/mdma/ Ecstasy Discussion
>Take my first pill for a rave>Dance non-stop whilst drinking water>Wake up with heatstroke and burns >Take frequent brakes now
>Take my first pill for a rave>Dance non-stop whilst drinking water>Wake up with heatstroke and burns >Take frequent brakes now
>>224795>some weird psychedelic that's similar but doesn't fuck meMaybe mushrooms
>some weird psychedelic that's similar but doesn't fuck me
>>224795>I wish I could feel this bad forever so I'd never do it againdont we all
>I wish I could feel this bad forever so I'd never do it again
I recently had my first candy trip experience and I can't remember too much from it, so I'd like to know what went wrong. I'll try to keep this brief>1st molly experience. Took 80-90 mg at a rave (im fairly lightweight), thought it didn't work at all because I felt no discernible euphoria. Dont have any recollection of the songs played that night, but at first I thought that cause I spent the entire night talking to a girl. In retrospect, it boosted empathogenic qualities. Because I didn't feel like I was rolling at all that night, I skipped the 3 month waiting period, which I'm sure contributed to the problem. Anyhow...2nd time: Exactly 4 weeks later, again at a rave. On a mild acid trip (2 blotters, no open eye visuals what so ever, had some tolerance maybe), 4 hours in pop 120-130 mg of pure molly. When it kicked in, I suddenly felt anxiety and had to leave the place. Went outside to talk with GF for a minute, suddenly felt great and went back in. Body euphoria from acid gone, but so was the head fuckiness and introspection, was in a great and sociable mood. Yada yada, time goes on, body starts making dancing motions even while walking to the toilet/water vendors. Go back to the dance floor and suddenly start uncontrollably jumping and dancing (never danced before in my life at that point). Problem is, after that point, my memory blanks out for like 3 hours or so. I remember inconsequential things, like toilet trips and talking to strangers, but none of the music and lights which I came to see in the first place. Hard to make a mental time line, it's all a blur up to a certain point. It makes me sad, as it was my first time in a big rave in another country, so the trip was quite expensive and feels a bit wasted because of that.Again I didn't feel any of the overwhelming euphoria people advertise molly to have. A great euphoric mood, but none of the "everything in my body feels amazing/just standing still feels great" euphoria I get from LSD. I also felt some anxiety a week after the rave (next few days were great, came back home from the trip and went back to uni, deadline stress etc hit me in the face). My short term memory was bust for a while, had t… Comment too long. Click here to view the full text.
>1st molly experience. Took 80-90 mg at a rave (im fairly lightweight), thought it didn't work at all because I felt no discernible euphoria. Dont have any recollection of the songs played that night, but at first I thought that cause I spent the entire night talking to a girl. In retrospect, it boosted empathogenic qualities. Because I didn't feel like I was rolling at all that night, I skipped the 3 month waiting period, which I'm sure contributed to the problem. Anyhow...
I've been perscribed sertraline (50mg, but just got recommend to double my dose earlier this week) since the last time i rolled (around about 5-6 months ago)Ive heard that it dimishes the effects, but to what degree? I plan on rolling on new years,whats the best way to make sure i'm not wasting my money?
>>224800>whats the best way to make sure i'm not wasting my money?Nothing. Not gonna go into detail, but it's dangerous. Look up serotonin syndrome.Probably not gonna happen unless you happen to take stupid high amounts but it still a risk, especially if you've been on SSRIs a while as they build in your system.I took MDMA after being on sertraline about a month, and this was real high quality shit. Felt almost nothing. My heart was beating faster, I was sweating, but I had no euphoria, no real pleasure at all, it put me in a really underwhelming mildly pleasant mood, but the fact that it wasn't working as well just irritated me in general so made the roll real disappointing.It really sucks all the joy and all the happiness from the roll, you might as well have taken 5 pro-plus to get the same feeling. Oh, and the comedown is fucking awful, never woke up feeling as shitty as I did after that night. Usually I get almost 0 comedown, more of an afterglow and general feeling of happiness, but the day after was terrible. Really not worth it at all.OP if you've been prescribed anti-depressants I'd suggest not coming off them, especially as it's only about 10 days until new year and it'll take at least a couple of weeks for them to get out of your system. Your mental health comes before one night of partying, you gotta remember that. It's real disappointing but imo it's real not worth it to take MDMA while on sertraline, and I'm not even talking about the risks of drug interactions.
>whats the best way to make sure i'm not wasting my money?
Gonna roll for the first time in 2 days with a friend outside my campus.Any tips for a safe first time? Apart from drinking a lot of water...Pic related are pills i got. They were 6 euros each. I think im gonna go for the orange porsche one, looks kinda cool and i can see clearly what i believe to be mdma crystals?
>>223716Change that to every 2-3 months at most
Have a red and blue pill with darth Vader imprint i think. I don't know what they are or if they are fake.. can anyone help me please?
Hey guysI'm gonna take mdma for the first time this friday alone here at my aptI'm worried about my jaw, I don't have a normal occlusion. Should I be worried about it? I just want to masturbate through the highAlso, listening to metal while on it is nice?Am I missing something?Thanks
I don't even know how you would even think of masturbating till you are coming down off mdma. When I took it a long time ago by myself all I did was lie down, and spin in circles on my carpet in my underwear. The I went outside and did the same thing in the grass. The euphoria is soo strong that it floors you, and makes your sense of touch times 10,000.
>>224656Who is this girl on picture?
when i take MDMAthe last thing i want to do is masturbateI want to dance, stand around like an idiot, talk to friends and girls.Not masturbate
I've seen all sorts of shit online but you guys are my trusted source how should I dose to get the most? and how much? I could potentially do as much as 300mg, I've done it once before and it was 200mg, 100mg then another 100mg 45 minutes later. I'm a big guy (100kg) if that matters. I was thinking either 200+100, or 100+50+50+50, gotta go from 4pm to 4am probably
Take one dose of 120mg along with antioxidants and then wait 4 months before again
If it's legit stuff, 100 is fine, dose another 50 in a couple hours. Take it at 7pm.
ended up doing 2??+1??not even that worse offbest experience I've ever had and likely ever will on anything or in generalwhew I don't know how I feel about that writing it out but yeah it's definitely true oh wellhardly have any memories of it eitherprobably a mistake actually
>tfw you are an 18 year old literal asperger's syndrome hyper-autist completely dissociated and depersonalized who has been closed up in herself for years unable to connect to any human or any social situation, always feeling alone in a group, and have been like this since your birth>you slowly start socializing online in skype groups and whatnot and you make some friends who you say you love but don't even feel the love. But the love was there, and I didn't know it.>one of your friends sends you 110mg of MDMA in the mail and you take it all alone by yourself in your room and you talk to your pal after you take it and he is pretty smart and you realize that you don't even need the MDMA to feel love and connection, you can even do it while sober.>I am my skin, I am my body. I'm not just a mind controlling a limp meat puppet. I'm a human being god damnit, my life has value!I went from total coiled in introversion straight to total love when I did MDMA and I felt like I was shinji at the end of evangelion where everyone clapped after he "got it"my other friend once told me that you don't have to stop to smell the roses, you can just smell the roses, and I never got it, but now I got itnow I got it and I love you all and I'm a gay hippieP.S. sry for blog post
>tfw you are an 18 year old literal asperger's syndrome hyper-autist completely dissociated and depersonalized who has been closed up in herself for years unable to connect to any human or any social situation, always feeling alone in a group, and have been like this since your birth
>you slowly start socializing online in skype groups and whatnot and you make some friends who you say you love but don't even feel the love. But the love was there, and I didn't know it.
>one of your friends sends you 110mg of MDMA in the mail and you take it all alone by yourself in your room and you talk to your pal after you take it and he is pretty smart and you realize that you don't even need the MDMA to feel love and connection, you can even do it while sober.
>I am my skin, I am my body. I'm not just a mind controlling a limp meat puppet. I'm a human being god damnit, my life has value!
>>224768I'm not that guy, but have a background in psychotherapy. I'm hardly surprised that you haven't clicked with a quality therapist ... ones that aren't morons are actually pretty rare. What makes you say you *need* psychotherapy? In my experience, most people on boards like these are staunchly independent and would prefer to imperfectly address their own issues than get professional help.
>>224769Lots of therapist go into the field because they have their own mental health issues they are trying to understand so they have a natural interest in mental health. I also feel like it's the blind leading the blind. I ran though therapist like I was speeddating to find my wife (except a therapist worthy to call my own.)So many wack therapist out there that need a therapist more than their capability to offer therapy. I got a neighbor who is a total nutjob and she's a childrens therapist. Lady has more problems then worth talking about. Wouldn't trust her giving advice to my child. Can't offer anything more then textbook quotations and rehearsed teachings.
>>224764Aww man you screwed up. You shouldn't drink alcohol when you are rolling. When i am about to roll i usually smoke weed before. It puts me into this "holy shit this is actually happening" mindset and keeps me occupied with the high for like 1-2hours. So i never really get bored and decide to do something that could turn out to be stupid - like taking too much. Good luck on your next try man! A perfect roll is something magical.
Is this MDMA or shit?
Looks plausible. Crystal structure is approximately the same, and color is consistent with washed/purified/'champagne' MDMA. No way to know unless you test it!
>>224756Yes plausible. However there are a lot of other chemicals that can look exactly like mdma and even smell/taste similar.It could be mda/mdme or any of the other classic MD analogs which in my book are just as good as the original. 5-mapb and 6-apb and other analogs also look and smell identical to MDMA. Cathiones unfortunately can look like MDMA too unfortunately but it won't have that distinct licorish/sassy smellThere's only one way to tell and that is a test kit. Because its rocked and not a powder you can always take 110mg for a test if you dont have a kit. Its most likely not going to kill ya.... And it's not the end of the world if you end up taking an RC. some of them can even be pleasant.
Storytime my dudes>Took half a pill of my stash where 1 pill=4hours>Expected it to kick in within an hour so I took it in line >Music is good and I chill waiting for energy and lust to fill me>Last song the pill kicks in and I'm having an amazing time>I travel to my mate's house and I'm high off my tits>I'm in my bed resisting the urge to sleep with another female guest and dance>Everything goes well and I sleep amazingly First time I can say I rolled and woke up the next day feeling completely fine with no hangover. I think I'll take less next time and do the exact same so I can prevent a comedown.
>Took half a pill of my stash where 1 pill=4hours>Expected it to kick in within an hour so I took it in line >Music is good and I chill waiting for energy and lust to fill me>Last song the pill kicks in and I'm having an amazing time>I travel to my mate's house and I'm high off my tits>I'm in my bed resisting the urge to sleep with another female guest and dance>Everything goes well and I sleep amazingly
>>224741>>224742Ladies. Ladies. plur mothafuckas. Take a cheel peel.
>>224735Once you take the real stuff, you will understand.
>>224700I find 6-apb 5-mapb and other like analogs can take upward of 2 n 1/2 hours to take effect. It's really weird. My first apb experience I thought i was taking real mdma (identified with a test kit after my suspicions) 40 minutes passes and I take an 2nd cap thinking I just did not take enough there were no physical signs telling me something was about to take place like I normally get. 2nd pill and an hour later I start to feel really depressed. Depressed because I was sold bad stuff I go sit down at the rave and smoke a cigarette and then I start to get that familiar feeling of a good roll. Something was missing but I passed it off as the natural burnout from mdma abuse (even though i don't abuse mdma the few times i have taken it have to account for some loss of magic)The "roll" was clean, speedy, but not empathetic or visual. Like I said it was missing something. I still had a good time. Was rolling for quite a while. 5-mapb accompanies a terrible hangover the next day. It's almost like opiate wd but more meth'd out feeling
A dealer is selling me 10 mdma pills for 60 pound tomorrow, that seems cheap af so I'm nervous that I'm being lead into a jumping, inb4 ask him about the pressing I'm going to do that tomorrow as soon as.
Don't bring any more than 50 quid ... worst likely case is you leave without money or pills. Getting robbed is more likely than getting jumped.
Hey OP did you get involved in a drug deal gone bad?
Pills are actually really cheap at the distribution level. People are buying them for 3-5 usd each and selling them for 20-30 usd at raves and on the streets. Lots of fakes and meth bombs (meant to be meth bombs but sold as ecstasy instead of the case of getting MDPV to replica mdma in a pill) You could get legit pills for 60 pounds but with pressies unless your in a scene that has a legit provider for the group it's likely cut with other chems.
Got a couple caps of Molly last night for free as they were stolen. Broke one open to test with some reagents, and the results I have are very strange. It's a crystal, but one of the dirtiest looking crystals I have ever seen, no smell also. So with marquis I got what looks like methamphetamine (red), then with mandelin, expecting a greenish methamphetamine reaction I got a deep purple, indicating an opiate? Results below, I would love to hear what you Gus think
don't take it
I have seen large amounts of mdma in my life yet I have never seen """mdma""" like that. Don't take it, warn others and the dealer in particular. To me, it's fair to punish him if he will continue to try and sell it after you show him the proof.
hey guyscan i just say that i've been away for a while (about a year) and since 'i've been back, i've noticed ppl here seem to be taking a lot more serious notice of neurotoxicty concerns. that's really impressive/positive, and not realyl what i expected (went through a period of posting a lot about those things on here a year ago) just wanted to make this post to just..sort of pat you guys on the back. like, it's just impressively mature and helpful to be able to switch priors so effectively in a harm reducation way. back a year if you posted about damage ppl would say stuff like 'yo 2 month break yo be fine' 'yo neuroregeneration shit bud take vitamins' and the standard drug user lines (which may well be helpful to follow, but just aren't really highlighting serious dangers) to everyone basically at least seriously considering this wonderful substance is neurotoxic
Me and my girlfriend are planning to parachute some MDMA when we next see each other. What are your guys ways of getting around limp dick? Although worst case scenario I'll just do hand and mouth stuff so she isn't missing out.
>>222226Was looking for answers all over the place. And Google leads me right back to lovely 420chan. L-Arginine it is. Hilarious replies in here too. Good thread =)
>>222582Give yourself an enema 90 minutes b4 and then lube a soft bulb-nosed dildo and push it into yourself until you hit your prostate. Use one like in the picture so that it stays inside of you. If you're straight and never did anything anal before, it'll only hurt for a minute or so, and if you're really rolling face you won't care. BUT: Lots of lube,and the enema is all-important, gay or straight.
Now just a bit of back history: My mum hates drugs, she had a bad time smoking 'weed' once in her teens once and flipped out, aside from that she drinks a pretty standard amount for someone in their late 50's. She knows I smoke weed pretty regularly, I've tried to get her to smoke many times because she has back pain but she always turns it down thinking she'll have a bad time, she's very much a person who's 'fixed in her ways' about stuff and also buys everything she sees on TV, it's a little sad. Onto the main point: I've been thinking about giving my mum some MDMA, dosed into her tea. I'd obviously test it before hand, but yeah she's been going through a rough time of sorts dealing with her mum who's sick at the moment. What I was thinking was getting her on a night where she has nothing to do the next day and popping 50-100mg of MD into a tea. I've always wanted to roll with my mum and I sort of wanted to open her eyes to how drugs can be beneficial rather than damaging (I personally have had my fair share of experiences with if not everything). Has anyone had any experiences with rolling with their mum while they were unaware that they were dosed? Let me know, cheerz dudes!
ah boy this is still going. look, i admit it's a silly idea, and in reality i would have never done it either way, i realize it's silly and i apologize to all of you for posting it, i didn't want to piss anyone off which it seems i have, so i'm sorry for that too. if the mods wanna delete this they can go ahead, it'd just be nice to show my mum the other side of the grass, y'know? anyway i'ma rollin' so i hope you all have a good one.
Bumping this thread because it should never be forgotten.
Leave Mom alone, son. MDMA can solve people's problems only IF they know that they have problems and IF they want help. And a decent understanding of these things helps. In the mid 1980s I met a guy at a rave and it turned out he was a therapist who was using the then-legal drug in his practice. I called him a couple of days later and we met for coffee. I asked him what was what and he explained the therapeutic side of E. Basically, you experience your problems without the usual anxieties that come with them. This is true for MMDA and MDA as well. Probably Molly also, I take it because I know it and I like it.What you're risking is your mother having a total meltdown, and no matter how bad she may be, no-one would forgive you.
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