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Depression/weight gain angst

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- Wed, 28 Aug 2019 12:37:01 EST eAyeZGui No.55880
File: 1567010221103.jpg -(162852B / 159.04KB, 960x595) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Depression/weight gain angst
So, I was on various psychiatric drugs since being a teenager up until today, my early 30s. The longest run was Lithium, but essentially every form of SSRI and depressant that was on the market during that time and other anti-psychotics like Seroquel or Risparidone were thrown at me at well.

I was way too slow to realize it, mostly because the drugs put me in a catatonic state, but long-term use of these things fucks up your body significantly. I recently bounced back, as I did once or twice before, but the difference this time is I'm just being monitored, not on any medication except unrelated meds for headaches and moda for ADHD. I feel like 300% better on this combination.

They monitored me for lithium toxicity but never detected "poisonous" levels, however. I stopped all meds when I got pancreatitis, but that also seems to have dissipated. What bothers me is that when I was on the lithium for a long period, I felt like I had diminished intellectual capacity and was making bad decisions because of it, spacing out for hours doing absolutely nothing, and sometimes even more bizarre occurrences like sudden seizures would happen.

They put me on an anti-psychotic because of something my family said about thinking the radio was talking to me but they didn't understand that it was because I was trizzipping balls on every drug imaginable at the time. I don't have this problem when I haven't eaten six tabs of acid and a half gram of allylescaline. But I got processed by the legal system eventually and it's rather unforgiving, pretty frustrating because you can't really be truthful without risking your shrink punishing you insincerely because of differences in beliefs with respect to substance abuse treatment (i.e Portugal vs Nancy Reagan.) Anyway, these things were especially bad. When they put me on them, I had constant nausea, and the worst part were these "night migraines" I would have. Normally, I have severe headaches like this when I'm awake, but they started happening in my dreams, which would wake me up and disrupt my sleep.

Beyond a basic examination, the doctors can't really devote special time to me, and I can't afford world-class clinic treatment. The good news is, everything seems to be healing up physically.

My question, I suppose is, supposing a person really is in total remission for everything except the philosophical aspect of greater depression, but experienced intermittent lithium toxicity as well as the inevitable small amounts of organ damage caused by these medication, as well as basically was locked in a room or had his position monitored for several years, how can they rehabilitate themselves medically? I'm going to let /qq/ handle the psychological aspect so I'm thinking in terms of neurology and holistic physical health.

The other thing I noticed was I now have a dyskinesia and involuntary muscle twitches, but I think this might be part of the physical healing process and might go away with rehabilitation through strength training.

I'm actually optimistic. The human body can recover from some crazy shit. I also got several severe head injuries in the last five years from accidents and dumb fights, with no end to being mocked about it whenever I do something stupid now, but others recovering from worse in my community have been really supportive and that's made me feel a bit better about humanity. If people can bounce back from being hit by a Buick, this is nothing.

tldr; Mentally ill dude with drug problem was anti-psychotic guinea pig for modern psych for 10 years, doc stopped meds when he gets pancreatitis, needs tips on recovering.
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Ebenezer Fungermot - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 01:46:14 EST thRxE9uZ No.55979 Reply
Trazadone, I will never take as prescribed. My dr who was certainly legally qualified
to practice psychiatry but settled as a general practitioner. She would not complain about me changing my doses of especially trazadone hen i was on it. She understood that I understood what worked for sleep and anxiety. So that was cool. In reality 10 mgs of trazadone was fine as was 25 50 mgs. Staying on 50 mgs as some drs prescribe, or upping the dose to 50 mgs, I don't think is correct.
David Duckville - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 04:13:27 EST beznSo3K No.55982 Reply
>I'm actually optimistic. The human body can recover from some crazy shit.
Hi, guy. Yes, it really can. I was doped up on various psych med combos (like 4-5 meds at a time--antipsychotics, mood stabilizers, antidepressants) from age 13-24, because I have horrendous CPTSD from child abuse and my mother is manipulative as fuck and a medical professional. Now I have worse CPTSD from getting abused in inpatient again and again and the meds lol.

Anyway, I was able to taper myself off AMA and am doing so much better as a result. It was months of serious difficulty and then a year of moderate difficulty and then another few years of a few lingering things disappearing. I didn't have tardive dyskinesia, but I had other extrapyramidal junk like akathisia, plus muscle stuff. Beta-blockers helped, as well as gallons of tonic water for the quinine, tiny benadryl doses (though DPH kinda derps you up further so be careful). I think Cogentin also helps, but they fed me that in lockup so I can't deal with it now.

I kept a diary to track my improvement. Ate "well" (what that means for me might be different than for you). Exercised lightly. Did logic puzzles (on paper and stuff like Professor Layton) every day, religiously. Just be really patient with your progress. You'll probably get a lot of yourself back. Give it time.

I don't know if you've seen this. Not all the political stuff appeals to me but it has some worthy tips.
David Duckville - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 04:17:06 EST beznSo3K No.55983 Reply
>Beta-blockers helped, as well as gallons of tonic water for the quinine, tiny benadryl doses (though DPH kinda derps you up further so be careful). I think Cogentin also helps
mm, and spot doses of benzo. I'm speaking about akathisia and muscle discomfort though and obviously YMMV


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- Sat, 28 Dec 2019 14:16:39 EST ltBkbiGL No.55967
File: 1577560599485.jpg -(4512B / 4.41KB, 200x112) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Superpeople
The parts of the spectrums of each thing that have the opposite reaction to the parts of the spectrums which cause aging,retards,sickness,etc,etc,and there's the other parts in the middle(example-the berry spectrum has healthy berries and poisonous berries and the other berries in the middle).The elements.Recreating various outside crisis situations(hungry,thirsty,stuck,etc,etc) or not results in invisibility and speed,omnipotence,superpeople,youngness,altering you and reality,personally affecting reality,your mind returning to the past(time travel).People who are acidic,nervous,shitty and others are being assalted,bleeding and puking acid.Personally affecting reality example-eating salt and then being assalted.The soaps are killing people,the nerve and skin damage and where's the sweat and tan,feeling hot,dizzy,throbbing,burning and sick?The soaps are turning peoples faces into monster scar faces.Peoples bodies are being damaged and aged by the shampoo,hot tubs,swimming pools,soap,stress,working,gravity,infections,viruses,loud sounds,rubs,creams,pills,people,food,beverages,etc,etc.Air bubbles and dissolved air in fluids in IV bags,tubes and syringes is being injected into people,strokes and deaths.Sniffing deaths.Operating table and bed murders and people being numbed by the dentist.People are being euthanized in hospitals and hospices.They're pulling and grabbing peoples sleeping genitals,turning peoples places into a hotel/outhouse and anally attacking colon cleansed people .Surrounded by the future,the past and nightlights,barking dogs,abductions,disappearances,suicides,murders,cuts,suffocations,draining energy or absorbing energy.Being pulled towards the future or the past with your iron coins and other materials your in contact with and surrounded by,people are disappearing,people are being replaced with clones,robots,etc,people travelling back in time are being attacked and getting into accidents.People are travelling to the future and to the past.People are sending messages to the future and to the past.Aliens,people are visiting and sometimes leaving this world,which worlds and times are they from?They're stealing peoples DNA,cloning,growing,making and using the clones.The souls of the dead and others are travelling into other peoples bodies to be young and healthy.Connected minds communicating.Some people know other peoples thoughts and are communicating telepathically,interuptions,influencing,scolding,interference,torturing and controlling peoples minds and bodies and murdering and bothering other people listen to the sounds similar to the heat bug and electronic sounds.Body twitching.People are communicating with other people through nightmares.People are using other people to say their thoughts.Your suspicious,nature's etc examples,stuck in this nest.They're waking people up again and again and they're causing other sleeping problems and deaths,picking,poking,prodding,digging people with medical instruments.The TV creeps and others are accusing people of being criminals and others in a past life,threatening,hynotising,insulting and bothering people about what they are doing,saying and their thoughts,maybe they'll reach through the screen and your reality show from this world,concluding the experiments and cleaning the cages.

How do send myself to a home or asylum?

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- Wed, 25 Dec 2019 00:01:28 EST xHRXNZwf No.55963
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I treated my depression but I'm still sick of this world.
Ebenezer Sobberstone - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 16:49:11 EST xHRXNZwf No.55972 Reply
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I'm better than ever but the ghosts of the past are blurs, one more year of Paxil shall do.

I'm nearly done with 34 years of mental illness.

Med school

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- Thu, 28 Nov 2019 10:18:39 EST xnZFdBBJ No.55952
File: 1574954319826.jpg -(711655B / 694.98KB, 3300x2550) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Med school
Just wanted to post this here
Hedda Genkinchat - Tue, 17 Dec 2019 04:09:11 EST /pbCmVtD No.55959 Reply
So 1.5 years of hard studying then 2 years of having fun? This is making medical school look not that bad tbh.
Henry Cruttingtit - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 22:27:07 EST FMUQ1IOn No.55970 Reply
Ya you can put it like that. Its a professional degree not a bachelors.
Henry Cruttingtit - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 22:30:48 EST FMUQ1IOn No.55971 Reply
you know out of the 4 big 6 figure careers, Doctor, Engineer, Lawyer, MBA; it surpirses me how little people actually research into each one. just thought it would be helpful to the average person what a normal curriculum looks like for a Doc you might see on the dailly basis. And ya UNC Health systems is world renown and their #1 in the nation so this is prob the best example you can see from a Health Care point of veiw

Subarachnoid hemorrhage

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- Wed, 01 Jan 2020 10:33:40 EST oZxqNy9S No.55969
File: 1577892820856.png -(128396B / 125.39KB, 480x854) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Subarachnoid hemorrhage
22 year old male and suffered one, still vape nic salts, 48mg, used to have high sugar diet but working on cutting that out, as well as meditation and exercise. Life is a trip in my head though

Do y'all think I'll be ok? I weigh 160, 5'11

Neet in seek of true medical friend Brussels area

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- Sat, 21 Dec 2019 16:12:08 EST Ftbhl3m2 No.55960
File: 1576962728606.jpg -(296002B / 289.06KB, 881x1269) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Neet in seek of true medical friend Brussels area
hey i'm a neet and need help with injecting dexycholic acid into my face, chin, neck and back and ass, i can do the belly alone. Brussels area and it's to be done in one to two weeks, Don't know when it'l come here. any needleer with experience? Not afraid of dude's ass? Hahaha NO CAVE EXPLORING! Should I shotgun approach some girls at university entrances asking if they study médicine/cosmetology and just get it done for a cv inwrite for them?
FAMINE - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 16:20:12 EST Ftbhl3m2 No.55962 Reply
No medical fags in Brussels?
I won't even hook up with you i need to needle my fat ass :/
FAMINE - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 13:14:22 EST uQJ4Ob6E No.55968 Reply
allright a girl shouted at me to ask if i wan her clit up my arse, I couldn't cope so I said no, shit was tensely tense on my body load and I just couldn't

The soaps are killing millions.Where's the sweat?Monster scar faces.

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- Thu, 26 Dec 2019 14:28:36 EST ltBkbiGL No.55966
File: 1577388516632.jpg -(6056B / 5.91KB, 300x168) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. The soaps are killing millions.Where's the sweat?Monster scar faces.
People aren't sweating or barely sweating and the causes are the soaps,creams,rubs,swimming pools,hot tubs,etc,etc.The nerve and skin damage.Feeling hot,burning,throbbing,puffy,dizzy and sick?The dry flaky skin.Rigid skin.Stuck with fingernail indentations.People aren't tanning.Monster scar faces.The damage to our bodies is causing aging.People are dying and suicides.The deaths of millions.Blinding headaches,Brain aneurysms and brain damage.People are being balded by the shampoo.People are being infected by the food and beverages and the poop and infection is stuck in the digestive tract and people smell snake venom.Air bubbles and dissolved air in fluids in IV bags,tubes and syringes is being injected into people causing strokes and deaths.People are being euthanized at hospitals and hospices.Hospital devices radiation damage.Operating table and bed murders and people being numbed by the dentist.Loud music in the cars backseat,etc,etc and eardrops are causing deafness.People are being poisoned,burned,infected,plugged,numbed,brain tumors,aneurysms,impotence,blinded,damaged,aged,crippled and balded by the shampoo,pills,gravity,working,stress,soaps,creams,rubs,people,viruses,mouthwash,nasal cleaners,eyedrops,eardrops,loud sounds,beverages and food.Sniffing deaths.Pins,etc,etc in the food and beverages.

are you a premed? a budding doctor?

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- Fri, 17 May 2019 13:07:34 EST 0J4ibX9h No.55771
File: 1558112854156.png -(33888B / 33.09KB, 420x294) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. are you a premed? a budding doctor?
don't fucking give anti-anxiety meds to alcoholics and "recovered" alcoholics. they get hooked on them and then they end up dead because guess what alcohol is an anti-anxiety med and they are already hooked on that. I am so fucking sick of seeing this. Don't do it. It's fucking murder, if they can't afford therapy let them go back on fucking alcohol if that is all they can afford

rant over
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Priscilla Denkinfuck - Sun, 19 May 2019 12:27:14 EST ONXqOwXb No.55776 Reply
Doctor: herr taje benzos and hopefully you won't mix them with booze and die

Not too bright imo
Betsy Pubblewell - Thu, 23 May 2019 02:44:56 EST 5ekW4kox No.55780 Reply
The medical approach to alcohol detox is using benzodiazapines. Even if knowing that person(s) may just start drinking again. Past and or present alcohol dependence is not necessarily a reason to absolutely not prescribe benzodiazapines for anxiety or other reasons. But should be taken into consideration. The benefits should be considered to outweigh possible negatives. Such is what practicing medicine is essentially founded on.
Walter Dummlewill - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 12:21:07 EST 4a6PFjpZ No.55965 Reply
if i didnt get my klonopin script once a month i would be without mercy against my drinking .
User is currently banned from all boards

Increase sperm count

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- Fri, 13 Sep 2019 13:20:07 EST TgWkYqEQ No.55922
File: 1568395207766.jpg -(81715B / 79.80KB, 386x520) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Increase sperm count
What natural drugs / supplements / herbs increase sperm production / quality?

How are porn stars able to ejaculate every god damn day and still keep their life-force intact ?
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David Gottingwodge - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 19:29:23 EST sUFQixML No.55956 Reply
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nohomo but I use ZMA to maximize my ropes. my boyfriend chokes on them they are so thick.
FAMINE - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 16:13:39 EST Ftbhl3m2 No.55961 Reply
they use a saline injection to the balls and also trought uthreal tube.
Trust me I nearly sold a nice asian porn but it's privately viewed at yakuzish places now and on. Get off so good sole ball cleanser it is

Ongoing Lethargy

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- Thu, 05 Dec 2019 23:43:21 EST HdIKAr7N No.55957
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I have been sleeping 9+ hours a day and eating excessively. Also low energy. Very weak feeling. Physical activity makes me dizzy and going out in public in bright lights makes me anxious. What is my problem here?¿
Fucking Chenkinpedge - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 16:42:12 EST FonZKC1l No.55958 Reply
you lack physical activity and sunlight. slowly get back into those things. you need them like every other human. start going for 10 minute walks and work up from there. add small sets of bodyweight stuff after a week or two of sticking to walks.

Hep A & B Vaccination (Twinrix)

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- Wed, 20 Nov 2019 12:51:24 EST Wn1dbzKH No.55945
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Hello. Traveling soon.
I got one shot of twinrix. Not enough time to get follow-up booster dose (they recommend 3 total shots) before overseas travel to the orient.

How much immunity to Hep A and Hep B do you think I have with only one (very expensive) shot?

Edwin Murdforth - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 22:38:21 EST cSECPrpF No.55953 Reply
You should have to have the 2nd third shot in a correct time-frame. 3 four weeks. This is imperative.

Otherwise the first will and could be ineffective. Just so you know, you may not be able to start over.

Salivary Overload - Dentist problem

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- Mon, 05 Aug 2019 10:23:29 EST sbcQ64zL No.55845
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I got a fear of salivating too much at the dentist. As a result I salivate even more, the more I focus on it.

It sounds silly as I write it but believe me, it's absolute hell.

My dentist had the toughest time operating on me last time. It was an absolute mess. The products he used to fill my cavity were all failing to stick. He tried about all of them. He was afraid the analgesia was going to wear off. I've never seen him so panicked. It was nerve-wrecking for the both of us and awfully uncomfortable as I had such trouble breathing while all of it was going on. He managed to fill the cavity but it was messy. The filling fell out just a few weeks afterwards.

I need to go to the dentist again but I'm awfully scared. It really was that bad.

How on earth can I make it so I do not salivate this much? I cannot NOT think about it once it's entered my mind. And it will.

How can I even overcome a fear that actually seems justified in this instance?

I really don't know what to do.
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Rebecca Gummlehack - Wed, 06 Nov 2019 10:39:12 EST tMnmOGI0 No.55939 Reply
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This the dentist thread? I need to get like four teeth pulled, the upper-left one growing in such a retarded direction that it makes me doubt the existence of an intelligent deity. And the price tag on the removal and fixing up of my teeth is still ridiculous. I seriously hope most of that weird shit is covered by my health insurance.

But the worst part? December 11. That's what I'm scheduled for. My own stupid fault for checking in that late, and I'm going to preach this new dentist's name if they manage to quicken the appointment date like I asked/begged. But fuuuuuuck me. Teeth are a stupid invention, we should've just had face tentacles or replaceable teeth like sharks have.
Hannah Blackgold - Sat, 09 Nov 2019 13:42:43 EST w6NFGfVr No.55940 Reply
Sure why not, are these so-called wizdom teeth, you mentioned 4. It will suck getting them pulled. I hgad one dentist work on me for like half hour trying to get one out. Whatever, It wasn't that bad at all really, but boring looking at him trying to do this. If one is crooked, is I believe is called impacted, which isn't necessarily bad. But may be a bit of extra work to remove it, or may be as simple as a moment.

I had this one arrogant but understandable dentist, he was weird. He would give out narcotic prescriptions pretty far over the line for the procedures. Like 30 vicoden for pulling a tooth.
He pulled a tooth that wasn't bothering me at the time, but every year, a week or so of pain,
so I just called, a few days later, and that was that. You may want to call around to other
dentists that can get you in. We have a practice tht two three days, or same day just s easy, most insurance covered. There are dentistry organized folks that charge little out of pocket. like in your case maybe 80 120 bucks. Shop around, you are not likely bound to one dentidtry because of you insurance, rather choose one that will accept your insurance, or reimburse out-of-network I believe it's called. Where you pay out of pocket, and make sure your insurance will reimburse you. Something to that effect.
Ernest Gugglehare - Fri, 22 Nov 2019 14:12:58 EST tMnmOGI0 No.55947 Reply
Thanks for the advice, turns out the money thing won't be much of a problem.

Back to my hatred for wisdom teeth, holy shit. They only pulled the two left ones on the 20th. Had to get injected twice because the first anaesthetic didn't work. Really 'enjoyed' the surgeon happily chirping to his assistant about the newly bought tools they got to use for the first time, at least it was sort of reassuring I wasn't treated with old garbage.

The other two on the right will be pulled on the 29th of January, fml. At least flushing the gaping craters where my teeth used to be (swear to god I think I can see the bone if I look close enough) feels kind of nice.

got hep c

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- Tue, 15 Oct 2019 17:05:46 EST fYzDy04V No.55936
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Either from tattooing myself or from the few times I've shot up in the past. I found out because I'm showing signs on jaundice so I got a blood test. My eyes are yellow, dark urine, itchy.

I won't know anything until I go to the doctor tomorrow, but I'm a little worried I've damaged my liver. I've heard it can be cured nowadays so that gives me a little hope.
Rebecca Sugglechotch - Tue, 29 Oct 2019 20:40:56 EST 4TFnNEzK No.55938 Reply
Well, sorry to hear this. Sharing injection devices or tattoo items that are not sterile
after anthers use, with bleach to sterilize these at the very least one, one can
contract hepatitis through infected blood.

Years may pass with no symptoms. Which unsafe injection practices one may transmit the disease to others without knowing they themselves are infected. Little too late. No direction towards drugs is worth IVing them without using new clean syringes or using at least bleach. Which is 100% effective if done as instructed. Never share works, as in cotton syringes, water previously used.

You already obviously know all this. The liver is pretty residential though. But hep C is pretty rsistant
to medical stratedgies as well. You may try to seek a DR that works with practicing, research hospitals, especially in this category. You may do just fine in the end.

Good luck to ya. We should all say good luck regardless however this happened. Others health issues are essentially everybody's health issues. Otherwise, I don't think most of the worlds population would have gotten this far without medical research and treatments.

Waking up sweaty

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- Tue, 08 Oct 2019 16:52:27 EST 9UZCsFJS No.55931
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So straight to the point:
Just this week I've been waking up in the night all sweaty for no discernable reason, same covers I've been using all summer and it's getting colder now. Not running a fever, not freezing (only a bit cold cause of being so wet), not feeling any hot. Just keep waking up with my torso region and hair all sweaty (not at all below my waist) and the sheets soaked.
Been like 3-4 nights in a row now. Never happened before, only woken up sweaty when actually running a fever or something.

Am I fucked? I'm not even 30 yet
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Albert Bribblefidge - Wed, 09 Oct 2019 03:22:29 EST 9UZCsFJS No.55933 Reply
Not been doing anything at all last few weeks/months, not even booze / tobacco.
Never got too into anything, drink rarely on the usual habit (3 beers like once every other week, heavier sessions with friends just a couple of times a year), smoke weed even more rarely cause of lack of connects.
Barnaby Somblestone - Thu, 10 Oct 2019 19:41:10 EST FonZKC1l No.55934 Reply
idk what to tell ya then. keep your feet uncovered at night, maybe leave the window open? if you really feel it's a health issue see a doc
Nicholas Gimmledock - Sat, 12 Oct 2019 06:41:43 EST 9UZCsFJS No.55935 Reply
You know, I have experienced being hot and sweating because of that before. This wasn't it.
It kinda stopped though, have had a handful of nights without it happening. Keeping fingers crossed it doesn't reoccur.

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