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>had about £800 left over from selling christmas gifts i didnt want and the acutall money i got for xmas so i decided too spend it all on drugs and off myself, bought £70 worth of shroomsand that dear chums, is the worst trip i've ever had
>£70 of shrooms, £150 of heroin £300 of lsd and the rest on coke
>started of with the mushrooms, after them all (took about an hour too eat)
>did 8 or 9 lines of coke
>Then 3 needles of H
>Still alive at this point
>start getting pissed off at my body as i should be dead soo
>take all the lsd, one after the other
>finished off the coke, still with loads of H left
>in a euophric state, like nothing i have since or previously experianced
>go too start finishing off the H
>grap my zippo, only too realise the chesire cat has it
>chesire cat lets out a massive grin and says "Helllllloooooo napalm, i've been waiting to talk too you for some time now"
>just say "Hmm, odd considering your not real"
>he replies with "Oh but on the contrarry my dear child"
>pauses a second and says "Come, we have much too discuss"
>walks out of the room with my lighter still tangled in his tail
>I try too walk out of the room but as i do the hallway falls away into nothingness
>then, the chesire cat & alice are floating out in the middle of the black nothingness
>alice has black holes where her eyes should be and is crying blood
>she says "Come, please?" so i just walk out onto the black nothingness
>chesire cat then sreams "VERY GOOD NATE, that was a test of faith you see dear boy!"
>alice then walks over too me, kisses me and says "Sorry" and begins crying agai
>before i have chance too say why she gets a knife from fuck-knows where and slices my throat
>i pass out
>wake up who knows how long later, but i was outside on the floor covvered in my own blood
>chesire cat comes back over and says "Well well, your dead now, ha!"
>Too which i reply "Fucking what!?!!? How!?!"
>Then he grins again and says "Well, isnt that what you wanted? too die?"
>i fall silent and get up open my eyes fully at this point i notice everything is black and white exept my blood, the chesire cat and alice
>Me, the chesire cat and alice walk for a little while, silent
>alice breaks it with "Sorry about that"
>she walks over too me, eyes still black, and holds my hand
>her touch was painfully cold, it hurt
>but i held her hand an continued on walking untill we got too starbucks of all places, in the middle of a forest
>we walked inside and alice bought us both frapachinos
>i drink the frapachino and pass out again
>wake up back in my house everything still black and white, standing over my body where alice had killed me
>walk over too my table and sat down on a chair made of human body parts
>notice my zippo is back
>grab it and go too take a cig out of my packet
>open it, everything about them seems normal, which i think was odd enough at this point
>light my zippo and the flame was made of blood
>so disoriented i didnt give a fuck i light my cig and it begins too scream and beg for me too stop with every drag
>lowe and behold, the chesire cat and alice are back
>alice's face seems to be starting, not sure how too describe this. any of you guys seen the silent hill film? the point when like, the entire world rips away too reveal the dark
>alices color had begin too peel off to reveal a black and white underneath
>had also begun too develop horns
>chesire cat then begins too speak again but, with a pain in his voice, as if he was depressed
>"Well, well, well, you made it back here alive, me and alice was worried sick about you!"
>alice then walks over too me and kisses me again but she then slowly starts too ignite
>her horns begin too grow, so i slowly walk away and try too get out of this trip
>back in the hallway of nothingness the chesire cat stands, insivible but for his eyes and mouth
>he says "Turn around!"
>i turn around and theres alice, now looking like a fucking full demon but still with her little cute dress on
>she walks up too me and rips my shirt to reveal a pentagram on my chest
>she touches it with her finger and a searing pain rips across my body, i pass out again
>wake up, in a blank room, full of dead realitives all looking like corpses, rotting flesh etc.
>chesire cat then says in an even more pained voice "Look who it is! sleeping beauty has woken"
>Alice walks over too me, still demon-ified and lets out and ungodly screech then the relatives begin too shamble towards me like zombies
>they all start clawwing at me, tearing away chunks of flesh etc.
>alice kinda, clenched her fist and they all lay dead on the ground
>she then walked over too me and said in a little girls voice "Dont end your life, its important too alot of people"
>she stabs me through the heart with her demon claw and it takes me (or what felt like 5 mins too die all the while in searing pain demon alice standing over me laughing
>wake up, for real this time
>covered in my own blood, puke and god knows what-else
>zippo still on the table, all my remaining H scattered all over the floor
>for about 3 days after i kept thinking i saw alice