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- Tue, 02 Jun 2020 02:11:04 EST WvQYcVP7 No.903466
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I've never done acid or any psychedelics. Is there a tolerance you'd get just like other drugs after doing it so much?
Sophie Pittham - Tue, 02 Jun 2020 11:10:06 EST hxN6EQM3 No.903470 Reply
No, typically with traditional psychs like LSD and mushrooms, tolerance spikes very fast and falls over the course of the next week or so. In my personal experience, my tolerance is back at baseline at around the 7 day mark, but I've heard for some people it takes a couple weeks. DMT is a little different, for me my tolerance goes back to baseline in like 1 hour, so I can smoke it a few times in one day to have completely different trips (or one long trip broken up into a few parts). When I first extracted it I would smoke it up to 6 or 7 times a day. It was like a psychedelic honeymoon with a new lover.
Emma Fiddledetch - Tue, 02 Jun 2020 12:21:09 EST KYqV2/6k No.903471 Reply

Psychedelic tolerance is different than any other category of drugs. With LSD for example, tolerance kicks in right away. Taking any more after you start peaking will only prolong the trip and doesn't add much to the intensity. Unless you take a substantial amount. After you have one solid trip with all those magical feelings you get, it takes 2 weeks usually to be able to experience that again. After awhile a tripping and experimenting you get better at judging how much you can take if you are tripping more frequently. Psychedelics also have a cross tolerance ime like taking shrooms a few days after taking acid will dull the experience a bit. It's best to wait as long as possible between trips.

the fractal meditatio

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- Thu, 30 Apr 2020 16:04:09 EST VHRkA4c5 No.902678
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If I watch a fractal video and meditate https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l7_2HUHPK-4&feature=emb_logo

How will this affect me ?
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- Sun, 31 May 2020 22:28:42 EST ++bJ5I+m No.903429
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In the last 4 hours, it blossometh thusly. The siren flora beckoneth. My resistance diminisheth...
Mr_Shawmeen - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 18:22:29 EST aE8OOC/Z No.903454 Reply
Be very VERY careful with that stuff

Research Chemicals

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- Wed, 20 May 2020 23:59:46 EST kTqKlmBh No.903145
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How likely is that lsd analog from RC is going to get caught?
Should i mail it directly to my address and name? How safe is it?
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Isabella Gennerwell - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 14:09:19 EST TvmJHil3 No.903445 Reply
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Got caught importing Etizolam by mail.
Feds came and spoke to me about it. They didn't press charges.
They knew about some AL-LAD I ordered 3 years earlier but never received.
Hope that helps.
Hannah Grandbury - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 14:38:15 EST 9JchIYMz No.903446 Reply
Just out of curiosity, what did they say? Did they give you a warning that next time they will press charges?
Isabella Gennerwell - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 16:02:11 EST TvmJHil3 No.903449 Reply
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Essentially they did give me a warning as the amount was below a "commercial sale" quantity. They pretty much said I'm on a watch list and if they come back again they'll prosecute to the full extent (5 years). I think I was lucky as the law only changed a few months before hand, I think they took that into consideration. My country has no "gray" area anymore, any substance suspected as being able to affect the CNS is considered a banned import. Up to the discretion of the authorities of course.
I was more surprised they knew about ( and obviously found) the Alladin. I thought I had just been ripped off by a vendor. No note from border security or nothing.
So I have been on a watch list for quite some years it seems...

Infinite alien torture hell

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- Mon, 01 Jun 2020 03:59:42 EST K5rmIi+v No.903431
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I fucking love mushrooms. I feel they have greatly improved my life. Generally as soon as they kick in all my senses seem to improve. I start to see colors more vividly, i hear more clearly and can speak more clearly. I feel more in tune, happier, my thoughts slow down and im able to process one thing at a time. It's beautiful.

One time i made ayahuasca at home by myself for my first time and it was scary intense. That was my first experience getting some kind of visions of am infinite hell where all kinds of alien torture devices were in my head. Its hard to describe but now almost everytime i take a heavy or medium strong dose I get similar visions and it seems so real.

I don't know if it's just a symbol of all my fears or an insight into my shadow self maybe. It feels like if I try to talk about it the shit in my mind constricts on me like it only gets worse. The more I try to save myself the worse the visions become. I try facing it head on or taking it gracefully. Or trying to approach from completely different directions. I try repeating affirmations or imagining that the hell I see is only an illusion that I'm bring shown so that i can better myself to make my life worthwhile. Like its some kinda of clock that represents an anxiety of death.

I'm wondering if any of you have similar experiences. Love you all this world seems to be on fire right now.
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Esther Poshfere - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 09:40:23 EST nC72LLIm No.903437 Reply
>I feel they have greatly improved my life. Generally as soon as they kick in all my senses seem to improve. I start to see colors more vividly, i hear more clearly and can speak more clearly. I feel more in tune, happier, my thoughts slow down and im able to process one thing at a time. It's beautiful.


Graham Fullypirk - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 10:17:31 EST 337IwFP3 No.903438 Reply
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Though likely not to the same degree as you, I've experienced similar types of profoundly disturbing and alien (in the sense that it's literally foreign to this plane of reality altogether) "objects" or "artifacts" that totally defy comprehension and carry with them a very unsettling creepiness and uncertainty that starts to dip into the waters of developing into an all pervasive, yet somehow fairly subtle sense of terror or dread that blankets the mental/situational atmosphere in a fog that conexals the true nature of what's being seen or experiencxed and slowly chokes the breath out of you, further increasing the unsettling nature of of the atmosphere and the feeling of subtle terror or dread by adding an element of a claustrophobia-induced, steadily growing desire to panic and escape.

I've not really experienced seeing any objects per se, moreso just "objects" with impossible forms an dshapes, or more often than that, more abstract and psychologicial perceptions and experiences. A few times I've felt my consciousness, including my memories, perceptionns of myself/self-image being probed and analyzed by non-corporeal alien entites that made no attempt to actually contact or otherwise communicatre with me beyond the mind/consciousness probing. It was as if I was suddenly lulled into a sort of trance-like state where my desire to move, think, or otherwise do just about anything was being repressed. I was to sit still there and let it happren. Three distinct entities wound up probing and analyzing my psyche. I could tell it was happening because the sudden onset of the trance-like state, and I could feel a very vague impression of a presence, and I seemed to rock very slightly side to side at different rates that changed depending on what they were looking at or trying to find. I also experienced some Rapid Eye Movement that similarly had my eyrs darting side to side like I was rocking. The REM was at a faster tempo, but in the same time signature. That is to say, like with music, some parts can be played faster or slower, but when they have the saame time signature, they share the same overall steady beat.

The impressions that the presences gave me were very cold, aloof, and logical to the degree it resembled something closer to a machine/computer than any kind of organic being. They didn't really seem menacing or particularly malevolent, but they were utterly unconcered with my well being, what happens to me, or even my existence at all aside from the information they were probing for. Overall it was more surprising, disconcerting, and creppy than it was scary or terrifying. They simply had a mission to analyze my psyche and to leave once that was done. That same trip was also the first and only time I've straight up hallucinated fully visual, constant snd stable entities that appeared to retain object permanence like anythign else real would. Both were wireframe entities, where the wireframe was bright and vibrant like neon lights, and they were constantly cycling through the entire color spectrumon an endless loop. I only saw 2. I started the trip off at my apartment at the time, and thenwent over to a friends house, and the first one I saw appeared in both places. It was a giant six-fingered hand and part of the forearm that would come down protruding through the ceiling. When I went outside to drive to my friend's house, it disappeared, so I don't know if it had a body attached, but if it did, assumign it had relatively human proportions, it would've been roughly 120-180 feet tall.

The second entity had a face that was very similar to pic related (it also demonstrates the neon colored wireframe appearance to more or less). It was roughly 7 feet talland I believe it had eight arms as well nad was floating in a cross-legged position such that it almost perfectly resembled depictions of the Hindu Goddess Durga. I say that I *believe* it had eight arms because the firt and only tim I saw it, it's face started poking through the wall to the left of me "nose" first, and only emerged through the wall about half way such that large portions of the arms were obscured. The only difference between this thing and Durga is that it wasn't flesh at all, had the head of a grey alien with really fractally psychedelic geometric features, and I "understood" the wireframe cycling through the color spectrum mea…
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Frederick Penningsit - Mon, 01 Jun 2020 13:32:56 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903443 Reply
lol, I like your first sentence as a literary expression.

I think I understand what you are talking about and I'd argue that that same experience can be defined in more ways than you seem to be willing to color it. Just because something is profoundly weird doesn't make it some evil thing. Of course sometimes our mind just wants peace which is fine and sometimes indeed these artifacts or whatever can be too much, but if it's the familiar and the comfortable that you crave, you may be unnecessarily labeling something as bad because it makes you uncomfortable about yourself.

Angel Trumpets

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- Sun, 31 May 2020 14:18:21 EST ++bJ5I+m No.903419
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Has anyone ever tried this? Just got some Angel Trumpets, only plannes on growing them, and I certainly wasnt planning on eatin or smokin the leaves, but I hear tell they have psychoactive properties. I wasnt really thrilled with baby woodrose, has anyone tried this? Google says its horrible, but...
Sidney Bazzleworth - Sun, 31 May 2020 14:55:25 EST c3gflUrd No.903421 Reply
Angels trumpets are /del/
Mushrim - Sun, 31 May 2020 15:30:12 EST O+wiUM/X No.903422 Reply
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With Datura of all drugs, if you even have to ask these sorts of questions, don’t even think about ingesting it. Seriously this is a difficult one even for advanced users, and there is evidence that being put in such severe states of delirium is terrible for the brain .

This is one that a lot of kids end up fucking up with because it’s so easy to find growing everywhere, but there’s a reasons for that as well, and one of them is that once tried to a dose of high delirium, most people do not want to partake ever again. So nobody is even picking the shit, save for a few poor souls who thought it was a great idea because they wanted to hallucinate and were desperate or unaware of its quite nasty effects.

I’ll do all manner of hard drugs, and have done datura a number of times. At sub-delirium doses paired with DXM It was ridiculous. I don’t think time space is supposed to do that and now I feel like I’m in trouble. Even If offered it for free, I would not do it again (recreationally)

But yeah if you aren’t a super advanced user (and for most people, even if you are), it’s really not fun at all. Datura is one of the last along frontiers a budding your entheogen enthusiast should try to commune with.
It has occult uses if you’re into that, and I know certain Shamans include up to a dozen or more different psychoactive plants in their Aya, including Datura, (if the specific vision quest that they seek requires them to go into that realm or w/e), which is a pretty fucking crazy trip to even think about having.
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Graham Fullypirk - Sun, 31 May 2020 22:22:32 EST 337IwFP3 No.903428 Reply
If you weren't impressed by HBWR, then you're going to actively hate datura. When it comes to deliriants, take all the uncomfortable negative side-effects of HBWR and multiply them by a factor of 10, and then reflect on the fact that antimuscarinic anticholinergic substances like datura and diphenhydramine are literally toxic and will physically harm you when you take enough to "trip".

On that note, anticholinergics, and thus deliriants, are linked with increased chances of developing dementia and even hastening its onset. There are even studies out that link taking therapeutic doses of diphenhydramine (benadryl) for allergies or as a sleep aid for extended periods of time increase one's chances of developing dementia significantly. Anticholinergic drugs, such as all the first-gen antihistamines like diphenhydramine, are on the Beers List of Medications to Avoid in the Elderly because even one-time use can potentially cause an irreversible onset of dementia in old people.

Deliriants are something you take out of a determination to experience them specifically, not out of boredom, curiosity, or desperation to find cheap and legal drugs to get fucked up on. Unless you are seriously determined to try datura, you're best off avoiding it.

those voices

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- Sun, 31 May 2020 17:09:23 EST AlOaMxPp No.903423
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i have been hearing voices since two months.
they tell me everything I do is shit and want me to believe that the people in my life are voices too.
they dont make a lot of sense so why bother but its still a nuisance and I find myself arguing with myself a lot. obviously im nuts.
ive been to a shrink and got me some antipsychotics but they havent startet working yet. I also couldnt really stop doing speed and cocain (which probably got me in this situation it the first place) but I reduced it immensely.
Can I just do shrooms? I did it multiple times in the past and had a great time, but this was long before my brain was this fucked. I feel like this is the easiest way to rewire my head. help me out pls
Jarvis Donkinnit - Sun, 31 May 2020 18:55:09 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903426 Reply
Lay off drugs man. All of them, especially stims and weed. I mean a small amount of mushrooms probably wouldn't fuck you up worse, but you'd have to really have a very good trip to have any benefit in regards to your situation. Let your brain rest and don't mind the voices. Do some soul digging instead, know who you are and whatever anyone may tell you you may stand confidently in that knowledge.


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- Thu, 28 May 2020 23:57:10 EST RIa+n2TT No.903368
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Preparing 12 more jars of grain spawn. Which should I do next?

I have z strain, Ecuadorian, Golden mammoth, and treasure coast. Looking to split 2 syringes between 12 jars, I currently have a couple jars of B+ coming along very nicely that i plan on using for g2g transfer
Charlotte Gobbleman - Fri, 29 May 2020 10:22:59 EST zCS5uZfH No.903377 Reply
If you're starting from spores it's a crapshoot either way, so it doesn't matter. Do G2G from those two jars onto the other 12, that way at least it'll colonize faster.
James Tootgold - Fri, 29 May 2020 15:36:50 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903380 Reply
z and ecuadorian are fast colonizers AFAIR so those would be best in terms of success rate esp for g2g.

Possible to just have a high tolerance?

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- Mon, 25 May 2020 20:18:47 EST Tvb9+y7m No.903286
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Is it possible to simply have a high tolerance to psychedelics? I've only ever had one real trip a few years ago, but have taken mushrooms some 20 times in the years since then and only experienced a moderate high (no visualizations, just more intense color). I got different mushrooms recently after being out for some months and had the same experience at 5g of this "super strong" strain (penis envy wtf). My dealer told me that everyone else who has tried it has loved it. I had a similar experience with a 100mcg LSD dose as well.

So am I just lacking in some serotonin receptors or something? Bunk mushrooms? I'm rather a newbie with psychedlics, so I'd appreciate any input.
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Alice Brossleridge - Sun, 31 May 2020 05:28:45 EST 337IwFP3 No.903411 Reply
I seem to have a similar problem. Randomly I'll have an intense trip rife with hallucinations and other mental trippiness every so often, but typically my response to psychedelics that friends of mine take (from the same source) is much more subdued and mundane a good portion of the time.

Like, I'll get the most basic perceptual effects on vision like brighter and more saturated colors, some tracers, some minor distortions, and I'll also get some mental trippiness that winds up being more like a bit of impaired confusion than actually being trippy. Usually for the first hour or two after the peak of whatever I take, I cycle between waves of slightly more trippiness and hallucinations, but they seem to go as quickly as they come.

The problem is that I've as of yet come up with a reasonable hypothesis for what the cause is, or any of the factors that contribute to it (other than tolerance from recently taking a psychedelic that is, because if I'm foolish enough to trip again before at least a week passes, it doesn't really matter how much I take, the trip is basically nil... which is in contrast with my experiences in the past, like 6 or 7 years ago, where I could redose within 3 days and get q diminished effect, but not so diminished that I couldn't just take more and still trip pretty hard). Like I said, sometimes I trip my cock off like I used to 6-7 years ago, but I'm not able to predict when it will happen at all. It's why I stopped fucking around with RC psychedelics, because I got 1P-LSD and 4-AcO-DMT from reputable sources a whiel back, and I took what most websites and most people claim are pretty heavy doses right off the bat. I took 60mg 4-AcO-DMT the first time, followed by 100mg a week later, and it barely did anything more than what about 2.5-3g of decent-mids shrooms would do. Similarly, I took 400 micrograms of 1P-LSD the first and only time I got it, and I only experienced a trip of pretty much that same exact intensity... 2.5-3g of okay shrooms.

Since I don't know when I'll actually have a legit trip experience, RCs are just too much hassle to be worth it. Luckily a guy I work with gets shrooms from time to time and gets LSD pretty regularly, otherwise I wouldn't be tripping at all.
Jarvis Donkinnit - Sun, 31 May 2020 05:52:35 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903412 Reply
Well yeah sure, azurescens too. Those are the strongest psyli of all IIRC. Still it's around a 50% difference or so, nothing too crazy.
Mr_Shawmeen - Sun, 31 May 2020 08:52:45 EST O61PecZf No.903416 Reply
Yep and thats what I keep telling people. Though I did eat about 6 grams of some cyanescens once and it hit like a freight train. Knocked me on my ass like 10gs of some middling cubes or 20g of m hostilis.

CBD, edge, and randomness

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- Thu, 28 May 2020 10:54:52 EST WDWaPoUO No.903346
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These should all be seperate posts but I didn't want to spam and they're tangentially related.

How are yal's experience with CBD on psychs? took some my last trip and it actually really helped me relax. but...

I've noticed with psychs that there is a kind of "edge" to them. An anxiety of some kind maybe? But all my best trips have had this edge. Is this just me? Do you need a little anxiety/feeling of danger to have a profound trip?

Lastly, I've been taking higher doses of shrooms for the past few months (7g+ lemon tek) and have really had no consistency with what trips were mindblowing and what felt relatively weak. Within the same batch I had 2 profound experiences and 2 relatively uneventful ones - even though for all I listened to a lot of dark ambient type stuff and stayed in bed with my eyes closed. Am I missing something? Are consistently profound trips even possible?
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Hugh Wennerforth - Sat, 30 May 2020 15:10:21 EST 337IwFP3 No.903405 Reply
in other situations, I mean. that's what you seemed to imply with your response to me, anyway. obviously the term psychedelic should only mean what you meant it to in the reply you originally made.
Matilda Honeyway - Sat, 30 May 2020 18:53:02 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903408 Reply
I'm not saying that there aren't more definitions that one could give to the word, I was saying that if that is the extent to which you expand YOUR definition of the word then I don't think we have much to discuss further and like an edgy teenager I stopped reading your post as a kind of an act of rebellion against your idea... But I mean whatever bro we just have different understandings of the matter, big deal, lets agree to disagree.
Alice Brossleridge - Sun, 31 May 2020 06:03:42 EST 337IwFP3 No.903414 Reply
>lets agree to disagree.
That's basically what I was doing with my last two responses. I stated my opinion in the last sentence of the first response, that's all. Wasn't trying to imply anything about what you choose to do, I was only voicing my opinion on the sensibility of the choice in and of itself.

1p-LSD vs "acid" from dealers

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- Thu, 07 May 2020 14:35:18 EST HtxbtlfL No.902823
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So I got acid a few times from a dealer and the experience was fun but very basic even with several tabs taken, not very insightful, however I got some 1p-LSD and the trip was much more like the exciting mind-blowing experiences i've had on shrooms and 2cb and nos and ket combined etc, whereas the acid from dealers is more visual and streaks

Maybe a basic bitch question but, so it's not actual LSD i get off the street, what do you think it is, and is real LSD very hard to get a hold of or something? I don't think it was 25i as i didn't have the physical effects assosiated with it

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Sophie Cangerstock - Sat, 30 May 2020 03:30:07 EST 4Qj09MSu No.903397 Reply
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Everyone disagrees with you. Literally everyone.

So maybe you should go drink a nice glass of H2O2, it’s just water right?, it has h2o in it see, it’s water you noobs!

YOU also mentioned yourself earlier in the thread that the trips are not the same, now you’re saying the opposite? Hah.

Regarding the prodrug argument, 4-ACO-DMT was thought to be a prodrug of 4-ho-dmt. In recent years there’s been a lot of speculation that it is also active in its own right (and seeing as how it hits damn near instantly if you snort it, I agree).

There’s other pro/drugs that do not have the full package of effects that their metabolite does if you took that on its own. For example, Butanediol metabolizes into GHB. but If you take it, the effect profile is not identical to GHB.
Wanna throw a tantrum over that as well ?
Hugh Wennerforth - Sat, 30 May 2020 08:43:41 EST 337IwFP3 No.903402 Reply
Your argument pretty much boils down to "I like to be cavalier with what I call acid, so therefore it's actually all acid". You personally not being able to tell any difference and being fine with referring to it all as acid is all idiosyncratic, not the the truth of reality.

Like others have said, nobody here actually agrees with you. it'd be like if you just referred to PCP analogs with the blanket term "PCP" because it's all PCP, or calling methamphetamine (or 2-FA, 4-FA, 2-FMA , or 4-FMA) amphetamine because it's just an additional methyl group or a fluorine atom in different positions on the aromatic ring. The reason this is foolish is because analogs, despite often being similar in experience and effects, can produce significantly different qualitative differences in the experience too. Meth is pretty similar to amps, but causes enough difference in feeling and effects that I can tell. 2-FA is pretty similar to amps, but much shorter in duration iirc and still feels a bit different, and 4-FA is quite a bit different because of how serotonergic it is. Same goes for the PCP analogs. 3-MeO-PCP is apparently extremely similar to vanilla PCP, but 4-MeO-PCP is completely different feeling (being much closer to a generic dissociative crossed with a very clean version of DXM).

So I mean yeah, nigga, you're just basically being really imprecise with what you call acid and are trying to convince us all it makes sense even though it doesn't outside of a very limited social context (talking about acid very generally with friends or drug dealers or whatever). The entire discussion the thread was made for is to figure out why OP gets different experiences from what's maybe LSD-25 and from 1P-LSD, so being precise with what we call acid is basically a necerssity for there to be any meaningful discussion. You're just being either oddly over defensive of your nonsensical criteria for what you call acid, or you're aut1stic.


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- Fri, 29 May 2020 11:57:19 EST wZ2GeP2x No.903378
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Is it safe to use dmt if you have just stopped taking Escitalopram/Lexapro only a few days ago? Or is it best to wait a month or so?
James Tootgold - Fri, 29 May 2020 15:35:28 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903379 Reply
I'd bet it's safe, but I'm not 100% positive. Maybe less effects, but vaped dmt on it's own is very safe.
Hugh Wennerforth - Sat, 30 May 2020 01:11:51 EST 337IwFP3 No.903387 Reply
As long as you don't combine it with anything else serotonergic, you should be fine. Even if it does cause serotonin syndrome, DMT is such a short acting drug when vaped that the symptoms it could cause would dissipate entirely within an hour.
Walter Clerringshit - Sat, 30 May 2020 07:03:42 EST wZ2GeP2x No.903399 Reply
Cool, thank you for the responses guys.

Trip Report: Took a Heroic Dose and Met Dr. God

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- Sat, 30 May 2020 01:16:27 EST wvXzWO3M No.903388
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My first heroic dose, about 8gs, I cock-blocked by taking Benzos and SSRIs. It was an okay trip. I felt good, some joy, some euphoria, but no visuals or personal reflection. A few years later, a family friend came over to trip on some mystery strain of mushrooms. He hoped to have a really good, healing trip on his heroic dose of 5gs. After purging, he had a great 2 hour trip with no come down. My friend experienced hands coming down and healing his brain while a space goddess stood behind him and projected maternal love. He couldn't see the goddess but he could feel her presence, the same way he felt the hands healing him. Then a spaceship entered the living room and he was off exploring the stars.

Sounded cool as fuck. Decided I wanted to try another heroic dose. It had been a few years since the first one, I had experimented with small and micro-doses of shrooms, some acid here and there, so I figured hey, maybe God is in the mushrooms. I had read up and believe in the healing nature of mushrooms: the whole it rewires your brain and shit. If anything, the trip would maybe help ease some depression. I had not done any research into Terrence McKenna and his advice regarding how to trip on heroic doses. I actually had no idea who the dude was until I did some research like... Two days ago? To better understand my experience. So I originally went into this thinking, I'll trip and my brain will go BABABABABAHAAAAHAHAAHAUUUUGH and tadah! New neural pathway that might help me feel better, hooray!

But then I did some more research... And I freaked myself out. I started second guessing my motives: isn't this shit sacred to some shamans or something? Like the toads or DMT is? Shamans don't fuck with this shit unless they need to like... Heal someone who is really sick and only the plants know what's up... If I take this shit for "fun", what if I have a bad time? Dude, what if I fuck up my brain? Holy shit, I better fucking rethink why the fuck I am gonna trip on 7 flipping gs!

For a week I agonized over my motives and finally settled on: If I meet healing hands and space goddess like my friend did, I'll ask them to please give me the knowledge to heal my husband. To guide me by maybe showing me images of shit I have to do, medicine I need to look up, maybe the faces of doctors who knew their shit, I dunno, some fucking mushroom-space-deity knowledge that my smol human brain had shoved so far up my pineal gland that only this trip was going to be able to extract it. I told my friend and husband the thought I would be bringing into the trip. My husband said sure but don't be surprised you forget while tripping, 7gs is a lot. My friend just laughed and said I would be so on it I would probably be unable to string together a sentence, let alone focus on what "motivation" I had convinced myself to take into the trip. I chilled out, still was going to ask the space goddess for healing advice. But I also accepted the trip might just be boo boo and predictable, that I'll feel like crying and laughing at the same time for like 4 hours, and then cry like a bitch while I come down, some sweats, no visuals, the end.
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Ernest Grandcocke - Sat, 30 May 2020 01:19:13 EST wvXzWO3M No.903391 Reply
And I let go. But not the "aha, I am suddenly super chill and accept this, haha, here we goooooo!" I, instead, released all my pent up rage. I wailed and felt my rage rush out of me like a torrent. I drowned and suffocated and felt crushed and destroyed by my rage as I let it go. In this weird triage, where the nurses were pulling at some shit on my arm, and God stepped out of the room to give me a moment, I just let my rage take over and finally run it's course. When my husband came up to check on me, a half hour had passed since I peaked. In this mushroom triage room, I first heard his laugh cut through the rage. The ocean of rage I was drowning in suddenly lightened. As his laughter registered in my head, a rush or euphoria came over me. I began to chant my husband's name, followed by "I love you" over and over again. With each "I love you", the rage subsided and my room was filled with a delicious, warm, wonderful feeling, a mix of euphoria, heartache, desperation, fucking love. I heard my husband climb the stairs and it felt like the nurses and the doctor were expecting him. In my headspace, I heard-felt them say, "Alright, it's time to let the husband in. Open the door."

When my husband entered the room, my eyes opened and I was no longer in lime-green triage. Looking around, I recognized that I was back in my purple painted bedroom. In the dim light, the curtain was no longer a mess of scribbles, back to its normal tie-dye self. But, as my husband got into bed with me to give me cuddles, I felt in my headspace that I was also in my personalized hospital room. A weird feeling came over me as I looked at my bedroom and felt like yeah, this is where I am going to get sick, be treated by doctors, maybe have all my end-of-life-services performed here... This is, has been, and will be in the future, my hospital room. I will visit this room many times. Cool, welcome husband, to my hospital room!

The fear that I felt in lime-green triage also changed. When the door flew open, my bedroom suddenly brightened up, as if my husband was some crazy spiritual light cutting through the darkness. I felt the nurses smile and giggle and be delighted at the sight of my husband entering the room. The golden light from earlier had changed shape too and I felt it too take great joy at seeing my husband, more so than the nurses or even I personally felt at that moment, as if relieved that my husband showed up to comfort me. I felt like I was experiencing three different levels of love for my husband when he entered my room.

"Hey baby... I'm in the hospital..."

"... You are?" my husband asked me, "You okay?"

"Yeah... The nurses..." I tried to explain. And here is where I started to doubt my trip. I couldn't SEE the nurses, with my eyeballs, the way you see this text in front of your eyeballs right now. But I felt and could perceive, in my mind's eye, the presence of the nurses working on me. Was I just tripping out and making up feelings, emotions, presences, while I tripped? Or were those bitches really there, some space beings fucking using mushrooms to travel and communicate in my head? Riddled with confusion at what I was seeing in reality but feeling in my head, I stammered out, "They put some shit on me and I hate it."

My husband smiled and cuddled me and said, "That's okay. They're just doing their job right now. You're healing."

And I started ugly sobbing again, "But I don't want it!" I wailed, "I want you to get better!"
Ernest Grandcocke - Sat, 30 May 2020 01:20:11 EST wvXzWO3M No.903392 Reply
My husband spent the next few minutes calming me down and reassuring me that it was going to be alright, I wasn't going to trip forever, and to just experience it for what it was. I let him hold me and closed my eyes, weird images popping up in my tripping head. I began to give form, or maybe they took on avatars to give form to themselves, I don't fucking know, to the scary nurses. I swear, with my back turned to them, I could sense them moving and pulling and prodding at whatever shit they had hooked up to my arm. In my mind's eye, they wore maroon scrubs, had blacked out, blurry faces, but each nurse had a different type of hair style. One was blond and had a pony tail, the other was a red head with curls, etc. The poking and prodding, however, was scary as fuck and had me hiding in my husband's chest for a while. But the nurses didn't give me a sense that they were upset or angry or malicious. They seemed to be projecting genuine concern, a little bit of banter and teasing against my silly childish fear of them, towards me. They just wanted to help but understood that they were also a little scary. I imagined, or was projected into me, I dunno, another image. This one of a wonderful, loving, amazing figure sitting behind a nurse's station.

"So..." my husband asked, "What does God look like?"

The inside of my head suddenly exploded with laughter. A huge, wonderful, booming laughter that brought tears of joy to my eyes. He was like Klaus, like Santa Claus, wonderful and bigger than anything ever! I started to laugh myself and managed to choke out, "God, please, please forgive me for how am I about to describe you. I am only human, oh God, husband, He's laughing at me!"

"What? He's what?" my husband asked me to clarify.

"He's laughing at me!" I said, for the first time acknowledging that maybe this laughter totally was separate from me, "I'm a little girl again, trying to describe God in my little girl terms, and He's laughing because it's just so cute! It's so wonderful!" I laughed some more, "He's saying "Yes! Tell him! Tell my son what I look like, please!" He just loves it!"

Dude, I am so sorry that I am making it sound like I spoke for God. I totally did not want to feel that during the trip either. But it felt right to describe whatever the fuck I was FEELING in my head in this manner. It wasn't "I'm SAYING" it's "HE'S SAYING TO ME!"

"Well, what does he look like then?"

"... God..." I struggled for so long with embarrassment. God forgive me still for this, "God... Has a BIG GLASS HEAD!" I finally blurted out.

And this is when I had my 2nd legit, physically before my eyes visual that night. My husband broke out laughing and as he did so, the shadows suddenly enclosed his mouth and formed a cartoon crocodile maw. His shadow crocodile mouth opened and closed comically as he laughed. He embraced me and I felt every single fiber of his arm muscles tighten around me. When I ran my hands across his arms, they felt twice as large as they normally did. Running my hand down his back, I imagined him being enormous, as if he had grown to the size of Alex Louis Armstrong from Full Metal Alchemist. While I was no longer laughing, inside my head, there was so much laughter and joy at my description of God's big ol' glass head.

This is what God looked like, in my head: An enormous glass head, almost comically so, with a cartoon shine on the left side. The glass head reflected no images or colors, it was just... Shiny. The body, however, attached to this glass head was that of some normie doctor. A male body, with the blue scrubs, the white coat, the stethoscope around his neck, and a little plastic badge that, when I squinted my brain eyes, read Doctor God.
Ernest Grandcocke - Sat, 30 May 2020 01:20:42 EST wvXzWO3M No.903393 Reply
Dr. God, taking great joy at my description, entered the room. And it genuinely felt like He entered room, the same way a real human doctor enters the room to greet their patient for the first time. However, as Dr. God left His nurse's station and entered the room, He seemed to spread His arms and shout with joy, "I'm so glad to see you! I'm so glad to FINALLY meet YOU!" and His enormous arms scooped my husband and I up. He embraced us like a father embraces his children, and in my head, my husband and I were toddlers again, with God Papa nuzzling and cuddling us and laughing all the while. When He laughed, Dr. God's whole body shook, my whole body shook, and the world seemed to laugh with Him. And a wonderful sense of relief came over me when I heard Him laugh, as if I had been pining for it since the day I was born. I felt Dr. God set us down and take a seat at the edge of our bed. He turned His glass head and looked over His shoulder at us, smiling, delighted to see His Creation and hear what His Creation thought of Him. Whenever my husband asked me to clarify some detail of His dress, Dr. God laughed and laughed and patted my head. I felt so small, I felt so little, I felt like I was 5 again, whenever I thought of Dr. God. I explained to my husband that Dr. God had these enormous hands. Huge, worker's hands, with thick veins and wrinkles, callouses and scars. Dr. God's hands were so huge that if He held yours, you'd be a newborn again, barely able to wrap your little fingers around Dr. God's thumb.

When I thought of and described these images, I felt my heart swell. Joy and euphoria would fill me up, my cup of love would flow over, and I would cry and cry, just so happy, just so delighted, just so honored to be allowed to feel these emotions. They didn't feel like my emotions, the love and joy felt like it was being projected into me from another source. When I turned to look at my husband, I would feel this strange paternal love for Him, even though I have felt maternal love for my husband sometimes and, I'm not a father, I don't think I would know what that felt like. But when I looked at my husband, my chest swelled with pride. "My son..." I would hear Dr. God murmur in my head, "Oh my son, I am so happy... I finally get to see you, my son..."

"... Man," my husband sighed, "I always wondered what God wanted me to do..."

And in my head, Dr. God reached over and grabbed my husband again, swept him up in an embrace and seemed to say, "Oh, my boy! My son, don't you see! You are everything I wanted. My boy, I am so proud! My son, be you! I just want you to be YOU!"

Dr. God barely talked to me. I felt emotions and saw images in my head space but Dr. God didn't speak to me directly the way He seemed to want to speak to my husband. There was a sense of desperation and relief from Dr. God, as if He had been waiting so, so LONG to finally meet my husband. Turning to look at my husband, I saw my third and last visual of the night. As my husband chatted with me about this crazy glass head Dr. God, I saw white dandelion seeds sudden pop up, spin and twirl, before popping back out of existence near his head. A little blue mushroom also bloomed into existence, spun in place and as it did so, its cap twirled like a lady’s skirt, before pop! Disappearing back into the darkness.

As we cuddled, Dr. God projected just waves of contentment and bliss, "Love my son," He seemed to sigh, "Love my son... Love each other, little sister... Love him, love him, love him..."

I basked in the love and joy for a while before the conversation turned. We began to discuss our concerns about a close friend of ours who recently began to recover from journey of absolute self-destruction. Dr. God's love seemed to transform in that moment. Instead of the sweet, gentle, euphoric love I was feeling before, the love became tinged with anger. Dr. God's enormous hands seemed to shake, as if His entire being was filling up and becoming overwhelmed by this angry, powerful love. It then felt like Dr. God projected another image in my head, this one anchored to reality. In my mind's eye, I could see our friend walking down the sidewalk, hunched over, as if in great pain. He was walking alone in the darkness. And Dr. God seemed to say, "Do you know what I want to do for my son?&quo…
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A question of how far LSD takes you

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- Wed, 20 May 2020 17:46:47 EST 9dcIEUt0 No.903135
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Now just for some bg,
i've had outerbody experiences with ketamine, 2cb, shrooms, lsd, nitrus - had amazing times on LSD

However with LSD it's been great but never anything that's really taken me "out" there like other experiences, apart from ONCE when i took two pills of 1p-LSD and it gave me that "third eye" look on the universe

So, i've taken 500microgram trips

They're good but, what happens when you go higher?
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Doris Snodbanks - Fri, 29 May 2020 08:23:02 EST KYqV2/6k No.903376 Reply

Fair enough. It's something I'm definitely afraid of for sure. Mostly because I know a kid who got it severely and he is fuckin f r i e d now. He took MDMA with SSRI's though I believe so no wonder.
Runes - Fri, 29 May 2020 16:04:11 EST Akvjf1KZ No.903381 Reply
From my experience LSD has phenomenal power to take you IN rather than out. I mean that in the most profound sense possible. Sometimes you go too deep inside as well and you don't think you can deal with it, but it's what you needed to see/experience
James Tootgold - Fri, 29 May 2020 18:57:54 EST ol3lKwZ/ No.903382 Reply
>I mean that in the most profound sense possible
For a split second there I actually took what you wrote at face value and it was as if Goku started gathering the energy of all living things for that spirit bomb ball thing, but then I realized you are bluffing so instead of exploding like a supernova just to understand what you have written I wrote this meaningless response instead. Cheers for the effort though.

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