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Harm Reduction Notes for the COVID-19 Pandemic

Bump While Nodding (BWN): A Thread of Opioids

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!KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 22 Nov 2019 16:01:04 EST Z4YJu/MJ No.612110
File: 1574456464954.jpg -(29689B / 28.99KB, 420x240) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Bump While Nodding (BWN): A Thread of Opioids
You know what to do: bump when on opioids.

15mg diazepam, 15mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and a glass of wine.

I might end up taking more diazepam and hydrocodone (possibly a couple 50mg tramadol and 0.5mg alprazolam for synergy) later on.
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Panda5 !EshdTRey7E - Fri, 22 Nov 2019 19:58:52 EST vBUOIBuR No.612114 Reply
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>>612110
Don't die on us Katz. The /opi/ dose is low af but mixing 4 downers isn't my idea of safe.

5 pods, 3 of which were very dark. Ate 'em about 90 min ago and my runny nose and smelly withdrawal sweats are starting to dissipate, should start catching a mild nod in 30-60 minutes.
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BlinkeyBill - Sat, 23 Nov 2019 01:03:27 EST oyrlWQGp No.612116 Reply
>>612114
It's hypocritical of me to agree, I'm off 190mg dihydrocodeine, 600 mg of Lyrica, and 50mg of diphenhydramine. It's odd dramine is.a radish anti histamine in Australia. I've only found one chemist here selling unisom sleep gels, they stack nice and increase the nod/ effect.
To the Trekkie from the prior thread: TNG was almost perfect for me, I kind of enjoyed S1 because of Natasha or who ever that blond E girl data boned.
Ds9 was amazing at the end everyone agrees, the dominion war was kino.
I'm just starting to get into Voyager, the ep where they contact the Romulan science from 20 years in the past. And the black pill episode where that society realises there is no after life which they were certain of. Very based and black pilled. Kino show.
Really feeling this mix. (Joker laugh)
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Jesus Christ - Sat, 23 Nov 2019 01:21:55 EST jV1AQnVq No.612117 Reply
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Aw FUCK yeah, I’ve never hit a BWN this early. I only do bropiates like once every two months, you guys fill up the threads before I get the chance.

Copped some oxycodone, tolerance is nonexistent so we’re starting small at 15mg and we shall work our way up to achieve maximum comfy
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BlinkeyBill - Sat, 23 Nov 2019 03:06:05 EST OL+yVhc8 No.612118 Reply
>>612117
"Want to hear another joke joke Murray?"
900mg of Lyrica down the hatch synergising with the dihydrocodeine 190mg plus 50 mg of diphenhydramine feeling good boys
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Lydia Pishworth - Sun, 24 Nov 2019 13:45:49 EST wBPrW/YB No.612140 Reply
>>612118
If your experienced with pregabalin please can you answer me a question?

I only have a limited supply of lyrica. Atm I've got 56 x 50mg lyrica IR. Can get that once a month but got another two weeks till I can (probably get more)

What's the smallest dose of lyrica you can take (probably with low dose valium) to avoid opi withdrawals?
I remember my first time about 600mg fucked me up but after that it didnt do much. But I only want to fend off withdrawals
Would one or two 50mg pills.be enough with 20mg valium?
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Polly Blullershaw - Mon, 25 Nov 2019 00:35:24 EST UOWVP4sG No.612147 Reply
>>612122
>>612118
I take gabapentin with subs which sometimes gets me nodding late at night. 900 mg seems insane as I take about 400-500 mg and always get these weird muscle twitches.
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Ernest Wublingsedge - Mon, 25 Nov 2019 13:58:36 EST wBPrW/YB No.612152 Reply
>>612147
Gabapentin is wasteful like that, instead take 300mg every half hour to let it all metabolise

Pregabalin works fine all at once tho
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Milhouse - Mon, 25 Nov 2019 14:09:16 EST i8HQdmap No.612154 Reply
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>>612147
Dam bro, you catch a feeling off just 500mg gabapentin? I takie 1800mgs most days with my suboxone, usually staggered at 600mgs every 45mins. And at this point it potentiates the subs jus enuf to get a light buzz and relieve my anxiety. But when i first started taking it w/ my subs i would nod hard as fuck. Ive taken numerous weeks off and still cant get back to that hard nod. And i kno exactly what you mean by the muscle spasms, happens to me all the time, supposedly its one of the main side effects.
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Jenny Buzzhood - Mon, 25 Nov 2019 20:58:17 EST uD4PijKj No.612166 Reply
So what's the state of Aus rn? I'm on holiday but heard the seeds have gone to shit, back in a few weeks and really wanna get around something for xmas/NY. Is it worth it right now? More so, how are RF? Our favourite cinema brand? Green lids? Bay seeds?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 25 Nov 2019 22:24:15 EST hw1u/GAJ No.612168 Reply
Maybe it’s just placebo, but taking 1:1 milligram amounts of DXM around an hour before dosing has definitely moderated my tolerance a bit more than expected.

15mg DXM and 200mg cimetidine 90 minutes ago
30 minutes ago: 10mg hydrocodone, 20mg diazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg hydroxyzine
Now: I’m beginning to feel pretty god damn good. I’d consider taking 0.5 to 1mg alprazolam, but I’m studying in my office on campus. I don’t think I’d be safe to drive if I pushed this dosage much more.

Lots of love, /opi/.

>>612114
Thank you, Panda. Really, I greatly appreciate everyone on /opi/, /benz/, and the 420chan community for being supportive and promoting safety.
The alcohol, only a glass of wine but still, is definitely something I try not to include much anymore in my life. As per several doctors, the prescribed meds alone could potentially kill me, and i don’t want to die. I think as long as I’m not drinking booze or taking ridiculous doses that I’ll be fine. Which, I know plenty of people say before overdosing.
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Simon Cennerfoot - Tue, 26 Nov 2019 02:51:12 EST xei5dprI No.612171 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
  • 20mg methadone

Feeling good. Chilling and listening to some EDM mixes. Also, the ravens whooped the la rams asses. Black and purple baby! Bmore!!
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dr. m - Tue, 26 Nov 2019 14:21:43 EST LOk04uH3 No.612174 Reply
>>612147
Yeah, definitely space out your gabapentin, like if you're taking 400mg, take 100mg, then another 100mg every 10-15 minutes. The more you space it out, the higher the bioavailability.

nb since I'm on the regular 4mg subutex, but starting tomorrow I'll be dropping down to 3mg suboxone. Anyone have any experience dropping from 4>3mg? Did you experience any WD?

I'll be leaving for Vietnam probably sometime in late January, so it'll be best if I can manage to taper down from 4mg to ~2-2.5mg/day, or at least 3mg. My doctor refuses to script more than 1 month of subs at a time, and chances are I'll probably only be given another ~3-4 months worth before he cuts me off indefinitely due to being out of the country.

Hopefully he'll consider giving me 6 months worth of adderall/dexedrine though, as chances are I won't be able to afford visiting the US more often than twice per year, and adderall/dexedrine/vyvanse just flat out isn't prescribed pretty much anywhere in Asia.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 26 Nov 2019 16:16:34 EST 9v++/pcV No.612180 Reply
40mg diazepam (10mg this morning and 30mg now), 1mg alprazolam, 10mg hydrocodone, 75mg hydroxyzine, and 20mg cyclobenzaprine

BWB /// BWN
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BlinkeyBill - Wed, 27 Nov 2019 01:10:52 EST Avd6BJVC No.612201 Reply
>>612200
I've sent you a message my guy. get it ?
Feeling okay, on 6 small Jars of our favorite poppy seeds. Incredible dry mouth also 600mg of lyrica. Feeling black pilled about.the Irishman , I wish it dropped already.
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Oliver Chabblehedge - Wed, 27 Nov 2019 02:27:26 EST rHkcgyOi No.612204 Reply
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>>612110
Been struggling to get a vein in the morning. Got it first time - mainlined a nice chunk of brown. Pretty successful morning haha
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Simon Crunnerhood - Wed, 27 Nov 2019 12:29:31 EST qu4sWQ2r No.612210 Reply
>>612206

Can you guys stop posting contact info?? It's against the rules, and for good reasons. FFS read the rules of this website at least.
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Samuel Clodgegold - Wed, 27 Nov 2019 15:32:30 EST hzI4TUHJ No.612213 Reply
>>612201
>>612206
Just replied, cheers lads

>>612210
>No personal contact info of any kind is to be posted or shared with the intention to buy or sell scheduled drugs or pharmaceuticals. Additionally, under no circumstances are the following to be posted:
>E-mail addresses
>Phone numbers
>Home addresses

I don't recall posting to buy or sell anything scheduled, nor did we post emails/phone/address. Just want to chat with my fellow aussies about purely legal food goods
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Hamilton Fevinglot - Wed, 27 Nov 2019 16:54:44 EST LOqUDdO0 No.612214 Reply
>>612210
stfu tattle tale boomer
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Frederick Cluddlestark - Thu, 28 Nov 2019 05:40:31 EST BDfiX5lj No.612234 Reply
>>612214
Big penis mod can't take a joke.
Boomer confirmed.
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Shit Blimbletit - Thu, 28 Nov 2019 05:48:20 EST Jtd9atYW No.612235 Reply
>>612174
The law only allows you to get one month at a time with no refills for schedule 2 narcotics unfortunately.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 00:51:52 EST 9v++/pcV No.612252 Reply
90 minutes ago: 30mg DXM, a cup of ginger green tea, and 4 fl. oz. 100% grapefruit juice
35 minutes ago: 30mg hydrocodone (CWE’d), 10mg diazepam, 75mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and a solid cup of ginger green tea
Now: sipping 4 fl. oz. grapefruit juice and getting ready to slam ham on this ramen I made (loaded with veggies and lean chicken. Finna eat good in the neighborhood).

(Cross post from /benz/)
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Priscilla Hambledock - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 02:17:33 EST tfOFcGiO No.612253 Reply
Kpins and good seeds, feeling very comfy.

Happy nod fam
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 03:06:04 EST 9v++/pcV No.612254 Reply
>>612252
UPDATE
Add on 100mg hydroxyzine, 20mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, more 100% grapefruit juice, a glass of wine, and 4mg ondansetron. I feel ace and the itch is really on the moderate side, which I cannot complain about.

Today's total: 40mg hydrocodone, 30mg diazepam, 175mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, somewhere between 12 and 16 fl. oz. 100% grapefruit juice, 6 fl. oz. wine, two 12 cups of ginger green tea (for nausea), and 4mg ondansetron. Stay comfy, folks.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 12:54:01 EST uQEDbHdU No.612260 Reply
BWN oops, first day home and already railed a big line of dope.

Well atleast I didn’t have to buy it but it’s everywhere in my city rn. In the 4 hours I’ve been home I’ve seen 3 public overdoses and people are shooting up in the open outside a church and literally across the street is a huge police station.
The police station in my neighborhood they are building on top of our mall because everytime they build it burns up within a week lol. So they figured we won’t set fire to our mall.
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lol - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 13:27:57 EST IggaRoSW No.612261 Reply
>>612260

Damn that didn't last long, my neighborhood is much of the same, been living around this shit my whole life. Always had that cliche dream of somehow getting enough money to move my parents out. Try to stay alive,
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Stoned raider - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 17:27:46 EST W8cScigN No.612264 Reply
190mg methadone, 6mg Klonopin, 150mg cbd, .3mg clonidine, 20mg bentyl, 50mg luvox. So hard not to sleep all day an night.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 29 Nov 2019 18:18:53 EST 9v++/pcV No.612265 Reply
>>612260
Shit dude, try to stay safe out there. I know you know this, but relapses right after rehab commonly lead to overdose.

nb - no opiates
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 02:35:29 EST eSqNzkzg No.612271 Reply
>>612261
>>612265
BWN
Just woke up took a tiny line and flushed the rest down the toilet.
I honestly almost got a fucking panic attack yesterday and I think it was because I took it again. It ain't the same if I'm not shooting it and I'll never touch a needle again so. Also I realized I did have some control over it. I only snorted that one line yesterday and't didn't refill all night even though I could and definetly would have just a couple months ago. But I got scared af and nervous about it tbh.

I'll just stick to cannabis and occasional benzo/lyrica/dissociatives from now on.

Also yeah, I also have that rapper dream buying my momma a house somewhere nice man..

Thanks for caring btw
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Blinkey Bill - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 02:41:23 EST Att9yltd No.612272 Reply
>>612140
look it depends on what you are withdrawing from and the dose you were taking. Yes lyrica does build tolerance quickly but it is still enjoyable and leave you with an after glow/ content feeling, for me 300 mg does the trick. I feel it even with my tolerance up.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 07:03:11 EST Z4YJu/MJ No.612281 Reply
6 hours ago: 10mg diazepam, 25mg hydroxyzine, 5mg hydrocodone, 16 fl. oz. white/red blended 100% grapefruit juice, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and a decaf mango ginger tea. Shit tasted boss AF.

A couple of hours ago (and yes, I am still blitzed): 50mg hydrocodone (CWE filtered likely many more times than necessary) mixed into a strawberry aloe drink and 100% grapefruit juice [let's call this Vitamin C - Cold and Flu Season Lean), and 2 shots of rum. As well, 75mg hydroxyzine, 10mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 4mg ondansetron were added on. I almost feel I am spending too much time with CWEs, but today was only my second time, historically. I assume all good things come with some level of practice. Depending on how I feel in the next 1.5 to 2 hours I will take at least 10mg zolpidem IR and 10mg cyclobenzaprine to pass the fuck out.

It is getting late as fuck, so I am finally ready to wind down on school work, research, and academic projects due next week. Based upon the growing itch predominantly in my face, but growing to other areas (neck, back, and stomach) I think I would highly benefit from taking at least 50mg to 100mg hydroxyzine. Also, another 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 10mg diazepam, 10mg zolpidem, and a fat cup of honey lavender stress relief tea would be a perfect but unnecessary night cap.
I were talking 40 to 50 years ago this conversation would be completely different.

HAPPY POST-THANKSGUBBERS. Don't spend too much money on unnecessary bullshit.
With that said, does anyone have any decent sites or discount codes for quality dress loafers and/or mid-top (likely 6") boots? I'll post this to style and fashion, but I have never even visited the board.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 07:06:47 EST Z4YJu/MJ No.612282 Reply
6 hours ago: 10mg diazepam, 25mg hydroxyzine, 5mg hydrocodone, 16 fl. oz. white/red blended 100% grapefruit juice, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and a decaf mango ginger tea. Shit tasted boss AF.

A couple of hours ago (and yes, I am still blitzed): 50mg hydrocodone (CWE filtered likely many more times than necessary) mixed into a strawberry aloe drink and 100% grapefruit juice [let's call this Vitamin C - Cold and Flu Season Lean), and 2 shots of rum. As well, 75mg hydroxyzine, 10mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 4mg ondansetron were added on. I almost feel I am spending too much time with CWEs, but today was only my second time, historically. I assume all good things come with some level of practice. Depending on how I feel in the next 1.5 to 2 hours I will take 10mg zolpidem IR tand 10mg cyclobenzaprine o pass the fuck out.

It is getting late as fuck, so I am finally ready to wind down on school work, research, and academic projects due next week. Based upon the growing itch predominantly in my face, but growing to other areas (neck, back, and stomach) I think I would highly benefit from taking at least 50mg to 100mg hydroxyzine. Also, another 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 10mg diazepam, 10mg zolpidem, and a fat cup of honey lavender stress relief tea would be a perfect but unnecessary night cap.

>Nod
I am actually gettting a nod from hydro (granted I took 50mg CWE and 5mg a few hours before), which I don't think I ever have since taking the drug on/off for a decade or longer.

>>612271
Oddly, my reply did not include your No./I.D. No worries though.

>>612271
Double up my cup and shit.

nb for obvious reasons
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Edwin Begglederk - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 07:58:10 EST Pr2s8Qh4 No.612283 Reply
>>612281
God damn dude, your posts are obnoxiously annoying. It's the same fucking post every fucking day.just reworded in slightly different ways. You come off as an attention seeking turbo autist. Itd be different if your posts contained anything somewhat interesting , but the multiple blog posts every day comes across as sad. Sorry for the anti-blogpost blog posting but shit man, gives a fuck

Bwn - morning shot of IV bupe 2mg in the forearm. some coffee and breakfast sandwiches here at the homeless shelter. Met these two brothers who just moved here (south central Indiana) from the other side of the US (California). Theyre ex heroin addicts like I am, so we hit it off quickly. Ive been coping meth and suboxone for the 3 of us since theyre new in town. They're not used to cold ass weather and have never seen snow. It's funny the differences in geography and how sometimes it's easy to forget that some people dont experience snow or drinking clean well water out of the tap as opposed the Californias water which the brothers told me when it comes out the tap, the water is actually milky and youd have to let the sediment settle to the bottom before drinking it. Indiana has that delicious tap.water
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Sidney Gavingridge - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 16:08:49 EST qu4sWQ2r No.612285 Reply
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>>612283

Heh, you're posting in the thread too. Plus you also went into a big rant about nothing, climaxing with a critique of Indiana's tap water...

Endangered a little 'tom for the xie
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Albert Dublingdut - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 16:20:28 EST AhLjNxm3 No.612286 Reply
>>612285
>climaxing with a critique of Indiana's tap water...
words to live by

nb.
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lol - Sat, 30 Nov 2019 22:28:07 EST oaWRMjn3 No.612290 Reply
>>612283

Try to get along with everyone friend, we are all just trying to get by for the most part. A lot of guys on here probably don't have anywhere else IRL to talk about their use. Guess I'll talk about some bullshit about myself so I'm not just preaching,
Had to get a midline yesterday just to get blood drawn for my hep C And other health problems, phlebotomist tried 3 times then called vascular, they brought down the ultrasound machine thing, all the veins in my arm are so deep from years of shooting up. It's horrible the lidocaine only number the surface, needle is like 10 inches long, I felt it go all the way in up near my bicep, color immediately drained from my face they said, I've had a PICC line and a catheter type three pronged needle in my neck but nothing compared to that. Shit sucked. I hope they find out what's wrong with me so I can stop getting this shit done.
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David Nickleman - Sun, 01 Dec 2019 12:46:33 EST qu4sWQ2r No.612295 Reply
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Kratom is so subtle that I can't be certain I'm feeling anything. I use it for anxiety anyways. Is that bad? My doctor asked if I wanted medicine for my anxiety, but I declined.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 02 Dec 2019 04:30:31 EST 9v++/pcV No.612302 Reply
>>612283
Hey man, I was high as shit the past week so my posts did seem a tad redundant. If you don't like what I am posting please ignore my future postings. Out of all threads to post something interesting in, any bump while high thread doesn't necessarily cultivate a beacon of novel conversation amongst all posters.

>Multiple blog posts every day
You must have me confused for another poster.

>>612290
Much appreciated. And no, drug usage is not really suitable conversation for my peers, family, or friends at this point in my career.
Fucking christ, dude. I hope you find out what's going on. Best of luck, seriously.

nb
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dr. m - Mon, 02 Dec 2019 17:39:02 EST LOk04uH3 No.612304 Reply
>>612295
declines effective regulated anxiety medicine so that he can use largely unregulated herbal supplements with only the most mild anxiolytic effects

Try kava bro, or lie/bitch and moan until you get at least clonidine, maybe gabapentin, or even better xanax/ativan.
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Hamilton Hanningstuck - Mon, 02 Dec 2019 17:44:05 EST oCZi4xm2 No.612305 Reply
>>612304
>trade mild addiction for far worse addictions and drugs
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 07:43:41 EST 9v++/pcV No.612342 Reply
Grand daily total, my dudes.

40mg diazepam, 40mg hydrocodone (I think?), 40mg cyclobenzaprine, 1.5mg alprazolam, 150mg hydroxyzine, two glasses of wine, and a 1 fl.oz. shot of imported coconut rum. I feel fucking dandy as I am scoring WAIS-IV protocol for tomorrow (cognitive testing aka IQ testing) for class.
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dr. m - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 08:01:01 EST LOk04uH3 No.612343 Reply
>>612305
>kava and clonidine being "far worse" than kratom

Get the fuck out of here lol, read more books or something before you post
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lol - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 12:57:05 EST IggaRoSW No.612350 Reply
>>612343

He probably meant the benzo part which I agree with, nothing wrong with denying drugs if you know you can't handle them or don't want to risk something wrong, you can definitely get addicted to it's too but it's on the same level as kava I'd asume
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Rebecca Gemblesod - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 13:11:31 EST d05yyjID No.612351 Reply
>>612343
Shut the fuck up you little bitch asshole, stop trying to tell people what's what. This isn't your personal board, were all posting about our subjective experiences with benz and opi there is no right or wrong.

And where objective information is being discussed you're as wrong as anyone else on here, so play nice with us other posters for a change.
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Phoebe Tillingham - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 13:29:39 EST PYdBNz2E No.612354 Reply
>>612351
Dr mario divorced just si he can have more time to shitpost and drink tea, what did you expect.
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Emma Grandfield - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 14:10:58 EST 30kb9fBZ No.612356 Reply
>>612304
Cuz kratom wasnt enough to manage someones anxiety but kava and clonadine were...
>effective regulated anxiety medicine
gabapentin, benzos, those other weird drugs u get if youre not lucky enough to get benzos
All certifiably worse than a kratom habit.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 15:53:46 EST eSqNzkzg No.612357 Reply
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HeLdS491PDo

..crushing rocks with oyster card
so nauseous can't sleep it off
b-b-backseat of some car
zip-tied up can't move my arms...

The aesthetics of this album is so fucking /dis/ I love it.
He even names /dis/ drugs like nitrous and ketamine and holing.

Anyway about a point of smoked dope off foil.
A bunch of weed smoking, copping some lorazepam or alprazolam tomorrow and then I'll just cut the dope completely and smooth over on the benzo. My second time taking dope since friday so atleast I won't be sick for real or something.
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dr. m - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 17:35:52 EST LOk04uH3 No.612361 Reply
>>612351
Fair enough, I lashed out a bit. Sorry about that. It could have been worded much more maturely.

Let's get along yeah?
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dr. m - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 17:45:02 EST LOk04uH3 No.612362 Reply
>>612351
Yeah, now that I've really thought about it, I have no idea what was up with me this morning. I don't usually post things like that. It didn't add to the discussion, and provided no nuances as to why clonidine and kava may arguably be superior choices compared to kratom when it comes to both anxiety and addiction potential.

My bad dude,
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Emma Greenwell - Wed, 04 Dec 2019 19:16:26 EST 30kb9fBZ No.612369 Reply
>>612362
Maybe per your post on benz, all the rc's youve been finger dosing? Really hope sea brings you life and not death.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 06 Dec 2019 00:42:20 EST bfr2yuHE No.612392 Reply
Shout out to my pharmacy for the special manufacturer order. Mallinckrodt is utter shit. Watson doesn't produce hydrocodone anymore, so it's a god damn battlefield in these pharmacies.

8 fl.oz. 100% blended grapefruit juice, 40mg diazepam, 20mg hydrocodone, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 75mg hydroxyzine, 3 x 5 fl.oz. glasses of 13% local red wine, and a 12 fl.oz. 10.4% regional quadruple ale.

>>612351
I do advocate for playing nice.

>>612357
Oh man. I remember you mentioned your brother's wedding and went to rehab for a month or so. You seemed pretty confident in your sobriety. What led you to relapsing so quickly?
I mean this with zero judgment. Plenty of family members, friends, loved ones, and even myself have been in situations where the best of intentions are there but it seems like a paradox: wanting to do "well" and stay sober, but struggling with addiction via using simultaneously.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 06 Dec 2019 14:46:42 EST WkM7cpyG No.612402 Reply
>>612392
Idk i wouldnt say i’d ever stop doing drugs but i am disapointed I took dope again.

But im gonna say fuck opi for a while now.

30mg diazepam, a coupe blunts of silver haze.
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Rebecca Blackson - Fri, 06 Dec 2019 17:33:05 EST xei5dprI No.612403 Reply
40mg oxycodone on an empty stomach. I have a low tolerance so I'm feeling it A LOT.

Wish I had some lyrica to compliment it. I have to wait until Monday =[

Bump
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John Henderman - Fri, 06 Dec 2019 20:03:50 EST xei5dprI No.612404 Reply
>>612403
Just took 30mg morphine. Things are going to get good now =]
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 04:04:23 EST bfr2yuHE No.612418 Reply
Hours before: 200mg cimetidine and 30mg DXM

Throughout the day, but mostly now: 40mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, 35mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, and a slow but study intake of beer (some 22 oz. dry Japanese bomber at a sushi joint) and pints of Mexican honey imperial lager (8.5% ABV).
After a bit I’ll probably drink this weird ass rum barrel aged imperial stout (10.8% ABV) and take one or two 10mg zolpidem.


>>612402
Fuck, I hear you. I’m not an all or nothing advocate for intoxicants, but as you know opiates can be a real cunt. Stay safe out there, dude. I’m hoping the best for you.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 05:38:49 EST bfr2yuHE No.612421 Reply
>>612418
UPDATE!!!

Sipping sleepytime tea (black berry + other vitamin laden fruits) and high ABV imperial stouts.
Add on 10mg diazepam, another 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and I am now staggering 400mg tramadol.

NB due to recent post. FMP (fulfill mighty plots).
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 06:00:09 EST bfr2yuHE No.612422 Reply
>>612421
Further update: currently staggering 400mg trrazodone IR. My last dosage should be around 150-200mg based on 20 minute stacking intervals. I am deeply hoping all of the diazepam and some of the alprazolam mitigate any potential for seizures.

Finna feel amazing sooon.
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John Henderman - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 09:11:19 EST xei5dprI No.612429 Reply
  • 40mg oxycodone
  • 30mg morphine
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Phoebe Fibbleware - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 13:25:52 EST FPlDBgJW No.612433 Reply
Chewed up 40mg Toroxycon and smelled a 20mg after an hour or so

Feeling epic bros
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John Henderman - Sat, 07 Dec 2019 18:46:00 EST xei5dprI No.612439 Reply
  • 30mg oxycodone
  • 20mg morphine
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Davis Rutsack - Sun, 08 Dec 2019 01:02:28 EST wAQXSX4u No.612444 Reply
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Man I’ve been trying so hard to stay clean. I’m not in too deep (not physical addicted) but I’ve finally been doing a little better. But lo and behold I’m out with my friends bowling and I find a fucking oxy 30 (blue k9) on the floor just beckoning me. I couldn’t not take it. I took all precautions possible without test strips to make sure it was legit and I’m not dead 15 minutes after railing it. The universe works in strange ways. Sorry for the rant

Anyway... bump while feelin p good on a 30
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dr. m - Sun, 08 Dec 2019 15:52:17 EST LOk04uH3 No.612450 Reply
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>>612444
If you're stuck using mystery oxys like that especially without test strips, it's always best to eat them and not snort them. Oxy is more efficient in terms of BA than nasal, whereas fent/most fent analogues are ~80-95% efficient nasally, yet are VERY inefficient (certainly 25% or less...this scotland hospice presentation insists it's only around ~2% oral BA) when taken in a truly oral sense only (not under tongue or on gums, just swallowed immediately with water).

That means that eating a whole fake fent pressed oxy is way less likely to kill you than snorting a whole fake oxy. Yeah sure, you can't convenient do test "bumps" with oral fake oxy, but dry powder test bumps are basically an illusion anyways, as one "line" off a pill could be 10x stronger (or more) off an equally sized line from the same pill.

#1 Always use test strips,

#2 if it pops hot for fent/pops inconclusive or invalid and you don't have any more fresh tests left/pops inconclusive or invalid twice in a row/you don't have fent test strips to begin with, ALWAYS go the volumetric dosing route, slowly titrating your dose by 2-10x in strength every ~15-30 minutes if you can manage the wait (if you can't, titrate as responsibly as you can time permitting).

#3 If access to needle-free oral syringes, crushing and powder transfer equipment (spoons and folded index cards, etc.), physically private space to process it, and the time necessary for this process is a luxury that you've convinced yourself that you don't have and are therefore stuck dosing via dry powder.....

ALWAYS consume it orally, assuming you care more about not dying than you do getting more high on the chance that the pills are indeed fake. If you know they're fake, then just do volumetric dosing + nasal/rectal route (duh).

How to consume unknown origin oxy orally in a safe manner that also isn't a total waste? You have to decide for yourself what you're willing to risk to get high. If your normal dose is say 60mg oxy IR of guaranteed real oxy, I'd say eat either a quarter or half of a 30mg mystery roxy (if eating half a roxy total, break off a quarter from each tablet and each two quarters in case each pill has different strengths, realistically wait at least ~15 minutes assuming light/empty stomach, and if you don't feel anything more than you would from a normal 7.5-15mg roxy dose, eat another ~15-30mg, again when conveniently possible consuming a portion of both of the mystery pills in every "staggered" dose. If another 10min or so goes by and nothing out of ordinary happens (have consumed 22.5-45mg oxy at this point), simply pop the last 15mg if you dosed more quickly, or if you went slower and have consumed 22.5mg already, pop another 15mg, wait 10min more, then take the last 22.5mg or so.

There is no perfect manual guide for this process, but the whole idea behind half-ass titration like this is you still end up consuming the entire dose within 25-35 minutes, or say ~45-60 minutes at the most. As long as you dose it all within ~40-60 minutes of first dose, IME the overall euphoria/subjective potency isn't all that significantly blunted. It also gives you the chance to not take all of it before you end up ODing on just a portion, and also increases the chance that your OD won't be as abrupt or power, meaning you're more likely to at least vomit (vomit whilst still more than 50% conscious and can move, not vomit lying on your back choking)/maybe call 911 before passing out, which if you're all alone, getting some of it out of your stomach before ODing without anyone knowing or coming to help might save your life, even when accounting for potential increased risks of choking on your own vomit.

Hope this helps someone. If anyone disagrees with my thought process or wants to improve it in some way, please do reply and contribute.

>half ass "source" on oral regular pharma fentanyl hcl being around 2%...just open link, hold ctrl and then press f to search, and search 2%

https://smh.org.uk/wp-content/uploads/2012/07/Caring-Without-Prejudice-Pharmacokinetics-of-Strong-Opioids-Feb-20151.pdf
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Davis Rutsack - Sun, 08 Dec 2019 17:36:28 EST wAQXSX4u No.612457 Reply
>>612450

First off, I really appreciate the info. I was a little drunk when I took it so my judgement was in the ‘fuck it’ zone. I know this was dumb. My process was carfully looking for defects, checked the weight, did a taste test, looked for white specs on the inside and the way it crushed felt good. Snorted a quarter for starters. But yeah, I know that’ll never be 100% safe way of checking. I know oral is way safer, but I’ve got such a nasal fixation for these things and again my judgement was skewed.

This was a very rare occasion for me. I am usually incredibly cautious as in whenever I do take opis I know they are from a trusted person’s script. I have never gambled with random powder and don’t plan to. I realize I got lucky to have found a genuine rando. I hope to be smarter next time and hopefully there won’t even be a next time.
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Caroline Blackforth - Sun, 08 Dec 2019 18:10:03 EST xei5dprI No.612459 Reply
20mg methadone

Can't wait to get my lyrica filled tomorrow. Ooooh man I'm going to have fun with that shit :)
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Augustus Brorrystock - Sun, 08 Dec 2019 18:43:52 EST 30kb9fBZ No.612460 Reply
>>612450
Doc, bro, you should put this info in an image macro so you dont have to keep typing it.
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dr. m - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 00:05:50 EST LOk04uH3 No.612472 Reply
>>612457
Buy a few fent analogue test strips from dance safe for $2 each shipped. Also, if you want to get the absolute bare minimum, just buy a Marquis test kit for $20. It allows you to test for the presence of most non-fent opioids, usually can distinguish the "important" ones like say oxycodone from heroin, can detect all the regular opioids like codeine, hydrocodone, morphine, hydromorphone* (read later, can be misread as acetylfentanyl), oxymorphone, methadone, O-DSMT* (looks also same as some fents though), etc.

It can also half-ass test for MDMA/MDA on its own (still 5-APB and 6-APB can often slip by just the Marquis), and detects both speed/meth and most bath salt cathinones. AND, while it can't detect cocaine directly, it can find amph/meth cuts, and bath salts. Marquis can even detect levamisole cuts if there's enough, because it fizzles with no color change.

It ALSO can technically detect several forms of fentanyl/fentanyl analogues (Acetylfentanyl as red>orange, butyrfent as reddish orange or red>orange, fentanyl as orange>brown, furanylfentanyl as brown, and 4-FBF (a fentalogue) as orange), as well as MT-45 (opioid RC) as faint light brown, O-DSMT (red>orange), and others.

Unfortunately, Marquis doesn't detect benzos besides phenazepam for sure.

If you have to choose between 10-15 fent strips, or a Marquis test kit for the same price, 100% choose the fent test strips. HOWEVER, here is why you truly do "need" both.

When I say the Marquis can "detect" fent and a few of the fent analogues, let me be clear that if pretty much any other substance is also in your dope/pressed pill that would change the reagent color result (even non-drugs can change the results), chances are the fent-related colors will be blended in with the other substance at best, or completely overridden/overpowered by the other drug at worst.

So why bother with getting Marquis ontop of fent strips then? Let's say your dope is a relatively new fent analogue, or perhaps a non-fent RC opioid that's not fentanyl related WHATSOEVER. Both scenarios result in negative fent test results, especially non-fent ones.

BUT, if you have the Marquis test, you can test it for what you'd actually want in your dope/roxies (heroin, oxycodone, even hydrocodone, oxymorphone, etc).

The only opis that are potentially color conflicting that I know of for Marquis are hydromorphone being yellow>red, and Acetylfentanyl being redish orange.

You can not only test your dope or pills for fent; you can test your dope for dope or roxies for oxycodone. What if your dope tests negative on the fent test strip, but then either tests "clear"/no reaction on the Marquis reagent test, or tests as a color that's not even close to heroin/oxy/whatever you want. It likely means the manufacturer is using a fentalogue blend they KNOW can "fake" even the best fent test strips, OR it means your dope/roxies contain another RC opioid entirely, that's neither fentalogue nor heroin!

Warning: rambling below about LSD; skip if you don't gaf about LSD

And on a side note, Marquis can even do a half-ass decent job of differentiating LSD from its common fake counterparts, and does a good job of differentiating 1p-LSD, which apparently even the fucking reagent specifically made to test LSD (the Ehrlich reagent) can't detect 1p-LSD, OR ALD-52, OR , and to top it off, it's "way" of testing for the shitty fake acids (entire 25x class, entire DOx class apart from DOI), is that if it comes back with no reaction/change at all, then that means it COULD be any variety of fake acid.....or just 1p-LSD/ALD-52 which are just as good/safe/fun as LSD, or a completely inactive tab! To top it off, the "testing" for Ehrlich in regards to LSD simply detects what are called indoles, and let me tell you, indoles are easy and cheap as FUCK to acquire and place on blotter alongside 25i. One example is melatonin, where you just spray like 1/100th of one melatonin tablet on a paper blotter already laced with a 25x or a DOx apart from DOI, and the LSD test will have both a false positive for LSD, and a false negative for 25x/DOx. Meanwhile, the Marquis "all-in-one" reagent actually tells you its a 25x or a DOx and often which one it is, and while using Marquis it is true LSD does show as a somewhat closely similar color to a grand total of just two LSD fakers out of possible dozens...25b-nbome, and 25I-NBF, as well as the fact Marquis can't detect DOM, it's still IMO definitely not too hard to visually tell the difference between LSD and anything I didn't mention. Combine that with the bitter-spitter taste test likely being accurate for all three listed, the fact that you can just eat it immediately choosing oral over sublingual which presumably makes both of the 25x nearly or totally inactive, and that DOM is one of the least common DOx by merit of it having been specifically illegal in the US for much more than a decade, and ultimately IMO the risk of consuming "fake" LSD using solely the Marquis reagent, at least when consumed orally and not sublingually, is basically less than 1 in a million. You could even cut a sliver of the tab and shine it under a UV black light, and if it's real LSD it should be a blue hue, whereas generally substituted phenethylamines e.g. DOM, don't shine blue under black light.

So anyways, if y'all are cheap and would never consider spending ~$100-130 including shipping for a full set that tests for every niche thing, all you need to be able to test your drugs with an ability of somewhere between half-ass and pretty damn good depending on the substance is to get just the Marquis reagent for $20+ shipping, and say a 10 pack of fent test strips for $20 shipped.

When your dope test negative for fent and then reacts reddish purple from your Marquis test, or your roxy tests negative for fent and reacts pale violet, you'll know with pretty much 100% certainty that your shit is real.

These dancesafe strips can detect these fentalogues for sure, and has a decent chance of catching other newer ones:
Fentanyl Butyryl-fentanyl Tetrahydrofuran fentanyl Acrylfentanyl Cyclopropylfentanyl Acetylfentanyl 3-Methylfentanyl Carfentanil Sufentanil OH-thiofentanyl Furanylfentanyl p-Flourofentanyl Flouroisobutyryfentanyl

Not all test strips are equal. A U of California San Fran study found that 4 out of 5 different test strips failed to detect carfentanil, which will fucking kill you. One third of the manufacturers tested had test "strips" that produced false negatives for EVERY fent/fentalogue listed here.

>>612460

Absolutely...been going back in the archives and saving this stuff to easily copy pasta.
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BlinkeyBill - Mon, 09 Dec 2019 20:36:52 EST KaryZL0Y No.612488 Reply
>>612213
It seems like it's one set of rules for Australians and the rest of the world. It's hard out Here, but it be ya own nibbas
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Dextrolord - Tue, 10 Dec 2019 01:50:52 EST t9+obISS No.612493 Reply
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>>612110
sooo my buddy came by for some mushrooms and now has a subutext script soo now I am on subutext for the week pretty much BWN
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Tue, 10 Dec 2019 23:16:45 EST 9+H+Go8U No.612516 Reply
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180mg morphine in me arse
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Blinkey Bill - Tue, 10 Dec 2019 23:42:09 EST Att9yltd No.612517 Reply
Damn another pharmacy denied selling me dihydrocodine cough syrup, this is the second pharmacy in a week. Things seem to be changing with pharmacies cracking down upon its sale. Not that this is a huge loss, not my doc but it had always been a steady fall back in times of need.
What are my fellow Australians up to? How is this hellish summer treating you? these fires have been burning for months now, is this a sign?
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Osterbach - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 00:43:01 EST qh14kDL1 No.612522 Reply
Main dude's phone died after driving like 15 miles into town in the ghetto. Sat around at a shitty gas station waiting for this moron to charge his phone. Got tired of waited and hit up one of my old d-boys who I stopped fucking with after selling me some shitty brown dope twice in a row. Had $50 and asked if he had the good "white stuff" I liked and he said "yeah big dawg c'mon" was expecting to get ripped off again but to my suprise it looked and tasted legit. Spent another $50 on coke from another dude. Glad I ran out syringes and didnt shoot it or i may of od'd. Shit got me more fucked up than I've been in like 2+ years. Still enjoying a bit of the afterglow. Really sad that I'm broke again. and didn't have the foresight at the time to maybe save a couple lines for later. At least I didn't smoke all my cigs like i tend to do when I tend to do.
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dr. m - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 01:45:22 EST LOk04uH3 No.612524 Reply
>>612490
More so having to replace my reagent test(s) and I was looking into how much I can cut corners (e.g. buying one reagent for $20 instead of like 5-6 for $80), so i had to do the research for myself. I just figured I'd share it too. Why not?

nb, normal bupe+ high dose d-amph IR + rapid etizolam taper after my week long binge, found a good home for the rest of it and anything else I have before I leave.
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Cyril Pockway - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 10:28:55 EST Jmo6iriI No.612535 Reply
took accidentally 50 ml (150 mg) of disgusting dxm syrup when i was supposed to take it 50 mg. now i'm on some ppt that doesn't seem much potentiated and plateau 1 dxm "tripping". constipation and diarrhea are fighting inside me, since dxm syrup has laxative in it.
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Frederick Nollerlutch - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 10:30:51 EST jxrcMTcK No.612537 Reply
>>612110

I’m coolin on about 3mg of Isotonitazene right now, most of y’all would be dead from that amount lol
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Cyril Wullerpare - Wed, 11 Dec 2019 23:36:47 EST KC2MTXaD No.612556 Reply
>>612490
i read it you daft wanker.

jesus christ when did dope fiends get so stupid?
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Blinkey Bill - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 00:35:27 EST Att9yltd No.612561 Reply
200mg of dch, 350 of lyrica and 4 mg of clonazepam. Hopefully this will be my penultimate dose of dch and ill get subs on the weekend if my fren comes through. He has yet to fail me.
Any other lads hiding their addiction from their so?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 02:31:46 EST bfr2yuHE No.612565 Reply
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My dear, beloved fellow trips and anons,

This week is my first week of doctoral level finals. Yesterday, I told my wife I refuse to go through these sober (none of the finals are tests of immediate, semantic, or long-term memory recall outside of a final I had today regarding the interpretation of a battery of cognitive tests with result explanations, interpretations, and patient/client recommendations).

This afternoon: 10mg diazepam, 5mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 4mg ondansetron (I also might have taken 10mg cyclobenzaprine, but I do not remember).

8 hours ago: ingested a pint of U.S. domestic beer
1 hour ago: 15mg diazepam, 15mg hydrocodone, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 75mg hydroxyzine ingested. I also had a pint of 5% U.S. domestic beer (I'm going cheap and weak since I'm on a shit fucking ton of Rx meds).
Now: A third pint of U.S. domestic beer. Also, I just brewed up a strong cup of ginger green tea, which probably has somewhere between 15mg and 30mg caffeine (two bags were brewed).
I picked up a six pack of this insane A Clockwork Orange inspired milk stout (8% ABV) this evening. I plan to have one or two throughout the night, but still be able to drive myself to campus to hand in my final by noon tomorrow (or, later on today Dec. 12th).

Sorry for the ramble. I'm uh, really feeling fantastic for the first time in a few weeks.

Pic related
(cross posted from /benz/)

>>612556
Just to be blatantly honest, /opi/ became a hub for PST discussions in the worst type of way when the gang bangin' circlejerkin' types started to flood in. Several anons and new trips are straight up rude as fuck or lack the capacity to carry on a decent discussion or debate. Damn shame.
Dope fiends didn't get stupid, newer posters are apathetic or disrespectful for little to no reason.
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lol - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 02:49:01 EST IggaRoSW No.612567 Reply
>>612565
Good luck on your finals buddy. Unrelated but how do you feel hydroxyzine works for you? Iwas prescribed zofran and hydroxyzine recently due to my stomach issues that they still aren't certain of, was waking up puking everyday for a month until one day blood came out and that's when they gave me these. I've been taking the zofran with little problem, If anything it was s godsend, I was damn near getting suicidal waking up every morning shaking and puking tben having to worry about keeping my methadone down. They don't think it's related to my hep C but im stsrting to wonder if it is.
Hydroxyzine is what scares me though, I haven't taken one of them yet, I have taken them in the past but I'm scared it will just make me anxious for some reason, when I take those sort of drugs I feel a sort of numbness that starts to bother me, it's been a long time but with my anxiety getting worse I'm at a loss and benzos aren't an option for me at least long term.
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Fanny Sellerchane - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 02:53:32 EST bJ16RjZs No.612568 Reply
Bumping on 1kg worth of PST plus 30mg if Valium I took a while ago
I’m actually hoping for pain relief instead of only getting high since I fucked my back up somehow and have been in a lot of pain. My gf keeps calling me a boomer since I’ve been hobbling around complaining about it like an old person.

I was thinking of even trying my luck with a dr to see if they’ll prescribe anything half decent since it hurts so bad.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 03:29:09 EST bfr2yuHE No.612569 Reply
I am itching like hell. Add on 50mg hydroxyzine.

>>612567
Hydroxyzine has a relatively wider array of uses than I think most people realize. The drug certainly helps with itching, of course, but it also decreases anxiety and to a lesser extent can combat some nausea. By no means would I trade hydroxyzine for benzos, but the drug is superior to all OTC antihistamines especially DPH. I would take 100mg to 200mg DPH per usage of Kratom, morphine sulfate, hydrocodone 10s, oxycodone IR 30s, and even piss poor tramadol. Hydroxyzine is much better for my needs and i don't personally find the drug to be sedating on its own or in combos.

Zofran (ondansetron) is an incredibly utilitarian drug. Shit is underrated as hell.

What kind of numbness are we talking about with antihistamines exactly? For a lot of people there can be a heavily sedating or "off" feeling when taking this class of drugs.

>Benzos aren't an option for me at least long-term
I would argue benzos are a better option than SSRIs, SNRIs, and antipsychotics with long-term usage. Hell, DPH has a greater correlation with dementia than benzos do.
Is this out of preference or necessity? Even long-term benzo use can still be PRN.

Massive thanks for the good luck! I'm hoping all will go well. Two finals down with two and a half left to go!
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lol - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 04:37:14 EST IggaRoSW No.612570 Reply
>>612569

The kind or numbness is similar feeling to what some have said they get from anxiety attacks, that kind of almost out of body type feeling. Its hard to describe but kind of like a loss of touch or culling. It happens with benadryl too along with lethargy. Off feeling is a good way to put it, I'm only taking it for anxiety and sleep purposes or in theory I guess if I do take it.
Benzo thing is out or preference and necessity kinda. I'm an addict, getting hooked on benzos then having the excuse of not wanting to go through wd due to how dangerous it can be would be all the rationalization I need to keep myself hooked, it basically comes down to me being an addict who lacks any sense of self control which is why I tend to stay away from them unless I really need them once in a blue moon and even then I make sure I only get enough at a time for one dose as to not fuck up, all of my overdoses and hospitalizations/arrests have come from benzos and my inability to use them responsibly when having a good amount, also doctors in methadone clinics aren't too keen on prescribing benzos while on methadone even if you come in with w script and psych recommendation they tell you to pick one or the other. Kinda sucks but I do understand why, it would make you guys sick to know how many people have died from the combo at my clinic, it's quite sad,
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Ebenezer Clerrywog - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 08:58:15 EST 8D/Q3KE2 No.612572 Reply
>>612569
I just wanna ride off what Katz is saying here because all I ever see is stigma for long term benzo use. I too think it’s better than all those other things said and as long as you aren’t abusing your scripts badly you shouldn’t need an increase in dose frequently. I’ve been on the same dose for a couple years and I don’t have to take them around the clock. Can go a little while without it sometimes don’t even need to take my full daily dose. Honestly the thing is if you’re going to take more than you’re daily slotted you can only afford to do that for like a week max ime. Then you have to have the control to take less than your daily allotted so you don’t run out before refill.
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Sidney Cruvingwadge - Thu, 12 Dec 2019 22:27:47 EST xei5dprI No.612575 Reply
20mg methadone just taken. Stuff will kick in soon and I am so looking forward to it after everything I've been through lately.
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Nigel Pabbernure - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 01:30:58 EST OibTVXRS No.612582 Reply
>>612572

Have the Jews gone completely offline now? Seems all the product is gone and no planned release date or anything. I’m in my last big bag and it’s pretty good so I’m going to be very sad to see this go
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 04:05:47 EST bfr2yuHE No.612583 Reply
Finals are done! Holy shit. I picked up a few boxes of nitrous oxide (98 whippets total) and binged them after completing my finals today. My wife was pissed when she arrived home and saw several boxes, charges, and a dispenser by me. Oh well. We'll talk about it tomorrow.

Much earlier: 7.5mg hydrocodone, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, a few beers, 98 nitrous chargers, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 10mg diazepam

Now: 5mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 15mg diazepam, and fat mugs of sleepytime tea.

Finally, I got around to picking up Kate Bush's Hounds of Love after 13+ years of meaning to give the entire album a listen. Currently making my way through side A.

>>612572
Really though, benzo usage (and opioid usage as well) are marred by the minority of people who abuse their scripts, sell their scripts, and non-prescribed people who are copping whatever pressed shit on the street. People who use opioids or benzos long-term, under doctor supervision and with proper tapering and addiction discussions, are probably better off than taking drugs daily with questionable efficacies and arguably worse side-effects.
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lol - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 09:09:06 EST IggaRoSW No.612584 Reply
>>612583
In the context of an opiate addict not many end up using them responsibly like that, tons of drugs are overestimated but benzos have plenty of reason to worry about, I know i can't handle having them like that due to my addiction and with my methadone it would be another disaster, when you've been narcan'd in the double digits just from benzos with your daily medicine then it's clear you won't be able to handle them which is what I learned anxiety sucks but it's preferable to death for now
nb
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Fanny Summerfuck - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 11:47:43 EST kbp9X50M No.612585 Reply
>>612582

shit man, t'was a good one too. was about to look at more and i'm super depressed to see it gone
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Eliza Duckcocke - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 12:35:41 EST ssq7FxRs No.612586 Reply
>>612582
It seems that way. One of the big two has removed that product from their site and the other has no expected restock date. A DEA memo regarding this particular thing was recently released so they may have been scared off by that. I might try one of the even more wildly inconsistent places soon but honestly its looking like a good time to quit.
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Phyllis Blythedale - Sat, 14 Dec 2019 23:41:19 EST l/QqfqV/ No.612589 Reply
>4mg bupe
>20mg diazepam
>1/4 of a 25mg thc edible

I'm a rave kid and missed out on one tonight because my fucking dumbass was asleep... my boys were calling me trying to wake me up and everything and I just couldn't for some reason, and on top of that I had some awful dreams and my girlfriend is out of town. Feeling super fucking bummed out and sad, just want to get fucked up.

Have a good one guys.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 01:55:03 EST bfr2yuHE No.612591 Reply
20mg diazepam, 20mg hydrocodone, 125mg hydroxyzine, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, and wine. The wife and I are sipping on a 2014 pinot noir while semi-binge watching the Netflix series “Unbelievable.” Finna have a couple beers in bit and maybe more benzos.
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Panda the Fifth - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 06:46:51 EST vBUOIBuR No.612592 Reply
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>>612110
Maybe this doc I found says a thing or two about the current seed situation:
https://cspinet.org/sites/default/files/attachment/Poppy%20letter_FINAL2_0.pdf

Notice this includes a summer 2019 analysis of ~20 brands of seeds sent to the FDA, DEA, DoJ, and Bezos himself. Vendors don't even sell off their home sites anymore...

I did the math and according to the Amazon board of directors' doc it shows Sincere samples with ~1050mg of morphine per pound. Idk that sounds extreme, but it's sad to see.
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Jenny Weshhood - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 10:41:45 EST 82E1EmFo No.612594 Reply
This is kind of a /detox/ question, but that board is super slow so fuck it.. I've been on 400Mg. Tramadol for 8 days, should I quit cold-turkey, do a 10 day taper or a 20 day taper
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John Bemmlesot - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 10:46:17 EST TJWQqRwi No.612595 Reply
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>>612594
Stop cold turkey. 8 days isn't very long. If that is making you uncomfortable, then take half of your dose tommorow, and then CT
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Albert Depperbot - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 13:22:19 EST ssq7FxRs No.612598 Reply
>>612594
I've been in this exact situation. With tramadol, the withdrawal from the antidepressant effects compounds with the opiate withdrawals, but your ordeal shouldn't last more than a couple days of diarrhea, hot/cold flashes, crappy sleep and crippling depression. I made this sound scarier than I meant to. If its your first withdrawal, then it will be easy so stop cold turkey. Just, if you feel completely miserable or even suicidal, remind yourself that it's just the drugs and it will pass. Good luck. Stay hydrated.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 23:23:11 EST zaurUfK0 No.612609 Reply
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Bumping on 10 grams of poppy pod powder made into tea. Tried to drink some slurry last night and nearly puked because my grinder can't get the pod pieces small enough (its like rice grain sized). Got a magic bullet on order but for now tea is fine. Added some lemon and honey for taste. Had to steep it for a couple hours though to be sure. God damn pod tea is awesome.

Pic related, some of the better lookin pods from a 1lb box. Was worried because I had to go through a different seller for this box but they are damn good pods. Newer stock too, none of the old crushed and moldy pods the other box had.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sun, 15 Dec 2019 23:48:27 EST zaurUfK0 No.612610 Reply
>>612592
That was a good read. There was a reference to a sample even higher than that at 2788 per kg (1267mg/Lb). I've encountered seeds like that only once in my life. I remember them well, it was a single pound and they smelled so strong, like cat piss almost. Only took a hundred grams or so to get absolutely fucked up. nb
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Martha Fuckingcocke - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 04:16:30 EST 5+XR+YzO No.612612 Reply
>>612595
Thanks for a reasonable reply, better yet, how long, if at an lenght, do I wait to dose opioids again without having a major tolerance or withdrawal issues? 2 weeks?
>>612598
That's what I've heard, that's why I planned to take a double of my daily dose of phenibut, which is 1 Gramm, topping it to 2 Grams, also taking 4200Mgs. of Gabapentine the seond day whe the withdrawal really kicks in.
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Oliver Crummerstone - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 04:30:43 EST 2QeInTF0 No.612613 Reply
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>>612612
damn bro, you chose literally the worst possible drugs to do habitually.
If you don't have to work then just take shots and smoke weed all day and sleep through the first two days.
>you're better off shooting BTH than taking that synthetic cocktail everyday fr fr
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Martha Fuckingcocke - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 11:57:06 EST 5+XR+YzO No.612615 Reply
>>612613
Alcohol is not for me, but weed I spend hundeds of dollars a month, right now though I've taken a break, this board is not about weed anyway, but recently copped a Gramm of Girl Skout Cookies
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Nicholas Cugglespear - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 18:21:40 EST qu4sWQ2r No.612623 Reply
>>612615

>hundreds of dollars a month
>will buy weed by the single gram

No wonder you're blowing so much on weed nb for no nod. I don't even /opi/ I just come here to see what all the junkies are up to
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Betsy Pubblepat - Mon, 16 Dec 2019 19:31:03 EST tMT5pSQN No.612625 Reply
>nodding off of that ECP with like 2 CCCs and 5 benadryl to potentiate that ish

been a minute, how are things around here, hope everyone is chilling hard and relaxing and that things are going well

i wish i could marry a cute asian girl
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Rebecca Brushford - Tue, 17 Dec 2019 16:26:36 EST ssq7FxRs No.612639 Reply
>>612638
Click the link on the top of the page where it says Discord Now Fully Linked with 420chan, boomer
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 00:03:04 EST zAtf4gzy No.612643 Reply
>>612625
Depending on your source of opioids and how addicted you currently are, it could be "trying times" all the way to "oh god the sky is falling" lol. I personally find myself feeling the former, hoping I wont lose my chipping source.

Thankfully I ordered a pound of poppy pods for the holiday season which means so mucking around with seeds until at least 2020. Bumping right now on another 10 gram dose which seems to be the sweet spot for this batch of pods. I'm not nodding so hard I'm falling asleep and waking up gasping for air, which is always nice lol. I'm just at the cusp of nodding and I took the dose about an hour ago. Going to get some food together and just relax the night away.

Hope everyone else is having feeling good too.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 18 Dec 2019 07:20:45 EST bfr2yuHE No.612651 Reply
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Holy shit. Fat ass update. All of my grades are in, and despite taking SIX FUCKING DOCTORAL CLASSES on top of major interpersonal family issues, my GPA is not completely shot. Shit'll be good for a minute.

Preemptively, but I'm placing it here. Here's a celebratory bump! Happy holidays and best wishes to everyone. I anticipate a nice combo of 20-30mg+ diazepam, 20-30mg hydrocodone, eating a grapefruit before and after dosing as well as 30mg DXM to keep my tolerance low, 20-40mg cyclobenzaprine, 100-150mg hydroxyzine, and a heavy seasonal stout are in order. Peace and love and all that hippy bullshit.

>>612643
Hell yeah. Keep up the good feels and stay safe, Morphiate.
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Blinkey Bill - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 00:09:53 EST Att9yltd No.612661 Reply
Damn
Regional aus mf'er, how do you find opis? got subs from a friend i met on here but he is a no show. Not sure how to proceed to find opiates in regional qld.
Im sick of always dosing seeds
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 00:19:16 EST 3SPlurVp No.612662 Reply
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>>612110
>All he does is post stash pics and gloat over his connections.

Well enjoy ya bastards. BWN. 5x 2mg Xanax, 10x 20mg Kadian to go on top of the 550 I get from the methadone clinic. Mild buzz but it'll stick around since Kadian is 24hr release.
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lol - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 00:48:33 EST oaWRMjn3 No.612663 Reply
>>612662
It was like one dude who said that thants, damn you're in 10mg of Xanax and only have a mild buzz? Anyway good to hear you're still alive and well,
Speaking on which anyone know how nodson is? Lost pass to my steam account and can't be fucked to join discord if hes even on. Hope he is doing ok.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 04:27:02 EST 3SPlurVp No.612667 Reply
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>>612663
lol, let's find out and see who's bum hurts from this picture I ended up posting in the BWB a few days ago. No idea about Nodson but am currently talking to Bombastus discussing what Christmas gifts we plan on sending to eachother. He sends his love but believes it best to stay away from here. Wish I could catch up on here with NZ or ogp but they are on Facebook probably less than the two are on here.
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Beatrice Shakeham - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 04:35:16 EST 1JTkEXlh No.612668 Reply
>>612663
Long as hes doing whatever on a different website who gives a fuck
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Beatrice Shakeham - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 04:37:21 EST 1JTkEXlh No.612669 Reply
>>612667
Tell him I miss the guy
Might go off on one (bombastus) but said lots of interesting stuff too
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Beatrice Shakeham - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 04:59:35 EST 1JTkEXlh No.612671 Reply
>>612114
What's ur pic from bandage?

And wow from someone who wakes up, caffeinates and have a dump then smokes h that must've been a long wait
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 06:52:19 EST bfr2yuHE No.612676 Reply
Grapefruit (eaten), 15mg hydrocodone, 20mg diazepam, 0.5mg alprazolam, 75mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and a glass of wine. I might have a Moscow mule or milk stout in a minute, but I really can't drink like I used to.

>>612662
Thants, I legitimately enjoy your stash pics. The other day you posted some shit on /benz/ and i really hadn't realized people were seriously pissed about stash pics. What the fuck? Some people suck.

>>612667
Mmmm. I've always wanted to try tempazepam. Solid stash.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 10:17:45 EST 3SPlurVp No.612680 Reply
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>>612676
Whatever, as long as the trips and I remain amicable with eachother then I can take whatever nonsense an anonymous poster throws out there and just laugh it off. Despite how much we sometimes pride ourselves on being a close community there will always be anonymous posters saying shit or sharing their fucking low resolution opinions/insults because... Well... Either they are jealous, not as well connected, or don't have the money for it. Or most likely they are just whiny pussies who have never and will never understand that amount of time and networking it takes to get there.

The reason I even have most of these connections is because I lived for 3 years sleeping on a blue gym mat in a homeless shelter shoulder to shoulder with people generally at least a decade older than me who were either pedos who couldn't find a community to move in to, refugee Somalian and Syrian men who not only didn't shower or speak hardly any English but were also strange in many ways and would often fake not understanding even the simplest verbal+ drawn up on a white board instructions demonstrating what to do during the meantime clean up just so all the Somalians could stand back in a big group and have everything done for them every day..

Wow kind of tangented there and almost turned that in to a /pol/ type post.

Anyway it's taken me a little over ten years to get where I am today with my ability to navigate the open air markets in my city and know so many faces and when they get their refills which is actually kind of impressive in my opinion because the city I live in just barely makes the population quota to be classified as a city and that winds up meaning the conversations you have as well as spending lots of time at these locations makes people a lot less nervous about selling to you. The best thing is to have a lot of cigarettes to share and I bring down my gabapentin (or any half decent prescription) to try and sell and that generally makes you fit in the scene a little quicker. The shitty thing about being an addict in Canada is the price/race division. If you've locked on to someone who has something that you want (for this example we will use Tylenol 4's which sell for two dollars each on the block). Let's say you are aware of the standard price but this is your first time meeting this person/or they only have ten T4s and their goal is to get 30$ for a rock of crack. It's not uncommon to sometimes be asked to pay outrageous prices because the person you are dealing with has a hidden agenda. Usually the funny part about situations like this is once you deny their shitty overpriced medication offer then they usually will wind up approaching you later with the correct prices as well as some fucking brain-dead excuse about how something happened and now they are cheaper

Last thing I promise. The other negative part about being well groomed and salient for the most part is the clingers. Never pull your smokes out to take one out of the pack, so that whole thing has to be done in your pocket so you do not get mobbed by people (again like I said) who just assume you are rich and have all the cigarettes to share no problem. This is also where clingers come in. It's like the saying in federal campgrounds that say DO NOT FEED THE BEARS.... Well that's exactly it. For the most part, but in by no means is strictly 100% true for all different types of addicts but for the most part the crack heads and elders in walkers are usually selling opiates/kids, and the meth addicts and alcoholics generally have benzodiazepines for sale. Oddly enough the only time I was given a prescription stimulant out in the cold cop was when it was just given to me for free. There had apparently been a cocaine shortage (I never do it so it wasn't even on my radar and I had not used and prescribed stims for over a month) but I had been told that IV Ritalin has a cocaine like feeling. I did 40mg in one whack and it was honestly better than any coke I had done in a while and I noticed that feeling to redose was not as fiendy as street coke.

Here is a picture of a couple points of some real good down I had a while back. And yeah doc, Temazepam is one of the all time best benzodiazepines ever created. Usually I will go all week without taking any other benzos I than the Librium I'm prescribed and go and take 90mg temaz and a small dose of gabapentin like four or eight hundred milligrams and that feeling is just amazing. The truest benzo euphoria I have had other than high doses of bromazepam (30mg which is 5x 6mg pills) or diazepam at around 40 to 50mg range was Mogodon (Nitrazepam) at the 30 to 40mg range. It's euphoric as hell but good luck remembering. That being said the different types of benzos have subtle or extreme nuances very much like the different types of opiates.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 12:31:06 EST 3SPlurVp No.612682 Reply
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>>612680
>Paragraph 5
>Elders in walkers are usually selling opiates/oids

Goddamn Spell check.

At least my oxy 10mg connect refills his prescription today and gets something like 280 Neo 10mg and 260 IR Supeudol oxy 10mg. This guy is one of the best connections I've ever had. He charges me $2 per pill but his stipulation is that you have to buy an equal amount of both Neos and Supeudol
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lol - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 13:46:14 EST oaWRMjn3 No.612683 Reply
>>612680
I feel like it's pretty much impossible to not have connects if you're in a clinic granted I don't use mine since I don't want to use. I've lived in bad areas throughout NY my whole life. Funnily enough yesterday a dude was walking down the clinics block goin gabapentin gabapentin trying to sell his script, junkies always try to off load it since it's so easy to get scripted and for some reason people really like it. I hate the stuff. It's really not hard to find a connect though if you don't mind going to shit areas, just don't give without getting cause they will ride you til the wheels fall off, used to do this shit when I was real bad and take as much as I could from naive kids. I feel super gu8lty about shit like that now. Addiction fuckin sucks
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Panda the Fifth - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 15:11:18 EST vBUOIBuR No.612684 Reply
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>>612110
As shitty as the seed situation is, I have to count my blessings.
I just got the dankest kilo of pods I've ever gotten (I've been doing pods since 2010). They are dark royal blue all over!
Covered a few with milk in the blender, blended for a long-ass time, now having an opium smoothie. Saving the seeds discretely.

You can't stop rock and roll motherfuckers! BWN!
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Hedda Clozzlewater - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 20:50:16 EST xei5dprI No.612685 Reply
I took 20mg methadone. Feeling really fucked up. I have such a low tolerance to opiate that a small dose fucks me up beyond belief.

Bwn@@
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BlinkeyBill - Thu, 19 Dec 2019 21:09:24 EST M7+qtfi1 No.612686 Reply
>>612662
Nice stash. I have 200 2 mg clonozapam and 600 mg.of Lyrica.
Up your stash game. Iam jealous of opiates tho
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 03:45:42 EST kDo/zP5Y No.612687 Reply
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>>612683
INCOMING STASH PICS.
Yeah in this first picture I post here you'll see the over abundance of gabapentin, trazodone, and clonodine. Gabs have never done shit for me but I still stock em' up because the Indians come in to town from the reservation and usually they spend a lot of money on even the shittiest drugs. Most people I know who grind gabs at the open air sell 400mg's for a buck each but if I catch on I will just punt all mine off for fifty cents each. If you look elsewhere in this photo you can see the 75mg of methadose in Tang I trade 150mg of my cheeked Kadian for. Usually the deal is 100mg of done' for 200mg Kadian but I wasn't able to get that much out of the clinic today. You can also see .3 of fentadope cooked and in the rig, 6x 5mg Librium and two 10mg caps as well, there is also a lone standing fake press S 90 3 Xan bar, and finally 9 meh sized poppy pods I pretty much just keep around for decoration. Like any good down addict I also have a big stash of narcan, then the two that are on the left side actually came from the maximum security prison just outside the city, then if you look at the stack of empty narcan containers in the background all 22 of them have been used on friends and loved ones in 2019... Two of which died early on in February then late April. A son and father. Whole generation wiped out in a matter of months from addiction. The son (who I was very close with for nearly five years) actually ended up hanging himself but a significant amount of empty narcans are ones used on him. Then a few months later the Dad overdosed himself in front of me after deliberately throwing out all of the narcan I had stashed at his apartment.

Lots of death in the fentanyl world. Rest in Peace to all those that left us too soon.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 03:52:10 EST kDo/zP5Y No.612688 Reply
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>>612687
Here's a picture of the methadone I traded for earlier and 12x 10mg Supeudol I took home after making a bit of money off selling those and some Neo 10s. My contact for those oxys is kind of strange in that he sells both types of those pills for $2ea with the stipulation being you have to take 50/50 of each from the money you put down.
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John Cunderham - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 11:05:57 EST l/QqfqV/ No.612689 Reply
>>612687

meh stash tbh. only jealous of the methadone and oxy, kadian too ig since it's morphine

nice Vitaly necklace tho

nb
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lol - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 11:57:49 EST IggaRoSW No.612691 Reply
>>612687
Yeah fentanyl has really changed everything, been doing this shit since early 2000s and more people have died that I know in these past 3 or 4 years than the rest of the time I've used combined. Before my family was gone they actually used to save empty narcsn vials and funeral cards as s reminder to me of what is coming if I kept using, I'd be lying if I said it helped. I've overdosed and been hospitalized/narcand I believe or 7 times. Had plenty of times narcandby friends but I don't count it as an overdose without needing hospitalization. Half the times I was lucky someone found me, was at a bus stop at 3am. All my overdoses involved benzos which I'm sure plays a huge role on overdoses today still. My clinic put something up for all the people who passed from the clinic this year, it was a sickening amount.

Please stay safe for the holiday season everyone, losing people this time of year hurts especially bad, cherish your family or friends.
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Barnaby Chullylire - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 14:25:50 EST LpEYRcXR No.612692 Reply
>>612110
was an avid tea user for years, after 4 years iv'ing H. This recent seed situation led me back for a few months, finished off the last of my dope last saturday and vowed not to buy any more. Been a hellish week w/ no opies (getting by on pressed bars that I'm not even sure are active - they taste it but don't feel it), but just got some pods left at my doorstep, and now sipping on what should be a solid dose. Looking forward to finally feeling some relief after a long week, and happy I'll at least have something for the holidays. This is getting so unsustainable but life isn't much for me without. Hoping these are solid enough that I can sustain on these for a while
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 20 Dec 2019 17:33:07 EST kDo/zP5Y No.612693 Reply
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>>612687
Here's one of the few pieces of material evidence I possess that prove the fragility of life. Note the name starting with an N, that was the son. He was a true alcoholic but would sometimes score a Valium script to "help him cut down" he went from the bottle to the Benz to the elephant tranquilizer in a short period of time. He had numerous running streaks of overdoses from having made many drunken estimates with the resolve to get high on opiates/oids because in his opinion again he saw it as a safer way to take a step back from drinking. RIP Nige, I will never know what transpired in the few days we didn't speak for those few days before you decided to depart on that final swing. I couldnt confirm any of the telling signs of a person who is on the edge of ending their own life because he was a 12 pack and a Mick of fireball a day drinker and because of the extent of my fentanyl addiction the concept of our own mortality became the topic of a lot of jokes as part of our way to cope.

The death of his father Dylan was more expected since a few months before Nige took his life his dad wanted us to help construct some sort of Kevorkian fentanyl death device for him. In the end he just called me up to hang out and discuss anything reminiscent about Nige and the few contributing things he did for him and the for the family unit when it was still functioning. The day Dylan took his life he had decided to share one of his fentanyl pills with me but also without my prior knowledge bought way more than he could handle and also went through his apartment and threw out all of the narcan kits I had stashed there because ODing weather intentional or not was a chronic thing with him
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Ernest Croddlebanks - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 04:49:19 EST 6q3RPJUZ No.612702 Reply
>>612110
4 Tylenol 3 tablets . Wisdom teeth removal gave an excuse to do opiods.. took 4 then proceeded to down 3 glasses of grapefruit juice and some marijuana tincture. Heart was blasting was hallucinating.. ..
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Barnaby Sunningwut - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 09:43:26 EST PYdBNz2E No.612704 Reply
>>612701
Can you like kill yourself you stupid ausfag? Im not american but I know for sure that the issue with fake pills is in part because they dont get their pills in blisters, which makes it incredibly hard to identify fakes, especially when pills like the Mbox or A215 are like .5 cm big.

You always post stupid edgy shit, go get bitten by a snake or some
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dr. m - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 11:08:40 EST sYKUcQbI No.612707 Reply
>>612702
grapefruit juice actually makes codeine and tramadol LESS potent, as it blocks or otherwise delays its metabolism into morphine. I assume it does make it less potent by way of it being metabolized more heavily into non-morphine options. At least ~40% or more of codeine's effects in normal users is due to C-6-G though, and I don't remember codeine's metabolic pathways to C-6-G.
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Simon Gettingway - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 11:53:39 EST 1JTkEXlh No.612708 Reply
>>612707
Yeah if you wait for a dose to metabolize then take wgf or cimetadine it's more effective than taking it before and blocking the necessary enzymes

If you do it long enough but not too long after dosing you only cut off the end or the conversion to morphine so you get most of the morphine and retain it better

But yeah wgfg is better for oxy
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Phineas Bapperbury - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 16:05:13 EST 68NR01mp No.612709 Reply
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30mg oxycodone, half snorted half eaten. I've been getting back into opiates more after doing them only around a handful of times the past couple years, this really is one of the most wonderful feelings in the world
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Jack Goodville - Sat, 21 Dec 2019 19:07:35 EST oW3P8yz0 No.612711 Reply
rarely cope plane old normal morphine here but I got my hands on 3 100 mg and a 60 of mslong banged it all at once JFC it was pins and needles hell for 15 seconds no rush just oh god im on fire

this is what I get for turning my back on dillies even for one day
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BlinkeyBill - Sun, 22 Dec 2019 00:32:28 EST lAgcbvbG No.612713 Reply
>>612110
Need advice bros and and lass's I want mum to try Lyrica and she has an appointment just after Christmas. She is an 54 yrold school teacher with chronic neck and spine pain from standing all day and poor posture on the computer but being in Australia they are hesitant to prescribe abuseable. so should she say she has bad back or neck pain for years , impacting her life and she heard it helped a coworker (true story)and the coworker recommend it to her cus mum complained. What would be recommended to day? I Do normies take 75 mg-150mg. She shares a few with me and when I tried this I have a slipped disc and got 25mg tabs. I would like my mum to be pain free and get a proper script.

Any who I'm bumping 390 mg of dihydrocodeine and feeling fine
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Polly Crisslecocke - Sun, 22 Dec 2019 07:16:13 EST PYdBNz2E No.612715 Reply
>>612711
Whats your normal dose of IV dilaudid? I wonder whats the equivalent of 360mg of morph
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Nathaniel Hashdat - Sun, 22 Dec 2019 10:04:27 EST L5FcMdyB No.612716 Reply
>>612713
>being in australia they are hesitant to prescribe abusables
You're such a fucking moron
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Beatrice Brepperwodge - Sun, 22 Dec 2019 20:45:29 EST xFheNylU No.612722 Reply
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Nod A Problem: Round 3
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Lydia Gallerstock - Sun, 22 Dec 2019 23:26:43 EST oW3P8yz0 No.612723 Reply
>>612715
I find a 12 is on par with 100 mg I can bang 2 30s and just get buzzed tolerance is a bitch but dillies/rx is dirt fuking cheap
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BlinkeyBill - Mon, 23 Dec 2019 11:32:21 EST 4UeH5Sj1 No.612732 Reply
>>612716
Calm down big you either have low t from your advanced age or a pussy use need to frame.once a month to stop menstruation
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Nigel Cradgeben - Mon, 23 Dec 2019 14:13:51 EST PYdBNz2E No.612734 Reply
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>>612723

Thanks I'll keep that in mind if I ever come across IR hydro !
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Barnaby Snodway - Mon, 23 Dec 2019 21:28:26 EST NVDL4q8W No.612738 Reply
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Actually enjoying kratom right now.

Thank God for my non-existence tolerance

Still peanuts compared to the big boy opiates/oids but I'll take what I can get.
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Barnaby Snodway - Mon, 23 Dec 2019 23:36:02 EST NVDL4q8W No.612739 Reply
>>612351
>say retarded shit
>get mad when people call you out on your retardation

top lol
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 00:27:58 EST zaurUfK0 No.612740 Reply
Bumping on a 15g dose of poppy pods. Totally fucked up my chipping routine and have been using every day for the last 3 days. I knew it wouldnt last long until I lost all self control lol.


>>612711
Holy crap that sounds terrible. I used to shoot Morphine for a while and I hated how crappy its water solubility was. I only had access to 1ml syringes so to IV anything more than 60mg of morphine required multiple shots (morphine water solubility is only 60mg/ml). To shoot 360mg I would have had to do 6 separate shots lol. I would have killed for some 3ml+ leur lock syringes with small points back in the day (they did have leur locks but always shitty huge needles like 25s or something).
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Dextrolord - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 02:52:01 EST t9+obISS No.612741 Reply
>>612110
I am doing my traditional holiday heroin with my brother so happy BWNodding holidays!!
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lol - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 02:57:48 EST IggaRoSW No.612742 Reply
>>612740
I really don't like pure morphine IV, it can physically hurt if you do enough. I remember fucking forever ago when I first got into shooting I did some and turned best fuckin red so the people I was living with were like what the fuck is wrong with you? So stupid. 25g isn't too bad, I usually used 21 or 22 for my femoral and friends who used them when it was all I had didn't say it was that bad. Guess it depends on your veins and all that.
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Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 03:55:20 EST 9szZDnad No.612745 Reply
christmas music is do comfy
bwn from a dull as fuck christmas party where i have 5 minutes of sunlight a day. thanks ants
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BlinkeyBill - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 07:07:40 EST uQk3LSPW No.612747 Reply
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Just over a quarter of an 8/2 sub sheet , so say 3mg sublingual.
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Matilda Gullerkadging - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 18:41:39 EST oW3P8yz0 No.612753 Reply
>>612742
ya no I really did feel like I was on fire shit was so painful it killed the rush instantly
I remember a few months ago I was with a chick and she shot 2 100mg of kadian and she starting yelping out loud oh god its hurts over and over she was not to pleased I was laughing at her it was her first time doing morphine she had no idea wtf pins and needles were since she only did dillies


also just did two 12's and a 6 of and fucking 18 generic 1's of dillies I had to use a 3cc for all the 1's no one wanted to take them off the dude I got em all for 10$ its funny how people get all pissy here for generic dilaudid an 8 is 8$ a normal one is 10 but a fucking hydro 12 is also 10$ junkie logic not even once
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dextrolord - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 19:44:13 EST n9guKm9M No.612755 Reply
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>>612110
BWN off some sniffed H on a demo pc in a tmobile store
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 22:19:11 EST lF61VkBb No.612757 Reply
35mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 25mg hydrocodone, 125mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, and 4 x 6fl.oz. glasses of wine. I took 20mg DXM before opiates this morning to help with my tolerance. Swag, swag. More booze needs to be added, imported rum, of course. A childhood friend of mine, who my wife and I are visiting for the holidays, has a bunch of high quality bud/dabs and benzos --- also has a script from clonazepam. Finna pop another 0.5mg to 2mg alprazolam, 10mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 20mg diazepam. Possible clonazepam (not actual) bump later.
Potential total: 55mg diazepam, 4mg alprazolam, 35mg hydrocodone, 225mg hydroxyzine, 50mg cyclobenzaprine, __mg clonazepam, and several bottles of wine and shots of imported white rum
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Tue, 24 Dec 2019 23:57:47 EST zaurUfK0 No.612759 Reply
Bumping again on a 15 gram dose of poppy pods. I'm staying at a family member's house for the next few days and when I leave I will be stopping using again. Will be 8 days of solid use by then. Here's hoping the withdrawals aren't too bad. Last time I went through full-on w/d's was like at least a year ago now. Its going to be an interesting new years for me lol. Nothing like hot sweats and dry heaving to ring in the new year.

>>612742
Heh yeah I've got a massive needle phobia so I was only using like 29+ gauge. And even those were too big for my sissy ass lol.

>>612752
Nah I dont hang around discord or IRC really. I used to hang on IRC but then there was a bunch of drama and I got tired of people complaining I wasnt on THEIR server. These days I only lurk for the most part so I never got Discord set up or anything.
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BlinkeyBill - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 04:19:22 EST uQk3LSPW No.612762 Reply
>>612704
South American or central / eastern European shitholer. I know it's rough not Cing from a first world country, taking ownership for pore or negligent.behaviour is one of the corner stones of this county. My dad own 5 houses through out Qld our families net worth in just over million usd. You can barely type english you nog retard
3mg sub
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Nell Hossleham - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 10:24:30 EST PYdBNz2E No.612767 Reply
>>612762
You cant speak english either and you just proved my point, please proceed to die from snake venom poisoning.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 13:36:05 EST MZO/O/UH No.612768 Reply
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>>612745
Mah nigga.
Kadian Kristmas and a Merry Methadone
Took my 330mg Kadian from the clinic pluses 100mg done' I saved for the occasion. Plus pic related even though it's mostly benzos and a generic Dexedrine.

Gifts on the way soon my friend.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 13:41:03 EST MZO/O/UH No.612769 Reply
>>612701
Exactly. I have no problem with that train of thought. Can't beat the honest logic in it.
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John Sicklebanks - Wed, 25 Dec 2019 20:15:15 EST isg1FgRZ No.612775 Reply
Merry Christmas sweeties :3
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BlinkeyBill - Thu, 26 Dec 2019 00:19:48 EST uQk3LSPW No.612778 Reply
>>612767
My my I'm high on opiates sorry I can't write my own language. You must be new around rhese parts I'm from '015 nibbas. You are completely unremarkable
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Matilda Brooklock - Fri, 27 Dec 2019 11:12:08 EST 68NR01mp No.612790 Reply
37.5mg of hydrocodone, 22.5mg at first then another 15mg nearly two hours later. wishing i would've just taken it all to start with but this feels good too.
gonna chainsmoke cigarettes and finish death stranding. hope youre all having a nice day as well
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Cyril Paddlestock - Fri, 27 Dec 2019 21:15:46 EST KWa92wgW No.612801 Reply
hello quick question. I recently got some 5 mg Oxycodone's capsules and I was wondering how much I should do? Ive eaten Trams the past couple of months about once a week or so and I never built up much of a tolerance. Can I eat one oxy or do I have to crush it?
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Hannah Clinkinletch - Fri, 27 Dec 2019 21:29:54 EST PYdBNz2E No.612802 Reply
>>612801
If they are capsules like you say then it should already be powdery goodness, take maybe 10mg see how you go, for my friend thats always plenty, maybe 15 and he def doing a baby puke, for me 45mg is the sweet initial spot, more and I just feel sick tbh
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 29 Dec 2019 15:37:57 EST Oog3tow6 No.612827 Reply
>>612813
Oh hello there.

Great pic. That's ur script or did you cop it from the street?
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Ebenezer Sullerchon - Sun, 29 Dec 2019 20:57:41 EST PYdBNz2E No.612831 Reply
>>612829

tbh you need more than that, like maybe 6 months of intensive care in a good private psych ward
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 00:11:23 EST zaurUfK0 No.612837 Reply
Ugh theres like 2 feet of snow everywhere outside but at least im inside where its warm. Had a 16 gram dose of poppy pod slurry an hour ago thats finally starting to kick in while I'm sipping some chamomile tea and smoking some amazing live resin carts from Raw Garden. It looks like I have three good doses left and then im out of my pod powder. Next week is going to be terrible for sure lol.
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Rebecca Smallfuck - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 04:54:12 EST Jmo6iriI No.612841 Reply
back on pods after a week of christmas celebration and chills and sweating. wish i knew how to make these less discreet so i could take them with me
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Reuben Nickleford - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 08:58:14 EST LpEYRcXR No.612842 Reply
>>612841
grind up, make tea, bring tea with you.

When I go visit the family, I brew up enough tea for however long I'll be there, separated into 1 gatorade bottle per day/dose. I then freeze the liquid in those gatorade bottles, and bring the frozen bottles with me. I have stomach issues so I just tell whoever asks it's an herbal tea of stuff that helps my stomach.
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Isabella Trotwell - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 17:13:26 EST 30kb9fBZ No.612849 Reply
>>612842
>it's an herbal tea of stuff that helps my stomach.
I'm sure thats not a give away
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JJzz !MC.Aq.K9Wo - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 20:19:13 EST RGcyt3Mi No.612850 Reply
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>>612110

>25mg quetiapine
>3mg bromazolam
>2mg IV subutex


unpopular opinion: very low doses of seroquel are ar better than DPH, Hydroxyzine etc for potentiating/synergizing with opioids.. kicks in harder and faster, no waiting around, doesnt muddle or dirty the high as much, provided you stay under 50mg. About 2x as potent as DPH/Hydroxyzine by my estimation>>612809
>>612743
>>612110
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lol - Mon, 30 Dec 2019 21:36:28 EST IggaRoSW No.612851 Reply
>>612850
Antipsychotics as potentiatord? That's a new one for me, can't stand being on seroquel, was forced due to legals and it was the shortest time ever, I've never felt so flat emotionally in my life than on those. Figure it would be good for sedation but it's not the good kind of sedation imo.
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Archie Pickfuck - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 00:18:01 EST 4/r39StZ No.612852 Reply
>>612110
15 grams of kratom because i hate myself but im too pussy to do actual opiates
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 02:01:01 EST bfr2yuHE No.612853 Reply
>>612110
45mg hydrocodone, 400mg cimetidine (for potentiation), 90mg DXM (opiate tolerance maintenance), 150mg hydroxyzine, 75mg DPH, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 2mg clonazepam, 20mg diazepam, and 2mg alprazolam. A nice milk stout sounds nice, but I don't want to die.

BWB /// BWN
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 03:54:33 EST bfr2yuHE No.612854 Reply
Add on 15mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and 10mg hydrocodone.
The CWE really made for a solid "lean" mix. 30mg hydrocodone in a glass with 1.5 fl. oz. 40% (80 proof) vodka mixed with aloe juice. Shit is chill.

nb due to recent bump
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 08:12:54 EST IHngNC2s No.612855 Reply
I thought that I'd revisit my old favourite e-haunt, that's /opi/ - duh, for a special New Years Eve bump. nz and I have been doing our old favourite /opi/ typical IV combo i.e. methylphenidate and #3 heroin - far more of the latter than the former in each shot tonight gladly! Ideally I want to only feel the enhanced stim/opi combo during the rush then have the stim totally fade within 5mins as the down takes over entirely.

Started using at about 9pm, it just turned past midnightish - welcome 2020, this'll be a solid year I reckon. We have much more methyl and delicious powder to do too. Uncut #3 powder, locally produced right from the legit pharmaceutical factories cranking out their prescription morph tabs snd caps, right up to when the morph caps are pegged out (that local slang term refers to the process of extracting out dried pure morphine base from aforementiomed tabs/caps - you end up with these awesome giant crystal rocks of pure morph). Then finally said rocks of morph are carefully turned into the final #3 diamorphine/H powder I am using tonight and most nights.

I can't go into details, but nz and I have really moved up in the scene. We're in one hell of a great position. Feels like I've earned it after keeping an essentially daily habit for about 7 years now, lol. All that constant hustling and connecting with people from all over the country has not been for nothing.

anyway rant over. hope everyone is going well or at least coping with this strange existence we find ourselves forced into. BWN~
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Phoebe Blesslefeck - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 09:24:37 EST xv7hgBzU No.612856 Reply
>>612855
God I wish Australia is the next place to restric opiate use
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 10:37:54 EST U4k1TkvI No.612857 Reply
>>612856
What do you mean by that in the context of my NYE bump? I'm technically in New Zealand, and if you weren't aware already, we're quite different from the rest of Australia even though we're technically the same country. NZ state within Australia ypu see. Easy to be confused. I can teach you more hard-hitting factual geography if you're willing to learn!
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 10:46:14 EST IHngNC2s No.612859 Reply
>>612856
or did I misunderstand you completely and you meant you want them to crackdown like they did here in the 80s so local homebake takes off in Aus like it has here since all the import H gangs were busted in the 80s?

If so, I apologise for my sarcastic reply. It's nearly 5am, lol.but you know there is still a small but thriving scene of homebake users and cooks in Aus regardless. It's just hard to get into.
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JJzz !MC.Aq.K9Wo - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 12:27:43 EST RGcyt3Mi No.612860 Reply
>>612851

Seroquels antipsych effects dont really start until over 100mg. Lower doses, esp under 50 are just like a heavier version of DPH/Hydroxyzine

Im vehemently against antipsychotics too on principle, but I have to say that my experiences with being on 50-100mg as a sleep aid have been nothing but positive
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 20:15:33 EST PlUoXZ2Q No.612865 Reply
>>612855
Ay slut good to hear from ya. Happy new year good to hear things are going well for you and NZ. Shoot him some love for me... Since my love is probably the only thing that'd make it past customs lmao. Whatever you're doing be safe. I'd hate for something bad to come down the pipe..

80mg oral methadose
6mg Clonazepam
And 100mg morph ivd earlier this morning.
Minor buzz but better than nothing considering I missed getting to the clinic today.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 31 Dec 2019 23:55:39 EST bfr2yuHE No.612867 Reply
> Calm before the storm: 8% imperial cold pressed coffee stout and two glasses of tea.

55mg diazepam, 80-150mg hydrocodone CWE (mostly fine, but I spilt and filtered some of the yield as well as giving my wife a few sips... no, moderate to high benzo doses and CWE do not mix well), 3mg alprazolam, 100mg hydroxyzine, 40mg cyclobenzaprine, around 60-75mg DXM throughout the day (for cough and tolerance maintenance), two x 16 fl. oz. cold pressed coffee stouts (8% ABV), a Moscow mule (1.5 fl. oz., ginger beer, a dash of line juice, and a few dashes of aloe drank), and LOTS of tea. Finna take some DPH, another 10mg hydrocodone, and 10-20mg cyclobenzaprine.
Peace and love in the new year. I will be PISSED as FUCK if I wake up in the hospital
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Isabella Billingstock - Wed, 01 Jan 2020 02:04:43 EST q8nLrlvH No.612868 Reply
>>612860
Mine were not. I felt like a total zombie and blood pressure was so low i could barely get out of.bed in the.morning
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Phyllis Nallyfine - Thu, 02 Jan 2020 14:44:30 EST YofsFlfv No.612888 Reply
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Pure kratom alks, coca leaf with bicarb, coffee with cacao nutmeg and cinnamon, BHO dabs, and a cap full of turmeric, ginger and black pepper extracts all mixed together (to help everything digest and get absorbed more efficiently!)
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 02 Jan 2020 14:45:39 EST bfr2yuHE No.612889 Reply
>>612869
For obvious reasons I cannot go into much detail, but cooking crack is my current occupation.

nb
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Phyllis Nallyfine - Thu, 02 Jan 2020 14:55:45 EST YofsFlfv No.612892 Reply
Happy new year to all yall! Havent been coming on here much lately since I have been staying off the hard stuff. Enjoyed a small bottle (about a dozen shots) of laudanum over the Christmas holiday. Will be hoping to stick mostly to kratom for this year though as last year I had my plenty fill of O.

Got 3 different colors of Hulu Kapuas Kratom otw so I shall be set for quite a while, but until then I got myself some pure Mitragynine and pure 7OH-Mitragynine. :)

Hope the new decade is good to all of us, hoping kratom stays federally legal.
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Betsy Snodson - Thu, 02 Jan 2020 16:09:54 EST xLCKwbm0 No.612895 Reply
>>612889
Lol if thats true thats litty
User is currently banned from all boards
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Jenny Sallypune - Fri, 03 Jan 2020 21:56:00 EST COckoLWG No.612908 Reply
Bumping on 1kg of AUS supermarket seeds, a certain chain is stocking good seeds atm even though the wash doesn't come up very dark or bitter, funnily enough a competing chain is stocking the same brand in new packaging which washes dark af and tastes like a codeine CWE but unfortunately they weren't that good. Anyway the shelves are quickly running out of stock. probably because of Christmas, so this may only last for a little while more.

Anyway I'm hopefully getting my valuim script refilled today which will help to make the switch to bupe (I have 24mg on hand) and then I can start saving some money. Its ridiculous how much I'm spending on seeds atm when they're just not good enough anymore to justify.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 03:29:43 EST bfr2yuHE No.612922 Reply
45mg hydrocodone (CWE’d), 30mg diazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 50mg DPH.

>>612895
What the shit is lit?
I’m kidding.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 06:51:28 EST bfr2yuHE No.612924 Reply
>> Shit. All of the aforementioned drugs plus an unknown muscle relaxer. And, boofed 30mg morphine sulfate. Boofing is NOT a fun experience whatsoe
ver, but it went well for the first time. I’m high as shit and feel a nod coming on.
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Archie Brattingdeck - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 11:05:23 EST xei5dprI No.612927 Reply
40mg methadone and a couple energy drinks. Feeling quite good.
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Angus Buzzville - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 12:19:52 EST oW3P8yz0 No.612931 Reply
god I love the fact this city has 3 safe injection sites being able to shoot up in peace during the winter is a god send/comfy as all hell

also 40mg of dillies
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 15:56:42 EST kYtPvrDU No.612934 Reply
>>612931
Yay. No longer have to melt snow to cook a shot lol. I hate the safe sites in my city. We have 3 as well.
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Cornelius Brookford - Sat, 04 Jan 2020 16:02:12 EST JD/7JWNJ No.612939 Reply
>>612110
Hey can someone post the “so what I’m a dope feen” flowchart for me? Need to show it to a friend of mine before they make the same mistakes I did. Cheers bros, haven’t been here in ages. I really hope all the oldfags are still alive and kicking, but given the nature of this game I know not to be too optimistic.
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wes - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 11:31:23 EST jPNtZ3fl No.612947 Reply
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>four days into a binge
>day five, wondering if i should get high
>know that if i do i'm basically signing myself up for a long bender
>horrified of ever going through withdrawal again
>tempted to flush stash and get out clean right now
>probably won't
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JJzz !Zon3rvQH6s - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 14:10:47 EST rcIRc7s+ No.612949 Reply
>>612947

Instead of flushing your shit, sell a bit, like $20-40 and use that to buy one or more of the following:

-Suboxone/Subutex
-Kratom
-Tramadol
-Gabapentin/Lyrica
-Med/long acting benzos (not street xanax lol)


If your using heavily enough to be in bad shape, I'm sure 1-2 days worth of dope can pay for a weeks worth of WD insurance
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 18:13:01 EST TMWvIvMi No.612951 Reply
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Helped introduce a friend to a friend and was subsequently hooked up with a few free points of down and three fake press xan that have an unknown amount of oxazepam (or something that metabolizes into oxaz). That on top of my 330mg of morphine got a decent feel to it though I'm in no way near a nod. Had my morph dose cut down 220mg right before Christmas because that's the clinics policy if you miss two consecutive days, somehow the withdrawal was minimal. I still don't know if I will request an increase at my next appointment... Think I would rather be done with this daily witness bullshit.
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Clara Grimbanks - Sun, 05 Jan 2020 21:33:59 EST xLCKwbm0 No.612953 Reply
>>612949
>Recomending tramadol to someone who wants to get clean

You really need to think on what you just said
User is currently banned from all boards
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 01:21:56 EST bfr2yuHE No.612954 Reply
30mg diazepam, 25mg hydrocodone, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 75mg DPH, booze, and 200mg cimetidine. I might try to CWE 15-25mg hydrocodone real quick or take another 20-30mg diazepam. Not sure. I just took the pills, so time is of the essence. Happy 2020, everyone.

>>612951
Ill!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 01:34:14 EST bfr2yuHE No.612955 Reply
add on another 20mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, and 10mg cyclobenzaprine. Depending on how itchy I get I'll take 50mg hydroxyzine in the next 2 to 5 hours.

nb for recent bump

>>612953
Trams are a bitch, but I'm right there with you. The withdrawals aren't as bad as traditional opiates until we get into seizure territory then it's another story. God damn. Fuck tramadol. The high is great for those who are moderate to excellent metabolizers of the drug and its pro drug(s), but a lot of people misunderstand tramadol.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 02:54:05 EST bfr2yuHE No.612957 Reply
>>612955
Add on 2mg Clonazepam, 8mg tizanidine, and 15mg morphine ER.
Debating on a little more diazepam, some alprazolam, cyclobenzaprine, DPH, hydroxyzine, and hydrocodone.
Nb
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JJzz !Zon3rvQH6s - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 03:16:49 EST rcIRc7s+ No.612959 Reply
>>612953

But bupe is okay? I've used tramadol to taper off other opis multiple times. in fact, I'd go as far as to say its better than bupe if you actually want to stop taking it in the short term. Either way it's long acting and not that recreational for most people
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Isabella Huckleshit - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 08:19:45 EST uYDHS+yp No.612966 Reply
>>612959
It has a very real serotonin comedown that will only serve to redose on something.
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Shit Fassledudge - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 14:57:38 EST 5+XR+YzO No.612969 Reply
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>>612110
Here we go again, folks.
15mg methadone, 10,75mg doxylamine, finished smoking hash out of a pipe
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Shit Fassledudge - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 14:59:07 EST 5+XR+YzO No.612970 Reply
>>612969
Got some weak product, even without a tolerance I feel maybe 150mg tramadol-ish high
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Shit Fassledudge - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 15:58:15 EST 5+XR+YzO No.612971 Reply
>>612970
IMed and drank 7,5mg more, bringing me to 30mg in total. Now I can nod out a bit
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Clara Fettingworth - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 18:37:02 EST oW3P8yz0 No.612973 Reply
someone is selling fake dilaudid 8's with an M on the back rather than DD holy fuck these things are strong it was as if I did 60 mg and they're going for 5$ a pill also you need to blast them with vitamin C

I've only done fake fent pills once like 5 years ago I must say these are sketchy even tho I did it at the safe injection site god damn if I would have banged 5 8's like I normally do I would have OD like 4 times over
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lol - Mon, 06 Jan 2020 23:35:04 EST IggaRoSW No.612974 Reply
>>612969
Are you IMing methadone? I highly suggest you just eat it if so friend
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dr. m - Tue, 07 Jan 2020 04:23:02 EST sYKUcQbI No.612975 Reply
>>612973
Make sure you either use micron filters (use those in general, but particularly if you'reusing vitamin c tablets/"powder"), or at the very least start using USP grade/USP rated (~100% pure) citric acid instead. It's available in most grocery stores/walmart, and is commonly called "sour salt" or something similar, often stocked in the aisles/area near the canning/pressure cooker food preserving section.

Also, DO NOT just shoot part of a tablet, or one tablet at a time. If you can, crush up as many as you have access to, dump them all into one solution, and titrate your dose from there.
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Charles Sidgewell - Tue, 07 Jan 2020 04:29:20 EST asCnit2h No.612976 Reply
Pretty good day today, had a little to drink and topped it off with some morphine, kept topping up over the last few hours and honestly I only feel a little residual pain.
It ain't gone but it also ain't bothering me as much as it usually would.

Gonna talk to my doc next week, see if I can make this a regular thing or work out a middle ground.
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Edwin Gungerbotch - Tue, 07 Jan 2020 18:12:48 EST xvRNhNN5 No.612980 Reply
BWN on 8 pods. These are really unsustainable. Over 50% of this box had at least one maggot in them so it takes over an hour to prep a single dose, they make me super bloated, they're expensive (I miss when a pound was $45), and really the high is underwhelming for my tolerance.
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dr. m - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 02:25:03 EST sYKUcQbI No.612986 Reply
>>612235
This is 100% untrue, at least for Schedule 2 stimulants. My doctor regularly scripts me 3 months worth at a time and says that's the "legal maximum," but 100% one time he totally fucked up the quantity and the listed duration was 4.5 months, and while the pharmacist was definitely sketched out by it and only filled it cuz I travel so often, it definitely went through.

As for S2 opioids, I have no idea what the limits are in 2019. I do agree you can't get any refills on S2s, at least for S2 stimulants.

nb because plugged 20mg d-amph alongside 3mg of bupe, ontop of 40mg oral d-amph earlier this morning.
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Shit Seddlechut - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 17:52:57 EST PXndH2fR No.612992 Reply
Ausfags

Seeds or DHC? Have seeds recovered yet?
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Blinkey Bill - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 19:07:08 EST lAgcbvbG No.612996 Reply
>>612992
I hope you ain't a fed. Few months ago a certain needs was mentioned . Thatbaeed I still fire.
And dch has never changed just eat 10 lupe tabs don't have unless every 3 weeks
. Best bet
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Lillian Cavingdat - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 20:35:56 EST PXndH2fR No.612998 Reply
>>612996
Lol not a fed, just your average NSW druggo. Just got back from overseas (been away since Oct, when seeds started going to shit).

Just went to buy some green lids but ofc they're sold out. How's cinema brand? RF? Are we even allowed to mention 'names'/reviews anymore?
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Ian Blackford - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 22:58:37 EST ZGNKGMnz No.612999 Reply
>>612998
SA guy here, you have to be careful about sourcing these days. Recently the most abundant brand you mentioned has been hit or miss instead of all miss, look for old packaging as some stores have new ones that wash dark and bitter af but aren't good (maybe if your tolerance is low they'd work)

The other brands all seem to be out of stock for who knows how long, I haven't seen any of the smaller tubs for ages now and the half kilo ones had new packaging and were good but the last I saw of them was old stock which were pretty average.

Personally I've been in the process of maintaining on bupe since Monday since seeds are starting to cost too much with all the bunk shit, but its not going too well, for some reason it doesn't take the wd's away completely. I've gone through 17.5mg so far though I used a whole 8mg the first day so I'm reducing my dose. Goddamn it's been depressing though, I've barely left bed except to eat/drink/shower. At least I got my Valium script today!
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Lillian Cavingdat - Wed, 08 Jan 2020 23:00:53 EST PXndH2fR No.613000 Reply
>>612999
Cheers for the update lad. Gonna stick with DHC for now but will test the waters with seeds later this week, might go back to the bay if everything is out of stock locally
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Eugene Piffingbare - Fri, 10 Jan 2020 04:12:45 EST 8D/Q3KE2 No.613015 Reply
>>612110
400mg tianeptine sulfate
20mg cetirizine
25mg diphenhydramine

Im gooood. Might throw in some cyclobenzaprine.
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Blinkey Bill - Fri, 10 Jan 2020 19:17:43 EST Att9yltd No.613020 Reply
>>612110
Hey opininneed advice. I'm going to go to opiate maintenance here in also Australia.
Now what's the chemical? Subs and methadone have been offered. What you all think is best ?
Regards bb
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lol - Fri, 10 Jan 2020 21:53:13 EST IggaRoSW No.613021 Reply
>>613020

Weren't you taking less than 100mg of oxy in doses? If do def get on subs methadone will be overkill.
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Holo sapien - Fri, 10 Jan 2020 22:47:30 EST IttTEmFK No.613023 Reply
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>>612110
BWN from New Zealand.
Been dosing every half hour and about to take my 10th and final tramadol (500mg total)
Also on 3mg xanax enjoying the fuck out of my last Saturday before work starts.
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Emma Pockforth - Sat, 11 Jan 2020 13:34:17 EST xei5dprI No.613029 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 300mg lyrica

Feeling great today! Went to the gym and lifted and just got home and popped them pills just now. It's been a great day so far. Waiting for the football game to come on. Ravens are going to fuck up the titans. BIG TRUSS!! Its also 70 degrees farenheit and it's the dead of winter LOL! Global warming is real no shit.
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Fanny Brillyhood - Sat, 11 Jan 2020 13:57:27 EST 68NR01mp No.613030 Reply
30mg oxycodone by mouth and hits from the bong. Comfy saturday!
Anyone know any tricks to potentiate or extend oxy after ingestion?
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James Chellerwater - Sat, 11 Jan 2020 14:51:34 EST 30kb9fBZ No.613031 Reply
>>613030
eat fatty food but like 200-500 calories. either right after your pills or as the high is fading
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Blinkey Bill - Sat, 11 Jan 2020 20:58:47 EST Att9yltd No.613032 Reply
>>613021
Seeds fucked me tho man . I just did 80 mg of oxy and felt little.. I've also fucked with subs before so. I thought methadone was stronger any way thanks my giy
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Emma Sarrypet - Sat, 11 Jan 2020 23:03:30 EST 5+XR+YzO No.613034 Reply
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>>612110
Gave myself an IM shot of 25mg Methadone, went home, took 1,5 of 25mg Hydroxyzine pills and chasing up with 5mg of Phenazepam and weed.
Felt really blissed out today, put some low-key music and nodding out.
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Emma Sarrypet - Sat, 11 Jan 2020 23:06:04 EST 5+XR+YzO No.613035 Reply
>>613034
What I got was bang for the buck, quarter of a gramm for 20 bucks, but seems lab-grade
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lol - Sun, 12 Jan 2020 00:51:34 EST IggaRoSW No.613037 Reply
>>613032

You should still be straight with sub if your tolly is somewhat around that level. Methadone is a last resort type thing in my opinion, I put off getting on it for years and years and tried subs a long time before I got on methadone, it's different for everyone of course but I think subs will help you out more. Good luck brother
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Hamilton Gigglebanks - Sun, 12 Jan 2020 03:18:34 EST 30kb9fBZ No.613040 Reply
>>613020
depends on your future. what you want?
Also do you need to be fully opiated or will a partial agonist work for you?
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Swigglebottom - Sun, 12 Jan 2020 09:44:47 EST kbp9X50M No.613043 Reply
hungry cowboys, they're ridin' through town

hungry cowboys, they're gonna chow down
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Emma Sarrypet - Sun, 12 Jan 2020 16:58:51 EST 5+XR+YzO No.613046 Reply
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>>612110
Snorted a bit of Methadone from a friend, got back and took a pill of 25mg Hydroxyzine, had a couple of beers and smoked a joint.
Keeping a sort of positive vibe, my birthday is due in two days, I'm excited
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Sun, 12 Jan 2020 20:47:46 EST et2q1UgB No.613052 Reply
WISH THE PLUGS WOULD LIKE, REPLY THO
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Samuel Pammlesork - Mon, 13 Jan 2020 03:26:24 EST r3M8FG+l No.613053 Reply
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My gf just unknowingly lost $750 to a phishing attack which is partly my fault for not noticing some, in hindsight, glaringly red flags and I don't know how to break it to her as that is a huge sum of money for her/us and we had big plans to make money with it.

Goddamn.... this feels so awful.
At least that seeds are strong... yay...
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Cyril Banderhood - Mon, 13 Jan 2020 17:42:15 EST ft7VPT2/ No.613061 Reply
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Fookin high from down under, got a half g of #4 from an online marketplace the order was cancelled for some reason.
i got my btc back and i got sent half a g of #4 and waiting for mailman to drop off the other gram of dope i have coming.
Im grinning ear to ear with this fucking result, feel bad for first guy i bought off but he was banned.

BWN- 45mg OXY, 12.5mg diazepam, 900mg pregabalin
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 15 Jan 2020 19:32:42 EST tciyKPMT No.613090 Reply
>>612110
Took 330mg morphine and 100mg methadone yesterday, then 220mg morph and 50mg methadone today. I'm not on a methadone program so having two days of methadone built up in my system feels comfy. Decided to leave my benzos out today.
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Nigel Brookbury - Wed, 15 Jan 2020 19:37:12 EST FGPJbsQa No.613092 Reply
I wanted to ask here to get the best likely answer: how likely are auxiliary w/d symptoms (cold chills, sweating, sneezing, mild diarrhea) to continue beyond 5 weeks of stopping a long acting opi like methadone? I noticed a big change in symptoms after week 3 but many physical symptoms are showing no signs of full stoppage. This is the longest I've had full physical symptoms and this is without mentioning any cravings at all, which I can mostly deal with.
nb
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Clara Brankinwon - Thu, 16 Jan 2020 21:54:55 EST pLIpYGnq No.613102 Reply
>>612110
6mg bromazepam, heroin #3 (smoked), weed and some cigs. Feelsgoodman.jpg
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P-5 - Fri, 17 Jan 2020 10:26:49 EST vBUOIBuR No.613106 Reply
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>>612110
>Run out of pods 4 days ago.
>Wake up running for the toilet.
hereWeGoAgain.gif
Time to lose 5-10 lbs.
nb b/c no nods
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Beatrice Nillyfick - Fri, 17 Jan 2020 17:48:57 EST oRZJQL2x No.613112 Reply
  • 10mg methadone
  • 20mg hydrocodone

Feeling great! I have little to no tolerance for opiates which is why I can get fucked up from such a small dose.

Listening to tiesto's trance mixes. Man was he a beast back in the day. I'm watching his elements of life concert. The man is a legend for a good reason and this is it.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 18 Jan 2020 17:13:31 EST bfr2yuHE No.613121 Reply
Diazepam, hydrocodone, hydroxyzine, cyclobenzaprine, and a saké bomb.
I might take 2mg alprazolam later with a glass of wine or a nice stout.
BUMP!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 07:02:36 EST bfr2yuHE No.613128 Reply
>>613121
Further bump on all aforementioned drugs. Finna take a 10mg z-drug (not yet decided) and/or z-drug.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 19 Jan 2020 07:06:54 EST bfr2yuHE No.613130 Reply
More diazepam, hydrocodone, cyclobenzaprine, and whatever the patrons want.

>>613121
Another bump. I still need to replace a door, but my wife is asleep. So, here’s to opinion/last to receive greatness of TW.
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Matilda Seddledurk - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 15:43:50 EST wHZlehIv No.613137 Reply
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Enjoying some fire dope and weed (not pictured).
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Augustus Piblingstotch - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 16:07:16 EST 30kb9fBZ No.613138 Reply
>>613134
Nothing says hypnotic sedative amnesia like "I still need to replace a door, but my wife is asleep."
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Reuben Chonnerlutch - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 19:04:36 EST xei5dprI No.613139 Reply
  • 30mg oxycodone
  • 10mg methadone

Feeling good and feeling a lot better from having a shitty day.
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Cyril Mullerworth - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 21:37:06 EST Jmo6iriI No.613141 Reply
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10 large pods since my tolerance is way too high for doing this daily before and after christmas holidays
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Reuben Chonnerlutch - Mon, 20 Jan 2020 23:17:39 EST xei5dprI No.613142 Reply
30mg oxycodone insuffilated
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Oliver Chezzlemut - Tue, 21 Jan 2020 02:59:13 EST npunF/eQ No.613145 Reply
Asshole vendor sent me 1g of trash 'h', its not h its 100% cut, no high whatsoever
I've bought from them many times and had good experiences. I guess I should have realized that something was up when he said the price was like 60% of what I'd usually pay but they assured me it was the same quality. Fucking assholes. I've asked for them to send me .5g of their other product so we'll see how that goes or else at least a refund.

I'm really getting over this bullshit. I rarely use dope anymore but Ive had a couple of dodgey dealings lately and I don't know if I'm going to bother at all anymore.

Anyway bumping on bupe + 10mg Valium, I'm 2 days in to the rough transition from PST to bupe then maybe I can have some stability in my life.
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Graham Murdwill - Tue, 21 Jan 2020 10:14:01 EST xLCKwbm0 No.613146 Reply
>>613141
NiggA I almost puke
User is currently banned from all boards
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Shit Bromblespear - Tue, 21 Jan 2020 19:08:23 EST xei5dprI No.613148 Reply
Just woke up and took 30mg oxycodone. Feeling good and waiting for this pork roast to finish cooking. Yeah budday!
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Phineas Greenson - Tue, 21 Jan 2020 23:22:00 EST YofsFlfv No.613149 Reply
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>7g white hulu kapu kratom
>cannabis
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Fucking Grimhood - Wed, 22 Jan 2020 14:04:48 EST 68NR01mp No.613160 Reply
22.5mg Hydrocodone and a 6 pack. A few hours ago I got wrote up and may get fired from my shitty retail job (walmart) that I have to walk back into soon tonight, but I feel too good right now to care about it. I almost hope those fuckers fire me! I miss being neet.
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Lydia Punnerford - Thu, 23 Jan 2020 20:48:10 EST npunF/eQ No.613199 Reply
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Yay! I got a reship of .5g #4 and its legit!

Also my tolerance is low cause I've been using bupe (IV) instead of PST the last week.

It's gonna be a fun weekend

Bumping on 50mg IV'd 'pure' #4 h
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Lydia Punnerford - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 11:13:09 EST npunF/eQ No.613208 Reply
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>>613199
SHOT! SHOTS!, SHOT!-SHOTS!, SHOT!-SHOTS!, SHOT! SHOTS!, SHOTS! SHOTS!, SHOT! SHOTS! EVERYBODY!


Bumping on more shots if that wasn't clear.

Had a good night hanging out with my gf, she smoked weed and got Carl's Jr and I got some candy and prawn crackers yummy yum
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Priscilla Buzzcocke - Fri, 24 Jan 2020 23:12:34 EST xei5dprI No.613220 Reply
375mg lyrica
20mg methadone

This was very much needed. Everything I'm going through right now is too much for me. Glad I can get the fuck away from reality for a few hours and do it over and over again until I start getting therapy for my issues next week. Fuck!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 15:58:14 EST PqUsX21Z No.613233 Reply
>>612110
>>613177
>"Holy Trinity" swapping the Soma, unfortunately
20mg hydrocodone, 10mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 50mg hydroxyzine, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, and some beers.
Research and homework are planned for the entirety of the weekend.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 17:49:56 EST PqUsX21Z No.613234 Reply
>>613233
Add on 20mg diazepam, 10mg hydrocodone, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 25mg hydroxyzine, and more beers.
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Phineas Dartridge - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 17:53:23 EST l/QqfqV/ No.613235 Reply
>30mg adderall ir
>2 dropper fulls of red kratom tincture
>~2mg bupe

Really just testing how potent this kratom is and if the alcohol will help with absorbtion of the kratom and Suboxone.
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Betsy Serringford - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 19:31:49 EST Z5F3z7dM No.613238 Reply
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2100mg gabapentin
60mg methadone
3 Great beers - 7.1% IPA
Some strongk weedables

Gonna do some meth and go to a poetry reading ting to support ma boi
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Wesley Shittinghood - Sat, 25 Jan 2020 23:55:45 EST xei5dprI No.613240 Reply
  • 1800mg gabapentin
  • 10mg methadone

Feeling good tonight. Jamming to some oldschool lil wayne. He was a beast back in the day.
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Rebecca Nunderwell - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 03:15:38 EST GNj8sTVV No.613243 Reply
>>613146
and it tastes like puke too after you add two spoons of citric acid and drink it three days after cooking it. addiction is whack
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Wesley Shittinghood - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 17:24:56 EST xei5dprI No.613252 Reply
  • 1500mg gabapentin
  • 10mg methadone

Feeling it now. Listening to some EDM sets and enjoying myself and this lovely evening.

Have a good night and a good time of being fucked up peeps :)
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Priscilla Sucklekatch - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 19:34:24 EST egC2YvdS No.613253 Reply
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>>613238
I like your taste, wish I had some methadone right now.
Bumping off of 6-something lines of amphetamine, a joint, 1 gramm of phenibut, 1400mg of gabapentin and boutta drop 200mg of tramadol, stimulants and gabapentinoids are making me sociable right now, amphetamine is wearing off and it sucks, so I decided to nod.
Peace
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Priscilla Sucklekatch - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 20:24:44 EST egC2YvdS No.613255 Reply
>>613254
What in particular? Respiratory arrest or serotonin syndrome risk? Seizures?
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Priscilla Sucklekatch - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 20:46:30 EST egC2YvdS No.613256 Reply
>>613255
Feeling loosy, friends are playing Fallout: New Vegas on stimulants while I'm putting on SLAYER
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Nicholas Pengermudging - Sun, 26 Jan 2020 23:06:22 EST YofsFlfv No.613258 Reply
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>5 crowns
>BHO
>Cigars
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Augustus Murdstone - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 08:56:43 EST xei5dprI No.613264 Reply
10mg methadone I took a while ago. Buzzing pretty hard. I have a low tolerance to opiates atm.
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Emma Fonnerkatch - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 16:28:17 EST Z5F3z7dM No.613272 Reply
>>613271
These "crowns" better be tennis ball sized...

BTW the crown is the part of the pod at the very top where there is little to no latex..
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Nicholas Pengermudging - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 17:25:10 EST YofsFlfv No.613275 Reply
>>613272
they are smaller than that and the crown itself is not ingested it is removed.

you dont have to tell me how to be a junky kid, ive been on Hop since I was a 17.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 27 Jan 2020 19:42:50 EST tciyKPMT No.613278 Reply
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Finally got my Kadian dose increasing again since I had the flu a couple days before Christmas and missed two days of dosing which caused the clinic to cut my dose down from 550mg to 330mg. Having my dose cut down so much caused me to have to supplement my dose with other opis, mainly oxycodone and methadone. Now I'm just at 590mg because I couldn't get in to see my doctor until about two weeks ago but he was nice enough to increase me 20mg a day until our next appointment or I decide I'm at a good dose. Think I'm going to leave it at 600mg when I go in tomorrow. It's strange to think though that of the clients on Kadian I'm actually on the lower end of the dosages. Most other addicts I know on Kadian take between a gram to two daily.... But if ya need it I guess why not hey? I find it silly they won't let people in my province increase past 200mg of Methadone but there doesn't seem to be a cap on how much morphine a client can have. I get that morphine is safer and in some regards healthier for you but the policy with Kadian is no carries under any circumstance (even with clean urine screens) and you're not allowed to switch to a pharmacy closer or more convenient once you've become stable on your dose.

Anyway not really a BWN more of a /rant but it is nice to be back to feeling normal for the time being. Next appointment I get dropped down half of my benzo dose and am not looking forward to it. The depression and mood swings just fuck with my social life and relationships.. not to mention my will to do anything productive. At least the taper will be over soon and I hopefully won't have to endure too brutal of PAWS from being completely off benzodiazepines.

Here's a pic of a woman I found OD'D in the snow earlier today. She's fine. Thank God for Narcan. I didn't even have to call an ambulance and she surprisingly wasn't super pissed I blew her high.
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Shitting Simblekirk - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 09:22:46 EST YofsFlfv No.613284 Reply
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>>613278
God bless you friend, good job saving her life without having the system intervene, that is truly a righteous act.

Time for a cup for breakfast ~ half a dozen Hop heads, half a lemon and freshly boiled water

https://hooktube.com/watch?v=H-hnVeq9FTg
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lol - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 10:02:55 EST IggaRoSW No.613285 Reply
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Lost my cat of 20 years the other day. So I've been partaking in benzos. Today I took
300mg methadone
2mg kpin
Couple hydrozyzine and tons of weed.

I feel like a piece of shit using like this after she died. I wont do heroin or anything like that but still I can't do this again. I start my Hep C med today as well. It's called mavyret I believe. I honestly just want to get it over with, nothing feels the same without my cat, I've seen friends die and lost so many people and family and it didn't bother me but for some reason losing my cat just puts me so close to the edge.
I think a very long break is due along with considering if I should still be on methadone after

Stay safe and love your loved ones everyone
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Doris Horrywell - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 14:27:11 EST x3Fy+2qq No.613288 Reply
how much fucking dope did you used to do fuck i used to do a sleeve a day 100 bags a day and fucking 300mg of methadone would stabilize me. what the fuck
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George Lightwell - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 14:41:49 EST xLCKwbm0 No.613290 Reply
>>613285
Dont do H man, guaranteed your methadone is better, im sorry for the cat man that sucks big time, some cats leave when they are dying so their owner doesnt find em, or that what ive been told.
User is currently banned from all boards
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Shitting Simblekirk - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 15:24:20 EST YofsFlfv No.613291 Reply
>>613288
BRU I USED TO DO 100 BAGS OF SKAG A DAY, YALL DON KNO BOUT DIS LYFE
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Jarvis Gossleworth - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 16:38:46 EST cTrwtRNg No.613293 Reply
>>613291
You are the australian incarnation of nodson, thats not a good thing you goddamn newfriend
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Shitting Simblekirk - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 16:45:49 EST YofsFlfv No.613294 Reply
>>613293
and your so green you think im austrailian. go back on the nod why dontcha?
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Doris Horrywell - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 17:23:55 EST x3Fy+2qq No.613296 Reply
>>613291
Yes i used to do 40-100 bags a day for 3 years before starting methadone. 300mg of methadone was plenty to not be in any pain for min 36 hours. 300mg of methadone equals roughly 3600mg of pure morphine. I currently take 50mg a day after taking methadone for 3 years.
>>613293
Skag is used all over the usa still not only in uk or Australia bro.
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George Lightwell - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 18:54:04 EST xLCKwbm0 No.613297 Reply
>>613296
I know it from the id
User is currently banned from all boards
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jorby jock big dick and tits - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 20:03:41 EST BMHfjVox No.613298 Reply
>>612110
what do you think the best opioid is
i remember the first time i snorted oxycontin is was really good i got super high
also the first time i took tramadol it was awesome
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Betsy Coshstock - Tue, 28 Jan 2020 21:29:55 EST l/QqfqV/ No.613299 Reply
Found a good combo!

>dopper full of red kratom tincture
>~3mg suboxone

I'm a fairly regular Suboxone user for recreational purposes but lately I haven't been getting as high as I used to on it since I've been taking it more often (duh)

In my search to potentiate the effects I went to the local wellness/herb store I used to work at and bought some red kratom tincture. The extremely strong alcohol certainly helps to open up the capillaries under the tongue for better absorption of the kratom and Suboxone.

Certainly not as high as I would be if I took a long break or compared to the first times of using it, but definitely noticeable difference than usual, even after eating a decent sized meal and snorting a line of Adderall in the morning. Feeling good.

Have a good one yall.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 29 Jan 2020 00:07:55 EST PqUsX21Z No.613301 Reply
>>612110
10mg diazepam, 15mg hydrocodone, 50mg hydroxyzine, and 30mg cyclobenzaprine. I've also had a black lager (5% ABV), an oatmeal stout (6.9% ABV), and dark Scotch ale (6.1% ABV). I think it's time for another beer and brewing up some seasonal herbal tea as I work on research and stats homework.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 29 Jan 2020 02:03:35 EST PqUsX21Z No.613309 Reply
>>613301
More diazepam and hydrocodone
Believe it or not, my opioid tolerance reset enough that I’m catching a slight nod. And my benzo tolerande is finally dropping heavily. Thank heavens.
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lol - Wed, 29 Jan 2020 11:53:54 EST IggaRoSW No.613315 Reply
>>613288

I bought a few takehomes that day, my dose is not 300mgs that would be insane.
I'm only on 120mg a day now,
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Reuben Clundernene - Wed, 29 Jan 2020 19:19:10 EST YofsFlfv No.613322 Reply
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>crowns fit for a king
>boiling water
>cigars
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Osterbach - Fri, 31 Jan 2020 18:39:04 EST qh14kDL1 No.613377 Reply
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I wish I still had a low enough tolerance to actually nod on pretty much nod on most any opiate. My dude occasionally reups with something exceptionally good that will make me nod but not very often. But anyway it's payday and just got back home after scoring and about to try this stuff out. Wish me luck and have a good weekend.
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Osterbach - Fri, 31 Jan 2020 18:46:05 EST qh14kDL1 No.613378 Reply
>>613377
Forgot to list my stuff.
---One and a third grams of what is supposed to be heroin but is obviously fent (this is Ohio so it goes without saying).
---One gram of coke.
I rarely do coke but my friend recommends to try out speedballing.
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Jenny Sommleman - Fri, 31 Jan 2020 19:06:48 EST YofsFlfv No.613381 Reply
>>613378
speedballing with fents and coke is major dangerous, start with small shots, dont underestimate
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 31 Jan 2020 22:19:47 EST PqUsX21Z No.613383 Reply
25mg hydrocodone, 30mg diazepam, 125mg hydroxyzine, 25mg cyclobenzaprine, and beers
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Phineas Cibberfoot - Sat, 01 Feb 2020 02:02:11 EST l/QqfqV/ No.613386 Reply
Is it possible to OD on suboxone? Or would the naxolone help to prevent that.
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Cedric Pembleridge - Sat, 01 Feb 2020 04:17:13 EST G5ZaqbJT No.613387 Reply
>>612110
Hey all

Just got some brown, never done it. I snorted half of a 20 bag. Am I going to die?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sun, 02 Feb 2020 17:17:19 EST PqUsX21Z No.613401 Reply
10mg diazepam, 40mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg DPH, and regional/seasonal beers.

Housework and homework has been nearly constant today. In a bit I will chill with my lady. While I may not have lived in either region, the wife and I are watching the Super Bowl tonight.
LET'S GO CHIEFS!
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Phineas Fubberman - Sun, 02 Feb 2020 19:30:01 EST YofsFlfv No.613403 Reply
Typo on posting CE previously, meant EC, was too high to remember.

NB
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Edward Gossleston - Mon, 03 Feb 2020 04:23:17 EST 30kb9fBZ No.613410 Reply
>>613401
I grew up with the niners golden era. In my teen through adult life they have been nothing but disappointing, and they once again delivered.
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Wesley Blonkinford - Tue, 04 Feb 2020 03:29:32 EST lzXCXcD+ No.613435 Reply
Bumping on PST + 15mg Valium and WGFJ. I got some more suboxone and later this week will be attempting yet another stabilization. I'm more hopefull this time since I'll have money to buy more sooner and I have some Valium to help. I'll probably also buy some pregablin/gabapentin, etizolam, somas and modafinil once I have more cash but that will be a ways off yet.

I somehow landed 2 job interviews this week when it's rare for me to get anything. I had one today and it went well, the owner even said so.

I have another one tomorrow for a gov or gov contractor office position and idk if they will drug test me, they didn;t mention anything on the phone, does AUS government do pre employment drug tests? If they do I'm fucked cause I use PST.
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Beatrice Femmlebanks - Wed, 05 Feb 2020 17:01:47 EST jPNtZ3fl No.613475 Reply
Not high at all, just fighting off withdrawal, specifically my least favorite part of the whole process: when you use the last of your opiate of choice and have nothing to do but wait for it to hit full force.

Been using dope daily for the past 93 days without skipping a day. I can't imagine how intense withdrawal will actually be but I figure that I'll be using my entire benzo stash stash just to cope.

Kinda wondering how much more intense IVing an opiate makes withdrawal versus snorting an opiate/another method? Does withdrawal get worse and worse or is there a ceiling for how bad it can get?
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 05 Feb 2020 23:18:57 EST j6/BzuUF No.613487 Reply
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BWN feeling good on some of dat 100mg methadone and my daily morphine. Took methadone two days in a row now so I have a nice little build up of juice in my system.
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Shitting Greenway - Thu, 06 Feb 2020 02:54:40 EST IxGcrMpY No.613489 Reply
>>613475
Iv just allows you to get more high and shorter more intense high, that's it. if you iv tiny amounts its going to be the same as if you ate equiv amount or whatever
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George Hippercocke - Thu, 06 Feb 2020 10:54:39 EST PNhnDWwJ No.613499 Reply
>>612110
Been using all my willpower to cut down on the codeine use. It’s OTC in my country in 15mg tabs. I’ve been a functioning addict for a year. Only break was 3 months in the summer while I went to my home country and it isn’t freely available there. I’m in exams now so I can’t cold turkey so I have been taking smaller doses, taking a proper dose at most once per day. Problem is the fillers there no Advil or Tylenol in my pills. Are fucking up my body. I feel pain on my kidneys and sometimes my liver.

Going to take 60mg 2-3 time so a day until my final exam when I can properly go through withdrawals and kick this shit.
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Sophie Sobbleshaw - Thu, 06 Feb 2020 14:17:08 EST xLCKwbm0 No.613504 Reply
>>613499
Whats the point of studying if you're gonna die of liver failure lmao
User is currently banned from all boards
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William Grandwell - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 00:23:15 EST SQsprGBR No.613511 Reply
erry ones on kratom

it tastes like ebola but at least im buzzed.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 01:57:10 EST PqUsX21Z No.613515 Reply
From earlier today: 30mg diazepam, 20mg hydrocodone, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 125mg hydroxyzine, 25mg DPH, and three low ABV beers.

>>613512
No clue. Maybe it’s some type of weird medical rotation scheduled.
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Charles Hullyway - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 05:11:48 EST lvoHS18N No.613516 Reply
>>612110
Just booted up a lovely bit of brown with just a small touch of crack. Amazing rush! The little bit of crack really just gives it the edge. This is going to be a solid weekend. i've even got some pregabs or post-binge!
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Frederick Ducklestock - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 11:23:06 EST YofsFlfv No.613523 Reply
Just chugged down some poppy and coca and lime juice in boiling water, bout to vape on some nicotine as well :)
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Fuck Hidgemudge - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 19:06:50 EST OHIHxMID No.613524 Reply
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>>612110
>60mg oxy
>15mg valium
>1lb pst
>3mg ativan
>1mg Xanax
>smoking some Mimosa #5 and Mother’s Milk
Feeling good, feeling great

Would you guys ever buy wax without a rig? Never got heavy into anything passed just smoking but have taken plenty of dabs at friends and dealers. I hear mixed reports and wondering if it’s worth it to put it on a regular bowl or if I should just pass.
I know this isn’t a opiate related question but I trust you guys a lot more than /weed/
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Emma Nickleshaw - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 21:04:10 EST IxGcrMpY No.613528 Reply
>>613524
Other than $10 vape pen addon, never had a dab setup.
I usually smoke extracts with tobacco rollies or cigarettes, works great.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 21:17:57 EST PqUsX21Z No.613529 Reply
Had I not bought my wife some premature Valentine’s Day items I would have bought a bottle of whiskey. I haven’t bought a bottle in well over 9 months and haven’t even drank any in over 6 months. My fucking wife was being a cunt and I was beyond irritated, so we mutually decided while on the way to a high end restaurant to cancel the reservations and head back. Fucking shit sucks.

Alas, 20mg hydrocodone, 20mg diazepam, 100mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 25mg DPH, and beers (specifically, an imperial Belgian stout at 10% ABV and a java porter at 9% ABV). I really want some stronger opioids or at least one without APAP, but I don’t feel like performing a CWE quite yet. Maybe when I’m more drunk I will, but I’ve gotta keep the concentration of hydrocodone and its active metabolites in my medicinal range. I pray to the Crab People that I don’t have a UA this week.

>>613524
I’ve never had the desire to fuck up my bong(s) with the add-ons. The second quality bong I bought during my undergrad was fucked the second time I used it. A childhood friend came up to my apartment and had his rig equipment (nail and banger or whatever the fuck. I dunno the terms and never cared to). My bong would never fully clean after that nigbt session.
My brother and I would smoke “twax joints” on occasion, but I usually just used someone’s dab pen or magic flight with dabber. The only time I really enjoyed a dab was some live resin during the comedown of a 450ug trip with the same friend who fucked my bong up. Great friend though. And, a great trip.

tl;dr - I’m not anti-dabbing, but it’s not my cup of tea. Having a rig is overrated IMHO.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 07 Feb 2020 22:20:49 EST TROIGWvT No.613532 Reply
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Today's stash. Have to sell all the Kadian but I still have about another 500mg uncapped at home. 45 20mg Kadian I picked up for a guy and made a couple bucks for the hook up but the benzos (bromaz and Temaz) are mine. Hopefully a true BWN soon.
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m - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 02:21:41 EST 7CjouJSN No.613536 Reply
>>613529
Did you order NAC yet? It reduces APAP damage by ~75-90% when dosed correctly.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 07:30:51 EST PqUsX21Z No.613543 Reply
Woke up in the middle of the night.... time to drink and catch a solid nod while my wife is sleeping.
20mg hydrocodone CWE’d, 20mg diazepam, 10mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg hydroxyzine, 50mg DPH, and two high ABV stout are on deck.
Finna listen to some music and either 1) watch a movie or 2) play Duke Nukem 3- 25th Anniversary Edition.

>>613536
Nah, I’m poor AF.
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Hugh Dommleham - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 10:12:29 EST l/QqfqV/ No.613544 Reply
>>613543

literally every post you make every day youre on this big cocktail of drugs and alcohol, wishing you had stronger shit, and every now and then bitching about how much of a cunt your wife is.

Maybe you're being a huge faggot (well, you are anyways on the chan at least) towards her? Maybe she is being a huge cunt? Maybe you have to use this cocktail to escape the reality of your already failing marriage? I know y
all got married like fairly recently.

Fuck you, namefag. All the namefags on here have a huge ego and talk about their personal life in every post like anybody actually gives a fuck, and stroke the other namefags off. You're all annoying as shit. Please overdose and die.
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Fanny Blippershaw - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 13:25:06 EST kIEDyID1 No.613545 Reply
Bumping on 2mg's of buprenorphine, 600mg's of Gabapentin & 1mg of xanax. Watching Kimetsu No Yaiba and being hella mellow.
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Shitting Sendernet - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 14:40:18 EST YofsFlfv No.613546 Reply
just chugged down a dank cup of PS and EC with half a lemon and boiling water, speedball tea is a new favorite round here
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Edwin Surryspear - Sat, 08 Feb 2020 23:37:31 EST YT/A6b5s No.613552 Reply
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15g of red bali kratom. Just chilling and watching Toonami. Feel kinda sad tonight, not sure why.

Me right now.
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Albert Brangerchetch - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 12:59:07 EST OHIHxMID No.613561 Reply
>>612609
Can anyone help clears some things up for me in terms of PPT prep?

I see a divide between people saying to do a cup of water per 5 medium pods, and at almost at a boil for 10-15min with repeated straining while others say let it seep for 1 and a half to 2 hours.

Many thanks in advanced. Gonna get my hands on some pods and don’t want to waste them.
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Isabella Noggleridge - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 13:57:58 EST YofsFlfv No.613562 Reply
>>613561
just brewed up a cup now, my usual recipe is to boil water in a tea kettle and stir that with half a lemon or lime in with the pods in a pot for 5-10 mins, filter and drink, lately ive been adding some coca into the mix as well
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 21:16:35 EST zaurUfK0 No.613567 Reply
>>613561
Morphine starts to break down at the boiling point of water so hot but not boiling is ideal. It wont all go away the second you boil it but it will slowly diminish the potency. Personally I grind the pods into powder and then dose by the gram. Even if you don't dose by weight I highly recommend using a magic bullet or similar item to grind to as fine a powder as possible. Steep in the hot (but not boiling) water for an hour or two. I usually filter and then re-steep my poppy material so I only steep 30 minutes.

I strongly recommend any pod user to grind their pods up into a single mixture as soon as they get them and dose from that. That way you can get consistent dosages each time.

nb cause sober :(
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Eliza Blackworth - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 22:50:56 EST YofsFlfv No.613568 Reply
>>613567
it only breaks down if you boil the water with the morphine in it, i pour it out of the tea kettle and onto the PS once it starts boiling. and yes it is good to mix all your pods together ground up because it evens the potency, every pod has a different potency than the next. i prefer a coffee grinder to powder them, also remember to remove the nubs, stems (you can save these for a weaker tea) and the crowns (which are inactive) before grinding.
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Archie Pellychon - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 23:12:07 EST 9YcMjC+e No.613569 Reply
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BWN
Got me some fire seeds
Got some rik on hand too. Representing the DHC. Lol
No need to mix them when the seeds are so strong. I’ll stow it away for another day when I’m seeking that euphoria.

BWN
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Archie Pellychon - Sun, 09 Feb 2020 23:18:42 EST 9YcMjC+e No.613570 Reply
>>613569
Also playing BotW on switch which is pretty fun on opi. Makes me more content to just explore the landscape looking for shrines. I’d say it’s better In general to play inebriated. Ya.
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Fuck Giblingtotch - Mon, 10 Feb 2020 16:54:21 EST CE4tsIs0 No.613581 Reply
>>612110
pretty blasted on some buprenorphine and some xanax, no tolerance so i may catch a nod eventually, lots of feels lately from a number of things so i had the urge to get fucked up, packing a fat bowl now
have fun everyone
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Thomas de Queasy - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 03:13:04 EST EP1pSvMO No.613592 Reply
Bumping for the first time in forever, just woke up, put 100mg diazepam under my tongue so it can melt while I prep a 300mg shot of morph.

Recently lost my best friend, he probably overdosed voluntarily on benz plus opi or a speedball. He was 29 and his health was very poor since he'd barely survived septicaemia a few months back, he was also about to be sent to jail for having priors despite being the victim in the case in question. Ah the joys of being a second class citizen truly are endless...

Hope all my opinions have been alright in my absence!
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Walter Homblemare - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 08:03:24 EST OHIHxMID No.613596 Reply
>>613562
>>613567
I wonder why I see so much divide on the prep time. Just nervous cause I know with seeds it royally fucks things up leaving it in even hot water for like more than 5min.
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Fanny Nungerlet - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 15:33:42 EST IxGcrMpY No.613598 Reply
>>613596
because seeds have nasty oils inside, warm/hot water increases absorption of those. with pods the trick is getting the latex out from inside the compartmented fibrous poppy flower walls
Traditional method is to boil the pods. it was even on that stupid hbo show girls, someone showed me. But just under boiling is probably best
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 17:06:15 EST a50WGvaC No.613600 Reply
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finding 5 partially destroyed DHCs in your bag like
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Molly Blannerstack - Tue, 11 Feb 2020 21:58:36 EST 9YcMjC+e No.613601 Reply
Got some hoyts and hoping for the best

Bwn
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Thomas Crorringdale - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 14:16:31 EST YofsFlfv No.613603 Reply
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>fat morning cup of p soms, lemon juice and boiling water
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 18:44:02 EST lb7T0bzg No.613607 Reply
if you were wondering how long it takes before the opioid shits maim your butthole the answer is five to eight years

currently butthurt lmao
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 19:44:56 EST MNhlqKS6 No.613608 Reply
150mg methadone, 650mg morphine.. trying to score some benzodiazepines other than the 10mg of librium I took earlier in the day. I love methadone, being on a methadone program sucks but when you only take it occasionally it feels amazing and has legs like a motherfucker. Hope everyone is having as equally a good of a day.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 22:12:17 EST zaurUfK0 No.613609 Reply
Bumping on I think something like 400 grams of seeds lol. I bought a couple pounds but when I made up a single pound of tea it was nearly clear and tasted like water. Well obviously its not potent at all right? So I use that tea as the water to make the other 1lb of seeds so now I have liquid from 2lbs of seeds. It still looks a bit pale and doesnt have much bitter taste at all. Well I only drank a bit more than a 3rd of it and I'm feeling it strong 15 minutes later. And to think I was about to chug it all.

>>613608
Its funny you say that. I was prescribed methadone for pain for years and was on ~30mg a day. I never really enjoyed the methadone and always preferred to use morphine instead to get high. After I got off the opiates for a while I found an old bottle of methadone and decided to give 10mg a try and it was amazing. It had euphoria and a very intense body high with strong sedation. Same thing also happened with Tramadol. Hated it when I was prescribed it but actually liked it when I tried it after I was clean for a while. I wonder if I would actually like Kratom since I only ever tried it while I was still using daily.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 12 Feb 2020 22:37:08 EST FSsd5E/s No.613610 Reply
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>>613609
And that's funny you say that because the guy I get my methadone off of trades me juice for Kadian beads because he says it's the only drug that will knock the Methadone off his receptors. He says he can shoot 4 dilly 8s and not feel a thing but for some reason morphine does the trick.

BWN bumped into my friend Israel and he gave me 7x 5mg Valium and also had a guy pay back an old debt by giving me 3 neo 20mg but I'm going to save them for Bombastus. Pic related
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Oliver Gobberdodge - Fri, 14 Feb 2020 10:55:18 EST 68NR01mp No.613631 Reply
Recently discovered Tianeptine and immediately began fiendishly taking it several times a day. I hear the withdrawals from this is worse than heroin so I probably won't touch it again once I run out but I'm amazed this is legal
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Hedda Clayshaw - Fri, 14 Feb 2020 15:03:06 EST xLCKwbm0 No.613632 Reply
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>>613631
>I wonder who could be allowing potentially brain killing substances to pass legal requirements
User is currently banned from all boards
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Hamilton Clucklefut - Sat, 15 Feb 2020 01:51:21 EST fncd//z5 No.613642 Reply
>>613632
Mickey Mouse is not behind tianept being legal still lol
Never watched scooby doo?
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DTMO - Sat, 15 Feb 2020 02:23:54 EST J5YxZOBE No.613643 Reply
>>612110
New packaging supermarket seeds are pretty acceptable.
Blinkb, change the e to a 3 in my previous // I derped
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 15 Feb 2020 09:41:52 EST QXRtwNlr No.613652 Reply
>>613651
Those are 2x 2mg diazepam beside the green and yellow lib
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Reuben Nimblebanks - Sun, 16 Feb 2020 18:30:56 EST OibTVXRS No.613663 Reply
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what fucking gauge is this fuck this
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Cyril Packleput - Mon, 17 Feb 2020 21:12:57 EST QGkGjL5h No.613667 Reply
I've been waiting for my lyrica/etiz/modafinil to show up so I can make the jump to bupe. I really need to do it ASAP cause I start a full time job on Monday next week. I know I could just buckle down and do it without but that will out me out of action for at least 2 days and I have shit to do. I'm worried corona virus is slowing down shipping or something. The postal services haven;t been any help.

Anyway guilty bump on PST since my family already thinks I'm on bupe and I have to hide it from them.
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Eugene Dickletut - Tue, 18 Feb 2020 14:51:08 EST YZq+04Ki No.613678 Reply
Heard the seedocolyps was upon us so I scooped up what I could still find. Comfortably numb from 5lbs
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m - Tue, 18 Feb 2020 18:52:52 EST 7CjouJSN No.613684 Reply
>>613667
I assume you already have lope, NSAIDs, and possibly kratom? Ondansetron and clonidine are really helpful for WD, so much so specifically for PST WD as well, that if you already have a bupe doc, calling their office and asking for clonidine and ondansetron within the first month or so of maintenance is pretty normal/reasonable.

If you had those two as well as the first two I mentioned, then you'd have pretty much everything useful for WD besides z-drugs, which are redundant when you already will have etizolam.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 02:20:04 EST KnL4ajYu No.613689 Reply
20mg hydrocodone, 25mg cyclobenzaprine, 25mg diazepam, 125mg hydroxyzine, and various teas (Constant Comments - Green Tea version, Sleep Time OG, and pomegranate Sleepy Time tea). I'm chillin'.

>>613544
Overall, I post what is relevant to my life. No one is forced to read, respond, or react to anything I post. Please, do not hesitate to use the "ignore" poster feature.

>Maybe you have to use this cocktail to escape reality...
1) Bad news, I posted another cocktail above.
2) What a piss poor attempt at making connections and correlations out tiny fibers of evidence. I'm not trying to flex on you with any of my formal training, but how much do you get off on these armchair psychologist ramblings? Bitching about other posters and not contributing to the board sounds like a massive waste of time.
3) My wife and I, like virtually all other couples, fight sometimes. Then we make up.
4) Some of us do not have a physical outlet to talk drugs, esoteric interests, and vent about NSFW shit due to having professional colleagues. I don't hang out with many people who use drugs anymore, let alone previous heavy users. Friend groups change, and I still hang out with some of my closest childhood and college friends, but communities like /benz/ and /opi/ have been a stable part of my life for years.

>All the namefags on here have a huge ego and talk about their personal life like anybody actually gives a fuck...
Some of us DO actually give a fuck about the well-being of others whether they're anons or known trips. Empathy and theory of mind are what make us human. On the virtue of your posts coming off as a wannabe psychologist, who makes grand conclusions, I presumed you would know of ToM and have basic empathy.

>You're all annoying as shit. Please overdose and die.
More immature statements. Grow the fuck up. How unsatisfying and empty is your life? Keyboard warriors really are the unsung heroes of the Internet. I'm going to study and take meds instead of overdosing. In advance, I am sorry for being a disappointment.
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Clara Brooklock - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 02:25:43 EST FydsvRgh No.613690 Reply
Bumping on some decent seeds I found + WGFJ

>>613684
I can't get kratom where I live unfortunately unless I buy with very high prices , I could use lope though. I think what I will end up doing is buying .1 of H and using for a day then the withdrawal will come on much faster making it safe to use bupe. I've done this many times before.

Also I'm not with a program, I'm getting my bupe of the streets. If I fail I'll have to go on a maintenance program I think.

My pregablin/etiz/modafinil aren't coming, I'm guessing customs stole them, but the pharmacy will do a reship at least so not all is lost... yet.
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Matilda Hunnerlig - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 02:43:12 EST 9YcMjC+e No.613693 Reply
>>612110
Bwn off 600g of poppy seeds.

Finally the store restocked. Apparently these are from Spain.

Playing Luigi’s mansion 3 and nodding the fuck out. Feelsgoodman. Can’t wait to eat

It’s always fun to eat after drinking pst. Empty stomach demands to be fed
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Albert Bardbanks - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 18:49:04 EST wKxXGpNB No.613697 Reply
  • 45mg oxycodone
  • 300mg Lyrica

Love this combo since they potentiate each other. Feeling good tonight bros :)
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 20:40:55 EST tciyKPMT No.613699 Reply
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>>613689
>Maybe you have to use this cocktail to escape reality...
1) Bad news, I posted another cocktail above.
2) What a piss poor attempt at making connections and correlations out tiny fibers of evidence. I'm not trying to flex on you with any of my formal training, but how much do you get off on these armchair psychologist ramblings? Bitching about other posters and not contributing to the board sounds like a massive waste of time.
3) My wife and I, like virtually all other couples, fight sometimes. Then we make up.
4) Some of us do not have a physical outlet to talk drugs, esoteric interests, and vent about NSFW shit due to having professional colleagues. I don't hang out with many people who use drugs anymore, let alone previous heavy users. Friend groups change, and I still hang out with some of my closest childhood and college friends, but communities like /benz/ and /opi/ have been a stable part of my life for years.

>All the namefags on here have a huge ego and talk about their personal life like anybody actually gives a fuck...
Some of us DO actually give a fuck about the well-being of others whether they're anons or known.

Thank you for that, and here's me "stroking your ego" by saying I agree with the lot. I've whined once ore twice about my relationship of 3 years here and how she's not an addict and just doesn't get it and on top of that I've been a trip here for over 7 years anon for another 3. Being a trip doesn't matter that much when we can still see poster ID, I love being a trip because it's the closest thing any of the majority of you will get to ever knowing or identifying me.

Anyway more of a Benz post but just took 5 30mg Tammy's and 2.5mg Clonazepam. Wavyyy
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Ernest Smallstock - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 00:17:49 EST 0SVJn2/A No.613705 Reply
>>613697

Insuffilated 45mg oxy earlier after taking the other 45mg orally. Feeling really fucked up :)
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Hamilton Chonkinchidging - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 20:06:24 EST whpt/ioS No.613715 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 200mg lyrica

Feeling good! Have a great weekend guys!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 20 Feb 2020 23:08:31 EST KnL4ajYu No.613718 Reply
30mg diazepam, 27.5mg hydrocodone, 200mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg DPH, and a glass of wine after a long ass, but productive, day.

>>613699
420chan and the respective boards we visit can offer a tremendous sense of community support. Trips exist for a reason. We all have identifiers, but having a handle for others to remember does make it easier to talk to people on here.

Here’s my ego stroke for the day: I’m happy to provide and be a part of the 420chan community. I’ve had my trip for 7.5 years now. I also lurked for a couple of years before posting.
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Lillian Billingspear - Fri, 21 Feb 2020 17:28:39 EST fAuyB3yr No.613727 Reply
I did /opi/ I spent 17 hours at the hospital to get fucking suboxone I'm a big fat fucking pussy quitter and I'm heading to rehab ASAP fuck this I just turned 30 and after 11 years of this shit I'm ready to quit for once

12mg of sub my dosage is going to be upped I pray this shit works
also lyrica for like literal pain and shit(anxiety insomnia) does it work people offer it to me all the time and I know people shoot it to get high plus I see a few of my fellow degens ITT also take it I might be able to get a script for it since I will be seeing a psychiatrist in two weeks
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 21 Feb 2020 20:02:08 EST KnL4ajYu No.613728 Reply
>>613718
Today’s intake: 42.5mg hydrocodone IR, 20mg diazepam, 175mg hydroxyzine, 40mg Cyclobenzaprine, three moderately caffeinated cups of tea, and three glasses of wine. Said drugs were taken in two doses throughout the day. Happily, I accomplished a fair amount of schoolwork, research, and house cleaning today. Psyched as fuck for the weekend.
Lots of love, /opi/
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 02:02:11 EST WJ6i/+Um No.613729 Reply
Just popped in to say hi.
Currently kicking a benzo habit and am only using down twice a week max (aside from my methadone dose). Not looking to be done permanently. Just had to change some things in my life. Hope everyone is well!
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Edward Sinningkidge - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 06:22:57 EST vhOK5LsS No.613732 Reply
Bumping on PST, might do some more soon idk, I'll probably wait until tomorrow
I start a new job Monday, i finally managed to break into a non dead end postilion that also isn't super laborious and will actually pay well enough/give me full time hours so I won't be broke for the first time.

>>613729
good for you nz, I hope you and ogp are doing well
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Rebecca Cimblenurk - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 07:50:21 EST kDaO7eNc No.613733 Reply
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Afternoon lads

I've taken some morphine sulphate tablets for the first time in my life this morning for a very painful back (i fractured it a while ago and its been very sore lately)

i've taken 20mg an hour and a half ago and my back still sore

take another tab?
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Rebecca Cimblenurk - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 09:37:06 EST kDaO7eNc No.613734 Reply
>>613733
Lol just realised theyre zomorph prolongued release no wonder it didnt do much at 10mg
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Hamilton Pettingwater - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 11:58:36 EST xLCKwbm0 No.613735 Reply
>>613734
I did 100> opiate naive fyi
User is currently banned from all boards
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 21:25:11 EST zaurUfK0 No.613748 Reply
Fuuuuuck guys. I am already starting to nod and I only drank half of my 1lb seed dose 20 minutes ago. It tasted like water too. I'm so thrown off by these seed brands I've never used before. My old preferred source was always very bitter. These new seeds aren't bitter at all and are even more potent. I'm not complaining but its always a bit sketch when I drink half thinking it will be a nice mellow high and im nearly nodding after just drinking it.

I don't think I've ever seen a BWN thread last this long without needing to make a new one.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 21:54:17 EST zaurUfK0 No.613749 Reply
>>613748
Got greedy and drank the rest a second ago. Then as soon as I finished downing the second half I felt the nod hit even harder from the first half (which I drank like 50 minutes ago). So now I'm anxious I took too much lol. Damn my stupid brain. nb
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 22:13:02 EST zaurUfK0 No.613750 Reply
>>613749
lol forgot I took some benadryl and thats why I got real drowsy. Don't mind me lol just a hypochondriac on drugs. nb
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Cedric Cettingwater - Sun, 23 Feb 2020 00:02:57 EST vhOK5LsS No.613752 Reply
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Bumping on PST + WGFJ, trying to psyche myself up for my first day at a new job tomorrow and deal with a break up at the same time, shit's rough.

>>613748
Yeah I've noticed that too, sometime PST that is light af and not bitter at all can be super strong and sometimes dank and extremely bitter can be bunk. It;s some weird shit.
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sexy heroin girl with sensitive clit - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 17:22:28 EST yC2mGzAE No.613774 Reply
>>613716
>>613752
you think that guy died ? it usually takes me not immediatly to nod
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 21:05:21 EST KnL4ajYu No.613776 Reply
>>612110
Incoming cocktail warning:
30mg diazepam, 37.5mg hydrocodone, 100mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, and sipping on some red wine. My wife and I are collabing on some dank homemade pork hibachi. Shit’s lit!
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m - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 22:26:54 EST vgHBTjMI No.613779 Reply
>>613774
Nah, it's very unlikely that Morphiate straight up died from just ~0.5-1lb of seeds. Seeds that are even close to that strength pretty much became an under 1 in 100 batches after the end of ~2016 or first few months of 2017. After that, it was only select lots and expiration dates around half a dozen times or less per year, typically sold some time between ~July and Dec, usually Sept, Oct, and Nov in particular.

Feb is historically one of the weakest months on average, at least for UK seed. Sure anything is possible, but to receive seeds that are >750mg total morph equivalent or higher per lb, especially in Feb/March, is nearly impossible.

I can't speak on his source, but if it's who I assume it is, I will say that his "Aus seeds" are 100% totally a mix of majority UK with a bit of Aus/Spanish seed as potentiating filler, IMO more likely to be Spanish. I'm convinced that whichever UK or Aus seed is listed cheaper, then it's either less potent UK or Uk that's more heavily cut/mixed with Spanish or possibly Aus seeds. Either way, many people I've talked to are convinced it's all mostly UK seed that's tweaked for branding, aesthetic, and profit maximization purposes.

>bump on 35mg oral d-amph IR and 2mg sublingual bupe about 11 or so hours ago, another 4mg bupe+a-l-c+chitosan via my nasal spray a few hours later, and roughly 3mg more nasal bupe an hour ago

bump I guess, because the end result of having dropped ~10mg etizolam/day equivalent for ~70 total days semi-cold CT roughly 2 weeks or so ago is that my daily bupe dose has skyrocketed, and oddly enough my d-amph dose has heavily dropped as well, likely due to too much etizolam-related rebound anxiety. Instead of 60+ mg/day d-amph, it's usually ~30-40mg/day now, and instead of ~3-4mg nasal, it's recently been something like ~6-12mg/day, yikes.

I've been trying to stabilize by using up two smaller than 4mg "halfs" of subutex per day, so roughly maybe ~6-7mg, but sometimes I still get micro or even mild WD. For the first time in months I actually had a strong craving to go find dillies, real roxies, or even being willing to settle for fent presses in a make shift nasal spray, so clearly getting totally off subutex any time soon would be a piss poor idea. Maybe in a few months I'll be back to 3-4mg/day, but even if I'm not, I can live with anything 8mg or less/day. As long as I'm taking a half or a third as much d-amph as I used to, it's worth it imo.

Anyone else giving up specific drugs for the year, or just for the hell of it? My plan has been 0 weed until I either leave the country or am offered some to use on a specific visit/event that's outside my home town, and possibly for the whole year period. It's nice not feeling like my brain is in a fog. Count me out for benzos as well, at least for a long while. And Jesus Christ, never again at 10mg etiz/5mg xanax equivalent per day for over two months, even if I semi-tapered down to 3-4mg/day. I slaughtered some of my former posts on that shit, and tolerance rises way too fast.

Anyone have experience switching from long term d-amph to modafinil or preferably armodafinil? I've been considering using this opportunity of rebound anxiety and less/lower dose compulsive amph use to somehow combined an amph taper with an armodafinil replacement. I'm pretty sure my sub doc doesn't test for either modaf or armodaf, and it's only once every 90 days, so a few days of amph beforehand would be enough to "fool" the test. Is that stuff effective though?
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lol - Tue, 25 Feb 2020 00:18:56 EST oaWRMjn3 No.613786 Reply
>>613779
Yeah I gave up everything after a last hurrah type deal, I'm five weeks into my 8 week treatment for hep C on this mavyret shit and then I'm getting the fuck out of dodge, it's been fun but it's will be too soon if I ever have to take a pill I'm dependent on again, really can't stand the feeling anymore.
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lol - Tue, 25 Feb 2020 00:21:27 EST oaWRMjn3 No.613787 Reply
>>612110
Oh yeah saw someone outside the clinic get bashed with a fuckin golf club today, dude fucking winded up and everything it was fucked, of course made getting my dose take forever, gotta love the things that happen when a bunch of degenerates get put in one place

Nb
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Wed, 26 Feb 2020 03:46:03 EST zaurUfK0 No.613807 Reply
Nah i didnt die i just threw up like a pussy.
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₱-5 - Wed, 26 Feb 2020 14:53:53 EST vBUOIBuR No.613817 Reply
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7 very large orbs, 100mg hydroxyzine, 3 IPAs, and a blunt of schwag.

So glad to be back /opi/. I finally feel peace again.
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Samuel Crollerworth - Wed, 26 Feb 2020 18:22:08 EST Wb/WXiJS No.613834 Reply
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We didn't have nowhere to live
We didn't have nowhere to go
Till someone said:
"I know this place off Burnett Road"
It was on the 15th floor
It had a board across the door
It took an hour
To pry it off and get inside
It smelt as if someone had died
The living room was full of flies
The kitchen sink was blocked
The bathroom sink not there at all
Oh, it's a mess alright
Yes, it's Mile End

And now we're living in the sky
I never thought I'd live so high
Just like heaven
(If it didn't look like hell)
The lift is always full of piss
The fifth-floor landing smells of fish
Not just on Fridays
Every single other day!
And all the kids come out at night
They kick a ball and have a fight
And maybe shoot somebody if they lose at pool
Oh, it's a mess alright
Yes, it's Mile End

Nobody wants to be your friend
'cause "you're not from round here", oh
(As if that was
Something to be proud about!)
The pearly king of the Isle of Dogs
Feels up children in the bogs
And down by the playing fields
Someone sets a car on fire
I guess you have to go right down
Before you understand just how
How low
How low a human being can go
Oh, it's a mess alright
Yes it's mile end
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Wesley Dunkinkot - Wed, 26 Feb 2020 19:17:48 EST W90qOOis No.613837 Reply
>>613834
>outpatient programs handbook

hey at least you're trying right?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 28 Feb 2020 19:25:04 EST KnL4ajYu No.613900 Reply
>> 40mg diazepam, 45mg hydrocodone chewed up, several moderately high ABV stouts, 150mg hydroxyzine, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, and 50mg DPH.

Life is going well. Love you all!
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George Crobbercheg - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 02:00:19 EST ExLhcyth No.613907 Reply
Some truly babby tier shit.

5 T3s so, 150mg codeine.

Taking some dabs along with and feeling comfy.
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Jenny Wallyfuck - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 03:03:48 EST PZFFZ69j No.613908 Reply
anyone got that picutre of a desk covered in heroin stamps and needles and it looks real dirty
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Wesley Crattingtane - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 16:09:25 EST Qrr9wNbK No.613914 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 30mg baclofen (muscle relaxer)

Feeling good and watching jack reacher 2. It's a chill weekend.
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m - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 16:45:03 EST vgHBTjMI No.613917 Reply
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>>613913
Why the fuck didn't that guy cap his syringes? When he posted it, I was baffled.

Ghost bump on 40mg oral d-amph and 4mg nasal bupe...finally getting my daily dose back down to 6mg/day or less. It's still equivalent of around 9mg sublingual though, so there's a long way to go.

It's been over a year since I've gotten high though, so that's cool I guess. In another three months or so, it'll be one year since I've consumed a full agonist.

But I consider it a year since getting high once and ~14 months minimum, maybe 15 since full agonism dependency (~90%+ UK+weak Spanish PST, occasional UK big 3 genetics PPT, and rarely crushed up pharma morph XR). Just over a year ago I unexpectedly found about 0.5-0.8lb of old stock decent UK PST stashed away and thus brewed a decent dose + ate 10 non-CWE'd T3s+ NAC, and two or months after I ran out of bupe in Cabodia, forcing me to take tram+codeine+dhc variations for maintenance. One country in my travel plan had limits of just one month's script for "highly controlled narcotic drugs," and it wasn't clear if bupe qualified, so on the safe side I only took one month's "worth," which lasted me over two months, though my 3 month script of d-amph was just one bottle lol.

While a few pharmacies had bupe, it was SUPER expensive per 8mg dosage, only available in individually packaged 0.3mg/ml solution made for IV for something crazy like $5-10+ per 0.3mg (btw be careful with 3rd world "sterile" IV ampules), and they refused to sell me over like 10 ampules. tl;dr they wanted $80, haggled to $40, per just 3mg/10ml IV, which even if I purchased daily, wasn't enough for me if taken non-IV. AND the only 25ga or higher syringes available were 27ga 1ml, so I'd have to do TEN injections per day, lmfao. No thanks.

So, I ended up switching to various mixes of 50/100mg IR or 100mg XR tramadol, 30mg IR codeine, and 30/60mg IR or 60/120mg XR dhc, eventually switching to just 60 or 120mg XR dhc tablets. Surprisingly enough, at the time I was taking 8mg bupe subbed/day for multi-months before a 12 day taper of 2mg per 4 days, my moderate WDs ~90-97% stopped within 4ish days of being off bupe and taking 540mg XR dhc, 4-6mg lope, and 0.2-0.3mg clonidine per day.

Despite being a full agonist, I genuinely never felt even 1-5% subjectively "high", without even pseudo-placebo good feels. Subbed bupe is supposedly about 30x stronger than oral morph, and oral morph is ~5x stronger than oral dhc mg for mg. If that's true, 8mg subbed equals 240mg oral morph, or 1200mg dhc, yet 540mg dhc + 2 or 3 2mg lope was enough. Perhaps the 90F+ weather and higher humidity than miami increased metabolism and shorted bupe half-life, who knows.


So here's to one year being "sober" from full agonist opioids. In about two months I can say I'm one year "clean" from full agonist opi, woohoo I guess., though the date that even really matters to me is January 1st 2019, as it's the earliest date I know for sure that I was stabilized on bupe the final time and stopped getting high nearly daily. Just one recreational dose seems like a joke compared to using every day, let alone a week or 10 days of taking just one xr super-codeine every 6 or so hours.
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Nicholas Codgedale - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 17:45:39 EST W90qOOis No.613920 Reply
>>613834
>>613913
i really don't think that just heroin can make you like this, i think there's an element of mental illness, you don't shit where you sleep, it takes seconds more effort not to live like this, i've been an addict for years and never been so low as to let my living space get like this
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sat, 29 Feb 2020 18:34:24 EST ODcTD8df No.613922 Reply
>>613729
Hey bro good to see you stopped by. This board definately misses some of its better trips. I'm trying to work myself off of the benzos as well, tried two of those G whatever pressed Xanax bars the other day that apparently contain eitzolam and I haven't felt a benzo lift like that in a long while. Mind you my tolerance now is stupid high to benzodiazepines. Eventually I will begin taking the Librium I recieved daily and tapering off with that.
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Archie Hannertedge - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 08:10:54 EST JD/7JWNJ No.613934 Reply
>>613729
Nice man, really glad to hear you're doing alright for the most part. I have been away from the board for a while and heard that we lost a few of the more prominent tripfags since then. I think someone said Q passed? Fucking sucks, RIP to all the bros we've lost. Stay safe out there
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driven !FTPgBqDDy. - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 16:38:17 EST gdYQopVn No.613938 Reply
got my script today bump to remind others to wash their hands before chewing up handfuls of pills shot cuties
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Fanny Dartlock - Sun, 01 Mar 2020 19:51:20 EST VTablQIA No.613941 Reply
Been on a 2 day binge with some of the most fire #4 I've ever had in the 6 years I've been using and some pressed bars which I'm pretty god damn sure are flubromazolam, been pretty straight, just sitting at my PC playing Division 2.
Bump
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overgrownpath !3g9OJxiR.6 - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 05:47:42 EST 07mOrYov No.613950 Reply
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BWN - not exactly nodding though as I've shot my second hit of methylphenidate + h together so I'm a little stimulated too, but the opi is coming through nicely. Hope everyone is going along okay, coping with life etc~
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Reuben Nishfoot - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 15:03:02 EST SUNa8wVi No.613951 Reply
No bump, relapse time

Aus fam, how's our seed scene right now? Literally haven't slept in 2 days, I need something noddy. Note my tolerance should be next to zero.

Idk if this counts as sourcing/naming, but how's our supermarket bag brand? Probably the most accessible I have (green lids are always sold out, reds are always trash). A few organic shops around that also have pretty decent seeds, though bag brand was consistently decent when I was dosing.
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Reuben Nishfoot - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 17:20:46 EST SUNa8wVi No.613954 Reply
>>613951
While I'm waiting to go grab shit, anyone know the interaction between opis and doxylamine (sleep med, first gen anti-histamine, 10hr half-life)? Not taken together, had 50mg doxylamine 9 hours ago, will dose in 4ish more. Should be 16.5mg~ of doxylamine still floating around in me at time of dose.

Fairly sure I'll be fine, might just lower the seed dose a bit (probs should for a relapse anyway). If anything the remaining doxylamine will potentiate it and I'll be straight to bed
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m - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 17:47:20 EST vgHBTjMI No.613956 Reply
>>613954
There's no major interaction I'm aware of. Check if it inhibits any specific enzymes, and if your opi DoC shares the same enzymes. It just causes increased drowsiness and possibly mildly increased CNS depression. It will decrease itchiness though. I prefer it to dph, but not by much. For non-codeine opioids, promethazine in low doses can be nice. Hydroxyzine is probably my favorite with promethazine being #2 if dosing in evening or later. Hydroxyzine is a mild atypical anxiolytic, not very strong antihistamine, but not really that drowsy at all.
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Reuben Nishfoot - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 18:01:08 EST SUNa8wVi No.613957 Reply
>>613956
Cheers fam, was fairly sure it'd be fine but just wanted to make sure I'm not missing anything in my sleep deprived state. Doxylamine is fucking terrible though, makes me kinda drowsy for an hour or so then rebounds into this weird stimulated/groggy feeling. Still feeling the groggyness now.
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Priscilla Gurryshit - Mon, 02 Mar 2020 23:58:56 EST SUNa8wVi No.613961 Reply
BUMP, we nod tonight fam.

Supermarket seeds (not jars) turned out better than expected, probably because my tolerance is real low. Bag looked super nice though (like even for this brand). Wash came out decent. Effects are good so far (drank about an hour ago).

Ended up taking a bit under my 'normal' dose, so should be fun if the seeds are halfway decent.
Here's hoping.
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Priscilla Gurryshit - Tue, 03 Mar 2020 00:02:51 EST SUNa8wVi No.613962 Reply
>>613961
>>613951
idk how I fucked that up.

Where the fuck is everyone though? this board was never super busy but today seems especially dead. Where the fuck are my ausfags? I know the seed situation is mostly resolved, looks like majority of the local 'dealers' are selling the same tassie batch (high m/c, low t)
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Archie Buzzwater - Tue, 03 Mar 2020 15:50:21 EST fncd//z5 No.613970 Reply
>>613962
We don't talk about seeds here anymore, too hot. Glad to hear things are good is ausland tho!

Bump on 60mg methadone and an expensive as fuck coffee, gonna play some of the new Dead Cells Bad Seed DLC and smoke a few bowls.
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Fanny Nickleshaw - Tue, 03 Mar 2020 15:53:20 EST dG9egPEc No.613971 Reply
>>613970
I haven't used seeds in years can you clue me in to what is so hot about talking about them right now? Have there been arrests or something?
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m - Tue, 03 Mar 2020 21:10:10 EST vgHBTjMI No.613974 Reply
>>613971
Kirt himself said that any PST source discussion is prohibited, including stuff as vague as "the seeds in the purple pokadotted jars" or "the supermarket seeds in the long skinny bags." He also said teks/tutorials/in depth guide discussion of PST/PPT making is forbidden, even if making say home made DMT extractions is A-OK.

Basically someone/something remotely related to his Patreon brought up something about PST advertising on /opi/, and because he was concerned about possibly violating Patreon's ToS or otherwise getting social flack that would harm his revenue streams. So he visited /opi/ for the first time in what seems like years to insist that the rules have always been this way, even if they were 100% never enforced. Then, instead of genuinely trying to educate people that the rules have been de facto changes, the mods lazily locked/removed entire PST threads if a single person arbitrarily violated the new/always existing sourcing rules instead of warning/banning the actual poster. So then a troll could just basically plan a "bomb" in any PST thread and it was doomed to be locked within a week. It didn't help that several anions, frankly usually Aussie posters for some reason, refused to alter their posting behavior and just weren't capable of being sly/indirect enough to avoid breaking rules. Then they outright started posting contact info instead, and it all went to shit.

If you want to discuss PST, look in the 420chan official discord for people like me and other trips. There's other places for that sort of thing so we don't destroy Kirt's revenue streams, but if you don't know shit about PST, seriously it's ~95% dead in the US. Unwashed seeds are arbitrarily illegal to sell in the US as of mid-December. They're a Schedule II substance if the DEA decides that's what they are.
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Albert Chullylock - Tue, 03 Mar 2020 21:35:53 EST SUNa8wVi No.613975 Reply
>>613974
Honestly, it's because the rule/how it was introduced and enforced is bullshit.

I get the whole not wanting to spread awareness, but we're on /opi ffs. Ain't nobody coming here unless they already know _something_

Especially sucks for us Aussies, where we have a few very common sources that *should* be discussed as quality varies week to week, and supply ain't changing. If something is stocked in every single supermarket, who the fuck cares? The aussie government is well aware of PST, they also don't give a fuck.

I get not blowing up online sources but we should at least be allowed to discuss local ones.
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m - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 00:09:29 EST vgHBTjMI No.613978 Reply
>>613975
Yeah, Kirt just plain doesn't care about your or my opinion. He was willing to remove non-anime porn boards in the blink of an eye, and I'm sure that caused 10x more uproar than PST fags getting pissy. We're literally a cable running across Kirt's basement, and the man has rent to pay without a 9-5 income stream, so I'm not sure we can really expect anything else.
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Sophie Bezzlechadge - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 09:27:09 EST bBq9Srwh No.613984 Reply
>>613974
hmm.. i must be using discord wrong or something then, because everytime I go to the official discord and into the appropriate section, I don't really see any pst talk, or really any coherent talk at all, but just a jumble of mostly incoherent comments, most of them irrelevant to one another
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William Bloblingshit - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 09:54:02 EST fAuyB3yr No.613985 Reply
>>613913
I cant stop looking at this my god this is peak degeneracy all those uncapped rigs JFC at least break the tips
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m - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 14:02:08 EST vgHBTjMI No.613986 Reply
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>>613984
Yeah I meant direct message me or other trips. Though if you don't already know the major players still in the seed game, dont be surprised if/when you aren't invited. We generally support at least part of Kirt's mindset, which is that those out of the loop, particularly those without significant PST/PPT experience, are not the besbest candidates at this point. Between skyrocketing prices, continually reduced quality, and the DEA finally giving a shit about PST (unwashed UK seeds in particular), the last thing the PST community needs is more people hooked on it or buying more bags.

Last I checked, seeds from the only one or two decent "underground" sources were changing $20/lb and beyond, and the potency is generally 5-25% of what it was over 3 years ago, for 5-8x the price. Once these vendors get shut down, it all shifts to fly-by-night "vendors" usually selling old stock that's been cut/stretched by like 20-75% with mild or bunk, often cheap $2-4/lb Spanish seed, and still charging super high prices like $30-60+/lb.

My worst fears became reality. Since real 80mg EU OCs go for $40-65 or so each on the DNM and $60-100 each on the streets, it's not all that surprising that a lb of UK seeds with a morphine equivalent potency well over 120mg can cost as much as $40-80 shipped. The data released indirectly by the DEA shows that 2016 UK seed was an average strength of like ~1500mg/kg morph alone and as high as around 2750-2850mg/kg morph alone, not to mention several 100mg codeine and several 100mg other alkaloids, some of them with metabolites just as potent as morph, and all alkaloids clogging enzymes resulting in 2-5x longer morph HL than pharma morph IR orally.
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Hamilton Cripperset - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 19:32:24 EST hOxGkjd8 No.613989 Reply
>>613634
>>612110
Just chased the dragon a bit, feeling itchy again - nice
Tomorrow is going to be a relaxed day at work
Bwn
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Hugh Cidgeford - Wed, 04 Mar 2020 19:52:07 EST Mjy8E5PD No.613991 Reply
>>613989
I am super itchy as well. I haven't felt this high in a long time I don't know if what I got is full of fentanyl or what's going on because this shit is flooring me hard.
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Kim Il Sung - Thu, 05 Mar 2020 08:24:19 EST v9pPl1PJ No.614001 Reply
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man ive jacked my buprenorphine tolerance out so hardcore that i've ran my script short again. fuck me.

>2mg buprenorphine (rectal)
>2 ..3?mg clonazepam (don't remember if i took one earlier in the morning lol so prolly)
>two bowls of good Michigan weed
>nicotine

I'm so fuckin itchyyyyyyy maaaaaaaannnn. When bupe builds up in your body because of that long ass half-life god DAMN does it get so warm/histamine'd out that it borders on a giant body rash lmao

granted this is 6 years of being on Buprenorphine everyday

FUCCKK ITT BROPIATES BWN
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Oliver Fanham - Thu, 05 Mar 2020 10:21:54 EST 14AlRuJW No.614003 Reply
>>614001
Dam bro. I've been on bupe 2 years now, started at 24mg now im down to 6mg and as of tomorrow i'll be down to 4mg. The whole time i have not gotten high on my subs, how do you do it? Everytime i take a dose cut (since dropping below 12mg) ill start getting withdrawal symptoms 6-8hrs before my daily dose and then when my dose starts working i get a slight feeling of relief for like 30mins but that's the closest ive gotten to getting high on subs. How do you do it, you absolute mad man?
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lol - Thu, 05 Mar 2020 10:24:32 EST IggaRoSW No.614004 Reply
>>614001
Do you sell it? Only way I ever ran out of mine since I couldn't catch any feeling off it, always wondered how people run through it with scripts unless they somehow still have a tolly to get high on subs while being prescribed them. Even with my needle fixation being terrible back when I had a script I somehow could manage. Do you get anything out of rectal administration? Figure it wouldn't be worth the effort the same way IV becomes not worth it, used to do it to save some but eventually do to the increase in BA it just ends up fucking you over
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m - Thu, 05 Mar 2020 19:52:35 EST vgHBTjMI No.614013 Reply
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>>614003
I've never felt shit either besides being able to achieve a weird 0 euphoria "nod" maybe 5 times max during the first 2 weeks on bupe, and only if I snorted 18-24mg at once every 3-4 days compared to 4-8mg sublingual daily. It wasn't really enjoyable whatsoever and both the films and tablets (films in particular) were so acidic that it 100% wasn't worth it.

>>614004
Nasal/rectal bupe don't seem to have a super short HL like IV bupe does. It's more like only maybe 45-90min shorter HL if that, which doesn't matter compared to a ~37hr HL total. It's ~1.5x higher BA than sublingual (IV is supposedly ~3x higher than subbed), so it's worth it if you buy yours on the street or are already taking another drug that benefits from nasal/rectal use, as you can combine them in one syringe. I mostly use it sublingually these days as I take most of my d-amph orally, but it definitely worked whether snorted or boofed.

Kim Il Sung, how you been? What is your daily average dose? 4mg boofed bupe/day was always too much receptor saturation to even notice the difference when dosing daily. Even non-dependent users I know think bupe has a rather mild euphoria compared to oral morph/hydroc/oxyc.

>apathetic bump on 40mg oral d-amph IR hours ago, about to snort 4mg bupe solution + baking soda & a-l-c
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Archie Bluffingshit - Thu, 05 Mar 2020 22:15:42 EST YofsFlfv No.614016 Reply
havent posted in a while
hope yall are well
bumping on kratom and cannabis
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Albert Blythebury - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 00:56:43 EST AvehZsW4 No.614020 Reply
Took 550mg tramadol and I'm pretty fucked up at the moment. I have little to no tolerance to opiates.
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Molly Sozzlewig - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 04:33:15 EST iC2qwFu7 No.614021 Reply
HOSPITAL BUMP

Currently on IV midazolam, ketamine, fent, petidine and zolpidem
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Nigel Duckstock - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 08:19:56 EST LpEYRcXR No.614026 Reply
>>613986

Gotchya. I've been using pst for about 5 years now, probably currently ordering from the main 2 or 3 places everyone else is (now that the other ones aren't involved anymore). I stopped ordering for a few months and went to pods, and just recently starting test ordering again from these other sites after reading some somewhat promising posts. That said, they're active, but it's still disappointing (price to required dose, considered) and probably still cheaper to use pods, which is just a general pain in the ass. I'm kinda fucked and at a crossroads -- i use this to manage pain/medical condition, not to get fucked up, and yet it's seeming more and more like my only options are h or signing up with the clinic. Don't really want to do either, but I either find something, or sign up for disability and become a useless piece of shit. .feelsbadman --- sorry, just venting
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Archie Bluffingshit - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 15:36:53 EST YofsFlfv No.614029 Reply
anyone know if larger pods tend to have any potency difference compared to tiny ones? last few batches had some of the smallest i had ever had, like a dozen of em fit in the palm of my hand. thinking of going with the really big ones next time cause i havent had them in quite a while.
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Kim Il Sung - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 17:47:45 EST HuCZl/zi No.614034 Reply
>>614004
no I don't sell anything. my tolerance runs up after 5-7 days of plugging 2-4mg everyday (only get 21 2mg every 2 weeks) and before I know it I'm rationing and shit. I gotta stop.

rectal admin is the next best thing to IVing in my experience. 100% absorption most of the time, I personally get a small rush, warm encompassing feeling within 5 mins. ~ been addicted to plugging bupe for 6 years.

>614003
shit man like I said above. I dont recommend it, but I've gotten buzzed off my subs for 6 years. just fluctuating my doses and rectal admin... I do NOT recommend either though. super reckless not good for recovery of course.
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Kim Il Sung - Fri, 06 Mar 2020 17:55:22 EST HuCZl/zi No.614036 Reply
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>>614013
I've been good my friend! it's good to see the alot of the old homies still kicking it here.
how've you been??

my average daily dose is SUPPOSED to be 3mg a day prescribed.
but I normally go between 2-4mg because I'm a fiend and retarded.
you are absolutely correct though 4mg even once or twice saturates so much that the euphoria is indeed minimal post-that

but lately I've been tryin to go for 2mg a day (still builds up just lesser) with my clonazepam it always does the job for me.
but like you said you are totally right in retrospect, the BA does screw me over and I've been trying to get off this booty bootyneedle train lmao.

going from 100% BA to a lesser one is tough.
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Dextrolord - Sat, 07 Mar 2020 09:12:15 EST e0MK24z6 No.614044 Reply
>>612110
Everyone give thanks with their tax dollars so I can keep getting my methadone for free with the state's insurance

Bwn 60mg of mdone
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lol - Sat, 07 Mar 2020 12:07:57 EST oaWRMjn3 No.614045 Reply
>>614044
How long have you been on it? Is that new in your area or something? Medicaid covers pretty much everyone in my clinic since no one in the area has money enough to pay something like 17 bucks per dose. I went on a trip once and it as 75 bucks to pay for 3 days of dosing, it sucked.
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Nell Dartford - Sun, 08 Mar 2020 16:54:40 EST /4+6qSIh No.614085 Reply
20mg methadone

Fuck people. I'm just getting fuked up tonight.
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Rebecca Warringham - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 03:38:32 EST KmrciqHa No.614089 Reply
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gonna fly to that cozy brown snow of the East
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 03:47:27 EST KnL4ajYu No.614090 Reply
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50mg cyclobenzaprine, 40mg diazepam, 45mg hydrocodone, 150mg DPH, 200mg hydroxyzine, and a glass of wine (not all at the same time and the antihistamines are somewhat preemptive).
In place of booze, at least more often than not over the past week or so, I’ve gotten into flavored seltzers and sparkling water (classic non-alcohol containing ones). Although I do still drink a little now and again, my body/wallet/wife/life are thanking me for decreasing intake. A good seltzer or sparkling water is cheaper than beer and scratches the itch to drink something other than water 24/7.

Christ, I’m rambling and feeling all of the drugs. Itching is coming on HARD, so the antihistamine are on deck for consumption.

Be safe everyone. 🖤

>>614089
Fuckkkkkkkk. How’s the gear??
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Archie Goodfield - Mon, 09 Mar 2020 19:55:27 EST OibTVXRS No.614105 Reply
>>614090
Quite good, very clean

Glad i dont have a local plug for the stuff, off the markets is much purer and I've time to come to my senses before i go get more, only done it a handful of times over the years, and always intranasally
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 10 Mar 2020 19:49:52 EST RxP+gD6B No.614115 Reply
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Trying to wean myself off the benzos so after those six Clonaz are gone I'm going to stick to those librium because it's prescribed to me. I figured I would take an Olanzapine (those yellows to the left) I just have vague memories of taking large amounts of Clonazepam and taking just one Olanzapine and slipping into a deeper blackout where I could functiin but just barely. Had to have a friend basically carry me to a bust stop and the home. I wonder what that connection with Olanzapine and benzos that makes such a dangerous concoction.

Anyway, sold 300mg of my daily Kadian for 50$ and copped some down along with those Clonazepam. BWN on 10mg librium and a 10mg Olanzapine taken six hours ago, did a .15 shot at the safe injection site. Popped 4mg ckinaz and did the other .1. smoked a joint of some Indica heavy "cheese quake" and am fighting the nod pretty hard now. Hope all the rest of ya are good. -Thants

Pic related
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Hannah Blackridge - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 14:16:11 EST gnTwNzGH No.614126 Reply
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being daily on cheap, strong poppies in my small apartment. really feels like picture related.
User is currently banned from all boards
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Cedric Bemmlespear - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 16:59:05 EST D5HVdZys No.614128 Reply
>>612110
Apparently good seeds do still exist. Not quite to a nod but I’m itchy as fuck off of two pounds.
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m - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 20:41:57 EST qsHN3Ndz No.614131 Reply
>>613141
Did you break down those pods by hand? They're about 5x too large, or more. Use a blender Christ. There's got to be a lot of alkaloids that are simply "stuck" in the cell walls. Use a blender to grind them into flu-like consistency.

Regardless, Goddamn that's such a laborious process and involves the worst taster ever, especially when you add citric acid. It takes like vomit and sort of like grass.
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Graham Blathershit - Wed, 11 Mar 2020 23:33:41 EST SUNa8wVi No.614141 Reply
Got my hands on green lids after not seeing them for literally months.

Very interested to see how they compare to everything else right now (they used to be consistently 'good')

Currently sipping some riki/sprite to help the WD, fuck knows why people think it tastes good.
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Augustus Ginnerfug - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 06:01:39 EST ssq7FxRs No.614147 Reply
>>614140
They were sourcing so frequently (to be fair, they didn't realize it was considered sourcing since poppy seeds are legal even if making pst is not) that, to be safe and not scare advertisers off, the mods just lock the threads right away these days.
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Phineas Dungerbury - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 09:09:11 EST gE8yyxax No.614148 Reply
>>614147
Good its /opi/ not /pods/
Even most pst users enforce sticking to one thread

Its good the rest.are locked and any others with banned content
Nb coz dont want seeds at top
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Emma Crurrykotch - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 12:19:19 EST YofsFlfv No.614149 Reply
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mail is backed up as fuck....kratom and coffee with cacao for breakfast

tomorrow is another day but for now i shall toil and weigh
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 15:30:52 EST KnL4ajYu No.614150 Reply
Hitting the benzos and opiates a little bit less hard this past week than the last couple of weeks. Here's hoping to save up a little in case pharmacies close down in the next few weeks. Research, English black tea, diazepam, hydrocodone, and the other usual ish.

A fuckton of U.S. public and private universities are moving their entire education programs to online learning only for at least the next month.
Legitimately, I plan to stock up on all my scripts and chill for a solid month. Everyone is freaking the fuck out whereas others are ambivalent.

Stay safe, folks.

>>614149
Too true. I finally received a letter this week from a relative despite it being sent wel over a week ago. This was a standard domestic letter with nothing illicit inside.
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Emma Crurrykotch - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 17:06:42 EST YofsFlfv No.614155 Reply
>>614150
talk in my area is major shut downs starting this week end, hoping things show tomorrow before that goes through...*sigh*
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 18:08:29 EST KnL4ajYu No.614156 Reply
55mg diazepam (sublingual), 30mg hydrocodone (chewed up), 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 50mg hydroxyzine, and a peach-pear La Croix.

>>614155
Are you waiting for RCs or seeds? Either way, pray to the mail gods. Best of luck, honestly.
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Emma Crurrykotch - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 18:35:11 EST YofsFlfv No.614157 Reply
>>614156
neither, just some arrangements is all. its so fucked because its like an hour away from me but the postal service is slow as fuck. the shipping said 5-7 days though and it hasnt been over 7 days yet so no big deal.
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Nathaniel Wuppernog - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 21:45:56 EST bj8s2ro/ No.614159 Reply
Someone tryna put me on to some good podcasts to listen to while nodding. I tend to feel opiates more when I'm not doing anything or watching anything just chilling and doing something low effort like listening to music or a podcast. Makes me feel like less of a junkie if I'm learning something so pmo with whatever interesting shit you got.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Thu, 12 Mar 2020 21:48:47 EST zaurUfK0 No.614161 Reply
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You know the deal. Got a really awesome Fire Walker #11 cart from Raw Garden, some Kentucky bourbon, and of course a tall glass of 1lb of some really fire seeds. So fire the second washes actually make me feel something (not nodding but good).

Hope everyone is safe and enjoying themselves tonight.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 00:38:59 EST KnL4ajYu No.614164 Reply
Lots of grapefruit juice and antacids. A bunch of chamomile tea and two glasses of tea since the last bump.

Now: 30mg hydrocodone, 40mg diazepam, 2mg alprazolam, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 75mg hydroxyzine, 4mg ondansetron, and sipping on a grapefruit seltzer along with grapefruit juice.

I’ve decided to watch Lil Peep’s “Everybody’s Everything” for the second time. I nodded off on hydrocodone and diazepam a few days back, so I only watched the first half. Go figure.

>>614161
At first I thought you made a whiskey spiked white grapefruit juice, but you went wayyyy heavier. Be safe, Morph.
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Albert Murdgold - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 01:43:57 EST sQFrVTKN No.614165 Reply
god damn im getting a lot of conflicting information here, "seeds are 95% dead in the usa" "prices insane $20lb minimum" "cheaper to use pods"

but then i see stuff like "fire seeds, 2nd wash feels good" and "being on cheap, strong poppies in my small apt makes me feel..."

what am i to make of it all...

checking in for the first time since 2017, obviously all the go tos from then are donezo
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Graham Chellydod - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 05:25:39 EST Y58fDZgz No.614167 Reply
how long after being on suboxone can you take perk without alot of it being blocked?
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Lydia Dartbanks - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 11:30:14 EST YofsFlfv No.614172 Reply
fucking box went out for delivery 3 hours ago. guess friday the 13th isnt bad after all. about to make myself some coffee while i wait for this thang.
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m - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 12:58:51 EST qsHN3Ndz No.614174 Reply
>>614167
How much were you taking daily? You should wait a bare minimum of one week, maybe even 2 weeks. If you took 4mg/day or more, definitely wait 7-10 days. That doesn't even include actual tolerance from bupe, just blockage. Everyone is different, but it can take up to 3 full days for half of one dose to leave your system, so if you've taken it for weeks or months, it's likely built up in your system. Dont be surprised if you dont feel shit for up to 2 weeks.

If you want to start using again, focus on tapering down to a minimum of 2mg/day, preferably 1mg/day. Once you get down to that low of a daily dose for weeks, you can try halving your dose for one day, waiting 1-2 days of CT after that, then dosing another opioid, wait an addition 1-1.5 days, and then get back on bupe. I will say that doing so is a lot less effective than it sounds, and if you use any more than like ~2-3mg snorted or 4mg sublingual/day, switching back and forth from bupe to dope/pills pretty much stops working.

If you've been taking 8mg+/day for ages, dont even bother trying. The Withdrawal isn't worth it.
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Angus Nickleridge - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 16:21:26 EST gnTwNzGH No.614179 Reply
>>614131
i noticed no difference in effect when i grounded them with a coffee grinder. though i always put them in water for over night before i warm (almost boiling) them in the pot for 1-2 hours.

i put them seedless in a coffee cup and smash them with the top of a vodka bottle.
most of them, especially small pods, end up as crushed as with a blender. big ones have those strips which makes them harder to crush, even with a grinder.
i'll try a grinder again now that my tolerance is so high. what i hate about grinding pods is that they become so dusty they end up becoming one with the air.

>worst taste ever
you get used to the taste. the problem is that the average amount per 8 pods i drink is like 1 litre. do i use too much water?
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Pump Daddy Flex - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 19:23:51 EST L8URdTiu No.614184 Reply
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On the train again. 240mg er morphine so it's going to be a long comfy evening. Got the plumpest of collas for my smoking pleasure as well. Papa bless the harvest and the doctor. A'Cheers everyone
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Clara Choblinghan - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 19:39:03 EST jXjrBK59 No.614185 Reply
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>>614179
now it looks like diarrhea. there’s like 2 high doses worth of pods, didn’t count.
need to switch to a bigger pot, not sure if it has enough water.
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Fuck Murdgold - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 20:24:17 EST gnTwNzGH No.614186 Reply
>>614185
also, the poppies were grounded with a coffee grinder. it's dust, it just looks chunky after i added water
User is currently banned from all boards
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William Maynard Garver - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 21:54:38 EST YofsFlfv No.614188 Reply
PS tea and chewing some EC leaf
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Caroline Trotway - Fri, 13 Mar 2020 22:00:52 EST krOBjZ5e No.614189 Reply
20mg methadone. Havent taken anything in over a week so my tolerance is low.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Sat, 14 Mar 2020 20:43:08 EST KnL4ajYu No.614217 Reply
>>612110
God fucking damn, boards are slower than elder males' piss streams with prostate issues and opioid addictions.[

I have not kept count, so diazepam, cyclobenzaprine, hydrocodone, hydroxyzine, lots of black/green/decaf teas, and a couple glasses of "Benz'd Fellow" red wine.
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William Maynard Garver - Sat, 14 Mar 2020 22:48:55 EST YofsFlfv No.614218 Reply
well guys i decided to cancel my internet service since i barely use it anymore, so i think before it cuts out in about an hour im gonna have one last post for my nightly cup of tea and my final dose of coca chew

been great postin with yall lads
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Esther Snodhall - Mon, 16 Mar 2020 05:01:20 EST QnkV7lnQ No.614230 Reply
I have a a new job which I've mentioned a few times in this thread but I feel that I'm performing badly plus we're so understaffed for the amount of work to be done that everyone is stressed and angry. So obviously that wears on me so when I come home I've been loading up on PST, lyrica and a few etizolam pills to the point that I struggle to stay conscious. I've been using armodafinil to try and boost my productivity at work but it gives me worse anxiety and that bad stimmed out feeling so I use PST with it in the morning and bring a couple of etiz to take at work.
I becoming such a messed up pill popper over this job, and the job alone is giving me suicidal thoughts. Thoughts that had funnily enough gone away while I was NEETing it up from 2016 till now. But at least having money is nice...
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Kim Il Sung - Mon, 16 Mar 2020 14:07:52 EST c4ZaqO6A No.614233 Reply
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>>612110
Man this COVID-19 shit is getting out of pocket! I live in a College town in Ohio, and god DAMN. No Toilet paper, Hand sanitizer, Milk, EVERYTHING has been ransacked from every store. Going to up-my Bupe appointment by a few days early just to get my shit and get the hell back home. Because shit, theres now a few confirmed cases in my area.

THEY ALL LAUGHED WHEN I BOUGHT 15LBS OF RICE, BABY. WHOS LAUGHIN NOW?!@!?!???

People are acting truly insane and we are living in fascinating times.

anyway bump on some Clonazepam and Buprenorphine, a little Nitrous and some relaxation. nothing major. stay well yall.

Also RIP Genesis P'Orridge. (Throbbing Gristle/Psychic TV)
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Mon, 16 Mar 2020 17:17:04 EST zaurUfK0 No.614237 Reply
Woke up feeling like total shit this morning, hot/cold sweats and general uncomfortable feeling all over. Last week I broke my chipping schedule and did massive doses two days in a row. Pretty sure im in minor withdrawal. Against my better judgement I hauled my ass off to the local health food store and bought a few pounds of their meh seeds to make tea with. Lucky for me it seems the run on the stores didn't hit the spice isle yet lol. So now I'm sitting here with a light nod goin, feeling good.

The best part of this whole shitty situation is I have a psych appointment in like 45 minutes lmao. She's defo gonna know im high but whatever, thats literally why i'm going in anyway. Hoping to get a script of Remeron which really helped me with my depression and drug abuse last time i was on it. Here's hoping it will still be effective.
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Brainiac Man - Mon, 16 Mar 2020 20:56:39 EST CTpbttqK No.614238 Reply
>>612110
Bump on 120 mg of extracted codeine, with zero tolerance. Also took 20mg omeprazol because these pills have a ton of aspirin in them. Added some desloratadine for the itching and 300mg gabapentin later to keep it going.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 17 Mar 2020 14:47:47 EST btPPribQ No.614255 Reply
Based COVID19. Getting 3 day Kadian carries because they want to limit people in the clinic. I know someone had mentioned this possibility happening but I never thought it would reach me all the way north. We only have 30 some cases in my city.
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curious - Wed, 18 Mar 2020 23:48:01 EST NVDL4q8W No.614276 Reply
>>614237
while as being vague as possible (so as not to get either of us banned) could you tell me whether or not you live in the United States?

Again, I'm NOT sourcing. I am just asking whether or not you live in the US. And if you do live in the US do NOT tell me what states you live in.

thanks
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Martha Bazzlefuck - Thu, 19 Mar 2020 05:27:49 EST 7ihkG9kB No.614282 Reply
>>612110 scored some trams yesterday. Having a nice quarantine with 300 mg of this fine chemical
Nyeeeees
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Barnaby Duckcocke - Thu, 19 Mar 2020 21:32:29 EST 8dJiv8pi No.614296 Reply
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Bump on assortment of loose opi pills

Wonder if that anon will see this
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Oliver Worthingway - Fri, 20 Mar 2020 05:57:40 EST FT8wmaj5 No.614300 Reply
>>614296
Wow someone who looks unusual
But weve already seen the picture it was up front for ages
People look different and stuff....

0/10 sub
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Kim Il Sung - Fri, 20 Mar 2020 13:16:12 EST aG4qgoyn No.614309 Reply
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>>612110
Bumping on a fresh batch of clonazepam and buprenorphine from the pharmacy. Had to convince my doc to fill it early due to the global insanity and quarantine. He came very clutch.

so.
now I'm H U N K E R E D down in my Ohio apartment for the foreseeable future. My kpins my bupe and FL Studio.
I produce various genres of electronic music. Primarily different forms of Breakcore, Jungle, & Hardcore techno
so its gonna be a fun days and days of chillin on here and making jams.

I love you all Happy Nodding and stay safe.
BWNNNNNNNNN
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Phineas Dollerdidge - Fri, 20 Mar 2020 19:44:01 EST 7H8xeZxS No.614311 Reply
>>614309
Could you share of your works? I'm into both breakcore and techno.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Fri, 20 Mar 2020 22:31:47 EST zaurUfK0 No.614314 Reply
>>614276
Yeaps im in the US west coast. Bumping again on a lb of seeds. This quarantine has me breaking my chipping routine hardcode. I'm seriously considering buying a lb of poppy pods just cause im so bored.
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Isabella Hubblefork - Sat, 21 Mar 2020 07:08:38 EST FT8wmaj5 No.614318 Reply
>>614311

Its funny when americans post stuff like that

Like here its just music but to you its like some ingroup underground shit

Thats not the definition of a gabber
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Fucking Gublingfield - Sun, 22 Mar 2020 19:27:31 EST v9zSBg5T No.614356 Reply
PPT
Cacao 88%
.5mg Klonopin
250mg cannabis edible
4mg nicotine gum
BHO vaped and coffee earlier
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Esther Chonkincocke - Mon, 23 Mar 2020 01:26:27 EST 9kTQCQcc No.614360 Reply
>>614318
Its funny when americans post stuff like that

Like here its just music but to you its like some ingroup underground shit

Thats not the definition of a gabber
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Whatever the case the US sucks for music understanding. Our music festivals
are like, ozzyfest and whatever. Our radio stations suck, ok, kbpi, playing alice in chains. Ok same tunes 10 times in a week, for 15 20 years. Peoplewould ask why do you keep changing the station. Yea because it's like the same song that was played all freaking fucking week.

Luckily we have a new station that will sudddenly play stuff like tones on tail, bauhaus, collaborates you wouldn't know existed. Music from the world stage, not just less-than-mediocre american crap. If it's punk rock it is what punk rock should actually be. Not just name brand shit either. Nick cave, a lot of redosof past and current music, a redo if david bowie that is unique. So it is a public sponsored FM radio station with a good signal, no commercials.
I am msotly musically illiterate. If it were, I like goth type music. I hate basic techno, bum bum bum. But yea, new labels for genres. I just cannot seem to keep up with the repackaged stuffs.

I do know music well enough though, to know that thousands of cds later, was doing it all wrong (Mostly). Why because the US is generally musically fucking illiterate.

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Whatever happened to music? Now it's all about marketing and media coverage. Goddamn MTV, everything was okay before MTV. And gun control - like gun control's gonna stop anything! A Colt Trooper MkIII will stop just about anything
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Cornelius Macklewill - Mon, 23 Mar 2020 04:10:07 EST wfhUFPEu No.614364 Reply
  • 30mg methadone
  • 1.5mg clonazepam

Feeling good this morning as I sit here high off my ass listening to psytrance. It's a rainy day and being high and benzd along with some underground psytrance music is going to make it a good day :)
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Reuben Shittinghall - Mon, 23 Mar 2020 06:27:25 EST LHgZPQxB No.614366 Reply
>>614360
You tangented on a different subject

Anyone with a brain knows jazz came from america and that was one of the basis for all modern music

America has amazing musical talent is actually what i think

I also see how pathetic your edm festivals are
In europe people go absolutely mental throwing shapes and getting sweatty
But every time your in a us crowd or watching one they just have their arms up and wobble around on xanax (even the e stasy heads just seem to spaz out a bit but have an amazing time anyway)

Point is i think your bands and acts are amazing but your crowds and atmospheres are incredibly lacking

EXCEPT OFC BURNING MAN
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PandaFive - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 17:34:05 EST waTiBjJM No.614413 Reply
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>>612110
Just got a kilo and there's raw opium all over 'em (pic related, some even have pools of opium on the inside).
BWN - I've got an actual nod going off just 6 of these things with no other drugs not even antihistamines.
This is the happiest I've felt in months, my tolerance is waaay down since the ultimate seedpocalypse happened.
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Cyril Brookhall - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 14:54:25 EST AEeWJ2F4 No.614435 Reply
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I believe I have finally attained some form of high.
I've been on morphine all day, little bits and pieces, codeine to keep me going when out. It's 10 to 7 at night.
I've been on opiates since 4am this morning in bits and pieces and finally I feel at rest and peace like I could just slip into a nice sleep with my beer.

The pain in my knee, my back, my hand, my neck is still present but some of it is numb.
I guess this is why people take opiates.
My GP would never allow me to take this much and taking this much every day to feel this much relief would end me.
Either way: for now, it's nice enough.

GG boys.

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