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Harm Reduction Notes for the COVID-19 Pandemic

BWMicrodose

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- Tue, 11 Feb 2020 05:12:59 EST c7mX+VMr No.901538
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I'm curious how this will work, but I'm constantly microdosing more than I'm actually getting "trippy" these days. Bump when you're on a small dose of whatever psychedelic you happen to be partaking in. If it ends up being **not a microdose** feel free to crosspost in the BWT thread.

Fwiw, I ate a cap when I got off work and I now have a clean room and some anxious energy. Music and paint is on the itenarary.

I guess post when vibin'
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Cornelius Nickledock - Wed, 26 Feb 2020 02:44:27 EST c7mX+VMr No.901794 Reply
>>901538
Bump on the post work close to sleep side of things. A small dose before falling asleep has crazy dreams and an awesome morning. Half a cap in some chamomile tea an hour before bed is just great. You get toasty enough to turn off the lights and fall into that sweet sweet void.

Anyway micro/=dose is a drug and an ally
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Awe' !!Bwteoy2D - Wed, 26 Feb 2020 16:06:17 EST Xim9oUUY No.901798 Reply
>>901797
drink up kiddo' cause for tonight we will party in a drunk people party.

dilated pupils

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- Mon, 24 Feb 2020 20:31:01 EST qse43xV6 No.901777
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I microdosed aroud 20ug-30ug at 8h30AM this morning
after 10hrs my pupils are still dilated and being that I have blue eyes, it's insanely obvious
when will this go away? What can I do to stop it
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Nicholas Snodbanks - Tue, 25 Feb 2020 21:27:05 EST zOZos08p No.901790 Reply
>>901787
> I have more dexterity, more catlike reflexes, and I'm quick to notice things more.

how does this help you in your line of work as a clerk at a liquor store? serious question
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Martin Pittworth - Tue, 25 Feb 2020 21:39:01 EST c3gflUrd No.901791 Reply
>>901787
I see. Thanks for responding, and thanks as well for all the extra info. Always love hearing what other people's work is like.

I'm a hospital ER clerk so I could never show up to work tripping haha

nb.
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Solanacia - Tue, 25 Feb 2020 23:46:16 EST YEB0Q8PQ No.901793 Reply
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>>901790
I mean its mostly recreational, sometimes it's a bunch of fucked shit and other times time flies and I'm extra dapper. I have caught an inordinate amount of bottles on light doses, and noticed when wine boxes wouldn't hold when customers used them to take their shit out.

Always a good time.

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- Thu, 20 Feb 2020 04:47:54 EST q3iN/lcG No.901678
File: 1582192074944.jpg -(158986B / 155.26KB, 1080x1080) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Always a good time.
Is there any experienced users here who have never had a bad trip?

I've used psychedelics somewhere close to 100 times now and have never had a bad trip. Is this unusual?
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Augustus Feffingwater - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 06:05:10 EST IvOInNBn No.901755 Reply
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My first few trips were really bad times, because I realized oh shit I'm almost 30 with no degree, no friends, no girlfriend, little career direction, I jerk off 3 times a day and I'm addicted to video games and sugar and potato chips etc. WEW that was a bad time! Tripping even on low doses really helped me see this stuff, a single trip was more useful than dozens of psychotherapist sessions.
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Fanny Trotham - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 08:21:33 EST LywZUfmH No.901757 Reply
Did homegrown shrooms on average monthly/bimonthly for about 7 years, along with occasional some 2C-B or LSA in there.

Never a bad trip. Only a handful of difficult trips. And most of that difficulty came from confusion (I really hate it when I'm dipping in heavy doses and I see no difference between CEV's and OEV's) or physical uncomfort (when I'm too lazy to make tea and just eat a fuckton of shrooms).

A difficult trip that stood out was seeing myself as an mathematical equation, and being unable to solve myself. Also my accidental consumption of a shroom tea made with an unknown amount of shrooms (between 10-20g possibly more, due to messing up with the tare weight), the trip itself was a breeze for something so heavy, but it was pretty tricky to stay calm during the comeup, because I was already experiencing timeloops at 15 minutes in the comeup.

At the beginning of my shroom tripping I did have a few scares with "salvia land" encroaching on my shroomy hallucinations. A harsh jagged orange angled light creeping in, very reminicent to the visual aspects of the salvia trip. That took me a few months to get over it. But it'd be a scare, and then sink away.
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Phineas Pockson - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 21:05:22 EST o/OnKyOL No.901779 Reply
>>901744
>For that brief moment there is this sudden brief spike in terror/panic - that's what the trip was like. That intense panic but it lasted for a lonnnng time.

This is exactly it. I had this thought while writing that post but forgot to include it. It's like that one extremely intense moment of panic you get in dangerous situations that usually lasts for a fraction of a second before your brain goes into a fight or flight response, but prolonged over hours. It felt like I had just slipped into insanity and would keep falling deeper and deeper into it, but every moment was the moment of realization that this has just happened. It's like certain aspects of time itself stopped but others kept moving.

>>901752
I agree, and this helped me when I mustered the courage to go back into high dose experiences again. Even though things were getting out of control in very similar ways as when my bad trip happened, I was able to remind myself that I had actually lived through it before and that the sense of danger was in my head. It wasn't completely unfamiliar territory anymore. This doesn't eliminate the mindfuck but it keeps it at a level where it is not only manageable, but even enjoyable. The sense of being at the edge of madness but not slipping over it is amazing, and it is at this edge that some of my most amazing psychedelic experiences have happened.

An interesting thing to note was that I had very brief moments of clarity during my bad trip where I would realize that everything was actually alright, but this would last for mere seconds before I would collapse back into a terrified, panicked state. I actually completely forgot these moments after the trip but my friends told me I had mumbled about "checkpoints". I would only remember what this meant when I took LSD again months after the bad trip. The "checkpoints" were a way for me to try and anchor myself in reality because I could feel the waves of insanity and terror pulling me back in. The checkpoints were my attempt to remind myself that I was looping between this semi-sane state and madness without actually being physically harmed. It eventually helped after an hour or two in a sort of limbo state. But when it really helped was during subsequent trips when I would again find myself at the verge of insanity and would remember my checkpoints. It's a way for me to tell myself that I can safely let go and that I will (most likely) come out fine the other side. In a sense it felt like past me looking out for present me by setting up this whole checkpoint thing and letting me enjoy subsequent trips. It gave my individual trips a feeling of interconnections and continuity, like there's an overarching trip which my trips are just small parts of. I guess Awe is now gonna say how this is proof that the trip was actually positive in the long run if he reads this, but I would have much preferred it if I never had to go through that.

The Fabled Thumprint Dose

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- Sat, 22 Feb 2020 16:08:15 EST pC2cOyEY No.901706
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Are any of you crazy bastards crazy enough to embark on such a journey? I've read reports of it being basically the ultimate act of submission to the psychedelic state, and that people trip for like a week at a time and that they never truly come back down from it.

I can't remember who said it, but I remember a quote from someone saying something along the lines of "it's like a taindrop falling toward a lake. The raindrops entire life leads up to dropping into the lake, and once it does, there's no more drop. Only lake". That sounds like an absolutely transcendental experience to me. One I'm not sure I could ever commit to. You basically have to completely submit your life to the universe and totally surrender to the will of causality. Some pretty profound shit. I'm sure you'd have some pretty gnarly HPPD afterward too, akin to being on two hits all the time.

Anyway, what say you? Have any of you here done it? Any heroic doses close to a thumbprint or similar? Is it worth it to any of you? Why do it?

>pic kinda related
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Terror Incognito - Sun, 23 Feb 2020 21:31:36 EST pdXwTEdW No.901747 Reply
>>901746

Yeah you're right about that. I guess sometimes I take these sort of experiences a little too literally. I need to work on that lmao It's just such interesting stuff.
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Awe' !!Bwteoy2D - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 07:05:55 EST EVGq6g0p No.901756 Reply
>>901743
Well IME we are able to remember things so much further than I could have imagined is the limit of our memory, before I actually had those experiences and remembered them. When I came down to Earth after one of my biggest trips, the most astonishing thing for me was that I was just in the fucking core of the universe and what seemed like a moment later I am here as a human being again, as myself... This blew my mind the most when I came to. Not that those astonishing things exist, but the contrast... and the idea that I could somehow find my way home after that. Was a wild night. But yeah, it really astonishes me what kind of experiences can be contained in a human mind and then remembered. There was copious amounts of juremahuasca and cannabis in the mix, so maybe that's some part of the reason why even though I've had strong trips before, that one was particularly memorable. The cannabis works strongly on the hippocampus.

You don't control any of the thoughts that come into your head

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- Thu, 16 Jan 2020 21:52:46 EST IvOInNBn No.901076
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Have you ever thought about this? Thoughts just *arise*. We operate with an illusion of self control, which is probably pretty beneficial, but we don't actually control our thoughts. You may feel like you're guiding your thoughts but its just an illusion.
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Doris Goodfoot - Sun, 16 Feb 2020 15:06:33 EST 337IwFP3 No.901626 Reply
I've thought about this plenty and believe it to be the truth of reality, but for practicality reasons I act as though it weren't the case. There's not really too much to actually think about when it comes to this idea. The central nervous system is just a system within a system of systems within systems, etc. Thoughts arise just as bubbles, flowers, or any other of the results of the interactions between components of these systems occur, They are just transient states of being, as all things are.
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Augustus Feffingwater - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 05:58:38 EST IvOInNBn No.901753 Reply
One other thing I've been thinking - how come I am "me" and I control myself, and you control yourself, etc - I see the world through my eyes, you see it through your eyes. The only explanation I can think of is that my physical matter must have been present in early humans, (and with the Big Bang before that) and has been passed down through to me. I don't know what matter is of primary importance whether it be cells or DNA and so on. I'm a materialist.
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Augustus Feffingwater - Mon, 24 Feb 2020 06:02:37 EST IvOInNBn No.901754 Reply
>>901085
>I feel as if there is an overarching theme to my thoughts (at least, depending on the circumstances of the given day). At least, there is repetition to what kinds of thoughts I have. How can that repetition explain the seemingly randomness of not actually controlling your thoughts?

Thats not hard to explain. I don't think any thoughts are random. e.g. if you put something in the oven then 30 minutes later you'll think to yourself "oh hey I need to take a look at my thing in the oven" - there's an obvious reason why you'd have that thought.

>>901529
I don't think god control is possible (unless an actual god exists or something).

lsd pellet dissolving

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- Sun, 23 Feb 2020 18:54:27 EST kTXPlr6J No.901739
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how long does it take for pellets to dissolve in your mouth? within a minute of it being in my mouth it already disappeared so im a little worried aha
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Hamilton Goodfoot - Sun, 23 Feb 2020 19:19:07 EST o/OnKyOL No.901741 Reply
No need to worry. If your pellets are legit and didn't fall out of your mouth, then the speed at which they dissolved won't matter soon. Have a good trip!

Hiking "Trip"

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- Mon, 17 Feb 2020 14:34:39 EST veAwDVZT No.901643
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Went on my first hiking trip after taking two tabs. I feel like this trail was made for tripping, and someone else must have thought so too since I ran into a little gnome hut. Just gonna picture dump. It was magical and beautiful, not much else to say.

My feet are fucking RAW tho I hiked for 7 hours.
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Esther Dorringstadge - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 20:04:15 EST veAwDVZT No.901714 Reply
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>>901698
If you're going alone do less than you'd normally do. Otherwise if you have someone kinda sober run wild, be overprepared.


>>901701
It really was. Honestly felt like I was on some grand adventure.
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Doris Clallyfuck - Sun, 23 Feb 2020 18:45:04 EST fpb7vAp0 No.901738 Reply
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Hiking and tripping is great. I feel like the consistent movement keeps the drugs from totally enveloping your consciousness so you can somewhat avoid the catatonic state that I usually find myself in on highish doses. Last time I ate mushrooms while out camping/hiking I kept feeling like every time we stopped the drugs kept trying the "suck me in". Pic related, ate a tab of LSD and hiked out at the sand dunes in Colorado a few years ago. Really cool place but always just loaded with people. And sand of course.

Trips are not as good as first trip

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- Sun, 19 Jan 2020 09:21:16 EST af7MMSCN No.901125
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I first tripped on liberty caps last october and since then I never had similar experience. I remember having strong euphoria that I never get when I trip now.
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Eugene Clonninglock - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 11:45:22 EST IUfz5v9T No.901705 Reply
>>901692

I had plenty of trips more profound and euphoric than my early trips. "Losing the magic" with psychedelics is not actually normal, and I have never, ever heard of it happening to a person after one trip, or even a few trips, or even after a few dozen. Not to say it is impossible, just not very probable in commonality.

OP is the first time I can recall seeing a person say the first trip was the best trip and nothing else came close.
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Awe' !!Bwteoy2D - Sat, 22 Feb 2020 17:05:10 EST EVGq6g0p No.901711 Reply
>>901692
this, if you consider it at all, just bathe in appreciation and gratitude for being blessed with the opportunity to witness such beauty.

DMT and Salvia

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- Sat, 22 Feb 2020 11:16:53 EST EPbpJmPQ No.901704
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Anyone here mixed DMT and salvia together? In the same bowl? I'd imagine it wouldn't be very enjoyable. I'm curious to know if anyone here has done it and how it went. I'm sure it's probably an absolutely ridiculous combination.

im, done...?

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- Mon, 03 Feb 2020 13:52:52 EST zTZ5QeiB No.901371
File: 1580755972235.jpg -(944547B / 922.41KB, 3264x2448) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. im, done...?
i'm done with psys. or drugs overall. exercise and social drinking is all i need for now.

i dont want to feel this way, but i think if i took anything stronger than whiskey it would break my current flow. im on the path as to speak. i have reached the level of consciousness i need.

i bet theres other people with this same "problem" and this kind of thread pops up now and then.

my question is: what to do? will i ever want to take mind expanding substances again? i want to, but... i dont need to. there must be a point, when im out of clues and need something to direct me back to the path, right?

maybe i just take break for a year, two or twenty. fuck. i feel so good and yet so... bummed. what is wrong with me?
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Wesley Duttinglad - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 19:56:15 EST ZFvENz2a No.901675 Reply
>>901638
Sounds like you've probably learned a lot from psychs. There's nothing wrong with knowing where you're at and if it's not time to trip. I've gone years in between trips, and sometimes i'll trip multiple times in a month.

Dubs Decide Where I Adventure To

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- Sat, 22 Feb 2020 03:02:40 EST Q0uD1jjV No.901700
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so, im about to go on a voyage guided by a new print of guldin teechir which is currently aggressively eating up coir/coffee/verm/gypsum in a tub under my bed... full rhizo growth atm, no puffs. This seems to be the ultimate combo based on how fast it's growing compared to just coir/verm which I used last time. My first time starting from spoar prent is going excellently compared to the diaper baby syringes I was using before. I love the goldie cap, so excited to try this specific cultivar.
Only thing still up in the air is.... where should I go? Narnia? Bikini Bottom? Middle Earth? lol I know I'm a little old to be playing pretend but....

DMT Entity Contact

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- Thu, 20 Feb 2020 14:02:39 EST EPbpJmPQ No.901681
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I posted this in /b/, but I figured this board is more appropriate for a thread like this...

How many of you ewhave made contact with entities while on DMT? I have a few times. The two most notable experiences of mine are when I vaped around 100 mg. It was almost as if an alien species comprised of the entirety of the cosmos was telepathically communicating with me. It was basically telling me life is a test and that we're here to experience love and understand what it means to be at peace with life and death. There weren't any words spoken. It was like the DMT just uploaded the information into my head via telepathic communication with an alien godlike race. It was nuts.

My second most notable entity contact experience was meeting an alien looking feline entity. It was neon green and purple and it was manifesting by fractaling outward on itself on every surface of my room. It had a mischievous vibe about it too. That was on around 80 - 100mg.

What have all of you experienced on DMT? How did your entity contact go?

Shrooms to get passed trauma

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- Wed, 22 Jan 2020 00:12:32 EST UfjC/+BE No.901153
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Hello /psy/ I come to with a bit of a different request.

A bit of back story; my partner, I'm going to say maybe 5-6 years ago was home alone, smoking a lot of pot, and doing whippits. Not really sure how the fuck it happened, but he started to see fractals and honest to God thought he saw what death was like (basically nothing and fractals). Ever since this he has had a slew of issues, panic attacks, anxiety, PTSD (not diagnosed but we are both fairly certain he has some of it, or something close to it), very severe depression, etc.
His younger brother killed himself two years ago, which was also a large blow to his (my partner's) psyche.
He has been in and out of therapy, having decent results that turn into shitty results because either his therapists tend to focus on work being the issue, even though he insisted he has never felt anxiety or panic from working, or suddenly started recommending hypno-therapy and some other stuff that my partner hasn't really been interested in trying (sorry I'm kind of paraphrasing here, but definitely both therapists have backed him into some of their mumbo jumbo).

My partner and I have done some drugs together, we have done molly & he's done coke with his friends, he's mostly completely fine on molly and we enjoy it together.
We did do shrooms once together, he took 3/4 of a gram and I took about 3 grams. I fucked up, I will not lie, we had been drinking, I had only ever done shrooms about twice before and it wasn't the same strain, etc. Unfortunately he ended up panicking very badly after about 5 minutes, and continued to be panicked for about an hour. It took me a while to calm him down, but after a while he actually was completely fine and was very relaxed. Of course the whole experience did not go as planned, like I said I was a bad sitter and did not do things correctly.

OK, so here is my theory, but I need opinions from strangers.

  1. I really think with a small about, about 1 gram (literally one shroom) I think he can start to work through the drug trauma, seeing that it isn't real. Sometimes going through really bad drug trips you have to go through it again to understand it and get better (I sure have with Acid).
  2. We WERE able to get to a good place, but it took a while, because a lot of psychedelic is going in with a clear mind, and unfortunately he could not
  3. I'd be there with him and be able to make it a lot safer
  4. He has some incredible self loathing tendencies, he cannot honestly say he loves himself, he barely can say he's proud of anything he's done, so I have strong hope with guidance that shrooms could really help him get somewhere and LEARN something about himself, he can really struggle with this (we're taking a year to work on ourselves separately before we get back together, so I do think he will come out of it feeling a lot better about himself which is a step)

So TL;DR what I'm trying to ask is, is this something just plain stupid on my part? To try and work through the trauma with shrooms? Learning to love himself with a bit of help from mother nature?
If I'm honest I never felt true love for myself before I took acid for the first time, and I truly believe it could be a very important step -- but obviously I can only account for my experiences/friends experiences.
Please give me some advice on this if you can /psy/... Also I apologize for kind of ranting, it's hard to condense life stories.
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Sidney Drankinlad - Tue, 18 Feb 2020 20:54:53 EST sf0XXoAT No.901671 Reply
>>901153
mdmas empathogenic effects make it really good for nonjudegmental self reflection, and therefore when used in the right setting can be pretty therapeutic. i recently did it with a girl and it was basically a therapy session where we both talked about a whole lot of stuff that we'd been bottling.
its worth considering that while drugs like lsd and mdma have been showen to work excellently for /some/ people they arent the magic fix.
maybe look into microdosing
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Wesley Duttinglad - Wed, 19 Feb 2020 19:43:03 EST ZFvENz2a No.901674 Reply
Whenever I've had a bad time and started getting serious anxiety on mushrooms, it's been when I've taken less than 2 grams. Taking the amount you said that he took causes a really weird one foot in the door, one foot out effect for me. Not sure if it's a great idea for him to do psychedelics based on what you described, but if you're going to do it, do it for real, take enough so you lose yourself in the experience. You're not taking psychedelics so you can hold it together and feel a little buzz, it doesn't really work like that.
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Cornelius Cluckleway - Fri, 21 Feb 2020 05:12:15 EST UfjC/+BE No.901688 Reply
>>901642
Hopefully it will quell a few things for sure! We both our giddy about it, it is like we're dating all over again. Really nice so far.
>>901671
Yes, as I have said quite a few times, we have done MDMA together a bunch of times. It's great, we have had a great time, but it isn't what I'm looking for, there hasn't been the self reflection that I have hoped for.

I have considered microdosing for him, what would you consider a micro dose in grams? To me 1 gram was already almost a microdose, but I am thinking about half?

>>901674
This is a very interesting take. My main fear is that he has to be used to shrooms in some kind of capacity right? He has to know he'll be ok before he takes a couple of grams. I've always only taken about 1-2ish grams and have progressed to much higher dosages from time to time. My point is, I fear that if we do not come to a place of comfort first it will be the worst thing to go in head on. But I do think what you're saying has some place, definitely it can be "off" to do a drug halfway. I will keep it in mind, thank you

Hello ~

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- Thu, 20 Feb 2020 19:27:43 EST juYrw7pw No.901685
File: 1582244863529.png -(883365B / 862.66KB, 617x799) Thumbnail displayed, click image for full size. Hello ~
Ego death is just something like a page in a book you have to flip through.
People who mention ego death completely unprovoked should die.
Don't become suicidal because you think the trip will never end.
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Hannah Drinkingold - Fri, 21 Feb 2020 04:09:03 EST z7M8krlo No.901687 Reply
>>901685
>People who mention ego death completely unprovoked should die.

Ego death.

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