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So on with it:
After my friend explained to me the instructions on how to smoke the pipe, I prepared myself on his couch and to a really long and strong first hit. I could feel it instantly. I held it in for a good while, trying my hardest not to cough it out, and took it like a champ. I tried to take a second hit but by the time the pipe was in my mouth I was already off to another place.
My body felt heavy and I left the pipe on the table and laid back on the couch. My friend had told me to close my eyes but I really didn't have time to do anything. As soon as I laid back, everything fell into place. Perfect geometry, the room became white and green and orange squares, almost like I was inside a videogame. Bleeps and bloops in my head whenever I moved. My friends had ceased to be my friends and were suddenly cardboard cutouts of my friends, all square and geometrical.
I felt like I'd seen all of this in a dream before, it all felt so familiar, and suddenly I came to the realization that I'd been there, I'd always been there, and I'd always been everywhere else. I realized I existed in time simultaneously in the past and present and future. I realized my friends, they were me also. And the table. And the room. "I am God", I thought. "I am everything". The realization came to me in an odd manner, because it's as if I'd always known it and it was dumb of me to think about that now. I looked at him, then I looked at her, then at the guitar next to me on the couch, then at him again, then at her, at the guitar, at him, her, guitar, him, her, guitar, him, her, guitar, ad infinitum. I was stuck. I was stuck in an endless loop. Moreover, I'd always been stuck in that loop. This had always been my reality, looking to and fro forever, sitting in that silent room with these reflections of me. It felt like they were there just to comfort me, but not really interested on what I was thinking. It was scary, to say the least.