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BWN: Wonderful Time of the Year

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- Mon, 15 Nov 2021 14:42:15 EST SAgRl9qx No.622656
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Old BWN is dead; new BWN is born!

I'm about to try IVing for the first time...22mg dilaudid, first time getting high in years. Just popped 200mg of cambodian tramadol XR and 240mg oral codeine. Hopefully the 4-5 day rapid taper + 40hr CT after 4-5mg bupe/day will be long enough to actually feel it.
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Thomas Blackville - Mon, 15 Nov 2021 14:45:37 EST WghVsX6g No.622658 Reply
>>622656
thats too high a dose for your first time ever IVing. start with half the amount you snort, IVing it is twice as strong. the first time I ever shot HM i did 2mg and got a rush.
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m - Mon, 15 Nov 2021 17:36:47 EST SAgRl9qx No.622659 Reply
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>>622658
>22mg IV is too much

For reference, I've got a stupid permatolerance from years of 1000mg+/day oral morphine via full spectrum opium, followed by 3 years of 6-8mg/day subbed bupe. That's the only reason I did so much.

I ended up doing 20mg dilaudid + 270mg oral codeine + 200mg oral tramadol XR. I'm actually high. It's not as good as I remember, but that's probably due to a subjective 10-20% bupe block.

I've got 24mg dilaudid left and will probably do that later tonight. In the future, when I want to "relapse" every 4-6ish months on full agonists, I'll likely just stick to potent UK PST. The good news is that, after all this, I'll likely be able to stabilize on just 1mg bupe plugged per day (the real reason I even went through all this). I want to stabilize on just 1-2mg bupe + 30ug ULDN/day by the start of the new year. I've only got medical insurance coverage for another year or so (my state de facto doesn't have Medicaid, no matter how poor you are), so I'll need to keep my daily bupe dosage low enough for my stash to cover for a long time.

As for the old BWN, I swear I couldn't find it on the first 3 pages. It's also got 420+ posts and is nearly 6 months old. So hopefully y'all won't hate me for making a new one.

Oh yeah...I've also temporarily quit taking dexedrine. When I realized how much those go for online, it became clear that eating 60mg everyday was a waste of money. So after another month or so, I'm hoping 20mg/day will be enough to "work" lol.
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Eugene Clayfield - Tue, 16 Nov 2021 11:40:11 EST 3jgZIkrN No.622664 Reply
>>622659
You can get rid of your tolerance with enough abstinence. Try to convince yourself to actually get off the bupe. You can transfer from bupe to the more easily available loperamide without issues, then taper off of that.
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nz - Sun, 19 Dec 2021 21:04:11 EST wF8O1xxz No.622986 Reply
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Nearly Christmas! Hope everyone is doing well and having a good year. Earlier today me and OGP hung out a bit and got a speedball each. Had mine and feeling kinda worse for wear. Migraine and stomach a bit off. This happens fairly often lately. It sucks. Made a cup of tea and poured some herbal tea too cos sometimes these can end with me shivering like mad with a fever and migraine. So keeping them on my bedside in case.

Life has been fairly good. Some ups and downs which I'm unable to discuss until they're resolved. Hoping everyone is healthy and staying safe. From the little I hear the scene in the states seems kinda grim. There's been some changed here too. They got rid of 100mg morphine tablets which were a fucking staple. There are 10s, 30s and 60s but the ratio of morphine to binder is shit. They still have 100mg m eslon (slow release beads in a capsule) but they are primarily used for bulk cooks because of a favourable binder formula so now days it's powder or nothing. Which means that your bang for buck isn't as good as it was because the powder is easier to mess with. I'm whining but in reality it's more a case of small servings sometimes instead of the guaranteed tamper proof 100mg tablet.

I predict things are gonna get worse regarding the fent. It's just so easy and cheap to make while requiring little resources compared to h. Like how you get X doses of heroin per acre of poppies and also how you get X doses per kilo while fentanyl is a dreamlike substance for crime groups. The days of bulky poppy fields are on the way out I feel.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 20 Dec 2021 06:07:22 EST pbdRIubK No.622990 Reply
haven't used in almost 3+ weeks so i'm thru w/d's how much of a dose reduction is regommended cus I really can't od now. Like more can't than usual.

gonna be iv speedball (my combo of choice) before 3 weeks i used to use 250mg/250mg shots of coke and dope.
where do i start now?
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Mon, 20 Dec 2021 10:36:09 EST mKjL9rX4 No.622991 Reply
>>622990
It worked out fine i didnt od.

>bwn 200mg coke n 100mg dope iv itchy af
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 21 Dec 2021 07:20:55 EST mKjL9rX4 No.622993 Reply
>bwn: welp another speedball iv this time about 280mg coke and 100mg dope.

it's weird i seem to have a much higher coke permatolerance than to the dooe even though i've really used coke the last year or so... can't complain though it would have been much more annoying if it was the other way around.
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John Bollerstock - Mon, 17 Jan 2022 13:40:47 EST x4h46uCI No.623215 Reply
im high on oxycodone and marijuana and nicotine
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Priscilla Greenshit - Wed, 19 Jan 2022 12:32:47 EST xmcspcBl No.623225 Reply
that wonderful feeling when the pharmacist fucked and gave me twice my daily script of dilly and kadian dose 400mg and 8mg now ill do the rest at 6ish and nod nice

lol someone is getting into trouble
>>622656
>first time iv'ing dilly
>I know lets do 22mg
>what could go wro-
top kek how did you not hit the floor before pushing down the plunger fully
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Priscilla Greenshit - Wed, 19 Jan 2022 17:21:28 EST xmcspcBl No.623226 Reply
>>623225
damn I felt almost nothing kadian works too well if you want to get off opiates I knew i should have done 600mg and all the dilly and saved 200mg for tomorrow
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m - Thu, 20 Jan 2022 13:58:37 EST SAgRl9qx No.623232 Reply
>>623226
I had the equivalence of a 6mg/day subbed bupe dependency, though. And I was partially blocked, even after my bupe taper + short-term CT.

bump 3mg bupe
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Fri, 21 Jan 2022 22:26:58 EST XIaekc95 No.623242 Reply
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>>622656
>285mg methadone
>500mg 24hr XR morphine (kadian)
>40mg chlordiazepoxide
>2400mg gabapentin
>0.2 clonodine

Who knows if it will even do anything coming off basically a 4 day fentbender.
Oh well bottoms up. Cigs and pizza pops for dinner
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Clara Paddleset - Sat, 22 Jan 2022 12:42:09 EST hieDvoBk No.623243 Reply
>>622656
can you redose tramadol? 8 hours after initial dose? Like you do 100mg and high continues?
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Oliver Sabberlidging - Sat, 22 Jan 2022 13:12:34 EST gmeUq/lE No.623244 Reply
>>623243
I would wait tbh but if you are really needing it then it should work but obvs diminished returns, YMMV
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Clara Paddleset - Sat, 22 Jan 2022 15:46:31 EST hieDvoBk No.623245 Reply
>>623244
ok. I redosed 50mg. Can i get seizure tho? I did 200 mg morning and 50 mg half hour ago and i feel weird now. Like weird feeling in my head and i feel anxious as fuck,slighty twitchy. I also just drank coffee. I heard its unlikely to get seizure under max daily dose of 400mg, but i heard in few places online that some reported seizures after just 250mg or 300mg a day, what are the odds? I have some love-hate relationship with this drug, mostly very comfy but sometimes makes me anxious and twitchy
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Hugh Pittworth - Sat, 22 Jan 2022 21:15:54 EST hieDvoBk No.623246 Reply
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BTW why is tramadol mix with benzodiazepines listed as dangerous? Because it can cause breathing problems, or for different reason?
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Emma Pickledutch - Sun, 23 Jan 2022 00:38:41 EST gmeUq/lE No.623248 Reply
>>623246
Respitory depression is the main risk, chocking on vomit etc
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Alice Sammlehall - Sun, 23 Jan 2022 01:21:54 EST eSxNjGUL No.623249 Reply
>>623246
is it? I took a benzo because I thought I was feeling like I was going to have a seizure with tramadol and i was fine
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Emma Pickledutch - Sun, 23 Jan 2022 03:14:13 EST gmeUq/lE No.623250 Reply
>>623249
I dont think you cant really tell if you are going to have one,unless someone is telling you that you are staring into nothing without knowing or something.
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Samuel Pockdale - Sun, 23 Jan 2022 19:53:16 EST pF+s+1jc No.623255 Reply
Took some kratom. Feeling hella good! Going to pop a couple Clonazepam pills later. Here's to a good night 👍
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Cedric Turveyfuck - Mon, 24 Jan 2022 17:29:09 EST R/qb5SX3 No.623264 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 1.5mg Clonazepam
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Ebenezer Buffingman - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 03:46:47 EST pF+s+1jc No.623268 Reply
Took 20mg methadone and 1mg of clonazepam. Feeling cozy and good.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 04:34:40 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623269 Reply
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>bwn
did two shots of 100mg dope and 250mg coke in a span of about 1,5 hour. the first one didn't hit as hard as i wanted so did another one shortly after.

anyway no more soft and i have the rest of the dope saved up to land later when i start coming down from the coke which will surely happen pretty soon since coke is.. yeah coke lol

anyway bwn hope ya'll good, i've had a bit of relapse but i'm going away to sober living soon again and this time i'll stay longer. probably until atleast spring,
i'm leaving hopefully this week but can't say for sure since i have to be off the dope and not have any acute withdrawal. and i've relapsed for about 3,5 weeks now so i do get pretty sick after about 10-12 hours.
have to figure out away to get off it, i have alot of bupe and hash but i really need some benzos also, otherwise it's pretty much impossible for me to taper down and quit when im home and not in rehab or away.

hmm which benzo u guys recommend? i'm thinking of bromazepam since its fast acting, muscle relaxing, mild and definetly not as ''moreish'' when compared to alprazolam for example but packs alot of punch in medicinal value when it comes to reducing anxiety and relaxing the body. everytime i take xans or kpins when i'm withdrawing i always just end up blacking out and make stupid choices like just continuing doing dope and probably risk od'ing, so best for me is either diazepam or bromazepam.
lorazepam also makes me blackout af, i don't get the sentiment that people say ativan is shit and weak, it always knocks me on my ass those 2,5mg pills.
i need to take half of those to atleast have any chance of staying lucid and conscious.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 13:05:01 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623272 Reply
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>>623269
>bwn
got some more soft since i got paid today, this can't go on much longer tho i'm really starting to feel the negative effects of shooting coke everyday, i usually only do 2 speedball shots per day and 2 with only dope afterwards to wind down and be able to sleep and shit but the anxiety and paranoia is almost unbearable and at the same time i'm so fucking psychologically addicted to the speedball rush. the bellringer, trainwhistle whatever u call it..

as soon as i come down though which is after like 30 minutes i feel so fucking shitty i almost can't explain it. i can't even go outside and i act weird af can't make conversation with my family or even my friends. it really sucks so bad.
need to get those benzos asap so i can start the transition on to bupe but it's so hard to get benzos in this town.. or of course they exist it's just because almost no one i know take them so i have no plug for them. all my friends are either sober, just smoke and drink or do opiates. no benzos.
i don't know if i should just order like i used to but i haven't done it in over a year and i've heard it's gotten so shady and complicated to do, and i've even heard they've started to bust domestically, before they only catched those that we're coming overseas because well yeah customs but domestically there are no customs so i don't understand how they bust these packages. anyway two of my friends recently got theirs busted so idk man one friend that ordered 250 ecstasy pills and another close friend that ordered 2000 tablets of diazepam, i was supposed to pitch myself in on his party but yeah like i said it got taken by the cops. don't want to waste fucking money on nothing and also i don't understand why they do it and waste resources doing it because like they literally can't prosecute u either because of how the law works here, they just send u a letter saying that they found ''this substance in a package addressed to you'' and u get a number to call in and u only have to say that u know nothing about it and someone must have ordered them in ur name and they can't do anything about it because they don't have any proof that u we're the one that actually ordered it. or i mean they could and probably would if it's ALOT of drugs or if it's like guns or something go the extra mile and find proof u put in the order but in these cases nothing ever happens it's so stupid.
maybe lyrica would do but they loose their effect so quick and i don't really know anyone who's sitting on alot and they would be expensive af and they're just 100mg so i would have to take like 10 pills everytime, then have to wait like 2-3 days before i can do it again to get the same effect so idk man it all just feels so fucking impossible right now..
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 13:05:38 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623273 Reply
>>623272
also the bump was for 250mg soft and 100mg dope

nb
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lol - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 13:40:55 EST B12lgOlX No.623275 Reply
>>623272
What do you need the benzos for? Do you get bad anxiety when you stop dope even with subs? Maintenence medicine always alleviated that for me thankfully since the withdrawl aspect is what made me anxious
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Ebenezer Buffingman - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 18:45:43 EST pF+s+1jc No.623276 Reply
Took 3 heaping scoops of green maeng da kratom. Feeling really high and feeling great! I love listening to rap when I'm high from this shit :)
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Walter Chonderstut - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 19:29:25 EST gmeUq/lE No.623277 Reply
>>623276
I get more music euphoria from kratom vs opis. Which is super important to me. I like dnb on kratom, i cant stand jump up sober but fat dose of kratom gets me going
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Samuel Sogglechet - Tue, 25 Jan 2022 20:07:08 EST mTY15IdD No.623278 Reply
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How long would percocets show on urine tests? It's been 5-7 days should I be safe?
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 26 Jan 2022 01:21:43 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623284 Reply
>>623275
i seem to have this thing with bupe where it just doesn't fully work for me.
even when on bupe i still have trouble sleeping, muscle aches, and temperature issues idk why

bwn just woke up and 100mg dope, 250mg soft
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Rebecca Sindlemetch - Wed, 26 Jan 2022 09:05:13 EST pF+s+1jc No.623285 Reply
Took my morning dose of green maeng da kratom. Good way to start the day. Wish I had some cigs though lol.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 26 Jan 2022 14:34:55 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623286 Reply
>>623284
>bwn
oops i did it again, 250mg snow and 100mg dope speedballing my way to an early grave boys lessgoooooo
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Wesley Hibberdock - Wed, 26 Jan 2022 21:06:53 EST pF+s+1jc No.623289 Reply
Took the last bit of my kratom. I'm flying high boys. Listening to oldschool trance sets and smoking a cig makes it even better.
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 27 Jan 2022 08:56:05 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623290 Reply
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>bwn
welp have done 4 speedballs ala 250mg coke and 100mg ope since i woke up about 6 hours ago, i'm really starting not feel alright boys,
my paranoia is getting the best of me it's no longer like just a feeling creeping up on me it's full blown fast pulse, hard beating heart, shallow breathing, and unable to be still for more than 30 seconds. i also have to walk up and check my peephole in the door every 30min to make sure the cops aren't outside my door(!?!?!?) or someone wishing me harm.
and i just had 2 to begin with but i fucking BOUGHT MORE like the fucking retard junkie i am,
god damnit why did i have to start taking this shit again i even felt so good without it but it's that fucking rush man,, that fucking rush
also still haven't found a way to get some benzos anywhere or well i found one but it's alprazolam and i hate those so much but i'm at a point where it soon doesn't matter i just have to get off this shit so i can return to the sober living.
i'll probably just leave the pills with someone who can just give them to be at preset times. it's probably the smartest especially dealing with alprazolam,

well anyway i'll probably chime in when i do my dope shots later until then, see ya!
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Thu, 27 Jan 2022 15:10:10 EST mKjL9rX4 No.623293 Reply
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>>623290
>bwn two shots of 250mg coke and 100mg dope
wtf is wrong with me /opi/ i just bought for two more speedballs making the amount 4 total today too,, like what the hell it's never been like this. i mean it's been worse sure, like bigger doses dope, homeless, weight problems (i once weighed 42kg and im 178cm, which is 92lbs and 5'9 for u amerifats), mental health being in an absolute bottomless pit of despair and darkness and those aspects aren't bothering me now i'm way better off in those regards.
but the addiction, like i mean how much i want it and can't get enough has really fucking ramped up this time like FUCK. it all started with the speedballs, shooting dope had gotten boring because i did it for such a long time and now the speedballs have rejuvinated my interest in it so it's like it's starting all over again.

WHAT DO I DO? HOW DO I STOP THIS? PLS HELP 4 REAL GIVE ME ADVICE.
how did u stop shooting speedballs specifically because i feel this is a whole other monster of addiction than just say; shooting dope because that i've already been through the whole ringer.
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Thomas Bruttingman - Thu, 27 Jan 2022 21:35:12 EST pF+s+1jc No.623298 Reply
Took three big ass tablespoons of kratom. My grandmother had a stroke and has been in rehab for a month. She's getting no better and her condition is getting worse. I know she's going to pass soon, like in the next week if not sooner. I'm sad and angry all balled up onto one giant fuck fest. Smh fml...
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lol - Fri, 28 Jan 2022 09:04:26 EST B12lgOlX No.623308 Reply
>>623293
It's an annoying answer but imo experience the whole " you'll stop when you wanna stop" thing is what I've found to be true, went through all that and more using for a very long time until I finally couldn't take it anymore and realized I'd be dead soon if I didn't quit. You know the few options junkies have in regards to these situations. I personally didn't find doing speedballsto make it any harder or easier for me. I was always a polydrug user though so I'd have tons of shit to worry about anyway. I hope you figure shit out instead of ending up in the one of three places this shit leads to.
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Beatrice Henningfoot - Fri, 28 Jan 2022 13:23:36 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623310 Reply
dank crown tea with lemon
tiny piece of weed brownie
d8 vape

anyone here every try to get M from puds? researching...
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Frederick Snodwater - Fri, 28 Jan 2022 21:12:12 EST NHXMyjaX No.623317 Reply
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Would you eat this opium paste?
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Thomas de Queasy - Fri, 28 Jan 2022 23:53:15 EST 6mr7McZw No.623318 Reply
>>622656
Waiting on my delivery, about to shoot 40mg Ritalin, 200mg Morph, 80mg Oxy.

Shit's awesome. BWN.
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David Buzzshit - Sat, 29 Jan 2022 08:48:20 EST fAuyB3yr No.623322 Reply
man I love the high dose morphine shots but god damn I hate when my face turns red and I start breaking out in hives and it feels a tad harder to breather
I swear one of these days im gonna go into shock but morphine and dilly combined gives just such a lovely long rush followed by the pins and needles
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Dextrolord - Sat, 29 Jan 2022 10:27:46 EST XbCSBPM9 No.623323 Reply
>>623322
Mmmmm..... I have plenty of experience slamming both in large amounts... never at the same time...

My fav was k and dilly, a nice IM shot of k and then 5 or so minutes later a shot of dlaud..... big oof like i could never recreate those nods any other way... dissos plus opi plus benz plus weed is my holy grail, maybe some muscle relaxer too or a little booze for vasodilation..

Bump while on 77mg methadone

I can't wait till I'm off this shit.. gonna be a long year guys and dolls....
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Fuqtard !kxZ65l3/YU - Sun, 30 Jan 2022 16:07:35 EST EGhYcXqN No.623337 Reply
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>>622656
Man I have seen people get jugged all the time or hear of people shooting up there dick but your temple? Wtf atleast I got a picture
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guardian_angel !LhwrleQFRU!!fAsQkk7h - Wed, 02 Feb 2022 12:07:38 EST 1twhSqO5 No.623354 Reply
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>>623308
i've finally stopped and am currently back at my sober living. Gonna get transfered soon to "family home" i don't what u call them or if u even have them overseas.
And be put on 4x 10mg diazepam a day but my goal is to only use them if i need em.
They wanted to put me on 450mg lyrica a day too but I said i'll think about it.
Really want to try this time so I didn't listen to my stupid addict brain that wanted to say yes. I can always change my mind anyway.
This is instead of MAT on opiods because what i'm really treating with the drugs is my ptsd and gad. Also i don't have to come to a clinic everyday to pick it up i can just pick my medicine up at the pharmacy and of part of the deal is mandatory urine tests.

Wish me luck fuck this i never want to relapse on this shit again.
Hopefully my /opi/ journey ends here but i'll check in sometimes.
Stay safe out there bros cus it's a wild world!
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 02 Feb 2022 18:09:21 EST XIaekc95 No.623390 Reply
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>>622656
woot! found a little a point wrapped in some foil and melted only a little bit like the foil, deffo's better than the shit I got earlier today which just barely was 1/4 the power of the stuff I bought earlie and nodded so hard I thought it was all gone and pitched it.bwn. just deleted like 10,000 characters from nodding on my keyboard.
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Ernest Wangerned - Thu, 03 Feb 2022 14:44:56 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623406 Reply
>>623354
good luck, ive seen you do this like 3 times over now, dont give up.
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Phineas Brangerbury - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 12:49:55 EST xmcspcBl No.623466 Reply
bampu 400mg of kadian also this is the third day in a row I have not done my dilly and saved it funny story

three days ago after picking up my daiy script and getting home. well i toss my pills on the table get my gear and prepare my hit. half way in on crushing my kadian I notice where the fuck is pill bottle #5 F U G. do my hit pissed off that i could be so retarded as to drop my dillies put my shoes on and head out. fucking cant find it anywhere make it to the pharmacy parking lot and I shit you not
I notice two tiny yellow specs 25ish feet away in the snow. toppest of keks someone ran over my pill bottle but thankfully did not crush my pills. happy I found my dillies i head home however since I already shot the kadian i was fucked. you wont feel anywhere after doing kadian for at least 8 hours. no WD's feeling good all day get my script again come home decide to save the pills. I figure if I can keep a bottle of adderall around(like 80 30mg caps) maybe I can keep the dillies now for self control and 300$ profit in a bit.

imagine dropping your hit only to find it ran over by a car but by some luck the pills are perfectly fine and a foot part from each other with a shattered pill bottle all around.
man srsly if you want to get off dope or pills get on kadian shit is amazing it works great and the rush is also pretty kino on par with dillies without a doubt the best meds to deal with opiate addiction be it shooting it or swallowing it fuck methadone and absolutely fuck suboxone with narcane in it complete garbage made by the same scum fucks who got middle class america hooked to oxy's. for real comparing the sub from north america to the non tainted kind is like day and night such a god damn scam putting narcane in opiates is the most dumbest shit ever
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lol - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 12:58:31 EST B12lgOlX No.623468 Reply
>>623466
Kadian sounds nice but I think it depends on the person. I'd personally probably still get high if a program like that existed here. I feel like methadone is a much better choice for me in that sense. If all you care about is harm reduction or still getting high then yeah I can't imagine much beating Kadian and dilaudid besides an actual one of those heroin programs.
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 13:22:12 EST XIaekc95 No.623470 Reply
>>623468
Yeah I cant say its all that great. When my tolerance would have probably been okay at around 500mg my doc just kept asking if I would benefit from 50mg increase every 3 days until one day I just woke up and was toletant to 1160mg/day + the occasional fentanyl use. Honestly suboxone will get you sober. I think the reason my doc put me up that high was he was comparing it to my old methadone doae (160mg)+ ehat other kadian patients before me leveled out at.
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lol - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 13:43:01 EST B12lgOlX No.623472 Reply
>>623470
You still on the same does now? Using on top of methadone absolutely rapes your tolerance and makes it so it's hard to feel comfortable from the dose you're on after long enough. Is it the same with kadian?
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 14:01:22 EST XIaekc95 No.623476 Reply
>>623472
Yeah its the same 1160mg with kadian but I do find the 24hr release to actually hold yoh a lot better than done'. Like last time I was on juice and using fent my done' would only last like 16hr
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Lillian Greenbanks - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 20:20:59 EST NHXMyjaX No.623478 Reply
Why are opiate forums so full of junkies and crackheads?? Opiates don’t even feel like anything
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lol - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 21:16:04 EST B12lgOlX No.623479 Reply
>>623478
It's a real fuckin mystery why people who use opiates congregate on an opiate board. Real puzzler.
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Simon Brookshaw - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 22:10:12 EST ohLnUatJ No.623480 Reply
>>622656
does anyone construct elaborate fantasies in their head when nodding/feeling euphoric?
I'm feeling real good here, pretending im a famous director as well as a respected academic looking at pictures of an OF model pretending she's my wife lol
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Simon Brookshaw - Mon, 07 Feb 2022 22:13:52 EST ohLnUatJ No.623481 Reply
>>623480
also, another thought: do you think they'll ever invent an opiate that makes you feel like your greatest high that lasts indefinitely without negative side effects?
sorry for the retarded posting but I'm feeling really good now lol
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Dextrolord - Tue, 08 Feb 2022 12:07:43 EST XbCSBPM9 No.623499 Reply
>>623484
>>623481
That was pretty much the extended release oxymorphones back in the day... ugh cut a couple of those up and keep the resulting fragments in ur nose till they gell up and u will be higher than God for 24-48 hours fucking a its about the only thing I would hands down never refuse if it was offered...... its probly good the opanas rnt around as much anymore. . .. . . . . . ..
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Walter Snodway - Tue, 08 Feb 2022 14:08:36 EST xmcspcBl No.623506 Reply
>>623470
>1160mg/day
wat getting over 700mg here is almost impossible I think its like the law and by lay my doc was only allowed to give 8mg a day I started on 40mg and it to forever to get to 400 but yeah oddly Ive been fighting to lower my dosage they dont want to lower it even tho I know I can take 200mg without wd's

I cant even imagine getting that much kadian I'm totally able to go up to 700mg but fuck that I AM trying to get off this inb4 i dont take my full dose every day
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stoned raider - Sat, 12 Feb 2022 01:38:09 EST W8cScigN No.623565 Reply
lb pst, 50mg valium, 1.5mg xan, 1800mg gaba, .6 clonidine
dabs of crumble, bong hits
i miss methadone
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William Fallykag - Sat, 12 Feb 2022 19:29:09 EST HWuRr2DR No.623568 Reply
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Today is my second day back in the game after a good break, did a fat shot last night and nodded off. got off work a bit ago did another and am feeling nice and warm. it's good to be back
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Ebenezer Gennerwater - Wed, 16 Feb 2022 19:05:33 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623602 Reply
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P Straw Concentrate
6% red wine
bubble hash toke
D8 vape
Cheers
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Simon Mendlepadge - Sat, 19 Feb 2022 06:00:59 EST hieDvoBk No.623636 Reply
>>622656
does mixing with benzo fucks up your opiate high? Like you get more confused and feel just retarded, lose this clarity of mind that pure opio high still leaves
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Charlotte Dondlepack - Sun, 20 Feb 2022 01:03:10 EST +473bX9w No.623642 Reply
paranoia strikes deep

best of luck out there thants
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Dextrolord - Wed, 23 Feb 2022 20:28:13 EST jG2rTKvM No.623677 Reply
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>>622656
Well I am on my normal maintenance dose, but I was going thru an old roommates stuff he left here like 6 months ago and I found his old tooters hehe got a good bit of monkey water out of em on the first rinse and there is a bunch left,

Here's bumping on my first morphine like buzz in over a year, thank u opi gods for giving me this blessing hehehehehehehe hopefully I can find some tar or pills stashed away in his stuff ya dig???!?!
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Jack Crinderfack - Thu, 24 Feb 2022 08:15:42 EST /cdSeAUs No.623678 Reply
>>622656
Is this m that used to go on dis? Inuyasha miroku lol
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Nicholas Hummercocke - Thu, 24 Feb 2022 15:13:28 EST 3grkQFOm No.623682 Reply
50g PPT
25mg DPH
D8 Vape
Coffee
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Nicholas Hummercocke - Thu, 24 Feb 2022 15:17:09 EST 3grkQFOm No.623683 Reply
>>623636
just like everything, depends entirely on dose, but as a real and serious rule of thumb never mix benzo and opi, one of the most notoriously deadly combinations and increases the negative effects of both when taken together.
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Dextrolord - Thu, 24 Feb 2022 16:07:16 EST Hh0HfKh7 No.623684 Reply
>>623683
Generally yes, but I will admit to needing to mix iv dillys, a benzo, a muscle relaxer, and weed to actually nod off back in the day.....

But I do agree it is something to avoid in most circumstances
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Nicholas Hummercocke - Thu, 24 Feb 2022 16:25:04 EST 3grkQFOm No.623685 Reply
>>623684
thats only because you got a major tolerance and didnt wait long enough in between doses of opi. you cant just get high the way you do when your not tolerant or when you have only minimal tolerance when youve been using regularly for a while. so yea of course when you do massive doses of opi all the time and smoke weed all the time you would need those two plus benzo and muscle relaxer to get the intense nod that you would get in earlier less tolerant days from just opi (or just opi and weed).

keep in mind, regardless of tolerance to opi and/or benzo the combination of them multiples the effects and the potential for OD signifigantly. at the end of the day its all about dosing, but generally speaking benzos are pretty nasty drugs in my view which when taken with opi can enhance the potency of them both quite a lot, but likewise increase the dangerous effects.

if you arent extremely experienced with the substances in question and dont know a lot about exactly how much tolerance you have, doing "hydromorphone, a benzo, a muscle relaxer, and weed" can easily be deadly even when each substance is taken in relatively low doses.
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m - Fri, 25 Feb 2022 03:04:16 EST SAgRl9qx No.623688 Reply
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>>623678
Nah probably not. I'm Dr. Mario. I just dropped the formal shit as soon as people started labeling me a pretend doctor and shit like that.

Thants, if you're out there, I'll be hitting up your burner email sometime this week. I do hang out on Discord DrMario#5729 in the 420ch one and a few others if anyone wants to hit me up.

Once I actually get around to getting in touch with everyone again (where u at BigD? U still alive bro?), I'll likely also be posting less here. Since I lost my dex + bupe script for the time being, haven't had any real stims in like 4 months bar one time, and don't plan to relapse again on dilaudid/hard opis until I'm at least in Asia again, I don't really see the point in posting here 24/7.

Hell, in terms of benzos, I only take an average of 2mg pharma xanax once per week now. So frankly I kind of feel like I don't belong anymore, lol.


In other news I did something crazy and flew across the country to Netflix and chill in an airbnb for a week with a cute young chick I'd never met before. We've got a weird feb thing. Is that what the kids do these days now? She's nearly 10 years younger than me (shes well over 18 obviously) and is actually down to move to Asia as traveling companions. Now she's coming here next month to stay for a week and see a concert.

How cool is that?

I wasn't even trying boys, and I lost most of my game one ex wife ago. You can meet chicks on discord by chance if you're cool about it. I just want to provide hope for anyone lonely out there. Not all women are straight up polluted by the expectations of dating apps and stuff.
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Speeddreamin' - Sat, 26 Feb 2022 00:04:23 EST 9O7QaqPo No.623699 Reply
Bumping off a small amount of oxycodone tonight, thought I'd stop in to say Hey & share a lil' with y'all :)

A rare treat as I tend not to be able to time nor resource opioids much at all of late, owing to my temporarily incosistent life situation(s), I've come across a (but pitiful) 10mg of oxycodone.
Owing thanks to a pal o' mine who's kind enough to spot me of two of his Percocet 5s, I'm anticipating actually getting to enjoy or even trial+assess a thebaine-derived painkilling agent in a condition where I may actually control for and/+or analyze it's activity - much to my contentment :3 :3

I been into careful psychonaughtics & research for almost near a decade now & actually never considered how relevant to altered and elevated states of conscious perception Opis might have until summer 2019 when I was lucky enough to have had a great friend of mine, god rest his soul, provide me with a little smoked "heroin," or some opiate-based smoking blend of dope off some foil. Was totally cool when I percieved a kind of natural connection to the earth + nature akin to the thoughts and feelings produced resulting from some O-Acetylpsilocin or perhaps Mushrooms or like consumption of potent cannabis.

Since then my pharmacologically amphetamine-driven, dexamphetamine(s) loving psychonaughtic home-research developing drug-geek ass has been craving to get ahold of some opioid/opiate compounds for precise testing of pain modulation & perception in some different stacks and/or condition-combos. Really dig into amhet/dexamphetamine research, & fortunately choosing to do so has permitted me to be lucky enough to land close to a subject topic realm where there is loads aplenty of published research since the turn of the 20th century to find to master the molecule.

Tonight? Well,
Tonight, my assessment will begin with and feature stimfappin in combo all the 'eve long.

LOL BWN y'all motherfuckers, nice to meet yous all & good to be back <3
Stay vibin' :) ☮️ ☮️ ☮️ :)
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Polly Fipperwark - Sat, 26 Feb 2022 09:26:40 EST 9O7QaqPo No.623700 Reply
>>623699
Question: 10mg I have experienced before; with my stimulant med, 10mg simply provides a certain physical fortitude & very mild dopaminergic potentiation. How much oxycodone do you think I'd require for a solid, common-level-intensity experience?
nb
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Caroline Sandleduck - Sun, 27 Feb 2022 13:37:55 EST xmcspcBl No.623701 Reply
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nom nom nom bampu 8 mg dillies & 340 mg kadian.
Tomorrow I get to fight bicker and argue with my doctor, to STOP prescribing me dilaudid and lower my dosage of kadian to 300 mg. Yes that's right only in Canada does a junkie have to fight and cry to lower their dosage. God forbid we get off this shit. God forbid the pharmaceutical companies and doctors running there heavily grant and etc funded "research" into addiction "*"management"*" lose out on financial client "patient" due to overdose or quitting for once.

so sick of this bullshit I fucking despise having to pick up my script daily unable to leave the city for vacation or see friends/relatives or my personal favorite so far going to a funeral yet if I was on methadone or suboxone by 3 months i'd be given weekly scripts and by a year bi/monthly scripts

I want to go back to school and im fighting over the fact that shit starts at 8:30am how the fuck am I suppose to better myself and overall life with education or work if I have to waste an hour going to the pharmacy everyday at 9am this shit is murder inducing enraging I am so bored I want to gouge my eyes out doing the right thing by "getting off drugs" and not being a degen coming up with ways to make money has done far more harm then good in the past 2 years of my life to the point of I have never been this depressed or felt so worthless and alone

I'd be better off if I just bought opiates in bulk every month+ by using money from student loans and grants I would be finishing the program I wanted to start 2 years ago(like how I planned everything was planned out and financial in the clear I just needed funds to have opiates daily without it causing problems and interfering with my studies) once again trusted the government/hospitals/doctors has caused me far more grief and harm then anything I have done in my dumbass life
I entered this program because I was told I would be back in school my life would be on track and I'd either be off opiates or pretty damn near it after 2 years

RAGE HOLY FUCK THIS IS LEGIT DRIVING ME INSANE God damn it I fucking hate this country I fucking hate bureaucracy and I fucking hate lying doctors the most
you cant even enter rehab cold turkey you need to be on meth/sub like whats the fucking point drug treatment is dead its all about getting hooked on methadone/suboxone/etc shitty poison you'll never get off because thats how the pharmaceutical companies make bank now and hospitals are lazy staffed by cunts who go with the easy/quickest route without a care in the world for patients only statistics OH they're off the street not begging for money/etc and on 160mg of methadone C U R E D no longer a drug addict great job everyone whats that you want to get off methadone but just think what if you start using again no trust us you're better off with this "*"treatment"*" there is nothing wrong with being on opiate "replacement" therapy* for the rest of your life.


remember bros if you want to get off mr bones wild chasing the dragon ride do it cold turkey and get help to make sure you stay off speak with a social worker/etc and a psychiatrist if needed stay the fuck away from meth/sub its poison and if you must for the love of god do not go above 100 mg or you're fucked for life if you can get kadian DO IT lower the dosage weekly its a god send dont build a tolerance to the kadian its legit magic to get off opiates use it as the tool it is a properly cut that dosage as much as possible
fuck I hate Canada inb4 stop bitching at least you can get free opiates just by asking and keep getting them with no testing and even getting higher dosages shits a joke literally anyone can get 120+ mg of methadone 12mg+ of suboxone 300-700 mg of kadian and or 36-80 mg of dilaudid
its literally easy to get free drugs and keep them if you do not fuck up so many people are doing this just to sell them for crack/coke/heroin it doesn't matter if its meth sub or kadian they will also give you dilaudid to inject just to keep people 9001% off the street and off dope

/tl;dr scitzospam rage rant inb4 holy fuck shut up first world problems people are getting ethnically cleansed in the Ukraine right this very second
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Sun, 27 Feb 2022 17:51:03 EST VjxjVLTM No.623703 Reply
>>623701
welcome to the dungeon level of socialized medicine, meets carfentanyl, assisted by le loving trans hand of Laissez-faire "HarM REEdUction"

most days I think I would willing walk into the gas chamber

Yeah kadian flows through me in unprecedented levels. basically all my agency is given over to the state so I don't have to face the withdrawal of what now only tests as carfent/etizolam (and now I only get tested by MY recommendation, not the clinics... cuz.. uh.. Covid or whatever).

and yeah rehabs here are a joke because even if you get past the opioid replacement level, it's highly advised you keep up on the traz, seroQuel, antidepressants and gabs just to be safe.

eventually you realize you find out your tolerance is so highly toxic it comparable to the toxicity of hydrogen cyanide.

and thus you wind up in medication purgatory while you take out payday loans on your body no detox will ever be prepared to wean you from.

CANADA
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Ian Suffingwill - Sun, 27 Feb 2022 22:24:25 EST 3grkQFOm No.623706 Reply
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Todays stack

40g PPT
Bud (smoked)
.5mg clonazepam
coffee
cigar

blood test at 9am to see if im eligable for mexican ibogaine detox, if so would 90% be going early april. been on Heroin and Opium for 10 years. and yes, mr bones im quite ready to get off your wild ride. although i cant say ill ever hate madame poppy, ive just ruined my relationship with her,
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Ian Suffingwill - Sun, 27 Feb 2022 22:31:52 EST 3grkQFOm No.623707 Reply
>>623701
sorry about this. i knew when canada devolved this system it was going to suck and cause a lot of problems. and as youve said most people ultimately are now getting dillies, fentalogs, and coke/crack out of the deal by selling or trading off half of ther Ds each day. so sorry to hear your swept up in this for real. have you considered getting on subs or possibly poppy tea? i have no idea if either of those would help ultimately but they are two long acting and at the right dose potent opis which can hold a person 24-48 hours depending on dose.
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Thomas Marringted - Tue, 01 Mar 2022 03:31:46 EST pF+s+1jc No.623712 Reply
Took some green maeng da kratom. Feeling good. I can't help but stay high all day because of all the stress I'm under. Depression sucks...
User is currently banned from all boards
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Archie Gepperham - Thu, 03 Mar 2022 13:35:08 EST 3grkQFOm No.623727 Reply
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42g PPT
Weed
Coffee
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Panda5 - Thu, 03 Mar 2022 14:23:23 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623728 Reply
Tax return relapse! PST! My tolerance is way down (been mostly clean for 4-6 months) and I'm catching full nods and music euphoria off of just a half pound. BWN
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Fanny Pickdock - Mon, 07 Mar 2022 16:30:59 EST 3grkQFOm No.623771 Reply
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69g PPT (only got back 425ml water out of the 700 I put in, so I guess I only took around 43g)
weed (smoked)
coffee
10mg amphetamine
50mg DPH
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Hugh Hoblingbury - Wed, 09 Mar 2022 20:16:43 EST 3grkQFOm No.623785 Reply
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55g PPT
.5mg clonaz
100mg delta-8-THC (oral)
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Priscilla Derrypidge - Thu, 10 Mar 2022 06:23:01 EST JOcirTLG No.623786 Reply
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feelsfuckinggoodman. got kicked out out of my house cuz i asked the little bitch boy teachers pet roommate for a ride home from an aa meeting (since i was feeling like using) and he was too much of a pussy to say no. after bringing me home he bitched to the house owner about me going to the meeting and house owner kicked me out. the irony is the house owner does coke and drinks all the time so idk wtf is going on. apparently the stigma of coke is socially acceptable but wanting to get high is a big no no. the ignorance levels are off the chart. i pay my rent on time every month, i keep the house cleaner than anyone else here, i cause no problems, all my other roommates love me and even vouched for me to stay but it didn't matter.
anyway, at this point i said fuck it. ran into someone earlier tonight when kicking it with the og drinking beers that was twacked the fuck out. he brought me into his truck and smoked me out iwth some skante and gave me a shard for the road. in exchange i gave him $2 and bought him 2 gallons of milk on ebt. he then smoked me out with a bit of fent in his car then took me back to his pad to let me snort fake oxys (fent) then gave me the remainder of the powder in some foil and i was on my way. we exchanged numbers and he's gonna hook me up with a ball tmrw for $30 and toss me some pressed oxys to go with it. he's also tryign to get me a job with him. its lal gonna work out and just glad i can get high tonight to not give a fuck about this bullshit.
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Hugh Hoblingbury - Thu, 10 Mar 2022 16:22:38 EST 3grkQFOm No.623789 Reply
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>>623786
be super careful with them fentalogs, shit is crazy dangerous and varies wildly in potency. wishing you the best

23g PPT
Bubble Hashish (smoked)
Black Tea
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Hedda Guzzledock - Sat, 12 Mar 2022 07:16:29 EST JOcirTLG No.623795 Reply
>>623789
>be super careful with them fentalogs, shit is crazy dangerous and varies wildly in potency. wishing you the best
thank you brother. friend was saying over and over how careful i need to be with this powder and wasn't sure about getting me some cuz he didn't want me dying on him. he gave me a nasal narcan as well and said just keep that on you and have someone with you that knows how to use it if i decide to use without him. he's gonna get more narcan tomorrow and suggested i smoke in front of him so he can narcan me and revive me if needed. so im just going to wait til i kick it with him again before i even consider touching the fent. only got some cuz i wanted to pick up some shard and he wanted to pick up fent so he said he'd take me to his connect with him when he picked up and i got a little out it.
i decided not to use any tonight since i took 1/2 to 3/4ths of a xanax bar earlier tonight and been drinking tall cans most of the day. plus i wanted to get your guys advice on the safest way to use it before i do it or if its even safe to do with an almost nonexistent opiate tolerance. my tolerance is basically smoking blues daily for a week straight two weeks ago, a few mg of suboxone a few days ago and snoted n smoked some pressed fake blues that contained fent last night.
i was thinking smoking some shard first to counteract it [to a degree] prior to doing the fent and make sure i don't drink or take any downers that day. then i was going to vape the tiniest hit off foil, not hold it in since my tolerance is pretty non-existent but i'm aware even one tiny hit off foil can be too much. alternatively or additionally, i was thinking of taking a couple mgs of suboxone the day before i decide to use to help weaken the fent and make it safer. i would think snorting has a lower ba than smoking but i feel like its easier to control how much is done when smoked.
any advice on how to safely use street fent and fentalogs? the powder we get here is really fucking strong but the pressed blues aren't that strong. i can easily smoke half a blue in one sitting then smoke the other half an hour later and be nodding balls but not feel like i'm anywhere near oding. currently just vaping a blue off foil for tonight to play it safe but still get that sweet nod going then wait to hear from you guys how to safely use this fent powder. stay safe all
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Hedda Ganninghall - Sat, 12 Mar 2022 13:56:41 EST 3grkQFOm No.623796 Reply
>>623795
as a decade long junky who used to use Heroin and pills IV daily, the fentalogs are just too much man. every time ive done them its always been fentadope, not pressies, but even snorting the stuff has made me collapse and black out many times, projectile vomit profusely many times, and its honestly not enjoyable at all compared to real Junk. based on my experiences I cant recommend doing anything other than staying away from it and just doing kratom instead if you need to scratch the opi itch.
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Cornelius Dizzlekone - Sat, 12 Mar 2022 16:45:08 EST b4ykvbKa No.623797 Reply
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fFUCKING DIHYDRACODEINE URINARY RETENTNION IRON CURTAIN PREVENTING MY PEE FROM BEING LIBERATED

Yeh BUMP while sitting on the toilet for thje past 2hrs jesus fucing christ why does this happen? And so fast ? I haven't hjad it in years i was prescribed it for a few weeks when i fractureed my back, took a bunch, feel fairly comfy then need a piss and its like nothing helps

feel like i need a loop diuretic like furosemide or fucking something

or take a benzo to relax my bladder walls i JUST DONT KNOW

UNcozy >: (
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Jenny Grimforth - Sat, 12 Mar 2022 18:45:42 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623798 Reply
>>623796
that's what i needed to hear. i've been shooting up heroin on and off for pthe ast 12 years as well but quit around the time black got replaced with fent. i should know better cuz a former roommate left the rest of his fent with me when he went off to rehab. after about two weeks of it sitting in my desk i got curious and dabbled. like you said, the first two times i was vomiting profusely, it lacked the euphoria of heroin, and doesn't last very long. the third time i was drinking that night, took a tiny hit and went out. came to 4 hours later with throw up all over myself and my laptop. after that i was throwing up for a week straight, my throat was fucked off to the point i couldn't even take a drag of a ciggy and i was so ill i was bedridden for a week. told myself fuck this, it's not worth it. but addict mindset brought me back here... just going through some rough times right now, lost my home and wanted to numb myself. i think i'll just try and trade it for some bars or crystal. not worth dying... nb cuz not high on opiates.
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Jenny Grimforth - Sat, 12 Mar 2022 18:48:25 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623799 Reply
>>623797
my strat is to pee first thing in the morning and go as long without using when i feel the need to pee so i can pee that night, get high one more time then go to bed. last resort is a catheter. also, drinking more liquids will not help, it will just fill your bladder up even more, make things more uncomfortable and overall make things worse.
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Basil Nallerridge - Sun, 13 Mar 2022 19:01:36 EST 3grkQFOm No.623802 Reply
>>623798
dang...be safe out there. NB cause kratom, coffee, and bubble hash day
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Eugene Brublingcocke - Mon, 14 Mar 2022 18:22:49 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623806 Reply
>>623796
>just doing kratom instead if you need to scratch the opi itch.
>>623802
>NB cause kratom, coffee, and bubble hash day
is kratom actually even worthwhile? i was never a fan of oral hydrocodone, oxycodone, morphine, tramadol, or darvocet which were all prescribed to me for various surgeries as a child. it made me assume i didn't care for opiates until i tried heroin. i feel kratom would be a lackluster experience if this is the case or is it stronger? i don't exactly have money to experiment with right now... nb
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Cornelius Shittingfield - Tue, 15 Mar 2022 03:26:49 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623807 Reply
>>623796
i let you down bro. i found a 24/7 hotline known as "never use alone" that you call and give your name, number and location, tell them what other drugs you've taken that day, what room your located in, etc. and if you stop responding they'll call the local ems for you. so i pulled out my state id card, my health insurance card and a narcan nasal spray and set it down next to me in the garage i'm staying at. i left the side gate open and the door to the garage open and called the hotline. i put the tiniest amount of powder i possibly could (could barely see it) onto some foil and the volunteer stayed on the line with me while i used (kek'd when he said enjoy) and he stayed on the phone with me for 5-10 minutes after i vaped to make sure i didn't fall out.
pretty high on meth, took 0.5mg xanax about 5 hours ago and drank two tall cans of hurricane in the last 6 hours as well to balance out the meth. took one fat rip of meth from my pookie right before hit the fent just in case. didn't hold the fent in like i would with black, immediately exhaled but could feel it creeping in quite rapidly which built over the next 30ish seconds. i'm feeling quite snuggly right now but wanting more to get a nice nod going.
i think i'm going to wait 30-60 minutes then call the hotline again before i vape any more and stick to tiny TINY amounts. as of right now i'm feeling pretty content and no longer feeling cold in this garage, my eyes a bit droopy but definitely not nodding. i mean, i can fucking type but again pretty high on meth. would have rather had and felt much safer vaping black or blues but can't seem to find em here. surprised i'm not even nauseous! maybe smoking blues a few weeks back, snorting some suboxone a week ago and snorting some blues a few nights ago followed by smoking the rest when i got back to my friends pad has helped. who knows but all i know is i gotta be careful af. feelsgood to bwh
for harm reductions sake, here is the website and phone number
>https://neverusealone.com/
>(800) 484-3731
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Cornelius Shittingfield - Tue, 15 Mar 2022 18:21:59 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623810 Reply
>>623808
relax, he was just telling someone with no /opi/ tolerance that was considering using fentanyl to be careful and no bumped. bumping cuz vaping fent.
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Hannah Pizzlestock - Tue, 15 Mar 2022 18:25:11 EST 3grkQFOm No.623811 Reply
>>623807
good on you for using that service. its so easy to fall out on fentalogs if your alone and never wake up. its a miralce the shit never killed me. i never tried vaping it, but if you want you can dose it volumetrically with water and snort very small bits of the solution so you dont get any hotspots, just make sure you dilute it properly to the right ratios if you do
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McAngry - Tue, 15 Mar 2022 22:37:58 EST b4ykvbKa No.623812 Reply
Duhydracodeine feels like 2x the codeune with5 to 6x the puffy, itchy and sticky eyes

Even oxy was nowhere near so bad !!!
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Edwin Fazzlehood - Wed, 16 Mar 2022 01:33:32 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623813 Reply
>>623811
i've been really careful with it but i know exactly how much to vape safely now (with this particular sack) to get a nod going without any risk of feeling like i used too much. with how much i got and how little i am using this shits gonna last a while (until my tolerance starts building).
>i never tried vaping it, but if you want you can dose it volumetrically with water and snort very small bits of the solution so you dont get any hotspots, just make sure you dilute it properly to the right ratios if you do
ironically, snorting it is more dangerous than vaping it off foil. when you vaping it off foil you're not getting all the vapor so more likely to have a higher bioavailability snorting it from my understanding. also, i'm not trying to conserve it or get a stronger high. i do appreciate the tip though.
bumping again cuz smoking meth and vaping fent while eating some nicely seasoned cauliflower and potatoes.
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Ernest Crashford - Wed, 16 Mar 2022 07:34:11 EST BdgaPY8l No.623814 Reply
>>622656
Smoking some blues (fent pressed to look like M 30 roxies) and some fent powder too.
Just grabbed another 100 blues from my plug and a 1/4oz of fent powder
BWN...happy nodding and to all a good night
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Ernest Crashford - Wed, 16 Mar 2022 07:34:12 EST BdgaPY8l No.623815 Reply
>>622656
Smoking some blues (fent pressed to look like M 30 roxies) and some fent powder too.
Just grabbed another 100 blues from my plug and a 1/4oz of fent powder
BWN...happy nodding and to all a good night
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Dextrolord - Thu, 17 Mar 2022 16:12:41 EST FkHUi6IM No.623822 Reply
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>>622656
well I just took 216mg of methadone. . . ..

Here's to bad decisions!!! lol hopefully I get a decent buzz off this...


I think I will beat my meat while my meat still works hehe
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m - Thu, 17 Mar 2022 19:21:29 EST lDFUJX8y No.623823 Reply
>>622656
My gf took 200mg tramadol (0 tolerance) 2 hours ago. She high as a kite. Shoutout to Cambodia for providing the drugs.

4mg bupe, delta 8 distillate, and 2 mixed drinks for myself.

b u m p
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Hedda Nicklegold - Fri, 18 Mar 2022 02:49:45 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623824 Reply
took 0.5mg xanax, periodically vaping a tiny hit of fent powder every 45-60 mins and prepping for a job imterview tomorrow (they thankfully dont drug test for my position). although, the xanax is a prescription and i could always say they gave me fentanyl in the ER for a kidney stine i had to pass the other night.
any idea what cut(?) is causing the, initially white, fent powder to initially turn red when heated before turnimg into a yellow puddle of liquid as it continues to heat up?
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unknown - Fri, 18 Mar 2022 11:07:49 EST qcl7Rerr No.623825 Reply
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>>623822

hows the high? whats ur usual methadone dose, jw

bump on a lot of weak seeds = a decent buzz
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Panda5 - Fri, 18 Mar 2022 12:52:24 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623827 Reply
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>>622656
40mg hydrocodone BWN. I'm shocked that this worked for me. I used to take 100mg and not get anything from it but I guess my tolerance is down after being mostly clean for the last year. I drank a ton of wgfj over the last day so that might've helped. Either way it feels great famalammadingdong.
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Nathaniel Gozzlehudge - Fri, 18 Mar 2022 18:29:14 EST pF+s+1jc No.623828 Reply
Took some kratom earlier. Feeling good boys. Enjoying high and listening to sting while smoking a cig. Let the good times roll!
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Emma Blytheman - Fri, 18 Mar 2022 20:45:10 EST 3grkQFOm No.623830 Reply
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.5mg clonaz
green hulu kapuas kratom
50mg Delta8THC gummies
coffee
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Barnaby Dollyville - Sun, 20 Mar 2022 09:22:49 EST D2Zn/M0R No.623839 Reply
nothing beats that morning piss after passing out with urinary retention and a full bladder. the relief alone from peeing almost causes a euphoric high. then smoke some more fent, a bowl of weed, chug some water, maybe nibble on some snacks or leftover dinner. bwn, feelsgoodman
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Matilda Drommlesore - Mon, 21 Mar 2022 12:54:59 EST ETaGKH2d No.623843 Reply
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>>622656
Okay I think I may have been too reckless with my CWE. The brand of pills I use always come out cloudy due to the binders and I have confirmed this with multiple other people who have been CWEing these pills for years. So yeah I drank it while it was cloudy.
I'm getting slightly scared because I have this mild ache under my right ribs. Mitigating factors are that its been there for around 1.5 months which is before I even started CWEing again after ~a year break and I don't have yellow eyes - pearly white. It's been 6 days since I last CWE'd and what's fucking freaking me out is it's got slightly worse over yesterday and today, especially while sat down. It's still very minor though and easily ignorable if I wasn't second guessing whether I should get on the liver transplant list.

I'm wondering if I just have mild poisoning or something or it could even be psychosomatic. I know they use NAC to treat it but am I too late now if my last CWE was 6 days ago? Obviously going to the doc is an absolute last resort but is there any way to know if I'm fucked and have no other choice? Can I take NAC or other supplements to resolve this myself? It's possible this is just down to general bad living I guess.

>tldr; how 2 improve liver health
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Panda5 - Mon, 21 Mar 2022 14:48:35 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623844 Reply
Just got a kilo of pods this morning. I 'ate' the powder of 9 of them in some juice.
Absolute zen, nothing beats the classics. BWN
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Henry Drazzlenit - Tue, 22 Mar 2022 16:25:33 EST 3grkQFOm No.623848 Reply
>>623844
should i try this when my last box comes before ibogaine? i got 1.5lb of some that should be here in the next few days. was thinking about doing a last round of some experiments including plugging and getting some M base.
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Panda5 - Tue, 22 Mar 2022 21:47:07 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623852 Reply
>>623848
I've been doing pods for 12 years now. I never do any extractions, I just grind the pods into a super-fine powder then mix it into juice. This ensures you get everything. Grind *really well* with a coffee grinder and use enough liquid so that you can drink it without gagging. Remove the crowns, seeds, and nodule things before grinding.
I think it's the only worthwhile way to do PPT.
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Priscilla Blythewater - Wed, 23 Mar 2022 00:02:50 EST 4qhMMLVd No.623854 Reply
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didnt realizd how fuvk r my tokersnce was after bejng kn subs gor like a year, went back to h about 2 weeks ago. got 5 blues and 10 bars today like 4 hkurs3 ago so far did all 5 blues and 2 bars and another .2 of h
ya im fucj ed uo but itcnt bekieve j had to do all 5 blues
150mg oxy
4mg xansx wjth no bebzk tolerance atm
.2h
oh and hittin thc dab cart
bwn
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Hugh Sorringbanks - Wed, 23 Mar 2022 02:04:15 EST VxarIJrd No.623855 Reply
>>622656
anogh r .2h and 2ng xanax. smokmed a biwl and rjlled cart a few times
yeahbim fucked up. 200$ high for like 8 hours i better bebfucjed upbaha
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Emma Choffingkuck - Thu, 24 Mar 2022 15:02:21 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623864 Reply
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>>623852
ive been doing them for 10 years myself. ive only eaten a pod whole that was fresh. will def try this method with dried for my last box. the box is taking forever to come, but thank God it says its due by monday now. another Green Hulu Kapuas Kratom and Triangle Mints Cannabis day.

currently active:
cannabis
kratom
coffee
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Panda5 - Thu, 24 Mar 2022 16:55:11 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623867 Reply
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>>623864
It's been a long while since I ate a fresh pod, but I remember it being kinda gross. I used to have a small indoor grow.

BWN - PPT, whiskey, ephedrine, and weed.
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Nell Singercocke - Thu, 24 Mar 2022 20:15:45 EST pLIpYGnq No.623869 Reply
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>>62265.6
Been a minute since I did heroin, foiling some good ol' #3 and I'm nodding hard. Took me five mjnutes or more to type this out without errors. Feelsgoodman.jpg
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Sidney Pocklock - Thu, 24 Mar 2022 20:31:28 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623871 Reply
>>623867
i ate only one of em, ground it a pulp and ate it with a spoon and drank it down with fresh tea. i remember it well because my friend randomly showed up with them when i was sick and saved my day.
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Betsy Drandlebirk - Thu, 24 Mar 2022 22:42:02 EST 4qhMMLVd No.623872 Reply
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.3 iv h
4mg slln tk be 6 xansx,(,no tolly atm)
lots of weed
3 drinks
1 roxy30
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Nell Singercocke - Fri, 25 Mar 2022 00:13:54 EST pLIpYGnq No.623874 Reply
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>>623872
Stay safe and enjoy man. You're probably too high to respond, but do you usually test for fentanyl?
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Sidney Pocklock - Fri, 25 Mar 2022 11:32:43 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623877 Reply
>>623872
dont die. sorry, there is no easy or polite way to say that your doing the most notoriously deadly combination of drugs known to man (opi, benz, and alc). test for fent and have 2 narcan on hand unless your trying to an-hero.

nother kratom and weed day....pods due tomorrow or monday finally and im gonna have a nice reduced tolerance for my last box before ibogaine detox. gonna try mixing like an oz of the grounds into a smoothie actually, a method ive never tried before. usually i make 1-2oz into a tea with distilled water and citric.
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Walter Clonnerman - Fri, 25 Mar 2022 15:03:47 EST XIaekc95 No.623878 Reply
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DICKS EVERYWHERE
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Shitting Brabbleheck - Sat, 26 Mar 2022 21:54:53 EST pLIpYGnq No.623887 Reply
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>>622656
BWN again, smoking the last of my dutch #3 + 6mg bromazepam and a beer. Also in the act of rolling a hash joint while I smoke a cigarette.

Also, bathing on H is something else entirely, especially with Agalloch (The White EP, fitting for the season) playing in the background.
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Kim Il Sung - Sun, 27 Mar 2022 15:19:25 EST 7p+9rI2V No.623889 Reply
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>>622656
Whats up old bropiates! I thought id come see if this old stomping grounds even still was up and running and sure enough.

Thought i'd let everyone know i'm still alive. Glad to see some trips i recognize still around too.

Hope everyones stayin safe in this Fent/-azine dominated world.

I'm blessed enough to have done a lot of good heroin and oxy and got out of the street game before it turned south...

BWN today:
  • 3mg clonazepam
  • 50mg diphenhydramine
  • 3mg buprenorphine
  • 200mg pregabalin

RIP Taylor Hawkins man.
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Kim Il Sung - Sun, 27 Mar 2022 15:21:30 EST 7p+9rI2V No.623890 Reply
>>623889
Oh and some extremely bomb "Orange 43" bud from the dispo here in Ohio. Pricey as fuck but goddamn 30% THC.... Fuckin my tolerance up but its fantastic. And I dont even like Sativa typically!

nb
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Beatrice Dengerchog - Sun, 27 Mar 2022 15:29:11 EST BlNRvAws No.623892 Reply
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>>622656
Bwn off some fent powder
Waiting to reup on more blues
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Sidney Nickleshaw - Mon, 28 Mar 2022 16:04:37 EST 3grkQFOm No.623894 Reply
pissed my pods due today did not arive

green hulu kratom
clonazepam
diphenhydramine
THC chocolate
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Sidney Nickleshaw - Mon, 28 Mar 2022 16:39:55 EST 3grkQFOm No.623897 Reply
>>623889
feel that brother, so blessed to have been around in the good #4 and hydromorphone and oxycodone days. its all straight bags of suck now.
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Matilda Crittingshit - Tue, 29 Mar 2022 16:11:52 EST 3grkQFOm No.623899 Reply
has anyone ever had pods from bongland blocked at cstms? i hope its not the case but tracking hasnt updated in days now...gonna order a lb domestc anyway now...ugh

Green Hulu Kapuas Kratom
Triangle Mints Cannabis Extract (vaped)
Organic Coffee
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Jarvis Sennerbanks - Tue, 29 Mar 2022 17:50:26 EST pLIpYGnq No.623900 Reply
BWN good ol' dutch brown. I love being able to get heroin with no fent in it.
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Eugene Dacklewuck - Tue, 29 Mar 2022 22:59:46 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623901 Reply
>>623899
I once had a box of pods, years ago, that came late and tracking showed it at the customs place (I think in NY) for several days. It eventually came with no issues and it looked like it hadn't been opened. I was freaking out though for sure, and probably was in w/ds.
Ever since then I've still bought from overseas but now I make sure to get them overnighted and through non-standard mail couriers.
It'll probably be fine for you, and I wish you the best of luck.

BWN on pods and whiskey.
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Nell Choblinglotch - Wed, 30 Mar 2022 18:58:53 EST 3grkQFOm No.623908 Reply
>>623901
it got fuckin blocked, but i just ordered from my domestic homie instead. last fucking box before detox, 10+ years of this junk.

another kratom and hashish day, gotta go dose more now
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Panda5 - Wed, 30 Mar 2022 21:01:46 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.623909 Reply
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>>623908
>it got fuckin blocked
No shit?! What domestic-side mail service? USPS?
Did you get a 'love letter' from the feds?
That's fucked.
Pic from the last 5 minutes, I've got like 20% of my kilo from last week remaining. Unfortunately my tolerance rose back up very quickly in just a couple of days.
Good luck friend-o.

BWN pods, weed, and 9% beer.
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Charlotte Chondleputch - Thu, 31 Mar 2022 15:44:04 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623917 Reply
>>623909
been doing this over a decade never happend, it was from the bongland vendor whos name is the same exact thing as ther product, i also ordered some rose petals for the first time from them for medicinal purposes and took that as an L too. no love letter, when its grey-area they generally dont love letter, i lost 200g cacti powder a few months ago that way but it was FL customs that time not NY.

yes it was USPS, and now im just going with my less desirable more epensive domestic homie, sadly they dont harvest till the pod has dried in the ground and at the end of the life cycle potency drops a lot. thats why i figured they are weaker than bongland pods which look exactly like your pic.

fuck it this is gonna be the last time anyway, im prob gonna divide the box up into 5 really good doses, (it was 160$) and may through some low doses of phamies in the mix (dph, clon, amphet, dxm) def plenty of canabis, tobacco, and coffee/tea too.
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Frederick Pellerchone - Thu, 31 Mar 2022 18:07:55 EST pF+s+1jc No.623918 Reply
Took some green maeng da kratom powder. Feeling comfy and feeling like a million bucks! I love being on this shit and listening to house music makes it all that much better.
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Priscilla Sillybedge - Thu, 07 Apr 2022 08:22:35 EST EB+haGAr No.623934 Reply
>>623918
Bumping on methadone, Valium and clam. Really what’s doing my head in though is mums dying which is obviously tearing me up. But she gets IV bottles of hydro morphine and dads playing nurse who just takes out the prescribed dose then throws the rest away. I know it’s shitty of me but I want to try it sooooo bad. They obviously won’t give it to me but god damn… all that pharma grade HM ready to shoot going straight down the drain.
I hate it because I don’t want the junky in me to be selfishly obsessing over something I can’t have but I can’t fucking help it.
I know when I visit tomorrow I’m gonna check the bins and stuff to see if they’ve just been throwing them out or if they’re pouring the excess down the drain.

I hate myself. I wish they’d just let me try it because I bet my methadone dose will block it anyway and then I won’t care anymore like with heroin
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m - Thu, 07 Apr 2022 20:28:27 EST SAgRl9qx No.623944 Reply
>>622656
>3mg bupe plugged
>d8 distillate
>lots of booze...151 OJ+Cran mixed drink + 2 light beers

b u m p
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Simon Pandleson - Fri, 08 Apr 2022 07:49:53 EST b4ykvbKa No.623945 Reply
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>>623934
Mate if they've been pouring it down the drain then how can they justify that? What a waste of medication - I'm also inferring from the way you type that you're british? How the fuck are they just giving you your own IV meds to administer I don't quite understand? Does he cannulate her every deal what the fuck is going on?

Also mate don't hate yourself it's an awful thing you are all going through, try to be there for your mum and be strong for her.
I understand why you're taking what you're taking but I honestly advise getting the benzos out of your life -now- - try to use pregabalin or something. At least don't increase your dose of benzos, use the smallest amount necessary. I'm telling you this from someone who fell into a benzo trap after my gf took her own life and if you're not careful the benzo will get you
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George Bruffinghall - Fri, 08 Apr 2022 21:15:39 EST acrA4YSo No.623950 Reply
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>>622656
>lean & avinza 60mg
let's live a little boys
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Matilda Gollerforth - Sat, 09 Apr 2022 08:31:35 EST QERwF0u6 No.623951 Reply
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>>622656
180mg dihydrocodeine and 1mg lorazepam

starting to feel like a rich dope fiend
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m - Mon, 11 Apr 2022 17:47:00 EST SAgRl9qx No.623954 Reply
>>622656

bump

>6mg bupe plugged
>half of a "10mg" hemp-derived d9 edible (definitely way more than 10mg; I've had rec state 10mg ones and these hemp ones are fr like 5-7x stronger)
>d8 distillate
>Bacardi 151 + Cran
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Barnaby Dunkinkare - Thu, 14 Apr 2022 13:10:19 EST 7i9+DK4u No.623962 Reply
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50mg THC orally
Weed brownie
Coffee
.5mg Clonaz
White hulu kapuas Kratom
might get some tobacco and smoke some weed in a bit
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ZombieJ.exe !r764xG3khM - Sat, 16 Apr 2022 00:13:42 EST TJdWzXvK No.623967 Reply
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>>622656

Long time, no see.

Overdosed on a Greyhound in Chicago a couple weeks ago after sitting in an Indiana jail for two months. Got caught with meth. Probation now. Nb.
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Polly Subblefield - Sat, 16 Apr 2022 03:14:01 EST RsK5E9WE No.623968 Reply
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>>622656
120 mg morphine rubbed in the gums and fat dab rips having a gay ol time
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m - Sun, 17 Apr 2022 19:22:09 EST SAgRl9qx No.623970 Reply
>>622656
Tried to plug a stupid high dose of bupe for the lols (usually 3mg/day), but I don't feel anything besides my back pain disappearing.

>16mg bupe plugged
>loads of beer/wine
>15ug LSD microdose
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Dextrolord - Sun, 24 Apr 2022 11:58:11 EST FkHUi6IM No.624040 Reply
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>>623970
I found it now takes 4x my daily dose of methadone to achieve any noticeable effects... and I was just sleepy for a day.. I can't wait till I'm tapered off this stuff so I can actually get high again...
I actually have a plug for pills in this new town I'm in but I'm a little nervous to risk my take homes for a night of Xanax buzz, itd b super nice to b able to enjoy some oxy again too.... hhhhmmmmmmm oh well just gotta get thru this taper
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Eliza Callymutch - Mon, 25 Apr 2022 19:54:56 EST D2Zn/M0R No.624046 Reply
down to the last of my half g of fent i got two weeks ago. last few days been just vaping a few hits in the morning and a few hits at night before bed to stretch the last of this fent while waiting to get some suboxone off a friend. have just enough fent to get high one last time tonight but also being gifted a few 8mg suboxone as well in a few hours so i'll be able to avoid withdrawals.
bumping cuz i just smoked a little to even out this meth and since i have subs coming. was definitely interesting to experience fent but it doesn't come close to how good heroin is. tolerance builds so fast that i went from taking the tiniest two specs of fent powder barely visible to the eye barely held in for a fraction of a second to get high af and nodding balls, almost too high. now i can asily take 4-5 fat rips in a row held in for 30 seconds each and barely nod. i find myself chasing that crazy strong high i was experiencing less than two weeks ago already and the euphoria is gone. not to mention the increased negative side effects (excluding greater withdrawals) with smoking more. the urinary retention becomes far greater and the kidney pain much stronger. glad i can't find heroin anymore cuz i'd be fucked and stuck on that shit all over again.
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Wesley Pockshaw - Fri, 29 Apr 2022 21:43:19 EST hXHoP0OV No.624060 Reply
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>>622656
90mg codeine
40mg morphine
2mg lorazepam
40mg promethazine

awwwright partner gonna keep on rollin baby you know what time it is
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Ian Sizzledet - Sat, 30 Apr 2022 20:19:15 EST D2Zn/M0R No.624071 Reply
>>624046
feels like shit man. got some suboxone and been taking ~1.5-2mg every 24 hours but still feeling pretty weak and shitty. made the mistake of tripping on some shroom tea first night of withdrawal and had an uncomfortable come up to the trip that was a lot more intense than i expected to the point of having OEVs so intense i couldn't even see/recognize anything around me for a solid 2 hours and was stuck with youtube autoplay the whole time while i laid in bed trying to get comfortable under a blanket. didn't even get to enjoy the usual warm stoning body high of shrooms. interestingly, noticed that fent has blunted the high of a lot of other drugs even after i stopped for some weird reason, not just during use. i drink but don't feel drunk, i smoke weed but don't feel stoned, i take subs but don't feel relief, the slightest bit of relief was from snorting k last night after reading that it helps with /opi/ withdrawals which i found it did, although very briefly. i also found myself using way more k than i normally would need to get to where i wanted to be.
dosed on my suboxone a few hours ago, smoked a little bit of meth to give myself a little energy to interact with my girl after ghosting her for a few days and just laying down all day with no energy, even to get up to use the bathroom is a hassle. i force myself to walk to the liquor store at night to grab a few tall cans but don't know why when it doesn't seem to give any relief. maybe i should up the dose of suboxone but this is day three without any fent so i should be through the worst of the withdrawals and it was only 3 out of 4 weeks using.
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Hedda Bardham - Sun, 01 May 2022 17:22:31 EST hXHoP0OV No.624076 Reply
>>624070
its definitely not me sorry bro i hope you get to speak to your buddy again though

60mg morphine
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Phyllis Fanstock - Fri, 06 May 2022 11:43:12 EST NeJi76Ac No.624104 Reply
>>624076
some tripcode dyike here used to do similar combinations a lot.

well boys im off to do ibogaine detox in mexico, 10 years of heroin, pills, fentalogs, kratom and poppy tea is enough

this will probably be one of the last if not the last time i post on here truly

.5mg clonaz
hash oil
kratom
coffee
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Beatrice Sankinsine - Fri, 06 May 2022 16:22:48 EST hXHoP0OV No.624105 Reply
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holy shit I am so grateful it's the weekend

sweating like a mad cunt off 40mg oxycodone

yeeeahhh das it mane
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Lydia Girrycocke - Sat, 07 May 2022 01:14:23 EST /AF0GGge No.624108 Reply
1mg clonaz
6g kratom
d8thc vape
25mg DPH

starting to feel noice, on my way to do ibogaine detox in mexico, being a fuggin degenerate, gotta clean up this mess i call a life
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Lydia Girrycocke - Sat, 07 May 2022 02:52:03 EST /AF0GGge No.624113 Reply
1.5mg clonaz
6g kratom
25mg DPH
d8thc vape
beer and coffee and cigar ealier
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Eugene Fendlebene - Sat, 07 May 2022 19:06:32 EST gtd/569Y No.624115 Reply
omw to detoxing on ibogaine in mexico from a decade of H, O, Kratom, pills and fentalogs. luckily got some nice pharmies to take (which are super rare in my home town the past 3-5 years) before the flood dose. took some clonazepam last night and now just got a little more clonaz and some amps too. currently active:

D8THC vaoe
D8THC gummies
Kratom
Coffee
Monster energy
what feels like residual clonaz and dph from late last night
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Fuqtard - Fri, 13 May 2022 14:50:36 EST KQUgOaRJ No.624140 Reply
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I love the mail man
I love Vancouver safe supply program
I think I have them all sold @$5 each today
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Basil Worthingway - Sat, 14 May 2022 01:37:31 EST rQVHVfq/ No.624144 Reply
>>624140
So jelly of this M and HM are fantastic. glad im gonna be doing morphine as my last opi before ibogaine detox. im almost to mexico now, gotta meet my connection in cali and hes gonna take me over the border and give me the ibogaine detox and a blast of bufo venom after to seal the deal. been strung out for a decade, its time to give this crap up.

ibogaine has saved people ive met before, it saved my contact whos been treating people with it legally in mexico ever since he got clean using it himself.

D8THC vape
Kratom
THC and CBD tincture

thinking im gonna get wild and do dxm and edible cannabis in vegas and play the slots
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Alice Toothall - Mon, 16 May 2022 06:13:40 EST 596sJU/J No.624153 Reply
Bumping on 120mg of Methadone roughly 1mg of c-lam from 12 hours ago and 20mg of Valium an hour ago.

Feeling kinda shitty the last 2 days.. I think I've been taking modafinil too often and I have a sensitivity to stims, especially the crash and anxiety.
I mean I have plenty of reasons to feel depressed (RIP Mum)... Idk... I just hate depression with a passion now knowing that the right dose of this or that (mainly opiates) make it magically disappear. I guess I've trained myself to think of bad emotions as just withdrawal or sobriety. I've definitely been going hard on the downers recently after buying 30mg of c-lam and using 2mg a day then getting 60 300mg Lyrica 50 350mg Soma after waiting months, binging those then buying more c-lam and binging it for a couple of weeks using the last of it today (I have plenty of diazepam to ween and I will buy some etiz just in case).

It hurts whenever the reality that I'll never see mum again, it's like a shock every time I remember she's gone. (yeah I get there may be an afterlife of some sort). It does put into perspective what would happen to my family if I took my life or OD'd even though I'm no where near being the rock of the family.

It's so sad for dad, they had a very happy marriage for 30 years and were just about to start entering retirement with a fair bit of money considering their modest beginnings. He gets lonely easily but lives remote, he has options for social clubs and has a couple of mates in the area but he lives 2 hours drive from family now and fuel isn't cheap. I'm guessing we'll catch up weekly for a bit then probably fortnightly with a phone call here and there.


>>624115
Let us know how it goes dude, best of luck.
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Basil Mucklekork - Mon, 16 May 2022 14:00:07 EST nKmWzJyx No.624156 Reply
>>624140
What a degenerate country, hope you collapse and starve asap
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m - Tue, 17 May 2022 14:46:17 EST shqtjOjH No.624160 Reply
>30mg ice + 3mg bupe plugged

I was going to post this on /stim/ but posts are erroring.

Just checking in to say I've still managed to cap my daily ice dosage at ~30mg/day max, usually 25mg. Unlike dexedrine, doing it all as a single dose has weirdly enough worked better against fiendy thoughts than split dosing (I usually split dose/staggered my dex IR to reduce mental addiction).

So yeah apart from the first ~2-4ish days on it, it's been within medical doses. Highest suggested Rx dose is usually 25mg/day, so I capped it at 30mg to account for the ~5% levo-methamp "impurity" and ~85-97% actual purity.
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Priscilla Greenbanks - Mon, 23 May 2022 12:44:14 EST qcYMJ9nl No.624177 Reply
so what's the best deepweb market nowadays? haven't ordered since empire was a thing
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Thants !IZgeXR9w82 - Wed, 25 May 2022 00:58:48 EST VjxjVLTM No.624188 Reply
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>>622656
i know i swore off this site.
>.3 fent smoked
>6mg loraz
>like 2 gams of dank

also got like 35 100mg kadians just standing by for when the sickness hits
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m - Wed, 25 May 2022 18:24:24 EST SAgRl9qx No.624194 Reply
Same old bump

Well Same Same, but different.

>15mg oral ice (via solution) this morning
>another 7.5mg ice + 3mg bupe plugged 2hr later

I've found that oral meth is not only weaker than plugged (plugged is about ~20-25% more potent IME), but also can take hours and hours to fully kick in. Sure that makes it less mentally addictive, but I enjoy sleep.

So I'm still on the meth train, fortunately/unfortunately. I've managed to lose about 20lb so far (I'm overweight so this is a good thing). I've also managed to generally cap my daily use to 35mg/day absolute max (roughly 30mg of pharma if I assume 85% purity and 85% potency d:l ratio), usually 20mg boofed or 25mg oral. When I'm on a manic streak, 15mg is enough.

Once I get around to it, I'll taper the bupe from 3mg to 1-2mg/day. I haven't gotten new scripts since November (long story, doc kicked me off the program for something I couldn't even control, and had nothing to do with failing a drug test), and I can only legally bring 270x8mg bupe with me to Asia for sure. That's enough for about 2 years, but idk if or when I'll be back.

I don't know what I'll do after my most recent bottle legally "expires" in Oct/Nov. That might be something Asian/Middle Eastern law enforcement actually care about. I guess I'll find out. At least I have enough of these that, at my current daily dosing, I don't need to worry for years.

Does anyone know if the US (or any other country) has actually charged and convicted someone for possessing their own "expired" medication? I can likely get more in Thailand/Cambodia, but they often charge crazy recreational-tier pricing for controlled substances. None of those or the surrounding countries prescribe amphetamines (only Ritalin, which I hate, and modafinil, which is glorified caffeine IMO) either, which is a problem.

Regardless, BWH. I'll be in Asia by July. It's been so heavily delayed because of covid. I can't wait to go, and I'm glad I found a Western woman to accompany me (who wants to do the same things as me). It makes cheap countries even cheaper.
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chiliasticus - Tue, 14 Jun 2022 03:10:20 EST NeJi76Ac No.624243 Reply
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>>624153
just got back home. i made it and even flushed a bag of kratom i found as soon as i came inside i had no clue was there, was about half a oz to an oz. also found some other fun stuff that i took but no opis ever again unless its a medical emergency. i did opis for 10 years everything in the book and im just done. wont be posting on this part of the site anymore but still the other sections. thanks for caring.
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Rebecca Meffingstock - Tue, 14 Jun 2022 04:55:29 EST EB+haGAr No.624245 Reply
Bumping on 130mg of Methadone and 40mg of Valium. I haven't been around for a while, last time I tried to post I think the site was down in some way because I couldn't make a post.
Mum passed away from cancer since then, it was a long time coming. Dad's obviously in a deep, dark depression. I hate seeing him like this but we'll always be around for him... there's been a few awkward nights where he has let out the emotion and people have gotten hurt. Things will be okay in time and he's smart enough and strong enough to get out of bed and get stuff done around the house, also he's joining a mens club where they build stuff for the rural community he lives around but we're gonna try and get him to start therapy because if he looses friend's over this it will be so much worse and he's leaning too hard on his best mate.

>>624194
I remember seeing a story on "A Current Affair" which is a sort of tabloid news show in Aus about a 18yo chick who took prescribed Adderall and Valium (might have been Xanax) to Indonesia but still got in trouble possibly because she took her whole script which was more than for the amount of time she'd be there, she had to spend a day in a holding area and was then deported. I've read about other people with similar questions and the bottom line was 'get a note from your doctor and see an embassy of the local country before you go'. It's probably overblown but you don't want your holiday ruined by something like that.
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Rebecca Meffingstock - Tue, 14 Jun 2022 04:59:22 EST EB+haGAr No.624246 Reply
>>624243
oh and that's great to hear that it went well for you, I'm the guy who asked for a follow up. If you see this is there any way you can explain the experience in terms of the epiphanies you had? Also any cool trip report stuff would be interesting to hear but I know how hard psychedelic experiences are to put into words.
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Clara Battingbut - Tue, 14 Jun 2022 10:59:41 EST LQHWgwy4 No.624247 Reply
If I can properly import coke and heroin into this 3rd-world country, then I will soon be able to IV both of them.

Soon...
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Hannah Tootridge - Wed, 15 Jun 2022 14:39:33 EST WKg85U3C No.624258 Reply
>>624247
you should export yourself from your third world country
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Sophie Wittingfield - Sat, 18 Jun 2022 00:35:49 EST EB+haGAr No.624267 Reply
Bumping on 215mg of Methadone, 2.5mg of clam and 50mg of modafinil.

I finally got around to getting some spare keys cut for my place now just need to give them to dad and my sister so I will feel relieved that I'll never get locked out, I also am gonna get 1 more spare car key for the same reason.

Now I gotta apply for jobs since my teams getting laid off soon, I have a lot of people looking out for me and the company I work for likes me so they're trying to find another position for me. I just desperately want it to be 'work from home' still because this job is the first one that doesn't make me dread going to/being at work, I'm confident I'll get one either way even if I have to work a shitty job for a couple of weeks to make ends meet while I find a better one.

BWN
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Panda5 - Sat, 18 Jun 2022 22:44:27 EST 4hfDRgO2 No.624277 Reply
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BWN! There are some fucking good seeds out rn. Pic rel is the wash of 1/3 of a pound; my phone's flashlight only penetrates halfway through the water. This may legit be '13-'15 SN and FTL tier. Other than the intense itching I feel fucking amazing fam, which almost never happens from such a small dose.
It may be rare, but genuine real natural /opi/ is still out there! <3
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Phyllis Darryseck - Sun, 19 Jun 2022 03:05:22 EST cv3ifEk7 No.624279 Reply
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2 year T-break. No tolerance.
Darknet cocaine + #3 heroin, into my veins.
It was good.
Made me really sick. Not good.
Couldn't keep my eyes open. Dreamy, fantasy, nod. Lay down to sleep, but can't sleep, stuck in half-waking state.
16 hours later, still feeling floaty.
Will repeat.
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Phyllis Fosslefutch - Wed, 22 Jun 2022 09:02:15 EST zgY1xGD5 No.624322 Reply
Heroin + cocaine

That citric acid burns like a bitch, and I'm trying to use the very minimum I can.

Cocaine wears off too fast.
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press - Thu, 23 Jun 2022 16:01:54 EST SlQVJyAl No.624350 Reply
help
does shoving a concoction of pharmaceuticals and whatever residual solvents / reagents up my ass make me gay? am i gay but not a man that sleeps with men? do i get monkey pox from butt drugs?

jk ive missed this. hope youre all doing well, or atleast know that youll do better soon.
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DTMO - Fri, 24 Jun 2022 09:38:48 EST b+k0KgP8 No.624365 Reply
>>624040
And methadone is a full agonist unlike bupe. It's the stupid long half life, iirc you accumulate around 7x your daily dose once it reached steady state.
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chiliasticus - Fri, 24 Jun 2022 14:01:52 EST NeJi76Ac No.624371 Reply
>>624350
you have gay monkey pox in your rectum now, congratulations.
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William Fanhall - Mon, 27 Jun 2022 10:15:53 EST YJuqc4KB No.624382 Reply
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Heroin.

I really wish it didn't mess up my eyes so much. Makes them look all reddish/glazed-over/small-pupils... Makes it really hard to hide.

But I think, if I have good relationships, loving family and friends, nice sex life with wife, sense of life-purpose, etc., then I dont feel like doing opioids, and it just feels redundant (and not fun tbh)
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Bombastus !uYErosQbLM!!Mybq1UbK - Wed, 29 Jun 2022 02:02:17 EST aArrfxc3 No.624392 Reply
>>624350
Of course it makes you gay. But who cares now, the definition of gay has changed so much now that traps are somehow normalized
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chiliasticus - Wed, 29 Jun 2022 09:01:44 EST NeJi76Ac No.624394 Reply
>>624392
remember when they used to call it the Gay Science? back when gay really meant something.
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David Pedgehall - Wed, 29 Jun 2022 09:33:33 EST YJuqc4KB No.624395 Reply
BWN. Speaking of heroin abuse, how much withdraw can one expect from 10-days of use?
Not my first go-around, but hard to say how much bad it will get.
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Martin Cullerdale - Thu, 30 Jun 2022 17:22:42 EST D2Zn/M0R No.624400 Reply
>>624399
5-7 days of withdrawals. day one should be moderate and easy to get through, day two gets pretty uncomfortable, day 3 and 4 are usually the peak and the worst, day 4 and 5 can be like day two and day 5 and 6 like day 1 and after about a week you'll still be fiending and having some minor withdrawal symptoms but able to function. suboxone helps. i don't see heroin on the streets here anymore, its all fent and the heroin that supposedly exists is also mixed with fent or tranq and most of the fent is mixed with tranq these days here as well. fent withdrawals are similar in duration to heroin but a lot worse and if there's tranq in them then the withdrawals are hell. heroin withdrawals were a walk in the park in comparison.
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Fuck Mimmlekedge - Thu, 30 Jun 2022 18:30:30 EST Q+vqnsH6 No.624401 Reply
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>>622656
relapsed on some #3 heroin after 8 months clean

feeling like a massive fuck up ass hole piece of shit

at least being high again is kinda nice I guess
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Priscilla Pubbleben - Sun, 03 Jul 2022 20:43:15 EST +8mTbXdA No.624420 Reply
when i lay down, I stop breathing, and my oxygen level goes below 90.

how 2 stay alive?
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Ian Crogglegold - Mon, 04 Jul 2022 00:18:13 EST D2Zn/M0R No.624421 Reply
>>624420
i assume you're doing either 'fentanyl' powder or something sold to you as heroin that contains fentalogues and potentially xylazine (tranq dope). it's a subpar high, very difficult to find that sweet spot of nodding without ODing, and respiratory depression occurs at very low doses relative to euphoria to the point of having difficulty breathing without any noticeable or very minor impairment. shit sucks compared to the heroin of a decade ago.
but dope feen gonna dope feen so i'll give some advice for harm reduction that i've utilized since i know better yet still pick up a sack every once in a while... from my experience the difficulty breathing mainly affects those with a low tolerance/no tolerance. i've also been told this by people who have big tolerances now that when they first started doing fent, even as prior heroin addicts, experience the difficulty breathing.

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