Ok so this board is slow AF so I think it's fair to ask dumb questions like this, right? So I'm going to get a formal diagnosis for mental illnesses for the first time in my life - got the standard issue millennial bullshit - ADHD, depression, anxiety, but also Borderline Personality. This is all self diagnosed or suggested to me from others who took a psych class (lol I know, terrible way to make a judgment but I mean it's pretty obvious if you knew me IRL) So I've been clean off opiates for like 5 years now after getting caught up in Oxy and then heroin (fentanyl though probably). I was on opiates from 15-26. I went to treatment at 21, still struggled for a bit, and then just stopped using one day after I lost my connect & didn't really bother to seek out another one. I wasn't physically dependent at the time, so that was the main reason I was able to easily do that. After treatment I never got to a point of physical dependence again. After I got out of treatment I immediately started smoking weed again & will smoke until the day I die. It's the only medicine I take right now. Normally I don't really have an issue disclosing this drug use to medical doctors I see but i don't want to have my medication options limited if it is recommended to go that route. Should I keep this info to myself or do you think it would be ok to disclose? Thanks for reading & I didn't think this was a QQ post so sorry if you read it that way. Pill porn is still enjoyed, right? (I stole it from circle jerk) I don't see a lot of it anymore - side question, are there literally 0 legit OCs available for sale in general now? Like if you get a script you either keep them for whatever reason they were prescribed for or sell them to someone who is willing to pay out the ass I suppose?