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Iv've tried all of those but my favorite was Freon. However, its not the least dangerous, I've almost froze my lungs with it before, passed out flat on my back outside, fell off steps onto my face WHILE SITTING DOWN (luckily the bottom step) and had hallucinations so scarily realistic I've ran in fear.
You will have full blown idistuinguishable from reality hallucinations from Freon and the thing about it is the hallucinations will often occur AFTER you exhale even if you don't hold the hit in for more than 10 seconds, & it's easy to keep it in your lungs too long and go further than you intended because you'll think all your getting is flanging and the whamswhams then all of a sudden you think you've been abducted by aliens or youre speaking with an entity whos decided to bring conciousness to the deathead, or theres an ink filled octopus stuck to your face and as you pluck it off the room fills with Goo, or you've travelled back in time to see giant teradctyls flying overhead, or your being followed by dozens of ghost/spirit animals, so I got into the habit of counting how long I was holding my hits in depending on how intense I wanted to hallucinate. That wasn't always full proof either though because you can loose track without realizing it.
My favorite thing about it was the feeling of entity contact, reaccuring hallucinations, and how if I managed to hold it in for just the right amount of time I could interact with my hallucinations and remember them vividly.
I would often get dozens of cats who would follow me around, I could take the hit, walk down a path and look around me and just see them all circling me amd following right behind me.
When I got into binges of it it started to play tricks on my mind. I would think enrities would give me gifts such as pre rolled joints, impossible ethereal objects I coud interact with, succubus who would praise and seduce me, fake money, ornate blades ect... tha would all vanish as came back to reality.
It can also turn on you and you might be mocked by entities.
The worst, what made me give it up, is even just a quick inhake exhale would have me feeling like bugs were literalky inside my skull, and I could see and hear and feel them and I'd be just grabbing my face trying not to scream until it was over. Never had meth bugs, but it was so many times worse than tbe bugs you see DPH it was just horrific. Before that I was addicted to the stuff soley for how realistic the hallucinations were even the scary ones, but after the bug thing happened in succession I had a feeling I had scarred my mind enough and it was time to move on.
Shits evil I think, like maybe theres demons in it, I remember one time I exhaled back into my bag but it expanded too much, melted and ripped apart, then as I was thinking I guess thats it for tonight the bag literally reshaped itself PERFECTLY right in front of my eyes. It glowed for a moment and sometime was back in better shape than before after I had already expanded it pretty thin. O swear there might have been some dark spiritual shit going on with it, or God was toying with/punishing me for doing this to myself and the environment. Another time I kept hallucinating bats and my girlfriend changed one of her online profile pics to a bat after the fact and was saying how she was concerned about me and was thinking about coming over to check on me (she had no idea what I was doing at the time Ive never told her about any of this and we werent talking about bats before or after the hallucibations)
I was fucking weird with it too I had a system where I could make one bag last me a long time amd get it all to compress to the bottom even after it had already been in my lungs a few times, and id kind of blow on the bottom of the bag to keep it cool and stop expanding. A few times I managed to hold onto the bag while I was basically FUCKING GONE and the shit got to hot and melted the pkastic and my fingers. Its dangerous stuff.
I had this entity I would talk to who would advise me on how to hit the stuff, tell me how long I was passed out for, advise me about paths outside to take to not get seen by my neighbors, tell me about other people like me hes had to watch over them while they did this to themselves. I mean I'm pretty sure it was just part of my subconcious but it felt like a whole seperate voice from my own inner monologue.
TL;DR: No inhalants are safe aside from Nitrous. If safety isn't a concern try Freon, you'll meet entities and leave your body for sure, but don't because the shit can freeze your lungs and kill you. Shit will give you mad psychosis if you do it long enough.