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420chan is Getting Overhauled - Changelog/Bug Report/Request Thread (Updated July 26)

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- Thu, 18 Jul 2019 16:08:21 EST cA+802PK No.608235
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Thought I’d create this thread since the it feels weird posting in the BWN when clean. I bought some fent dope like 5 days ago but before that’s it was about 3 weeks off of all opioids. Might actually be a month. My stomach problems are still really bad and I’ve been shitting liquid ever since I stopped. No joke I just sharted while typing this out. Fuck this shit man.

Smoking weed seems to help with the PAWS but I seem to have broke my brain because all the sudden my tolerance sky rocketed and I just can’t get high. I have $50 I’m either going to use on dope or weed and it’s s 50/50 chance depending if I can manage to actually get stoned today. Pic is my new llama pipe I got for cheap.

Post here like you would like to bump while currently sober or trying to stay clean. /detox/ sucks esp for opi and the BWN has a lot of people on maintenance now.
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lol - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 16:47:12 EST IggaRoSW No.608238 Reply
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>>608235

Based. I'm on vacation from the clinic. They gave me 5 days worth so got 600mg. Not gonna double or triple dose or anything. It's useless and i just don't wanna be sick for that. I start my Hep C treatment officially the 26. Been really sick lately throwing up when I wake up but throughout the day I feel ok. It sucks trying to keep this gross shit down when you're sick. I got some bud. Birthday is in a few days sadly so i thought about getting benzos but probably just gonna smoke weed and watch anime

RIP to everyone who died at KyoAni studios. They made some classics in anime. Terrible stuff.
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Graham Hattingworth - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 16:51:01 EST 1EftWvxT No.608240 Reply
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>>608235

>Spends weeks at a time without opis
>Still shits /opi/ on the daily

Based
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Graham Hattingworth - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 17:06:02 EST 1EftWvxT No.608241 Reply
>>608238

Keep it up m8 that hep c shit sounds serious, best of wishes
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Milhouse - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 18:35:45 EST YmdIRc9w No.608244 Reply
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>>608235
Got clean like a little over a year ago off fentalog dope and meth. Im on sub treatment and still tapering off, like a pussy lol. I still dab every day, still take acid about once a month or two, and if i have an opportunity at some benzos (which is rare) i wont think twice. Used to browse this board and /stim/ every day when i was using, even when i was homeless i would drop by the library most days an hour or so before closing and lurk this site. Now i mostly just browse /weed/ and /psy/ but occasionally i drop back by for those nostalgia feels. Just wanted to send you some love OP, those first six months without fent i wanted to off myself everyday. I think most addicts feel that way and if you're feeling like that i hope you're able to push through; because ime if your addiction has ruined your life then quitting will drastically improve your quality of life if you give it some time. Again i love you OP and every other junkie and chipper on this website
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hsn - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 22:44:40 EST cA+802PK No.608252 Reply
>>608238

That’s so scary. Hep c is one of my worst fears since it’s so easy to get. The treatment can be super rough too as you know, hope it goes smooth man.


>>608240
This is a recent thing. I used opioids everyday for 5 years and sparingly for a few years before that. While I don’t use much anymore, I’m passionate about pharmacology specifically in pain management. So I’m not going anywhere, this place is like a home to me and most of our knowledgeable users are gone. I’m not an expert but I’d say I have a good amount of understanding.

>>608244
You’re just over the worst of it man keep it up. While it may not seem that way at first, quitting makes your quality of life immensely better (if not a chronic pain patient) like you said. It’s just a lot of people cave into PAWS. look out for it because it’s a bitch and doesn’t go away for a looong time. It’s the main reason we relapse. All the best mane.
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lol - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 23:01:11 EST IggaRoSW No.608254 Reply
>>608252

Yeah I know it can be terrible. Friend of mine had terrible reaction mentally stayed up for days and was hallucinating. Honestly not much scares me or bothers me these days but this I'm pretty nervous about
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hsn - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 23:16:19 EST cA+802PK No.608255 Reply
>>608254
sorry I'm realizing in hindsight what I said doesnt help at all. almost have second hand nervousness reading it. do you know exactly what kind of treatment it is? I'd like to read more about it for sure. from my brief read up on some of them it doesnt seem like what your friend experienced is common at all. cant find any side effects with hallucinations/delerium listed.
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lol - Thu, 18 Jul 2019 23:21:04 EST IggaRoSW No.608256 Reply
>>608255

Knowing this dude he was probably taking tons of drugs while on it which they specifically warn you not to do. It's highly unlikely anything crazy will happen to me but any sort of possibility bothers me with something like this. Pretty angry at myself that I even ended up getting it.i hope people can at least look back to me as an example of what not to do.
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Rebecca Webblefoot - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 00:41:27 EST CxL+J0EU No.608259 Reply
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I've been clean from Methadone(120mg/day), Clonazepam(2mg/day) and Methamphetamine for about 10 months now. I was on Methadone for about 4 years, with a 3 year dope habit behind that, while being prescribed Klonopin and IVing Meth for the last 2 years before I got clean. The PAWS from the Benzo withdrawal definitely hasn't gone away. Smoking bud help a lot with cravings, but I'm starting to feel scared about how bored and angry I feel most of the time. The depression is slowly seeping in, and the last thing I ever want is to be dependent on drugs like that again. My life is a million times better now, but sometimes I just want to crawl in a hole and start shooting dope again.
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Isabella Piblingkack - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 02:22:32 EST WOHlwFlO No.608265 Reply
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>>608235
Had such a scare last night. My friend drove me and my connect out in the boonies to score, me and him share a 60$ bag, of which he only kicked in 10 bucks so really he just did like a fat bump and I had a good rail. The connect ran his in the back seat. We're all like "dang this is good", we get back into town and stop at a gas station. I go in to get a drink and come back out and the plug is like "hey check on your buddy" the was gone. I look over and he's fucking blue, so I try to pull him out of the car but he's such a fat ass it's hard. Random guardian angel helps me pull him out then he fucking disappears too. I'm giving him chest compressions and mouth to mouth when suddenly the pigs are there. One younger one was like "just let him die I don't care y'all are worthless" the other one is just watching me. Finally the medics show up. Give him some narcan. Took three doses but he finally starts mumbling. When I stand up there's probably 10or 15 first responders there, they were literally all just watching this happen. They take him to the hospital and said I had to find a ride or they were taking me to jail. Have to call my Chinese boss at one in the morning to pick me up. Suddenly the plug reemerges carrying like five bags of groceries. They all ask him why he ran and he was like "I didn't run I just went shopping". My boss gives us a ride. I go home, completely in shock. Two hours later my friend knocks on the door, he walked to my place from the hospital. He's okay but pissed because the cops confincated his pistol, but we chill and watch some oldschool mecha anime (Layzner) and remincese about the old days, me and him actually found his mom dead together of an OD when were 13. Took him to get his car out of impound this morning and I shit you not the lady at the garage had his pistol in a little kitchen cabinet in the office and gave it back to him, the receptionist at the towing place not a cop or anything, lol West Virginia, man. It was fucking surreal. I've already been on a huge down cycle, made one sub strip last me 11 days. I think this is what I needed to finally put the shit down for good
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Jarvis Birryforth - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 20:57:12 EST qIF52LG4 No.608292 Reply
going on 3 weeks clean. i am on subs if you count that as clean, and klonopin and vyvanse, and i smoke pot all day and drink a few beers at night
but hey at least im not sticking a needle in my arm now, and am getting back enrolled in school
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Barnaby Sebbleham - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 22:55:09 EST nuztW1TN No.608300 Reply
I've heard yes's and no's on this. Can u get hep c from the act of reusing rigs? I have never shared with anyone and I have it. My dr. Had me scheduled for treatment but I'm still using so I cancelled. She acted like hep c is not a big deal these days.
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Jarvis Birryforth - Fri, 19 Jul 2019 23:33:07 EST qIF52LG4 No.608301 Reply
>>608300
no dude lol.
heard it from the dried blood thing right?
fuck no it wont just come out of nowhere has to be exposed first
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dr. m - Sat, 20 Jul 2019 03:40:36 EST 1qKXc0ke No.608306 Reply
>>608300

Did you share any IV related equipment? Have any rough sex with other IV users or especially hookers that might also use IV? Technically you can pass it sexually I'm pretty sure, but normally it only happens with other people at risk and having particularly rough sex.
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hsn - Sat, 20 Jul 2019 04:19:01 EST cA+802PK No.608308 Reply
>>608300

Hep c can’t just spontaneously exist. How on earth could you infect yourself with hep c...? It just makes no sense my dude. Just typical junkie myths. Though you can get quite sick from reusing rigs and not taking the utmost precautions to be sterile. Think blood infections and cotton fever type things.

Order new rigs from amazon or find a local needle exchange. If you need a script in your state and it’s illegal to buy them without one you can still order it from amazon with no problem. I used to do it all the time to buy rigs for my diabetic cat when I didn’t feel like driving to the vet.
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lol - Sat, 20 Jul 2019 09:25:27 EST IggaRoSW No.608314 Reply
>>608308

I got mine i believe from sharing rigs when I was homeless, doubt it was rough sex, addiction ruined my Outlook on being with people and libido so i doubt it was that. Been a long time since I've been with someone. I've heard that shit before where shit like Hep c can form in blood if you let it sit in your shot. It's quite a popular belief among the homeless and down and out round here. All I've got from doing shots I have no business doing with blood in them is sepsis and other short cotton fever like feelings.

I wish when I was out there like that more information was available and the exchange was around. Can't really blame anything else though besides myself for poor life choices and thinking it was a good idea to put a needle in myself
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Beatrice Himmersit - Thu, 25 Jul 2019 23:28:06 EST GbyAADzi No.608474 Reply
Just revisiting this site for memories from back in 2011-2012 land. Decided to keep my time on /opi/ short because the board just gets me antsy but I saw this thread. Haven't used an opioid since November 28, 2014. I primarily used heroin (IV) from 2011-2014 and lucked out hard after 3 ODs, a couple of runins with the law (luckily just from alcohol), and a trip to rehab. Wrecked a car, ruined prospects, you know the deal. Fortunately all these years later I have a degree in the soul sucking field known as accounting, have an amazing long-term relationship with the woman I am going to marry, and am overall much happier and not reckless with life anymore. I don't drive to Philly going 110 anymore, I don't use old bent needles to get high, I don't spend my nights nodding out at the casino parking garage in Chester while my dealer gambles, I don't steal, and overall I don't do the scummy shit I felt was okay when I was using this shit.

I know you all know the cost of doing business with this shit but I'm still going to funerals all these years later. Old friends turned one time bank robbers turned long-time prison inmates. People ODing and dying when their child is less than a year old. Getting their ass kicked because they thought they could outsmart people on the block.

I know nothing I say can change anyone's mind, because I read these types of posts 7-8 years ago and thought I had it in the bag, but if it gets anyone going on the right path it's worth it.
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Panda5 !EshdTRey7E - Sun, 28 Jul 2019 18:33:27 EST waTiBjJM No.608530 Reply
>>608308
>Hep c can’t just spontaneously exist. How on earth could you infect yourself with hep c...? It just makes no sense my dude. Just typical junkie myths.
I recently banged a chick who used to have Hep C from sharing needles, it certainly can happen.

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