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"The Embrace of Eternity"
This is a 24x48 canvas I painted and drew on during and after my first experience with 5-meo-DMT, This may be the most important painting my life to be perfectly honest for I tried my best to at least evoke the spirit of my trip,
I took two decent hits, and then I took one last 3rd big hit that I held as long as possible and that's what sent me over, I was with one of my best friends so I had supervision, I was sitting on my couch and after the 3rd hit It felt like an instant high dose LSD peak, Everything began morphing and moving and I looked down and closed my eyes, I saw a tiny blue square at the end of an incredible geometric tunnel, I realized somewhere along the line that I was crossing my arms , and hence closing myself off, I let go of my arms to my sides and felt like I was drifting in a cosmic ocean of love and pure energy, I then felt compelled to lift my arms up like an angel or someone crucified, I felt myself being lifted underneath my arms like I was a small 2-3 year old toddler, I looked up and I saw this incredibly massive entity made of pure light and magic, It had massive "eyes' and and while it had no other truly discernible features I got the sense that it was "smiling" and was pleased to see me, it gave off a very maternal and warm and loving energy and just like that I was back to normal, My friend I was tripping with told me I had the most innocent, and pure inner child like nature of a smile and face on me the whole time, Like he saw my truest self(which makes sense because even before this experience I've been the happiest I've been since I was a small child).
Not too long after the trip say maybe an hour or so I took a 10 strip of LSD, which set in much faster then normal, (My normal peak is around 4-6 hours) but this set in about 15-30 minutes and lasted most of the night, I started on this painting under the influence of these magical chemicals(They potentiate eachother and spiritually they are twin sisters), I finished it last night and It's my best painting I've created yet so far in my life and career as an artist and painter, I tried to represent at the very least the "vibe" of my experience, I began with two swishing motions with two paintbrushes to represent being lifted like an angelic soul, If you look closely towards the center bottom of the painting you will see an eye with a tiny blue square in it. I've always been very creative and my style of painting has always felt somewhat spiritual and hieroglyphic, this is a 24x48 painting, permenant marker on acrylic(I try to follow the natural contrast in color and lines that the paint forms, and little patterns and symbols my brain perceives), This may be one of the most important paintings of my life based upon the most important experience in my entire life.