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Waking up high? Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Graham Crubbletetch - Wed, 17 Apr 2019 06:22:05 EST ID:G0wcjdl4 No.894866
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Hey I tried mescaline in tea and pulp form along with some weed. Unfortunately while the trip was relatively mild when it was supposed to happen I'm now feeling much more intense symptoms after waking up in the middle of the night the day after. Is this due to the pulp not digesting for a long ass time, psychosomatic symptoms or just the fact that I happened to take bloodthinners a bit late.

Mushroom veils and trip potency Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Frederick Cruttingtod - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 19:16:32 EST ID:BUdcLKOA No.894827
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So I've been tripping a lot off the same 2 oz. batch of golden teachers I have. It's about a 50/50 mix of mushrooms that were harvested before the veils opened, at the optimum time to harvest - and then mushrooms where I wasn't able to harvest in time because of work/laziness, and the cap fully opened.

I tripped last weekend, took 3.3g and had an incredible trip. Beautiful, melting, morphing visuals and a fantastic body high. It was more, smaller mushrooms that mostly were harvested before the veil tore.

Tripped again yesterday, 3.5g, same bag, but fewer, bigger mushrooms where the cap had fully opened. The trip was alright, def not bad, but nowhere near as good as the weekend before. Visuals were weak and I didn't feel nearly as good. Is there really that big of a difference between harvesting before the veil tears vs not??

Anyone have any input?
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Martha Turveyville - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 06:36:33 EST ID:bDYMg8HY No.894841 Ignore Report Reply
I did it on accident too. Fucking trying to make ayahuasca the first time with hostilis and I hit the nail on the head with 60 grams of bark and drank more than half of it. Wasn't until later(about 15 minutes after) did I realize how much of a dose it was. The bark itself was on the potent end so like 1.7% DMT not counting analogs and I drank more than half of it. It was an 8 hour peak and more than 10 hour trip.....yeah. the 14g dose of mushies was an accident too. Someone gave me a half gallon baggie full as a birthday present and in my idiot young mind I decided to see how much of it I could eat. Realistically it was 10-22 grams I ate. All of my top 3 trips were different substances and 2 were accidents. In this order it goes for my top 3
  1. DMT oopsie daisy
  2. Mushies mister
  3. I did that much DXM on purpose.
Angus Dricklestone - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 17:11:00 EST ID:q+s6e3zA No.894850 Ignore Report Reply
Meant for number 2 to be "Mushies mistep"
Augustus Seshspear - Tue, 16 Apr 2019 13:39:21 EST ID:jl4B8s9v No.894856 Ignore Report Reply
I prefer mushies mister

2c-b & phenethylamines general Ignore Report View Thread Reply
John Sabberforth - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 04:47:44 EST ID:s8dk3Gdq No.894835
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looking to try 2cb, what are your experiences with it? worth trying? seems like a pretty top tier psychedelic from what ive read
idk if im allowed to ask for sources here but if i am then go wild
attached is a photo that really captivated me during my first solo (read: real) lsd trip
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Awe' !!Bwteoy2D - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 04:55:16 EST ID:ol3lKwZ/ No.894840 Ignore Report Reply
Mescaline is nicer IMO, but 2cs are interesting, just don't really like the halo feeling or rubbery metal, but you know there are no obstacles for serious explorers. Phens are cool, out of synth ones 2c-xs are probably the best along with DOx. Check out Shulgin's magic dozen.
Sidney Digglefudging - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 15:53:04 EST ID:Rg8VYXFb No.894847 Ignore Report Reply
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2c-b is great. It's a lot easier to handle than something like LSD so it's perfect for unexperienced users, but it's a lot of fun even if you're a veteran psychonaut. I prefer dissolving 2c-b in vodka and dosing volumetrically, so that one shot = one trip.
Archie Pickleway - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 17:01:52 EST ID:6jgdns7h No.894848 Ignore Report Reply
Way clearer headspace than alot of other psychs. So if you are looking for a good party drug, 2cb is it imo, also doesn't last forever

LSD + Cannabis Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Fuck Pemblehall - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 19:02:06 EST ID:+TtD5U3U No.894826
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anyone use both LSD(or other psychedelics) and cannabis and just LSD alone? looking for some information or just anecdotal experiences; usually i use LSD alone but last time i tripped i also smoked weed 3 hours in. i dont normally use weed, first time in years, but i recall that weed always greatly intensified psychedelics yet i didnt really trip much last time.
was 200ug LSD, no tolerance, and i was in a pretty good mood/setting. i clearly felt the LSD but the trip was nothing like it usually is. just a case of maybe something was on my mind or perhaps the setting wasnt as good as i thought? or does weed just do this sometimes with psychedelics?
trying to decide if i should smoke again next time i trip, or just go back to acid alone.
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Thomas Desslefoot - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 02:05:07 EST ID:uXYQE65o No.894832 Ignore Report Reply
LSD & Cannabis combo kills my short term memory. Smoking cannabis will have a big impact on your trip. Cannabis can make it easier to let go of my ego. Cannabis greatly enhances CEVs. Cannabis can breath new life into a trip on the comedown.

I prefer acid alone, but cannabis does have synergistic effects.
Awe' !!Bwteoy2D - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 04:51:39 EST ID:ol3lKwZ/ No.894839 Ignore Report Reply
I'd leave it out, but it's just personal preference.
Nigel Cuffinglock - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 06:54:26 EST ID:pwUakdTT No.894842 Ignore Report Reply
The cannabis definitely shouldn't reduce the effects of the trip, if that's what you're asking. It's never done nothing but greatly enhance the psychedelic effects whenever my friends and I smoked it during a trip. The first thing I'd wonder about is if the tabs were actually dosed as highly as advertised. Maybe the weed you had was actually very shitty and failed to enhance the experience as it did before? There could be other factors, maybe your brain chemistry just wasn't feeling it that day.

As for general thoughts on combining psychedelics and weed, I almost always smoke right around the half way point of an LSD trip, at the tail end of the peak. It marks the start of the second phase of the trip for me and the friends I'm usually with. At that point you likely have the trip under control and can be relatively sure you can handle the weed fine since you've already survived the peak. People say weed can "muddy" the trip and to some extent I agree. It makes things more fun and intense but less clear, so smoking around the 5-6 hour mark means you get a big portion of the trip with LSD alone and then spice up the comedown and bring back some of the visuals from the peak. Like >>894832 said though, it can destroy short term memory so if you start going into higher dose territory with LSD and happen to have some potent weed, I'd advise caution. The destruction of your short term memory can be so severe with this combination that things can start spiraling out of control very quickly, as you struggle to remember what was happening literally 2 seconds ago and it seems as if reality is escaping your grasp. So in conclusion, I love weed on LSD and I'd say give it another shot as this was likely a one off thing. It's been very consistent in enhancing my trips. Just don't make the mistake of overdoing it because it didn't do much last time.

NN-DMT Nightmare experience Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Cornelius Turveybury - Sun, 07 Apr 2019 04:34:23 EST ID:zyv9sNsH No.894682
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Tonight, I decided to smoke DMT using a hammer and nail method. I had a small group of friends, and throughout the night we were taking dabs of various concentrates as well as consuming some cocaine. Proceeding the experience, I had so much anxiety. I remember expressing to the group that I was so nervous and I was uneasy about using a substance for the first time and never having tested it in the past. I did not weigh out my dose properly. I was in a social setting and we decided to eye-ball it, because why the fuck would we just not get high because we dont have a scale? I took way too much. I felt pins and needles all over my body and I was so lightheaded. My friend told me that my eyes rolled back into my head and I remember feeling as if I was slipping into a dream. I saw a vision of a malevolent entity that filled my entire field of vision and every single one of my senses was overstimulated in unison. It was unimaginable horror, it was a rectangular being that appeared to be in space and it was so massive all I could see was it. IT WAS communicating with me TELEPATHICALLY and it was forcing me to feel emotions such as terror and despair. I felt like I was being punished. My perception of time was soo skewed it was unbelievable, I kept telling my friends I just wanted it to be over. I could be talking about what I saw during my breakthrough, then suddenly I would have a flashback of the entity, and I would feel those feelings again. The most disturbing part is I really feel like this thing I saw really exists in the universe. Its like I just saw a vision of it and I never ever want to see anything so horrible again.
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Fuck Driblingwed - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 12:19:14 EST ID:VT3JHgDs No.894820 Ignore Report Reply
>listening to tripfags

As if they're an authority on anything. I know lots of people who love combining cocaine and alcohol, even though it's considered a very unsafe combination. So, someone's enjoyment of a certain drug combination shouldn't be considered a reason to try that combination. You're right about cocaine and psychedelics though, they're unlikely to cause any danger that cocaine alone doesn't cause, I just think it's a little silly you followed your argument up with "this one tripfag loves it".
Lillian Dannerbotch - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 16:12:20 EST ID:LywZUfmH No.894824 Ignore Report Reply
I didn't use a tripfag as a part of my argument retard. I used "Some people like it." as a part of my argument.

I just used the tripfag as an anecdote.
Ernest Donderpone - Mon, 15 Apr 2019 02:34:38 EST ID:efBcVC95 No.894834 Ignore Report Reply
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the people coming for the guy for not taking the stuff seriously has merit but there's how the mental state of the user effects the trip itself. I've gotten along with any dose by making myself be calm open and respectful towards the substance. I really am pretty sure that any entitiy contact is somehow your senses viewing some part of you brain/mind as an external other and foreign source of thoughts, but those tryptamine overmind feels on the come up make me want to be chill with the DMT just in case it does matter.

But the psychological state you're in will color the experience whether you're at lightly tripping or full breakthrough. If you did the same dose while in a comfortable setting with while not anxious or distracted you would probably gotten to the same level and had a talk with some fractal thing you'd try to describe as an angel and think it was profound for a few weeks. Instead your brain being on drugs when it goes to lose track of how to talk to itself coherently whipped up the freshest mental content of badfeels and then found that shitscary enough to imprint it into your memory through the fear-learning pathways so now you'll have to acutely remember how that wasn't a good time for a few weeks instead. But none of that shit was real so don't get caught up in some personal cosmic horror. It may have felt extremely intense and real but that really just goes to show how crazy your brain is and how crazy DMT is.

TLDR your mental state effects your trip, a bad trip is remembered by the brain differently and the intrusive memory recall will take a little bit of time to wear off.

5g dried in caps, did hybridizing happen? Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Charlotte Sablingchut - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 00:47:29 EST ID:xWpzQL/t No.894807
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I have 5g mushrooms, home-made dried in caps

I grew it myself from a random grab-bag of syringes from a popular canadianvendor, but injected spores from each into each cake

Did i create a superpotent hybrid by mistake? the shroomies looked really different on each cake but I couldnt identify any strain except a really blue one i figured was z-strain

I made prints of all unique caps

took 300 ug orange sunshine, 4 tabs of DOM of unknown quantity, 4 grams of dried caps of this, weed and it was fucking fantastic

I also had them fresh in the beginning and it was overwhelmingly potent, puked, continued to trip for a long time, I had this omnipresent disturbance in the center of my vision that seemed to soothe all my pain, but it was this undulating geometric shape

Need to take it by its lonesome to be sure
Alice Pennermetch - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 05:04:19 EST ID:MU5DQUTc No.894809 Ignore Report Reply
>I grew it myself from a random grab-bag of syringes from a popular canadianvendor, but injected spores from each into each cake
>Did i create a superpotent hybrid by mistake?
When your mom got pregnant with you during that big interracial orgy, did you come out as a hybrid of all the races of the men she was fucking?
Fanny Wanderwure - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 16:34:07 EST ID:Mgfn9k65 No.894825 Ignore Report Reply
post this on the shroomery

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Cedric Pizzledale - Fri, 12 Oct 2018 23:03:14 EST ID:9e3dUiV3 No.892805
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/psy/ you're some smart people. So how can I start bettering myself? I want to get over my depression, not feel anxious when I leave my house, and I want to feel motivated to reach my personal goals. Right now I do the same thing every day, mindlessly browse the internet and listen to music.
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Walter Bardbury - Fri, 05 Apr 2019 13:09:38 EST ID:FZBGKjIe No.894664 Ignore Report Reply
i agree
Edward Farringfuck - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 01:58:17 EST ID:2LDKVhSD No.894777 Ignore Report Reply
It's long. It's habits. Everything your mind is, everything you are, is habits. Built over millions of years of genetic replication, or through your daily choices, habits are what make you what you are. You can imagine your life as it might be, as a whole, as an image. But to make yourself better, to make it real, you need to break it down. Change your habits. It takes years, and that's the bad news. But the good news is that you don't have to work all those years all at once. Work in the moment to make yourself better. Start with the smallest of actions. Look around your computer. Find one thing that is out of place. Pick it up. Put it in a better place. It doesn't even have to be "the right place", or "put away". If it's closer to where it should be, then you win. You've focused and improved your life. Maybe it's just a little bit, but this is what you must do, again and again. And little bits are easy. Pick up that shirt and put it in the hamper. Run some cold water over your face, wash it a bit. Every moment that you are doing a little bit is a moment that you are beating the demon. Build those habits. Slowly. Depression is a monster, but you still have some control over the little things. You might not feel up for running a marathon. But I bet you could stand up from your computer and walk outside into your yard, or wherever is in front of your house. It sounds dumb, but this is how it starts. You are reinforcing habits. Slowly. Over time. You don't have to beat depression right away. It'll be a lifelong battle. And that's the bad news. But the good news is that you will have a lifetime of improvement. You'll get used to walking outside your house, then you'll walk down the block. You'll put that shirt in the hamper, and eventually you'll get used to doing laundry yourself. Build up to those goals at your own pace. You'll feel better and better. Depression always hurts, but think about it. If you begin good habits, good thought loops, then you will improve. You can't get rid of depression forever, unless you are very lucky. But you can reach a day when you can look at your victories over yourself and smile. It doesn'…
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Cyril Shakeshit - Sun, 14 Apr 2019 15:34:10 EST ID:rOtEoTkm No.894823 Ignore Report Reply
Exercise. Eat more fruits and vegetables. Go outside more. Hang around other people. Try new activities. Maybe there's a project that you've had in mind. Save some money and sink some effort into it.

The biggest thing is to not mentally punish yourself when you inevitably fail at any one of these things. You will fail. But you need to accept failure as part of a process. Healthy people fail all the time and they don't slip into a spiraling hole of depression whenever something bad happens. Unlearning that can take time. Learn how to forgive yourself and don't punish yourself for having feelings.

Also, if you get into a cycle of negative thinking, I find that the best thing to do is to force yourself to do some small chore that is going to distract you for a bit. Take out your trash, make your bed, finish up cleaning your dishes, whatever. The process of moving and getting something done may actually make you feel better, especially if I play music or a podcast while doing it. Also, the fact that you improved your life in some small, tangible way is very rewarding.

As for psychedelics, as much as I have enjoyed them and as much as I think they can change your general worldview, I think they're probably useless for giving specific directions on how to improve yourself. Don't mess with drugs if you are depressed.

this annoying... slant scientist MOTHERFU- OH shit. NAM flashback. Better reign that in... Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Jarvis Biddlestone - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 23:56:06 EST ID:HhiytVWs No.894812
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Who else is really bored seeing this mf's face on /psy/ on the daily? My attempt at humor may be shit, but admit it, your caption is probably just as shit as mine but your still giggling about it as much as I am at mine right now.

treating cluster headaches with psychedelics Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Simon Weddlestitch - Thu, 21 Feb 2019 13:58:42 EST ID:+vzlryhl No.893944
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Former psychedelic user here, done DMT, aMT, 4-Aco, Psilocybin, LSD and LSA, oh and some dissociatives too. It's been several years since I tripped.

I recently experienced a minor cluster headache, and I will probably have more in the future.

I hear psychedelics can be a miracle drug for cluster headaches. Does anyone here have experience using them for cluster headaches who also enjoys psychedelics?

Does it affect the trip when you are using the psychedelics to treat a medical condition?
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Beatrice Brinningnutch - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 18:16:49 EST ID:RtJum3oj No.894805 Ignore Report Reply
Yeah I used to do a shitton a psys a long time ago, and have gotten cluster headaches for years. Took some psys (can't for the life of me remember what it was, maybe shrooms or 4-aco) when I had one coming on and the headache didn't go away so I had to deal with that while tripping, but I was fairly experienced so it wasn't a bad vibes kind of trip it was just normal pain, combined with visuals. Ive been prescribed a couple triptans over the years since then and eh they kinda work if I catch the signs that one is coming on. Oxygen therapy worked semi ok too but I'm in the military so it's not very practical. Wish you the best, shit fucking blows hot cock.
Sidney Coddleridge - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 19:55:07 EST ID:IUfz5v9T No.894806 Ignore Report Reply
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SO what if I'm rustled? Are you gonna throw a fit about it? A person can't take a psychoactive substance for therapeutic reasons? All of the research being done in recent years regarding the benefits of psilocybin and mdma has been fake?

Anyway, I do not know what you are talking about haha
Charlotte Sablingchut - Sat, 13 Apr 2019 02:11:03 EST ID:xWpzQL/t No.894808 Ignore Report Reply
dunno about clusters but taking psys usually reduces migraine frequency with me
but sometimes it still happens

Nodrags/royalcrownchemical - legit? As good as lysergi? Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Frederick Minnerham - Mon, 08 Apr 2019 01:49:26 EST ID:xSvK0tNa No.894708
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Does anyone know if nodrags and royalcrownchemical are legit in terms of quality of their 1p-lsd and also safety like lysergi? I’ve ordered from lysergi in the past and have safely gotten it and it was acrually 1p-lsd and seemed to be dosed accurately.
I haven’t been able to find anything on the two above sites.
They’re much cheaper, 140 shipped for 50x 100mcg blotters.
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Alice Blellypene - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 01:31:12 EST ID:xSvK0tNa No.894776 Ignore Report Reply
No one?
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Matilda Cemblefield - Fri, 12 Apr 2019 17:59:28 EST ID:Q66m1IsE No.894804 Ignore Report Reply
Seem like a scam website they have morphine and mdma and extascy. I don't think a real website would have that listed

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speeddreamin' - Wed, 27 Mar 2019 23:46:39 EST ID:RbuOFLuT No.894497
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What you got, /psy/?

Here's mine:
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Edward Gicklebodging - Thu, 04 Apr 2019 23:59:47 EST ID:3edyU2iX No.894655 Ignore Report Reply
FBI here fellow drug users, lets start this /self-incrimination general/ thread. Please tell me the exact amount of drugs you possess and the name of address of whomever you purchased from.
Mew !hazU9x3MtA - Sat, 06 Apr 2019 00:16:22 EST ID:6b0rvHKi No.894670 Ignore Report Reply
No thanks NSA/CIA/DEA
Awe' !!Bwteoy2D - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 13:21:09 EST ID:E7RX0b6l No.894796 Ignore Report Reply
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Yeah, no thanks, officer.

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Ernest Werringbotch - Tue, 09 Apr 2019 15:05:33 EST ID:M7RpRLib No.894760
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Shit Wollytetch - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 19:23:13 EST ID:HhiytVWs No.894784 Ignore Report Reply
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Cedric Nunderstone - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 22:39:12 EST ID:8uWSsEGK No.894785 Ignore Report Reply
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Fear and/or respect of Psychedelics Ignore Report View Thread Reply
Ian Crankinstone - Mon, 08 Apr 2019 09:17:19 EST ID:fhzW4a1M No.894721
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Hi /psy/,

I've now entered my early thirties and I am yet to have a major psychedelic experience during the course of my life. In my youth, I was extremely interested in psychedelics, not simply for recreation purposes, but also for, I suppose I could say that I had an interest in exploring the mind, encountering and experiencing vastly altered states of consciousness, etc.

Throughout my twenties, I was seeking them, in particular Psilocybin mushrooms or DMT. Though I was mostly interested in the mushrooms for visionary purposes, as I had read from various sources that LSD tends to be rather psychological in nature, or self-reflective - Something I was less interested in. I was seeking visionary experience, wherein I would experience mysterious, extremely vivid hallucinations that didn't seem to "originate" from my own psyche. As my twenties played out, no mushrooms came to me, or DMT, despite my careful seeking them out.

Enter mid to late twenties, and unfortunately I had several severe psychiatric episodes requiring hospitalizations - A broad spectrum mental health diagnosis sheet over the course of maybe three years, including mild schizophrenia, bi-polar, delusions, major depressive disorder with psychotic features, and a GAD on top of everything. After a year of bouncing around various meds, finally, we found a single low dose (10mg) of Aripiprazole (Abilify) along with generic Xanax completely eliminated the mental health disorder symptoms. I've been on a once-daily dose of Abilify ever since, and it's been three years now and no major mental health episodes.

Now, with the all the above bullshit typed out, I have a few questions. One question is simply: Due to my psychiatric history, should I completely avoid a major psychedelic experience in a theoretical great set and setting? It feels as if I'm missing out on a great opportunity in life, in avoiding psychedelics out of both fear and respect.

Secondly, given I've been episode-free for three years, and should I remain stable for several years more - is there any point where it could be considered less risky for me to try psychedelics?

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Henry Hedgesit - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 01:03:54 EST ID:Xcx3gu+e No.894774 Ignore Report Reply
Obviously there's two main issues here with you in particular taking psychedelics with the full intention of a breakthrough:

  1. The fact that psychedelics can and have exacerbated underlying mental disorders.
  2. The fact that while you are currently taking your meds they will interact and even counteract the drugs you'd wanna be taking

The first issue is the bigger of the two, I'd say. Generally speaking, you have to decide for yourself if the psychedelic experience is worth the risk. Me personally? If you already have had serious episodes that require hospitalization, then you're already treading very thin ice. Especially with the fact that two of your diagnoses are for schizophrenia and bipolar. I'm no psychiatrist, but a powerful, hallucinatory, emotionally turbulent experience doesn't sound like the best thing to subject yourself to when you're already prone to that WITHOUT the drugs in the first place. It's a little bit like seeing a crack in the ceiling of your home, and deciding to take a hammer to it. The problem could grow worse, or it could not. Depends on a lot of subjective factors unique to you.

I've known multiple people over the course of my experience with tripping that have absolutely been diagnosed and absolutely still trip occasionally and even sometimes regularly. Some of them are doing absolutely fine (even though they are pretty weird, admittedly), and well, one of them (my ex as it so happens) struggles even more with her issues than she did before. She ended up back in the hospital. The general trend is that no, you should not take these drugs because there exists a decent chance for them to make existing mental problems worse. But there are exceptions to every rule, especially this one, because different drugs affect different people differently.

Second is your meds. Antipsychotics and benzos on their own already "dampen" trips, and antipsychotics can sometimes downright stop them in their tracks (I myself have taken one as a sort of 'safety net' during a particularly harsh trip) depending on a number of factors. In conjunction, I imagine you'd be pretty hardpressed to trip even at all. Let alone have a breakthroug…
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Henry Hedgesit - Wed, 10 Apr 2019 01:09:32 EST ID:Xcx3gu+e No.894775 Ignore Report Reply
The only way I think you have a chance in the future is if for some reason your doctor approves you to slowly wean off of your medications after a certain period of time without a psychotic episode. I think that the fact you would probably have to quit your meds and add a heavy trip on top of that already coupled with the fact that you have schizophrenia and bipolar is currently too heavy of a risk.

The psychedelic experience is a wonderful thing, sure. But it isn't worth losing yourself over. The odds are against you, but stranger things have happened still.
Molly Gusslebet - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 03:58:04 EST ID:I2ZBMFU8 No.894788 Ignore Report Reply
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Hey, man. OP here. Just wanted to say much appreciated for taking the time. Very thoughtful response and very helpful. Respect.

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Hamilton Blebberham - Mon, 25 Mar 2019 03:47:14 EST ID:1wUwR3sY No.894427
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How do I find a 'reliable' source for LSD or Shrooms without getting undersold what I am paying for. Better yet would it be more time effective growing/making my own I know its not easy but Its not like ill find a book in the library on making psychedelics for dummies. Just how do I get into it in general besides a mutual friend.
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Henry Cuzzleson - Mon, 08 Apr 2019 07:55:47 EST ID:d8NBbHII No.894716 Ignore Report Reply
You know where to get psychedelics?
Martin Pittbury - Mon, 08 Apr 2019 22:16:29 EST ID:rx95ofNp No.894740 Ignore Report Reply
Lol and I thought I was tripping
Not A Cop - Thu, 11 Apr 2019 02:28:45 EST ID:kS622xhb No.894786 Ignore Report Reply

>I know where to get psychedelics

go on...

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