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- Thu, 26 Nov 2020 10:02:08 EST /VMteLRo No.285337
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From being a toddler; insomniac. Not prescribed sleeping pills until im 16 & get addicted. Quit that.

Weed makes me sick.

Find a few nips of alcohol works.

5 years later and an exponential tolerance later, Im about ready to kill myself. Doesnt help I work in liquor in a bad area and always see people "worse off" who are homeless and/or on the run
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Phyllis Deffingdadging - Sat, 28 Nov 2020 06:44:23 EST VcUNqUaT No.285352 Reply
>>285337
>Get drunk at 12 with friends.
>Instantly feel like this is something i was looking for my whole life, felt like cheat codes and mods to real life. Made boring shitty stressful poor life into real fun.
>Occassionally get drunk for 2 years
>Occassional drinking is complemented with constant drugs, meds, and RC abuse for about another 8 years
>Mental illnesses and social isolation reaches a point where i no longer have any friends at all
>Start to drink daily
>Start to have episodes of getting shitfuck drunk 24/7
>get my first real alcohol withdrawals
>ever since having episodes of getting shitfuck drunk 24/7 for a few weeks then quit, being totally sober for a few weeks, and repeat.
>this cycle is seemingly unstoppable, thinking of suicide every day since 16, my life is like building a sandcastle then destroying it, over and over and over.
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Phineas Dinderset - Tue, 01 Dec 2020 13:29:53 EST 1o8eW9jh No.285370 Reply
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It's funny how you manage to play yourself as life unfolds, isn't it?
>be from Ireland
>everyone mixing energy drinks and vodka from the age of 13/14 or sharing 2l cider bottles
>i dont get into it
>become a stoner instead
>spend years stoning and blurring out
>kick weed and replace it with a few beers to taper me off the weed
>end up smoking again but still drinking too, since I'm a total novice 3 or 4 beers are sloshing me. (bypassed 300ml budweiser piss, straight into the 600ml german wheat beers.)
>pick up quite the crossfading habit to the extent where smoking weed on its own sucks balls and drinking on its own doesn't get me to where I need to go quick enough
>spend two or three years going through college cross faded as fuck, operating on my own time, sleeping into the afternoons etc
>finally kick it and shape up for about four months, lose 25lbs and feeling fitter than I have in years
>the fucking virus hits and everything starts locking down
>start drinking during the first lockdown but manage to keep a lid on it mostly
>have slowly spiralled out of control again since the autumn and winter have began to bite, have edibles, a joint, six cans of ale and a bottle of gin for tonight
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Alice Turveyford - Wed, 02 Dec 2020 01:17:31 EST i2gnZ8up No.285372 Reply
>Have the tolerance right off the bat from being the spawn of a sailor and a Welshwoman
>Showed off my love for drink like it was a badge of honor in high school parties
>Been pretty much a raging alcoholic since I was 16
>10 years later still drinking every day
>Wonder why my liver hasn't failed yet
>Completely functional the whole way through (always kept a job, never drove drunk, honestly feel like alcohol has never negatively affected my life)
>Continue this every day until I guess my body decides it has had enough and shuts down
cheers lads I don't know if I want that to happen soon or way down the line because im still having too much fun drinking
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Graham Cockleford - Sat, 05 Dec 2020 16:41:43 EST yH1HuT1Q No.285393 Reply
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>>285370
Covid has probably resulted in more relapses then any other recent event i can think of. Being more or less locked in at home alone while the world starts accelerating towards collective demise makes for a kind of white knuckling that was so unbearable for me after awhile that it was either get fucked up to help cope and so i can finally start just diving headfirst into escapism, or slowly go insane. I chose my sanity over my physical health.
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Sidney Nicklefoot - Sun, 06 Dec 2020 00:41:02 EST APgsu79i No.285395 Reply
>>285393
The disease COVID-19 is not the same thing as the lockdown mandates. Language is important.
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Alice Buzzbury - Sat, 19 Dec 2020 00:18:18 EST QfGpMj5b No.285502 Reply
>>285501
And if you don't immediately accept their worldview without question right away you become their sworn enemy for life
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Angus Crenderham - Sat, 19 Dec 2020 01:20:10 EST ByBjqLNi No.285504 Reply
>>285372
>Have the tolerance right off the bat from being the spawn of a sailor and a Welshwoman
Welsh women in my experience are absolute messes and lightweights when it comes to booze. I'm gonna assume you're american and groping at the slightest cultural heritage with no actual experience>>285372
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Fuck Pandlekut - Sat, 19 Dec 2020 03:23:28 EST BRKb8gZu No.285505 Reply
>>285504
I'm gonna guess you're retarded because you think any of this shit matters
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Eliza Ginningforth - Sun, 20 Dec 2020 23:13:54 EST ByBjqLNi No.285519 Reply
>>285512
Whatever you have to tell yourself to sleep at night pal
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Eliza Fiblingwadging - Mon, 21 Dec 2020 01:50:57 EST 5hD16szY No.285520 Reply
>>285519
Considering I'm an alcoholic, I have no trouble sleeping.
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Basil Sablingwurk - Mon, 21 Dec 2020 06:48:27 EST EB+I8dNF No.285521 Reply
Guys please lets not get into /pol/ arguments and fights over dumb shit on this board too I'm just trying to chill and drink
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George Handlelock - Mon, 21 Dec 2020 17:45:50 EST BRKb8gZu No.285522 Reply
>>285508
I'm not even the person you were replying to. Just jumped in to point out a retard when I saw one lol
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Hannah Davingville - Tue, 26 Jan 2021 13:33:21 EST T8qvRK8S No.285771 Reply
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>15
>Buy a handle of local koniak or whatever it's called in english
>Alone home so sip alone all day
>Getting buzzed a bit but first timer so it's more about the act of drinking than getting drunk
>Like down half of it from morning to 6pm until friends call me to come out
>Bring it out, they take only sips but i keep dranking
>Fucking drink the whole thing
>All friends go home except one who wants us to go to the city center like a retard
>He literally fucking drags me through the city center like a retard because he want's a burger
>Buys me burger
>Fast foward keep dranking through highschool
>16 yo Gets piss drunk alone ocasionally
>17 yo alchie-lite, quit summer job to drink erry day, feel like a poet since im young and i can handle it
>18 still in school drinking random nights is normal procedure, friends or without
>19 and 20 neet and drink almost every night sick of this shit
Here am I at 20, neet, parasite to my family , don't even have a hs diploma(like just need to do one test for it but still didn't.)
Been sober from many things, weed and tobacco , pornography , all sorts of shitty food , trying to be full straight edge sober.
Drinking is down to once a week, yesterday had a beer and 3 shoots yesterday but pooped a benzo(2mg kpin) so got mega fucked up.
Feel depresed as shit, I come from shit but I had a chance to have a good life, instead decide to isolate more and more because fuck dealing with people when you can get blasted 24/7 by yourself
Have no close friends, never had a gf , maybe could have escaped this shit through sport but all the clubs are ass so never had a proper chance.
Sorry for the retarded self pity post.Just needed to vent.I know im young but when this is the only life you ever lived it's hard to change
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Shit Heddlemure - Wed, 27 Jan 2021 17:05:54 EST 4H/9l7bZ No.285774 Reply
>>285771

lmao youngling you were literally born after Y2K, the world is your oyster, we are all ~30+ here with a decade+ of regret behind us
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Doris Pogglemack - Thu, 28 Jan 2021 07:57:33 EST SyupTEOY No.285775 Reply
Started drinking liquor and four lokos at 17 because thats what you do when you're that age, started to become a daily thing because I was a drop out and a neet and the anxiety of being a loser became enough that I drank just so I didn't get anxiety. Now I'm 28, I've been drinking daily for over a decade but my anxiety is way better I haven't had a panic attack in years.

I'd like to think a break up with my 10/10 ex is what really broke me but I saw the writing on the wall 3 years before I met her.
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Polly Briddledene - Fri, 29 Jan 2021 16:10:28 EST T8qvRK8S No.285781 Reply
>>285774
I know man but I wasting my early years still feels like shit
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David Nickleworth - Fri, 29 Jan 2021 17:51:37 EST t68nkrd/ No.285782 Reply
You’re still very much in your early years my friend.
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Augustus Trotshaw - Sun, 31 Jan 2021 00:45:18 EST jatjbj1/ No.285794 Reply
Trump and his supporters?
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Wesley Bepperhotch - Sun, 31 Jan 2021 01:32:39 EST BWwtcZx7 No.285802 Reply
>>285775
>anxiety

THIS THIS THIS THIS THIS
User is currently banned from all boards
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Edwin Gommernet - Sun, 31 Jan 2021 01:39:13 EST Mrpurzme No.285803 Reply
i have trouble socializing if i am not drunk
i cracked my skull as a kid
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Edwin Chonnerford - Thu, 04 Feb 2021 11:04:18 EST dlNBEVKJ No.285829 Reply
>have my first glass of wine at 15
>it's alright, nothing special
>start getting the taste for wine and beer, daily drinker at 19, but it's just one or two drinks a day
>drink on and off for a few years, get bored of it during my healthier and less lonely periods
>live alone now and have no social life
>drinking daily for the past year
>get lonelier as people die and friends drift away from me
>drinking ramps up significantly as a coping device
>drinking dangerous amounts of vodka until I pass out almost every night
>going to AA meetings now
It's still early enough that I can turn this around before it becomes a real problem, but it's getting concerning.


>>285370
I wish I could be a stoner. I never really got the taste for it that some people have. I replaced alcohol with marijuana for about two weeks last year and it was really nice, but I just have the taste for drunkenness instead for some reason. It feels easier and more natural. Getting high feels a million times healthier, though, both physically and emotionally. I want to start doing it again soon, once I manage to taper myself off the booze.
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Samuel Smallstone - Sun, 17 Oct 2021 14:59:10 EST T8qvRK8S No.286925 Reply
>>285782
>>285781
Not sure who lurking here or cares about a blog post but I kinda Improved
>Got a high school diploma
>Worked as a mechanic for a few months
>Managed to to get a good test score on the college enterance exam and now im studying electrical engineering
>Still fat but like 20 pounds less
Barely drink anymore,but decided to get pissed tonight
Fuck it
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Ernest Drecklebury - Mon, 25 Oct 2021 17:27:32 EST vOj0YMMd No.286962 Reply
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>have a glass of wine once at 13
>never drink again till 18
>get dui at 19
>never drink again till 21
>now 26 and still going

it became cuz i could legally by it just down the road
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Graham Blatherworth - Wed, 24 Nov 2021 10:56:30 EST RLlWXAZU No.287072 Reply
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>Early on the police gave me a hard time and I hated alcohol.
>First booze six, first buzz eight, hated that shit
>Liked it at ten a couple times
>Police intimidating me to stop, no more drinks till 15
>Ff
>120lbs and cash a fifth out of a half gallon with friends, begins my alcoholism, love it, get beat and yelled at
>Police called again, I am ok cuz I'm hurt
>Continue drinking, at school and everything
>Get caught drunk and stumbling with pint in locker
>Have to breathalyzer before and after school
>Lasts 24mo sober, begin to drink in secret again moved out to moms and in HS
>No one knows a thing but people that are cool with it
>Begin drinking a six to fifteen pack at night after work but lose my job to alcoholism
>Fast forward to 22, I am now drinking a fifth to a half gallon a night, in and out of rehab and ward
>Finally kick it after an intervention and have only two beers a day
>Ff now
>Falling off the wagon again but no liquor
>Every drunken moment I am grateful I'm allowed to
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Dextrolord - Sat, 27 Nov 2021 14:04:00 EST HiwcJ4+o No.287082 Reply
Wow I'm really glad I don't like alcohol too much... even tho I've done my fair share of dumbest drunk shit too:/. . . . .. .
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Basil Fommlesen - Fri, 03 Dec 2021 18:20:43 EST DwTf9pNu No.287100 Reply
>>286925
good for you man
try your best not to slip back into bad habits
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Angus Sarringstine - Thu, 06 Jan 2022 20:40:01 EST NZtF0JQD No.287209 Reply
Started drinking beer at 17.
6-10 beers every night by 18.
At 20 found weed and opiates, stopped drinking except on rare occasion.
At 30 opiates became too hard to get.
Now I drink a 5th of whiskey nearly every night. I go to 5 different liquor stores b/c I'd be ashamed of showing up daily to one.
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Fuck Pollykadge - Sun, 23 Jan 2022 23:07:49 EST W/a/YVd/ No.287265 Reply
>>287209
Simpler Times is the greatest beer ever fight me it never goes flat ever
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Angus Brookbury - Thu, 10 Feb 2022 14:39:51 EST 26BfA516 No.287314 Reply
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>>285372
>Have the tolerance right off the bat from being the spawn of a sailor and a Welshwoman

ayylmao
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Fucking Turveystone - Fri, 11 Feb 2022 01:27:54 EST 55HKpRH2 No.287315 Reply
>>287209
Tip: buy handles of slightly better booze. (No hangover)
Then: mark down every drink you pour with pen and ink. Like crossing off years in a prison cell.
Also: Pour liquor with water. This prevents damage to your throat and other regions, and also keeps you hydrated. The second's the most important part.

I get properly drunk every night and am hungover perhaps once every season
User is currently banned from all boards
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Cornelius Nobberdid - Mon, 14 Feb 2022 10:21:27 EST GtV9r9/8 No.287330 Reply
I started to drink at sixteen. My first drunkening was at 8, but I quit all the way to 15. I invited a couple black friends over and we cashed the better part of a half gal.The ambulance came along with police and gave me od mods. With me at 130lbs, I had 13m5 drinks, I was near alcohol poisoning. Since then,, I always had a few, My uncle would steal money with the card to buy us a couple fifteen packs about every other evening, and since we made 50k yearly, it hardly mattered. Our finances dwindled in later years. Anyways, I used to drink about 6-10 a night, while I browsed 4chan.org in my Xbox. I'd take breaks to play halo 3 and reach on live. My girl used to come over and drink 7 or so drinks and ride me too but no longer. It began in 2010 but didn't reach I ts peak until 2015. I used to polish a half gal a day in 15 nearly, by 20, no more than ten a night. I drank a moderate amount in later years, to this day. I remember having girls over with a 15 pack in the early years now I just hav we a few until I am satiated. I suspect my habit will be life long.

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