt know he was gay back then.

I fell in love with him (wjat a surprise)

But he didn't love me back like i loved him,
he just wanted me to fuck him all the time.

and i did it, i fucked him every time he wanted it, mostly because i wanted to feel needed by him. He is beautiful, funny and appreciated my music, he even likes to play jazz with me. I had never been so deep in love. But he didn't feel that way for me, and he told me, all the time he had to remind me that we were just fuck buddies.

after awhile because i wasnt seeming to get it, he started making me do threesomes, sometimes with girls, and transsexual people hed meet.
then he started setting me up with other guys. it felt like he was trying to get rid of my feelings. all i wanted was to be his "main guy" in other words his boyfriend.

Well i was stubborn and didn't listen i kept trying to find deeper meaning in our sex or the things he said. he grew resentful of me and i drove him away. He stopped talking to me about a month and a half ago and blocked me from any sort of communications with him. I've never been so sad. I thought i could never move on.

but i didnt have a choice. he cut me out of his life.
Recently i met another boy named brandon. hes really cute and nice and likes my music. He's a musician too, he plays violin and trumpet. The best part is that he likes me as much as i like him. so i started dating him.

It is kind of nice for a change to be desired for my qualities as a loving partner and not just for my dick.

the only problem is that he lives really far away and i dont get to see him that often. he's helped me break this cycle of depression ive been in and yet im still not that happy. I wish he was here now to hold me and listen to the rain noises outside my window.

its stupid to say but where the fuck is my boyfriend when you need him, he doesnt text back much. im just lonely.

pic is of me playing keys with my band. this is my fucked up love life.
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Eliza Dizzlenitch - Tue, 22 Nov 2016 14:11:47 EST wnBYHQfL No.132651 Reply
Well your bass player is looking at impressions.

Yeah that's why I want to start playing again. I have all this skill and I don't have many others honestly outside my work. So it's a confidence thing I guess. Something to be said for showing others what you're good at. And that's what I was thinking about with this boy. If I had my horn and played we would have had something to talk about. Instead of talking about this life I used to have. And I hate to get attached to someone and leave cities in three weeks. See I don't know if I'll get attached.

Anyway you seem reasonable, just try to enjoy yourself I guess.
creepymustache - Thu, 24 Nov 2016 05:19:40 EST M7pD0BHs No.132664 Reply
you should start playing again! what instrument do you play?

if you live in the LA area there are plenty of jazz jam sessions i can recommend!
they are always dope places to play and hang out with other musicians and people who think alike.

sometimes there are cute guys there, im always too afraid to ask them out also cuz i have terrrible gaydar but sometimes if i just got down from the stage and i played something i felt proud of i have that extra little bit of courage to go and do something stupid like hit on a straight guy haha.

It is difficult to enjoy yourself when youve set a disastrous precedent with past lovers, but with this new guy it isnt exactly like that, my past lovers are irrelevant to him, he doesn't know them. So i guess its all in my head, if i can over come thinking about them i can essentially be happy, whether or not my new boyfriend is around or not.

my other problem is im the type that wants to move in with the guys im with pretty quick, call me a lesbian but i want to settle down and get married someday. its stupid to think i want to do that with this guy already, we only started dating three weeks ago. but thats how i am, i have a lot of love to give.
George Hipperdock - Thu, 24 Nov 2016 12:01:51 EST 7+ElCmj3 No.132668 Reply
I live in a smaller city, but there is a jazz scene. Might be awkward at first meeting people I haven't seen in years after dropping off the radar, but being gay I'm used to awkward.

The future looks bright actually. I play a horn and it's kinda loud so practice space was always a problem. But ive found recently that there are a few houses around renting for a similar amount to what I was paying for an apartment. So I'll try to rent a house instead. It'll be good to make use of this skill I abandoned so long ago.

Meeting people is awkward but that's always going to be the case and you never will know what that other person is looking for anyway. Luckily I don't know what I want either so I'll just wing it

Glasses or contacts

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- Sun, 13 Nov 2016 23:09:17 EST stQ1AVTE No.132615
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Should I wear my contacts?
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Molly Mivingchodge - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 23:14:30 EST blhY1TCt No.132617 Reply
I don't think your glasses suit you too well. but you don't look bad with glasses. fix your dandruff and lose some weight imo

your jawline needs definition
Molly Mivingchodge - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 23:15:36 EST blhY1TCt No.132618 Reply
sorry, enthusiasm coming out. forgot to say you have potential to be a real looker i think. I'm no expert on any of this though
Barnaby Buzzfuck - Sun, 13 Nov 2016 23:25:35 EST stQ1AVTE No.132619 Reply
well I don't have dandruff, random speck... and as for weight I'm 9 weeks clean and I was actually 115 while using. I'm not really in a position to lose weight... How do I exercise my jaw? lol

Do you ever wish you weren't gay?

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- Sat, 17 Sep 2016 05:02:18 EST M7pD0BHs No.132397
File: 1474102938723.jpg -(90734B / 88.61KB, 534x534) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Do you ever wish you weren't gay?
Like I'm proud to be a homo but why does sex have to be so difficult to coordinate? Like of course I'm specifically talking about anal here but god damn why can't it be easier to make happen! When it goes wrong it ruins the mood for the whole night. Fuck.
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Ernest Damblefuck - Sat, 08 Oct 2016 15:21:56 EST k7IHkRO0 No.132482 Reply
>Being gay just requires you to be in an area that's pretty pro-gay
>If you are in one of those areas, then some friendly faggot won't hesitate to hit on your ass.
>I've been in those areas and have been hit on by guys.

care to elaborate on where these 'pro-gay' areas you've been in are? I'm getting the idea that I need to get out and go wherever this is going on so I can interact with people who might possibly think I'm cute enough to hit on me.
Isabella Drusslefitch - Wed, 26 Oct 2016 13:44:46 EST fDX5qKI3 No.132562 Reply
Straight guy is getting pretty friendly...

I found an auto parts store is a good place to meet cute dudes too. Interpol asked me one time where to find cute twinks--there ya go bud
Caroline Drozzledock - Fri, 04 Nov 2016 01:33:41 EST +p1cqWGh No.132594 Reply
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I've been browsing this website since I stumbled upon it in 2008 or so. You always pop up. This bearded man, garbage man. This guy, this moderator with a serious, but funny sense of humor.

I'm drunkerton right now. I won't remember this post (I never do remember them), but I think you're cool. Like, if I had someone to look up to in real life, or show me how to do stuff,it would be you.

You're somebody present on the site,

it's really good to have you here. There are people here who deserve the same acknowledgment, but we're mostly anonymous.

IfI had one wish in the world, Iwould want a hug from you and just kinda go limp and feel the universe because we are both on mushrooms. your breath, dirt shrooms and orange juice fumes fusing with my aura - mine blue and yours red and suddenly we're purple, making love

NOT with our penises, but just with our souls. it all comes around

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