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Bump While Nodding: Tournament of Opiates vs. Opioids

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!KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 09 Aug 2019 20:04:09 EST 56TOD6Vq No.609151
File: 1565395449738.jpg -(80218B / 78.34KB, 1000x650) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Bump While Nodding: Tournament of Opiates vs. Opioids
The previous BWN is no longer bumping. As such, here is the new BWN.
Post your opi of choice, binges, recreational usage, medically authorized use, and more surrounding this lovely class of drugs.

Today's current cocktail of Rx meds: 15mg diazepam, 50mg tramadol, 50mg tapentadol hcl (Nucynta), 15mg cyclobenzaprine, and 25mg DPH.
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Hamilton Pavingstotch - Fri, 09 Aug 2019 20:40:22 EST OHFiDnzc No.609155 Reply
Bumping on some PST, I had some hoyts stashed away and tried them when I woke up tin wd early this morning but they were shit (as you Aussie could have guessed) they only mostly took away my wd but still left me feeling pretty shirty. Anyway I had to take some change from the breakfast bar to get enough cash together to buy some RF from coles. They're okay but even 1kg is nothing special. Too bad the only brand that had pretty decent seeds is out of stock, and idk if they will even restock now that bulk vendors are having difficulties finding Aussie seeds.

Anyway when I get paid I'm gonna buy some tramadol and try to make the switch. I tried with bupe but failed, Tramadol is maybe a little cheaper than bupe anyway.

Anyway I'm gonna dose another 500g of RF then maybe I'll feel well enough to go out and get some shit done. Is dads b-day party tonight so I wanna make sure I'm in a good mood for him and the rest of the family.
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Simon Feppertene - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 04:31:24 EST 79IQh4Vs No.609163 Reply
>>609151
#3 mainlined as one the first things after waking up. With help of naltrexone I reduced the amount I'm using so it will last me longer. On Monday H from different vendor will arrive and I'm almost sure it will be stronger, I already bought from him some time ago and it was awesome. I might also get my hands on 56 x 150mg of Pregabalin from my doc. Good days ahead guys!
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Rebecca Pickbury - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 15:50:05 EST 7Khwyk3t No.609224 Reply
>>609151
I hit the gym hard, came home, did a line of H but then decided to do another two??

I have zero tolerance so of course I've shot past where this feels good and went straight to nausea town. I'm already having trouble keeping my eyes open so I'm not gonna swig Gravol.

Boy, that was dumb. What a waste of good drugs and what was shaping up to be a great afternoon. Fuck.
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Clara Cebblegold - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 15:58:13 EST jw3azVpT No.609225 Reply
>>609224
Oh man I love coming home from workout and doing opiates. All the soreness is gone, I get crazy munchies and good feelings I have after training are much stronger. Bump, evening shot of brown sugar and a beer. Ordered some bupe from UK just in case, it's always good to have some to spare.
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Rebecca Pickbury - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 16:22:24 EST 7Khwyk3t No.609231 Reply
>>609225
Normally that's the plan. Move iron, come home, have a little sniff, eat a hot meal while I still feel hungry - I was gonna make some tortellini soup - and then melt into the couch for four hours.

But I went overboard so spending an hour dizzy and yacking up stomach acid instead of the aforementioned serves me right.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 19:42:53 EST OgX3IMCX No.609236 Reply
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>30mg Chlorodiazepoxide
>550mg Morphine
>110mg Methadone in tang
>2000mg Gabapentin

The battle of opiates vs opioids is on and the Methadone is winning I'm sure.
I'm prescribed the morphine so I don't think I feel much from it, the methadone is gooood it has nice warm legs, hopefully the 10 extra milligrams of Chlorodiazepoxide will help potentate this combo.
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ogtucker - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 20:11:40 EST qIF52LG4 No.609238 Reply
holy shit what happened to all the "real" opioid using posters
6mg klonopin
2400mg gabapentin
50mg hydroxyzine
2 points of H iv
60mg MScontin IV
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Wesley Bebbletane - Sat, 10 Aug 2019 20:49:03 EST I9kZ3oT8 No.609243 Reply
Bumping on PST, a brand that was good last week restocked but I think the seeds aren't as potent, I can;t tell the batch number cause the last 3 numbers didn't print properly on the label.

>>609238
Idk dude, I was a h addict for around 8 months from 2015-16, now I use PST everyday (though I'm trying to find an alternative) and even when I occasionally use H its underwhelming, I mean that first shot is amazing but the one's following it are either too little where I basically don;t feel it or too much where I just nod out for a while then come to. I find the sustained high from a good PST batch to be better over all, there's no rush but I feel high and happy for hours and if I want to nod I can just use more.

Thats just me anyway, I wanna try a speedball again soon just to feel something truly out of this world again euphoria wise.
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Wesley Bebbletane - Sun, 11 Aug 2019 01:13:24 EST I9kZ3oT8 No.609252 Reply
>>609248
Sorry, that's not my initials or any acronym of any poppy seeds brands i can think of, i assume you meant one of them
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Teagan Gunnerwish - Sun, 11 Aug 2019 13:00:50 EST cmzhSKsB No.609274 Reply
Got 65mg of perc in the form of 5 mg pills no Tylenol for 25 doll hairs. The gods were looking upon me this day. Opis make me instantly hungry what is that all about?
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 11 Aug 2019 22:53:03 EST 6aV2/GFn No.609288 Reply
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  • 550mg oral kadian prescribed
  • 4mg clonazepam
  • 10mg Dexedrine

And pic related, even though I have not indulged in any of it. Those are fifteen 60mg ms contin as well as 5 20mg kadian plus other benzos and gabbies
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Betsy Dallerspear - Mon, 12 Aug 2019 05:36:39 EST E/q/eqiZ No.609292 Reply
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Binging 5 th day on heroin. did some apt moving job to get money for heroin.
bought a gram. lasted me for good 3 days, my tolerance was low at that time
cause i had week t-break before that and craved for heroin badly. Then i got my paycheck for only 3 days of work from some other job i worked,so almost got no money from that shit,then i decided to spend it all on heroin, scored me another 2 grams of heroin, i sleept for 3 days waking up every 3-4-5 hours feeling the effects waering off so i wake up snort some h and back to sleep feeling fucking great i love nodding like that best feel ever,Now i feel the tolerance fucking me up
its harder for me to catch my lovely nodd, have a bit less than a gram left,
gonna smoke and snort some now, pic related 2 grams in a kinder :)
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Albert Donkinway - Mon, 12 Aug 2019 08:24:43 EST CwHXpxmi No.609295 Reply
>>609292
I wonder if I'll ever get to do any heroin that isnt just the same ol black tar shit...fuckin SoCal sucks. Especially the IE.
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Thomas de Queasy - Mon, 12 Aug 2019 08:31:26 EST rzKjDmXD No.609296 Reply
>>609151
Bumping like crazy, got my refill and copped tons for dirt cheap. Currently have 5g morphine, 1.5g oxy, 120mg bromazepam, 300mg zolpidem, 700mg baclofen AAAAANNND I'm bumping off of 360mg methadone and 200mg diazepam.

Shit is so cash it's dope, pun intended.


BWN OPIBROS !
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Thomas de Queasy - Mon, 12 Aug 2019 13:16:49 EST RAseoDVT No.609304 Reply
>>609238
Well I'm back for one. Several of us just somewhat didn't feel like posting after Q's death y'know.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 12 Aug 2019 18:33:34 EST OgX3IMCX No.609313 Reply
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>>609288
  • My daily 550mg Kadian (I chewed some o my dose to make it IR)
  • 60mg Temazepam
  • 11x 60mg MS Contin oral so 660mg
  • 2x 60mg MS Contin plugged
  • 10mg Dexedrine
  • Some Cannabutter idk the potency

Despite being prescribed 550mg of morphine a day I never actually catch a morphine buzz.. Except for today. My God have I missed the feeling of a good dose of morph. usually I'd take benzos like the Temaz to add potency but there is something about he Dexedrine that seems to really make the effect of the morphine more pronounced. I wonder how that works.

Anyway BWN. Feelin too good + I got a bunch of important hit done earlier in the day so that's making me feel even better.

Pic of a stick and poke tattoo I did on my friend who hung himself in February.
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Ernest Lightforth - Mon, 12 Aug 2019 20:53:44 EST r+bEHzbH No.609326 Reply
I took 3G of Indian “Soma” last night, so who knows what it actually was (either much lower dosed soma or some tranc/Benz) and went into a soma coma. But I actually woke up feeling better and less sluggish than I usually do when I only dose PST.
Anyway bumping on 600g of PST, not sure how high I am but my head is clearing up. Now I’m at the Drs waiting to get my monthly Valium script then I have to meet a client for a new domestic cleaning job.
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Jack Dreblingwotch - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 05:45:33 EST H3lWijMt No.609344 Reply
Bumping on 10mg valuim, 2mg Etiz and maybe 2kg of very average PST.

Todays been kinda bad, I guess I'm just a bit soft. But I started a domestic cleaning job recently with my partner, last week we had a 3 hour job for a family with 2 young children, the house was a mess, clutter on every surface and crap all over the floor (literally trash bags filled with dirty nappies). Well we did our best but this bitch complains about our work and doesn't pay. My manager didn't even bother to tell me she wasn't paying and today she, my manager, gave me shit when i explained to this asshole client why maybe her house wasn't spotless after 3 hours.

Well a family friend does commercial cleaning and gets jobs offered to them that they don't want all the time, which I was going to pass onto the company i work for (they get $20 for every job) but now I don't think I want to, not unless I get some kind of finders fee or recognition, I'm not letting my manager take credit.

At least a lady I met today to clean for on Thurs is nice and already has a very tidy house which she said she'd tidy even further to get ready for us. Plus she's leaving cash so i won't need to chase my pay like usual!

Ahhhhhh, sorry for the vent.
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Eugene Turveyforth - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 06:26:06 EST jw3azVpT No.609345 Reply
>>609151
Took few days off and surprisingly it was enough for my fav veins to recover. This new batch of H that arrived today is so good it reminded me why I started using in the first place. Kind of. Whatever, high as fuck and looking forward to tomorrow. I'm invited to friend's birthday. It's been a while since I met with some people who aren't using, should be fun. Also ULDN and DXM are awesome to lower tolerance and potentiate opis. Also also this heroin doesn't make me sweat like hell. Previous bags must have been cut with something my body doesn't tolerate too well. Glad I'm done with that bullshit.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 09:15:47 EST OgX3IMCX No.609347 Reply
Morning Bump.

Had my girlfriend stay the night because this crazy niqqer is stalking her and making her feel like the safety of her living situation is compromised. She doesn't use any drugs and is very much against their use so I had to put it all away for the night....Lucky for me I guess since I get to wake up and have stuff on hand to help my day begin with a nice glow.

  • 30mg (3x 10mg) Librium
  • 2mg Clonazepam
  • 1200mg (3x 400mg) Gabapentin
  • A couple juicy cottons and a little bit under a point of yesterdays dope

A cigarette and a coffee with some of that cannabutter in it and that's a nice way to start the day. Goooooood Morning /opi/!
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Eugene Turveyforth - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 09:31:29 EST jw3azVpT No.609348 Reply
>>609347
That's what you get for being a nazi racist fucktard.
Jk I'm nazi too friend. Heil Hitler!
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Phineas Grandson - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 18:40:56 EST zlM4egsf No.609364 Reply
I figured I'd ask in here rather than open a new thread.
How close does Tianeptine resemble a typical opiate? Does it cause issues with cross tolerance?
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 13 Aug 2019 22:37:38 EST OgX3IMCX No.609379 Reply
>>609348

lol wut,
No there really is this crazy black guy stalking her. Not your typical USA African American either, this dude its some nutzo Somalian.nb
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Martha Claydock - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 09:50:46 EST ECsEJ4Ps No.609399 Reply
>>609364
Leave it be man. Seriously, it's like tramadol but 5 times worse. Even lowest dose of oxy or morphine will be a better choice. Not to mention the hellish withdrawal it causes in the long run. I don't think it has full on cross tolly though. I've done it a couple times solo and mixed with codeine or oxy, but everytime the effects were pretty shitty.
>>609379
Chill, just fucking around man. Hope she's ok.

Bump on H#3 and a beer. Life is nice. Really nice.
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ogtucker - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 12:18:49 EST S//V/YVh No.609408 Reply
just got done prepping 30mg adderal IR+15mg ambien+4mg suboxone shot in a 3ml barrel
Bout to shoot it, I have a bed to lay in immediately after I pull rig out ,,,, these adderal and ambien shots are like a FAST special K
nb
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Nathaniel Pengerterk - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 16:42:10 EST mVdQssMv No.609412 Reply
>>609348

You need to fucking kis asap enthusiasmo that didnt even understand the insulin joke
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Shit Minderkodging - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 17:05:40 EST zlM4egsf No.609415 Reply
>>609399
I know the horror stores of tia but I'd still like to try it. I've no interest in any ROA aside from oral and while the short duration lends to being a straight fiend I've got other opiates I'd rather waste my money on in the long term. I just wanted to know if it has that same shitty dirty stim feeling tramadol gives some people? Some people I've talked to have said it's closer to oxycodone vs. tramadol but I've had a lot of previous issues with prescribed SSRI/SNRIs, their strange side effects and non-tapered withdrawal from them and I feel like since all that happened I'm really sensitive to that distinct weird feeling they give.
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hsn - Wed, 14 Aug 2019 18:07:47 EST cA+802PK No.609417 Reply
>>609415
bro do yourself a favor and not do it. its a garbage drug but if you insist at least know what you're getting into. it feels like a mixture of tramadol and hydromorphone i'd say but lasts even shorter than HM. its like crack. its extremely caustic too and does tissue damage on whatever it touches so shooting it is extremely stoopid. it also gels up when exposed to moisture into this thiccc clear dried cum type shit.

you will buy it and ultimately regret it, I have never met anyone who was glad they tried tianeptine for recreation. shit sucks ass and loses all the good effects after a few uses as your tolerance skyrockets like a cunt. also I found the SSRE effects to make me have the dumb dumb brains. had a constant fog in my head even after cessation. felt straight up retarded.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 15 Aug 2019 00:08:32 EST OgX3IMCX No.609426 Reply
Was super surprised to see I had received a package from a long time friend I'd met a while back here on /opi//.

Didn't receive any opi but I was thrilled to get 22 1mg Ativan, a half mg Clonazepam, and something like 7 or so Zopiclone, oh plus 2 knockoff yellow generic press XANAX bars. I'm curious how they differ from one coast to another.

Anyway BWN on:
  • 530mg Morphine (prescribed)
  • 5mg Ativan
  • 1x Yellow fake Xanax
  • 1x CDN 80 fake fentaloge pill
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Priscilla Buzzwill - Thu, 15 Aug 2019 02:18:04 EST 6MSWiWDL No.609428 Reply
>>609415
Nah, I love oxy and it's slightly speedy, motivating feel but it's nothing like it. Basically what nodson said, not worth it even out of curiosity.
Bmp on another shot. No hangover after drinking yesterday so that's good. Did some street (well technically not, bought it on dnms but it's not pharma stuff) speed which was really potent and good.
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Hamilton Blubberpere - Thu, 15 Aug 2019 15:15:14 EST zlM4egsf No.609456 Reply
>>609417
>>609428
Alright I think I'll skip out on the tia then. Not really interested unless it at least feels 90% like a typical opiate. I'm glad I waited anyway cause my boy came through with some 4mg dillies so I spent the money on those instead.
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nate - Thu, 15 Aug 2019 18:18:44 EST MXwJd0uM No.609462 Reply
>>609151
Had a pretty shit week, ended up feeling the mighty withdrawals for the first time in a long time from having to travel and it not being on the days i have takeaways and too short notice to get a variation request in (they're ridiculous up here with that, they ask for 2 fucking months notice if you want a change or request unscheduled takeaways or a pharmacy change) so that was pretty shit.

At least I have some methadone reducing on the stove top now and some methylphenidate so will have a nice fat nauseating mouth gakking head spinning speedball in a wee while . Trying to hunt down more opiates but they're few and far between. Wish I had more of those methadone IV vials and midazolam vials, they were the shit

Also; nz - if you see this bro, hit me up. Been trying to get hold of ya
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Eliza Sivingdodge - Thu, 15 Aug 2019 18:28:22 EST uDzJBNIJ No.609465 Reply
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some hash and a cup of codeine, another glass filled with lean/flavoured water now
yeah its nice, i guess ill be nodding after this glass
listening to this
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 01:30:14 EST 7Y8izlLY No.609476 Reply
>>609296
TdQ, what's up, man? Haven't seen you around in a bit. Going to be back in your neck of the woods in about two weeks. Hope you've been well, brother.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 03:41:30 EST 4ZQ+89CX No.609480 Reply
>>609151
Well, I took an opioid for the first time in 48 hours tonight.
Daily total: 7.5mg diazepam (5mg morning and 2.5mg at night — taper), 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 50mg tapentadol IR. As well, I had a single beer, 2 oz. Scotch, and a double shot of vodka with an aloe drink.
My back is feeling somewhat better after the two steroid shots last Friday, but I am still in major pain.

>Goal
Attempt to receive stronger muscle relaxer (dosage or drug, which would be Soma AFAIK), receive a better PK than tapentadol hcl, or manage pain better without opioids.
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Oliver Sucklewatch - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 09:36:34 EST E/q/eqiZ No.609482 Reply
>>609151
woke up wding very sick, i need to do a tolerance break
because i snort half a gram of H just to feel good
but i cant i hate wd's i just feel sick running nose and wanna just die
had a fight with my girlfriend yesterday she wont answer acting like a bitch
fuck it scored half a gram of Heroin all ready smoked some and snorted half
of it. BWN OPI, smoking a cig thinking fuck it all
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 17:26:29 EST 56TOD6Vq No.609503 Reply
>>609151
Despite courses not starting until August 26th and meetings not beginning until August 19th, my advisor asked me to edit a 45-page chapter for an upcoming publication. I have zero clue how the author, who is not my research advisor, wrote up such a large passage and cannot competently write a paper in APA format. What the fuck is this shit, folks? Amateur hour, but I am trying to put in my dues ASAP to leave a decent impression on faculty.

Throughout the day: 5mg diazepam (standard morning taper dosage), 1mg alprazolam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg tapentadol hcl, a 5% beer, and 3.75g red vein kratom. I'll see how I feel in about 3 hours and take another 50mg tapentadol accordingly. Also, currently sipping a glass of chamomile tea.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 18:40:18 EST 11nAEu1f No.609506 Reply
Tomorrows my big brothers bachelor party so I'm gonna have to be presentable so I got some cbd oil and lorazepam from my bro we've. Copped dope with him this lunch and split 2g's so todays total intake's been. About to take another 2mg lora and turn in so I can get up early.

200mg dope shots x2
2mg lorazepam
200mg smoked opium
10mg oral oxycodone
??? Amount of hash

Anyway gonna stay off the dope tomorrow and try to get through it with the cbd oil and the lorazepam but I'm looking forward to it af god damn big bro's getting married WHOOP WHOOP
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Caroline Morrysirk - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 18:58:13 EST mVdQssMv No.609507 Reply
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https://dnstars.vip/results/

Check this out nodboy, I bought a couple of grams once from Eastenders and I found it to be weaker than what I got off the brick, and guess what it was 50% pure lol, not half bad, no weird impurities, its somewhere on the bottom of the page.
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Charlotte Panderlit - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 21:10:05 EST 0LI3RpvX No.609515 Reply
Yes, I would give my child Heroin for a sports injury if it required it.

Anyway I need to go out a buy find some seeds to buy so nb yet but I loaded up on 4mg etiz and 10mg Valium to make it easier.
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Charlotte Panderlit - Fri, 16 Aug 2019 21:10:51 EST 0LI3RpvX No.609516 Reply
>>609515
Well I bumped anyway
My bad should only be an hour until I’m opi-Ed anyway
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nate - Sat, 17 Aug 2019 02:25:05 EST MXwJd0uM No.609528 Reply
Bumping for the few methadone+methylphen speedball shots I've had today. And the last couple days too actually. Strong shit. Gonna have to take a break again for a bit from the rit as it seems to build tolerance quick and the rush slightly starts to dull without doing more. I was actually worried for a while not long ago since I'd been doing my methadone with methylphen by IV daily for a few months at least so I was not sure how I was going to be going back to plain methadone IV when the scripts ran out but was pleasantly surprised to feel that familiar warm rush it always has, so I'm not bothered much about stopping the upper occasionally

>>609426
What's up thants, how ya been dude. How's that morph maintenance going, still good? I see you're often able to sneak some out, that's cool man. That would be so good to have that as an option here.

Do they have the heroin maintenance/assisted treatment thing where you are? I know that they do it in some parts, though I imagine it wouldn't be the easiest thing to get on. Usually like multiple documented failures of regular treatments shown to not work and shit as well as lots more other stuff
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Eliza Blittingtock - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 11:44:50 EST hUbNLwZs No.609600 Reply
12mg bupe

Waiting to get my kpins filled. Cant wait to get my hands on those.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 12:57:43 EST OgX3IMCX No.609601 Reply
>>609528
I'm doing alright, missed my dose yesterday so feeling kinda yucky.

>Do they have a heroin maintenance/assisted treatment thing where you are?

They have treatment in like 3 or 4 stages here now. 1&2 being suboxone and methadone 3 is 24hr ER Morphine and the 4th is this program where addicts go to this clinic to IV dose liquid amps of dilaudid. Stages 3 and 4 are very restrictive and things like carries don't exist and the dilaudid treatment kinda forces you to perpetually exist around the downtown core which I don't really think is conducive to taking less drugs. I wouldn't want to be on the dilaudid program however appealing it may seem to some addicts, honestly even having to go downtown to get my morph once everyday feels too restrictive.
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Graham Brondlederk - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 13:34:30 EST lKQ+Iy8V No.609602 Reply
>>609151
kinda maxed out on pills, when 640mg oxy doesn;t hit the spot it's time to wd. Any recommendations for minimising chronic pain stiffness, i've read good things about cbd oil?

sorry for off topic
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Edwin Brecklesutch - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 15:15:11 EST 57nNtQOm No.609609 Reply
>>609602
>640mg oxy

jesus....

And here I am thinking I used to be a badass for taking 80mg hydrocodone. So glad I stopped (albeit because I ran dry on plugs, not because I wanted to lmao).
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Hannah Fanshit - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 18:50:37 EST xaqOIgM9 No.609616 Reply
Local big chain supermarket had whole poppiebouquettes for sale around here. BWN om dope poppy Tea.

Here's to No withdrawal after 3 Days og use over 4 days....pls
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Molly Semmlekone - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 21:02:48 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609620 Reply
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>>609151
Took 2mg of benzos 3 hours ago, popped 4mg hydromorphone, drinking.

Would plugging make the hydromorphone more effective? I've never really fucked with opiates and I'm a bar tard so I'd rather not build up tolerances to other depressants, but I do kinda want to try feeling the full nod.
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Molly Semmlekone - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 21:04:38 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609621 Reply
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>>609620
also, shout to hades

Wish I could hook up the dry guys here.
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 22:00:06 EST 7Y8izlLY No.609624 Reply
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>>609620
If you aren't going to boot it you might as well insufflate.
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Molly Semmlekone - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 22:03:18 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609625 Reply
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>>609624
Thanks, chief. I'll try this later in the week when I'm out of responsibilities.
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Eliza Bovingforth - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 23:12:55 EST 4tsYqeia No.609627 Reply
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>>609624
That chart cant be correct, how is rectal oxymorphone higher than snorted? I can get 3 decently sized lines that would get me moderately high and boof them and hardly feel shit. I dissolve in 2ml of liquid and put the syringe 2-3 inches in my ass and still dont get as high as snorting. Am I doing something wrong or is the chart wrong?
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Sun, 18 Aug 2019 23:44:12 EST 7Y8izlLY No.609629 Reply
>>609627
You're probably just feeling the more rapid onset.
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Molly Semmlekone - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 00:20:09 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609630 Reply
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jfc.

Took 4mg hydromorphone, felt great.

Then took 2 mg more.

Then 2 more

Then dropped 4 more. I'm at risk for junkie-dom ain't I?

I'm about to run out and I've been fucking with opiates for like less than a week I need to cut off. Am I running any risk by just going cold tomorrow? Tonight's the only heavy night I've had, I've taken like 2mgs of hydromorphone oral tops before.
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 00:22:49 EST 7Y8izlLY No.609631 Reply
>>609630
You'll be fine if you've only been using for less than a week and only took a large dose once. At most you'll experience mild discomfort but I doubt it.
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Molly Semmlekone - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 00:27:43 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609633 Reply
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>>609631

Yeah I just need to stop going forward, I feel like this is too tempting. Feel a little sick in the tummy but the last 4mg dose is starting to hit.

I can see why people fall into the pit with all this. Love for all ya'll, wish I could help out the dry guys here. Think this might be a wakeup call on the bartarding too.
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Shit Brucklestock - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 02:41:05 EST zR2YYRu7 No.609635 Reply
>>609633
it takes like 100+ doses of opi to get physically dependent. you have to really try. but if you keep buying them and taking them then you get addicted. plain as that. you can spread it out over a few years if you want
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nate - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 16:58:59 EST MXwJd0uM No.609652 Reply
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>>609151
So I never thought this would happen again, but I just came across someone who's grandmother was prescribed methadone IV vials and midazolam IV vials! So once again I'm going to sus them now! Fucking hyped.
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nate - Mon, 19 Aug 2019 19:48:51 EST MXwJd0uM No.609660 Reply
>>609652
Nice stuff, probably won't come across any again though for quite some time. Still trying to score some morph tho but bump for that
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Lydia Snoddale - Wed, 21 Aug 2019 20:51:50 EST hUbNLwZs No.609722 Reply
8mg bupe

Feeling high tonight. Good shit :)
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 21 Aug 2019 23:53:35 EST 4ZQ+89CX No.609723 Reply
Today's total: 35mg diazepam, 1mg alprazolam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 100mg tapentadol hcl (along with some booze)

>>609652
Fuuuuuuck. Pfizer branded midazolam IV ampules. GOD DAMN!
IV methadone though? Hmm. How the hell did... enjoy the /benz/ and /opi/ ampules, my dude. Please, stay safe.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 02:21:25 EST 4ZQ+89CX No.609728 Reply
>>609723
Staggering up to 250mg tramadol now, but will most likely stay around the 150mg to 200mg range as I have already taken the aforementioned substances in my prior post. I would rather be safe than risk a seizure or overdosing.
Lately, and I have only been on the drug for 2 weeks this Friday, tapentadol hcl (IR) has made me moderately itchy during the comedown despite having gained an obvious tolerance since being first prescribed.
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Lydia Snoddale - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 14:26:50 EST hUbNLwZs No.609742 Reply
  • 12mg bupe
  • couple bowls of weed
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Sidney Snodforth - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 15:41:00 EST Va7/tQEi No.609743 Reply
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Yo Hillbilly I've been a week doing practices in a run of the mill pizzeria for a week... aint no academy preparing you for this shit thats for sure, Im getting the hand of the menu but 1:30-4:00 pm is a nasty fucking time, the orders keep comming and all my coworkers are asian so I just cant keep up with their rythm and the kitchen's so small that I dont even have a corner where to sit to be left alone lmao fml, im toughing this one out to get the diploma and that sweet welfare money tho.

In any case I think cooking aint that, I enjoy it quite a bit tbf even with these shitty ass conditions, the kitchen is fucking small as fuck theres only a small room to navigate between all the friers fridges so you can imagine its quite the shitshow with 3 cooks inside.

Do you have any thoughs or tips for these challenging mental moments? Today I had so many orders on the griddle that I simply went to stand by and couldnt even think anymore, but I aint really that guilty about it as many of these items I was cooking for the first time

Nodding on jurnista 8's for the first time in MY LIFE
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Thomas Crommlestock - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 18:26:45 EST xScyS6ln No.609755 Reply
>>609151
Came home from work and did a small line of my 'Pebbles' I've been saving
Last time I went overboard and felt terrible, right now I've got a nice soft nod and a warm glow. Gonna relax in bed and feel dece. Might even do it again tomorrow.
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Cornelius Ferrysed - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 21:42:25 EST QE33rUAt No.609756 Reply
>>609151
>>609151
>>609151
Good China
Retarded strong soft too
Pretty disappointed I stole the wrong flavor starburst pack fucking tropical my ass
Lemon lime is killer though ngl lieog lemon is the t r u t h and if you disagree I'll throw you in a tree
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Thu, 22 Aug 2019 23:31:20 EST 7Y8izlLY No.609757 Reply
>>609743
Hey, brother, good to hear from you.

>no academy preparing you for this shit thats for sure,
That is always why I tell people CSchool is a waste. You learn more bad habits than good and when you get out in the real world you realize its completely different.

>Im getting the hand of the menu
Get a copy of the menu and bring it home to study so you aren't constantly looking at a menu while trying to work.

>1:30-4:00 pm is a nasty fucking time
Lunch and dinner services are always like that. That's why its important to make sure you're stocked and cleaned so you aren't having to do anything on the fly.

What station are you working in or do all three of you just do the same thing? If its the latter that is just bad management. With three you'd want one throwing dough, one making the pizzas and expoing/calling tickets, and the other at the oven.

>the orders keep comming and all my coworkers are asian so I just cant keep up with their rythm
Yep, that is the way it works. You get slammed for a while and tickets just line up. You can't keep up or find a rhythm because you've only been there a week and its your first real cooking job. Its nothing to be disappointed in or feel bad about. Just watch as much as you can and see what they are doing

>I dont even have a corner where to sit to be left alone
Get used to that. For one many kitchens are small spaces run by a small crew. You have to learn to work within it. Secondly, in the restaurant industry get used to not getting breaks or being able to sit down for your shift. Just kind of the way it goes in most places but not everywhere.

>im toughing this one out to get the diploma and that sweet welfare money tho.
Yeah, man, stick it out. Its a good learning experience either way.

>In any case I think cooking aint that
It really does take a certain kind of person to work in a kitchen and you may not be cut out for it but you are also just getting started and only worked in one place so far. I get home cooks telling me all the time they are great "chefs" (which really kind of pisses me off) and want to work in a restaurant but its really two different things. If you enjoy working around food there are other options like bakery work, butcher, working in a charcuterie, and things like that that allow you to be around food and work with food without having to much pressure or heat.

>Do you have any thoughs or tips for these challenging mental moments? Today I had so many orders on the griddle that I simply went to stand by and couldnt even think anymore
That is what we call getting in "the weeds" and it happens to everyone. Instead of just going into standby, take a second, get your breath, look at what all is being fired and what tickets you still have left and figure out what you need to be doing. From there just take it a ticket at a time though someone should really be training you.

>Nodding on jurnista 8's for the first time in MY LIFE
Glad you finally got to try dillies. I know you said you'd been wanting to try them. I'm having some myself.

Good luck, man, and hit me up again anytime. I hope that helped.
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Oliver Sirringridge - Fri, 23 Aug 2019 04:53:32 EST 2cI7lFmw No.609761 Reply
>>609151
1mg bupe, looking forward to robbing pharmacy trash can today. Seriously.
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Dextrolord - Fri, 23 Aug 2019 12:22:15 EST t9+obISS No.609768 Reply
>>609767
I would also like an update on this, sounds entertaining haha
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 23 Aug 2019 13:59:28 EST 56TOD6Vq No.609770 Reply
BWN last night: 3g red vein kratom, 50mg tapentadol hcl, and 25mg tramadol
While all substances were used in rather low amounts there was a terrific amount of synergy and a terrible itch, which I attribute mainly to the kratom.

>>609761
>>609767
>>609768
I third this notion. /opi/ needs this knowledge!
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Ian Dummlekitch - Fri, 23 Aug 2019 15:44:07 EST Va7/tQEi No.609772 Reply
>>609757

Yo yesterday I was faded as shit and didnt quite explain myself all that well, its like a pizzeria inspired in 50s american pop culture type shit so it does a lot more thab pizza, so basically there's like 2 kitchen, so I do everything on the menu but pizzas, theres even some asian stuff and shit, but basically I can pull the service through when its not peak hours, but when it does come around I just quietly leave the kitchen and start washing dishes because its fucking cramped in there I tell ya, there's like 1m² of walkable floor.

Im not throwing the towel with this cooking stuff tho my man, it can only get better from here and it aint that bad, I just hate my dipshit "boss" that only hires philipines because no one local will accept this nasty conditions.

Hope you having a good week dawg I've been a week at work and I already met a waiter with said jurnista rx so I aint complaining for shit lol
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Oliver Sirringridge - Fri, 23 Aug 2019 18:35:55 EST 2cI7lFmw No.609775 Reply
>>609767
>>609768
>>609770
Holy fuck. Is it a new thing for you guys? We have those big bins where folks put meds they don't use anymore or expired ones. Sometimes they are placed in the way that person behind the counter can't see them as they are in the corner of a corridor leading to actual pharmacy part of the building. How to take them? Figure it out, using crowd of people is a good idea.
Anyways, I've been doing it for 2 years now, today's "score" was shitty but overall I found:
-bromazepam 6mg, about 20 pills
-60 x 20mg IR morphine (which means a whole fucking box!)
-lots of tramadol
-20 x 10mg diazepam
-some alprazolam
-some codeine
-tons of antihistamines
-a lot of pregabalin
-fuckton of other minor stuff, more or less useful, supplements, anti acids, non opi painkillers, liver medications
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Thomas Hobblelock - Fri, 23 Aug 2019 22:26:58 EST eOori5eD No.609781 Reply
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Did a bag for the first time in quite a while and I'm totally litl. Closing one eye to see and nodding so hard it took me forever to type this. Bwn
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Fanny Sollerwill - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 00:33:36 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609783 Reply
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Idiot low tier scrub

2mg Hydromorphone booted, 6mg oral, 2mg alprazolam oral, 3 beers in.

Plugging definitely gave me a little taste of what the rush is like (and why I shouldn't do it, too fucking good for me).

Not rocking a nod but I'm in a real good spot. Is hydromorphone desirable? Ended up with this bottle, traded a few actual pharma xannies to a friend in need.
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Polly Genningkotch - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 01:17:29 EST rpq+52KU No.609785 Reply
>>609783
only good for needle use, if you haven't started already though dont
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Fanny Sollerwill - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 01:21:37 EST hl7X3FcJ No.609786 Reply
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>>609785
Yeah there's no way. I still feel a pretty warm buzz off them, redosed with another 6mg and a scotch.

Do I stand any risk other than constipation, trouble pissing and nutting the next day by doing high oral dosages? Again, I'm not an opiate vet, but I have a 10 year benzo habit, and I know mixing isn't smart so I try and keep it low.
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hsn - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 13:52:41 EST cA+802PK No.609788 Reply
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Bumping on some h, finally got some really nice fent free stuff. Shit was so good I made him come back so I could grab 2 more caps lol. Has legs for fuckin days and is stupid euphoric. Pic related

>>609775
What happens if you get caught? Do you just run out? I feel like with my luck I’d get caught instantly
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Basil Clackledock - Sat, 24 Aug 2019 15:37:35 EST 2cI7lFmw No.609791 Reply
>>609788
They only reacted once saying someting like "Please don't take those meds" and this lady sounded she didn't really care that much. Maybe because I buy otc codeine often t this place so they kinda know me. In other pharmacy a bit older woman walked to me and asked what I was doing, then tried to take my bag with stuff I had from other places. I just said that these are my things and she gave up. I really don't think she could do anything else as I am like twice her weight and much taller.
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abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sun, 25 Aug 2019 06:15:12 EST tRlEtpfR No.609808 Reply
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>>609151
damn its been a whil since ive been on here , yet alone posted .
hope everyones been good !

been up a few hours , had a shower , jumped into somethin cozy && warm as its been fukn freezing the past few nights .

started with a nice line of H from last nights pickup && a pipeline punch monster ( god damn tasty , new fav energy drink ) while waitin for this geforce driver to update on my laptop so i can get into a chill as fuck night of WoW , H && benzos .

will be workin my way thru 4 x 2mg Clonazepams , 10 x 5mg Diazepams && 10 x 30mg Oxazepams also .

going to be a nice night ladys && gents .
hope everyones going to be having as nice of a day / night as i will be .
unfortunately only thing missing is buds .. which ill be acquiring tomorrow , which is a downright shame as it wouldve TOPPED this night right off !
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abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sun, 25 Aug 2019 07:00:42 EST tRlEtpfR No.609809 Reply
>>609775
wtf ! what a score ! haha .
what country u from if ya dont mind us askin bro man ?
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David Minnerfotch - Sun, 25 Aug 2019 08:23:15 EST 2cI7lFmw No.609811 Reply
>>609809
I mean it's from couple attempts, only listed things worth noting. The day I posted I only found pregabalin, liver meds and non-opi painkillers. I'm from Poland. I thought it's more popular method of getting drugs.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 25 Aug 2019 11:17:28 EST 56TOD6Vq No.609812 Reply
I staggered low to medium dose of tramadol yesterday (225mg) along with 27.5mg diazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 50mg tapentadol hcl. I was rather high when my wife and I went to dinner, which she didn’t know. By the end of the meal I was sweating from head to toe and had a painful tingling/pins and needle sensation as if my entire body was vibrating. Weird shit. I had a single drink with food and ended up giving my wife the second round of drinks she ordered for us. I’ve drank small amounts of /opi/ before and never experienced these odd tactile sensations.

>>609811
I knew when your post mentioned the pharmacy employees know you as well as being able to buy codeine OTC that you weren’t from the U.S. or Canada.
In the U.S. drug disposal boxes are typically inside of a pharmacy (near the counter or behind the counter, at least from my experience), are monitored 24/7 by cameras, and do not have an easy way to retrieve the medications as deterring theft is a major priority.
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Phineas Pemblefuck - Mon, 26 Aug 2019 06:04:01 EST Yub+lSJr No.609825 Reply
I stupidly got drunk last night and woke up in wd's and hungover which felt terrible, then had to wait for my package to arrive to make some PST. Luckily this batch is pretty decent.

Anyway I'm getting some trams + etiz this week and am gonna make the switch slowly by using tramadol in the morning and PST in the afternoon. slowly reducing my dose until this 15kg is gone. Then I'll probably do something like 200mg staggered in the morning then 100mg in the afternoon to get me through the night.
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Spanked Monkey Jones - Mon, 26 Aug 2019 14:19:30 EST JtE3ogVt No.609834 Reply
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Currently waiting for the mailman, my all time favorite dealer.

Hopefully he'll bring me some nods for days.

Its been so long since last time.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 27 Aug 2019 03:21:22 EST OgX3IMCX No.609852 Reply
Daily 550mg Morph
+20mg Librium
+2400mg gabapentin

Just did a Dilly 8mg, HMC 12mg, & Statex 10mg (got em all for free!)
Tolerance is too high but I do feel a light buzz
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Nicholas Gebberteg - Tue, 27 Aug 2019 06:44:49 EST CEH+ObJ7 No.609853 Reply
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Bumping on PST. These are active but maybe a little thebaine heavy. Oh well, its better than nothing!

I just saw this (link below) on facebook. Its crazy to me that so many are ODing here when opiates barely seem like an issue when you think about drug use in AUS. I guess we just keep it to ourselves more and aren't so noticeable as meth users. Maybe its poly drug users who use opis for stim comedowns? Idk. This study was from before codeine was taken off the shelves but after they put in the registry to make sure people weren't buying too much, I wonder how much that contributed to it and whether the crackdown on prescribed opis have made hings better or worse. I guess all us addicts could get FENTED then we're no longer a problem...

https://www.facebook.com/233842463347174/posts/2536773886387342?sfns=mo
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Eliza Pollerspear - Wed, 28 Aug 2019 06:06:19 EST VUvZtMD/ No.609875 Reply
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Ayy my Tramadol and etizolam arrived this morning! These etiz pills are much better quality then what I usually buy and the trams are on point but they have been good every time I've bought them. 400mg of Tramadol, 4mg of etiz and 500g worth of PST has me nodding in my chair.

God, I'm so glad I have enough drugs to last at least 50 days and I can stop wasting money on driving around and buying store bought seeds, being in and out of wd's, running out of money. Time to be more responsible with my money and enjoy things other than only opiates.
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abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Wed, 28 Aug 2019 10:30:01 EST tRlEtpfR No.609876 Reply
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been smashin thru this smack , lines for fukn days , nearly OD'd the other night but such is part of this life when u get a bit reckless with ur dosing ..

also startin leveling on wow classic -- anyone here playing ?
its been hella fun so far . i was initially just gna check it out but probably not play tho ive decided to put BFA on the shelves for now && continue on leveling away on classic .

heroins , more diazepams , oxazepams && clonazepams for tonight && a bunch of hours into this leveling .

bwSEMInods .
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dr. m - Wed, 28 Aug 2019 16:30:42 EST LOk04uH3 No.609880 Reply
>>609853

I'm actually on the fence as to whether or not OTC codeine is a good idea, at least for the US, as we have semi-unique "problems" that increase the various risks of opioid use long term (lots of fentalogue laced or entirely fentalogue-based "dope," THE highest if not one of the highest per capita script rates for benzos, decently high booze use though not highest by any means, lots of fake/pressed "xanax" bars and fake fentalogue pressed "roxies" on the streets, generally liberal access to methadone programs combined with extremely high access to benzos, especially mystery dosed street "bars" etc.).

I feel like in the short term, as in anyone who's tried OTC codeine for recreational effects, it's obviously an absolutely horrible thing because while many will simply quit altogether, there's a minority yet significant portion of that population that will switch to something stronger, whether dhc (if available otc or otherwise), tramadol (I'm thinking clear net from SE Asia etc., possibly local AUS scripts), the more likely PST (not only stronger than codeine if it's a good batch, but a lot of other problems vs. codeine, like higher thebaine levels especially since Aus/Taz seeds highest thebaine lvls in the world, as well as heavy metal/pesticide issues/possibly increased obesity due to some of the fats and oils, etc), and then of course actual oxy/morphine/street H from SE Asia/homebake H.

HOWEVER, long term as in 20-50 years from now, I bet removing codeine as OTC will actually reduce opioid addict prevalence long term at least for countries like Aus and NZ, that don't have remotely as large of an "opi addiction pipeline" of weak pills/kratom>strong pills/PST>street heroin/fent laced heroin/totally heroin-free mystery dosed fentalogue fake "dope".

So guys, which countries still have OTC codeine? Did both Aus and CA remove otc codeine? Does UK still have otc codeine and dhc? What other countries have legal otc codeine and other opioids (I'm talking legally, not countries with laws that simply aren't enforced, e.g. cambodia, laos, or likely parts of South America and Africa).

>anyways

Pre-emptive bump on a cotton filtered plugged shot of 4mg subutex+90mg Adderall combined. Filtering my shots and then simply eating the leftover filter makes adderall hit SO much more quickly and I bet you even more efficiently than simply plugging it unfiltered mixed with the binders.

>stim problem

I've got a confession to make: Ive spiraled sort of out of control for about 15-20 days and have "become" a total adderall binge fiend for a minute here. My doc is a nice guy, but sometimes he's "too" nice. Instead of getting my normal does and quantity for my 3 month script, when I asked him to switch it to Adderall 30s but same daily dose equivalent (pharmacist hated the high quantity of Schedule II adderall/dexedrine tablets I was getting at once since it's usually a 3 month script at once, especially since they were always IR), so that it would only be 67% of the total pill quantity as past time with the 20s.

Well my airhead doc sent in a script for the same quantity as before when I got 20s, but instead made them 30s. However, he still wrote it being the same daily dose, so it reads as 4.5 months of scripting instead of the normal 3 months. I'm totally shocked the pharmacist even filled it. I'm halfway sure it's not even legal to script a Schedule 2 med for more than 3 months in one script, at least in my state.

So I'm totally unsure if he meant to raise my daily dose or what.

Either way, since it was such a large quantity of 30s, I got roughly 67% of my script in one brand and ~33% of my remaining script in the "normal" generic brand I'm used to. Well....the 67% portion are these mallinckrodt addy 30s, roughly 60-70% the total size of the "normal" generic they always fill for me, and they crush up LIKE A DREAM, seriously only takes like 25% the physical force I normally have to use to crush them up. Not only that, but even though they're maybe ~60% the weight of the normal brand (don't have mg scale on hand to know exactly), they also appear to contain a higher total % of particles that arent "micro particles," or particles smaller than ~50-80ug, especially 50ug. That means that when "filtered" through cotton, a significantly larger % of total filler doesn't make it into the final solution and instead remains in the cotton/leftover in the cup I use to mix it.

So tl;dr definitely get mallinckrodt addies as they're likely way safer for IV use just at a glance of particle size and total filler amount (but cant prove that without research, as I'd have to compare the actual fillers used to try to determine IV damage). They also seem to be equipotent to whatever brand my normal addies are (usually get the orange oblong American football 30s with the score in the middle, don't remember the markings).

So yeah, I sort of stopped using my usually daily dose of 45-60mg and went on a semi-crazy irresponsible binge for at least 2 weeks where I was using minimum 90-120mg per day, a few times as much as maybe ~250-360mg per 24hr but never more than 150mg per 6-8hr, staying awake as much as 3 days in a row.

Well anyways, that stops now. I've taken 90mg yesterday and 90mg today. Going to take 90mg maybe 2-3 more days before dropping to 75mg, then basically drop 15mg every 3 days or so until I'm back at 60mg maximum and hopefully 45mg. If I can stay at 45mg, I shouldn't run out before ~4 months from now when my new script will be ready, and if I do it will only be for 1-2 weeks max, and before then ofc I'll do a pill count and reduce dose further to avoid that happening.

>my bupe taper ugh

I know I said I'd try to taper down, but man 3.5mg is a pain in the ass to measure and eventually dose. I'm going to use up some of these subutex tablets and truly stabilize on 4mg (aka stop being an idiot and dosing like 8-12mg once a week thinking it will help a depressive episode or something when it never does anything) for a while before using the single partial box of actual strips I have left (maybe 15-25 orange 8mg strips leftover but they're suboxone, rest of my stash is a huge number of 8mg subutex tablets, not that it makes much of a real difference since binding affinity, but when plugging suboxone BA does skyrocket, so the other potential effects like headache etc are still a potential problem) since theyre WAY easier to dose 3.5/3/2.5mg doses.

Eventually when I hit my long term goal of 2mg/day (or possibly ~1-1.33mg, since nasal/rectal is supposedly 1.5-2x higher BA than sublingual, but seriously I think I get half the BA of average people sublingually because I over salivate and cant not swallow for fucking 20-30min), which is supposedly equal to about 3-4mg average person sublingually, I'll just use the subutex tablets and break them into rough quarters. As long as I use the various quarters in the right order, (designated as 1-4, 1 being largest size 4 being smallest size) i.e. 1>4>2>3 then next tablet 1>4>2>3, etc., bupe is long lasting enough that my levels should be basically a flat line almost at all times.

P.S. which PST thread is this? I can't remember which "edition" this is. We should make sure the next PST thread is labeled "properly." Some of our users literally google "PST Thread 7.0" or whatever the fuck the next number is. I know we're at least at number 10-12 or higher, probably higher....hopefully someone will know and respond.
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Ian Masslestone - Wed, 28 Aug 2019 18:08:21 EST JafHF3Ou No.609884 Reply
>>609880
>I've got a confession to make: Ive spiraled sort of out of control for about 15-20 days and have "become" a total adderall binge fiend for a minute here
Ah, so that’s why you’ve been posting even much longer than usual posts.
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Augustus Lightstone - Wed, 28 Aug 2019 20:36:51 EST E/q/eqiZ No.609885 Reply
>>609151
Bumping on Half a gram of H snorted 150 mg after scoring
went to a ex girlfriend house smoked hashish she asked me
to talk to my dealer to give her some hash,we go score some hash
had an argument over a fight we had couple days ago
smoked H together and a beer,she feel a sleep so i decide to go home
came home bumped two lines have 200 mg left BWN Opi i am nodding
but i def need a tbreak for like a month at least to reduce my tolerance
miss the no tolerance nodding i used to have,me fucking being stupid a couple
a days ago sweating and wding badly went to other town to score some h
it was a night late i knew that that the dealer may be not there so i decided to
try my luck went there knocking on his window to score some h, but nobody answers , i decided to go sit and smoke near some dude came sweating looking like a dealer asks yeah dude what u need so me being fucking stupid
trusted a fucking junkie and i told him i need some h he took the money telling me wait here me waiting for like a hour and understanding i for played
fucking mother fucker doesnt know i know where he lives piece of shit
i was lucky it was not that big amount of money i gave him it was a fucking
lesson for a long time for me never trust a and give money up front a fucking junkie lol
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Eliza Mapperdock - Thu, 29 Aug 2019 02:42:11 EST 0GI9NeQ1 No.609887 Reply
>>609883
Yeah they're made in India
Indian pills can be very hit or miss but tramadol always seems to be active. Etiz I bought from another brand were weak, somas are really weird; they're either very under dosed or a completely different drug, zopiclone I tried was completely bunk.

But I got lucky with this order, I'll be using this vendor from now on.
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Walter Fumblebanks - Thu, 29 Aug 2019 05:53:57 EST hsSi6Hrd No.609888 Reply
>>609880
You mentioned somewhere in that huge post about status of otc stuff in other places. Well, I'm in UK - codeine is still available otc but mixed with APAP or ibuprofen. Max otc dosage per tablet is 8mg, so CWE is common for any sort of recreational use. We also have DHC otc mixed with APAP, but only limited to an expensive brand called Paramol. The dosage of total DHC per tablet is 7.5mg. Again a CWE is common, although the liquid is not very clear due to other binders/fillers that they put in Paramol that dont seem to get filtered. Tramadol is not otc here - a script is needed for that or any stronger versions of codeine / DHC and other opiates. We have opiate maintenance programs here too - either methadone or a version of buprenorphine. I'm currently using free healthcare for getting my bupe script, brand name - Espranor for me, although Subutex is still commonly used too.
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Thomas Gangergold - Thu, 29 Aug 2019 08:18:12 EST tqhLcRAA No.609892 Reply
>>609888
Damn, I'd love to get me some dhc, it was like my first opi - codeine, but the high was longer. Shame it's quite rare and it's harder to find than oxy or M.
Bump on 2mg bupe and beers.
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Killington - Thu, 29 Aug 2019 22:14:44 EST b+XoJfiD No.609911 Reply
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Bumping on 250mg of carisoprodol and 75mg of tapentadol. Anyone else who thinks this is the most blissful combination? If you crank it up high enough its almost like tripping while nodding
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 01:33:13 EST 56TOD6Vq No.609915 Reply
>>609151
25mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 50mg tapentadol hcl IR, and chamomile tea.
Today is another "fuck the taper" kind of days. Once I fully taper down in the next two/three weeks (daily dosage is 2.5mg diazepam morning and 2.5mg at night) then I plan to get back to using my allotted dosage of 10mg 3x/day up to 3 days a week.
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William Sengerfoot - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 06:26:40 EST fj+XGera No.609918 Reply
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>>609151
Scored 2 Gram of H num 4 today BWN opi
All i know its afghani stuff and pretty potent dunno how much tho.
I am in a good mood today snorted 200mg + 100 mg smoked
Pic related
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hsn - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 11:37:49 EST cA+802PK No.609919 Reply
>>609918
What’s your general location? I just got a batch of crazy fire H that’s fent free recently and looks just like that. Picking up a gram later today for this fuck ass hurricane. But if you’re in the south east, we’ve just been blessed with a lot of really nice #4 and I’ve yet to have it pop for fent. Nb
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Shitting Billingwell - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 11:44:15 EST zmKckBZn No.609920 Reply
Just tried heroin for the first time. Only ever done codeine before as far as opiates go, though I'm not a habitural opi user. Think I had a bit much intranasally, ended up doing 50mg since after the first two bumps I didn't feel all that much but it just took a bit longer to hit than I thought. It was good until the nausea kicked in, then I started feeling quite anxious. Threw up a really tiny bit after a bit of dry heaving, then decided to take a little bit of xan to help me with the anxiety and shakiness which was a bit much. Once that kicked in and the peak wore off a bit it was good, laid down and started nodding with some headphones.
Nodding visuals are really weird. Some parts, like watching flowers bloom were really very beautiful and others were kind of unsettling like watching peoples faces change.
All in all not quite what I expected, will snort a lower dose like 20-30mg or boof 10-20mg next time, though I'll be leaving a few days at the very least before I do it again. I was a bit worried before I did it that it might supercede my love of K but that's definitely not the case.
Anyone know of any good ways of reducing nasuea on H?
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hsn - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 12:42:25 EST cA+802PK No.609921 Reply
>>609920
That sounds like fent broski. The only opi to ever leave me with anxiety was fent from street nigs making mystery powder and pills. Pure heroin should be anxiolytic andnquite euphoric, so in my opinion your h is laced with fent or is just fent. If in the US or Canada it’s very likely.
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Nicholas Crobblewudge - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 14:43:01 EST Fcg+UigS No.609922 Reply
200mg tramadol and a cannabis indica edible
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Molly Smalllock - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 17:00:48 EST cbXJ46oj No.609927 Reply
>>609920
>ways to reduce nausea
do less, eat some ginger, or smoke some weed

>>609921
weird jump to make, I've seen plenty of people get a little anxious their first time doing real opiates, mainly when the overwhelming nausea hits and they start throwing up and questioning their life choices. or the classic "am I breathing enough bro? i dunno I'm sort of worried I might go by the ER" after a small bump of average dope.

of course if they're in the US then there was probably at least some fent in there but using minor anxiousness to determine the identity of someone else's drugs that you haven't even seen is beyond ridiculous.
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hsn - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 20:54:42 EST cA+802PK No.609936 Reply
>>609927
I definitely get what youre saying but youre also conflating my post that i was saying it with 100% certainty. it was just a mere suggestion as I've had that same experience while first dealing with fent sooo many times. in fact I think it was a combo of what you said and what not as it seemed psychosomatic i.e. 'omg did i take too much?'.

to me though it seems much more likely to get it from fent as not feeling euphoria, at least for me, was a for sure way to experience nasty anxiety as I worried about ODing and shit. but yeah its not a way to identify his drugs, just a suggestion from my personal experience and anecdotes. thats why I worded it the way I did. thats why I used verbiage such as 'sounds like' and 'in my opinion'.
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hsn - Fri, 30 Aug 2019 21:10:02 EST cA+802PK No.609937 Reply
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BWNNNN

got me a gram of fent free H, this shit is sooo fire. hoping to Christ this hurricane doesn’t hit me...so scary man. Last thing I need is a category 4 fucking my life up. So I got me a bunch of h for when I lose power and I can nod out with a dope book.

Pic is what I got for $140 minus 2 caps (.2-.3). I think it might be over a gram but regardless it’s fire ass dope and I’m happy as shit I got to experience it.
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lol - Sat, 31 Aug 2019 01:55:45 EST oaWRMjn3 No.609938 Reply
>>609921

Sounds more like first timers or newer users anxiety. Used to get this quite a bit from alll
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Shitting Gapperfoot - Sun, 01 Sep 2019 15:14:37 EST DJY96Jzo No.609959 Reply
I did 4 mg of buprenorphin without tolerance, is this a dangerous respiratory depression dose? I know its not as bad as full agonists
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 02 Sep 2019 07:10:04 EST q4D/HrmN No.609981 Reply
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First time on my old favourite imageboard (I mean /opi/ by the way, duh!) in a few months. Same old shit going on in my life though!

A great Monday night score nz and I are in the middle of enjoying. First we did a little quick shot of some locally-made #3 powder mixed with 20mg of methylphenidate for that nice boost to the rush. A pleasant shot that was indeed. I also took 2mg of clonazepam a few mins before doing that dose too.

Then I went out again, got us two 100mg greys (morphine), and I'm currently sitting by the stovetop monitoring the drying step before we can add the AA and turn this morph into some sweet, smooth heroin. Then I'm going to shoot my large 100mg~ H dose mixed in with another 20mg of methylphenidate. Looking forward to that shot! I'll be kind of drunk/benzd more by the time it's ready too - having two 9% 500mL cans of beer as I type this - so damn my body will be ready for that high.

anyway hope everyone is coping okay. bai4now~
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 02 Sep 2019 07:13:55 EST q4D/HrmN No.609982 Reply
>>609959
If you truly have no tolerance, yes, that is a fucking massive dose. I have seen and known of newer users being sick and puking for consecutive days + nights on just 1-2mg of buprenorphine... but hey, maybe you have more of a tolerance than you realise and you'll be okay. Best of luck.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 02 Sep 2019 14:25:24 EST 56TOD6Vq No.609993 Reply
>>609959
The first time I took suboxone was from a roommate's date who happened to be on sub maintenance in early 2016. I was benz'd and drunk, frankly, so I did not even remember anyone giving me the drug. The pill, which at minimum was 2mg, fucking wrecked me in the worst possible way the next day. I have never felt so sick for 36+ hours due to taking a drug. The alcohol and benzos in my system surely did not help and my roommate probably shouldn't have given a high potency opioid to someone who was already in a blackout, but I took full responsibility when I realized how greatly I had fucked up.
Later on that year and into early 2017 I had a friend of a friend who would trade 3 x 2mg subs for a single 10mg diazepam. I played with the dosage, but 0.5mg to 1mg was a good sweet spot for me without a tolerance. I was maybe taking an opioid once or twice a month max as I did not want to build a tolerance, habit, or go into further debt.
The one time I did take intentionally 1.5mg or 2mg (I really cannot remember, this was 3+ years ago) I was very fucked up and not enjoying myself for 8 hours or so. I vividly remember a feeling of terrible physical sickness, nausea, and mild fear washing over me.
4mg without a tolerance is giant dose. Again, I would cut 2mg pills/film into 0.5mg doses and only raise my dosage my 0.5mg when desired and even 1.5mg to 2mg was too much for me without alcohol but a low to moderate dosage of prescribed benzos.

tl;dr - buprenorphine is a high potency opioid and 4mg is a ridiculously high dose without a tolerance
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Lillian Horringbene - Mon, 02 Sep 2019 14:37:38 EST 9q/ORqvg No.609995 Reply
Recently did heroin for the first time, wasn't all that blown away by the euphoria as I snorted it and I prefer other drugs to opiates, but I was surprised at how visual and cool the nodding experience was. The dreamlike visions are very colourful and fully formed unlike dissos and psychs. They have a really strange strong spatial element that I wasn't expecting too, like I occasionally hallucinated people or objects moving to or from my side, which I don't really get with other drugs.
Are there any good combos I can use heroin with to increase this visual element? I'll definitely try it with weed next time, and I kind of want to try it with K although I might take some mild stims (caffeine, cig, theobromine maybe) to make sure I don't OD and die, though my K tolerance is pretty big. Also what do you guys as assumably people in it for the feeling think of the nodding visuals?
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Cornelius Grimfuck - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 01:29:39 EST hl7X3FcJ No.610053 Reply
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>>609151
6mg hydromorphone oral, 1mg alprazolam, 3 stiff drinks and I'm on a beer now, eating something.

Last few times I dipped in on oral hyrdromorphone I felt like shit the next day but I guess I found a sweet spot. Really not feeling great about life in general, I know I should knock off with the opiates soon, probably the benzos too (11 year habit), I don't even know why I'm posting, I guess I want someone to say hey.

But hey to everyone else. Just try and be happy I guess.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 02:38:23 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610054 Reply
50mg tapentadol hcl, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 2.5mg diazepam (taper dosage), and a beer had me feeling ACE this evening. The last time I would have taken an opioid would have been 4-5 days ago, but my tolerance dropped enough that the 50mg tapentadol had a shocking amount of warmth to it. As time goes on I am beginning to appreciate the effects of tapentadol almost as much as hydrocodone (but, still markedly less than traditional Rx opiates: morphine, oxycodone, etc.).

>>610053
Hey.

Also, what motivates you to take hydromorphone orally rather than another route like intranasal or IV?
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dr. m - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 07:49:21 EST LOk04uH3 No.610055 Reply
>>610053

dude snort your hydromorphone...it's twice as effective. If you don't like dry powder, dissolve your dose in a small 0.5ml solution and split it half and half up each nostril.
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Graham Beshshit - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 09:46:42 EST 5+XR+YzO No.610059 Reply
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>>609151
Kicking it on 30mg baclofen, 200mg tramadol and 50mg DPH, feeling decently opiated, sippin' on some tea and listening to music for church cleaners. It's been a good day and it's getting even better
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George Dacklehall - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 10:42:39 EST OHIHxMID No.610060 Reply
>>610059
You use Benadryl to potentate? Bleh. No offense but that just sounds awful. I guess on that low of a dose it maybe wouldn’t be shitty. I’ve heard of people doing it before but mostly see people getting shit for it.

Try giving doxylamine-succinate a shot in place of the Benadryl. You can stack those to the sky if you want without getting the weird effects dryl does in higher doses.
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Graham Beshshit - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 10:56:21 EST 5+XR+YzO No.610061 Reply
>>610060
I've done both and I would prefer hydroxyzine for opioid potentiation any day, too lazy to go to the pharmacy tbh
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George Dacklehall - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 12:56:42 EST OHIHxMID No.610062 Reply
>>610061
Oh yeah I use that but it’s not over the counter here. Better than promethazine imo.
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Molly Feshway - Wed, 04 Sep 2019 15:01:24 EST rUeJl7vf No.610066 Reply
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>>609151
Smoked fentanyl patch i bough yesterday, 100 ug
Bought 1.5G Heroin today, snorted 250mg 5 min ago
BWN Opi only thing missing i wish i had some indica for the perfect high
Pic related.
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ogtucker - Thu, 05 Sep 2019 16:00:37 EST qIF52LG4 No.610081 Reply
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.3 H IV
30mg adderall IR oral
1600mg gabapentin
wooo playing classic wow and having a blast.
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Rebecca Podgestone - Thu, 05 Sep 2019 22:21:02 EST 1x6XnNjd No.610084 Reply
100mg promethazine
10mg methadone

Have had a shitty day. High as a motherfucker right now as I watch a video of seven lions on the alchemy tour. Feeling better.
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Nicholas Bringerbire - Fri, 06 Sep 2019 08:53:36 EST 5+XR+YzO No.610093 Reply
>>610059
Decided to step up my /opi/ game, 400mg tramadol, 30mg donormyl and 40mg baclofen
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Ernest Sannerfudge - Fri, 06 Sep 2019 09:15:27 EST rpq+52KU No.610094 Reply
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>>609151
Drank a nice cup of milky tears before work, went in and got the day off
Currently taking bwang hoots
>OneWayOrAnother
>ThisDarknessGotToGive
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Cornelius Blocklefuck - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 00:28:14 EST hl7X3FcJ No.610109 Reply
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>>610054
>>610055

Afraid of needles or it being too good.

About to shoot 4mg IM for the first time. I've had two drinks and 2.5mg xanax.

I've got 12mg left after this in 2mg pills. I don't think I give a fuck about anything anymore. Might as well enjoy myself.

We're all gonna make it.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 01:23:54 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610111 Reply
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Morning taper: 2.5mg diazepam
Pain meds over 3 doses following another round of cortisone shots in my lower lumbar yesterday: 30mg cyclobenzaprine and 150mg tapentadol hcl (IR) [I also took 75mg DPH]
Currently: 200mg tramadol (staggered), 10mg diazepam (to avoid any potential for seizure with ingesting two opioids known for their potential to induce seizures past 400mg/day), and I am brewing up some chamomile tea while studying on this late Friday night [also another 25mg DPH injested].

Later: 10mg diazepam and 1mg alprazolam planned with my last/highest tramadol dose.

My wife and I had yet another falling out during a weekly date night. She thought it was a good idea to start raising her voice, wagging her finger in my face, and belittling me for ordering a cheap meal at a German beer garden since she was paying for dinner. I still ate like a king, but it's whatever. I tried to talk, listen, recognize my tone of voice, and genuinely try to understand why I was upsetting my wife. The fight continued back at home and I just do not have the physical or mental energy to have another weekend long fight. There's only so much I can do until I have to politely walk away and do something more conducive to my mental health. I do not see my marriage working out if my wife and I continue to have problems with the smallest shit. Fuck, the entire thing is unfortunate.
/rant over/

Pic related - September 7th is the anniversary of Mac Miller's death. R.I.P. Mac.
[cross post from /benz/]

>>610109
>Afraid of needs
>About to shoot 4mg IM

What?! I thought intranasal/insufflation would be a much, much more common response rather than going from oral dosing to straight IM. Shit man, 4mg hydromorphone IM is a shit ton without significant tolerance.
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Henry Nangersat - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 02:30:00 EST cbXJ46oj No.610113 Reply
>>610109
not shooting is one thing but at least sniff or plug morphones! you're leaving like half your drugs on the table
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Wesley Drozzleridge - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 04:57:29 EST rpq+52KU No.610116 Reply
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>>610104
Right on brother. Been listening to it a lot lately. Just nodded the entire day yesterday while I had off so I'm up early to have a tiny cup (running low). Just chugged it down an about to take a few rips off the tube.>>610109
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dr. m - Sat, 07 Sep 2019 16:09:45 EST LOk04uH3 No.610122 Reply
>>610109

What the fuck? Don't completely skip over nasal/rectal use man. I've never used a needle outside professional supervision and I don't really even plan to. Rectal use if just fine if you want an IV-like onset (sort of). Nasal use is easier to titrate doses.

You only get like ~30% orally. Nasal/rectal is ~55%+. Try that first. Besides, IV hydromorphone only lasts like 90min tops.
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Hugh Blappermuck - Sun, 08 Sep 2019 00:16:53 EST mtvrtOdO No.610128 Reply
>>610109
I guess if one can get cheap HydromorphContins 18,24 or 30's, they are kind of worth it to eat, if you don't slam. I hear that Exalgo in the US, the 24 hour pill with shit dosages that's impossible to abuse, they're like Concertas but even harder to do anything with. I remember when they came out and the largest dosage was 16mg...over 24 hours! wtf But I hear there's 24 and 32mg ones. To think that we also have something like that here and in most of the world that's like Exalgo, Jurnistas, except even patients and doctors really don't care about em and go with HM Contins instead, but at least those 24 hour Jurnistas go up to 64mg. I ate one once after smashing it with a hammer for a good while, trying to make at least 1/3 of it act as if IR and I was reallll good. It's strange to feel the hydromorphone high actually increase, the junkie in us keep thinking (that's so many shots!) hence why HM Contins 18,24,30's although shittier than plain Dilaudid, they still can be turned into shots, not so with Exalgo/Jurnista.

It's pretty epic to feel the hydromorphone rush extended (and subdued) over 45 minutes, something I experienced that time I ate a 64mg Jurnista or when I crushed the beads of a 30mg HMC to powder, snorted a few lines, it hurt like hell, so I put about 25mg of the crushed to powder beads back into the gelcap and ate it and it was worth it then, but I also didn't have good filters, or else I would've had about 10 shots. (I never saw much difference between slamming say 4-8mg Dilaudid, the rush is doesn't get any more intense, and it's all about dat rush with dillies).
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Nicholas Duckham - Sun, 08 Sep 2019 20:09:27 EST uGRWiYon No.610145 Reply
20mg methadone
125mg lyrica

Feeling chill and good. Love being fucked up and listening to psytrance.
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Oliver Gesslekon - Sun, 08 Sep 2019 21:41:36 EST hl7X3FcJ No.610146 Reply
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>>610113
>>610111
>>610114
>>610116
>>610122

Gonna be real, I kind of wanted to just die or spin out completely and lose myself. The girl I called over to help me shoot dosed it down to around 3mg IM and zapped me, I let her take the last of the stash. I kind of wanted to just be done with it all and go out warm but I'm glad she talked me out of it. Felt fantastic, flew high for a while and then just broke down, emotionally miserable and physically ideal.

I feel changed. I'm weening benzos as of today and I've already made positive contact with more friends in 24 hours than I have in 6 years. I needed to wake up. I don't think there's anything wrong with opiates, but I think you can have a profound experience that shows you what this whole big joke is worth. I'm still hard on the benzos (I enjoy them, it's not just immanence) and I send big love to everyone who's the same way with opiates.

We're all gonna make it. Don't you fucking think otherwise.

There's NOTHING wrong with getting high because you enjoy it, but you can't let yourself crawl into that shitty hole and wallow in misery with a little bit of spice on the side.

I hope everyone going through a hard time finds their way, I hope everyone going through a good time doesn't over do it. and I hope most of all that we can find a way to make every fucking closeted killjoy asshole that the WOD and demonizing substances does fuck all for the people they're 'trying' to help.

Enjoy yourself, love yourself.
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dr. m - Sun, 08 Sep 2019 23:41:47 EST LOk04uH3 No.610151 Reply
>>610146

Also, if you weren't aware, IM use is WAY more susceptible to abscesses/infection/inflammation/every other side effect that injection has, when compared to IV use. This is ESPECIALLY true when not using 0.22ug or at least 0.45ug or smaller micron filters, or when using non-crushable XR formulas of any kind. So in general, don't ever consider IMing a drug again unless it's an already made liquid drug ampule either intended for injection use, or is a least mostly pure (e.g. "pure" unadulterated RC powders) and reasonably sterilized (e.g. New Zealand style methadone liquid that only contains methadone, water, and food colors, as long as it was NEVER in someone's mouth at any time, even your own). Tbh I wouldn't even IM crystal ketamine out of fear of adulterants; IV use is much safer.
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Fucking Shakehood - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 00:13:25 EST cbXJ46oj No.610152 Reply
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>>610146
>you can't let yourself crawl into that shitty hole and wallow in misery
watch me bitch
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Rebecca Grandway - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 01:12:09 EST rpq+52KU No.610159 Reply
>>610146
Wonder what would have happened if you had IVed...Glad you woke up, right on
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Edwin Blatherdock - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 15:40:11 EST y26kGhUA No.610161 Reply
>>610151
Right as usual, sadly even in countries where medical opioids are easy to get, ampules are rare and often expensive (I think morphine in amps is exclusively used in hospitals and by paramedics in many places, no way to have a script for them)

Bump on two shots of H, puked a bit but damn it's good
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hsn - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 18:46:52 EST xl/QXoc1 No.610166 Reply
grabbing a gram of h and some coke. not as good as the last batch though. been extremely down the last few months, one of the main reasons I don’t really post.
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Samuel Hodgebudging - Mon, 09 Sep 2019 20:37:04 EST 7OW1/2F8 No.610170 Reply
Railed a bag, scratched myself bloody, nodded out and now I'm sobering up. I fuckin hate these fent bags that wear off after 2 hours. I'm starting to get sick again off this shit but I'm too broke to afford a habit so I'm looking at a few days of bad times detox ing. At least I'm still on cloud 9 for now. BWN
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 11 Sep 2019 00:31:06 EST OgX3IMCX No.610205 Reply
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~350mg oral morphine (kadian)
~3x 10mg Nitrazepam (mogodon)
~9mg 1+1/2 6mg pills of Bromazepam (Lectopam)
~3x 10mg chlorodiazepoxiden (Librium)
~200mg IV Morphine
~2400mg Gabapentin
~50mg Trazadone
~1.5mg IV Fentanyl (or some similar analogue)

Still Have 10mg Mogodon, 3x 6mg Lectopam, 5x 10mg Librium, 15x 30mg Temazepam, +bucket loads of Gabapentin 400mg caps, 01.mg Clonodine (again a bunch. probably 60 or more), + about 70 50mg Trazadone. Aside from the benzos I know the rest of that medication is pretty much useless junk but it's s good idea to have on hand I think.

Pic of an acrylic dirty flip-cup I made a while back while high AF
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Isabella Tootcocke - Wed, 11 Sep 2019 16:56:49 EST Od5T7t+d No.610243 Reply
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two norco 5s.
my every few month treat.
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Martin Worthingson - Wed, 11 Sep 2019 21:13:07 EST cbXJ46oj No.610262 Reply
>>610205
haha that would kill me like 10 times over, I do not envy your tolerance. btw you probably know but keep those clonodines around for withdrawal, that shit is legit.
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Emma Focklelock - Thu, 12 Sep 2019 01:11:01 EST hl7X3FcJ No.610270 Reply
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>>610151

Good to know. I only IM'd because I was too spooked to IV, but I think I've gained a perspective on the "holy grail" of shooting up and how if you ever do it you're fucked for life. It's clearly far more complex than that.

nb
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Caroline Sezzlebetch - Thu, 12 Sep 2019 20:49:11 EST 7A99k4rV No.610307 Reply
10mg methadone
1 xanax bar

Feeling good tonight. Copping some more bars tomorrow.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 02:25:33 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610324 Reply
>>609151
This morning: 10mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine

Tonight: 10mg diazepam + 10mg cyclobenzaprine + 50mg tapentadol hcl + 2 beers + chamomile tea
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Wesley Dorrystone - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 07:26:22 EST TGT/e7W3 No.610326 Reply
finally got around to making tea from this years harvest. in combination with some paracetamol I'm pain free for the first time in months. Fuck I love this so much
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Caroline Sezzlebetch - Fri, 13 Sep 2019 09:20:27 EST 7A99k4rV No.610328 Reply
10mg methadone

I have no tolerance and I'm feeling good off such a small dose. Hope to cop some bars later today.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 01:38:31 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610351 Reply
10mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg tapentadol, 50mg DPH, 5g red vein kratom tea(the last of a 30g bag I bought in mid-summer), and some chamomile tea.
Keeping things nice and light is probably for the best, but another 10mg diazepam may come into the picture later. Let's hope not.

I hope everyone enjoys their weekend.

>>610326
I think you must have meant to type acetaminophen.
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Nicholas Barddock - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 07:44:26 EST rpq+52KU No.610361 Reply
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Just woke up to chug down a cup of mud
>LifeInTheFastLane
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DTMO - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 09:39:34 EST WPH+dayt No.610363 Reply
>>610351

>Paracetamol

>I think you must have meant to type acetaminophen

Man,.we compromised on "APAP" and everyone was happy, the killing stopped.
Would you have me take up arms against you once more, my brother?!?
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Nathaniel Billingson - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 23:45:29 EST 7A99k4rV No.610371 Reply
2mg xanax
10mg methadone

Feeling good tonight :)
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Priscilla Clayford - Sat, 14 Sep 2019 23:53:36 EST cbXJ46oj No.610373 Reply
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>>610363
Paracetophen or bust, baby

hoping this coffee kicks in before I sleep through my high, buzzin like a muffin over here. been too damn long.
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Priscilla Clayford - Sun, 15 Sep 2019 00:11:56 EST cbXJ46oj No.610375 Reply
>>610373
man buzzin and muffin rhymed waaaaay better in my head. like I'm not even sure they rhyme at all anymore. in fact I'm starting to think they don't
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Ian Brimblewack - Sun, 15 Sep 2019 05:42:54 EST 5+XR+YzO No.610385 Reply
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Currently on 500 miligrams of Phenibut, staggering 200-300 miligrams of Tramadol. Got Dimenhydrinate and Doxylamine for potentiation, will add some light stims like nicotine and caffeine later. BWN
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Ian Brimblewack - Sun, 15 Sep 2019 07:58:23 EST 5+XR+YzO No.610387 Reply
Light it up, breathe it in
you know they say we'll live again
needle down, candles on
my favorite cup, and a hi-fi stereo
everything's not so bad
it's the way home should be
the way the windows frame the trees
and smoke fills the room
colder now than last year
you know they say we'll all be dead
needle down, needle in

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0h4ZbZYAnDc
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Charles Monderkat - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 09:03:19 EST qSf5IJzT No.610410 Reply
I got these Indian made Tramadol to try and get off PST. They work but they make me feel so nauseous that I can barely get out of bed, idk if its any better than withdrawal honestly, but if I use some PST the bad effects go away for the most part. They also make me feel dizzy and maybe anxious (I'm already an extremely anxious person so idk if the trans contribute or not). Its really a shame since I used Indian tramadol all the time back when I started using and they were always fine. These were particularly cheap mind you and I got etiz from the same place which seemed to work. I'm really considering going on methadone honestly, I spend so much time/money/travel so far to get seeds that it just seems like the logical choice at this point, Either that or buy suboxone and try that again (I tried that a couple of times recently but the incredibly long half life f PST through me into precipitated withdrawal both times).

Anyway bumping on 400mg of tram, PST and 10mg of Valium.
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Alice Worthinglock - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 15:05:33 EST w+lDfpKp No.610414 Reply
>>610410
If you can get on methadone for cheap or free def try it out
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 18:30:11 EST Oux7cDZW No.610417 Reply
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-550mg oral morph (kadian)
-7mg clonazepam
-25mg diazepam
-4000mg gabapentin (idk why I just have buckets of them and they don't seem to do fuck all, but maybe there is something it will give potency too)

And waiting on a friend to drop off a fentadope pill. I refused to go through anyone in this industry because all of the dealers are serious scum and I just can't justify potentially having to get facial reconstructive surgery over something these beefing dealers allegedly say I said like what happened to my good friend who is picking them up for me. After he was kidnapped and had half of his teeth beaten out of his face and had his orbital bone fractured (not to mention pissed on and threatened to be raped by these jolly african-americans) I just feel to old to put myself at any risk over some untrue he said she said shit that never actually turns out to be things we've said.

Pic related my last 2 2mg Clonaz and a 10mg Val saving for tomorrow. Sorry for the poor resolution shot
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Oliver Sollyhall - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 18:46:19 EST YofsFlfv No.610418 Reply
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Just drank my second cup for the day, made it half the strength of the one from earlier. Threw up as soon as I woke up today so decided to call sick from work. First day I have taken off sick in a long long time.
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DTMO - Mon, 16 Sep 2019 22:30:26 EST Ks4d2EmT No.610428 Reply
>>610373
>Paracetophen or bust

I like the cut of your jib, sold!

I can live with paracetophen, we all can.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 02:54:03 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610432 Reply
Yesterday: 12.5mg diazepam, 100mg tapentadol, and 30mg cyclobenzaprine.


>>610363
>>610373
I back it! APAP/Paracetophen are superior to any type of vegan beef between others.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 04:42:24 EST OgX3IMCX No.610434 Reply
>>610417
  • that ~1.5mg of fent came through and woweee
BWN /bro/pies
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Phineas Conderhall - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 14:20:59 EST N5y4CAMK No.610447 Reply
>>609238
Money

I can no longer plug 4 80s or buy a q of h for less that £200
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Isabella Blytheville - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 15:41:56 EST jPNtZ3fl No.610450 Reply
bought one small stamp of H on a whim and it's lasted me a week because it's either straight fentanyl or good shit; i have no tolerance and have been doing microbumps so i have no real solid guess
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Eugene Chocklesedge - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 21:57:10 EST YofsFlfv No.610458 Reply
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>>609151
Late night cup of the ol' midnight oil. Lord knows I need it.
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Tue, 17 Sep 2019 22:43:59 EST VrV8kaiM No.610459 Reply
been lookin for work which shas been stressful, i'm nodding onna bench down by the river off of a 5mg valium and 840mg of dhc. imbfuckijg noddjlng hard hun

been a while. kbsincebiblqatv abee just attackdd me
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Caroline Dagglehark - Thu, 19 Sep 2019 21:48:55 EST YofsFlfv No.610499 Reply
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Been lowering my daily amount and average dose a bit lately now that the summer is coming to a close. Split what was my usually daily dose into two equal morning and night doses today. Just finished my night time cup. Time to smoke and relax.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 02:50:01 EST OgX3IMCX No.610504 Reply
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BWN on:
  • Daily oral 550mg morphine (Kadian)
  • 3x 5mg Chlorodiazepoxide (Librium)
  • 1x 0.5mg Clonazepam (Rivotril)
  • 1x 2mg Clonazepam (Rivotril)
  • 2x 2mg Diazepam (Valium)
  • 1x 30mg Temazepam (Restoril)
  • 1 and a half fentadope fake CDN 80's so I would say roughly 2-3mg fentanyl

Also picked up and added to the stash:
  • 3x 30mg Temazepam (Restoril)
  • 1x 6mg Bromazepam (Lectopam)
  • 1x 1mg Clonazepam (Rivotril)
  • 1x 2mg Clonazepam (Rivotril)
  • 1x 2mg Diazepam (Valium)
  • 4x 5mg Chlorodiazepoxide (Librium)
  • 5x 10mg Chlorodiazepoxide (Librium)
-1x 12mg Hydromorphone (HydromorphContin)

Aside from the Librium and Kadian all the other benzos listed came from my close friend who hustles one of the skid row areas of my city and enjoys hangin with me so much he splits everything he gets 50/50 with me "just because I'm such a nice guy." Same goes for the fake fent CDN 80's. I got the Hydro 12 by trading a gram of Mexican ditch weed for it. Stocking up my benzo stash for the apocalypse I guess...jk, I'm only saving the Librium for that since it has no recreation value but is a lifesaver when it comes to benz WD.
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Fanny Hasslehood - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 04:52:33 EST qiICEOdE No.610507 Reply
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If say opium tincture could be allowed to be sold in liquor stores like alcohol is how much do you think it would cost? Could it affordably be made domestically in the west using combine harvesters and other industrial processing equipment or would it require the 3rd world to collect raw opium for maximum yield?
God, I wish we could just have this one thing. Surely society wouldn't go to shit if opium drinks were legal at a measured and precise dose. I get that maybe smoke-able opium could get out of hand and obviously H or anything injectable that rapidly raises your tolerance could end very badly, but I'd love to see some experiments where basically PST is available like alcohol. My life would be 100% better, that's for sure.


Anyway my parcel of seeds arrived today. I was a bit worried since it didn't arrive in its original packaging like usual (the seller wrote me a note saying the packaging split and he had to repackage it) but these seeds seem to be the same as before which are bomb af for the current market. last time I had them I honestly didn't make it o bed more days than not cause I'd nod out in my chair! Here's to a week or so of not worrying where my next dose is coming from or how strong it will be.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 05:04:55 EST OgX3IMCX No.610508 Reply
>>610507
>Hurr Durr
If they made legal opium tincture with alcohol junkies would just evap then do whatever junkyness they so felt with it
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Fanny Hasslehood - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 05:19:09 EST qiICEOdE No.610510 Reply
>>610508
No need to be rude nigga : - (
Alright they make opium candy or something then. I would rather see a society with all drugs legal but unfortunately I can't see it ending well, edible opium just seems like a good place to start an experiment. nb
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Cornelius Foffingwadge - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 07:43:54 EST Gv2ytShQ No.610512 Reply
been taking a shit ton of temmies all night then I realized holy shit it's almost 7 I work at 10 so I was like fuck it, railed a shit ton of speed then I found a couple hydros in the bottom of my stash and I was like fuck it, I am gonna go to work BLASTED but it's retail and I mostly work freight so everyone is fucked up lol so I am absolutely in a great place for the moment
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Lydia Boddlesetch - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 16:36:06 EST cbXJ46oj No.610521 Reply
>>610508
I don't think they'd have too much with the codeine that's in there.
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Caroline Dagglehark - Fri, 20 Sep 2019 19:58:53 EST YofsFlfv No.610525 Reply
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>>610522
5 crowns fit for a king and one lemon to prevent scurvy
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 21 Sep 2019 06:56:57 EST hnenbzqi No.610541 Reply
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Just checking in, been a while since I posted in the BWN. Not that I haven't been using I actually have; everyday.

Anyway bumping on maybe 300mg IV H in 2 shots so far I don't even know/care anymore. Checking myself into rehab next week but it's my big brothers wedding today so I pushed going to rehab back so I could help with everything and be there today.
I also just went and copped another G of dope so I'm cool for atleast a couple days more.

Hope ya'll are having a SLAYER time ma nibbas
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Matilda Pottingdale - Sat, 21 Sep 2019 13:32:17 EST riYwBmRJ No.610552 Reply
>>609151
15mg diazepam, 30mg dxm, 60mg oxy p.o., beers. It's great to have both benz and opi tolerance lower after limiting my use and cutting doses (opi) or taking few months of complete break (benzos). Also it's been some time since I had oxy, almost forgot how good it really is. Plus, it's the cheapest I've ever paid for it. Hope you all have great time and heavy nods friends.
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abeksR !wjzl7eIsPk - Sat, 21 Sep 2019 14:43:38 EST tRlEtpfR No.610553 Reply
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>>609151
picked up some nice stuff earlier on .
been havin lines whilst gettin some levels in on classic wow .
got like 6 or 7 serepax to have shortly before crashin out .

btw have any of u guys ever been put on something like oxy instead of bupe / done to get off H ??
was speakin to mate i get off n he recently seen a gp n got put on subs n clonazepam but when i asked how it was goin he said he spoke to his doc n they agreed to put him on like 40mg oxynorm ( IR caps ) a day and ween him off that instead of the longer fuckaround with subs .
had honestly never heard anybody have this done for em .

hope everyones feelin warm n cozy .
happy nods lads .
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 02:39:31 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610566 Reply
>>609151
My taper wrapped up last week, but uh... I’m getting benz’d for the first time in a long ass time.
40mg diazepam, 75mg tapentadol HCL, 50mg DPH, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 4mg ondansetron.
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Rebecca Greenfield - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 04:53:56 EST DAlV/WQ9 No.610567 Reply
Just dosed some PST, I burnt through a bunch this weekend now its time to slow down and reduce my dose.
>>610553
You;re an Aussie right? Or am I thinking of someone else. Either way that sounds bizara that a doctor would write an opi addict that script even to do a fast taper since you can do that with bupe.
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William Faggledale - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 06:39:37 EST riYwBmRJ No.610572 Reply
10mg diazepam, 45mg dxm, 50mg oxy p.o. I'm having time of my life this weekend, tomorrow I'm jumping back on bupe and I'll be trying to figure out where to cope some clonazepam cause it would go very nicely with buprenorphine or oxy.
If my plug will keep providing me oxycodone at current price I might switch to it permanently and say goodbye to H. That would be really great, but we will see how that goes.
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Cyril Borringbudging - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 07:33:31 EST 6M5NkwQA No.610573 Reply
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I'm on 1500mg gabapentin, 20mg baclofen, 250mg phenibut, 300mg tramadol, 100mg dimenhydrinate, 15mg doxylamine, 500mg l-theanine and smoking some amnesia haze.
BIG CITY
BRIGHT LIGHTS
COOL COOL PEOPLE
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Isabella Clebberbutch - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 09:33:49 EST YofsFlfv No.610574 Reply
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Didnt dose at all yesterday, woke up today and concocted a nice cup. Just starting to feel it now. About to grind up some fresh green.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 13:56:30 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610576 Reply
Preemptive bump for /opi/
The wine and are going to hit up a wine festival despite rain plaguing the day.

>>610573
>Big city
Are you referring to the Spacemen 3 track? If so, fuck yeah! Underrated song and album.
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Ebenezer Granddock - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 14:17:40 EST 5+XR+YzO No.610579 Reply
>>610576
My top song for nodding off, let the good times roll
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Fuck Ninningdock - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 20:22:18 EST 7A99k4rV No.610588 Reply
Going to the dentist tomorrow to get my mouth looked at. Hopefully they give me some opiate for the pain.

Nb
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Barnaby Wandlefield - Sun, 22 Sep 2019 21:12:48 EST jUqhhL8v No.610591 Reply
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on 4mg of hydromorphone and hitting the dab pen hard
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 05:50:06 EST Nr2rw1AS No.610606 Reply
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The wedding was beautiful, I don't even remember the last time I smiled as much as I did. So happy for my brother he finally found his true path in life and is truly happy in himself. Makes me want to strive for it to, I don't want this sucky ass pee pee poo poo life as an addict. Made the arrangements with the rehab and I'm going by the end of this week. Until then I'm gonna keep speeding until I hit a wall.

250mg of H this morning. Another 250mg for the evening.

Pic is me and my bro at the wedding.
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hsn - Mon, 23 Sep 2019 22:45:38 EST cA+802PK No.610620 Reply
>>610606
I know that feel man.

went through it a few times and each time fell on my ass back into opioids lol. now I dont care anymore. I mean do you really want to get better or is it one of those moment of clarity that fade throughout the week? regardless its awesome you made the step, hope all goes well my dude. weddings can be a really beautiful thing, ride out that inspiration as long as you can. find the next thing that'll inflict that same feeling. this life is seriously shit unless you a true nihilist.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 00:54:02 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610622 Reply
Today my pain doc and staff put me in a bit of a dilemma: Get off of one of the benzos I am on in favor of my potent opioids OR continue on the benzos I have and take what I can get. Despite telling the staff I self-tapered off of diazepam they want a doctor to confirm the dosage change and change my script accordingly.

Long story short, I picked up 90 x 50mg tramadol and 60 x 50mg hydroxyzine today. I will likely talk with someone in medication management about lowering my benzo dosages especially since I already tapered off of diazepam.

>Does anyone have a suggestion?
I really do not want to take /opi/ daily for an extended period of time, but I do not want to give up all of my benzos either!

Today's intake: 50mg tapentadol IR, 50mg tramadol, 100mg hydroxyzine, and 4mg ondansetron. I'm currently sipping tea and reading about the history of modern psychology for my Intro to Counseling Psychology course.

>>610606
Congrats! I hope your brother has an amazing journey with his spouse. Over the past couple of weeks I have seen your posts discussing rehab. Too, I think I remember your trip on the /benz/ board from the last few years. When (not if) you do decide to go to rehab I wish you the very best in your recovery and sobriety. In the meantime, do be careful as to not hit a wall and straight overdose before rehabilitation even starts.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 03:25:52 EST eSqNzkzg No.610623 Reply
>>610620
Well last year in November I went to jail for 6 months and came out on 30th of May this year. During that time I ate Lyrica a couple times a week because a guy I got to know with only one leg in there who was on PM had Oxycontin and Lyrica prescribed but only ate the oxys so he usually gave me the Lyrica and once I got transferred from that place to another low class facility where some people are allowed to go on leave they all brought back a bunch of hash so I can't really say I was sober but atleast I had a full 6 months free of opiate and god damn I tell ya. I gained a bunch of healthy weight (from 48kg to 65kg) most of it in muscle mass because I started working out and just basically got all my old fun interests and hobbies back. Then the first thing I did when I got off the train back home was to go and buy aluminum foil and a G of dope. Like I don't fucking get it I was so happy and content there's something seriously wrong with my brain. I knew exactly what was going to fucking happen too.
But yeah to answer your question: Yes, this is serious and I really want to become free from opiates.
I'll probably never stop smoking cannabis though that's for sure. It's a true lifesaver for me as an anti-depressant and an anxiolytic.


>>610622
Yeah I'm going, I can't back out now that I've told my family and everything. They were so proud of me for trying to hit the breaks ''early'' this time so yeah I just can't let them down anymore.
Yup you remember correctly and I remember you too because you're one of the more recognizable trips from that board.
I frequent /benz/ from time to time when I go on binges, usually I'll buy a couple hundred of a benzo and just eat them until they're finished then I'll stay away for a couple months. I'm definitely in my happy place when I have the 2,5mg lorazepam mixed with a couple 6mg bromazepam and fatass blunt while blasting music.

BWN: 300mg H IV
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dr. m - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 13:54:41 EST LOk04uH3 No.610627 Reply
>>610622

It's a super easy equation in my opinion. Even if you ended your diazepam script today, you'd be able to legally piss hot for diazepam for a minimum of a year after in terms of employment. In addition, benzos are WAY cheaper on the gray/black market than opioids, even the weak ones. Don't forget that RC benzos are extremely available as well and usually at a reasonable price, whereas completely legal opioid RCs that aren't fentanyl analogues are very few and far between.

One guy who's WAY too into the whole RC opioid scene told me that O-DSMT got approved for some clinic trial (I want to think in the US, but don't remember), and that there's at least a 40% chance that it will be federally scheduled as a result within the next 6-12 months.
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Jenny Pettingwerk - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 19:52:36 EST YofsFlfv No.610631 Reply
>>609151
120mg mitragynine
5.58mg 7OHmitragynine
smokin jack ghost
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Cornelius Nebblepack - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 20:30:30 EST 7A99k4rV No.610632 Reply
120mg tylenol 3's aka codeine
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Cornelius Nebblepack - Tue, 24 Sep 2019 22:50:24 EST 7A99k4rV No.610635 Reply
>>610632
Up to 150mg and just smoked some bud. Feeling good!
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Quetzalcoatl !KDjYWIiOiM - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 01:23:45 EST OIpQoQ2U No.610640 Reply
>>610635
Next time just take it all at once. No point to staggering codeine at all.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 06:15:18 EST g9f1+owF No.610648 Reply
BWN 300mg H IV, some of my veins have resurfaced but all in all it seems like they're still giving up on me. Well it's still not like I've seen some people who have to stab themselves like 1000 times and it ends up looking like a fucking slaughterhouse after and it usually only takes me about 4-5 stabs maybe 8 if I'm really unlucky but I'm not fucking used to this shit where it's like the smallest fucking area possible and if you even slide a nanometer it's done and you skinpop. I've taken care of my shit, never had an infection of anything, no Hepatitis, no abcesses, no sepsis and of course No HIV but yeah. Seems like even if you take of yourself as much as you can under certain conditions your body still isn't going to put up with it in the long run.

Anyway about this harm reduction shit. A couple days ago I was all out of microns(what I usually use) and didn't have any cotton or sterfilt either. And I had already put water on the dope and I was very far away from home so I just had to do it. I used a cigarette filter and I've never done that before because it's really shitty to use. Anyway i draw it up and I put the rig down while I adjust the tourniquet and I pick the rig back up and I see the fucking solution had turned all milky and a bit thicker.
Well I was like fuck but I had no more money and that was the last of my dope so I did what most of us would have and I shot it. It was at the afterwedding party so I just went outside and sat and lighted a smoke and kind of just waited to die or throw down in a seizure. Absolutely nothing happened though. No cottonfever no nothing.

Anybody knows what happened to the solution to make it turn milky like that? It turned from whiskey looking to looking like Baileys. I really wanna know I've tried Google it but nothing turns up.
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Oliver Cringerstitch - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 06:40:12 EST riYwBmRJ No.610649 Reply
>>610640
True. This whole thing came from "sipping" lean and morons who get high on promethazine claiming that's how codeine works the best.
Bump on 10mg diazepam and 1mg bupe. I hope I'll be able to stick to using bupe from monday to friday and taking oxy/tramadol on sundays. Also it's good to have sone money at last, because in last 4 months basically everything I had after paying bills was used to buy dope.
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lol - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 07:12:57 EST oaWRMjn3 No.610650 Reply
>>610648

Probably just from cut spreading through or mixing fully with water, ive had my hypochondriac moments like that but youre good dude. Be grateful you dont live in the states, ive seen shots LITERALLY solidify from whatever nigs were using to cut before. If people like me can shoot for many years using cotton filters then its highly unlikely doing it once will make your heart implode instantly
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 07:39:03 EST g9f1+owF No.610651 Reply
>>610650
Yeah could be but it's never happened before and it didn't happen with any of the other shots from the same piece of dope so my guess would be something with the cigarette filter but that's what I've been trying to find info on and there is none so I really don't know bruh

nb
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DTMO - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 12:50:23 EST WPH+dayt No.610660 Reply
>>610651
There are a lot of different chemicals that go into cigarettes, it's pretty likely some of those make it into/onto the filter. Between those and possible cuts i guess something reacts.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 13:39:19 EST ha44mmRc No.610663 Reply
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Morning BWN.
Cant believe Jordan B Peterson checked into rehab for Clonazepam dependency. That threw me for a loop since I'm a huge fan of his teachings and opinions.
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Eliza Dartfield - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 13:49:27 EST pikmOHHY No.610664 Reply
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>>610663
It's perfectably believable and unsurprising, imo
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 16:12:51 EST ha44mmRc No.610666 Reply
>>610664
I mean how else can you keep such calm composure when every time you go to lift the mic to speak some ANTIFA stallion blasts off with an air horn.
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Fanny Gellerstotch - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 20:00:16 EST YofsFlfv No.610670 Reply
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Just had a dark cup with half a lemon and a crab cake for dinner. Out of herb but got a few kief hits for later on when the tea hits.
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Lillian Blackford - Wed, 25 Sep 2019 20:01:24 EST vVhbRFyU No.610671 Reply
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Ech, this dope is like, all nod and no euphoria whatsoever. I miss the days where you'd get a nice toe-sized lump of real good shit for 20 bucks. I'm pretty sure I got shortchanged by that paranoid shifty motherfucker too, but whatever, I've got my yearly heroin and I guess I'll have a good night's sleep after work.
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Nigel Pockledock - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 00:08:52 EST td+9BR9a No.610672 Reply
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>1mg clonazepam
>oxycodone all day, just sniffed 5mg, 15mg total
>vaping weed + 1 edible
>finished 72 whip-its
>sniffed 250mg ketamine 5 hour ago

what a day! i hope to take a break from k for a while after this, though.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 10:53:15 EST eSqNzkzg No.610678 Reply
Yesterday I got to try this MYTHICAL PST and holy brap guys it was some shitty ass bullshit. My who's been in scene for years and before that was in the pod scene swears by it and tells me all the time how I should just "switch to tea man it's much cheaper and better bro" and how I wouldn't even notice at all. Anyway so he just bought what he says was a "killer batch bro" and I traded 1kg for 20 lorazepam 2,5mg made the whole thing and we sat down and played some Call of Duty while I could feel how excited he was expecting me to just drop down and drool any second.
Anyway after 4 hours and 5mg of lorazepam and my friend passed out over the bong I said fuck it and cooked up a shot of my dope and got healthy.
I mean holy shit I atleast expected to get well but not even that happened.
Anyway PST was a total -1/10 experience and would not try again.

BWN first shot of about 150mg when I woke up and maybe a 300mg shot after I went and copped. I can't fucking wait until rehab next week I'm literally excited about it.

Also I'm thinking about maybe cooking up another shot but idk yet. I just got my monie$$$ today but I don't want any unnecessary tolerance spike right before stepping off. Did that last time and it fucking kicked my buttcheeks hard

of course I'm gonna do it wtf do ya expect?
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Lydia Drungersug - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 11:10:52 EST OHIHxMID No.610679 Reply
>>610678
Damn man. 50mgs lorazepam for 2lbs of seeds? Current seeds. Sorry man but your dude played you. Maybe seeds from like 3 years ago yeah but your friend passed out cause if the benzo and weed. No one is nodding of these things alone.
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Fanny Gellerstotch - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 16:29:19 EST YofsFlfv No.610687 Reply
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Just had a weak cup. Only one good dose left now.
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nate - Thu, 26 Sep 2019 18:25:59 EST MXwJd0uM No.610694 Reply
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>>609151

About to shoot a nice speedball to start the day. Will start with 60mg methylphenidate and ~90mg methadone. Should be reeeal nice. Have a bottle full of Ritalin so no worries on running out anytime soon. So fucking amped I scored it this morning. Very luckily to manage this score by the skin of my teeth. Dude was leaving for a while and just so managed to catch him seconds before he left. Also got a few bottles of methadone extra as well (pictured).

Also pictured - the blue (0.2um) wheel/micron filters we use here, roughly $1 each from the needle exchange, although if you have no money and really need them they always help out by giving a few for free. Probably helps I've been going for years and know them all very well. The blue filters completely filter and clear up any solution put through it. I filter all Ritalin shots through it and they come out crystal clear and as safe to boot as can possibly be.

Oh and fucking stoked i also recently procured a 120 count bottle of 2mg diazepam. Sucks they're low mg but obviously doesn't matter when I have heaps. Haven't had benzos for a while (since I last posted the midazolam IV vials) so at least I can get a good buzz off em and they're a god send for getting some sleep and rest after speedballing .

A bit peeved still about a few recent deals that fell through but hoping they still work out.

Bump
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 05:28:39 EST eSqNzkzg No.610703 Reply
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>>610694
This is the gear we get from my exchange. We have those blue filters too but I have yet to try them. I've heard someone say they're better than the champagne ones I'm using.
We also get bacterostatic water, and of course the standard cups, needles, rigs and tourniquets.

Also in the pic is about 0.9g of the dope I'm soon about to shoot up about 250mg of.
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Phineas Blemmlegold - Fri, 27 Sep 2019 20:52:04 EST 7A99k4rV No.610719 Reply
60mg oxycodone

Feeling fucking fantastic!
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 28 Sep 2019 00:59:53 EST ha44mmRc No.610721 Reply
>>610694
They make methadone take homes that are just mixed with water in NZ hey? Fuk it's so strange to see how each modern society has their own way of treating addiction and harm reduction. Shooting methadone out here is pretty much unheard of.. even getting a script for methadone tablets (I've only ever had methadone tablets once). My experience with IV methadone was back when I had carries w/tang and i was dosing at a big chain pharmacy instead of an actual methadone clinic. My pharmacist would fill up my dose cup and just hand me a cup of straight methadose and a jug of tang to mix to my liking and just turn around and fill my weekly bottles. I quickly got smart and would hide a 3ml in my sleeve and suck it up then just pour a cup of tang lol.

Any of you guys have experience with the effectiveness of taking different brands/preparations of done'? All my friends who've been locked up say the juice they get in jail/prison is more potent. Also I notice a lot of older addicts at my clinic get Metadol instead of Methadose which is apparently better too.

>fucking stoked i also recently procured a 120 count bottle of 2mg diazepam. Sucks they're low mg but obviously doesn't matter when I have heaps.

People at the open air's in my city constantly try and pass off 2mg Diaz as 2mg Clonaz cuz the generics look similar but obvs its a scam since 2mg Diaz are like 0.50$ and 2mg Clonaz are $2. Had a few friends get taken by that scam recently.
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Hannah Suddlechid - Sat, 28 Sep 2019 02:22:10 EST YofsFlfv No.610722 Reply
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Just woke up thirsty for a cup. Made my last 6 crowns. No lemon.
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Hannah Suddlechid - Sat, 28 Sep 2019 04:14:39 EST YofsFlfv No.610729 Reply
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>>610722
Only drank 2/3 of the cup at first because i hadn't eaten much of anything all day and the taste was horrible on an empty growling stomach. Having a bowl of pasta with cheese and basil now and gonna finish my tea and take some hash oil hits after. Got some new black lime live resin I'm liking so far.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 28 Sep 2019 19:46:15 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610742 Reply
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>>609151
Cross post from /benz/:

20mg diazepam, 250mg tramadol (staggered), 5mg cyclobenzaprine, and 50mg hydroxyzine down the hatch. Some chamomile tea and 4mg ondansetron are next on the menu. Afterwards, I’ll probably get some food. I don’t feel much like cooking.

Today has been action packed with: fighting with my wife, laundry, and plenty of homework.

Pic related. Anyone else fuck with JPEGMAFIA? His new album is damn good, and holy hell is the project a lot to unpack.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 28 Sep 2019 20:36:39 EST ha44mmRc No.610743 Reply
>>610742
>fighting with my wife, laundry, and plenty of homework.
2/3 can relate except I don't have homework. Spending the rest of the day with my girl. Was already with her for a good bit today. I went over after getting my morph from the clinic and discussed this art presentation she did at this nightclub last night (I didn't go because first of all I literally can't drink and secondly I figured it would so weird going to a club alone), so I won boyfriend of the year for not going. To make up for it I took her for pizza and she wanted to spend the rest of the day in bed but after we made love I showered and headed out for a few hours to drop off some IR oxy 10's I picked up for my aunt yesterday and also so I could sneak home and do some of this down I got as a sample before I went to her house. It's definitely 100% fent analogue but still feels decent. No real legs to it though. 6/10 in terms of fentdope quality.

Going to take 25mg of Librium to hopefully make the glow better. BW hoping for a N
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lol - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 08:12:43 EST oaWRMjn3 No.610746 Reply
>>610742
I feel for his hairline, gotta say he is an interesting person even if you hate him.
Lowering my dose down finally on methadone. I just want to be free from these gay fucking drugs even if for just a little before i die. I took a bunch of some edibles, 3 bars and my methadone. Going to think on how to go about lowering my dose
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Jarvis Cadgetene - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 10:41:16 EST YofsFlfv No.610748 Reply
Anyone know anything about meclizine for potentiation? Supposedly its 35% as effective as DPH.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 13:12:51 EST eSqNzkzg No.610754 Reply
>>610742
DAMN PEGGY

but yeah 250mg of dope IV soon lmaoooo guys
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Jarvis Cadgetene - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 13:18:34 EST YofsFlfv No.610756 Reply
Also not nodding but on a 25mg meclizine, 1 Reduce tablet (herbal supplement) 2.5g Red MD + 2.5g White MD Kratom, Coffee with Nutmeg and Cocao also a few sips of lemon balm tea. Vaping on some Black Lime Live Resin as well.
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Phyllis Drebblehood - Sun, 29 Sep 2019 21:34:24 EST 7A99k4rV No.610762 Reply
45mg oxycodone insuffilated

Feeling great tonight and watching lost lands.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 30 Sep 2019 08:32:22 EST 0BdtTumQ No.610782 Reply
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>>610755
This Friday my guy, omw copping a g of dope so this a preemptive bump for a 250mg shot of that shieee.

Then I'm going shopping for my mom and cook some dinner with her. Catch up on some stuff.

I hope you all show your mom appreciation and give her all the love she deserves.
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Phyllis Deckleridge - Mon, 30 Sep 2019 12:07:51 EST GLO8c5xQ No.610785 Reply
>>610782
2mg of bupe, 2mg clonazepam and bottle of cider. I show my mother aprreciation and love at every ocassion I get, especially for putting up with all my junkie/scummy shit that I do on regular basis.
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Hsn - Mon, 30 Sep 2019 12:07:59 EST lE4v/V8F No.610786 Reply
almost died from fent and lorazepam combo last night. Took the fent volumetric as well and it somehow still made me OD. I blacked out until like 3 am ish when I woke up from not being able to breathe from vomit in my throat and lungs. I was instantly hacking all the shit out of lungs so hard I burst blood vessels. If I wasn’t sitting up I prob would’ve died. Fml
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Phyllis Deckleridge - Mon, 30 Sep 2019 12:31:54 EST GLO8c5xQ No.610787 Reply
>>610786
probably due to that lorazepam, don't try it again man. You might be an asshole a lot of time but I don't want to see another frequent poster die after Q.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 30 Sep 2019 15:35:44 EST ha44mmRc No.610788 Reply
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>>610786
Jesus dude. Glad it wasn't your last.

Overdoses (especially ones with fent and or benzos) never seem to be as much of wake me up call as most normal people think they should be. It's like dude you don't fucking get it you OD'd, you ALMOST DIED BRO. In my experience it's like the most lackluster thing coming out of an OD, surrounded by strangers or paramedics, everyone is either pissed or genuinely concerned and you're like the kid who just got off the waterslide. LETS DO THAT AGAIN.
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hsn - Mon, 30 Sep 2019 16:49:33 EST RwD+ByKY No.610789 Reply
>>610787
yeah but I also got a hot batch because this dope is usually garbage. definitely a mix of the two. it was my first time ever mixing benzos and opis despite have had used both a lot before. im just a dumb ass and didnt titrate my fent slow enough.

>>610788
yah same it was pretty scary. that would be my 3rd Od technically but i dont count them because none of them needed intervention. they were just scarily close to the line.

and about that......lol. the first time it happened it was a wake up call but after a week I forgot. and now when I od its like lets do it again woooooohoo like you said. i think it has more to do with the fact that we dont care if die. i know it sounds emo af but why else would be be so accepting of our fate that we steear the course of
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lol - Tue, 01 Oct 2019 03:42:36 EST oaWRMjn3 No.610804 Reply
>>610789
Using those two together for the first time alone was a terrible idea, i always figured you to be way more careful, never even meet anyone IRL that does tester shots let alone volumetric dosing, if this is something you normally wouldnt do then i suggest you really sit down and evaluate your use, if youre at that point its a dangerous crossroads to be. Regardless im glad youre ok, maybe take a break.
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Ernest Fuzzledale - Tue, 01 Oct 2019 11:22:04 EST u9TUA9UK No.610811 Reply
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BABY IF YOU'RE FEELIN' GOOD
BABY IF YOU'RE FEELIN' NICE
YOU KNOW YOUR MAN IS WORKIN' HARD, HE'S WORTH A DEUCE
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hsn - Tue, 01 Oct 2019 15:59:14 EST RwD+ByKY No.610822 Reply
>>610804
I usually am very careful but my will to live has been eroding away the last year. i'm not actively attempting but if life gives me lemons...I make lemonade.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 02 Oct 2019 03:45:44 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610839 Reply
I am slowly becoming convinced my pain doctor's staff are fucking with me. A receptionist I spoke with earlier this week continued to tell me to look into CDC guidelines regarding co-prescription of benzodiazepines and opioids. Regardless, I was told i need to get off of benzos with hydroxyzine and/or non-benzodiazepine meds for anxiety from a psychiatrist. Total cunt.

Daily total: 10mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, and 100mg tramadol

I finally caved and decided to pick up some polyethylene glycol 3550 (MiraLAX) and some 100mg docuset sodium (Colace) to hopefully relieve the shit baby growing inside of me. Taking /opi/ 4-5+ days per week wrecks the bowels. Kava tea and extra strength sleepy time tea are brewing up now.

>>610743
Sorry, Thants. Fighting with one's significant other is never truly joyous. Or, most people do not feel positive after a falling out with their partner.

>no real legs
The streets need high quality H and more pharma pills. Government crackdowns are only making people use alternative (i.e. sometimes illegal) means of obtaining opioids.

>>610746
His hairline is gone last I knew. Dude shaved his head and dressed up as MC Ride (of Death Grips) at a concert a couple weeks back. Peggy was full on rocking the shaved head, beard, no shirt, combat boots, and homeless man look. 10/10

>>610754
Hell yeah. I'm glad to see /opi/ showing love for musicians out there grinding. Dude's tour sold out wicked quick, so I feel bittersweet about not getting tickets day one.
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Henry Bapperfun - Wed, 02 Oct 2019 04:35:48 EST 7A99k4rV No.610841 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 300mg lyrica

Feeling quite jolly today my friends :)
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Nicholas Drumblestone - Wed, 02 Oct 2019 06:24:43 EST j4KuXjwx No.610842 Reply
>>610841
On cocaine rn but stim board is dead. Last night I was on 50mg methadone though, was sick as fuck the next day but the euphoria was great and long lasting when i took it. Today I took 2mg Xanax and 900mg Gabapentin...never again. Nauseous as fuck.
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Jesus Christ - Wed, 02 Oct 2019 21:18:21 EST jV1AQnVq No.610854 Reply
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but people on opiates can't give a shit either! Haha cuz of constipation

bwn, took some hydrocodone
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 03 Oct 2019 04:06:40 EST ha44mmRc No.610860 Reply
My family cat of 18 years was put down last night and my family and I buried her today. Gotta say it doesn't feel good but she had a good life, especially when you see how most animals are treated around the world. I'm sad but not traumatized like when my friends up and OD or commit suicide.

RIP Safari you beautiful little soul.

-550mg Morphine
-25mg Librium
-2.5mg Ativan
-1700mg Gabapentin
-~1.5mg Fentanyl IV

BWN opi.. Not a good day indeed
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Archie Fenningsedging - Thu, 03 Oct 2019 04:45:21 EST IK/gtaPg No.610861 Reply
>>610860
RIP Safari. Sorry man. It's always tough, I lost my cat last year.

Can I ask why you would take that much gabapentin? I find it's not recreational at all, and potentiation..eh. It just makes me woozy when I stand up basically.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 03 Oct 2019 13:52:12 EST ha44mmRc No.610869 Reply
>>610861
Yeah it is a shitty drug. It doesn't do much for me at all either. Idk why I took it other than I have buckets of it sitting around, basically get the effects you just described. 1700 is only 500mg more than what I'm actually prescribed.

Thanks for your condolences my man
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George Pammerture - Thu, 03 Oct 2019 15:10:08 EST 12OuHHgH No.610873 Reply
>>610861
Checkout pregabalin, it's similar but much much better. I always throw in the mix with opi or benzos when I have it on me. Bump on 1mg bupe, have to save it up a bit cause I will get more Saturday afternoon.
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lol - Fri, 04 Oct 2019 17:10:34 EST oaWRMjn3 No.610901 Reply
Anyone hear from nodson? Hope hes alright after the other day
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Basil Pozzleworth - Fri, 04 Oct 2019 18:06:29 EST m+fJWns7 No.610904 Reply
>>610901
Yeah he’s alright. Just doesn’t come here as much anymore.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 06 Oct 2019 00:52:45 EST 56TOD6Vq No.610951 Reply
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>>609151
Before: 10mg diazepam + 1mg alprazolam

Now: 20mg diazepam + 50mg hydroxyzine + 400mg tramadol - staggered over 2 hours
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Charles Decklelod - Sun, 06 Oct 2019 13:14:55 EST UXTocwUM No.610962 Reply
50ug Naltrexone, 30ng dxm - for potentiation. 15 minutes later 20mg diazepam, then 15 minutes later 1000mg of tramadol. Fucked my benz tolerance a bit by eating like 16mg of clonazepam last weekend but I'm still feeling diaz today so that one off kinda thing wasn't that bad in the end. Feeling kinda motivated, chilled out and more focused.
I didn't stagger my dose but will have to try it next weekend, because now I only take opis other than bupe on Sundays and sometimes Saturdays. That system works pretty well as my cravings are satisfied and I'm functional. Also saving tons of money.
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Sun, 06 Oct 2019 16:07:53 EST 9+H+Go8U No.610963 Reply
On the phone to the pharmacy like "oh you picked this up at blablabla date" im like "yeah you've got to make sure you have as much around as possible" hahaaaa bitch see you in 15
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BlinkeyBill - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 01:24:33 EST RhS4Zk43 No.610977 Reply
>>609151
Can we have a PST thread without it getting shut down for sourcing?
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lol - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 08:56:38 EST oaWRMjn3 No.610980 Reply
>>610977

Damn they locked the whole shit instead of just banning the one dude, cant say ive honestly ever cared for pst/Ppt but still i feel for you guys. Nb.
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DTMO - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 11:49:43 EST Ks4d2EmT No.610982 Reply
>>610980
Pretty piss weak. That's right, no one can contact other users through external platforms either.
I probably got sloppy, but 420chan is a ghost town and its sad.
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dr. m - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 13:26:18 EST LOk04uH3 No.610988 Reply
>>610980

Yeah, instead of assigning a mod we've been begging for for like 3-4 years, they just have people who don't know anything about opioids lock entire threads instead of using a post as a learning tool to set the new precedent. I gave Kirt the opportunity to educate further on what is and isn't allowed, and he was just like "no sourcing."

That really helped explain it.

If they close PST threads for good, there goes like ~35-60% of this board's regular users lmao.
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LoLFeDeXsUx - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 13:45:34 EST 9FXV3Bes No.610989 Reply
>>609151

Coming up on about 400g of a well known overpriced brand of PST. Hate supporting them at all but I thought for sure my usual source didn't ship on Fri, turns out the tracking number they sent was the wrong one and it came in today as well. Oh well, at least it was just $60.

Anyhow, it seems ok but definitely not great. Certainly not ordering again any time soon unless absolutely necessary. The reason I'm posting is really because the shit packaging burst on the way to my (small town) PO and they recognized what it was spilling out. Fuck. Lady was nice and all but I'm pretty sure there was a slight "I know what's up" edge to her eyes, or at least maybe a suspicion. It was just a 2lb package so not as blatant as if it was a huge order I suppose... really makes me hesitant to keep ordering via USPS but what other option do I have these days :( And really, it's not like they can do anything about it. Will just make me extra iffy if I make my way back to the darknet some day, but I really want to let that scene settle down for a good while first.

Please make sure your packaging is solid before you ship in those flimsy bubble bags, vendors. Damnit.
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LoLFeDeXsUx - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 13:52:02 EST 9FXV3Bes No.610990 Reply
>>610989

I'll add that the actual seed package was fucking wide open in the bubble mailer so it was literally dumped in there, I weighed it just out of curiousity and it looks like they had to sweep up a good 100g off the floor (the lady mentioned some spilled out and they taped it back up). Who knows, it could have also been short knowing these frickin guys.

Never had this problem with actual boxes, those bubble mailers should never ever be used for seeds, I mean come on. They even charge extra for the damn shipping.
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Ian Pinderway - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 19:07:43 EST 7Y8izlLY No.610994 Reply
>>610988
>>610992
How about just not posting sources like that? "The community" you speak of has existed just fine for over a decade without sourcing.(I know you know this m) There are plenty of other things to talk about than sourcing.

This really shouldn't be an issue. No sourcing is pretty clear and has always been this way.

Yes, we would always have the odd poster make a thread trying to source or sell but not regular posters and nothing like it has been since the rise of the PST threads and, more specifically, since all the PST circlejerkers migrated over here. The fact that it is only really an issue in the PST threads and a somewhat recent issue speaks volumes IMO.

The rules aren't hard to interpret and there aren't many of them. How about not ruining everything for all the other users here who don't need their hand held to score? We couldn't even go 24 hours between the first thread being lock, kirt saying to stop, getting a second thread locked for sourcing, and then even after it gets locked asking once again. I mean, come on, guys, its gotten ridiculous.

Learn to play in bounds like we always have or go somewhere else.
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dr. m - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 19:35:48 EST LOk04uH3 No.610996 Reply
>>610994

The problem is that, as long as it's not empowering any non-users from finding sources they don't already know, what's the harm in letting people communicate? I totally agree DTMO's post should have been warned/removed. It could have been a helpful learning experience! The problem is that many users here are objectively idiots or are otherwise quite daft/dense. It's just a fact...read the now locked PST thread for yourself. I suggested people not mention countries of origin specifically, and within like 2-5 posts someone mentions a fucking country of origin.

We need to be able to communicate said information for harm reduction purposes. As long as our posts are basically gibberish to people on the "outside," then what's the problem? If I or someone else who was competent actually had mod/janitorial powers, we could have fixed this problem right away.

By the way, the only place I know of that has mostly uncensored PST discussion is the circlejerk's discord channel that was set up separately from the actual PST subcirclejerk. I won't link to it because I respect the no sourcing rule (and always did from the beginning...directly listing acronyms was stupid AS FUCK but people didn't listen because Kirt DIDN'T ENFORCE ANY RULES!).

I hope he can deal with this issue effectively instead of taking the easy way out and preventing PST quality discussion whatsoever. If he can't, then people will buy from scamming sources, or will otherwise go into WD from now-bunk brands, or possibly even OD due to censorship of information.

This was the last mainstream place for PST discussion after circlejerk banned all remotely source-related discussion.
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Lillian Bogglewell - Mon, 07 Oct 2019 20:24:55 EST 7Y8izlLY No.611000 Reply
>>610996
>The problem is that, as long as it's not empowering any non-users from finding sources they don't already know, what's the harm in letting people communicate?

We are allowed to communicate as long as we aren't posting sources. The rule is simple to follow. I'm not sure what you are wanting to talk about that you aren't allowed to aside from sourcing and its foolish to think that people coming to an opioid board on a drugchan can't easily take things like acronyms, country of origin, etc, plug that shit into a search engine of their choice, and pop out results. It also doesn't matter if the sources are already known or not. Its still sourcing. People keep doing it and now its not just the random poster asking where to cop but the "new regulars" doing so. DTMO did it right after a huge warning to the whole board and got the new thread locked then TeaMonster(see quote above where post is no longer there) who clearly knows it is against the rules comes on and starts asking for sources throwing it right in the faces of the mods who assuredly are watching this place like a hawk now because the PST crew refuses to follow the few and simple rules that everyone else has followed for well over a decade.

This has never been the place for that.

>We need to be able to communicate said information for harm reduction purposes.

Honestly this has become such a cop-out phrase across the scene that it rings hollow now. Why do you need to communicate sourcing information for the sake of harm reduction? The "rules" of PST harm reduction are the same regardless of the source. If we can advise people of harm reduction practices for everything else without sourcing why do we need to be able to discuss sources to be able to provide harm reduction specifically for PST?

>As long as our posts are basically gibberish to people on the "outside," then what's the problem?

Likely that it is still sourcing. Seems pretty obvious from Kirt's statements.

>I suggested people not mention countries of origin specifically, and within like 2-5 posts someone mentions a fucking country of origin.

Yes and it didn't used to be like this even when PPT was huge here. People respected the no sourcing rule and everyone got on fine.

>I hope he can deal with this issue effectively instead of taking the easy way out and preventing PST quality discussion whatsoever.

The PST gang seems to be doing a good job of taking care of this themselves. Kirt said to stop, a thread got locked, right after that a new one was posted and pretty much right off the bat it got locked because they continued, then after the second thread was locked people were still openly asking for sources.

>This was the last mainstream place for PST discussion after circlejerk banned all remotely source-related discussion.

That doesn't change the fact that sourcing has been banned here forever. You can have all the discussion you want as long as its not sourcing. I don't really see what the issue is.

I thought if anyone would understand all this it would be you, M.
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dr. m - Tue, 08 Oct 2019 11:38:59 EST LOk04uH3 No.611015 Reply
>>611000

Nah I get it man, it's just frustrating as fuck. I assume you were there all those years I BEGGED people not to source...begged and begged and begged people. Also, if you actually read the new PST thread, you'd be able to see what I was and wasn't suggesting. I SPECIFICALLY said no acronyms, no direct countries of origin, etc.

And yes, I called those guys idiots. It's largely because sourcing de facto WASN'T against the rules for YEARS because Kirt and his mods refused to enforce it when we begged and begged them to. Why is PST different? There's a variation in strength of over 10,000x, lmao.

It's a moot point anyways, because like I said, there's no PST discussion worth having if we can't discuss strength variation. I haven't purchased PST in over a year anyways, so I don't really care all that much. I'm just pissed as fuck that Kirt neglected our board's needs for YEARS and then only came by once it was impacting his financial bottom line.

Get us a mod man, Jesus Christ.
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Emma Buvingham - Tue, 08 Oct 2019 16:15:25 EST CTiahFI1 No.611023 Reply
>>611009
Did it get removed?
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Sidney Crickleforth - Tue, 08 Oct 2019 23:24:39 EST 7Y8izlLY No.611034 Reply
>>611033
If they locked two threads, banned at least 2 users, removed at least one post, and edited the discord link to specifically not go where you wanted it to go then shouldn't it be obvious to you that telling people to reply with their discord ID is an equally poor decision?
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DTMO - Wed, 09 Oct 2019 03:01:45 EST iwPQzXLg No.611041 Reply
>>610996
Woah woah woah, buddy! I agree that idiocy is rife, but it's far from the only reason People might not take your suggestion on board.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 11 Oct 2019 03:01:10 EST 9v++/pcV No.611113 Reply
>>609151
Daily total: 40mg diazepam, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg tramadol, and 75mg hydroxyzine
Now with my weekend starting I plan to take no more benzos until Tuesday morning. Well, the plan is to not take them unless it’s for school or actual panic symptoms
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Priscilla Blackwater - Fri, 11 Oct 2019 20:41:42 EST OrWcCcno No.611122 Reply
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>>609151
Bumping off of 20mg of oxycodone, and 150mg of tramadol and 4 grams of kratom from earlier today. /Comfy/
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Emma Grandstock - Fri, 11 Oct 2019 22:34:58 EST zaurUfK0 No.611123 Reply
>>609151
Bumping on 3lbs of some store-bought seeds, feeling great. Glad my local store still has halfway decent stuff, even if I did pay like $10/lb.

I've had a few opis in my time. First opi was codeine, then I ran out and tried to find more online and discovered poppy pods. Did pods for a while but prices were insane so I decided to try and get a script for my back pain (which wasnt bad enough for opis tbh). Spent like 8 years slowly climbing the prescription ladder. Started off with Vicodin, then moved to Tramadol, then was switched to Methadone, then swapped to Morphine, then for a small time I was on Fent patches (like 1 week lol) then back to Morphine. I had one single script for Dilaudid at one time, that was a fun week. I mostly took everything orally however the Morphine I tried to shoot (had a high tolerance so it wasnt fun) and I also tried shooting the dilaudid (in addition to snorting and plugging it).

All along the way climbing the prescription opi ladder I was also still using poppy pods, then seeds when the pod game died out. Also had some heroin use mixed in (never IV'd the H, just snorted and smoked). I had a good solid 9 year run of constant daily use and the 10th year was spent half the time addicted and half the time in withdrawal.

For the last year I've just been chipping at most once a week, although this dose Is the first in 3 weeks for me. I'm getting ever closer to being actually clean.

Longest stint I did with no opis was about 6 months sober. Had to taper off methadone (which sucked so fucking bad) and was using kratom to help ease the fall. Eventually I was off it all together and kept it that way for a solid 6 months. But the boredom finally caused me to relapse around my birthday (as a "gift" to myself, dumb gift if you ask me). I havent gone more than a month without some kind of opi since then.

Its weird, but I honestly think I enjoyed opis more when I was using every day and addicted. A single use now is nice, but It just doesnt feel the same as when I got high every single day.
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BlinkeyBill - Sat, 12 Oct 2019 01:37:42 EST N1jZcjCF No.611124 Reply
>>609155
It's dark days for Aus seed boys. The best seeds are kind of meh. Keep in touch if you find something substantive,. We will chat through email. So as to please the mods
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Nigel Crellydock - Sat, 12 Oct 2019 08:27:11 EST AFhqMg4L No.611128 Reply
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>>609151
600mg pregabalin, 25mg methadone, 600mg gabapentin and 62,5mg hydroxyzine. Going to IV 25 more miligrams of methadone. It seems pretty low in potency, though I've already IMed it with good results, no bruises
So it's all good. I have some tramadol and pregabalin in case of WD
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Isabella Hogglechirk - Sat, 12 Oct 2019 08:41:48 EST T2x3Hwnv No.611129 Reply
>>609151
50ug naltrexone, 45mg dxm for potentiation, 25m dph for sedation, 4mg clonazepam, 100ml of vodka, 1700mg tramadol staggered or 2 hours,
My last fun weekend, then it's only bupe and escitalopram for a long time so I'm pushing it to the limit like Montana did.
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Jenny Nummleridge - Sat, 12 Oct 2019 09:00:09 EST 6S5grhjR No.611130 Reply
>>609151
Put a little H in my basket for my day off. Today is my day off :)
Just Chasing the dragon, it's good stuff. I love smoking H every month or so, takes some pressure off. I've don't really feel the need to use daily, I used to IV up to 10 times a day when my life sucked, so I've been there and done that - I have a recreational relationship with Heroin now. It sure beats getting drunk to relax like every other fucker.
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Isabella Hogglechirk - Sat, 12 Oct 2019 12:08:55 EST T2x3Hwnv No.611131 Reply
>>611130
Yep, similar thing here. Low doses of bupe 0,4-06) monday to friday, getting fucked up on weekends. I save cash, my veins have a rest and I'm functional finally.
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Shit Nublingforth - Sun, 13 Oct 2019 05:10:44 EST c1S+lO+H No.611145 Reply
>>611131
How high do you really get? Is it mostly satisfying your habit and needle fixing? Bupe always seems to ruin the profoundness of other opiates, they just feel dumb like bupe or something

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