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Am I going to die tonight?

- Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:43:19 EST nRfUbmcX No.281757
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>throwing up blood
>severe alcoholic
>feels like the alcohol has burned my insides away
>drinking 120 proof bottle... only bottle I have left
>drinking the only thing that eases my pain

Hey simple question Hooch... am I going to die tonight?
OP Drunk - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:43:51 EST nRfUbmcX No.281758 Reply
I'll only be able to talk as long as the alcohol keeps me sober enough to respond / still live... which may not be much longer.
OP Drunk - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:44:52 EST nRfUbmcX No.281759 Reply
Hey guys can you tell me the worst possible experience with an alcoholic you've had because so far it seems like mine is the worst. Like I've had the road safety lady tell me I'm the worst she's ever seen in her decades of doing her job.

And when I put up my BAC on the chalkboard which they forced me to do it was considerably higher than anyone else and they were snickering and laughing at me.

Which doesn't give me much hope.
OP Drunk - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:45:49 EST nRfUbmcX No.281760 Reply
Heart rate was at around 60 after I stopped the drinks. It's at 122 now. Doesn't feel food and I'm afraid I will destroy my insides so I'll literally be throwing up blood into my death.
OP Drunk - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:47:11 EST nRfUbmcX No.281761 Reply
*Doesn't feel good.

So when I was forced into the drinking program they made me wear drunk goggles.

And the lady was like "WTF I'm never seen anyone do this in the decades I've done this job. Do it again". And I walk normal and she's flabbergasted again. They can't understand and everyone is laughing cause they recognize me as the guy with the high BAC.

And this program that was supposed to help me just left me with the idea... "you're worse than anyone else in this entire program... you are a fucking overly drunk exception who will likely die soon.
OP Drunk - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:47:38 EST nRfUbmcX No.281762 Reply
I have all these sores on my body. Itchy mind-destroying sores... just an instant itch to parallel my itch for rinks... and it feels like I'm living in a Junji Ito Comic with the body horror I need to go through.
OP Drunk - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 00:52:27 EST nRfUbmcX No.281763 Reply
This feeling of looming death is scary. So please talk to me any other serious alcoholics.

You've had similar experiences with throwing up blood?

You only throw up when you sober?
Cedric Bunworth - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 15:54:11 EST g6UHYVLQ No.281767 Reply
Throwing up blood is not ideal, and probably requires medical attention. Good luck, OP.
Ernest Beckledale - Tue, 11 Jun 2019 22:58:51 EST 6c5y47Pw No.281769 Reply
It could be a bleeding stomach ulcer, but all things considered throwing up blood isn't a good thing. I know you probably can't just stop drinking at your stage of addiction but how about slowing down, at least stop with that 120 proof crap that will kill your organs faster than anything. Maybe make yourself a challenge and see if you can stick to something weak like beer for a while. Who cares what a stupid program thinks, its your life and you make your own choices.

What are the sores from or do you know?
Phoebe Bongergold - Wed, 12 Jun 2019 01:41:12 EST ejS+CwKP No.281772 Reply
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seems like yr fucked. if yr still alive, try either of these:
-go to the fucking er
-if you can get beer, try using that to taper. this guide might help: http://hams.cc/taper/

i'd still schedule some type of medical attention, though. none of the shit you describe is okay to just have.

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