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- Thu, 26 Mar 2020 08:20:00 EST txpYQORe No.614404
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Corona got us in self isolation but you know but I think d-boy counts as close family and friends, nah what I'm sayin? Juuuust kidding, though we know deep down we're gonna potentially risk our loved ones lives over an "unnecessary" break of iso.
That's enough negativity. Who's getting high on some opiates? Anyone have any interesting stories or antics to share?

Personally I'm bumping on some store bought Spanish seeds according to the label, I guess AUS truly ran out, these aren't half bad honestly but I'm also on a high dose of pregablin so who knows.
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Martha Miblingwat - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 08:39:03 EST txpYQORe No.614405 Reply
Also I didn't want to post it in the OP but lifes been a roller coaster last month I was starting a new job which is why I have pregablin because I was going to use the pregab to ease the switch to bupe instead of relying on PST since PST is too unpredictable now.
Anyway I got the pregab much, much later than expected meaning I was still on PST when I started working plus I was abusing the pregab once I did have it and all the armodafinil in the world couldn't help me from being a subpar employee. IDK how how much better things would have been if I was on subs but honestly that place had me coming home only to comatose myself because of how awful I felt after work.
At least it's not a bad time to be unemployed here with the stimulus payments. I think it may be time to head to the clinic to try and work out some maintenance for me, I think they just recently started doing extended release morphine here from what I've heard which may be the best for me since its kinda similar to PST.
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PandaFive - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 17:35:53 EST waTiBjJM No.614414 Reply
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>Re-posting in the new BWN
Just got a kilo and there's raw opium all over 'em (pic related, some even have pools of opium on the inside).
BWN - I've got an actual nod going off just 6 of these things with no other drugs not even antihistamines.
This is the happiest I've felt in months, my tolerance is waaay down since the ultimate seedpocalypse happened.
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Matilda Crovingkat - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 18:51:07 EST wYewymhh No.614416 Reply
Hey, why are all you /opi/ users now frogs?

just wondering as an old opi poster
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Papo - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 20:49:52 EST qIwULXln No.614417 Reply
Fucking I'm so pissed. 1.) My GF is gay and is forcing me to quit. 2.) She wont allow me to inject anymore and as everyone knows there is a night and day difference between snorting and shooting H.

Bruh, I understand she cares about me but fuck. She only lets me cop fucking two dimes once every 3 days and I barely feel it snorting it. I have some weird needle parts and I'm thinking about putting together a janky ass needle considering she threw out all my good needles.

FUCK
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m - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 22:32:00 EST vgHBTjMI No.614420 Reply
>>614417
Your only real option is to sit her down and explain how addiction works, top to bottom. Explain what actually works and what doesn't. Tell her that to immediately reduce your bodily damage, you need 0.22ug micron filters and clean high gauge number needles. Tell her you value not spreading diseases to her, and that you promise to be fully open with her about the slow process as long as she doesn't act illogical and think throwing all the shit away and pretending you're not addicted is actually going to solve anything.

I can tell you right now, from my experience, if she isn't on board with how the science actually works and is ultimately selfish about wanting to be the #1 thing in your life, it is imperative she gets a reality check whilst you work on your addiction.

Unfortunately, IMO over 50% of women aren't willing to endure what it takes to get an addiction disorder under control. They care about thinks seeming normal, not what's actually going on inside your head. Hopefully you have a girl who can actually understand, who can embrace harm reduction methods. Teach her about fent test strips, volumetric dosing, etc. Consider getting narcan. Do these things so she feels like she has some power over what's happening and isn't helpless about you ODing one day. If you dont do these things, she'll try to compensate her need to feel in control bu doing things such as throwing your clean needles away, even if it realistically just means you'll end up using a dirty one instead. She's acting with emotion, not reason. You need to sit her down and insist she change course or it will never work.

In exchange, you need to be serious about quitting/getting on maintenance long term. Talk to her about kratom, bupe, or possibly methadone. Explain the pros and cons. Explain that unless you pick one of the three, you chance of failure is around 90%, and that's for every year, so assuming its linear (we don't know if it is), 10% stay sober for 1 year, 1% stay sober for 2 years, and so on. The point is just cold turkey without treatment is a joke, a make believe wish that only non users can possibly think is effective.

Bupe has changed my life, to where I almost forget what full agonist opioids feel like after a year since I've been subjectively high, and about 19 months since I was using fill agonists near daily. The cravings are so weak and nonexistent that I almost forget how serious and controlling they can be, hence why I'm dumb enough to give them a gamble again in a week or two before I leave.

Dont let her try to run your treatment "program" thinking it will ultimately make her happy. In the end, she'll silently be miserable without possibly even telling you , and you'll be miserable whether you show it or not. Insist that you've got to follow the science. If she's not a science person, insist that she needs to trust your plan, and that you promise to actually follow the plan.

I wish you luck. Relationships can be so difficult when someone deals with addiction. The social stigma makes everything 10x worse. A little bird told me my ex wife's bf isn't isn't exactly sober and drinks etc., but since its socially acceptable it's no problem apparently. It is what it is. Just make sure you dont try to hide things making it seem like shit is A-OK, because eventually it won't be, not that you're me.

Also, dont be surprised if she possibly leaves after you even get sober. I dont know you or pretend to, but it happens. Dont let it be a reason to relapse.
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Fucking Shakeridge - Thu, 26 Mar 2020 23:24:14 EST fAuyB3yr No.614421 Reply
>>614417
Dope>pussy

Look dude you can only let one thing control your life ONE make the right chose
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Nicholas Sebberfield - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 16:34:22 EST 29QbCoeq No.614443 Reply
Tbh snorting dope can be way worse than your sinuses and health than shooting. What if you get micron filters? Yes its very addictive to pin yourself. Either way you will eventually get used to sniffing but eh
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Angus Lightshit - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 19:27:57 EST sKaJc2CI No.614445 Reply
NY coronachan headquarters here. Been having green Malaysian kratom and coffee all day, also a cup of strong beer earlier and just lit up a mini cigar.

Been praying for us all, we’ve made it this far, if we can make it through the next few months hopefully things will turn up for the better.m

Wish me the best y’all.
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Lydia Pollermudge - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 20:58:33 EST UoftVnHI No.614447 Reply
20mg hydrocodone

I'm fucked up I have no opi tolerance. What a nice Friday night!
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 22:26:39 EST uipTtDrg No.614448 Reply
55mg diazepam, 30mg hydrocodone, 30mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, a bit of booze (1 glass of wine, 1 pint of beer), 100% grapefruit juice, and 20mg DXM beforehand. Plus, I’ve had grapefruit juice in my system for a hot minute. Anytime I take a moderate hydrocodone dosage I will take up to 20mg DXM.

Other hydrocodone dosages this week: 45mg, 60mg, and so forth
Other diazepam doses this week: 0mg to 70mg

For years I have prepped for quarantine/doomsday by stocking goods. I hope the BasedGod hears my prayers.
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Lydia Pollermudge - Fri, 27 Mar 2020 22:34:17 EST UoftVnHI No.614449 Reply
20mg methadone. Feeling good as I sit here and listen to some underground psytrance.
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Martha Creblingpire - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 02:33:46 EST DLPWpqCF No.614450 Reply
>>614404
Just took 100mg of tramadol bout an hour ago, took another 50mg 30 mins ago. First time hope this shit is good.
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OLDLURKDADDY !rGOAfuB3jA - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 02:44:05 EST TpLVgfC5 No.614451 Reply
Been studying Studies(drug) and wiki'ng shit for 16 years now. let me propose an alternate theory gents! If your a filthy fucking Junk Junk, like us old heads, and actually shoot your dope(PLS DONT FFS)... How often do you wash your hands? How often do you clean your injection site with an alcohol swab? How often do you re use the same insulin syringe over and over and over? How often have you been in withdrawals and just been like fuck it I'll use what i got it!? The answer if your anything like me (Stuck in Alabanana without a needle exchange T.T) you've been shooting high quality Corona Virus strains with your OC 80's(OG Formulation bitches, not that played out OP GARBO) Smack, Dillie's, Opana's and 'Tex whether you realize it or not... (INb4 some 14'yr old loratab swallowing twat says a word about harm reduction) HARM REDUCTION is literally the purpose of this post... ANYHOW someone post the the 8mg triangle Dilaudid don't need no legs for lurk daddy pls.... yes im a filthy cunt but so are you young ones.... also obligatory OC cycle/progression of addiction would be nice as well... you know the one. much love from a MAD cunt withdrawing from a ten year IV habit.... enjoy your dope for lurk daddy pls. (HURTING TOO BAD TO Backtrace the entire goddamn internet for the images some old head is definatly still lurking.... pls Q be out there somewhere dawg) ANyways already got the covid-over9k get new rigs kids at least! FML KthxBAI kiddos!!! have a nice day and listen to some XXX or peep while i pee from my asshole /detox is for samefags, squares and teetotalers....
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Papo - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 02:57:39 EST qIwULXln No.614454 Reply
>>614420

Thank you for your reply. You have no idea how much of what you just said I took to heart. So anyways, I went ahead and did as you suggested. She's stubborn as fuck and didnt listen to any of it and it's crazy how you mentioned women who like to make things appear normal. She feels frustrated because she lies to all her friends and stuff about my drug problem. She desperately wants me to be normal and that's why I think she gets mad. The only reason she has been so involved with me doing drugs is because A.) She's my ride to go get them and B.)Sometimes she has to front me money for like a week so I can get right. She doesn't care if I'm sick as fuck, she seems to think that 80% of my withdrawals are mental and I convinced her today to take me to cop and loan me twenty so I wont be sick if I made an appointment with a doctor's office that specializes in suboxone so I can get on a maintenance drug. I dont know what I'm going to do tomorrow to end up getting right but I'm going to have to ask her for a ride and I dont think she's going to go for it.

She truly believes it's either her or drugs. If I get high one day, she thinks I chose drugs over her that day which isn't true and I think it such a black and white way of looking at it. She doesn't understand that I want to feel normal and be able to fucntion. We hangout all day and why she's chilling in my bed, watching netflix, and smoking her weed, I'm in my room going through it from such wretched withdrawals. So pray for me guys that I'm able to get right tomorrow. I have online class too and I'm not able to even participate in online school without H. I really do want to quit again but she fails to understand that I dont have the time to be sick and be absolutely useless for 1 week.

Sorry for my venting, guys. I'm just really frustrated and it fucking sucks.. I hope I can reply to this thread tomorrow evening saying how I was able to get right, do my online class, do my homework, and get started on my project. We shall see me, fucking pray for me. I am legitimately closer than I've ever been to suicide at this point in my life than I have ever been
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Papo - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 03:01:45 EST qIwULXln No.614455 Reply
>>614451
I hardly ever wash my hands when injecting, swab the site with alcohol or do any of that shit. I often do re-use needles too. I ended up contracting hep-c, I got cured for it, and here I am again shooting dope like the fucking idiot I am. I am genuinely surprised that I've yet to get COVID-19.

also, just got a sweet new gaming laptop br/opi/iates. Anyone down to play any steam games or some classic wow with a nigga?
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lol - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 03:34:57 EST oaWRMjn3 No.614456 Reply
>>614454
Might be overstepping my boundries but the fact you need to use her for a ride and dope money definitely adds to the strain, it's one thing to expect someone to be there for you when you're going through the throes of addiction. It's another to expect them to enable you to the fullest and do everything for you, relationships are hard when you're addicted, my last relationship was hell because of it but we were both addicts

I finally finished my Mavyret for Hep C but my doc won't see me or anyone with all the shit going on especially here in NY. The clinic took a lot of time to give me bottles too, anxiety is a bitch during this time when I constantly feel like shit it's hard to know if it's a life of drug abuse or I'm dying of supreme virus.
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lol - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 07:14:37 EST oaWRMjn3 No.614465 Reply
>>614454
You can't take a week off to potentially save your life with everything going on? Idk man it sounds like a lot of your problems are of your own creation but I guess that's true for most, addiction is fucked up, the best thing is to not even be in a relationship when you're fucked up like that and even for some time into recovery so you can get your head straight. People who haven't been through addiction will never fully understand it either and it's wrong and naive to expect them to. You're definitely fighting an uphill battle with this one and honestly the only way k see things working is if you quit somehow whether cold turkey or subs, I will pray for you though and I wish you the best, be safe
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m - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 12:57:24 EST vgHBTjMI No.614477 Reply
>>614454
She needs to get educated. If I provide some videos, will she even watch them?

You might be best to be real with her and say "look, you need to choose to help me deal with this the correct way, the way science has proven is successful, or you need to choose to cut me out of your life. Addiction doesn't care about your or my feelings, and you can't just wish this away. I'm serious about conquering this, but are you? This will be a multi-month and possibly multi-year process. You need to think it over for a few days and decide if you're willing to be there for me while I go through this. Decide if you want to help me reign in my addiction, or if you're just too tired of hiding it and want to be done with hiding more than you want to be with me and love me. You need to make a decision, because you can't have it both ways, just like I can't."

I'm telling you man, I've been there, finishing post-grad schooling, having been married a few years, her tired of lying to everyone/hiding my shit, etc. She was adamantly against suboxone or anything else, and just wasn't capable of accepting the reality of how things were. It's like her heart truly expected me to hit the rewind button after taking ~500-3000mg oral morphine ~4-7 days/week, 9-11+ months/year for like 3-4 years, magically detox for 1-2 months, and just act like everything was fine mentally when clearly I had other mental disorders that I was self-medicating.

She needs a crash course in how opioid addiction works, and SERIOUSLY you're best off if she takes a week or so to decide if she's willing to help you through it as well as be there for you years from now when a relapse is a possibility.

Most women can't handle it. When they're at the point you mentioned, they've already lost their shit about your use, and though it might just seem like an escalation of concern from your perspective, what it really means is that it's been burning her inside for months/years and is finally spilling over into the external world, and she may well not have the "fight" in her to deal with this correctly.

As much as breaking up/divorcing truly sucks, I can tell you from experience that having your women only being ~10-40% committed to seeing you become sober and mentally well, WHILE you're actually doing the sobriety thing seriously, all for her to eventually leave you/it to fall apart, is SO MUCH WORSE than her just being real with you, that she can't handle it and that she's an emotional being, not a logical one.

She needs to realize this will be a war consisting of small battles that will persist for possibly years and years. She needs to understand that ultimatums lead to nothing but covered up lies. She needs to be willing to learn and understand addiction and opioid use.

For example, does she understand that snorting your dope is only half or slightly less than half as efficient as banging it? Does she understand that two bags snorted is only as potent as one bag IVed?

Explain that you're 100% committed to making suboxone work, but that you'll only go through all of this if she's committed as well. The truth is 1000x better for you than living a lie for months or years.
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Papo - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 19:38:22 EST qIwULXln No.614484 Reply
>>614477
I will for sure share with her any resources you post! I appreciate your input greatly. But yeah, youre absolutely right about a lot of things. She forces me to make promises and will get mad if I refuse to make the promise because I know I'll fucking break it and then she gets mad when I end up breaking the promise and calling me a liar.

I think she just doesn't understand that the mental severity of what addicts go through. She'll even get mad if I mention getting high when I'm dopesick solely because my brain is going crazy with cravings. It's like she expects me to rise above and not display any symptoms of addiction or withdrawal.

Luckily though, A bunch of needles fell behind my bathroom cabinet over the years and with a cut wire hanger with duct tape taped around it(adhesive side upwards) I was able to pull out 3 syringes, wash them in bleach, and clean them up. So I'm back to IVing for now. I'm currently trying to find a suboxone doctor that takes my health insurance, so I'm praying I go through with it.
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Hannah Pockfield - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 21:40:50 EST NA/CnqCr No.614488 Reply
Ah fuck
I just spent yesterday without pst and now this morning 10mins after I took my fist dose of bupe I found a 500g bag of seeds under my bed while setting up my xbox preparing for the transition
Honestly I’m not fiendishly wanting to take it as if it was h but I still wish it wasn’t there
I guess it’s nice to have something incase I go into precip wd
>>614484
Be careful man and appreciate what you have
Honestly having a gf like that can keep you in check and stop you from going out of control . I’ve suggest going on bupe/methadonr or even doing a rapid bupe taper if you think you can stay sober once it’s over
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Lillian Pommersot - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 22:55:52 EST mxib7adF No.614489 Reply
Anyone in NZ? How are you guys dealing right now?

Recently moved to Wellington so don't have any usual plugs, found the obvious places that have seeds but they're barely usable (2kg gives a mild buzz). Trying to get a contact for the usual stuff but not really something I can ask friends about (not trying to source btw, just curious).

Wondering about doing an online order but no clue how long it would take to arrive given the situation.
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Lillian Pommersot - Sat, 28 Mar 2020 22:59:13 EST mxib7adF No.614490 Reply
>>614489
On that note, what 'nootropics' are still available here? I know phenibut and tianeptine are banned but were still available last I checked. Pica is definitely available but that's just phenibut-lite. There's bound to be a supplements company stocking shit.
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George Foddlesere - Sun, 29 Mar 2020 02:06:39 EST FzIH6LLv No.614494 Reply
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>>614416
>Hey, why are all you /opi/ users now frogs?
feelsgoodman
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william maynard garver - Sun, 29 Mar 2020 19:30:22 EST Ht8q9Aci No.614513 Reply
>>614494
loving these memes haha, just took .5mg klon and had a 7% beer, green malaysian kratom earlier today and bout to light up another mini cigar. praying for us all, stuck in long island NY here, keep me in the prayers my fellow schmeckers
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David Clibblespear - Tue, 31 Mar 2020 15:34:15 EST 7EJ9cz5n No.614566 Reply
im fucking dyimng here. my pods were supposed to come today but noooo theyre coming tomorrow. i have continually to take hot showers. even over 1g of lyrica/pregabalin dossnt help much.

i wonder how corona would be on hard opiate withdrawal?
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Fuck Cumblebad - Tue, 31 Mar 2020 16:18:46 EST +rJY0K/n No.614567 Reply
>>614566
Well if you had it bad enough you’d hopefully be unconscious on a ventilator and morphine drip. Maybe not though. Maybe you’d just get to deal with WD on top of it and have your care providers think it’s just the virus or know and not care to help you much.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Tue, 31 Mar 2020 18:00:40 EST MfLlbsj4 No.614568 Reply
200ml/mg of done' on top of my daily Kadian got me feeling good and comfy. Been on a bit of a forced tolerance break because of covid19.. even been stockpiling morph some days just in case. Fuck I love methadone though it's the only thing that gets me off other than fentanyls.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Tue, 31 Mar 2020 23:14:32 EST zaurUfK0 No.614572 Reply
>>614404
Bumping on some pretty nice seeds. Every so often I get a batch of seeds that tastes more like poppy pod tea than seed tea. They area always really good too, and these are no exception. Made a 1lb dose earlier and I'm really feeling amazing. The only problem is this is now my 5th day nodding in a row and I have more seeds in the post. When this quarantine is over I'm going to be less than happy going through withdrawal. Totally worth it tho lol.
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Nicholas Copperwell - Wed, 01 Apr 2020 16:43:59 EST sZkWkO8H No.614575 Reply
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Nodding so hard at work that my colleague asked if I was okay.

I'm lucky most of the office is staying at home or I'd probably be getting drug este
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 02 Apr 2020 01:33:12 EST uipTtDrg No.614581 Reply
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>>147800 (OP)
Frankly Mr. Shankly, I haven’t kept exact numbers on some of the drugs consumed.
1) 130mg diazepam in three doses (10mg then 50mg then 20mg then 50mg)
2) 50mg+ hydrocodone
3) 75mg hydroxyzine with plans to take up to 150mg at most
4) 50mg cyclobenzaprine taken in two doses
5) booze — a pint of a 7.7% 16.9 fl. oz. German beer. The company opened in 1030 C.E./A.D. And, two 5 fl. oz. of 13.5% red wine
6) Tea: green plus orange rind, black English teatime, Earl Gray, and chamomile. I’m a tea fiend
7) Bought two 12 packs of sparkling water (coconut and watermelon flavors) and a mango limeade seltzer. DANK!

I’m lit as fuck, watching a somewhat obscure Joy Division biopic. There’s a bit of a nod here and there (I should mention taking 10mg DXM earlier), but I’m ultra fucking relaxed.

COVID-19, wars, hatred, self-loathing, disgust with the planet, etc. all fade away as I drift into a state of bliss.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Thu, 02 Apr 2020 05:46:50 EST VqOGKvT1 No.614586 Reply
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CORONA VIRUS STASH PI from right to left.
  • 200mg/ml methadone in 100ml bottles
  • 31 Supeudol 10mg (IR oxycodone)
  • Mixed bag containing 2x 100mg Kadian + a 10mg Kadian, along with a single extended release Dexedrine, 4x 30mg Temazepam, 2x 10mg + 8x 5mg Librium.
  • 20x 10mg OxyNeo
  • 17x 2mg Suboxone
  • 9x 10mg Olanzapine

The three bottles contain roughly 30x 400mg gabapentin, ~75 50mg Trazodone, and ~80 0.1mg Clonodine.

And yeah some cigs and a joint for filler. I hope this is enough to be Boogaloo ready.

Anyway Bump on 880mg of morphine. It's subtle but it definitely put me at ease.

Have a good sleep /OPI/ stay safe and remember to was those hands ya filthy animals.
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william maynard garver - Thu, 02 Apr 2020 18:45:39 EST Ht8q9Aci No.614593 Reply
8g white borneo, 8g yellow sunda and some dank coffee. hope everyone here is well, being in NY right now blows but thank god im not in the 5 boros.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 03:08:28 EST 65duQUan No.614599 Reply
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Lockdown can't stop me! Just hit a speedball and knocked back some 2mg clonazepams with a few screwdrivers I mixed fejoias in. Fuck what a genius move adding the fejoia mush was.

Just about to blast a methadone / methylphenidate speedball. I prefer that combo over H/methylph. speedballs really. Shit's been pretty intense. I've been scoring as usual but it's hard cosi if you go out at night you WILL get pulled over and grilled by cops, often more than once in the same trip.

Just to make sneaking around during a lockdown more spicy; I have a warrant at the moment.Last night we're driving home, about .3 on me and we're stopped. The cop wants my name and I give him OGP's name but a madeup birthday. I thought he'd just note it and move on but since the car had been flagged for driving during this orwellian night lockdown he wanted to run my shit.
Gave him the fakes and he's like nope. No record of anyone with this name. He kept asking me the spelling and shit and to respell it and then the dates, I guess hoping I'd slip up. Finally he was like Oh here we go, found it. Whangarei right? (this country cow-town a few hours north) and I'm like nope not me. He eventually gave up and left us. I've got a good trick I use to explain being out and one of my dealers will always back it. But I'll wait til after the wu-flu passes to share it. Never know who's reading.

Business as usual here. They can't stop it. Oh yeah, they knocked 100mg morphine off the market. At least the ones we homebaked in small quantities. So now I solely use powder.

Been long enough now since I stopped to talk about it too; I had a mean situation going where I was selling my own #3 in 100mg bags. Talk about a sweet life, working at the needle exchange and all the gear, meth, benzos and methylphenidate I wanted. Shit was great. People often gave me free drugs while there or I got numbers. One day a guy gave me a half point of ice and some G. My boss was chill too. Fucking sweet times. Taking a breather on it now though, Maybe might do it again who knows. Was certainly nice being able to use as much as I wanted, no limit. Though I topped out at about 300-400$ a day. It pretty much ended when I went to prison,, for some unrelated shit. But I'd been juggling a lot of balls by myself and so just a quciky in Mt Eden was enough to fuck my thing up. Was celled up with a user kid I know. So we rapped for a bit on who's doing what, who's dead etc, Talked with some bikers and bloods ahout some shit. Funnily enough I've seen the main blood dude since whie at a gas station with OGP. Some boonga scraped ihs car and while I'm inside I see the dude from the rock. We chatted and he was going off to get some xanax and did I want to come? But nah we had gear in the car and wanted ton get home

How is everyone else managing with this wu-flu shit? I'm interested in hearing about my fellow street people, though of course chime in too even if you use tor or fucking pharmacy codeines.
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Nz - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 07:04:59 EST 65duQUan No.614601 Reply
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>>614599
Bic relegated.
Anything new for you guys? Like any new shit in the scene? New trends? I wanna hear about that shit. Like new drug combo fads or like some previously overlooked drug or technique that's had a run of popularity after the bold experimentation of a trail blazing innovator

For example right before they got rid of the 100mg morphine tablets, I'd been experimenting with various tweaks and shit to get the absolute best result. I'd looked into 4-Dimethylaminopyridine and it really grabbed my attention. For those who don't know, let me sum up the results in a nice digestible way:
By adding this with your standard one pot acetylation of morphine using acetic anhydride, they were getting fucking 100% conversion of morphine to diacetylmorphine. As if that's not enough, they got these repeatedly and at varying Temps and times. Usually we do 150c for fifteen to twenty and it's a mix of dia, 6mam and morph. They did 8 mins at room temperature and got 100 percent diacetyl. Next they lowered the amount of AA used and still got the same amazing result with no heat.

It'd be a fucking game changer here and I've personally been keeping it under my hat cos I don't want some cunt to just order some after absorbing what I know about it and getting the results and credit without having done the hard yards. Less AA, no need for ovens and incredible yields: it'd be a fucking game changer alright. I'm taking it slow and trawling through journals, papers, patents etc. I already got a few sources for it but I wanna be confident about the separation of unused catalyst. Watch this space!

Oh also I've been studying up on using propionic anhydride to make dipropanoylmorphine which is meant to be great. I've got a source for propionic anhydride but it's just a matter of getting around to it. Dibenzoylmorphine is also interesting and easy to make with easy to access chemicals. Benzoic acid has got to be easier for the average person to get than acetic anhydride. It's a shame Q croaked cos he'd get a kick to know you can really get 6mam using glacial acetic acid. It'd be interesting to try this method because that's all it produces. But q and many others had it wrong. You have to use h2so4 with your GAA as a catalyst.
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Panda the Fifth - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 16:58:41 EST waTiBjJM No.614605 Reply
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>>614404
I've been doing pods for 11 years now on-and-off. I just got a pod that is almost completely purple (B in pic). Usually pods come similar to C and D with the occasional dank ones like A and E. I have never seen one be purple like this, and I've eaten *several thousand* pods in my days.

Anyone have any thoughts on or experience with this? Should I just stop being a pussy and eat it or should I throw it away?

Also BWN on 7 normal ones already lol.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 19:54:11 EST VusoWZT/ No.614607 Reply
>>614601
I get fat amounts of Kadian. What kind of cool shit can I do with it with a very basic knowledge of chemistry. Other than just eat/plug/iv it obvs. Where does one get GAA anyway?
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 20:08:41 EST VusoWZT/ No.614609 Reply
>>614599
Oh and I'm glad to see you're back bro. Glad to see you post. Nb
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Fanny Chorringfuck - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 22:31:42 EST fAuyB3yr No.614611 Reply
ruh oh its impossible to find on the street now and all my guys are either out or want min 100$ worth took me 3 hours to find today and I had to pay double for a fucking dilly 8

fuck you corona-chan god I pray this shit ends soon
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m - Fri, 03 Apr 2020 23:21:49 EST vgHBTjMI No.614613 Reply
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>>614605
Did you make a discord yet? I wanted to go over some steps in one of the old opium teks posted here, but Kirt has specifically mentioned that it is now arbitrarily forbidden from the boards since it involves seeds and/or pods. Until we get a new active mod/janitor who can keep a new prospective PPT/PST thread up to snuff in terms of the rules here, I don't want to make any more such threads that are destined to be banned.

I'm waiting for you in the 420chan discord chat under D for DrMario whenever you find the time. I want to do something a little more fancy if/when I relapse by consuming some finely filtered pod + maybe seed flake opium, depending on how good my seeds end up compared to my pods.

>those pods

I've had some that looked like B, though not quite as purple, more like half B half A color. Out of all those, I think I'd pick E gram for gram. Darker pods have never let me down, as long as they're dark and blotchy.

Let us know how they are and please hit me up mate. I want to get a few people together for a flake opium tek discussion, and with both plebbit and /opi/ not allowing such discussion, it's got to be on discord.
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Ernest Pupperwan - Sun, 05 Apr 2020 06:56:02 EST FzIH6LLv No.614633 Reply
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had a few grams of super kratom and about 40mg of codeine
very groovy
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Graham Pittcocke - Sun, 05 Apr 2020 23:47:53 EST mxib7adF No.614638 Reply
>>614599
Hol up, greys are gone? How's homebake being made now?
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Martin Mirrywater - Mon, 06 Apr 2020 14:41:58 EST 0kKMiHjm No.614643 Reply
>>614599
I hate people that score drugs while on maintenance tbh, hope you fuck back to prison.
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Basil Haffingbud - Mon, 06 Apr 2020 21:31:42 EST mxib7adF No.614649 Reply
>>614641
Do we still get the 100mgs (greys) though? Or is everyone making do with 30s/60s?
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George Clizzleham - Mon, 06 Apr 2020 22:28:36 EST C+NqaYKm No.614651 Reply
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>>614649
Cough cough coughing into my sleeve elbow area ;)
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Hedda Chibbergold - Mon, 06 Apr 2020 23:05:20 EST 29QbCoeq No.614653 Reply
>>614643
Why?

>>nz
how do you get morphine powder? from people cleaning up o? I've made some that looked pretty good but I didnt know about shooting it, smoked good
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Hamilton Nunderhare - Tue, 07 Apr 2020 06:47:05 EST DXkudryU No.614672 Reply
Just found out that my methadone script is just being sent direct to the chemist for the immediate future, so I don't have to go and see them every month, until this corona shit is over. They're also gonna up my takehomes to 6 a week, so I only have to go and pick it up on a Monday instead of Monday and Thursday.

I was kinda worried for a while that they were just gonna stop the scripts, since (allegedly) by law they have to see me every 4 weeks before they can give the script out, but they're just gonna ring me every 4 weeks instead.

Bump on 50mg methadone + 1litre of grapefruit. Feeling that subtle relaxing "high". Well, not really a high, but even after years on methadone, I still get a lovely background feeling of contentment, relaxation and anxiolytic effects all day from it
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Polly Gannerford - Tue, 07 Apr 2020 11:04:24 EST PZFFZ69j No.614679 Reply
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>>614404
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yM3Lj6viiA0 fuck this bumps hard.

im not on opiates but i think opiate users.
OP if your in aus and never got to experience hoyts when they were good you'd be punching yourself. im on antipsychotics now so i dont think i can get high on them anymore but last time i tried hoyts i was underwhelmed. i bought online and same thing. but i was also on antipsychotics then.
i got over my addiction to opiates tho but i think quitting made me better at being able to try opiates onyl once or twice a month etc. type thing but i dont know because i havent done that.
if i stockpiled those hoyts i wouldve made so much money lol . fucking 1 jar and ur high as fuck with no tolerance. 2 jars with tolerance/addiction and your high.... 5 dollars a jar so 5 dollars a dose. people would pay twice as much or more for those jars. so its a investmeent that doubles. but i guess ur storing a fuckload of poppy seeds too... maybe i shouldve when i quit and i actually think i thought about it... then done a massive wash of the silo or whatever that stores them in, all in 1 and reduced them all then done bigd555's cook to make morphine/heroin.
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Molly Clablingson - Tue, 07 Apr 2020 16:25:40 EST iUbAYN0n No.614684 Reply
Bumping on some PST. I'm finally feeling better from lyrica withdrawal. That shit snuck up on me fast. I ended up with quite a lot in my possession and was popping it like candy for like 3 weeks without realising I was addicted until I ran out. It's a strange withdrawal compared to opiate's and luckily I had just gotten my Valium script filled which may have saved me from seizing, who knows. Anyway the detox has only taken around 5 days. I also bought a little h which enabled me to basically comatose myself through the worst of the lyrica wd and I had to plan to switch to bupe once I ran out but I caved and bought seeds after I wouldn't sleep for a couple of days and was puking constantly.

I'm gonna see a doctor and get on methadone. I've fucked around with bupe too many times now that it doesn't work nearly as it once did maybe if I did an inpatient thing where they stabilize me it could work and I feel disenfranchised with it, plus it terrible headaches.


>>614605
I'm not asking for source's but how do people go about getting pods theses days? Is it underground and something you need to buy illegally or is there some grey area? I often wondered what they do with the pods after harvesting the seeds/opium or whatever at the farm or if they were destroyed in the process.

I know here there are farms that tourists can visit and have pinicks around all the pretty flowers and from what I read they don;t stop people from touching the crops. I wonder if they check peoples bags to see if they have stolen any, or if would be easy to sneak there at night and pinch a bunch, I remember seeing a youtube documentary about some addicts in europe that would camp by a farm and shoot some crude opium seriously wtf but I know that behavior wouldn't fly in AUS

I tried for a couple of years just going out and spreading my spent PST seeds on the side of the road in so many places but sadly nothing ever grew, they only ever grew in my backyard which confuses me.
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william maynard garver - Tue, 07 Apr 2020 20:01:27 EST Ht8q9Aci No.614685 Reply
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Pods
Cannabis
Kratom
Green tea
Coffee
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P5 - Tue, 07 Apr 2020 22:01:12 EST vBUOIBuR No.614687 Reply
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>>614684
I used to order 'em off the clearweb a decade ago, then I found an email in my spam bin saying there was a sale a few months back and figured i'd give it a try - I'm basically 'grandfathered-in.' They ship from another country and it's fairly risky should it get hit by customs. It isn't legal and also are nowhere near as satisfying, easy to consume, or cheap as pst was. Unless you're suicidal and just truly need that little /opi/ antidepressant boost I wouldn't recommend podding.
nb b/c only taking /dis/ tonight
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Graham Dudgebanks - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 04:41:59 EST csBAi2p2 No.614688 Reply
Past 3 hours I’ve been on 20mg hydrocodone and 60mg codeine total. Would another 60mg codeine be safe?
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Nigel Pettingsud - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 06:30:08 EST WTNo2p8W No.614691 Reply
>>614653
Because they are being a fucking waste of tax money, if you can score comfortably dont go around begging for methadone, thats for people thar are actually trying to reduce their usage.
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Fucking Dassleson - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 07:09:20 EST U/C7aMKF No.614692 Reply
>>614404
40mg methadone and 30 mg hydrocodone. Comfy AF just ate a bowl of count chocula. Yeah dawg gonna be a good day considering I broke my elbow yesterday whole I was long boarding. It's all good though, as OPI is always there to comfort me :-)
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Emma Crudgegold - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 08:37:01 EST 4WQirjyN No.614693 Reply
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>>614692
Is that your morning opi-ing?

I've started making fruit smoothies with strawberries, bananas and blueberries with almond milk or yoghurt with my oxycodone
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lol - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 09:59:49 EST IggaRoSW No.614696 Reply
>>614691
I get your point but he is from new Zealand as his namesake says. Do you live there? Do you pay taxes? Always found that to be a weird line of thought. I completely get the point of wanting to keep the spot for someone trying to quit but new Zealand is one of those places that is super lenient, pretty much get your dose and go, don't have to do groups like here in the states and drug tests don't have a ton of bearing I've heard. I think for benzo use maybe they give you a hard time for dose increase, keep i mind this is all just what I've been told from people from new Zealand, no idea how accurate it is.

Anyway unrelated but just picked up another week of take homes, haven't even thought of double dosing or anything stupid with them, might smoke some weed if I'm not too anxious.
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Lillian Follykudging - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 15:59:02 EST Tki5cSBi No.614698 Reply
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I've done a lot of PST washes today because I decided to use armodafinil which requires extra downers to combat the antsy-ness along with 20mg of Valuim and now I've been up for well over 24hrs I eyeballed some alprazolam powder I found caked onto a vial that I didn't realize I still had.

I'm crossing my fingers I get a couple of days worth of H tomorrow I'm waiting on or I'll have to wait until Tuesday since I forgot about the extra long weekend. I sadly won;t be able to gift my gf some high quality bud until the tues too for the same reason which is a shame. I really wanted to do something nice for her ASAP as I've been negligent for a week while recovering from a lyrica detox.

Either way tomorrow I'm gonna call some doctors offices I was recommended for addiction treatments to make consultation and see what help is available to me, if anyone has any experiences or tips they are willing to share with me I'd really appreciate it (specifically for AUS and more specifically SA).
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m - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 20:37:51 EST vgHBTjMI No.614700 Reply
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>>614691
You know giving them free methadone juice actually saves you and other taxpayers money, right? What would you prefer, paying for their daily minimal bread and circus which we'll call option A, or have them cause like ~10-100x more financial damage by breaking into houses and cars and general theft to support staying well, filling prison systems, spreading HIV/Hep C, etc. etc. etc., which we'll call plan B.

Which would you prefer? Many addicts are objectively financial liabilities on society, a economically speaking net negative to the equation. No matter how much you grumble, this is what it is.

Please get back to us on which option you think is best, and as a friendly reminder, remember that some amazing fantasy world where there's an outcome possibility besides A or B isn't really up for discussion, because it has been and never will be a potential outcome.

As for the whole "stealing someone else's potential place in treatment," that's just scapegoating users when the actual problem is our government choosing not to accept the idea that entitlement to health care is, you know, a human right, like many civilized countries around the world do? Japan has ~12-15 hospital beds per 1000 people. the USA has something embarrassing like ~2-2.5, maybe 3 beds max per 1000 people. Treatment availability is limited in the US if you don't have a sufficient pile of green paper littered with art work of dead presidents,. Why have competition in healthcare fields and various mechanisms to lower healthcare costs and increase availability if it makes the industry less profitable? Getting us all to blame each other for lack of access to care, charging too much for care, and allowing basically monopolies on care without competitive pricing, is all the shit the powers at be want to be happening.

I hope you do your own reason so you'll be certain the rest of the days you're on this earth, that every dollar spent in science-backed MAT treatment saves society several dollars in return. Unless your plan is to line up all the so-called degenerate leeches financially dragging our country's economy downward and shooting them with firing squads, then bread and circus in the form of say methadone and SNAP food stamp assistance is logically the best choice.
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william maynard garver - Wed, 08 Apr 2020 21:11:39 EST Ht8q9Aci No.614702 Reply
cannabis
green tea
pods
1 7% beer
cacao
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Jenny Diggletock - Thu, 09 Apr 2020 01:20:44 EST +rJY0K/n No.614705 Reply
>>614698
>feeling bad for gf due to being out of commission because drug abuse
>wants to gift her some drugs
Reminds me of my past 2 relationships. Try not to involve your relationship around drugs if you want things to work out.
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Basil Hebbertirk - Thu, 09 Apr 2020 21:51:55 EST yaGL6JJU No.614728 Reply
>>614693
That was my morning opi for that specific day. The day I got my hydrocodone for my broken elbow (radial fracture in medical terminology),I did 40mg methadone and 50mg hydro. Later that same day I took 15mg more hydro. I gave this old guy I know one of my 5mg hydros because he just straight up asked me for one, which was kinda cool, ya know? Instead of some younger cats being.like "DUDE!! You got hydros? You wanna sell any? Bro c'mon sell me some." Old dude I knew was like hey, give me one, I could really use it my shoulders killing me. No begging or whatever. I just appreciated him being real and straight up about it, so I gave em one. That left me 6x5mg tabs to eat the next morning before my 40mg methadone.
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Nz - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 03:47:57 EST GhSpE4Qp No.614730 Reply
>>614609
GAA is glacial acetic acid. Basically acetic acid that's not diluted with water. Cos some is like 80% (vinegar is like 5%) acetic anhydride smells similar and such but it has no water. Water turns it to acetic acid. The idea of using sulfuric acid and acetic acid is the sulfuric acid acts on the water in the GAA (it has dehydrating properties) it's pretty cool. They often test for monoacetylmorphine as evidence of heroin abuse because it was thought it was just a byproduct of heroin manufacturing. I've not attempted this myself. It's just a throwback to the days when people would boil their poppy or seed extracts in vinegar in hopes of getting something better.
Have a look.
https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/1190991/

Btw morphine is the hard part. Once you have that the rest is easy. AA is actually easy to get. If I can get it in New Zealand you'll be able to get it in the real world. It's got tons of uses and although it's watched they're more watching for people using it for large amounts or for making Phenyl-2-propanone. It's funny: pyridine and acetic anhydride are the most sought after chemicals for use in clan opiate stuff but they're actually both used together for meth. There are easy ways to get AA if your interested in it. You can also use acetyl chloride. It's second tier imo. I'd stick with AA. Which is used in making aspirin (very common first year chemistry practical if you know anyone studying) also on the aspirin note it's a common experiment people like to try at home and they sell convenient little kits for it. The amount you'd get in such a kit would last you a long time. 50mls would last you a long ass time. You use less than a tenth of a ml is enough to do a few hundred mgs.

Lockeown bump from OGP and I.
Things are pretty weird. Scoring at night is pretty much out now. It's a 50% probability that you will be pulled over during your trip and they run your name. I've had two close calls and that's enough so I stay home. Have to do it during my trip to get methadone. Which I missed today because of Easter lol.

What's it like in the rest of the world as a user?
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 03:56:41 EST GhSpE4Qp No.614732 Reply
>>614653
how do you get it like what's the process for extracting it or do you mean like do i buy it etc? cos people here sell morphine pills and sometimes they sell locally made #3 - made from extracted morphine pills.

Using on top of maintenance isn't a big deal. I'm not clogging up the system considering how small size of the group here. If you want to be on maintenance then you're on it. No waiting. The cost of methadone is very small. Also implying I've been to prison before

>>614649
it's only sixties now man. Greys have been retired sadly. There are still eslons and shit though. But as far as the tablets go, just sixties and under.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 06:38:22 EST GhSpE4Qp No.614736 Reply
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Also prison is WAYYY more expensive than methadone. Plus I still get my methadone in prison. Opiate users don't have the same stigma here as in like America or Europe. Over there you have skid row and shit with homeless guys shooting up. No such thing here. It's an invisible scene really. Police are usually surprised and curious about it. So all the "A fucking X broke into my car and took my radio" and "A Y killed my grandma in a burglary for five bucks" shit doesn't exist. The closest we have to that are meth addicts I guess. I'm not so much arguing as just thinking and talking out loud. Opi for me is talking with similar people online and learning about what goes on in their parts off the world and learning new things. It's probably why I don't post much anymore.

Just did a second speedball, (scored using a combo of foodstamps and welfare) and could barely wait to get back to my government housing to inject using government subsidized syringes. Just gonna have a quick snack of some government cheese and then I'm out to go visit one of my unwed childs mother who's been nagging me for money (I will instead abuse her and have the tax payer pickup the hospital tab) and after that who knows? Maybe some rawdogging to create some more useless eaters, Yo anyone wanna swap baby clothes, formula or diapers for gear or cigarettes? Hit me up!
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Eugene Forringpack - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 09:45:22 EST NRrQ9ysG No.614740 Reply
God damn, the h was fented the fuck up. usually this source is pretty good but perhaps covid had slowed the supply chain.

I literally woke up with a carpet burn on my face and a syringe still more that half full on the floor. That's fucking insane how quick it put me out.
Anyway I volumetrically does the rest over the last 2 days but it's been pretty disappointing since there was basically no euphoria until I did enough that I'd just nod for a few hours. On top of that I missed my opportunity to call the dr since I was busy giving my face a carpet burn.

>>614705
I get how it looks but she's not addicted to weed, i feel like it would be a bit different if it was h or meth (not that she's addicted to those either)
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Edward Cammerson - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 14:07:29 EST vBUOIBuR No.614742 Reply
>>614404
Was bored, went to the rock spot with $20 looking for ice. All they had was reg weed, xannies in a baggie, and (of course) crack.
Bought 4 of the 'xans,' (GG 249's) probably fent presses though the imprint and scoring looks pretty legit. Took a 1/4 of it and *maximum* sedation. Stay careful out there.
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Nell Pockwill - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 16:41:48 EST W90qOOis No.614744 Reply
>>614705
>Try not to involve your relationship around drugs

whats the difference between involving your relationship around drugs and just being in a relationship where we both do drugs?
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 10 Apr 2020 23:59:21 EST lF61VkBb No.614749 Reply
45mg hydrocodone, 40mg diazepam, 6 beers throughout the day, 20mg DXM, 35mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, and white grapefruit juice.
>FEELS SO GOD DAMN CHILL

>>614744
I would say if the focus, foundation, or rationale for the relationship being copping and using drugs then this would be different than a couple who use drugs together on occasion or even entirely independent of one another.
Maybe not!
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william maynard garver - Sun, 12 Apr 2020 15:01:09 EST Ht8q9Aci No.614789 Reply
poppy
yerba mate

happy easter yall
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lol - Mon, 13 Apr 2020 08:18:27 EST oaWRMjn3 No.614800 Reply
>>614705
Agreed, addicts in relationships usually end in tragedy and heartbreak. I know first hand as many other I know do as well. That old tired postdetox NA talk about staying out of a relationship til you've been clean over a year and have your shit together really is true, it's too much in my opinion to try and get clean or support a habit while being with someone in a meaningful way.
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m - Mon, 13 Apr 2020 09:20:31 EST vgHBTjMI No.614801 Reply
>>614792
Really, you're unfamiliar with the phrase? If your relationship revolves around getting high, then you're likely fucked long term for one of several reasons.

Also, to the point of "it might be okay if you just use sometimes together or possibly independently," my answer to that is that it can be walking on thin ice. The moment one of you gets mentally hooked when the other one isn't, it's the beginning of the end. That's what happened with my ex-wife. She loved her oxy and hydro and even plugged dillies once, and even more than opioids, she would never say it but she LOVES/loved her dexedrine script I coached her on how to get one going from vyvanse>dexedrine XR>dexedrine IR eventually 30mg/day, but she truly never had the addiction genes, nor suffered from mental health issues. She had smoked/vaped her first share of cannabis, mostly vaped, tried edibles, tried shrooms a few times up to 3m5g, muscle relaxers, had to have tried xanax or etizolam at least once, loved her alcohol in moderation, and even dabbled in most of the Rx or RCs I got as one offs especially stims, like methylphenidate, modafinil, afradinil, even ethylphenidate and I think it was 4fma, and probably more that I'm missing.

The point is, everything was dandy drug wise when it was twice a month for hard shit and once a week for softer shit, and almost always using together and never arguably more dangerous/less pure street stuff (neither of us ever did, at least together, MDMA/MDA, meth, coke, crack, even DMT not that it belongs in this list, heroin, or needle use of any kind).

So if you have that dream drug use in moderation gf/fiancee/wide that's great, but good lord if/when one of you eventually develops a real problem, God help you.

Just my 2c.

Also, Dr. Katz, you need to start ULDN+tolerance blocker regimen ASAP. You're reaching that tolerance point with opioids where it still might be great, but we both know it's not what it used to be like. In another 6-12 months, you'll arguably reach a point where all the ULDN et al in the world won't help you anywhere near as much as it can right now.

Just message me on discord. Were starting a discord chat about making a huge nice proof read megathread on google docs where we can edit it together. A few solid anons I recognized have reached out and were starting soon. My r/ULDN subr3ddit also desperately needs more anecdotal trial runs/pseudo-trials, even if it's not double blind place controlled trials.

We need you mate. Hit me up. Also, if we pool our cash, we can afford shit like one ULDzn vial and loads of supplements for tolerance each. MODS I'm not talking recreational drugs bro, I'm talking shit you can buy at GNC various supplements where one $20 tub lasts you a lifetime so much better to pool cash and dole it out in a group.
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Lydia Gadgewell - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 00:42:12 EST NRvn4uZq No.614806 Reply
Bought some O-DSMT. How common are RCs spiked with fent? Even if it's not fent, how dangerous is O-DSMT?
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Sophie Bobbersirk - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 03:53:48 EST JoeGOKOi No.614813 Reply
>>614806
If you ordered it from chemical supply and not some random asshole on the street then yeah it's probably not laced with anything. Legal chemical supply companies would not -- carry, stock, or cut their shit with -- the fent.

NB only because I'm not nodding and going through pack pain super sucks right now but oh well. Had to get shit other than Kratom.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 04:02:23 EST lF61VkBb No.614815 Reply
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Earlier: 900mg gabapentin (staggered as 300mg every 45 min.), 22.5mg hydrocodone, two shots of tequila, 20mg diazepam, 25mg hydroxyzine, 15mg Cyclobenzaprine, and two beers.

Now: 30mg hydrocodone (chewed up), 40mg diazepam, 15mg cyclobenzaprine, 25mg hydroxyzine, and I plan to have another beer. Oh, and I’m finna sip on that cold seltzer shit.
I had a dream once. My ex-girlfriend and I we’re fucking on the ceiling while DPH destroyed the rest of the world.

>>614801
Mario, I deleted my Discord account associated with the 420chan server two months ago. Our discussions on this site and other boards is sufficient.
I’m not willing to put any money up to buy something I am not interested in. Seriously, I respect you and enjoy our conversations, but your stimulant-related mania and benzo-based ramblings are far too common without even getting into your actual diagnoses, which I am NOT sharing here. Airing your dirty laundry is in no way my intent. While being friendly yet still clear, I’m not interested. I haven’t been interested. I’ve tried to be subtle, dude. If there’s something I need to make clearer please let me know.
Most of the time I love shooting the shit with you via boards and threads, but that’s it. You pushing a group buy onto myself and others is excessive. Chill back. Stop pushing shit I’ve already told you I do not want to be a part of. Thanks for the offer, but I do not want in. I do not want to buy anything. I’m good, dude. Please, respect what I am and have been saying.
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Edwin Dunderdork - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 07:46:13 EST u4EANLG9 No.614820 Reply
>>614404
T+0:00 - 3g kratom and 900mg phenibut
T+1:00 - 1.5g kratom and 300mg gabapentin
T+2:00 - 3.75g kratom and ~180mg liquid kava extract (phenibut kicked in at the same time as this last dose did)

Struck a perfectly balanced high. Not too much off anything, not overbearing, but definitely not mild... probably moderate-moderately high. Music sounds fuckin amazing, ate some breakfast and feel pretty awesome.
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lol - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 10:24:01 EST IggaRoSW No.614821 Reply
>>614815
Damn did he piss you off with what he said about relationships or some shit? Or is some outside shit? Never heard ya talk like that
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Reuben Crembleshaw - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 12:51:19 EST ojzjQgDn No.614822 Reply
Where is USPS. I was meant to get my packages yesterday and they are late as fuck today. I am not feeling good.
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Lydia Gadgewell - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 13:05:09 EST NRvn4uZq No.614823 Reply
>>614813
I mean I suppose its somewhere between some asshole on the street and an actual chemical supply company. I order it from a retailer in the Netherlands that gets stocked from a wholesaler in the Netherlands and they either buy directly from the labs or make it themselves. As far as I can tell they only do RCs.

Anyways, I hope O-DSMT isn't enough to kill me, but you know, I'm trapped in my life and I can't get out, so I guess death isn't so bad either.
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Reuben Crembleshaw - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 16:19:41 EST ojzjQgDn No.614824 Reply
>>614822
Came 5 hours later than usual with a different person & van than usual. Hope our regular girl didn't get corona'd. She's great.
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Bb - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 21:52:29 EST 0ZAVMypB No.614832 Reply
>>614698
Any good local brands of pst? Anyway they will take your photo and you'll be deemed an opiate dependant patient. From this you will undergo a trial day to see which dose of bupe is correct for you also you will never get a.decent benzo or painkiller script again but you'll have your choice of bupe and methadone.
Good luck
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m - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 22:34:32 EST vgHBTjMI No.614833 Reply
>>614815
It was honestly more of my way of saying I'd just give it all away for free, but ok dude. I was on loads of stms them. Sorry you feel that way. It's like $2 for one nltx pill and a big scoop out of any of my supplement jars is like $3 each.

You could have just been direct and told me instead of shit talking here, tf. I was pushing you to you know, not permafry all your tolerances and end up like me and others here, that's all. Sorry if I cared.
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m - Tue, 14 Apr 2020 22:44:34 EST vgHBTjMI No.614834 Reply
>>614815
Also, I used benzos heavily for one 9 week period that was like months ago, and was basically a one time run of the bulls. It's unfortunate you caught me at a weird time then. The cash pooling was more directed at others, not you. You'd made it apparent you can't/aren't willing to spend $2 to save your tolerance, so I was just going to take one for the team and buy a 10x50mg nltx strip and try to help you from ending up like us, but I didn't know discussing $12 would trigger you.

That was a temporary snapshot of time in my life and things have been very difference since. I have benzo posted in literally 2 months. I'm sorry you haven't seemed to notice the major differences.

If you want to blow all your tolerances and accelerate the path toward polydependency because you don't want gift(s) that cost pennies from someone who considered you their friend and just wants/ed to help, then I respect your right to autonomy.

nb
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Wed, 15 Apr 2020 23:59:56 EST lF61VkBb No.614849 Reply
2,700mg gabapentin (staggering as we speak), 15mg cyclobenzaprine, and 22.5mg hydrocodone along with a couple beers

I might take a diazepam and another cyclobenzaprine later.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 16 Apr 2020 04:12:39 EST lF61VkBb No.614854 Reply
More hydrocodone, beers, 40mg diazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, and 25mg hydroxyzine. I am SLAMMING this sparkling water and various seltzers.

>>614821
Dr. Mario initiated contact via Discord and 420chan for me to group buy two substances, which I stated firmly I was never interested in paying for, receiving, or even putting my time into it. This is not to say Mario isn’t trustworthy, but I told him around late January to early February that I was NOT going to put money up for a group buy and that I did not want anything to do with the process. Of course, I said everything in a respectful manner. Mario is playing the victim card as if I never told him one-on-one that I wasn’t interested. At this point we’re talking about borderline harassment. Mario doesn’t seem to take “no” or “thanks, but I’m good” seriously.

>>614833
Plain as day via Discord I told you I was NOT INTERESTED in any group buys or other means of obtaining supplements. In the beginning of Discord chats I was subtle. Next thing I knew, you’re writing me 30+ messages in the span of a few hours due to you being wrecked in a manic state on stims and benzos.
I was clear from day one about not wanting in. Stop playing the victim. I never wanted in on any group buy. You’re pissed because I don’t want the chemicals. I assume others aren’t interested either. Buy your shit for yourself. Stop pushing shit into me and other anons via Discord invites. I was transparent with you from day one. All you wanted to do was talk about yourself, go on rants about drug tolerance schemes, and other bullshit. You don’t seem to understand I have stated “thanks, but nah” or “no thanks, I’m good,” since the start of you pushing shit on me.

Your posts reek of someone who is passed the point of rational discussion. You’re playing the victim as a means of making me out to be the bad guy. Me saying “no thanks” should not lead to you making out me out to be a villain while you’re trying to create a thin veil of safety for others.
I appreciate your concern regarding my drug tolerance, but you’ve also talked shit and said my tolerance for downers is fucked beyond repair.

>>614834
>...I used benzos heavily for one 9 week period
Yes, I know. And, you were in a cycle of manic and depressive states as you sent me literally dozens of messages rambling about yourself and various ways to keep everyone’s tolerance down.
Just because I’m not interested in a group buy or a set of chemicals you are praising doesn’t mean I hate you and don’t give a fuck. Own up to your behavior and stop playing the victim. I didn’t do anything, to my knowledge, to lead to your excess ramblings and current self-induced victimization on this site and the /opi/ board.
Please, go through and actually read the shit you’re posting while keeping in mind I have repeatedly denied your request(s).
You’re a solid poster, but this attack on me followed with you being a victim for pity or sympathy perfectly fits into basic borderline personality disorder criteria. Yes, you offered me something. No, i did not want said items. Now, you’re pissed off and complaining about me. All I did was so “no thanks” to buying drugs with you. Calm the fuck down. Sober up. And please, stop this whole charade and dramatics.
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Greenwell !APRlCwF38g - Thu, 16 Apr 2020 22:32:48 EST B8NpMqdg No.614860 Reply
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pod tea from some super old pods. still pretty strong tbh, miss most of you jolly african americans. BWN
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Ian Willerdock - Fri, 17 Apr 2020 01:08:05 EST 5WKeDVoe No.614861 Reply
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BWN- 50mg hydrocodone, potentiated by tagamet, 50mg PDH, grapefruits. Also having some beers for a decent after work buzz. Rolling a doink of some decent herb as well. Really wish I lived in a place where H was a thing, pills are all that exist in my corner of the States and what little there are, are crazy expensive. 50mg hydrocodone is DEFINITELY not a $50 buzz in my opinion, but here I am. Can't even find morph or dillies anymore. Guess I could get on Suboxone but it's just not the same. I wish I knew how to make myself like the shit since it's so easy to get (legally or illegally) around here. Oh well. Love you, /opi/, adios...
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Hillbilly Heroin !JhIhjqOq5k - Fri, 17 Apr 2020 01:55:44 EST 7Y8izlLY No.614862 Reply
>>61486
GREENWELL!!!! Where/how the fuck have you been, brother?
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Fri, 17 Apr 2020 23:36:24 EST zaurUfK0 No.614872 Reply
Bumping on another lb of seeds. I forgot how much I missed just nodding out all night while doing stupid shit. Spent last night nodding while I installed freebsd on my laptop cause why not lol. Im going to be sad when this quarantine is over and I go back to chipping just once a week.
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Oliver Brembledore - Sat, 18 Apr 2020 00:24:25 EST 5WKeDVoe No.614874 Reply
>>614867
Ah hey Greenwell, glad to see you're doing aright.
For myself, bump on 50mg tabs potentiated, 2mg kpin. Today's adderall has worn off now I'm cruising into chilltown...
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Sidney Brooklock - Wed, 22 Apr 2020 04:15:48 EST +aAA3GE6 No.614939 Reply
10mg morphine. Got more 198 pills but I"m trying to keep it low dosage since I can't really waste them. lmao
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Sidney Brooklock - Wed, 22 Apr 2020 04:21:09 EST +aAA3GE6 No.614940 Reply
>>614736
Bruh. Shit's fucking sick. You got a child now? I'm glad you're still alive. I haven't been to this board in years...

Where is that other dude you used to hang out with that posted here as well? Can't remember his ID. I remember your story from the blue midazolam or something like that and laughing as hell...

Cheers, m8.
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lol - Wed, 22 Apr 2020 04:59:15 EST oaWRMjn3 No.614944 Reply
>>614940
He was being facetious on that last paragraph. Trying to embody the welfare queen behavior.
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Panda_Five - Wed, 22 Apr 2020 14:32:23 EST vBUOIBuR No.614953 Reply
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Oh lawdy. I got a kilo of 'flower heads' yesterday. The vendor had a deal on 'special' more-expensive ones and I figured I'd try 'em out. They're excellent and I'm nodding pretty hard. Feelscozyman BWN.
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Barnaby Blackforth - Thu, 23 Apr 2020 09:01:46 EST SIOUWcsZ No.614965 Reply
Took 40mg of methadone. Feeling good this morning. Going out for a walk later wo I can close weight. Today is a good day!
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Nz !!vVWR8L52 - Sat, 25 Apr 2020 00:30:46 EST aGF9hEVG No.614989 Reply
Bump on a speedball and some clonazepam. Got some shit while out getting methadone for the day. It's ANZAC day which is meant to be about like the sacrifices made by our soldiers but it's a funny time for it. Right now I'm just home reading and stuff. Got questioned as to why we were outside yesterday. Weird fascist vibes. I now have a pass for day time traveling. People on the radio were super excited for a possible lowering of the restrictions from level four to level three and it made me think of that frog boiling concept.
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william maynard garver - Sat, 25 Apr 2020 19:22:53 EST Ht8q9Aci No.614992 Reply
50g ppt
cannabis olive oil
coffee
1 6.9% beer
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Cornelius Blythefuck - Sun, 26 Apr 2020 18:54:31 EST pLIpYGnq No.614995 Reply
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Smoking the last of my heroin while I wait on more. Corona fucked postal service over here but it seems to be doing better lately. Luckily I've got kratom so I don't have to worry about withdrawal too much.

Also downed a couple beers and took a few hits off my bong, feelsprettyokman.jpg
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Fanny Gashmatch - Mon, 27 Apr 2020 01:48:41 EST Yu27dHrr No.614996 Reply
>>614995
My local post office hired a bunch of new people and last week my package was accidentally delivered to my neighbor. Luckily he gave it to me without 'accidentally' opening it. I've also received other people's mail in my mailbox. It's a total shitshow. I'm way to terrified to order anything now.
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Hedda Gunderdid - Mon, 27 Apr 2020 04:04:34 EST PE+xPGq7 No.614997 Reply
>>614996
Write that your neoghbpurs have messed.woth your post before,write POST ONLY TO NO.x And NO OTHER HOUSE)

YOU CAN ASK VENDORS TO WRITE DAT SHIT
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Moped Slim - Mon, 27 Apr 2020 10:27:52 EST 8D/Q3KE2 No.615001 Reply
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>>614995
I want a mopey, dissatisfied, 90’s grunge style, heroin addicted girlfriend so bad
User is currently banned from all boards
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Phyllis Shakewill - Tue, 28 Apr 2020 11:29:14 EST oXY6NDHM No.615008 Reply
>>614995

I'm about to order some heroin, I'm only going to snort or smoke it because I can't do needles. Total noob to heroin, how does one smoke it? How long do the effects last?

Bumping on 30mg oxycodone... only have 4 left, might do the rest today or try to make them last the rest of the week. I have 20 more on the way, and probably going to order more soon. Just wish they would get here faster.

I did about 15 30mg oxys almost everyday over the course of 2-3 weeks... not that bad I guess but I'm starting to worry I'm addicted. Time will tell i guess.
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Cornelius Danninglire - Tue, 28 Apr 2020 14:30:12 EST KVa3O1hN No.615010 Reply
>>615001
I too would also very much like one of these. The kind of chick who's skinny, but has a bubbly ass and small breasts, which look absolutely perfect as she lies next to you in bed, nodding off periodically as her cigarette burns itself away Into one long ash. Her hair is a mess, from days of dope sickness, poor hygiene and countless hours of heroin sex. Fuuuuuck that sounds awesome but honestly sounds equally horrible. The false sense of "love" when you both shoot up and get that warm rush. You tell each other you love one another, and then the dope runs out and you're dope sick. Then your girl starts fucking the dope man for free shit and the relationship crumbles.all thats left is a shattered heart on your end and the girl becomes a nasty dope whore, living for the next cock who will supply her habit.
That's one scenario more likely than others. Anyways sorry for rambling
Bumping on 60mg methadone, 3000+mg gabapentin in staggered doses of 45 min. About to start drinking on a 3$ bottle of Boone's Farm Sangria wine. Wooooo
Ben fellers
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william maynard garver - Tue, 28 Apr 2020 16:36:46 EST Ht8q9Aci No.615011 Reply
>>615008
450mg a day? not sure its possible to be that tolerant without being hooked...
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Wesley Blandershit - Tue, 28 Apr 2020 16:53:50 EST H14xfR/d No.615012 Reply
>>615008
to smoke it you need some tar heroin. Then you get a piece of foil and make a V and put the tar in it. Then you put the lighter under the tar and inhale the fumes and chase it. If its powdery heroin then thats the stuff youd snort. Honestly its kind of better to shoot it up but you need someone to show you.
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Jenny Claydale - Tue, 28 Apr 2020 17:22:42 EST UGmk9Nlu No.615014 Reply
>>615011
think he meant that he took oxy everyday, totalling 15 over 2-3 weeks
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Nz !!vVWR8L52 - Wed, 29 Apr 2020 07:11:32 EST 6mSBVZSz No.615021 Reply
>>614860
Oh wow. Good to see you man. Got a terrible headache atm, had a few speedballs tonight. Hope you are well! OGP says sup too
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 29 Apr 2020 11:34:34 EST nYJCkS/G No.615025 Reply
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>>615021
Well tell him he's missed too. This board is almost completely devoid of good content these days since our resident homebake chemists and theory chemists left. Bombastus only shows his trip once a year at best now and Q is hopefully in a better place. FB me that link to that YouTube vid of how you do your cook I've seen it a few times but can't find it anymore. U ever done a turn with kadians instead of misties? I'd like to figure it out for my self. The pegging it out with baking soda seems to mostly be the part I don't fully understand.
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Alice Shakeville - Thu, 30 Apr 2020 01:06:19 EST Y1eP1xP5 No.615031 Reply
Just made the jump from PST to H to bupe and am getting prescribed suboxone
It feels melancholy, A huge part of me wants to go out and buy seeds but I know I shouldn't. I know it takes a week or so to really stabilize , especially since I've used bupe between h binges so many times. I also have 4kg of seeds stuck in the mail, delayed cause of covid so thats gonna be annoying once it arrives.

I was really counting on some muscle relaxers to arrive to help with the aching but at least I have my Valium script (not sure if I'll still be able to get that now which sucks)

When I saw the dr to get onto bupe she really didn't give me much info on that type of thing or if I'll be drug tested but it seems like I'll get takes homes after only 1 week. She also didn;t really offer me the option of methadone even when I mentioned it might be better for me... idk.

I'm in AUS btw, specifically SA and if anyone can give any advice/info it will be appreciated
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Hedda Fosslenetch - Thu, 30 Apr 2020 03:12:18 EST AzSf967K No.615032 Reply
I switched to tianeptine for 4 weeks, because of quarantine. and it's significantly raised my heroin tolerance. several points a day.. wtf. Tia is some awful shit.
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Phyllis Pittwater - Thu, 30 Apr 2020 18:41:55 EST GCM32p16 No.615041 Reply
Its been quite a while since I posted here. Been staying away from opiates for a bit now. But, decided to take 60mg methadone and I'm peaking right now. Feelsgoodman
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Phoebe Cliddleford - Thu, 30 Apr 2020 20:10:04 EST oXY6NDHM No.615042 Reply
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Bump on 30mg oxycodone up the snoot... I usually snort 15mg when I get home, catch a small nod and then snort the other 15mg a few hours later and go to bed. Today I snorted the whole 30mg in like half an hour, and holy shit what a rush. Had me nodding so fucking hard I had to snort about 15mg adderall just to even it out. Gotta get up early tomorrow and didnt want to crash too early.

Only have 1 left. Hopefully my next shipment gets here soon. I always look forward to coming home and taking my /opi/... that's probably not a good sign lmao. I have kratom to hold me over at least.


>>615014
This is indeed what I meant. I know I'm most likely mentally addicted, it's just my nature since I hate myself so much and always trying to find a way to alter my mindset. Unsure if I'm physically dependent yet, but I am physically dependent on benzos since I've been taking them for years. I went through withdrawals of them and it was absolute hell. I heard opi withdrawals aren't as bad compared to benzo withdrawals though.

Again, this is the total heroin noob here. I just ordered 1 gram of Grey Afghan #4 for $160. What is the difference between say Grey Afghan, China White, etc and what do the numbers mean? Is a gram a decent amount and did I get a decent price? This stuff really intrigues me, I always thought heroin was just heroin.
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Kim Il Sung - Thu, 30 Apr 2020 21:18:55 EST xXigvOZC No.615043 Reply
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>>614404
Been so long since I've had my script.
feelsgoodman.mpeg4
ya man. I honestly lost track of how much I did today.
bumping on 5-6mg buprenorphine; rectal
no benzos for awhile my Klonopin is all out.

been a long time since I've felt this nice on Bupe alone tbh
happy nodding yall
BWN
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Blinkey Bill - Fri, 01 May 2020 04:08:18 EST d6yjy+SG No.615047 Reply
>>615031
Hey man hang in there. It does suck getting put into the system as an "opioid dependent person" but you will get used to it. Valium script probably won't happen because of the opioid dependence brand. You should be able to get methadone if you ask for it , Only issue could be supply if you are in a small town. The professionals seem to prefer subs.
Good luck my man.
Bumping off PST and some dihydrocodeine (rikodeine) ichy as
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Polly Chummlewug - Fri, 01 May 2020 08:16:52 EST LpEYRcXR No.615048 Reply
>>615042
if the grey #4 is through a dn vendor, and the one I'm thinking of, it's... really not good stuff (but if any consolation his service was good). It'll work, but it's overpriced and really weak. fwiw, i've been getting fire, tested no fent, for 120 from a couple vendors (1 just sold out though). I ran out a couple days ago so I'm trying to work through some nasty w/ds right now.

As for how much a g is... really depends on your tolerance, and ROA. I used to use daily for 4 years, then stopped for a while, so my tolerance is somewhere in the middle. I also IV, and I went through about .3-.5 a day. With no tolerance, it should last you a week to 10 days at least I'd say
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Ebenezer Supperbanks - Fri, 01 May 2020 11:43:18 EST bj8s2ro/ No.615049 Reply
I've been chipping with oxy/fent/whatever was available once a week for a little over a year, but because of lockdown I grabbed a couple weeks worth so I didn't have to go out and cop later. Long story short I blew through all of it and binged the past five days. I've never done it more than three days in a row cause I've heard from some dubious sources "mental addiction can start after three days of use and physical after five" so basically I'm asking if I have to be worried about coming down with the dopesick. I know it won't be particularly bad based on how much I do but even so its inconvienent and I'd like to know what I'm in for.
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Phoebe Cliddleford - Fri, 01 May 2020 13:58:10 EST oXY6NDHM No.615050 Reply
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Fucking annoyed... wanted to start therapy again but cant be face to face because of this coronavirus bullshit. Had a 30 minute talk with her over the phone when it was supposed to be an hour. Felt like I just did most of the talking instead of us actually having a conversation. I mentioned my opi use and how I was kind of worried about it now I'm worried I fucked myself out of my valium script which I actually need to function... we'll fucking see I guess. She didnt seem too keen on talking with me so fucking whatever. Waste of $40.

Bumping on 15mg oxy I took before the call. Last pill I have. Hope my order comes today, that would be fucking great. Not getting my hopes up though...

>>615048
Do you know what the differences between the names and everything are? What do the numbers mean? And I guess how good it is just depends on that particular batch or vendor maybe. Would make sense.

My main ROA is going to be snorting it, maybe next time I will get tar and try smoking it too although I dont think the effects will last as long.
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Martin Greenwill - Fri, 01 May 2020 21:33:28 EST rELVbFsJ No.615052 Reply
>>615050
Not the person you were talking to but #3 is freebase, basically what you get in Europe is heroin #3 without fent, the US most commonly has either black tar H or #4, both of which are hydrochloride salt versions of the drug v(at least #4 is for sure, I'm not certain about BTH). But the difference is that freebase is not very soluble in water while the hydrochloride salts are water soluble. Freebase is only good for smoking whereas salts are not and good for every other ROA. You can easily convert #3 into a salt using water and a little bit of citric or ascorbic acid in order to use it for other ROAs. You cannot easily convert salt back to freebase.
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Edwin Brungerspear - Sat, 02 May 2020 19:59:04 EST 4r+9ikNe No.615064 Reply
So I’ve been on bupe for 4 days taking 8mg a day and finally stabilised yesterday
But in the past I’ve been able to use bupe (much less but IVd .5-2mg), then use pst in the afternoon and still be able to use bupe the next day without pwd

So anyway I’m gonna take my dose of bupe at the clinic later today and see how that goes, I have some pst ready just in case.

Also my brand of seeds just went up over 50%, they were strong but idk if that just cause of being on bupe instead for the last 4 days
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Fanny Chizzlefield - Sat, 02 May 2020 20:59:36 EST 29QbCoeq No.615065 Reply
>>615064
If you still have bupe in your system while using (other opioids), you wont get pwd when you take more bupe.
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Polly Smallworth - Sat, 02 May 2020 22:10:56 EST lVjkrNCt No.615067 Reply
>>615065
Yeah it makes sense and idk why I was so worried since I used to do this all the time
It’s weird that 8mg a day for 4 days still didn’t block the PST and actually lowered my tolerance.

Anyway looks like I can have my cake and eat it to
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Fanny Chizzlefield - Sat, 02 May 2020 22:14:16 EST 29QbCoeq No.615068 Reply
>>615067
That is a bit odd. Only guess is that you got good seed and the sheer number of opiates knocked off enough bupe, plus the nonopiate effects of o. Bupe is only a partial agonist, so no matter how much youve taken/tolly, full agonists will still feel good if they work
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Frederick Blythegold - Sun, 03 May 2020 03:41:32 EST dupTl14u No.615072 Reply
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Not exactly a BWN
I just found this packed away with my dead geandmother's belongings. She passed in 2016. I myself am coming up on 5 years clean from heroin. I've been on suboxone this whole time. Hoooly shit I'm tempted to try this out, but I know I'd have to go off my subs for awhile, which I know will suck ass.
/blogpost
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Fanny Chizzlefield - Sun, 03 May 2020 03:50:37 EST 29QbCoeq No.615074 Reply
>>615072
That's a sweet score.
Similar, on bupe for almost 4 years. Gf got bottle of norco for wisdom teeth removal yesterday. She takes a half once a day and smokes pot...
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Caroline Follybury - Sun, 03 May 2020 06:17:26 EST SmHk+3vS No.615076 Reply
Man I'm seriously nodding hard on this PST even with 8 mg of bupe (plus however much has bio-accumulated in my system)

Am I just weird and have luck bypassing bupes blocking effect? How common is it for people on bupe maintenance to use other opiates on top?
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lol - Sun, 03 May 2020 06:44:36 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615077 Reply
>>615076
Knew someone who could do stuff like this but they always had a low tolerance. Saw them shoot sub after shooting dope and all sorts of other opis right after. I thought it had to do with not being addicted or something, if that's not the case then I have no idea. It's pretty strange and never made sense to me, I'd imagine maybe one of these days you're gonna get pwd and it's gonna be a hell of a wake up call. Or you're a medical anomaly. Why did you get on subs anyway if you're still trying to get high?
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 03 May 2020 06:51:31 EST vj6QvNs/ No.615078 Reply
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Yesterday's stash NB.
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Nell Blingerkodging - Sun, 03 May 2020 07:46:00 EST /9oEgcY1 No.615080 Reply
>>615077
I've had pwd many times when trying to switch from PST/H to bupe but it seems that once I'm stable on bupe I can use ontop

I got on maintenance mostly because others wanted me to and I wasn't planning on using opis on top but the boredom got the better of me. Also I was planning on having soma/gbl to use recreationally but I'm still waiting on them to arrive

Being on maintenance will definitely being my drug use down and save me money, I don;t intend to use other drugs everyday or anything, and it's very nice to know that withdrawals are now avoidable meaning I can focus more on fixing my life.
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Jarvis Bunnerchan - Sun, 03 May 2020 19:01:59 EST oXY6NDHM No.615090 Reply
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Fucking A, man. I just started looking through DNMs and think I got burned hard on the 1g Grey Afghan for $160.... I'm seeing G's go for like around $60. I order my stuff through a person through discord since I'm too retarded to use bitcoin and order through a DNM... he seems cool enough and is very knowledgable and helpful on the psychedelic side of things and is big on harm reduction, so maybe it isnt him neccesarily that's fucking me and I understand he probably wants to flip a profit. I get fire pure MDMA and LSD for cheap from him so I trust him to an extant.

I also get 20 30mg oxycodone for $200 which seems reasonable. Can anybody confirm or deny if I'm getting fucked? My area is dry as fuck so the only info I get is from google and searching around DNMs.

Basically how the fuck do I DNM and bitcoin/whatever is easier because I'm fucking retarded?

Bump on like a gram of kratom I guess... irritable as fuck and just want my fucking opi
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Jarvis Bunnerchan - Sun, 03 May 2020 19:21:22 EST oXY6NDHM No.615091 Reply
>>615090

fuck it, another bump on like a half gram of supposedly "very potent" 50:1 extract of kratom. Honestly, kratom used to give me a nod years and years ago. Now that I've graduated to oxycodone and hard opi it doesn't seem to be doing shit

Year 3 of opioid abuse, hurray! At least I've gotten better at hiding it and have become a lot less of a degenerate than I was...

but yeah, I genuinely just don't understand this DNM shit. I know I'm stupid as fuck, I'm just used to old school face to face deals. I don't know where to go, who to trust, etc... and no I'm not trying to source, just venting.

Could anybody just tell me how this shit works maybe? Explain like I'm a retarded 7 year old how to get anonymous internet money and generally what the fuck to do? Or tell me to fuck off, I understand either way
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Polly Brovingridge - Sun, 03 May 2020 21:57:25 EST WJiwUcDJ No.615092 Reply
Nodding balls right now and smoking some dabs. Trying to just stay chill til the morning when I cab get to the hospital to see why the fuck I had a grand Mal seizure.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 03 May 2020 23:20:54 EST zuFAvTwG No.615094 Reply
>>615079
Paladin Labs Statex 10mg Ir Morphine. The 25mg come in pink, the 50mg are peach but they are such small pills. Even the 50mg Statex aren't much bigger than a 10mg so they are perfect for IV. Very little filler/binder
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lol - Mon, 04 May 2020 02:44:41 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615097 Reply
>>615092
Damn bro, I know not everyone has the access but I would of tried to find a way to get to the ER or something. I'd lay off any drugs til you see a doc too. Stay safe
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 04 May 2020 15:50:46 EST 7In+KcZ8 No.615102 Reply
>>615092
Damn dude I saw your post in /Benz/ I never figured Gabapentin could have that effect. I get scripts of it but never take it since it doesn't do fuck all for me. Plz get down to the hospital and make sure it's not anything more serious.
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David Blirrybitch - Mon, 04 May 2020 19:12:41 EST oXY6NDHM No.615104 Reply
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>>614404

Bumping on ~3mg bupe. Been a few weeks since my last order and it still hasn't gotten here so I broke down and got some suboxone from my local guy. Always hate to hit him up cause it's always a bit awkward but we always have a nice chat and make plans that never pan out lmao

Anyways. Feel much better. Have a good one yall
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Phyllis Billingridge - Mon, 04 May 2020 20:59:57 EST zqwW/WoV No.615105 Reply
>>615092
Not to spook or nothing but my friends step-sister caught the rona. Confirmed positive but no respiratory symptoms and started having seizures out of nowhere with no history.
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Ebenezer Blellerstone - Tue, 05 May 2020 18:53:29 EST oXY6NDHM No.615123 Reply
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>>614404
>30mg adderall
>10mg diazepam
>3mg bupe will probably take more

Overall anxious as fuck and just feel like shit. Woke up incredibly early and couldnt go back to sleep. Found out some faggot stole 6 of my adderall pills at a party I went to (my fault for leaving free drugs around ig). Found out I way overpaid for some heroin. My order of oxycodone still isnt here after like 3 weeks. Doc is playing hardball with my scripts. And we only have 2 people at work (including me) when we usually have 4-5 so shit is hectic. And overall just anxious and worried about my disability claims and insurance and all that shit. Generally just overthinking like a motherfucker.

/end blogpost
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Reuben Bettinghall - Tue, 05 May 2020 23:55:16 EST 4r+9ikNe No.615129 Reply
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Took my 8mg suboxone strip then a n hour later dosed PST, (I think 1 hour after bupe isn't long enough time to feel the PST when as if I was 4-5 hours I get the full effects from it), My diclazepam and meth finally arrived to I took 3mg of diclaz and IV'd .03g of meth (god damn was that a rush, I have no tolerance to it too)

I am hoping that the GBL will help me stop using PST everyday cause that was kinda the point of going on bupe (well pressure from family was really the reason)

I want to be able to save money which will be easy once I stop using PST so I can finally upgrade my pc to play modern games (going with a i7 870 and RX 570 which will set me back $300). I built this pc 10 years ago upgrading it again the way and I want to push it to its limit before buying a entirely new system
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Phoebe Bickleham - Wed, 06 May 2020 00:22:25 EST K0kZk5Z6 No.615130 Reply
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>>614404
/opi/ I got 38mg of oxy or so, should I just take it since I don't IV? Smoking or snorting is on the table but I felt I'd ask y'all first
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Nz !!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 07 May 2020 02:39:56 EST bzj4QJ2M No.615138 Reply
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Hit a speedball earlier and now just chilling. Heavy last few days. I feel like I'm getting mild hallucinations from sleep loss.
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lol - Fri, 08 May 2020 09:03:55 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615144 Reply
>>615141
I've thankfully never had to coo anything but rcs for myself online so no idea what dope market is like but I've heard people have been getting batches through places like that testing for fent. It makes sense as to why they would use the same money making scheme all the other dealers have been hopping on. Euros for some reason feel they're immune to this happening, I think people underestimate how much mo4e lucrative and how much more of a business prospect some of these guys will see it as.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Fri, 08 May 2020 16:51:59 EST V2krjXWS No.615149 Reply
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what da fuck is up boisssss???

been locked up for 5 months just got out today, no plans to do any opis soon but already been indulging myself in some mxpr and nitrous oxide.

what's been happening?

nb
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Stoned raider - Sat, 09 May 2020 11:32:29 EST LRuGvugY No.615155 Reply
200mg methadone , 20mg valium, 4mg kpin, 25mg thc 9lb hammer olive oil liqiud, 100mg luvox, .02 clonidine

Love valium over kpins so glad I switched , after awhile kpins do fuck all imo. Watching shudder movie Mandy, Nick cage is nuts.
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Morphiate !!FINz0LE9 - Sat, 09 May 2020 19:53:26 EST 7YtY5+xJ No.615163 Reply
Welp here I am again. Im relapsing hard this time, fucking psych wont see me because of the virus so she also wont write my antidepressant script (wants me to go to downtown LA with all the homeless crazy people at some free clinic, fuck that, Id rather be in an ER all day long and catch the actual coronavirus) so I said fuck it and bought a shitton of seeds. Turns out seeds arent that great (need like 2lbs a dose) so I bought a pound of poppy pods. More expensive than normal but what the fuck ever I got my stimulus check.

Bumping on 20grams of pod tea right now.
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JJzz !8tv9M.5S82 - Mon, 11 May 2020 18:31:01 EST Iu0cshIO No.615184 Reply
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>>614404

>1.6g GABApentin (daily dose for epilepsy)
>4mg bromazolam
>Tall boy of 8% cider
>4mg IV subutex

haven't posted in forever (I do most of this errday)
but I just got some bromazolam and etiz so YOLO
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Martin Lighthall - Mon, 11 May 2020 19:02:46 EST oXY6NDHM No.615187 Reply
>>614404

Fucking pissed. My oxy still isnt here after a fucking month. I dont want to fucking talk to anybody or do anything. I just want to get fucking high God damn it.

I guess I'll get some suboxone. Even though that doesnt really fucking cut it anymore
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Fuqtard - Thu, 14 May 2020 16:20:47 EST 2CaJvzVm No.615218 Reply
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I got bored so to justify the use i told myself i have to make money on it in quick flips. Shit was already sold before i got it. Made a quick 350-400. Got 150 dilly 8's delivered. Gave the driver a hundy for the 3 hour round trip. I kept 10. Sent the rest.
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Augustus Chegglebedge - Thu, 14 May 2020 19:19:34 EST 6hIzHIpZ No.615220 Reply
Took 100mg methadone. Feeling good since this combined with psytrance is fucking fantastic!

Hope you all are having a nice thursday night.

Bwn
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Blinkey Bill - Fri, 15 May 2020 01:20:47 EST AnJEM4tz No.615224 Reply
Polling for most recreational use of suboxone?
  1. Under the tongue?
  2. Nasal
3.Plug
What are you'lls opinions?
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Cornelius Berrytin - Sat, 16 May 2020 12:09:01 EST oB+fz9uw No.615239 Reply
I have 2 weeks off work and was able to get a nice relapse in

picked up a gram of some gray fire ass dope and a few xanax.

just did a small shot plus 2.25mg xanax.

good feelz
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Phyllis Gemmerdine - Sun, 17 May 2020 16:33:55 EST LpEYRcXR No.615251 Reply
>>615144
pretty much exclusively only use dn now for my h. Been using since ~2009, but local market's just awful now, almost always tests for fent. haven't had a single dn batch test for fent (check review boards first of course) and the quality is top notch from the few good vendors who are super reliable
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Doris Dovingbet - Sun, 17 May 2020 22:58:16 EST 29QbCoeq No.615256 Reply
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This book is great. Didnt expect it to turn into a Hunter s Thompson novel
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 19 May 2020 18:18:58 EST V2krjXWS No.615285 Reply
on some red bali kratom and mxpr and I have to say with no tolerance it's hitting me pretty damn hard so this def counts as a god damn bump oh jesus the sweet opi feeling
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Samuel Tootstock - Thu, 21 May 2020 01:49:48 EST 1Y5bL+Nl No.615302 Reply
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>when kratom got you decently buzzed after a 2 month tolerance break

fuck me lads I love opiates
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 21 May 2020 09:23:18 EST eSqNzkzg No.615314 Reply
>>615302
know the feel my man, never thought i'd see myself actually enjoying kratom but here i am right now drinking this shit cum tasting tea but atleast will be enjoying the effects off of it.

1,5 tbsp red bali kratom
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Matilda Cuttinglare - Fri, 22 May 2020 00:36:51 EST fAuyB3yr No.615323 Reply
I FUCKING LOVE CORONA-CHAN BLESS HER

I am officially the luckiest junkie on /opi/ I got accepted into some new program I'm getting 6 8mg dillies a day plus fucking 400mg of kadian all I gotta do is speak with the doc once a week
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william maynard garver - Fri, 22 May 2020 16:49:48 EST Ht8q9Aci No.615332 Reply
>>615323
fuck you canada, thats a dream come true....wow...and here i am stuck in NY (the worst place for CV on earth, literally) and down to my last dose of hop that im saving for when i need it most, my tolerance has gone up a lot and its to the point where i know im gonna have to resign myself to lower doses of kratom only for a month or two or more if i can keep the self control.

sorry if this is a blog post, shit is just a major bummer with CV out here and i cant leave town or go indoors unless its with my family or a store for necessities only.

no nods today, still well from a dank cup of hop i had at midnight last night. hope yall are doing ok bros and sisters, this is a scary age.
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Matilda Cuttinglare - Fri, 22 May 2020 16:51:39 EST fAuyB3yr No.615333 Reply
>>615329
junkies have been being very very badoys for the last two months thanks to the ron

its now possible to get very easily kadian 300-700mg or 2-3 8mg dilaudid instead of methadone/sub plus I was also told that you are able to microdosing suboxone if you want to or getting methadone with up to 4 4mg pills of dilaudid

if you have failed meth/sub more than 3 times and have hep C their is this new program that started 2 weeks ago you get 40$ every two weeks and a script of kadian and dilaudid weekly the max is 700mg and 64mg you have to swallow the kadian if you fuck around you get the boot after eating the yummy morphine the pharmacist hands you the bottle of dilaudid

you have to meet with a nurse twice a week and a social worker and the doctor once a week and a psychiatrist once a month idk the full details of this reseach project yet I've only been on this for 3 days but holy fuck I'm so happy also the doctor asked me if I was on welfare and told me that is very very bad nonono anon you are now on disability insurance for at least a year with extra funds for a metro pass and diet because of your hep c I think I might be getting like almost 1.2k a month rather than 700$ I no joke started crying after walking out of the doctors office this is literally the greatest thing to happen in the past 7 years of my pathetic life I really do want to get clean for good and to go back to school and learn a trade this shit is such a blessing I CAN NOT FUCK THIS UP but christ with all the medical staff I have to speak with and resources available to me now I dont see how I can fuck this up I mean unless I somehow wind up in jail

thank you corona-chan you're the reason why this program started if you bless me with your pox I will do all in my power to spread your joy
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PandaFive - Fri, 22 May 2020 17:14:54 EST vBUOIBuR No.615334 Reply
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Just got 2 lbs of heads. They appear to be very fucking old and have thin, brittle walls compared to what they usually have been sending me. Whatever, I'm not going to complain when their last 3 batches were so good.
I ground up 8-10 of em and am drinking the water mixed with grounds right now (gross af). Hopefully all goes well I've been clean and extremely depressed for the last 2 weeks.
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lol - Fri, 22 May 2020 17:33:29 EST IggaRoSW No.615335 Reply
>>615333
Damn I meet all these requirements too, sounds like a hell of a hook up, shits gonna be abused like crazy.
>>615332
I know how you feel I'm from NY too, been seeing more people out since it's been little nicer past few days
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Edward Peshworth - Fri, 22 May 2020 20:32:41 EST pF+s+1jc No.615337 Reply
  • 20mg methadone
  • 1800mg gabapentin

Feeling good.:)
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Sidney Dussleworth - Fri, 22 May 2020 21:03:06 EST fAuyB3yr No.615339 Reply
>>615335
>shits gonna be abused like crazy.
it is hella funny too I'm starting to see 8's at 5$ I heard they're going to only give them out at the safe injection site and you have to inject them right then and there its how the program works in BC and the morphine will be mixed in this weird gel "apple sauce"

program I'm in tho from what I have been told is hard to get into I know two people who got rejected and they're not taking in anyone new soon I think like a dozen people god only knows how hard it is to set up a research project like this is
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Cornelius Mattinghood - Sat, 23 May 2020 15:46:41 EST cbXJ46oj No.615350 Reply
Ok I'll ask here since people still seem to be doin it. Not asking for sources just want to know, is buying pst in america (for a reasonable price) still viable? nb
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Lillian Clendlefat - Sat, 23 May 2020 19:42:07 EST LZ8viA85 No.615355 Reply
random amount of enhanced kratom
random amount of phenibut
coffee
one metric fuckload of dabs

wish I had any real drugs other than dabs and psychs but can't really complain. I mean I am, but I shouldn't be.
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Henry Noffingkune - Sat, 23 May 2020 20:02:19 EST PN1xbDWw No.615356 Reply
Damn I went so long just taking kratom (6 years) and not really fucking with the hard shit until this corona thing happened it was the perfect storm cus my buddy had given me a sleeve of oxy 80s and then I went and got addicted to heroin and shit ... fucking detoxed after 3 weeks, stayed sober for a month, relapsed on heroin, got mildly addicted and then did another detox... I definitely don't have the self control to have any large amount of opiates around... damn.
Crazy lucky though I got a buddy who knows a pharmacy where the dude literally sells him any script drugs without a prescription (in a fucking first world super developed european country too!) I do not fucking know how that pharmacy gets away with that cus these substances are definitely tracked in my country
So I guess I have to either stay clean or just score pills here and there instead.

BWN 20mg oxy up the ass. I love opiates so much, but I fucking hate being addicted. Here's hoping I won't get addicted again
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Augustus Drorrydale - Sat, 23 May 2020 21:09:51 EST pF+s+1jc No.615362 Reply
  • 1200mg gabapentin
  • 60mg hydrocodone

Feeling good on this saturday night. Just sitting here smoking a cigarette and listening to some techno and house mixes, enjoying myself.

Have a good weekend guys!
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lol - Sun, 24 May 2020 10:47:55 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615372 Reply
>>615356
Damn bro not being rude but that's a fast fuckin downfall. You really should try to get back on Kratom or something,
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Hedda Drumblestone - Sun, 24 May 2020 14:37:39 EST 1Y5bL+Nl No.615375 Reply
>>615355
>enhanced kratom

the fuck is that? How is it "enhanced"?
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Hannah Marringhot - Mon, 25 May 2020 06:42:59 EST CNV0UqYi No.615386 Reply
>>615372
Yeah I have remained pretty much on kratom since the last detox from heroin. It was really mild that second time because I had spaced out my binge with a few days in between but by the last few days of it I had used 3 days in a row, right before I ran out.
So it was really mild w/d but still shitty and made me realize how easy it is to get hooked.
That night I wrote that post I had done 40mg of oxycodone total over the night. Now I'm back to just being on kratom. And I'm going to be a lot more careful about getting addicted.
Pretty sure I will use again so I'm just going to prioritize not using multiple days in a row or having a large stash around.
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Clara Drullerbanks - Tue, 26 May 2020 11:07:08 EST l/QqfqV/ No.615394 Reply
>>614404

called in to work sick, which isn't necessarily a lie, I do feel like shit. They fucked me yesterday as i was the only one working memorial day, so i made today my day off. also getting fucked by the dealership and body shop since people are too fucking retarded to do their jobs i guess. i just dont get it. trying not to get mad about it though. not like it's gonna do anything. just dont feel like dealing with shit today

>bumping on 30mg oxycodone up the snoot. more will most definitely be consumed throughout the day

last night I experienced my first ever REALLY heavy nod, it was pretty comfy. snorted some really fat lines and went straight to my bed where i proceeded to just slump over and drift in and out of consciousness while mumbling to myself for what must've been atleast 30 minutes, then I became slightly more lucid and went to sleep. maybe I was dying, but either way it was pretty fucking great
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william maynard garver - Tue, 26 May 2020 21:00:12 EST Ht8q9Aci No.615400 Reply
>>615394
nah thats just being really fucked up, but being that fucked up can easily cause a person to die

no opis today for me lads just kratom, gonna do my last dose of hop tomorrow after work, havent worked in over two moths because of the new york shutdown...tomorrow is gonna be a solid day....

also had a lil splash of my new batch of sunset sherbert cannabis olive oil, soo good in a veggie and herbs soup, half a tsp and a quarter tsp today did me right
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 27 May 2020 04:55:37 EST F0WAk4Kd No.615402 Reply
Been decreasing my morphine on my own since my doctor won't taper me as fast as I would like... Makes sense though he wouldn't want me showing up for an emergency appointment days later all withdrawn but I've managed to drop 350mg almost overnight. Covid has been good for motivating me to clean my act up I suppose. Only took 200mg around 10am and another 100mg 12hr later but I've been light headed all day and feeling like I'm going to have a stroke from all these years of smoking. Idk what's causing it but I can feel my arteries in my wrists and neck throb intensely a couple times an hour... Could be benzo withdrawal as well but I kind of doubt it. Clonodine doesn't seem to help much with what I'm interpreting as a high blood pressure issue.

Hope the rest of /OPI/ is staying safe and healthy
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lol - Wed, 27 May 2020 11:59:51 EST IggaRoSW No.615406 Reply
>>615402
Didn't know you were taperin. Did you get put on administrative detox or somethin? Didn't ever know you wanted too. Much respect for trying to change though fam.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 27 May 2020 12:30:07 EST F0WAk4Kd No.615407 Reply
>>615406
No not on administrative detox.. I asked for it. Usually once you're on SROM (sustained release oral morphine) or iOAT (Iv opioid agonist therapy) they consider you too high maintenance to ever push a taper, but like I've stated before both programs are incredibly restrictive on your lifestyle seeing as you are never eligible for carries even if you piss clean. Since Covid has my pharmacist making house calls I just can't imagine going back to the clinic every day... Don't know how I put up with it for 4 years.
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lol - Wed, 27 May 2020 13:23:20 EST IggaRoSW No.615408 Reply
>>615407
Yeah I hear that, I only go in once a week for my methadone and I'm really dreading going back. They gave me another weeks worth today so hopefully it lasts a little longer. Anyway good luck on the taper man. Wish I had the will to get off this shit.
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Hugh Honderdene - Wed, 27 May 2020 13:36:37 EST OjvfybaZ No.615409 Reply
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>>615407
>Don't know how I put up with it for 4 years.

Gee I wonder why you'd walk several miles for morphine
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 27 May 2020 15:20:45 EST F0WAk4Kd No.615410 Reply
>>615408
Well I hope the best for you bro wherever it takes you. As long as you can find a way to enjoy life.. even if it always includes opiates I don't discount it as any less of a life lived. Who knows man. Like just look at this thread or the BWB, two months ago I didn't give a fuck if I ever got off benzos, fent or the morph.. and I can't rightly say I won't be back. I don't know shit about myself other than I've been a dope fiend since 08'.


>>615409
Gee and I wonder why now I have the the resolve to stop.
It's no secret here. We all know why an addict would put the effort in for free clean government dope.
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Hugh Honderdene - Wed, 27 May 2020 15:46:07 EST OjvfybaZ No.615411 Reply
>>615410
why do you feel attacked? I would walk for it too, I just thought it was a stupid rhetoric questiojn
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 27 May 2020 16:35:35 EST F0WAk4Kd No.615414 Reply
>>615411
I don't really feel attacked. Obviously your response was very rhetorical one, but I just got through explaining that I feel done with putting the effort in going to the clinic every day. Maybe my response reads kinda hot but it's certainly not that emotionally charged
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Priscilla Tillingwater - Fri, 29 May 2020 03:42:55 EST 1Y5bL+Nl No.615430 Reply
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loaded as fuck on kratom + 15mg norco. I turn 23 today.

love you fuckers.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 29 May 2020 08:54:11 EST 8wkjRbIb No.615436 Reply
>>614940
Might've been NZZ? He was a friend who posted here. He's dead. It might also have been OGP / Overgrownpath who is alive and well. Haha was it a benzo blackout rampage? I used to inject midazolam ampoules a bit. We also got vials of blue clonazepam we would shoot too but blue triazolam is also near and dear.

Just popped by to check the charts and feel /opi/s pulse as well as maybe cross paths with people. Keep talking to /opi/, holding it's hand and bringing flowers. Who knows.

>>615141
haha my yen for safety dips and peas. For the higher levels of lockdown I regressed to no wheel filter use but using them now along with sterile water. Hope you're well dude.


Took 4mgs clonaz and just the first speedball of the night. Had a family member pass away very recently. I've lost quite a few riends now but this was the closest yet. So here's a very modest tribute to him. If you know anyone who is unhappy or you yourself feel suicidal or depressed, don't keep it all inside.Who gives a fuck about being labelled an attention seeker or worrying about what people will think. Fuck labels like crying wolf in regards to suicide. Appreciate and love your friends and family out there and cherish them because it can all go in an instant. Also just cause I know he would've found this funny, when we were kids we used to climb trees and catch eels and shoot air riles. I remember endless summer days fighting on the trampoline or swimming in pools. I remember booting you in the nuts and then when he came to interfere, going on to smashi your dad in the nuts too. The image and what was unfamiliar phrasing when he told me to never hit "the family jewels" is so firmly etched into my brain I remember it like yesterday. You lost your virginity before me but I got the first gun. Then I sold you a double barrel sawed off which you pointed at your old man cos he wouldn't you do something ridiculous drunk. He took it off you and quietly told me about it years later. Never lectured. When we were 14 and first dabbled in growing weed you took a photo on your and somehow got caught, he found it and dug it up. Quiet and without any sanctimony. True class. Seems like you beat me to something else eh? If anything, I'd have thought it'd be the other way around. I'lll miss your cheeky grin. Here's to you man.
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Fri, 29 May 2020 09:41:20 EST 8wkjRbIb No.615439 Reply
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>>615025
Kadian are like M-Eslons right? If yes, then hell yeah dude. I took it down cos I felt nervous a bit. Not so much of the face or identifying tattoos but rather the dirty kitchen. I was just waiting for some darkweb bottle fed drug nerd to tell me that me cooling the hot spoon on a scummy sponge was "uncouth and absolutely, horribly horripilating and uncouth" so I took it down. I'll send it to you on that stealth mode shit where the link works tho.

Pegging isn't done with soda. That's the process where you separate the binders from the morphine. In my guide I wrote and then eventually had Michael Bay direct for film adaptation it's the form of homebake that's done daily (often several times in a day) with like one or two pills. With that much morph you don't fuck around trying to separate the binders. You can handle a bit of mechanical loss when you have a gram or even just 500mg to play with. With only 200 or so mg it's not worth the loss and work. You just do it on the pill as is. You mix the crushed pill and water to make a runny slurry, which you spread and dry. This is what you put your AA on. Let me find some pictures to illustrate.

Pegging is another horse altogether. It's best done on pills that don't gell up. You mix them up and filter then use a basic solution to precipitate out the morphine. Imagine it like this: You prepare a shot for like a giant, you got a gram in a nice clear solution in a horse syringe ready tor fucking shrek or whatever. Deviat a bit there though. You add a few drops of sodium hydroxide (lye / caustic soda / drain cleaner) to the shrek shot and when you get to about 9 (your'e using PH papers) you'll see your clean solution turn to a snowglobe situation. You pour that through a coffee filter and that's your pure morphine freebase.

You want something like this. This imo is the make or break section of your cook where you'll either reap your reward or end up with greasy burnt nothing. It's like such a little bit of baking soda you use and the water is only like half ml for one pill. Too little and it becomes too hard to mix but too much water and it's too thin and dries weird, like shifting. It's just liquid enough to stir without sticking and shit and will move and spread but when you stop and it's settled, it's not going to move and shit. Pancake or cake mix is sorta familiar.

Sine they took the 100mg variation of the arrow LA morph tablets off the market here I've switched back to powder. For a while there there it was like a grey renascence going on and i was living like one of the Borgias. Fucking Borgias of 'bake man. Churning out some of the best turns in my life. An appropriate last end of greys.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 29 May 2020 15:59:15 EST nB9Vj02h No.615443 Reply
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>>615439
Awesome thanks for clarifying for me. I would have figured the tattoos would have been the reason you took it down, that was on one of the first things I thought when I saw it was "noooo nz why aren't you wearing gloves!?" Never would have thought it would be over the state of your kitchen or the damp cooling sponge lol.

Kadian are almost exactly like m-eslons apart from the fact the Kadian has more filler and is 24hr Er instead of eslons 12hr er, they are both morphine sulfate. Kadian are filled with wax coated time release beads... You couldn't dry it out and have it stick to the spoon like that. In the presence of no water/liquid any crushed up Kadian is going to be subject to gravity so I couldn't do your cool chefing technique of heating the back side of the spoon then flipping it over to expose the already stuck morph to the radiant heat of the element. I think I would have to be more patient with the water evap.

Then again if I wanted to try and follow your Tek to a t I would just go and buy some ms contins.. they aren't too hard to obtain and I can get peaches for something like $5 or less.

Good to hear from ya man, thanks for the response. Shoot my love over ogp's way and tell him I wish him the best as well.
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Dextrolord - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 22:38:46 EST t9+obISS No.615485 Reply
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My brother randomly had heroin he decided he didn't want. Now these days I usually just do my daily methadone and smoke weed but since that bitch shattered my heart last week I have been itching for more. . . . so a little relapse on a couple points of bth in my old tried and true vein and ahhhh yesss I missed this.

I threw awag all my gear and stuff yesterday and the trash day was today. But the trash guy was running late so I was able to go get my bag of rigs and such out of the trash like an hour before the can was emptied!! haha thank god too cuz the mdone has my tolerance jacked up. 2points banged and I am barely nodding at all with the help of some creazy fire dabs:/ was hoping that by slamming it it would last me a bit longer ya know???
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Blinkey Bill - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 01:47:08 EST AnJEM4tz No.615517 Reply
>>615485
Ah all that glistens is not gold. Sorry about the underwhelming H.

Any Australians around? I could use some advice. The only reliable domestic seed vendor is out of product till the the 30th. im thinking of turning to the markets for opi and weed. What are the markets like now? I havent gone on one in four years. What would you do if you were me?
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nz !!vVWR8L52 - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 05:00:50 EST gT64NiO2 No.615519 Reply
couple of speedballs. Not a bad little go.
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Hamilton Brivingstock - Thu, 04 Jun 2020 18:58:25 EST Qsv9XY5z No.615525 Reply
>>614404
Been feeling like trash lately. I found an old half-gram baggie of O-DSMT buried in my stash. Eh, what the hell, why not.

65mg staggered over two hours. Feels good man.
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Augustus Mublingspear - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 08:47:43 EST Xq0qTW4s No.615528 Reply
>>614586
"880mg morphine" "subtle" Get the FUCK out of here lmao
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 14:33:19 EST lF61VkBb No.615536 Reply
10mg diazepam + 5mg oxycodone + 7.5mg hydrocodone + 30mg codeine + 20mg cyclobenzaprine + 75mg hydroxyzine

Just wrapped a presentation for a national psychology conference. FUCK YEAAAH!

>>615528
Dude's still on morphine maintenance therapy, so his version of normal or subtle are not the norm.
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Reuben Nillerman - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 15:08:20 EST 29QbCoeq No.615537 Reply
>>614586
Just imagine if you were taking ULDN, that shit would have you ooouut
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George Buzzleted - Fri, 05 Jun 2020 19:15:37 EST l/QqfqV/ No.615539 Reply
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Hit a very small jackpot today.

4x 50mg Tramadol
2x 5mg hydrocodone
1x 5mg oxycodone

At least it's something after weeks of nothing but kratom and suboxone.

Not much, and of course I find them immediately after I go to my boys house to trade for some suboxone which I just took... but I'm going to my parents for the weekend and will try to abstain from using anything the time im there. Maybe that'll give some time to cool down and hopefully my order of oxy 30s will be here within the next week or so...

I was using oxy 30s everyday. 30mg snorted to start the day and have me feeling okay. 60mg to feel pretty alright. 90mg to kinda nod and feel pretty good. Anything more I would always blackout. I've never blacked out before in my life. Scary stuff.

>bump on 4mg bupe and a shit ton of kratom

I have a couple people I serve inticed to find H or PKs in my area. Hopefully someone gets back to me. I just need someone local, but apparently my area is dry as fuck. I hate waiting weeks to get my shit.

I went scouting the neighborhood last night seeing if I had the balls to rummage through anyone's house for my fix. Fortunately, I dont, but the fact I even went out to see if I could is majorly uncool and major bad junkie behavior. I have a problem. I just want my fix but I dont want to hurt anybody.

Anyways, I'm rambling to distract myself from the small score I found. Some fren talk to me this weekend. Keep me distracted from taking this small score until at least after the weekend.
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Jenny Clullersone - Mon, 08 Jun 2020 15:34:12 EST pF+s+1jc No.615592 Reply
Took 30mg methadone. Feeling good and it's such a nice summer day outside which I am grateful for. I feel so alive in the summer like I'm invincible. Loving this weather. Pf course the methadone makes it that much more enjoyable.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 08 Jun 2020 18:16:55 EST mZD6XXMv No.615597 Reply
Have taken about 3.5ml GHB, smoked maybe 3g of blue cheese.

And now smoked about maybe only 30mg since I have taken GHB and it's my first time doing any opiate other than kratom for 6 months!

>yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaw
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 07:49:40 EST 7uheJrA8 No.615601 Reply
>>615597
Smoked maybe 50mg of h and took 1,5ml GHB and also just snorted about 80mg of self dried ket.

Gonna hang out with a friend and just chill outside enjoy the summer. She also joined in, not on the dope though she doesn’t do opiates like that.
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Nell Goodbury - Tue, 09 Jun 2020 10:48:20 EST JV60iiUj No.615602 Reply
>>614404

>>614404
70mg methadone from the clinic. Got a doc request to bump it up.to 75mg tomorrow. It's sort of like a love hate thing. Every person I've spoken to has told me the wd's from methadone is living hell. So as I get a higher and higher dosage, I enjoy the sedative effects as well as the slight but noticable head change and euphoria but on the other side of that coin I know if for some reason I was to be forced off of it, by either going to jail or being sent to the sober living house probation is trying to send me to soon, I sit here just dreading the day this all happens.

Ughb, well anyways, for now I'll happily BWN. I just live with this fear in the back of my head that I'm in for a really shitty fucking ride soon when I'm made to get off my maintenance drug. :( I hate the "justice system" my probation officer thinks she's a medical doctor with infinite knowledge in psychology and pharmocology because she read some shit in a book. She knows exactly everything a drug user feels and experiences while coming off drugs. It's just beyond aggravating that THESE are the people the injustice system allow to make life changing decisions for drug users who've committed harmless crimes of drug possession. Fucking aggravating beyond words.
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Edward Dettingfitch - Wed, 10 Jun 2020 21:15:20 EST l/QqfqV/ No.615618 Reply
>>614404
>45mg adderall in the morning
>10mg diazepam in the morning
>3g kratom this afternoon

God why do I feel like such shit. I feel like I'm gonna puke, I'm hot and I have mad headaches. I have a pretty high tolerance to opioids. Can kratom casue precipitated withdrawals or something? I've never been dopesick before... is this it? This fucking sucks
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Rebecca Brookstone - Wed, 10 Jun 2020 23:35:26 EST 29QbCoeq No.615625 Reply
>>615618
ton of adderall plus kratom
plus probably what youve done in the past
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Thu, 11 Jun 2020 02:33:22 EST lF61VkBb No.615627 Reply
>>614404
30mg hydrocodone, 20mg diazepam, 1mg clonazepam, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, and 100% white grapefruit juice

Posted up and chillin’ hard.
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Isabella Siddleworth - Thu, 11 Jun 2020 03:28:56 EST jnamKCLc No.615628 Reply
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>>614404
I'm waiting for some dope in the post and if it doesn't turn up I don't even know what I'm going to do. I'm not even sick.
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m - Thu, 11 Jun 2020 04:17:06 EST jv0zZnW9 No.615629 Reply
>>614404
bump on regular 4mg bupe, winded down from 40mg d-amph, just subbed 4mg Ativan, and so far two beers.

Finally, many countries I'm interested in are opening up again for foreigners in some capacity. It looks like they can't afford to keep us out no matter how much the US has failed at virus infection containment. It might even be as soon as July 1st.

Sign me up lol. Many people don't realize how much cheaper the rest of the world can truly be. Look at countries like Vietnam, Malaysia, and the Philippines. You can get by on just ~$500-700/mo, and actually live a life on just ~$1000/mo. Passive income alone is totally doable for many people at those amounts.

If any of you junk heads want a fast track to chill living, consider finding a shifty bupe doc, get scripted 60-90+ 8mg per month every 3 months via telemedicine, sell IRL/DNM for like $10-20 each, and profit????

I don't really sell any of mine because I intend to have enough where I don't have to worry about getting more for at least 10 years (getting there as I bank roughly 4-5 months of actual usage quantity extra per month script), but it's 100% doable. All you truly need is a family member/friend to pick them up from the pharmacy for you and either ship them to you or deal with them themselves.

Anyone have absolutely any experience with Belarus whatsoever? They're letting US/Westerners in right now, have clean streets, beautiful women, and much more, not to mention it's super affordable, like cheaper than most of SEA and cheaper/equal to Vietnam-tier cheap. The average monthly salary in the big city is like ~$400-550/mo, and in the countryside it's between ~$120-360/mo.

Apparently it's like little School with a less budgeted police state, so realistically the people live their daily lives without major gov't interference.
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 05:16:09 EST lF61VkBb No.615643 Reply
>>614404
A childhood friend and I had the chance to kick it today. We were faded.

20mg DXM, 8 fl. oz. 100% grapefruit juice, 60mg hydrocodone, 20mg diazepam, 200mg hydroxyzine, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 600mg NAC, and 60 x 8g bulbs of nitrous oxide.
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Doris Bunderlat - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 16:05:38 EST fwUYZSaJ No.615646 Reply
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>>614404
It was refill day for my friend so that means it was re-up time for me. Got 40 10mg Hydros and 25 2mg Xanax and will be getting about another 40 10mg Oxys and another 20 2mg Xanax in about 2 weeks. So Bumping on 50mg of Hydrocodone, 2mg of Xanax and smoking a bowl as a type this, haven't had any opiates for about 3 weeks so I should catch a nice nod hopefully. Its nice outside too might go smoke in the backyard with my cat and enjoy the weather.
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Ebenezer Buzzfoot - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 18:28:14 EST klNLZhwY No.615649 Reply
>>614404
6g kratom. I forgot how fucking vile this stuff tastes. But it gets me high at least. Think I'll make some homemade kratom tincture so I don't have to eat nasty plant matter anymore.
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Johnny Bonjella - Fri, 12 Jun 2020 18:44:44 EST szoyWAeS No.615650 Reply
>>615649
I find that cacoa powder maskes the taste quite well but really i never give a fuck about that.

bump
45mg dxm 150mcg of scopolamine hbr
6 gram of red dragon and 4 gram of meh white borneo
weed and a fat ass can of red bull
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Clara Creblingladge - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 03:03:48 EST TxttR+o1 No.615680 Reply
60mg of morphine. BWN, hurensohn.
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Henry Dezzlestone - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 19:20:45 EST g+kEqcG/ No.615695 Reply
A local food store near me has actual fire seeds, thank fuck. They don't care about limits either, walked out with 4kg 'for protein shakes'. 300g put me on my ass last night.
Might be scoring some ket today as well, everything's looking up.

BWN
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Eliza Wopperson - Sun, 14 Jun 2020 21:14:18 EST NVDL4q8W No.615698 Reply
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grapefruit juice + kratom bump

Not quite nodding (because of course not lol) but nevertheless feeling that strong opi buzz yall


>>615695
lucky son of a bitch.
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Barnaby Pickwater - Mon, 15 Jun 2020 03:12:54 EST eWSlY+0M No.615699 Reply
>>614404
bumping on 75mg of beige AUS dope i got from a dude who lives around the corner from me
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Blinkey Bill - Mon, 15 Jun 2020 20:07:50 EST wwZazo7R No.615705 Reply
>>615699
nice score. How is the quality? I miss dope, seeds and occasional pill doesnt do it for me.
bump 400g of okay seeds and a strong weed edible
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Emma Clayham - Tue, 16 Jun 2020 08:32:16 EST F7seLNGz No.615707 Reply
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Got clean from my few month long tramadol and dolophine habit just a couple months ago. Seen a psychiatrist and he got me on zoloft (75 mgs.) and quetiapine. Told my doctor I've been using gabapentin daily and he's alright with it
So, recently I started having this joint pain, my knees feel stiff, my arms and palms feel like I have carpal tunnel syndrome. On top of headaches and heartaches every now and then. And these don't just go away, changing locations, differ in their intensity, hard to get comfortable laying down etc. Does anybody have an idea what these aches are coming from? I've read about post-acute withdrawal syndrome and it seems to be that, except they came on TWO MONTHS after stopping the habit. Yes, gabapentin helps. Not always. Maybe I'm withdrawing from gabapentin itself, but I've stopped taking it earlier and had different symptoms
Anyone help figure this out?
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nate - Tue, 16 Jun 2020 18:35:36 EST MXwJd0uM No.615715 Reply
Haven’t been round these ways in a while huh

Same old, still been shooting every day, mainly ‘done every day and H when I come across it here and there with morph. Had a bit of overseas #3 and coke recently, them were some niiiice speedballs.

Anyway, seems like my run may be at its end. I have no veins left. Fuckin sucks dude, nothing can describe or come close to the absolute pure agony of having a shot in the rig and no vein to push it into. I started using my femorals about a year ago and they’ve both seemingly given up the goose already to my surprise, since most people say those will last most your lifetime. I guess the caustic methadone shots really don’t play nice with veins at all. Switched to my left side only about a month ago and already can’t hit it, gonna go to the needle exchange now and ask for advise. Hopefully it may just be I need longer needles.

Anyone else have this problem, and what the best way to get veins to grow again? I know exercise, but gummon, we all know that’s the last thing on our minds.

Well after a half hour long struggle I got my methadone shot in, took 20mg diazepam and feeling pretty bleak and out of options
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william maynard garver - Tue, 16 Jun 2020 19:01:23 EST Ht8q9Aci No.615716 Reply
>>614404
had a lil brown the other day for the first time in about 9 months, today its back to kratom though because i intentionally did not get the dboys number so it wouldnt open me up to a run, it was certainly nice to take a joy bang though and not extremely fenty either, didnt test it but it was at least mostly brown if it had any fent at all
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m - Tue, 16 Jun 2020 21:47:35 EST jv0zZnW9 No.615721 Reply
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>>615715
It's not what you want to hear, but seriously your only effective mid to long term "methods" are to switch to rectal/nasal use via solution (stop IVing your methadone, the fuck?), strictly avoid IVing for 3-6+ months, and then reassess your veins. After you've switched to non-IV for that time period, when coming back to IV, you MUST stick to 0.22ug micron filters ONLY, as well as much thinner needles. Stop using the typical 27ga and switch to at least 29ga, if not 30/31/32ga. Even if you have to get longer ones, it's the width of the needle that matters in terms of damage (besides using ONLY 0.22ug micron filters and replacing the needle EVERY time you miss, and replace the needle if you suck up the unfiltered solution and intend to filter it through the micron and backloading up into a second barrel).

If your response is something like "yeah can't be bothered, can't patiently wait 3-6 months, the exchange doesn't offer 0.22ug microns or doesn't do so for free, and realistically I just can't be fucked," then yeah, you're just fucked. Spending 30min to hit yourself is ridiculous. You must miss like 5-10+ times. I suspect you reuse the same sharp too. That causes SO much damage.

Slow your roll man. In 95%+ of situations, IVing methadone/buprenorphine on the daily is plain stupid, no offense. Maybe if you micron filter it and shoot it alongside dope in the same shot, that I could maybe understand. Otherwise, just drink it or plug it man. If your dose doesn't keep you well via non-IV, ask to get your dosage raised.

If you slowed your roll for a few months and only IVed your dope a few times a week via 0.22ug microns, immaculately unused needles, and super super thin gauges, you might not immediately ruin your veins (or arteries I guess lol, sorry).

Apathetic bump, usual 17.5mg d-amph + 4mg bupe plugged earlier, subbed another 2mg bupe (been in mild WD lately WTF, not sure if it's bupe or my SSRI), 4mg ondansetron, a few light beers, and maybe more lorazepam again (been using lorazepam too much lately).

Spending time with family has been driving me crazy. The one academy in Myanmar wants to hire me, but they're partially shut down anyways, and foreigners are indefinitely forbidden. The rumors about the next stage of the lock downs in Thailand seem to suggest that Western Europe/USA will be let in last (no surprise, we royally fucked up this pandemic response), and Cambodia's entry requirements of a $3000 cash deposit, $50k health insurance requirement, a ~$150-200 virus test on arrival, a separate negative result virus test result conducted in your home country within 72hr of arrival in Cambodia (costs ~$100-250+ since it's not considered "essential" test), and mandatory 2 week gov't facility quarantine for ~$1000-1500 cost if anyone on the plane tests positive...all seems like a huge racket.

Meanwhile, Thailand requires like double that # of health insurance, same 72hr recent test negative, and special permission from the gov't (no tourists), Vietnam outright bans everyone, Laos bans everyone, Malaysia bans basically everyone, and Cambodia won't let in anyone who's been in the US in the last ~2-4 weeks.

It looks like the best move is to get a flight to Belarus and stay there for ~30-60 days until Asia finally opens up, in which case I won't face the "recently in the US' restrictions.
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nate - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 02:57:21 EST MXwJd0uM No.615728 Reply
>>615721
Woah woah man. You’re not telling me anything I don’t already know dude. I only asked about veins redeveloping over time , not advice on how to inject man. I’ve been doing that for around 8 or 9 years on and off.

Maybe you should stop assuming aswell because no, I do not reuse needles since I live in a country where we get all the free needles we want mate. I use a new one every time. And you must not know much about femoral injection, as you must use a larger gauge needle for that. They don’t even make/have 29/30g needles in that length required for femoral, let alone the fact they would be WAY to flimsy and at extreme risk of snapping from slight bending. I use 24/25g 1 inch needles but picked up some 1.5 inch and will try them out.

Also you must be assuming again about the methadone - here in this country it is pure and unadulterated - meaning literally just pure methadone hydrochloride and h2o. Prime for injection. And actually gives a hell of a strong rush that is comparable to gear.

Thanks anyway dude but I’m good
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nate - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 03:00:56 EST MXwJd0uM No.615729 Reply
>>615728
Methadone is one of,if not the most commonly injected opiate in this country, at least in my region it is according to national statistics. Tell all of them that injecting it daily is stupid. I know what I would prefer if I had the choice between our clean methadone and dirty cut street dope in other countries
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lol - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 03:14:14 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615731 Reply
>>615715
I was in the same boat before i quit a few years back. I was down to only my femoral. I used to just switch between right and left side every time one would give me trouble and i also made absolutely sure to condense my shots, as dangerous as it was, so i could at least slow the damage, i know methadone has a crazy rush, and so does coke, but thst shit annihilates your veins i realized after doing my done that way a few times it waa gonna ruin my shit so i gave up. What gauges do you use? I was using 21 to 22 gauge with inch and a half tp inch and tbree quarter tips. Monstrous fuckers. I ecentually got to a point where the inch ones stopped working, im asuming from vein recessing maybe. Start drinking tons of water too. I never had acceas to filters since when i used i was always living rough so cant comment on them. The last thing is just not doing it aa much which is easier said than done.

Sorry fof any graphic detail guys, i know its gtoss.
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nate - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 04:34:49 EST MXwJd0uM No.615735 Reply
>>615731
Thanks so much for some actual useful advice bro. That was my exact thought, that they’re just hiding under the scar tissue and aren’t long enough since I’m only using 1” ones atm. Oh and i have been using orange 25g, though initially I used purple 24g and they worked way better. The exchange was closed so I’ll pick up some 1.5 inch ones tomorrow and let you know how I get on. Thanks a lot man. Gobbled down a handful of diazepam before to keep me well enough till I pick up my methadone tomorrow.

Are you in aus by chance? Since you mention condensing and shooting done. Yeah I do the same thing, I reduce about 90-100mg down into a 3ml fit each time but boy you can taste and feel how caustic it is, that’s the only downside eh
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lol - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 04:44:45 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615737 Reply
>>615735
Nah im from the states, NY. I meant condense as in just do as much as i can at once so i wouldnt have to shoot up as many times in the day based on the idea id be shooting up less. I get methadose which is sugar and god knows what else laden so its infinitely worse for you than the stuff you guys get, my bad, wasnt sure where you were from but that kind of methadone with just water added cant be too bad, just be careful with what material you use to reduce it in. Another piece of advice i probably dont need to tell you but just to be safe, you know the femoral is super risky to hit so be extrs careful and take it very slow when using a bigger length needle. I would enter at a snails pace dud to length when i was doing it. Anyway let me know how it goes and stay safe brother. Do try snd get your hands on some microns and some stuff like bacitracin too. It looks like i have too craters on each side of my fems now from scarring its pretty gross. I havent shot up in years and my arms and shit have gotten better but these bastards are still as dark as night.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 13:10:26 EST eSqNzkzg No.615744 Reply
Been doing about 4-8mg of buprenorfine the last week. the GHB ran out last saturday. Just bought a 100 pack of 1mg alpraz.

Bumping on 1mg alpra, 2mg bup nasally and probably soon gonna take another 2mg of alpra spaced out over the evening, gonna cook some thai chicken stew with my mom and just hand out a bit with her.

hope ya'll good boys
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 20:05:24 EST JOPYAfPu No.615751 Reply
>>615735

>>615737

Bros, condensing done' shots make them MORE caustic. Methadone comes in the 10mg per mil in methadose (I know Nate doesn't shoot methadose specifically) to prevent it from being overtly harmful if injected... I am also aware they make it like that to make dosing easier. I don't have time to cite my source but I'm sure the wiki on methadone describes it. Honestly though nate I don't think IV methadone is viable in the long term because of the damage it does.. even methadone diluted heavier than 10mg/ml is still caustic and will cause vein damage
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m - Wed, 17 Jun 2020 22:23:12 EST jv0zZnW9 No.615753 Reply
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>>615728
Idk what else I was supposed to respond with man. If you already know the score, then you know the score. It's good you replace the needle each time you miss. Unfortunately, daily use with something so caustic just does what it does. My "attack" wasn't at all personal. It's just that IVing daily maintenance drugs is a lot of IV damage over time.

I'm glad you live in NZ and have 1st world healthcare access + harm reduction centers, but most people/countries do not. I've had people laugh at me for even suggesting to replace the needle after a missed injection, so hopefully you can understand that we assume the least of people in regards to HR equipment.

Be careful man. Just because I was very direct doesn't mean I don't care. If you're willing to consider other RoAs (primarily plugging and snorting solution), feel free to ask and I'll hook you up with decent info on what supplements to add to your solutions to increase BA/onset of action.

Glad to see you back on the forums. It's been quite a while hasn't it?

>bump again 4mg bupe+ 2.5mg d-amph plugged, 15mg d-amph oral, and 2mg bupe subbed.
>winding down the night with 3mg lorazepam (basically a binge at this point), 0.1mg clonidine, 50mg hydroxyzine, and maybe 1.5 bottles of wine as well as several beers.

for anyone interested in travel right now...one way flights to Belarus are roughly 2x more than normal, to Thailand about 2-2.3x more than normal (Thailand won't even let you in so lol).

Made a call to a travel agency today to find out the refund policies for a lot of these plane tickets right now, The one I'm interested in (Miami to Minsk, Belarus) has a 72hr refund policy no questions asked, so I'll likely book that tomorrow. It's about ~$800 and has a short layover in Moscow. I've never been to either School or Belarus so that's exciting I guess.

Surprisingly enough, going from Minsk>SEA, whether BKK Bangkok or elsewhere, is quite cheap, like $200-300 right now. So flight wise, it's about the same price to fly to Belarus and chill for a month or two and fly to Bangkok, as it is to just go direct to Bangkok.

Anyone know anything about drugs in these places? That isn't really the goal right now (more interested in the CHEAP cost of living, talking like ~$300-500/mo all included, half as expensive as parts of Thailand and Cambodia), but if they happen to sell morphine, benzos, ritalin etc. OTC, then sign me up!

How you all holding on in this lock down? If you're bored to tears and live in the EU, maybe consider Belarus...affordable flights, easy visa process up to at least 90 days for tourism, and very affordable cost of living.
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Betsy Goodridge - Thu, 18 Jun 2020 08:57:29 EST DJgERIDX No.615760 Reply
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bumping, because i am dissociated.
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Henry Drocklekit - Thu, 18 Jun 2020 13:22:10 EST 6a+aey0Y No.615770 Reply
BWN couple fat shots of black.
I'm from the east coast originally, how come no one told me:
1) how much better legs BTH had and how fucking sedating it is, I'm nodding my dick off for the first time since I tried oxycontins at 16 yeas old
2) how much it fucking burns and hurts if you miss even a tiny bit??? wtf is IN this shit..... battery acid?
and
3) how the fuck do I flag the shot and make sure I registered when it goes goddamn black in the pin?

also dumb question that doesn't deserve its own thread: I've always heard that Dilly's have the best IV rush out of any opiate. I've gotten some nice ones off EC pow but never really considered dope a "rush drug" in the first place like IV coke or crack is. I finally have a chance to try IV hydromorph soon and I'm wondering what exactly I'm in for. like what is that rush all about.....
and if I can shoot a usual ~2 points of decent ecp to get high, how much dilly should I bang in order to really experience that rush everyone talks about?
thanks
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Jenny Sandlepit - Thu, 18 Jun 2020 13:41:43 EST XKjoXYPx No.615771 Reply
>>615770
You look for the vaccum bubble you get when you pull back on the plunger to see if your in a vein

If you get a bubble. Its a vaccum and keep on pushong the needle towards the vein
When the bubble rapidly disappears you have registered

If no bubble you should already be in the vein. Look for red at the head of the barrel

Id suggest using micron filters. Big .22 micron ones which are hard to clog but fulter correctly
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lol - Thu, 18 Jun 2020 19:40:45 EST oaWRMjn3 No.615785 Reply
>>615770
Unless your shit is shot amd you can barely flag let alone see enough blood come in the barel(i know that feel) you should be ablw to tell by seeing a significant amount added to the rig. Bigger barrels def helps.
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Cedric Hankinbury - Fri, 19 Jun 2020 10:32:02 EST pF+s+1jc No.615808 Reply
Took 30mg methadone earlier. Nodding hard and feeling good.
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Cedric Hankinbury - Fri, 19 Jun 2020 19:12:09 EST pF+s+1jc No.615820 Reply
Took 40mg methadone. Feeling it coming on and damn do I feel good! Love jamming to some oldschool tiesto :)
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Phineas Gungerson - Sat, 20 Jun 2020 14:17:44 EST pF+s+1jc No.615839 Reply
  • 40mg methadone
  • 30mg hydrocodone

Feeling great on this rainy day while listening to livestream EDM. The feels are real.
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Phoebe Daffingshit - Sun, 21 Jun 2020 17:19:54 EST pLIpYGnq No.615858 Reply
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Dumped a chunk off this big boy on foil and smoked it, ran very thick and black, just beautiful. Some of the best dope I've had in the last few years. Enjoying some shitty show on Netflix while I drift off to dream land.
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Phoebe Daffingshit - Sun, 21 Jun 2020 17:21:48 EST pLIpYGnq No.615859 Reply
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>>615858
I have no clue why it's reversed hope this one comes out right. NB
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Dr. Katz !KqgSR25gAQ - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 02:42:02 EST lF61VkBb No.615869 Reply
>>614404
20mg diazepam, 37.5mg hydrocodone, 10mg DXM, grapefruit juice throughout the day, 20mg cyclobenzaprine, 100mg hydroxyzine, and some oddly high quality coke.
I had roughly the same combo a week back, but with a few homies and roughly 120 bulbs of nitrous oxide.
Currently nursing a grapefruit juice + 3 fl. oz. tequila mixed drink.
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Beatrice Dammerdutch - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 06:09:07 EST XKjoXYPx No.615870 Reply
>>615859
Looks like uk stuff lol

I warn thee
Smoking it daily gives you (100% it will because you cant absorb the cut) massive swamp lubgs where you get that sound of pghlem stuck in your throat making that repeating sound when you breathe like a plug hole clearing but much dirtier and it wakes you up coughing n shit


I have to plug it mostly now coz it got realllyyyyyyy bad

Enjoy just dont become dependent on smoking it honestly
If you cant plug or snort acidic solution just cook some h and eat.it the bioavaliability is sognificantly higher than morphine
And your body adjusts to the roa and it becomes less wasteful

Hands down healthiest roa
Could do any other roa normally then smoke or shoot once a month or w.e
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Beatrice Dammerdutch - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 06:11:09 EST XKjoXYPx No.615871 Reply
>>615869
Also smoke woth a thick plastoc straw with some cheap silicon tube on one end (like what vomes with them 30 dollar desktop vapes, juat cut a little piece and place over one end of straw)
Or use foil on the end
Whatever absorbs heat

Smoke through that and after a couple of days it will completely clog up

Roll it vetween ur fingers over some.paper and like 0.3g of reclaim smack comes out
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 07:34:42 EST X88wl3hN No.615873 Reply
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i fucked up, i took a bunch alprazolam, went over to my friends house to chill but when i turned up she was like ''let's go to a rave!'' so i was really not in the mood but she gave me a bunch of alcohol and then we took 360mg mdma each so i was like wth.

anyway obviouslty i thought i didn't feel it cus i was obviously benzed from before i took another 120mg mdma. ´Found a totally chill dude african guy who was there and just like poured up a bunch of K. Anyway from there to home i'm stopping to pick up an 8mg of subs from him, i hate coming down from mdma and had already did the K ate two more mg's of alpra and smoked a bunch of hash. Hadn't done any opiates in at last the 6 days so myself snorting that whole thing wasn't exactly pretty. I managed to drop my hash, my homekeys, my sunglasses, my phone, my nike windrunner and it fucked suxx!!

sometimes i'm like why?
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Cornelius Hommerdere - Mon, 22 Jun 2020 08:13:20 EST uWJCKTVs No.615874 Reply
>30mg hydrocodone

I've been feeling a bit under the weather so this is a real treat
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James Wishpag - Tue, 23 Jun 2020 18:38:13 EST klNLZhwY No.615907 Reply
>>614404
6g kratom. I do miss the "deeper" overall high of O-DSMT; like I could dose up and just bliss out in my bed, vibing to some tunes. Kratom has this stimulating edge to it that keeps me from fully relaxing. Like I gotta get up and do shit.

But I don't think I could control myself if I bought a fresh gram or two of O-DSMT. So kratom it is I guess.
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Alice Blatherhall - Wed, 24 Jun 2020 17:34:52 EST 29QbCoeq No.615928 Reply
>>615907
What was your odstm habit like? how much did you take and how much could you take/day? how often did you dose? etc
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Reuben Wurringway - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 10:51:40 EST NVDL4q8W No.615939 Reply
>>615907
hey not sourcing but just generally speaking can you get O-DSMT off the clearnet or is it onion fields only now?
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Oliver Granddock - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 14:32:18 EST OjvfybaZ No.615941 Reply
>>615939
Not in europe, anyone telling you otherwise either hasn't ordered in a long way or is full of bullshit
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Phyllis Wondlehood - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 15:15:25 EST XKjoXYPx No.615942 Reply
>>615941
Erm...

One of the biggest ones, even on google
Sells it

And its from europe...

And no its not talc
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Oliver Granddock - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 15:49:01 EST OjvfybaZ No.615947 Reply
>>615942
Literally my first page of google are fake vendors trying to sell oxycodone and other obviously fake stuff apart from the odsmt, I wouldnt be surprised if you ultimately don't get your moneys worth
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Panda_5 - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 18:27:26 EST vBUOIBuR No.615953 Reply
Why do the best (darkest) pods always seem to have live maggots living under the pod ribs but above the skin? They're really hard to find sometimes.
I spend a lot of time picking them out, but I'm pretty sure some maggots ended up in my pod slurry today. Gross. Hopefully I get some nods lol.
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Beatrice Fammlehall - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 19:16:52 EST Ht8q9Aci No.615956 Reply
>>615953
maggots....never ever in my life seen that...but plenty of em get mold em in which you gotta be super careful about, i think i accidentally poisoned myself from drinking the mold once
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Panda_5 - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 20:18:56 EST vBUOIBuR No.615957 Reply
>>615956
Yeah there are always a couple moldy ones I usually just pick out the ribs and scratch the pod surface with a spoon to get most of it off, I still eat those lol unless the mold is really bad (and it sometimes is).
I only have a couple pods left but if I find another with eggs/maggots I'll take a pic.
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Panda_5 - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 21:51:15 EST vBUOIBuR No.615959 Reply
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>>615956
Pic 1, 3.5 pods, the big one showing the tell-tale sign of bugs - a tiny hole (there were more on the underside)
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Panda_5 - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 21:53:05 EST vBUOIBuR No.615960 Reply
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>>615959
Pic 2: I cracked it in half and poured the seeds on a sheet of paper. There was one bug in there still alive and crawling around, with 2 dead ones.
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Panda_5 - Thu, 25 Jun 2020 21:58:33 EST vBUOIBuR No.615961 Reply
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>>615960
Pic 3: I started picking away at the ribs with a spoon and found several larvae living tunneled under the ribs. I found three of them, and yes they were still moving and goopy, but I'm only going to post this one so not to flood the board.

I find these all the time, even from different suppliers. Sometimes there are dead larvae mixed around when I pour the seeds out and theyre really hard to notice. I only first found out when I squished one with my fingers and it was gross and goopy AF. I'm still gonna eat this fucking poppy and I hope I find all the larvae first, but who knows...
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William Fabblemut - Fri, 26 Jun 2020 15:23:50 EST OjvfybaZ No.615965 Reply
>>615960
my boypuss panda666 coming in hard with that dog-piss marinated poppy brew with a side of insects.
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Barnaby Bunhood - Sat, 27 Jun 2020 22:42:30 EST l/QqfqV/ No.615985 Reply
Well, it's been a hell of a week. I've been throwing up nonstop for literally a week, haven't been able to keep any food down, barely able to keep water down. I went to the ER last Sunday for extreme pain in my chest and stomach and vomiting, not looking forward to that bill.

Pretty sure it was withdrawals from daily opiate use for about 2 months and then daily high dose Oxycodone use for another month and then cold turkey-ing since I ran out of product. It was fucking hell. Non stop vomiting, chills, fever, aches, the works. So now my PCP and psychiatrist know about my opiate use, but my psych didn't seem *too* concerned so hopefully I won't be blacklisted from other meds and will be able to keep my Adderall and Valium scripts.

...that said, today I felt much better being completely clean of any kind of opiates for about a month. I only threw up once, but still felt achy and had a small fever, and just generally unwell. Then I check the mail, my order of Oxy 30s finally came lmao

>15mg snorted oxycodone

Boom. Feel like I'm fucking cured, and already catching a nod. Addiction is a fucking bitch I guess. I was highly considering going to detox/rehab but that would've been $5000. Fuck that. I'm going to get tested for covid and if that's negative, then it must've been withdrawals. Just not looking forward to that ER bill :/

I really need a local supplier badly, or I just need to learn how to chip and ween myself off since ordering has been slow lately. Idk. Maybe I can score a Suboxone script at least now that my psych knows

Anyways, super glad to be feeling better. Probably going to snort the other 15mg and get real comfy in bed. SLAYER, y'all
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Augustus Gurringford - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 04:58:35 EST NRvn4uZq No.615989 Reply
Are there any legal high methods for opiates other than poppy seed tea and kratom? Kratom is pretty shit and I hear poppy seed tea is shit and impossible to dose now. I'd just grab some O-DSMT but I never received my Trumpbux so I can't afford anything.
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Barnaby Bunhood - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 19:31:28 EST l/QqfqV/ No.615998 Reply
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>>615985

God damn I've been nodding hard all day

>60mg oxycodone insuffalted throughout the day about

Pass out, wake up, nod out, repeat. Gotta slow it down now lmao. Just woke up still nodding. That was my last line for the night. Slayer
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John Merrylock - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 10:57:27 EST SdWwbb+0 No.616003 Reply
>>615961
>>615960
>>615959

wow, thats pretty crazy and its even crazier i never heard about or caught onto this myself because ive been doing pods for 8+ years myself (albeit not constantly, my go to opis have always been H, O or Kratom). ive found some batches tend to have more mold than others and i always am careful to a avoid ingesting it because i have reason to believe its why i got a nasty case of vertigo that lasted an entire week one last year when i was in the midst of a heavy tea drinking.

that shows you must be a true pod connoisseur if you pick through every single one with a magnifying glass and fine tooth comb, good for you i thought no one could have loved pods more than me but i stand corrected. anyway i made myself a promise not to do any true opis (just kratom) for a while now because of all the money and time ive wasted on H and O. i find kratom is a much more productive and less sedating/apathetic high. hope you enjoy those pods though brotha, so good even the maggots are getting on the nod.
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Wesley Feshstock - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 16:08:12 EST pF+s+1jc No.616041 Reply
Took 40mg methadone along with a monster energy drink. Feeling good today :)
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Wesley Bunshit - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 17:40:07 EST hl/fJxay No.616042 Reply
>>615953

The damage to the pod caused by the larva causes it to secrete more latex, "opium" is a defence response, the morphine it produces it designed to kill things trying to eat it.
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Simon Gennerway - Thu, 02 Jul 2020 17:54:23 EST Ht8q9Aci No.616044 Reply
>>616042
i thought the function of it was to protect the forming seeds.
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Jenny Woffingkick - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 18:28:44 EST pF+s+1jc No.616055 Reply
  • 40mg methadone
  • 1800mg gabapentin

Feeling good. Tomorrow I'm getting totally blitzed. This is just a warm-up ;)
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Phineas Gindleville - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 20:08:17 EST l/QqfqV/ No.616057 Reply
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Well, finally got caught trying to yoink a mouse from Target. Good thing I was wearing a jacket and mask, so common wear as the people around me. I just won't be going there for a few months. I think it was the lanky pimple faced fuck that worked there that snitched on me- I was trying to check out a hard drive (not steal, just looking) but they have it set up weird to where you can't take it off the rack and he was behind me the whole time apparently. I had already yoinked a Raspberry Pi 4 kit just to fuck around with, maybe thats what tipped it off. Idk. It didn't have one of those silent alarm thing wrapped around it and it was easy to snatch, I guess they had already saw me and was waiting for me to leave. Oh well.

I was excited to try this mouse, too. It was a Razer Basilisk X HyperSpeed. My setup is really tight and requires me to have a wireless mouse and I've been wanting a nice "gaming" mouse but they're always expensive as fuck. I think this one was only $60 but still.

You could tell this faggot was REALLY amped up too lmao. He was a stereotypical Indian dothead and kept saying "we have police on de way, get de fuck out of me store" in a very stereotypical heavy Indian accent. I was cool and calm and just gave him his shit back but he kept trying to be loud and make a scene when nobody cared. "We have you on video, something something police, give me bac my merchandise and get de FUCK out me store". You could tell he was getting rock hard on this power trip.

I kept trying to leave after giving the shit back like he wanted me to, but he kept yelling at me accusing me of having more shit, then he would say "get the fuck out me store", then accuse me again, and I was like dude, all I got is my phone, wallet, and keys now, I gave you back all the shit. Then he just got really mad and yelled GET DE FUCK OUT DONT COME BACK AGAIN POLICE ON DE WAY something something and I just left.

So that's my blogpost for the day. I'm sad I didn't get a new mouse, that lanky teenage fuck is a faggot, and I probably made that Indian jovial jew cream his jeans in the hardest power trip he's ever had. Good thing I hag a good mask and jacket even if they did get me on video. And it's not like I go there for anything ever anyways, so nothing lost. And I doubt police are going to give much of a fuck considering I complied with the dude and gave everything back.

Just bummed I didn't get that mouse. If I had been smoother I probably would have but I decided to be sloppy. Oh well. Last time I ever steal biggish ticket items.

Anyways I've been snorting oxy 30s throughout the day, I'll pop another one and snort a few lines as well. Fuck that faggot Indian and lanky teen
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Phineas Gindleville - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 23:50:44 EST l/QqfqV/ No.616061 Reply
>>616059
Like I said I was sloppy you fucking retard. I've stolen plenty of high dollar shit I still use daily I just don't give a fuck antmore and the dothead Indian faggot was practically cumming all over himself with his powertrip. I've grown up. Shame he had to go back to his fat cow smelly curry wife living in poverty in the ghetto. I could easily put a bullet in that faggot's head for going off on me like he thought he was a big tough man. Kill yourself :^)
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 09:58:31 EST 0LPH8C80 No.616062 Reply
>>614404
Crosspost /opi/ and /dis/

Just took a oxy 40mg nasally for fast onset.

Also some small bumps of 3-ho-pcp.

Gonna IV 80mg more oxy in a couple of hours.

God damn look at me, I’ve been taking opis maybe only once a week tops, while mixing everything under the sky except stims and I’m still not a the ultimate dope fiend i was a year ago. I’ve been doing this for months too now so.

Guess the 12 step people were wrong eh?

My only goal was to not be physically dependent on anything
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lol - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:15:09 EST IggaRoSW No.616063 Reply
>>616062
Not to be rude man but that shit doesnt last long. Seen you come on here a few times saying you were clesn then shorrly after you were back to. This is the exact kind of complacent they sre talking about when it comes to addiction. I hope you find peace brother and stay safe
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Zozyman - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 11:20:11 EST ijHX005W No.616064 Reply
>>614404
FFFFf first time numb in 3 years. Holy fuck. Got me some Dihydrocodeine (with some MPH & DXM mixed in).
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David Binderridge - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 13:39:30 EST OjvfybaZ No.616065 Reply
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>>616063
he's retarded as he sniffs and iv's his percs, they are specifically designed for oral consumption, they generate a 5% of oxymorphone in the liver, only oral

GUARDIAN_DUMBO
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Zozyman - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 06:36:39 EST ijHX005W No.616075 Reply
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>>614404
bummmmp, more dihydrocodeine this dayyyy. All I can get without having contacts for years. Still fucking good shit though.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 12:39:27 EST X88wl3hN No.616076 Reply
>>616063
i know was feeling qt and wanted to shove my huge dong down my years as institutionalized, false confidence whatever


>>616065
who's the retard here thinking there are ''perc'' 40's or 80's ya ding dong doofus.
it ain't about the 5% oxymorphone my man it's 'bout the onset

nb
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Charles Fanspear - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 13:34:28 EST OjvfybaZ No.616077 Reply
>>616076
>who's the retard here thinking there are ''perc'' 40's or 80's ya ding dong doofus.
?? not me absolute dumbo

>it ain't about the 5% oxymorphone my man it's 'bout the onset
Oxycodone was designed with oral bioavailability in mind, of course its about the 5% oxymorphone, dumbo.
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Rebecca Gengershaw - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 15:12:21 EST 29QbCoeq No.616078 Reply
>>616077
>Oxycodone was designed with oral bioavailability in mind,
Oxycodone naturally occurs in poppy, it wasnt designed... although i would never sniff a oxy. Smoking oxy is magic btw
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Charles Fanspear - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 16:42:17 EST OjvfybaZ No.616079 Reply
>>616078
>Oxycodone naturally occurs in poppy
Never, only a precursor
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Shit Senningwell - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 19:09:34 EST pF+s+1jc No.616085 Reply
>>616078
How do you smoke oxy? I've always been curious of how to do it and what the high feels like. Can you give me tips on how to smoke it and get everything I can out of the oxy?

  • 40mg methadone
  • 2100mg gabapentin

Feeling good. About to eat some steak for dinner. Today was a good day 😎😎
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Ernest Benningmuck - Sun, 05 Jul 2020 20:53:11 EST l/QqfqV/ No.616087 Reply
>>616078
Why not snort an oxy? I love snorting my oxy 30s, it's fun and still gets me high as fuck lol.

Of course I just eat them too, just wondering what the stigma is against snorting them is.
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Zozyman - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 10:35:50 EST ijHX005W No.616094 Reply
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Fuck me, a good dose of dihydromorphine and a nice wank is just what the doctor ordered. BAMP.
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Barnaby Waddlestidging - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 13:52:06 EST 29QbCoeq No.616095 Reply
>>616087
Because its really wasteful, get's like half as high for half as long, but with a high peak...it does give a vague rush not found with eating. with oxy about $1+/mg, you're paying a lot for that, but if that's what you want go for it. If you're used to snorting them, whats the difference?
snorting percs is full retard 13yo senior btw though.
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Barnaby Waddlestidging - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 13:57:53 EST 29QbCoeq No.616096 Reply
>>616079
akshually, under the right conditions, the poppy will produce trace amounts of hydro and oxy. Although I believe all oxy pills are synthesized from codeine/morphine or thebaine.

>>616080
Or local bitcoins to be full anonymous if thats your thing
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Hamilton Piblingchudge - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 15:58:20 EST OjvfybaZ No.616098 Reply
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>>616096
I'd say that was a debunked myth but I'll wait for someone else to say it.
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Doris Becklewit - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 16:12:35 EST g+eFByTr No.616099 Reply
>>614404
Does anyone want to trade hydro for codeine or morphine? I hate the synthetic Vicodin high. I bought 20 pills remembering all the good times but it's like dxm I lost the magic
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Frederick Piblinglat - Mon, 06 Jul 2020 19:01:10 EST vBUOIBuR No.616100 Reply
>>616099
Hydrocodone is waaay better than codeine and slightly better IMO than morphine at equivalent doses. The APAP is an issue of course, but there are some potentials to make hydroC stronger. Also asking for trades is not allowed on this site.
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Nigel Migglewell - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 21:23:07 EST g+eFByTr No.616127 Reply
>>616100
>>616101
Why does hydro feel dysphoric to me? Morphine feels warm and cozy. Codeine feels warm and slightly stimulating. Hydrocodone used to elicit heavy bliss but now it gives me a negative almost guilty feel. The slowed breathing is the worst effect and seems to be present even at low doses whereas with the other two I can dose a bit higher before I start to get side effects. Either way the winters are long up here and I'll probably try to capture the magic again
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Charlotte Blatherhood - Wed, 08 Jul 2020 21:59:11 EST pF+s+1jc No.616128 Reply
  • 35mg liquid methadone
  • 1800mg gabapentin

Feeling nice and cozy.
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Thomas Blerringkat - Thu, 09 Jul 2020 09:42:01 EST uWJCKTVs No.616130 Reply
>>614404
>15 mg diazepam
>30 mg hydrocodone
>dabs of og 18

just now starting to kick in cheers guys

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