Hey guys im new to this board. Im from south florida 26 years old this happened when i was 24. The bottle I had was E&J Brandy 1.75ml. I was drinkin in front porch of appartments i went back inside house to sit on couch n watch tv. Next thing i know i closed my eyes n when i ppen them up again i was locked up in jail for gun possesion n weed charge i have ccw license supposably i didnt have my wallet.( only reason why im still not locked up) When i came to my senses in jail i was very thirsty for water and had bruises around me. In arms and back of head. Still felt kinda drunk When i got out my dad told me he never saw the bottle, which makes me think during my blackout i mustve drank rest or threw it away. This was 2nd time i entered jail, my dad told me dat security sed i was trying to sell drugs to everyone around area. I honest to god have no memory and would never do dat shit. Ever since dat day i felt different in a real bad way like somethang was wrong with me mentally. I feel like i talk weird now almost like it was hard to pronounce words. Is it possible i had a alchol od and suffered some type of brain damage? During my black out i mustve drank the whole 1.75ml bottle of brandy Or maybe the officers or corectional offiecers beat me to a pulp cuz i mustve ran my mouth alot to dem duing my blackout? Like i musve sed some shit to rly piss them off. Im not suicidal at all, is it possible during my blackout i tried to commit suicide by drinking the whole bottle. I know my limit i have no clue why inwould do this. The trial was over i was given not guilty but i feel like somethangs wrong with me like i came back mentally slower. Is this all in my head /hooch/? I looked on google about alcohol od and i was horrified by reading about sympthoms I sometimes blacked out from drinking but never was it this bad. Sorry for long post i honestly dont know where to turn. My father seds im just being paranoid from smokin weed. But i honest too god feel different in a bad way. Ibrly wanna belive its just in my head.
