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should i stay open to doing more psychedelics?

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- Thu, 18 Jun 2020 19:27:04 EST U5lRVvkf No.903724
File: 1592522824512.jpg -(64261B / 62.75KB, 564x864) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. should i stay open to doing more psychedelics?
I've tried LSD a few times all of which lead to the hallucinatory & psychedelic (and to an extent, spiritual) trips that I was craving from trying psychedelics. All from single or only two tabs at once. First time was in a hotel room with two friends which lasted all night & faded by morning. I was high & the room swirled and I saw visuals, whatever. 2 tabs.

Next time was in an apartment room where I was by myself (albiet with someone asleep in the other room) which was the most intense & lasted all night. I straight up saw shadow men coming & going in and out of the shadows of the room? which are things I've ''seen'' in the corner of my eye or my eye picks out from the silhouettes of trees? more importantly & frequently, something I /fear/ seeing, whenever I take late night walks in the woods. [something I've done my whole life for reasons of clarity, it's the closest I can get to a personal feeling of "God" besides thunderstorms or anything that seems cool, divine or sacred] Surprising me, I was kind of cool with their presence. They were chilling & floating around and I visualized squares & shot them off at walls with afterimages of an infinite series of them like I was the chick from Inception making mirrors.

Last time was while I was in a library, which was nightmarish because I wasn't tripping, just high & feeling terrible about my own life & life situation & the city I was in and the country and the world and unable to block it off like I usually can in public [especially in day time & while with other people, which I was.]

I tried magic mushrooms just a few weeks ago [which were of a low dose - and small. One mushroom was about the size of the end of my thumb, was like.. twice as large? A nice snack sized shroom.) & that didn't do.. anything, except for making me feel high and giving me some intense visuals when I closed my eyes.

[Not hallucinatory, tho - idk if anyone else in the world has this and I guess I'd like to ask: yo, you guys see this? I tend to see afterimages of objects, especially light sources - when I close my eyes. Closing my eyes in sunlight is just bloodred because I'm seeing my blood vessels & shit. I'm "white" at least in skin color and pale if that helps. After those afterimages fade I always see what I assume to be my eyeball reflected at me? Just this little speck of light in the center of my closed eyesight that looks like a sun. It goes between yellow & blue and sometimes red, orange, teal, green & purple if I focus on it. I was seeing /that/ but really intensely.]

I've smoked DMT once which.. honestly felt like an LSD trip that hit really fast? It was like crack, which I've tried once, or eating weed edibles, or salvia & spice - just the way it "kicked in" like that. Finger snap. No hallucinations there, just feeling high and also had some weird thoughts about the way time works.

I've been really into math, mathematics, time & spatial relations and shit lately which I guess is.. kind of what I want to get at?

All of this has been in the time span of a year & in the order I listed and I'm wondering if trying psychedelic drugs has really fucked with my brain & mind?

I know for a fact that I'm enthusiastic, I used to have ADHD, I'm like 90 % sure I'm schizotypical even if not schizophrenia (I used to be able to impose tripping visuals on any wall with repeating patterns as a kid if I focused on them & I've always had a huge imagination, not to mention used to have extremely complicated, detailed & lifelike dreams and nightmares) and I know for a fact I have PTSD (& possibly DID) from a lot of atypical but ultimately traumatizing experiences throughout my life - whether I went through them directly or saw family members, friends or acquaintances go through. I've been suspecting that if not a mid-life crisis in my 20's, I've been in a psychotic break or a series of psychotic breaks for the last five years of my life, I just am not close enough with anyone left in my life to feel I can trust telling them

but I like the "spiritual (re)awakening" I've had as a person in the last few years from psychedelic drugs & life experiences and being more OPEN to life experiences and people - at least as an idea - good or bad. I've lea…
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Walter Bruggleshit - Sat, 04 Jul 2020 10:26:52 EST oxn9wvux No.903996 Reply
>>903995
leaky gut is broscience bullshit, take your ketofag shilling back to the future
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Beatrice Wibblelodge - Tue, 11 Aug 2020 13:16:01 EST NHF0Oadp No.904594 Reply
>>903996
Lectins and anti nutrients are broscience...lol ok. Go eat some straight tomato paste too while you're at it some time


LSD abuse rewires your brain into a fractal formation

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- Tue, 30 Jun 2020 13:29:33 EST M9y8YGo9 No.903944
File: 1593538173700.png -(999559B / 976.13KB, 800x600) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. LSD abuse rewires your brain into a fractal formation
So i've got a new theory that overuse or extremely high dosing of LSD and similar substances may rewire your synapses into a mandelbrot or similar, perhaps a mandelbulb. It would explain the visual effects and thought patterns and distorted sensory processing would it not? Science, get to it, it's time to figure this out! Personally i think my fractal brain is an improvement over those um, boring normal brains. I'm never bored really isn't that an upside? I might be freaking the hell out sometimes but that's better than bored right?
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Augustus Dinnerhark - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 01:56:08 EST 337IwFP3 No.903987 Reply
>>903963
>>903963
>We know that the molecule interacts with serotonin receptors, but we don't know why this interaction causes areas of the brain that normally don't communicate, to communicate.
Nah, we've got a pretty decent idea of how this works. Do we know the exact mechanisms behind everything? Of course not, but to say we don't know like we don't have any clue at all is extremely misleading at best, or an outright lie at worst. Here are two great sources that explain the various psychedelic states and the likely causes behind them:

http://www.tripzine.com/pit/html/multi-state-theory.htm
http://psychedelic-information-theory.com/5HT2A-Agonism-and-Multisensory-Binding

If you actually take the time to read these and then research any additional information needed for you to fill the initial gaps in understanding you may have while reading these, then you'll see we have at least a level of understanding about this that analogs Netwon's understanding of gravity. It may not be Einsein's theories of relativity, but we know enough to make pretty accurate predictions about what will happen and why if we were to try and replicate some of these brain states using more selective substances or methods of altering brain activity. I mean, before we knew exactly how the renal system and hydration worked, we understood enough to know that we would piss because of excessive fluid levels and a need to excrete waste products. It would seem pretty silly to say we didn't know anything about pissing or why it was needed or happened if we knew at least that much before learning more indepth about kidney and renal function, and everything else involved, wouldn't it?

I mean, you could always potentially say we don't know why something does what it does or is the way it is, no matter how great our understanding of those things are. Honestly any time someone on a podcast or is a supposed expert (typically only in a field barely even related to the study of the kind of brain states caused by psychedelics and other hallucinogens) makes the claim that we have absolutely no idea what's going on or why it happens, it's just them being an annoyingly pedantic fuckwit trying to downplay what we actually know to either come off as just as, if not more credible/trustworthy, than an actual expert who would tell you otherwise (implying they're lying or trying to appear as if we know more than we really do as some sort of dumb scientific posturing behavior), or because they don't actually know what they're talking about or think it will be too difficult to explain simply enough to the layman (or for the layman to be able to understand it) that it isn't worth the effort to tell the truth and instead say we have no idea. Either way, it's simply not true.

>Over time, use of psychedelics does indeed strengthen some neural pathways. This is the cause of HPPD. After doing it enough times or frequently enough, the brain "learns" how to trip, in a way.
That doesn't reflect what we know about HPPD at all, you're just talking out of your ass here. I know at least that tripzine source provides a basis for the development of HPPD. It's got more to do with chronic disinhibition leading to persistent bleed-over excitation among localized clusters of neurons along the visual circuit. Basically, the neurons have some of their excitement bleed-over to neurons directly surrounding them, causing them to get a little excited too. When you're supposed to see a solid color, you get noise in the way of visual snow. When you're supposed to see a sharp, straight line, it's a little blurry or appears to wiggle a little bit, etc.
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Augustus Dinnerhark - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 01:56:57 EST 337IwFP3 No.903988 Reply
shit my bad, 420chan told me there was a problem so i didnt think it posted all my posts. sorry for the triple post lol
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Thomas Drosslekire - Fri, 03 Jul 2020 08:47:18 EST 9JchIYMz No.903990 Reply
>>903987
First you present untested hypotheses as if they were facts and then you shit on my own?

Frequent (high) flyer

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- Wed, 01 Jul 2020 07:31:49 EST WDWaPoUO No.903965
File: 1593603109731.jpg -(731892B / 714.74KB, 1440x900) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Frequent (high) flyer
Lately my preferred dosage of Shrooms has been in the 7-11g range and on average they've been far more satisfying than the typical 8th. My favorite thing about this dose is how strongly you can dissociate and that its almost an emotional catharsis for me. On this dose I usually just lie in bed fixating on something (usually some burning incense) or with my eyes closed.

Anyone have experience take psychs this way and how they got the most mileage out of this? I'm not here to be like "wow look how awesome I am i do heroic doses all the time!!!" more just that I want to know if I'm getting all I can out of this.
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Oliver Geckleteck - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 16:28:02 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903973 Reply
>>903965
Well at some point you just take enough to make being still and thoughtless the greatest adventure. The question is what you are ready for, cause if it is anything and everything then bon voyage.

You create your values OP.... I guess mine is adventure...

How to make DMT?

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- Wed, 01 Jul 2020 13:39:21 EST 5pQuwkyL No.903967
File: 1593625161487.jpg -(431078B / 420.97KB, 1323x1234) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. How to make DMT?
Sorry if this post isn't allowed here. I want to take the dive and I'm worried about prank guides that produce something toxic, or FBI guides that produce nothing at all.
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Charles Buvingbuck - Wed, 01 Jul 2020 13:49:20 EST 9JchIYMz No.903968 Reply
>>903967
You don't make DMT, you isolate it from a biological source. Most commonly root bark from Mimosa hostilis, but other sources exist.

I've never done it, but I've seen Gordo tek recommended often.


LSD like taking a red pill?

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- Thu, 25 Jun 2020 17:55:18 EST pZWJHQa6 No.903845
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3 months ago I did 600 ugs for the first time (I've done acid copious times before). For the most part I had a great experience, visuals were awesome, and surprisingly no ego death. On the other hand, however, I deconstructed my entire view of society and my life's place in it. I use the term "red pill" to describe what it was like, not because I thought I had discovered a literal matrix, but because it felt as if the nature of the world was suddenly revealed to me so clearly: before, I was so caught up in such petty struggles created by society that I or anyone else should never have to deal with as a human, too distracted to notice as we were... farmed for the elite, I guess. This sounds like an enlightening experience at first, but since then I've been "stuck", unable to appreciate anything as I've been able to do before. I can't stop seeing things as trivial matters intended to keep order among the masses. This has even extended to social interactions, in which every aspect seems so incredibly ingenuine and fabricated, and so it followed that my personality was also fake. Hell, I can't even look at language the same way anymore--just feels like I'm somehow restricted in my thoughts all the time because I have no other way to express how I feel. I've never felt so ungrounded before in my life, and I don't know anyone else who's been through this.

Fuck man, I just want to go back. The weight of this is getting too much to bear. Does anyone know *anything* at all that could help me?
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Mr_Shawmeen - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 10:11:30 EST bDYMg8HY No.903942 Reply
>>903920
It's not about being persuasive my friend. It's more about battle the scourge that is wide spread ignorance. I've tried to do what your doing for these folks and it's fairly self defeating even if you're correct on some level. Now as for the science of meditation I can actually explain that quite well as it ties into my workout routine. It's more like interfacing with your autonomic nervous system really. With the use of certain breathing exercises you can help yourself make use of your parasympathetic nervous system and sympathetic nervous system in different ways. Most dumb dumbs haven't got enough cell/mol/whatever forms of bio under their belt to explain this shit.

Anyways it's in the best interest of everyone if we are all better informed, and this easier to do when you use your voice to be kind and informative and books to educate. Now that seems abstract but if you smack every dummy in the face with the book they should/should've read they won't magically get it, it takes patients lol
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Nicholas Genningbanks - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 18:25:29 EST iutPW4KG No.903952 Reply
>>903897
>hatred of life
Spirit is life. You hate life and therefore you hate spirit. It is not Spirit's fault that you would rather hate than love.

Sexual Hallucinations on DMT

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- Fri, 26 Jun 2020 18:09:33 EST QjDPHQTv No.903878
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How do you increase that 3% chance? Or is there any other drugs that are better suited for that? I just want to naked women instead of mechanical elves.
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Walter Saddlewater - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 04:24:24 EST v7KU5uSC No.903911 Reply
>>903878
No idea how to get sexual hallucinations on DMT, but one time I took 1P-LSD and smoked weed in combination, and it made me hallucinate porn.
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Barnaby Bardforth - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 07:16:26 EST LIvVTTJe No.903939 Reply
I get them all the time if I close my eyes for some minutes. Dunno why, I thought psys were all about enlightnenment but I more often see fractals made by naked ladies lol

good songs on lsd?

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- Tue, 23 Jun 2020 22:14:23 EST X6PD1Xqk No.903808
File: 1592964863636.jpg -(4041818B / 3.85MB, 2136x1424) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. good songs on lsd?
anyone know any good songs to trip too on acid?
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Hedda Grandfuck - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 09:16:31 EST i3yt+wEf No.903895 Reply
Pretty much the entirety of Wardruna.
Except for skald. Skald sucks.
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Molly Bunman - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 05:11:27 EST LlCcz68O No.903937 Reply
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Chrono Trigger - Secret of the Forest (remix super loop + rain sounds)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5RfqB76eHTQ

Global Communication - 9:25
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kzxrW_m-jEA

Global Communication - 14:31
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JNmFlRd7EFw

Global Communication - Gamma Phase
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rKOBNvEixrI
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Molly Bunman - Tue, 30 Jun 2020 05:39:30 EST LlCcz68O No.903938 Reply
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Ray Lynch - The Oh Of Pleasure
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jPGTAR3ODSE

Solar Fields - A New Window
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-k-hTXlAWA

Solar Fields - The Missing
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DkI7LaJ7ncQ

Joey Fehrenbach - Klipatrick!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jK2QNRnwvt8

Royksopp - Royksopp Forever
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nM_txL43iFM

Royksopp - Electric Counterpoint: III. Fast - RYXPs Milde Salve
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BUiUaoG7nrA

optical illusion and mysticism

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- Sun, 14 Jun 2020 05:49:58 EST wnb1LyYx No.903679
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Why after these illusions do I feel uneasy about myself?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYrz8GW_wPQ&feature=emb_logo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-PpMShzHcsg&feature=emb_logo
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Baltazaras Aklasis - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 18:49:53 EST kfiGoZKH No.903926 Reply
>>903679
Oliver Sacks writes in his book "Hallucinations" that there is a specific subtype of epilepsy in which the seizure originates in a specific part of the brain and after the seizure the person changes his religious views.

>"Ecstatic or religious or mystical seizures occur in only a small number of those wjo have temporal lobe epilepsy. Is this because there is something special - a preexisting disposition to religion or metaphysical belief - in these particular people? Or is it because the seizure stimulates particular parts of the brain that serve to mediate religious feeling?"

In short, if the second proposition is true, there is a part of the brain highly involved in religious thinking. Maybe even responsible for religious or spiritual experiences.

Thus it is possible that other ways of stimulation may induce neuronal activation patterns which cause a person to feel something mystical, spiritual, etc.

These illusions could potentially be something that triggers such activity in your brain.
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Baltazaras Aklasis - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 18:56:21 EST kfiGoZKH No.903927 Reply
>>903926
Pardon the double post, but the author also states a very important thing, namely that:

>"<...> the universality of fervent mystical or religious feelings - a sense of the holy - in every culture suggests that there may indeed be a biological basis for them; they may, like aesthetic feelings, be part of our human heritage. To speak of a biological basis and of biological precursors of religious emotion - and even, as ecstatic seizures suggest, a very specific neural basis, in the temporal lobes and their connections - is only to speak of natural causes. It says nothing of the value, the meaning, the "function" of such emotions, or of the narratives and beliefs we may construct on their basis."

Luke,

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- Sun, 28 Jun 2020 09:08:12 EST nC72LLIm No.903894
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I hope you all are out there hunting magic mushrooms right now.

Did it just rain? Go into nature and go hunting.

Thanks to my fallen, schizophrenic state, I can not partake. *only tried shrooms once and only once*
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Jack Grimstone - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 16:20:46 EST v7KU5uSC No.903902 Reply
Why would you hunt for shrooms instead of growing them yourself?
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Rebecca Chessleson - Mon, 29 Jun 2020 08:58:23 EST nC72LLIm No.903918 Reply
>>903902
I'm gonna be honest with you.
I like the idea of Hunting for my own psychedelics!

worst trip?

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- Fri, 29 May 2020 22:58:02 EST 6oQ8Uuii No.903384
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what's the worst experience you have had with LSD (or what you thought was LSD)? have you ever had a panic attack while tripping?

>be me
>have done acid 3 times before
>decide to trip with friends, close friend has acid
>go to the beach
>friend starts crying
>anxiety takes over
>think friends dog is a monster
>think I am a caveman
>take off clothes
>run
>somehow fall into a ditch that leads to a tunnel
>follow the light
>fall out of tunnel onto the beach
>break 11 bones, back, hip, arm, heels, etc
>by the time people found me it was dark and the tide was coming up
>6 months later and I'm still recovering
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Baltazaras Aklasis - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 16:45:26 EST kfiGoZKH No.903903 Reply
>>903384
My worst experience on acid was tripping outside when it was 28 °C and really humid that day.
I was outside from ~10 until ~21h.
Around the peak I smoked a joint and descended down from a forest on a hill to the river, I didn't take a hat with me (because I was stupid and wanted to carry as little weight as possible), instead I had a bandanna, which I was too lazy to tie around my head.
The sun fucked me up hard. I soon realised I needed to go back into the shade of the woods, but to get there I had to climb.
As I was climbing a steep path I felt as if there was a sharp wooden pole stabbed in the top of my head, and with each step I took it was being pushed down further into my skull.
I could not carry on and reached a safe spot via different route. When I got there I spent about an hour or so stressing out and thinking how to cool myself down.


I know what you're probably thinking:
Mate, you're a grade A moron, you could have just jumped into the river

If only you saw how tormented, shallow and dirty the river looked that day...
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David Bummersud - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 18:38:52 EST 337IwFP3 No.903904 Reply
>>903903
I haven't really had any bad experiences on LSD. The worst was either having to train a new hire at work while trippin balls or an experience that I had that wasn't on acid, but 3-MeO-PCP and DPT (of course, now that I got a plug on shrooms and acid I've tripped while at work pretty regularly now actually and trained at least 3 new hires will trippig face... kinda pushing my luck with how far gone I was last time combining piracetam, mushrooms, and LSD... didn't expect the piracetam to intensify the trip literally 2 or 3x like people were saying, figured they were exaggerating lol... one of the best trips I've ever had though heh).

Nos, when I say it was one of my worst trip experiences, I don't mean at all that I didn't enjoy the trip--it's quite the opposite. This was the trip of all trips, I know for absolute certain that this kind of experience can only occur with such intensity, profundity, and power once in a person's life time. It was like a trip I was destined to have (considering the fundamental tenets of quantum theory and shit are such that it requires the universe to be deterministic,. I suppose it was). I had blacked out by accident because I guess I accidentally dosed too much 3-MeO-PCP, and when I came to I was no longer a part of universe that I had believed to exist, I was a being of pure energy. Every time I'd move, it were as if the energy I was composed of was constantly cycling between annihilation and reconstruction/rebirth. With every bit of distance I transitioned spatially, it were as if I had to destroy and rebuild/rebirth myself at each step. Actually, that's not the right way to describe it. It was just most noticeable while moving.

Rather, with each passing quanta of time all the way down to the planck scale, in order to move forward through the passage of time, I had to destroy what I was... I had to remove the boundaries of my form and reuturn from an orderly state to one of chaos. Simultaneously, I would then have to recreate and reshape myself back into the new, ever so slightly updated reconfiguration of my component energy/matter. The process was done through a sheer will to power, the will to exist and to be born, to forge myself back together with each passing moment into the shape/form I desired to become. This will to power, the will to live, survive, to exist, and to manipulate the surrounding existenxe was so intensely powerful that it felt violent. Violent is the only word I can come up with to describe it, but it isn't accurate enough. It's not that I willed to commit violence or to inflict damage on anybody or anything. What I mean is that this sheer intensity and power behind this will I used to continue existing by continuously annihilating and reonstructing myself was the equivalent of an unstoppable primal force, in all its unfiltered unconscious crudeness. That will only sought one thing, endlessly obssessively and single-mindedly. If that will to power had manifested in the desire or at least the action/behavior of attacking somebody or something, then there wouldn't have been any stopping me.

When I first came to, I would have lost all contorl because the intensity of the will to power, but there was somebody speaking to me using the image (or at least the voice) of my father. What it actually told me was bad and would've caused some fucked up shit to happen if I had actually listened to what it wa ssaying, but instead hearing it speak to me and say the things it was triggered a sudden feeling of taking part in some kind of destined "ritual" or something... again, not the right word to describe it. The voice was telling me to remember, to remember, and to get violent. From the outside looking in, it would seem like it was trying to get me to hurt somebody, but instead I remembered them as words I had been told before my birth, and that I'd been told an unknown, even incomprehensible number of times in the past, always before my birth. Eventually this event I was experiencing would take place, and then I would be awakened to the lessons and knowledge I'd been taught (or maybe learned myself?).

As far as how it felt having to annihilate and reconstruct myself and shit, it felt like I was manipulating a field around me beforehand, and then I would just "slide" or "flow" into place. It was an extremely contradictory feeling of flo…
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David Bummersud - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 18:39:23 EST 337IwFP3 No.903905 Reply
I also experienced something else besides that voice, it was the distinct and clear mental impression of a glowing grey round thing that was really more of an impossible shape than round, and for some reaosn I "knew" it was magnetic or had to do with magnets... and also it was God. I take the magnet part to mean it had to do with electrons or something I guess. I don't know if was God as in the ALL or a god that, by definition had to be below the ALL/God because the ALL is all. I tend to believe the latter because a being/existence such as the ALL is beyond symbols and duality, and wouldn't possess an image or form, like i Observed, in order to signify its presence/existence.

Anyway, all of that was the good part of the trip, it was fucking amazing and I could experience something like that again in life. The bad part was that I did those drugs when I was a pathetic fuck up failure burn out living with my parents and I was unresponsive for a little bit so they tried forcefully waking me up and I grabbed my dad while apparently looking crazy as shit and started shouting repeated loops of phrases repeatedly, prompting my parents to call the police. This led to me being pretty much tackled by two of them, and a total of 5 were at my house. One had his knee kneeling into my back and told me they were going to tranquilize me, to which my stupid psychotic ass started yelling a new phrase loop about giving me "morphine, amphetamine, tranq me", etc. Turns out they tranquilized me twice based on the two different scabs I had... I suppose they injected me with hydroxyzine (which was a pretty good call considering it's a pretty potent 5-ht2a antagonist and would counteract the psychedelic effects of the DPT at the very least on top of the antihistamine effect calming me down). Then I got cuffed to a stretcher and put in an ambulance and was driven to a hospital. The whole trip some faggot was frekaing out yelling at me, asking what i took, "HEY YOU CAN'T BE DOIN THIS SHIT BUD, DID YOU TAKE ACID, MUSHROOMS? YOu CAN'T BE DOIN DUMB SHIT LIKE THIS FUCKIN UP MAN, WHAT DID YOU TAKE? I USED TO DO IT MYSELF AND HAD TO STOP DOIN THAT SHIT, CAN'T BE FUCKIN UP LIKE THIS BUD. wHAT DID YOU TAKE?" I had come down within minutes of being tranquilized, which was right on the way to the hospital, so I was too disappointed in myself and upset about how much the fuckin cuff being cuffed to something behind me forcing my arm to bend in a way arms aren't meant to bend hurt, so I didn't even acknowledge him. I just looked around bewildered and like I didn't know what was going on. Thankfully nothing came of it. My parents came to the hospital, they looked at me and were like, "well, he seems fine now, you all can leave if you like", so we left and I went back home and slept like a goddamn baby from the tranq (hydroxyzine?). Didn't have to give up my RC stash or anything.

Overall, even the whole police thing didn't bother me either, at least not at the time it was happening. The whole scene played out as it was scripted to play out, as I said. It felt absolutely right and meant to be that it happened the way it did, and the experience itself was so amazing and once-in-a-lifetime that I honestly don't regret it happening... other than scaring my parents and shit. That part I'm upset about, but overall the magnitude of the amazing good of the experience easily outweighs that disappointment inymself and regret.


Awwe fack

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- Sat, 27 Jun 2020 08:41:03 EST qtn0Bxjg No.903887
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Can I still eat this shit?
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Fanny Pirrydick - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 02:15:12 EST /NPFn8OI No.903892 Reply
>>903887
You can salvage it, but it won't be perfect.

  1. Get some 99% ethyl alcohol.

2. Dry the moldy mushrooms out completely using desiccant packs. Get it cracker dry.

3. Grind the dried moldy mushrooms into a powder. Don't breathe this.

4. Put the powder into a container of alcohol. Let it soak for at least 24 hours and shake it a few times throughout the day.

5. Strain the alcohol using a coffee filter. Store the alcohol.

6. Dry the remaining solids, repeat steps 4-5 with fresh alcohol several times until the alcohol starts to become completely clear when strained. (Or just give up before this point)

7. Combine all of the stored alcohol extracts into an open container such as a wide mouthed drinking glass.

8. Place this container, open, in front of a fan to keep air circulating.

9. Wait for this to turn into a thick gel at the bottom. This is your concentrate of mushroom and mold.

10. Figure out how strong the concentrate is.
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Clara Billingdock - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 02:38:27 EST 9JchIYMz No.903893 Reply
>>903892
I wouldn't risk this. Molds can contain mycotoxins which may not be removed by a process of extraction. Salvaging a few grams of dried mushrooms is not worth the risk.
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Barnaby Drurrymit - Sun, 28 Jun 2020 09:36:55 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903896 Reply
>>903892
stpd

what makes you think the toxins in that mold won't be soluble in ethanol?

Also I'm an old hippie but a drug=/=drug

Don't eat mold get new drugs. OP is retarded, this thread is retarded and you guys should stop bumping this. Sorry OP, but c-mon man. are you an 18 y/o senior or smth?

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